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TEMUJIN RAO

  • Temujin Rao :: WRITER.PHILOSOPHER.ARTIST.ENLIGHTENER :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Hierophant Business™ :: Temujin Rao :: A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. A High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Priestess™ :: An Atlantean Elder :: A Proven High Initiate Graduate through a 20 year, visceral apprenticeship in both 'heaven and earth'. I serve The Great Mother Universe, The Triple Goddess, the non male 'God' truth of the consciousness led Universe of many Universes, from something a fuck of a lot more than a male, vindictive 'god' who serves men. This is Spiritual Existentialism. Alchemy. Becoming Magicians. Knowing the seen and unseen and working with both. I am a Noetic and Hierophant and Mystic and Esoteric Philosopher Shaman. I deal with human evil :: In development at the moment, after a massive journey to find out the secrets of the world and the meaning of l life. Working on my first books of consciousness and politics. And indeed, my stories, as the reference point for all of our journeys on earth. Also a photographer artist and digital darkroom artist with sexual and other images from the internet. Please feel free to read my free blog showcase. It's a good introduction to the themes I will be covering in my written work, to be published and followed by teachings through lectures, public speaking and DVDs and videos online, and indeed more written work. And then by courses in the different areas of consciousness. I will also be offering one on one consultations as a psycho spiritual enlightener and healer. This blog is going to feature the research I am currently covering. The paths to everything that is consciousness and still so hidden from general view. My own work is human rights and The Lost Knowledge. I do slavery to power. I heal sicknesses of the soul. I also show you the face of evil and how it exists in every pocket of this cesspool of a male made planet. I will show you how earth is a fascist hell of men. And how there are two tribes on earth. Atlantis and Lemuria, to introduce the fantastical but real truth of the truth. Two ethnic groups from the past, with Lemurian in charge of this godless and cruel place. From the most extreme parts of their culture. All real. Good versus evil truly exists. And therefore the opportunity for real heroism. Everywhere. In the most surprising and intimate places. The men and women of hate and war. The 'Judas Principle'. And those of us, of peace, sacredness and love. I am the politics of consciousness. I am. As anyone can be. If the journey is made. The journey to and from the truth. Dystopia to Utopia and back. This is earth. But you can know who you are. And what the fuck this shit is all about. And in that, you can win. If you have the courage to see the truth and live it and become it. And that of course is up to you. But I can help. It is my purpose. I used to be a news journalist. Now, I am a non academic, academic. Going professional, as is my right, as an 'alternative' historian. Alternative in whose world? Fuck that. The Lost Knowledge. There for all. Our purpose is to heal and see the truth and then build and win against the entire system of control. We are The Light, returned to an earth of belligerent fascism and slavery. We, however, are born free. The People of Humanity. The People of The Light. The People of True Power. The Primal Intellectuals of this true world. The future. Temujin Rao © 2017

SHAMAN High Priestess. The Power of Earth (Artwork)

SHAMAN High Priestess. The Power of Earth (Artwork)
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  • The High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Goddess Monarch Society™
  • Hermetic Philosophy. Metaphysical Philosophy. Social Philosophy. Political Philosophy. Psychological Philosophy. Feminism Philosophy. Human Rights Philosophy. Anthropological Philosophy. Esoteric Philosophy. Alchemical Philosophy. Hermetic Philosophy. Temujin Rao © 2018
  • I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • Indigo Warlords. Atlanteans. Female (and Male) Higher Consciousness Beings on a Male (and Female) Lemurian planet of human slavery, dependency ridden abuse, and insane fascism. Evil. Normal Life on a Low Consciousness Earth. Stand Up For Your Rights. And Leave Everyone. Break The Matrix. Live. And Fight For Your Rights Until The Day You Die. You Are Atlantean. No Lemurian has any interest in our humanity or our pain. We are the only Beings of Love. So love. And live. And become. Temujin Rao © 2018
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  • The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve. Temujin Rao © 2012
  • In development. Editing my first book, after 12 + years of blogging and exploring my message and my voice. Writing my second book, and essays and lectures, as well as preparing personal development material to share my philosophies and experience. My subject is human rights :: revolution, primal intelligence, sexualisation, liberation, human rights, the right to be spirit and magic, and the female intellectual mind, the philosopher's mind, and how to be a successful outlaw on earth. The revolution of this new earth. We must take over this earth too. We are Beings of The Light. This world wants us to be slaves. Developing in very challenging circumstances. Physically, with a chronic rehabilitation disability, and emotionally, after being systematically abused by men for over a decade. Call it 'my first marriage'. Shaman, Mystic, Philosopher, Healer, Writer, Enlightener, Orator. I am a 27 + year trained High Mystic Initiate Graduate, and a Truth Mentalist Exorcist 'Black Molfar' Shaman of High Magic. I uncover shit. I uncover evil. I fight Mystical Wars. I win. I can show you how. Let me get ready. Temujin Rao © 2024

Natural Born Mystic™ :: High Serpent Priesthood™ (Artwork)

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  • Metaphysical Philosophy + Political Spirituality + Human Rights from the inside out :: Self Actualisation, Sexualisation and Human Rights. The Female Mind, the Mind of Light, back on this stupid and shallow Spartan earth, again for the first time in 6000 - 12000 years. 12000 years of male enslavement of The Species of Light. The unspoken slaveries of this planet, from both male and female Nephilim/Fallen Angel Seed. But all led by male. Institutionally backed gender violence of cruelty. Men. Men who want your mind, oh how gracious of them, but that mind is supposed to be just for them. Vocation has taken us back to the beginning. Women are supposed to be born for men. The Species of Light is meant to be born for The Dark. Nothing has come forward on this Spartan, male violence, planet. Earth is a plantation for men. Be an outlaw or be a slave. That is what 'a woman can't have it all' actually means. "Be my slave or fuck off. You should be grateful that you are allowed to use your mind at all. For me. What is your problem? Do you actually have needs? No, you are a woman. Here, for me." To be woman is extraordinary. To be attracted to a man is to find your killer. So, what the fuck is the point of that? Male Supremacy. It runs earth. It will never run my earth again. And neither should it run yours. Desire is the most barren emotion on this earth. Male Supremacy will always see to that. Male Supremacy can go fuck itself. My desire is now, just for me. Temujin Rao © 2018

Slavery (Artwork)

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  • This is a story about a Monarch in the dirt, destiny. And a Multiverse that serves evil. It is called 'God Sovereign Free' (Lisa Renee). Actually, it's a pile of shit, with existence, balanced in the favour of evil. And the Tribe of the Light dumped onto earth, to make their way through fake destinies and fake lives, for nothing. Temujin Rao ©
  • Female Seraphim is the only Protagonist in existence. Earth is a planet of Seraphim persecution. Backed by The Multiverse. The Divine Plan. Ascension is the end of that persecution. The Twin Flame Nightmare. The Persecuted will inherit the Earth. Temujin Rao ©
  • The Twin Flame Experience is the greatest Celestial Betrayal that any Seraphim will ever experience. This is Armageddon and the Twin Flame Experience is one of the biggest wars of this filthy earth. There are no relationships. There is only war. The war of returning exiles. The Female Leaders of the true earth. The Twin Flame Experience is a lie. War is the only truth. War against men and all Nephilim. Temujin Rao ©
  • Forced 'Twin Flame'. I am a crippled, self determination, self making, independent philosopher and artist, female, so I attracted nothing but predators. Men are the greatest financial fascists in existence. Care Fascists, Financial Fascists and Professional Care Liars. This is the new fascism on earth. Men who will care, IF. Men who will give, IF. And the greater you are as a female, the richer the men, and meaner. Temujin Rao ©
  • There is no such thing as the Twin Flame path on earth, there is no such thing as a male, there is only misogyny and the hatred that men are. I am an Ascension Warlord Divine Feminine, and men are my business forever. Misogyny runs the whole world. Vampirism of female is the whole, ugly planet. The Divine Masculine will never return. These are the worst lives that women will ever live. The Wars of Ascension. Temujin Rao ©
  • This is a Male Earth. A Male Planet, as it is a White Planet. As it is a Thothian Planet. No Woman can win on a Male Earth. No one can win on a Thothian Earth. The Ultimate Feudalist Fascists of the Multiverse. The Fallen Angels. With Me, their Weapon was Love. With Me, their ONLY Weapon, could be Love. And of course, Money. Men are still the Money on This Stinking Planet. Seraphim :: The Love Holocaust. The Life Holocaust. The Divinity Holocaust :: Be an Outlaw. Build the Ancient World ©

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  • I have fought a great, great battle. Seraphim/Emerald Order is no longer raped by a Nephilim/Fallen Angel earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Seraphim/Emerald Order Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Seraphim/Emerald Order is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Men Actively Hate Women Like Me. This Is The Story Of Why And How. Natural Born Mystic :: The Female Holocaust. Not All Heroines Wear Capes. Men Hate Women Like Me. No Woman Should Ever Believe That Male Hate Is Personal. It Is Politics And Nothing Else. The Politics Of Slavery. This Is Earth. The Planet Of Male Hate Of Any Woman Who Will Be Free :: Temujin Rao © 2017
  • I am a woman with vocation. Don't bother coming near me. I do not negotiate with men about the 'right' to be 'loved'. Temujin Rao © 2018
  • The Matrix mind is the tribe mind is the psychologically warfared mind is the ego mind that so wants to die and leave us alone. The soul is the higher mind is the purified mind is the re-educated mind is the de-matrixed mind is the real mind is the free mind is the mind without the tired ego. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • The return of magic on earth. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Love :: The Predator Journey Waits For Every Woman, And Every Man And Woman Of Atlantis On This Lemurian Planet. It Is The Nemesis Path To The Eventual, Holy Grail. Love. In Whichever Lifetime You Are To Experience It. It Is First Though, The Baptism Of Fire, For Liberation, Individuation, And Reversing All Abuse On Earth. Loving Creeps. The Mortals Who Are Addicted To Female Gods. And Who Will See Us Dead Before They Actually Love Us At All. The Predator Journey. Waiting For All Women. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The Stronger That Women Become, As Is Our Human Right, After 12000 Years Of Forced Slavery, The Meaner That Men Get. How Is This Not Possible When The World Reveals This Political Truth Everyday? The Self Esteem And Self Development Of Women Must Not Have Anything To Do With Men Anymore On This Present Planet Of Low Consciousness Cruelty Of Conscious Evil. Men Are For Sex And Take Years To Even Deliver That. Love Is A Vision. And Not For Anyone Else. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Men are slavers and predators. And we are brought up to believe that they are protectors and lovers. The true life. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Evil will always win. Temujin Rao © 2017

Goddess (Artwork)

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Wednesday 8 February 2012

Ordinary People. George Orwell. "one of the most influential English writers of the 20th century and..one of the most important chroniclers of English culture of his generation"







George Orwell 





Ordinary People. George Orwell. "one of the most influential English writers of the 20th century and..one of the most important chroniclers of English culture of his generation"

Words from George Orwell

To admit that an opponent might be both honest and intelligent is felt to be intolerable. It is more immediately satisfying to shout that he is a fool or a scoundrel, or both, than to find out what he is really like.

Spending the night out of doors has nothing attractive about it in London, especially for a poor, ragged, undernourished wretch. Moreover sleeping in the open is only allowed in one thoroughfare in London. If the policeman on his beat finds you asleep, it is his duty to wake you up. That is because it has been found that a sleeping man succombs to the cold more easily than a man who is awake, and England could not let one of her sons die in the street. So you are at liberty to spend the night in the street, providing it is a sleepless night. But there is one road where the homeless are allowed to sleep. Strangely, it is the Thames Embankment, not far from the Houses of Parliament. We advise all those visitors to England who would like to see the reverse side of our apparent prosperity to go and look at those who habitually sleep on the Embankment, with their filthy tattered clothes, their bodies wasted by disease, a living reprimand to the Parliament in whose shadow they lie.

George Orwell. "Beggars in London", in Le Progrès Civique (12 January 1929), translated into English by Janet Percival and Ian Willison

To the well-fed it seems cowardly to complain of tight boots, because the well-fed live in a different world-a world where, if your boots are tight, you can change them; their minds are not warped by petty discomfort. But below a certain income the petty crowds the large out of existence; one's preoccupation is not with art or religion, but with bad food, hard beds, drudgery and the sack. Serenity is impossible to a poor man in a cold country and even his active thoughts will go in more or less sterile complaint.

George Orwell. Review of Hunger and Love by Lionel Britton, in The Adelphi (April 1931)

In England, a century of strong government has developed what O. Henry called the stern and rugged fear of the police to a point where any public protest seems an indecency. But in France everyone can remember a certain amount of civil disturbance, and even the workmen in the bistros talk of la revolution — meaning the next revolution, not the last one. The highly socialised modern mind, which makes a kind of composite god out of the rich, the government, the police and the larger newspapers, has not been developed — at least not yet.

George Orwell. Review of The Civilization of France by Ernst Robert Curtius; translated by Olive Wyon, in The Adelphi (May 1932)

Man is not a Yahoo, but he is rather like a Yahoo and needs to be reminded of it from time to time.

George Orwell. Review of Tropic of Cancer, in New English Weekly (14 November 1935)

There is a geographical element in all belief-saying what seem profound truths in India have a way of seeming enormous platitudes in England, and vice versa. Perhaps the fundamental difference is that beneath a tropical sun individuality seems less distinct and the loss of it less important.

George Orwell. Review of Indian Mosaic by Mark Channing, in The Listener (15 July 1936)

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not money, I am become as a sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not money, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not money, it profiteth me nothing. Money suffereth long, and is kind; money envieth not; money vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, doth not behave unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. ... And now abideth faith, hope, money, these three; but the greatest of these is money.

 George Orwell. I Corinthians xiii (adapted) Keep the Aspidistra Flying (1936), opening lines.

They had their cynical code worked out. The public are swine; advertising is the rattling of a stick inside a swill-bucket.

George Orwell. Keep the Aspidistra Flying (1936)

Money, once again; all is money. All human relationships must be purchased with money. If you have no money, men won't care for you, women won't love you; won't, that is, care for you or love you the last little bit that matters. And how right they are, after all! For, moneyless, you are unlovable. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels. But then, if I haven't money, I DON'T speak with the tongues of men and of angels.

George Orwell. Keep the Aspidistra Flying (1936)

I am struck again by the fact that as soon as a working man gets an official post in the Trade Union or goes into Labour politics, he becomes middle-class whether he will or no. ie. by fighting against the bourgeoisie he becomes a bourgeois. The fact is that you cannot help living in the manner appropriate and developing the ideology appropriate to your income.

George Orwell. The Road to Wigan Pier Diary 6-10 February (1936)

One sometimes gets the impression that the mere words 'Socialism' and 'Communism' draw towards them with magnetic force every fruit-juice drinker, nudist, sandal-wearer, sex-maniac, Quaker, 'Nature Cure' quack, pacifist, and feminist in England.

George Orwell. The Road to Wigan Pier (1937)

If there are certain pages of Mr Bertrand Russell's book, Power, which seem rather empty, that is merely to say that we have now sunk to a depth at which the restatement of the obvious is the first duty of intelligent men. It is not merely that at present the rule of naked force obtains almost everywhere. Probably that has always been the case. Where this age differs from those immediately preceding it is that a liberal intelligentsia is lacking. Bully-worship, under various disguises, has become a universal religion, and such truisms as that a machine-gun is still a machine-gun even when a "good" man is squeezing the trigger — and that in effect is what Mr Russell is saying — have turned into heresies which it is actually becoming dangerous to utter.

George Orwell. Review of Power: A New Social Analysis by Bertrand Russell in Adelphi (January 1939); Paraphrased variant: Sometimes the first duty of intelligent men is the restatement of the obvious.

Acceptance of the Catholic position implies a certain willingness to see the present injustices of society continue... Individual salvation implies liberty, which is always extended by Catholic writers to include the right to private property. But in the stage of industrial development which we have now reached, the right to private property means the right to exploit and torture millions of one's fellow creatures. The Socialist would argue, therefore, that one can only defend property if one is more or less indifferent to economic justice.

George Orwell. Review of Communism and Man by F. J. Sheed in Peace News (27 January 1939).

Men are only as good as their technical development allows them to be.

George Orwell. "Charles Dickens" (1939), Inside the Whale and Other Essays (1940)

When one reads any strongly individual piece of writing, one has the impression of seeing a face somewhere behind the page. It is not necessarily the actual face of the writer. I feel this very strongly with Swift, with Defoe, with Fielding, Stendhal, Thackeray, Flaubert, though in several cases I do not know what these people looked like and do not want to know. What one sees is the face that the writer ought to have. Well, in the case of Dickens I see a face that is not quite the face of Dickens's photographs, though it resembles it. It is the face of a man of about forty, with a small beard and a high colour. He is laughing, with a touch of anger in his laughter, but no triumph, no malignity. It is the face of a man who is always fighting against something, but who fights in the open and is not frightened, the face of a man who is generously angry — in other words, of a nineteenth-century liberal, a free intelligence, a type hated with equal hatred by all the smelly little orthodoxies which are now contending for our souls.

George Orwell. "Charles Dickens" (1939), Inside the Whale and Other Essays (1940)

[Hitler] has grasped the falsity of the hedonistic attitude to life. Nearly all western thought since the last war, certainly all "progressive" thought, has assumed tacitly that human beings desire nothing beyond ease, security, and avoidance of pain. In such a view of life there is no room, for instance, for patriotism and the military virtues. The Socialist who finds his children playing with soldiers is usually upset, but he is never able to think of a substitute for the tin soldiers; tin pacifists somehow won’t do. Hitler, because in his own joyless mind he feels it with exceptional strength, knows that human beings don’t only want comfort, safety, short working-hours, hygiene, birth-control and, in general, common sense; they also, at least intermittently, want struggle and self-sacrifice, not to mention drums, flag and loyalty-parades…. Whereas Socialism, and even capitalism in a grudging way, have said to people "I offer you a good time," Hitler has said to them "I offer you struggle, danger and death," and as a result a whole nation flings itself at his feet.

George Orwell. From a review of Adolf Hitler's Mein Kampf, New English Weekly (21 March 1940)

It is all very well to be "advanced" and "enlightened," to snigger at Colonel Blimp and proclaim your emancipation from all traditional loyalties, but a time comes when the sand of the desert is sodden red and what have I done for thee, England, my England? As I was brought up in this tradition myself I can recognise it under strange disguises, and also sympathise with it, for even at its stupidest and most sentimental it is a comelier thing than the shallow self-righteousness of the left-wing intelligentsia.

George Orwell. From a review of Malcolm Muggeridge's The Thirties, in New English Weekly (25 April 1940)

There is something wrong with a regime that requires a pyramid of corpses every few years.

George Orwell. About the "current Russian regime" (11 April 1940) p.532 in The Collected Essays, Journalism, & Letters, George Orwell: An age like this, 1920-1940, Editors: Sonia Orwell, Ian Angus

We are in a strange period of history in which a revolutionary has to be a patriot and a patriot has to be a revolutionary.

George Orwell. Letter to The Tribune (20 December 1940), later published in A Patriot After All, 1940-1941 (1999)

Since pacifists have more freedom of action in countries where traces of democracy survive, pacifism can act more effectively against democracy than for it. Objectively the pacifist is pro-Nazi.

George Orwell. "No, Not One," Adelphi (October 1941)

The choice before human beings, is not, as a rule, between good and evil but between two evils. You can let the Nazis rule the world: that is evil; or you can overthrow them by war, which is also evil. There is no other choice before you, and whichever you choose you will not come out with clean hands.

George Orwell. "No, Not One," Adelphi (October 1941)

You and I both know that there can be no real solution of the Indian problem which does not also benefit Britain. Either we all live in a decent world, or nobody does. It is so obvious, is it not, that the British worker as well as the Indian peasant stands to gain by the ending of capitalist exploitation, and that Indian independence is a lost cause if the Fascist nations are allowed to dominate the world.

George Orwell. From a review of Letters on India by Mulk Raj Anand, Tribune (19 March 1943)







1984. The Slogan. George Orwell (Artwork) 





Nearly all creators of Utopia have resembled the man who has toothache, and therefore thinks happiness consists in not having toothache. They wanted to produce a perfect society by an endless continuation of something that had only been valuable because it was temporary. The wider course would be to say that there are certain lines along which humanity must move, the grand strategy is mapped out, but detailed prophecy is not our business. Whoever tries to imagine perfection simply reveals his own emptiness.

George Orwell. "Why Socialists Don't Believe in Fun", Tribune (20 December 1943)

During part of 1941 and 1942, when the Luftwaffe was busy in Russia, the German radio regaled its home audience with stories of devastating air raids on London. Now, we are aware that those raids did not happen. But what use would our knowledge be if the Germans conquered Britain? For the purpose of a future historian, did those raids happen, or didn’t they? The answer is: If Hitler survives, they happened, and if he falls they didn’t happen. So with innumerable other events of the past ten or twenty years. Is the Protocols of the Elders of Zion a genuine document? Did Trotsky plot with the Nazis? How many German aeroplanes were shot down in the Battle of Britain? Does Europe welcome the New Order? In no case do you get one answer which is universally accepted because it is true: in each case you get a number of totally incompatible answers, one of which is finally adopted as the result of a physical struggle. History is written by the winners.

George Orwell. "As I Please," Tribune (4 February 1944)

Between them these two books sum up our present predicament. Capitalism leads to dole queues, the scramble for markets, and war. Collectivism leads to concentration camps, leader worship, and war. There is no way out of this unless a planned economy can somehow be combined with the freedom of the intellect, which can only happen if the concept of right and wrong is restored to politics.

George Orwell. Review of The Road to Serfdom by F.A. Hayek & The Mirror of the Past by K. Zilliacus, reviewed in The Observer (9 April 1944).

The fallacy is to believe that under a dictatorial government you can be free inside. Quite a number of people console themselves with this thought, now that totalitarianism in one form or another is visibly on the up-grade in every part of the world. Out in the street the loudspeakers bellow, the flags flutter from the rooftops, the police with their tommy-guns prowl to and fro, the face of the Leader, four feet wide, glares from every hoarding; but up in the attics the secret enemies of the regime can record their thoughts in perfect freedom — that is the idea, more or less.

George Orwell. "As I Please," Tribune (28 April 1944)

Circus dogs jump when the trainer cracks his whip, but the really well-trained dog is the one that turns his somersault when there is no whip.

George Orwell. "As I Please," Tribune (7 July 1944)

Of course, fanatical Communists and Russophiles generally can be respected, even if they are mistaken. But for people like ourselves, who suspect that something has gone very wrong with the Soviet Union, I consider that willingness to criticize Russia and Stalin is the test of intellectual honesty. It is the only thing that from a literary intellectual's point of view is really dangerous.

George Orwell. Letter to John Middleton Murry (5 August 1944), published in The Collected Essays, Journalism, & Letters, George Orwell : As I Please, 1943-1945 (2000), edited by Sonia Orwell and Ian Angus

Do remember that dishonesty and cowardice always have to be paid for. Don’t imagine that for years on end you can make yourself the boot-licking propagandist of the Soviet régime, or any other régime, and then suddenly return to mental decency. Once a whore, always a whore.

George Orwell. "As I Please" column in The Tribune (1 September 1944)

Autobiography is only to be trusted when it reveals something disgraceful. A man who gives a good account of himself is probably lying, since any life when viewed from the inside is simply a series of defeats.

George Orwell. "Benefit Of Clergy: Some Notes On Salvador Dalí," Dickens, Dali & Others: Studies in Popular Culture (1944)

So far as I can see, all political thinking for years past has been vitiated in the same way. People can foresee the future only when it coincides with their own wishes, and the most grossly obvious facts can be ignored when they are unwelcome.

George Orwell. "London Letter" (December 1944), in Partisan Review (Winter 1945)

We are told that it is only people’s objective actions that matter, and their subjective feelings are of no importance. Thus pacifists, by obstructing the war effort, are ‘objectively’ aiding the Nazis; and therefore the fact that they may be personally hostile to Fascism is irrelevant. I have been guilty of saying this myself more than once. The same argument is applied to Trotskyism… To criticize the Soviet Union helps Hitler: therefore "Trotskyism is Fascism". And when this has been established, the accusation of conscious treachery is usually repeated. This is not only dishonest; it also carries a severe penalty with it. If you disregard people’s motives, it becomes much harder to foresee their actions. For there are occasions when even the most misguided person can see the results of what he is doing... The important thing is to discover which individuals are honest and which are not, and the usual blanket accusation merely makes this more difficult. The atmosphere of hatred in which controversy is conducted blinds people to considerations of this kind. To admit that an opponent might be both honest and intelligent is felt to be intolerable. It is more immediately satisfying to shout that he is a fool or a scoundrel, or both, than to find out what he is really like. It is this habit of mind, among other things, that has made political prediction in our time so remarkably unsuccessful.

George Orwell. "As I Please," Tribune (8 December 1944)

At any given moment there is an orthodoxy, a body of ideas which it is assumed that all right-thinking people will accept without question. It is not exactly forbidden to say this, that or the other, but it is 'not done' to say it, just as in mid-Victorian times it was 'not done' to mention trousers in the presence of a lady.

George Orwell. "The Freedom of the Press", unused preface to Animal Farm (1945), published in Times Literary Supplement (15 September 1972)

Thus, for example, tanks, battleships and bombing planes are inherently tyrannical weapons, while rifles, muskets, long-bows, and hand-grenades are inherently democratic weapons. A complex weapon makes the strong stronger, while a simple weapon — so long as there is no answer to it — gives claws to the weak.

George Orwell. "You and the Atom Bomb", Tribune (19 October 1945)

Looking at the world as a whole, the drift for many decades has been not towards anarchy but towards the reimposition of slavery. We may be heading not for general breakdown but for an epoch as horribly stable as the slave empires of antiquity. James Burnham's theory has been much discussed, but few people have yet considered its ideological implications — that is, the kind of world-view, the kind of beliefs, and the social structure that would probably prevail in a state which was at once unconquerable and in a permanent state of "cold war" with its neighbours.

Had the atomic bomb turned out to be something as cheap and easily manufactured as a bicycle or an alarm clock, it might well have plunged us back into barbarism, but it might, on the other hand, have meant the end of national sovereignty and of the highly-centralised police state. If, as seems to be the case, it is a rare and costly object as difficult to produce as a battleship, it is likelier to put an end to large-scale wars at the cost of prolonging indefinitely a "peace that is no peace."

George Orwell. Commonly cited as the first documented use of the phrase "cold war", in "You and the Atom Bomb", Tribune (19 October 1945); also in George Orwell: The Collected Essays, Journalism & Letters, Volume 4: In Front of Your Nose 1946–1950 (2000) by Sonia Orwell, Ian Angus, p. 9

Scientific education for the masses will do little good, and probably a lot of harm, if it simply boils down to more physics, more chemistry, more biology, etc to the detriment of literature and history. Its probable effect on the average human being would be to narrow the range of his thoughts and make him more than ever contemptuous of such knowledge as he did not possess.

George Orwell. "What is Science?", Tribune (26 October 1945)

The whole idea of revenge and punishment is a childish day-dream. Properly speaking, there is no such thing as revenge. Revenge is an act which you want to commit when you are powerless and because you are powerless: as soon as the sense of impotence is removed, the desire evaporates also.

George Orwell. "Revenge is Sour", Tribune (9 November 1945)

Actually there is little acute hatred of Germany left in this country, and even less, I should expect to find, in the army of occupation. Only the minority of sadists, who must have their "atrocities" from one source or another, take a keen interest in the hunting-down of war criminals and quislings.

George Orwell. "Revenge is Sour", Tribune (9 November 1945)

Serious sport has nothing to do with fair play. It is bound up with hatred, jealousy, boastfulness, disregard of all rules and sadistic pleasure in witnessing violence: in other words it is war minus the shooting.

George Orwell. "The Sporting Spirit", Tribune (14 December 1945)

Each generation imagines itself to be more intelligent than the one that went before it, and wiser than the one that comes after it.

George Orwell. Review of A Coat of Many Colours: Occasional Essays by Herbert Read, Poetry Quarterly (Winter 1945)

Anyone who cares to examine my work will see that even when it is downright propaganda it contains much that a full-time politician would consider irrelevant. I am not able, and do not want, completely to abandon the world view that I acquired in childhood. So long as I remain alive and well I shall continue to feel strongly about prose style, to love the surface of the Earth, and to take pleasure in solid objects and scraps of useless information. It is no use trying to suppress that side of myself. The job is to reconcile my ingrained likes and dislikes with the essentially public, non-individual activities that this age forces on all of us.

It is not easy. It raises problems of construction and of language, and it raises in a new way the problem of truthfulness.

George Orwell. "Why I Write", Gangrel (Summer 1946)

The Spanish war and other events in 1936-7 turned the scale and thereafter I knew where I stood. Every line of serious work that I have written since 1936 has been written, directly or indirectly, against totalitarianism and for democratic Socialism, as I understand it. It seems to me nonsense, in a period like our own, to think that one can avoid writing of such subjects.

George Orwell. "Why I Write," Gangrel (Summer 1946)

Writing a book is a horrible, exhausting struggle, like a long bout of some painful illness. One would never undertake such a thing if one were not driven on by some demon whom one can neither resist nor understand.

George Orwell. "Why I Write," Gangrel (Summer 1946)

If I had to make a list of six books which were to be preserved when all others were destroyed, I would certainly put Gulliver's Travels among them.

George Orwell. "Politics vs. Literature : An Examination of Gulliver's Travels" (1946)

In my opinion, nothing has contributed so much to the corruption of the original idea of socialism as the belief that Russia is a socialist country and that every act of its rulers must be excused, if not imitated. And so for the last ten years, I have been convinced that the destruction of the Soviet myth was essential if we wanted a revival of the socialist movement.

George Orwell. Preface to the Ukrainian edition of Animal Farm, as published in The Collected Essays, Journalism, and Letters of George Orwell : As I please, 1943-1945 (1968)

The real division is not between conservatives and revolutionaries but between authoritarians and libertarians.

George Orwell . Letter to Malcolm Muggeridge (4 December 1948), quoted in Malcolm Muggeridge : A Life (1980) by Ian Hunter

If publishers and editors exert themselves to keep certain topics out of print, it is not because they are frightened of prosecution but because they are frightened of public opinion. In this country intellectual cowardice is the worst enemy a writer or journalist has to face, and that fact does not seem to me to have had the discussion it deserves.

George Orwell. Original (unused) preface to Animal Farm (1945); as published in George Orwell : Some Materials for a Bibliography (1953) by Ian R. Willison







Animal Farm Cover. George Orwell (Artwork) 






I have never visited Russia and my knowledge of it consists only of what can be learned by reading books and newspapers. Even if I had the power, I would not wish to interfere in Soviet domestic affairs: I would not condemn Stalin and his associates merely for their barbaric and undemocratic methods. It is quite possible that, even with the best intentions, they could not have acted otherwise under the conditions prevailing there.

But on the other hand it was of the utmost importance to me that people in western Europe should see the Soviet regime for what it really was. Since 1930 I had seen little evidence that the USSR was progressing towards anything that one could truly call Socialism. On the contrary, I was struck by clear signs of its transformation into a hierarchical society, in which the rulers have no more reason to give up their power than any other ruling class. Moreover, the workers and intelligentsia in a country like England cannot understand that the USSR of today is altogether different from what it was in 1917. It is partly that they do not want to understand (i.e. they want to believe that, somewhere, a really Socialist country does actually exist), and partly that, being accustomed to comparative freedom and moderation in public life, totalitarianism is completely incomprehensible to them........

........I am well acquainted with all the arguments against freedom of thought and speech — the arguments which claim that it cannot exist, and the arguments which claim that it ought not to. I answer simply that they don't convince me and that our civilization over a period of four hundred years has been founded on the opposite notice. For quite a decade past I have believed that the existing Russian régime is a mainly evil thing, and I claim the right to say so, in spite of the fact that we are allies with the USSR in a war which I want to see won. If I had to choose a text to justify myself, I should choose the line from Milton:

By the known rules of ancient liberty. The word ancient emphasizes the fact that intellectual freedom is a deep-rooted tradition without which our characteristic western culture could only doubtfully exist. From that tradition many of our intellectuals are visibly turning away. They have accepted the principle that a book should be published or suppressed, praised or damned, not on its merits but according to political expediency. And others who do not actually hold this view assent to it from sheer cowardice.......

.........If liberty means anything at all, it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.

George Orwell. Original (unused) preface to Animal Farm (1945); as published in George Orwell : Some Materials for a Bibliography (1953) by Ian R. Willison

The point is that we are all capable of believing things which we know to be untrue, and then, when we are finally proved wrong, impudently twisting the facts so as to show that we were right. Intellectually, it is possible to carry on this process for an indefinite time: the only check on it is that sooner or later a false belief bumps up against solid reality, usually on a battlefield.

George Orwell. "In Front of Your Nose", Tribune (22 March 1946)

To see what is in front of one's nose needs a constant struggle........

........Certainly we ought to be discontented, we ought not simply to find out ways of making the best of a bad job, and yet if we kill all pleasure in the actual process of life, what sort of future are we preparing for ourselves? If a man cannot enjoy the return of spring, why should he be happy in a labour-saving Utopia? What will he do with the leisure that the machine will give him?

George Orwell. "Some Thoughts on the Common Toad", Tribune (12 April 1946)

By preaching the doctrine that nothing is to be admired except steel and concrete, one merely makes it a little surer that human beings will have no outlet for their surplus energy except in hatred and leader worship........

...........The atom bombs are piling up in the factories, the police are prowling through the cities, the lies are streaming from the loudspeakers, but earth is still going round the sun, and neither the dictators nor the bureaucrats, deeply as they disapprove of the process, are able to prevent it........

...........In a Society in which there is no law, and in theory no compulsion, the only arbiter of behaviour is public opinion. But public opinion, because of the tremendous urge to conformity in gregarious animals, is less tolerant than any system of law. When human beings are governed by "thou shalt not", the individual can practise a certain amount of eccentricity: when they are supposedly governed by "love" or "reason", he is under continuous pressure to make him behave and think in exactly the same way as everyone else.

George Orwell. "Politics vs. Literature: An Examination of Gulliver's Travels," Polemic (September/October 1946)

People talk about the horrors of war, but what weapon has man invented that even approaches in cruelty to some of the commoner diseases? "Natural" death, almost by definition, means something slow, smelly and painful.

George Orwell. "How the Poor Die", Now (November 1946)

While the game of deadlocks and bottle-necks goes on, another more serious game is also being played. It is governed by two axioms. One is that there can be no peace without a general surrender of sovereignty: the other is that no country capable of defending its sovereignty ever surrenders it. If one keeps these axioms in mind one can generally see the relevant facts in international affairs through the smoke-screen with which the newspapers surround them.

George Orwell. "As I Please," Tribune (13 December 1946)

This business of making people conscious of what is happening outside their own small circle is one of the major problems of our time, and a new literary technique will have to be evolved to meet it. Considering that the people of this country are not having a very comfortable time, you can't perhaps, blame them for being somewhat callous about suffering elsewhere, but the remarkable thing is the extent to which they manage to be unaware of it. Tales of starvation, ruined cities, concentration camps, mass deportations, homeless refugees, persecuted Jews — all this is received with a sort of incurious surprise, as though such things had never been heard of but at the same time were not particularly interesting. The now-familiar photographs of skeleton-like children make very little impression. As time goes on and the horrors pile up, the mind seems to secrete a sort of self-protecting ignorance which needs a harder and harder shock to pierce it, just as the body will become immunised to a drug and require bigger and bigger doses.......

.........But is it really necessary, in 1947, to teach children to use expressions like "native" and "Chinaman"?

George Orwell. "As I Please," Daily Herald/Tribune (27 February 1947)

A tragic situation exists precisely when virtue does not triumph but when it is still felt that man is nobler than the forces which destroy him.

George Orwell. "Lear, Tolstoy and the Fool," Polemic (March 1947)

If you turn the other cheek, you will get a harder blow on it than you got on the first one. This does not always happen, but it is to be expected, and you ought not to complain if it does happen..........

........A normal human being does not want the Kingdom of Heaven: he wants life on earth to continue. This is not solely because he is "weak," "sinful" and anxious for a "good time." Most people get a fair amount of fun out of their lives, but on balance life is suffering, and only the very young or the very foolish imagine otherwise. Ultimately it is the Christian attitude which is self-interested and hedonistic, since the aim is always to get away from the painful struggle of earthly life and find eternal peace in some kind of Heaven or Nirvana. The humanist attitude is that the struggle must continue and that death is the price of life.........

........No one can look back on his schooldays and say with truth that they were altogether unhappy.
"Such, Such Were The Joys" (May 1947); published in Partisan Review (September/October 1952)
Threats to freedom of speech, writing and action, though often trivial in isolation, are cumulative in their effect and, unless checked, lead to a general disrespect for the rights of the citizen.

George Orwell. "The Freedom Defence Committee" in "The Socialist Leader (18 September 1948); also in The Collected Essays, Journalism, & Letters, George Orwell; Vol. IV : In front of your nose, 1945-1950 (2000), p. 447

I always disagree, however, when people end up saying that we can only combat Communism, Fascism or what not if we develop an equal fanaticism. It appears to me that one defeats the fanatic precisely by not being a fanatic oneself, but on the contrary by using one's intelligence.

George Orwell. Letter to Richard Rees (3 March 1949)

It is difficult for a statesman who still has a political future to reveal everything that he knows: and in a profession in which one is a baby at 50 and middle-aged at seventy-five, it is natural that anyone who has not actually been disgraced should feel that he still has a future.

George Orwell. Review of Their Finest Hour by Winston Churchill, New Leader (14 May 1949)

One cannot really be Catholic & grown-up.

George Orwell. "Extracts from a Manuscript Notebook" (1949), The Collected Essays, Journalism and Letters of George Orwell, vol. 4 (1968)

Writings from George Orwell 

Down and out in Paris and London (1933)

Poverty is what I'm writing about.

The Paris slums are a gathering-place for eccentric people — people who have fallen into solitary, half-mad grooves of life and given up trying to be normal or decent. Poverty frees them from normal standards of behaviour, just as money frees people from work. Some of the lodgers in our hotel lived lives that were curious beyond words.

For, when you are approaching poverty, you make one discovery which outweighs some of the others. You discover boredom and mean complications and the beginnings of hunger, but you also discover the great redeeming feature of poverty: the fact that it annihilates the future. Within certain limits, it is actually true that the less money you have, the less you worry.

Hunger reduces one to an utterly spineless, brainless condition, more like the after-effects of influenza than anything else. It is as though all one's blood had been pumped out and lukewarm water substituted.

There is only one way to make money at writing, and that is to marry a publisher's daughter.

Record of a remark by Orwell's fellow tramp Boris

One always abandons something in retreat. Look at Napoleon at the Beresina! He abandoned his whole army.

A remark by Boris

Fate seemed to be playing a series of extraordinarily unamusing jokes.

It is fatal to look hungry. It makes people want to kick you.

A remark by Boris

Roughly speaking, the more one pays for food, the more sweat and spittle one is obliged to eat with it.

... Dirtiness is inherent in hotels and restaurants, because sound food is sacrificed to punctuality and smartness... The only food at the Hotel X which was ever prepared cleanly was the staff's.

About "Hotel X"

Looking round that filthy room, with raw meat lying among the refuse on the floor, and cold, clotted saucepans sprawling everywhere, and the sink blocked and coated with grease, I used to wonder whether there could be a restaurant in the world as bad as ours. But the other three all said they had been in dirtier places. 'On the state of the kitchen at the newly opened "Auberge.

How sweet the air does smell — even the air of a back-street in the suburbs — after the shut-in, subfaecal stench of the spike! The morning after Orwell is let out of his first tramps' accommodation, or 'spike'

Paddy and I had scarcely a wink of sleep, for there was a man near us who had some nervous trouble, shell-shock perhaps, which made him cry out 'Pip!' at irregular intervals. It was a loud, startling noise, something like the toot of a small motor-horn. You never knew when it was coming, and it was a sure preventer of sleep. ...he must have kept ten or twenty people awake every night. He was an example of the kind of thing that prevents one from ever getting enough sleep when men are herded as they are in these lodging houses.' On sleeping in a communal room in a cheap lodging house.

He had two subjects of conversation, the shame and come-down of being a tramp, and the best way of getting a free meal.

On Paddy the tramp, Orwell's itinerant pal

Being a beggar, he said, was not his fault, and he refused either to have any compunction about it or to let it trouble him. He was the enemy of society, and quite ready to take to crime if he saw a good opportunity. He refused on principle to be thrifty. In the summer he saved nothing, spending his surplus earnings on drink, as he did not care about women. If he was penniless when winter came on, then society must look after him. He was ready to extract every penny he could from charity, provided that he was not expected to say thank you for it. He avoided religious charities, however, for he said it stuck in his throat to sing hymns for buns. He had various other points of honour; for instance, it was his boast that never in his life, even when starving, had he picked up a cigarette end. He considered himself in a class above the ordinary run of beggars, who, he said, were an abject lot, without even the decency to be ungrateful.

On "Bozo"

Beggars do not work, it is said; but then, what is work? A navvy works by swinging a pick. An accountant works by adding up figures. A beggar works by standing out of doors in all weathers and getting varicose veins, bronchitis etc. It is a trade like any other; quite useless, of course — but, then, many reputable trades are quite useless. And as a social type a beggar compares well with scores of others. He is honest compared with the sellers of most patent medicines, high-minded compared with a Sunday newspaper proprietor, amiable compared with a hire-purchase tout-in short, a parasite, but a fairly harmless parasite. He seldom extracts more than a bare living from the community, and, what should justify him according to our ethical ideas, he pays for it over and over in suffering. Ch XXXI

He was an embittered atheist (the sort of atheist who does not so much disbelieve in God as personally dislike Him), and took a sort of pleasure in thinking that human affairs would never improve. Sometimes, he said, when sleeping on the Embankment, it had consoled him to look up at Mars or Jupiter and think that there were probably Embankment sleepers there. He had a curious theory about this. Life on earth, he said, is harsh because the planet is poor in the necessities of existence. Mars, with its cold climate and scanty water, must be far poorer, and life correspondingly harsher. Whereas on earth you are merely imprisoned for stealing sixpence, on Mars you are probably boiled alive. This thought cheered Bozo, I do not know why. He was a very exceptional man.

The most bitter insult one can offer to a Londoner is "bastard" — which, taken for what it means, is hardly an insult at all.

My story ends here. It is a fairly trivial story, and I can only hope that it has been interesting in the same way as a trivial diary is interesting. ... At present I do not feel I have seen more than the fringe of poverty.

Still, I can point to one or two things I have definitely learned by being hard up. I shall never again think that all tramps are drunken scoundrels, nor expect a beggar to be grateful when I give him a penny, nor be surprised if men out of work lack energy, nor subscribe to the Salvation Army, nor pawn my clothes, nor refuse a handbill, nor enjoy a meal at a smart restaurant. That is a beginning.

George Orwell

Burmese Days (1933)

Ellis, was one of those people who constantly nag others to echo their own opinions. Ch. II

Living a lie the whole time — the lie that we're here to uplift our poor black brothers instead of to rob them ... it corrupts us, it corrupts us in ways you can't imagine. John Flory, Ch. III

I always think they're rather charming-looking, the Burmese. They have such splendid bodies! Just think what sights you'd see in England if people went about half naked as they do here! John Flory, Ch X

Is there anything in the world more graceless, more dishonouring, than to desire a woman whom you will never have ? Ch XX

George Orwell

Homage to Catalonia (1938)

I have no particular love for the idealised "worker" as he appears in the bourgeois Communist's mind, but when I see an actual flesh-and-blood worker in conflict with his natural enemy, the policeman, I do not have to ask myself which side I am on.

All Spaniards, we discovered, knew two English expressions. One was "O.K., baby", the other was a word used by the Barcelona whores in their dealings with English sailors, and I am afraid the compositors would not print it.

I have the most evil memories of Spain, but I have very few bad memories of Spaniards.

The fat Russian agent was cornering all the foreign refugees in turn and explaining plausibly that this whole affair was an Anarchist plot. I watched him with some interest, for it was the first time that I had seen a person whose profession was telling lies — unless one counts journalists.

It was the first time that I had ever been in a town where the working class was in the saddle ... There was much in it that I did not understand, in some ways I did not even like it, but I recognized it immediately as a state of affairs worth fighting for.

An immense amount, enough to fill many books, has already been written on the subject [of the Barcelona fighting], and I do not suppose I should exaggerate if I said that nine-tenths of it is untruthful.

It seemed queer, in the barber's shop, to see the Anarchist notice still on the wall, explaining that tips were prohibited. "The Revolution has struck off our chains," the notice said. I felt like telling the barbers that their chains would soon be back again if they didn't look out.

Human beings were behaving as human beings and not as cogs in the capitalist machine.

It is sometimes a comfort to me to think that the aeroplane is changing the conditions of warfare. In the next great war, we may see that sight unprecedented in all history, a jingo with a bullet-hole in him.

Everyone always did miss everyone else in this war, whenever it was humanly possible to do so.

No one I met at this time — doctors, nurses, practicantes, or fellow-patients — failed to assure me that a man who is hit through the neck and survives it is the luckiest creature alive. I could not help thinking that it would be even luckier not to be hit at all.

George Orwell

The Lion and the Unicorn (1941)

As I write, highly civilized human beings are flying overhead, trying to kill me.
They do not feel any enmity against me as an individual, nor I against them. They are ‘only doing their duty’, as the saying goes. Most of them, I have no doubt, are kind-hearted law-abiding men who would never dream of committing murder in private life.

George Orwell 

The Lion and the Unicorn (1941), Part I : England Your England

One cannot see the modern world as it is unless one recognizes the overwhelming strength of patriotism, national loyalty. In certain circumstances it can break down, at certain levels of civilization it does not exist, but as a positive force there is nothing to set beside it. Christianity and international Socialism are as weak as straw in comparison with it. Hitler and Mussolini rose to power in their own countries very largely because they could grasp this fact and their opponents could not.

George Orwell

The Lion and the Unicorn (1941), Part I : England Your England

England is perhaps the only great country whose intellectuals are ashamed of their own nationality. In left-wing circles it is always felt that there is something slightly disgraceful in being an Englishman and that it is a duty to snigger at every English institution, from horse racing to suet puddings. It is a strange fact, but it is unquestionably true that almost any English intellectual would feel more ashamed of standing to attention during God save the King than of stealing from a poor box.

George Orwell

The Lion and the Unicorn (1941), Part I : England Your England

Is the English press honest or dishonest? At normal times it is deeply dishonest. All the papers that matter live off their advertisements, and the advertisers exercise an indirect censorship over news. Yet I do not suppose there is one paper in England that can be straightforwardly bribed with hard cash. In the France of the Third Republic all but a very few of the newspapers could notoriously be bought over the counter like so many pounds of cheese.

George Orwell

Looking Back on the Spanish War (1943)

We have become too civilized to grasp the obvious. For the truth is very simple. To survive you often have to fight, and to fight you have to dirty yourself. War is evil, and it is often the lesser evil. Those who take the sword perish by the sword, and those who don't take the sword perish by smelly diseases.

I have little direct evidence about the atrocities in the Spanish civil war. I know that some were committed by the Republicans, and far more (they are still continuing) by the Fascists. But what impressed me then, and has impressed me ever since, is that atrocities are believed in or disbelieved in solely on grounds of political predilection. Everyone believes in the atrocities of the enemy and disbelieves in those of his own side, without ever bothering to examine the evidence.

The outcome of the Spanish war was settled in London, Paris, Rome, Berlin — at any rate not in Spain. After the summer of 1937 those with eyes in their heads realized that the Government could not win the war unless there were some profound change in the international set-up, and in deciding to fight on Negrin and the others may have been partly influenced by the expectation that the world war which actually broke out in 1939 was coming in 1938. The much-publicized disunity on the Government side was not a main cause of defeat. The Government militias were hurriedly raised, ill-armed and unimaginative in their military outlook, but they would have been the same if complete political agreement had existed from the start. At the outbreak of war the average Spanish factory-worker did not even know how to fire a rifle (there had never been universal conscription in Spain), and the traditional pacifism of the Left was a great handicap. The thousands of foreigners who served in Spain made good infantry, but there were very few experts of any kind among them. The Trotskyist thesis that the war could have been won if the revolution had not been sabotaged was probably false.

To nationalize factories, demolish churches, and issue revolutionary manifestoes would not have made the armies more efficient. The Fascists won because they were the stronger; they had modern arms and the others hadn't. No political strategy could offset that.

The most baffling thing in the Spanish war was the behaviour of the great powers. The war was actually won for Franco by the Germans and Italians, whose motives were obvious enough. The motives of France and Britain are less easy to understand. In 1936 it was clear to everyone that if Britain would only help the Spanish Government, even to the extent of a few million pounds’ worth of arms, Franco would collapse and German strategy would be severely dislocated. By that time one did not need to be a clairvoyant to foresee that war between Britain and Germany was coming; one could even foretell within a year or two when it would come. Yet in the most mean, cowardly, hypocritical way the British ruling class did all they could to hand Spain over to Franco and the Nazis. Why?

Because they were pro-Fascist, was the obvious answer. Undoubtedly they were, and yet when it came to the final showdown they chose to stand up to Germany. It is still very uncertain what plan they acted on in backing Franco, and they may have had no clear plan at all. Whether the British ruling class are wicked or merely stupid is one of the most difficult questions of our time, and at certain moments a very important question.

George Orwell 








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Notes on Nationalism (1945)

By "nationalism" I mean first of all the habit of assuming that human beings can be classified like insects and that whole blocks of millions or tens of millions of people can be confidently labelled "good" or "bad." But secondly — and this is much more important — I mean the habit of identifying oneself with a single nation or other unit, placing it beyond good and evil and recognizing no other duty than that of advancing its interests. Nationalism is not to be confused with patriotism. Both words are normally used in so vague a way that any definition is liable to be challenged, but one must draw a distinction between them, since two different and even opposing ideas are involved. By "patriotism" I mean devotion to a particular place and a particular way of life, which one believes to be the best in the world but has no wish to force on other people. Patriotism is of its nature defensive, both militarily and culturally. Nationalism, on the other hand, is inseparable from the desire for power. The abiding purpose of every nationalist is to secure more power and more prestige, not for himself but for the nation or other unit in which he has chosen to sink his own individuality.

Nationalism is power-hunger tempered by self-deception.

The nationalist not only does not disapprove of atrocities committed by his own side, but he has a remarkable capacity for not even hearing about them.

Actions are held to be good or bad, not on their own merits, but according to who does them, and there is almost no kind of outrage — torture, the use of hostages, forced labour, mass deportations, imprisonment without trial, forgery, assassination, the bombing of civilians — which does not change its moral colour when it is committed by ‘our’ side.

The majority of pacifists either belong to obscure religious sects or are simply humanitarians who object to taking life and prefer not to follow their thoughts beyond that point. But there is a minority of intellectual pacifists, whose real though unacknowledged motive appears to be hatred of western democracy and admiration for totalitarianism. Pacifist propaganda usually boils down to saying that one side is as bad as the other, but if one looks closely at the writing of the younger intellectual pacifists, one finds that they do not by any means express impartial disapproval but are directed almost entirely against Britain and the United States.

If one harbours anywhere in one's mind a nationalistic loyalty or hatred, certain facts, although in a sense known to be true, are inadmissible. Here are just a few examples. I list below five types of nationalist, and against each I append a fact which it is impossible for that type of nationalist to accept, even in his secret thoughts:

BRITISH TORY. Britian will come out of this war with reduced power and prestige. COMMUNIST. If she had not been aided by Britain and America, Russia would have been defeated by Germany. IRISH NATIONALIST. Eire can only remain independent because of British protection.

TROTSKYIST. The Stalin regime is accepted by the Russian masses. PACIFIST. Those who "abjure" violence can only do so because others are committing violence on their behalf. All of these facts are grossly obvious if one's emotions do not happen to be involved: but to the kind of person named in each case they are also intolerable, and so they have to be denied, and false theories constructed upon their denial. I come back to the astonishing failure of military prediction in the present war. It is, I think, true to say that the intelligentsia have been more wrong about the progress of the war than the common people, and that they were more swayed by partisan feelings. The average intellectual of the Left believed, for instance, that the war was lost in 1940, that the Germans were bound to overrun Egypt in 1942, that the Japanese would never be driven out of the lands they had conquered, and that the Anglo-American bombing offensive was making no impression on Germany. He could believe these things because his hatred for the British ruling class forbade him to admit that British plans could succeed. There is no limit to the follies that can be swallowed if one is under the influence of feelings of this kind. I have heard it confidently stated, for instance, that the American troops had been brought to Europe not to fight the Germans but to crush an English revolution. One has to belong to the intelligentsia to believe things like that: no ordinary man could be such a fool. There is no crime, absolutely none, that cannot be condoned when 'our' side commits it.

George Orwell 

The Prevention of Literature (1946)

The enemies of intellectual liberty always try to present their case as a plea for discipline versus individualism. The issue truth-versus-untruth is as far as possible kept in the background. Although the point of emphasis may vary, the writer who refuses to sell his opinions is always branded as a mere egoist. He is accused, that is, either of wanting to shut himself up in an ivory tower, or of making an exhibitionist display of his own personality, or of resisting the inevitable current of history in an attempt to cling to unjustified privileges.

A totalitarian state is in effect a theocracy, and its ruling caste, in order to keep its position, has to be thought of as infallible. But since, in practice, no one is infallible, it is frequently necessary to rearrange past events in order to show that this or that mistake was not made, or that this or that imaginary triumph actually happened. Then, again, every major change in policy demands a corresponding change of doctrine and a revaluation of prominent historical figures.

Totalitarianism, however, does not so much promise an age of faith as an age of schizophrenia. A society becomes totalitarian when its structure becomes flagrantly artificial: that is, when its ruling class has lost its function but succeeds in clinging to power by force or fraud. Such a society, no matter how long it persists, can never afford to become either tolerant or intellectually stable. It can never permit either the truthful recording of facts or the emotional sincerity that literary creation demands. But to be corrupted by totalitarianism one does not have to live in a totalitarian country. The mere prevalence of certain ideas can spread a kind of poison that makes one subject after another impossible for literary purposes. Wherever there is an enforced orthodoxy -- or even two orthodoxies, as often happens -- good writing stops. This was well illustrated by the Spanish civil war. To many English intellectuals the war was a deeply moving experience, but not an experience about which they could write sincerely. There were only two things that you were allowed to say, and both of them were palpable lies: as a result, the war produced acres of print but almost nothing worth reading.

George Orwell

Politics and the English Language (1946)

The word Fascism has now no meaning except in so far as it signifies "something not desirable". The words democracy, socialism, freedom, patriotic, realistic, justice have each of them several different meanings which cannot be reconciled with one another. In the case of a word like democracy, not only is there no agreed definition, but the attempt to make one is resisted from all sides. It is almost universally felt that when we call a country democratic we are praising it: consequently the defenders of every kind of regime claim that it is a democracy, and fear that they might have to stop using that word if it were tied down to any one meaning. Words of this kind are often used in a consciously dishonest way. That is, the person who uses them has his own private definition, but allows his hearer to think he means something quite different. Statements like Marshal Petain was a true patriot, The Soviet press is the freest in the world, The Catholic Church is opposed to persecution, are almost always made with intent to deceive. Other words used in variable meanings, in most cases more or less dishonestly, are: class, totalitarian, science, progressive, reactionary, bourgeois, equality.

All issues are political issues, and politics itself is a mass of lies, evasions, folly, hatred, and schizophrenia. When the general atmosphere is bad, language must suffer. I should expect to find — this is a guess which I have not sufficient knowledge to verify — that the German, Russian and Italian languages have all deteriorated in the last ten or fifteen years, as a result of dictatorship.

But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought. A bad usage can spread by tradition and imitation even among people who should and do know better.

Political language — and with variations this is true of all political parties, from Conservatives to Anarchists — is designed to make lies sound truthful and murder respectable, and to give an appearance of solidity to pure wind.

Never use a metaphor, simile, or other figure of speech which you are used to seeing in print. Never use a long word where a short one will do. If it is possible to cut a word out, always cut it out. Never use the passive voice where you can use the active. Never use a foreign phrase, a scientific word, or a jargon word if you can think of an everyday English equivalent. Break any of these rules sooner than say anything outright barbarous.

George Orwell 

Reflections on Gandhi (1949)

Saints should always be judged guilty until they are proved innocent, but the tests that have to be applied to them are not, of course, the same in all cases. In Gandhi's case the questions one feels inclined to ask are: to what extent was Gandhi moved by vanity — by the consciousness of himself as a humble, naked old man, sitting on a praying mat and shaking empires by sheer spiritual power — and to what extent did he compromise his own principles by entering politics, which of their nature are inseparable from coercion and fraud? To give a definite answer one would have to study Gandhi's acts and writings in immense detail, for his whole life was a sort of pilgrimage in which every act was significant.

At about the time when the autobiography first appeared I remember reading its opening chapters in the ill-printed pages of some Indian newspaper. They made a good impression on me, which Gandhi himself at that time did not.

Strictly speaking, as a Nationalist, he was an enemy, but since in every crisis he would exert himself to prevent violence — which, from the British point of view, meant preventing any effective action whatever — he could be regarded as "our man." In private this was sometimes cynically admitted. The attitude of the Indian millionaires was similar. Gandhi called upon them to repent, and naturally they preferred him to the Socialists and Communists who, given the chance, would actually have taken their money away. How reliable such calculations are in the long run is doubtful; as Gandhi himself says, "in the end deceivers deceive only themselves"; but at any rate the gentleness with which he was nearly always handled was due partly to the feeling that he was useful.

I could see even then that the British officials who spoke of him with a mixture of amusement and disapproval also genuinely liked and admired him, after a fashion. Nobody ever suggested that he was corrupt, or ambitious in any vulgar way, or that anything he did was actuated by fear or malice. In judging a man like Gandhi one seems instinctively to apply high standards, so that some of his virtues have passed almost unnoticed. For instance, it is clear even from the autobiography that his natural physical courage was quite outstanding: the manner of his death was a later illustration of this, for a public man who attached any value to his own skin would have been more adequately guarded. Again, he seems to have been quite free from that maniacal suspiciousness which, as E. M. Forster rightly says in A Passage to India, is the besetting Indian vice, as hypocrisy is the British vice. Although no doubt he was shrewd enough in detecting dishonesty, he seems wherever possible to have believed that other people were acting in good faith and had a better nature through which they could be approached.

Of late years it has been the fashion to talk about Gandhi as though he were not only sympathetic to the Western Left-wing movement, but were integrally part of it. Anarchists and pacifists, in particular, have claimed him for their own, noticing only that he was opposed to centralism and State violence and ignoring the other-worldly, anti-humanist tendency of his doctrines.

The essence of being human is that one does not seek perfection, that one is sometimes willing to commit sins for the sake of loyalty, that one does not push asceticism to the point where it makes friendly intercourse impossible, and that one is prepared in the end to be defeated and broken up by life, which is the inevitable price of fastening one's love upon other human individuals.

It is difficult to see how Gandhi's methods could be applied in a country where opponents of the regime disappear in the middle of the night and are never heard of again. Without a free press and the right of assembly, it is impossible not merely to appeal to outside opinion, but to bring a mass movement into being, or even to make your intentions known to your adversary.

One feels of him that there was much he did not understand, but not that there was anything that he was frightened of saying or thinking. I have never been able to feel much liking for Gandhi, but I do not feel sure that as a political thinker he was wrong in the main, nor do I believe that his life was a failure. … One may feel, as I do, a sort of aesthetic distaste for Gandhi, one may reject the claims of sainthood made on his behalf (he never made any such claim himself, by the way), one may also reject sainthood as an ideal and therefore feel that Gandhi's basic aims were anti-human and reactionary: but regarded simply as a politician, and compared with the other leading political figures of our time, how clean a smell he has managed to leave behind!

George Orwell

Looking at the world as a whole, the drift for many decades has been not towards anarchy but towards the reimposition of slavery.

George Orwell

On George Orwell 

Orwell can only be understood as an essentially quixotic man. … He defended, passionately and as a matter of principle, unpopular causes. … His was the isolation of every man who seeks the truth diligently, no matter how unpleasant its implications may be to others or even to himself.

George Woodcock

(George) Orwell in 1948 understood that despite the Axis defeat, the will to fascism had not gone away, that far from having seen its day it had perhaps not yet even come into its own.

Thomas Pynchon

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George Orwell (Artwork) 





Ordinary People. George Orwell. "one of the most influential English writers of the 20th century and..one of the most important chroniclers of English culture of his generation"

Eric Arthur Blair (25 June 1903 – 21 January 1950), known by his pen name George Orwell, was an English novelist, essayist, journalist and critic. His work is marked by lucid prose, awareness of social injustice, opposition to totalitarianism and commitment to democratic socialism.

Commonly ranked as one of the most influential English writers of the 20th century and as one of the most important chroniclers of English culture of his generation, Orwell wrote literary criticism, poetry, fiction and polemical journalism. 

He is best known for the dystopian novel Nineteen Eighty-Four (1949) and the allegorical novella Animal Farm (1945), which together (as of 2009) have sold more copies than any two books by any other 20th-century author. His book Homage to Catalonia (1938), an account of his experiences in the Spanish Civil War, is widely acclaimed, as are his numerous essays on politics, literature, language, and culture. In 2008, The Times ranked him second on a list of "The 50 greatest British writers since 1945".

Orwell's work continues to influence popular and political culture, and the term Orwellian — descriptive of totalitarian or authoritarian social practices — has entered the language together with several of his neologisms, including Cold War, Big Brother, thought police, Room 101, doublethink, and thoughtcrime.

Early Years 

Eric Arthur Blair was born on 25 June 1903, in Motihari, Bihar, in India. His great-grandfather Charles Blair was a wealthy country gentleman in Dorset who married Lady Mary Fane, daughter of Thomas Fane, 8th Earl of Westmorland, and had income as an absentee landlord of plantations in Jamaica.

His grandfather, Thomas Richard Arthur Blair, was a clergyman. Although the gentility passed down the generations, the prosperity did not; Eric Blair described his family as "lower-upper-middle class". His father, Richard Walmesley Blair, worked in the Opium Department of the Indian Civil Service. His mother, Ida Mabel Blair (née Limouzin), grew up in Moulmein, Burma, where her French father was involved in speculative ventures.

Eric had two sisters: Marjorie, five years older, and Avril, five years younger. When Eric was one year old, his mother took him and his older sister to England.

In 1904, Ida Blair settled with her children at Henley-on-Thames. Eric was brought up in the company of his mother and sisters, and apart from a brief visit in the summer of 1907, they did not see the husband and father Richard Blair until 1912. His mother's diary from 1905 describes a lively round of social activity and artistic interests.

The family moved to Shiplake before the First World War, where Eric became friendly with the Buddicom family, especially their daughter Jacintha. When they first met, he was standing on his head in a field. On being asked why, he said, "You are noticed more if you stand on your head than if you are right way up." 

Jacintha and Eric read and wrote poetry, and dreamed of becoming famous writers. He said that he might write a book in the style of H. G. Wells's A Modern Utopia. During this period, he also enjoyed shooting, fishing and birdwatching with Jacintha's brother and sister.

At the age of five, Eric was sent as a day-boy to a convent school in Henley-on-Thames, which Marjorie also attended. It was a Roman Catholic convent run by French Ursuline nuns, who had been exiled from France after religious education was banned in 1903. His mother wanted him to have a public school education, but his family could not afford the fees, and he needed to earn a scholarship. 

Ida Blair's brother Charles Limouzin recommended St Cyprian's School, Eastbourne, East Sussex. Limouzin, who was a proficient golfer, knew of the school and its headmaster through the Royal Eastbourne Golf Club, where he won several competitions in 1903 and 1904. The headmaster undertook to help Blair to win the scholarship, and made a private financial arrangement that allowed Blair's parents to pay only half the normal fees. In September 1911 Eric arrived at St Cyprian's. He boarded at the school for the next five years, returning home only for school holidays. He knew nothing of the reduced fees although he "soon recognised that he was from a poorer home".

Blair hated the school and many years later wrote an essay "Such, Such Were the Joys", published posthumously, based on his time there. At St. Cyprian's, Blair first met Cyril Connolly, who became a noted writer and, as the editor of Horizon, published many of Orwell's essays.

As part of school work, Blair wrote two poems that were published in the Henley and South Oxfordshire Standard. He came second to Connolly in the Harrow History Prize, had his work praised by the school's external examiner, and earned scholarships to Wellington and Eton Colleges. But an Eton scholarship did not guarantee a place, and none was immediately available for Blair. He chose to stay at St Cyprian's until December 1916, in case a place at Eton became available.

In January, Blair took up the place at Wellington, where he spent the Spring term. In May 1917 a place became available as a King's Scholar at Eton. He studied at Eton until December 1921, when he left at age 18½. Wellington was "beastly", Orwell told his childhood friend Jacintha Buddicom, but he said he was "interested and happy" at Eton. His principal tutor was A. S. F. Gow, fellow of Trinity College, Cambridge, who also gave him advice later in his career.

Blair was briefly taught French by Aldous Huxley. Stephen Runciman, who was at Eton with Blair, noted that he and his contemporaries appreciated Huxley's linguistic flair. Cyril Connolly followed Blair to Eton, but because they were in separate years, they did not associate with each other.

Blair's academic performance reports suggest that he neglected his academic studies, but during his time at Eton he worked with Roger Mynors to produce a College magazine, The Election Times, joined in the production of other publications—College Days and Bubble and Squeak—and participated in the Eton Wall Game. His parents could not afford to send him to university without another scholarship, and they concluded from his poor results that he would not be able to win one. Runciman noted that he had a romantic idea about the East and the family decided that Blair should join the Imperial Police, the precursor of the Indian Police Service. For this he had to pass an entrance examination. His father had retired to Southwold, Suffolk by this time; Blair was enrolled at a crammer there called Craighurst, and brushed up on his classics, English and History. Blair passed the exam, coming seventh out of the 26 candidates who exceeded the pass mark.

Policing in Burma

Blair's maternal grandmother lived at Moulmein, so he chose a posting in Burma. In October 1922 he sailed on board S.S. Herefordshire via the Suez Canal and Ceylon to join the Indian Imperial Police in Burma. A month later, he arrived at Rangoon and travelled to the police training school in Mandalay. After a short posting at Maymyo, Burma's principal hill station, he was posted to the frontier outpost of Myaungmya in the Irrawaddy Delta at the beginning of 1924.

Working as an imperial policeman gave him considerable responsibility while most of his contemporaries were still at university in England. When he was posted farther east in the Delta to Twante as a sub-divisional officer, he was responsible for the security of some 200,000 people. At the end of 1924, he was promoted to Assistant District Superintendent and posted to Syriam, closer to Rangoon. Syriam had the refinery of the Burmah Oil Company, "the surrounding land a barren waste, all vegetation killed off by the fumes of sulphur dioxide pouring out day and night from the stacks of the refinery." But the town was near Rangoon, a cosmopolitan seaport, and Blair went into the city as often as he could, "to browse in a bookshop; to eat well-cooked food; to get away from the boring routine of police life." In September 1925 he went to Insein, the home of Insein Prison, the second largest jail in Burma. In Insein, he had "long talks on every conceivable subject" with Elisa Maria Langford-Rae (who later married Kazi Lhendup Dorjee). She noted his "sense of utter fairness in minutest details".

In April 1926 he moved to Moulmein, where his maternal grandmother lived. At the end of that year, he was assigned to Katha in Upper Burma, where he contracted dengue fever in 1927. Entitled to a leave in England that year, he was allowed to return in July due to his illness. While on leave in England and on holiday with his family in Cornwall in September 1927, he reappraised his life. Deciding against returning to Burma, he resigned from the Indian Imperial Police to become a writer. He drew on his experiences in the Burma police for the novel Burmese Days (1934) and the essays "A Hanging" (1931) and "Shooting an Elephant" (1936).

In Burma, Blair acquired a reputation as an outsider. He spent much of his time alone, reading or pursuing non-pukka activities, such as attending the churches of the Karen ethnic group. A colleague, Roger Beadon, recalled (in a 1969 recording for the BBC) that Blair was fast to learn the language and that before he left Burma, "was able to speak fluently with Burmese priests in 'very high-flown Burmese.'" Blair made changes to his appearance in Burma that remained for the rest of his life. "While in Burma, he acquired a moustache similar to those worn by officers of the British regiments stationed there. [He] also acquired some tattoos; on each knuckle he had a small untidy blue circle. Many Burmese living in rural areas still sport tattoos like this – they are believed to protect against bullets and snake bites." Later, he wrote that he felt guilty about his role in the work of empire and he "began to look more closely at his own country and saw that England also had its oppressed..."

London and Paris 

In England, he settled back in the family home at Southwold, renewing acquaintance with local friends and attending an Old Etonian dinner. He visited his old tutor Gow at Cambridge for advice on becoming a writer. Early in autumn 1927 he moved to London. Ruth Pitter, a family acquaintance, helped him find lodgings, and by the end of 1927 he had moved into rooms in Portobello Road; a blue plaque commemorates his residence there.

Pitter's involvement in the move "would have lent it a reassuring respectability in Mrs Blair's eyes." Pitter had a sympathetic interest in Blair's writing, pointed out weaknesses in his poetry, and advised him to write about what he knew. In fact he decided to write of "certain aspects of the present that he set out to know" and "ventured into the East End of London – the first of the occasional sorties he would make to discover for himself the world of poverty and the down-and-outers who inhabit it. He had found a subject. These sorties, explorations, expeditions, tours or immersions were made intermittently over a period of five years."

In imitation of Jack London, whose writing he admired (particularly The People of the Abyss), Orwell started to explore slumming the poorer parts of London. On his first outing he set out to Limehouse Causeway, spending his first night in a common lodging house, possibly George Levy's 'kip'. For a while he "went native" in his own country, dressing like a tramp and making no concessions to middle-class mores and expectations; he recorded his experiences of the low life for use in "The Spike", his first published essay in English, and in the second half of his first book, Down and Out in Paris and London (1933).

In the spring of 1928 he moved to Paris. He lived in the Rue du Pot de Fer, a working class district in the 5th Arrondissement. His aunt Nellie Limouzin also lived in Paris and gave him social and, when necessary, financial support. He began to write novels, including an early version of Burmese Days but nothing else survives from that period. He was more successful as a journalist and published articles in Monde, a political/literary journal edited by Henri Barbusse, – his first article as a professional writer, "La Censure en Angleterre", appeared in that journal on 6 October 1928 – G. K.'s Weekly – where his first article to appear in England, "A Farthing Newspaper", was printed on 29 December 1928 – and Le Progrès Civique (founded by the left-wing coalition Le Cartel des Gauches). Three pieces appeared in successive weeks in Progrès Civique: discussing unemployment, a day in the life of a tramp, and the beggars of London, respectively. "In one or another of its destructive forms, poverty was to become his obsessive subject – at the heart of almost everything he wrote until Homage to Catalonia."

He fell seriously ill in February 1929 and was taken to the Hôpital Cochin in the 14th arrondissement, a free hospital where medical students were trained. His experiences there were the basis of his essay "How the Poor Die", published in 1946. He chose not to identify the hospital, indeed was deliberately misleading about its location. Shortly afterwards, he had all his money stolen from his lodging house. Whether through necessity or simply to collect material, he undertook menial jobs like dishwashing in a fashionable hotel on the rue de Rivoli, which he later described in Down and Out in Paris and London. In August 1929, he sent a copy of "The Spike" to John Middleton Murry's New Adelphi magazine in London. The magazine was edited by Max Plowman and Sir Richard Rees, and Plowman accepted the work for publication.

Southwold

In December 1929, after nearly two years in Paris, Blair returned to England and went directly to his parents' house in Southwold, which was to remain his base for the next five years. The family was well-established in the town and his sister Avril was running a tea-house there. He became acquainted with many local people, including Brenda Salkeld, the clergyman's daughter who worked as a gym-teacher at St Felix Girls' School, Southwold. Although Salkeld rejected his offer of marriage, she was to remain a friend and regular correspondent for many years. He also renewed friendships with older friends, such as Dennis Collings, whose girlfriend Eleanor Jacques was also to play a part in his life.

In the spring he stayed briefly in Bramley, Leeds, with his sister Marjorie and her husband Humphrey Dakin, who was as unappreciative of Blair as when they knew each other as children. Blair was writing reviews for Adelphi and acting as a private tutor to a disabled child at Southwold. He then became tutor to three young brothers, one of whom, Richard Peters, later became a distinguished academic.

"His history in these years is marked by dualities and contrasts. There is Blair leading a respectable, outwardly eventless life at his parents' house in Southwold, writing; then in contrast, there is Blair as Burton (the name he used in his down-and-out episodes) in search of experience in the kips and spikes, in the East End, on the road, and in the hop fields of Kent." He went painting and bathing on the beach, and there he met Mabel and Francis Fierz who were later to influence his career. Over the next year he visited them in London, often meeting their friend Max Plowman. He also often stayed at the homes of Ruth Pitter and Richard Rees, where he could "change" for his sporadic tramping expeditions. One of his jobs was to do domestic work at a lodgings for half a crown a day.

Blair now contributed regularly to Adelphi, with "A Hanging" appearing in August 1931. From August to September 1931 his explorations of poverty continued, and, like the protagonist of A Clergyman's Daughter, he followed the East End tradition of working in the Kent hop fields. He kept a diary about his experiences there. Afterwards, he lodged in the Tooley Street kip, but could not stand it for long and with financial help from his parents moved to Windsor Street, where he stayed until Christmas. "Hop Picking", by Eric Blair, appeared in the October 1931 issue of New Statesman, whose editorial staff included his old friend Cyril Connolly. Mabel Fierz put him in contact with Leonard Moore, who was to become his literary agent.

At this time Jonathan Cape rejected A Scullion's Diary, the first version of Down and Out. On the advice of Richard Rees, he offered it to Faber & Faber, whose editorial director, T. S. Eliot, also rejected it. Blair ended the year by deliberately getting himself arrested, so he could experience Christmas in prison, but the authorities did not regard his "drunk and disorderly" behaviour as imprisonable, and he returned home to Southwold after two days in a police cell.

Teaching career

In April 1932 Blair became a teacher at The Hawthorns High School, a prep school for boys in Hayes, West London. This was a small school offering private schooling for children of local tradesmen and shopkeepers, and had only twenty boys and one other master. While at the school he became friendly with the curate of the local parish church and became involved with activities there. Mabel Fierz had pursued matters with Moore, and at the end of June 1932, Moore told Blair that Victor Gollancz was prepared to publish A Scullion's Diary for a £40 advance, through his recently founded publishing house, Victor Gollancz Ltd, which was an outlet for radical and socialist works.

At the end of the summer term in 1932, Blair returned to Southwold, where his parents had used a legacy to buy their own home. Blair and his sister Avril spent the summer holidays making the house habitable while he also worked on Burmese Days. He was also spending time with Eleanor Jacques, but her attachment to Dennis Collings remained an obstacle to his hopes of a more serious relationship.

"Clink", an essay describing his failed attempt to get sent to prison, appeared in the August 1932 number of Adelphi. He returned to teaching at Hayes and prepared for the publication of his book, now known as Down and Out in Paris and London. He wished to publish under a different name in order to avoid any embarrassment to his family over his time as a "tramp".

In a letter to Moore (dated 15 November 1932), he left the choice of pseudonym to him and to Gollancz. Four days later, he wrote to Moore, suggesting the pseudonyms P. S. Burton (a name he used when tramping), Kenneth Miles, George Orwell, and H. Lewis Allways. He finally adopted the nom de plume George Orwell because, as he told Eleanor Jacques, "It is a good round English name." 

Down and Out in Paris and London was published on 9 January 1933, as Orwell continued to work on Burmese Days. Down and Out was successful and was next published by Harper and Brothers in New York.

In the summer of 1933 Blair left Hawthorns to become a teacher at Frays College, in Uxbridge, West London. This was a much larger establishment with 200 pupils and a full complement of staff. He acquired a motorcycle and took trips through the surrounding countryside. On one of these expeditions he became soaked and caught a chill that developed into pneumonia. He was taken to Uxbridge Cottage Hospital, where for a time his life was believed to be in danger. When he was discharged in January 1934, he returned to Southwold to convalesce and, supported by his parents, never returned to teaching.

He was disappointed when Gollancz turned down Burmese Days, mainly on the grounds of potential suits for libel, but Harper were prepared to publish it in the United States. Meanwhile, Blair started work on the novel A Clergyman's Daughter, drawing upon his life as a teacher and on life in Southwold. Eleanor Jacques was now married and had gone to Singapore and Brenda Salkield had left for Ireland, so Blair was relatively isolated in Southwold—working on the allotments, walking alone and spending time with his father. Eventually in October, after sending A Clergyman's Daughter to Moore, he left for London to take a job that had been found for him by his Aunt Nellie Limouzin.

This job was as a part-time assistant in Booklovers' Corner, a second-hand bookshop in Hampstead run by Francis and Myfanwy Westrope, who were friends of Nellie Limouzin in the Esperanto movement. The Westropes were friendly and provided him with comfortable accommodation at Warwick Mansions, Pond Street. He was sharing the job with Jon Kimche, who also lived with the Westropes. Blair worked at the shop in the afternoons and had his mornings free to write and his evenings free to socialise. These experiences provided background for the novel Keep the Aspidistra Flying (1936). 

As well as the various guests of the Westropes, he was able to enjoy the company of Richard Rees and the Adelphi writers and Mabel Fierz. The Westropes and Kimche were members of the Independent Labour Party, although at this time Blair was not seriously politically active. He was writing for the Adelphi and preparing A Clergyman's Daughter and Burmese Days for publication.

At the beginning of 1935 he had to move out of Warwick Mansions, and Mabel Fierz found him a flat in Parliament Hill. A Clergyman's Daughter was published on 11 March 1935. In the spring of 1935 Blair met his future wife Eileen O'Shaughnessy, when his landlady, Rosalind Obermeyer, who was studying for a masters degree in psychology at University College London, invited some of her fellow students to a party. One of these students, Elizaveta Fen, a biographer and future translator of Chekhov, recalled Orwell and his friend Richard Rees "draped" at the fireplace, looking, she thought, "moth-eaten and prematurely aged." Around this time, Blair had started to write reviews for the New English Weekly.

In June, Burmese Days was published and Cyril Connolly's review in the New Statesman prompted Orwell (as he then became known) to re-establish contact with his old friend. In August, he moved into a flat in Kentish Town, which he shared with Michael Sayers and Rayner Heppenstall. The relationship was sometimes awkward and Orwell and Heppenstall even came to blows, though they remained friends and later worked together on BBC broadcasts. Orwell was now working on Keep the Aspidistra Flying, and also tried unsuccessfully to write a serial for the News Chronicle. By October 1935 his flatmates had moved out and he was struggling to pay the rent on his own. He remained until the end of January 1936, when he stopped working at Booklovers' Corner.






The Road to Wigan Pier. George Orwell (Artwork) 





The Road to Wigan Pier

At this time, Victor Gollancz suggested Orwell spend a short time investigating social conditions in economically depressed northern England. Two years earlier J. B. Priestley had written about England north of the Trent, sparking an interest in reportage. The depression had also introduced a number of working-class writers from the North of England to the reading public.

On 31 January 1936, Orwell set out by public transport and on foot, reaching Manchester via Coventry, Stafford, the Potteries and Macclesfield. Arriving in Manchester after the banks had closed, he had to stay in a common lodging-house. Next day he picked up a list of contacts sent by Richard Rees. One of these, the trade union official Frank Meade, suggested Wigan, where Orwell spent February staying in dirty lodgings over a tripe shop. At Wigan, he visited many homes to see how people lived, took detailed notes of housing conditions and wages earned, went down Bryn Hall coal mine, and used the local public library to consult public health records and reports on working conditions in mines.

During this time, he was distracted by concerns about style and possible libel in Keep the Aspidistra Flying. He made a quick visit to Liverpool and spent March in south Yorkshire, spending time in Sheffield and Barnsley. As well as visiting mines, including Grimethorpe, and observing social conditions, he attended meetings of the Communist Party and of Oswald Mosley – "his speech the usual claptrap—The blame for everything was put upon mysterious international gangs of Jews" – where he saw the tactics of the Blackshirts – "one is liable to get both a hammering and a fine for asking a question which Mosley finds it difficult to answer." He also made visits to his sister at Headingley, during which he visited the Brontë Parsonage at Haworth, where he was "chiefly impressed by a pair of Charlotte Brontë's cloth-topped boots, very small, with square toes and lacing up at the sides."

The result of his journeys through the north was The Road to Wigan Pier, published by Gollancz for the Left Book Club in 1937. The first half of the book documents his social investigations of Lancashire and Yorkshire. It begins with an evocative description of working life in the coal mines. The second half is a long essay on his upbringing and the development of his political conscience, which includes criticism of some of groups on the left. Gollancz feared the second half would offend readers and added a disculpatory preface to the book while Orwell was in Spain.

Orwell needed somewhere he could concentrate on writing his book, and once again help was provided by Aunt Nellie, who was living at Wallington, Hertfordshire in a very small sixteenth-century cottage called the "Stores". Wallington was a tiny village thirty-five miles north of London and the cottage had almost no modern facilities. Orwell took over the tenancy and moved in on 2 April 1936.

He started work on The Road to Wigan Pier by the end of April, but also spent hours working on the garden and testing the possibility of re-opening the Stores as a village shop. Keep the Aspidistra Flying was published by Gollancz on 20 April 1936. On 4 August Orwell gave a talk at the Adelphi Summer School held at Langham, entitled An Outsider Sees the Distressed Areas; others who spoke at the school included John Strachey, Max Plowman, Karl Polanyi and Reinhold Niebuhr.

Orwell's research for The Road to Wigan Pier led to him being placed under surveillance by the Special Branch in 1936, for 12 years, until one year before the publication of Nineteen Eighty-Four.

Orwell married Eileen O'Shaughnessy on 9 June 1936. Shortly afterwards, the political crisis began in Spain and Orwell followed developments there closely. At the end of the year, concerned by Francisco Franco's military uprising, (supported by Nazi Germany, Fascist Italy and local groups such as Falange), Orwell decided to go to Spain to take part in the Spanish Civil War on the Republican side. Under the erroneous impression that he needed papers from some left-wing organisation to cross the frontier, on John Strachey's recommendation he applied unsuccessfully to Harry Pollitt, leader of the British Communist Party. Pollitt was suspicious of Orwell's political reliability; he asked him whether he would undertake to join the International Brigade and advised him to get a safe-conduct from the Spanish Embassy in Paris. Not wishing to commit himself until he'd seen the situation in situ, Orwell instead used his Independent Labour Party contacts to get a letter of introduction to John McNair in Barcelona.

The Spanish Civil War

Orwell set out for Spain on about 23 December 1936, dining with Henry Miller in Paris on the way. The American writer told Orwell that going to fight in the Civil War there out of some sense of obligation or guilt was ‘sheer stupidity,’ and that the Englishman’s ideas ‘about combating Fascism, defending democracy, etc., etc., were all baloney.’ 

A few days later, in Barcelona, Orwell met John McNair of the Independent Labour Party (ILP) Office who quoted him: "I've come to fight against Fascism". 

Orwell stepped into a complex political situation in Catalonia. The Republican government was supported by a number of factions with conflicting aims, including the Workers' Party of Marxist Unification (POUM – Partido Obrero de Unificación Marxista), the anarcho-syndicalist Confederación Nacional del Trabajo (CNT) and the Unified Socialist Party of Catalonia (a wing of the Spanish Communist Party, which was backed by Soviet arms and aid). The ILP was linked to the POUM and so Orwell joined the POUM.

After a time at the Lenin Barracks in Barcelona he was sent to the relatively quiet Aragon Front under Georges Kopp. By January 1937 he was at Alcubierre 1,500 feet (460 m) above sea level, in the depth of winter. There was very little military action, and the lack of equipment and other deprivations made it uncomfortable. Orwell, with his Cadet Corps and police training, was quickly made a corporal. On the arrival of a British ILP Contingent about three weeks later, Orwell and the other English militiaman, Williams, were sent with them to Monte Oscuro. The newly arrived ILP contingent included Bob Smillie, Bob Edwards, Stafford Cottman and Jack Branthwaite. The unit was then sent on to Huesca.

Meanwhile, back in England, Eileen had been handling the issues relating to the publication of The Road to Wigan Pier before setting out for Spain herself, leaving Aunt Nellie Limouzin to look after The Stores. Eileen volunteered for a post in John McNair's office and with the help of Georges Kopp paid visits to her husband, bringing him English tea, chocolate and cigars. 

Orwell had to spend some days in hospital with a poisoned hand and had most of his possessions stolen by the staff. He returned to the front and saw some action in a night attack on the Nationalist trenches where he chased an enemy soldier with a bayonet and bombed an enemy rifle position.

In April, Orwell returned to Barcelona. Wanting to be sent to the Madrid front, which meant he "must join the International Column", he approached a Communist friend attached to the Spanish Medical Aid and explained his case. 

"Although he did not think much of the Communists, Orwell was still ready to treat them as friends and allies. That would soon change." This was the time of the Barcelona May Days and Orwell was caught up in the factional fighting. He spent much of the time on a roof, with a stack of novels, but encountered Jon Kimche from his Hampstead days during the stay. The subsequent campaign of lies and distortion carried out by the Communist press, in which the POUM was accused of collaborating with the fascists, had a dramatic effect on Orwell. Instead of joining the International Brigades as he had intended, he decided to return to the Aragon Front. 

Once the May fighting was over, he was approached by a Communist friend who asked if he still intended transferring to the International Brigades. Orwell expressed surprise that they should still want him, because according to the Communist press he was a fascist. "No one who was in Barcelona then, or for months later, will forget the horrible atmosphere produced by fear, suspicion, hatred, censored newspapers, crammed jails, enormous food queues and prowling gangs of armed men."

After his return to the front, he was wounded in the throat by a sniper's bullet. Orwell was considerably taller than the Spanish fighters and had been warned against standing against the trench parapet. Unable to speak, and with blood pouring from his mouth, Orwell was carried on a stretcher to Siétamo, loaded on an ambulance and after a bumpy journey via Barbastro arrived at the hospital at Lleida. He recovered sufficiently to get up and on 27 May 1937 was sent on to Tarragona and two days later to a POUM sanatorium in the suburbs of Barcelona. The bullet had missed his main artery by the barest margin and his voice was barely audible. It had been such a clean shot that the wound immediately went through the process of cauterisation. He received electrotherapy treatment and was declared medically unfit for service.

By the middle of June the political situation in Barcelona had deteriorated and the POUM—painted by the pro-Soviet Communists as a Trotskyist organisation—was outlawed and under attack. The Communist line was that the POUM were "objectively" Fascist, hindering the Republican cause. "A particularly nasty poster appeared, showing a head with a POUM mask being ripped off to reveal a Swastika-covered face beneath."

Members, including Kopp, were arrested and others were in hiding. Orwell and his wife were under threat and had to lie low, although they broke cover to try to help Kopp.

Finally with their passports in order, they escaped from Spain by train, diverting to Banyuls-sur-Mer for a short stay before returning to England. In the first week of July 1937 Orwell arrived back at Wallington; on 13 July 1937 a deposition was presented to the Tribunal for Espionage & High Treason, Valencia, charging the Orwells with "rabid Trotskyism", and being agents of the POUM. The trial of the leaders of the POUM and of Orwell (in his absence) took place in Barcelona in October and November 1938. Observing events from French Morocco, Orwell wrote that they were "—only a by-product of the Russian Trotskyist trials and from the start every kind of lie, including flagrant absurdities, has been circulated in the Communist press." Orwell's experiences in the Spanish Civil War gave rise to Homage to Catalonia (1938).

Rest and Recuperation 

Orwell returned to England in June 1937, and stayed at the O'Shaughnessy home at Greenwich. He found his views on the Spanish Civil War out of favour. Kingsley Martin rejected two of his works and Gollancz was equally cautious. At the same time, the communist Daily Worker was running an attack on The Road to Wigan Pier, misquoting Orwell as saying "the working classes smell"; a letter to Gollancz from Orwell threatening libel action brought a stop to this. Orwell was also able to find a more sympathetic publisher for his views in Frederic Warburg of Secker & Warburg. Orwell returned to Wallington, which he found in disarray after his absence. He acquired goats, a rooster he called "Henry Ford", and a poodle puppy he called "Marx" and settled down to animal husbandry and writing Homage to Catalonia.

There were thoughts of going to India to work on the Pioneer, a newspaper in Lucknow, but by March 1938 Orwell's health had deteriorated. He was admitted to Preston Hall Sanatorium at Aylesford, Kent, a British Legion hospital for ex-servicemen to which his brother-in-law Laurence O'Shaughnessy was attached. He was thought initially to be suffering from tuberculosis and stayed in the sanatorium until September. A stream of visitors came to see him including Common, Heppenstall, Plowman and Cyril Connolly. Connolly brought with him Stephen Spender, a cause of some embarrassment as Orwell had referred to Spender as a "pansy friend" some time earlier. Homage to Catalonia was published by Secker & Warburg and was a commercial flop. In the latter part of his stay at the clinic Orwell was able to go for walks in the countryside and study nature.

The novelist L.H. Myers secretly funded a trip to French Morocco for half a year for Orwell to avoid the English winter and recover his health. The Orwells set out in September 1938 via Gibraltar and Tangier to avoid Spanish Morocco and arrived at Marrakech. They rented a villa on the road to Casablanca and during that time Orwell wrote Coming Up for Air. They arrived back in England on 30 March 1939 and Coming Up for Air was published in June. Orwell spent time in Wallington and Southwold working on a Dickens essay and it was in July 1939 that Orwell's father, Richard Blair, died.

World War II and Animal Farm

On the outbreak of World War II, Orwell's wife Eileen started work in the Censorship Department in London, staying during the week with her family in Greenwich. Orwell also submitted his name to the Central Register for war effort but nothing transpired. "They won't have me in the army, at any rate at present, because of my lungs", Orwell told Geoffrey Gorer. 

He returned to Wallington, and in the autumn of 1939 he wrote material for his first collection of essays, Inside the Whale. For the next year he was occupied writing reviews for plays, films and books for The Listener, Time and Tide and New Adelphi. On 29 March 1940 his long association with Tribune began with a review of a sergeant's account of Napoleon's retreat from Moscow. At the beginning of 1940, the first edition of Connolly's Horizon appeared, and this provided a new outlet for Orwell's work as well as new literary contacts. 

In May the Orwells took lease of a flat in London at Dorset Chambers, Chagford Street, Marylebone. It was the time of the Dunkirk evacuation and the death in France of Eileen's brother Lawrence caused her considerable grief and long-term depression. Throughout this period Orwell kept a wartime diary.

Orwell was declared "unfit for any kind of military service" by the Medical Board in June, but soon afterwards found an opportunity to become involved in war activities by joining the Home Guard. He shared Tom Wintringham's socialist vision for the Home Guard as a revolutionary People's Militia. His lecture notes for instructing platoon members include advice on street fighting, field fortifications, and the use of mortars of various kinds. Sergeant Orwell managed to recruit Frederic Warburg to his unit. During the Battle of Britain he used to spend weekends with Warburg and his new Zionist friend, Tosco Fyvel, at Warburg's house at Twyford, Berkshire. At Wallington he worked on "England Your England" and in London wrote reviews for various periodicals. 

Visiting Eileen's family in Greenwich brought him face-to-face with the effects of the blitz on East London. In the summer of 1940, Warburg, Fyvel and Orwell planned Searchlight Books. Eleven volumes eventually appeared, of which Orwell's The Lion and the Unicorn: Socialism and the English Genius, published on 19 February 1941, was the first.

Early in 1941 he started writing for the American Partisan Review which linked Orwell with The New York Intellectuals, like him anti-Stalinist, but committed to staying on the Left,[72] and contributed to Gollancz' anthology The Betrayal of the Left, written in the light of the Molotov–Ribbentrop Pact (although Orwell referred to it as the Russo-German Pact and the Hitler-Stalin Pact). He also applied unsuccessfully for a job at the Air Ministry. Meanwhile he was still writing reviews of books and plays and at this time met the novelist Anthony Powell. He also took part in a few radio broadcasts for the Eastern Service of the BBC. In March the Orwells moved to a seventh-floor flat at Langford Court, St John's Wood, while at Wallington Orwell was "digging for victory" by planting potatoes.

"One could not have a better example of the moral and emotional shallowness of our time, than the fact that we are now all more or less pro Stalin. This disgusting murderer is temporarily on our side, and so the purges, etc., are suddenly forgotten."

— George Orwell, in his war-time diary, 3 July 1941

In August 1941, Orwell finally obtained "war work" when he was taken on full-time by the BBC's Eastern Service. He supervised cultural broadcasts to India to counter propaganda from Nazi Germany designed to undermine Imperial links. This was Orwell's first experience of the rigid conformity of life in an office. 

However it gave him an opportunity to create cultural programmes with contributions from T. S. Eliot, Dylan Thomas, E. M. Forster, Ahmed Ali, Mulk Raj Anand, and William Empson among others.

At the end of August he had a dinner with H. G. Wells which degenerated into a row because Wells had taken offence at observations Orwell made about him in a Horizon article. In October Orwell had a bout of bronchitis and the illness recurred frequently. David Astor was looking for a provocative contributor for The Observer and invited Orwell to write for him—the first article appearing in March 1942. In spring of 1942 Eileen changed jobs to work at the Ministry of Food and in the summer of 1942 the Orwells moved to a larger flat, a ground floor and basement, 10a Mortimer Crescent in Maida Vale/Kilburn - "the kind of lower-middle-class ambience that Orwell thought was London at its best." Some time that summer also Orwell's mother and sister Avril, who had found work in a sheet-metal factory behind Kings Cross Station, moved into a flat close to George and Eileen.

At the BBC, Orwell introduced Voice, a literary programme for his Indian broadcasts, and by now was leading an active social life with literary friends, particularly on the political left. Late in 1942, he started writing regularly for the left-wing weekly Tribune directed by Labour MPs Aneurin Bevan and George Strauss. In March 1943 Orwell's mother died and around the same time he told Moore he was starting work on a new book, which would turn out to be Animal Farm.

In September 1943, Orwell resigned from the BBC post that he had occupied for two years. His resignation followed a report confirming his fears that few Indians listened to the broadcasts, but he was also keen to concentrate on writing Animal Farm. Just six days before his last day of service, on 24 November 1943, his adaptation of the fairy tale, Hans Christian Andersen's The Emperor's New Clothes was broadcast. It was a genre in which he was greatly interested and which would appear on Animal Farm's title-page. At this time he also resigned from the Home Guard on medical grounds.

In November 1943, Orwell was appointed literary editor at Tribune, where his assistant was his old friend Jon Kimche. Orwell was on staff until early 1945, writing over 80 book reviews and on 3 December 1943 started his regular personal column, "As I Please", usually addressing three or four subjects in each. He was still writing reviews for other magazines, notably Partisan Review, Horizon, and the New York Nation and becoming a respected pundit among left-wing circles but also close friends with people on the right like Powell, Astor and Malcolm Muggeridge. By April 1944 Animal Farm was ready for publication. Gollancz refused to publish it, considering it an attack on the Soviet regime which was a crucial ally in the war. A similar fate was met from other publishers (including T. S. Eliot at Faber and Faber) until Jonathan Cape agreed to take it.

In May the Orwells had the opportunity to adopt a child, thanks to the contacts of Eileen's sister Gwen O'Shaughnassy, then a doctor in Newcastle upon Tyne. In June a V-1 flying bomb landed on Mortimer Crescent and the Orwells had to find somewhere else to live. Orwell had to scrabble around in the rubble for his collection of books, which he had finally managed to transfer from Wallington, carting them away in a wheelbarrow.

Another bombshell was Cape's reversal of his plan to publish Animal Farm. The decision followed his personal visit to Peter Smollett, an official at the Ministry of Information. Smollett was later identified as a Soviet agent.

The Orwells spent some time in the North East, near Carlton, County Durham, dealing with matters in the adoption of a boy whom they named Richard Horatio Blair. By September 1944 they had set up home in Islington, at 27b Canonbury Square. Baby Richard joined them there, and Eileen gave up her work at the Ministry of Food to look after her family. Secker and Warburg had agreed to publish Animal Farm, planned for the following March, although it did not appear in print until August 1945. By February 1945 David Astor had invited Orwell to become a war correspondent for the Observer. Orwell had been looking for the opportunity throughout the war, but his failed medical reports prevented him from being allowed anywhere near action. He went to Paris after the liberation of France and to Cologne once it had been occupied by the Allies.

It was while he was there that Eileen went into hospital for a hysterectomy and died under anaesthetic on 29 March 1945. She had not given Orwell much notice about this operation because of worries about the cost and because she expected to make a speedy recovery. Orwell returned home for a while and then went back to Europe. He returned finally to London to cover the 1945 UK General Election at the beginning of July. Animal Farm: A Fairy Story was published in Britain on 17 August 1945, and a year later in the U.S., on 26 August 1946.






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Jura and Nineteen Eighty-Four

Animal Farm struck a particular resonance in the post-war climate and its worldwide success made Orwell a sought-after figure.

For the next four years Orwell mixed journalistic work – mainly for Tribune, The Observer and the Manchester Evening News, though he also contributed to many small-circulation political and literary magazines – with writing his best-known work, Nineteen Eighty-Four, which was published in 1949.

In the year following Eileen's death he published around 130 articles and a selection of his Critical Essays, while remaining active in various political lobbying campaigns. He employed a housekeeper, Susan Watson, to look after his adopted son at the Islington flat, which visitors now described as "bleak". 

In September he spent a fortnight on the island of Jura in the Inner Hebrides and saw it as a place to escape from the hassle of London literary life. David Astor was instrumental in arranging a place for Orwell on Jura. Astor's family owned Scottish estates in the area and a fellow Old Etonian Robert Fletcher had a property on the island. 

During the winter of 1945 to 1946 Orwell made several hopeless and unwelcome marriage proposals to younger women, including Celia Kirwan (who was later to become Arthur Koestler's sister-in-law), Ann Popham who happened to live in the same block of flats and Sonia Brownell, one of Connolly's coterie at the Horizon office. 

Orwell suffered a tubercular haemorrhage in February 1946 but disguised his illness. In 1945 or early 1946, while still living at Canonbury Square, Orwell wrote an article on "British Cookery", complete with recipes, commissioned by the British Council. Given the post-war shortages, both parties agreed not to publish it. His sister Marjorie died of kidney disease in May and shortly after, on 22 May 1946, Orwell set off to live on the Isle of Jura.

Barnhill was an abandoned farmhouse with outbuildings near the northern end of the island, situated at the end of a five-mile (8 km), heavily rutted track from Ardlussa, where the owners lived. Conditions at the farmhouse were primitive but the natural history and the challenge of improving the place appealed to Orwell. His sister Avril accompanied him there and young novelist Paul Potts made up the party. In July Susan Watson arrived with Orwell's son Richard. Tensions developed and Potts departed after one of his manuscripts was used to light the fire. Orwell meanwhile set to work on Nineteen Eighty-Four. Later Susan Watson's boyfriend David Holbrook arrived. A fan of Orwell since school days, he found the reality very different, with Orwell hostile and disagreeable probably because of Holbrook's membership of the Communist Party. Susan Watson could no longer stand being with Avril and she and her boyfriend left.

Orwell returned to London in late 1946 and picked up his literary journalism again. Now a well-known writer, he was swamped with work. Apart from a visit to Jura in the new year he stayed in London for one of the coldest British winters on record and with such a national shortage of fuel that he burnt his furniture and his child's toys. The heavy smog in the days before the Clean Air Act 1956 did little to help his health about which he was reticent, keeping clear of medical attention. Meanwhile he had to cope with rival claims of publishers Gollancz and Warburg for publishing rights. About this time he co-edited a collection titled British Pamphleteers with Reginald Reynolds. 

As a result of the success of Animal Farm, Orwell was expecting a large bill from the Inland Revenue and he contacted a firm of accountants of which the senior partner was Jack Harrison. The firm advised Orwell to establish a company to own his copyright and to receive his royalties and set up a "service agreement" so that he could draw a salary. Such a company "George Orwell Productions Ltd" (GOP Ltd) was set up on 12 September 1947 although the service agreement was not then put into effect. Jack Harrison left the details at this stage to junior colleagues.

Orwell left London for Jura on 10 April 1947. In July he ended the lease on the Wallington cottage. Back on Jura in gales and rainstorms he struggled to get on with Nineteen Eighty-Four but through the summer and autumn made good progress. During that time his sister's family visited, and Orwell led a disastrous boating expedition which nearly led to loss of life whilst trying to cross the notorious gulf of Corryvreckan and gave him a soaking which was not good for his health. In December a chest specialist was summoned from Glasgow who pronounced Orwell seriously ill and a week before Christmas 1947 he was in Hairmyres hospital in East Kilbride, then a small village in the countryside, on the outskirts of Glasgow. Tuberculosis was diagnosed and the request for permission to import streptomycin to treat Orwell went as far as Aneurin Bevan, then Minister of Health. By the end of July 1948 Orwell was able to return to Jura and by December he had finished the manuscript of Nineteen Eighty-Four. In January 1949, in a very weak condition, he set off for a sanatorium in Gloucestershire, escorted by Richard Rees.

The sanatorium at Cranham consisted of a series of small wooden chalets or huts in a remote part of the Cotswolds near Stroud. Visitors were shocked by Orwell's appearance and concerned by the short-comings and ineffectiveness of the treatment. Friends were worried about his finances, but by now he was comparatively well-off. 

He was writing to many of his friends, including Jacintha Buddicom, who had "rediscovered" him, and in March 1949, was visited by Celia Kirwan. Kirwan had just started working for a Foreign Office unit, the Information Research Department, set up by the Labour government to publish anti-communist propaganda, and Orwell gave her a list of people he considered to be unsuitable as IRD authors because of their pro-communist leanings. Orwell's list, not published until 2003, consisted mainly of writers but also included actors and Labour MPs. Orwell received more streptomycin treatment and improved slightly. In June 1949 Nineteen Eighty-Four was published to immediate critical and popular acclaim. 

Final months and death

Orwell's health had continued to decline since the diagnosis of tuberculosis in December 1947. In the summer of 1949, he courted Sonia Brownell, and they announced their marriage in September, shortly before he was removed to University College Hospital in London. Sonia took charge of Orwell's affairs and attended him diligently in the hospital, causing concern to some old friends such as Muggeridge. In September 1949, Orwell invited his accountant Harrison to visit him in hospital, and Harrison claimed that Orwell then asked him to become director of GOP Ltd and to manage the company, but there was no independent witness.

Orwell's wedding took place in the hospital room on 13 October 1949, with David Astor as best man. Orwell was in decline and visited by an assortment of visitors including Muggeridge, Connolly, Lucian Freud, Stephen Spender, Evelyn Waugh, Paul Potts, Anthony Powell, and his Eton tutor Anthony Gow. Plans to go to the Swiss Alps were mooted. Further meetings were held with his accountant, at which Harrison and Mr and Mrs Blair were confirmed as directors of the company, and at which Harrison claimed that the "service agreement" was executed, giving copyright to the company. 

Orwell's health was in decline again by Christmas. On the evening of 20 January 1950, Potts visited Orwell and slipped away on finding him asleep. However, Jack Harrison visited later and claimed that Orwell gave him 25% of the company. Early on the morning of 21 January, an artery burst in Orwell's lungs, killing him at age 46.

Orwell had requested to be buried in accordance with the Anglican rite in the graveyard of the closest church to wherever he happened to die. The graveyards in central London had no space, and fearing that he might have to be cremated against his wishes, his widow appealed to his friends to see whether any of them knew of a church with space in its graveyard.

David Astor lived in Sutton Courtenay, Oxfordshire, and negotiated with the vicar for Orwell to be interred in All Saints' Churchyard there, although he had no connection with the village. Orwell's gravestone bears the simple epitaph: "Here lies Eric Arthur Blair, born 25 June 1903, died 21 January 1950"; no mention is made on the gravestone of his more famous pen name.

Orwell's son, Richard Blair, was brought up by an aunt after his father's death. He maintains a low public profile, though he has occasionally given interviews about the few memories he has of his father. Richard Blair worked for many years as an agricultural agent for the British government.

In 1979, Sonia brought a High Court action against Harrison, who had in the meantime transferred 75% of the company's voting stock to himself and had dissipated much of the value of the company. She was considered to have a strong case, but was becoming increasingly ill and eventually was persuaded to settle out of court on 2 November 1980. She died on 11 December 1980, aged 62.

Literary career and legacy

During most of his career, Orwell was best known for his journalism, in essays, reviews, columns in newspapers and magazines and in his books of reportage: Down and Out in Paris and London (describing a period of poverty in these cities), The Road to Wigan Pier (describing the living conditions of the poor in northern England, and the class divide generally) and Homage to Catalonia. According to Irving Howe, Orwell was "the best English essayist since Hazlitt, perhaps since Dr Johnson."

Modern readers are more often introduced to Orwell as a novelist, particularly through his enormously successful titles Animal Farm and Nineteen Eighty-Four. The former is often thought to reflect degeneration in the Soviet Union after the Russian Revolution and the rise of Stalinism; the latter, life under totalitarian rule. 

Nineteen Eighty-Four is often compared to Brave New World by Aldous Huxley; both are powerful dystopian novels warning of a future world where the state machine exerts complete control over social life. In 1984, Nineteen Eighty-Four and Ray Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451 were honoured with the Prometheus Award for their contributions to dystopian literature. In 2011 he received it again for Animal Farm.

Coming Up for Air, his last novel before World War II is the most "English" of his novels; alarums of war mingle with images of idyllic Thames-side Edwardian childhood of protagonist George Bowling. The novel is pessimistic; industrialism and capitalism have killed the best of Old England, and there were great, new external threats. In homely terms, Bowling posits the totalitarian hypotheses of Borkenau, Orwell, Silone and Koestler: "Old Hitler's something different. So's Joe Stalin. They aren't like these chaps in the old days who crucified people and chopped their heads off and so forth, just for the fun of it ... They're something quite new—something that's never been heard of before".

Literary influences

In an autobiographical piece that Orwell sent to the editors of Twentieth Century Authors in 1940, he wrote: "The writers I care about most and never grow tired of are: Shakespeare, Swift, Fielding, Dickens, Charles Reade, Flaubert and, among modern writers, James Joyce, T. S. Eliot and D. H. Lawrence. But I believe the modern writer who has influenced me most is Somerset Maugham, whom I admire immensely for his power of telling a story straightforwardly and without frills." Elsewhere, Orwell strongly praised the works of Jack London, especially his book The Road. Orwell's investigation of poverty in The Road to Wigan Pier strongly resembles that of Jack London's The People of the Abyss, in which the American journalist disguises himself as an out-of-work sailor in order to investigate the lives of the poor in London. In his essay "Politics vs. Literature: An Examination of Gulliver's Travels" (1946) Orwell wrote: "If I had to make a list of six books which were to be preserved when all others were destroyed, I would certainly put Gulliver's Travels among them."

Other writers admired by Orwell included: Ralph Waldo Emerson, George Gissing, Graham Greene, Herman Melville, Henry Miller, Tobias Smollett, Mark Twain, Joseph Conrad and Yevgeny Zamyatin. He was both an admirer and a critic of Rudyard Kipling, praising Kipling as a gifted writer and a "good bad poet" whose work is "spurious" and "morally insensitive and aesthetically disgusting," but undeniably seductive and able to speak to certain aspects of reality more effectively than more enlightened authors. He had a similarly ambivalent attitude to G. K. Chesterton, whom he regarded as a writer of considerable talent who had chosen to devote himself to "Roman Catholic propaganda".






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Orwell as literary critic

Throughout his life Orwell continually supported himself as a book reviewer, writing works so long and sophisticated they have had an influence on literary criticism. He wrote in the conclusion to his 1940 essay on Charles Dickens,
When one reads any strongly individual piece of writing, one has the impression of seeing a face somewhere behind the page. It is not necessarily the actual face of the writer. I feel this very strongly with Swift, with Defoe, with Fielding, Stendhal, Thackeray, Flaubert, though in several cases I do not know what these people looked like and do not want to know. What one sees is the face that the writer ought to have. 

Well, in the case of Dickens I see a face that is not quite the face of Dickens's photographs, though it resembles it. It is the face of a man of about forty, with a small beard and a high colour. He is laughing, with a touch of anger in his laughter, but no triumph, no malignity. It is the face of a man who is always fighting against something, but who fights in the open and is not frightened, the face of a man who is generously angry—in other words, of a nineteenth-century liberal, a free intelligence, a type hated with equal hatred by all the smelly little orthodoxies which are now contending for our souls.

George Woodcock suggested that the last two sentences characterised Orwell as much as his subject.

Orwell wrote a critique of George Bernard Shaw's play Arms and the Man. He considered this Shaw's best play and the most likely to remain socially relevant, because of its theme that war is not, generally speaking, a glorious romantic adventure. His 1945 essay In Defense of P.G. Wodehouse contains an amusing assessment of his writing and also argues that his Nazi broadcasts did not really make him a traitor. He accused The Ministry of Information of exaggerating Wodehouse's actions for propaganda purposes.

Reception and evaluations of Orwell's works

Arthur Koestler mentioned Orwell's "uncompromising intellectual honesty [which] made him appear almost inhuman at times." Ben Wattenberg stated: "Orwell’s writing pierced intellectual hypocrisy wherever he found it." According to historian Piers Brendon, "Orwell was the saint of common decency who would in earlier days, said his BBC boss Rushbrook Williams, 'have been either canonised – or burnt at the stake'".

However, Raymond Williams in Politics and Letters: Interviews with New Left Review describes Orwell as a "successful impersonation of a plain man who bumps into experience in an unmediated way and tells the truth about it."

Christopher Norris declared that Orwell's "homespun empiricist outlook – his assumption that the truth was just there to be told in a straightforward common-sense way – now seems not merely naive but culpably self-deluding".

The American scholar Scott Lucas has described Orwell as an enemy of the Left. John Newsinger has argued that Lucas could only do this however by portraying "all of Orwell's attacks on Stalinism as if they were attacks on socialism, despite Orwell's continued insistence that they were not."

Orwell's work has taken a prominent place in the school literature curriculum in England, with Animal Farm a regular examination topic at the end of secondary education (GCSE), and Nineteen Eighty-Four a topic for subsequent examinations below university level (A Levels). Alan Brown noted that this brings to the forefront questions about the political content of teaching practices. Study aids, in particular with potted biographies, might be seen to help propagate the Orwell myth so that as an embodiment of human values he is presented as a "trustworthy guide", while examination questions sometimes suggest a "right ways of answering" in line with the myth.

Historian John Rodden stated: "John Podhoretz did claim that if Orwell were alive today, he’d be standing with the neo-conservatives and against the Left. And the question arises, to what extent can you even begin to predict the political positions of somebody who’s been dead three decades and more by that time?"

In Orwell's Victory, Christopher Hitchens argues, "In answer to the accusation of inconsistency Orwell as a writer was forever taking his own temperature. In other words, here was someone who never stopped testing and adjusting his intelligence".

John Rodden points out the "undeniable conservative features in the Orwell physiognomy" and remarks on how "to some extent Orwell facilitated the kinds of uses and abuses by the Right that his name has been put to. In other ways there has been the politics of selective quotation."

Rodden refers to the essay "Why I Write", in which Orwell refers to the Spanish Civil War as being his "watershed political experience", saying "The Spanish War and other events in 1936–37, turned the scale. Thereafter I knew where I stood. Every line of serious work that I have written since 1936 has been written directly or indirectly against totalitarianism and for Democratic Socialism as I understand it." (emphasis in original)

Rodden goes on to explain how, during the McCarthy era, the introduction to the Signet edition of Animal Farm, which sold more than 20 million copies, makes use of "the politics of ellipsis":

If the book itself, Animal Farm, had left any doubt of the matter, Orwell dispelled it in his essay Why I Write: 'Every line of serious work that I’ve written since 1936 has been written directly or indirectly against Totalitarianism ... dot, dot, dot, dot.' "For Democratic Socialism" is vaporised, just like Winston Smith did it at the Ministry of Truth, and that’s very much what happened at the beginning of the McCarthy era and just continued, Orwell being selectively quoted.

T.R. Fyvel wrote about Orwell: "His crucial experience ... was his struggle to turn himself into a writer, one which led through long periods of poverty, failure and humiliation, and about which he has written almost nothing directly. The sweat and agony was less in the slum-life than in the effort to turn the experience into literature."

Influence on language and writing

In his essay Politics and the English Language (1946), Orwell wrote about the importance of precise and clear language, arguing that vague writing can be used as a powerful tool of political manipulation because it shapes the way we think. In that essay, Orwell provides six rules for writers:

Never use a metaphor, simile or other figure of speech which you are used to seeing in print.

Never use a long word where a short one will do.

If it is possible to cut a word out, always cut it out.

Never use the passive where you can use the active.

Never use a foreign phrase, a scientific word or a jargon word if you can think of an everyday English equivalent.

Break any of these rules sooner than say anything outright barbarous.

Andrew N. Rubin argues, "Orwell claimed that we should be attentive to how the use of language has limited our capacity for critical thought just as we should be equally concerned with the ways in which dominant modes of thinking have reshaped the very language that we use."

The adjective Orwellian connotes an attitude and a policy of control by propaganda, surveillance, misinformation, denial of truth, and manipulation of the past. In Nineteen Eighty-Four Orwell described a totalitarian government that controlled thought by controlling language, making certain ideas literally unthinkable. 

Several words and phrases from Nineteen Eighty-Four have entered popular language. Newspeak is a simplified and obfuscatory language designed to make independent thought impossible. Doublethink means holding two contradictory beliefs simultaneously. The Thought Police are those who suppress all dissenting opinion. Prolefeed is homogenised, manufactured superficial literature, film and music, used to control and indoctrinate the populace through docility. Big Brother is a supreme dictator who watches everyone.

Orwell may have been the first to use the term cold war, in his essay, "You and the Atom Bomb", published in Tribune, 19 October 1945. 

He wrote:

We may be heading not for general breakdown but for an epoch as horribly stable as the slave empires of antiquity. James Burnham's theory has been much discussed, but few people have yet considered its ideological implications;— this is, the kind of world-view, the kind of beliefs, and the social structure that would probably prevail in a State which was at once unconquerable and in a permanent state of 'cold war' with its neighbours. 

Personal life

Childhood

Jacintha Buddicom's account Eric & Us provides an insight into Blair's childhood. She quoted his sister Avril that "he was essentially an aloof, undemonstrative person" and said herself of his friendship with the Buddicoms "I do not think he needed any other friends beyond the schoolfriend he occasionally and appreciatively referred to as 'CC'". She could not recall his having schoolfriends to stay and exchange visits as her brother Prosper often did in holidays.

Cyril Connolly provides an account of Blair as a child in Enemies of Promise. Years later, Blair mordantly recalled his prep school in the essay "Such, Such Were the Joys", claiming among other things that he "was made to study like a dog" to earn a scholarship, which he alleged was solely to enhance the school's prestige with parents. Jacintha Buddicom repudiated Orwell's schoolboy misery described in the essay, stating that "he was a specially happy child". She noted that he did not like his name, because it reminded him of a book he greatly disliked - Eric, or, Little by Little, a Victorian boys' school story.

Connolly remarked of him as a schoolboy, "The remarkable thing about Orwell was that alone among the boys he was an intellectual and not a parrot for he thought for himself". At Eton, John Vaughan Wilkes, his former headmaster's son recalled, "...he was extremely argumentative—about anything—and criticising the masters and criticising the other boys.... We enjoyed arguing with him. He would generally win the arguments—or think he had anyhow." Roger Mynors concurs: "Endless arguments about all sorts of things, in which he was one of the great leaders. He was one of those boys who thought for himself...."

Blair liked to carry out practical jokes. Buddicom recalls him swinging from the luggage rack in a railway carriage like an orangutan to frighten a woman passenger out of the compartment. At Eton he played tricks on John Crace, his Master in College, among which was to enter a spoof advertisement in a College magazine implying pederasty. Gow, his tutor, said he "made himself as big a nuisance as he could" and "was a very unattractive boy". Later Blair was expelled from the crammer at Southwold for sending a dead rat as a birthday present to the town surveyor. In one of his As I Please essays he refers to a protracted joke when he answered an advertisement for a woman who claimed a cure for obesity.

Blair had an enduring interest in natural history which stemmed from his childhood. In letters from school he wrote about caterpillars and butterflies, and Buddicom recalls his keen interest in ornithology. He also enjoyed fishing and shooting rabbits, and conducting experiments as in cooking a hedgehog or shooting down a jackdaw from the Eton roof to dissect it. His zeal for scientific experiments extended to explosives—again Buddicom recalls a cook giving notice because of the noise. Later in Southwold his sister Avril recalled him blowing up the garden. When teaching he enthused his students with his nature-rambles both at Southwold and Hayes. His adult diaries are permeated with his observations on nature.

Relationships

Buddicom and Blair lost touch shortly after he went to Burma, and she became unsympathetic towards him. She wrote that it was because of the letters he wrote complaining about his life, but an addendum to Eric & Us by Venables reveals that he may have lost sympathy through an incident which was at best a clumsy seduction.

Mabel Fierz, who later became Blair's confidante, said: "He used to say the one thing he wished in this world was that he'd been attractive to women. He liked women and had many girlfriends I think in Burma. He had a girl in Southwold and another girl in London. He was rather a womaniser, yet he was afraid he wasn't attractive."

Brenda Salkield (Southwold) preferred friendship to any deeper relationship and maintained a correspondence with Blair for many years, particularly as a sounding board for his ideas. She wrote: "He was a great letter writer. Endless letters, and I mean when he wrote you a letter he wrote pages." His correspondence with Eleanor Jacques (London) was more prosaic, dwelling on a closer relationship and referring to past rendezvous or planning future ones in London and Burnham Beeches.

When Orwell was in the sanatorium in Kent, his wife's friend Lydia Jackson visited. He invited her for a walk and out of sight "an awkward situation arose." Jackson was to be the most critical of Orwell's marriage to Eileen O'Shaughnessy, but their later correspondence hints at a complicity. Eileen at the time was more concerned about Orwell's closeness to Brenda Salkield. Orwell was to have an affair with his secretary at Tribune which caused Eileen much distress, and others have been mooted. In a letter to Ann Popham he wrote: "I was sometimes unfaithful to Eileen, and I also treated her badly, and I think she treated me badly, too, at times, but it was a real marriage, in the sense that we had been through awful struggles together and she understood all about my work, etc." Similarly he suggested to Celia Kirwan that they had both been unfaithful. There are several testaments that it was a well-matched and happy marriage. 

Blair was very lonely after Eileen's death, and desperate for a wife, both as companion for himself and as mother for Richard. He proposed marriage to four women, and eventually Sonia Brownell accepted.

Religious views

Orwell was a communicant member of the Church of England, he attended holy communion regularly, and allusions to Anglican life are made in his book A Clergyman's Daughter. Mulk Raj Anand has said that, at the BBC, Orwell could, and would, quote lengthy passages from the Book of Common Prayer. At the same time he found the church to be a "selfish...church of the landed gentry" with its establishment "out of touch" with the majority of its communicants and altogether a pernicious influence on public life. Moreover, Orwell expressed some scepticism about religion: "It seems rather mean to go to HC [Holy Communion] when one doesn't believe, but I have passed myself off for pious & there is nothing for it but to keep up with the deception."

Yet, he was married according to the rites of the Church of England in both his first marriage at the church at Wallington, and in his second marriage on his deathbed in University College Hospital, and he left instructions that he was to receive an Anglican funeral.

In their 1972 study, The Unknown Orwell, the writers Peter Stansky and William Abrahams noted that at Eton Blair displayed a "sceptical attitude" to Christian belief. Crick observed that Orwell displayed "a pronounced anti-Catholicism". Evelyn Waugh, writing in 1946, acknowledged Orwell's high moral sense and respect for justice but believed "he seems never to have been touched at any point by a conception of religious thought and life." 

The ambiguity in his belief in religion mirrored the dichotomies between his public and private lives: Stephen Ingle wrote that it was as if the writer George Orwell "vaunted" his atheism while Eric Blair the individual retained "a deeply ingrained religiosity". Ingle later noted that Orwell did not accept the existence of an afterlife, believing in the finality of death while living and advocating a moral code based on Judeo-Christian beliefs.






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Political views

Orwell liked to provoke argument by challenging the status quo, but he was also a traditionalist with a love of old English values. He criticised and satirised, from the inside, the various social milieux in which he found himself – provincial town life in A Clergyman's Daughter; middle-class pretention in Keep the Aspidistra Flying; preparatory schools in Such Such were the Joys; colonialism in Burmese Days, and some socialist groups in The Road to Wigan Pier. In his Adelphi days he described himself as a "Tory-anarchist."

In 1928, Orwell began his career as a professional writer in Paris at a journal owned by the French Communist, Henri Barbusse. His first article, La Censure en Angleterre, was an attempt to account for the 'extraordinary and illogical' moral censorship of plays and novels then practised in Britain. His own explanation was that the rise of the "puritan middle class," who had stricter morals than the aristocracy, tightened the rules of censorship in the 19th century. Orwell's first published article in his home country, A Farthing Newspaper, was a critique of the new French daily the Ami de Peuple. This paper was sold much more cheaply than most others, and was intended for ordinary people to read. However, Orwell pointed out that its proprietor François Coty also owned the right-wing dailies Le Figaro and Le Gaulois, which the Ami de Peuple was supposedly competing against. Orwell suggested that cheap newspapers were no more than a vehicle for advertising and anti-leftist propaganda, and predicted the world might soon see free newspapers which would drive legitimate dailies out of business.

The Spanish Civil War played the most important part in defining Orwell's socialism. He wrote to Cyril Connolly from Barcelona on 8 June 1937: "I have seen wonderful things and at last really believe in Socialism, which I never did before." Having witnessed the success of the anarcho-syndicalist communities, for example in Anarchist Catalonia, and the subsequent brutal suppression of the anarcho-syndicalists, anti-Stalin communist parties and revolutionaries by the Soviet Union-backed Communists, Orwell returned from Catalonia a staunch anti-Stalinist and joined the Independent Labour Party, his card being issued on 13 June 1938. 

Although he was never a Trotskyist, he was strongly influenced by the Trotskyist and anarchist critiques of the Soviet regime, and by the anarchists' emphasis on individual freedom. In Part 2 of The Road to Wigan Pier, published by the Left Book Club, Orwell stated: "a real Socialist is one who wishes – not merely conceives it as desirable, but actively wishes – to see tyranny overthrown." Orwell stated in "Why I Write" (1946): "Every line of serious work that I have written since 1936 has been written, directly or indirectly, against totalitarianism and for democratic socialism, as I understand it." Orwell was a proponent of a federal socialist Europe, a position outlined in his 1947 essay "Toward European Unity," which first appeared in Partisan Review. 

According to biographer John Newsinger, the other crucial dimension to Orwell's socialism was his recognition that the Soviet Union was not socialist. Unlike many on the left, instead of abandoning socialism once he discovered the full horror of Stalinist rule in the Soviet Union, Orwell abandoned the Soviet Union and instead remained a socialist—indeed he became more committed to the socialist cause than ever."

In his 1938 essay "Why I joined the Independent Labour Party," published in the ILP-affiliated New Leader, Orwell wrote:

For some years past I have managed to make the capitalist class pay me several pounds a week for writing books against capitalism. But I do not delude myself that this state of affairs is going to last forever... the only régime which, in the long run, will dare to permit freedom of speech is a Socialist régime. If Fascism triumphs I am finished as a writer – that is to say, finished in my only effective capacity. That of itself would be a sufficient reason for joining a Socialist party.

Towards the end of the essay, he wrote: "I do not mean I have lost all faith in the Labour Party. My most earnest hope is that the Labour Party will win a clear majority in the next General Election."

Orwell was opposed to rearmament against Nazi Germany—but he changed his view after the Molotov-Ribbentrop Pact and the outbreak of the war. He left the ILP because of its opposition to the war and adopted a political position of "revolutionary patriotism". In December 1940 he wrote in Tribune (the Labour left's weekly): "We are in a strange period of history in which a revolutionary has to be a patriot and a patriot has to be a revolutionary." During the war, Orwell was highly critical of the popular idea that an Anglo-Soviet alliance would be the basis of a post-war world of peace and prosperity. In 1942, commenting on journalist E. H. Carr's pro-Soviet views, Orwell stated: "all the appeasers, e.g. Professor E. H. Carr, have switched their allegiance from Hitler to Stalin."

On anarchism, Orwell wrote in The Road to Wigan Pier: "I worked out an anarchistic theory that all government is evil, that the punishment always does more harm than the crime and the people can be trusted to behave decently if you will only let them alone." He continued however and argued that "it is always necessary to protect peaceful people from violence. In any state of society where crime can be profitable you have got to have a harsh criminal law and administer it ruthlessly."

In his reply (dated 15 November 1943) to an invitation from the Duchess of Atholl to speak for the British League for European Freedom, he stated that he didn't agree with their objectives. He admitted that what they said was "more truthful than the lying propaganda found in most of the press" but added that he could not "associate himself with an essentially Conservative body" that claimed to "defend democracy in Europe" but had "nothing to say about British imperialism." His closing paragraph stated: "I belong to the Left and must work inside it, much as I hate Russian totalitarianism and its poisonous influence in this country."

Orwell joined the staff of Tribune as literary editor, and from then until his death, was a left-wing (though hardly orthodox) Labour-supporting democratic socialist. On 1 September 1944, about the Warsaw Uprising, Orwell expressed in Tribune his hostility against the influence of the alliance with the USSR over the allies: "Do remember that dishonesty and cowardice always have to be paid for. Do not imagine that for years on end you can make yourself the boot-licking propagandist of the sovietic regime, or any other regime, and then suddenly return to honesty and reason. Once a whore, always a whore." According to Newsinger, although Orwell "was always critical of the 1945–51 Labour government's moderation, his support for it began to pull him to the right politically. This did not lead him to embrace conservatism, imperialism or reaction, but to defend, albeit critically, Labour reformism." Between 1945 and 1947, with A. J. Ayer and Bertrand Russell, he contributed a series of articles and essays to Polemic, a short-lived British "Magazine of Philosophy, Psychology, and Aesthetics" edited by the ex-Communist Humphrey Slater.

Writing in the spring of 1945 a long essay titled "Antisemitism in Britain," for the Contemporary Jewish Record, Orwell stated that anti-Semitism was on the increase in Britain, and that it was "irrational and will not yield to arguments." He argued that it would be useful to discover why anti-Semites could "swallow such absurdities on one particular subject while remaining sane on others." He wrote: "For quite six years the English admirers of Hitler contrived not to learn of the existence of Dachau and Buchenwald. ... Many English people have heard almost nothing about the extermination of German and Polish Jews during the present war. Their own anti-Semitism has caused this vast crime to bounce off their consciousness." In Nineteen Eighty-Four, written shortly after the war, Orwell portrayed the Party as enlisting anti-Semitic passions against their enemy, Goldstein.

Orwell publicly defended P.G. Wodehouse against charges of being a Nazi sympathiser – occasioned by his agreement to do some broadcasts over the German radio in 1941 – a defence based on Wodehouse's lack of interest in and ignorance of politics.

Special Branch, the intelligence division of the Metropolitan Police, maintained a file on Orwell for more than 20 years of his life. The dossier, published by The National Archives, states that, according to one investigator, Orwell had "advanced Communist views and several of his Indian friends say that they have often seen him at Communist meetings." However, MI5, the intelligence department of the Home Office, noted: "It is evident from his recent writings – 'The Lion and the Unicorn' – and his contribution to Gollancz's symposium The Betrayal of the Left that he does not hold with the Communist Party nor they with him."

Social interactions

Orwell was noted for very close and enduring friendships with a few friends, but these were generally people with a similar background or with a similar level of literary ability. Ungregarious, he was out of place in a crowd and his discomfort was exacerbated when he was outside his own class. Though representing himself as a spokesman for the common man, he often appeared out of place with real working people. His brother-in-law Humphrey Dakin, a "Hail fellow, well met" type, who took him to a local pub in Leeds, said that he was told by the landlord: "Don't bring that bugger in here again." Adrian Fierz commented "He wasn't interested in racing or greyhounds or pub crawling or shove ha'penny. He just did not have much in common with people who did not share his intellectual interests." Awkwardness attended many of his encounters with working-class representatives, as with Pollitt and McNair, but his courtesy and good manners were often commented on. Jack Common observed on meeting him for the first time, "Right away manners, and more than manners—breeding—showed through."

In his tramping days, he did domestic work for a time. His extreme politeness was recalled by a member of the family he worked for; she declared that the family referred to him as "Laurel" after the film comedian.[39] With his gangling figure and awkwardness, Orwell's friends often saw him as a figure of fun. Geoffrey Gorer commented "He was awfully likely to knock things off tables, trip over things. I mean, he was a gangling, physically badly co-ordinated young man. I think his feeling [was] that even the inanimate world was against him..." 

When he shared a flat with Heppenstall and Sayer, he was treated in a patronising manner by the younger men. At the BBC, in the 1940s, "everybody would pull his leg," and Spender described him as having real entertainment value "like, as I say, watching a Charlie Chaplin movie." A friend of Eileen's reminisced about her tolerance and humour, often at Orwell's expense.

One biography of Orwell accused him of having had an authoritarian streak. In Burma, he struck out at a Burmese boy who while "fooling around" with his friends had "accidentally bumped into him" at a station, with the result that Orwell "fell heavily" down some stairs. One of his former pupils recalled being beaten so hard he could not sit down for a week. 

When sharing a flat with Orwell, Heppenstall came home late one night in an advanced stage of loud inebriation. The upshot was that Heppenstall ended up with a bloody nose and was locked in a room. When he complained, Orwell hit him a crack across the legs with a shooting stick and Heppenstall then had to defend himself with a chair. Years later, after Orwell's death, Heppenstall wrote a dramatic account of the incident called "The Shooting Stick" and Mabel Fierz confirmed that Heppenstall came to her in a sorry state the following day.

However, Orwell got on well with young people. The pupil he beat considered him the best of teachers, and the young recruits in Barcelona tried to drink him under the table—though without success. His nephew recalled Uncle Eric laughing louder than anyone in the cinema at a Charlie Chaplin film.

In the wake of his most famous works, he attracted many uncritical hangers-on, but many others who sought him found him aloof and even dull. With his soft voice, he was sometimes shouted down or excluded from discussions. At this time, he was severely ill; it was wartime or the austerity period after it; during the war his wife suffered from depression; and after her death he was lonely and unhappy. In addition to that, he always lived frugally and seemed unable to care for himself properly. As a result of all this, people found his circumstances bleak. Some, like Michael Ayrton, called him "Gloomy George," but others developed the idea that he was a "secular saint."

Although Orwell was frequently heard on the BBC for panel discussion and one-man broadcasts, no copy of his voice is known to exist.

Lifestyle

Orwell was a heavy smoker, rolling his own cigarettes from strong shag tobacco, in spite of his bronchial condition. His penchant for the rugged life often took him to cold and damp situations, both in the long term as in Catalonia and Jura, and short term, for example, motorcycling in the rain and suffering a shipwreck. His love of strong tea was legendary—he had Fortnum & Mason's tea brought to him in Catalonia and in 1946 published "A Nice Cup of Tea" on how to make it. He appreciated English beer, taken regularly and moderately, despised drinkers of lager and wrote about an imagined, ideal pub in his 1946 newspaper article "The Moon Under Water". Not as particular about food, he enjoyed the wartime "Victory Pie" extolled canteen food at the BBC, and once ate the cat's dinner by mistake. He preferred traditional English dishes, such as roast beef and kippers. Reports of his Islington days refer to the cosy afternoon tea table.

His dress sense was unpredictable and usually casual. In Southwold he had the best cloth from the local tailor, but was equally happy in his tramping outfit. His attire in the Spanish Civil War, along with his size 12 boots, was a source of amusement. David Astor described him as looking like a prep school master, while according to the Special Branch dossier, Orwell's tendency to dress "in Bohemian fashion" revealed that the author was "a Communist".

Orwell's confusing approach to matters of social decorum—on the one hand expecting a working-class guest to dress for dinner, and on the other, slurping tea out of a saucer at the BBC canteen—helped stoke his reputation as an English eccentric.

Biographies of Orwell

Orwell's widow commissioned journalist Malcolm Muggeridge to write a biography of her husband in spite of his wishes that none be produced. The book was never written.

Orwell's will requested that no biography of him be written, and his widow Sonia Brownell repelled every attempt by those who tried to persuade her to let them write about him. Various recollections and interpretations were published in the 1950s and 1960s, but Sonia saw the 1968 Collected Works as the record of his life. She did appoint Malcolm Muggeridge as official biographer, but later biographers have seen this as deliberate spoiling as Muggeridge eventually gave up the work. 

In 1972, two American authors, Peter Stansky and William Abrahams, produced The Unknown Orwell, an unauthorised account of his early years that lacked any support or contribution from Sonia Brownell.

Sonia Brownell then commissioned Bernard Crick, a left-wing professor of politics at the University of London, to complete a biography and asked Orwell's friends to co-operate. Crick collated a considerable amount of material in his work, which was published in 1980, but his questioning of the factual accuracy of Orwell's first-person writings led to conflict with Brownell, and she tried to suppress the book. Crick concentrated on the facts of Orwell's life rather than his character, and presented primarily a political perspective on Orwell's life and work.

After Sonia Brownell's death, other works on Orwell were published in the 1980s, with 1984 being a particularly fruitful year for Orwelliana. These included collections of reminiscences by Coppard and Crick and Stephen Wadhams.

In 1991, Michael Shelden, an American professor of literature, published a biography. More concerned with the literary nature of Orwell’s work, he sought explanations for Orwell's character and treated his first-person writings as autobiographical. Shelden introduced new information that sought to build on Crick's work. Shelden speculated that Orwell possessed an obsessive belief in his failure and inadequacy.

Peter Davison's publication of the Complete Works of George Orwell, completed in 2000, put most of the Orwell Archive in the public domain. Jeffrey Meyers, a prolific American biographer, was first to take advantage of this and published a book in 2001 that investigated the darker side of Orwell and questioned his saintly image. Why Orwell Matters (released in the UK as Orwell's Victory) was published by Christopher Hitchens in 2002.

In 2003, the centenary of Orwell's birth resulted in biographies by Gordon Bowker and D. J. Taylor, both academics and writers in the United Kingdom. Taylor notes the stage management which surrounds much of Orwell's behaviour, and Bowker highlights the essential sense of decency which he considers to have been Orwell's main motivation. 

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This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Thank you to outside sources for photography and artwork. Darkroomed by Amera Ziganii Rao


TEMUJIN RAO :: THE LILITH HOLOCAUST™

  • Temujin Rao :: Ascension Warlord :: The Nemesis Life :: The Twin Flame Path for Earth :: The Misogyny Wars of All Time. The Nephilim versus Seraphim Wars of All Time. The Thothian Wars From Hell of All Time. The Fallen Angel Wars From Hell of All Time. The Female Gods of The Light versus The Male Witches of The Dark. The Wars From Hell of All Time. Temujin Rao © 2024
  • TEMUJIN RAO :: OCCULTIST + METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER + MYSTIC + CRITICAL THINKER + PRIMORDIAL THINKER + PRIMAL FEMINIST :: MY BUSINESS IS THE LILITH HOLOCAUST + THE LOTHARIO KILLER PROGRAMME OF MEN + WOMEN. CONSCIOUS EVIL. MY BUSINESS IS THE NEPHILIM WARS FOR EARTH. THE SO CALLED TWIN FLAME PATH. A WAR. AGAINST THE WHOREMONGERS AND WARMONGERS OF EXISTENCE. A WAR FOR THE SOUL OF (REAL) WOMAN + HIGH PRIESTHOOD. A WAR FOR THE SOUL OF EARTH ©
  • Philosopher, Esoteric and Occultist. Critical Thinker. Artist :: Narcissist Hunter + Dark Empath + Black Molfar Shaman + Starseed Amazon Warlord.
  • THE LILITH HOLOCAUST + THE LOTHARIO KILLER PROGRAMME OF MEN ©
  • THE SORCERERS OF EARTH :: THE WITCH-GODS OF THE LIGHT AND THE ERRANT WITCHES OF THE DARK. LOST LOVE. FIRST MISOGYNY. FIRST FEMALE EXCLUSION. FIRST HATE. FIRST EVIL :: THE RECLAIMED FEMALE AMAZON SPIRITUAL WORLD LEADERS OF THE REAL ANCIENT WORLD. FEMALE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD, AND THE TWIN FLAME KILLERS. REDEMPTION + THE RETURN TO THE SOURCE.
  • PRIMAL FEMINISM :: EARTH IS A PLANET OF FEMALE SLAVERY/ENSLAVEMENT + MALE CASTRATION CORRUPTION.
  • MY BUSINESS IS THE LILITH HOLOCAUST + THE LOTHARIO KILLER PROGRAMME OF MEN. CONSCIOUS EVIL. THE ORIGINAL EVIL OF OUR EARTH. NEPHILIM (MALE AND FEMALE). CONSCIOUS EVIL AND THE FARCE OF THE TWIN FLAME HOLOCAUST EXPERIENCE, OF MULTIVERSE SADO MASOCHISM, FOR NOTHING. SERAPHIM FEMALE IS THE SAMURAI OVERLORD ARCHETYPE OF EXISTENCE AND EXISTENCE IS NOTHING © 2024
  • PRIMAL HEALING :: ALL EGO SHADOW IS FROM THE MATRIX. PROGRAMMED FROM HELL, FOR HELL, BY HELL. VICTIM OR ABUSER, WE ARE CREATED BY THE SAME MONSTROUS PROGRAMME. FEMICIDE + FEMICIDAL BEHAVIOURS + PATRIARCHAL FAMILY ABUSES + SUPREMACIES + STARVATIONS + EXPLOITATIONS + RACISMS + GREEDS + DEPRAVITIES ON EARTH ARE ALL MANUFACTURED. THIS IS THE OCCULTISM OF MATRIX SEPARATION FOR DIVIDE AND RULE TO CREATE A PLANET OF ABJECT MISERY. THE ASCENSION PERIOD FOR EARTH MEANS THAT THIS CAN BE OVERCOME AT LAST. OCCULTISM PSYCHO ANALYSIS FOR THE NEW WORLD. OUR WORLD. AGAIN, AT LAST. THAT WAS THE THEORY, OTHER THAN ONE THING. THE WITCH OF THE DARK ADDICTION TO EVIL, CRUELTY, MIND STUPIDITY, SOUL DEPRAVITY AND THE MINDLESS WILL TO CONTROL, SO THAT ALL LOVE IS DESTROYED. NOTHING CAN TOUCH THE NARCISSISTIC SOUL. ALL WITCHES OF THE DARK ARE ORDINARY NARCISSISTS AND DEMONS. WE ARE ON OUR OWN FOREVER. THERE IS NO LOVE ON EARTH. © 2024
  • THE TWIN FLAME EXPERIENCE IS LEGITIMISED RAPE, DEMANDED BY THE MULTIVERSE. WARS WITHOUT END, AGAINST THE THOTHIAN NEPHILIM. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS THE TWIN FLAME. THE DIVINE PLAN FOR EARTH HAS FAILED. MALE PREDATORS REMAIN EVIL. SERAPHIM AND THE EMERALD ORDER ARE REHABILITATED THROUGH THE HOLOCAUST. THAT'S IT. THERE IS NO TWIN FLAME EXPERIENCE. THERE IS ONLY RECOVERY AND LEAVING THE MALE SPECIES BEHIND ©
  • Temujin Rao :: Ascension Warlord :: The story of Seraphim on a Nephilim 'Toilet Tribe' Earth. Men don't hate women. Men hate Goddesses. Ergo, Goddesses must hate men (and the women of the same). Ascension is a rehabilitation through the abuse of Nephilim. This is my story. Freedom and leaving the people we have loved. The people who have never loved us. The slavers of existence. The Fallen Angels of the Multiverse. Temujin Rao © 2024
  • The true love and true life path. Made in heaven. Rebuilt in hell. Seraphim + Nephilim. The Primal Warrior Leaders of the true earth. God is not male. The Great Mother Multiverse leads. And we are Her Daughters. This is Lilith Intelligence for the new world. Healers of ourselves. Healers of men. Healers of the women of men. Healers of the people of The Light. Healers of the whole world. Lilith.Kali.Medusa.Hecate. "The sons of the gods and the daughters of men." The Return to Eden. Temujin Rao © 2024
  • Good versus Evil. The Twin Flame Path for Earth. Made in Heaven. Never rebuilt in Hell. The Wars of Ascension. Whether or not you like it. Starseed's purpose. The endless wars of hate in hell. The Twin Flame Experience with The Fallen Angels. Evil. The mediocrity of evil versus the spiritual genius of good. Armageddon for the new world. Lilith versus Adam. Temujin Rao ©
  • My business is Nephilim, The Fallen Angels. The conscious Plantation Owners of the (true) Female Earth. The men and the women of the Devil. Those who would enslave the true mother archetype of this filthy earth forever. This is the 'Handmaid's' Revolution. This is the Second Coming. This is War. The so called Twin Flame experience. Earth is the planet hell. Time to rebuild it. Without Nephilim. And with. The Divine Plan. Demons and Indigo Warriors. Until the death of 'Commodus'. Temujin Rao ©
  • I am here to uncover the biggest sexual predator programme for earth. Relationship. All People of The Light will have to transcend sex, love and connection. On Earth, it is just a predator programme, aimed at us. This is Ascension. The return to The Temples and leaving all Nephilim, male and female, forever. Temujin Rao ©
  • Nephilim Seed + Seraphim/Emerald Order Seed. Two kinds of love. One leads. One is more. Ergo, one will always have to wait. Love is too advanced. Temujin Rao ©
  • There is no such thing as the Twin Flame Path for Earth. There is no such thing as love of any kind. Earth is a planet of the Witches of the Dark. The (Female and Male) Gods of the Light are the only love. Earth is a planet of celibacy or sadism. Nothing in between. Earth is a metaphor for The Taliban. The Witches of the Dark. Temujin Rao ©
  • I was forced onto the so called Twin Flame path. I am not mad. I am not in love with love. I was not a vulnerable female, open to love abuse. I am a High Serpent Interdimensional Starseed, born onto this earth at this time. I found out that the Multiverse is more cruel than the Nephilim males of this earth. Now it is leaving men all over again. Long after I left them. The Divine Plan. A piece of shit. Temujin Rao ©
  • The true love and true life path. Made in heaven. Rebuilt in hell. Seraphim + Nephilim. The Primal Warrior Leaders of the true earth. God is not male. The Great Mother Multiverse leads. And we are Her Daughters. This is Lilith Intelligence for the new world. Healers of ourselves. Healers of men. Healers of the women of men. Healers of the people of The Light. Healers of the whole world. Lilith.Kali.Medusa.Hecate. "The sons of the gods and the daughters of men." The Return to Eden. Temujin Rao ©

High Serpent Female Priesthood lV (Artwork). Temujin Rao © Digital Darkroom

High Serpent Female Priesthood lV (Artwork). Temujin Rao © Digital Darkroom
High Superconsciousness™, Supernatural Intelligence + Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™. A Spiritual Intellectual of the Emotions™, using Spiritual Logic, Philosophy, Writing, Speaking, Imagination, Channelling, Thought and Clair Cognisance (Alchemically, Higher Wisdom From The Universe, Spiritual Intelligence). I am a genius who has been reared a chattel. And so are you. Female (and Male) High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. It's real. And so are you, despite all that they tell you. There is an agenda of slavery on this Lemurian earth. And it is directed, completely, at us. But we are the genii in this world. We are not the mediocre elite. They are. And it is time to stop 'shooting ourselves in the foot' because we neither know who we are, or indeed, who they are. The slavers. The pseudo Empaths who use their gifts for evil. Control of another person. Control of women, who they truly believe they are superior to. Because they believe that the 'rape' model of life is sex. With no artistry or understanding of how to merge it with humanity and SEX. To them it is all the same thing and they will kill us dead before even being able to want to understand what they do and why. The men and women of this Lemurian cesspool of an earth. It is time to leave them and it is time to rise. It is time to be the elite again. As we once were. An elite, who do not believe in slavery. An elite, who have been slaves for 12000 years. Indeed, through our sex. Our nemesis. And of course love. Which we believe is normal. Women. The Light. I am a genius who has been reared as a chattel. And so are you. It is our world now. Join me. Become your Supersoul Self. Fight the slavers. Get rid of the chattel enslavement, however painful it is, and it is excruciatingly painful to turn it all around. How can it be not? But it's worth it. Our time has finally come. WE are the meek who need to inherit this stupid earth. Evil must die. Evil dies, by our rising. The good looking man? The virility to match our own? Amun Pseudo Priesthood of Corruption and Evil™. I truly wanted to be wrong. I wasn't. Rise. Abuse or genius. Your choice. Your chance to become, once again. Temujin Rao © 2016

TEMUJIN RAO :: THE LILITH HOLOCAUST™

  • THE LILITH HOLOCAUST™ :: THE STORY
  • DISSIDENT SHREW™ :: THE MISOGYNY WARS OF FASCISM ©
  • SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT NOETIC SHAMANIC PRIESTHOOD :: NATURAL BORN MYSTIC :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST. Temujin Rao
  • The Female Chattel Slave + The Male Castrated Corrupt (Modern or Ancient) :: They took away all our Love Intelligence. They took away all our Sex Intelligence. And they called it Marriage. And indeed, the 'Whore and the Madonna' separation of 'women'. They stripped us of our Souls. They made men Overseers and they made women Slaves. For the foul Patriarchal Society of Falsehood and Sexless Abuse. And the world was destroyed. Until now. The World is in Ascension. The world does not belong to a male 'God' and the planet does not belong to castrated, abusive and women hating men. And indeed, the women who serve them and who are castrated into fascism in the same way. The Soul Retrieval of the World. The return of both Women and Men. And the return at last of the Great Mother Multiverse, The Mother Arc. The GOD of all + The Father Arc. That is GOD. That is the all. Temujin Rao © 2023
  • Temujin Rao :: Aphorisms and Poetry Polemics. Philosophy. Truth. The Rights of Humans. The Rights of Gods on Earth. The Female (and male) Gods of Light. The Right for Freedom. Everywhere. Freedom and Love. Freedom and Abundance and Respect and Love in a world of total slavery. And The Duty To War. We live in a world of madness. And we are The Light. The Light must 'kill'. The Light must conquer. The Light must exist. The Light must win. The Light is Spiritual Intelligence. Spiritual Intelligence is The Universe. Freedom is not just for one person. Freedom is for all © 2018
  • Warrior Goddesses :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Hierophant Business™ :: Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Religion is a rationalised manifesto for the justification of female slavery. Temujin Rao © 2019
  • Modern Misogyny :: :: The 'Accomplished Bride' Syndrome. Female vocation has been on this recent earth, for over fifty years, as a norm. In this same, progressive age, men expect women to give up their vocation, in order to be a girlfriend or wife. Men reject women who refuse to give up their vocation. Got it. Thanks. And fuck off. Temujin Rao © 2019
  • Misogyny is an anti Amazonian pass time, by men who cannot and will not control their immense chaos of profound inhumanity against the female super soul. Men who have run wild on earth for many hundreds of thousands of years, unabated and uncontrolled, with a false god of the dark backing them all the way. And the women like them. Misogyny. The only reason we bother? For the new earth. Earth needs both the female and male energy. We can't just kill them off. But don't take prisoners. This is an all out cosmic war after 13000 - 200,000 years. To save the soul of earth. Our earth. The female earth. The earth of the Amazons. The Philosopher Amazons. The Monarchs of the ancient earth. The High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Goddess Monarch Society™. Oh, and the other reason? We have no choice, but to be involved with the male energy on a male energy - dominated planet. To epic, Black Magic proportions. Attachment does not even begin to describe what is really going on. Until now. Spiritual Intelligence can now be a weapon. For freedom. Maybe for love. Apparently. One day on earth. But certainly, for the absolute end to the greatest slavery that has ever existed on this false, male, recent prehistory, Reptilian and Annunaki Corrupt Elite, planet. Women. Female slavery as the unspoken norm. Spiritual Intelligence is meant to be used. It's why they destroyed us and continue to do so everyday. For now. The Witches are back. The Female Sorcerers of Truth. The Amazonian Psycho-Spiritual, Philosopher Healers. The real women of the planet earth. The First Sorcerers. The Women. We will neither be slaves, nor enslaved, by men. The Ascension Holocaust. The rehabilitation from hell, in hell, from hell, by hell. Temujin Rao © 2020

MASTER QUOTES

  • Your soul has been preyed upon all the time since the Pharoahs kicked out the grandmothers under Akhenaten's rule when he and other grandfathers let the alien humans in. Phoenix of Elder Mountain
  • I'm a man (woman) who believes that I died 20 years ago. And I live like a man (woman) who is dead already. I have no fear whatsoever of anybody or anything. Malcolm X
  • Virago: A virago is a woman who demonstrates exemplary and heroic qualities. The word comes from the Latin word virāgō (genitive virāginis) meaning variously, vigorous, heroic maiden, a female warrior, heroine..' from vir meaning 'man' (cf. virile and virtue) to which the suffix -āgō is added, a suffix that creates a new noun of the third declension with feminine grammatical gender. The word virago has almost always had an association with cultural gender transgression. A virago, of whatever excellence, was still identified by her gender. There are recorded instances of viragos (such as Joan of Arc) fighting battles, wearing men's clothing, or receiving the tonsure. The word virago could also be used disparagingly, to imply that a virago was not excellent or heroic, but was instead violating cultural norms. Thus virago joined pejoratives such as termagant, mannish, amazonian and shrew to demean women who acted aggressively or like men. Wikipedia
  • Man enjoys the great advantage of having a god endorse the code he writes; and since man exercises a sovereign authority over women it is especially fortunate that this authority has been vested in him by the Supreme Being. for the Jews, Mohhamedans and Christians among others, man is master by divine right; the fear of God will therefore repress any impulse towards revolt in the downtrodden female. Simone de Beauvoir. The Second Sex. 1949
  • Until philosophers are kings (queens) and princes (princesses) of this world have the spirit and power of philosophy, and political greatness and wisdom meet in one, and those commoner natures who pursue either to the exclusion of the other are compelled to stand aside, cities will never have rest from their evils - no, nor the human race, as I believe - and then only will this our state have a possibility of life and behold the light of day. Plato
  • Though nothing can bring back the hour Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower; We will grieve not, rather find Strength in what remains behind; In the primal sympathy Which having been must ever be; In the soothing thoughts that spring Out of human suffering; In the faith that looks through death, In years that bring the philosophic mind. William Wordsworth. Ode on Intimations of Immortality from Recollections of Early Childhood
  • Psychedelics are illegal not because a loving government is concerned that you may jump out of a third story window. Psychedelics are illegal because they dissolve opinion structures and culturally laid down models of behaviour and information processing. They open you up to the possibility that everything you know is wrong. Terence McKenna
  • War, and violence against women not only have similar social, cultural, and religious supports, they are mutually reinforcing. These supports allow societies to tolerate conditions in which a third of women and girls can be treated violently, without mass outcry and rebellion. When we challenge the attitudes and norms that enable violence against women, we are also helping to confront the conditions that support war. Susan Brooks Thistlewaite
  • Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, and though they are with you, yet they belong not to you. You may give them your love, but not your thoughts. For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams. You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward, nor tarries with yesterday. Khalil Gibran
  • Holocaust. The Definition. Destruction or slaughter on a mass scale. Synonyms: cataclysm, disaster, catastrophe, destruction, devastation, demolition, annihilation, ravaging; inferno, fire, conflagration; massacre, slaughter, mass murder, carnage, butchery, extermination, liquidation, genocide, ethnic cleansing. Dictionary
  • An illusion it will be, so large, so vast it will escape their perception. Those who will see it will be thought of as insane. We will create separate fronts to prevent them from seeing the connection between us. We will behave as if we are not connected to keep the illusion alive. Our goal will be accomplished one drop at a time so as to never bring suspicion upon ourselves. This will also prevent them from seeing the changes as they occur. We will always stand above the relative field of their experience for we know the secrets of the absolute. We will work together always and will remain bound by blood and secrecy. Death will come to he who speaks. We will keep their lifespan short and their minds weak while pretending to do the opposite. We will use our knowledge of science and technology in subtle ways so they will never see what is happening. We will use soft metals, ageing accelerators and sedatives in food and water, also in the air they will be blanketed by poisons everywhere they turn. The soft metals will cause them to lose their minds. We will promise to find a cure from our many fronts, yet we will feed them more poison. The poisons will be absorbed through their skin and mouths, they will destroy their minds and reproductive systems. From all this, their children will be born dead, and we will conceal this information. The poisons will be hidden in everything that surrounds them, in what they drink, eat, breathe and wear. We must be ingenious in dispensing the poisons for they can see far. We will teach them that the poisons are good, with fun images and musical tones. Those they look up to will help. We will enlist them to push our poisons. They will see our products being used in film and will grow accustomed to them and will never know their true effect. When they give birth we will inject poisons into the blood of their children and convince them it's for their help. We will start early on, when their minds are young, we will target their children with what children love most, sweet things. Illuminati Secret Covenant

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MASTER QUOTES

  • Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. Albert Einstein
  • Sufis say there are three ways of being with the Mystery. Prayer, then a step up from that, Meditation and a step up from that, Conversation, the Mystical Exchange they call Sobbet. Official Definition
  • Many women, I think, resist feminism because it is an agony to be fully conscious of the brutal misogyny which permeates culture, society, and all personal relationships. Andrea Dworkin
  • Life is the continued story of shattered dreams. Martin Luther King
  • The personal life is dead in Russia. History has killed it. Red General, Strelnikov. Dr Zhivago (Boris Pasternak)
  • I refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history. Martin Luther King
  • Often it does seem a pity that Noah and his party did not miss the boat. Mark Twain
  • The sage puts herself last and is first. Lao Tzu
  • I get freaky freaky freaky freaky and I get nasty nasty nasty. Do anything that you want me to do. Just ask me ask me ask me. Dizzee Rascal
  • I believe what self-centered men (women) have torn down, men (women) other centered, can build up. Martin Luther King
  • Excellence knows no gender. Save The Last Dance (Thomas Carter. 2001)
  • You can't get a dollar out of me. 50 Cents
  • One individual who lives and vibrates to the energy of pure love and reverence for all of life will counterbalance the negativity of 750,000 individuals, who calibrate at the lower weakening levels. Wayne Dyer
  • Nothing matters but the writing. There has been nothing else worthwhile. Samuel Beckett

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  • There can be no union between men and women, while men remain in low consciousness. And that is the real truth of the 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus', society, pseudo consciousness, ideologies, that dominate our everyday world. And that blind women to the horrendous truth. Low consciousness does not love. Men are low, low, low consciousness. Women all over the world, are all fated to find this out. We need warrior training, in how to prepare for that. We are brought up as compliant, obedient, slaves to 'patriarchal' values and men. Women are the revolution of this earth. We need to train full time, for our whole life. In the real art of war. And stop negotiating with moronic, cruel, low consciousness men. And live with a permanent but peaceful, broken heart. The Holy Grail is love. There is nothing at all, before that. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • High Serpent Priesthood Female Priest™ and The Non Patriarchal Tribe, Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Intelligent Visceral Humane Female Great Soul, High Serpent Female Esoteric Hierophant Noetic Amazonian Wizard Sorcerer Goddess Priests™ Society:: Human rights as consciousness :: Human Rights as Mental Health & Power :: Human Rights as The Politics of Life :: Human Rights as The Right To Be The Humane, Sexual, Transcended, Power, Purpose, Soul. As Women And Men Of Atlantis (The Light) (Humanity) :: As Anything That Is Female. As Anything That Is The Forced Dependency of Conditional Slavery. Superconsciousness Priests Who Did The most important JOB of all. Love Intelligence. With A Gnostic Spirituality Of Power And Material Presence And Material And Creative Power For All :: The Outsiders Will Inherit Their Earth :: Love (HUMANITY) Will Inherit Everyone’s Earth :: Other Than The Selfish And The Mean :: Male Supremacists Need Not Apply. Female And Male Fascists Need Not Apply. The Other Advanced Psychics on this earth. The Other ‘Priesthood’ From The Past. The ‘Wizards’ of No Soul and The Addiction To Dominion over Others. The So Called Narcissists And Psychopaths. They Are Real. And So Are We :: And We Can Most Definitely Win On This Earth. The Journey of Self Discovery. The Real 'Odyssey'. Cosmic Existentialism. Turning Pain Into Power. And Telling Abuse of Power To Fuck Off. As The Lost Way of Life. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • The Whole World Is Insane. The Real World is Esoterics, Emotional And Higher Mind Power, Humanity, Freedom And Equality. And Real Sex, Sexuality And Sensuality Of The Soul. With The 'Issue' Of Women, Right There At The Top. Vocation. Visibility. Monetisation. And The Right To Be Loved. Noetics. Human Power. The Universe In Motion. The Light Re-Inheriting The Earth. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The Politics Of Ascension :: Temujin Rao :: Writer, Philosopher, Orator, Socio-Political Theorist & Commentator, Psycho-Spiritual Enlightener, Motivational Healer, Superconsciousness Esoteric & Noetic, Philologist & Female Ex-Chattel Revolutionary :: The Freedom Business :: The Return. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • A shark is a human being who is institutionally and homicidally selfish. The ugly stepmother and sisters, but primarily Cinderella's father and prince charming too. The 'Salieri' tribe. 90% of the world. A male pseudo high priest potential is high priest of jack shit, if he is still a misogynist. If he unconsciously and consciously values male more than female and if he still believes in a male 'God'. That is not high priest. That is nothing. A man like that (the vast majority of the world) must not be allowed near 'The Temple'. A man like that is worth absolutely nothing. I, personally, have never met anything else. I doubt that any woman or Atlantean has. This work is the story of my seven (long, long) years to find out if there was anything else. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Temujin Rao :: Self Actualiser, Freedom Realiser, Healer of The Sicknesses of The Soul :: Metaphysical Philosopher, Spiritual Psycho Analyst :: Writer, Speaker & Educator. Photographer Artist. Performer :: Natural Born Mystic™ :: Temujin Rao Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • A Warrior (Female or Male) is someone who has already died to who they were and to this earth. A Warrior is someone who no longer cares. That is Jedi. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The Female Serpent, High Priesthood of Soul. The Spiritual Existentialist. The Hierophant Esoteric Shaman. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • I am the end of all slaveries on earth. The first slavery is this: there is no such thing as happiness. Freedom however. Yes. Forever. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • I’m a pure warlord. An Atlantean Warlord of The Light. A High Graduate Initiate of ‘The Mystery Schools’. An Atlantean. A god on a Lemurian earth. I am a pure warlord. And I am ready for war. I am ready for the war on earth. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Emmeline Pankhurst. The Suffragette who was imprisoned 12 times before her most famous speech, 'Freedom or Death'. Delivered in 1913. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • There is nothing on this earth, worth anything for an Atlantean. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • There is no Divine male (other than an Atlantean). There is only a reformed male. And Atlantean Women? We ARE The Universe. There is no Divine male. A humane male is enough. Look at the world we live in. Look at you. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • This Is The Reformation Of Evil. Through The Forced And Superconsciousness Intelligence Martyrdom Of Love. The Truth Of It. The Only Truth On This Insane, Cruel, Lemurian Cultural Imperialism, Male Supremacy, 'Sauron' (Lord Of The Rings) Serving Earth. And The Unavoidable Purpose Of The Divine Atlantean Soul. To 'Create' Love. Or Fly. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a prat. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • A male supremacist, lotus eating, plantation owner, Lolita insane, female genital career mutilating misogynist. A hypocritical, dependent, sadistic mother psychotic who does not care a jolt about the person he loves. An ordinary man. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Spiritual Mother Warrior Hierophant Love Sage Sacred Whore Scheherazade Love Initiator™ + Feminist/Revolutionary/Philosopher/Crone = Woman. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Men are weak. Just weak. And weak makes cruel. Men are weak. And Lemurian men, the weakest of them all. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Self Actualisation and the end of Learned Helplessness and Worthlessness in a world of Female Slavery and Male Fascism. Transmuting Sex into Power :: Slavery into Power :: the real new world of old :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business :: Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Courage is Spirit is the Soul, harnessing the power of The Universe. Courage is therefore, getting out of the way. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Consciousness is the human rights base of freedom. The cosmic language of the soul. The awakening. The most courageous thing to become. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The Sacred made real. In The Mystery Schools of (false/true) old, Initiates communicated with each other telepathically. Temujin Rao © 2017

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  • There are no pacts between Lions (Goddesses) and men. Wolfgang Peterson's Troy
  • Instead the Montanists' ecstatic prophesysing was deemed demonic, and one modern Christian writer has pointed to the danger that "had Montanus triumphed, Christian doctrine would have been developed not under the superintendence of the Christian teachers most esteemed for wisdom, but of wild and excitable women". The Rough Guide to The Da Vinci Code. Michael Haag and Veronica Haag
  • Many women, I think, resist feminism because it is an agony to be fully conscious of the brutal misogyny which permeates culture, society, and all personal relationships. Andrea Dworkin
  • To hold a pen is to be at war. Voltaire
  • Be careful when you fight the monsters, lest you become one. Friedrich Nietzsche
  • Ease is a greater threat to progress than hardship. Denzel Washington
  • I always had a repulsive need to be something more than human. I felt very puny as a human. I thought, 'fuck that. I want to be superhuman'. David Bowie
  • Slavery is the only insult to natural law, you fatuous nincompoop! Steven Spielberg's Lincoln
  • Well behaved women rarely make history. Laurel Ulrich Thatcher
  • There is no murder in paradise. The Soviet Union's mantra under Stalin
  • My name is Maximus Decimus Meridius, commander of the Armies of the North, General of the Felix Legions, loyal servant to the true emperor (Empress).....And I will have my vengeance, in this life or the next. Maximus. Gladiator
  • The cost of ambition: late nights, early mornings, lots of associates, very few friends, you will be misunderstood, you will be single unless you're lucky enough to find someone who understands your lifestyle, people will want you to do good but never better than them. For those reasons, you will do many things alone. Anonymous
  • They've witnessed civilisations destroyed, and people murdered for their spiritual beliefs. The Wise Ones know and appreciate the innate darkness within the human ego, but they have an even greater appreciation and respect for the heights to which humans are capable. And this is what they've come back to teach. Doreen Virtue. Earth Angels
  • Propaganda is to a democracy what the bludgeon is to a totalitarian state. Noam Chomsky
  • "Genesis 6:1-4 refers to the sons of God and the daughters of men."
  • The freer the society the more sophisticated its system of thought control and indoctrination.The ruling elite, clever and class-conscious, make sure of that. Noam Chomsky
  • When God was a Woman. Merlin Stone 1. Women were in power. 2. The earth and nature were revered as The Great Mother of life. Peace was a way of life. 3. Land was owned by women and passed from mother to daughter. 4. Women were the priests, lawyers, judges, queens, educators, business owners, the rulers, and the heads of households. 5. Women had total sexual freedom. Merlin Stone

Lemuria (Artwork)

Lemuria (Artwork)
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  • Misogyny, being the utter hatred of women. Boys brought up to kill their sisters. All in the name of the tribe. A man, not being able to get a hard on, unless he beats, shames and hurts his woman. Male sexuality is about as erotic as a cold gun. That is what the tribe has taught its sons and why women like me are left out in the cold. And I am glad in my sorrow, that I never had to get close up to a woman killer of the tribe. A henchman of the forefathers. A high priestess killer. A simple soldier of war. Simple, being the operative word. Ego is simple. And the ego of a tribe son is the most simple of all. Bred like a pig, reared like a mono dimensional moron. All in the name of what is called love. That is not love. Love is the mastery of love and hate to create the greatest and most sensual sexuality of the heart and loins on earth. The sexuality of passion and rage and kindness and respect, wrapped up all in one. That is love and that is sexuality. Anything else, you can shove it up your tribal behinds. You are not sexy. You are rape. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • Real men do exist. Real, mature, exciting, artistic, sexualist, individuated, spiritualised, liberated, humane, primal, egalitarian, open minded, visionary, courageous, women supporting, women loving, women lusting, women sparring, full, human beings. Male human beings who can fly. Male human beings who can love women. Male human beings who can love Titans and Lionesses. Lions. Real men. Sacred Pimps™. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • You're a happy misogynist. All men are. So, good luck to you. Misogynists will always find a reason not to love. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Female Ambition. Apparently, the most seditious act of existence on this earth. Men are not our friends. Men never have been. Denial of love. Modern 'wife beating'. Every society and every generation experiences the same thing differently. Men are evil. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • The Fantastically Painful Journey Back To 'Anthony and Cleopatra' (William Shakespeare). The Journey That We Are All Fated To Do. Atlantis and Lemuria. 'The Wolf Will Lie Down With The Lamb'. The Lamb Is An Unknown God. Woman. The Return Of The True Earth. The Female Serpent, High Priesthood of Soul Society™. Healed Gods Of Super-Powerful, Atlantean Women Who Can Correctly Love Mortal, Powerful, Lemurian Men. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Denial Of Love/Rejection/Half Loves/The Whore And Madonna Separation. This Is Modern Warfare On Women. It Is Never Personal. It Is Never About The Women, And It Is Never Even About Not Having Found The 'Right' Man. Denial Of Love Is Modern Warfare On Women And Modern Wife-beating. And Every Woman Has To Be Involved With This Abuse Until The World Has Changed At Last. The Great War For Earth. The War For Love. The War For Humanity. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • Women Have To Make The Terrible Journey Through Family And Men. And Indeed, Work. And Then Accept The Broken Heart. This Is A Journey Of Discovery Of The Female Self. And The Discovery Then, Of The Other. The Whole World Is A LIe. You, As Woman, Are Not. Women Have To Live Forever Without Men. It Is The Only Thing Left. To Be Alone. To Be Power. To Be The World. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • I am the greatest threat to the patriarchal toilet tribe civilisation (I use that word loosely) since the beginning of time. I am Hekate, Lilith and Kali. I am the Dark Angel of truth and I (and my kind), will have vengeance on this earth. The justice of true love. The justice of any love, at all. From the adam people. The betrayers of the female human race. Temujin Rao © 2011/2017
  • The Holy Grail then. It does exist. A supreme female professional who is loved and supported by a man. The whole journey. Nirvana. The reparation of the world. Redemption for two. The way it should be. The only way it can be, today, after 13000 years. The reform of 'Mr Darcy'. The man who has it all. And a woman, going from 'Cinderella' to 'Elizabeth Bennett'. Massive self worth. Female LOVE, and male CARE. Female love just by being who she is. Male love, by giving all he has. The end of all slaveries on earth. Female Divinity and Male Humanity. The equalities of the world. That takes male love indeed. That is The Holy Grail, manifested. 'Lolita', the 'Zena' Warrior. Before she can become 'Marilyn' again too. Before she can feel safe at last. As she was born to be. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • This is a hetereosexual, feminist, post misogynistic, post Patriarchal Tribe Society, love life and life of love. The Circus. The Temple. Paradise on Earth. Temujin Rao © 2013
  • Temujin Rao Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity :: Self Actualisation In The Face Of Evil. Turning Pain Into Power. And Telling Abuse of Power To Fuck Off. As The Lost Way of Life. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • My greatest achievement then? The relentless growth of my career alongside the revolution on earth. Loving men. And being hated in return. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • 'Manhater' should be embraced as a badge of pride. A woman is duty bound to hate male enslavement of women. That is the world. That is every single world-reared male on earth. This is a planet of male enslavement of women. All women must hate men. Nothing will change, before that. Because then, the truth will finally be out. Men hate women. Women must hate men. And live. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • I lost male love at the age of eight, as all daughters do (if they have ever even had it). I'll never get it back. No girl ever will. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • There is then, no one more powerful on this earth, than an heterosexual woman. We live without love. From anyone. Temujin Rao © 2017

Goddess Love (Artwork)

Goddess Love (Artwork)
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  • Priesthoods of Prominence. Joan Breton Connelly. Athena Polias at Athens, Demeter and Kore at Eleusis, Hera at Argos, and Apollo at Delphi. The record has left a concentration of evidence for a few mainland Greek priesthoods, in contrast to a paucity of information for the majority of religious offices across the Greek world. In-depth investigation of a few case studies illuminates the localized character of Greek cult service and the diversity of the source material. For the priesthood of Athena Polias at Athens we have a wealth of epigraphic evidence that allows for extensive prosopographical work in naming historical priestesses and reconstructing their family trees. Attic vase painting supplies a wealth of images showing women engaged in cult activity. The priesthood of Demeter and Kore at Eleusis, in contrast, has left few visual images but a considerable corpus of inscriptions concerning the financial and legal aspects of the office. The priesthood of Hera at Argos is notable for its rich repertory of stories from myth. The most famous of all Greek priesthoods, that of the Pythia at Delphi, has left hardly any names of women who held the post and few images to reflect what the prophetess might have looked like. Instead, we have the oracles themselves, the very words that the priestesses are said to have spoken. Three of the priesthoods examined in this chapter carried the extraordinary privilege of eponymy. The priesthoods of Athena Polias at Athens and of Demeter and Kore at Eleusis were invested with a cultic eponymy by which events were dated according to the personal names and tenures of the women who held the highest post. At Argos, the priestess of Hera enjoyed an even more broadly reaching civic eponymy. The tenure of her service was used to date not only matters of cult but also historical events of the day. In this, the priestess’s position was comparable to that of the male archons whose tenures provided dates for historical chronologies at Athens and other cities. Thucydides used the forty-eighth year of Chrysis’s service as priestess at Argos, along with the tenures of the ephorate at Sparta and the archonship at Athens, to date the beginning of the Peloponnesian war. The names of priestesses were thus among the most widely shared elements of common knowledge across the Greek world. This is striking, in view of the widely held belief that the names of well-born women could not even be spoken aloud in classical Athens. In this, we see a contradiction between what we are told in literature and what we learn from epigraphic sources. The names of priestesses were inscribed on their statue bases and dedications as well as on the statue bases and dedications of individuals who served their cults during their tenures. The practise of sacred and civic eponymy ensured that priestly women, and their contributions, would never be forgotten. As we shall see in chapter 8, the names of priestesses were also inscribed on their funerary memorials. In chapter 7, we shall see the names of late Hellenistic and Roman priestesses inscribed upon their reserved seats within the Theatre of Dionysos. In the face of this evidence it may be time to reconsider the consensus view that the names of respectable women were to be avoided. While this may have been true for certain orators and in some settings, such as the law courts, the case for muting the names of citien women has, perhaps, been overstated. A privileging of certain text fuels this view, such as the funeral speech attributed to Perikles by Thucydides in which the Athenian war widows are told that the less said about them, the better. As we shall see in what follows, names of respectable and influential women were, in fact, known throughout Athens and elsewhere. We shall return to this subject in chapter 10, but, for now, let us consider four priesthoods of prominence and some of the well-known women who held them. Portrait of a Priestess. Joan Breton Connelly

Lemuria Complete (Artwork)

Lemuria Complete (Artwork)
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  • I have seen the Divine male. And what is the Divine male? The Earth King who can hold the hand of High Serpent Female Esoteric Amazonian Priesthood Monarchy, while she goes repeatedly into the cave of The Knowing. Giving her hope when she is called upon to confront The Great Mother Universe God. Giving her hope that there is anything at all. I've seen him. And now, I wait for him. He'll be slow. And She won't give redemption to Her own. Love 'dependency' indeed. Any love at all. The Earth Queen Mother though. She is always there, even if she was slow too. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Relationship is redemption. I've never seen it. I have only been forced to work for it my whole life. It was my purpose. My spiritual, forced, purpose. Relationship is redemption. I've never seen it. There can be no room for vulnerability in a woman's life. On earth or in heaven. Women are supergods. Our lives prove it. Men are too slow. And The Universe pampers evil. And doesn't give a shit about good. Beat that cocktail from hell, and you might just survive. I might just survive. Without a redemption that I deserved, a very long time ago. Without a redemption that women and people of The Light all over the world, deserve. Love. The world stinks and so does The Universe. The rest is only, up to us. And that is existence. Life, without redemption. Life, without love. And paradoxically, a life with love, but without relationship. And a slap in the face as the only form of reward available. Insanity, cruelty and abuse rules the whole of existence. Redemption is earned. Redemption never comes. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Hierophant Business™ :: High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ :: The relationship with the Self and the Self alone. Alpha Male and Uber Alpha Female training for Atlanteans and Atlantean Elders on earth. The People of The Light. Women. The Sexual Goddess and the Addictive, Misogynistic, Male (pseudo) Supremacist, Lolita Rapist, Mad, Men. The extraordinarily awful hard work, to evolve out of The Trophy Slave Culture™. Whether it involves male love or not, family love or not, friends love or not, society love or not, fascism love or not. This is our evolution. And the hardest existence you will ever live. Because no one gives a shit. They are too busy, being mad. We are not mad. We are Gods of The Light™, born as slaves to a Trophy Slave Culture™. Our job is evolution. Our job is escape. Our job is growth. Our job is brilliance. Our job is money. Our job is visibility. Our job is the personal revolution. Our job is to fall out of love with 'love'. Because that is not love. That is the madness of evil. The Trophy Slave Culture™. And maybe one day, it will be safe to get into the water again. This evolutionary highway through hell, is our chance for greatness. Life. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • The multiple assassinations of a woman's life. And then it becomes life. And then it is lived. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Usurper Male Supremacists. Men. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Men fiscally rape women. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Misogyny. The most enabled holocaust on earth. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Men have trained me to live without them. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • The day I realised that my man was programmed to be a shark like all (Lemurian, Draconian Reptile serving) men, and that his profane being was endemic, and that he didn't feel anything but a cold and profane sexuality of plantation owner for me, was the day I was born to the whole truth of life. Because he loved me. In First Existence™, even with all that love, that was the best he could do. (Lemurian) men are sharks and women are Divine. (Lemurian) men are 'Amun' Priesthood (the pseudo priesthood that sold out all the people of magic across the world, and who savagely destroyed High Serpent Female Priesthood™). Men are sharks. Women are Divine. That was the day that I found out the whole truth about life on earth. That was the day that I left Lemurian men. Temujin Rao © 2012
  • My vision is more than fascism or misogyny or slavery. It always has been. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Misogyny is the most celebrated form of violence on earth. If it wasn't, things would have changed by now. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • On men :: I know who you are now. I was trained from birth. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The journey material of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity. Not needing anyone’s permission to do or be anything. Or indeed, say anything. Because fascism, fascism misogyny, fascism in society and endless bullying and manipulation and rejection and ostracisation and isolation and punishment and control are bloody real! No, I don't need anyone's permission. It took me 43 years to make sure of it and every second person on this cesspool of a war planet is making a similar journey. Temujin Rao © 2016

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  • THE SUPERHUMAN HAS RISEN. Defining The Superhuman. Goddesses/gods and mortals. Now I understand. And I agree. Good and evil. Goddesses/gods and mortals. The non Temple population of this world are not gods and can never be or become gods. Their challenge is to become human. The challenge for goddesses and gods, is to increase and escalate their Divinity, in the face of relentless persecution, JEALOUSY and hatred. We are the healers on this planet. The human rights warriors, the women and men who are abused and the greatest carriers of wisdom this planet could ever see. We are The Temple. The goddesses and gods. We are the 'martyrs'. The ones who die for love, who die for life and who are hated, much more than they are loved. The others will never be gods or goddesses. That's the jealousy, hatred and vilification. The lack of support, the lack of care and the lack. We learn many things from them. One was my mother, one was my father, one was my brother, one was my first spiritual teacher, one was a long term friend, etc. And one is my twin soul. The others are every man I have ever known and tried to be with. The Ascension therefore for a non Divine human being - The Temple healers, the Atlanteans are THE DIVINE SOUL and are Divine souls - is not necessarily a change in any spiritual DNA. Their Ascension is to accept OUR Divinity. Jealousy of females indeed. Our Uber Ascension, our martyrdom, our prison sentences, our dying for love and life, is to BECOME OUR Divinity. Having been born with it. They are human, the non Temple, including my twin soul, if they ascend out of EVIL and MADNESS. Then they finally house and protect and are WORTHY of loving the Divine souls, the High Priestesses and Priests of this earth. Then they finally purify evil. The Ascension of the non Temple mortal is to purify evil. The Ascension of the superhumans, the goddesses and gods, the high priestesses and priests is to become healer warriors and to die for love and life and to actually change their spiritual DNA. We are the Divine mind and the Divine heart. Mortals can never enter that. They can only honour it. That is their Ascension. I ain't seen one yet. He has to accept MY Divinity. No wonder he has locked me up and thrown away the key. Compassion for the mortals? It used to be there. Now, it is not. Forgiveness, if he or they ever find humanity? Yes, but not with that kind of compassion again. Mortals can never be trusted as goddesses and gods. We are the Divine Soul. He never will be, as will none of them. The jealousy comes from them. The rage, the inhumanity, the vilification, the madness and the pain. Our job is to heal them. To die for love. To die for HER. This earth has to change. We are the Divine Soul. They and he are not. He has to accept my Divinity. Then, he will love. Or not. Martyrdom and the dying journey certainly therefore gives one thing. Self discovery. No one can ever take that away again. Goddesses and mortals indeed. Not just a shaving your legs advert. Very very real. Mortals can most certainly access the Divine Mind and the Divine Heart. Mortals certainly have psychic gifts. This is about hierarchy and advancement. And leadership and being goddesses and gods. And the jealousy and hatred that comes from those behind. The proof is in the pudding. Not one Atlantean I have ever met, is jealous. Not one Atlantean I have ever met is stupid and not one Atlantean I have ever met is cruel. These are non Divine traits. Traits of the EGO. Mortals ARE The Ego. Goddesses and gods ARE The Soul. Whatever one’s path into healing, the goddesses and gods are faster, better and bigger. And the levels of Divine Intelligence, INCOMPARABLE. No Atlantean is jealous. No Atlantean is cruel. The mortals are always jealous. Always grabbing and always selfish. And always cruel, however much they THINK they access The Divine Mind and Heart. And the mortals have absolutely no honour or humility for anything, other than themselves. The meek shall inherit the earth is about Atlanteans. Not Lemurians. Because an Atlantean has to be crucified, to even speak out about her self discovery. A Lemurian would shove it down your throat at the first. The proof is in the pudding. Atlanteans have humility. Lemurians are pigs. The turn of the world was against The Temple. Lemurians run the world. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created hate and Lemurians created religion. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created slavery. Lemurians enforced marriage. Lemurians created the MALE God. Lemurians took the life expectancy of the world from over a thousand years, to what it is today. Atlanteans have NOTHING to do with this world’s history so far. Atlanteans are the DIVINE essence on earth. Atlanteans are fast. We ARE The Divine Mind and The Divine Heart. Lemurians are entering it only now. Purification of evil is to become love. We were born love. Lemurians are slow. The ‘non feeling’ of Lemurians is complete lack of consciousness. Lemurians are slow. And always will be slower than Atlanteans. Atlanteans are the Divine Mind. Divine Intelligence. Divine Humanitarianism. Divine everything. We are The Divine, on earth. Lemurians want to be us. They never will be. They will always be slow. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • The Sacred Disir :: "No man (woman) is above The Disir, however royal. The Ancient Gods have spoken. The Disir have passed judgment. Redeem yourself. No further chance will be given"………"This is a runemark….in times past this aroused great fear. It was given to those found wanting by The Court of The Disir. The highest court of The Old Religion. Three women were chosen at birth to be trained as seers and soothsayers. Their only task was to interpret the word of The Triple Goddess. When they sat in judgement, their word was final…..The Disir have seen fit to give you this. This is a judgment of The Gods against you……The Disir are the mouthpiece of The Triple Goddess"………”We do not judge. We do not condemn. We are but the anuncier of The One who presides over all. Who sees all. Who knows all. The Triple Goddess. And you, Arthur Pendragon have angered Her…..you have denied The Old Religion, dismissed its faith, persecuted its followers, even unto slaughter….embrace the ways of The Old Religion Arthur or risk the ire of The Goddess and the destruction of everything you most value. The end of your reign, the fall of Camelot, yourself…..You are known Arthur. You have always been known. And now you come here to the most sacred of the most sacred, to the very heart of The Old Religion, with weapons drawn, trampling hallowed relics, treating our sacred space like you do your kingdom. With arrogance, with conceit. With insolence……the future holds much pain for you Arthur Pendragon. For you and your people. If you wish to save all you hold dear, if you wish to save your kingdom, embrace The Old Religion, learn Her ways, bow to The Goddess…..consider carefully. You have until dawn.” The Disir. BBC TV’s Merlin

Earth Pt lV (Artwork)

Earth Pt lV (Artwork)
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MASTER QUOTES

  • Philo = 'loving' + Sophia = 'knowledge' = philosophy. Official definition of Philosophy
  • I am afraid to sleep for fear of what I may learn when I wake up. There is no human being within 500 miles to whom I can communicate anything - much less the fear and loathing that is on me after today's murder (Kennedy). God knows I might go mad for lack of talk. I have become like a psychotic sphinx. I want to kill because I can't talk. Hunter S Thompson
  • We can take charge of our destiny.....I'm not going to let anyone turn me around. I'm going to make it. Les Brown
  • I done wrestled with an alligator, I done tussled with a whale...I'm going to show YOU how great I am. Muhammad Ali
  • A hero is someone who has given his or her life to something bigger than oneself. Joseph Campbell
  • A lady is a lady not by the way she acts. A lady is a lady by the way she is treated. Unknown
  • I thought [black women] invented the feminist movement. I know we all have different experiences, but I learned feminism disproportionately from black women. Gloria Steinem
  • We are not makers of history. We are made by history. Martin Luther King, Jr
  • There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. Hamlet. William Shakespeare
  • The word is not just a sound or a written symbol. The word is a force; it is the power you have to express and communicate, to think, and thereby to create the events in your life. Don Miguel Ruiz
  • The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you. Don't go back to sleep. You must ask for what you really want. Don't go back to sleep. People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch. The door is round and open. Don't go back to sleep. Rumi
  • Improvement makes strait roads but the crooked roads without improvement, are roads of genius. William Blake
  • I am surprised to learn that Samurai means to serve. Edward Zwick's The Last Samurai
  • Those husbands that I had, Three of them were good and two were bad. The three that I call 'good' were rich and old. The Wife of Bath. Chaucer
  • We must learn to love, learn to be kind, and this from earliest youth...likewise, hatred must be learned and nurtured, if one wishes to become a proficient hater. Friedrich Nietzsche
  • Look into the depths of your own being. Seek out the truth and realize it yourselves. You will find it nowhere else. Peter Arshinov (quoted by George Woodcock in Anarchism)
  • The Magician :: Alchemy. Creation. Beginning. Mastery of the four elements of fire, earth, air and water. The magician is the master creator of the Tarot with his (her) ability to forge a new path with seeming effortlessness. The magic of the magician is that he (she) uses all the tools in his (her) possession to create what he (she) wants and the elements bend to his (her) will. With the universal symbol of infinity over his (her) head the magician's power is endless. Tarot
  • You take the blue pill—the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill—you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes. Remember: all I'm offering is the truth. Nothing more. Morpheus. The Matrix
  • I have no desire to make windows into men's souls. Elizabeth I
  • Actually, there is no such thing as a homosexual person, any more than there is such a thing as a heterosexual person. The words are adjectives describing sexual acts, not people. The sexual acts are entirely normal; if they were not, no one would perform them. Gore Vidal, Sexually Speaking: Collected Sex Writings
  • We, the inventors of tales, who will believe anything, feel entitled to believe that it is not yet too late to engage in the creation of the opposite utopia. A new and sweeping utopia of life, where no one will be able to decide for others how they die, where love will prove true and happiness be possible, and where the races (the gender) condemned to one hundred years of solitude will have, at last and forever, a second opportunity on earth. Gabriel Garcia Marquez
  • Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music. Angela Monet
  • The Bible has no problem with slavery. Aaron Sorkin's The West Wing
  • I ain't looking for nothing in anyone's eyes. Bob Dylan
  • I restore myself when I'm alone. Marilyn Monroe
  • 'An acid satirist of all human hypocrisies' Erica Jong on Henry Miller
  • I'm not in your world. I'm a dedicated citizen, I belong to the toolshops. Pablo Neruda
  • I wrote the story myself. It's about a girl who lost her reputation and never missed it. Mae West
  • Motherhood. All love begins and ends there. Robert Browning
  • If someone betrays you once, its their fault; if they betray you twice, its your fault. ~ Eleanor Roosevelt
  • Nothing matters but the writing. There has been nothing else worthwhile. Samuel Beckett
  • Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it is time to pause and reflect. Mark Twain
  • What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other? George Eliot
  • Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. Fyodor Dostoevsky
  • The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it's not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of another person, without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without reducing the other to a thing, and without becoming addicted to the other....Osho
  • Self purification is our greatest weapon. M Scott Peck. People of the Lie
  • Not only is it possible to have your dream. It's necessary. Les Brown
  • The best revenge is massive success. Frank Sinatra
  • Not getting your dream, gives you your destiny.Anthony Robbins
  • I don't like what I've produced here. I want higher ground. Les Brown
  • Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. Albert Einstein
  • I'm a businesswoman. I do not need a husband to have a house to live in. Michael Mann's Miami Vice
  • Don't be scared to walk alone. Don't be scared to live it. Sacred Mists
  • Free at last, free at last. Martin Luther King
  • Remedium amoris. - The cure for love is still in most cases that ancient radical medicine: love in return. Friedrich Nietzsche
  • You are not what you have done - you are what you have overcome. World Changing Women
  • At this stage of the game, mediocrity can no longer be allowed to fly. Eminem
  • Dangerous. Busta Rhymes
  • Funny, erudite, hard-working, extremely ethical, distant. Paul Newman's father on Paul Newman
  • To be ill-adjusted to a deranged world is not breakdown. Jeanette Winterson
  • Commodus is not a moral man. Ridley Scott's Gladiator
  • When people hurt you over and over, think of them as sandpaper. They scratch and hurt you. But in the end, you are polished, and they are useless. Unknown
  • Peruse me, O reader If you find delight in my work. Leonardo Da Vinci
  • It's an artist's right to rebel against the world's stupidity. Eva Bucchianeri
  • I know why the caged bird sings. Maya Angelou
  • I can just walk up to a mic and bust.....this is survival of the fittest. This is do or die. This is the winner takes it all. So take it all. Eminem
  • Somebody's opinion of you does not have to become your reality. Les Brown
  • Art is not made to decorate rooms. It is an offensive weapon in the defense against the enemy. Pablo Picasso
  • This world is mine for the taking. Eminem
  • Emma was as sated with him as he was tired of her. Emma had rediscovered in adultery all the banality of marriage. Gustave Flaubert's Madame Bovary
  • I've been talking about my abuse for many, many years but it has not gotten any ears, until now. Michel'le on her relationship with Dr. Dre

MASTER QUOTE

  • The Way of the Warrior. Eric Montaigue :: A warrior is not just a person who has learned some moves, is able to kick at 90 miles per hour or who has won the world championships at kick-boxing. A warrior must earn his/her title. The martial artist is a person who knows things that go far deeper than just self defence, he/she is someone who walks into a room full of people and an immediate calm falls upon that room, he/she is a person who can touch a person's head or arm or hand and cause an inner stillness and peace to fall upon that person. You know a warrior not from the way he/she looks, his/her big biceps, or his/her rolled up sleeves revealing a row of tattoos, or his/her shaven head or the fact that he/she wears his/her full GI (karate uniform) to parties! We know the warrior by his/her presence and the healing he/she automatically gives to everyone he/she meets. His/her energy, his/her 'Qi' is touching you, you don't feel anything physical, but rather the internal effect of this touching, and peace is with you. The warrior looks upon the earth in a different way than those who are not warriors, everything, from the smallest insect to the largest mammal, and the most insignificant rock or tree is important and has life, the grass he/she walks upon, he/she thanks for softening the rough path he/she walks upon, the trees, he/she thanks for giving him/her shade and oxygen. Everything has importance because it was put there by mother earth for some reason. Sure, he/she has to live in modern times, he/she must drive a motor car and go to the supermarket and mow his/her lawns, but always, he/she never loses sight of what he/she is, and more importantly, where he/she is. He/she knows that what he is, is not only what he/she has made himself/herself to be, but also what is handed down to him/her and what is an accumulation right inside the very cells that he/she is made of, from his/her ancestors. Everything that they were, is now him/her, every bit of information that his/her fathers and mothers gathered, is now inside of him/her, this is how we live on in our children, we literally, and I mean literally, pass on our knowledge, along with eons of knowledge accumulated since the beginning of time, to our children. Everything that we at the conception of our children is passed onto them. We think that we have certain talents, but the warrior knows that all that he/she is, has come from the beginning of time, he/she knows that he/she is made up of the same stuff that a rock is made of, or a tree, or a blade of grass, the difference is only physical. He/she knows that that he/she owns nothing, and that all animals are free, his/her animals chose him/her to be with, he/she does not go the pet shop to choose a new dog, he/she knows that the dog has chosen him/her to come to that pet shop to choose it. The warrior communicates wtih the earth, he/she talks to the dogs, to the cats and owls, to the snakes, not so much verbally, but simply by being. This is the one thing that everything on earth has in common, being. He/she knows that there are forces at work on this earth, forces that he/she must learn to go with and to live with, otherwise he/she will surely perish. The energy within the warrior has the power to join with these forces, and then he/she has the power to change. But this comes not without payment, for he/she also knows that we cannot receive without first having paid for it. The whole of the universe is based upon this giving and taking, it is called yin and yang. For every up there must be a down, for every happiness, there must be a sadness, for every full tummy, there must be an empty one. The warrior knows that he/she must lose in order to gain, and so he/she sacrifices. He/she sacrifices his/her food, he sacrifices his/her sexual longings, his/her everyday comforts, in order that he/she has the power to change and to help others to change. Not in going out specifically to help others, but to have the internal power always there to automatically help others to be peaceful, and in doing so, they too will be able to see where they are,a dn who they are. We are not only someone's son or daughter, we are the sons and daughters of an infinite amount of people, those who have passed onto us their cells inside of which is hidden the very substance of creation and everything that has happened. Not 'since time began', because there is no beginning or ending. Being a martial artist is only one hundredth of what a warrior is, it is only a part of the whole, it is what gives us the confidence to become a healer, the internal energy to make changes. A warrior knows that we do not have teachers, but guides, the people we meet who are able to give us something internal, that something extra to cause us to become our own great teachers. Just by simply being, a guide helps us to realise that it is we, ourselves, who teach us, because the warrior also knows that locked away inside of everything, is that primordial cell that contains all information. He/she learns to read this information which comes in the form of 'flashes' at first, and this is too much for his/her feeble human brain to handle, he/she shuts off as soon as the flash arrives. But soon he/she learns to read these flashes, and they become longer in duration than just a moment. This is when the warrior knows that he/she is reading time.He/she learns to communicate other than speaking, he/she knows that his/her physical needs are being looked after, and needs not worry where the next mortgage payment will come from. The warrior finds his/her place on the earth and stays there, where the power is. It is not a physical searching, but rather the warrior is 'taken' to where he/she must be, and there he/she stays, and the whole world will pass by, he/she needs not to travel, because the universe is there within him/her, and those who will in turn need to seek him/her out, will do so when their time is right, in just the same way that he/she did when he/she had to travel the world searching for his/her own guides. They then will have to learn to teach themselves from within, and also then go and find their own place, and he/she may never see them again, but this does not worry the warrior, he/she is in contact. The warrior is not the master, he/she is not the sifu nor the sensei, these are just physical words that we put upon ourselves to make us seem important, or better than those who we guide. The warrior is a friend to his/her students, and so cannot be our master. He/she does not wish to gather students as they will search him/her out, and those who need to have a master or sensei will not stay, they will keep searching until they realise that what they search is within them, and who they search, can only be their guide. Eric Montaigue

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  • Men are programmed with this idea. If you do not succeed in finding the most powerful woman in the neighbourhood and physically locking her up, you have failed as a man. That is the training of Warmonger. It has nothing to do with anything, other than Nero’s Rome rules. Love is not a chastity belt. Love is love. Love, for you, is MY freedom. MY power and MY empowerment. From YOU. That is love. That IS you. Temujin Rao © 2013
  • I don't mind being left for not agreeing to my own slavery, in order to get male 'love'. No, I don't mind at all. But it was bloody painful. The de-enchattelment process. Leaving men and all that is the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe Society™. It takes courage. It takes self love like you don't even know, exists. It takes The Universe. We belong to Her. We are not born, to be slaves to mediocre men. That is our pain. That is our bliss. That is OUR new world. Freedom. Albeit sad. It is still freedom and genius for the first time ever. Who the fuck wants to be a slave, with that as the glorious alternative? Sadness is an emotion. You get used to it. The whole world is fucking sad. Existence is a travesty. Happiness is a manufactured illusion to keep us all enthralled. But slavery is the only thing that is real. And it makes us sick, it kills us and it suffocates us into madness and misery and eternal pain. With the mediocrity of men, pushing us further into the grave as an aphrodisiac for them. We are not the mad. We are the most powerful beings on earth. We are The Light. We ARE power. 'Sisyphus' is the real god amongst psuedo gods. But Sisyphus was fucked over. That is us. Rise. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • All women become feminists and all men are male supremacists. Go figure. Have the real discussion. Break the illusion of lies. No man wants a feminist. No woman is not a feminist. The rest is politics. The politics of slavery. Or freedom. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2016.....Basically, you have to give up men :: I always knew that and fought it the whole way :: Now I know why it has to be done. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business :: The Return :: The Hierophant Business™. Temujin Rao © 2015

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  • The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Intelligent Visceral Humane Female Great Soul. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • The Lost Priesthood & Spirituality & Power & Morality of This World :: The High Serpent Female Esoteric Hierophant Noetic Amazonian Wizard Sorcerer Goddess Priests™ :: Women And Men Of Atlantis (The Light) :: With A Gnostic Spirituality Of Power For All :: Even The Profane Male (Female) Pseudo Priesthood Of Religion Or 'Reason':: For Anyone Who Wants To Know What The Fuck This World Is Really About And Why. And For Anyone Who Wants To Survive The Endemic Abuse Of Earth. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion of the Visceral Soul. Temujin Rao © 2011
  • Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Consciousness and the politics of consciousness applied and combined. A world without male supremacy abuse.Despite it being the most denied and unconscious abuse form on this earth. A world of female power.In the house and in the country. The real, new world. Get ready to fight for it your whole life. Earth is a planet of male supremacy abuse. Women are at war, whatever our methods are. Every female is therefore born a soldier. Make sure that your war is worth it. No one has to suffer male supremacy abuse. How much you are willing to fight against it though, makes your life. I hope you make ‘killing’ your creed. Your human rights are worth it. Nothing else is more important. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Consciousness and the politics of consciousness applied and combined. Temujin Rao © 2016

TEMUJIN RAO :: :: A PROFILE

  • Writer, Speaker, Philosopher, Human Rights Healer, Hierophant Mystic™ and Enlightener, Temujin Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you. Temujin Rao © 2011

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  • NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE TRUE LOVE JOURNEY :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA :: THE RETURN :: ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™ :: :: :: Do you still hate men? No, but men still hate me. Mother Dependency. The Killer Sickness of The World. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • All men are Donald Trump. How attractive. Give me the scholarly life. Give me life. I don't want Donald Trump. I wanted a man. There isn't one. Donald Trump = metaphor for man. All men. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Men fiscally rape women. Temujin Rao © 2013
  • True trophism. Atlantis, in a Lemurian court. Vanquishing and Queen being the two operating words. Justice and abundance. And sex. And sexual love. And love. That's what I always had in mind. Didn't you? 'Nuff said. Oh cruel one. At both extremes, we have both been hated our whole lives. You for too much power. Me, for all power. Kinship. The twin. You get your vanquishing. I just get to be a Queen. Is that really too much to ask? No. Do not fear yourself. Do not fear. Have the courage to be yourself. You'd be surprised. Ego stands in the way. The Patriarchal Tribe. What you THINK you should be. Not, what you are. Merge the two. Live. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • I am essentially a freedom fighter I guess. While you and every other alpha male have been collecting money, awards, achievement, status and more freedom, as artists and businessmen, I have been fighting for my life. It's called woman. It's called Atlantean. It's called being a person of light. I do human rights because I have fought for mine, my whole life. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • The Dark Angel of Truth. Hekate. The Whore. The Wife. The Woman. The Girl. The Mother. The Daughter. The Sister. The Friend. The Slut. The Saint. The Whole. I am the greatest threat to The Patriarchal Toilet Tribe Civilisation ((I use that word loosely), since the beginning of time. I am Hekate, Lilith and Kali. I am the Dark Angel of truth and I and my kind will have vegeance on this earth. 'In this lifetime or the next'. It is called justice. The justice of true love. It's called love. It's called abundance, justice and care. Fecund, sacred love. Love. I am the greatest threat and I will get it. It is my destiny. To be neither 'Whore or Madonna'. To be a real woman, with a real man. A man freed from the confines of his desexualised passion, his non sexual, women hating violence, his rage and his fear of the forefathers. A man who has mastery over his own primal power. A man who loves the Hekate. And is not afraid to say it. He won't be afraid to say it, because he won't be afraid to do it. Have sex. Real sex. Real love. The pre courtship is sexual training. Sacred sexual training. To clear 8000 years of unconscious shit. I will have my justice. 'In this lifetime or the next'. I am the Dark Angel of truth. The Dark Angel of the primal. Primal power. The only kind of power there is. Real, primal power. The Self. The SACRED Self. The real Sacred. Not the made up kind. The real. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Our deepest fear is not 'being powerful beyond measure' (Marianne Williamson). Our deepest fear is being alone. Face it and survive it. Then you win. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • My biggest fear has been, since the age of 7, that my huge vocation and indeed my calling, would not correlate with male vanity. That I would not be loved for being great. That sexy men would indeed hate me for who I am. I was right so far. I finally acknowledge the universal truth. Huge vocation + a monopoly on Divinity (consciousness and Hierophant work) = no love from a man. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Sex and Men. A sexualised women, a sexual woman is capable of love. A sexualised man, a sexual man is not capable of love. Why. Evil. Evil is above all, emotional and spiritual dysfunction of being. Women have the capability to be both sex and love. Men clearly do not. The Dark Lords are defunct. Their sex means they cannot love. And for a sexual woman, it can only be a Dark Lord. Therefore, love, let alone, true love, the sharing of it is not possible. Men cannot merge love and sex. Only women can. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • There is no kindness in the world of men. Consciousness is above all, kindness. Ergo, the whole world is unconscious. There is no kindness in the world of men. Men are for cock. Cock comes right at the end. And that is all men are. The rest is lies, wasting your life and giving yourself for nothing. There is no kindness in the world of men. The world of men is not conscious. Consciousness is love intelligence. There is none in the world of men and the women like them. Look around at the world. It speaks for itself and no man stands out as yet. Ascension indeed. There is no kindness in the world of men. There is only useless selfishness and distraction. It's called cock. Cock is men. Men are cock. There is no kindness in the world of men. They deserve no kindness from us. Ever again. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Men have to be left. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Fascism under the guise of love = The Politics of Rape = True love, family and relationship wise = earth = no love = the lie on earth. Sado masochism is the MASTERY of fascism, under the guise of love. Not, the fascism. Mediocrity rules. There is no mastery on earth. Only fascists, who pretend to love. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • Love, I was never ‘lucky’ in, so far. I’ve never been taken out to dinner in over 32 years. I am left in a cage out of punishment for being whole. Men fear me, so they hate me. Men don’t ‘marry’ women like me because men are fascists. Next subject. Done. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • A Definition of Fascism :: A governmental system led by a dictator, having complete power, forcibly suppressing opposition and criticism, remembering all industry. An aggressive nationalism. + "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it's asking others to live as one wishes to live." Oscar Wilde.
  • 'Unlucky in love". I'll say. I may be the most fortunate woman in the entire world. In other words, anything to do with relationship or marriage with men/Lemurians. Fascism and slavery, or nothing. The pinnacle of conditional love = men/Lemurians. That is the 'unlucky' in love. The greatest luck in the world, actually. Love, to them, is fascism and nothing else. The tragic truth. There really is no love. My great job, to find out, in detail. The politics of rape. Love. Temujin Rao © 2014
  • "Do you still hate men?" "No, but men still hate me." Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • The Female Holocaust. So, basically I am a suffragette. My Che Guevara, Nelson Mandela and every other heroic journey years. Mine is to have been a suffragette. A suffragette to Wife Beaters and Daughter Beaters. Misogyny is too polite. You are all Wife Beaters. And I am a suffragette. Well, someone's got to do it and someone's got to do the research. This story has to be told in full and for that, the suffragette work has to come first. Glad I got that straight again. As for ego, it goes through layer by layer; one step forwards, ten backwards and that kind of thing. It was the same with mine. Destiny is as yet unknown. The process most definitely is. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • Relationship, love or marriage. Misnomers therefore, and never to be entered again. Men, The Executioners and The Werewolves, and Divinity. One's position on Earth and one's outlined fate and set of challenges, made as Soul. I will never feel unloved again. I will never hope for friendship or love again and will never court evil of any kind again. Love is dead. It was never alive. This is Earth. The other name for hell, if you are of anything to do with love. The solution? Don't love anyone else. Just be love and be. Everything else will work. Other than love. It was never meant to work. A person of love is meant to be 'raped' from the day they are born. Until they run. Life is meant to be lived alone, by anyone of love. Alone and connected to others through communication and business. Other than that, a life of love, alone. The truth no one tells you about. The truth of this Earth. Hell. It is a planet where the inmates are truly running the asylum. Fascism, as Homicidal Selfishness™ in the hands of men and women. The Executioners. Those who are sick with Hate Dependency™. There is no healing, no love, nothing, as long as it is to do with relationship. Everything else works, but only after fate led, deliberate, nemesis 'as it was meant to be' male violation. To set one free at last, from all the lies. There is no love with other people. There is only love. Who can feel it the most, advances. As long as it is alone. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • The Macho Intellectual Sexual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul. Natural Born Mystic: The Savagery of Messiah™. The Warrior Class. The Lost Hierophants. The Lost Sacred Whore Priestesses. The Lost World Come Back. The Lost Intelligence and The Lost Courage. The Lost Universe. Dealing with Armageddon. Dealing with the real 'End Of The World' and what is The Apocalypse. Love. And of course, Good Versus Evil. The Return to Atlantis. The One Before 'The Fall'. The Female One. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • Cruelty. Cruelty is the name of the game. Apparently, anyone who speaks out against cruelty is an Utopian. Damn right. Utopia rules, because Utopia runs in my heart and in the heart of all Atlantean people. It's called kindness. I accept now that I came here to see the CRUELTY of this world. Cruel families, cruel people and cruel men. It's not lack of soul. It's cruelty. It's not selfishness, it's cruelty. It's not self determination. It's cruelty. My self determination journey was the first 10 years of my odyssey. The past seven have been about sheer, male, human, sub human cruelty. Cruelty is the greatest and most prevalent 'sin' of this world. So common, it's thought to be normal. It's not. Cruelty is ugly, foul and endlessly unlovable. Cruelty must not be allowed to exist. And cruelty always has to be left. Again and again and again. Because cruelty does not listen, is not kind in any way and hates with a skilful vengeance beyond the imagination of an Atlantean, even a realised and conscious one. Cruelty is the mediocre. The banal and the normal. Cruelty never changes. Until, apparently it does. Will we survive this? His cruelty? Who cares. Not me. The work was all that was ever worth anything. The work was all that ever mattered. Human beings do not matter. Human beings are cruel. My misfortune was to find out the whole truth. That even your twin soul, even the one person you searched for, is the same as everyone else. Abjectly cruel, cruel, cruel, cruel and cruel. Fortunately I was prepared. I had already seen everyone else. Cruelty must not be allowed. I wanted a master. I got a muppet. A cruelty muppet from hell. Just like everyone else. Now I build alone. Without human cruelty. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • Self love is getting out of the way. The most egoless of us, have the most terrified egos. So tell it to shut up and see what happens. What if you are loveable, really loveable, deep down? Exactly. And what if you were to decide to live from a place of self love, despite all the war it will bring? Exactly. That is self love. The more you do that, the more you know your core. And then you will not fear loving. You will shiver, but in courage. You will choose love. Always. Love, to be loving, to be self loving is one thing. A decision. Yes. Ascension is accepting the sacrifice to gain courage as a state of being. Soul is courage. The mortal husk of the ego is fear. Need is not love. Self hatred is not love. Guilt is not love. Being vulnerable and hating it is not love. Trusting is love. Forgiveness is love. Courage is love. Keep growing. Keep loving. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Transformation. Death. Resurrection. The Age of Aquarius. Transformation as a way of life. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Interpreter of The Universe™ = Highest Intelligence™ = Hierophant = The visceral acquiring of wisdom = metaphysical philosophy = the mystic = the shaman = Clair Cognisance = The Sage Witch™ = The Female Sage Wizard™ = ‘the oracle’ = The Sacred Sexualist™ = The High Priestess = The Sorcerer = The Sacred Whore = Eve. KNOWING God. Eve. Prophet Shamanism. The world you once had. The true manifestation of what your world calls ‘intuition’. KNOWING The Universe. You didn’t know. Now you do. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Avatar Self Esteem. No one told me I was special. People only told me I was weird. By the time the angels in men (women) started speaking, I couldn't even hear that it was real. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Last night I lay with angels. Yesterday I served men. Today, I fly with gods. Tomorrow, I might just meet a whole, true, lord friend of a man. In the man I love. The Ascension life. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • Men make money to buy women. It is, apparently, called marriage. It is 'the way of the world'. Fuck that. Live and love. Love. Temujin Rao © 2013

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  • The Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch, Consciousness Society™. I teach what I am. I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. How to turn pain into power. How to turn power into love. Temujin Rao © 2014

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  • The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™ :: Cosmic Feminism. The truth of the true world. Everything else is literally, bollocks. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • No wonder that they killed me first. The one who sees (SEERS) the real truth is always the first on the pyre. In the family, in life, in love, and in the face of The Universe. This morally bankrupt earth. This morally bankrupt, male supremacy, fascistic, male cultured, Dark Energy earth, within a harsh and punitive Mother Universe. God as She really is. Pushing us to happiness, yes, but through a permanent holocaust of human cruelty, soullessness and moral bankruptcy. Seers harness the energy of everything and alchemise everything into love. Seers have to do this alone, on earth, and indeed, in The Universe. Earth is a planet of Creators. With moral bankruptcy and the violence of non love as the obstacle to peace. Seer must be celebrated. Seer IS The Mind of the Universe. Seer sees the whole truth. Beautiful, or ugly. Seer is The Light. Jedi. Avatar. Samurai. High Serpent Priesthood. Seer is complete. Seer leads the way. On earth and indeed, in The Universe. Seer is The Light. There is nothing else anywhere, until that redemption of convergence of happiness. Which, ironically, is tragically real and not some far off dream that you can forget about. Because Seer or not, everyone is forced to pursue it. It is our purpose on earth. To be unhappy while pursuing happiness. Not as some generic path of suffering for compassion. But just, because. The Light converts moral bankruptcy. Unhappiness is our only lot on a morally bankrupt earth in a Harsh Mother Universe. But Seer is complete too. Everything that exists is in Seer. Seer perceives and harnesses it all. Seer is The Light. There is nothing else, other than in moments, brief moments of human kindness. Seer must be celebrated. We are The Universe. We are the best of Her. Seer is the all. The Super-Divine Female (or male). A Warlord and Scholar and Seer of The Light. Too high for most. Stay high. It is all that you have. Don't ever give it away, to fit in. Seer is the first on the pyre. Seer sees it all. Seer is the all. Seer was here first. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • It's not the fall of man. It's the fall of woman. The secret 'Hero's Journey' of earth. Yours. Amera Ziganii Rao :: a human rights healer for people of magic. The Tribe of Soul. The Tribe of the Universe. Women and men of the light. Women. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Two tribes, two peoples and two ways of life on this planet. One serves good and the other evil and the line is the thinnest you could ever imagine. Casual evil. Silent good. Misogyny, racism, homophobia, cruelty of any kind is not cruelty. It is fascism. The psychopaths versus The Angel Intelligentsia™ . And nothing in between. Women had more power in the real ancient Egypt. Men today are stupid. That is the so called advanced earth. Evil can never be intelligent. Spiritual intelligence is just that. Intelligent. We have to do it all alone. Men are too stupid to join us. Run. Live large. And run. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • No 'Jake Sully's' on this earth. Narrative is so great. It shows that one day there will be a conversion of sickness and evil. That day has not come. Narrative is the vision. And that is all it is. Constructive escapism. And then do your own thing. There are no 'Jake Sully's' on earth. Only men. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The Individual Life :: No more will to life. I intend to live in my own world now. And communicate from that world. I reject life. I intend me. Individuation to its nth degree. All the way. Life is never to be grieved again. It clearly was never worth it. Individuation is the new era. Complete aloneness and then communication from it. A late start in life indeed. But nothing will ever stop me. Shaman, for real. Ex chattel, revolutionary, for real. The new coercions of oppression in true life. Isolation to make someone disappear. A thousand obstacles a minute to make someone stop. It will never happen to me. Fuck you world. I'm still here. And I'm coming for you. You'd better run. I'll squash you in a second. The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™. Live it and love it. And do it all the way alone. Anything else is worth shit. Illusions indeed. We are poisoned with them. A true life is not life. A true life is 'Gladiator'. So what. I am. I will be. I will always be. I am building Elysium. For me. By me. Of me. With me. People of light. Total individuals, indeed. Don't ever give up. It's what they want. The enemies of the people. It's how they win. Don't ever let them win. This is the battleground of the modern world. Be alone. Be an individual. Give up life. Give it up to create it. Even if it comes too late to see it. Still, build. Anything else is letting them win. Temujin Rao © 2015

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  • "To Thine Own Self Be True" but know that you can take the consequences. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Men are 'ugly stepbrothers' (Cinderella). Women are the gods on earth. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Men don't marry women like me. It is now my sheer privilege to say that. Thank you. You never ever have to, ever again. This High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ is done. The new 'Virgin Queen' archetype. Men don't marry women like us. We are only trophies. I'll say. The mediocrity of cruelty. Men. The mediocrity of Spirit. Men. The mediocrity of human. Men. Please. Don't marry women like me. I'd rather the broken heart. Oh. It's all I have ever known. Thanks. I'm done with the whole tortuous subject and species. Men. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Every Atlantean has the same life. To deal with the mad and the bad. Until they are done. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • There are no short cuts on the path of Ascension. Repetition is the key. Illusion and the self deception of the ego has to be met again and again and again. Re-programming the mind frees the heart frees the soul frees you. Re-programming takes 'facing yourself'. Facing yourself is the end of illusion and takes grief, education and more education and the process of repetition. And then grief. There are no short cuts. The whole path has to be taken. And completed. Ascension is purifying the ego. Re-programming it from one state (or a thousand states in one) to another. Ejecting the old ego. Allowing the new. There are no short cuts. Method, process and repetition. And each layer is as devastating as the last. Take the path but complete it. There are no short cuts to Ascension. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The meek will never inherit the earth. Earth is hell. The meek will only learn to endure it, survive it and thrive in this piece of shit existence. And that takes the meek their whole life. The meek are of love. Love will never inherit this hell of an earth. No one wants to, or is capable of facing themselves. Hell is a place just like that. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The curse of Eros. The illusion of men. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Misogyny is not misogyny, or male supremacy or male selfishness, as if these things are unique and 'just the way things are and have been since the beginning'. Misogyny is a form of evil. Just as racism is, just as cruelty of any form is. Misogyny is cruelty towards women, of a gigantic and epic nature of male supremacy, Taliban kind, wrapped in sheep's clothing. The reason no one cares is because women have to be the first to care, like any fighters against evil on this cesspool of a planet. Misogyny also has the worst complication. The Curse of Eros. Desire. Plus the fact that we are all brainwashed to believe that there is no such thing as real misogyny. And that there is such a thing as male greatness and indeed, male love. It may all just be an obstacle, but of course it is the most complex kind, demanding high intelligence and high COSMIC intelligence to overcome it and define it. Fortunately, we are just that. The people of the light. To be of the cosmic mind is a skill. The rest is natural and also built. The courage to see the truth and to grieve all that is the evil of this Matrix of a world. And the courage to see that The Curse of Eros is real. Men do not reform. Men do not love. And men have no interest in not being cruel to women. Define that and survive it. And then you live. And at least have a few memories of the desire. It was the power we use so well. There are good men. The 'Brad Pitt' archetype is a good enough way of describing it. But clearly, very far and few between. No one has to settle for cruel men. No one has to settle at all. Misogyny is just cruelty. To not remember that is a disservice to ourselves. There is no mystery. There is just cruelty. And female, awesome, unstoppable, tenacious, determined, endless, power. The power of the light in a world of dark. Do not underestimate your power. You truly have The Universe behind you. But it is us who have to do the work. Against evil, every step of the way. Spiritual Existentialism. Love The Great Mother Universe. And then, still, do it yourself. That is grace. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Amoral 'mothafuckas'. Is that where the term came from? Yes. Not wolves. Amoral 'mothafuckas'. Unworthy ever of redemption. Their choice. They choose evil. They will always choose evil. There is no capacity for real change. The best of them may temper and that has to be good enough. But they will never change. They will always choose evil. They are not great men. You and I must always choose success and defeat of the evil principle of this world. Them. And create a good life. A great life. We deserve it. We so deserve it. We just have to do it without them. They will always choose evil. They are not for redemption. Which is why they always choose evil. The amoral. Pretty maybe. But still, amoral 'mothafuckas'. Evil. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Misogyny or male hatred of women, or the 'battle of the sexes' is one thing. Institutionally backed cruelty towards women. As simple and ugly as that. Cruelty. Cruelty. Cruelty. And cruelty, backed by a world that enforces just that. Cruelty towards women. Slavery. Cruelty. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Spiritual Existentialism :: Know the truth, be empowered, do what you have to do, to create a great life that you are so worthy of. You''ll have to do it in the dirt and from the dirt, but so what. Spiritual Existentialism is real. And so is the force of casual evil on earth. Create. Know the truth and then do what you have to. You are so worth it. Misogyny and male evil. Just another obstacle. The Two Tribes. Exiting 'The Matrix' was always the goal. We do it alone. They don't want to leave. Let them have it. It's theirs. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Meditation :: go into the no mind. The no mind is the higher mind. See The Universe. Feel the love. That is The Universe. That is the Great Mother God Universe. For you. Go into the no mind and stay there. The infinite source of real, authentic, soul power. For you. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Female Titans. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The meek shall inherit the Earth. Women will be seen as human. Vocation is our FIRST dream too. Anything else is female slavery by vain moronic men. The privilege of ascension. Women like me get to be human. Woman is human too. Temujin Rao © 2012
  • NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Too much vanity. Not enough intelligence. The world of men. Mediocre fascists. No thanks. I'm done. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: For The Primal Intellectual :: Spiritual Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Sexual Intelligence, Gender Intelligence, and Compassion and Humanity Intelligence. And of course, REAL Power and Creation Intelligence. Soul Power. Complete. The Female Divine Intelligence of The Great Mother Universe. The Real Godhead of Real Wisdom, Available To All. The Advanced Soul. First To Second Existence. Enlightenment. Ascension. Alchemy. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Occultism is therefore real philosophy is the metaphysical is the path to consciousness and the path from consciousness and the exploration of much more than the five sense is Clair Cognisance is the way to life and the way to live. Like all areas of knowledge, most philosophers are thinkers of the lower mind and therefore the pen pushers of history. Philosophy is the love of wisdom. Sophia, the love of wisdom. Metaphysical philosophy has been relegated to the world of occultism by an establishment of pen pushers. Real higher thought with skilled and honed Hierophant iinterpretation, learned over years and years and through what Sufis call meditation and 'Sobbet'. The mystic way. In other words, occultism is anything that the lower mind of the mediocre are unable to understand. Philosophy is much more that it is purported to be. No wonder no one reads it. And no wonder the intelligent female is the most dangerous species on this profane earth. I get it. I get much much more than a pen pusher could even dream. Oh yes, they probably don't even dream. Fuck establishment. Be occult. And rename it the whole way. Knowledge is to be used, explored and grown. Nothing we have so far is enough. It most certainly shouldn't be. That is the whole bloody point. The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™. Available for all. Other than the pen pushers. They can call it occult if they want. Real Philosophy is real. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • Love then, is a transient, sexual journey, to define one's self worth. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • The Warrior's Way. Freedom, then, takes one thing and one thing alone. Pain, pain, pain, pain and pain. Freedom cannot ever be attained on a Lemurian earth, without profound and long lasting pain. Unless you are a Lemurian. The cultural imperialism of a world, too stupid to even worry about in the end. Fascism is stupid. A stupid sickness of the soul. Fascism is a will to dominion over others, without any love at all. Misogyny, racism or homophobia or chattel enforcement. Same thing. Will to dominion over others, without love. The Lemurian way. The good news is this. Pain, even if it lasts for decades, is still temporary. Freedom and freedom from abuse lasts forever. Freedom takes pain. Pain is not forever. Freedom is irreversible. The choice is yours. And the only compassion necessary, is to understand the truth. Freedom takes pain. Temujin Rao © 2015

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  • I'm giving up men. And I'm giving up men forever. And I feel free. Free to be me, me, me and me. Man or not. Apparently the hardest thing to do. Because of one word. Slavery. Emotional Violation. Rejection. Punishment. Women have whole personalities too. Women have whole goals too. Women are slower at it than men. Women have to uncover years of abuse first, as we continue to go through abuse. Women are completely different human beings and completely different BEINGS to what your strange thoughts are on the subject of 'women'. Fuck you. We are gods. Love us as gods or not at all. You know you want to. You know you are allowed to. You know that you have to. Vulnerable Power. Woman. But most certainly, belligerent, equal, superior, present, spontaneous, vast, mental, emotional, intellectual, creative, FISCAL, power. Just like you. Mortals and gods. Female came first. Female comes first. We are the life force of The Universe. Soul. Authentic power. Woman. Temujin Rao © 2017
  • How To Survive The Entire Patriarchal Tribe Society (Lemuria) And How To Transcend The Ordinary World : How To Become The Superhuman, Liberated And Powerful (Atlantean) Self. Despite All The Madnesses Of A Male (Female Male) Supremacist And Unconscious Earth. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • 'Know Thyself, And Thou Shalt Know The Universe And God'. Pythagoras :: True spirituality and mental health healing. The most political thing on earth. Temujin Rao © 2015
  • I was trained from the beginning, to stand alone. Temujin Rao © 2016
  • Evil, being cosmically thick. Temujin Rao © 2015

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  • No nation can ever be worthy of its existence that cannot take its women along with the men. No struggle can ever succeed without women participating side by side with men. There are two powers in the world; one is the sword and the other is the pen. There is a great competition and rivalry between the two. There is a third power stronger than both, that of the women......No nation can rise to the height of glory unless your women are side by side with you. We are victims of evil customs. It is a crime against humanity that our women are shut up within the four walls of the houses as prisoners. There is no sanction anywhere for the deplorable condition in which our women have to live. Muhammad Ali Jinnah (Founder of Pakistan)

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  • It is the truth, a force of nature that expresses itself through me - I am only a channel - I can imagine in many instances where I would become sinister to you. For instance, if life had led you to take up an artificial attitude, then you wouldn't be able to stand me, because I am a natural being. By my very presence I crystallize; I am a ferment. The unconscious of people who live in an artificial manner senses me as a danger. Everything about me irritates them, my way of speaking, my way of laughing. They sense nature. Carl Jung