Exhale Pt lV. A Self Portrait
Natural Born Mystic™. Writings. The New World Pt lll. Amera Ziganii Rao
The heart dies. A slow death, shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. No hopes. Nothing remains. She paints her face to hide her face. Her eyes are deep water. It's not for Geisha to want. It is not for Geisha to feel. Geisha is an artist of the flowing world. She dances, she sings, she entertains you, whatever you want. The rest is shadows. The rest is secret.
Arthur Golden's Memoirs of a Geisha
The New World Pt lll. Amera Ziganii Rao
The answer is here at last, in all fairness and equalization. A man, or any partner, is a luxury item. They come after achievement. However long achievement takes. That would be fine in an equal world. Not for us. A Sacred Whore High Priestess or Priest in particular, has to untangle (or even 'detangle' from, which I thought was more appropriate) thousands of years of slavery and domestic emotional care, from thousands of years of myth about providing and protecting people and family and every other Patriarchal Toilet Tribe™ lie to enslave beings like us, the child bearers, the nurses, the emotional carers, the wise souls in the house. The priestesses who were enslaved and who are called wife. The Cinderella Warriors™, male or female.
A man or a partner of any kind is a luxury item. Which means the longest journey to freedom. The longest. But the best. Be beautiful, be strong and be materially belligerent and focused and obsessed. Find that partner, grow from your love for him or her and find the context for your heart. And then build, build, build and build. While, all the while, teaching that partner step by step how to love at all. While they hold you captive to their sickness of confusion that they thought was some kind of love. Give, but give professionally and vocationally as the High Priestess and High Priest you were born to be. That you were born as.
The longest journey to freedom. The healing of an ex chattel. A partner is a luxury item. One you have to grow and one you have to discipline and one you have to also not see as a partner in any way you thought a partner was. With of course, no help from them.
A partner to the Cinderella Warrior™ is also the one who demands to be everything. A partner is a luxury item, whatever they say. They have nothing to do with your life. And we start off believing they ARE our life. We squash our freedom, our independence, our hunter selves and our wildness and we give. And they fuck us up. And we wail. And then we give again. And then we wail again. And so on and so on. All the time, holding us captive to their confusion of whatever it is they do. Fascism under the guise of love. The inability to be intimate under the guise of love. Supremacy and indignation under the guise of love. The list is endless and so is the journey. It is all a big fat lie that can be fortunately re-crafted at will.
The Lost Knowledge™. The Cinderella Warrior’s Journey. The partner, the one we search for, the one who gives us meaning in life, the one who is the only thing that has meaning in life, is a luxury item. They have nothing to do with building your life.
That is freedom. The longest journey to freedom. The longest, most grueling, agonizing, devastating journey to freedom. But the best.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Cosmic wisdom, the sedition of the politics of humanity and the end of female chattel slavery. And indeed, ‘love chattel slavery’ by either gender. The executioners exist and so do the angels. Chattel slavery is the most invisible oppression in existence. Because no one knows and no one cares. It is the result of fascism. Casual, sick in the head, hog hearted, fascism. No matter. We know. The solution is to heal ourselves first. To become The New World. Whole human beings of love and war, to take our place back in the world. Properly. Officially and with honour. We are here to be the true inner heart and the true higher mind. We need to become it first. And then we go to war. A war of love, for love, of love. The Girl and Boy Priest Monarchs. The Return. Love intelligence. As for the others. The fascists that can be saved. Those capable of reform and wholeness too. They want to, they really do! Join us or don’t. It is already done.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Equalization is the greatest sacrifice you will ever make. The fight for freedom. The relentless journey out of the mire. First to Second Existence™. Mastering your destiny. Leaving hell. ‘Shawshank Redemption'. Build that tunnel. The greatest sacrifice you will make. In any lifetime. That is the journey to freedom. The one that will tear you from limb to limb and make you want to die every second day. Heroic means heroic. Equalization. The greatest struggle on Earth. Alchemy, Liberation and Humanity. This is, after all, Earth. Everything is as it is meant to be. Fuckery and the endless heroic journey to a free life. Spiritual Existentialism™. '99 percent perspiration and 1 percent inspiration', 'God helps those who help themselves'. All of it. Relentless.
The journey that demands you create every piece of freedom, across the board, yourself. In every way. And all over again. And again and again and again. The journey to freedom. Fuckery. Ascension. The Return to The Source. Mastery of destiny. Freedom. Leaving hell. In other words, to leave hell, is hell. That is ‘The Hero’s (Heroine’s) Journey’.
Fuckery. Fuckery, first and last, because the only alternative, if you can see hell, is to live consciously in hell, in other words, pretend you don’t see what you see, the state of being that is the living death, or you die. What is the point of that? One is impossible for anyone who can see. The second is failure. With no disrespect whatsoever to all those who did not make it and don’t every day. The only thing that stops me is that it would be failure. I will be free. If it takes me my whole life, I will be free.
‘Marked’ for destiny is no fun. It is the greatest privilege and blessing sure. It’s also fuckery. Fucked if you do, fucked if you don’t. Being ‘marked’ for greatness is no walk in the park. So what’s to be done? Cry, stomp, rage, pass out, whatever you need to. There is no shame in raging against pain. Don’t let it take you over, don’t die. And then get on with it. Freedom is to leave hell. This is the path of Shaman. Consciously or unconsciously, it is to live the dark life of the soul. The path to freedom. The path to Mastery.
The path to freedom is about equalization, whoever we are, whatever we are and wherever we have come from. Individuation and equalization. Love. Being love in a world of hate. Wielding the sword of love. And working harder than you have ever worked and you have already slogged your guts out. The relentless heroic journey. Not for the fainthearted. Relentless, addictive and final. The path to ‘white shores’ on Earth. Alive.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
I have to make the journey to freedom myself. Everyone does. Spiritual Existentialism™. It is a solo, lonely, alone, individual and unbelievably horrific tunnel out of prison. Out of hell. And totally real. I have to make the journey alone. Everyone does. It is also the journey of Sisyphus. Being permanently thrown to the bottom of the mountain again. That is the journey to freedom. Not a curse apparently. The greatest blessing instead. Fuckery. The good news is that freedom is truly available to all. It depends how much you want it. And on of course, the knowledge. There is an education for freedom, just like everything else. The most important adult education, any of us could ever have. Education and a love of pain. The two requirements. And of course, wanting freedom more than life itself. And then, the irrefutable truth. The journey to freedom has to be done alone. The whole long journey. From beginning to end. Alone. Freedom exists. The mammoth task of mastering one’s destiny. That is freedom. Okay dokey. Stage 204 begins. ‘What we do in life, echoes in eternity’. What the fuck else is there to do here anyway? I was not born a slave. I was born to slavemasters. I have loved slavemasters my whole life. But I was not born a slave. That is the rest of the world. Slavemasters as slaves. Slaves as slaves. Slavery. Everywhere and anywhere. The living death and now I can see why. The journey is just too hard. But I was not born a slave. I have no choice. I was not born a slave. And I will be free. Completely and utterly. That IS my destiny. The rest is fucking hard work. Again. So what. ‘Do or die’. Fuckery. Let’s get on with it. ‘Gonzo’ spirituality. Saying it like it is.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait
AMERA ZIGANII RAO. A PROFILE
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Super Sacred Brother Lover™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
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The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™
SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™
The Company.
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
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