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The Art of Divorce. Amera Ziganii Rao
Hell is other people. Jean Paul Sartre
Life on Earth. There's no cure for that. Samuel Beckett
Hell is other people. Hell is family. Hell is relationship or marriage. Hell is relying on a single human being in this life. Hell is trusting anyone as family on Earth.
True love does not exist. It is truly the Holy Grail and I have failed. Only the sex of profane, selfish, illusional desire is the norm and still, the only thing that I can attract. Ego. And now I see that what I bid for is as rare as the Golden Fleece. And I am at peace. I failed. I gave my all and more and I failed.
I am divorced forever. I will not love someone's ego and I will not court a cruel King. I will not be held hostage and I will not kiss the beast again.
I believe from now on, and forever, in friendships and business, casual desire, and the absolute, comparative joy of being alone. Alone in soul. Alone, at least, with love. Alone, at least with someone I can rely on and who loves me. Truly. Wholly and completely. Me.
Hell is any other kind of relationship. Forget it and give me my life. Forget 'love' and give me my life. Give me my joy back and give me my life. I followed my bliss and I followed my soul and yet it seems, I believed in the wrong thing and I gave it my all and I failed. And I realise finally that there was nothing there. No regrets. I was married to my love for four years and it gave me everything I am. I believed and I loved and I gave and I loved loving.
But now I am divorced forever and I believe nothing and I feel everything. Hell is other people and above all, him.
There is no true love on this Earth and there is no cure for being alive. Give me my life and my business and my money and my ability to share and nihilistically entertain and let me forget the rest. And then let me die and leave this horrible, turgid, non love, barren, stupid, cruel, awful existence. And leave me the fuck alone.
Hell is relying on any other human being. Hell is the man I loved.
Scheherazade has left the building and the country too. Beauty will not kiss the beast again. And the Little Mermaid has gone forever.
Hell was loving a man. Hell was wanting a relationship. Hell was bidding for true love. Now, I am at peace again as I sit here and accept failure and know that I have myself, myself and myself. Give me myself, give me my work and give me my life. Hell was indeed, loving a man. Hell was indeed, loving my twin soul. Heaven is being the love, alone. At least, love and at least, soul. Hell, was waiting for him to love.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
Jiddu Krishnamurti
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
Maya Angelou
To represent God on God. To take part in Creation. To Love.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
Life is a test of our love. If we have love in our hearts, we have courage. Simple as. Ego is cowardice. Love is God. Love is soul. Love is courage. To represent God on God. To take part in Creation. To Love. Courage.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
God is Love. Actually, LOVE is God. And FORGIVENESS is Love. Facing the Self is Love. And Love, to FEEL Love, is God. Anything else is wounded, sick and profane existence. The invisible, emotional sickness of this world. Hate. Nothing is our fault but everything is our responsibility. And responsibility to find the love within, is God. And the reward, courage and heaven.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
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Men Who DON'T Believe in Love. Susan Edwards. The Unhealed Side of Sadomasochism
Female (Venus Archetype) Titans Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao
The Denial of Evil. How to NOT Know God. Amera Ziganii Rao
The Ultimate Wisdom of Renunciation (Notes on Enlightenment). Amera Ziganii Rao
The Road FROM Perdition. For a Man. Amera Ziganii Rao
Samuel Beckett. Nobel Prize Winner
Amera Ziganii Rao
WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
Esoteric. Self Actualiser. Consciousness Explorer. Philosophical Writer. Essayist. Dramatist. Prose Writer. Photographer. Film & TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Ex-Journalist.
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Thank you to outside source for photograph.