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Writings :: Atlantean Ascension :: Real Enlightenment. Amera Ziganii Rao
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business for Female And Male Atlanteans. People Of The Light :: How To Survive and Thrive In A World of Lemurian Hate :: How To Reclaim Your Soul And Win On Earth :: How To Keep Your Soul And Win On Earth :: Atlantean Champion Warriors :: The New Force For The New World. Fuck Lemurian Soulless & Heartless Cultural Imperialism. Be You. And Win. You'll Just Have To Do It Alone ::
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Only free men (women) can negotiate; prisoners cannot enter into contracts. Your freedom and mine cannot be separated.
Nelson Mandela. Declining an offer of freedom. Feb 1985
The oppressed and the oppressor alike are robbed of their humanity.
Nelson Mandela. Long Walk to Freedom
No. I remained a batchelor my whole life. Why? Because I don't believe in a man's right to enslave a woman. It's not 'a woman can't have it all'. It's slavery or non slavery. If you are a woman who is with a man, you are with him, negotiating some form of acceptable slavery. If you are not with a man, you are like me. You don't believe in female slavery and you will live a life to prove that. No judgement in that. Just know the truth. To be with a man is to accept the role of woman. Women and animals. Domesticated, probably at the same time in the HIStory of the world. I couldn't accept it. And that most certainly worked for me. Consider 'love' very very very carefully and know that if you say no, you miss nothing. To be with a man is some sort of slavery. If you don't believe in it, be proud, as you are alone. But never be lonely. You miss nothing.
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Feminism Like You've Never Seen Before :: The Real Politics Of Female, The Politics Of True Spirituality, The Survival of 'Love' :: Self Actualisation And The End of Learned Helplessness And Worthlessness In A World Of Female Slavery And Male Fascism. Transmuting Sex Into Power :: Slavery To Power :: The Real New World Of Old :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business :: The Return ::
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The meek shall inherit the earth. Love will inherit the earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Ohh, okay. So that's what 'unrequited love' is. My mistake. I understand. Thank you for setting me free.
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Loving a man is spending time in Hades. At least, we are the ones who return.
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Money is man's last warfare against women. See the symbolism. It's literal.
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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: NOTES FROM A PYTHON™ :: THE POLITICS OF LIFE :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™ :: THE POLITICS OF SPIRIT :: THE POLITICS OF POWER :: THE POLITICS OF ABUSE OF POWER :: THE POLITICS OF SEX :: THE POLITICS OF TRUE LIFE :: THE POLITICS OF SLAVERY :: THE POLITICS OF TRUE LOVE :: THE POLITICS OF WOMAN :: THE POLITICS OF THE TRUTH OF SPIRIT :: THE POLITICS OF TRUTH :: The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™
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Matriarchal Paganism
There seems to be this idea, even among the advanced, that Matriarchal Paganism was about men with female icons, instead of men with male icons. And that this was the only difference. This could not be further from the truth. Matriarchal Paganism was not 'just' about a Female Divinity and Divine Universe. Matriarchal Paganism was about all that The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™ can once again, be. And most certainly was. Viscerally or symbolically, the same truth applies. The advancement of the human race that has been blocked for thousands of years. What is now called female intuition is the key. Consciousness is the leadership of a female society with female leaders, priests, strategists, teachers and warriors and builders. The Society Mothers of High Love Intelligence. As we are today in our unofficial 'serpent on its belly' status. We spoke to Eve. We showed Noah his 'nakedness'. We led Solomon to the truth. We are the truth. We will always be the truth. We have the intuition. A gift that can be skilled beyond your wildest dreams. Consciousness + the 'Hieros Gamos' of communing with High Female Serpent Priesthood for the female energy of The Divine Universe. True authentic power. The same power that meant this planet was once one of peace. Peace, intelligence, magic and joy. That is why real men followed us. That is why real men found the truth. Matriarchal Paganism is not about men. The real ancient world was about women. The energies of male and female were equal. Led by women. Do not ever underestimate the subjectivity of a people, poisoned into vanity over thousands of years. Men followed women. Men knew the way to the real Universe. They knew and honoured the real leaders of the world. That was Matriarchal Paganism. A world that can return anywhere at anytime. There is a particular kind of woman (and indeed man) who is naturally High Serpent Priesthood. Not the entrails viewing kind. The esoteric super minds of this earth. We see you. We see it all. The world most certainly did not always belong to men. That is a subjective and stupid lie. Men brought war and abuse of power. Women already took care of everything else. That was Matriarchal Paganism. It still is, today.
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Too powerful and too intelligent and too creative and too entrepreneurial and too ambitious. Too good looking....and too poor. The reasons, apparently, why no man has ever wanted to be with me. Apparently, because it's a lie. Because it's not personal. Men do not love women. Men do not love. Men will find any excuse not to love because men will find any excuse not to give. They are fantasists about love. They daydream that they will love, because they daydream that they will give. And then they remember that they don't want to give anything. So they call women shrews and golddiggers. Men just do not want to give, unless they can abuse power. It's the only thing that gives them a hard on. But they can't have the sex because then they would have to give and love. The barren species. Men. Men do not love. Men have never loved. Giving is love. Men do not give. Especially to the woman they are in love with. And they call that love. Women should never love men. It can only be unrequited. Men do not love. They can only daydream.
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Men both consciously and unconsciously hate women. They know and yet they also have no idea how deep, how terrible and how conditional and how fascistic their hate is, and how women hating they actually are. And they won't listen to anyone who tells them what they do or who they are. In any way that you can find to do it. I've done them all. They cannot be reached. The reason there can be no progress on this earth to do with men. They will find any reason not to love. They want their stupid, cruel, old world of shit. At the same time it has to be remembered that this is who they are as a people too. They are the last to love anything or anyone.
We call that normal. That is not normal. That is psychopathy as a state of being and women have no idea that it runs so deep, so vast and so endemic. We need to know and they need to know how much they hate as a state of being. And then we have to be very very careful about when, how and in what way we try and create union of any kind, from friendship to work colleagues to anything else, with the potential of partnership as the highest pinnacle of genius on this earth. Anything else is abuse.
Women love and men either abuse power or give nothing at all. There is no correlation then in the two peoples. We need to know. And we need to know why. It is my privilege to have found out all the answers. Both the analysis and the narrative will be presented in the near future. The proof that they are who they are and we are who we are. We are women and men of the light. They are men and women of the dark. And we need to be extremely careful about any attempts to merge the two, other than in ourselves. Companionship is therefore not the point of life. Becoming whole is. That is the magician's way. Using the dark for good. While the dark does what it bloody well wants. Who cares anymore. They give nothing. And when they do, they abuse.
Use them to integrate the dark and learn about it. And then be you. They will remain the same. The magician's gift is ours. Never theirs. And yes, it is profoundly painful and tragic. Make sure you survive. And then, make sure you fucking well thrive. You deserve it. You always did. Always defeat evil. Always do what it takes. And always, feel proud. Feel very proud. The world no longer belongs to men. The world now belongs to us. We just have to do it alone. It's either that or mediocre abuse. We're all done with that. We've known it for thousands of years. No more. Leave them behind. The dark is evil. And slow. And we are not alone. Women are great (of a particular kind and evolution of course). We just have to do it alone, without relationship.
There are good women and there is The Universe. As you experience a true, genius minded and pure hearted life, you ascend into the magical of The Universe. OUR Universe. That is inevitable too. And truly exquisite. Men are just another vehicle of experience to get us there and it is hard and long but most certainly worth it. The skill base is treacherous but an Oscar win all of its own, like no other.
Men are men (other than our kindred spirits of the light and they are rare) and relationship is shit. All it can ever be is Ibsen's A Doll's House. The bad news is that we have to make the journey. And that means being abused by one man, whatever happens. Nothing can stop fate. Nothing can stop the nemesis that is an evolved life. Abuse has to be experienced. And you either survive or die. And that is earth. Make sure you survive. You are so worth it. And they are not. They are truly, worth shit.
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Life, then, is to serve. To forget the personal and to just serve. And when we know the truth of this cesspool of an earth and the why of the why of the why, it can only be to serve.
Don't ever let 'them' win. And most certainly, do not let the Draconian 'them' win. Do what you have to, do what you can and keep hope alive, even if it takes the next ten lifetimes to achieve.
Whatever hope means to you.
Dreams are real. This earth and its horrendous truth is not.
It is however, the only truth we have. And that means either suicide or self destruction in all its forms. Or the will to serve and in that, fucking up the agenda of evil. Fucking up the agenda of keeping us trapped on this planet.
Leave this planet to the soulless and the cruel. They can have it. Our purpose is to ascend off it. And that means doing what we have to do, when we have to do it, for as long as we have to do it.
Joy can always be found. Happiness may take ten lifetimes.
So what. Don't ever let 'them' win.
Serve.
Just make sure it is not as a domestic slave/wife/female partner.
Serve as anything else.
That is your human right, your entrepreneurial right and your creative right, and if that is as good as it gets, it's still better than that shit.
That we have done for lifetimes already.
Serve, but never in the way it has been done before.
Serve, so you are remembered. Serve, and not as a slave.
Hope may take lifetimes.
But it's still hope.
And it's most certainly never female slavery to a male ever again.
That is not an option.
Know the face of evil.
And serve anyone but 'them'.
'They' can go fuck themselves.
'They' are not an option.
Happiness is real. Not 'them'.
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Happiness and the dream of true love. The two things that one has to give up to live a true life of purpose and meaning. No happiness, because after all the suffering, we will lose the people we love to death. A death that comes too early because of the Draconian mutation of this world. We are supposed to live to at least a thousand years.
A nihilist does not fear her own death. She fears the death of those she loves. A fear, surely, that is the most answered in this world. Death is inevitable. And one that comes too early, even if the person lives to a hundred years. It's a tenth of what one was built to live.
So, no relationships, because men and the women like them are pure evil and what is evil? Psychopath. The ability to not feel a damn thing.
And no happiness.
These are the illusions that have to be cast off.
Once they are - and this is the only good news - everything else is available. To be an anuncier of truth/The Universe, and to create, create, create and create and build.
Until, finally, when the moment comes, that we finally die.
That is service.
Serving a Universe, Great Mother God, Universe, who was vanquished by the purest evil in existence. Serving a Universe that is now, finally able to help us, tortuously, slowly, move forward into the light, serving through business and healing, everyone else who is in despair, just like one was oneself, and attaining a modicum of wealth at last, so one does not die poor.
Earth is a planet of self actualisation. This was the door opened to pure evil, to be able to actualise it into the pile of shit that it is today and has been, for at least 13000 years if not 57000 years. The figures are not important. The time is.
Now, we have The Universe finally able to help us move into the light.
Don't get excited. That is going to take many many hundreds of years.
We might be the ones who change first. Sure. Why we are so 'sensitive'. But, meanwhile, it is still accepting the shit and giving up one's dreams (enlightenment is one's greatest disappointment and a progressive spiritually advanced life is nothing but a life of a series of enlightenments and therefore giving up all one's greatest disappointments in a 'Sisyphus' type journey of endless pain and, yes, disappointment and disillusionment and coming back from the brink again and again and again, to pick oneself up yet again and so on and so on and so on).
The reasons have to be found and guess what, I found them.
The idea that we live in a vindictive or neglectful male god universe is what kills us.
The idea that we live in an all powerful Universe of The Great God Mother is also what kills us.
She couldn't help us. Evil took over. And we have to climb out of the mire step by step by step.
And that is earth. And if we kill ourselves, fast or slow, we just have to come back and find the love within ourselves all over again.
This is the only choice for a person who feels.
For a person who doesn't feel - which is presumably, exactly why they stick to their own principles of psychopath so much - they can do all that and fuck up everyone around them and still smile and 'achieve'.
Leave them to it. That is not our way and cannot be our way even if we wish it were.
And when I was young, I remember that I did desperately want, not to feel!
That is the ego sickness and confusion that a person of feeling/Spirit/greatness of Universe takes on. We don't feel then either but it's a destructive and escapist not feeling.
Theirs is real.
The heartbreak of earth is that evil will continue to thrive, until we leave. We have to do it the hard way. And the saddest thing surely is that this is the only way we can do it!
That is only the perspective of attachment to this existence.
That is the only existence they will better us in.
The Universe is different. Our path is magical. Our path is the magician's path. And despite all the pain and rage and agony of what it is to be of Spirit, heart, love and imagination and magic, it's a fuck of a lot more interesting than they are.
They are not interesting. They just look good. We are both. We look good and we are interesting. We are vast in our inner beings.
Once the courage is found to put that inner being on the outside, the ability to express and be an artist, a creator, an entrepreneur and a trader in your gifts and skills, DOES make up for everything else.
Don't let anyone take away your interpretation.
It's real.
They are not.
And The Universe loves you.
The Universe needs you.
The Universe wants YOU. Not them.
Be great. Feel. And leave the psychopaths to their own world.
They can suck themselves dry.
They always needed us more than we needed them.
We just loved.
Love yourself. No one needs it more than you.
Leave the human vampires alone. They are nothing. They are NOT interesting. You are. Push those values into the world.
There are so many who need it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
And yet, if it truly does work. The premise that I have largely lived with for almost six years, if not eight, that 'the other' can heal/reform, just as me and my kind can, proven by my own High Initiate High Priesthood Ascension out of the ego self into the soul self and higher, then this proves one incredible thing which may just make up for the incomparable agony of what it is to be this kind of healer.
The Draconians have wanted us dead for 13000 years for a very very good reason.
We can truly, take away their golden sons of hate and we can make them love.
No wonder that the Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ archetype is the most dangerous kind of female on earth.
We can take away their sons. We can heal the most powerful form of hate - misogyny and male vanity and the will to rape women, both viscerally and emotionally and financially - into love.
We can take away their will to kill goddesses and turn them into love.
This is the truth of true love. If a Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ is still standing, first of all, which is the greatest achievement that no other kind of being could even begin to imagine, and of course, if the golden son of hate ascends himself, into humanity.
Despite all my valid fears, cynicisms, rages at the injustice of it all, that this must be the worst punishment for being MORE that has ever existed, the theory of The Holy Grail as has been defined by me and the path of ascended love, is, therefore, possible.
And if it is, not only is a Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ the greatest threat to the patriarchal agenda of evil, by the very fact of her existence, but she is also the greatest threat to EVERYTHING - a world built on female slavery and the last unspoken slavery of the world and a non gnostic spirituality that has turned an intelligent, temple led world into a stupid tribal religions world of shit with women as handmaidens, whores and servants, let alone Spiritual Monarchs who are forced to live in the dirt - because she finally gets loved, as is her human right, for who she is and what she is. The most powerful, male minded (patriarchal language says it is male. We now know better), woman bodied, Clair Cognisant, Hierophant goddess archetype on this planet.
No wonder the Draconians agenda against us is so ruthless, beyond cruel and holocaust flavoured. We are the most dangerous human beings on their planet of hell.
We can take away their sons. For good. And make them moral, women loving, humanitarian, real, men. Men who can actually love women and not kill them dead.
Men who will promote and protect everything that is the High Serpent Esoteric Priesthood with a gnostic spirituality for all. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity.
No wonder.
Be proud and become a Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ archetype.
And try to love a man all you want. You may just win and you may just take him away from the patriarchal tribe.
The Great Mother Universe is us. We are Her. And if you can take the onslaught of hate, year after year, if you can live the female holocaust, and still do it all yourself and then have the Divine ability to forgive, EVERYTHING, including all that is The Great Mother Universe, then you might just win.
But win or lose, you serve Her. And there is nothing more important on earth. Other than to use our gifts. We ARE the gift. My words are the skill. I am not going to call it 'taming' a man. Nothing so tepid. The skill to kill a man dead so he can resurrect is more accurate. And we truly have to kill ourselves dead too, just to see if it can work.
That is not martyrdom and there ain't nothing foolish about it.
It is our Divine, moral, filth cleaning purpose.
The Draconians know who we are. But they still can't see us coming.
Love is a weapon. My work has shown the vast labyrinth of how it can be used as a weapon, again and again and again.
A man's reformation is possible.
It is just a fuck of a lot more than we could ever imagine.
'Jane Eyre' yes. But Charlotte Bronte's masterpiece is just the headlines.
I give the meat.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Female Titans. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Being female therefore is about one thing, above all others. The ability to be hated on all levels, by all beings that you ever come into contact with. A woman is a slave on earth. This means she is hated by all who are not slaves (actually, she is hated by other slaves too, but that's another story and much more accessible as something to understand, even if that has to be dealt with ruthlessly too). We are talking of the 'plantation owners'. The perpetrators of hate and lack of humanity. The hatred begins right from the beginning and will only increase over the years. The more she expresses, the more she grows and the more she knows, the more she becomes, the more she will be hated. That is the first part of our training. Be hated. Don't ever lose courage. Grow. Fight fascism the whole way. Forgive others as a people but don't ever take shit from anyone, and have the courage to see the horrendous truth. We live in a rape culture. It's called the patriarchal dinosaur world. Be hated. You are glorious, powerful, beautiful and sacred. And the new world is coming. The new world is here. The new world is you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Paradox of Healing
I will say one thing however, about loving a man, or woman, if you are a male of the light.
Before we enter the nemesis of our life, we are not in the pure heart. We are in the false, pure heart.
We try to love, we know we could love but we are profoundly wounded, confused, raging and hurt.
We have our conditions and if they are not met, we are, frankly, like the silent, non speaking, cruel men. We just shout. That's the difference. They love that. They love our pain. And so on.
It is a whole programme in my work, just to define all that we are, before we take the risk of life.
In other words, loving makes us love. US loving, makes us love.
Now, in a state of supernaturally high, unconditional, Divine love and humanity of a sacred warrior, as a state of being, I have never hated men more. Or indeed, had more constructive contempt for a people or been driven by separatism more than now.
But I don't hate anyone.
And I am in rampant self sufficiency and self responsibility, just like the 'best' of the Lemurians and men.
This is the paradox of healing.
The certainty of true warrior of light.
And why we have to enter nemesis in the first place.
We don't do it for relationship and for a long time that breaks our heart.
We do it to become unconditional love, even as we hate constructively, those who need to be hated.
Every sacred warrior carries a sword. Even the so called pacifists. We are all pacifists. We fight for peace. 'By any means necessary' (Malcolm X). Your choice, whatever weapons we have to use.
We have exposed ourselves, we have taken the risks, we have turned up, we have tried, we have loved, we have risked all.
These are the heroics of the heroine's journey.
So, yes, it has to be done.
And then, you can hate all you want.
They will still deserve it.
But it no longer affects you.
Because you have now become love.
That is the programme of ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
For us and never for them.
It is our Ascension that matters. Not theirs. Which is just as well. Because they will never experience it.
ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
Once love is entered into, once the heart begins to take the risks of life, once we stumble and fall and then pick up ourselves again and go through the rigours of apparent love with another person, we go further and further into the compassionate, liberated, sexual, libertine, sacred, supernatural heart and mind.
Because for a long time we forgive and we have to forgive. We have so much to forgive. Because we have been wronged so much. Forgiveness is for our Ascension. For our souls. So that we can ascend.
That is 'the personal treasure' talked about in Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist, as far as I am concerned.
We most certainly return with the boon.
Just not the men.
Because they will always remain nothing. They were just the material to rub up against.
The Universe is for us.
So in the end?
Money, the return to family who love us after our massive journey, primarily our mothers, our wonderful mothers, women and people of the light who we all spend too little time with, being scattered in this Lemurian land of filth, pain and hate, and because we want sex, AND The Universe. Huge, spiritual gifts and skills of Hierophant, intuition, irrepressible artistic expression, the philosopher's 'stone' indeed and so much more.
Yes. life has to begin again. Yes, we are divorcees at the beginning again.
Yes, whatever we have done, we have still put our life on hold for a man, even though we tried our best not to do so. It happens, just by being involved with one of those 'mothafuckas'.
But we have the love and the power and the courage and the strength.
And above all, the will to win and win big. We have been violated beyond violation. We are ready to win.
And we are always the ones who leave them.
The useless, cruel, pathetic, sexless, profane, mean, and ugly ugly ugly, men.
Loving a man is spending time in Hades.
At least, we are the ones who return.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Commitment to Freedom
The bitterness then of any people who are finally free is this. Self determination in the face of madness and cruelty and selfishness never ends.
This is generic to any people who are finally free.
And most communities of attained freedom, never actually heal the wounds from having to fight for that freedom in the first place. The world is a direct reflection of that.
In a non Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ Society, this is highly predictable and understandable.
No one is allowed to be angry, no one is allowed to be hurt and no one is allowed to be in pain.
And then, obvious as it may sound, feeling the actual rage and pain is so fucking painful that the people or person in question also, most of the time, never faces that immense rage, and stays stuck in a loop of not being able to let go and not being able to move on and not being able to do anything because of the crippling pain and justifiable rage of injustice and hurt and shock and continuing hardship. Because one is MORE.
It is essential though to move on. The emotional hijacking by the former enemies is real. The emotional pain of the massive anger of injustice is real. The emotional hope that no, it can't really be this bad, is real. The emotions have to be grieved, grieved, grieved and grieved. And then it is done.
And the time necessary to process all that has to be given.
The fears that this generates, of not being in control or in control of the flow. The feeling of being unsafe again, because the emotions are so painful. And so on.
And all in a society that gives no tolerance whatsoever to these feelings and therapies that are so crucial to final healing. And indeed, final moving on.
Self determination, first to do with the family of oppression, self determination to do with professional employment of oppression, self determination from the health professionals that would have you lying on a slab or in a lobotomy lab, self determination from the state that has no compassion within the compassion of the welfare state, and on and on it goes.
And then, finally, self determination in the face of the partner archetype that you have been brainwashed to believe is actually more, when they are so much less, so much insane and so much incapable of giving anything other than abuse of power.
What is called selfishness.
The template has to be changed, whoever or if ever that partner or that partner or that partner ever evolves.
The template of total self determination, no expectation or hope of care in any way and then the forgiveness necessary to move on, so that self determination can be as fast and effective as it can be, even though the emotions have to be grieved, whether you are in ego or in soul. Actually, if you are in ego, you will probably die from the process, let's face it. The ego of a Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ before graduation as a High Initiate feels too much pain, shock and confusion to be able to survive.
Which is why the final betrayal has to be the final icing on the cake.
A grim reality but it has to be remembered. She could not help us. We are the resurrectors of earth. And in that She helps us always.
It is our healing that is important and our evolution. The True Female Priesthood of this world.
Divine by the time we begin. Divine by the time we finish.
But always doing it the hard way and always doing it in the dirt.
Because we are more.
And because the world is utterly, totally insane, with men at the front of the queue for the asylum.
'The inmates are truly running the asylum'. Men are the proof.
At least, women can finally do it. The rest is overcoming the pain.
"We must as second best...take the least of the evils. "
Aristotle
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The 'last queen of Atlantis' has no kindred spirit.
The story is done.
No one was worthy.
No one was born, to merge with me.
The Twin Soul, The Ascension Twin Flame and any other, were just to leave.
The curse of loving men is cleared.
There is no kindred spirit.
Only me.
Real enlightenment is ruthless.
The illusions are vast.
We live on a planet called earth.
But once you are finally done, it's not so bad.
The magician's way. Build. You are all you have.
Happiness is for other realms.
Build and build big.
We live on a planet called earth.
The privilege to even build as a 'have not' (woman) is so hard fought for.
The graves of unsatisfied, chattelled, and unheard of, ignored, unwanted, and beaten, raped and undeveloped female ancestors lie behind us. Those billions who have been slaves and the unborn billions to come.
The handmaidens, whores, wife whores, used mothers, used daughters and forced caregivers to the world of insane men. And indeed the women like me who were never loved. Because we didn't believe in female slavery to pig hog 'Commodus' (Gladiator) 'men'.
Build for them.
They deserve it.
Build for you.
You deserve it too.
And forget 'happiness'.
We live on a planet called earth.
The inmates run the asylum.
Build. Build for you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
On Loneliness
Nurture or nature? Loneliness and aloneness are therefore the natural states on earth. The planet of both endless hell, and endless actualisation of the Self.
Lemurian or Atlantean? Drones and people who feel? Or a people who are free to do and express and another who are allowed to do nothing, other than 'look good' or help others to do and to look good and of course, to help others earn money, accolade and achievement?
In other words, the 'perfect' mother or wife.
Loneliness and aloneness, learnt in fascism and misogyny and a 'dominion over others' culture, led by, oh yes, drones. Drone fascists. Loneliness is like helplessness or the feeling of complete worthlessness, passivity, incapability or inferiority. learned, through a culture of abuse, and madness. 'White male Tribe society' madness.
Which is simply fascinating when you think about the most common, so called radical, alternative history 'truths' that have existed. Before me. That out of Atlantis and after 'The Flood', it was a tall, white, male species that appeared to earth and taught them systems of living. Well, they did well, didn't they? What has always struck me as hysterical, is that if they truly had come from Atlantis - and this is the progressive kind of theoretician or historian - yeah right - then wouldn't they have taught a little bit more than the truly basic education they gave?
They just taught that men were everything. And women were vehicles of their progeny. And how to grow crops. Total, social control.
We, the real Atlanteans, women and men of the light, are the real adventurers. Met with a brick wall from the beginning - mob rule - and crippled into dependency, through a system that runs the whole drone world.
And it turns out that loneliness is a normal earth experience.
It also however is a madness that the drones have too. Co-dependency as an unconscious ego drive is the greatest sickness of the soul - other than cruelty and lack of humanity - on the planet. Fascism, women grabbing and most marriage is based just on that. It's what the tribe society calls love.
Love, friendship, relationship, companionship?
For the very young. And then it's gone. And it has to disciplined like any other drug.
The aim though is not to pretend. It is to feel, and live IN the loneliness. Consciously. Whether an Atlantean develops a visceral life and relationship with The Universe, or not.
Loneliness has to be lived in, just like physical pain. Then it becomes a way of life. At least then, one knows the truth and that because of that bunch of (literal) eggheaded bearded men, earth is a pile of shit, so find what you can do to make it a slightly better place, and get to work, because that is all there is.
Be a drone but as you. Feel the pain. Feel the truth. Live your independence. Live your healing. With or without anyone else or anyone. The healing of the soul. To LIVE in the loneliness. And to thrive in the ALONENESS of life, in the compassion that the true state of loneliness brings. Not droning, but living as love.
As we did as children. We amused ourselves. Adult life is the same.
Loneliness is learned an the less we are enabled to be our talents, the lonelier we will get for something which just does not exist as we know it. Love.
And then at last we can get our work, really done.
True power. To live in the loneliness. Know earth is agonising shit. Because, frankly, Lemurians are drones. It's not personal.
They are the ones who pretend they are not lonely. We can be the real thing.
Loneliness is learnt. There is no such thing. Just misery. It's earth.
And that will never go away. Face that. You win.
Amera Ziganii Rao
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Cleopatra never wanted a Mark Anthony. It turns out that that is the only kind of man. A vain, sub intelligent, non Monarch of an ordinary man. Men, truly are only for sex. If you can bear the massive emotional cruelty. And if you can make the whole journey of life without them, because they don't give a shit. They only care about themselves and will kill you dead, before they care about you. Even then, they are just stupid Mark Anthony. Idealism indeed. Mortals indeed. Gosh. That was worth it.
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And then, of course, in true 'Divinity Holocaust' too, it turns out that Mark Anthony (not meant literally, you know who) is the only kind of man, because Cleopatra - in the true High Serpent Priesthood metaphor that I use her name and persona for - is the only kind of woman.
If women are more, women have to accept the Mark Anthony species. Men. In other words, we learn to love a people we don't have any respect for. Because they are less.
So, as well as having to do it all, having to find our way back from 13000 years of slavery, to men, by men, of men, we also have to find our way back to natural forgiveness for them as a species. Because they are less.
Again, that was worth it. The one thing that is worth it is that the conflict that poisons this whole world is finally over and the self, the self, the self and the self is all that the self has to think about. At last. Because we are more. And because we have the love, to love, even though we have no respect left.
It puts a whole new vista on the so called harridan, doesn't it. Turns out that she has a pretty good reason to be harridan. But as my work will show, harridan only harms the woman who is so wounded that this is all she can be. Healing the harridan is not about men. It is about us and is the one thing that was totally and utterly worth everything.
A healed woman. On this earth.
And finally, presumably, a man who will have the humility to know he is less. And who will admit to that, after having given nothing all his life, because conditional giving is not giving and slavery is conditional giving and so on.
Then it might just be worth it. Because by the time he gives anything (himself, for instance), she will have done everything else. She is what she says she is. And that is why forgiveness gives HER peace in the end. Because he IS less. He is only Mark Anthony. He can't be anything more.
And she is massively, gargantuan-ly, more powerful, than she could ever imagined herself to be.
That is The Heroine's Journey.
Slavery to power. Slavery to true greatness.
And accepting that he will always be less.
Goddesses and mortals.
In the end, there can only be a pact.
She is great. He is less.
'Nuff said.
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Her real, unparalleled greatness. Not, his. Never, again, his. He is Mark Anthony.
In other words, let's just say, there is a vast difference between respect and compassion. Compassion is a Divine state of being. And very hard fought for and become. And unconditional, supernatural and supernaturally intelligent. What all persons of light can become. As graduated High Initiates.
The return to the Temple, indeed.
Serpent 'on her belly' for sure. But always a Monarch.
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'Nuff said. She is more. She will always be more. She is. And she is Hers.
She is what SHE says she is.
He will always be mortal. He is Mark Anthony.
No wonder men created religion. It's the only place where they can believe they are more.
They killed Her as they killed us. Same, same. That is the proof.
Our job is to live the truth.
The real greatness of woman truth.
The Heroine's Journey.
This male cesspool called earth.
And the Queens that we are.
With massive Cinderella journeys to prove it.
So what. They are less.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Married Men
And on a personal note, I will add my tuppence worth to the age old condemnation, despite the apparent 'journey to Sophia' that Nancy Qualls Corbett covers so well in 'The Sacred Prostitute'.
Everything is about interpretation and experience. Everything is about Hierophant. Hierophant is a long learned skill.
Married men stay married. Married men (or any who are 'involved') stay married. Married men are co-dependents who yearn. And that is what they remain.
If I were ever to be afflicted by a Mark Anthony again - in other words, wanted by a man - I intend one thing and one thing alone. That he not be married.
Married men stay married. Married men are co-dependents who yearn.
That is unavailability. Of the worst, self delusional, destructive and self interested kind. And no longer allowed.
Romance is dead. Only love can live.
Married men stay married. And all men are Mark Anthony.
An attractive package, wouldn't you say?
Exactly.
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Redefining 'healing the sick'. Redefining 'healing' or being a healer.
The truth of healing the sick?
Fighting fascism and human cruelty and emotional sickness in all its relationship forms on earth.
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The Inevitable Broken Heart
It has to be said however in this discourse that nothing can stop a woman's heart from being broken to a thousand pieces. Nothing.
Friedrich Nietzsche taught me a very long time ago, that 'no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself'. Long before I even knew who he really was, who any of the philosophers really were and long before the state of wonder, now, at all that I have become, with all my gifts and skills on this utterly horrendous journey of the exploration of power and abuse of power between men, the ruling class and women, the slave people of earth. The exploration of what sounds so innocent. Relationship. Wow.
And it's true. The archetype model of 'the journey to Sophia' with married men is only one kind of path of pain, abuse and the broken heart. The other is 'The Pistorius Way' as I will call it. Enduring visceral, close handed abuse and cruelty at the hands of a man. What is called relationship or marriage. I am protected in my lack, from all that is male, while male evolves out of the foulness of his impure heart. I'm one of the lucky ones. That is the horrendous truth within the horrendous truth of all that is life on this disgusting planet of male abuse.
It's true and while the 'Mark Anthony' factor is taken in and digested, it's not even enough of course to find the grace and indeed enjoy the braggadocio of being more, being faster and being all that is High Female Serpent Esoteric Priesthood.
Only the cruel never come down out of the victory of rage. And rage for the un-cruel is a justifiable homicide of behaviour and can never last. The pain still has to come and flood the soul of the righteous. The meek may inherit the earth but the meek will always be fucked over first. Again and again and again and again and again. And again.
The broken heart still has to be felt and the concession given therefore, that evil always wins first. Before it loses, as could possibly, always be the conclusion. At last, much further down the line and if not, in a different life on this planet of evolutionary shit.
But I have learned a great deal. To say the least. Gone are the years when you sit there in total confusion and self doubt and self hatred and a feeling of being hated and a feeling of being DIVINELY hated and so forth. These are the things I am preparing for my programmes of sharing and teaching and I am so looking forward to raising the self worth of people like me. Because no one deserves it more and that is ultimately, all that can be shared. The results are the same. But the self worth and the self knowledge. These things are just the tip of the iceberg of what the gifts of the righteous and advanced are. Women and men of the light. You are so loved. We are so loved.
But yes, the past. Gone are the years when you feel guilty for 'not thinking about the kids' because, despite all the judgement AGAINST you, you know deep down that a man's rigid unavailability has nothing to do with that whatsoever. The first man proved that in buckets. He had no problem - and really, I couldn't give a shit any more about any of the details, so any judgement of any of it about any man is loooooong gone - about leaving his daughters. He just got shacked up with the next woman instead, 'Donald Draper' style, because - yes, you guessed it - I was the psychologist he fucked over to do so, (Mathew Weiner's Mad Men) because she was his equal. He needed a drippier version. One he could grow with. Grow up with presumably. Who knows, and peace and go forth and do what you want, and whatever. That's not the point. Unavailability is not about that. It's just a veneer behind which to grow. Grow into love, Jerry Maguire style, I presume. To feel anything at all. To reach a level of maturity so you leave your substitute mother really and ultimately, there is a truth in that. Theirs is a complex path too. Even if it is riddled with lack of justice and cruelty and so much pain for the other person. Me and all the peoples like me.
No, it's not about the children, no it's not about this, no, it's not about that, no it's not about any of those things. It's just another template of non love but as I say, it is now fully accepted that the template for loving a man is this terrible, this long and this cruel. Whatever the template of the template it is. And whatever you do, if you a person of the light.
If you are a woman of the dark, you will be hurting a man of the light in the same way. And it seems that the worst thing about any of this is the inevitability of the broken heart. It just cannot be avoided, however clever I or you can prove that we are.
Cleverness of this kind after all IS emotional maturity. The pure of heart are the most superconsciously intelligent on this planet. Priesthood is no lie. This is the proof. They are the bad Wizards. The ones who don't give a shit as a people. But who know how to move anyone to do anything. They are the bad. We are the good and we have things to learn, just as they do and so on.
It's all horrendous. The pain cannot be avoided. But it can be endured, through comprehension and that is the point. Self actualisation in the face of evil. While admitting that one loves evil. Because one loves a man and gets it. Gets what the whole stupid, mad, waste of time, awful path to unity is about. Gets that it is needed. Gets that it is part of the soul. The merging is the victory over greater evil. The healers of the sicknesses of the soul. Us.
Anyway, that's that. Tara and see you later, kind of thing is the final admission to a man of the dark. Yes, I love you, yes, you win and yes, you have fucked me over and yes, you win.
But you are still Mark Anthony. And that will never be forgotten.
And in that, I always win. I will always be a goddess. And you will only be a man. Wizards do not qualify for demi goddery. Wizards are the keepers of the profanity of earth. We are of The Temple.
And by the time we make the final climb to material self determination by ourselves and unloved by a married man, we will also, own earth.
Break my heart. As you were destined to do. But you will never overtake me. And I will still be called on to love you. Whether it is this life or the next. We all have our burdens. The evolution is unavoidable. The lion has to lie down with the lamb one day. But for now, be comforted. You win. And yes, you have all broken my heart.
You broke mine at birth. It is your earth. You made it. And I and my kind have to live in it. Alone.
The struggle of women is like no other. We don't just have to love the enemy. We have to bloody well live with it in our homes one day. And really love it. And apparently, that is our reward.
The female holocaust. Loving a man. Being born, to love at all.
Healers of the sicknesses of the soul. And we still have to lose first. And who knows, how long for.
Whitney Houston, Sylvia Plath, Marilyn Monroe and the list must last for miles. And then they write poetic analyses of amateur about us. They truly have no idea.
But it is us who suffer for it. Even if we survive it. We still have to lose.
Earth belongs to the cruel. It is their earth. We are of The Temple.
But tied in thick thick thick rope, to them.
Earth is our hell. And never theirs.
Evil always wins. First.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
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We are the secular healers of society. The healers of men. The bad Wizards on this profane, man made, bad Wizard earth. Yes, we grow in this path too. But make no bones about it. We have always hated life and it is my position on this path to have found out all the minute details of just why we have always hated life and why our path is truly and utterly and unbelievably as awful, mind-blowingly painful and vicious as we first thought it would be. We are the healers of society. In the most unique and undescribed, before now, way.
I am preparing a manifesto. A manifesto for healers like us. We are here, alive, on earth for one reason and one reason alone. SPIRITUAL DUTY. We serve The Great God Mother Universe. We are Her daughters and fucking hell, do we pay for that privilege. We are Her daughters. We are the healers of earth. By healing men. And how do we heal men? By taking their absolute abuse for years and years and years. And then having to do it alone anyway. While they heal. Spiritual duty. Remember that and you will do okay. Think of it as anything else and you will feel too much pain to stay alive. But know this. It is vicious, horrendous and unavoidable. We are Her daughters. And the only way to heal these profane bastards is to love them. And that is a very skilled and highly technical and esoterically charged process. We do it for Her. We do not in the end do it for them. We do it for Her. So this planet will finally, at long fucking last, evolve.
I love you, people of the light. Know you are the most precious thing on this earth. Know that you are needed and why. And together, we can win. But before that, we have to lose, lose, lose and lose. Evil runs this planet and no one knows more than us. We are forced to love men. We serve our souls. Our souls heal men.
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Final Justice
You as evil win, yes. But I as Love get to choose now. To continue 'helping' or to finally be able to let go of the whole bid for union. And become vocation for trade instead of vocation for a cruel man who hides behind a marriage. Er, which one do you think I will choose?
Clue. I want a good life.And I have DONE my spiritual duty. Your job is now to make peace with your maker. She is waiting for you. My job is to be a Lemurian man at work. In other words, not give a fuck about you.
A person changes through will. Time for YOU to show me what YOU can do. I am busy. Doing anything but you. I've DONE that horrendous spiritual duty. Now I'd like to stop being poor and lonely. You've now proved that that has NOTHING to do with you. Unfortunately for you, I believe that completely. I now build MY life. Yours is totally to do with you. I am truly no longer interested. I've got MY work to do.
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La Fin. Encore, Encore, Encore, Encore
(The Generic Definition of Life. Sisyphus. The Process Has To Be Seen Through To Its End)
But it has to be said, that that is your journey, if you so choose.
Mine is to let go of men. Completely and utterly. I have a new journey in life.
Me. Without you, you, you, you or you.
I have not met my destiny in a man.
I may not have one.
I am at peace with that.
I am also at peace with the fact that love in men does not exist.
You are who you are. Compassion is to accept. You are fascists and morons.
Deal with it. Live with it. 'Love' with it. That is who you are.
Bad bad bad (silly) Wizards. The Temple is barred.
It's okay. You have earth. Earth (the mediocre kind) only serves people like you.
Have it. The Temple is barred. Only good Wizards need apply. Women and men of the light.
The broken heart can be a collective one. An efficient, clearing of the past, the whole thing.
Getting rid of the whole lot of you forever.
My new journey begins.
Me.
So, thanks for the memories. There were some good ones, of course.
I'm done.
And so, most definitely, are we.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The mediocrity of evil. The normal, male run world.
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Calling. A life for all that is High Female Priesthood - The Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ - or even, paradoxically for any woman, is either avoiding the abuse of trophy hunting fools like Donald Trump ("he gives me the creeps". Diana, Princess of Wales), or retiring to the workshops of this world as a sacred scholar. And nothing in between.
We have calling. In a world where that is a joke, and where High Female Priesthood has not existed for 13000 years, the challenges are immense indeed. But it's either that or the mediocrity of the mob.
The Patriarchal world. Even among the so called Intelligentsia. No such thing. Just bad, stupid Wizards.
Or us. The real thing.
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Love does not change a man.
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The Disir has spoken.
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Postscript of Love
The Disir has spoken. And she has chosen. And he IS chosen. Everything is written, and she is glad.
New York.
Cuba and Australia are done. The way has been found. The communing is complete.
I do already know the man for me.
This horrendous journey was worth it.
Which means one thing. Men can redeem. Werewolves can become kind. Men can become supportive partners.
Hope. The new journey. Believing in love again. The love of men. By men. Of men.
Life continues the same for now.
But hope is hope. And changes everything.
The Disir has spoken.
Her own humanity can grow again.
The war is done. The war on a man's soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © August 2015
Trying To Get To Heaven by Bob Dylan
The air is getting hotter
There’s a rumbling in the skies
I’ve been wading through the high muddy water
With the heat rising in my eyes
Every day your memory grows dimmer
It doesn’t haunt me like it did before
I’ve been walking through the middle of nowhere
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
When I was in Missouri
They would not let me be
I had to leave there in a hurry
I only saw what they let me see
You broke a heart that loved you
Now you can seal up the book and not write anymore
I’ve been walking that lonesome valley
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
People on the platforms
Waiting for the trains
I can hear their hearts a-beatin’
Like pendulums swinging on chains
I tried to give you everything
That your heart was longing for
I’m just going down the road feeling bad
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
I’m going down the river
Down to New Orleans
They tell me everything is gonna be all right
But I don’t know what “all right” even means
I was riding in a buggy with Miss Mary-Jane
Miss Mary-Jane got a house in Baltimore
I been all around the world, boys
Now I’m trying to get to heaven before they close the door
Gonna sleep down in the parlor
And relive my dreams
I’ll close my eyes and I wonder
If everything is as hollow as it seems
Some trains don't pull no gamblers
No midnight ramblers like they did before
I been to Sugar Town, I shook the sugar down
Now I’m trying to get to heaven before they close the door
Copyright © 1997 by Special Rider Music
Not Dark Yet by Bob Dylan
Shadows are falling and I’ve been here all day
It’s too hot to sleep, time is running away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I’ve still got the scars that the sun didn’t heal
There’s not even room enough to be anywhere
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Well, my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing there’s been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writing what was in her mind
I just don’t see why I should even care
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Well, I’ve been to London and I’ve been to gay Paree
I’ve followed the river and I got to the sea
I’ve been down on the bottom of a world full of lies
I ain’t looking for nothing in anyone’s eyes
Sometimes my burden seems more than I can bear
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
I was born here and I’ll die here against my will
I know it looks like I’m moving, but I’m standing still
Every nerve in my body is so vacant and numb
I can’t even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don’t even hear a murmur of a prayer
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Copyright © 1997 by Special Rider Music
Postscript of Love
The Disir has spoken. And she has chosen. And he IS chosen. Everything is written, and she is glad.
New York.
Cuba and Australia are done. The way has been found. The communing is complete.
I do already know the man for me.
This horrendous journey was worth it.
Which means one thing. Men can redeem. Werewolves can become kind. Men can become supportive partners.
Hope. The new journey. Believing in love again. The love of men. By men. Of men.
Life continues the same for now.
But hope is hope. And changes everything.
The Disir has spoken.
Her own humanity can grow again.
The war is done. The war on a man's soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © August 2015
Trying To Get To Heaven by Bob Dylan
The air is getting hotter
There’s a rumbling in the skies
I’ve been wading through the high muddy water
With the heat rising in my eyes
Every day your memory grows dimmer
It doesn’t haunt me like it did before
I’ve been walking through the middle of nowhere
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
When I was in Missouri
They would not let me be
I had to leave there in a hurry
I only saw what they let me see
You broke a heart that loved you
Now you can seal up the book and not write anymore
I’ve been walking that lonesome valley
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
People on the platforms
Waiting for the trains
I can hear their hearts a-beatin’
Like pendulums swinging on chains
I tried to give you everything
That your heart was longing for
I’m just going down the road feeling bad
Trying to get to heaven before they close the door
I’m going down the river
Down to New Orleans
They tell me everything is gonna be all right
But I don’t know what “all right” even means
I was riding in a buggy with Miss Mary-Jane
Miss Mary-Jane got a house in Baltimore
I been all around the world, boys
Now I’m trying to get to heaven before they close the door
Gonna sleep down in the parlor
And relive my dreams
I’ll close my eyes and I wonder
If everything is as hollow as it seems
Some trains don't pull no gamblers
No midnight ramblers like they did before
I been to Sugar Town, I shook the sugar down
Now I’m trying to get to heaven before they close the door
Copyright © 1997 by Special Rider Music
Not Dark Yet by Bob Dylan
Shadows are falling and I’ve been here all day
It’s too hot to sleep, time is running away
Feel like my soul has turned into steel
I’ve still got the scars that the sun didn’t heal
There’s not even room enough to be anywhere
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Well, my sense of humanity has gone down the drain
Behind every beautiful thing there’s been some kind of pain
She wrote me a letter and she wrote it so kind
She put down in writing what was in her mind
I just don’t see why I should even care
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Well, I’ve been to London and I’ve been to gay Paree
I’ve followed the river and I got to the sea
I’ve been down on the bottom of a world full of lies
I ain’t looking for nothing in anyone’s eyes
Sometimes my burden seems more than I can bear
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
I was born here and I’ll die here against my will
I know it looks like I’m moving, but I’m standing still
Every nerve in my body is so vacant and numb
I can’t even remember what it was I came here to get away from
Don’t even hear a murmur of a prayer
It’s not dark yet, but it’s getting there
Copyright © 1997 by Special Rider Music
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Writing. Art. Photography. Metaphysical Philosophy. Esoterics. Noetics. The Female Divine Universe. Ancient Female (Intelligent and Cosmically Intelligent and Conscious and Psycho Analytical) Priesthood. Sexuality. Human Politics. Ancient History. Feminism. Human Rights. Atlantis. The Disenfranchised. Lemuria. Misogyny. Profane Male Pseudo Priesthood. Slavery And Fascism. Normal Female Life In Normal Society. The Real Cinderella Story On Earth. The Cinderella Monarchs of The Lost World. Back For Good.
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NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: For The Primal Intellectual :: Spiritual Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Sexual Intelligence, Gender Intelligence, and Compassion and Humanity Intelligence.
And of course, REAL Power and Creation Intelligence.
Soul Power. Complete.
The Female Divine Intelligence of The Great Mother Universe. The Real Godhead of Real Wisdom, Available To All.
The Advanced Soul. First To Second Existence. Enlightenment. Ascension. Alchemy.
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The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™
Cosmic Feminism. The truth of the true world.
Everything else is literally, bollocks.
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A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator.
Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power.
The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how.
ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch, Consciousness Society™.
I teach what I am. I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. How to turn pain into power. How to turn power into love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all.
She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world.
The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™.
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Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE
Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao
Writer, philosopher, Clair Cognisant, sage, artist photographer, dramatist, actor. Consciousness Explorer. Alchemist. Mystic. I am a former journalist from newspapers, radio and TV. I was a camerawoman in news for a while and a researcher in documentaries. I went into melt-down 18 years ago, to find my new path.
I have self trained as an esoteric master, teacher, healer, alchemist and mystic. A suitably mythological level of existence and one that has been deeply visceral and painful, physically and emotionally. 1997 - 2015.
Freedom, sedition and self responsibility are the themes that like me. True love and leaving behind the bourgeois and conformity tribe mentality we are all imprisoned by. Consciousness applied. Moksha or liberation and individuation. Freeing the mind into the heart and soul.
A profound journey in a shallow world and worth every step of it. I had no idea.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: HIGH SERPENT AMAZONIAN ESOTERIC HIEROPHANT FEMALE PRIESTHOOD, PRIESTESS™
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Self Actualisation and the fight against fascism. In the home and in the workplace and in the country.
The meek shall inherit the earth.
Love will inherit the earth.
Wisdom will inherit the earth.
Applied Wisdom.
Alchemy.
The Amera Ziganii Rao School of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Devoted to the forward motion of humanity.
Led by FEMALE humanity.
Where humanity comes from in the first place.
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Co-Dependency. The Sickness of The World
The politics is only an extension of the emotional sickness. Co-dependency. The killer of the world. Have no fear. The healing is here. Ascension is a human right. And absolutely and utterly possible.
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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST
The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.
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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced.
Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.
The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.
The journey of how it didn't work. How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love.
The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be.
Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil.
Men. The Keepers of Hades.
The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women.
Women have to leave men and leave men forever.
The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties.
Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it.
Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men.
Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all.
Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.
These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.
Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
True love or love of any kind between men and women is a visionary miracle that will never happen. Good and evil will never merge. Earth is a barren planet of pain. And one that we have to all work very hard to evolve from. So the men can be left behind on their own. They like staying evil. They can have it. We deserve so much more and for that we all have to ascend and ascend, so that we can finally truly leave.
Earth is for the evil. Let's make sure they are the only ones left on it.
But before that, make sure you thrive. Face the agony and shock and leave men. Live a life and earn money. You deserve it. The myth of love remains just that. An illusion to keep us poor. There will never be love. Only poverty, hardship and pain. Men are pain. The last, unspoken evil on this planet. And the first.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I am no longer a woman. I am a feminist and very proud of it. Men made me that way. Men are the irrevocable evil of this world. Vicious Patriarchal Fascists. The real cunts of this world. They must not be loved anymore. Women can only be slaves or feminists. There is nothing in between. Earth is evil. We are not. Either we collude with that evil or die, trying to do so while remaining true to ourselves. Or we see the truth. And that's that. The world of women is true. The world of men is nothing. And that is that. The 'veil of illusion' indeed. Men are evil. And this planet does all it can to promote it. Find your worth. Leave men. And become the greatness you were born to be. Never love men again. They do not deserve our energy. Our energy is of The Divine. Men (other than the tiniest percentage of men who are like us) are at the bottom of evolution. Evil. Don't let them 'evil' you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Women earn ten percent of the entire world's income. I can show you why.
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The Lemurian male. The truth is that there is not one single Lemurian male on this planet who deserves the love of any woman, let alone an Atlantean female. I'm shocked too. I have been shocked for fifty years since first arriving on this shit of a planet once again. I have to process that truth too. I can only speak what I see. No Lemurian male or indeed female (of exaggerated Lemurian DNA) will ever deserve love. They have no humanity. They are the sub species of earth. Humanity is not about healing. Humanity is about who you are. Humanity is not about 'being psycho' in dependency or sickness or wounding. Humanity is about who you are. Filth. The filth of the human race. The Lemurian male.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Feminism is a non belief in female slavery. Ergo, all women are feminists. Whatever level we live it on, we are all the same. We don't believe in female slavery. Men do. That is the truth of feminism. And it has not even begun. Men believe more in female slavery today, than they ever did. It's called the backlash. To them, a feminist is a manhater. Man is therefore, in their words, synonymous with slaver. Women hate men who want women to be slaves. Ergo, women have to hate men. Because all men are unconscious slavers. An unconscious anything is the most dangerous kind of being on this planet. Men are unconscious slavers. Woman or feminist, they will still hate us. Men hate women. They just don't know that they do. We, however, finally, do.
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What did I do in this life? I took the right to heal. Life threw it my way any how, by crippling me in more than one way. But I took the right to heal. And it turns out that this may be the most seditious thing anyone could do on earth. It's also fantastically painful. I also sacrificed myself to live in 'The Labyrinth' in the world of men. To find out the truth of why men do not love women. Why men beat women and why men torture women through a thousand psychological methods of warfare on the female soul. I found out. The healing was for nothing. But it's still healing and irreversible. And they are more fucked up than any woman or person of light, I have ever seen. And they will be the last to ever take the responsibility to heal. If indeed, the evolution of the male soul, has anything to do with 'healing' at all. Their souls are the filth of this planet. Ignorant or educated, they are truly, all the same. Monsters. Each and every one of them. And the women and beings of darkness like them. Monsters of hate, stupidity, cruelty, homicidal selfishness, dehumanisation of anyone they 'love', slavery over anyone more vulnerable or sensitive than them, and projection. The men and women of 'The Labyrinth'. The ANTAGONIST force on earth. Evil. The enemy. And then it is done. Life is therefore, the transmuting of the love emotion into the passion of true work. Napoleon Hill referred to the sex emotion. For sure. But much more so, the love emotion. There's no place for it in anything magical on this planet. There is nothing magical on this planet, to do with romantic or relationship love. Earth is a lie. Men do not love. They rape instead, in any way they can. They call that love. Artistic (or other) Work is the new love. Artistic Work is the new magic. The Labyrinth is done. I took the right to heal. That is my life achievement. And it cost me my life. And still, men can only rape and 'rape'. They will not change. Our heroic purpose is to find out for ourselves. Or learn from those who have lived in The Labyrinth. My pleasure. Or, it will be. Once the grief is finally done.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Ascension and Power for Beings of Light
Self love and self therapy and self purification. These are the elements of the first journey.
The second is what you do about everyone else. It IS as bad as first thought.
I can show you how.
I can show you how to win. You deserve it.
By the time you have purified into the first harvest, you most certainly bloody well do deserve it.
It's everyone else that has to be dealt with then.
And for that we need to know why. And how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Truth of Sex. The Truth of 'Love'
What they have done is to cut of OUR prophet and high priestess relationship with OUR God.
They seduced us with sexuality and love, THEIR way and cut us from the only thing we need to be happy. Spirit.
When you find out the visceral truth, that GOD is your MOTHER GOD, the whole world changes in you.
This goes way beyond self love and this is the WHY of why they burnt us.
And why the men just watched and did nothing. And why they still do nothing today.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The Three Messages ::
The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.
There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.
This is a consciousness movement of Self Actualisation and Alchemy into Inner and Outer Power. It is also a movement against Evil. A movement for freedom and against evil. And evil is unlike anything you could have ever imagined it to be. The greatest loves and likes of your life. The mix of dark and light on Earth. The mix that creates the hell that is earth. The mix that creates false hope for years and that takes so much of our energy. And yet the mix that has to be entered, to be utilised and integrated and understood and made part of the whole. The mix that has to be dealt with one day, so that the pure hate (non love) of this world can be vanquished forever. As is our destiny. To freedom.
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.
Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.
From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.
Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.
Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.
That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
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Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.
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Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™
Humanity then is this. There are two peoples on earth. Well, three, but the third is an exaggeration of one of the two peoples. The purest evil. The two peoples on earth are afflicted with the same thing. A belief in slavery.
There are two emotions and states of being on this earth. To either believe in slavery or to believe in love.
These inherent, emotionally entrenched and soul sickness beliefs are man made. Totally, MAN made. A belief in slavery which came, debatably from the third group. The pure evil. In fact, let's not use the word, pure, let's use the word complete.
The third group, the complete evil, brought slavery to earth. The two groups, the executioners and the vulnerables are both afflicted with the same thing and the journey to leave that - if you can and if you want to and if it is your time on earth to do just that, which you will not find out until you give it a try - is the journey to alchemise the self into a new self, Second Existence, Soul.
To heal the soul's sickness, the ego, out of slavery, either as an enforcer bastard or bitch, or as a slave who is enslaved against her or his will and from birth, is the greatest healing and evolutionary journey you will ever make on this fucked up planet. A planet of slavery.
Those who do not make it basically do not believe in love over slavery. Those who do, do. Simple as.
Change takes motivation. If you unconsciously want to remain a slave, there can be no judgement. To leave the mentality of 'mental slavery' is gigantic. And the Odyssey that I have made and many before me and many to come after me too, if I can do anything about it. To leave the mentality of slaver is gigantic too.
And only for the pure of heart. Alchemy is easy. Motivation and the stamina and the intelligence to find the education to eject the sick ego are the issues. Especially as this is The Lost Knowledge on earth, deliberately implemented by the complete evil.
Slavery or love. The two choices on earth. And whichever one that's left on the table, it is up to that individual to come to terms with what their choice is and what indeed, their soul choice for this lifetime is. Love or slavery. You cannot have both.
'You cannot be a host to God and a hostage to your ego' says Wayne Dyer.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ is the politics behind that. Ascension is pure politics. Hierophant is the politics of spirituality. Hierophant is me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™
The New Life
Relationship is a misnomer, because there are no companions to do relationship with. The worst thing about men is this; they not only have complete lack of humanity towards women and I mean, educated, advanced in years, erudite, talented men who have everything, or nothing, they are all the same, they not only have a pathological level of lack of humanity, they are simply incompetent.
No man is capable of mastering himself, in order to share intimacy, love or companionship of any kind. Men basically only love small children. Their progeny. Men are not only amoral, they are slow. They remain monsters and never masters.
Personally, I didn't believe in relationship eight years ago. I most certainly do not now. The rite of passage is empowerment, temporary sex and temporary companionship and being dragged through a hedge backwards, in the face of dire lack of humanity, to ridiculous levels. An attractive package, for real.
Incompetent monsters who have no capability of self mastery because they are too slow, too cruel and too stupid. Relationship is a non entity. To be born woman is to make that journey and find out the truth. Men are too slow. They will never catch up. No wonder they hate us. They should.
We are too fast, too humane, too sexual, too powerful, too intelligent and too (truly) moral, with a vast spirituality of being that they cannot even fathom. Just because men won the world a long time ago and destroyed women, that means nothing. This is the age of woman. Woman is back and men have to be left at the wayside. They deserve no less. They are just less. We cannot take responsibility for that anymore. We have to grieve and then walk away.
There is no such thing as relationship. There is no such thing as relations with a man. They just have no competency for it. They are dead. We have the ability to live. We do. And doing it alone, means faster, better and more joy. Be a lone lamb wolf. It's so much more fun. Grief being the requisite of real fun. So what. Better than being abused forever, under the guise of love. Men are monsters. They can never be masters.
They don't give a shit about us. Whether they say it or not, and they don't for obvious reasons, they will not tolerate vocation or career. They just don't care and don't care that they don't care. They are stupid monsters and I have never seen anything different in 50 years.
A man can be with someone who wants to sabotage everything about them. He is welcome to it. A woman does it once (the rite of passage, however long it takes) and then is done. The world is a lie. Men do not give a shit about women. They think we are whores and servants. No change then. They can go fuck themselves. I want my mind. I want my personality. I want myself. And so do most people around me. They give a shit. They are not men.
The relief of a new stage of life. I now know men. Give me everything else but men. They are worth shit. Incompetent monsters of nothing. Give me my life. I am done. The force of darkness (Commodus in Ridley Scott's Gladiator) is men. They can live in it. It's for them. Let them live in it alone. It's what they really want.
We can use the darkness. We are masters and capable of mastery. They can never use the light. They cannot even enter it. And that is why men hate women. They can't do it. They are not worthy. They are not capable. They are nothing. Their world is dead.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Natural Born Mystic™
Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.
Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles.
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Natural Born Mystic™
'Respect' as fear.
'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Company
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Harvest
And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
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