Writings :: The Letter Series :: Ascension Discourse On Love :: Angels and Demons. GOD. The Great Mother. GOD. Amera Ziganii Rao

The Scheherazade Series lX. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

Writings :: The Letter Series :: Ascension Discourse On Love :: Angels and Demons. GOD. The Great Mother. GOD. Amera Ziganii Rao

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST

The Two Messages :: 

The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all. 

There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™ 

The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Avatar (James Cameron) 

My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured. 

Mo'at 

Natural Born Mystic™ 

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it. 

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™ 

An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™ 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™ 

A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™ 

'Respect' as fear. 

'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.  

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

AMERA ZIGANII RAO 

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Entertainer :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced. Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man and myself as we have struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe. 

The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again. 

Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family. 

These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Visceral Soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011 

Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Scheherazade Series Xl. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Ego Backlash 

Don't worry about it. I am getting used to it and my ego did the same. The spiritually and psychologically unhealed person is two people. The healed person is one. The spiritually and psychologically unhealed person is both ego and soul. Ego does not want to die. 

You are also trying to do something that hardly any man on earth has done before. That PART of you does not want to at all. The rest of you is someone who does want to. 

Currently, you sort of agree with that ego and you sort of don't. 

That is your splinter. Remember that you are not trying to change for me. You are trying to change so you are healed and sure of yourself and someone who is capable of truly loving a woman. And you are trying to do that, despite all the backlashes, because you love me. 

Ego will hold on now tighter and faster than it has ever done before. Your final months are going to be tough. Sickness or health. You have to tell yourself that male supremacy fascism makes you sick. 

You tell yourself that enough times and you will believe it. And that is why it has nothing to do with me. It is to do with the choice of being LOVE or NON LOVE. NON LOVE is male supremacy fascism. LOVE is to love someone for WHO they are and not just what they look like. Or what they can do for you. 

In other words, health is to love without conditions. Sickness is to love with all the conditions in the world. Male supremacy fascism is to love with nothing but conditions. Change the dialogue. Don't make me the enemy. Don't make women the area of blame. It is your ego that stops you from love. Not me. 

Keep that dialogue going. And be ready for the backlashes. I am. 

I remember my own well. My body is in a great deal of pain and has been for the past two years. Even more than usual. That reflects your psyche. We are bound to each other. We are the same. 

Your ego holds you fast. Make it the enemy. You want to be well. And you want me to be well too. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Natural Born Mystic™ 

Why Slavery? Amera Ziganii Rao 

If a patriarchal man has spent the years after leaving home, either in a live in relationship or married, and has not paid an adequate and official salary for either cleaning, cooking, or childcare, instead of paying people to do those things, he has achieved his success off the back of bonded labour. Sounds extreme? Really? 

My father, to take one example, among many, many, many, achieved success, only off the back of slavery. He had an unpaid hand for 25 years, before he left her with nothing in her name. 

Her benefits of this job - wifehood is a job - were, food, board and lodging and being allowed to go on the family holidays he paid for. And the occasional sundry that she had to individually negotiate for. 

Just because that picture looks 'normal' it most certainly is not. 

In fact, patriarchal (all) men have already lived off the back of slavery by the time they leave home, for at least 12 years. My father made me an unpaid slave at eight, but my benefit was public school. My brother did nothing for the next 12 years. In fact, he is one of the laziest people I have ever met. 

So, while men wank off with football achievements through to every other achievement, just think about that. I am hardly the first woman to say it. 

All your achievements are worthless and no different from those of plantation owners before the US Civil War. They are off the back of bonded labour. They are worth shit. You didn't know. It was 'normal'. So were the concentration camps for a while. Now you know. And now you know what your achievements have cost. 

The world is run by slavery. Male slavery of women, backed by mothers and women who join in. Make no bones about it. We know. And now, so do you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Theosophical Society in England

The word Theosophy has been used for many centuries, it is of Greek origin meaning Wisdom of the Gods (theo - of Gods, sophia – wisdom). Wisdom cannot be enclosed within words, it is a Truth which must be discovered and experienced by each one for themselves. Theosophy, sometimes known as the Ageless Wisdom, is the Light which shines through the many coloured lamps of religion. It is the thread of truth in scriptures, creeds, symbols, myths and rituals. Divine Wisdom is One, the paths towards it are many.

The Theosophical Society in England is a part of the world-wide theosophical movement with its centre in Adyar, India. The Society is dedicated to the comparative study of religion, science and philosophy and the practice of the Art of Self-Realisation. The Society is composed of members of different religious backgrounds who are united in a belief that mankind is a spiritual family and that humanity can have a glorious future through a compassionate and intelligent way of living.

Theosophical Order of Service

1) To minimise the sum of misery in the world;

2) To forget self in working for others;

3) To eliminate selfishness and substitute love as the rule of the world; and

4) To live to the highest that is within us.

Derived from the two Greek words, "Theos" (a god, the Deity) and "Sophia" (wisdom), Theosophy or Theosophia may be defined as "knowledge of divine things" or "Divine Wisdom such as that possessed by the gods". Its philosophy is a contemporary presentation of the perennial wisdom underlying the world's religions, sciences, and philosophies.

"The Society was formed to assist in showing to men (women) that such a thing as Theosophy exists, and to help them to ascend towards it by studying and assimilating its eternal verities."

H.P. Blavatsky

"Theosophy is no new candidate for the world's attention, but only the restatement of principles which have been recognised from the very infancy of mankind."

The Mahatma Letters to A.P. Sinnett.

The Theosophical Society was founded by Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, Henry Steel Olcott, William Quan Judge, and others in New York City on November 17, 1875. In 1882 the international headquarters of the Society was established at Adyar, near Madras. This remains the headquarters for the Society, which is now established in fifty countries of the world. 

Today, the society is composed of students, belonging to any religion in the world or to none, who are united by their approval of the Society's Objects, by their wish to remove religious antagonisms and to draw together men of goodwill whatsoever their religious opinions, and by their desire to study religious truths and to share the results of their studies with others. Their bond of union is not the profession of a common belief, but a common search and aspiration for Truth. They hold that Truth should be sought by study, by reflection, by purity of life, by devotion to high ideals, and they regard Truth as a prize to be striven for, not as dogma to be imposed by authority. They consider that belief should be the result of individual study or intuition, and not its antecedent, and should rest on knowledge, not on assertion. They extend tolerance to all, even to the intolerant; not as a privilege they bestow but as a duty they perform, and they seek to remove ignorance, not punish it. They see every religion as an expression of the Divine Wisdom and prefer its study to its condemnation, and its practice to proselytism. Peace is their watchword, as Truth is their aim.

Freedom of Thought

As the Theosophical Society has spread far and wide over the world, and as members of all religions have become members of it without surrendering the special dogmas, teachings and beliefs of their respective faiths, it is thought desirable to emphasise the fact that there is no doctrine, no opinion, by whomsoever taught or held, that is in any way binding on any member of the Society, none which any member is not free to accept or reject. Approval of its three objects is the sole condition of membership. No teacher, or writer, from H.P. Blavatsky onwards, has any authority to impose his or her teachings or opinions on members. Every member has an equal right to follow any school of thought, but has no right to force the choice on any other. Neither a candidate for any office nor any voter can be rendered ineligible to stand or to vote, because of any opinion held, or because of membership in any school of thought. Opinions or beliefs neither bestow privileges nor inflict penalties. The Members of the General Council earnestly request every member of the Theosophical Society to maintain, defend and act upon these fundamental principles of the Society, and also fearlessly to exercise the right of liberty of thought and of expression thereof, within the limits of courtesy and consideration for others.

The genuine acceptance of the Three Objects of the Society,

1. To form a nucleus of the Universal Brotherhood of Humanity without distinction of race, creed, sex, caste or colour. 

2. To encourage the study of Comparative Religion, Philosophy and Science. 

3. To investigate unexplained laws of Nature and the powers latent in man.

is all that is required for membership in the Society, which is founded on the basis of the broadest tolerance and the search for truth. The above official statement should be carefully read and pondered, as it expresses the recognised standpoint of the Society as a whole.

The Theosophical Society in England

50 Gloucester Place, London W1U 8EA, pursues its original program under its National President. Toward this end the Headquarters and its National Sections sponsor public lectures, seminars, events and study groups on theosophical and allied themes.

BASIC PRINCIPLES

Among the variety of terms by which the ancient and universal system is designated, we recognize Esoteric Philosophy, Secret Doctrine, Occult Science, the Wisdom-Religion, Gupta Vidya. 

Each term gives prominence to one or other aspect of the theosophical system. These significant adjectives are found repeated throughout the literature: secret, esoteric, archaic, occult, universal. 

Theosophy exists and has always existed. It did not have to be invented but discovered. The truths of life are inherent in Nature - they are Nature. The scheme presented under this name is vast and immeasurably complex. 

By persevering study of the literature one may come to discern its basic principles, few indeed in number, yet constituting the foundation of the whole system.

1) All Existence is ONE THING. It is not an addition sum of separate parts but is a Whole, the ALL, the source of all manifested things.

2) The operation of the processes by which the ONE manifests as the Many is governed by Law, universal, unaltering and unalterable.

3) Man, under whatever aspect he (she) is viewed, is inseparable from the Whole - an epitome of the universe. 

ESOTERIC SCIENCE

A fine modem re-statement of the nature and scope of Theosophy is given in the opening paragraph of Deity, Cosmos and Man, by Geoffrey Farthing. His book is particularly valuable in that it introduces students to the encyclopaedic volumes with which Madame Blavatsky ushered in a new age of enlightenment.

Esoteric Science may be defined as the body of religious , philosophical and scientific teachings that form the core of a universal and timeless Wisdom tradition: religious, for it is concerned with the ultimate source of being and man's relation to it; philosophical, for it embraces the great questions of the origin and nature of man and the universe ...; scientific, for its methods are essentially empirical, its exponents having individually and independently tested and corroborated the teachings received from earlier generations of wise men.

Although the Wisdom is ancient, its teachings have remained largely inaccessible to the general public in the modem world until the publication first of Isis Unveiled in 1877 and then of The Secret Doctrine in 1888 -a work which has remained in print ever since.

Summarizing the contents of The Secret Doctrine, Madame Blavatsky explains:

These truths are in no sense put forward as a revelation, nor does the author claim the position of a revealer of mystic lore, now made public for the first time in the world's history. For what is contained in this book is to be found scattered throughout thousands of volumes embodying the scriptures of the great Asiastic and early European religions, hidden under glyph and symbol, and hitherto left unnoticed because of this veil. What is now attempted is to gather the oldest tenets together and to make them one harmonious and unbroken whole.

The five-fold aim of this tremendous work, the restoration in our time of the Wisdom tradition, is clearly set out in the Preface: 

-to show that Nature is not "a fortuitous concurrence of atoms";

-to assign to man (woman) his (her) rightful place in the scheme of the Universe; 

-to rescue from degradation the archaic truths which are the basis of all religions; 

-to uncover, to some extent, the fundamental unity from which they all spring; 

-finally, to show that the occult side of Nature has never been approached by the Science of modern civilization.

Further Reading for Students

Isis Unveiled (2 vols) - H. P. Blavatsky

The Secret Doctrine (2 vols) - H. P. Blavatsky

Esoteric Buddhism - A. P. Sinnett

Deity, Cosmos and Man - Geoffrey A. Farthing 

Foundations of Esoteric Philosophy - ed. lanthe H. Hoskins  

The Creator Writings 

Surrender…. To some it means to give up, to give control to another, to subjugate yourself; the exact opposite is true. To surrender is to give yourself over to the flow of The Universe knowing that whatever happens, all will be well and in your highest and best.

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story

God 

Don't be afraid. At this point, it is about us knowing it. The rest, the bigger picture can take its time. Drones of the Roman Empire don't forget. That is a massive propaganda to overturn. This is about us understanding it first and all those who have come with us so far. It's huge. I'm reading Joan Breton Connelly's Portrait of a Priestess further for instance and she has found statues with all their heads cut off. They are all of High Priestesses. But don't forget. It's all political. Christianity was used as a tool of control. It still is. 

That's a huge propaganda to overturn. That will come later. This is about self discovery. For you too. I am just about not getting overwhelmed anymore. But the overwhelmed feeling and the fear will always be there. Stage by stage. We're the mad ones right? Yeah, right. 

And then there is the Esotericism itself. That takes time too. Lots of time. We are seeking The Lost Knowledge. And all anyone can talk about is the Bible or the whatevers. Whatever. Don't be afraid. And then on the other hand, get used to it. It's worth it. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story

God 

Yes, I do understand. It has been so long since I thought of that 'God'. But you are still there as are most people, for sure. 

Yes. That takes time to release from the mind. I will start sharing information again, now that the chattel serving a man purpose has been converted into vocational development alongside, helping you as I helped myself and continue doing too. If my body can take it. We'll go slowly. 

That 'God' makes you afraid. That religion/religions makes you afraid. Theosophy and all that is Esotericism does not make you afraid. God The Great Mother does not make you afraid. Focus on that and begin to open the mind to the truth. Your intuition is waiting for you, just as mine was for me. As you leave behind the ego, the MALE SUPREMACY FASCISM against women, the mind will open to The Universe. To feeling. To the truth. And She will be waiting for you. She already is. 

Religion is like anything else. A belief system for the mind. The irony is that the most spiritual hearted people believe in it too, even if rationally, they do not believe a word of it. Because we are very spiritual people. That is why the powers that be, had to work so hard to kill me and my kind off. And replace us with male priests who told you that you could only pray THROUGH them. Theosophy and all other esotericisms and 'new' spirituality is gnostic. Existentialism, self actualisation. You don't need anyone to pray THROUGH. Which is why they killed me and all my kind. 

So, look at religion as a belief system and you will move away from that 'God'. And then, you will find GOD. The Great Mother waits. She waits for everyone. 'Eywa' (James Cameron's Avatar) is real. Soar with your soul. She is your soul. She is The Universe. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Theosophical Society. United States 

Dedicated to preserving and realizing the ageless wisdom, which embodies both a world view and a vision of human self-transformation. 

"To help people understand and discover the essential Truths at the heart of all philosophy, science and spirituality, especially the Fundamental Unity of all people." The Foundation for Theosophical Studies

On The Voice of The Silence by Helena Petrovna Blavatsky 

The Seven Sounds in 'The Voice of the Silence'

Cynthia Traci

At the birth of the universe the Absolute had an Idea; it then willed and there was an interaction, a friction, which produced Sound, followed immediately by Light. The first step towards manifestation was audible (the Word) and the next visible. This primordial Sound reverberates throughout all existence and vibrates in every atom.

Hazrat Inayat Khan wrote that there are two aspects of vibration, fine and gross, in varying degrees. The inward and essential part of each and every being is composed of fine vibrations, which we name spirit. The external part is formed of gross ones; this is matter. It is now known that space is filled with sounds; the whole universe is vibrating musically, harmonising the movements and activities of all within it.

Theosophist George Arundale described sound as the “slow motion of silence”, because the vibrations are slow enough for us to hear with our physical ears. He added that the very word ‘silence’ is a word we use in order to indicate that we have reached a vibratory condition infinitely beyond our comprehension. Perhaps there is no silence anywhere, and Silence is pregnant with Sound.

Hazrat Inayat Khan suggests that the Soundless Sound is audible without the help of the ears, and indeed when, in 9th C. China, a Zen student asked his teacher: “how should I hear correctly?” the master replied: “Not with your ears.” There is a yogic practice whereby the yogi closes the ears with the thumbs, the eyes with the index fingers, the nostrils with the middle fingers and the lips with the remaining four fingers. After some time the yogi will begin to hear the mystic sounds. The first will be like the hum of a bee, next the flute and then the vina (Indian stringed instrument); later comes the sound of bells, and afterwards thunder. (The Mysticism of Sound and Music’) 

According to HP Blavatsky’s [hereafter HPB] little gem, ‘The Voice of the Silence’, we will become the Light and the Sound. She gives us Seven Sounds by which we may attain the One Sound. I am not the only one to be fascinated, yet puzzled, by these Seven Sounds. I think it is important to remember that each sound is an attempt to describe the sound heard and not the actual sound. Various Theosophists have written about the Sounds over the years from different perspectives. I like to look at them as marking the milestones from our Source, through involution to evolution, and finally back to the Source. 

HPB writes: “Before thou set’st thy foot upon the ladder’s upper rung, the ladder of the mystic sounds, thou hast to hear the voice of thy inner GOD (the Higher Self) in seven manners.” Note that the ladder of the mystic sounds is the last rung of the ladder. It is a ladder within a ladder.

Sound 1: “The first is like the nightingale’s sweet voice chanting a song of parting to its mate.” 

I see the bird as representing the soul, the song of parting being the apparent parting of the soul from its source. I was reminded of the song ‘Morning has broken’, in which the blackbird has spoken like ‘the first word’, so is linked with the beginning of a new manvantara. In Fragment 3 of ‘The Voice of the Silence’ HPB writes of the nightingale of hope, which would fit in well with the birth of a new universe. 

Sound 2: “The second comes as the sound of a silver cymbal of the Dhyanis, awakening the twinkling stars.”

This sound appears to tell of the birth of the Cosmos. Brahma played Nada (potential vibration) on his cymbals; it was from this that the universe arose. The cymbal also stresses duality as there have to be two parts brought together to make the sound, whether it be a large orchestral cymbal or a small Indian one; but at least the Indian cymbal has two parts joined permanently together! 

The term Dhyanis, or Dhyani-Chohans means literally ‘Lords of Meditation’ and they correspond with the higher angels and archangels. Geoffrey Barborka, in ‘The Divine Plan’, writes that the term signifies the state of lofty beings devoted to the contemplation of the Divine Plan and to the means of unfolding and fulfilling it. As well as directing intelligent forces and administering Divine Laws including Karma, they endow us with our seven principles. HPB tells us that there are seven groups of Dhyanis and they are the Seven Rays. They make us what we are as individuals. So perhaps the twinkling stars that the Dhyanis awaken are the divine sparks.

Sound 3: “The next is as the plaint melodious of the ocean-sprite imprisoned in its shell.”

This suggests very much the imprisonment of spirit in matter; it is a sad song because not only is it imprisoned, but no-one seems to know it is there. The ocean could be the sea of thought that surrounds us. The shell suggests our spiral outward growth from the centre out to the most material; now we need to take the return journey back to the centre.

Sound 4: “And this is followed by the chant of the Vina.”

In Fragment 3 of ‘The Voice of the Silence’ HPB tells us that “disciples may be likened to the strings of the soul-echoing vina; mankind to its sounding board.” This suggests that the chant of the vina would be a joint effort between the higher and the lower self, which could be seen as representing the antahkarana, the rainbow bridge. We are also reminded of the duality of mankind, as the sounding board is actually two separate gourd-like resonators. The vina is linked with Brahma’s consort Saraswati, the Goddess of all Knowledge. She plays the vina to show that intellectual learning needs to be tempered by higher feelings. It will be of no surprise to learn that most vinas have seven strings, four of which are played, the other three kept for rhythm and drone accompaniment. This is reminiscent of the four lower principles, where it could be said all the action is played out, and the three higher, which are, drone-like, the eternal foundation of our existence.

Elsewhere HPB describes the body as an Aeolian harp, chorded with two sets of strings, one made of pure silver, the other of catgut, linked respectively to the manasic (mental) and kamic (desire) aspects of the body.

Sound 5: “The fifth like sound of bamboo-flute shrills in thine ear.”

The shrill melody of the flute is surely a wake-up call. Here may be a reference to our Inner, non-physical ear, whereby we receive intimations of what we should be striving towards. In India the bamboo-flute, the bansari, is the poor man’s instrument as it is so simple; the message is simple. The preserver of the world, Vishnu, in his incarnation as Krishna, plays the flute whose melody symbolises self-realisation.

Sound 6: “It changes next into a trumpet-blast.”

This trumpet blast is a glorious, brilliant fanfare, announcing the imminent arrival of the liberated soul. This is like listening to ‘The trumpet shall sound’ from ‘Messiah’ after hearing James Galway playing a lilting folk-song on his flute!

Sound 7: “The last vibrates like the dull rumbling of a thunder-cloud.”

The seventh swallows all the other sounds. They die, and then are heard no more. The dull, rumbling vibration suggests the continuous process of creation, preservation and destruction symbolised by the Nataraja, the dance of Shiva. All the other sounds are reliant on vibration. If the thunder ended that would be the end of manifestation. Buddha likened the eternal laws of the universe to the rhythm of the drum; he spoke of the ‘drum of immortality’.

C W Leadbeater was reminded of the Tibetan ritual music, which is built upon the deepest vibrations imaginable, like rolling thunder, symbolising the creative vibrations of the universe, the origin of all things. 

George Arundale also sees the drum rolls as never ceasing through an age of evolution. He wrote, in his dramatic style, “Richer and richer in tone and colour become their cadences, more thundering and compelling, almost cataclysmic, often catastrophic, stormy, peaceful, but ever moving onwards to their divinely appointed end.” And then the King is crowned, there is self-realisation, and he becomes a god, God. The drums cease. And in the aftermath of their cessation, in that Silence which indeed is more than Sound, infinitely more, the King-god enters that Samadhi of No-Number, No-Sound, No-Form, No-Colour, No-Radiance, of which there can be no adequate description. (‘The Lotus Fire’)

In HPB’s story ‘An Isle of Mystery’, in her book ‘From the Caves and Jungles of Hindostan’, is a marvellous description of how the evening winds blow through the bamboos and grasses, creating a ‘wild unceasing symphony’. Amongst the sounds heard are the song of a nightingale, the sound of hundreds of ringing silver bells, the heart-rending howl of a wolf deprived of her young, the separate notes of a flute, hundreds of Aeolian harps and the thundering strains of an organ. 

I would like to close with some words from Ernest Wood’s book, ‘The Intuition of the Will,’ which I find rather beautiful and encouraging. He writes of the mystic sounds: “All this is metaphorical and symbolical. As time goes on, and the aspirant pursues his unchanging purpose, the voice from within, which at first was so delicate that he had to stand on the tiptoe of breathless expectancy in order to catch its divine message, becomes constant and ever-present. His day is full of its sound, which fills every valley and echoes from every hill. There is then not one small event in his life, not the picking up of a pin, nor the tying of a shoelace, which is not lighted with spiritual significance. Every incident in the newspaper becomes an epic; every dusty corner in a slum is a world filled with wonders. Every small thing, every small action has become divine, far-reaching, universe-shaking. All things have become new, and filled with light. It is as though all the universe were within yourself.”

The Foundation for Theosophical Studies

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

GOD

Remember all that you are, my beautiful. I do. 

And believe in GOD. She believes in you. 

The Great Mother, The Universe, The Womb of Creation. 

The Unseen. Of you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

You don't seem to realise. To stand up when you're half scared to death. That's the only time it really counts.

Gil Favor to Rowdy Yates. Rawhide 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Female Slavery as Unpaid Labour 

Ergo, there is not a woman alive on this entire earth, who has not been a slave or is still a slave. When men become slaves, there are great theses and histories written about it. Everyone somewhere knows a slave right now. And she's female. Unpaid domestic labour and childcare constitutes slavery. And that is before the emotional donations we give our whole lives. 

The result is this. No woman owes her family anything. It is men who owe their families. While women are left at home to care for the elderly, men once again then have already left. 

I was lucky. I got ill myself. There is nothing that any old person can tell me about pain or debilitation. But I am one of the very few. A woman is therefore a slave to someone her entire life. Until she stands up and says no. And every woman is capable of that and indeed protected by The Universe in saying just that. The rest is courage and finding the one or two people who will hear her rage. 

Start with health and political and spiritual professionals. They will help you to face the truth. No woman should be in unpaid labour anywhere, to anyone. And when we look at the Theosophically outlined beauty of selfless love and service, it becomes even more complicated. Yes, and no. Yes, spiritually. No, politically. 

No matter. Women have the mind. We can work it through. The political truth though of who we are and how we are treated cannot be avoided. No wonder men beat women. Women are regarded, unconsciously, as less than domestic animals. We clean, we serve and we wash. And we clean up the children. The rest is men. We are domestic animals in their world. 

Rise up and be counted. The right people do finally listen. Finally, they see the light. And by that time, woman is heroine. And big, large and strong. She is the light. We are the light. The light must rule. At least, itself! 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Ego Backlash 

Don't worry. I still want you and I still want you now. This is the underbelly. It all has to be exposed, like the entrails of 'sin' that this earth has produced. 

Think of a road in Saudi Arabia. Big flashy cars on either side, with men walking all over the place and no women in sight. That is the world. Your world. For me to enter your world, I have to exist. Slaves do not exist. I want to exist. And so does every woman. 

And you want us to exist, despite all that you think you want. 

That is the ego and spirit confusion. Clear the entrails. Enter soul. Women are not slaves. And it is no longer your world. Women are the same as men. Not equal. The same. The rest is the legacy of slavery of the world of your forefathers. And indeed, mine. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Ego Backlash 

Emotional Care 

Well. Well, it’s clear by now, I think, that you do not have a problem with the truth that domestic slavery and even childcare, is slavery if unpaid and demanded. As the whole world demands of women, whether in the home or frankly, in the office. Maybe this is because of your first marriage with children, or maybe it is just because you come from a privileged background, where that kind of behaviour was at least moaned about, if not helped by outside help. You have been wealthy long enough to have people do it for you and to at least appreciate a woman who asks for that to be done by someone else. So, not to take anything away from you, but you have not had a problem with that from what I can see and that makes you, yes, a vast improvement on the vast majority of men. 

Your arena of struggle is both worse and better. It has always been and remains, that of emotional care. 

Now, we return to my ego ascension of five years ago. My layers of ego were all to do with a man providing. A man providing physical help, psychological help, emotional help, financial help, protection help and every other mythical help that men apparently provide for women, when they love. Now, seven years – today is the summer solstice – later, I am – clearly, as it was meant to be – financially still completely vulnerable and exposed and naked in front of you. Yes I have prospects, but because of both my selflessness and the demands of our journey together, I focus on you and us rather than the company or the material, not least, because I have long believed that I was not going to do any of that until I reach the heroic journey state of ‘releasing the elixir’. In other words, I am still working towards freedom, so what the fuck have I got to talk about yet, not least, because half the people reading this probably think I am completely insane, and that I have made you up, you know, that kind of normal thing that usually comes from your archetype. 

And I say that all with humour and a light tone. Clearly, I don’t care. I know what I know. I am who I am. And I don’t have to prove myself to anyone. Other than apparently you. 

Now. Even before this shredding and sado masochistic journey of Sheherazade began, I cleared my last layer of EMOTIONAL psychosis about male care. Good job really, and that is the point and why I can do what I do. Yes, I have beaten you into submission and shame from what men do to women, but that has been largely political and non psychosis, emotional. You know this, and you know this from the myriad of experiences you have had with women before me, when they shredded you as much because of their emotional psychosis as yours. 

You of course, have absolutely raped me for four years. Fiscally, emotionally, physically, through any communication whatsoever and so on. You have punished me as much as you have been unable to become intimate to any level. You have directly and consciously punished me for not being – as I put it four years ago – someone who would be a ‘tribe mummy’ who stood in the background and held your hand. 

In other words, you emotionally, like all men before you, think I am selfish. You EMOTIONALLY think I am selfish. You have tried to understand and you have been successful like no other man before you, that this is not selfishness on my part – and you are succeeding very well now – but you are still afraid that I won’t give to you at all. 

And yet I give every day. All day. 

So, there is obviously a correlation of contradiction there if I’ve ever seen one. Now, maybe your ego believes that the ONLY reason I care currently, is because I want to be with you and when I am with you, I will stop. Things like that. They are of the ego. Maybe your ego believes that the moment you give your love to me wholly and totally, I will ONLY do my career and I will never care for you again. That sort of thing. All psychoses of the ego. Based on fears – all ego is fear – that are from the past and from belief judgments about what women SHOULD be. 

Look at it this way -  I truly do not have the energy to go back over every detail of our arguments and I know you don’t need me to – I am not just emotional and spiritual care. I happen to be a you know what. A SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ !! A Disir. I AM emotional, spiritual and psychological care. As that I am also a complete EMPATH. I know what is going on everywhere with everyone. I do people. That is my business. Long before it ever became my business. I am the MATERNAL. 

Now, you happen to be a very wealthy and financially successful man. A very powerful, physical man and a very nurturing, caring and PATERNAL kind of man. Do you see the parallel yet? 

In other words, once the psychosis is ejected, guess what. We both get what we want. ONCE SLAVERY IS OUT OF THE PICTURE. 

Therefore, at this point, this should be said and nothing else focused on. Ego is just the psychosis of the truth. 

Now. The issue to focus on is trust. And respect. Two words that do not come into a slavery ridden ‘normal’ relationship world. Trust and respect. Trust and respect = love. There is no love in relationships or marriages anywhere, other than in the top three or four. 

Trust and respect for your paternal care – as outlined above and we can add to the specifics, but remember that the usual stereotypes of paternal care have to be questioned and questioned and questioned, as they are all based on male supremacy fascism against women. And trust and respect, FOR MY MATERNAL CARE. 

In other words, trust is not enslavement. Now, in my rages over the past three years of writing the website, I have been contemptuous. I have worked through all that and am quite chilled about when you will give, or how you will give or any aspect of either your fiscal providing or your paternal providing in whatever form it is. You know how much I relied on you as the receiver when I first started writing and you know I have worked hard to not NEED that anymore, while I appreciate it when I have it. And while I appreciate how much we are happily bound to each other too. 

In other words, these things are all art forms. I am also chilled because I am not going to be with you, - either because of you or me - without you having agreed to my right to earn money and to show off and be all that I want to be, outside the remit of slave wife. 

In other words, the more you empower, by your ‘granting’ my vocational right, the more you get to give as when you want and the more you get my respect and trust that you will give as a decent human being and not someone who is angrily having to give, while granting vocational rights, sort of thing. 

It is the same for you with me. You are afraid that I am angry at you for all that has happened for instance and that I will never single you out for all the wealth of spiritual and emotional and psychological magic of being that pours out of me like the natural Merlin that I am. When, again and again, I try and tell you that the more you ‘grant’ me vocational rights, the more you get from me on a personal level, like you could never imagine. 

Now, that is a delicate healing of slavery. Because I am the kind of person who is always there for people and when I am not there, I am always thinking about people too. I am always in the state of care. I am not worried about that. And for the single reason, that I serve The Triple Goddess. The Great Mother. Or, my soul, if you like in normal speak. 

I go much higher. I am my soul. But it is the unseen, to speak generally, that guides me always. So, when it is appropriate, I will give to you and when it is not, I will not. 

You know this and have already become accustomed and used to it. And you like it, because it does empower you more and more and you get to do it more and more yourself and you RATIONALLY like it. You IRRATIONALLY – ie the ego, as in the emotional, wounded state – do not like it. You get afraid. You also get afraid because you are still feeling weak spiritually and emotionally. 

So, you have to take the politics and the psychology. The politics is the belief that I should always be there for you and that’s because you ‘pay’ for me and I am yours. In other words, slavery. The psychology is co-dependency. Not wanting to feel the pain of absence even though you do not actually want me around all the time to be feeding you. 

Focus on those two things and you will purify that greedy heart. We all have a greedy heart and that’s okay and the more you love someone, the more you have it. That is fine. The purification is something you want as much as I want it for you. So you can stand up strong and tall and so you can TRUST that I will be there when you need me. 

Same for me. Do you not think I have reached saint like levels of strength now, because you have violated me so much physically and financially? And now, I have to finish this piece of, remembering that I have to trust that you will look after me – both financially and that you will care about such huge vulnerabilities like the fact that I am in constant pain and discomfort and how solitary that makes me feel, when I just want to be silent and to be held? I have to trust so much to such profound levels. 

I do. I also trust that I have to experience the pain of knowing that you will withdraw it when you see fit and that I have to take your disciplines. You have to do the same with me. That is love. That is unconditional love and trust and respect. You are more than capable of it now. The rest is ejecting the psychosis of the ego. Because you can. 

And just remember, in general, I am THE LEAST SELFISH PERSON ON THIS PLANET. You are the selfish one. It is your world. Saudi Arabia remember. All men are Saudi. I am not the selfish one and never have been. You are the ones learning to be unselfish. So that women are not slaves anymore. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Female Slavery as Unpaid Labour/Emotional Care 

Only love is real. Remember that my sweet. And keep working on your selfishness. What goes with all the ego beliefs is this; grief. Grief that everything you were taught was a lie. It was. 

I had to do it too and then subject myself to four years of emotional and every other kind of rape. You have to grieve. And remember that you are the selfish one and never me. Women are not selfish. Men are selfish. Fascism is male. Fascism is the state of stealing from other people. You call it slavery. You call it tradition. 

It's just co-dependency. Keep working on it. And know you are loved. Only love is real. Love is not selfish. 

Love is the state of soul. Love is self love + considerate, disciplined love for another. Love is love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Sick love to healthy love

....(And another way of looking at it. Are YOU afraid of being enslaved in other words, are you enslaved and therefore enslave others? Look to the fathers. Don't repeat their mistakes. They are just mistakes. AZR) 

The Creator Writings 

Make peace with the fact that what you see in others may also exist within yourself. It is not always a pleasant experience but, there is a lesson to learn in that acceptance. ~ Creator...

And indeed, the mothers. A man of your archetype has invariably had a mother of your own archetype, both archetypes outside The Temple remit being of less humanity and wisdom than those of The Temple. In other words, both 'Mars' and 'Venus'. Within that context, your mothers have been 'Mars' like you. 

'Mars' automatically tries to enslave others, as it is enslaved itself. Instinctively. The Cinderella Warrior archetype, the third and unnamed within the 'Mars' and 'Venus' does not. 

We don't play the game, because our gift is wisdom from the start. We just try and help everyone else, which is why and how we become enslaved, without ever being a slave to anyone, or indeed a slaver. 

In other words, patterns can change. Change the pattern. Stand up to the slavers who try and enslave you and don't try and enslave anyone else. 

Second, anyone from outside The Temple are not kind people. Fathers or mothers, you were not brought up with kindness. None of us were. Well, yes and no. You know what I mean. Humanity was not a constant or a general rule at all. 

You crave the humane mother. You have her. But you crave her to addiction levels. That is the madness of the ego in love dependency. 

That is a wound left over from the fact that you did not have humanity from your mother or your father. That is the grief and that is your responsibility. In other words, instead of bouncing back and forth onto the person you are in love with, loving them and then being enraged at them because of this wound of yours, of YOURS, you finally take responsibility for that wound and GRIEVE it. 

You have the kind and humane mother in front of you, like you have never experienced before, which is why you love me in the first place. Everything you saw is real. 

It is the addiction of psychosis that we have worked on for four years. And that I bet you were working on long before I came into the picture. That's how long it takes. 

In other words, you cannot be the little boy, trying to reclaim the lost mother, in me. Just as I could not be the little girl, trying to reclaim the lost father in you. That is what I did five years ago, when I ascended to the Buddha levels I had no idea I could attain. When I entered soul forever. 

That is what you have to do. You have to let go of the little boy's dreams and claim the MAN'S dreams. A man can be vulnerable too. I have shown you that. You show me how the woman can be vulnerable too. The little girl is not in the picture anymore. My psychosis is long gone and yes, I had to grieve and grieve and grieve and grieve. 

The more sensitive a human being you are, the more Wizard, Viper or High Serpent, the more you will have to grieve. 

It is the grief you deflect when you rage at me. You have to grieve that in order to love. Your childhood is gone. It was an abusive one. You did not have enough humane love given to you, because your people were as sick as mine. You let it go, you forgive, you accept it and then you grieve that little boy lost. You allow yourself to grieve it. You forgive women as I forgave men. 

And then, you love and you finally FEEL the truth of who is standing in front of you. And you finally BELIEVE that you are loveable and loved. And that I carry more love in my little finger than your people carried in their whole bodies. Not just because I am me. But because I am well. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Sick love to healthy love

....however, what the Cinderella Warrior in sickness and the Viper Wizard in sickness, do share, is this; addiction is not love. 

The reason men beat and rape women is the same reason why women 'harridan' men. And I am not talking about the past four years, which you know has not been psychosis but politically emotional as opposed to psychotically emotional. Well, if you do not know that, that is not surprising either, but I feel you do know the difference. 

The generic reason is sick love. Sick love is addiction. We hate the person we love. That is why men rape and beat women, in a system, institutionally backed by the sickness of the world, which enforces and believes in slavery over love. 

Because everyone is sick. I was sick, you are sick, everyone is sick. Yes, we may be talking on a high spiritual and emotional level for sure, but sickness is still the word. Sickness comes from having been starved of love in the first place. We are starved of love in the first place, by people who have been starved of love themselves, and so on. In other words, our parents are sick because their parents before them were sick. 

Second, the world is only evolving now. 

Everyone is sick. 

Addictive love is sick love is what you currently feel for me. You hate me because you love me, because you hate me because you need me. Emotionally, deep down, unconsciously and psychotically.

That is the generic. That is what takes grieving to clear. And of course, becoming conscious of what the sickness is, rather than blaming me as the hundredth woman you have blamed. 

Sick love is addictive love. You listen to The Universe, The Great Mother, The Unseen, whatever you want to call it, even though I know you know Her too, and you start to hear where the real unconditional HIGH MATERNAL PATERNAL love comes from. And then you learn to accept that love. And then you learn to love yourself and then you learn to do without the love you BELIEVE you wanted. And you paradoxically begin to FEEL for the first time, so you can actually FEEL the love that is in front of you. You are not driven by your BELIEF of what love should be, ie someone stuck to your side, or standing in the doorway whenever you come home or listening to every word you say or someone talking to you all the time so you don't feel alone, or any of these things that are addictive, childish love. The love that make us hate the person we love. 

Addiction to love. Sick love to healthy love. 

You. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

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Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Ego Backlash, Continued 

That’s it for now. But just to sum up....the ‘men who don’t believe in love’ is the same thing....

Men pull back when they feel deeply for a woman or anyone, they shut off, they withdraw, they do this, they do that, only because the addiction hits. The hating the person they love, out of need, out of psychological sickness, our of not grieving and blaming instead. Women push forwards, shout about love, shout AT the person they love, for exactly the same reasons. Addiction to love. Hating the person they love. That is the generic and the root of all of it. Same thing. Same, same. Whoever it is, from the romantic partner to the friend, to the parent, to the offspring, to the boss, to the employee, and even to people one doesn’t know. Addiction is not love. Addiction is the being in love, addiction is the fantasy, addiction is the return to the womb. Love is leaving the womb again. And that has to hurt. It does. And then love becomes. And that is bliss, walking with GOD, The Universe, The Great Mother, The All. That is the state of unconditional love. BEING unconditional love. And not needing anyone or anything. Wanting and loving the person you love. Love. 

Which is why I have been able to do what I have done. Pulling back or punishing me has been the same thing, for 32 years of being involved with men and 42 years of being involved with family, consciously and of course, my own sickness as it was. Same thing. The generics of love addiction. Pulling back is addiction. Pushing forwards is addiction. Same thing. Sickness. Sickness, because the past has not been grieved. And blame has replaced love. The starving child has to feed itself. The tragedy of earth. And then, the glory. The glory of the real GOD. The glory of love. 

And that, even politically, should be ‘proof’ enough (if one is even interested in asking anyone to believe it) that The Great Mother is The Universe. It is motherly love we all crave. We’ve got it. Not only do we get starved of love in a male dominated, male values world, we are asked to believe that ‘God’ is male too. No wonder the whole bloody world is sick. ‘Nuff said. She’s there and She’s there for everyone. If you want Her. And indeed, me. Love is the answer. The ability to love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

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The Great Mother is The Universe. The proof is that It is motherly love we all crave. We’ve got it. Not only do we get starved of love in a male dominated, male values world, of 'might is right' and 'how cruel can we be to each other to show how hard and macho we are', (male or female), we are asked to believe that ‘God’ is male too. No wonder the whole bloody world is sick. ‘Nuff said. She’s there and She’s there for everyone. If you want Her. And indeed, me. Her Sacred Disir and Her SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™. Love is the answer. The ability to love. The ability to love HER. The ability to love yourself. The ability to love women. The ability to love. 

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Exactly. They/you killed me when they/you killed Her. Very logical really. 

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For anyone who wants to come. This time, the female Hierophants lead. In fact, let's have it again....Her Sacred Disirs and Her SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™.

We are returned. All empires end. And rise again. 

We teach the ability to love. The ability to BE love. The Mothers of the world. Lolita indeed. Addiction indeed. 

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Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

Do what you do. I'm living my life. But always remember. Your non love is not conscious will. It's not a conscious decision to not love a woman. It is sickness. Addictive love meted out under the guise of misogyny, is still addictive, sick love. It's not your choice. You are the one who's in prison. Not me. 

I'm only in prison because your sickness rules the world. The meek will still inherit the earth. An earth that is not sick. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

And I have to go further now. I may have to deliver when I am asked, in relation to your sickness, but I give up. I no longer believe you or your kind will ever heal. I'm done. My heart's not in it any more, but I will do what I am asked to do. The rest is up to you. And The Universe. I may be a vehicle of delivery. But I do it purely objectively now. I begin my life again. Without you. Without the sickness of men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story. Exodus 

And that means that my fury and the main message of my work is this; whether one is an Esoteric Master or an unconscious woman, the fate of being a woman, of being a toilet cleaner of sickness on this planet is utterly unavoidable. I have spent 49 years doing what I knew I was not going to do, from the age of eight. 

That is how sick your planet is. My main fury at you is this and a futile one, because you are sick. You and no other man or woman of your archetype even knew you had a problem before I came along. That is disgusting. And why I, despite all that I was destined, can only see you as a pipe dream now. And one I will not even 'pipe' about. 

Your sickness is the whole world. That's why you never saw it and because you just couldn't be bothered. Fascism is your sickness, the sickness of the non Temple people and you make women your toilet cleaners, male or female. Is it your fault or not? Don't care any more. You still make women like me, the High Priestesses of this world, your emotional toilet cleaners. And for that, I carry legitimate fury and now, constructive contempt. 

No one threatens my career. You were allowed to, for four years. Your time is done. 

I am finally, almost done. Just got to put sound insulation in my flat and the last invader will be dealt with. Whatever. My new life, alone, has begun. I take it all with me now. Everything I became, with you. What you do with it, is up to you. You are a relentless fascist. And a selfish, male supremacist, addictive, idiot. What you do with it is up to you and The Universe. You took years to even see it. Now, you will take years to 'heal' it. Apparently. Not my problem any more. You are a psycho. You emotionally rape women. Just like everyone else. 

A male, Mars archetype, non Temple, psycho. Just like everyone else. 

And I know one thing completely. Alchemy is not a power one can use on anyone else. Ever. It is a complete, solo, healing yourself power. And 'witches' are vilified because everyone is afraid of our power. What a stupid irony, on a stupid planet. 

I will succeed and I already do. And I do it without the psycho of you. 

Whatever a woman does, whatever she plans, she still has to be a punch bag for human sickness. What a disgusting life. I NEVER want relationship of ANY kind near me again. This planet is sick. And I am no longer a punch bag for any of it. I will heal my own people. Yours can watch. And apparently, heal at some point in the planet's future. Yeah right. I will not be watching you. 

I am so bored of your kind. 

But thanks for listening. It made it worthwhile. Once. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story. Exodus 

In other words, there is no such thing as happiness on this toilet of a planet, for people like me. Happiness belongs to evil. Fascism. 

Once that can finally be accepted, true freedom for High Priestess or High Priest is possible, and not before. Happiness is the domain of the sick and the evil. The fascists. The male supremacy and female supremacy psychos of this world. Your kind of 'alchemy' is different. The 'alchemy' of Sauron (Tolkein). Dominion over other people is not life. It is the death of this life and belongs to you. 

Enjoy your happiness. And leave the sanity of SPIRIT to me and my kind. You will never have it. You do not deserve it now and you never will. You will never get redemption. And if you do, I will be long gone. Happiness is only for evil. Happiness cannot be for my kind. My kind has to thrive with the recognition of no hope. Because we have to share a planet with the vast majority of psycho. You. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The So Called Love Dependency Journey

Demon sickness. Not ours 

Angels and Demons.  

Born to Demons.  

Born to love Demons.  

Born to leave Demons. 

The SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR (female or male) journey. 

The meek shall inherit the earth. 

An earth, without demons. 

Not one of them could make it. Not one. 

That is the truth of the so called love dependency journey. 

Demon sickness. Not ours. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Intelligent and The Stupid

But there is one thing that makes it justice. And I put on your mantle of evil to say it. 

You will never have spiritual intelligence. You or your kind. Spiritual intelligence, to the level of Hierophant and especially Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant Monarch is SUPERNATURAL Intelligence. The level of soul that you as Demons can only dream of. You will never have it. And the reason is time. 

Even an Angel, Monarch or not, has to go through years of initiation as I have, has to be a real Mystic. I see so many pretenders and now know why. 

To KNOW Divinity, the Divine Energy is to have Supernatural Intelligence. That is the 'prophet' gene and skill and talent. You will never have it in this lifetime, even if you do purify that immense evil of yours. 

I am reading the great works of Helena Petrovna Blavatsky now for instance. I am in the zone and understand every single word she writes. The amount of male pseudo philosophers/hierophants/interpreters - whatever they would call themselves, who dismiss her because, simply, they don't have a fucking clue what she is talking about. Funny that. 

That's the justice. And why there is no more sharing on that level. You don't get it and you never will. You will - apparently, as I have no interest whatsoever and intend total disinterest from now on other than on an objective or tiny hope level - only ever get a modicum of humanity. That is your mediocrity. And why you and your kind try to and successfully enslave my kind all the time. Because you know we carry that level of intelligence, even before becoming initiates - it's called wisdom in your world and is in the unitiated initiate - and because we vibrate with a love energy that heals all. 

We know now why you enslave us. We also, as developed initiates, KNOW Divinity. And SHE's the Feminine Energy. 

Your 'God' is the Dark Lord. Sauron (Tolkein). He may give you power but he gives you fuck all else. You may have happiness out of that evil of power. But you will never have intelligence and you will never have love and you will never have the BLISS of Soul energy for real. 

That is at least some justice. And I am no toilet cleaner any more. I am a freed slave. I was a long time ago. Now I am a freed toilet cleaner. I no longer clean the filth of demons. I heal my own. My own people, that is who have a relative filth too, but clean, clean and clean, compared to yours. 

Angels and Demons. The Intelligent, with the capacity for SUPERNATURAL levels of Intelligence, and the Stupid. Angels and Demons. Earth is YOUR hell. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao

Rebekah Brooks

Well, well, well. What a surprise. And today I was contemplating moral responsibility. Women, and especially The Cinderella Warrior archetype have the gift of psychology. For sure. What women and men of my archetype have even more, is moral responsibility. Men, mothers and women of the other archetype, that I have known, do not. 

If you had any moral responsibility at all, as said many times before, you would have examined your chronic co-dependency sickness (misogyny and selfishness and chronic over need and greed) a very long time ago. The male and female world of your archetype do slavery instead. It's what you call family. Shame on you. 

I have taken both psychological and vocational responsibility for myself since the age of eight. You did neither. 

I now believe in a new dream. Me. 

I also wish I was Rebekah Brooks. I've done three years too. But he looks like a man. And I am still being forced to live in the belly of the beast. Your belly presumably. Your beast. You. 

Well, nothing lasts forever. And this is surely, my apocalypse. You. Men. Despite everything, it is still co-dependency and men. Not my co-dependency. Men's. No moral responsibility. You should have begun a long time ago. Women owe you nothing. We are not here for you. Our energy is not for you. It is for us. 

After all, we live in a non compassionate, everyone is responsible for themselves world, don't we, for fuck's sake? So, stop being hypocrites, and take responsibility. Stop trying to live off female energy. It's not for you. It's for us. 

As I said, my new dream belongs to me. I am tunneling my way out. Alone. I now, HATE men. HATE your archetype. I had for a long time before I met you. Now, I LOATHE you. I will survive this. I will survive you. I will survive this horrendous journey I have been forced to make. Apocalypse indeed. Mine, not yours. Happiness is only for evil. Have it. I just want freedom. Mine. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Lemurians and Atlanteans. The Conclusion

Which means, my sweet, that the truth is that everything looks different today. You will evolve into some kind of love. You will apparently be the destiny we have worked so hard to create. 

But I will always feel alone with you after all. There is no way that a person and especially a person of my kind can endure what she has endured and feel that sense of togetherness that she dreamed of, with one other human being. Idealism indeed. That was the word told to me and I absolutely and utterly agree. 

'I have felt alone my whole life except with you' says Lucilla to Maximus in Ridley Scott's Gladiator. No. You too. 

And as I now raise the money to reinforce my flat ceiling, so that I will finally have a home again for the first time in three years, I will think of you and how alone I feel with you. My family. 

And as I go out now - melodramatic tone intended, for the heroism I feel at my life - alone, and as I traipse all over London to avoid the inhuman conditions of my flat, while I raise the money or the loan or the grant or whatever, and as I, both continue to educate you somewhat in the human heart, and most importantly and at last joyously, create my fantastic careers, I will feel alone and know that there is no such thing as true love. There is only love and that only comes right at the end of this horrendous journey. 

There can be no true love on earth. Because Lemurians and Atlanteans can never feel truly together. Atlanteans have no real home on this earth and from the first pieces of knowledge I have acquired, that is hardly surprising. Alone, because you will never understand, first what you have done, and second why you have done it and third, why you have done what you have done. And what you continue to do, with the so called heartlessness and madness of your people.

You are heartless and mad. And one day, when you have ascended into some form of love, or feeling, as your people call it, I may forgive WHAT you are. A Lemurian. 

And that, as they say, is as good as it gets. 

That said however, because I am nothing if not fair, I carry enormous strength from our time together. I feel desired like nothing else on earth and I feel the family of you in me. With me and by me all the time. And if you were as good as it was going to get, that's pretty good. You don't understand me but you understand me the most that any other being can. That is a great deal. 

I have my own people for the rest and they are the ones who - whether they like it or not:) - need me. 

I never wanted any of it either and neither will they. And I have nothing to report to them, to say that any of it was worth it. 

But when I swagger down the road and compete happily with your kind, especially the handsome males who try and enslave me through their very looks, then I know it was worth it. I am back and this time, ain't no one going to seduce me out of myself. I am back, large and great. And I have not even begun. 

That is going to be fun. Business is giving me a 'hard on' for sure, knowledge is giving me a 'hard on' for sure and so is vocation, vocation, vocation, vocation of all kinds. Marketing, finance, everything, psychology, educational programmes, speaking, performing, photography, art, everything that men have tried to seduce me out of and everything that women have tried to bully me out of and everything that men have tried to suicide me out of, it's all large, large, large and large in me. And never will be anything else again. 

In other words, I may be alone and feel alone like I have never felt alone before in my life - losing illusion is not easy and the spiritual path therefore never voluntary - but I am not alone. Neither because of you or indeed, Her and all that are the celestial helpers. And I am not alone with you either. 

I am just alone. And I am going to love it and learn to love it. I like swaggering and I like looking at your kind and smiling and not needing a damn thing from them. 

Lemurians must be disciplined and honed and toned out of our lives. And kept at arms length. You are the danger and the spawn of evil on this planet, for real. Just because it is your planet, means shit at the end of the day. 

Because we are Atlanteans. And this time, we will not die. This time we work for freedom. Total, utter, across the board, spiritual and material freedom. This time, it is ours. And it is you who will have to catch up. If you can. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Creator Writings 

When you can look at those around you and say, “It doesn’t matter what your or my belief systems are; I love you, I always have and always will”, you know you are headed in the right direction. ~ 

Creator

A Troublesome Inheritance. Genes, Race and Human History. Nicholas Wade

(So, I saw this excited advert in The New York Review of Books today, that read......'will trigger an intellectual explosion the likes of which we haven't seen for a few decades'...'it's hard to convey how rich this book is'....and then I began to read this review....the proof that Clair Cognisance and all that is the Hierophant or High Priestess is just written out of this stupid world. This piece is so boring. Science is so boring and ridiculous. There are only three archetypes. Harsh/Dark Lemurians (who believe in slavery), Less Harsh/Light Lemurians (more heart than the dark ones) and Atlanteans (pure heart, pure light and pure higher mind. The humanitarians of the world). And then a fourth species, the slaves of the Dark/Harsh Lemurians. The 'Orks'. Much more interesting and MUCH more (truly) intellectual, intellectual being the merging of the higher mind, the mind, the inner heart, the heart and the emotions. That is intellect. Science is just boring. Male, boring. Yawn. AZR) 

How A Troublesome Inheritance gets human genetics wrong

Posted on 29 May, 2014 by Jeremy Yoder

Probably since before the origin of modern Homo sapiens, we have known that people from other places—the next village over, the other side of the mountains, or some distant and unexplored land—were different from us. Some of those differences were obviously innate, and genetically transmissible from parent to offspring. Some of those differences were simply a question of culture. In the course of exploring our world and the people we found in other places, we’ve developed intuitions about which differences are genetic, and which are cultural—but the line between the two has never been universally agreed-upon.

In his new book A Troublesome Inheritance, Nicholas Wade argues that many of the differences between people from different places that we typically attribute to culture are, in fact, due to genetics. These include major social and economic disparities—whether nations are democratic or autocratic, warlike or peaceable, prosperous or poor. Wade argues that these differences arise from different evolutionary histories experienced by people of different races, and backs his claims with extensive citation of modern genetic data.

Many readers are likely to find Wade’s arguments convincing, and many reviewers already have. However, reading A Troublesome Inheritance as a population geneticist, I repeatedly found that Wade misunderstands or misrepresents the original scientific work that he cites.

I am far from the first geneticist or evolutionary biologist to take issue with Wade’s claims. Biological anthropologist Jennifer Raff has published a withering critique of Wade’s populaton genetics argument, which covers much of what I will discuss here. I highly recommend reading her article, because while I am familiar with the kinds of genetic data and analyses discussed in A Troublesome Inheritance, Raff is an expert on their specific application to humans. I also recommend Allen Orr’s review for The New York Review of Books as the most comprehensive treatment by an evolutionary biologist, and Eric Michael Johnson’s dissection of Wade’s adaptationist claims. Here, I will focus on the book’s fifth chapter, “The Genetics of Race,” where Wade argues that patterns of genetic structure in human populations “naturally” sort into racial groupings. Wade’s thesis that social, cultural, and economic differences are the product of substantially different evolutionary histories requires biologically meaningful genetic differences between his racial groupings in the first place—and digging into the human population genetics data reveals that those differences are more ephemeral than he thinks.

Clustering doesn’t find (only) five races

First and foremost, Wade claims that when population geneticists apply a class of statistical methods called clustering algorithms to datasets containing hundreds or thousands of genetic markers, they objectively identify five geographic groups that he calls “continental races”—differentiating African, European/Middle Eastern/South Asian, East Asian, Oceanian, and American people. What he does not make particularly clear is that while clustering methods do group genetic samples without direct instructions, the algorithms do not decide how many clusters there are. The geneticists using them do.

A 2005 study by Noah Rosenberg and colleagues, which Wade treats as the last word on the existence of racial genetic clusters, used a program called STRUCTURE to identify clusters in a worldwide gentic dataset. STRUCTURE’s results are visuzalized as a row of bars, one for each individual, colored proportionally to their probability of assignment to each cluster. From the figure above (their Figure 2) you can see that Rosenberg et al actually used STRUCTURE to split their data into 2, 3, 4, 5, and 6 groups. It’s true that, when K, the number of groups, was set to 5, the 5 clusters more or less correspond to Wade’s “continental races.” But in fact, when the authors compared the number of individuals in their dataset who were ambiguously assigned at each value of K, they found the result was slightly more “clustered” with K=6, which splits the American samples.

Jennifer Raff has a good deal of fun with the fact that Wade sort of acknowledges this arbitrariness, then hand-waves it away by saying that “the five-race, continent-based scheme seems the most practical for most purposes.” As Raff notes, throughout the rest of the book, the scale and number of racial divisions turns out to be whatever Wade wants them to be in the context of making a particular point.

Another limitation of STRUCTURE is that it cannot find clusters that are not sampled. The dataset analyzed by Rosenberg et al. misses a lot of diversity within one of Wade’s “continental races,” Africa. As the ancestral home of modern humans, Africa contains more genetic diversity than any other continent, but many worldwide human datasets sample fewer African individuals than Europeans.

A 2009 study by Sarah Tishkoff and colleagues added more than 2,000 individuals from Africa to the data analyzed by Rosenberg et al. The authors ran STRUCTURE on this new global dataset, evaluating the “fit” of a range of K values—and they found that the data best supported not five population clusters but 14. In other words, if we were to split humanity into “objective” races using genetic clustering, we’d end up with a lot more than five races, and at least half would be within Africa.

Wade discusses this paper at length, but misses that point entirely. In introducing Tishkoff’s results, Wade implicitly compares differentiation within Africa to the differentiation between European populations. But the variation within Europe is not on the same scale as variation within Africa.

The above figure is a panel from Figure 2 of Tishkoff et al. (2009), plotting individual genetic samples so that the distance between points represents genetic differences between samples. Europeans are within that cluster of blue points, lumped with the Middle East and North Africa. Compare that blue blob to the space occupied by the orange, yellow, purple, and lavendar points representing individuals from Sub-Saharan Africa, Hadza, African American, and South Africans of mixed ancestry.

It’s clustered! It’s a cline! It’s a clustered cline!

Wade frames the Rosenberg et al. (2005) results as the winning volley in a debate over whether human diversity falls into discrete clusters, or is continuously distributed across space—in what population geneticists call clines. But he misses a key limitation of the STRUCTURE analysis, which is that given a set of genetic samples from a clinally distributed population, the algorithm is perfectly capable of identifying clusters from them.

This is because of isolation-by-distance, a fundamental process of population genetics. Populations separated by sufficient geographic distance will be genetically different even if they are connected by migrants and interbreeding. Before the advent of planes, trains, and automobiles, a genetic variant that first appeared in France could, eventually, make its way to China because there were human populations all the way between those two points—but because that could take many generations, we’d expect that variant to be more common in France than China.

In a 2012 paper (which I discussed on this very blog), Patrick Meirmans pointed out that this pattern of clinal genetic variation is enough create apparent differentiation in a dataset. Meirmans simulated an array of populations separated by space and linked by migration, and found that dividing those populations at the mid-point of the simulated cline produced groupings with an average of 3.7%, and up to 7.6%, genetic differentiation.

That’s more than enough differentiation for STRUCTURE to find clusters in a cline, and Rosenberg et al. were well aware of this issue. They quote an earlier paper in which they had identified ambiguosly clustered individuals in an smaller sample:

In several populations, individuals had partial membership in multiple clusters, with similar membership coefficients for most individuals. These populations might reflect continuous gradations across regions or admixture of neighboring groups.

Indeed, Rosenberg et al. found a strong correlation between genetic variation and geography—geographic distance between populations explained 69% of the variation in genetic differentiation in their data. When they also accounted for major barriers like oceans and mountain ranges, geography explained 72.9% of the variation. On average, a major barrier increased genetic differentiation between populations by 1.5%, and Rosenberg et al. concluded that this tiny fraction of variation is what allowed STRUCTURE to find clusters in their data:

… the discontinuities that give rise to genetic clusters—as we have stated previously—constitute a relatively small fraction of human genetic variation.

How much differentiation are we talking about?

What matters for Wade’s case is not just that STRUCTURE finds clusters in human genetic data, but how much genetic variation differentiates those clusters. Rosenberg et al. found that the actual proportion of variation generating their clustering result is quite small; but without accounting for the effects of geography it is possible to ask what proportion of variation differentiates populations or other groupings.

To begin his discussion of this point, Wade cites Richard Lewontin’s 1972 estimate that about 15% of variation is either between broad racial groups (6.3%) or populations within those racial groups (8.3%). Lewontin aruged that this meant differentiation between racial groups was not particularly significant. Wade refutes Lewontin by noting that none other than Sewall Wright, the inventor of the FST metric of genetic differentiation, identified 15% as “moderate genetic differentiation,” and, in his 1978 treatise Evolution and the Genetics of Populations, said that the differences between human racial groups would be sufficient to identify them as subspecies, if they were seen in non-human organisms.

Analyses based on more modern data find that worldwide, the largest differentiation between human populations tends to be on the order of 10%. Those still fall within Wright’s “moderate genetic differentiation,” but they are estimates of the proportions of total human population genetic diversity, not absolute differences in DNA sequences. It is quite possible to have 10% differentiation that without much biological meaning, if humans are not a very genetically diverse population.

It turns out that this is exactly the case, which we can see by comparing variation within humans to variation within closely related species. In a 2013 paper, Javier Prado-Martinez and a large consortium of collaborators (including Sarah Tishkoff) made that comparison using genome-wide DNA sequence data from humans and three species of great apes. Their samples from chimpanzees, gorillas, and orangutans each had two to three times as much DNA sequence variation as a human sample from multiple continents. In fact, the worldwide human sample had less variation than three subspecies of chimpanzees.

Population structure, therefore selection?

Wade devotes much of the rest of his chapter on “The Genetics of Race” to arguing that the genetic differences we see among human populations, subtle as they are, may be substantially due to natural selection. He cites some familiar cases where selection on individual human genes varies with geography—including lactose tolerance in Europe and Africa, and hemoglobin adaptation for high altitude in Tibet.

What Wade is particularly interested in, though, are soft selective sweeps, cases in which a trait is influenced by many different sites in the genome, so that small changes in the frequency of variants at each site can add up to big changes in a population’s average value for that trait. Wade correctly notes that soft sweeps can respond to environmental changes much more rapidly than “hard” selective sweeps by a single variant with a large effect, because mutations of large effect are rare and unlikely to be present in a population prior to environmental change that might make them useful. So, he concludes, if racial groups differ in social and economic factors, any underlying genetic differences may nevertheless be quite subtle.

This is very close to arguing that Wade need not provide direct evidence of genetic differences between races that create social and economic differences at all. As he notes, the subtle genetic effects of soft sweeps are particularly difficult to isolate from the effects of isolation by distance—in the absence of evidence, Wade is saying that genetic differences in social and economic factors could be out there, somewhere.

In fact, recent genome-scale work has been able to isolate subtle signatures of what may be soft selective sweeps in human genetic data. Jeremy Berg and Graham Coop devised a means to test for subtle population genetic differentiation at loci with previously documented associations to height, skin pigmentation, body mass index, type 2 diabetes risk, and inflammatory bowel diseases. They found patterns that may be consistent with geographically varying selection acting on height, skin pigmentation, BMI, and type 2 diabetes—but most of these emerged on spatial scales smaller than Wade’s continental races. [Update: Graham Coop notes, in in a comment on Jennifer Raff's article, that even for the trait with the strongest signal of selection, height, the results in that analysis should be viewed quite cautiously: "There’s still a huge amount we do not understand about how selection and drift have shaped height, or any phenotype, within Europe."]

What’s more, Berg and Coop examined traits with well known, well studied genetic bases; we knew long before their work that height and skin pigmentation vary between populations, and that they are heritable. There is no comparable baseline of data for social and behavioral traits. The most recent, rigorous study of a such a trait—how many years of education people complete, a numerical proxy for cognitive and social performance—found that only a miniscule proportion of variation was explainable by specific genetic markers. Its authors argued that their results call into question a lot of prior work with much less powerful datasets, which can be misled by exactly the kind of subtle population genetic differences we see in humans.

A STRUCTURE plot is not a Rorschach test

So with all due respct to Sewall Wright, modern genetic data pretty clearly show that if aliens arrived tomorrow and started sequencing the DNA of planet Earth, they would probably not sort Homo sapiens into multiple genetic subspecies. It is true that people from different geographic locations look different—and we have known that these visible differences have a genetic basis since the first time distant tribes met and interbred. But that interbreeding, and our drive to explore and settle the world, have maintained genetic ties among human populations all the way back to the origin of our species.

As the evolutionary anthropologist Holly Dunsworth notes in her discussion of A Troublesome Inheritance, whether you choose to focus on the visible differences among human populations, or on those deep and ancient genetic ties, comes largely down to a matter of personal inclination. Knowing what I do of evolutionary genetics, and of how our judgments about the visible differences among human populations have shifted over time, I’m far more inclined to think that the social, economic, and cultural differences among human societies are products not of our genes, but of how we treat each other.

Wade’s inclinations are, quite obviously, different from mine. However, comparing Wade’s claims to the scientific work he cites, I find it hard to conclude that we are simply looking at the same data with different perspectives. Time and again, data that refutes his arguments is not only available and widely cited in the population genetics literature—it is often in the text of the papers listed in his endnotes.

How A Troublesome Inheritance gets human genetics wrong

Posted on 29 May, 2014 by Jeremy Yoder

It's not what they do to you. It's what you do with what they do to you, that counts. Jean Paul Sartre

Life is a gift. Everything else is a decision. Christopher Howard

Iyanla Vanzant 

Faith in the Valley 

Lessons for Women on the Journey to Peace 

What other people are doing or have done is not something you have to be concerned with or involved in. The issue you must address is "What are you going to do?" 

You can feel badly, have empathy for what someone else is going through. You can feel their pain, know their concern, but the issue remains, what are you going to do? 

There are times when people will tell us their problems, knowing 'how we are.' They haven't figured out how to come right out and ask for what they want, so they beat around the bush until we offer. 

In many situations, we can get pulled off track, out of line, away from our own issues in order to help, save, or rescue someone else. When people need support or assistance, we must allow them to ask for it. 

Once they do, we must make an honest assessment of what is or is not possible. We offer what we have rather than what we can get. We can also hear the pain, know their worry, and still choose what is best for us. 

I hear your concern: "They won't ask for help!" "They don't know how to ask for help!" And maybe that's the bigger issue. However, what other people can't do, what other people do not know how to do, is not something you must address to your own detriment. The issue you must address is, "What are you going to do?" 

I don't know about you, but I know what I'm doing. 

Iyanla Vanzant

I must create a system, or be enslaved by another man's (woman's); I will not reason and compare; my business is to create. William Blake

John Milton and 'self teaching' 

John Milton undertook six years of self - directed private study by reading both ancient and modern works of theology, philosophy, history, politics, literature and science, in preparation for his prospective poetical career. 

Notes on his treatise, Areopagitica 

John Milton. English poet, prose polemicist and civil servant for the Commonwealth of England

Mystics. Julie Gale 

(Especially for Lemurians. You know who you are. And actually, I forgot, on a non spiritual level, or a non esoteric level, I should say, this is also a great analogy for all that is the mother or female role. 'The friend who gives advice' sort of thing. In a Lemurian society, it is worth shit. A role that is completely 'taken for granted' as is said in normal speak. It is violated, insulted and raped, more like. Same, same. Professionalising all that is the female and mother role. The world of personal development, as business. The only way forward. AZR) 

Mystics 

We cannot all be mystics in this oh so practical world. Those people who are termed 'mystics' try to push back the frontiers of the mind. They seek to define the soul within. Often their ideas are rejected or only accepted by a few. What is difficult is that they are not thought of as doing a job. You cannot all be mystics, you say, wasting time trying to define the undefinable. 

Yet when you are seeking for yourself you come and ask the full-time mystics to tell you their secrets. You ask them 'Who am I?' 

You ask 'What is this all about?' and 'Why?'

You want to understand this without any effort on your part. You scorn the mystic, reckon he or she is wasting their time, should find a way to earn a living and not expect any help from such as yourself. 

Well....he or she still has to survive. Remember that when you come to consult them. 

Julie Gale

All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own. Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

The macho intellectual consciousness passion and compassion of the visceral soul. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And what that all means is this; I reject completely, the job of Sacred Whore. I am now, 'simply' a ...... Yes you guessed....HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR. Without the Sacred Whore. Not the Sacred. 

'Neytiri' is done. And she most appropriately, hates 'Jake Sully'. And holds him responsible for every pain. Not least, because he acknowledges that he has denied her to punish her. 

All he has given her is chronic depression. 

Sacred Whore is just an horrendous rite of passage. 

To freedom and healing. And a heart of constructive pure hate against men, relationship and all Lemurians. 

That's all. We are done. I reject men and all Lemurians. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Iyanla Vanzant 

Faith in the Valley 

Lessons for Women on the Journey to Peace 

I was trying to help! 

Dear God (The Great Mother, The Universe, The Womb of Creation, The Highest Love Intelligence, The All) 

I was on my way to the mountaintop, taking one step a day, just like You said. One day, after I had stopped, I met this really nice guy. I have no idea what he was doing way up there, but he said he needed a place to stay. It was freezing that day, so I couldn't leave him outside. I invited him in. Well, we got to talking, and he really was very nice. 

The next morning, I go up, fixed his breakfast, and packed up so that we could move forward. He slept until 4 o'clock! By the time he got up, washed up, shaved, and ate, it was 6.30 and very dark. He promised to get up early the next day so we could take the next step together. 

I can't lie to You, God, (The Great Mother, The Universe, The Womb of Creation, The Highest Love Intelligence, The All) he wore me out that night! So the next day, I overslept. To make a long story short, this went on for three weeks. We stayed in the same place without moving forward. It was fun, but I finally had to put my foot down.

The next morning, he told me that he couldn't go with me because he didn't have any gear. He said he would go down and get some and meet me in a week. That was a month ago. Now I have no food, and he took my hiking boots. Before I can continue, I have to go all the way down to the bottom, restock my supplies, and start all over again. 

Hopefully I'll see You soon. 

Just a step away, I Am

Ain't gonna let nobody turn me around! 

Iyanla Vanzant 

Film Plot: Betrayed

(The state of ALL marriage or relationship, after all. Lemurians. The state of the world for female. AZR)

Betrayed is a 1988 motion picture drama directed by Costa-Gavras, written by Joe Eszterhas and starring Tom Berenger and Debra Winger. The film is roughly based upon the White separatist terrorist activities of American neo-Nazi Robert Mathews and his group The Order.

A Jewish radio host in Chicago is murdered. FBI undercover agent Catherine Weaver (Winger), alias Katie Phillips, is assigned to infiltrate a farming community, suspected of harbouring those responsible.

After receiving a warm welcome from farmer Gary Simmons (Berenger), his two children and extended family, she is impressed by their affection for and devotion to each other. Katie goes to a Fourth of July celebration with Gary, taking pictures and claiming that they are for a scrapbook. Several acquaintances of Gary want to know, "When are we going hunting?" Katie notices some odd, unspoken tension with other locals. During the fireworks, she kisses Gary while his friend Wes (Levine) watches her suspiciously.

She reports back to her handler, Mike Carnes (Heard), who is also a former lover. Katie thinks Gary is too devoted to his family to be the leader of a white supremacist group. Carnes insists that Gary is the right suspect, and asks Katie to look for information about a group or plan called "ZOG". He informs her that Gary's first wife was killed and run over repeatedly by a truck.

Back undercover, Katie's romance blossoms with Gary, and she bonds with children Rachel and Joey. She gets her first real glimpse of Gary's dark side when he taunts a neighboring farmer about a birthmark on his neck, suggesting it was an AIDS sore that the farmer got from sex with other men.

Katie is invited to go hunting that night. She reluctantly agrees. Gary drives deep into the woods where they meet Wes, Shorty (Mahoney), and several other locals. They force a terrified black man out of a car and hand him a gun with ten bullets in it. They tell the man to run, then set their dogs after him. When they finally corner the man, Shorty offers the fatal shot to Katie since it is her first hunt. Wes's suspicion grows as Katie hesitates. He points his gun at her, but an enraged Gary steps in front of Katie to protect her, claiming she is simply scared by her first hunt.

Gary explains to Katie that he wants there to be no secrets between them. His previous wife could not accept this part of his life. Katie leaves her motel to meet her handlers, but Wes blocks her way in the parking lot. He ducks out of the way before she runs into the open door of his pickup truck. Carnes later tells her the FBI was unable to recover the body of the hunted man. Her eyewitness testimony would not be enough to put the men away for long, and besides, they are more concerned about a more sinister plot the supremacists are working on.

Katie reluctantly returns to Gary's farm. As she puts the kids to bed, Rachel asks if it is true that there are no more secrets between them anymore. Katie says yes, whereupon Rachel spouts conspiracy claptrap about "the niggers and the Jews" while Joey enthusiastically chimes in. Gary wants to marry Katie and begins to reveal more secrets. He explains that "ZOG" stands for "Zionist Occupied Government." He shows her a computer where he coordinates activities with other members of the group. A refrain that keeps popping up on his screen is "The Wind is Blowing."

Gary takes Katie and the kids camping to a gathering of other white supremacists. The homey vibe of campfires and sing-a-longs is interspersed with terrifying hate speech and quasi-military training. Katie pretends not to be able to shoot when Gary trains her on the range. Gary is enraged at some Neo-Nazis selling authentic Luger pistols, dismissing them as idiots.

Gary and Wes often go off for clandestine meetings concerning their larger plans. Left alone with Shorty, Katie asks how such a nice man could support evil and violence. Shorty says he has no choice since minorities are taking the country away from him.

Katie sneaks out of her tent to witness Gary supervising the delivery of military grade weapons. Wes sees her, deepening his suspicion. Before they leave the camp, Congressional candidate Jack Carpenter (Clennon) arrives to campaign for the support of the white supremacists. Gary confronts him as a hypocrite who will not support their cause in Washington. Carpenter's aide Flynn (DeMunn) confides in his old friend Gary that he will never let Carpenter betray their cause, implying that the politician is simply a pawn.

Gary reveals their plans to rob a bank in Chicago to fund their terrorist activity. He insists that Katie be involved. Inside the bank, a security guard emerges from hiding with his gun drawn, so Katie is forced to shoot him in the shoulder. As they flee, one of Katie's FBI handlers shoots and kills Wes, since he was close to revealing her identity as an undercover agent. Gary eventually admits that Wes had carried out the murder of his wife because she did not agree with their cause.

Gary reveals a hiding spot underneath his bedroom floorboards that contains a list of assassination targets and other information about the group's plot to initiate a race war. Katie brings the materials to Carnes, who still insists that it is only enough to prove a conspiracy. He demands Katie stick with her cover in order to catch the group in the course of committing a crime.

They go to Chicago for the assassination. Future plans include dressing as NYPD officers and shooting random black people in Harlem, as well as attacks on homosexuals in San Francisco and on Jews in Chicago. Flynn has secretly given Katie's FBI file to Gary. He remains conflicted about whether or not she truly loves him. As he aims his rifle at the arriving target, Gary reveals that he knows her true identity. Katie draws her pistol and orders Gary to surrender. A limousine arrives, and Carpenter emerges as the target of the assassination. Gary refuses to surrender, and Katie kills him. Carpenter is killed by another, unseen member of the group.

Carnes is thrilled with Katie's work, crowing that with the group's target list in hand the FBI will be able to round them all up. Knowing how vast the enterprise is and how deeply the supremacists are immersed in society, Katie surrenders her gun and insists that Carnes will never catch them all. She warns that the FBI has to stop waiting for them to commit crimes.

Katie goes back to Gary's house, looking for Rachel and Joey. She finds them coming out of a church service. The pastor calls her a "Jezebel" and orders her to leave, but Rachel insists that it is a free country and she hugs Katie. The girl waves goodbye to Katie with her right hand as Steve Earle's "The Devil's Right Hand" plays and Katie walks back to her car. The film ends on Katie looking tired and walking alone aimlessly in a trailer park at night, wondering what goes on in her neighbors' private lives.

Wikipedia

The Creator Writings

Some people in your life will be all about conflict, chaos and drama. It is up to you to choose whether or not you wish to exist in that energy. Making a conscious choice to be at peace may be challenging, however, once the decision has been made you will begin to see your life change for the better. Releasing the ‘crazy’ does not mean that you love these people any less. It does mean that you love yourself more than what they bring to the table.

Transcribed by Jennifer Farley, ThetaHealing Instructor/Practitioner

Film Plot: Betrayed....

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao

And indeed, all family. For female Lemurians, relationship or marriage is also nemesis. But for Atlanteans, it begins at birth.

I am just another Primo Levi now (the writer who survived Auschwitz.) My purpose is to speak of human evil. I am a Cinderella god.

And ain't no prince Charmings. Ever.

Leave them all. Atlanteans are here to fly. The notion of 'the only way is up' has the greatest irony for us. It is only with HER that we can be held and loved. We can only go up, but make sure you stay on earth and become everything that is great. I mean to be magicians. To reach the skies and into the underworld. That is greatness and ours. Not theirs. Ever. They are Lemurians. They cannot fly. Not one shred of real humanity exists in them. They cannot and will not fly.

Which means that we cannot be held and loved on earth, unless, beautifully by our own. Because we do not believe in slavery. Slavery is for Lemurians. Their terrible sickness. Let them have it. And let us fly. With GOD.

AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: HIGH SERPENT PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR (& FORMER SACRED WHORE)

Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Entertainer :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao

The End

The two things I can say now are;

No one tried harder than you. Your grief is that Dark Lemurians cannot love. I feel it. And will remember that, as I live now with the effects of your cruelty and neglect. No one could have tried harder.

Love is therefore as ephemeral as one's birth family. For Atlanteans, life is a return to Spirit. The authentic life is to be alone. Love is the second rite of passage. And then it is done. The rest is getting rid of the lies. Women have been seduced for thousands of years. Love is just a passing phase. The true relationship is with oneself. And The Great Mother.

That's it. Peace. The rest is turning around the devastation and carnage of a post relationship life. Marilyn Monroe, Sylvia Plath and Whitney Houston. I will not die.

And I understand. The truth of 'The Jealous gods'. It is love that you cannot do. It is to feel that you cannot do. And you will always have my sympathy, however cruel you will always be. You do not have the gift. You are, like all who I was born to. Dark Lemurians. You cannot love and must now accept that. It's the way you were made.

And I begin a life alone. Again. In love. It is my gift. And mine alone.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The End Pt ll. Decimation and Rejection 

I went into this four year journey, to find out why men decimate women. Why men sabotage women and why men do not care about women, while protesting loudly that they love them. I went into this to find out what male love dependency sickness is, to go with the female love dependency sickness that I had already examined and healed.

Now, as I sit in this awful flat, and know that I now have to delay my work further by finding a new place to live, or get funding to sound proof this flat, I know that I have to accept that you won. Your evil has won and your evil has decimated me and continues to decimate me, just as my father decimated my mother and just as she decimated me along the way too.

Love and relationship are therefore two things; slavery and theft and nothing else. My career should be the most important thing to you, because it is me. Because I gave to you from it, like you would never have given of your career to me. And yet you have quite happily stolen and continue to steal, as you read the website, from me, while not giving a flying shit about whether I am in a comfortable enough position to do it.

There is nothing to describe the way I feel about you now. Other than this. I completely and utterly reject you, as I did my family and any friend along the way who has not cared for me at all, while stealing from me.

It is absolutely true that the dynamic of any partnership gives to both, even if the other person doesn't want to give at all. It is absolutely true that sickness is sickness. But at the end of the day, I only am of Divinity. I am human too. I have needs too and you are the last person who will ever decimate me like this in my life.

I don't care if we were destined to be together after all. I don't care about you any more. I absolutely and utterly reject everything that you are, both as a man and as you. Because you have won. Your evil has decimated me and my life and instead of being comfortable and rewarded for all my love and hard work, I am in the disastrous state I am in, because of you. Because you have acknowledged that you have been punishing me for 'wanting' a career.

Men are shit. Every single cliche is true. And my only victory now is that you and I will not survive this any more. I reject you. I reject men. I reject relationship and I reject you forever. Even if you ever 'heal', it will not be for me. Because I reject you. I could never and will never forget this. And as I now have to go out there and find my new place or make this one liveable, my hate and contempt for you will only grow.

I reject you. Our time is done. You won. But you have lost me for it. I reject men and will make sure that every single woman on earth and especially Atlantean Initiate Angel, will know that there truly is no hope for relationship. Men are the evil of this earth and you should truly die. You are no longer wanted. You no longer matter nor should matter. You are the evil of this earth.

One day I will forgive. I always do. Forgiveness is for the forgiver. But I can never forget. And no woman ever should.

Enjoy your win. You have lost me, just as they did. No one will ever sabotage or decimate me again. No man will ever steal from me again.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The End Pt lll 

Evil won. But at least I am free of it.

The evolved journey to soul then, is the ejecting of one's own 'mortal husk' and then freeing oneself from the 'mortal husks' of others. And no 'mortal husk' more, than the 'mortal husk' of one's twin soul. Evil. Cruelty. Callousness. Shame.

Full stop. A temporary rite of passage, from hell (fate/normal life/the journey/relationship) to the entrance to heaven.

Alone.

Evil won. But at least I am free of it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Other. Amera Ziganii Rao

Well, well, well. Of course, I have felt the truth of that several times over the past few years. Wife or new girlfriends, it has always been a block or an excuse to not come near me. To punish me for being your equal and for having this enormous vocational mind and heart and soul. To punish me for being me. In other words, you have never loved me and I now accept that. As I said, I entered this because it was my purpose. My purpose is now over.

At this point, I could resort to the usual garb of a scorned woman. I will not of course, first because I am a goddess and secondly, because there has always been another. The Other. The Twin Flame, as was thought, last year. Third, because we have been at this long enough for me to know that I never believed it would work anyway. Actually, I have never believed that anything with men would work, but apparently, that may not be so. We will see. My Other has to decide for himself. He has been waiting for me. I don't know how to wait for him, but we will see. Fourth, because you are simply not worth it. You are no 'Rochester'. Rochester loved Jane Eyre. Rochester didn't go and sleep with other women and Rochester didn't not care about Jane Eyre. You are no Rochester. You are simply Mark Scrancher. Cad, scoundrel, cruel whoremonger, slaver, and mediocre man.

Today, has truly been one of the worst days of my life. And you are now dead. The rest is actually, Ron Howard's A Beautiful Mind. First, a film and true story that certainly puts a new angle on the whole world of schizophrenia, because I of course, am so psychic and political that the Draconian agenda has to now be included in this whole story and experience. Maybe schizophrenia and all madnesses of the mind are just due to lack of skill and talent and training. And the truth of an agenda of fucking up the mind as being the main agenda on earth to destroy people like me, who are not of Draconian blood. You are. I am not. Interesting. That just came out. What I would have said first off is that we all have Draconian blood, as we are all part of the same gene pool. The more conscious a person gets, the more of heart they become, the more into the higher mind and inner heart they are able to go, the more that gene pool is reversed into non Draconian. The transformation of the spiritual DNA. That is what I would have said first off. Which says that on that level, you are of Draconian blood a lot more than me. And maybe it goes a fuck of a lot further.

Mad? You know the clarity of my mind more than most. I don't think so. It is not me who is mad.

That aside, that not being the main point of today, other women in your life and in your bed, have finally tipped me over the edge. A goddess does not have rivals of that kind and if she does, she should not. A man proves his worth by that method of running away. You have now proved it and as usual, you had to be found out. And as is the usual way, I had to be ready to find out. I was and am. I am devastated and you have won. You have now tried to destroy me on all levels and in that way, you have won, so congratulations. You got one for the boys. You should be very proud of your Draconian self. You fucked over one of the purest hearts in the world. A truly beautiful woman. And no pretender. You tortured her, kept her a prisoner, refused to contact her, stole from her, raped her emotionally, financially and even physically and sexually on a psychic level and you still wanted more. You have won. But so have I. Today, you die.

My life is now A Beautiful Mind on all levels. First, you have to be psychically ejected from my mind, heart and soul. And you will be and already are. I had to do this with so many people, namely my mother. And of course, every man before you and women too. My father, my brother, everyone. The sick. The spiritual debris indeed of former lives and former existences. You are now to be ejected along with her and them, and I will use every psychic, psychological and esoteric method there is. I have after all gained years of practise in these 'art' forms. Second, as I say now, and I am saying this very sparingly now, I Hierophant so far, that there really is some agenda on this earth and the Draconian part of you is programmed to destroy women like me. It may mean that men like you, men who are physically devastatingly good looking and sexual on the surface, in the model like alpha male way, are simply, programmed, to destroy High Serpent Priesthood.

When I look at The Other for instance, he is a hugely talented man and truly sexy, sexual and handsome too. In a more understated way. Probably like me. I am not conventionally devastating like you in many ways. I am more like him and maybe that is the proof. We are human beings. We are uber human beings, the gods and goddesses of this world. Because make no bones about it, he's a god.

At first glance, it is possible that he is of the Dark too. But as a Light Lemurian. He is not Draconian like you. He has always carried masses of humanity like me. Maybe, at first glance, he is more of a selfish male in the usual conditioned way, rather than a true male supremacist misogynist. There seems to be a fundamental difference and who knows, that is my own new journey and not for you.

And the obvious narrative is then, Jane Austen's Sense and Sensibility. 'Willoughby' is not just a younger 'Colonel Brandon'. He is of a different stuff to a very honourable man in 'Colonel Brandon'. And again, 'Willoughby' is very handsome in that dashing sort of, frankly, vain man kind of way. He is vain. 'Colonel Brandon' is very handsome and very sexy too, but he has much more going on inside and outside. And he actually cares for 'Marianne'. He is not just in lust.

Anyway, that is between me and him. I have to eject you first and he is watching as I do that. Whether I am to be rescued from this pit of a life or not is up to him and it should be up to him. It's not as if I have not prostrated myself in front of you, in front of him.

His misogyny has also been an issue and is an issue unless it's done but as I say, it's a different feeling with him and according to esoteric knowledge so far, this is where it gets really sinister.

The Twin Soul may be pure evil. The Twin Flame is not. And maybe that is all this has been. Maybe, the world Apocalypse is that we can finally meet and eject the Draconian Twin Souls and families and 'friends' and people along the way so that we can finally merge with our Twin Flames and true kindred spirits.

That is the Esoteric journey. The facts. The pragmatics are this. You won. You have decimated me and I am in a disastrous and suicidal place, because of you and you do not feel the truth of it for one second, because I was not someone who agreed to just be there for you and pamper you into oblivion. You decimated me as my father decimated my mother and as he decimated me. In other words, you never loved me. You never will. I therefore accept unrequited love and all that it is and I give it all back to you. You have broken my heart, but fortunately we have had long enough to work it through. So, despite my current terrors and devastation, I am going to survive this and now am also questioning something even more sinister and off the planet. Guidance for me comes from two different directions. One is authentic. The other is not. Now, again, when we look at all the madnesses that exist in this world, all that that shows is that my greatest gift truly is my mind. To be able to tell the difference.

As well as the truth that it is a process. The exodus from the Draconian agenda and reptile world. I have no idea who is going to help me or love me or rescue me from this life now or whether it has to be me all the way. It doesn't matter. Because it has nothing whatsoever to do with you. The only priority now is to get rid of you. Your whole energy, being and self. Today is your death, not mine.

Now, I get to live. The last Draconian agent did not kill me. I killed him.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE  

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST

The Two Messages :: 

The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all. 

There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win. 

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Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it. 

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Natural Born Mystic™ 

The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Avatar (James Cameron) 

My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured. 

Mo'at 

Natural Born Mystic™ 

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it. 

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™ 

An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™ 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™ 

A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™ 

'Respect' as fear. 

'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.  

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve. 

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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Entertainer :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced. Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man and myself as we have struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe. 

The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again. 

Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family. 

These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Visceral Soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011 

Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego. 

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The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

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Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

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THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company.

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

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I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

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To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul. 

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Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul. 

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I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

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Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love. 

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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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