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Writings. Religion. Amera Ziganii Rao
Men don't marry women like me. Families don't love women like me. No one loves a daughter, wife, sibling or friend or employee like me. Warrior.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Gaius, Merlin’s Protector, on Merlin;
He (she) is the most powerful sorcerer who has ever lived. His (her) name is Merlin.
For the Druids legends are true. Merlin is Emeris, a man (woman) destined for greatness, a man (woman) who will one day unite the powers of the old world and the new, and bring the time that the poets speak of. The time of Albion.
Merlin. BBC Drama
Religion is nothing but a desperate and deeply inhumane and dehumanising attempt to maintain the illusion of a loved child and loved adult. It's called the wounded ego. Religion is a direct result of the wounded ego on Earth. That is all it is and all it will ever be. Why the pseudo intellectuals of the world damn it and why the pseudo emotionals of the world kill for it. Same thing. They both know it is a lie. They both know it is pure and utter bullshit and all an illusion. Religon is a lie and a total projection of the wounded ego.
We are all raging, needy, greedy abandoned children until we face the truth that the Kingdom of heaven, the Queendom of heaven is ONLY in our hearts. In the present life, in this existence and not in some mythical place we languish around in irresponsible misery, waiting to get to through death. How ridiculous a notion that is and I am sure that anyone who actually sits down and thinks about that in freedom, ie away from the massive, all pervasive, endemic conditioning that two thirds of the world is brought up in, we would all know the truth of that immediately. What total bullshit.
It's all ego. Ego is not just wounded. Having one of my own, believe me, I should know from my travels away from the wounded ego, that ego is not just wounded when it is distraught and destroyed and in so much pain, it is stupid. Ego is our lower mind and our lower emotions and our lower self. Stupid.
Ergo, religion is stupid. Death is of course bliss, because death is a return to the Source. God, The Source, The Universe, The Invisible, whatever you want to call it, it is real and with us all the time. As the Unseen. But to wait around on Earth in misery and resignation and self righteous idiocy in trying to follow rules we do not actually believe in for that far away moment is absolutely bizarre. When most of us are terrified of death.
Yes, we return to bliss, but until then we are in a world of carnage and difficulties and the challenge to overcome them and become something more than a religious minded, bourgois minded idiot. To find the love within, to re-educate our schooled, little society minds and to stop shitting on other people. That is the meaning of life. Religion is a total projection of the scared, vengeful, self righteous ego mind. That is all it is.
There is no conspiracy therefore, no mystery to it. Hitler or religion it is the same thing. Projection. Blame, projection and vengeance. The little mind. The stone heart of the abandoned child. Pain, agony and the stone heart. The way of the world and how it is supposed to be. To find out what we are, by knowing what we are not. To make the journey from hate to love. In OURSELVES.
Religion is also another word for slavery. Primarily and above all other slaveries, female slavery. Religion = the daughter and wife chattel. The unpaid domestic slave that props up this lie. The lie of hate. The lie of the religious or pseudo religious world. The female slave who is blamed for the rage of the abandoned child wounded ego. The so called, 'Fall of Man'. All projection of the wounded ego. Nothing more, nothing less. Psychosis on Earth = religion. Religion = psychosis.
The Patriarchal Toilet Tribe and indeed, The Matriarchal Toilet Tribe. The Return to Eden indeed.
Men don't marry women like me for sure. Families kill daughters like me, yes indeed. The same thing, the same route, the same results. Killing through enchattlement, rejection, putting us down, making us feel we are capable of nothing, controlling us with a silken gloved hand, 'loving' with the heart of whoremongers. The chattelship of a woman like me comes from both the men and the women. In the family, out of the family, in society and everywhere. Because we love. For the one reason, that we love. Women like me lead in love. Women like me lead in love and men like me lead in love.
In the wounded ego, we are victims. For sure. The vengeance and victimness and rejection and pain that my wounded ego had to heal was massive. But my wounded ego was not a slaver, a whoremonger or a controller. Fascism is from both the men and women of the Tribe. The ones who do not love. Whose wounded ego of abandonment takes them into coercive power obsessives, bullies, the stone heart, and that kills all their sensitivity and any idea that each person is responsible for their own emotional needs.
The Color Purple, Like Water for Chocolate and Jane Eyre. Those three stories say it all. The Patriarchal bastard from hell is both male and female.
I see you. I see us. I see the world and I am free.
The slavers of this world are male and female. The mothers, the fathers, the siblings and the husbands and the wives. The children, the bosses, the colleagues and the friends.
The broken hearts of vengeance are everywhere, in all disguises. The sick.
No one is born to be a slave. The Cinderella female chattel is not here to be brutalised and enslaved. She leads in love. She is to be treasured, protected and learnt from. She is here to be honoured.
And she is not. And so she is free. The greatest and most difficult hurdle for a Cinderella is finally overcome. The recognition that she is not loved by anyone. As no one has the ability to love but her, because no one wants to love her without enslaving her. Out of ego need and greed. So buy her wares, pay for her wisdom, pay for her care but do not enslave her or violate her again. Yes, the prophets of this world are female. But you pay for her love just like you pay for everything else in this monetised, slaver world. And payment could simply, for fuck's sake, be LOVE.
I can see clearly now. The Color Purple. The evil of the unpaid female slavery system from hell, is at an end. A new world approaches and all I had to and all anyone has to do to end it is to recognise the truth. We are 'loved' by slavers. We are 'loved' by the wounded ego of hell. We are 'loved' by nothing. Step away. And BE self love to levels even the spiritual masters know nothing of. Because that is all there is for us. The battle has just begun. The Tribe must die.
The other slaver of the Tribe is female. The mother. The Patriarchal Tribe Dowager from hell.
Slavery is both from misogny, ie, the male, stupid, abandoned projecting child, husband, father and brother and friend and certainly work colleague, business associate or anyone. The other is the very ugle 'stepmother'. The female, stupid, abandoned projecting child, mother, sister, wife, friend, work colleague, business associate or anyone. Only half the story has been told. The other misognynist is female. The other slaver is female and she is your mother.
The female daughter chattel carries the burden and sickness of the whole stupid sick family on her back. Until she steps away. That is her only recourse. To get the fuck out of Dodge. To get out and live.
Women own 1 percent of property across the whole entire, toilet world and 10 percent of the income of the world. That says it all. The Venus woman, the Cinderella archetype, The Color Purple archetype and the Venus male to a certain extent too. I think of The Shipping News. For sure. But it is the Cinderella/Color Purple female that I deal with. My past. My very recent past as it happens. That is the bad news. The good news is that I got away. I ran and I will run forever to avoid that illusion of pseudo love ever again in my life. The wounded ego is sickness and the projection of the slaver is no longer something I will negotiate with. We live in a world of therapy, healing and so much emotional help. It is there for them if they want it. But I will never receive that kind of violation again and for that I had to face the truth. That men do not marry women like me and mothers and families do not love daughters like me. It is all a lie. They are sick.
The female chattel, Cinderella and Color Purple archetype of this world has a hidden gift and it is that that she must focus on to make this escape. What my purpose to share is really about. She has the gift of spirit. The ability to love. The wisdom of love and the wisdom of insight and the wisdom. Merlin. The real magic of the world.
The Lost Knowledge. What they stole from us and tried to make their own. And why the world is so fucked up with pseudo spiritual carnage and ridiculous lower mind idiocy of thought. Regain the wisdom and you can be free. Regain that lost knowledge and you can be free. Kill The Tribe through love. Kill The Tribe through Spirit. Go to school, read the books, access the hidden knowledge of the world. It is everywhere. It is right here. It is me. It is so many others. Forget illusion, face the truth. They do not love you. They cannot. You find the love and then you go to war. They will eventually follow. But for us, the path is clear. Regain the knowledge and forget the toilet of The Tribe. Religion is a lie. The Tribe is a lie. Family is a lie. We have a gift. Focus on that. Regain that and you heal your wound. Regain that and you heal your world. Regain that and you heal THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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The Agony of Separation. The Rage at Creation. Amera Ziganii Rao
The truth therefore is that there is only one reason to be with a man or a woman at that. Sexuality, sensuality, temporary companionship, a light interaction of relationship, or indeed business. Inter dependence. The rest is alone. All of it. Especially with other people and especially and most of all, with our favourite people. The agony of existence survives long after evolution, Nirvana, Enlightenment and healing. The agony of existence is there forever. The privilege of being on Earth. Being alone with other people and in relation to other people is the only way not to be lonely. Inter dependency. Mature love.
As we are forced to evolve out of co-dependency and need and the thousand plus, levels of the work by us on us, as we leave the tribe values and sentimentalities and overwhelming need of the wounded, but also deeply miseducated negative ego behind, the answer is solitude, interaction of a light, polite but intimate nature, and sensuality. There is nothing else.
Companionship and interaction has to be inter-dependent and most of us don’t even have a clue what that is. I know my learnings have just begun. Every day I am at the beginning. Such is the journey of a true life. The rest is the self. The self or the SELF. It doesn’t matter which, even though it’s a hell of a lot easier when soul is at least your companion, viscerally, if not visibly. In other words, consciously or unconsciously, it is being with your own self. Being alone. Life is all about the work. And the work is actually the silence. That is God. That is the Universe. That is each one of us. And it is agonising, devastating, deeply solitary and deeply lonely. And okay. All of those things together. Yoga without the stretching. Meditation without closing your eyes. Being in a semi meditative, yogic vibe all day, every day. Apparently, the state of bliss. Of course, the Universe’s definition of bliss and the ego, positive or negative, the wounded or healed ego would not agree. But bliss it is. No desires, no attachment, no wanting, no craving, no loneliness. Not much joy either frankly. Being and Nothingness is the name of Jean Paul Sartre’s book of wisdom. ‘Nuff said. But it’s okay.
And is it preferable to the mad, craving, fearful, terrifying, needy, rage of being a slave on this Earth or even a slave master? Definitely, absolutely and completely. So, there are only two existences really. Mad pain and sane pain. And then the comparative joy of peace can begin.
Frankly, to know that that was all it was for, my past 14 year journey, is nothing short of devastating and infuriating. But it’s okay too. I am no longer a slave, I am no longer needy and I am no longer afraid. So, bearing in mind that the slave master is as much a slave as a slave, the executioner as in pain as the slave, well, there you have it.
To be with the self, everywhere and anywhere. Not as a machine. Not so you don’t feel. That is too easy and as I have seen through my work so far on the subject, the apparent machine man or woman on Earth is a raging bull of cruelty and enslavement and blame. For exactly the same reasons. A ‘Stanley Kowalski’ is just as weak as a ‘Blance Dubois’. Just as needy, just as sentimental, just as demanding, just as sensitive, just as devastated to be alive and just as much in agony at separation. The only difference is that he (she) kills. She (he) kills herself. Either through becoming a slave or literally.
So certainly not as a machine. The pseudo self sufficiency that has created most of the carnage in this world. And certainly not on a level playing field. Emotionally maybe but not materially. Emotionally, actually, this is even more of an argument to have a wife salary, if the wife is being asked to give up vocation or just be a companion. She has to take, more often than not, a killer and change him into a human being. That deserves compensation for sure. The divorce courts know that. Shame we don’t do that at the beginning. A pre marriage contract where the man is asked to commit part of his salary to her ‘wifely duties’. Healing, fighting and educating a killer. Not a mother salary. A wife salary. But better still, of course, a wife with vocation. Why should any woman have to give up her dreams she had at school? She shouldn’t. Not one. Anywhere, at any time.
But for that to change, that is most definitely not a level playing field and to ask a woman or an artistic person or a feminine man to do it without help, goes against everything wise or kind or intelligent.
Positive discrimination exists for a reason. The compassion of good people who fought hard to make sure disadvantaged groups were helped. Women need positive discrimination and will need it for hundreds of years, if not thousands. It is not enough and certainly a cruel insult, to turn round to any woman and say, okay, well, you’ve got the education, get on with it. I can do it, why can’t you? It has taken me years to understand that I do not have to be expecting that kind of miracle in myself and that I do need help and I deserve it. That has been a fundamental part of my journey on so many levels, let alone the ‘invisible’ deformity I have. Positive discrimination is still brand new and we talk alot about the state. Well, the state leads in compassion too. The amount of vilification and cynicism I hear about positive discrimination is disgusting.
Even yesterday, just yesterday, 46 years after being born in this country, a scraggy looking white guy gave me a couple of racist insults. Nothing has changed. As I read Primo Levi’s study of human evil in The Drowned and The Saved, I totally relate. Human evil will always exist. It’s how we deal it that is the issue. The state should at least be honoured for the good that it does too, alongside the good that it most certainly does not do.
The only thing I don’t agree with him so far is his casual remark that slavery has ended. Er, no. I am a private educated adult woman and I have only just freed myself. From slavery. Slavery to a tribe and slavery to men. Slavery. Not sexism, not duty, not this or that. Slavery.
Being with a woman who demands independence is certainly not saying, okay, get on with it, we will be inter dependent, side by side like two machines. First, there is no love. Inter dependency does not mean no love. Inter dependency is mature, humane love.
One of those two people is handicapped. The Jung defined ‘collective unconscious’ of mental slavery and chattelship. 8000 years of collective unconscious. Dodge that, as Trinity says in The Matrix.
Women’s empowerment and transformation into successful, self sufficient, able human beings is the responsibility of every single human being on this planet. Fathers, mothers, husbands, brothers, friends. In other words, every potential executor in her life.
Liberation is not ‘doing it all’ and being a ‘supermum’ or a super anything. Who the hell wants that? Who the hell has worked their tits off, to get that? But that demand for help, that stating of help has to come from us, the women. No one is going to give us anything without us telling them what we need. I have most certainly begun to see that and feel that and do that. They just don’t know. They couldn’t care less most of the time, but actually, they just do not know either and it is both telling them and fighting their massive resistance and laziness to do anything for anyone else that is not based on coercive dependency, sick behaviour. Really. And I am talking about family of any kind. Even family you meet new as friends. Executors are everywhere and anywhere. And the discipline it takes to make sure one’s needs are met in the interaction, in the inter dependency for a freed slave is immense. For a slave, it is crap, useless and not worth doing whatsoever. I learnt the hard way. As I am sure most people have to. The visceral way. So glad that shit is over.
No one has a woman’s interests at heart. No one. Not even her own mother. Not during the war. The war for one’s existence on this toilet of a planet. And that is the hardest and most painful thing to understand but once it is, the way is clear. And the war ends. So, family, La Familia, or a male partner, the journey is the same. Or indeed, a female or male friend of that kind. And certainly the children too. The whole group of people who demand that you remain a slave. Consciously or unconsciously, they are out to kill you. Useless fuckers, every single one of them.
Until the war is over. And it is the slave who revolts who wins that war. As Malcolm X said, you have to really want freedom though to become free. And I understand. Most women will not wage that war. But there are many who do and more and more. I have been waging it since I was 8. I was born to win.
Women are the biggest disadvantaged group on this Earth. The biggest. And the least helped. No one wants women to be free. No one who is emotionally involved. Whatever economic status, creed or race a man is, he can never even contemplate the level of disadvantage that a woman carries around with her. Everywhere she goes, whatever she does. All women. Maybe not a man woman as much. But still. All women, but especially women. ‘Men’s women’. A carer. A carer slave.
And it all comes back to one thing and nothing to do with gender, sexism or whatever. It is all about the agony of separation. Chronic dependency. That is why the victim is always helping the executioner. She knows. But one day, the war has to be waged. And that is the journey of Gladiator on Earth. The real journey.
And then the war is won. But what comes after that, as Primo Levi is describing so well in his book, is the healing. That is forever. The trauma. And for that, the man’s redemption, the family’s redemption, the friends redemption, is to help. Empowerment, support, friendship and understanding. That is what women are crying out for. Yes, want me sexually, truly, not as a dehumanised piece of meat (unless it’s in the right way). But be my friend too. Be my friend as if you were a white man to an Asian woman. Oh. You are. In the same way, be my friend as a man to a woman. The disadvantaged handicap to get over is a million times more.
Help me be free, work with me so I can be free and love me as I become free. Invest in me, support me and empower me.
Of course, this is the emotional relationship. Or relationships. The beauty of my life and the natural consequence of winning the war is that the help comes. From the glory of unconditional love from strangers. Bodies of help, business advisers, universal friendship and healers. People who do want to invest in you and that is exactly what happened to me and I have faith and trust in the system of alchemy and evolution that emotional relationships will finally be sane, true and wise. One day. One day the war will be won and one day I will be able to begin again with at least one human being who has conquered their ego too. Then we can begin again. In inter dependency.
I have yet to see if one can. Men, women, it's the same. We are all sick and we are all on the path to wellness, whatever stages we are at. Mothers are one thing, husbands another. Same thing. Men may now be able to tolerate and accept that their wives, girlfriends, sisters and daughters and even mothers, do it too. Career, power, and the like. But they are too busy in their own wounded, selfish selves to understand that for a woman to achieve is a win that means a million times more than any man’s success.
Not the success of a healed ego though. That is the greatest success anyone on this planet can ever achieve in any lifetime ever. We all need to have our hearts broken and we can only heal if we have our heart broken. Not through love necessary. Through whatever one’s greatest dream was. Money. Grandchildren. Daughterly love. Whatever. The rage at creation is that the heart has to be smashed into a thousand pieces, before it can become pure. And for that, certainly, the pain of any man compares to that of any women and so on.
The whole aim of life is self responsibility as Jean Paul Sartre so emphatically came into my life through literature at 17 and taught me. The most painful aspect of life for sure. For all of us. The agony of separation and the rage at creation. In other words, the abandoned child. The truth is that dysfunctional or functional, we are all abandoned children. Being on Earth is to be abandoned.
One Ancient culture for instance, the name escapes me, mourns on a birthday. To enter the stratosphere of Earth is seen as a reason for grief and the day of death as a day of celebration for the person who can return to the Source. That is mindblowing. The sentimentality of a desperate need to cling on to people is actually our desperate and ignorant and misguided confusion, pain and devastation at having to separate from the Source, God, the Universe, the unseen, the place before birth, whatever you want to call it, the matter we were before we were born if you do not feel spirituality or the unseen world and you think imagination is a load of bullshit. Whatever. The fact is that we are all abandoned children, because none of us ever wanted to separate from Soul, from our bigger, unseen selves of nebulous energy and love intelligence and above all, bliss without need.
We are all abandoned children, because on Earth, we need. And we can’t if we are to love truly or be happy or be confident. That is the ultimate agony. The agony and rage of existence. That is how high it goes and how out of our control it is and how endemic the pain is. And we cannot avoid it until we face it. We are all broken hearted because we are all born.
If we can accept that and get rid of projecting that need and devastation on our so called nearest and dearest, we have a chance at true love. Otherwise, it’s the toilet planet intact. The planet of ego. The planet of the abandoned child. Rage, pain, anger, fury and violence. The choice is ours and that in itself makes us infuriated. Free will is to choose to accept that God ‘dumped’ each one of us here. Apparently we chose to be dumped here. Apparently, that is what we have to accept and how far we have to go into self responsibility. That is very hard work and takes everything we have to forgive. To forgive Divinity, the Unseen, the Universe, our Soul, ourselves if you like. To forgive ourselves for choosing this shitty, painful, agonising, terrifying, physically traumatic, stupid, pointless existence.
And then we are crucified. We have to crucify ourselves and then we are born again. That’s it. And then we get to create anything we want. That is mastering one’s destiny. And that is how hard it is and how much it takes. And then, finally, we are free.
And then, women and people like me, especially, are finally free. Abandonment is not the fault of the mother or even the father. Abandonment is not about grabbing a mother archetype and squeezing the life out of her, suffocating her, holding her tight like some teddy bear, killing her with your ‘kindness’, cruelty, or resentment or passive aggression. Abandonment is about taking responsibility for your pain. We all have to do it. I did and it was absolutely, unbelievably, almost indescribably tortuous and sheer, unadultered agony. Crucifixion. Not once, not twice but again and again and again. A Dark Life of the Soul. Almost 47 years of agony. And now it is going. Because the war is over and I will never again be a slave. Full liberation, individuation, sexualisation, humanisation, and so on. Life, love and peace. Freedom. The dark and the light in one. Enlightenment. Nirvana. The state of ‘bliss’. The bittersweet life of existence. Freedom.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The most unhappy are the ones who make it to happiness. It's the work that gets you there. The right work, in the right way, from the right sources. The real knowledge of this world. But the rest is sheer, relentless, exhausting, disappointing, one step forward, two steps backwards, perseverance through hell. And there is an end. It's called happiness.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
You can't choose who you love. But you can choose what you do with them. Mastering one's destiny is therefore almost prosaic in its pragmatism. But mastering it, it most definitely is. Oh, and of course the journey to be able to make those choices, the legendary, most advanced, most hair raising, painful, isolating, terrifying, painful, rewarding, clarifying and magical and totally empowering and transformative journey on this planet, that is true. First Existence to Second. And then the prosaic once again. Whatever. The choices are the right ones. Certainty. Second Existence.
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It’s all about the Tribe. The well meaning, sincere, seductive, psychotic, First Existence Tribe. The Toilet Tribe of this planet. The Patriarchal Tribe. Psychosis, emotional blackmail, belligerent unbending rules, ego love, violent need, ignorance of the highest order and laziness. And sadness. So much sadness. So much grief and so much pain. We’re in trouble, here on Earth. The evil we all sleep with is rife. Rife, all pervasive, endemic, tragic and agonising. There is no love in the Tribe. Sincerity is not love. Seduction is not love and ignorance is the opposite of anything to do with love. Very sad. No wonder we are all in so much pain.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Never be around anyone who will hold you back. It will always end in tears. Your tears. Need is not love. There is no family. There is no Tribe. There is no group. There are no friendships. There is only you. Individuation is not for the faint hearted. Individuation is the most courageous and heroic journey on Earth. As Malcolm X describes; freedom is not given. Freedom has to be taken. Every day, everywhere, from those especially who are closest to you. Need is not love. Need is death. Need is murder. Need is sickness. Need is the sickness of the planet and to rid oneself of it is the most gruelling, traumatic, desperately painful thing one can ever do. And then it is gone. And you find yourself running so fast, from everyone else who needs. And on it goes. Life is a shithole and you have to do the best you can to be you and fuck every one else. Everyone does their best. Well, so do you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
And so it comes. The new truth. The sincere exchange from hell that most of us subconsciously make; emotional care for physical care, financial care for spiritual care. The dynamic of both the Patriarchal Tribe from Hell and the wounded ego of the abandoned child in all of us. The religious society that has even created a God that abandoned us. The truth is finally faced. The exchange is wrong and breeds nothing but co-dependency, slavery and domestic chattel. Women of one archetype, enslaved through their spiritual care and emotionally blackmailed into staying at home, even if it is just psychological. By husbands, mother, fathers and brothers and even other sisters, and certainly children. And certainly 'friends'. People only respect what they pay for. Earth is a monetised existence and it must be therefore lived by all. So the worst comes, the need for separation, saying goodbye and letting go. And then suddenly comes the other truth. That whatever care one is great at, the other methods of care are done pretty damn well too. Do not underestimate yourself, whichever method of care you lead in. You can do it all. We are here to do just that.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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The Patriarchal Tribe Dowager. The Other Misogynist. The Mother. Amera Ziganii Rao
And now it is time for me to be fair. To be accurate and to go beyond the accepted definitions of misogyny, sexism, whatever. Misogyny as far as I am concerned is the 'coercive method of enchattling a female, either through the use of her womb or her caring or her sexuality'. Which means that a misogynist can be both male and female. Coercion being fascism. Bullying being fascism being coercion. Tradition being the Toilet Tribe. This, added to the fact that whether an ideology of hatred begins with one kind of human being or not, and I use the term, 'human being' loosely, that ideology of hatred can be adopted by anyone at anytime in any way. This, also added to the fact that misogyny is most definitely a result of psychosis. Hatred is not hatred per se. It is psychosis. And all psychosis is of the ego and all psychosis of the wounded ego is about need and greed. And the Mars archetype, as I have begun to explore so much in my work is the fascist archetype. The one who rules through power and is driven by power as a cover up for desperate need and greed. It is not just about ego. Wounding. It is about which ego one adopts or is adopted by. And the Mars ego is need and greed and coercive, violent, material, blackmailing, conditional power. The bastard masters from hell. Bluebeard as a man or a woman.
Hence my new and overdue foray into the other truth. The Patriarchal Tribe Dowager. The Other Misognynist. The Mother.
'Like Water for Chocolate'. Laura Esquival's seminal story, both in novel and film. The bitch mother from hell. But she's easy to decipher and easy to see. Not easy to conquer of course, but simple enough in her fascism and immense, unrelenting cruelty. It's the smiling ones. Most monsters are not one dimensional. Hence Sun Tzu's timeless work on The Art of War....
"So it is said that if you know your enemies and know yourself, you can win a hundred battles without a single loss....Know thy self, know thy enemy. A thousand battles, a thousand victories." Sun Tzu
A true and successful life is first and foremost about deciphering who are your enemies. Which means that mastering one's destiny is actually quite prosaic and pragmatic. I began my journey 14 years ago, wondering at the mystery of fate and destiny. Now, I am beginning to understand. Fate is what we are given. Destiny is the journey through the labyrinths of hell and heaven, to finally be able to master our destiny and saying what we want, who we want and to make the sacrifices to make sure we get it. To have the courage, the self belief, the wisdom, the knowledge, the insight and the self healed self, enough to say, fuck it, I can do without illusion at long last, I can do without the idea of love because I cannot take the reality that no one loves and that we are all sick as human beings. Mastering one's destiny is healing oneself of all wounds, and then getting the fuck out of Dodge. Mastering one's destiny is therefore quite pragmatic and not magical at all. It is the simple art of standing up for oneself and taking the consequences. Truly standing up for onself, without the self deluding bravado and belief that one is, when actually one is not and truly saying, fuck you, I'm off.
Fuck family, fuck marriage, fuck friendships, fuck the job, fuck the banal, shallow, hollow society that is the norm, fuck tradition, fuck religion above all things and fuck you. I'm off to create my own world. And fuck you!
The Patriarchal Tribe Dowager is the most unseen and difficult to decipher enemy of them all. She is the one, young or old who is first and foremost in the criticism against male misogyny. Oh, she's got a lot to say about that. The male version has a great deal to say about everything to do with women too. The Mars archetype are tedious in their analysis of the other. But when you ask any single one of them to look within, they will kill you first. That is why their healing comes last. Denial is the polite way of putting it. Complete stupidity and lack of humility are the terms I now prefer. No one in power gives it up lightly. You have to take it and fight to take it and kill them to take it too.
Whether it means doing without, facing the devastation that the illusion of love you carried round with you for years was just an illusion or whatever. It doesn't matter. The state is there to help, friends of one's own archetype are there to help - because the Venus archetype is not driven by power but love, even in the wounded ego - and of course, during this tortuous process of taking a stand in life, and ending the co - dependency nightmare of having been an unconscious slave to monsters, the learned helplessness of the Venus archetype is (MASSIVELY) reversed. There are answers but only if one goes to war.
The Patriarchal Tribe Dowager. The Other Misogynist. The Mother.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
There are but two tribes in the world. Those who live by the heart and through the sex of the soul and those who live by the absence of the heart and with no respect for either sex or the soul. The true tribe and the false tribe. To be liberated from falseness, you have to acknowledge the full horror of non existence that living by the absence of the heart creates and you have to feel your passport to the true tribe. And once feeling it you have to value it. Otherwise you stay plugged in forever. My passport to truth was that I just didn't fit in - literally and figuratively. And that trying to fit in almost killed me. And so I left polite society. With its thirst for power, contempt for humanity, its bigotry, its eurocentric shallowness of bodyfacism and its material greed. And, oh yes, its hatred for woman. The body of a woman. The sex of the soul and the humanity of the heart. Where patriarchal domestication means that a woman still believes in the hearth and home, more than she values the sanctity of sex and the independence of the human spirit. Where patriarchal domestication and enslavement means a man can only believe in the sexless tribe, rather than the sanctity of sex and the independence of the human spirit. And indeed sexual love. The polite society that breeds a pack of cowards through the greatest, most effective, most matrix entrenched, form of human control on the planet. The Stepford society. There are but two tribes in the world.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO
A PROFILE
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
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The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™
SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™
The Company.
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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