Anais Pt lV. A Self Portrait
Writings :: Envy And Fear And The Evil Of Jealousy And Hatred. (Hatred Being Fear). Amera Ziganii Rao
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson
Someone who questions their humanity every single second of every hour of every day of every month of every year. The only requirement to be a decent human being. The mistakes are made, practise always required, but the self honesty and the questioning of one's humanity...nothing can change or improve without that. Love is love is love is love.
Humanity, humanity and humanity. Anything else is wanting the privileges without taking the responsibility.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.
Friedrich Nietschze
In contradiction, love grows in strength. In confrontation, love is preserved.
Paulo Coelho
Love is possible only when there is a deep acceptance of oneself, the other, the world. Acceptance creates the milieu in which love grows, the soil in which love blooms.
Osho
A general who became a slave. A slave who became a gladiator. A gladiator who defied an emperor.
Ridley Scott's Gladiator
There are two levels of existence in life. One is called ego and one is called soul. One is 'normal' and automatic and the other the most elusive but attainable thing on earth. Self knowledge through gruelling and deeply satisfying but hair raising humility, self criticism (therapy, clearing the past, re-educating oneself) and ultimately self love. Always know what level of existence stands before you. In the mirror and in other people too. Then you are winning.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.
William James
The past doesn't determine your future unless you carry it with you into the present. Forgiving yourself and others, you free the universe to begin again at any moment.
Marianne Williamson
No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says; he is always convinced that it says what he means.
George Bernard Shaw
Life is like a roller coaster, live it, be happy, enjoy life.
Avril Lavigne
If you’re passionate about what it is you do, then you’re going to be looking for everything you can to get better at it.
Jack Canfield
Peace is a daily, a weekly, a monthly process, gradually changing opinions, slowly eroding old barriers......quietly building new structures.
John F. Kennedy
Realize that everyone is defined by their level of consciousness. What looks easy to change from your prospective looks binding from theirs.
The Chopra Foundation
I have always loved the mechanics of nature and to a greater or lesser extent my work is always informed by that.
Alexander McQueen
Boundaries are a powerful tool in your arsenal for creating a harmonious life that you are proud of and that you find deeply rich and fulfilling.
Christopher Howard
....Going into the unknown gives you a thrill. The heart starts pulsating again; again you are alive, fully alive. Every fibre of your being is alive because you have accepted the challenge of the unknown.
Osho
Don't be afraid your life will end; be afraid that it will never begin.
Grace Hansen
Envy And Fear And The Evil Of Jealousy And Hatred. (Hatred Being Fear). Amera Ziganii Rao
The idea that everyone is jealous of one's being and success always strikes me as being so paranoid and unnecessary and frankly, self important. What I have learnt is that people are here to heal and experience many different types of spiritual journeys and ways of knowing the Soul. Of knowing the true self. For me, it seems, that it has always been about shining around other people and having to experience hatred, envy, isolation, insults, cruelty, ex-communication and punishment. Always. Unless I meet people of the same driven, self responsible, talented and wisdom led archetype as myself. And by archetype, I mean people who have grown into soul, of either archetype (there are apparently two or indeed four archetypes of personality in life).
And today I face the truth that this has been my life and that the Marianne Williamson quote may apply to all of us on one level, but on another level, it is the specific thing I came here to experience and to heal. Jung says that we attract circumstances to make us uncover the underlying issue of our lives. Today I can say that this will never happen to me again. I will embrace the so called paranoia, the so called self importance, the so called attitude of confidence that there is a great deal in me to be jealous of and I shall embrace the truth that I can change the circumstances of my life by never not being aware of jealousy again. Of never NOT being aware of it.
I have battled against it, I have tried to educate other people into self responsibility and I have tried to discipline those around me, so they can focus on themselves and their own greatness instead of hating me because of the growth of mine. At the same time, there is also the final point of change where I say today, that I will not deny the existence of this in my life so that it can finally go. I am here to shine, I am here to be my full and complete self. As a woman, as a woman in relationship and marriage, as a human being, as a human being with disability and vulnerability, as a human being who is not ethnically European/Caucasian and as a human being who is an independent, free thinking, individual in a world of slaves.
As a human being of extraordinary generosity and gifts in any group. I deserve to shine and grow and be me. And I defer all the 'Commoduses' of this world, all the jealous little dictators, like the one in Ridley Scott's Gladiator to the bin. Thanks but no thanks. You will not fool me again. Jealousy exists, jealousy is real and jealousy has been my nemesis all my life against me, from those nearest and dearest and it will never, ever happen again.
And in this way, finally, I can attract people and the love in my nearest and dearest, without the jealousy, envy, dependency led possessiveness of destruction and the passive aggression of the lazy, irresponsible and ignorant. Learn from those of us who have the courage to change. The courage to shine and the courage to have courage. We give all day and all night. Take from me all that you can. I give it freely and with love. But do not destroy me. Because I will always kill you dead.
And to get rid of this issue in my life, it is not just about accepting the reality of it, however much one feels so self important to do that. It is also about standing alone. We ignore this issue, because we cannot bear to be hated. Today, I quite happily accept that I have always been hated! I have been admired, I have been worshipped even, I have been fancied by men and women since I was 4. But I have rarely been loved. And today, I can accept why. As Marianne Williamson says, this is our biggest challenge and to ease out the differences in who it applies to and who it doesn't, as Morpheus says in the Matrix. Anyone who is still plugged into the Matrix is a potential agent. Having become a master is to have become soul. And the 'reward' which hurts so much is that one stands even more alone in life than one has ever done before! All the cliches apply. 'It's lonely at the top'.
Today I embrace that aloneness and loneliness. I have friends. People of soul who know who I am as I know who they are. But in this transition from one world to the other, it is of paramount importance to know that jealousy exists and that the behaviour around me that has plagued me since I was 4 when my father used to call me a show off, so much so that when I got to school, I did not speak until I left at 18, right through to the war I had to wage against my man, to demand a right to be whole and with vocation and with a fucking personality (!), I think that says it all. Right through to a vicarious living mother who through her sincere belief that this was love, owned me and criticised me my whole life so that I was so stuck within the Stockholm Syndrome, I couldn't even breathe.
Yes, I see my life issue and I forgive and I let go. Life is not just about BECOMING unconditional love. It is about accepting the punishment that comes with it. The isolation, the ex - communication, the hatred, the pressure to conform from other people, the loneliness and the solitude. Becoming unconditional love is to become soul is to exit the mediocre existence of life. The pain, the hurt and the dire lack of self esteem. The being bullied, the being out of control, the having no control over one's life. The feeling of being stuck in a yoke. The price is high for freedom and self ownership, but worth every single, fucking step. For real. Freedom. Freedom on Earth.
Friedrich Nietschze says it all.
The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.
And then eventually, we meet the right people or the rightness in the people we know. That is a certainty too. Alchemy. Change yourself and you change your world and you change THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
We are all born slaves. It is up to us to find out how and why. And then we are free. Consciousnessness. The politics of the 21st century. Change yourself, change your world and therefore change THE world. We are all born slaves and we are all born to become free.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Malcolm X
Everybody has the right to be vulnerable. Everybody has the right to be human and everybody has the right to be a superstar too. The tenets of being alive as far as I am concerned. Believe it and live it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Our true friends are revealed in times of misfortune. It's in these moments that we gain insight in terms of who people really are. I don't know if you can relate to this, but in my own life I have found myself on several occassions wondering if I even had any real friends. I've had many many many acquaintances, but what about real friends....
Christopher Howard
All that is necessary for evil to triumph is for good men (and women) to do nothing.
Edmund Burke
If you're not ready to die for it, put the word 'freedom' out of your vocabulary.
Malcolm X
True love (of any kind, not just romantic) is mature love is soul love is love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
....Going into the unknown gives you a thrill. The heart starts pulsating again; again you are alive, fully alive. Every fibre of your being is alive because you have accepted the challenge of the unknown.
Osho
About all you can do in life is be true to who YOU are... Some will love you... Some will respect you… And some won’t like you at all... But be true and watch the miracle of your life unfold.
People Who Inspire Us
Let a person radically alter his (her) thoughts, and he (she) will be astonished at the rapid transformation it will effect in the material conditions of his (her) life.
James Allen
You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.
Buddha
No matter how much you search you will find only yourself.
The Seer's Wisdom
If everyone had self esteem, there would be no wars, no pain and no hate. 'You must be the change you wish to see in the world.' (Ghandi). Consciousness.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The only man I know who behaves sensibly is my tailor; he takes my measurements anew each time he sees me. The rest go on with their old measurements and expect me to fit them.
George Bernard Shaw
If everybody loves you, something is wrong. Find one enemy to keep you alert.
Paulo Coelho
Mediocre people will always try and keep you mediocre too. A London taxi driver in 1997. He owned a stable of horses on the side.
Haters are confused admirers.
Paulo Coelho
The generic truth is the same. Whether it is fascism, fascist misogyny, hatred of men, homophobia, racism, rape, contempt for vulnerability, ie the homeless or the lost, or the disabled, greed of the rich and squashing of the poor, fattism, contempt for anyone or just plain meanness in any area. The generic truth is human rights. Do we respect the rights of human beings? Do we treat people with love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I am ready. And anyone who cannot help me or support me has to be left behind. That is the way of warrior. The way of Samurai. And in case you hadn't realised, that is who I am. I flow with the water. I move like sand. I am alchemist, magician, creator and love. The genius of Soul is the genius of me. Love me or hate me, you will never forget me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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