Writings :: The Helpless Rochester. Macbeth. The Real Man.
Amera Ziganii Rao
And yes, once the dark side of pride, rage and all projection is over, what next? The love, the apologies, that's what. The recognition that a man craves for a woman to know he is not the invincible hero in any way and that he yearns for her to know what he has always known deep down. That she is stronger and more capable and that he is the one who needs to be looked after. He just never knew how to ask and never knew he had the right to ask. Hence the awful, pseudo arrogance of projection called misogyny.
The Patriarchal Toilet Tribe makes us all mad. The struggle is not for the human rights of women without any regard for how men are affected by the forefather's lies too. Everyone is affected. The Womb Stealing, Male Homicide, Female Genocide Tribe Society makes us all mad and all bad.
The so called, would be, harridan is as much a product of these lies as the apparently misogynist male. The Patriarchal Tribe pumps a man up to be pompously and desperately trying to believe he is actually a King because Daddy told him he had to be, no matter what, and it makes a woman green with envy at the recognition and external power a man gets and rage ridden with fury at not being recognised herself, for any of the work she does, emotional, domestic or social. And catatonically incensed at not being valued as anything more than a domestic slave or part time worker to help with the bills. The unpaid support system and yet so apparently needed but never valued or praised or rewarded.
The Patriarchal Toilet Tribe makes us all go insane. And it makes all of us very angry. Invincible men do not exist and neither do martyr women. Women are the high priestesses of this world and men their loving companions. That is the truth of this world. And it is allowed. Women are allowed to be strong and men are allowed to be vulnerable. It is allowed. All of the work on this blog and I am sure in thousands of books across the world, in the minds of so many mystics and wise ones who have come before us, this truth lies.
But for some reason, the first Daddies, from 8000 years ago, told men they were powerful and that they deserved power and that they could use women as wombs for hire. They stripped us of all our dignity, wisdom and recognition and then we as a society are surprised that women are sick, angry, mad, Lady Macbeths and even harridans.
This is about both our healing. As I get stronger, he gets more vulnerable. It is allowed. As I de-infantise, he becomes more vulnerable, human and humane. Because that is who he really is. The Female Titan and The Male....Flower if you like. My man is allowed to be a flower too. As I am allowed to be a female Hercules. And from the little I already know about the REAL history of the world, that about sums it up.
Snake Woman Eve and Adam. Zena the Warrior and Communer and Creator and Magician and her lovely, gentle, vulnerable, human companion. Called man. It is allowed and sort of explains the whole picture really doesn't it?
Instead of being criticised as ineffectual and weak, what about vulnerable and sweet? My man was that right from the beginning. The rest was all a cover up. And I believed it as I was supposed to. I suffered the neglect, as I was not supposed to. But I knew the misogyny, dependency need, avoidance syndrome and refusal to enter the fray was projection. What I did not know was the why.
Every single thing in society tells a man he has to be Hercules. It is all a big fat lie. Man is the vulnerable one, the poet, the slower communer, the slower High Priest. But he has all the external power and is given all the external power. As he has learnt to share that, she has learnt to step up to her adult self and defy him and become an adult at last, even if it means losing his love for a while. She has forgotten her projection too. The apparent harridan and truth seeker, and returned to the wisdom of the high priestess and sacred whore.
Lolita is a high priestess. The sacred whore, the adult woman, the heroine returned is the de-infantised Lolita. The truth of woman. The fairy and the female titan together. And man can at last breathe a sigh of relief that he gets to be real too and be weak and still loved. Unsure and still loved. Prosaic even and still loved. And then, he finally feels like sharing power because at long last he is finally given it. Power is love and kindness and tolerance and support. And he finally receives it from the real strength of the partnership. Her.
And she feels nothing but the generosity of unconditional love. Her de-infantisation is complete, she has risked and accepted his hatred and neglect and apparent abuse and ignored it anyway and just got on with it. The loving and the living, with or without him but never not thinking of him. She has finally found her true self again after 8000 years and feels the safety and sexiness and strange mix of an adult Lolita. It is his physical strength and penetrative ability she can at last value in peace and safety and in the courage of the free mind. And she can at last value the companion the Patriarchal Forefathers manufactured into a miserable, unhappy and vengeful monster. She can at last value the truth of a man. His heart. His love and his emotional support and companionship. And he is finally free to just be himself. Not the miracle provider, the workhorse, the invincible protector, the man who does not cry.
He gets to be finally the 'Sensitive Man'. And return to and reclaim the boy he once was. His sister is no longer angry, envious or horrible to him. He has given up stupid pride and she, her ugly prejudice. And they can both face the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe and tell it to fuck off forever.
True love is finally the truth returned. The Female Avatar and her human companion. The real Eve and the real Adam.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Other Links
Wolf. Sex and The Two Tribes. Amera Ziganii Rao
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Wolf. Sex and The Two Tribes. Amera Ziganii Rao
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Courage. The Joy of Living Dangerously. Osho
The Power of Boundaries. Christopher Howard
And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait
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NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: For The Primal Intellectual :: Spiritual Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Sexual Intelligence, Gender Intelligence, and Compassion and Humanity Intelligence.
And of course, REAL Power and Creation Intelligence.
Soul Power. Complete.
The Female Divine Intelligence of The Great Mother Universe. The Real Godhead of Real Wisdom, Available To All.
The Advanced Soul. First To Second Existence. Enlightenment. Ascension. Alchemy.
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A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator.
Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power.
The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how.
ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.
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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all.
She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world.
The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
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Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE
Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR
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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be.
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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST
The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.
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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced.
Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.
The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.
The journey of how it didn't work (so far). How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love.
The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be.
Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil.
Men. The Keepers of Hades.
The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women.
Women have to leave men and leave men forever.
The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties.
Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it.
Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men.
Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all.
Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.
These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.
Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
The Two Messages ::
The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.
There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.
Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.
From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.
Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.
Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.
That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Avatar (James Cameron)
My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured.
Mo'at
Natural Born Mystic™
Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.
Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
'Respect' as fear.
'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Super Sacred Brother Lover™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Company
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Harvest
And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty.
The key at this stage is to not worry. The Universe answers will. Will, will, will and will. Each day of 'failure' to overcome yourself or attain what you want or declare who you really are is a day of purifying your soul and chipping away at the ego. This is the final showdown. Ascension. This is the final battle and the toughest one you will ever wage in your life, within you. How to get what you really really want and how to feel really really good about it. Certainty.
The certainty of the warrior. A warrior who knows that everyone CAN be taken care of, despite the warrior's certainty of dream which does not include them, a warrior who knows that this is the will of The Universe and not his or her own 'ego' dream, a warrior who is not afraid to stand up in society or in the group or in the family and say, 'this is me, this is who I am'. The certainty of the warrior. Soul.
The warrior who makes the pain and sadness sacrifice to go after what he or she has wanted and worked towards their whole life, or indeed, lives on earth. A warrior, who CAN turn the world upside down to attain the dream.
As the dream begins to manifest, the ego grows enormous. This is raw terror and the pains and fears of old. Ego after all has been your 'best friend'. It took care of you when no one else would. As is the way of the path of life.
The last stand of ego and it will fight you all the way and give you bitter disappointments every day that you 'fail' and tell you, 'ah, see, you couldn't do it again, it can't be right, it isn't meant to be' and every other negative under the sun. Every day you can't do what you are being pushed and driven to do. You don't fail. You chisel away and wash away another layer of the fearful and grief ridden ego. You just wash away another level of doubt and fear, in other words. This is the alchemical truth of the norm.
It is a very painful and frustrating performance of daily action. To attain your dream and make it happen.
The fear of loss then grows even more, alongside it. What if, what if, what if.
Believe in yourself, believe in the process and believe in the dream. The dream is not going anywhere but standing right in front of you with open arms. The dream loves you. You are worthy of the dream. The dream is worthy of you.
And the more you push, the more you take the blows of daily pain and temporary loss of gain, the further you go forward every day. That is will in action.
That is the development of courage. That is a warrior, refining his or her weapons.
The ability to love is created minute by minute and the ability to CREATE and manifest true life is created minute by minute. You are in rapid growth at this point. And growth is painful.
What is the weapon that is being refined? The vehicle of the higher purpose of the soul. The dream that dreamed you. The alchemical transformation of ALL your lives.
When it comes, it's a shock. When it comes, the anxiety is uncontrollable. When it comes, the GRIEF is inconsolable. When it comes, it carries so much pain. When it comes, it goes. When it comes, it goes.
Will. The manufacture of courage. And the certainty of love.
Confidence. Certainty. Creation.
The alchemical shift is rebirth. Redemption. The harvest of your soul.
Be patient. And then be REALLY impatient. And drink lots of water. The rebirth is as painful as the first birth. You are re entering earth. This time as your true and beautiful and conscious within consciousness self. You are entering soul. Soul loves you. So does your dream. You pass the test. It is will.
The rest will come. You are worthy. And you deserve every happiness you dreamed of. You deserve your dream. Because you have the will.
And just remember this. Everything you have ever been and everything you have ever done, has prepared you for this moment on earth. The entrance into soul is the attainment of your dream. To BE yourself. Your true self. To be you, have the life you want and the love you want in your life. To love without condition, to love in the pure heart again, with inner power and outer power combined. To possess the (holy) warrior's key. Certainty. To BECOME soul. To become you. To become your dream.
Certainty = redemption = courage = soul = dream.
Bear the pain and don't doubt the dream. It's worth it. Push that will. Take the blows. And then get up and push again. Fear will finally be pacified. Fear will finally know you are okay. Fear will finally give way. Courage is your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.
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Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.
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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.
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