Writings :: Notes on Men :: The Curse of this Earth. Men. Amera Ziganii Rao

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Writings :: Notes on Men :: The Curse of this Earth. Men. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The conclusion then, is concluded. 

For whatever fantastical reasons, there is a people on this earth who do not have the capacity for love. Men. 

They appear to be a cursed people. A people unable to love in any real form whatsoever. And while this may sound like a stereotypical whine, genuine and valid as it is, it is more than that. 

Because this curse is our curse. A people who do not love, who do not 'feel' as is the usual banal adage, do not suffer from their lack of love. A people who love, do. Their curse of existence, their refusal to love, their inability to love, their lack of interest in love, their incapability to love, their thuggery of existence, their stupidities, their weaknesses, their nothingness of being, is not their curse. It is ours. 

Because we are a people of love, desire and the will to union. We are a people of abundance of soul. Soul is driven by the energy of love in all its forms. 

The will to union it turns out is also the most Divine pinnacle of love existence and why we are so driven by it and so moved by it and so turned on by it. 

So as the conclusions begin now and my journeys into the cave increase again in this new exploration, to find out all the whys, why this people are cursed out of the will to love, that truth gives me great joy, pride and certainty and it should be the same for anyone else who is either in the sickness of so called love dependency or indeed, broken hearted by the truths of that people, even if they are healed into Ascension themselves. 

It is not our fault and it is indeed the ultimate enlightenment of union on this planet and debatably the reason for existence in the first place. 

It is also however, premature. 

There will be thousands of years to go on this planet, until that kind of union can be celebrated or experienced. And this is now the shocking truth of the truth of love. 

So, within that, any Atlantean or near Atlantean has a choice (not the Lemurians who entered Atlantis and caused its downfall. I talk of true Atlanteans. People of love). 

Esoterically or not it is the same question. Does one invest in 'educating', 'mothering'' and 'guiding' a person of non love or does one walk away and face the broken heart of the truth that love cannot be shared on this planet as yet? 

That is the only choice for any woman or person of love. 

I know what my choice is and I know it because I have faced the truth and lived the truth and seen the horrors and realities of what it is to love people of non love, as a people. 

This is not about 'the wrong kind of man', this is not about 'the bad boy' or any of those glamorous stupidities of normal interpretation. This is about a whole people, who are probably the vast majority of this planet. The ones who marry women of the same kind. Women of course with at least a vestige of love, as they are the ones who bear the children. They have an alchemical link at least to something called love, even if they are of a people who do not love, in the same way.

That's it so far. Of course, the bulk of the journey to liberation and power and self power and self love has to be completed first and frankly, it is done in the face of that people. For many reasons, not least because we as a people of love can feed off a people of non love in a holy vampirical manner of alchemy and evolution. And because at that point we have hope and we believe that union is possible. We even believe that union is inevitable. Because it has to be, if people are the same. 

This is now the shocking truth that we could not be any more different and 'Mars' and 'Venus' is a bloody joke, when the truth is discovered about what those differences actually are. 

There is no union and can be no union on earth at this time. 

Whoever you end up loving and educating and guiding and trying to help while trying to help yourself, it will be a transient affair, usually adulterous and never kind, satisfying, worthy of you or indeed physically present, if your psychic levels of existence are as powerful as mine. It will be transient but essential as part of your journey to wholeness. 

Wholeness being therefore the reality that we are people of love who are cursed on this planet because we have loved a people who do not love who are THE curse on this planet. No, they are not evil. It's worse than that. They are nothing. Empty buckets of nothing who have no ability to maintain any kind of consistency in love at all, because they are a people of non love. 

I have had the bizarre privilege to be involved with male creatives. Men who can show extraordinary tenderness and depth in their creative work. Which is why it comes down to choice and the alchemical ability to be consistent in will to love in 'real life'. It doesn't exist and they choose not to do it. They are cursed with the non ability to love. But it is our curse, let's face it because we are the ones with the will to union. Indeed, the need, before that need is overturned forever and left behind in the hopelessness of reality. 

Union between women and men is not possible on this present earth. 

It will be millennia before that can happen, and as my work will show, it is no wonder. They are too slow, too low, too empty and just too damn vain and lazy to do anymore. That is apparently how they are built. Blood soldiers from hell. For hell. By hell. 

And mothering is too dangerous, too much of a liability and too time consuming to make it a profession anymore. Children need mothers. Men no longer deserve them. The truth of the past is over. It can be relevant no more. Men can only violate mothers. Mothers deserve more. 

Which is why the ultimate goal can only be to leave them. That is all they are for. Transience and rite of passage to greatness. Individual greatness. 

As love. 

Love them, get your heart broken and survive. You are so worth it. Don't remain in the curse. The curse of men. 

There is no future with men. There is only you. And no, I could never have imagined actually saying that or living by that. That's life. It finally teaches you as it is meant to. 

There can never be union of any true kind with men. Men do not love. We do. And we finally realise that they were never our destiny. The recognition of the horrendous truth was the only destiny waiting for us. That we are born without men. We live without men. And we die without men. 

It is the women. The women who can love. The women who do. 

Men are just a passage through hell. A hell that either keeps us in slavery, as is the majority of the female population on this planet. Or a hell that we leave. If we are Herculean in our power. 

We leave men. That is the journey for women. 

They become nothing. Because that is what they are. 

The nothingness of existence. We are the 'being'. 

Always and forever. 

Women always survive men. 

Men remain nothing. 

That is the only pattern that needs to be finally addressed.

It's not about leaving them anymore. It's about never letting them in again. 

Life is too short. Too much to do. Men are done. 

I'm excited about what comes next. 

I am a person of love. 

Men do not love. 

I am bored of being bored. 

That is the final recognition. 

We become more and more abundance. 

They remain nothing. 

That is their curse. 

Ours is that they do not love. 

There can be no union on earth. 

Not yet. Not in the next thousand years. 

Maybe, later. 

But never now. 

The conclusion is concluded. 

And still, they remain nothing. 

That is who they are. 

I shall explore (idly), why. 

While I live life. 

A life of love. 

A life of desire. 

A life of achievement and abundance. 

A life of freedom. 

And they remain nothing. 

Women (especially High Female Serpent Priesthood) cannot take on that responsibility anymore. 

Motherhood of martyrdom is no longer allowed. 

Men can remain nothing. As before, as afterwards.

Untouched. 

A people of non love. 

A people of the curse. 

A people who give nothing, share nothing, and are nothing. 

A people who are our curse. 

A people who refuse to love. 

The profane vampires of earth. 

Men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

The Baptism of Fire. Amera Ziganii Rao  

So, to continue....as I sit in shock today at the true devastation of all that is this stupid and profane and Lemurian planet of incompetency and sexual ignorance, the cliches come to mind. 

Lemurian men are animals. It is true. They try desperately to domesticate themselves by marrying for children, with a Lemurian woman, because as I now realise it, these women are the only ones who can feign motherhood to a man successfully enough and more importantly, they are the only ones who will agree to it, to get a man there as a provider and co-provider for the children, which is their main priority in life. 

Men marry these women because of the very fact that they are not their first love. Such is the need for non union. A polite marriage centered around the children is the only one that can be done and that is called business. Lemurian men marry for business. The business of children, forwarding their careers and so on. Co-dependency of course comes into it too but that comes under the umbrella of motherhood from an adult woman for an adult man and while she's rearing the children, he gets to get his too. These men leave these women when the children are growing up. Because even Lemurian mothers want to finally not be full time mothers. Like that whole people they are just slow. 

Lemurian men are animals because they desire women like me but they will not agree to union, for the simple reason that they will not pay the price for wanting sex. Which is love. Now as I am realising it, of course I talk of true love. I talk of high love. A love I truly believed could exist and now a love that I know cannot yet exist on earth. And will not for thousands of years. Lemurians are too slow and Atlanteans are too fast. There is literally no one to share our genius of love with. 

This is the reason my people are vilified as mad, too passionate, too this and too that. We are love genius and Lemurians and slow pigs who marry for business and who are so animal like in their profanity of passion that they just want to fuck and leave, just as is the cliche. A woman like me demands something more and that is taboo. Loving another human being as much as you desire them. This is apparently taboo in their culture and something that we as Atlanteans have to know now - bearing in mind that our DNA is all mixed up. Let's just say that if you are more Atlantean than Lemurian like me, you need to know what I have learned through my baptism of fire. 

Lemurians are filth. They do not love. They fuck and they only fuck in their fantasies because they will not pay the price for actually fucking another person in the same room because that price is love, human decency, caring and sharing. They are animals, domesticated in a pretence of bourgeois with a veneer of dishonesty that the likes of you and me could not even begin to manifest. They are filth and they are liars and cheats and always perennial adulterers. Because they don't touch, they tell themselves that they are faithful, such is their will to dishonesty and self lies. 

In my baptism, which I thankfully leave now forever, I have never been taken out to dinner once in 35 years, been given a bunch of flowers once and most recently, because of my psychic gifts, I do not even attract men who want to be in the same country as me, let alone anything else. 

These people are lethal and whatever level you are suffering on, with them, it is all the same thing. There is no will to union. There is also no will to union because they are sexual incompetents. They cannot do control without violence, they cannot do sex without cruelty and they cannot do any of it in any realistic way. They are quite happy to be mastering themselves at a snail's pace and all that while, they will not agree to union of any kind, until they are ready, even if you are in mortal danger, as I was for a long while with my first baptism of fire for seven years. 

As I now leave the whole scene of hope and belief, never ever to return, I feel violated, it is true. But I also feel absolutely satiated. I have found my greatness and I am 'great' at love and sex too. I am as good at all of it as I was in the first and I am not mad. I have healed all my discrepancies of soul and ego and I am nothing but empowered by what I have gone through. 

The men remain the same. Cruel, incompetent, violent, hypocritical, stupid and vain. With not a scrap of care, other than on the psychic level, so it doesn't interfere with their lives of lies. 

And the word that comes to mind more than anything, other than relief, is boredom. Men are really, truly boring. They just look pretty. Shallow does not even begin to describe it. There is nothing to miss for real. There is nothing there. 

They are the curse of earth. I will find out why. But this website and my journey proves the generic truth. Men are animals. It is true. They are also stupid, weak, incompetent, sexless and vain, shallow and silly. 

Men are boring. 

I look forward to a life without them. Oh yes, I've been living that for 35 years. Yes. It's official. I am not with a man, never will be and never want to be. 

I move fast. Men are too slow, too turgid and too cruel. They are also too boring. 

I am not. 

Keep your own company. It truly is worth it. 

They are not. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Patriarchy and The Female Mother God. Amera Ziganii Rao 

As I continue my research into the histories of the world, both 'orthodox' and 'new age', the continuous exploration, half baked as it is, of the High Priestess and The Sacred Feminine, makes me shake with fury and resentment and also makes me laugh out loud. 

The fact that The Sacred Feminine is being explored at all should be, I suppose, something I could be grateful for. Sure. But alongside that is the wonder and amazement (not), that even new esoterics, even female esoterics, do not have the courage or the vision or the Clair Cognisance more like, to talk about the real truth. 

That The Sacred Feminine is not just about the female priest, the female scholar, the female theologian, the female psycho analyst, the female monarch, the female strategist, the female everything that is so ridiculously absent from anything in the past two thousand years at least, let alone today, it is also about knocking the male god thing on the head once and for all. 

Let me ask you this. Male, as I have now discovered, in judgement or non judgement, it doesn't really matter anymore, in the acceptance part of the grief process of enlightenment, is an impenetrable rock of individual power. Woman is a will to union machine of abundance, sexuality, fecundity, creativity, social graces, bringing people together and pushing for humanity, in herself as well as others, as a way of life, whatever it takes. And I am certainly not just talking about myself. What I aspire to on a daily basis. I am talking about the female energy. The power, the compassion, the sternness, the will to create, the will to push forward, the will to purify emotional energy, the will to heal. Man remains an impenetrable, observational rock. 

Men created capitalism. Put it that way. No woman would have come up with that, even if the new approach is to use capitalism for good. Even if the entrepreneurial spirit is the highest form of creativity, of life, it is still an inherently male, selfish, just be out for yourself and keep 90 percent of the world/group poor at least, so that dominion over others can be seen as winning, rather than blatant exploitation. And so on. These are male values. 

Anyone involved with male does so in a baptism of fire, romantic, family, friendship or workwise. 

Women are kind. 

Women are kind, tough, always pushing for the group and so on. And always defenders of the meek. 

So, you tell me how that translates to a male divinity? It doesn't. Of course any High Priestess, especially Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarchs™ or Real Philosopher and Esoteric Cosmologists are just going to be told that they are now trying to hijack power. Because that is the key word for any male or male god. Power. Power, impenetrable rock like non involvement or power over others as a rite of life. 

Everything is a part of The Great God. The She. But men come far down the pecking order. Oops, did I mention power? Exactly. Men serve a purpose and it is as far removed from the all giver protector and provider as it could be. Men are men. Women are everything else. 

It is in the everything else, which has to be fought for tooth and nail in a battle of battles to rival Tolkein's Lord of The Rings, that She, The Great God Mother in a woman is born. The Great Godhead of Her. 

Lady of The Rings indeed. God is most definitely female. She has nothing to do with the He. The He is a figment of the Roman Empire's imagination. It's called male religion. In a world that would have us believe that men are the great providers and protectors and givers of life. 

Men do give. But give me a break. She and she and she and she and she and she and she GIVE. 

And that is the difference. She is a She. And never a He. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Patriarchy and Final Justice. Amera Ziganii Rao 

In that therefore is final justice. Male vanity, which is as integral as the male appendage, is now understood and even understood to the level of understanding now. Not male selfishness. That does not even begin to explain it. Male vanity. That explains it all, especially in light of the lie of a male divinity to go with male power to go with male hogging of power to go with male abuse of power, to go with the current state of the world as it has been for at least 2000 years. The 2000 years of religion and most of all, Christianity. That bastion of filth of the corrupt soul. A man called Constantine runs every Christian's life. And it is the same for the other two religions too. Religion is for men, by men and of men. Just one man here and there. Hitler did the same. Do not underestimate the propaganda machine of handing over power to anyone who looks like you. That is the basis of male vanity. 

At this point it is as good to remember that the state of ego, First Existence as I call it, is madness. It is a hijacking madness of the soul, which lands at about the age of 7 or 8, and is primarily - other than in the profundities of the fact that we are born soul and have that part of us as the part of us that has to heal or develop or purify in the life we are born into - the programming of the lower mind by influences that have been instilled in us even before we can walk. The lower mind is ego. The higher mind is soul. Soul has to parent ego for ego to be alchemically tamed out of existence and then soul tempers ego as ego continues to develop through a high life. The alchemical taming out of existence has to be will to change + education in how to re-programme + the re-programming education needed to change. The ejection of the mortal husk if you are fortunate. That is the Buddha enlightenment, stage one. Ascension. If we had any real education about how so called spiritual leaders of our past evolved, we would see that they alchemically shifted too. Or not of course, seeing as no woman can ever believe any news about any male prophet or messenger ever, if she is to truly heal her own soul of the ego of the lie of patriarchal reliance or patriarchal love. 

But then of course, no woman doesn't want to be loved and women are desire and love and the will to union - unless they of the particular Lemurian female kind who are the same as the men - and a woman can only be loved by a man if she agrees silently to prop up the patriarchal agenda. Therein to say the least, lies the dilemma. Baptism of Fire is all anyone needs to remember. Earth is the FEMALE heroic journey. From a FEMALE Great God Divinity, The Womb of Creation. The Great Mother GOD. And that is the proof. Men are the cocks along the way. And I say that with reverence. I love both cock in all meanings of the word and I love men. I love the male inside myself and have developed it well and with honour. What I do not like is male vanity. And how could that ever be an overstatement in this world? I am supposed to pray to a male god. And a male man and a male world and a male power structure. 

Fuck that and fuck men. That is what it takes to empower yourself as woman. And you have The Universe behind you to do it. This is the age of all High Female Priesthood. If you choose to take it. And I would not be surprised at all. It is a baptism of fire. And then you fly. 

And going back to justice, as I say, I feel peace for the first time. Of course it is about 'male emasculation'. I'll say. No wonder there is no surrender, no love and no friendship of any kind. 'Borimor' and 'The Steward' in Tolkein's Lord of the Rings. Usurpers. And the only justice in the end to go with the justice is this. It's their problem. Not mine. Not the problem of any woman. She has to go through her own shredding journey of reliance, trust and will to union and a thousand other things, to grow again into her real power. I had to find out what the problem was. Now I have, it's not mine. 

This is the truth of letting go and letting people be. Getting rid of male vanity in a male stranglehold of a world is huge. But fortunately now, not my problem. Will to union in a man has to be proved. And that is a shredding journey, I hope. Of the most painful kind. That is the justice. All Ascension is purification. I did mine. There was a time when I did not offer friendship to a man. Nine years ago that changed. Which means I am alchemically nine years ahead of any man in my destiny. They still offer me no friendship or care or love whatsoever. The slowness has to be accepted. Women are who we say we are. Fast. 

Fast, beautiful and very very clever. That is the Divine key. Love Intelligence. Intelligence. Cosmic Intelligence. And true, whole, morality. We don't do vanity. We are too busy loving. And creating. Out of the womb or in the womb it's the same. Women create. Men sit stodgily in vanity and the addiction to controlling others. It's called slavery. It's called the extreme of conditional love. In other words, no love. No change there. Yet. 

And thank you Lady God, Great Mother Universe, it ain't my problem any more. 

I've got an ancient heritage of abundance and greatness to achieve. That is big enough. I'll let you know when I'm ready for fun again. Fun with no friendship. 

That's where the men come in isn't it. When you don't need them for anything any more. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

What The Da Vinci Code says 

And Does it claim to be more than a novel? 

(So, the only thing I would say to anything to do with The Da Vinci Code or The Sacred Feminine, is the stunning wonder I feel that not one writer or mystic dares to (?) or has the moral intelligence or super intelligence to know that there could be no Divine Male God. They seem to go so far as to say that Magdalene was not a whore, but do they really go further? How do we know it was Jesus's Church to give her in the first place? And oh yes, the fact that she could birth his child was more important than the fact that she is the source to The Source. As are all Female Priesthood High Priestesses. We don't. But this research by noble people does go forward somewhat. Somewhat being the operative word. The Sacred Feminine? The discussion has not even begun. And while it does not begin - obviously that's what I am working on - then women do not know how much of a journey they can make and have to make to return to their greatness. The kind this earth has not seen for two thousand years at least. All things end. This is a male hijacking, coming to an end. The world of religion so far. The world. And NO male 'God'. There is no logical or illogical base to that argument. It is the patriarchal takeover, gone mad. All the way to 'the top'.

And that is the religious or pseudo religious community of the world. What I find even more fascinating and ridiculous is the community of people across the world who claim to not believe in anything at all. Now, the energy of The Universe is just energy. But to assume that despite the quite magnificent drive for individual that those people and men in general do teach the rest of us, it’s gone mad because there is nothing to do go with it and I would of course debate and affirm that this is because of the absence of the morality, imagination, reverence, individuation, non slavery and egalitarianism of the High Priestess culture that was wiped out. Fatalism without direction is as useless as the pomposity of believing you are it and that nothing can touch you, nothing can direct you and nothing has already been chosen by the time you were born. The two extremes of spiritual stupidity and the reason for the whole world gone mad. The world is two things at the moment. Either the belief in a male god, where good deeds only amount to bourgeois conformity and following SOCIETY’S rules, so that the AFTERLIFE becomes more important than this life, at the cost of all love, kindness, sexuality, joy or even the responsibility of pursuing consciousness and developing it at all, or a society of complete non believers in anything other than themselves where might is right and where the strongest win and fuck you if you can’t keep up. There needs to be something more and this is what drove me into my journey and what I am sure drives many people into despair or seeking in themselves. This is the Lost Knowledge. The filling of the gaps, like for instance, why childbirth is a male domain while midwifery used to be the greatest skill on this earth. That says it all. A godless people all following one man in Rome two thousand years ago. And I ain’t talking about Christ. I am talking about a corrupt emperor who every Christian still serves. The two other religions and I would say the whole remit of so called religions across the world are the same. Religion is for men, by men and of men. Nothing to do with The Great God Mother Universe or indeed anyone other than themselves. Cosmologists are women. In that is the glaring proof. Cosmologists are every tribe that has been wiped off this earth. In that is the glaring proof. It’s known. Why else would we be such a threat? ‘Nuff said. The proof speaks for itself. AZR)

“The days of the goddess were over. The pendulum had swung. Mother Earth had become a man’s world.....” The Da Vinci Code (Chapter 28) 

Dan Brown’s The Da Vinci Code combines startling twists of plot with a menacing atmosphere of invisible intrigue, right from its opening scene where, late one night in Paris, Jacques Sauniere, curator at the Louvre, is shot in teh Grand Gallery of the museum by Silas, a crazed albino monk of Opus Dei. In his dying moments Sauniere removes his clothes and arranges his naked body on the parquet floor, his arms and legs akimbo so that he looks like Leonardo da Vinci’s famous drawing of the Vitruvian Man – in effect a five-pointed star, the ancient pentacle representing the sacred feminine. 

This bizarre scene contains the first of numerous coded clues that transform a murder mystery into a quest for a modern-day version of the Holy Grail, a profound but long-suppressed truth that challenges the foundations of Western beliefs and culture. Brown’s argument is that there was once a time when people worshipped Nature’s divine order, which involved a balance between the male and female spiritual principles. This brought about harmony and peace. But the Christian Church, by asserting the male principle and denying the female, has brought us two thousand years of chaos and violence. Furthermore, this was in contradiction of Jesus’s real teachingsand the role of Mary Magdalene in his life, matters that the Church took care to write out of the New Testament and the history books in order to justify its institutional power. 

The Da Vinci Code plot 

According to Dan Brown’s novel, the truth about Jesus and Mary Magdalene was known to the brotherhood of the Priory of Sion, who through their offshoot the Knights Templar had obtained their evidence at the Temple Mount in Jerusalem, following the conquest of the city during the First Crusade (1099). The brotherhood has kept the secret, ready to reveal it at a propitious moment. But a secret figure known as The Teacher, apparently working through the conservative Catholic organisation Opus Dei, whose cult of asceticism and self-mortification represents the worst aspects of Christian imbalance, is determined to seize the evidence and destroy it. 

Four figures in the brotherhood of the Priory of Sion are the sole keepers of the secret, but as the novel opens we learn that they have just been murdered by Silas, a crazed albino numerary of Opus Dei; and the secret, it would seem, has died with them. Except that one of the brotherhood, the Grand Master Jacques Sauniere, who is also curator at the Louvre museum, spent his dying moments leaving clues for his cryptologist granddaughter Sophie Neveu and for Robert Langdon, a Harvard symbologist. 

In what amounts to a thriller on a cosmic scale, it is desperately important that Sophie and Langdon decode the clues (which are largely contained in works by Leonardo da Vinci, himself a supposed past Grand Master of the Priory of Sion) in order to preserve one of the greatest and most important truths in history. But Langdon, who is suspected of Sauniere’s murder, is on the run from the French police, abetted by Sophie, who is convinced of his innocence. The detecting duo seek refuge with Sir Leigh Teabing, an expatriate Englishman who inhabits the grand Chateau Villette, outside Paris, and is a leading expert on the Holy Grail, only to discover that they are also being pursued by Silas – under the control of the Teacher, who seems to possess the uncanny ability to anticipate their moves. 

It is while Langdon and Sophie are at Teabing’s chateau that Dan Brown reveals his controversial big idea. The Holy Grail is not literally the chalice used by Jesus at the Last Supper; rather it is a coded reference for a secret collection of documents which prove that Mary Magdalane was married to Jesus and gave birth to his daughter, called Sarah, whose descendents are alive today. Mary Magdalene, and not Peter, was the rock on whom Jesus had intended to build his Church, its purpose not to promote his own worship, for he made no claim to divinity, but to foster the worship of the sacred feminine. 

The tension of the plot drives the reader forwards through a succession of riddles, codes, anagrams and interlinking associations of all kinds in an effort to decode the clues to the sacred feminine and its suppression by the Church. But this mix of thriller, history and theology understandably leaves many readers wondering where to draw the line between fiction and reality and how far to trust in the truth of Dan Brown’s claims. 

Hidden History Revealed 

It is the winners who write history, says Dan Brown in The Da Vinci Code, and Christian history is no exception. As he tells it, the original story of Jesus – the meaning of his life and teaching – was suppressed and perverted by the Church in collaboration with the Roman emperor Constantine in the fourth century, so that as one of Dan Brown’s characters says, ‘Almost everything our fathers taught us about Christ is FALSE.’ 

The Da Vinci Code, says Dan Brown on his website, is, as well as a novel, a means of airing ideas. “While it is my belief that the theories discussed by these characters have merit, each individual reader must explore these characters’ viewpoints and come to his or her own interpretations. My hope in writing this novel was that the story would serve as a catalyst and a springboard for people to discuss the important topics of faith, religion and history.” 

But in an ABC television interview in New York, Dan Brown went much further. “This is a novel”, the interviewer said, but then he asked: “If you were writing it as a non fiction book, how would it have been different?” To which Dan Brown answered: “I don’t think it would have. I began the research for The Da Vinci Code as a sceptic. I entirely expected as I researched the book to disprove this theory (about Mary Magdalene being the wife of Jesus and the mother of his child). And after numerous trips to Europe and about two years of research I really became a believer. I decided this theory makes more sense to me than what I learnt as a child.” 

In other words, Dan Brown is telling his readers that The Da Vinci Code is more than just a discussion piece and certainly more than an entertainment; he is asserting that the integrity of his research has led him to believe in the historical truth of the events he relates. Referring to actual statements in the novel, the truth of history according to Dan Brown is set out below. 

The Marriage: Jesus and Mary Magdalene

According to The Da Vinci Code, chapter 58, Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married, and both were of royal blood. She was of the tribe of Benjamin, which had given rise to Saul, the first king of Israel. He was descended from King David, who had carved out an empire unmatched in Israel’s history, and from David’s son, Solomon, who built the great Temple in Jerusalem. Together, Jesus and Mary Magdalene made a potent political combination; their marriage fused the bloodlines of two great royal houses and gave Jesus a legitimate claim to the throne of Israel. 

Jesus MUST have been married, says The Da Vinci Code, as according to Jewish custom celibacy was condemned. The silence of the Bible supposedly confirms the point; had Jesus NOT been married, at least one of the gospels would have offered some explanation for his unnatural bachelor state. Mary Magdalene was his wife, but though the Bible is silent on this matter too, there are ‘countless references’ elsewhere to their union, and these have been ‘explored ad nauseum’ by modern historians. In particular there are the Gnostic gospels, long lost but rediscovered in 1945, which along with the Dead Sea scrolls are described in The Da Vinci Code as ‘the earliest Christian records’. 

One of these references is found in the Gnostic Gospel of Philip: ‘The companion of the Saviour is Mary Magdalene. Christ loved her more than all the disciples and used to kiss her often on the mouth. The rest of the disciples were offended by it. They said to him, “Why do you love her more than all of us?” 

Sir Leigh Teabing, who as one of Dan Brown’s characters is an Oxford-educated historian, helpfully explains; “As any Aramaic scholar will tell you, the word COMPANION, in those days, literally meant SPOUSE”. 

Moreover Peter was NOT the rock on whom Jesus intended to build his Church. In another Gnostic text, the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, Peter is angry that Jesus had confided in Mary Magdalene rather than in his male apostles. “Did the Saviour really speak with a woman without our knowledge? Are we to turn about and all listen to her? Did he prefer her to us?” To which Levi (another name for Mathew) anwers: “Peter, you have always been hot-tempered. Now I see you contending against the woman like an adversary. If the Saviour made her worthy, who are you indeed to reject her? Surely the Saviour knows her very well. That is why he loved her more than us.” In other words, according to The Da Vinci Code, “Jesus was the original feminist. He intended for the future of His Church to be in the hands of Mary Magdalene.” 

The story is continued in chapter 60 of The Da Vinci Code. Mary Magdalene was made pregnant by Jesus, and after his crucifixion – which was followed by no resurrection, as he was only mortal – she secretly fled with the help of Joseph of Arimathea to France, where she was given refuge among its Jewish communities and gave birth to her daughter Sarah. Purportedly a genealogy of the early descendants of Jesus has been preserved, along with the Q-document, which may be an account of Jesus’s life and ministry written in his own hand, as well as Mary Magdalene’s own diaries, telling the story of her relationship with Jesus, of his crucifixion and her life in France. 

Among these papers, too, are thought to be the Purist Documents, tens of thousands more pages of information written by the early followers of Jesus. These papers show that until the early fourth century, when the Church entered into its alliance with the Roman emperor Constantine the Great, Jesus was revered as a wholly human figure and prophet, not as God, and that the real object of worship was the sacred feminine. 

Constantine Turns Jesus Into God 

According to The Da Vinci Code, chapter 55, Constantine the Great, who was a pagan and a worshipper of Sol Invictus, the Unconquered Sun, saw an opportunity to unify and strengthen the Roman Empire by co-opting the growing Jesus movement. In this he had the support of the Church hierarchy, which stands accused of stealing Jesus from his original followers, hijacking his human message and turning him into God, all for the purpose of expanding their own power. 

The matter was accomplished in 325 AD, at the Council of Nicea, where many aspects of Christianity were debated and voted upon, including the date of Easter, the administration of the sacraments, the role of bishops, and the divinity of Jesus. Until that moment, the novel contends, Jesus was viewed by his followers as a great and powerful prophet but nevertheless only a mortal man. 

But the churchmen whom Constantine had summoned to the council from all over the Christian world voted to endorse his view that Jesus was the Son of God. ‘Now the followers of Christ were able to redeem themselves ONLY via the established sacred channel – the Roman Catholic Church.’ At a stroke, Constantine had succeeded in turning Jesus into a deity whose power was unchallengeable, which meant that Church and empire were beyond challenge too. 

To ensure the hegemony of his new religion, Constantine ensured that Christianity took on the trappings of its pagan rivals, so that Egyptian sun discs became the halos of Catholic saints, while Isis suckling Horus became an iconic image of Mary and Jesus. Virtually all elements of Catholic ritual, says The Da Vinci Code, were taken from earlier pagan mystery religions. 

Mithras also had been called the Son of God and the Light of the World; he too was buried in a rock tomb and then resurrected in three days; and Mithras was born on 25 December, a birthday he shared with Osiris, Adonis and Dionysus. 

‘Nothing in Christianity is original’, says the novel. 

Christianity Demonises The Sacred Feminine 

In the process, says The Da Vinci Code, chapter 28, Constantine converted the world from matriarchal paganism to patriarchal Christianity, which then began to demonise the sacred feminine. 

The Church – or as Dan Brown more often calls it, the Vatican – launched a crusade against pagan and feminine-worshipping religions. In particular, the pagan ritual of HIEROS GAMOS – in which spiritual wholeness was achieved by sexual union – was forbidden, while sexuality itself became shameful, especially in the case of women, in whom sexual urges were identified with the devil. 

The Catholic Inquisition published the Malleus Maleficarum, that is The Witches’ Hammer, which indoctrinated the laity on the dangers of free-thinking women and instructed the clergy on how to torture and destroy such ‘witches’ – who were deemed to include ALL FEMALE SCHOLARS, ALL PRIESTESSES AND MYSTICS, ALL GYPSIES, ALL NATURE LOVERS, ALL HERB GATHERERS AND ANY WOMAN REGARDED AS SUSPICIOUSLY ATTUNED TO THE NATURAL WORLD. 

MIDWIVES WERE ALSO KILLED FOR THEIR SKILL AND KNOWLEDGE IN EASING THE PAIN OF CHILDBIRTH, a suffering says The Da Vinci Code that the Church claimed was God’s punishment for Eve’s partaking of the Apple of Knowledge, a transgression that gave rise to Original Sin. 

During three hundred years of witch hunts, Dan Brown writes in his novel ‘The Church burnt at the stake an astounding five million women’ (more like 50 million I am sure. AZR). 

Earth became a man’s world, out of balance and at war. 

Editing The Bible and Rewriting History 

Because Constantine raised Jesus to divinity centuries after his crucifixion, says The Da Vinci Code chapter 55, there were already many thousands of documents in circulation chronicling Jesus’s life as a mortal man. The emperor therefore decided on a bold stroke, nothing less than the eradication of the past and rewriting of history. He commissioned and financed a revised version of the Bible for which eighty versions of the gospels were considered for inclusion. Those that dwelt on Jesus’s human traits were omitted, while those which spoke of him as godlike were embellished and included. From now on the banished gospels were deemed heretical: they were gathered up and destroyed. 

Fortunately for historians some early gospels survive, and according to Dan Brown they speak of Jesus’s ministry in very human terms. Among these he counts the Dead Sea Scrolls, which were discovered in Israel in a cave near Qumran in the 1950s, and what he calls the ‘Coptic Scrolls’ – that is the Gnostic gospels, which were found in Egypt at Nag Hammadi in 1945. 

These scrolls clearly confirm that ‘the modern Bible was compiled and edited by men who possessed a political agenda – to promote the divinity of the man Jesus Christ and use His influence to solidify their own power base.’ 

The Secret of The Holy Grail 

Mary Magdalene was chief among the victims of the Church’s assault on the sacred feminine. According to The Da Vinci Code, chapter 58, the Church launched a smear campaign against her, calling her a prostitute, in order to cover up her dangerous secret, that she had been the wife of the mortal Jesus, and that the couple had a produced a child. A child that would undermine the divinity of Jesus and so destroy the Church. 

But the truth about Mary Magdalene was preserved in the ingeniously conceived allegory of the Holy Grail. Some have naively believed that the Holy Grail was the cup from which Jesus drank at the Last Supper. In fact the Holy Grail was a metaphor for Mary Magdalene herself, whose womb was the chalice for Jesus’s child. It was a metaphor as well for the bloodline of Jesus, and for the generations of his descendants, and it also referred to the secret documents that prove the entire story. In French the Holy Grail is known as Sangrael, derived from San Grael, but more anciently the phrase was Sang Real, meaning royal blood. 

The Templars and The Priory of Sion 

The protector of the Holy Grail is the Priory of Sion – a REAL ORGANISATION says Dan Brown on a preliminary page of his novel – which was founded in 1099, the year the First Crusade conquered Jerusalem. In chapter 37 we learn that the leader of the crusade and Priory’s founder was Godefroi de Bouillon, whose family possessed the secret of the bloodline of Jesus, a secret he wanted to corroborate and protect by finding certain documents buried beneath the ruins of the Temple of Solomon in Jerusalem. To pursue this aim, he founded the priory, which in turn created a military arm, the Knights Templar. The Templars eventually found something, something they would not reveal, but soon they achieved great power, wealth and influence. According to the argument in The Da Vinci Code, they were receiving money and privileges from the Vatican in exchange for not revealing the truth about Jesus and Mary Magdalene. 

For two hundred years the Templars flourished as soldiers, church-builders, bankers and financiers in Europe and the Holy Land, until suddenly on Friday October 13 1307, on orders from the Vatican, their leaders were arrested and charged with heresy, sodomy and other crimes, and were burnt at the stake, and their order suppressed. 

Before the blow fell, the Templars passed their secret to the Priory of Sion, which still guards the treasure – presumably documents which form part of that long hidden history known as the Holy Grail. Since then, suggests The Da Vinci Code, the priory lived a shadowy underground existence, safeguarding their secret and protecting the bloodline of Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and offering reverence to the sacred feminine. Its intention is to release its secret to the world at some propitious moment, but meanwhile it is avoiding the attentions of the Vatican, which would like to seize and destroy the Holy Grail, eradicating its evidence forever. 

Leonardo Da Vinci’s Clues 

Also on the preliminary page of his novel, Dan Brown states AS A FACT that parchments known as Les Dossiers Secrets, found in 1975 at the Bibliotheque Nationale in Paris, identify numerous members of the priory, among them Sir Isaac Newton, Victor Hugo, Sandro Botticelli and Leonardo Da Vinci. Indeed, in chapter 48 of The Da Vinci Code, he states that each of these men, as well as the filmmaker, writer and artist Jean Cocteau, have been ‘incontrovertibly confirmed’ as Grand Masters of the priory by historians who have examined Les Dossiers Secrets. 

This is crucial material for the novel. For if the Priory and Les Dossiers Secret are real, then as Grand Master, Leonardo Da Vinci (1452-1519) would have known the whereabouts of the Holy Grail – and throughout the book his paintings, drawings and notebooks are closely examined for clues. Most illuminating, according to The Da Vinci Code, both for appreciating Leonardo’s reverence for the sacred feminine and learning the location of the Holy Grail, are his drawing known as Vitruvian Man (chapter 8) and his paintings the Mona Lisa (chapter 26), the two versions of the Madonna of the Rocks (chapters 30 and 32), and, most especially The Last Supper (chapters 55, 56 and 58), which is reproduced in colour on the outer and inner covers of this book. 

‘Da Vinci sets it all out in the open in The Last Supper’, says one of Dan Brown’s characters. ‘This fresco, in fact, is the entire key to the Holy Grail mystery.’ Jesus sits at the table with his disciples on either side, but though the gospels of Mathew, Mark and Luke all relate that Jesus passed round a cup of wine, saying ‘Drink of my blood’, there is no such cup or chalice in the fresco. But the Holy Grail is there if you know where to look and understand the true meaning of the Grail legend – that really it represents the union between Jesus and Mary Magdalene. And indeed Mary Magdalene is in the fresco, according to Dan Brown’s characters, who see the figure to the left of Jesus not as the disciple John, but instead a woman – her appearance not clearly evident until the once grimy and damaged fresco was cleaned and restored in 1999. 

Moreover, if you follow The Da Vinci Code, Leonardo incorporated a number of clues into the picture which point to a marriage between Mary Magdalene and Jesus. For example, though they lean away from one another, we are told that they appear to be joined at the hip, and the space between them forms a V – the feminine symbol of the sacred which resembles a chalice and suggests fertility and a woman’s womb. The blue and red of their robes and garments mirror one another, and this introduces another way of looking at their two figures – their torsos the uprights on either side of the linking V-space between them, so that altogether they form the letter M, standing for Matrimonio perhaps, or Mary Magdalene. A further clue, according to The Da Vinci Code, is the threatening gesture made by Peter, who thrusts his hand across the throat of Mary Magdalene, recalling his jealous anger described in the long-hidden Gnostic gospel found at Nag Hammadi in 1945, The Gospel of Mary Magdalene. 

The Vatican and Opus Dei

‘Sophie, the historical evidence supporting this is substantial’, says Robert Langdon in chapter 60. This was the secret the Vatican had tried to bury in the fourth century. That’s part of what the Crusades were about. Gathering and destroying information’. 

From first to last in The Da Vinci Code it is the Church, often described as the Roman Catholic Church, or simply as the Vatican, that has distorted and suppressed the truth about the life and teachings of Jesus and his embracing of the sacred feminine. Its brand of Christianity has warped the whole of Western culture and has ensured chaos where there should be harmony, aggression where there should be peace, and guilt where there should be joy. However, a small band of people belonging to the Priory of Sion keep alive the old rituals, including the HIEROS GAMOS, and offer reverence to Mary Magdalene. Until the time is right to reveal the truth of the Holy Grail to the world, they safeguard it against those who would destroy it – which in the pages of The Da Vinci Code is the Vatican and its ultra-conservative ally Opus Dei. 

Silas, the albino monk who murders Jacques Sauniere, Grand Master of the Priory of Sion, and his three senechaux, is described as a numerary (a full time member) of Opus Dei. He is the epitome of the repressive, joyless and self-lacerating aspects of Christianity. For at least two hours every day he wears around his thigh a cilice – a leather strap studded with sharp metal barbs that cut into the flesh as a reminder of Jesus’s sufferings on the cross – and for good measure he whips himself with a knotted rope until the blood runs down his back. ‘Pain is good’, Silas says; he tells it to Sauniere after he shoots him in the stomach and leaves him to die a slow and terrible death, and he tells it to himself. 

‘Pain is good’, we are told in chapter 2 of The Da Vinci Code, is the sacred mantra of Father Josemaria Escriva, who founded Opus Dei – literally ‘God’s work’ – in Spain in 1928. The words are uttered daily round the world by thousands of true followers of Escriva’s book The Way as they kneel on the floor and perform the sacred ritual called corporal mortification. Dan Brown adds as fact on his novel’s preliminary page that Opus Dei, a Vatican prelature, is a deeply devout Catholic sect that has been the subject of recent controversy due to reports of brain-washing, coercion and its ritual of corporal mortification. Opus Dei, he adds, has just built a $47 million National Headquarters at 243 Lexington Avenue in New York City. 

Opus Dei has grown hugely powerful in recent years, we are told in chapter 7 of The Da Vinci Code, after Pope John Paul ll elevated it to a personal prelature of the pope in 1982, officially sanctioning its practices, which are even more severe for women. As it happens, its ascension occurred in the same year that Opus Dei allegedly transferred nearly a billion dollars into the Vatican Bank, saving it from bankruptcy. Nor in some quarters did it come as a great surprise when Father Josemaria Escriva was put on a fast-track to sainthood, so that a process normally taking at least a century was accomplished in twenty years, his canonisation announced by Pope John Paul ll in 2002. 

Just as the Knights Templar and the Priory of Sion are portrayed in The Da Vinci Code as the champions and defenders of the true meaning of the Holy Grail, so Opus Dei is the militant wing of Catholicism, which is determined to suppress and destroy that truth, just as Constantine and the Church attempted to do at Nicaea one thousand and seven hundred years ago. The battled fought then shaped the world we live in now, and the battles still continue. 

This is the message of The Da Vinci Code.....

The Rough Guide to The Da Vinci Code. Michael Haag and Veronica Haag

Matriarchal Paganism. Amera Ziganii Rao  

There seems to be this idea, even amongst the advanced, that Matriarchal Paganism was about men with female icons, instead of men with male icons. And that this was the only difference. This could not be further from the truth. 

Matriarchal Paganism was not 'just' about a Female Divinity and Divine Universe. 

Matriarchal Paganism was about all that The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™ can once again, be. And most certainly was. 

Viscerally or symbolically, the same truth applies. The advancement of the human race that has been blocked for thousands of years. 

What is now called female intuition is the key. 

Consciousness is the leadership of a female society with female leaders, priests, strategists, teachers and warriors and builders. 

The Society Mothers of High Love Intelligence. 

As we are today in our unofficial 'serpent on its belly' status. 

We spoke to Eve. 

We showed Noah his 'nakedness'. 

We led Solomon to the truth. 

We are the truth. 

We will always be the truth. 

We have the intuition. 

A gift that can be skilled beyond your wildest dreams. 

Consciousness + the 'Hieros Gamos' of communing with High Female Serpent Priesthood for the female energy of The Divine Universe. 

True authentic power. 

The same power that meant this planet was once one of peace.

Peace, intelligence, magic and joy.  

That is why real men followed us. 

That is why real men found the truth. 

Matriarchal Paganism is not about men. 

The real ancient world was about women. 

The energies of male and female were equal. 

Led by women. 

Do not ever underestimate the subjectivity of a people, poisoned into vanity over thousands of years.

 Men followed women. 

Men knew the way to the real Universe. 

They knew and honoured the real leaders of the world. 

That was Matriarchal Paganism. 

A world that can return anywhere at anytime. 

There is a particular kind of woman (and indeed man) who is naturally High Serpent Priesthood. Not the entrails viewing kind. The esoteric super minds of this earth. 

We see you. 

We see it all. 

The world most certainly did not always belong to men.

That is a subjective and stupid lie. 

Men brought war and abuse of power.  

Women already took care of everything else. 

That was Matriarchal Paganism. 

It still is, today. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

The Real Egypt. A lot older than 6000 years for a start, and so on. And again, a reminder that Matriarchal Paganism was not just icons for men. Patriarchy is a false world. AZR

Excerpt From ‘New True History of the Pyramid Code by Robert Bauval’ (And The Wisdom Keeper Who Has Lived By The Pyramids, Family After Family)

Has world culture always been male dominated and patriarchal? If not, what would a matriarchal system look like?

Matriarchy is NOT the opposite of patriarchy, with women dominating and controlling men. It is based on balance between the masculine and feminine and harmony with nature.

This was exemplified in ancient Egypt, which was known in the old language, as The Land of Kent.

Hakim Awyan received teachings about the Ka Nishan (?) people in the distant past.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Very ancient life system in Egypt. The tradition being passed down through the mother. The mother is the teacher, not the father like patriarchal system. Matriarch. She is the goddess. She is everything.”

Based on the countless artefacts which show the high status of the feminine, it seems that women had the same status as men. If not a higher status.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“In the museum, you have statues. You notice that the woman put the arm around the man’s shoulders. And that shows, are they equal? NO. Woman was the upper head of the family. When she puts her arm around the man’s shoulders, she is saying ‘this is mine’. You also see that the sculpture in the old days put the feminine wig on a MAN’S head, when he is promoted more to a woman, than a man.”

Men’s wigs were layered in different lengths, like steps. Women’s wigs were parted in the middle, smooth and all one length. When a man wore a woman’s wig, it was an indication that he had high status.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Only men with wisdom wear the women’s wigs. So these are the scribes and the physicians and the rest of them.

John Anthony West. Independent Egyptologist

“What you can do is to go back into the old kingdom and what you will find is obviously, a fair amount of equality. The goddesses are revered as reverently as the gods and there’s even the incidence of ----, the exception in that she is the only deity that has a temple column all to herself. So The Great Mother, The Great Feminine Principle occupies a very important part in the whole Egyptian symbology, all Egyptian doctrine. There’s no, there’s absolutely no doubt about that. Women could own property...rights of the men, they could divorce as easily as the men, of all the sophisticated civilisations that we have access to, probably, women were better off in Egypt than they were anywhere else.”

Perhaps, we are looking at ancient Egypt from a patriarchal viewpoint. We should let the symbolism and the artefacts tell their own stories. The frescoes we see, lining temple walls in Egypt and in stone slabs in museums around the world, each tell their own story. We see the same images repeated again and again in Egyptian art. By learning to decode these symbols, we can look back in time, peeling back the layers of patriarchy that cloud our understanding of ancient history. Then we can begin to decipher the messages that the ancients left us.

Robert Bauval. Author. The Orion Mystery 

“You have to accept that we’re dealing with a period that occurred at least, five thousand years ago, and the little we know about it comes from old texts that were written in a very occult and esoteric (?) manner. They weren’t meant for you and me.”

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“The secrets of the ancient Egyptians were not for the commoners.”

Robert Bauval. Author. The Orion Mystery 

“They were for a very small group of elites who had to be initiated over many many years, to appreciate what this text said.”

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“They were for the high level initiates which were people who were trained. And they would go through different initiations, tests that would help them be wise, that would help them confront their fears, that would balance them. Balance them in the mind, body and emotions.”

Initiates were students who were given rudimentary instruction on the mystery traditions of Mayan and Egyptian Cosmic cycles.

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“As they approached higher levels of consciousness, they came to respect different aspects of themselves, that were represented in the feminine and masculine. But they went further and called it Sacred Feminine and Sacred Masculine. Which meant the purest form which was actually connected to the two hemispheres of the brain.”

Feminine consciousness corresponds to the right hemisphere of the brain and the left side of the body. In contrast, masculine consciousness corresponds to the left side of the brain and to right side of the body. Patriarchal consciousness focuses on history, linear time, dogma, rationality, waking reality and science.

Matriarchal consciousness focuses on eternity, cycles of time, ritual, magic, altered states and art.

If we examine the art, we can see the characters almost always have one foot slightly forward. In some instances, they take a big step forward. In each scene, the goddess has her left foot slightly forward. The Pharaoh however, takes a large step with his right foot. This shows that he is grounded in the masculine. Similarly, we often see images with two left hands. It has been suggested that this is just a – of convention. But we should not impose our ideas on Egyptian art. Left hands suggest giving, while right hands suggest taking.

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“In our culture, we’ve practically erased the feminine in favour of the masculine. Reading, writing and arithmetic. Art, music isn’t as important. And our society is completely imbalanced because of it. The ancients knew that you could not achieve high states of consciousness without those being in balance. And so they revered the pure qualities of either and so when we say the sacred feminine and the sacred masculine, this was the highest form of respect. That the female would have both feminine and masculine balanced within her and the male would have both feminine and masculine balanced within him.”

Balance between the Sacred Feminine and the Sacred Masculine runs deep in Egyptian symbolism. We see gods and goddesses carrying a crook, a flail, and a staff in various combinations. The Crook represents the balance of the emotions, The Flail symbolises the balance of the mind and the staff depicts the balance of the body.

Once balance of the body, mind and the emotions was achieved, consciousness could develop. Notice the staff always has the head of a bird and a forked base. The staff never touches the ground. This indicates that we are spiritual beings having an earth experience. We are incarnated here but our souls can go beyond the earthly plane.

Egyptian temples were places where spiritual work was done. An arch with a winged disc was always found at the entrance to temples. The winged disc depicts a vulture and a snake.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Snake being taken as a symbol of masculine and the vulture is the feminine.”

The feminine and the masculine had to be in balance. The lower self was to surrender to the higher self, in order to enter The Sacred Space. This meant that the ego of the every day world had to step aside, while The Higher Self connected with cosmic energy.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“A vulture can fly. A snake can’t fly. But both have the same glands. The system of life is based on glands.”

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“The glands were the most important features of the human being.”

One of the most misunderstood functions of the human body today is our glandular or endocrine system. Glands secrete hormones that trigger reproduction. Fertility and procreation had high value in Egyptian ideology.

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary

“The ancients were very much in tune with how the energy systems within the body or the Chakras as the East Indians would talk about them, were connected to the glands.”

Ancient teachings speak of seven energy centres in the body, called Chakras. Parallels occur between the concepts of Chakras or energy centres in the body and our glands. It appears they are two ways of describing the same thing. Through spirituality and through science. Ancient Egyptians had a holistic understanding of the significance of the glands and their central role in reproduction and in consciousness. If we can decode the symbols, we see that the sacredness of procreation is readily visible in ancient Egyptian art.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“When you see a boy or a man, you see a kind of a bottle on his head. That is not a bottle or a white crown, symbolising Upper Egypt as my colleagues and scholars say, no. This is a gland in the human body, known as the Phineas, located behind the ---“.

The Phineas (?) is most active when a baby is in utero. It continues to be active until puberty. Then it begins to shrink and is atrophied when we stop being fertile. It was a critical activator of consciousness.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“---- was a critical, the womb, the Phineas and womb are connected for the cycle of life. When you see the double crown, the red crown is the womb and the placenta. The Phineas is the white crown that has its influence on the womb. That’s the symbol of one of the glands.”

In the early 1900s, Alchemist, Schwaller de Lubicz presented a work called ‘The Temple in Man’. It demonstrated that the architects of the Luxor Temple used sacred geometry which reflected the exact proportions of the human body. In all the ancient Egyptian temples, the most sacred space was located at the back of the temple. The holy of holies. Which corresponded to the PINEAL gland.

When activated, the pineal gland is said to stimulate the evolution of higher states of consciousness.

If the temples were metaphors of the human body, the pineal gland corresponded with the holy of holies. At the entrance to the most sacred part of the temple stand tall pillars, representing the masculine and the feminine. Papyrus and the Blue Lotus. The Papyrus and the Lotus represent the balance between the masculine and the feminine principles and they are shown together throughout ancient Egyptian art.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“The Blue Lotus is a symbol of life and this plant, blossom flower, it grows in the water like water lilies. And the ancient Egyptians believe that life starts with water and in that lotus form.”

We have seen that there are always multiple layers of meaning embedded in ancient Egyptian symbols. Is there another reason why the Blue Lotus was so important in Egyptian ceremonies?

In ancient Egyptian art we see countless instances of part animal, part human forms. What were the ancients trying to convey by these curious images?

Graham Hancock. Author. Supernatural

“There’s a technical term for such creatures, that anthropologists use. They call them Therianthropes and that’s from the Greek Therian which means wild beasts and anthropus which means man, which means combination of beast and man....it’s not an accident that all of the gods of Egypt are Therianthropic. They have of course fully human forms but in most cases, they also have forms that are part animal and part human, so you may consider Horus, the head of a hawk and the body of a man. You may consider Sekmet, a lioness with a human body and a lion’s head, or Anubis of course, the guide of souls who is part jackal and part human.”

Egypt isn’t the only place where these half animal, half human images have been found. Half a world away, we find clues to decode these mysterious symbols.

Graham Hancock. Author. Supernatural

“Throughout the Amazon today, Shamans working with the powerful visionary brew, Ayahuasca, the combination of two plants, very frequently, they will, after their visions, when they return to the normal, alert, problem solving state of consciousness, they will actually sit down and, recollecting what they saw in the visionary state, will paint and draw the images that they saw. And the most common motif of these Ayahuasca visions is Therianthrope, creatures that are part animal and part human in form. This specific characteristic of the ancient Egyptian gods is one of the things that tells me that our ancient Egyptian ancestors were using altered states of consciousness to explore the realms of Spirit.”

Again, we have images of Blue Lotuses. Is there another less obvious interpretation of this symbol?

Graham Hancock. Author. Supernatural

“Altering of consciousness has been done by a variety of different methods and techniques. Most commonly in shamanic cultures, still to this day, it’s done by using hallucinogenic plants which as it were, switch the receiver wavelength of the brain and allow us to tune in to other realities. Of course, there are a range of non drug techniques, rhythmic dancing, certain kinds of music, certain kinds of spaces have an effect on human consciousness. But there’s a great deal of evidence that they made us of a potion involving the Blue Lotus, and the Mandrake root and possibly the opium poppy as well, to enter a visionary state. And in that visionary state to explore, navigate and learn about the realm that lies beyond death. And they had very specific and concrete ideas about this which are expressed in the ancient Egyptian books of the dead, going right back to the Pyramid Texts. This was not a work of imagination on the part of the priests. This was a work of documentation, of their outer body exploration, of realms that lie beyond the merely physical.”

Is it possible for us to learn, to access other realms today? Can we expand our capacity to perceive? Do we need new ways to describe these phenomena?

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“If I come to you and say, I saw you in my dream, you’re going to ask me, what did you see? Then I say the dream. Did I saw you? The word see is not there because I did see you in my dream but not with my eyes because I was asleep. So, how did that happen? There must be a sense that put all this vision to me, without my eyes, but still when I speak, limited vocabulary, to say, I saw you in my dream. No, I didn’t see you, but there’s no other way to say it.”

Could the ancients have mastered innate human abilities that we have forgotten?

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“You can’t tell if that bird on the tree is happy or frightened from a cat. You can’t tell that the donkey is annoyed or happy...the vibration of the sound and that’s what we want to notice. It’s the sound. It’s not the words that are being said, it’s HOW they are being said.

You can tell if this vibration is the truth or not the truth. It’s natural. Healthy people, they use all the senses. The full capacity of senses.”

The five senses, as we know them today, were symbolised by the scarab beetle.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“And when you see the scarab, you are looking at a human skull. Three sections. The front head, symbolised by ancient people as seven. Seven openers. (ears, nostrils, eyes and mouth). Seven. These are the receivers. You see with, you hear with, you taste with, you know. With the left side is the conscious side and that is the daily deeds, digested every moment you look at things, but the other side is the subconscious side. You are unable to explain what’s going on.”

It seems clear that the ancients knew about the subconscious mind. They had the power to reach beyond the senses. Something we began to be aware of with the writings of Freud and the advent of psychology in the 1900s.

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Don’t compare people of today like the ancient days. The people of ancient days were HEALTHY. They were able to use their senses. We looking at things as a primitive people. We only have five senses. We’re supposed to have 360 senses. Three hundred and sixty. Only five are recognised.

We got the glands of the senses. But we didn’t use it and any muscles you don’t use, they shrink. Obviously.”

How can we begin to imagine that the ancients had the capacity of three hundred and sixty senses?

Perhaps a metaphor for the full spectrum senses could be a sphere. Is it possible for us to move beyond our five senses today?

End of excerpt.

Excerpt From ‘New True History of the Pyramid Code by Robert Bauval’ (And The Wisdom Keeper Who Has Lived By The Pyramids, Family After Family)

Hierophant Self Discovery: Theft Pt lll. The Lost Knowledge. Only Love is Real. An Excerpt from Dr Brian Weiss 

Only Love is Real. Dr Brian Weiss 

‘For we have come by different ways to this place. I have no feeling that we met before. No déjà vu. I don’t think it was you in lavender by the sea as I rode by in A.D. 1206 or beside me in the border wars. Or there in the Gallatins, a hundred years ago, lying with me in the silver-green grass above some mountain town. I can tell by the natural ease with which you wear fine clothes and the way your mouth moves when you speak to waiters in good restaurants. You have come the way of castles and cathedrals, of elegance and empire.’ Robert James Waller 

Hierophant Self Discovery. Theft Pt lV. Only Love is Real. Dr Brian Weiss. Pt l and ll

Only Love is Real. Dr Brian Weiss 

By the time I had finished counting backward from ten to one, Elizabeth was already in a deep hypnotic trance. Her eyes were fluttering under their lids. Her body was limp, and her breathing had slowed into a very relaxed rhythm. Her mind was not ready for time travel. 

I took her back slowly, this time using a peaceful mountain stream as a gateway to the distant past. She walked across the stream into a beautiful light. Walking through the light, she emerged in another time and another place, in an ancient lifetime. 

“I’m wearing thin sandals”, she observed, after I had instructed her to look at her feet. “There’s a binding just above the ankles. I have a long, white dress of different lengths. Over it is a veil-like covering down to my ankles. The sleeves are very wide and end at my elbows. I’m wearing golden bracelets at three different levels of my arms”. She was observing herself vividly and with great detail.

“My hair is dark brown and long, below my shoulders...My eyes are brown too....My skin is light brown.” 

“You are a girl”, I assumed. 

“Yes”, she patiently answered. 

“About how old are you?”

“About fourteen”. 

“What do you do? Where do you live?” I fired at her, asking two questions before she had a chance to answer. 

“On the temple grounds”, she responded. “I’m training to be a healer and to help the priests”. 

“Do you know the name of this land?” I asked. 

“It is Egypt...a long time ago.” 

“Do you know the year?” 

“No”, she replied, “I don’t see that...but it is very long ago....very old.” 

I returned to her memories and experiences of that ancient time. 

“How did you happen to receive this training, to be a healer and to work with the priests?” 

“I was selected by the priests, just as others were. We are all chosen, according to our talents and abilities....The priests know this from the time we are very young.”

I wanted to know more about this selection process. 

“How do the priests know about your talents? Do they observe you in school or with your parents?” 

“Oh, no” she corrected me. “They know intuitively. They are very wise. They know who has the ability in numbers and should be an engineer or a counter or a treasurer. They know who can write and scribe. They know who has military potential and should be trained to lead armies. They know who will make the best administrators. These will be trained to be governors and officials. They know those who possess healing and intuitive abilities and these are trained to be healers and advisers and even to be priests.” 

“So the priests decide what occupations people train for,” I summarized. 

“Yes,” she concurred. “Talents and potentials are divined by the priests when the child is very young. His training is then set....He has no choice.” 

“Is this training open to everyone?” 

“Oh, no,” she objected. “Only to those of the nobility, to those related to the pharaoh.” 

“You must be related to the pharaoh?” 

“Yes, but his family is very large. Even distant cousins are considered part of the family.” 

“But what of very talented people who are not related?” I asked, my curiosity causing me to linger at this family selection system. 

“They can get some training,” she again patiently explained. “But they can only progress so far...to be assistants to the leaders, who are relatives of the royal family.” 

“Are you a relative of the pharaoh?” I asked. 

“A cousin...not too close”. 

“Close enough,” I uttered. 

“Yes”, she answered. 

I decided to move on, even though I already knew that the patient after Elizabeth had cancelled her appointment that day, so time was not hurrying me along a much as usual. 

“Do you have any family with you?” 

“Yes, my brother. We are very close. He is two years older. He has also been chosen to train as a healer and priest and we are together here. Our parents live some distance away, so it is very good to have my brother with me...I can see him now.” 

I risked another distraction, looking for clues to understanding Elizabeth’s relationships. “Look closely at his face. Look into his eyes. Do you recognise him as anybody in your current life?” 

She seemed to be peering into his face. “No”, she said sadly, “I don’t recognise him”. 

I had somewhat expected her to recognise her beloved mother, or perhaps her brother or father. But there was no identification. 

“Go ahead in time now to the next important event in that Egyptian girl’s life. You can remember everything.” She went forward in time. 

“I am eighteen now. My brother and I are much more advanced now. He is wearing a white and gold skirt that is short. It ends just above his knees....He is very handsome”, she noted.

“How are you more advanced?” I inquired, bringing her focus back to the training. 

“We have many more skills. We are working with special healing rods that, when mastered, greatly speed up the regeneration of tissues and limbs,” she paused for a few moments, studying these rods.

“They contain a liquid energy that flows through the rods....The energy is concentrated at the point of regeneration....You can use this to grow limbs and heal tissue, even dying or dead tissue.” 

I was surprised. Even modern medicine cannot accomplish these feats, although nature can, as with salamanders and other lizards, which can regrow detached limbs or tails. The latest research in traumatic spinal cord injuries is just now leading to the beginning of controlled nerve regeneration, about four to five thousand years after Elizabeth’s work with healing rods that could induce limb and tissue regeneration. 

She could not articulate how the rods worked, other than with energy. Elizabeth did not have the vocabulary or mental concepts to understand and explain. 

She began to speak again, and the reasons for her lack of understanding became clear. 

“At least that’s what they tell me. I am young and a girl. I have held the rods, but I have never seen them work. I have not yet seen the regeneration....My brother has seen this. He is allowed, and when he is older he will be allowed this knowledge of regeneration. My training will be ended before that level. I cannot progress to that level, for I am a female”, she explained.

“He will be allowed the knowledge of regeneration, and you will not?” I questioned. 

“That is true”, she commented. “He will be allowed to know higher secrets, but I will not”. 

She paused, then added, “I am not jealous of him. It is the custom....a foolish custom, because I have more ability to heal than many men.” 

Her voice dropped to a whisper. 

“He will tell me the secrets anyway....He has promised me. He will teach me how the rods work too. He has already explained many things to me...He has told me they are trying to revive people who have recently died!” 

“Who have died?” I echoed. 

“Yes, but this must be done very quickly,” she added. 

“How do they do this?” 

“ I don’t know...They use several of the rods. There are special chants. The body must be positioned in a certain way. There is more, but I do not know....When my brother learns, he will tell me.” She ended her explanation. 

My logical mind arrived at the assumption that the people allegedly being revived were not really dead yet but probably NEAR death, like patients recovering from near-death experiences. After all, they did not have equipment to monitor brainwave function in those days. They could not pinpoint the absence of brain activity, which is our modern definition of death. 

My intuitive sense told me to keep an open mind. Other explanations could exist, explanations beyond my current comprehension. 

Elizabeth was still silent, so I resumed the questioning. 

“Are there other forms of healing that you do?” I asked her. 

“There are many,” she responded. “One is with our hands. We touch the area of the body that needs the healing and send energy directly there....through our hands. Some don’t even need to touch the body.

We feel above the person’s body for areas of heat. We disperse the heat and smooth the energy. The heat must be dispersed at several levels above the body, not just the closest,” she explained. She was speaking rapidly now, describing ancient variations of healing techniques.

“Others can heal mentally. They can see the problem areas in their minds, and they mentally send energy to those spots. I can’t do this yet,” she added, “but I will learn eventually.” 

“Some touch the person’s pulse with their second and third fingers held together and send energy directly into the flow of blood. You can reach the internal organs this way, and you can see the cleansing energy leaving through the person’s toes.” Elizabeth continued her rapid and increasingly technical explanation. 

“I am working now with putting people into very deep levels of trance and having them also see the healing as it occurs, so that they complete the healing transformation on the mental level. We give them potions to help them go very deep.” She paused for a moment. 

Except for the potions, this last technique very much resembles the hypnotic visualizations that I and others are using in the late twentieth century to stimulate the healing process. 

“Are there other methods?” I inquired. 

“The ones that evoke the gods are reserved for the priests,” she answered. “These are forbidden to me.”

“Forbidden?” 

“Yes, because women cannot become priests. We can become healers, and we assist the priests, but we cannot do their functions...Oh, some women call themselves priestesses and play musical instruments in the ceremonies, but they have no power.” With some sarcasm in her voice, she added, “They are musicians like I am a healer; they are hardly priests. Even Hathor mocks them.” 

Hathor was the Egyptian goddess of love, mirth and joy. She was also the goddess of festivity and dance. Elizabeth was probably remembering one of Hathor’s more esoteric functions, that of defender and protectress of women. Hathor’s mockery of these priestesses underlined the empty grandiosity of their titles. 

Elizabeth grew silent again, and as she did, my mind drew parallels to the current time. Glass ceilings seem to as old as time itself. 

The road to advancement in this period of primitive Egypt seemed to be restricted to only a few. 

Relatives of the pharaoh, who himself was considered half divine, could advance, but female relatives would soon bump into the gender barrier. Male relatives of the pharaoh were the privileged few.

Elizabeth was still silent, and I urged her forward. “Go ahead in time to the next important event in that life. What do you see?” 

“My brother and I are advisers now,” she commented, after progressing a few more years into the future. “We stand behind the governor of this area and we advise him. He is a great administrator and a good military leader, too. But he is impulsive and needs our intuition and inner guidance....We help to balance him.” 

“Are you happy doing this?” 

“Yes, it is good to be with my brother....And the governor is usually kind. He often listens to our advice....We do our healing work also.” She seemed contented, if not ecstatic. She has not married, so her brother was her family. I moved her ahead in time. 

She was visibly upset now. She began to cry, then stopped. “I know too much for this. I must be strong. It is not that I fear exile or death. Not at all. But to leave my brother....that is hard!” Another tear fell. 

“What happened?” I asked, somewhat startled at the sudden declines in her fortunes. 

“The governor’s son became severely ill. He died before anything could be done. He knows about our work with regeneration and our attempts to bring the recently dead back to life. So he DEMANDED that I bring his son back from the dead. If I did not, I would be sent to permanent exile. I know that place. Nobody returns.” 

“And the son?” I asked hesitantly. 

“He could not be returned. It was not allowed. So I had to be punished.” She was again sad and the tears welled up once more in her eyes. 

“It makes no sense,” she said slowly. “ I was never allowed to learn about the rods....I was never allowed to acquire the knowledge of regeneration and revival. My brother taught me a little, but not enough....They didn’t know he told me anything.” 

“What happened to your brother?” 

“He was away, so he was spared. All the priests were away. Only I was around....He returned in time to see before the exile began. I don’t fear exile or death, only leaving him....There is no choice.” 

“How long are you in exile?” I asked. 

“Not very long,” she answered. “I know how to leave my body. One day I left my body and did not return. That was my death, for without the soul, the body dies.” She has jumped to that point and was speaking from a higher perspective. 

“As simple as that?” 

“There is no pain, no interruption in awareness when such a death is chosen. That is why I did not fear death. I knew I could never see my brother again. I could not do my work on that barren island. There was no reason to stay in physical form. The gods understand.” 

She was silent, resting. I knew that her love for her brother would survive physical death, as would her brother’s love for her. Love is eternal. Had they met again over the intervening centuries? Would they meet again in the future? 

I also knew that this memory would help ease her grief. Once more she had found herself in the distant past. Her consciousness, her soul, had survived physical death and centuries of time to emerge once again, this time as Elizabeth. If she could survive through time, so could her mother. So could all of us.

She had not found her mother in ancient Egypt, but she had found a beloved brother, a companion soul whom she could not recognise in her current life. At least not yet.

DR BRIAN WEISS . ONLY LOVE IS REAL

Goddess Material (Artwork) 

Soul's Dream is a Lie. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love is therefore a soul's dream as a lie. The Wolf will never lie down with The Lamb on earth. True love does not and cannot ever exist. To think that a unity being can merge with a DISUNITY being of hate, weakness and emptiness, is frankly, ridiculous. Love is therefore a dream that The UNIVERSE got wrong. Earth is too far gone and will never heal. How could it. It is made of men. Men are disunity beings who are incapable of real love. It begin as a study of dependency, it continues as a healing of 'idealism'. It ends as a profound shock that it was a SOUL dream and not one you even generated yourself. Free will is to say no. No to the pain and no to being a pawn. The Universe got it wrong. Men will never love. Women can only save themselves. And say no, no, no, no and no. The Universe got it wrong. We can love. And no one else. There can be no unity on earth. True love is a one person affair. Women.  

Earth is a land of 'Jerry Maguires'. Who never heal. Who never heal, touch or speak. And who try to destroy you through their cold and insanely cruel coercion of isolation, ostracisation and murder. 

Men are human degenerates. And we loved them. They just never loved back. 

Freedom therefore is to finally accept that. And to reject forever, the dream of soul. 

The Universe got it wrong. Men will never love. 

My business is love consciousness. I had to find out the truth. Men will never love. True love is therefore a barren Holy Grail. Men will never love.

And women are cursed to make the journey to find that out. Again and again and again and again. And then again, until she finally say no, whatever the consequences, in heaven and on earth.

Divinity Holocaust indeed. 

The Great Mother Universe guides us. 

Soul's dream is a lie. 

There can be no pacts between goddesses and men. Because men will not love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

The Curse of this Earth. Men. Until We Leave Them. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I will never promote convergence between women and men again. As is said, if you are not there during the tough times, you have no right to be around during the good times. Men are vicious patriarchal fascists. Men are simply evil. Men are emotional degenerates. Women either die or survive. But never promote convergence again. Too much trauma, too much shock and too much pain. Men must die. There can be no real convergence on earth. This feminist is done. I have left the world of men. I will not be returning again. Not in this life. Not ever. Men are the evil of this earth. We choose whether to even try and converge or not. And then, we are done. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

I am no longer a woman. I am a feminist and very proud of it. Men made me that way. Men are the irrevocable evil of this world. Vicious Patriarchal Fascists. The real cunts of this world. They must not be loved anymore. Women can only be slaves or feminists. There is nothing in between. Earth is evil. We are not. Either we collude with that evil or die, trying to do so while remaining true to ourselves. Or we see the truth. And that's that. The world of women is true. The world of men is nothing. And that is that. The 'veil of illusion' indeed. Men are evil. And this planet does all it can to promote it. Find your worth. Leave men. And become the greatness you were born to be. Never love men again. They do not deserve our energy. Our energy is of The Divine. Men (other than the tiniest percentage of men who are like us) are at the bottom of evolution. Evil. Don't let them 'evil' you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

True love or love of any kind between men and women is a visionary miracle that will never happen. Good and evil will never merge. Earth is a barren planet of pain. And one that we have to all work very hard to evolve from. So the men can be left behind on their own. They like staying evil. They can have it. We deserve so much more and for that we all have to ascend and ascend, so that we can finally truly leave. 

Earth is for the evil. Let's make sure they are the only ones left on it. 

But before that, make sure you thrive. Face the agony and shock and leave men. Live a life and earn money. You deserve it. The myth of love remains just that. An illusion to keep us poor. There will never be love. Only poverty, hardship and pain. Men are pain. The last, unspoken evil on this planet. And the first. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Women earn ten percent of the entire world's income. I can show you why. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Feminism is a non belief in female slavery. Ergo, all women are feminists. Whatever level we live it on, we are all the same. We don't believe in female slavery. Men do. That is the truth of feminism. And it has not even begun. Men believe more in female slavery today, than they ever did. It's called the backlash. To them, a feminist is a manhater. Man is therefore, in their words, synonymous with slaver. Women hate men who want women to be slaves. Ergo, women have to hate men. Because all men are unconscious slavers. An unconscious anything is the most dangerous kind of being on this planet. Men are unconscious slavers. Woman or feminist, they will still hate us. Men hate women. They just don't know that they do. We, however, finally, do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

And the last one? I asked nothing of him, other than himself. Nothing. And he still could only give less. 

But I am still alive. 

And I will live a good life, without him. 

I asked nothing of him. And he still gave less. 

Men are the filth of this earth. 

The dark destroyers of life. 

Evil. 

And they will remain the same until the end of the world. 

They choose not to change. 

They deserve everything they get. 

Which is everything, other than me. 

Three of them in eight years. And no one did anything different. 

Let alone the years before. The years of barren courtship. What is normally called 'unrequited love'. 

Men are barren. Cruel, turgid and barren. 

Vicious Patriarchal Fascist Bastards from hell. 

And that's the good looking ones through to the trolls that roam this earth. 

All an alchemical reflection of each other. 

Women have to be warned about the vampirical poison of men. 

Their mission is to destroy us. 

Fuck them up and leave them. 

And then make sure that you tell everyone else. 

Women have to know. 

We have to learn how to save ourselves. 

Evil is everywhere on earth. 

The ones we loved as men. 

Before we knew what they are. 

Trolls in sheep's clothing. 

The stench of hell on earth. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Ascension and Power for Beings of Light. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Self love and self therapy and self purification. These are the elements of the first journey. 

The second is what you do about everyone else. It IS as bad as first thought. 

I can show you how. 

I can show you how to win. You deserve it. 

By the time you have purified into the first harvest, you most certainly bloody well do deserve it. 

It's everyone else that has to be dealt with then. 

And for that we need to know why. And how. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Truth of Sex. The Truth of 'Love'. Amera Ziganii Rao 

What they have done is to cut of OUR prophet and high priestess relationship with OUR God. 

They seduced us with sexuality and love, THEIR way and cut us from the only thing we need to be happy. Spirit. 

When you find out the visceral truth, that GOD is your MOTHER GOD, the whole world changes in you. 

This goes way beyond self love and this is the WHY of why they burnt us. 

And why the men just watched and did nothing. And why they still do nothing today. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

No Mr Darcy Redemption For Men. Love Is A Vision For A Different World. The Beast Cannot Be Kissed Into Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The most devastating and disappointing and generic thing about men is this; men cannot fetishise the dynamic of love and hate. They only think they can. And in the end, past dependencies, past needs, past everything, that was all that was left. But that is the central key to life artistry. And they can't do it. Despite the herald of the 'Fifty Shades' new consciousness of love and sex and all that it brings into our cultural world on a new level, this is only a visionary version of what the truth can be and what the only truth  can be between good and evil. 

Evil has to reform and evil has to master itself into the art of existence. Evil cannot do any of those things. Because evil is nothing to do with soul. The proof is in the result. Men cannot fetishise anything. 

Men are therefore only one thing for women. The obstacle of heroism to clear to live. Male stories are about the state, about other men, about fascism in many forms. For women there is only one story even though it paradoxically includes every form of heroism there is, in one. There is only one story and that is THE story. Clearing men. They are the obstacle. They are the force of death in a female life. 

And until that obstacle is completely and utterly cleared, there can be no peace. The dark destroyers of life. Men. What makes it easy is the truth. They can't fetishise anything. They are literal lumps of clay. They can't do jack shit. Other than be evil. Cruel, unreachable and stone. As now, as before. I have never seen a male artist therefore. They do not exist. Not yet. Not in these lifetimes. 

This is a vision for the future. Any love from them, at all. True love cannot even be talked about. Love is not even on the table or anywhere near. Men can only be an obstacle to clear. They can give nothing. Other than the turgidity of cruelty. And women see enough of that in the world. The world is of men. The whole thing has to be cleared. 

The independent life. A life without men. A life of art. A life of soul, in a material world. 

Living outside the Matrix. And saving all those who are still in it. 

Other than men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

“Patriarchy Is Neither Universal Nor Inevitable”: Gloria Steinem on Paula Gunn Allen’s ‘The Sacred Hoop’

By Gloria Steinem

Feminist writer and activist Gloria Steinem has launched a book review series: “Reading Our Way to the Revolution: Each Month, a Timeless and Timely Book.” This month, Flavorwire is pleased to host Steinem’s review of The Sacred Hoop: Recovering the Feminine in American Indian Traditions by Paula Gunn Allen.

Perhaps the most powerful adversary of human possibilities is the belief that they don’t exist, can’t exist, and will never exist because they are contrary to human nature.

It is this we are supposed to believe when we are told that hierarchy has always been the way humans organized themselves, with men fighting for the top and women competing for their protection. Or that men have always owned women in order to own children, thus a patriarchy that is universal. Or that land has always has been a private possession and the cause of wars. Or that monotheism is an advance over pagan beliefs in the godliness of all living things.

This is exactly why reading The Sacred Hoop: Recovering the Feminine in American Indian Traditions by Paula Gunn Allen, Native American poet, novelist, mythologist, and activist, may make you more hopeful and more realistic about our possibilities. By teaching us lessons from the hundreds of advanced cultures that prospered on this North American continent — until Europeans brought disease, wars of conquest, and the biggest genocide in world history — Allen helps us to see that patriarchy is neither universal nor inevitable, but the first step in normalizing hierarchy. We also see that land has often been communally possessed and used, and that there are and always have been ways of solving conflict without war.

As she writes, “Feminists too often believe that no one has ever experienced the kind of society that empowered women and made that empowerment the basis of rules and civilization. The price the feminist community must pay because it is not aware… is necessary confusion, division, and much lost time.”sacred hoopShe explains: “Traditional tribal lifestyles are more often gynocratic than not, and they are never patriarchal.” Another term for what she describes is matrilineal, with tribal or clan identity flowing through the woman, husbands joining their wives’ households, and an absence of gender roles that divide human qualities and rob men and women of their full humanity. For instance, Cherokee and many other original languages don’t even have gendered pronouns of “he” and “she,” nor do they have a word for “nature,” since it includes all of us. And the primal symbol of society is not the pyramid of hierarchy, but the circle, the Sacred Hoop, in which all living things have value.

However, balance and equality doesn’t mean sameness in these cultures. Women were usually the growers of food and men the hunters, yet each was equally necessary and respected. A gynocratic or matrilineal society was not a matriarchy in which women dominated men. That perception may be a failure of the imagination, as if someone has to dominate. Instead, balanced societies were rooted in women’s control of their own bodies and birth-giving, through their knowledge of herbs, abortifacients, and timing. The Sacred Hoop is a reminder of why reproductive freedom has to be fought for over and over again, and why the adversaries of non-reproductive sex are the same, whether they are against birth control and abortion, or against sexual expression between women or between men.

The Sacred Hoop helps us to see why the withdrawal of God from women and from nature was a political process over millennia, and that it justified the conquering of women and nature. As Egyptologist James Henry Breasted wrote, “Monotheism is but imperialism in religion.”

Everything described in The Sacred Hoop existed as little as 500 years ago — a mere flicker in the 100,000 or so years that humans have been around. We can’t return even to this recent past, but we can know it as it once was and could be again. We might even insist on learning human history when humans began, instead of when patriarchy, monotheism, and nationalism did.

We honor Indian Country and ourselves by learning what once was and what could be.

As Paula Gunn Allen warned in her wise and mind-blowing way, “the root of oppression is the loss of memory.”

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The Two Tribes. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Sacred sexuality and true love defined. There are but two tribes in the world. Those who live by the heart and through the sex of the soul and those who live by the absence of the heart and with no respect for either sex or the soul. The true tribe and the false tribe. To be liberated from falseness, you have to acknowledge the full horror of non existence that living by the absence of the heart creates and you have to feel your passport to the true tribe. And once feeling it you have to value it. Otherwise you stay plugged in forever. 

My passport to truth was that i just didn't fit in - literally and figuratively. And that trying to fit in almost killed me. And so I left polite society. With its thirst for power, contempt for humanity, its bigotry, its eurocentric shallowness of bodyfacism and its material greed. And, oh yes, its hatred for woman. The body of a woman. The sex of the soul and the humanity of the heart. 

The sex of the soul and the humanity of the heart and above all, one other thing. The soul of a hunter and the mind of a genius. Polite society says that women and people of love shouldn’t have this. Polite society know that women and people of love, the tribe of soul, has this more than anyone else on earth. Thirst for power means that they try and make sure we never do. Thirst for power, contempt for humanity, bigotry, misogyny, misogyny, misogyny and misogyny + Eurocentric shallowness of bodyfascism and anything to do with anything, actually and of course, rampant, selfish, material greed. 

And the one thing that is constant about the other tribe is this. Those who have power through corrupt means, ie, through the lack of soul, just want more and more and more and more. They must be stopped. Through rampant self success. The tribe of soul. 

There are but two tribes in the world. Those who live by the heart and through the sex of the soul and those who live by the absence of the heart and with no respect for either sex or the soul. The true tribe and the false tribe.

Know which one you are and then do something about it. You are allowed. You are indeed, duty bound. To The Universe. To Yourself. We have to represent. We are the love of this earth and this heaven on earth. They are the other tribe. The Profane. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

The Two Tribes, Part ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Earth is a planet of pure existentialism (self responsibility to Divine levels) that is run by a central SOUL of Draconian evil. What is known now (incorrectly) as The Illuminati. The Illuminati mean enlightened ones and is a group that was infiltrated like every other. The Draconian soul is the truth and the vampirical evil of other dimensions. The soul that runs the leaders of this profane world. 

The soul that runs the PSYCHOPATHS of this world. The soul that the psychopaths of this world, feed happily every day. Overseers for the Draconian hell. People without empathy. People of the lie. Wifebeaters. Men who purport to love women. Men who love nothing. And who never will. The undiagnosed psychopath vastness of earth. 

My purpose has been to find out how deep the concept of psychopath goes. 

The people of no empathy. The vast majority of men. And the women who either clone them or serve them out of their own fears or hopelessness or indeed lack of existential will. Women who have no courage. Just beefy skinny bodies instead, to emulate their masters. Women who hate female flesh. Women who hate female. 

We all love power and all want to be near it. Abundance is a spiritual truth of will. The spectrum of the pursuit of power is vast. Nazi Germany and all its collaborators. The story is well known. The question is morality. Who can live with false power, under false gains and who is prepared to build authentic material ethical, humane power. Alone. That is a question for each of us. I never had that problem. I know many do and that is their understandable burden. And all it does is fuck up this already fucked up world even more. It is however, easier to non judge. 

My business was the actual 'Nazis' themselves. Men. The anti source. The real 'Satan' energy on earth. And unfortunately I found out the whole truth. Evil cannot redeem. Evil has no wish to redeem. Evil will never redeem. MEN ARE THE ANTI SOURCE. THE 'ANTI CHRIST'. THE ANTI DIVINE. As a people. 

The two tribes indeed. Evil, all those who collude with it, how one colludes with it and why and all those who will never collude with it and how we need to create the anti evil energy of love and love power and power on this planet. For ourselves, by ourselves and with ourselves. Together. 

Like Nazis, racists and any group of evil, there are those who have the greatness to find their own shadow and redeem. Very very few and far between. 

I found out the percentage in my life. Zero so far but I've seen that they exist. 

That is not however the point. Our business, however utterly traumatic, is to know the inside and out of evil. So it can never touch us again. And then the resurrection. 

In the pure light. To help grow the light on this existential hell of a planet. To represent Divinity on earth. To GROW the power of Divine energy. Us. Real warrior material power of The Source. 

And to use every piece of vengeance for righteousness there is. To kill evil dead by ignoring it, fighting it and never needing or wanting it near us ever again. 

That or suicide in all its tragic manifestations on earth. Letting them win, even though that can never be judged. The warrior nation is the anti psychopath nation across the world. 

The obstacle is evil. Evil is men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Modern Witchburning. The 'Love' of Men. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, as I now commit to my purpose to tell the truth about the world of men and all that is the unspoken evil of this world, I see the metaphorical truth of life. 

Modern Witchburning is this; coercion of abuse by neglect, lack of emotional support and indeed any other, lack of promotion, lack of funding, lack of recognition, lack of acknowledgement, ridicule for anything that is not mediocre lower thought and relegated to the world of occult or feeling and therefore regarded as under intelligent and so on. 

Anything that does not serve the patriarchal agenda is not supported and anyone who goes up against it, personally or professionally suffers the same thing and anyone who does not agree to the slavery of any peoples that are not the so called alpha male (filth) heirarchy of white, under intelligent, inhumane, greedy males, is coercively sabotaged, ignored or under valued. 

That is modern day witchburning. Poverty, exclusion from power, exclusion from society, exclusion from relationship and the like. These things are meant to kill us and they do. It's called apathy and giving up. 

It is not enough to not give into the temptation of slavery and 'love' under the guise of fascism because we love the people involved, the men involved and the women like them. Apathy is the fallout and the result of fascism as much as the forced slavery that most women live in. 

I was trained well. The first man in my life told me regularly, 'if you do what you want and go your own way, you are on your own'. Those were the kinds of words I was brought up with. And there is no man in my past who has ever done anything different. 

As a recognised talent wherever I worked, wherever I went, long before I developed myself, it was the same treatment. Because I did not follow 'the party line', ie the shallow mediocre nothing of the patriarchal spiritless inhumane world, I was ignored, unpromoted, disliked, shut out and isolated and always pushed out of the jobs I was in. 

No man has ever had a relationship with me and every man, too many to mention, have tried to enslave me through their feelings and attention, promising the world and never delivering anything because of the great unspoken. Fascism. 

Men are Vicious Patriarchal Fascists and modern witchburning, which they are TOTALLY responsible for, is a very subtle affair. Psychological warfare of the worst kind. Hypocrisy, lies and self delusion. And never a care in the world for the woman they are truly persecuting. 

Men are the evil of this world and it is now my job to prove it and to share that with all the vulnerables on this earth. Whether indeed anyone is ready for this news or not. 

The good news is this, for any vulnerable who is listening. We have come a long way. Now we CAN leave them. Now we CAN stand on our own two feet. Now we CAN do it alone. The world is set up just for us. 

The modern entrepreneurial world suits our gifts much more than theirs. We have to get over the emotional agony for sure. And that can never be underestimated. We have to understand that for currently unknown reasons, The Great Mother God Universe cannot prevent evil from being in power on this disgusting planet of men. We have to struggle immensely with things they do not even have the capacity to think about or feel or anything. But we get to win. Every day we do what we want, every day we deny them love, every day we go it alone, every day we expose their cruelty of Vicious Patriarchal Fascism is a day of winning. 

We must not let them win. We must not let them burn witches anymore. We must take back this world and that means being who you are and going it alone and finally getting a good life without them and with self love, abundance and greatness that makes theirs look like the size of Tom Thumb. And that's even before we have achieved anything material. Just not to be burnt as a witch every day is winning. 

They will never win. And remember this. For a fascist, to not be able to control someone or beat someone up psychologically, sexually or physically is the worst pain they can have. They are human vampires who have to be beating someone up to feel good. Deny them and you win. Deny them and you are true to yourself. Deny them and you serve good. We always serve good. Make sure that your life reflects that. Have the courage to do what I have finally done. Face the truth of evil. 

Evil is men. Fascism and modern witch burning will no longer be tolerated. 

There can be no redemption or tolerance for evil. 

Evil is men. And their whole fucking ugly world. 

Create a new one. That is the whole sorry point of earth. Love has to conquer evil. 

We must no longer be burnt. 

We must win. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Crisis on campus: the rise of the ‘uni lad’

Ben Machall. The Times

Female students are at greater risk of sexual violence than ever before. So what exactly is going wrong at Britain’s universities? Ben Machell talks to the young women who are harassed on campus – and young men who don’t understand the meaning of no. 

".......But today’s generation of male students is facing a very different landscape. “Women are increasingly equal,” says Kimmel. “They’re in the surgical theatre. They’re on the rowing teams. They’re as smart and ambitious as men, and this puts men on edge.”

One result of this, Kimmel believes, is that young males desperately look for something that clearly differentiates them from their female peers. And ultimately, they fall back on simple biology. They seek to emphasise that they are men and that women are women.

A case in point, he says, is porn. The urge to sexualise female students is perhaps best embodied in the “college girl” pornographic trope. “The college girl is your equal,” says Kimmel. “She’s in your university. She got in the same way you did. She has the same grades. And so, as a result, the image of ‘college girls’ as wanton and sexual promotes the idea that, underneath all of that ambition and intelligence, they’re still just babes. Every year, the biggest-selling issue of Playboy magazine is the ‘back to school’ issue. ‘Women of the Ivy League!’ Yes, she may go to Yale. But underneath, she’s still willing to take off her clothes for you.”.......

It’s a freezing cold Sunday night and I’m in Leeds, surrounded by students, queuing up to get into a nightclub. We’re on a big bar crawl that’s been winding slowly through the city centre; everyone is drunk and everyone is happy. The crawl – organised by the popular Carnage UK brand of student nights – has a Baywatch theme, so there are dozens of boys and girls in endearingly crap fancy dress. Many of them have squeezed into tight orange swimming trunks. One guy wears a Pamela Anderson wig and has a jumper stuffed down his top. Everywhere you look, the Carnage T-shirts that we are all required to wear have been torn and modified to allow for the flaunting of abs, cleavage and torsos.

It’s almost 9.30pm when the bouncers eventually nod us in, by which point people are just about ready to risk dancing. Groups of baby-faced lads jig in loose circles, grinning at each other excitedly. One of them attempts to limbo under a laser beam and promptly hits the deck. Girls take to the floor in twos and threes and begin to dance, holding hands and pulling each other close. The boys look over and grin even more. The DJ plays an up-tempo dance track with a wistful, looped refrain: “I wish that you were mine, I wish that you were mine, I wish that you were mine.” The disparate groups begin to converge and, behind a pillar, a boy in Ray-Bans snogs a girl who is wearing a pair of water wings, an act that draws cheers from his friends. Beside me, another girl fishes a hip flask from her bra. I get the feeling it’s going to be a long night.

I shouldn’t be here. I’m too old. It’s more than a decade since I was at university. The only reason I’ve even been able to attend a Carnage student night is that three teenage undergraduates – Jessica, Joanna and Lauren – have agreed to let me tag along with them. I’m not here because I want to relive my student days. I’m here because there is something going badly wrong at the heart of British university life. And there’s no gentle way of couching it. Male students are assaulting, harassing and demeaning their female counterparts every single day on every single campus up and down the country. Not all male students, of course, but a significant number. Enough so that a particular strain of sexually aggressive masculinity is now an unavoidable feature of university life.

To some critics, the problem is “lad culture”. The National Union of Students (NUS) is setting up a national strategy team to tackle the issue. For others, though, the terminology required is more brutal: given that one in seven women at university, according to a 2010 NUS survey, has suffered serious physical or sexual violence, in the eyes of many, British universities have a problem with “rape culture”.

“When you hear the rape statistics, they’re shocking,” says Matt, 20, a student at Leeds. “You think, ‘That would never be me.’ But everyone gets so battered, they don’t know what they’re doing. Sometimes you wake up with a load of texts saying, ‘You were f***ing banter last night,’ because you were really rude to some girl when she rejected you, or you put your hand down a girl’s top or tried to drag a woman into a taxi home with you,” he says. “But you laugh it off. It’s seen as funny. Sometimes you wake up with a girl in your bed and you don’t know how she got there.”

Mike, 20, is at another Russell Group university. He describes a night when he was out with the university rowing club and one of them “got into an argument and hit a girl”. He adds, “The club let it go pretty quickly, because he was a good rower.” For a while, the rowers had a tradition of sharing “the weirdest porn we could find”, as well as publicly rating the attractiveness of someone’s sister on Facebook. “All of us found it funny,” he says. “It was harmless.”

Sports teams are a hotbed of such behaviour. George, 19, attends Cardiff University. “Last year, the football lads had a social and someone got up and did a presentation on how to pull girls. His advice was go to for the insecure ones, because they’re the easiest.”

Female students, he continues, “are not seen as individuals” when it comes to sexual conquest. Vindictiveness is almost celebrated. “The worse you are, the better a reputation you get among the lads. If you pull a really fat girl, your mates will post a picture of Free Willy on Facebook. We make loads of sexist comments. ‘Any hole’s a goal’ or ‘Girls aren’t people’. It starts as a façade,” he says. “But you get swept up in it until you start believing it.”

Just how widespread is all this? A report from the Ministry of Justice and Office for National Statistics shows that female students in full-time education are at a higher risk of sexual violence than the general population. At the start of this year, the NUS published figures that showed 37 per cent of female students had faced unwelcome sexual advances, defined in this instance as “inappropriate touching and groping”. And if this number strikes you as high, you should know that it’s regarded as almost laughably low by the students I talk to. The consensus is that, in reality, it’s closer to 90 per cent.

“I don’t know a single female student who hasn’t experienced it and experienced it regularly,” says Ella Gibbons, an accomplished high jumper who volunteers as the women’s officer at Loughborough University. “The most common thing is the grabbing of a girl’s crotch. Not just a pat, but full-on forcing their hands underneath skirts. I’ve had girls come to me and say they’ve had male students push them against the wall and grind against them. There’s a lot of abusive language. Being called ‘whore’ or ‘c***’ when you try to walk away. I’ve had it myself,” she says. “I turned a guy down and I remember he said, ‘If you don’t say yes, I’ll just take you home and rape you.’ ”

This is not unique to Leeds or Loughborough. At St Catherine’s College, Oxford, one student welfare officer describes this kind of behaviour as simply reflecting “an underlying culture” that has become not just increasingly visible, but increasingly dangerous. “In my position, I’ve had to deal with people who have had really serious sexual consent issues,” says Jack Hampton, a member of the university hockey team and PPE student who helps provide pastoral care within his college. “I think there has always been a real problem surrounding consent and sexual violence at university.

And I think it’s a problem that is growing.” Cherwell, the Oxford student newspaper, has this term launched a campaign called “Not Guilty”, which is conceived in part to combat the culture of “victim blaming” faced by many who speak out about their experience of sexual assault. It’s a campaign precipitated by the experience of Ione Wells, an Oxford student who made national news when she published an open letter to the man who attacked her near her London home last month.

I spoke to one student at Cambridge, Victoria, who described how, after sharing a kiss with a boy she was friends with, he sexually assaulted her. “We arrived home and went up to my room. I said I didn’t want anything to happen. He kissed me again and pushed me onto the bed,” she says. “I told him again that I didn’t want anything to happen. He asked me why. But not in a nice way; in the kind of way that made me feel stupid because I didn’t have a reason beyond just not wanting to.”

Following the assault, she describes how she began to cry and tried to make him leave. “He looked at me and then kissed me again. The message felt clear: you can try to say, ‘No,’ but it does not matter to me.”

As a result of the attack, she is too anxious to do anything that would risk her running into her attacker. “He does my subject and is in my year at college.” She worries about going to her lectures, the college bar or the library. She stays in her room to avoid him. “The last time I saw him,” she says, “I threw up.”

Back at the nightclub, I loiter at the bar with Jessica, Joanna and Lauren. Joanna and Lauren study geography, Jessica does English. Things aren’t too bad tonight, they explain, but some of the student nights they go to get pretty ugly. “Some guys are so persistent when girls turn them down,” says Lauren. “They will not let it go. They’ll grab the girl and carry on grabbing her, even when she’s walking away. They’ll grab her skirt. Then they’ll try to get their hands under her skirt. In the more extreme forms of lad culture, the idea of consent just disappears,” she says. “It’s forgotten about. Especially if they’re drunk.”

“There have been times when I’ve been scared,” says Jessica. “Because I’ve had four guys surround me when I’ve lost my friends on a night out and they’re saying, ‘Come with us! We’ll help you find your friends!’ But then they start leading you towards the door and you’re thinking, ‘My friends definitely aren’t that way.’ Which is obviously creepy and rapey,” she says. “Saying you’re not interested isn’t good enough any more.”

So, the obvious question: who are these guys? In some ways, the answer couldn’t be more straightforward. As far as Jessica, Joanna and Lauren are concerned, they are “uni lads”, a subset of male students who have managed to inject many of the typical values of laddism into the undergraduate experience. They can be seen, if you like, as analogous to the American “frat boy”. To be a uni lad is to buy into a pack mentality, while at the same time remaining in a state of almost constant competition with your mates. You probably play sport, and will not be squeamish about misogyny. You consider yourself an alpha male and habitually engage in “banter” – sexist or derogatory repartee – which, if challenged, can always be defended as “a joke” or ironic.

Banter is particularly pernicious because it draws female students in, forcing them either to go along with it or to make a stand every time a boy makes a sexist comment. “If you can’t take a bit of banter, boys think you’re uptight,” says Jessica. “You don’t want to be that girl who can’t laugh at anything.”

It’s hard to pinpoint when this specific mode of laddish behaviour started to become so widespread. I tell Jessica, Joanna and Lauren that I’m pretty sure things weren’t this bad when I started university in Birmingham in 2001. I compare notes with more than a dozen female friends, all now in their thirties, and the consensus is that regardless of where they studied, whatever sexism they experienced was sporadic rather than systematic. Yes, male students could behave deplorably, they all said, but not in such a way that pointed to a coherent, identifiable culture. Ten or fifteen years ago, none of us were talking about “uni lads”.

So when did things change? The fact that a website called unilad.com was founded in 2010 may offer a clue. The site, which was set up by a pair of male students “for when you’re bored in the library”, gained both popularity and notoriety for a series of articles that joked about sexual assault. In 2012, a piece entitled “Sexual Mathematics” included this line: “Think about this mathematical statistic: 85 per cent of rape cases go unreported. That seems to be fairly good odds.” The article carried with it the disclaimer, “Uni Lad does not condone rape without saying ‘surprise’.”

It was, we were told, just banter. The Uni Lad site was shut down after a backlash, but soon relaunched as unilad.co.uk and now has 5.4 million Facebook likes. And much like its popular online rival, the LAD Bible, the content, although now free of rape jokes, still has an occasionally vicious tone. Not only is it taken as read that you, as a male student, watch a lot of porn, but there is an emphasis on stories in which women – often in academic roles – are publicly shamed for having had sex. Headlines include, “Teacher Gets Sacked for Being a Porn Star” and “Two Girls Wanted for Stripping and Having Webcam Sex in Public Library”.

At times, the content seems as confused about sex and women as, you suspect, the “lads” who read it. And this, I think, is a massive part of the problem. The challenge is not, by and large, the existence of a distinct group of rotten-apple “uni lads” – creeps who live for up-skirt groping. The challenge is that a lot of normal guys – guys like George and Matt – in their late teens and early twenties are occasionally moved to act unforgivably towards their female counterparts.

But why? Dr Michael Kimmel is a sociologist and director of the Center for the Study of Men and Masculinities in New York, and this is a question central to much of his work.

He begins our interview by wondering, rhetorically, why the problem of male students’ behaviour is only being discussed now. “How did we miss it before?” he asks. “We missed it before because it looked like life. It was normal. You read books about British public schools or Oxbridge, a world that was full of cruelty, laddism and a boisterous sort of homoeroticism. And everybody thought that’s what boys did. And that’s because there was nobody else there. Nobody else but boys.”

But today’s generation of male students is facing a very different landscape. 

“Women are increasingly equal,” says Kimmel. “They’re in the surgical theatre. They’re on the rowing teams. They’re as smart and ambitious as men, and this puts men on edge.”

One result of this, Kimmel believes, is that young males desperately look for something that clearly differentiates them from their female peers. And ultimately, they fall back on simple biology. They seek to emphasise that they are men and that women are women.

A case in point, he says, is porn. The urge to sexualise female students is perhaps best embodied in the “college girl” pornographic trope. “The college girl is your equal,” says Kimmel. “She’s in your university. She got in the same way you did. She has the same grades. And so, as a result, the image of ‘college girls’ as wanton and sexual promotes the idea that, underneath all of that ambition and intelligence, they’re still just babes. Every year, the biggest-selling issue of Playboy magazine is the ‘back to school’ issue. ‘Women of the Ivy League!’ Yes, she may go to Yale. But underneath, she’s still willing to take off her clothes for you.”

It’s a theme you see again and again. At Cambridge, an all-male drinking society called the Wyverns was notorious for encouraging female students to strip down and wrestle in vats of jelly at its end-of-exams party. Hannah, now a third year undergraduate, remembers not really questioning this when she first arrived at the university. “You think, ‘Girls jelly-wrestling in their underwear? I’m sure it’s a very old tradition,’ ” she says. “But then you become aware of the darker side of this kind of culture. You start to look around and realise that it’s not OK. We’ve definitely got angrier,” she says, explaining that one of her friends began the petition that saw jelly-wrestling banned in 2013. “We’re standing for less.”

But increasingly, it’s not just female students who are taking on the problem. At Oxford, there is the Good Lad Workshop, run by Dave Llewellyn, a former medical sciences student. Llewellyn is Australian, affable and has recently completed a PhD on malaria vaccines. He describes how he and a couple of mates were out having a drink one night and talking about the way male students can behave. “And we came to the realisation that there isn’t really a space for men to talk openly about issues of gender, sex, banter and all those things,” he says. “None of us sitting round the table in the pub thought of ourselves as misogynists or sexists or rapists or anything like that. Maybe we’d occasionally done things we’re not so proud of, but we wanted to improve and see ourselves as good people. People make mistakes because they haven’t really thought about what they’re doing. So the idea was that we could create a space in order to have that discussion and prior thought. That was the motivation.”

Two years on, and dozens of male university and college sports teams have attended the workshops. In fact, for a growing number of teams, attending a workshop is now compulsory. Central to Llewellyn’s approach is the understanding that most male students consider themselves to be good guys. The question that is then posed to the students via a series of scenarios is: what can you do to consistently live up to this belief? What are your options?

“So if a group of guys go out and do something a bit boisterous and they get criticised for it, the response is always, ‘Oh come on, it was just a joke. Nobody got hurt.’ And what we would say to that is, ‘OK, let’s strip that down. Yes, maybe in this circumstance you’ve done nothing legally wrong – and you could walk away. Fine.’ We call that the ‘minimum-standard’ approach.”

But simply not breaking the law does not make you a Good Lad. Llewellyn describes another scenario he presents to men who attend the course. “You’re in a group of guys walking down the street at night, and one of them catcalls a girl. The person catcalling? That’s actually harassment, so that’s a breach of the law. But as a bystander in that group? You don’t really have to do anything. You’re not legally obliged to say, ‘Mate, don’t do that.’ Or to apologise to the girl. If you just keep walking, then that’s the minimum standard.

“But then we ask, ‘Instead of just meeting the minimum standard, think about what is the best outcome you could get out of the situation. How can you act in line with your values as a good guy?’ And that could be saying something to your mates or saying sorry to the girl or whatever. And once the guys have had that discussion, I might then ask, ‘OK, so before your mate has even shouted out anything, is there anything as a group of ten guys walking down the street towards a woman that you could have done to try to avoid that situation?’ And that’s how we move away from, 

‘What is the minimum obligation by law?’ to, ‘What could you do that’s good here?’ ”

This is what Llewellyn calls “positive masculinity”, an ethos he hopes his workshops propagate. The idea is not that Good Lad somehow magically rewires the brains of uni lads. It’s more subtle than that. If nothing else, just getting large numbers of male students to sit in a room and talk to each other about difficult issues is an achievement.

Not everybody responds positively to the workshops, but Llewellyn believes it’s rare for a male student to leave without at least having his perspectives challenged. “I was quite sceptical before I went,” says Felix, a social sciences student who plays for the Oxford University hockey team. “But as the workshop progressed, I realised that it changed my perspective. I like to think I’ve always been respectful of girls, but I never really empathised with them in certain situations.”

His team-mate, chemistry undergraduate Nick, likes the way it encourages male students to question the actions and language of their peers without having to be confrontational. “A couple of times in our group, guys have said certain things I’ve felt were wrong. And I’ve been able to turn around and say, ‘That’s not very Good Lad Workshop, is it?’ It’s a way of saying that you don’t think what they said was OK without having to tear a strip off them.”

Both players agree that one of the most important areas of discussion that came up in the workshop addressed sexual consent. Different scenarios are presented and discussed, and experiences shared. “It’s an uncomfortable discussion for some people,” says Dave Llewellyn. “Because they can remember some situations where they probably had consent but, in hindsight, they couldn’t be 100 per cent sure. 

‘Well, we didn’t actually talk about it,’ or, ‘I think she was having a good time, sure.’ But if you said to them, ‘Would you stake your life on the fact that she was 100 per cent consenting?’ They might say, ‘Well, I was 95 per cent sure.’ But if you’re 5 per cent unsure, then you’re becoming a rapist. You cannot do that. And that’s definitely something some guys have had to confront. But at the same time we say, 

‘Look, if you guys are both 100 per cent, then you’re going to have a great night.’ ”

But the very heart of the problem is that, for so many young male students, having a great night means having sex. “They just want to get laid,” shouts Jessica, back in the Leeds nightclub, competing with an increasingly thumping bass line. And it is not, of course, just guys who like the idea of getting laid. Later in the night we bump into one of Jessica’s friends, Kelly. “I don’t want to sound like boys are the only ones who are sex-driven,” she says. “But the problem lies in boys’ persistence. I don’t think anything will change until they stop seeing girls as conquests. It’s the whole mindset. There have been quite a few situations when I’ve been trying to comfort a girlfriend who’s been treated badly by a boy. You say, ‘He’s not a good guy.’ But then you talk to his friends and they say, ‘He is a good guy. He’s just a dick to girls.’ ”

And really, this is just a microcosm of the entire problem. Every single day on every single campus up and down the country, good guys are being dicks to girls. But whatever the factors – peer pressure, porn, social media, laddism – if the work of initiatives such as the Good Lad Workshop are anything to go by, male students need to discuss these issues. Same goes for the girls. When Jessica or Lauren or Joanna roll their eyes about being groped at a student night or being made to feel unsafe, we mustn’t fall into the trap of following their lead and just rolling our eyes, too. For any teenage girl to work hard, do her A levels and then relocate to a new city to study, only for her to be immediately treated like meat, is a scandal. It should not be a fact of life.

“I think it’s good that people are trying to stop it,” says Jessica, before we finally spill out of the club. “Because it has got out of hand.”

Victoria is wary of putting too much faith in feel-good initiatives, sticking-plaster solutions that allow male students to make the right noises but achieve little else. The student who assaulted her in her bedroom, she explains, plays for a university sports team. “They posed with a banner promoting ‘Zero tolerance to sexual assault’. These statements are hollow,” she says. “I know at least one other man on the team has sexually assaulted a good friend. What man wouldn’t say that they are ‘against sexual assault’? But this is no way of stopping it.”

Matt, the same Leeds student who would wake up to find texts telling him he’d groped someone, echoes this thought. “If I were sober and saw a girl being harassed by a guy in a club or in the street, I’d go over and help her,” he says. “But if I were drunk? That guy I’m about to punch could be me. If I’m really honest with myself – if most lads are really honest with themselves – we could all be that guy,” he concludes, as though the possibility may have only just occurred to him. “It’s a pretty scary thought.”

Additional reporting by Lucy Holden. Some names have been changed. 

The Times Newspaper 

If I do it on my own today - which I most certainly do and have had to do for my whole life - 50 years - I do it alone forever. Fuck you. I reject men. I reject you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015 

Your Time. Amera Ziganii Rao 

To conclude then, again, it is concluded. All I have ever done with men or shared with them, is how evil they are. I show men who they are. That is what a goddess does to men. 

No wonder. No wonder, indeed. 

Redemption has to be earned. Redemption is Ascension. 

Ascension is the entering into soul and the end of all ego sicknesses of the soul. 

I ain't seen no earning yet. 

Evil will never redeem. Not in this life. 

Not yours. Or yours. Or yours. You are all mediocre. 

I gave you a crash course. That was just stage 1. 

Your evil will never redeem in this life. You will have to wait. 

Only a man who has earned it, despite his filthy upbringing of evil and his conscious choice to live it. Only a man who earns his greatness. The will to love. The will to heart. The will to be love. 

A life of suffering brings on redemption. 

A life of suffering yields compassion. 

Whether we are of the light or of the dark. The process is the same, whatever gulf exists between the cruelties of dark and the lesser of light. 

Not some short cut after living the life of an idle and corrupt prince of woman hating, witchburning hate and theft. There are no short cuts. 

Your time will come. 

That is as inevitable as death. 

One day everyone will get theirs. Even mediocre levels of evil. 

The people of light will have long gone off this planet by then. 

The Two Tribes. 

As prophecied in the global prophecy. 

You can live in the dirt by then. 

It will be all that is left. 

A good place for evil to reside. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015 

The Two Tribes Pt lll. Good versus Evil. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I will never be lonely for a man again. And I am not lonely for the first time in my life. True love comes in many forms. Whether it comes from men at all is highly debatable. They fucked us up and betrayed us for the 'Custodials/Draconians' agenda of henchmen and slavery on earth (the Egyptian Pharaohs were the biggest henchmen for the agenda of evil as were both Lemuria and Atlantis). They fucked us up, betrayed us, enslaved us as dancing girls and then they beat us up every day for their guilt and bitterness and belligerent madness of demand for fascism, because someone told them they had the right to do it, even though they know they have no right whatsoever to be cruel, anymore than anyone else. The history of the world. The history of men. Never be lonely for men again. They come last, if at all. 

'The truth shall set you free' most certainly applies. Know men and leave them. And never be lonely again. And never be lonely for men again at all. 

The healing of all so called love dependencies, long after the love dependency itself has healed. Love is political beyond politics. Romantic Love is the history of the world. 

Evil. 

The henchmen sluts of 'Sauron' (Tolkein). The betrayers of the human race. The betrayers of the Great Mother Universe. An existential universe of free will on earth. They chose evil and have held us fast for thousands of years. Choose good. Just never with them. 

True love anyone else. True love is a gift. And no longer for men. They can 'get in line'. They deserve much less. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™

Humanity then is this. There are two peoples on earth. Well, three, but the third is an exaggeration of one of the two peoples. The purest evil. The two peoples on earth are afflicted with the same thing. A belief in slavery. 

There are two emotions and states of being on this earth. To either believe in slavery or to believe in love. 

These inherent, emotionally entrenched and soul sickness beliefs are man made. Totally, MAN made. A belief in slavery which came, debatably from the third group. The pure evil. In fact, let's not use the word, pure, let's use the word complete. 

The third group, the complete evil, brought slavery to earth. The two groups, the executioners and the vulnerables are both afflicted with the same thing and the journey to leave that - if you can and if you want to and if it is your time on earth to do just that, which you will not find out until you give it a try - is the journey to alchemise the self into a new self, Second Existence, Soul. 

To heal the soul's sickness, the ego, out of slavery, either as an enforcer bastard or bitch, or as a slave who is enslaved against her or his will and from birth, is the greatest healing and evolutionary journey you will ever make on this fucked up planet. A planet of slavery. 

Those who do not make it basically do not believe in love over slavery. Those who do, do. Simple as. 

Change takes motivation. If you unconsciously want to remain a slave, there can be no judgement. To leave the mentality of 'mental slavery' is gigantic. And the Odyssey that I have made and many before me and many to come after me too, if I can do anything about it. To leave the mentality of slaver is gigantic too. 

And only for the pure of heart. Alchemy is easy. Motivation and the stamina and the intelligence to find the education to eject the sick ego are the issues. Especially as this is The Lost Knowledge on earth, deliberately implemented by the complete evil. 

Slavery or love. The two choices on earth. And whichever one that's left on the table, it is up to that individual to come to terms with what their choice is and what indeed, their soul choice for this lifetime is. Love or slavery. You cannot have both. 

'You cannot be a host to God and a hostage to your ego' says Wayne Dyer. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ is the politics behind that. Ascension is pure politics. Hierophant is the politics of spirituality. Hierophant is me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015 

Book Outline for The Secret History of the Witches © 2004 by Max Dashu

I ... ORIGINS 

Elder Kindreds: Saami. Iberians and Euskadi. Indo-European Conquests. The Tribe of Danu. Gaels and Gauls. Pythias. Melissae. The Moirae. Greek Priestesses and Witches. Sibyls. Etruscans. Patria Potestas. Women's Mysteries in Rome. The First Great Hunt. Slaves and Witches. Priestesses Under the Empire. Matronae. The Great Goddess in the empire.

II ... A NEW RELIGION

The Jewish Sage Yeshua. Judaic Wisdom Traditions. The Roman Occupation. Paulianity. Women's Leadership -- or Not. Pagan Infusions. Gnostics. Sophia, Barbelo, and the Fallen Sophia. Maryam of Magdala. The Imperial Church. Attacks on Women. Attacks on Heretics. Attacks on Jews. Attacks on Pagans. Temple Destructions. Hypatia of Alexandria.

III ... OVERLORDS 

Overlords. Brigid and Padraic. Spear Side Against Spindle Side. Women in Convents. Conversion by Decree. Enslaving Pagans. Culture Wars. Kings Against Witches. Herbs, Knots, and Contraception. Indexing Paganism. Foundations of the First Reich.

III ... WITCHES 

Webs of Wyrd. The Cræft of Wycces. Names of the Witch: Prophecy, Healing, Shapeshifting, and Flight. Runes and Crones. The Witch Holda and her Retinue. Witch Burnings. Völuspá: the “Vala’s Prophecy.”

IV ... PRIESTCRAFT 

Sword-Age, Wind-Age, Wolf-Age. Serfdom. Resistance. Pagans: Stones, Waters, Labyrinths. Theocrats. Devil-Mongering. The Nuns’ Portion. The Crusades. Volurfall. Staraya Vyera: the Old Faith of Russia.

V ... UNDER SEIGE 

Witch Burnings. Accusing the Jews. Rebellions. Communes. Cathars. Stedingers and their Sibyls. Female Livelihoods and Liabilities. Theologiandom. Demonizing Gays. The Papal Inquisition. Judicial Torture. Crusades Against the Pagans in Eastern Europe. The “Double Faith” of Russia. The Matter of Britain: Seeking the Chalice.

VI ... THE WITCHES’ GODDESS 

The Old Goddess. Spinners. Holle. Laima. Andra Mari. Fatas and Faeries. The Moundfolk. “Good Women Who Go By Night.” Tregenda of the Witches. Serpent in the Mound. Sanctuaries. Faery Lovers. Baba Yaga, and Allwise Elyena.

VII ... THE SORCERY CHARGE 

Witch Persecutions: Lords, Bishops, Magistrates. The Inquisitor of Toulouse. Scourges: War. Famine. Plague. Pogroms. Peasant Revolts. The Heathen North: Lithuania, Finland, Saamiland.

VIII ... FEMALE SPHERES OF POWER 

Rites of Hearth and Field. Sweathouses. Charmers. Healers and Medical Women. Beguines the Free Sisterhoods. Dancers: Festivals, Trance and “Madness.” Women, Power and Danger: the Sexual Politics of Witchcraft. La Sorcière.

IX ... WITCH HUNTS 

Conflagration. Jeanne d’Arc. Diabolism. Sexual Torture. Nations of Witches. The Romany. Hunting the Jews. Spanish Witches. Witch-Lynchings. The Malleus Maleficarum. Inquisitorial Witch Hunts. Peasant Revolts. Protestants. The Mass Hunts. 

X ... THE TERROR 

Patterns of Persecution. Women. Elders. The Poor. Gays. Wisewomen: Healers, Diviners, Weather-Witches. Reign of the Demonologists. Witch-marks. The Exorcists. The Spanish Inquisition. Colonial Inquisitions. Italy. Savoy. Switzerland. Germany. Britain. Scandanavia. Hungary. Midwives. Witch-Finders. Silencing Women: Witch-Bridles. Hag Hunt.

XI ... EUROPE’S MADNESS 

The Crucible of Western Civilization. Suppressing Women. Demoning Darkness. The Class Factor. Male Victims. Doctors' Role in the Hunts. Women Possessed. Convent Outbreaks. Euskalerri. France. Germany. Scotland. England. Italy. Iberia. Colonial Hunts: South America. Mexico. North America. Northeastern Europe. Witch trials against the Saami.

XII ... LEGACIES 

Survival of Folk Witchcraft. Legacies of the Hunts. The Goddess Demonized. Tales of Pagan Redemption. The Late Witch Hunts. From Bluebeard to Blackstone. Interpreting Witchcraft and the Hunts. Numbers. The New Inquisitors: Psychiatry and Modern Controls. Poisoned Wells: Modern Racism and Anti-Semitism. The Witch in Popular Culture. The Witch as Shaman. Resurgence.

Bibliography. Notes. Index.

©2004 Max Dashu

Men + Grief = Freedom

Grief :: Men are worth nothing then, because they give nothing. The Pistorius man. The generic truth of this terribly sad world. If one loves men. Men are the pinnacle of non love and the ultimate in disunity and lack of care, love or anything to do with giving anything to another person. What is normally called selfishness. They do it the best that it can be done. They are the Everest of selfishness and pure poison to deal with. Sexual love (in an impersonal and outside their life context only) is the BEST it can get. A long distance sexual love. A love, nonetheless, an intimate affection, but this is the best it can get. 

Men are nothing because they give nothing. No wonder they have created the term 'high maintenance'. A 'high maintenance' woman is someone who hopes that a man cares for the woman he wants to fuck. That is high maintenance. This is the hopeless truth forever, and the whole world tells us that men are these great loving beings who are to be worshipped and respected because they are so great. Can you see the correlation there? Exactly. Men are nothing. 

A whole woman finally accepts this. Woman is everything. Woman is to be loved, respected, worshipped and loved and enjoyed. Men are for sex. The only important component of life that they can give. Sort of. A whole woman finally accepts that because women ARE sex. The only grief ridden solution then is to compartmentalise men and grieve, grieve and grieve. And then it is done. Life is to be lived with anyone else. But men. Anyone who can give anything of themselves. Anyone but men. Anyone who cares. Anyone but men. 

Why do women then spend their whole lives focused on men? Because of the impossible to be overstated propaganda of male greatness that is in every single nook and cranny and big television screen on this planet of lies. And because no woman wants to grieve. The grief is too painful, too long and too traumatising. We know right from the beginning. But we cannot believe that it is that bad. It is. Men are nothing because they give nothing. Men are for sex. And that's the best they can do. They don't give a shit about the women they want to fuck. This is a tragically generic state. 

Women can't 'have it all' is not true. We can. As long as we don't want sex. If you want sex from a man, you don't get anything else. If you don't want sex from a man, you will get everything else because then they don't have to give anything of themselves. Then, you are low maintenance. Because you take the material, you play the game and you get a man physically present. And you can endure his cruelty and nonchalance of non care. If you want sex, you want love, intimacy, partnership and friendship. A woman gives that. Men do not. Grief is temporary. This is the journey to the whole woman. Ambition, ambition, ambition and ambition. Serve anyone but men. 

Men are nothing. They are only for sex. As long as its outside their life. Grief has to be felt. And then it is done. They neither have the will nor the ability. 

They think they give enough. They give nothing. They think that is enough. 

Women have to feel the grief. Grief is temporary. Male non love of hatred and homicidal selfishness is forever. 

Men are only for sex. Sexual love at best. And that is truly, that. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Men Should Pay For Sex and Forget About 'Love'

My question then, can only be this; if a man (all men) has no will to love, and no will to intimacy, which in its truth is actually giving a shit about the woman he wants to fuck, no will to intimacy as I say, while showing intimacy in art forms across the world, in life forms across the world, then why bother with love at all? 

Why not just pay for regular sex from a professional? Is that the splinter in men that needs to heal? That they actually find out that they truly do NOT want to love even though they think they do? 

Or is that they don't pay for professional and impersonal sex, because it's paid for? That the illusion of slavery has to be 'enjoyed' to get the hard on? 

Stop a woman working, stop her in any way possible, so that her life is a misery and the sex is better for a man? 

Seriously. These are the new questions with an apathy of interest, which is the only kind of interest that a whole woman can have in the end for any man. Why do you even bother? You don't want it. Leave it alone.

Love with a man is 'The Ancient Mariner' from start to finish. Male love or I should say, the endless promise of it, is the 'albatross'. I don't believe that you want it at all. You need to know that too. And give us all a break. Leave it alone. Go and pay for it. 

Then you really don't have to care. You can just do the sex. And you don't even have to pretend to care about the person you are sharing it with. 

Tell me that this is not what you want. Exactly. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™ 

The New Life 

Relationship is a misnomer, because there are no companions to do relationship with. The worst thing about men is this; they not only have complete lack of humanity towards women and I mean, educated, advanced in years, erudite, talented men who have everything, or nothing, they are all the same, they not only have a pathological level of lack of humanity, they are simply incompetent. 

No man is capable of mastering himself, in order to share intimacy, love or companionship of any kind. Men basically only love small children. Their progeny. Men are not only amoral, they are slow. They remain monsters and never masters. 

Personally, I didn't believe in relationship eight years ago. I most certainly do not now. The rite of passage is empowerment, temporary sex and temporary companionship and being dragged through a hedge backwards, in the face of dire lack of humanity, to ridiculous levels. An attractive package, for real. 

Incompetent monsters who have no capability of self mastery because they are too slow, too cruel and too stupid. Relationship is a non entity. To be born woman is to make that journey and find out the truth. Men are too slow. They will never catch up. No wonder they hate us. They should. 

We are too fast, too humane, too sexual, too powerful, too intelligent and too (truly) moral, with a vast spirituality of being that they cannot even fathom. Just because men won the world a long time ago and destroyed women, that means nothing. This is the age of woman. Woman is back and men have to be left at the wayside. They deserve no less. They are just less. We cannot take responsibility for that anymore. We have to grieve and then walk away. 

There is no such thing as relationship. There is no such thing as relations with a man. They just have no competency for it. They are dead. We have the ability to live. We do. And doing it alone, means faster, better and more joy. Be a lone lamb wolf. It's so much more fun. Grief being the requisite of real fun. So what. Better than being abused forever, under the guise of love. Men are monsters. They can never be masters. 

They don't give a shit about us. Whether they say it or not, and they don't for obvious reasons, they will not tolerate vocation or career. They just don't care and don't care that they don't care. They are stupid monsters and I have never seen anything different in 50 years. 

A man can be with someone who wants to sabotage everything about them. He is welcome to it. A woman does it once (the rite of passage, however long it takes) and then is done. The world is a lie. Men do not give a shit about women. They think we are whores and servants. No change then. They can go fuck themselves. I want my mind. I want my personality. I want myself. And so do most people around me. They give a shit. They are not men.  

The relief of a new stage of life. I now know men. Give me everything else but men. They are worth shit. Incompetent monsters of nothing. Give me my life. I am done. The force of darkness (Commodus in Ridley Scott's Gladiator) is men. They can live in it. It's for them. Let them live in it alone. It's what they really want. 

We can use the darkness. We are masters and capable of mastery. They can never use the light. They cannot even enter it. And that is why men hate women. They can't do it. They are not worthy. They are not capable. They are nothing. Their world is dead. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™ :: What's the freest a woman can get? When she has completed the emotional rite of passage to true greatness. When she no longer cares one iota, why men have no will or ability to love, even though they desperately purport that they do. When a woman no longer cares. That is the most awesome level of emotional freedom that a heterosexual woman can achieve. Then, now, finally, a good life can begin. A life of true greatness. A life of her, her, her and her. Men no longer qualify.

She no longer cares. The freedom in that is the ultimate healing. She no longer cares. Just like them, but with one difference. She cares about everything and everyone else. She cares. She feels. She gives. She shares. She is. But not about men. That life is done. And she is free.

The world is a male lie. Fly, fly, fly and fly. The world is a male lie. A woman is free, when she no longer cares. And the sorry specimens of men? Those pathetic balls of evil? They do for impersonal sex, as is their choice. That, they can just about do. Apparently, that is all they are good at. Other than abusing women through vocational denial of rights.

The new world is here. And it is for now, without men. They will catch up to a woman's vocational rights next century. And frankly, who can care anymore about that? Not a whole woman. She has things to do. Only supportive people are wanted now. As is anyone's human right.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Vocational Rights And The Abuse Of The Abuse By Men

I LOVE being challenged vocationally. I love my new journey, for real. This is what woman was made for. Not, looking after men. 

The abuse of female vocational rights. The latest frontier in the woman's rights battle that is called earth. Our generations are about vocational rights. The generation that was born in the 1960s. And onwards. 

Females became more than secretaries. They had choice, leadership and the pressure of hunter to become. The role their mothers were not allowed to do. And then the men came. The fathers, the brothers. The boyfriends. The bosses. The so called friends. The men who want to spit on you in the street. The men. 

Our generations are about vocational human rights. Every man, and there have been many many men,  told me to choose. I did every time. And still they tell me to choose. And still, I do. The next frontier. The right to be whole women. We are not wombs, servants or whores. We are women. And we work too. Real work. Not, around you. So, fuck you. I work too. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Cruelty

Cruelty. Cruelty is the name of the game. Apparently, anyone who speaks out against cruelty is an Utopian. Damn right. Utopia rules, because Utopia runs in my heart and in the heart of all Atlantean people. It's called kindness. I accept now that I came here to see the CRUELTY of this world. Cruel families, cruel people and cruel men. It's not lack of soul. It's cruelty. It's not selfishness, it's cruelty. It's not self determination. It's cruelty. My self determination journey was the first 10 years of my odyssey. The past seven have been about sheer, male, human, sub human cruelty. Cruelty is the greatest and most prevalent 'sin' of this world. So common, it's thought to be normal. It's not. Cruelty is ugly, foul and endlessly unlovable. Cruelty must not be allowed to exist. And cruelty always has to be left. Again and again and again. Because cruelty does not listen, is not kind in any way and hates with a skilful vengeance beyond the imagination of an Atlantean, even a realised and conscious one. Cruelty is the mediocre. The banal and the normal. Cruelty never changes. Until, apparently it does. Will we survive this? His cruelty? Who cares. Not me. The work was all that was ever worth anything. The work was all that ever mattered. Human beings do not matter. Human beings are cruel. My misfortune was to find out the whole truth. That even your twin soul, even the one person you searched for, is the same as everyone else. Abjectly cruel, cruel, cruel, cruel and cruel. Fortunately I was prepared. I had already seen everyone else. Cruelty must not be allowed. I wanted a master. I got a muppet. A cruelty muppet from hell. Just like everyone else. Now I build alone. Without human cruelty. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The curse of Eros. The illusion of men. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Misogyny is not misogyny, or male supremacy or male selfishness, as if these things are unique and 'just the way things are and have been since the beginning'. Misogyny is a form of evil. Just as racism is, just as cruelty of any form is. Misogyny is cruelty towards women, of a gigantic and epic nature of male supremacy, Taliban kind, wrapped in sheep's clothing. The reason no one cares is because women have to be the first to care, like any fighters against evil on this cesspool of a planet. 

Misogyny also has the worst complication. The Curse of Eros. Desire. Plus the fact that we are all brainwashed to believe that there is no such thing as real misogyny. And that there is such a thing as male greatness and indeed, male love. 

It may all just be an obstacle, but of course it is the most complex kind, demanding high intelligence and high COSMIC intelligence to overcome it and define it. Fortunately, we are just that. The people of the light. To be of the cosmic mind is a skill. The rest is natural and also built. The courage to see the truth and to grieve all that is the evil of this Matrix of a world. And the courage to see that The Curse of Eros is real. Men do not reform. Men do not love. And men have no interest in not being cruel to women. Define that and survive it. And then you live. And at least have a few memories of the desire. It was the power we use so well. 

There are good men. The 'Brad Pitt' archetype is a good enough way of describing it. But clearly, very far and few between. No one has to settle for cruel men. No one has to settle at all. 

Misogyny is just cruelty. To not remember that is a disservice to ourselves. There is no mystery. There is just cruelty. And female, awesome, unstoppable, tenacious, determined, endless, power. The power of the light in a world of dark. Do not underestimate your power. You truly have The Universe behind you. But it is us who have to do the work. Against evil, every step of the way. 

Spiritual Existentialism. Love The Great Mother Universe. And then, still, do it yourself. That is grace.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Amoral 'mothafuckas'. Is that where the term came from? Yes. Not wolves. Amoral 'mothafuckas'. Unworthy ever of redemption. Their choice. They choose evil. They will always choose evil. There is no capacity for real change. The best of them may temper and that has to be good enough. But they will never change. They will always choose evil. They are not great men. 

You and I must always choose success and defeat of the evil principle of this world. Them. And create a good life. A great life. We deserve it. We so deserve it. We just have to do it without them. They will always choose evil. They are not for redemption. Which is why they always choose evil. The amoral. Pretty maybe. But still, amoral 'mothafuckas'. Evil. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Misogyny or male hatred of women, or the 'battle of the sexes' is one thing. Institutionally backed cruelty towards women. As simple and ugly as that. Cruelty. Cruelty. Cruelty. And cruelty, backed by a world that enforces just that. Cruelty towards women. Slavery. Cruelty. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Spiritual Existentialism :: Know the truth, be empowered, do what you have to do, to create a great life that you are so worthy of. You''ll have to do it in the dirt and from the dirt, but so what. Spiritual Existentialism is real. And so is the force of casual evil on earth. Create. Know the truth and then do what you have to. You are so worth it. Misogyny and male evil. Just another obstacle. The Two Tribes. Exiting 'The Matrix' was always the goal. We do it alone. They don't want to leave. Let them have it. It's theirs.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

Amera Ziganii Rao 

NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: For The Primal Intellectual :: Spiritual Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Sexual Intelligence, Gender Intelligence, and Compassion and Humanity Intelligence. 

And of course, REAL Power and Creation Intelligence. 

Soul Power. Complete. 

The Female Divine Intelligence of The Great Mother Universe. The Real Godhead of Real Wisdom, Available To All. 

The Advanced Soul. First To Second Existence. Enlightenment. Ascension. Alchemy. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator. 

Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. 

The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how. 

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™

A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all. 

She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world. 

The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™

Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE 

Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.

AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH

AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Self Actualisation and the fight against fascism. In the home and in the workplace and in the country. 

The meek shall inherit the earth. 

Love will inherit the earth. 

Wisdom will inherit the earth. 

Applied Wisdom. 

Alchemy. 

The Amera Ziganii Rao School of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Devoted to the forward motion of humanity. 

Led by FEMALE humanity. 

Where humanity comes from in the first place. 

The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood Consciousness Society™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST

The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced. 

Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.

The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.

The journey of how it didn't work. How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love. 

The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be. 

Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil. 

Men. The Keepers of Hades. 

The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women. 

Women have to leave men and leave men forever. 

The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties. 

Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it. 

Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men. 

Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all. 

Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.

These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.

Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

True love or love of any kind between men and women is a visionary miracle that will never happen. Good and evil will never merge. Earth is a barren planet of pain. And one that we have to all work very hard to evolve from. So the men can be left behind on their own. They like staying evil. They can have it. We deserve so much more and for that we all have to ascend and ascend, so that we can finally truly leave. 

Earth is for the evil. Let's make sure they are the only ones left on it. 

But before that, make sure you thrive. Face the agony and shock and leave men. Live a life and earn money. You deserve it. The myth of love remains just that. An illusion to keep us poor. There will never be love. Only poverty, hardship and pain. Men are pain. The last, unspoken evil on this planet. And the first. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

I will never promote convergence between women and men again. As is said, if you are not there during the tough times, you have no right to be around during the good times. Men are vicious patriarchal fascists. Men are simply evil. Men are emotional degenerates. Women either die or survive. But never promote convergence again. Too much trauma, too much shock and too much pain. Men must die. There can be no real convergence on earth. This feminist is done. I have left the world of men. I will not be returning again. Not in this life. Not ever. Men are the evil of this earth. We choose whether to even try and converge or not. And then, we are done. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

I am no longer a woman. I am a feminist and very proud of it. Men made me that way. Men are the irrevocable evil of this world. Vicious Patriarchal Fascists. The real cunts of this world. They must not be loved anymore. Women can only be slaves or feminists. There is nothing in between. Earth is evil. We are not. Either we collude with that evil or die, trying to do so while remaining true to ourselves. Or we see the truth. And that's that. The world of women is true. The world of men is nothing. And that is that. The 'veil of illusion' indeed. Men are evil. And this planet does all it can to promote it. Find your worth. Leave men. And become the greatness you were born to be. Never love men again. They do not deserve our energy. Our energy is of The Divine. Men (other than the tiniest percentage of men who are like us) are at the bottom of evolution. Evil. Don't let them 'evil' you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Women earn ten percent of the entire world's income. I can show you why. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Feminism is a non belief in female slavery. Ergo, all women are feminists. Whatever level we live it on, we are all the same. We don't believe in female slavery. Men do. That is the truth of feminism. And it has not even begun. Men believe more in female slavery today, than they ever did. It's called the backlash. To them, a feminist is a manhater. Man is therefore, in their words, synonymous with slaver. Women hate men who want women to be slaves. Ergo, women have to hate men. Because all men are unconscious slavers. An unconscious anything is the most dangerous kind of being on this planet. Men are unconscious slavers. Woman or feminist, they will still hate us. Men hate women. They just don't know that they do. We, however, finally, do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Ascension and Power for Beings of Light

Self love and self therapy and self purification. These are the elements of the first journey. 

The second is what you do about everyone else. It IS as bad as first thought. 

I can show you how. 

I can show you how to win. You deserve it. 

By the time you have purified into the first harvest, you most certainly bloody well do deserve it. 

It's everyone else that has to be dealt with then. 

And for that we need to know why. And how. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Truth of Sex. The Truth of 'Love'

What they have done is to cut of OUR prophet and high priestess relationship with OUR God. 

They seduced us with sexuality and love, THEIR way and cut us from the only thing we need to be happy. Spirit. 

When you find out the visceral truth, that GOD is your MOTHER GOD, the whole world changes in you. 

This goes way beyond self love and this is the WHY of why they burnt us. 

And why the men just watched and did nothing. And why they still do nothing today. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The Three Messages ::

The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.

There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.

This is a consciousness movement of Self Actualisation and Alchemy into Inner and Outer Power. It is also a movement against Evil. A movement for freedom and against evil. And evil is unlike anything you could have ever imagined it to be. The greatest loves and likes of your life. The mix of dark and light on Earth. The mix that creates the hell that is earth. The mix that creates false hope for years and that takes so much of our energy. And yet the mix that has to be entered, to be utilised and integrated and understood and made part of the whole. The mix that has to be dealt with one day, so that the pure hate (non love) of this world can be vanquished forever. As is our destiny. To freedom. 

My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.

Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.

From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.

Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.

Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.

That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.

My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Notes From A Python :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The High Serpent Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Female Priesthood, Consciousness Society™

Humanity then is this. There are two peoples on earth. Well, three, but the third is an exaggeration of one of the two peoples. The purest evil. The two peoples on earth are afflicted with the same thing. A belief in slavery. 

There are two emotions and states of being on this earth. To either believe in slavery or to believe in love. 

These inherent, emotionally entrenched and soul sickness beliefs are man made. Totally, MAN made. A belief in slavery which came, debatably from the third group. The pure evil. In fact, let's not use the word, pure, let's use the word complete. 

The third group, the complete evil, brought slavery to earth. The two groups, the executioners and the vulnerables are both afflicted with the same thing and the journey to leave that - if you can and if you want to and if it is your time on earth to do just that, which you will not find out until you give it a try - is the journey to alchemise the self into a new self, Second Existence, Soul. 

To heal the soul's sickness, the ego, out of slavery, either as an enforcer bastard or bitch, or as a slave who is enslaved against her or his will and from birth, is the greatest healing and evolutionary journey you will ever make on this fucked up planet. A planet of slavery. 

Those who do not make it basically do not believe in love over slavery. Those who do, do. Simple as. 

Change takes motivation. If you unconsciously want to remain a slave, there can be no judgement. To leave the mentality of 'mental slavery' is gigantic. And the Odyssey that I have made and many before me and many to come after me too, if I can do anything about it. To leave the mentality of slaver is gigantic too. 

And only for the pure of heart. Alchemy is easy. Motivation and the stamina and the intelligence to find the education to eject the sick ego are the issues. Especially as this is The Lost Knowledge on earth, deliberately implemented by the complete evil. 

Slavery or love. The two choices on earth. And whichever one that's left on the table, it is up to that individual to come to terms with what their choice is and what indeed, their soul choice for this lifetime is. Love or slavery. You cannot have both. 

'You cannot be a host to God and a hostage to your ego' says Wayne Dyer. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ is the politics behind that. Ascension is pure politics. Hierophant is the politics of spirituality. Hierophant is me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015 

Natural Born Mystic™

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™

An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™

'Respect' as fear.

'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Company

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Harvest 

And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Thank you to outside sources for original photography. 

Digital darkroomed by Amera Ziganii Rao