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Writings :: The Letter Series :: Ascension Discourse On Love :: Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

What an irony. It seems that my biggest lesson in life is nothing that I thought it was. The biggest lesson in my life is that I am bound to another human being. Whether I like it or not. Hell, truly is other people for one of my kind. For his kind it is not. They are the people who like people. They are vain, shallow, greedy, amoral, cruel and empty and above all, like 'Salieri' mediocre and pumped up with rage and resentment that they are not great, but they like people. We do not. The reasons should be obvious. He punishes me because he is not me. But hey, he likes people. I do not. He is so full of vanity that it makes me want to vomit, but hey, he likes people. I do not. My biggest life lesson is truly then a shock. That I am bound to him whether I like it or not. What an ironical truth of what was love dependency. What an irony. It seems that I cannot live (have peace) without the hope of an amalgamation of the two peoples. Despite everything and certainly, despite the fact that I cannot stand him anymore. Or any of his kind. I hated my family. Now I hate my man. I had to be however, bound to one of them. It's him. What an irony. And what a truth. Of course we have never been guided in these truths, because it is his kind who have dominated the storybooks, psychology books and everything else. Ego has one thing over Soul. The drive to show off and tell everyone else what to do. Something I have learnt very well now I think. As Simone de Beauvoir says, until women (High Priesthood) begin to tell our own stories and retell history, we will all be misguided. Especially our people. It is not foolish or this or that to have to hold on. It is a bloody requirement. We are bound to someone in life, whether we like it or not. Hence the DIVINE requirement, if the need ever arises, of forgiveness. Angels have to forgive Demons. The meaning of life. And believe me, if I thought it could be something else, I would do it in a minute. It seems that forgiveness can be meted out even if you can't stand the person and the will to be with that person is not even a conscious decision. We are all bound to someone. We all NEED someone in the most non typically needy needing way. I wish it were not the case. My wishes will never come true. I always had to be bound to someone. I will never be free. True love indeed. Whoopee. Angels and Demons. Surrender. Based on this. If I am bound to you, you are bound to me. Therefore I am taking a holiday. Well, metaphorically in the ridiculous circumstances of my life. A holiday nonetheless. I am not doing anything other than being a mother martyr until you are done. I will babysit the boys (from a distance) until the boys are men. 'Nuff said. Ciao. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Male/Demon/Person Vanity. The ‘Salieri’ Factor 

There is nothing wrong with being or feeling inadequate. Or less. Or whatever. What is wrong is this. Vanity. Theft. Jealousy. That is the male trait and the trait of male and female outside The Temple. That is the Tribe for you. Get rid of that. You are allowed to be anything you want. Keep it and you stay in the Tribe from Hell. The Male Tribe. You are bound to me. Get rid of the vanity. Get rid of the falseness. Get rid of ego. Get rid of the vanity. Live. Greatness does not come with vanity. Greatness comes with one's individual destiny. Greatness can come to all. If you get rid of the vanity. It is only the Tribe that tells you, that you SHOULD be more. You SHOULD be what you are. Less than me. But more than me too. You. Not, me. Accept that. Accept humility. Accept love. Get rid of the male vanity. Get rid of the non Temple vanity. Live. Or keep me a martyr. It's up to you. But I will always be me. Gifted, great and FEMALE. Greatness does not come with vanity. Greatness comes with destiny. And a great deal of hard work. Vanity brings you nothing. Hard work brought me everything and always will. At least, within my four walls. The rest is down to you. I am bound to you as you are bound to me. Get rid of the vanity. Live. And let me live too. For fuck's sake, let's me live. Become a man, the world's first, and leave that shit behind. Vanity brings you nothing. Vanity is a lie. You can be truth. If you leave the vanity and theft and jealousy behind. Then, maybe, you can live and maybe you can become great. If you leave the vanity. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

In Favour Of The Sensitive Person/Man/Demon

Well. I will give you a hint for your daily mantra. First, that what your fathers, mothers, men and women told you, that you should be more than your sisters, was wrong. That is the vanity and we certainly know by now the full depth of that lie. Every day, you have to start with that truth. That vanity is a Patriarchal Tribe lie and that women are more and you are glad that they are more and you always knew that and it hurts your pride, but it’s true. 

Second, authentic power versus macho power. First, I am your greatest dream. Because I no longer believe that men should be either invincible, all powerful or capable of everything in sight. I am no longer turned on by macho, external, bravado, beating chests, power. That is your greatest wish and dream come true. I am no longer turned on by that, because I am what is called ‘spiritual’. I move with authentic power, AS MACHO. I utilise authentic power as macho. That is what you are moving towards being too. That is actually – technicalities aside – ascension or becoming soul. To become your authentic power instead of your ego false pride false self, false scared self power. 

Authentic power is the hard way. Bravado or macho is the easy way. That is what was meant by my hard work to become great. My great self. My soul self. The easy way is to shout and bluster and ego one’s way through life. Been there, done that, even as Angel. Demons make this a way of life. We know this. It doesn’t mean for one second that a Demon cannot move from authentic power. Many Demons do this all the time. Angels also have a false self, which is a kind of passive aggression or passivity self. This is all ego. Soul, authentic power is to take that EMOTION of macho and take it into the FEELING of what is behind it. Feeling is authentic power. 

Now, the more macho a person is, the more powerful they are with authentic power. In other words, the macho does not go. Angel or Demon, this applies. Angel has to go into several stages to reclaim each one, but this is all complex and Demons may have to too. That will be the work. All you have to remember is to feel the vulnerability. That is the hard work. To not feel the vulnerability in yourself, to not feel the vulnerability in others is the easy way, the macho way, the unauthentic bravado useless Demon manner of life. The insensitive way. 

The sensitive way, even for sensitives, is to be sensitive! To force oneself to feel the feeling behind the feeling behind the feeling. It is not just high intelligence that is required, it is the hard work. 

And if it takes all day, let it. Society teaches us that emotions are some kind of other. No. That is a ‘low e q society’. Ego is low emotional intelligence. To become soul, to try and access soul every day is bloody hard work, which requires a high intelligence, which can be manufactured every day and it takes the hard work, the emotional hard work to face the feeling and not just go with the projection. 

For this, you have to remember every day that Demon vanity and jealousy are Patriarchal falsehoods, that macho is a useless Patriarchal falsehood and that it has NOTHING to do with sexual prowess and that projection of the EASY TO FEEL emotion is insensitivity. 

You also have to remember that it is a process. You have seen mine in action, regularly. To get through to the authentic power, I go through layers. Some I should express, some maybe I shouldn’t. I am the anuncier though so that is how I do it and I would encourage everyone else to do the same. Life is not about being perfect. Life is about reaching the perfection in each moment, whatever mistakes one makes. It is a process and an emotional intelligence process through each and every day. It is the ONLY point of life. To go through those feelings every single day. That is consciousness applied. The true way of life. 

The more authentic you get, the more spiritual you become, both mentally and in your DNA. You go higher and higher until the process is a naturally learned one, whatever the emotions that flood into one. 

Had a dream with Brad Pitt, wearing a giant rasta hat. We were talking about macho. He was dismissing the regular macho film characters and almost referring to his rasta hat instead. I took it as Achilles in Wolfgang Peterson’s Troy with a rasta hat. Or indeed, Brad Pitt himself. It is the sensitive man in you that is crying to get out. Hence your need for neediness and suffocating all that you want to in another person, ie, the mother. You reach that authentic power which you are now, you do it as a regular, alongside me, and you continue to reach your authentic self. 

The authentic self is also the artistic self, the sexual self, the SENSUAL self, the HUMANE self, the VULNERABLE and VULNERABILITY loving self. And the non vain, humble, egalitarian self. Who honours the goddess and indeed, The GODDESS. 

Authentic power is cool. Macho is not. Macho is boring. And I say that as a female who loved macho just like everyone else. Macho is because we are scared and brought up that way. Male or female, Demon or Angel. You are learning to RESPECT authentic power as opposed to macho. And the more you reach your authentic self, the more hardcore the sex gets by the way. Authentic power is true power. And not for wimps. Wimp is macho. Wimp is the hard shell of male vanity and Demon vanity, with nothing to back it up. We’ve all done it and it makes us hard, cruel, mean and insensitive. Afraid in other words, very afraid. To become authentic, IN EACH MOMENT is bloody hard work. And a skill like any other. Practise makes perfect. Practise is in action. Practise is life. 

Be authentic. Authentic is you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....quite often actually. Never Brad before, but yes. The other day it was Beyonce. She was very unhappy. 

Authentic power. The solution for the world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....and the end of male and Demon vanity. There is no place for it in The New World. We all know now what the truth is. Get rid of it. Live. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

....and finally, I'll let you into a secret. Because I am feeling generous. Intelligence is grown. Even I was stupid and (sort of) mediocre once. I was most certainly, emotionally stupid once. 

Intelligence is grown. Emotional intelligence is most certainly, grown. Greatness is available to all. It depends how hard you want to work at it. Demon doesn't like that work. Like it and you will love it. That is the secret of secrets. Intelligence is grown. 

The whole world has no idea. Angels and Demons both, do not know. No one is taught and deliberately. Two things are grown in particular. Intelligence and courage. Anyone can grow them. 

Authentic power is the way. Feel your feelings. Don't run away from them. Express from the feelings, express rage from the feelings too, but express from the feelings and authentic power will be grown. In other words, get naked. I've said it before, I'll say it again. Get naked with your clothes on. Be vulnerable. Don't be macho. Intelligence is grown. 

The key to self sufficiency. The key to life. The key to love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Approval

Well. There is a difference between forgiveness, tolerance and approval. And it's not just you I am talking too. I am in deep conversation with The Universe. Our Great Mother. I will and can never approve of the spiritual democracy of cause and effect that creates the immensity of cruelty and conscious, amoral evil. No. To be Serpent High Female Priesthood™ is to be a 'healer' and martyr. What this means is that I am a toilet cleaner, similar to the likes of Nelson Mandela or Steve Biko. The great sufferers, the great moral leaders who are grown in prisons, against regimes and against the cruelties of the world. As a woman involved with a man, no one is going to say it for me, because I am just a woman involved with a man. Fortunately, The Great Mother, The Universe tells me who I am, just as She demands me to be a toilet cleaner. And I am driven by self love, self worth and self sufficiency. Hence, I listen to all the love sent to me, wherever it is sent to me from. And I am one of the greats. A toilet cleaner of the human race. Through treating you. 

So. Forgiveness and understanding are not easy but manageable. But I will never accept what earth is or has been, or that this was or is necessary, even if it is not The Universe's fault. Spiritual democracy pampers evil. Your evil, through to the worst, it is all the same. Education has changed you and education will change people. The conscious and amoral 'selfishness' however has to be atoned. 

The way this happens is that YOU do not approve of it any longer. Like me. So you can not only love me, finally, as I deserve, but you can tend to my beaten and black and blued soul, from a lifetime of the effects of The Universe, pampering evil. That is your ability. Then, I may one day, see that life is worth living. That is the redemption of evil. To care for love and to understand that I will never approve of one second of toilet cleaning that I have had to do for fifty years. You get my forgiveness, but never approval for what you still do or have done. 

The issue for me is that I do not need to give it to forgive. The question for you, is whether or not you really need it. Or whether it just is another method of dictatorship, not really feeling atonement but just wanting more pampering. Why you really need my approval is interesting. After all, you have Hers. Which is more important? I am just the toilet cleaner. I serve out of devotion. Never approval. 

In other words, what do you care? You got what you want. A life of evil. A life of doing what you want, fucking over who you want and being ‘ruthless’, amoral, selfish and cruel. And wonderfully self righteous. After all, it is your archetype that condemns mine as ‘mad’. Ha ha. And a sense of humour is what is the new avenue for me and any toilet cleaner of the human race. What a fucking mad place. Spiritual democracy allows you, just as political democracy allows fascism. There is no difference. And as I continue to write my ‘mad’ writings, Her contributions through me, it just gets more and more laughable and ridiculous. The ridiculousness not being mine for one second. There is forgiveness. But there can NEVER be approval for you or any of your kind. Just because Her spiritual democracy allows you, I exist. The moral leadership you do not want and then the moral leadership you do want but only in the way you want it. Ha ha. 

And then you expect my approval. You will never get it as an individual and you will never get it as a people. Her spiritual democracy may pamper all of you. Call it existentialism, call it ‘might is right’, call it success, call it what you fucking well want, it is spiritual democracy of an empty power fate. That is what you all live by and why the world is hollow, cruel and so boring. Sooooooo boring. Soullessness goes with cruelty. Call me the sensitive one, call me the crazy one, call me the odd one out. For sure. That is a certainty. But I am not the one who is soulless. You are and you as a people. And as you slowly become soul, you know exactly what I am talking about. What I am telling you is that to become soul is not just to become psychic and profound. It is to become kind, or you have done fuck all with it. And you as a kind of course, have totally forgotten that. Because you are amoral. 

And I still live in a shoebox life because of you. And you want approval. What on earth do you need more for, after all that you have? When do you approve? Or rather, when do you disapprove of yourself, ie take responsibility, for the power you have been given? When do you become kind, to go with all the spiritual powers you are taking on, due to my teaching and your hard work so far? Oh, of course, I had to tell you because you are amoral. You think it is enough to become psychic and creative. Pah. 

When do you begin to give something back, after all that you have taken? When do you pamper, after being so pampered your whole spoilt life, your whole evil pampering life? Both by a corrupt world of non humanity and a Divinity that allows your existence? Turn the question around. Honour Her. That is all I do. While disapproving of all of it. Because I am devoted to you too. Forgiveness is different from approval. 

Why would either of you even need it? I am still the toilet cleaner. The meek who will finally inherit something more than your sickness, cruelty and evil. Your legitimate sickness, cruelty and evil. 

The world's toilet. The sicknesses of the soul. 

For instance, news headlines from today. A crazy world, that tells ME that I am crazy..... Apostacy = marrying someone from a different religion, firstly and secondly, that 83 % of Pakistanis approve of stoning to death. And that is about the wizard of oz male 'god'. Meanwhile, The Universe, The Great Mother, approves of and pampers evil, amorality and cruelty, and sends people like me to clean up the mess. Yes, it makes me great. Yes, it makes me a true Creator. Yes, it makes me one of the most powerful alchemists in the world, a self actualiser just by examining any mood and moving through it, to be able to take your relentless and mind blowingly slow and cruel soul development and all the rest. But at what cost? Your evil is still being pampered. Ain’t no ‘Noah’s flood’ in sight, because the true Divinity is not a mad fascist like the wizard of oz. You get to be who you are. Whatever you do. And you want approval. You are mad. You are all stark raving mad. 

Toilet cleaning. Dealing with anyone from the 'human' race. Ha ha ha. Bonkers 

Anyway, as I say, after a break and having to go through many many layers of grief and fury, I am back. And this time I am laughing. I am a proven alchemist and I can’t get anywhere. Because I am bound to evil. Because I am here to serve. To help change this toilet of a world into something of worth. You kill me as you kill The Great Mother. Who serves you because She allows evil. What a fucking laugh. GOD/Goddess on Earth is women like me. High Female Serpent Priesthood™. Which means that this is the real truth of the fairy tales, all twisted into re-writes to suit the stupid male species. I am the princess in the tower. Condemned to a life of prison because the monster king is too cruel and undeveloped to let her be free. And we wait for you to become a Knight in shining armour. No wonder the tales are always of flawed knights. I’ll say. 

And because of fate, ie The Universe, I cannot be free until you heal. That is the real truth of fairy tales. Scheherazade martyrdom to evil kings. Consumed with their own self righteousness of wanting approval. Instead of doing the work to heal their angry hearts and become kind at last. To become non Salieris, to become existentialists, to become humble, to become something. All a living nightmare. We all wait for you, whether you are cruel boyfriends or whether it is a profoundly spiritual journey. All the same shit. The true truth of all that is ‘love dependency’. I wouldn’t know. I ended that sickness a very long time ago. You are the brutality of The Universe. I am the toilet cleaner. I am bound to your sickness as I will be bound, finally to the freedom of your heart. But you cannot, even in that, take away who I am or what I do. And I still forgive because anger only consumes the non forgiver. But approval? Never. You and the human race will never get my approval or, I suppose, my blessing. Even if you get Hers. I may be a slave to my fate but I will never again be a slave to the human race. 

I know who you are and I know who She is and I know what it is all about. And you are all raving mad. Mad with brutality. Mad with cruelty and just plain mad. Angels and Demons indeed. Backed by The Universe. The dark and light indeed. But you didn’t kill me. You never will. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

In fact, cancel that. I give both you and The Universe notice. I am not doing this anymore. Any of it. I renege on my duty. I forgive nothing. I refuse to take responsibility anymore for the sickness and evil of this world. Have it. I don't want it. Evil will never change. You've had long enough. I cannot do it anymore. I am stunned I could do it this long. I renege. I am done. I will not be a toilet cleaner anymore. For you or The Universe. I am done. 

Thank you and good bye. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Yeah, don't worry about it for now. It all feels unbearable and insane, I know. Just let it lie for now. You can't offer anything, you want to, but you can't and I have to put some kind of life together now and wait for better days/months/years. We can hope. You have to become love. I have to become life. Maybe then, we will have a chance again. Let it lie. Just feel the pain and sorrow and you will find yourself. Narcissism is a terrible sickness to overcome. I did it. It is written that you can too. Just remember that there are about two other beings on the planet that have done it. Remember that you want to be great. 

I still forgive nothing. But I will. Just let it lie. Then it will come. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Well now. Now. Let's stick with it. It seems that I have to have the courage now, to focus on nothing else but this. Let it lie, take the psychic blows of regression, but focus on nothing else but this. Well now. Now. Okay. Let's give it a try. I am willing and so are you. 

Stay with it. Push through. And I will work on forgiveness and getting over the biggest burn out on the planet. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....and for you, the forgiveness too. Your forgiveness, to move out of ego into soul is the generic kind. To forgive everything. Everything you have been taught and everything you have not been taught. Every person who has ever hurt you, including me, and every person who could not help but hurt you and every part of The Universe that demanded that you be hurt. Everything. Forgiveness is Ascension. Ascension is only about forgiveness. Purifying. And obviously more than anything, forgiving yourself. Fascism or not, misogyny or not, killing Unicorns or not, killing High Priestesses or not, it is about self forgiveness. Redemption is getting rid of the rage. The rage of self hatred, the rage of cowardice and the rage of rage. Accepting the whole, accepting the process of life, accepting the process of it all. 

Having the courage to live. Having the courage to love. Having the love to love. Having the love to live. 

Everything is as it should be. Everything was always as it was meant to be. That is enlightenment. To accept that, whether you were pampered as evil or not. Everything was always meant to be. The rest was fear. That was meant to be too. Everything was meant to be. You are not to blame. No one and nothing is. It was all meant to be. You are already love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Well, you are doing very well. As you develop into the creative mind and the creative soul, you are doing very well. The rest is kindness. To become spiritual is not just the higher mind. It is the inner heart. The inner heart is kindness, kindness, kindness, kindness and kindness. The becoming of the inner heart is a generic. Angels move from passion of anger and injustice and Demons move from selfishness and abuse of power. That's the only difference. Demons do it through 'reason' and Angels do it through the passion of rage. Same thing, different motivation, same result. 

To become spiritual, to become advanced is nothing without the inner heart. The inner heart is - let's just say - a ridiculous amount of kindness in each and every moment. Real angels have reason. Real Demons have passion. We all move from the mind and have to return to the heart. We all go into the mind to get away from the passion of the heart. We all need to develop the whole thing - for very different political and sociological and psychological reasons - in the same way. 

The selfishness of the sexual predator in comparison to the craving of the sexual submissive. Let's just put it in that way that I know you relate to - the language of sex. 

When I purified, I had to purify all craving. From sociological realisation of the truth that society values nothing about me whatsoever for instance, either as an artist or as a Hierophant or as a woman, to the craving of the passionate sexual soul that is immense in me. To go with the creative drive. You have to purify in the same way, but through the predatory craving of consumption. In other words, just another angle on the same thing. And sociologically, you have to embrace all the VALUES of what I represent. As I had to embrace yours. 

Tempering the sexual drive is the same as tempering the creative drive is the same as tempering the selfish drive. The 'carnal' drive is the unpurified sex. The INNER HEART of the carnal drive is the purified sex. Changing the DNA through being kind, kind, kind and kind. 

And that kindness - not to go into personals as we've done that repeatedly - is to have EMPATHY for those less fortunate and those who work with different VALUES and who contribute different things to society, or the family or the group. 

Your selfishness of the outer heart and the lower mind has been about not being AWARE. Empathy takes you into awareness and as you know I have had to describe every single detail so you have all the words to look at. 

My evolution again has been about the fact that society is not kind in any way, shape or form. And that it values nothing about true art, true spirit or true humanity. So what. I still get to do it. The sacrifice for inner freedom and the right to contribute something to the human race that is more than the mediocrity of the norm. 

That is 'compassion'. Attained again through the temperance of all that has hurt and wounded me. My ongoing journey forever and my journey forever. 

Yours is selfishness to kindness, selfishness to consideration, selfishness to awareness, selfishness to become the true Lolita man and not just the selfish pretender. 

Ain't no judgments left. Just the truth. The higher mind leads to the inner heart. If you remember kindness. Kindness, kindness and kindness and the consideration to remember how and why you are all that you have become. My values. The values of the world that society mocks. The values that you owe a great deal to. That you want to honour, that you want to respect and that you want to promote and protect and provide for. To be a facilitator of love instead of all that you currently are. 

Your sociological and psychological purification if you like. Your temperance. Your DNA shift. How to give. Instead of knowing only how to take. 

Ego to soul. Kindness. The inner heart. You. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....well, tempering is one thing and one thing alone. Knowing how to step back. That's it. The most agonising part of everything. Knowing how to pull back. Knowing how to step back. Knowing how to feel the pain of it. That is mastery. 

The more you can master that pain, that AGONY, the more you can enter the sexuality, the creativity, the ACTION of all joy or whatever it is. The pulling back is the mastery. The pulling back is the inner heart controlled by the higher mind. Let's get technical. For sure. 

Neuro LInguistic Programming, through to all esotericism that comes from The Temple, my temple, the real ancient world, is logical. Using spiritual logic to control and MASTER passions. 

Step back as soon as you enter. You have to have the pain to go with the joy, otherwise, you don't 'deserve' it. You know it, I know it, we all know it. The rest is the disappointment of each moment, because in ego, in illusion, there is no pull back. The ecstasy of the moment continues forever however miserable we are with it. The sex can be harder, the heart can be less kind, the judgments can be severe, we can remain miserable but we are still in that sort of bliss, if you like. 

You don't want that anymore. You want the real, so you can live life for real instead of 'dreaming' it in agony. 

Step back, pull back, learn the dance. Seperate as effectively as you unite. Not by killing or blaming or ostracising or silencing. But by embracing the pain that it takes. Always. Do that and you enter mastery. The more you enter mastery, the more you can then empathise with others' pain. Because you can finally feel you own. 

Ego is not feeling. Soul is to feel everything. And it fucking hurts. But that hurt at least leads to fucking:) Er, if you see what I mean. 

Pull back. Step back. Temper the selfish drive. Enter the inner heart. The pure child-like state of being that you were born with. When you needed nothing. Learn how to keep entering that and you will be able to be around the person you desire the most, the situations you desire the most and the life you desire the most. Temperance. The true meaning of the word. Kindness WITH ONESELF. To learn how to enjoy the passions. 

Know when the film is over and accept it, know when the love making is over and accept it, know when the conversation you love having is over and accept it. Face the grief that goes with the bliss. That is mastery and the more you master, the more you become kind. Because you become less angry. 

Life is shit. Master that and you master everything. Then you are kind. 

And then you will remember me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....your values? Discipline to cull whatever is not necessary in each moment, self interest, the ability to achieve no matter what, the pragmatism to accept circumstances, the austerity of the moment to create the abundance of the future, the cruelty of application when necessary, not looking after other peoples needs, not sweating the small stuff so I can focus on the big stuff, the existentialism of life despite all the influence and guidance on a visceral level from The Universe and The Great Mother or Soul - whichever you reach - and indeed, the discipline of pulling back. The ability to go linear out of the lateral. Everything that is apparently right brain. The respect for power in myself, the respect for the pursuit of power, the respect for the pursuit of the provider, the disciplines of self sufficiency. The power of penetration, the power of power, the right to speak, the right to show oneself, the right to show off, the right to be. Self fathering to go with the self mothering. Fathering to go with the mothering. Enjoying my opinion, enjoying my decisions, the decision maker to go with the lateral, glorious, vastness of the female psyche.

Respect for power. Respect and belligerence for MY power. Respect for my competitiveness. Respect for others. Materialism. Power. Discipline. Application. Macho, non kind, power. Braggadaccio. Backed by all that I am. Woman. 

All these are traditionally male values. Spiritually, the positive ego of male. The positive ego of Demon (male or female). I had to learn every single one and every single one hurt. That is mastery. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....but you know what is even more interesting in all of that? I was one of the most linear minded, hard logical beings that ever existed. And kind. But it was all wounded, damaged and the wrong way round and I had no respect for the female psyche either. The female journey to wholeness is much more complex than a man's. We live in a male world, just staying with gender psyches. So a girl becomes a boy and then becomes a girl again and then has to become a boy again. If one makes the spiritual journey to wholeness. It's double the quantity if you like, but that's the only difference. I had to make two spiritual journeys. First, to reclaim the female psyche and then to reclaim male power as female. We will explore later on how that all comes together and what are the similarities and differences. It is however the reason for my profound empathy with men. I get it. Now, you need to get me. Kindness, vulnerability, the precious, the profound, the treasure. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

...lateral vastness, trusting in the unknown, the silence and the un become, sight to see the possible in one’s feelings, self belief, integrity, the extraordinary flying of the imagination, the belligerent humanitarian, the courage to go deep into the bowels of the earth (one’s psyche) and then to come back up to the highest heavens (one’s psyche) to find the truth of emotion in each moment. That is female. Wisdom. What everyone admires and craves but no one values or supports. Motherhood. Female hood. God Hood. High Female Priesthood. Serpent Hood. Me. And also, when you are kind, courageous and at peace in yourself, you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

...and finally for now.....Pull back. Step back. Temper the selfish drive. Enter the inner heart. The pure child-like state of being that you were born with. When you needed nothing. Learn how to keep entering that and you will be able to be around the person you desire the most, the situations you desire the most and the life you desire the most. Temperance. The true meaning of the word. Kindness WITH ONESELF. To learn how to enjoy the passions..... 

...that kindness is belligerent, self warring, CORPORATE punishment of self discipline. That is mastery. Beating oneself over the head to make sure that the agony is felt, experienced, felt again, experienced again and again and again, until that purification occurs. The truth of facing oneself is to go to war against oneself. That is male and female combined. To self father and self mother. The power is female. The acceptance is male. And that is the paradox of the true life. Woman is power. Male is action. Combine the two and it works. The greater a warlord/warlady you are, the more powerfully you can master yourself. If you have the discipline. If you are 'man' enough. As woman. indeed. Corporate self punishment. Slap yourself into ascension indeed. Pull back. Master. Purify. Ascend. 

And remember. Purification of the soul is the greatest achievement any human being can attain on this earth. Remember that life is shit. And you will win. Alchemy is what you do with that shit. The corporate punishment is discipline. The choice is yours. Free will. That's all it means. The will to purify or the will to not. Yours. Always. 

The aim? Kindness. And value for wisdom. And indeed, THE CARRIERS of that wisdom. The Great Mother God Hood. Available for all. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So....had a couple of very interesting encounters just now, while out in my usual ‘pop sorcerer’ outfits. It seems, that just as Henry Miller said, that war is more acceptable than sex, so is cruelty, more acceptable than humanitarianism.

In other words, just as Carl Jung said, that he freaked people out all the time by being able to see inside them and by being of soul, I am learning in my purification for leadership, just what all those things are about too, and learning to find the tolerance to go with the force of humanitarian leadership. Ie, just to live as I am and not like the other tosspots of this world. The truth of what it is to be authentic, IF YOU ARE A HUMANITARIAN. 

Now, as you can see, I am grounding High Serpent Female Priesthood™ and all that is the truth of this world, into humanisim. Humanism, humanity and humanitarianism. Three very different and equally similar words and concepts. 

Because I can now protect my humanity and humanitarianism with a forcefield of both mercenary and male and all things that are cruel in this world, ie covering up the sacred heart with the truth of warrior and not the pretend version which is nothing inside and all force outside, nothing meaning cruelty, I am the one who freaks A PARTICULAR type of person out. Not people of heart. People of heart know who I am, whatever I wear, however I look and whatever force is in my eyes. People who are NOT of heart, get freaked out. Very very interesting. 

Now, that’s me and my kind, the angels of this world. The extraordinarily difficult journey we have to make to protect not only our sacredness, but the SACREDNESS OF THE WORLD. 

Now, your kind. You, my lovely dear, are not a humanitarian. I may have covered that before but maybe only in judgment and probably in shock. You as a people are only learning now how to access humanitarianism, with some leaders of your field delving into philanthropy for instance. An able pastime for sure and certainly to be lauded. Philanthropy is the tip of the iceberg of what is humanitarianism and I am beginning to recognise the farce of our four years – really, I say this with unconditional love but accuracy – as I begged for your humanity while you are not even an humanitarian. Any of you. Demons are demons because they are not humanitarian. 

A humanitarian is someone who is actually and actively moved to always be thinking about THOSE WHO HAVE LESS THAN YOU. That is a humanitarian. Of course, my people, the angels of this world, spend most of our youth in fury because we cannot understand why everyone is not thinking of this all the time. That fury gets misinterpreted as ‘cruelty’ and then we plague ourselves with doubt as to our own humanity. Not a bad question to ask always, but highly inappropriate, in comparison to the demon class of this world, the other half or 90 percent of the population, I have not worked out which yet. 

Your people meanwhile, you, my lovely dear, do not think about other people at all. That is the male of the male that I have learnt to integrate only in the past few years. 

Now, of course, there is a whole discussion in who is humanitarian and how and how do they prove it and all that stuff, which is normally directed by your people. I think of Tony Benn for instance. A phenomenal presence in British Politics who was always being criticised for not being OF the people and a person like me who struggles with the same thing, looks at him and wonders why he even bothered and why he just didn’t become an academic philosopher and then was able to focus just on policy and philosophy rather than having to ‘prove’ himself. Because he spoke with an educated accent, I remember in the eighties that he was always not trusted or this or that when clearly he is a very advanced being. A humanitarian being. Socialism for instance takes a fuck of a lot more than just politics. The policies of the world have to be directed by humanitarianism and purification of the HEART, or they are nothing at all. Which is of course, what lovely old Stalin found out, and the millions who died because of him. And so many others. Politics is fuck all without the purification of the spirit. Which is where my own journey came in, to take me out of my own loss of humanity, so I could return to humanitarianism in truth. 

But aside from that discussion, I of course dreamed of a man, my twin soul, who would be a humanitarian. Of course, you are not and not one man I have ever been involved with has been, nor any woman of your kind either and that’s even more of a shock really, when I think how much I have shared with them. It doesn’t matter. That’s not the point. The point is that humanitarianism is the single criteria of the Angel people and non humanitarianism is the single criteria of the Demon people. The light and the dark is based ONLY on that criteria. 

Now, in these new times of Ascension on the planet, rich/materialistic/’Mars’/might is right/capitalist leaders/’successful men and women are slowly waking up to the fact that there is actually a whole multitude of people, not least the women in their own households, who are suffering, ie, that wifedom is actually pure slavery and that children shouldn’t be puppets of corrupt regimes and that employees actually do have rights and that people with disabilities are not all pretending and that immigration is a human right and not a fucking privilege and that actually capitalism is not anything without sharing at least some of the huge resources earned, and that the ability to earn money actually has a lot to do with whether one has those values that the world espouses, ie, that all success is motivation. Let alone the fact that vulnerability is a legitimate thing and that those with power should not be abusing it like it’s some kind of art form. This is the new world for people like you. 

The Angel class, meanwhile, ie people like me, are enjoying the artform of being entrepreneurs and knowing that money is a spiritual commodity on earth that should be amassed just like any other – it was Deepak Chopra who taught me that in full and when I started flying with my own respect for money and power and the right to trade information for money, even in the healing business and all that – and even though we have a ridiculous struggle with misogyny through to the vilification of all that is motherhood, through to the suffocation of all those who believe that our VALUES are non material and that they should just be given out willy nilly, and all that I have focused on in my own work, things are going well at this end too. 

But we are humanitarians and you are not. This means that we defend the meek and we think about other people. But my job is not to do that. I already do that. Your job is to BECOME that, I have now fully realised. Just as I BECAME the pursuit of material power, through all the hardships of the mind and body and soul to transform myself into a suitably, healthy, money hungry, achievement hungry individual, you have to, if you choose that is, to BECOME a humanitarian. It is not just about your humanity. I have been speaking to you about your humanity as if you are me, with what was a wounded humanity, as A HUMANITARIAN. 

You are having to find your humanity, AND YOUR HUMANITARIAN selves together. Which is why you are cruel as a Demon, to an Angel. Well, judgements and whatevers aside, that is who you are. The dark to go with my light. 

Now, we have both been brought up in an era of massive narrative for instance. Narrative, especially film and plays and novels are mostly still, written by men. Narrative is ASPIRATIONAL. So, just as I had to examine my own ego and realise that all my dreams of men and women of your archetype were based on aspirational examples, rather than reality, you are going to have to do the same at your end. Men are not providers. Men are not protectors. Men are not heroes of any kind. Men and women of your Demon kind are not heroic for one second. Your people have a fundamental struggle with abuse of power. And the sooner you are able to recognise that every day, the sooner you are able to recognise every day that you are purifying abuse of power and a non humanitarian soul, you will begin to win and win big. 

In other words, you don’t get to become love by just loving a woman, even if you do love. You have to become love, ACROSS THE BOARD. You have to become humane and to become humane, you have to become a humanitarian. Someone who truly puts other people first, who truly believes in sharing as much as he or she can and who truly believes in examining their own abuse of power and extreme non humanitarian selfishness. 

And I am not talking about Mars and Venus as archetype. I am talking of The Temple and the non temple as people. It is not enough to be psychic. That is not purification. That is to be a part of The Warrior Class in one sense only and not in an advanced state at all. In other words, the reason that life is shit is for one reason and one reason alone. No one gives a shit about other people. Yes, earth is an exploration of the dark and the light for sure. Even I am beginning to come to terms with that and on a personal level, I have now returned to who I was 7 years ago, which is to be a poor artist, with chronic physical pain, who has no family, who is defining her original product and someone who will begin to make money once she has her firm product and is ready to sell. In other words, my personal circumstances are now outside us, whatever the hope of our future is. So, I am at peace in sadness about how I can be me again and not someone banging on the door of a man, to beg him for love. Material, physical or emotional. And it feels damn good to do that. 

We are not talking on that level anymore. We are talking with me purely as a teacher and an Hierophant and High Serpent Female Priest™. 

And let’s face it. Your people, the Demon class of both Mars and Venus are the ones who all throughout your life, have called my kind, ‘idealists’. That infuriating word that makes me see red. Not anymore. The reason why we are so called ‘utopians’ and ‘idealists’ is because we are humanitarians. You are not. You couldn’t give a flying fuck about anyone else PER SE. This is not about us. And of course it is. So, whether it is marriage, parenthood, employer to employee, rich man to poor man, man to woman, able bodied if you like, to disabled, it is your non humanitarianism that has LET YOU DOWN in your own pursuit of becoming love. 

Face that and you will begin to win. Recall a conversation we had too. You said it was down to choice. I said it was not. The reason is the same. Because I am a humanitarian. I cannot not think of other people and have had to learn how to not feel guilty for other people having less all the time, even though all my work is to better the planet. Now I know how ridiculous that is and will be teaching my people the same. I have a right to everything because what I do is to change minds, not how much I give to other people who have less than me because there will always be someone who has less than me. There will always be someone who has less than anyone! 

But you were right. You DO have a choice. Always. It is your planet, because you are a non humanitarian. Not because you are male or Mars or Demon. Because earth is a planet of non humanitarians. Non humanitarians who are SLOWLY waking up to compassion. The Angel class IS COMPASSION. We are having to learn the absolute opposite. How to be our humanitarian and humane selves, while learning how to be selfish enough to not only survive, but THRIVE. That is the dark we are allowed to integrate, because no one gives a shit and specifically about OUR VALUES. Our values are stolen, vilified, disrespected and consumed with the greed of the Salieri race. So we become the dark with the light within. Quite simple really, however horrendous. 

Your path is to choose to become a humanitarian or not, because the non humanitarianism will see you fine in this toilet of a world. Your toilet. It is you who must examine your conscience as a people. Do you think charity work is enough once a year, or do you BECOME a humanitarian soul, whether it is to do with the purification of your Demon souls of abuse of power, to do with the partners you try to love or the children you try to love or the DIVINITY you try to love or whatever. In other words, the Universal MIND can only truly be accessed by the Universal HEART. And the Universal heart is humanitarian and nothing less. 

Divinity is humanitarian. And the planet is only just waking up to that. The question for you is how advanced do you want to be? It is non humanitarianism that makes mediocrity and nothing else. Once that is opened, for you and your people especially, you will become the greatness that I see that you crave. That is the key for you. Care and not just for one person, for EVERYONE. That is humanity. That is humanitarianism and as I see your journey now, the chance you are being given to be the companion to someone who has to focus on humanitarianism as a vocation and calling, that is your Ascension journey across the board. Selfishness indeed. That’s fine. But focus on that truth and that truth alone and you will win. Be a humanitarian in a non humanitarian world as a past non humanitarian. Greatness indeed. 

In other words, the skill to beat oneself up into soul, to purify oneself into soul is one thing. But the motivation has to be complete. To love just one other person is not enough as you have found out time and time again, even if I am your dream and your twin soul. Because you have to love humanity, love the human race, be a humanitarian, CARE and give a shit for those who have less. And for you, frankly, it is most people on the planet. And then you have to take care of the psychology too that affects us all. The wounding of the psyche that breaks us as humanitarians or non humanitarians. Put is all together and heal as you are. But the humanitarian question is a complete revelation. I had no idea. Now, I most certainly do. And so should you, whatever you choose to do with it. 

I am not the idealist. I am the humanitarian. What are you? 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

One could almost say then, and I can say what the fuck I like now, that you, the 'Saroman' camp of Divinity, the spoilt and non humanitarian sons and daughters, are the Viper Wizards. We, the daughters and sons, the humanitarians, the artists and the sensitives and the kind, and the passionate and the sexual, are the Serpent Priesthood Wizards. We have morality. You do not. You are evil. We are not. You are the Viper Wizards. We are the 'Gandalphs', 'Aragorns' and 'Frodos'. And indeed, most of all, the Elves. 

And it turns out that we are both a part of Divinity. Which means we are at war. Forever. The two archetypes indeed. You will not exist on earth as far as the Serpent Priesthood Wizards are concerned. Because you will no longer have power or effect on us. You will exist. We may even tolerate you. But you will not have the power anymore. It is the end of your empire. It is the beginning of humanity on earth. That's not your language. You are only just waking up to that. You will take a very long time. 

Misogyny or fascism or paedophilia, or state fascism or cruel capitalism, that is all you. Through to murder, rape and every other violation on earth. You are just the well dressed. 

World War lll begins. The Serpent Priesthood (FEMALE and FEMALE PSYCHE) Wizard Gods and the Viper Wizards. Good versus evil. The twin soulship of The Triple Goddess. The Triple of the Triple is the all. I and my people are the heart of Divinity. You are something else. I and my people are the mind of Divinity. You are something else. 

Enjoy the world cup. Your empire is crumbling. I am building my own. I already have the something else. Now I have to build it. No more martyrdom. Sauron is defeated. Saroman is the one in the tower. Not me. I am free. 

You are the one who has to grow a heart at all. The Viper Wizards of Divinity. The cruel on earth, just waking up to any care at all. 

Yawn. No wonder you don't access real imagination. That takes heart. That takes soul, not just alchemy. Soul for your information is humanitarianism, unconditional love and the Unicorn. You ain't even started yet. As a people. 

No matter. You are of Her and have great material and life, lives. Enjoy them. It's your money and you truly think you earned it yourself. Keep it. I don't want it now and never will. Men and their money. Viper Wizards and their money. Keep it and shove it. As for your protection or emotional connection, forget it. I have. 

And as for the rest, I always hated the banal. Which is why I am who I am. And why you remain who you are. 

Viper Wizards. Those of no soul. Pretend hearts and greed and impurity in your beings. Divinity on earth, as I am the other. The Purity and beauty and kindness and imagination and sensitivity of Divinity. The other. Which is why we are at war. You don't get me any more than I get you. You get nothing from now on. The martyrdom challenge was the stupid test. That I had to finally refuse and move on from. What I will be teaching more than anything to my people is self worth. Going up against The Universe itself to get rid of the evil that is you. The Viper Wizards. The 'Saromans'. The fools. 

Self worth, integrity with Divinity and knowing, knowing and knowing all that is GOD. The Great Mother indeed. I am leaving home. I have integrated you. And I have most definitely integrated Her. And now, all of Her. You. And I still pulsate more than ever, with the Divine heart. Because I am me. 

Now, I am going to be even more clever. I'm going to build a big life. And be clever, esoteric, male traditional stronghold, clever. And ain't no one can stop me now. Clever and artistic and vocational and loud. And I won't ever again, need either of you. Existentialism for the Serpent Priesthood Wizard. Be violated and then rise up. And be more powerful than ever. Across the board. With my eyes closed. 

Totally driven by one thing. Sacred sexuality. Mine. Not yours. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Natural Born Mystic :: Conclusions So Far. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love does not beget love. 

Changing one's own being does not change one's life and does not change one's surroundings and does not change one's circumstances. 

Abundance thinking does not create abundance, other than in oneself. 

Everything is written. We are simply vehicles of our soul's purpose. Slaves to the Universe and the Divine plan. We do the work. We are the decision makers all the way through, for decisions that are not our own. 

There are two types of beings on this planet, and both are a part of Divinity. One can share/love/give. The other cannot and will not. We are condemned to find a way to connect the two, whoever we are.  

My work seems primarily to learn the terrible truth behind surface spirituality and life and to define the real enemy and to make sense of the carnage. To create the self worth to endure and overcome. To make the journey from slavery to freedom, forever, so far. The fight for good over evil is extraordinary. Modern warfare is subtle and psychological. And everywhere. 

The Viper Wizards are of hate. A people from Lemuria, who believe in slavery. And the pursuit of money over all other people and especially women. The Serpent Priesthood Wizard Gods are of love. From Atlantis. The Atlanteans lost. The Lemurians won. Hate rules the planet. Love must win. In each and every moment. It is our purpose. The reason why we are here at all. To create the new old world again. For OURSELVES, Without them and with all the (earth) abundance teaching that they are. Money, selfishness and business for oneself and oneself alone. The new world of love. By love. For love. Alone. The Serpent Priesthood Wizard Gods are of love. We need the hate of power. For ourselves and AGAINST them. Hate must die.

Suicide takes you to a real phantom zone. Whatever one does, do not end one's own life. See it through to the end, whatever happens, to create the evolution necessary for eventual freedom and power. 

Atlanteans are the meek who will inherit the earth again. Eventually. 

Nothing has worked. All the inner work in the world has led to nothing but more hardship. Most of the alchemical and spiritual work out there is a lie. There is a lot more going on than is being said. My work is to find out what and how that is. It's going well.  

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....The Viper Wizards are of hate. A people from Lemuria, who believe in slavery. And the pursuit of money over all other people and especially women. The Serpent Priesthood Wizard Gods are of love. From Atlantis. The Atlanteans lost. The Lemurians won. Hate rules the planet. Love must win. In each and every moment. It is our purpose. The reason why we are here at all. To create the new old world again. For OURSELVES, Without them and with all the (earth) abundance teaching that they are. Money, selfishness and business for oneself and oneself alone. The new world of love. By love. For love. Alone. The Serpent Priesthood Wizard Gods are of love. We need the hate of power. For ourselves and AGAINST them. Hate must die.......

Buffalo and the Native Americans

(As I am watching the Rawhide series, I was just wondering where Buffalo went....here it is. More Viper Wizard sheit. What a wonderful world you have created. Shame. AZR) 

The life of the buffalo was all but inseparable from the life of the Native Americans. When the Native Americans got to what we now call America some 40,000 to 10,000 years ago, they came upon what is now considered a legendary sight - the vast herds of buffalo which roamed the Plains. 

There are no accurate figures for the number of buffalo then but anthropologists have put the figure between 30 and 60 million animals. These huge herds feared few animals; therefore there were no natural predators to keep down their numbers. Wolves would pick off the old infirm buffalo and ill or injured young. The mountain lion essentially lived outside of the buffalo's habitat. Few animals would take on a healthy full grown buffalo - hence the vast size of the herds. As the herds got larger, their sheet size added to their protection. 

When the Native People arrived in America after crossing the Bearing Straits from Siberia, they had one problem. The buffalo were nomadic animals - they wandered throughout the vast plains of America. The Native People also had no horses - these only came with the Spanish in the 16th and 17th centuries - so they had to hunt buffalo on foot. Despite their skill with the bow, arrow and lance, the tribes were always short of food. The lack of horses meant that many tribes had settled in semi-permanent villages and once the buffalo had moved on, food was short. Winter, in particular, was a time of hardship.

The arrival of the horse from the 1590's on, gave the Native People the opportunity the hunt more effectively. The Spanish had brought over the horse in their conquest of Mexico, but many had escaped and moved to the Plains. By 1700, many had been tamed by the Native People and this made hunting buffalo a lot easier. It also meant that the Native People could adopt a nomadic lifestyle - they could move with the herds and have a relatively constant supply of food.

The Native People had a variety of ways of hunting the buffalo. One method was for the dog soldiers - the name of those who fought for their tribe - to stampede some of a herd over a cliff so that the animals were killed by the fall. Another method used in winter was to chase some of the herd onto ice where a lake had frozen over. Once on ice, the large animals were all but helpless and could be slaughtered with ease. A similar method used in winter was to force the buffalo to run into deep snow where because of their size, they were equally as helpless and could also be easily killed.

The killing was done by warriors. The process of getting meat and hides etc. was done by the women of the tribe. No part of the buffalo was wasted. The meat could be dried and preserved for future use - this dried meat was called pemmican. The horns would be used as decoration on ceremonial clothes or weapons; the hides could be used as blankets or as part of the tepee if they had been waterproofed.

To stop the hides from shrinking, they were staked out into the ground until they had dried out. The brains of the animals were mashed into a paste and smeared on to the hide - this waterproofed it. A process called "graining" then took place. This was when hair on the hide was removed by squaws using the sharpened shoulder bone of the dead animal. By scraping the inside of the hide, they also softened the skin which meant that it could be used for clothing. The Native People also used strands of buffalo muscle (called sinew) as the strings on a bow. This weapon was the main one used to kill the animals. 

Each successful hunt was followed by a celebration in honour of the dead buffalo. The tribes believed this to be vital if the herds were to remain strong and it was also done to please the Great Spirit. The life of the Plains Native People became entwined with the life of the buffalo. In 1846, one explorer prophetically told Francis Parkman:

"When the buffalo are extinct, they (the Native People) too must dwindle away."

Though the number of buffalo killed by the Plains Native People was large, it never made a dent in the total number of buffalo. The reason is two-fold. 

First, there were simply too many buffalo. If anthropologists are correct and there was a minimum of 30 million buffalo on the Plains, it would have been impossible for the Native People to have made much impact on such a large figure. 

The second reason is that the Native People knew that their survival depended on the buffalo and if they took advantage of this creature, they would pay for that greed themselves. Therefore, the buffalo was hunted but honoured by the Plains Native People.

This viewed was not shared by the white settlers who saw the Plains as perfect for cattle. By 1860, cattle ranchers had moved as far west as California. To have done this, they would have needed to cross the Plains. Therefore, they moved over the hunting grounds of the Plains Native People. The "cattle barons" wanted the Native People moved off of the Plains and the herds of buffalo destroyed. They had many political friends in Washington and a duel policy developed : move the Native People into reservations away from valuable land and destroy the herds of buffalo.

Hunters were encouraged to hunt on the Plains to destroy the buffalo. 

Ironically, the buffalo became victims of their own instincts. Gun fire did not cause the buffalo to scatter. Their instinctive nature in the face of danger was to stand still in large numbers - a pack of wolves was unlikely to attack such an intimidating sight. Therefore, gun fire was met with animals that stood still and they proved to be very easy targets for hunters armed with the new Sharps rifle. 

The animals were skinned and the carcasses were left to rot on the land. Only the tongue was cut out as it was a delicacy for the white settlers and hunters. The killing was vast and relentless. By 1885, the government estimated that only 200 buffalo were alive in the wild. In 45 years (1840 to 1885) the huge herds had been destroyed with the numbers declining from millions to barely nothing. It is likely that such slaughter has not seen a parallel in History.

The expansion of the railways west also proved very difficult for the buffalo as their herds were cut off into smaller herds which made them more difficult to find during hunting trips by the Native People.

The Native People believed that it was a deliberate policy to weaken their numbers. In the same time span, the number of Native People alive on the Plains fell by nearly 50% : 500,000 to 270,000. Other factors contributed to this decrease but the slaughter of the buffalo and the lack of food was one of the main reasons why tribes people became so ill and died of disease. General Sheridan of the American Army said:

"These men (the buffalo hunters) have done more in two years, and will do more in the next two years, to settle the vexed Indian question, than the entire regular army has done in thirty years.....let them kill, skin and sell until the buffaloes are exterminated.........then your prairies can be covered with speckled cattle."

One of the hunters, Teddy Blue Abbot, was convinced that:

"this slaughter was a put up job on the part of the government to control Indians by getting rid of their food supply.........it was a low down dirty business."

http://www.historylearningsite.co.uk/buffalo.htm 

(Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Finally. A release. The first hope of a new place to live. Can't wait. 

As for you, this is your central focus from now on. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014)

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Self Hatred of The Viper Wizard 

No one can love themselves if they do not love. For you, the spiritual teaching are completely the other way around. It is not, self love for you to go with the love you give to the world. No. All the spiritual teachings out there are for people like me. For you, it is the opposite. 

You cannot love YOURSELF if you do not want to love humanity or others at all. Personally or Universally. If you move from hate, ie business, sex on its own, 'power', war, and all the myriad of things your kind move from, the Viper Wizards, you do get many things; wealth, belligerent achievement, good or bad, the right to speak, the right to do what you want, might as right and all that. You get it all. But for me, the greatest revelation has been this. That you beat people up because you hate yourself. You can only hate yourself, if you rely on hate as a way of being. 

The Lemurians hate themselves, because they do not love others. Now, isn't that a brand new perspective on all that you have held dear and that you as a people hold dear. Your motivation is not loving me. Your motivation is to love, PER SE, so you can love yourself. 

That is what you are jealous of and that your people, men or the Viper Wizards in general, are jealous of. Our ability to love OURSELVES. 

What a revelation for me. Bullies, it is the usual adage, bully others because they hate themselves, but that never stuck and I am sure it doesn't with most people. It's true and this is why. If you do not run from humane love for the world, for others, you cannot possibly run from it for yourself. 

I think that is very just. I am glad. I am laughing on your 'grave' for that. My people have to learn self love in the same way they pour out love for others and in the same way they pour out love for the world. 

Your kind have no motivation for that. You call it success. 

Your wealth and lifestyle proves that. But you are empty inside. 

This is the SINGLE reason why. If you don't love, you cannot love yourself. 

You better begin to love. It is the only way you will not feel like an empty shell. Not sex. Love. That's what people have meant. I never understood, because you APPEAR to love yourselves. 

All that glitters is not gold. Indeed. You hate yourselves because you hate. You 'Salieri' because you hate because you hate yourselves, because you hate. 

You get the picture. Good luck. That is your task ahead now and finally the motivation you might EMOTIONALLY listen to. 

You cannot possibly generate love for yourself, confidence, self care, self appreciation, self pride, self sufficiency, non co-dependency, anything of worth, anything of self worth, if you believe in hate. You believe in hate, if you do not believe in humanity and being humane. There are only two options. It is not possible. 

Sexual jealousy, possessiveness, wanting to consume the other person, all that is the Lolita negativity, cannot be overcome if you continue to hate. If you continue to hate, you will continue to hate yourself. Very logical simple. 

While my kind have to generate more and more and more hate. To become the strength we need to, in this world of Viper Wizards. We are goddesses and gods. We are the conscience of this world and have to find the power to FORCE that power onto the world, in our personal lives, through to our professional lives, through to our universal lives. 

Again, very simple. You need to love now, not for me. Never, again, for me. My motivation to heal was because I loved you. You cannot use that kind of motivation. You don't care. Your motivation has to be about yourself. Much more than mine was. You have to now integrate the following NLP. You cannot love yourself if you do not love. You intend to love other people, ONLY so that you can love yourself. One cannot happen without the other. You will therefore integrate that at last. 

And maybe, just maybe, prove that evil can be reformed. 

Laters

I'm off to start thinking about packing, and indeed, my Magnum Opus. 

I so deserve it. And so does everyone like me, that maybe I can help. 

You need to love. Anything, so you can love yourself, so you can love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Fear of Loss/Prejudice as Mob Rule 

Love, love and love. One cannot love, without learning how to die. 

Remember that the main work you are doing is to not have emotional fear of loss, as a state of being. Ego is fear of loss. Soul is having that same fear of loss - when real - and knowing how to overcome it. 

We are doing well. Saw a piece on 'weight' in The Times this weekend. Will find it later to put online. It showed me that the most pernicious prejudice of all that has hounded me forever, is that I was not the USUAL weight. Like, who the fuck created the norm anyway. I have been hounded by that my whole life. When I was toned, through to when I was actually big through to the rest. A 'plus size' good looking woman is called fat. Such prejudice. Just because I am and have always been different. My work is not just about individuation. It is about the power needed to be an INDIVIDUAL at all. To be authentic. And not usual. 

And I know that is also the single thing I have shared with big handsome men. Done in a different way for your kind of course, but the same thing. We are just not the norm and have been made to doubt ourselves our whole lives. Fuck it. WE are the norm. And we don't carry prejudice against the tinies. Let's call them that! 

Which makes me see today in freedom that prejudice is one thing and one thing alone; MOB RULE. That is all that prejudice is. 

And Mob Rule is only one thing. Stupidity. The good news is that intelligence is grown. As the spirit is grown so is intelligence and intelligence is grown through courage and of course education, either from others, or from The Universe itself, either through conversation or meditation. 

Mob rule is low intelligence and prejudice is mob rule. 

Remember that as you leave behind misogyny and all things of male vanity. The fear of loss is not real. Love yourself. Know you are loved. KNOW you are loved and you will have no fear of loss. 

You are loved. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....in other words, 'big' beautiful women are called fat and 'big' beautiful men are called over sexed. Same thing. Bullshit. Mob rule. Prejudice. Stupidity. And the single gift, after the pain, of becoming an individual. Step away from mob rule. Be authentic. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....and thinking of one or two of my special friends, being under the USUAL weight is called skinny. Crap. Bullshit. Mob rule. Same thing. Prejudice. Be different. Be gorgeous. Be you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....in other words, 'big' beautiful women are called fat and 'big' beautiful men are called over sexed. Same thing. Bullshit. Mob rule. Prejudice. Stupidity. And the single gift, after the pain, of becoming an individual. Step away from mob rule. Be authentic. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....and thinking of one or two of my special friends, being under the USUAL weight is called skinny. Crap. Bullshit. Mob rule. Same thing. Prejudice. Be different. Be gorgeous. Be you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....no, I don't need to wait. It's up to you. I know the discussion now. So do you. The rest is what do two people do with that? Dunno. 

Forgiveness is my job. Considered forgiveness. In other words, understanding. Not being understanding, but understanding what the deal is. I know who you are. I know who She is. To love is to know how to die. That's what was in my heart and mind when I woke up. U2 puts it another way. 'if you want to kiss the sky, better learn how to kneel'. We both know that now. Forgiveness is that. The whole thing. Plus belligerent self 'doing what the fuck I like anyway'. Done. Your turn. 

And I have begun my new work now. Done. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And don't forget this, if you have not realised it yet. The new flat has fallen through by the way, so I am now having to face the circumstances I didn't want to, while beginning the work I have prepared for, for 32 years. Not least, because of your problems with all that is my power and not a girl with bound feet. The accuracy of that literal symbolism in my life is terrifying. The visceral messenger indeed. 

Anyway, the point is this. You are the cock of God The Mother. For all we know, the part of God The Mother, The All, the Highest of The Trinity, that could be male. Sure. A kind of female dominatrix, manifested into human form as man. Sure. I only have to look at all the women in my life of your archetype to know the possibility of that. 

Whatever it is and however out of control it is on this toilet of a planet, the fact is that the dark is a part of Her too. You. Authority and the abuse of power. I want you to think about this, to even up the stakes of your own feelings of being beaten out of your negativity. As I humble you, who do you think is humbling me? 

Exactly. I have got it from all sides. After a 10 year journey before you, of relentless saint humbling and training. 

So, don't feel sorry for yourself. Just grow and I will try to to do the same for myself. I got nothing I wanted. I am a ward of the state and they are my family and they are who I am grateful to, and who I love, frankly. 

That's it. I live in a war zone with another cock of God The Mother and I have broken through all the barriers of abuse of power and am still doing what I want to do. In very difficult pain circumstances within me all the time. Abuse of power? Give me a break. 

Life is an abuse of power as far as I am concerned. And I am most certainly not just talking about myself, but everyone in the world who is being beaten by some fucked up circumstance as most are. 

This is my arena for negotiation and discussion. Prophet discussion. So, as I humble you, I am being humbled every step of the way, and having to endure bullshit. Deliberately to humble me. 

Love is pain. Love takes pain. Love is pain. Remember that, remember that your job as an authority, as the dominant is to be constantly disappointed with your 'sub'. She will never do what you want her to do. I disappoint The Great Mother all the time. The difference is that She loves it. And She listens and She knows I will get on with it anyway. I contribute to the betterment of The Universe (really, humility aside, we all do, that's the point) with every observation and creation we create. You need to love it too and know you will never get your way. 

I never get mine. 

Laters. Off to put in a couple of hours work in. The most I can do in all these circumstances. So what. I still do it. And I still get to complain. And I am still loved. 

As a dominant representative on earth, with all the apparent authority, you need to learn to do that too. To love the disobedient sub and learn from her. That is the dance. Mine is to be controlled, hate it, but still controlled. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

...and don't forget this either, even if I try to forget it all the time. I may have had to war the war of wars for my right to work, but I am an invalid in pain. I can't write or type for more than an hour at a time, and after two hours, I am done for the day, and that's after four hours of warming up my entropied body in the day. I may have a task, but it's a long term one. So, basically, I've been thrashing about for nothing. Out of fear for sure, but also, because I had to emphasise it for you, but not for me. Phew, this thing is complex. 

Anyway, I am going to - even in my uncomfortable circumstances - enjoy surrender at last. Chill and just do what I can. I am a ward of the state for a reason. I must have the courage and temperance to live it now. My disability reflects yours. One day we will live them together. We are allowed. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Absolutely. It was only a question. The quote from Michael Mann's Miami Vice springs to mind, ironically when she is being driven by motorboat to none other than Havana...."I'm a businesswoman. I do not need a husband to have a house to live in". Our story is it seems nothing but ironical....

You are purifying into a human being and I have begun to be able to focus on the story of success, alongside our story of ongoing battle and of course, the ridiculous histories of the world that make me hopeless with rage. It's great to be focusing on both my other love, which is the art and second, the success of looking back over 49 years of carnage and having got rid of every piece of the shit I have seen and left. To speak of freedom, even if I am still on my way to all the other freedoms. Very good feeling and all I know now is that it will take a long time to do this project. So what. It's worth it. 

Keep purifying. The anti misogynist is still possible. The reformed sadist is still possible. And I love writing about every other fascist that I have vanquished. I LOVE writing about Mob rule. That is empowering. That is the hope. Your choice is different. You might change. You are indeed, the chosen one. You might actually change. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. The Conclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And I have to accept now, that evil has won. I have to accept that 'Commodus' has killed 'Maximus'. Evil has won, evil runs this planet and evil rules the earth. The meek shall inherit. But slowly, painfully and minutely. Evil rules earth. You have won and I accept. 

I suppose 'Commodus' has been killed too. In other words, the only result that can be, in sickness and in non health. The rest is the future. A new journey begins now. A new and separate journey. 

For now, evil has won. Your ego defeated me. Your ego will always defeat, as a people. Evil is too powerful for love. But love will never die. That is our win. That is our victory. 

I feel like Joan of Arc now. After winning France for the monarch, she gets executed. Sounds about right. Because evil is evil. 

For now, evil has won. Evil rules the planet. My win though is stepping away. And doing something with four years work. Our story, to become the story. The story for earth. And then comes the 50 year story. The story of all of you. The madness that is your earth. 

Men / Viper Wizards hate. The result remains. Women / SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ will never die. But they can really live. And without men. And martyrdom is not an endless journey. Just a transient 'Joan of Arc' duty. A duty to The Universe. Because evil must be healed. Whatever crucifixions follow. I am not the first. I am most certainly, not the last. 

And I integrated the power of evil. Evil cannot touch me again. The pure, to make the impure journey. The impure, to finally, become pure. One day, this millennium. 

Tara. And up yours. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Self Determination. Existentialism. Whether in ourselves or in the world. Good versus evil. Good will always finally win. If we continue to choose good and to accept that we carry evil as well as good and that the path from evil to good is evolution. That is Ascension. For each person and for the world itself. We have a long way to go. To become soul is to ascend. To keep choosing good versus evil in oneself is to grow as soul. The process is endless. Ascension, the entrance into soul, is the DNA shift into that commitment. Forever. For men it is simple. Rape is evil. Friendship with women is good. Not caring about the woman you want is evil. Caring about the woman you want is good. And so on. Break it down. Repeat. Don't evade. Don't search for complex answers. Face the truth that we are all born with negativity as well as good. To become Creators is to choose love over hate in each moment. Whether we are gifted with more love or more hate. Same process. Same path. Good versus evil. Evil must never win. If evil wins, you are in ego as a psychotic state of being. If love wins, you are ascendING into soul. If love always wins, in other words, you have a conscience that watches you in each moment, you are in soul. If not, you remain in ego. Simple. Repeat. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Frashokereti 

Frashokereti (frašō.kərəti) is the Avestan language term (corresponding to Middle Persian frašagird <plškrt>) for the Zoroastrian doctrine of a final renovation of the universe, when evil will be destroyed, and everything else will be then in perfect unity with God (Ahura Mazda). The name suggests "making wonderful, excellent".

The doctrinal premises are (1) good will eventually prevail over evil; (2) creation was initially perfectly good, but was subsequently corrupted by evil; (3) the world will ultimately be restored to the perfection it had at the time of creation; (4) the "salvation for the individual depended on the sum of [that person's] thoughts, words and deeds, and there could be no intervention, whether compassionate or capricious, by any divine being to alter this." Thus, each human bears the responsibility for the fate of his own soul, and simultaneously shares in the responsibility for the fate of the world. 

The eschatological ideas are only alluded to in the surviving texts of the Avesta, and are known of in detail only from the texts of Zoroastrian tradition, in particular in the ca. 9th century Bundahishn. The accompanying story, as it appears in the Bundahishn (GBd 30.1ff), runs as follows: At the end of the "third time" (the first being the age of creation, the second of mixture, and the third of separation), there will be a great battle between the forces of good (the yazatas) and those of evil (the daevas) in which the good will triumph. On earth, the Saoshyant will bring about a resurrection of the dead in the bodies they had before they died. This is followed by a last judgment through ordeal. The yazatas Airyaman and Atar will melt the metal in the hills and mountains, and the molten metal will then flow across the earth like a river. All mankind—both the living and the resurrected dead—will be required to wade through that river, but for the righteous (ashavan) it will seem to be a river of warm milk, while the wicked will be burned. The river will then flow down to hell, where it will annihilate Angra Mainyu and the last vestiges of wickedness in the universe.

The narrative continues with a projection of Ahura Mazda and the six Amesha Spentas solemnizing a final act of worship (yasna), and the preparation of parahaoma from "white haoma". The righteous will partake of the parahaoma, which will confer immortality upon them. Thereafter, humankind will become like the Amesha Spentas, living without food, without hunger or thirst, and without weapons (or possibility of bodily injury). The material substance of the bodies will be so light as to cast no shadow. All humanity will speak a single language and belong to a single nation without borders. All will share a single purpose and goal, joining with the divine for a perpetual exaltation of God's glory.

Although frashokereti is a restoration of the time of creation, there is no return to the uniqueness of the primordial plant, animal and human; while in the beginning there was one plant, one animal and one human, the variety that had since issued would remain forever. Similarly, the host of divinities brought into existence by Mazda continue to have distinct existences, "and there is no prophecy of their re-absorption into the Godhead."

Zoroastrianism

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....yeah. Not in that arena. In the new one. Evil is to hate career women. Evil is to hate women who are your equals and superiors. Evil is prejudice against women. Evil is dehumanising women, with nothing else along with it. It's not about looking at your fathers and patting yourself on the back because you might be a bit better. It's the whole new arena. Stop fooling yourself. Be a Brad Pitt. That is a man. No coincidence that Brad Pitt and George Clooney were supporting DAME Angelina Jolie. They are both lovers of powerful vocational women. They are men. That is your arena and the one your fathers didn't even have to bother about. 

You achieve nothing just because you better him. You have to better every man you know. Because there are no men. Two or three so far, that I can count. You are looking at the wrong arena. Because it's easy. You haven't even begun. Evil is to fall in love with an usher and expect her to be an usher. Evil is evil. Evil is you. So is love. Your choice. Always. Four years of my writing should have shown you by now that I am not an usher. We are still waiting for you to catch up. That is your ego. That and that alone. I see no man as yet. I see only Brad Pitt, George Clooney and David Beckham and Warren Beatty. I see no one else. Anywhere. There are as yet, no men. Only evil. Misogyny is too polite. Evil is the truth. Evil. You. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014 

Compassion and sedition. Slow, persistent, destruction of the polite, global, tribe society. Started by patriarchy but upheld by everyone unconsciously, despite the misery it causes individually and universally. 'By any means necessary.' 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Female Eunuch had the appeal that Germaine always has, which is daring, and just being out there. And that's so rare in women because we're so trained to be concerned about approval, that I value it enormously in her. 

Gloria Steinem on Germaine Greer

Misogynists are not men. Ergo, there are no men. 

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Misogynists are not men. Ergo, there are no men. Fascists are not human beings. Ergo, there are no human beings. Only Sacred High Priestesses and Priests. And we are more than enough. We are the world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Ultimately, ascension is only one thing. Choice. Man or misogynist. You cannot be both. The choice is yours and yours to make. Just as it is with racism or fattism or any abuse of human rights. Just as it is with fascism. The ultimate human rights abuse, after misogyny. Man or misogynist. You cannot be both. 

You may be the chosen one. But you have to choose. Misogyny or a man. You cannot be both. Forgiveness is not the issue. Mine. I forgive men. Misogynists are not men. Your choice. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

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.....The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

And you love it. You are a willing misogynist. Face that and you choose. Pretend you don't like it and you will never make that choice. You love it. I hate it. You choose. I can live with either result. Don't worry about me. Because misogynists are not men. I feel nothing for misogyny or fascism. The world outside The Temple can go fuck itself. But you are being given a choice. Even though I'd like to tell you to go fuck yourself too. I'd like to. But I won't. Right now, anyway. 

You can choose to end misogyny and fascism. You may just be worth it. That is no longer my choice. But you have to give it up. Or leave me alone. I'm easy either way. Because misogynists are not men and fascists are not human beings. I don't lose sleep over it. Now or then or ever. I only miss human beings. Fascists are not human. Fascists are demons. And misogynists are worth nothing. Nothing whatsoever, in any shape or form. Nothing. 

Demons that have created a world of hate. Your people. Not mine. You get to choose. Love or hate. I know who I am. Who are you. Demon. And then what?  

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And this is why, when we look at the first piece I gave you exactly seven years ago, this cannot be your motivation.....

There are but two tribes in the world. Those who live by the heart and through the sex of the soul and those who live by the absence of the heart and with no respect for either sex or the soul. The true tribe and the false tribe. 

To be liberated from falseness, you have to acknowledge the full horror of non existence that living by the absence of the heart creates and you have to feel your passport to the true tribe. And once feeling it you have to value it. Otherwise you stay plugged in forever. 

My passport to truth was that I just didn't fit in - literally and figuratively. And that trying to fit in almost killed me. And so I left polite society. With its thirst for power, contempt for humanity, its bigotry, its eurocentric shallowness of bodyfacism and its material greed. 

And, oh yes, its hatred for woman. The body of a woman. The sex of the soul and the humanity of the heart. 

Where patriarchal domestication means that a woman still believes in the hearth and home, more than she values the sanctity of sex and the independence of the human spirit. 

Where patriarchal domestication and enslavement means a man can only believe in the sexless tribe, rather than the sanctity of sex and the independence of the human spirit. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2005/2007

That ethos cannot be your motivation. You love that tribe, because you are of that tribe. Now, apparently, there is one thing that can motivate you. You apparently want me. 

That can be your only motivation. Not dissatisfaction, not moral outrage, not a sense of displacement, not a sense of any alienation and not a sense of feeling lost or empty in that tribe. You are that tribe. To have been a misogynist and fascist for almost 50 years for you is a voluntary act. You are not a humanitarian and you are not humane as a person. You do however, apparently, want me. 

That is your area of change, or not. 

We have the answer now. The rest is you. What does a Lemurian, a dark hearted (the more evil part of Lemuria, as opposed to the moderate evil of the other Lemuria) Lemurian, want with an Atlantean? 

Because for me, I am finally, after this momentous 50 year journey, what Muhammad Ali said....'I know who I am, I know where I am going and I know I don't have to be anything that you want me to be', sort of thing....

I am simply, magnificent. I have fought against every single piece of misogyny and fascism and racism and fattism and other ism that I have been plagued with, in YOUR world. And I have won. I am me and not only am I me, I am ME. 

And if I have to crawl my way out of your tribe, alone and beleaguered all the way, I will do it. I don't NEED anyone. Never have. I am an Atlantean and your vicious lack of humanity only proves every single fantastical piece of the BACKGROUND (not history, never history again) of the world that I have researched and Hierophanted. 

I hate your world. I loathe misogyny and always have. I loathe fascism and always have. I loathe racism and always have. I loathe any abuse of human rights and always have. 

I am that original piece of writing. But you are not. 

But you apparently want me. You have to decide how much. Do you want me to enter your world as me? Do you want to find a place in that despicable world for me? That has to be your approach. Not, what I gave you seven years ago. The passport to freedom and change in you is not the passport I have. It is to finally give up that extraordinary abuse of power and to accept the Disir both morally, spiritually and physically. It is to accept MY world in yours. 

I will always be me. Because I'm the real thing. I am an Atlantean, refound. It is you that must change. If, you want me. 

Or, remain 'no officer and no gentleman'. It is entirely up to you. It is your world. Remain a misogynist, morally bankrupt, shallow hearted, prosaic minded, fascist, like the whole world. But I will, with or without you, be me. 

A Sacred Whore High Serpent Priestess Hierophant Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™. 

Can a Viper Pseudo Wizard King™ and a A Sacred Whore High Serpent Priestess Hierophant Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ be together? Apparently so. Apparently, this was the point of my whole life, and certainly the past 15 year journey. 

Apparently. 

We will see. I ain't seen nothing yet. 

Now, of course, I am looking the other way. But you are welcome to catch up. If that is what you want. If. 

Misogynists are not men. There are no men, other than those three or four at the top. The rest is up to you. You have been pampered into change. Shown the light. Loved by one of the purest hearts on this toilet of a planet. The rest is up to you. 

Apparently, you want me. We will see. 

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Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Because, as said before, there is nothing more beautiful than a reformed sadist. And because, on one level, yes, of course, I can relate. Your experience is just a thousand times more extreme. I had to conquer my darkness too. I am a reformed Angel 'sadist' if you like. A reformed gangster. You will or could be a reformed SADIST and GANGSTER. That is the 'only' difference. Ain't nothing sexier than a person who has mastered their own demons. That is why. Because I saw that man seven years ago. He just wasn't conscious. Now, he can be. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Well, it's a process. In theory, all ranges of evil or darkness or non love can be healed. The approach however is complex, or not. We are in paradox now as you try and discover yourself. No one can share power, or be relaxed if you like, or trust another if you like, if they do not trust The Universe and themselves. To do that you have to be honest. With yourself. To be honest with yourself, you have to be honest. I realised for instance that my rage at The Universe was because I was terrified of life. I was a coward and had to face the truth of that so I could get rid of it and build the courage I already was. I had to find the courage and take responsibility for my own terror. My own terror of showing my love self, my humane self, my leadership of love in life. I had to face the consequences and stand up for love. Stand up and be counted. 

Now, as I look at you, you could have to make the same journey. Or not. You have to accept your darkness, one has to accept one's darkness to heal it. You have not accepted it yet. Nothing can change without it being faced. Any demon cannot exist in the light. 'Name it, shame it and bring it into the light' was my mantra, when facing myself. I faced my shadow again and again and again and brought it out and healed it. Because of my moral truth. Everyone (apparently) has one. It's the same. The Universal truth. Intuition is not not accessible to you. You just don't want to hear it. Out of fear. 

Moral cowardice is cowardice. Men like you have tried to face your darkness in many areas. You, as a non Temple people have reformed yourselves in life. But you have ignored the arena of all that is woman. Now, as we look at the world, we know why. Because it's been ignored and put at the bottom of all priorities. No one cares. Women are not second class citizens. We are below animals. 

However, it is all just levels. It's the same process. In other words, you have to make a sacrifice to love and to become love. And for you, it is to share power and to humanise the woman you want to fuck. Repeat that phrase for the next week. I intend to humanise the woman I want to fuck. I am ashamed of not humanising the woman I want to fuck and I intend to share power with her as I intend to share power with other human beings at all. 

You either do not trust, because you do not know yourself or you do not trust because you won't share power. Fascism is a generic state, even if it is extreme in your kind. We all have to make a sacrifice if we want to interact properly with others. It's called sharing power and being considerate. Not hogging all the attention, not being childish, not being desperate for gratification. You either do not trust because you have low self esteem, or you truly, want to 'have your cake and eat it too'. I think it's the latter. Fascism is your way of life. You are polite male fascists. And you don't fool me. I was born to the politest. And now my twin soul is the other politest and I have known many in between, not least my brother, who is possibly the most violent and polite fascist I have ever known. You just want to have it all. You don't want to share power, you don't want to face yourselves and you don't want to trust. And yet you want to trust. 

I intend to humanise the woman I want to fuck and I intend to humanise the human race. Your phrase for the week. I intend to humanise the woman I want to fuck and I intend to humanise the human race and I intend to face the truth that I am a coward about life and that this is why I bully my way through life. I intend to take responsibility for my feelings of NEED and to accept that maturity is not to NEED anything or anyone, so that I can finally need, when appropriate. I intend to accept that I am a greedy child, spoilt by a world that pampers men and that I intend to let go of that wrongness and to accept that like everyone else in life, I have to work for what I want. This means friendship and trust for the people I want to love. This means the end of my fascist ways and I don't want that. I intend to face that truth and give it up. I intend to reform my sadism. It has served me very well and I love it. I know and accept though that this is not the right way. And that my dictatorship life is over. I remember my self before my male supremacy and fascism supremacy ways. I intend to not be my father anymore. I intend to be FEMALE about my way of life. I intend to share power. I intend to accept that to love is to share power. And that if I don't share power, I deserve nothing. Fascists are not loved. I want to be loved. And now, I know how. I am male, selfish and a male supremacist fascist and I believe my worth is ten thousand times more than a female's. I intend to change this disgusting belief. I want to be loved and I am male. I give up selfishness and self serving fascism. I give up my will to enslave women and I intend to share power and to care for the first time in my sorry, male, pampered, self serving life. I am male and I finally want to love and be loved. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

(let's have this one again)

Misogyny and Fascism Healing Mantra 

I intend to humanise the woman I want to fuck and I intend to humanise the human race. Your phrase for the week. I intend to humanise the woman I want to fuck and I intend to humanise the human race and I intend to face the truth that I am a coward about life and that this is why I bully my way through life. I intend to take responsibility for my feelings of NEED and to accept that maturity is not to NEED anything or anyone, so that I can finally need, when appropriate. I intend to accept that I am a greedy child, spoilt by a world that pampers men and that I intend to let go of that wrongness and to accept that like everyone else in life, I have to work for what I want. This means friendship and trust for the people I want to love. This means the end of my fascist ways and I don't want that. I intend to face that truth and give it up. I intend to reform my sadism. It has served me very well and I love it. I know and accept though that this is not the right way. And that my dictatorship life is over. I remember my self before my male supremacy and fascism supremacy ways. I intend to not be my father anymore. I intend to be FEMALE about my way of life. I intend to share power. I intend to accept that to love is to share power. And that if I don't share power, I deserve nothing. Fascists are not loved. I want to be loved. And now, I know how. I am male, selfish and a male supremacist fascist and I believe my worth is ten thousand times more than a female's. I intend to change this disgusting belief. I want to be loved and I am male. I give up selfishness and self serving fascism. I give up my will to enslave women and I intend to share power and to care for the first time in my sorry, male, pampered, self serving life. I am male and I finally want to love and be loved.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Misogyny is therefore, not 'hatred of women'. Misogyny is male supremacy fascism against women. All men are misogynist and all women are condemned to be political prisoners of conscience, either in the home or in the country. At work or in society, unless and even if, they are supremacist fascists themselves, as so many are. 

To evolve as a male therefore is to leave behind the worldwide education and conditioning that male supremacy fascism against women is legitimate, necessary and a 'natural' consequence of the sexual dynamic. That is the 'sharing power' of the evolution to a state of love for men and women of the Lemurian archetype. 

For women, for Female Serpent Priesthood and Male Priesthood, the evolution is clear. Take power. Take power, take power and take power. Everywhere. Be a poltical prisoner of conscience, accept your fate, accept that you are changing the world and accept that this is the truth of 'being understanding', 'mothering', 'fathering' and being healers. 

Fight for your right to be everywhere you can and take the consequences. We are the most protected by The Universe. We are Her soldiers. We are the revolution. The new Milennium belongs to women indeed. Male supremacy fascism against women will change. It is changing everywhere. It will change forever. 

And never forget to fight the female supremacists over females and males of priesthood either. They are as bad. They are not to be forgotten ever. 

Male dependency therefore is 'simple' and simple. End male supremacy fascism over women. Love is not another, being obsequious. That is not love. That is the enforcing of slavery. 

To change the emotional state is to address the emotional THOUGHT and BELIEF. End male supremacy fascism over others, over women, and you will be able to love. Your rage is that you BELIEVE that women should be subservient to you. They should not. 

End that BELIEF and you will end male love dependency. Love, being used as a word in the loosest sense possible. 

For females, love dependency is ending terror of loss. Ending the BELIEF that to be helpless is to make others happy. 

These are both psychoses of the mind. Everywhere. 

To clear love dependency therefore and to become authentic is a political act of a 'Nelson Mandela' quality. Every single human being on this earth will have to do the same. Male supremacy fascism against women must change. And it is our duty to make sure it does. From our brothers, to our fathers, to our mothers, to everyone else we ever interact with. We are Her soldiers. We are The Queendom of Heaven. We have to fight to make sure it exists on this earth. 

And will it have been worth it? He has stayed the whole way. One day, you will find someone who will stay the whole way. That is as good as it gets. Let's just say, it is what it is. 

The point is to win. Enjoyment is a word that cannot be achieved until the 'Nelson Mandela' prison term is over. The oppressors must 'die'. Always. Then, one can think about whether or not it has been worth it. Earth must heal. And little girls have to be protected, so that they do not have to go through the same thing generation after generation. Male supremacy fascism must end. This earth must heal. 

And this is the Western world. Ain't no Taliban in sight. It is all just relative. Just relative. 

Male supremacy fascism is misogyny and nothing less. That is why men beat and rape women. That is why men financially whoremonger women. That is why 'men' are 'men'. Male supremacy fascism against women. Nothing less and nothing else. The world must change. 

Women are the future. Because women as yet do not exist. We are just slaves in a male supremacist fascist world. The truth of the truth of 'love dependency'. Terror of loss. Terror of hatred. Terror of rejection. Terror of abandonment. Fascism. From birth. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story

However, I want you to remember this. As I go back over all my material now and start reading the website and go back into the Labyrinth to find the answers to the next level, I hold this thought and question so far. You are not the Dark Lemurians. The Dark Lemurians are The Reptiles. The Draconians that David Icke has researched and collated so well, from all the other sources. And how do I know this? Vibration. 

My chiropracter is a very important dynamic in this journey. He is another version of you. I would not let his hands anywhere near me, if I thought or felt that he was a Dark Lemurian. I know Dark Lemurians or Draconians. I live in Chelsea, London. I know who they are and I feel their vibrations. Their hatred of me goes beyond race, gender and anything else. And they are afraid. 

My chiropracter today has gone this far. He knows who I am. But he wants to be a king too. And he only refers to the agricultural background of the Fertility Goddesses and the Matriarchal societies that we do know about. Now, this is good. But not good enough. We are trying to get much further, beyond the agricultural societies to the change. The change that created the agricultural societies in the first place. The fertility goddesses in other words, were a left over. 

I am a policy maker with nothing less than THE UNIVERSAL MIND. This is what my challenge is. To return the Hierophants back into power. In, even my own home, it seems, let alone the rest of this sorry world. And that is not just about my own gratification. That is about obviouisly ending female slavery and also returning us to a world of energy healing. What Atlantis and indeed, Lemuria were really about and making sure that the Draconians do not just hog that for themselves and misuse it as they do. This goes far beyond the matriarchal agricultural societies. 

No matter. Show, not tell is the saying. I aim to show. And to tell all who can listen. Now, the important factor is this. 

You are a 'Middle Lemurian'. Not evil and not love. You are in between and therefore the corruptible species in Tolkein's Lord of the Rings as I have said before. You are brainwashable as we all are. But you are corruptible in your extreme vanity. 

If you break it down into the family, the analogy is obvious. You want to be like Daddy. He tells you you are a king too, even though he never lets you be one. He tells you that you are better than the women. You believe him but you don't really and you know it alienates you from the slave species in the home and you know you want to be loved by them, but you can't be and that is what makes you angry. 

In other words, micro or macro, you live in no man's land. 

We aim to change that, before the Draconians swallow you up forever. 

So remember, whatever you are, whatever extreme male supremacy fascism against women you live by, you are first, nothing in comparison to real evil, and second, not able to love. 

You are in the middle. You don't want my leadership and the moral responsibility of the gnostic and egalitarian and self responsibility way and the way of opening up your intuition, because it means that famous word - emasculation. You also do not want to be pure evil, because you can't be, even if you wanted to be. 

You are in the middle. And that is why the middle Lemurians are a part of this picture, however awful you are too. The Sacred Brother Lover society, remember. You lot can be saved too. 

This goes way beyond a relationship. This is again, to save all your souls too. 

Don't be hate, don't be in the middle. Be love. We want you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

....er well, yes, we want you and need you and that's the royal 'we' for sure. I'm not going into the labyrinth for a short hall. Even if I have to spend the next 10 years in this shit hole of a life, I will. 

The fascism and selfishness however, I leave to you. I am who I am. I have no intention of exposing myself before I am ready. Not with a message of this kind. I would also like to enjoy something about my creative life, other than just doing it as a political prisoner of conscience (a woman being persecuted by a man and the male profane world). But that is up to you and I am done with trust or relying on anyone, let alone you. 

It's up to you how comfortable or not I am in the meantime. You have to reform that sadism. That no man's land, no woman must work, let alone contribute to the betterment of the world, male supremacy fascism against women shit. The rest is long term. As long term as it gets. With or without you. 

Queen Amera 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

.....and on second thoughts, my Bluebeard Male Supremacist (idiot), I am not going to condemn the life I live anymore, even if I am a political prisoner of conscience (a woman being persecuted by a man for 'wanting' a career). On the contrary, just had someone, the second creative, ask me if he could be utilised as a film and photography addition to my work. So, I am settling into a new creative life and the more entrenched I become in London, the more I should value it. I'm building a company, to show people, how to defeat people like you. And a company to show people like you how to defeat yourselves too, if you want. It's gaining momentum however much I intend to do quality work with the research. So I am not going to wail about my ward of state life, even if it is in these insane domestic conditions I have mentioned before. So what. You only embarrass yourself through your ridiculous selfishness. But then, all men do. That's who you are. Male supremacist fascists against women, because you know we are better, faster and bigger. Slavery is so last century. Catch up. Do. Or don't. 

Do what you want. No fascists allowed. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

Okay. As you now begin your ascent into becoming a human being who is capable of loving a woman, I am now beginning my ascent from chattel mentality and experience and dire lack of emotional or any other support, into being a CEO. 

These are complete parallels. Love for you and professional business achievement for me. As I have supported you less and less, it mirrors your attempts to sabotage me on every front. 

At the same time, my work should be separate from my relationship. That is part of the chattel mentality reversal as there are so many others to go with it. As I work now and build a team of people probably similar to myself, these will be our issues and they would be there, if I was with you now or not. 

Same for you and your male supremacy fascism of selfishness against women. 

There is no doubt that recalling the very few incidents of visceral abuse that I have experienced from men, not least my brother - he spoke to me once in a way that I will never forget for the rest of my life - recalling these few incidents, there is no doubt that I would literally kill you. Literally. 

Therefore it is safety for me and for you. Be a fascist for as long as you need to, just not anywhere near me. Even though my habitat reflects you, it is not you, so that is fine. 

I, meanwhile, will have to face the sabotage attempts and Salieri life and the other thousands of obstacles that face me, viscerally as well as the slow and emotional growth out of being a chattel, to this new and very ambitious level, with what is a huge project. 

No matter. We are both capable. It just takes time. 

Time, time, time and time. And I am excited. I like being nervous and scared and challenged to the next level and so should you. Let's make it fun. The fun is the winning. Every single day. Every single hour. To overturn the legacy of this world. Thinking of my brother, it is amazing that we can both have been brought up in the same house and be so vastly at either end of the spectrum of love. 

There you go. Lemuria and Atlantis in the same household. I live with that now. And I am going to win. I always win. Whatever blows I have to take, I always, always win. 

Because love is on my side. The righteousness of even 'the Lord' from what I recall. Just imagine what it is like to have The Great Mother on my side. Exactly. Love always wins. 

Fortunately for you, She wants you to win too. As love. That is your battle. The male god versus the Female God indeed. Love always wins. It just has to suffer first. And believe me I know what the inner pain of becoming love is. I know your pain. Your inner pain reflects my outer obstacles. 

Just remember. Love will have to win. Let it go. Surrender. And be ashamed. And then don't be ashamed. Let Her carry you. Let Her bring you back. I am doing the same. We are most definitely not alone. We just are. Until that time.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story. Amera Ziganii Rao 

But first I am going to recover from you and find a new place to live. A life far away from men. I always underestimate what this journey has been, and have no drive to do anything, other than work slowly on my own. No matter. One step at a time. Until I get over you and get my existential drive back. I can do anything and have proved that. First I need to find quality of life again. Without you, and indeed your shadow henchman. Then comes the business. I'll be done in about ten years. One step at a time. In a mew home. All of my own. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our Story (take two). Amera Ziganii Rao  

But first I am going to recover from you and find a new place to live. A life far away from men. I always underestimate what this journey has been, and have no drive to do anything, other than work slowly on my own. No matter. One step at a time. Until I get over you and get my existential drive back. I can do anything and have proved that. First I need to find quality of life again. Without you, and indeed your shadow henchman. Then comes the business. I'll be done in about ten years. One step at a time. In a mew home. All of my own... actually I am not even going to do that. Too tired to do anything anymore, other than quietly and happily work on my work. Surrender. It's a good thing. Trust. A good thing. And doing nothing. A great thing. Tara for now. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

Genius then, is the ability to face oneself and to acknowledge one's darkness. My genius minded man who vibrates with the force of heaven and earth. I was right. The only person who has loved me enough to even listen. The only person I know who has the gift too. And indeed, you are the only person I have loved enough to even tell. 

You carry on. I am listening to. Always. And I get to rest for the first time. And it feels damn good. Rest, rest, rest, rest, rest. I think there is even some joy in that. Rest. Trust. Joyful and restful anticipation. 

And it's summer. I am living a miracle. At last. You know it's male supremacy fascism. I am living a miracle. You are leaving it behind. I am living a miracle. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

Courage and grace. 

Remember who you are. You are love. Love, love, love and love. 

Remember who you are. A spiritual being having an earth experience. You are love. We are all love. The kindness of love, the force of love. But it's all love. 

Remember who you are. You are love. 

Fascism is the mortal husk. Integrate it, throw it out and love. 

Remember who you are. You are love. 

Throw it out and the confidence will come. Because then, finally, you will remember who you are. You are love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Angels and Demons. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Our Story 

Love, love and love. Surrender to you too. Remember who you are. I do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

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There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win. 

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The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it. 

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The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with. 

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Avatar (James Cameron) 

My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured. 

Mo'at 

Natural Born Mystic™ 

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it. 

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters. 

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Natural Born Mystic™ 

An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™ 

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A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest. 

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Natural Born Mystic™ 

'Respect' as fear. 

'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.  

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The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve. 

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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced. Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man and myself as we have struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe. 

The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again. 

Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family. 

These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Visceral Soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011 

Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company.

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul. 

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I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012