Where It All Began. Thunder. Nag Hammadi Library

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Where It All Began. Thunder. Nag Hammadi Library

Thunder

The tractate entitled Thunder, or Thunder, Perfect Mind, is a kind of anomaly in the Nag Hammadi library. It belongs to none of the literary genres attested in the collection; it features no known Gnostic entity; and it has neither a narrative nor a didactic frame. The Nag Hammadi texts it resembles most closely are Three Forms of First Thought and the hymn of the Saviour (Forethought or Pronoia) at the end of the longer version of the Secret Book of John.

Thunder takes the form of a discourse, composed for the most part of self-predications in the first person singular (Coptic anok pe/te, Greek ego eimi) interspersed with exhortations and reproaches addressed to an unidentified audience. The speaker remains unnamed, but many features in the text show that the person or entity speaking is a feminine being. This characteristic explains why the tractate was at first compared with the Isis aretalogies - the self-proclamations in which the goddess Isis presents herself and lists her feats - or with the public addresses of female Wisdom in the Jewish scriptures but these parallels remain only partial.

Thunder

Perfect Mind

I was sent from the power 

and have come to those who contemplate me 

and am found among those who seek me.

Look at me, you who contemplate me, 

and you who hear, listen to me. 

You awaiting me, take me to yourselves. 

Do not banish me from before your eyes. 

Do not let your voice be hateful toward me, 

nor your hearing. 

Do not be ignorant of me, 

in any place, at any time. 

Be alert; do not be ignorant of me.

For I am the first and the last. 

I am the honoured and the scorned. 

I am the whore and the holy. 

I am the wife and the virgin. 

I am the mother and the daughter. 

I am the limbs of my mother. 

I am a barren woman 

who has many children. 

I have had many weddings 

and have taken no husband. 

I am a midwife 

and a woman who does not give birth. 

I am the solace of my own birth pains. 

I am bride and groom, 

and my husband produced me. 

I am the mother of my father 

and the sister of my husband, 

and he is my offspring. 

I am the servant of him who fashioned me, 

I am the ruler of my offspring. 

He produced me with a premature birth, 

and he is my offspring born on time, 

and my strength is from him. 

I am the staff of his power in his youth, 

and he is the rod of my old age, 

and whatever he wishes happens to me. 

I am silence that is incomprehensive 

and insight whose memory is great. 

I am the voice whose sounds are many 

and the word whose appearances are many. 

I am the utterance of my own name.

You who hate me, why do you love me 

and hate those who love me? 

You who deny me, confess me, 

and you who confess me, deny me. 

You who tell the truth about me, 

tell lies about me, 

and you who have lied about me, 

tell the truth about me. 

You who know me, be ignorant of me, 

and as for those who have not known me, 

let them know me.

For I am knowledge and ignorance. 

I am shy and bold. 

I am shameless; I am ashamed. 

I am tough and I am terror. 

I am war and peace.

Be attentive to me. 

I am disgraced and great. 

Be attentive to my poverty and my wealth. 

Do not be arrogant toward me 

when I am thrown down on the ground, 

and you will find me 

in those who are to come. 

If you see me on the dungheap, 

don't go and leave me thrown there. 

You will find me in the kingdoms. 

If you see me when I am thrown out 

with the disgraced in the most sordid places, 

don't mock me. 

Don't throw me down violently 

with those in need. 

I, I am compassionate and I am cruel. 

Take care not to hate my obedience, 

but love my self-control. 

In my weakness do not disregard me, 

and do not fear my power.

For why do you despise my terror 

and denounce my pride? 

I am present in all fears, 

and I am strength in agitation. 

I am a weak woman, 

and I am well in a pleasant locale. 

I am foolish and I am wise. 

Why have you hated me in your counsels? 

Because I shall be silent among the silent 

and I shall appear and speak? 

Why have you hated me, you Greeks? 

Because I am a barbarian among barbarians?

For I am the wisdom of the Greeks 

and the knowledge of the barbarians. 

I am the judgment of Greeks and barbarians. 

I am one whose image is great in Egypt 

and who has no image among the barbarians. 

I have been hated everywhere and loved everywhere. 

I am the one called life, 

and you have called me death. 

I am the one called law, 

and you have called me lawless. 

I am the one you pursued, 

and I am the one you seized. 

I am the one you have scattered, 

and you have gathered me together. 

I am the one before whom you have been ashamed, 

and you have been shameless to me. 

I am a woman who does not celebrate festivals, 

and I am she whose festivals are many. 

I, I am godless, 

and I have many gods. 

I am one you have professed, 

and you have scorned me. 

I am uneducated, 

and people learn from me. 

I am one you have despised, 

and you profess me. 

I am one from whom you have hidden, 

and you appear to me. 

Whenever you hide, I shall appear. 

For whenever you appear, I shall hide from you.

As for those who have.....foolishly...... 

take me away from their understanding, from grief, 

and receive me, from understanding and grief. 

Receive me, from low places in creation, 

and take from the good, even if in a lowly way. 

From shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly. 

From shamelessness and shame, 

put my members to shame within you.

Draw near to me, 

you who know me and you who know my members, 

and establish the great among the insignificant first creatures. 

Draw near to childhood, 

and do not despise it because it is small and insignificant. 

Do not make what is great turn away, 

part by part, from what is small, 

for what is small is known from what is great.

Why do you curse me and honour me? 

You have smitten and you have shown mercy. 

Do not separate me from the first ones, 

whom you have known. 

Do not cast anyone out 

nor turn anyone away.... 

Turn yourselves.... 

do not know.....what is mine.... 

I know the first ones, 

and those after them know me.

I am perfect mind, 

and rest....... 

I am the discovery of those who seek me, 

the command those who ask of me, 

the power of powers, through my knowledge, 

of angelic ambassadors, through my word, 

of gods among gods, through my counsel, 

of spirits of all people dwelling with me, 

of women dwelling within me.

I am honoured and praised, 

and scornfully despised. 

I am peace, and war has come because of me. 

I am alien and citizen. 

I am substance and a woman without substance. 

Those from union with me are ignorant of me, 

and those sharing in my being know me. 

Those near me have been ignorant of me, 

and those far from me have known me.

On the day I am near you, 

you are far from me, 

and on the day I am far from you, 

I am near you.

I am......a lamp of the heart. 

I am.....of natures. 

I am.....of the creation of spirits, 

and the request of souls. 

I am restraint and lack of restraint. 

I am unity and dissolution. 

I abide and dissolve. 

I am descent, and people ascend to me. 

I am judgement and pardon. 

I, I am sinless, 

and the root of sin comes from me. 

I am desire outwardly, 

and within me is self-control. 

I am hearing adequate for everyone 

and speaking that cannot be repressed. 

I cannot talk or speak, 

and plentiful are my words.

Hear me in gentleness, 

and learn from me in roughness.

I am the woman crying out, 

and I am cast upon the face of the earth. 

I prepare bread, and my mind within. 

I am the knowledge of my name. 

I cry out and I listen. 

I appear.....walk..... 

 ....seal......sign of refutation..... 

I am the judge, I am the defence..... 

I am the one called justice, 

but violence is my name.

You honour me, 

you who overcome, 

and you whisper against me, 

you who are overcome. 

Judge before you are judged, 

because in you are judge and partiality. 

If you are condemned by it., 

who will pardon you? 

Or if you are pardoned by it, 

who can detain you?

For what is within you is outside you, 

and the one who fashions you on the outside 

has formed you within. 

What you see outside you, you see within you. 

It is visible and it is your garment.

Hear me, you listeners, 

and learn my words, you who know me.

I am hearing adequate for everything. 

I am speaking that cannot be suppressed. 

I am the name of the voice and the voice of the name. 

I am the sign of the letter and the indication of division. 

I......light.......and shadow. 

Hear me, you listeners, 

....take me to yourselves. 

As the Lord, the great power, lives, 

the one who stands will not change the name. 

It is the one who stands who created me. 

I shall utter his name.

Look at the words of this one, 

and all the texts that have been written. 

Pay attention you listeners, 

and you also, you angels, 

and you who have been sent, 

and you spirits who have risen from the dead. 

I alone exist, 

and I have no one to judge me. 

For there are many sorts of seductive sins 

and deeds without restraint 

and disgraceful desires 

and fleeting pleasures that people embrace, 

until they become sober 

and rise up to their place of rest. 

They will find me there 

and they will live and not die again.



The Gnostic Gospels

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I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

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The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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