Writings :: Natural Born Mystic::The Love Holocaust™ :: First Exodus Attempt. Amera Ziganii Rao

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

Writings :: Natural Born Mystic::The Love Holocaust™ :: First Exodus Attempt. Amera Ziganii Rao 

This is my last piece on this website for a long time. I have made a momentous and gargantuan journey through hell for the past four years, if not for the past 41 years, since the age of eight. 

I first called this website Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™, with the aim of turning it into a professional healing business for anyone who wanted to achieve the inner power that I have achieved through my natural gifts and talents to self actualise myself out of my own earth ‘sicknesses’ and frailties. The gifts and talents that were set off by the other spiritual and emotional teachers that I have featured on this website as well as the many psychic energy healers that I have consulted over fifteen years. I was going to share the secrets of how I took myself out of my own ‘psychosis’ of love dependency and wounding and hurt resentment and trauma about the life I had lived that gave me no self esteem, self love or self worth. My idea was to turn this material into the company to teach others how to do the same. 

This website most of all however features the ‘argument’ to teach a man how to love. A very worthy argument and a very rich and profound one at that. I am not anything but proud of what I have featured on this website, to show the depths of pain that occur in relationship, let alone the profound pain that men (and women of a particular archetype) cause to women (and some men) like me. 

It is however material that I cannot go near for a very long time now, as I have realised that I cannot even begin to look over the material that I have gathered over 17 – 20 years about the journey of self actualisation that I began to make to take me out of the terrible emotional state I was in, to the massively powerful and self loving state I live in now. 

I have made a real journey from slavery to freedom. Inner slavery to match a stunning level of outer slavery to inner freedom, if not the outer freedom I am having to still work towards. 

There are two kinds of teachers in the personal development arena. In fact, in any teaching arena really. Teachers who share their work as and when, as they ascend into more and more freedom, to start trading to gain fiscal freedom and to take the product professional and then there are other teachers who begin to speak and write, once they have reached where they want to be. 

As I look at the carnage of the world I have had to examine for the past four years, to go along with the world I had to examine for the years previous,  I can see that while the world gradually moves towards the almost quaint idea of compassion and caring, to go along with the ruthless ideology of dog eat dog and dog eat cat, let’s just say, I can see too that my world is completely and utterly the opposite. I am having to make the journey from profound compassion to ruthlessness all in a class of its own. 

I have brought people along with me ever since I can remember. I have been a teacher all my life. Always empowering, always encouraging and always sharing my gifts. 

Sadly, I am now in a state of trauma as I realise what this has meant in a world of such opposite values to mine. It turns out that there is a very good reason for this. I am a spiritual human being who comes from what I call ‘The Temple Society’. The society of real Female Serpent Priesthood™ (yes, Serpent as in the so called garden of eden). The remnants of the real pre ancient world that still exists on this toilet of a planet. In other words, I am a High Sensitive. A High Sensitive, an Empath, is a Sourcerer. We have enormous natural gifts of self actualisation, as in Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. In the pre ancient world, we were honoured in our society and it was an inclusive society for all. 

The world was taken over – either by this earth or another – so that women like me, Female Serpent Priesthood™ were the first to be wiped out. Other women were made into handmaidens and slaves – what the modern world calls wifehood – but women like me either went mad or were made into whores or just burnt at the stake repeatedly, for being the free thinking intelligent, HIGH INTELLIGENCE women of this world, the Female Serpent Priesthood™. The ESOTERIC spirituals on this earth. 

We are a people who have been reduced, to figureheads. Either wives or whores or Serpent Priesthood™. 

The long and short of it is this. I am in a dilemma now and will be taking a long time off from this work as I find myself again, after four years of emotional rape, let alone, the past 42 since the age of eight. Basically, I have two issues. First, I have no interest whatsoever in healing or helping anyone anymore. I can see how isolated and ostracised this society has made me and how everyone either consciously or unconsciously colludes with that. Men hate women like me and men beat up women. Women like me do not allow men to beat us up. Hence our ostracisation and punishment. I have been a mistress archetype for 32 years and before that I was a nobody Cinderella in my family and in the extended family. Society condemns me to be a whore or serpent basically. Because I am. I am Female Serpent Priesthood™ and once I was honoured and loved. 

There is a line in Genesis – the narrative that rules the world, whether anyone is religious or not – that says something to the effect of – your children will not know you or your children will fear you or something – ‘God’ says this to the Serpent (Female Serpent Priesthood™). That is the truest statement I have ever read, now I know the truth of what runs this world and how it has absolutely nothing to do with Divinity whatsoever. 

Actually, this is the line...."And the Lord God (Zeus) said unto the serpent (High Initiates like me), because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust thou shalt eat all the days of thy life; and I will put emnity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed, it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his seed." 

In other words, you will be misunderstood, condemned, isolated and hated. 

Damn right. So, at this point, I had a choice. I could either continue my methods of explaining who I am and who everyone else really is and could be and I could have continued forever. Female Serpent Priesthood™ are a unique breed. We have compassion flowing out of us in buckets. When you are like me, where you have been through rigorous compassion training for almost 20 years, you are compassion, as you are also The Universal Mind. 

As I have been researching recently into the esoteric work that does exist on earth, I am now facing the truth that there is a whole new set of people and men in particular who have hijacked that work, just like any other on earth. They are not of The Universal Mind. They talk OF The Universal Mind. They talk of it with usual prosaic and misogynist and male supremacist idiocy and I have had enough. 

I am a real living prophet. I am not in the mood to even talk about what that means, but what it means is this; I am an interpreter of The Universe, I KNOW GOD (God, The Great Mother, The Womb of Creation, The Highest Spiritual Intelligence) and I am also OF The Universal Mind. 

No one is in any state of mind or heart to either appreciate that or care about that for one second. But I will put it like this. Helena Petrovna Blavatsky, a 19th century writer and medium, is the most similar person I have seen to me. She spent almost twenty years with Indian mystics and spiritual teachers and she has made me see how I am not an Esoteric per se. I am an INITIATE. I am the real thing, just as she was. Her work however is hardly known on this earth. When I see her story more and more, and now that I have begun her magnum opus, The Secret Doctrine, I see two things. First, she is ignored because she is female. Full stop. Second, she is also ignored, because there are very few of us who have the capability to understand that high esotericism. We are the Initiates and I am a HIGH INITIATE. A prophet just as she was. 

In fact, one esoteric writer even talks about how the ancient world prophecied that the answer to the world, the real second coming if you like in my words, would come from Russia. Er. She was from Russia. But no one has made the connection. 

Anyway, as I say, I am not interested in sharing anymore at this point. Which leads me to the second dilemma I have been contemplating. Now that I know who I am, now that I know who the man I love is not, now that we have ploughed our way through so many seminal relationship and world politics of esoteric history and emotional health issues – as you will see if you read this website – now that I know now, the real secrets of the inner world, just as Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud knew just to name the two biggest names of psycho analysis and soul analysis, I have no idea anymore what anyone else understands about my work or is capable of understanding. 

In other words, I don’t know who I am talking to and the people I do talk to – even if they are the few Initiate or Female Serpent Priesthood™ potentials I have met - are so far behind what I do and what I know – including the man I love despite his high intelligence – only high to a certain extent because no one cruel can have real intelligence and male supremacy and the levels of selfishness I have seen in his archetype and all men are simply stupid because cruelty cannot be intelligence in any shape or form – I have no idea what to do. 

I also have no interest anymore. I am compassion and the rest of the world truly is dog eat dog and dog eat cat. 

I am a natural born champion as well as Natural Born Mystic™. I am also female. My life is so full of obstacles, it makes Jesus Christ’s three day crucifixion and any other political prisoner’s life look like peanuts. And if that sounds self pitying, it is meant to. A person like me only has herself. It can only be my own pity that I can experience. I am also a massively existential self actualiser. I have given my whole life to giving. I give wherever I go and all the way through for the past few years, about seven or eight, I knew I was being led to a purpose where I was being asked to share my knowledge in a business, which is effectively in the new arena of the wonderful personal development genre. 

I developed this product on this website free, because I didn’t know where it was taking me. I am ethical like that and because of my natural timidity and humility as an artist, I wanted the freedom to develop it in my own time without the pressure of trade. 

I will come back to this subject in my life. I am currently estimating it will be about two to five years. I have to create an educational programme to share what I know and also I have to write the whole story of both the real history of the world, the Herstory of the world if you like and also of course my own story in this life of slavery to freedom. From the chattel daughter to the chattel girlfriend to the chattel mistress and beyond and how I got rid of every single person who has ever wanted to make me a slave. 

A mother daughter slave. Unfortunately however, that has been every single human being I have ever met in my entire life and I have met thousands and thousands of people. It is what I do. I meet people and share as anyone who knows me will confirm. 

I have now got a whole new set of harsh obstacles in front of me and not one person to either be my friend, my lover, my partner or my family. Not one. So I had a choice. Either to start sharing, go through the trauma of analysing all the material I have gathered as a writer and healer as orator and artist, or to walk away from the whole thing until I feel better. 

I have now realised in my rage – grief is a four stage thing, from denial to depression to anger to acceptance  - my immense, burnt out rage, that I am being taught how to be ruthless and selfish and self serving in a way I could not have previously imagined and that the rest of the world does like it’s the easiest thing in the world. 

A person like me – Female Serpent Priesthood™ - is a completely different type of human being to anyone else. It’s not an empty title. We have to be violated into self serving. I have been so violated now, across the board, despite peoples sincerity and different ways of helping – of sorts – that my ruthlessness has now taken over. 

I had an incident yesterday for instance that showed that I have a whole new training in how to serve just myself and not even look anyone in the eye anymore, because I want to be left completely alone. I used to not look anyone in the eye because I had no self esteem. Now I will not meet anyone ever again, because I don’t want the ‘hangers on’ or the ‘timewasters’ that my own father actually – I was ‘fondly’ remembering today – taught me from a very young age that I should get rid of if I wanted to be successful. This is presumably before he castrated me into self hatred through his inhumane and misogynistic demand to be ‘an accomplished female’, just as the man I love did in exactly the same way. Before that, he taught me many things. And those were two of them. I have now reached that place. 

I am on my own path now, because – even I have forgotten – I am not just a prophet and healer. I am an artist. A writer, a dramatist, an actor, a photographer artist and so on. 

I had to access my self actualisation and spiritual power to both access the real art and indeed, my healing of my immense timidity that I had, I thought because of me. I have found out that I have been castrated and hated by every single person around me because no one has wanted me to succeed at anything. There is a hatred on this earth called jealousy. I have never ever felt that emotion, I have felt envy, but never jealousy. 

I now understand that these are outside the temple emotions. And the man I love has them, through to what I know now are regular ‘Orks’ (Tolkein style). This changes everything. 

My biggest dilemma now is this – well, before I made my decision today – why the fuck should I heal anyone from the Ork people and why should I share anything anymore with anyone? No one wants me, no one loves me, no on supports, no one wants to be anything other than a casual friend and so on. And everyone needs to attack me or use me in some way. 

Trade is trade and when I come back, I will have great self worth for my product, believe me. That is not the issue. The issue is this. If I have to look into the hearts and minds of men and women for one more second, I am going to either vomit or kill myself. I am burnt out and sick to the stomach with what I have seen. 

Forgiveness is one thing. We are what we are and we have the gifts we have. But to be Female Serpent Priesthood™ means we are not naturally selfish or indeed, psychopaths. Everyone else seems plagued with these ‘gifts’ off of their own. Including other potential Female Priesthood. In other words, I find myself alone and well on a planet flooded with human sickness and cruelty and I am supposed to find grace in healing anyone I can, as a business of enlightenment. 

I can’t do it anymore. And I most certainly cannot do it right now. 

So I am off to find myself, by myself, go through all the obstacles again, by myself, for myself and will come back if and when I am ready. I make no apologies and make no promises. I have to heal myself first, in order to work out what the fuck it is I can teach anyone. 

My own people, the potential Female Serpent Priesthood™ can also wait too. They are not exactly going to welcome what I have to tell them. As far as I can see, I am selling a twenty year, gruelling, emotionally raping, Universe raping journey. A journey of pure purification, so that we can even turn around to the human race to begin to spread the light amongst the filth that is the human psyche. Cruelty, being filth. 

I am off to be with me, and just do art, art, art and art. I have found myself and am now in the unprecedented position – poor and a ward of the state – again – of being crippled, in chronic pain and with no people love or support around me. First, seventeen years ago, it was my ‘family’. Now it is again, my new ‘family’. 

This time I am done. I end all personal relationships today and will not be looking to even have anyone near me for at least ten years. If ever. I am to become a bachelor of the arts indeed. In the true sense of the word. And I am simply disgusted, appalled and livid that this has what has come to me again. And this time I take no prisoners, let alone, have any willingness whatsoever to start creating any fucking programme to help anyone! 

But we are all what we are. 

So, please continue reading the website if you like. Do what you like really. Learn what you like, ridicule what you like and yearn for what you like. One day I will begin to trawl through all my notes and experiences to create some kind of programme for the different types of people on earth. I know the two sicknesses of this earth now and know how to heal anyone. 

First however I have to heal myself of all the human filth I have had to take on for the past four years in particular, the male filth that is male. That is the profanity of cruelty, meted out under the name of ‘sexism’. The harsh cruelty and incompetency and selfishness that is so taken for granted. I see it all and I feel it all and I have seen and felt enough. 

I am off to begin editing my photography and to start planning new projects, and start new forms and the same with all my other art forms. I am to make my own money completely as I cannot wait for the benevolence of men anymore. I am however not embarrassed for one second for relying on team work and affiliative love. I gave it all my life. I have just never received it and now know why. 

Men are astoundingly cruel to women. And so are women. Slavery is the only affiliative power that exists. Other than between the Temple Women. The few that I know are the ones who give me comfort as are the handsome men who desire me from afar. I’d like them to keep it that way and then we might actually all have constructive lives. 

I have worked my arse off to get this far and still have got nowhere. This is what happens when a person has to do it all alone. I am bitter, unforgiving and I will never forget one minute of the horrors of my life, at the hands of other people. I keep my ‘smiles and cries’ for myself now. I share my benevolence with no one from now on. But I will never change inside. That the world will never take from me again, let alone the man I love and the people I have loved. 

I also however have one new great thing that will never ever change. I have no respect for anyone or anything. I have nothing but contempt for everyone. And in that I find freedom. Because at last, I can be ruthless, non needing and alone. And start working on my personal wealth for me. By me, for me and from me. And that surely is the whole point of earth. No connections, no affiliation and no love. I finally have the language. And one day, maybe I will understand what people want from my healing. Because it clearly is not love. That I will keep for myself. Because it is only me and (apparently) my kind who need the love of The Universe. 

One day I will be able to show them how. When I have healed and grieved first. And that is going to take a very long time. And not until I have thrived and reached my destination. A proper home and financial success. All of my own. Then I will be finally ready to speak of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Achievable for Female Serpent Priesthood™, ONLY ALONE. Completely and utterly and belligerently and ruthlessly, alone. I need to own life, before I can talk about it. I need to see the beauty of life again, before I can talk about its relentless ugliness. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Daddy's Girl Pt lll. A Self Portrait 

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FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

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Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego. 

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Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

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You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

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The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

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The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

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I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

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To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul. 

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Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul. 

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I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

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Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love. 

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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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