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Writings :: Atlantean Ascension :: The 'Choice'. The Destiny. The Self Determination. The Magician. Amera Ziganii Rao
Angel Ascension. The Art of Work
A true life? Work, work, work and work. Spiritual soldiers. The truth of being an artist. And indeed, all that is the angel/Atlantean/prophet archetype. The people of light. First the chattel journey of bewilderment, abuse and being suffocated into silence and self hatred, then the self actualisation and physical sickness journey of personal, karmic revolution, and then the freedom fighting against all abuses and in particular misogyny journey which almost kills you, as if the other journeys didn't too, and then the 'turning it all into business' journey. It never stops. It never will. Life is work. There is then no more conflict of any kind. It's all I got. It's all I was meant to. Workaholic is a negative term from a self indulgent society of nothing. Work is all there is. The great fortune is when you like your work. It's still all about work. There was never going to be anything else. Make sure you love your work and make sure you love. Sadhu is the name of the game. The spiritual wanderers alone, on earth. Forever. Work is just another name for it. Life is alone. And that is a good life. Broken dreams? I can't even remember what they were. I only know it all passed me by. And still, all I have is work. Our kind have terrible material attachment, while the others have materialism attachment. Still bullshit. We are here to serve. We are here to work. We are here to help. Anything else is not allowed. From any angle on life whatsoever.
"You gave me peace in a lifetime of war" says Achilles to Briseis in Wolfgang Peterson's Troy
"You gave me peace in a lifetime of work" more like. For real. Says a woman to a man. Love 'addiction' indeed. So not, for hundreds of deeply political and sociological reasons. But we are 'marked' out for sainthood. Sainthood is Sadhu. Sadhu is the 'wandering minstrel'. Here to serve those on earth. The spiritually advanced. There was never going to be any balance.
Just business from now on. After a lifetime of misery and work. And clawing my way through 20 years of more shit.
I don't know what a holiday even looks like.
'Gladiator'. Indeed.
And let's not even talk about companionship. What the fuck is that?
So what. I'm finally signing up for good. Life was a pile of crap anyway. That's for other people. They can have it and good luck to them. They can live it for me.
Samurai is Sadhu. Sadhu is something else.
I aim to get very interested at last. It's who I am. And clearly, all that I was born to become.
No one can have it all. And there are no rewards for life. It's your choice. Do or die. Just don't expect that anything will ever be worth it. Earth is hell.
Good job I love my work. It's all I have ever had.
Grief and rage. It has to be felt and then left behind.
Prolific is all I am. I've spent 50 years in preparation. I never did anything else. I was never wanted.
This is a spiritual life.
Excuse me while I feel sorry for myself.
This education is so important for us right from the beginning of our lives.
Special school for people of the light.
So we know what not to ever hope for or expect.
The High Serpent Female (male) Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™
Mystery Schools High Initiates as Samurai graduates forever. In service.
Pretenders need not apply.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Atlantean Ascension
I Teach Alchemy In The Face Of Evil. Alchemy Is The Ancient Skill Of Self Actualisation. Becoming The Great Self. I Teach What I am. I Teach Success In The Face Of Hate, Emotional Madness, Neglect, Isolation, Ostracisation, Financial Coercion, Rejection, Chronic Selfishness, Mediocrity And Deliberate Sabotage. The Two Tribes. The Real Earth. Anyone Can Win. The Tribe Of Atlantis Must Exist On This Planet Again. That Tribe Is You. That Tribe Is Me. That Tribe Is Us.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Just because it's 'normal', it doesn't mean to say for one second, that it is not mad. Earth. A planet of mad selfishness and lack of responsibility. With us as the inevitable martyrs involved. Because we are not mad. This is a planet of shitting on other human beings and calling that love.
Just because it's 'normal', it doesn't mean that it is not madness personified. Lemuria. The planet of madness and cruelty and lack of moral responsibility and hate. The normal world. Save yours. Save your own world. Be sane in a mad world. Be love in a world of hate.
Yes, we have to do it alone. Yes, it is unbearable. Yes, it is painful to the point of suicide. These are all the coercions of madness and hate. From them. The mad. We have to win.
Don't die. Live. Live alone. See what they can do at long last. Exactly. I'm not waiting either. Build and build alone. There is nothing else. This planet is mad. We are not. And we deserve to live. Even if we spend our whole life climbing. They are still mad. We are not.
And to find the strength and conviction to leave them in their madness takes all you have. Do it. Death is the only alternative. Waiting for them to be morally responsible or strong enough or courageous enough or non misogynistic enough or this or that and the list goes on and on. It never ends.
Why for instance does anyone who is involved in a marriage with children, even have the fucking right to look at another person, let alone make false promises? While they are still involved?
It is just more chronic selfishness. More weakness for sure, but not just that. It is chronic selfishness and cannot be allowed anymore, even if it takes so much discipline and shock to let go.
These are Atlantean wounds and martyrdoms. To a chronically mad and selfish Lemurian mob. And the reasons become clearer and clearer. Never our fault. Only our job to finally leave and say no.
Let me know if you are ever legitimately and emotionally available. So that I don't have to wait or spend my days second guessing, even if an Atlantean is by that point, psychically off the planet as Hierophant. Don't abuse my gifts. I worked hard for them. This is your call.
Let me know - and I am being generous to even say it - if you are truly available and worthy of loving me. Let me know if you ever love me. So you actually, bloody well, love me. Fuck off if you are not. It's your problem. And actually it can remain your problem forever. Update. Don't bother coming back. Oh yes, you weren't going to. I have talked a great deal in my work about prophecies. And I know that people like me believe and know the truth of what I talk of. There is something however that goes with that. Choice. The choice of the person to decide whether she or he says yes or no. I now intend to take my destiny in my own hands, even with The Universe. I say no. No forever. I will never entertain a Lemurian male again. I will never share my sacred and magical love and sexual energy with one of you again. I say no. So don't bother. Oh yes, as if you were ever going to.
The Wolf will never lie down with the Lamb. After all, that was just some pseudo esoteric who prophecied that for the world. Why would that ever happen? You are a cold and heartless and mediocre people. And your idea of love is emotional rape, neglect and cruelty. The Wolf will never lie down with The Lamb and I for one am not spending one fuckless second waiting to find out.
My problem - for the last ever time - is chronic aloneness, smallness and loneliness. And grief and feeling rejected every two fucking seconds, because of your shit. I've got plenty to cope with. Life. And climbing up from the bottom. I don't have time to carry your shit too. That is not my job. It is no Atlantean's job. We did it out of love. The love has now finally gone. You are the impenetrable species. No amount of love can reach you. No amount of love should ever be given to you again. You and your people are unreachable. Well, fuck off then. Don't. No one is waiting anymore.
Oh and let's not forget what many women (Atlantean women and men) report. That after psychiatrically treating you for months or years, you then go and find someone else. That has happened to me with the last one. He shacked up with another woman after leaving his wife, while secretly stealing psychiatric help from me every single day for four and a half years. There is no guarantee that that won't happen again.
You are a sick and terrible people as Lemurians. Our curse as Atlanteans is that to be High Serpent Priesthood is to be psycho analytical and Hierophant genius. And guess where the biggest problem lies? In you. That is the truth of courtship. An indifferent and existential nightmare of a Great Mother God Universe with daughters She shits on, and offers up to you, the mad, the males, who shit on us too.
There is no romance or magic left, either on this earth, or in The Universe.
And then we wonder why suicide is such an option for us and why so many of my people go mad or just give up on life. No, you don't wonder. You just judge instead. Us! You have no shred of anything decent as a people. You are the mad. Not one of you even cares. You are the mad.
And not one penny of remuneration, even if, like me, we end up monetising this genius of skill. So what. The biggest problem with your people is that you will never seek out professionals. You get married instead and take it free while beating up your wives, Lemurian or Atlantean. How is that ever going to change?
I can see how unique my work is becoming all over again. My people have to know what terrible lives lie in front of them and why. And how there must be something that is worth it. I can't see anything at the moment. Not one thing. Other than one thing. I used to be mad too. In Atlantean madness which, compared to Lemurian madness of course is NOTHING. But madness nonetheless. I healed myself and my bitterness is that it was all for nothing because I am still trapped in the same fucking mess I was 20 years ago.
Which just goes to show that my people, people like me, need a completely different education of all kinds, to you and your people. That, I can help with. For sure. Whether it will ever be worth anything or not.
There is nothing to describe the agony of what it is to be High Serpent Priesthood on this Lemurian planet of pure hell. You, just about sums it up. All of you. Sick, selfish, stupid, cruel bastards.
No wonder my people think god is male too. Not bloody surprising. The news is even better. Which is why Ridley Scott's Gladiator is the only analogy. We are the greatest warriors on earth. And completely unrecognised. Instead we are vilified unless we are obedient slaves to mad hell. You. The mad.
And even if life never gets better for me, I will at least be able to tell young people like myself how to protect themselves. From both you and The Universe. Creators indeed. Every single one of us. You are the mad.
We truly need so much looking after. And all the time we are supposed to be psychiatrists of the mad, we are supposed to take care of our own lives too. In a world that stands resolutely against all that we are, unless we become you. You make me sick. You all truly, make us sick. You are the mad.
And what I can't stop thinking about today is that while women and especially Atlantean queens have to treat you people all their lives, like the phenomenal psychiatrists that we are, in traditional (extreme patriarchal) societies, we even have to bring a dowry too. What a fucking joke. You are the mad. Be pissed on your whole life and pay for the privilege of it too. That is what you offer us, while The Great Mother Universe watches and laughs. At us. Because She is an existential nightmare. And earth had to go through the dark and blah, blah, blah, blah. Who gives a fuck. First, we have to suffer for thousands of years and then we have to live lives like this. You are the mad. And our lives a curse. You are the curse. Birth is the curse. Life is the curse. Agony does not even begin to describe it.
'Normal' is madness. I don't want any part of it.
I have spent my entire life, certainly since the age of 7, trying to get away from mad and cruel people and still, I am forced to be involved. And all the while, there is a society that mocks me and my kind for being involved and this and that and whatever. And it turns out this is our horrendous soul purpose. We cannot deny our soul's messages. We never have been able to and if we do, we become ill. We are cursed and our curse is you.
And don't get me wrong. I am justifiably enraged at The Universe for Her existential indifference that promotes evil. But it is you and your people I blame. I don't care about The Draconians. They manipulated and took you over but you let them. Earth is your responsibility and mistake. And madness. It's your fault.
We learn the hard way. We win the hard way too.
We always win because we are that powerful.
My question to any of you, is what the fuck are you going to do, to prove that you are worth anything at all? Still waiting. Still, forced to wait. It is my Sacred Daughter purpose. Know you are mad. Know you are bad. And then, feel ashamed. That is redemption and it takes nothing less.
Stop shitting on my race on earth. Take responsibility for who you are and pay the psychiatrists of this world. And I don't mean that that necessarily takes money. It takes some fucking respect.
Do you even have any idea what that is?
Respect. Think about it. Respect. And self responsibility.
Respect.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Talking of responsibility though, there is always one thing a person can do. Again, it goes against everything that we learn in so called advanced society. If the responsibility can be taken, even within the curse of High Serpent Priesthood and Sacred Whore, to love Lemurians and be forced to love them and be forced to take psychiatric care of them therefore, that it was once a dream, to share love, then the responsibility can also be taken to give up.
As I look at my teaching programmes and words, as they develop, I can see that the ultimate sacrifice for a teacher is to give up their own life. In other words, it's too late for me. I don't believe in that dream anymore. And I don't want it. It has cost me too much and continues to cost me too much on a daily basis. It truly is not worth it anymore to me. It will kill me before it ever comes true. And if your ability to love as a Lemurian, as Lemurians depends only on the psychiatric care of an Atlantean, it's too much. Even for an Atlantean Elder.
But other young Atlanteans may be able to succeed where I have failed. It is something that drives Atlanteans more than anything else. Maybe my experiences will help them to become strong early on, to be able to at least have some guidelines in how to live out this curse on earth. To love the mad and the cruel and the 'a-responsible'.
But it's too late for me.
One can give up one's dream. And just live a life of half death like everyone else.
And know that at least I tried. I tried and tried and tried and tried.
But I could not attract anyone but the mad and the bad.
Nothing ever changed.
No one was different.
It's too late for me.
I don't have the drive left.
It may not be too late though, for other people.
In that I can focus on my other dream.
To create a life worth living and to change peoples lives and help turn around this carnage of a pile of shit called earth. And to show Atlanteans that they are worth so much.
That dream might yield something.
This one I give up.
I will never be rejected again.
I will never be forced into loneliness again, and isolated by a man.
I will never be forced to come second best again and always thought of last, by a man.
I will never be the 'little matchgirl' to a man ever again.
I will never be the silent friend/mistress again, out of friendship and psychiatric treatment know how ever again.
I will never trust a member of the Lemurian species ever again.
And I gave it everything I had.
It was never enough.
Other people may be able to learn from this experience.
I am proud to be who I am.
I gave it my all.
But I want peace.
I don't want to be near madness anymore.
I want peace.
I have been sane for six years, completely.
Since my Buddha Ascension, self created miracle of healing. Because I faced myself and got rid of the filth of 'the mortal husk' of madness and pain and hurt and rage and anger and judgement and hatred of The Universe and self pity and all the genuine matter of the ego of pain and rage on earth.
I did that. I faced myself.
And the past six years have been the greatest hell I have ever suffered on this planet.
Lemuria.
I want to celebrate my own healing.
I deserve it.
I want peace.
And a purpose in life that does not make me want to commit suicide.
No Lemurian is worth that.
Sheherazade once again, leaves the building for good.
I give up this dream.
The Sacred Whore is retired.
Every Atlantean has the same life.
To deal with the mad and the bad.
Until they are done.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Modern Warfare on the Atlantean Soul
It used to be witch burning. It used to be chattel 'dollhouse' enforcement. It used to be putting us in a cage.
There is now a new warfare on the Atlantean Soul and I am one of many who has lived it my whole 'life'. That warfare is isolation and rejection.
We are tempted to believe that this is Spirit's purpose for us. It is not. Our life force of abundance is strangled by the Draconian agenda on this earth, meted out unconsciously by its greatest henchmen. The men or women we want to love.
They are programmed to be murderers of the Atlantean Soul. Something I have seen my whole 'life', my monastic, isolated and loveless lonely life. Like many, many of us.
Cut off from abundance, cut off from people, cut off from the world, cut off from life.
This is the life after the healing of all co-dependencies and needs and greeds. Grief that the monastic life was never going to find any balance.
And as I say, at this point it is crucial to remember that this is not about a cruel Universe. It is about the cruelty of an existential planet where there is no help other than in our own souls. We gain strength and guidance and courage from Spirit, the more we access it yes.
But there is no help in the way we want it and there is no retribution for evil on or off this planet.
The Universe is an existential nightmare. Make it work for us and we win.
We are the creators of our own destinies in ways that we cannot even imagine.
And that means facing the truth and facing it again and again.
The men are programmed to kill us. The women if we are male Atlanteans are programmed to kill us.
It is through isolation and rejection. And of course, the false promises of an evil people.
The unconscious projection of Draconian henchmen.
The psychopath people of earth.
The new warfare on the soul.
Be a monk forever and just focus on Spirit, creativity, creation and business. It is the only way to reach people first of all and get any friends at all. To lead in the fields we have followed forever. The pupils become the teachers and in that we finally find a life.
The men will always try to kill us. They are programmed that way and have no will or ability to stop it.
Evil will always exist. Creators can do anything. It is our motivation that has to be built and built and built and built and built and built and built and built and built and built and built. You get the picture.
Never doubt Spirit. Just doubt all that are Lemurian men and women. They are programmed to hate, destroy and isolate Atlanteans into death.
No one wants us to live.
Remember that and you win.
Think it is Spirit and you will die.
And I and every other Atlantean most certainly do not want that.
We want you to live. We want us to live. We want us to win.
The monastic life for an Atlantean is not monastic. There is too much abundance in us and too much creative talent and if you relate, you will have spent years developing your artistic gifts too. They are all you have. They are all we get. Until we complete more monastic years and go into business. And then we are in business. And monastic. We are here to serve simply because no one wants us and no one cares. Use the isolation. Use the rejection. Love yourself. No one else cares.
'Letting it go so you can grow'. Les Brown
And that is an Atlantean life.
Not because of Spirit.
Because of the people we loved.
They don't love. They are built to destroy. And we are the target.
Co-dependency sickness is a joke. We don't heal for nothing however. We do it as the greatest training we will ever need.
To live a monastic life alone. For most of our life.
Love the process? Don't make me laugh.
Fuck the harvest.
Live the process.
Cinderella for sure. But never a prince in sight.
Cinderella is a monk. They didn't tell us that in the fairy tale.
Why would they? Cinderella is about us.
Cinderella and the 'Henchmen slut men'.
True love indeed.
There is no such thing.
There is creation.
We are the magicians of not only earth. But clearly, the entire existential Universe.
Do it yourself. And do it alone. Forever.
Find the professionals. Find your team. There is no such thing as adult family. They are only built to destroy.
And we are the target.
Shove that carrot back in their faces. They will never come.
And we will always be alone.
Face the grief.
And then it is done.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Conclusions. Nothing Is Worth Slavery
Basically, you have to give up men :: I always knew that and fought it the whole way :: Now I know why it has to be done. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business :: The Return ::
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The greatest taboo in the world therefore? That female enslavement is slavery. The feminine experience is not just about 'male hatred', 'misogyny', 'female subjugation', rape, low wages, entrapment by having a womb or the like. Let alone unpaid labour as homemakers or mothers. The female experience is slavery. The proof? As if that is needed; learned helplessness is the direct result of slavery + generic fascism of whore and madonna which means abuse in relationship or marriage or abuse as a mistress or friend. And one other thing. Bonded labour without pay. That is slavery in any other language with any other people.
There is nothing strange or unique to the male experience of slavery of another people. It is a fascistic slavery just like any other. And like any other people on earth; the white Afrikaaner, the white southern American, the Israeli settler, the Taliban extremist, the ISIS extremist, the rape armies of the world called soldiers, men will be the last beings to change. And only when they are forced. That is slavery.
The greatest taboo and impediment to female emancipation therefore is that not even women acknowledge that it is fascism and slavery.That's my job. And my immense pleasure. Recognise it is slavery and you can reverse the mental slavery of worthlessness and learned helplessness and continuous shock at the cruelty. See it for what it is and you win. See it for what it is and leave. No slaver can be tolerated. Not even a man who purports to love.
It is not 'The Stockholm Syndrome'. It is an unacknowledged slavery. It''s not misogyny. It's fascism. It is not women hating by men. It is slavery. A 'manhater' is therefore one thing and one thing alone. An uppity slave. We need a new language. We need to see a new reality. Fascism is not a sickness like dependency or worthlessness. It does not exist because men have been wounded. It is just simply evil. Like any other. Evil. Fascism and slavery.
Women are slaves on earth.
I am an uppity ex slave.
Join me. It feels great. Nothing is worth slavery. Nothing.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
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Being female therefore is about one thing, above all others. The ability to be hated on all levels, by all beings that you ever come into contact with. A woman is a slave on earth. This means she is hated by all who are not slaves (actually, she is hated by other slaves too, but that's another story and much more accessible as something to understand, even if that has to be dealt with ruthlessly too). We are talking of the 'plantation owners'. The perpetrators of hate and lack of humanity. The hatred begins right from the beginning and will only increase over the years. The more she expresses, the more she grows and the more she knows, the more she becomes, the more she will be hated. That is the first part of our training. Be hated. Don't ever lose courage. Grow. Fight fascism the whole way. Forgive others as a people but don't ever take shit from anyone, and have the courage to see the horrendous truth. We live in a rape culture. It's called the patriarchal dinosaur world. Be hated. You are glorious, powerful, beautiful and sacred. And the new world is coming. The new world is here. The new world is you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Lemurian male. The truth is that there is not one single Lemurian male on this planet who deserves the love of any woman, let alone an Atlantean female. I'm shocked too. I have been shocked for fifty years since first arriving on this shit of a planet once again. I have to process that truth too. I can only speak what I see. No Lemurian male or indeed female (of exaggerated Lemurian DNA) will ever deserve love. They have no humanity. They are the sub species of earth. Humanity is not about healing. Humanity is about who you are. Humanity is not about 'being psycho' in dependency or sickness or wounding. Humanity is about who you are. Filth. The filth of the human race. The Lemurian male.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Selective Soul Ascension is therefore explained. Why a Lemurian male and often female, is capable of expression, 'love' within that artistic expression and 'love' whenever they need it. Lack of humanity as a state of being is selective soul ascension. That is not ego. That is who they are.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I searched the world for a 'Maximus'. I only ever found 'Commodus' because that is all there is (Ridley Scott's Gladiator. My favourite story of reference). I have however found a rival for that literary reference. Paul Thomas Anderson's There Will Be Blood.
Daniel Plainview is the most accurate depiction by far of the AVERAGE Lemurian male. A man devoid of any humanity at all with a childish ego and the will to kill, the uncontrollable urge to compete and kill any competition and a man who will sell his 'soul' (does he have one) at the drop of a hat, to make money. That is the Lemurian male. That is normal on earth and that is what women are forced to be involved with. Until now. Daniel Plainview is Commodus. Commodus is the average Lemurian male. And my work is complete on this subject. There are no Maximuses on a Lemurian earth.
And if that is what lies behind 'great sex' - Daniel Plainview - you can keep it. It's not worth it. And I adore sex and sexual love. Most women and female and male Atlanteans do (Venus = sex, not Mars), even if that is a taboo subject in itself. But nothing is worth that level of banal cruelty. Banal, mediocre and average. The Lemurian male of non humanity.
I am done. I sacrificed myself to see inside The Labyrinth and I sacrificed myself because I believed. I am still alive. They are not. The men.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Men will always choose fascism over sex. The extraordinary truth. The single reason for the whore and madonna syndrome on this planet. 'high maintenance' means a woman who asks for humanity alongside sex. A woman who does not believe in female slavery on a male fascistic earth. That is not allowed. Men will always choose fascism over sex. Men are not having sex. They don't want sex. They want fascism. They can have it. Alone. Because every woman finally becomes 'high maintenance'. Nothing can stop the time (Bob Marley).
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Basically, you have to give up men :: I always knew that and fought it the whole way :: Now I know why it has to be done. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Dystopian Transformation Education Business :: The Return :: With or without them, but it is their choice. They have to give up fascism and our final privilege is that we no longer have to give a flying fuck whether they do or not. Our right is to live. IN love. Our love. For us.
Fascism is a Lemurian and male sickness. Not sickness. Madness. Fascism is a Lemurian and male madness. And nothing to do with us. Our business is to live. And survive the real holocaust of this world. Male fascism over women. Evil. Fuck them. Live.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Poison. The Belief in Male Love
There is a poison on this earth. The belief in the possibility of sharing romantic or partnership love. The greatest affliction for people of light. And pure poison. The journey begins with a genuine sickness of love dependency. The journey - if you have protection from The Universe and the skill base to heal it - ends with the recognition that a person of light can only be love dependent even after healing, because we are the only people loving.
The pretty monsters, the people of the dark, will kill us, to stop us having a life. And they will carry on killing until we are dead. And nothing can ever change them. The belief in love is a poison and we are the targets of this virus. There is no place to share love on this planet. This is our journey to liberation.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ for people of the light.
The other is not allowed. The other must be vanquished. The other must be destroyed out of our lives. Our business is to live. Our business is no longer to love. It's a one way street. And finally, our brilliant minds get bored. And our beautiful hearts have the courage and discipline to see the whole truth. And that is the key to freedom. And the end of the most invisible poison on earth. The belief in male love. We are the only people who love. Ever.
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Truly, The Blessing in Disguise
My purpose as it turns out was to leave men. If you are lucky, it will be yours too. Leave the flakes alone (Les Brown). Leave men. Live and survive the curse of this earth. Being in love with love. Being in love with sex. There is no place for it on earth. The demons will never change. Men are evil. My life is the proof.
Our purpose is to leave men. And the agony and the pain of doing that. That is the healing of the female species. And not for the faint hearted. Female greatness is for the strong. And no one is stronger than us. Leave men. It is our purpose. Live.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I have lost nothing. There was nothing to lose.
Give up love. It doesn't exist.
Be love. No one deserves it more than you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Invincible
When a woman finally finds out that no one wants her to succeed, that no one sees her as a human being with male human rights, when no one wants her perspective on the truth of cruelty and evil from male demons, and no one wants her to achieve in anything else but the bedroom, the kitchen or the nursery, she is invincible.
When a woman finds out that she is 'allowed' to do anything, but she has to do it on her own, because no one actually wants her to anything, other than be pussy, a nurse to adult human beings, or a domestic cleaner and cook, she is invincible. A young woman's journey is to find out these horrendous truths. And then win.
Male love is not just a lie, male love is a specifically DNA targeted destruction, aimed at women of the light. Women who like sex. When a woman finds out the truth through the most complex of structures of deception that exist on this planet, she has not only entered the higher mind of super intelligence and the inner heart of pure divine energy truth, she is invincible. And then she begins. And then she wins.
Never be ashamed of having had the courage to love, never be embarrassed about believing that sex is the only reason to be alive, other than personal achievement. Be proud. We are not the profane. They are and they have to be experienced and then destroyed. They are the destroyers. Don't ever let them destroy you. And they will never ever stop trying.
Male is demon. Demon is the profane. We live in a free world now. A world of choice. The choice to never enter that shit ever again. There is no place for sex on earth. They are the profane. We are not. When a woman finally knows that she is more than invincible. She is ready for life.
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Invincible Pt ll
The so called Alpha Male then is one thing and one thing alone.
An unconscious High Priestess and Goddess Sacred Whore assassin.
I have survived more than 40 attempts on my life (and that's just the 'romantic' kind).
That is the truth of who they are. And most certainly the truth of who we are.
They are unconscious assassins. Pawns of the Draconian agenda. Bred to kill us.
Don't ever let them. I can show you how.
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The Big One. Self Worth as The Truth of Self Esteem 'Issues'
Men? Frivolous saboteurs. What do you think they do for our self worth? Exactly. Leave men. Live. Achieve. Be.
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Our lack of self WORTH is not our shame. It is theirs. The great news is that we are the ones who can do something about it. Neuro Linguistic Programming; the most political and seditious method of change in existence. The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ way. Know the truth and do something about it.
Nothing is more important than our self worth. Nothing is more important than us, and what we have to say and do. It is not our shame for one second. It is theirs. Our job is finding the courage to accept the truth. They do not want us to exist. They want us to serve them.
Slavery means lack of self worth. You are WORTH so much more. You are worth everything. This is the truth of low self esteem. Lack of self worth. They don't have that language. We do. And now we know why.
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The Last Hurdle
Male family (what relationship actually is, as opposed to being shoved out of a man's life as a mistress or friend, or subjugated to conditional slavery wifehood under the guise of love) was the last hurdle.
There is no family, other than those who prove THEIR worth to you. Friends, relationships, birth families, birth, extended families, everyone. No one has to be tolerated, just because they are. Slavery is a conditional form of pseudo love that is imposed on the 'weak'. And what are the 'weak'? People of the light. We are not weak. We are of the light. We do not have a drive to dominion over others. We have a drive for brotherhood, sisterhood and the team, the family and the group. These things are not our failings. They are theirs.
Separatism for a new world. Our world, for us, alone, other than if a person of the dark finds the will to union in THEMSELVES. Not our job, but theirs.
Male family was the last hurdle in my life. And in a life of Ascension, a life of re-programming the slave mind out of oppression, suppression and depression and dire lack of self worth, created by the other, personally, institutionally and culturally, all relationship and contacts with other human beings have to be examined.
We follow patterns of relationship until we don't. This is Neuro Linguisitic Programming for a new sociological context and way of being.
This is the revolution. Changing oneself within, to change one's outer life. And then changing one's outer life again and again and again.
Until it is done.
And then, it is done.
The Labyrinth of human failings is exited. Their failings. Not ours.
Once that Ascension skill is integrated, we just grow and grow and grow and grow.
Men are the last hurdle.
Relationship does not exist.
Until it ever does.
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Angel of Mine (Artwork)
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Men? Frivolous saboteurs. What do you think they do for our self worth? Exactly. Leave men. Live. Achieve. Be.
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Our lack of self WORTH is not our shame. It is theirs. The great news is that we are the ones who can do something about it. Neuro Linguistic Programming; the most political and seditious method of change in existence. The High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ way. Know the truth and do something about it. Nothing is more important than our self worth. Nothing is more important than us, and what we have to say and do. It is not our shame for one second. It is theirs. Our job is finding the courage to accept the truth. They do not want us to exist. They want us to serve them. Slavery means lack of self worth. You are WORTH so much more. You are worth everything. This is the truth of low self esteem. Lack of self worth. They don't have that language. We do. And now we know why.
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I'm a feminist who really loved men. I'm a feminist who adored men. That's a story you cannot afford to miss if you are female, or indeed on another level, a male of light. But if you're male or of the dark, you know what you can do. My stories are most definitely, no longer for you.
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The so called Alpha Male then is one thing and one thing alone. An unconscious High Priestess and Goddess Sacred Whore assassin. I have survived more than 40 attempts on my life (and that's just the 'romantic' kind). That is the truth of who they are. And most certainly the truth of who we are. They are unconscious assassins. Pawns of the Draconian agenda. Bred to kill us. Don't ever let them. I can show you how.
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I have lost nothing. There was nothing to lose. Give up love. It doesn't exist. Be love. No one deserves it more than you.
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My purpose as it turns out was to leave men. If you are lucky, it will be yours too. Leave the flakes alone (Les Brown). Leave men. Live and survive the curse of this earth. Being in love with love. Being in love with sex. There is no place for it on earth. The demons will never change. Men are evil. My life is the proof. Our purpose is to leave men. And the agony and the pain of doing that. That is the healing of the female species. And not for the faint hearted. Female greatness is for the strong. And no one is stronger than us. Leave men. It is our purpose. Live.
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There is a poison on this earth. The belief in the possibility of sharing romantic or partnership love. The greatest affliction for people of light. And pure poison. The journey begins with a genuine sickness of love dependency. The journey - if you have protection from The Universe and the skill base to heal it - ends with the recognition that a person of light can only be love dependent even after healing, because we are the only people loving. The pretty monsters, the people of the dark, will kill us, to stop us having a life. And they will carry on killing until we are dead. And nothing can ever change them. The belief in love is a poison and we are the targets of this virus. There is no place to share love on this planet. This is our journey to liberation. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ for people of the light. The other is not allowed. The other must be vanquished. The other must be destroyed out of our lives. Our business is to live. Our business is no longer to love. It's a one way street. And finally, our brilliant minds get bored. And our beautiful hearts have the courage and discipline to see the whole truth. And that is the key to freedom. And the end of the most invisible poison on earth. The belief in male love. We are the only people who love. Ever.
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The greatest taboo in the world therefore? That female enslavement is slavery. The feminine experience is not just about 'male hatred', 'misogyny', 'female subjugation', rape, low wages, entrapment by having a womb or the like. Let alone unpaid labour as homemakers or mothers. The female experience is slavery. The proof? As if that is needed; learned helplessness is the direct result of slavery + generic fascism of whore and madonna which means abuse in relationship or marriage or abuse as a mistress or friend. And one other thing. Bonded labour without pay. That is slavery in any other language with any other people. There is nothing strange or unique to the male experience of slavery of another people. It is a fascistic slavery just like any other. And like any other people on earth; the white Afrikaaner, the white southern American, the Israeli settler, the Taliban extremist, the ISIS extremist, the rape armies of the world called soldiers, men will be the last beings to change. And only when they are forced. That is slavery. The greatest taboo and impediment to female emancipation therefore is that not even women acknowledge that it is fascism and slavery.That's my job. And my immense pleasure. Recognise it is slavery and you can reverse the mental slavery of worthlessness and learned helplessness and continuous shock at the cruelty. See it for what it is and you win. See it for what it is and leave. No slaver can be tolerated. Not even a man who purports to love. It is not 'The Stockholm Syndrome'. It is an unacknowledged slavery. It''s not misogyny. It's fascism. It is not women hating by men. It is slavery. A 'manhater' is therefore one thing and one thing alone. An uppity slave. We need a new language. We need to see a new reality. Fascism is not a sickness like dependency or worthlessness. It does not exist because men have been wounded. It is just simply evil. Like any other. Evil. Fascism and slavery. Women are slaves on earth. I am an uppity ex slave. Join me. It feels great. Nothing is worth slavery. Nothing.
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Being female therefore is about one thing, above all others. The ability to be hated on all levels, by all beings that you ever come into contact with. A woman is a slave on earth. This means she is hated by all who are not slaves (actually, she is hated by other slaves too, but that's another story and much more accessible as something to understand, even if that has to be dealt with ruthlessly too). We are talking of the 'plantation owners'. The perpetrators of hate and lack of humanity. The hatred begins right from the beginning and will only increase over the years. The more she expresses, the more she grows and the more she knows, the more she becomes, the more she will be hated. That is the first part of our training. Be hated. Don't ever lose courage. Grow. Fight fascism the whole way. Forgive others as a people but don't ever take shit from anyone, and have the courage to see the horrendous truth. We live in a rape culture. It's called the patriarchal dinosaur world. Be hated. You are glorious, powerful, beautiful and sacred. And the new world is coming. The new world is here. The new world is you.
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Selective Soul Ascension is therefore explained. Why a Lemurian male and often female, is capable of expression, 'love' within that artistic expression and 'love' whenever they need it. Lack of humanity as a state of being is selective soul ascension. That is not ego. That is who they are.
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Men will always choose fascism over sex. The extraordinary truth. The single reason for the whore and madonna syndrome on this planet. 'high maintenance' means a woman who asks for humanity alongside sex. A woman who does not believe in female slavery on a male fascistic earth. That is not allowed. Men will always choose fascism over sex. Men are not having sex. They don't want sex. They want fascism. They can have it. Alone. Because every woman finally becomes 'high maintenance'. Nothing can stop the time (Bob Marley).
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Two Areas of Self Worth For People of Light
For the Atlantean/person of light, there are then two areas of self worth, targeted by life.
First, the world demands our servitude because we are either women or kind people of the light, female and male. We don't matter. Only they matter and they will kill you dead before that changes. My life is the proof.
There is also a second lack of self worth. That if we speak up, we are either classified as 'Morganas' (The legends of King Arthur) or 'Cruella da Villes' (101 Dalmations). Basically, mean mommies.
We believe it because of our incredible levels of conscience and self responsibility and self examination. And of course, because we want to be loved. And liked. And because our self esteem and self worth have already been destroyed by the time we are adolescents. The spiral has begun and it never ends.
Both these things, the total lack of self worth, imposed by a world that has no respect for anything that is not direct warfare, cruelty and dominion over others, and because we are 'different' as the usual banal adage goes, and the extreme judgement towards anyone who speaks up against injustice of any kind, and the extreme vilification and attacks on personal character that go with it, are the lies of a world that enforces Atlantean and female slavery, as a slavery that is not that different from any other group of people who are doing the same thing. There is nothing unique in either misogyny (fascism against women) or chattel female hatred and slavery enforcement (rejection if you do not comply with a man's rules of existence).
If the truth of slavery is not faced, the real truth of what the problem is - ie, more than 'men will be men' and all that usual propaganda that we try and appease our hearts with so we don't have to face the full holocaust truth - if that truth is not faced, self esteem and self worth in a person of light will never fully heal.
And no wonder. The psychology of being into healing has to be complete. It cannot be half done. The two truths have to be met for any real healing to take place.
Our lives matter. Our lives matter more than anyone else's on this planet as a matter of fact. We are the gateways to The Universe and all that is wisdom. And unless we want a mediocre Lemurian and largely male and largely white, male, mediocrity of domination to continue in the Universities and higher echelons of academic education in this world, we have to believe and know and do the healing work to ensure that our voices are heard. Across the media, across academia, across the world. It's called self created reparation.
Justice.
It's called Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarchy™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarchy™. The real lost society on this profane planet of shit.
This is not empty rhetoric. Our profound intuitive selves have to be developed into true Hierophant and into true purification so that we can interpret and interpret and define all that The Universe has to offer us on earth. For us and for everyone.
We have to rebalance the mediocrity of evil that exists.
Second, we are not the cruel and we have to make sure that our self worth is built and built and built and built so that this can be redressed and rebalanced. A person who speaks out against injustice is not cruel. The person who metes it out is cruel. Our self worth is absolutely battered by the wealth of majority against us so that we finally become invisible, self damaging, escapist and mad. And that cannot continue anymore, not while I have the chance to speak and write. And it must be the same for you too.
Become visible and heal yourself so you can do just that. Personal development and psychological work are not self indulgent luxuries.They are absolutely vital for this earth to heal and that healing is allowed to begin with you.
A Lemurian earth is rampant psychological warfare on our souls from birth, to keep us quiet, self sabotaging and so we have the will to die. So we die. Psychological warfare to keep us in bondage. And not the sexual kind. The cruel cannot do fetish to save their lives. They can only do the sexless literal and this must be the single reason why pornography exists in the first place. Anyone who looks at my work can see I have no problem with pornography. But I am not the kind of person who lives one life while fantasising about another. The cruel can do nothing else. They cannot do fetish. They can only do literal bonded labour. Ours.
It is up to us to leave. And we always do.
The most important thing is how we FEEL about leaving and how we feel about who we are, in our battering of survival of abuse. In other words, we spend our lives, either enduring abuse, escaping abuse or getting over it. Our self worth being wiped out is their win and must not be allowed to continue anymore.
Never give them self worth again, and this can be done by healing, healing, healing and healing. And always by facing the truth. That they will kill us dead to take it and in the modern world, this is isolation, rejection and withdrawal of love other than when they feel like it. That is abuse.
And as I have learned myself, long and hard, they do not change and they also have no idea what they are doing most of the time. They are that much asleep and the reason for that is clear. They don't give a shit. They are the psychopath people and that is that. It's what we do about it that counts. It's the only thing that counts in the end. It is not enough to leave them. It is about psychologically and mentally making sure their shit never affects us again.
So we never remain self doubting, feeling ugly and unwanted, feeling useless or feeling like this world doesn't want us. This world does not want us. Which is why it is about making it OUR world again. As is our human right. And in modern day that's easy. Be visible. We are all intellectual social commentators. And the world needs nothing more than that. Which is why we always have people around us who want to know what we know. That is the proof and the fact that men queue up to get their own personal guide to wisdom and life. And they will kill us dead to make sure that happens.
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The fact is though that we are not alone. We have each other. Physically present or not, in this world of necessary isolation so that our own minds and souls can be developed, the fact is that we are most definitely not alone. There are many of us. It is our turn to take this world.
And the start is self worth. Don't ever doubt that again. You are important. So important. They are not.
The people of light and especially WOMEN of light. Self actualisation from slavery to power. Power takes ambition. Ambition takes self worth. We never knew we had none. Now we know why.
Fear of loss? Certainty of loss has become a way of life by now. The self worth is our job. That, we can do something about. Fuck the rest. Be worth all that you are. Everything. YOU deserve to be heard. YOU deserve to be seen. YOU deserve the world. And so do I.
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Archetype as Demon
I couldn't have a relationship (in the modern, 'civilised', Western, educated, erudite, wealthy, world), because I didn't want to sacrifice my life or mind, so a man could live his and celebrate his, with mine on hold. I didn't want to sacrifice my life so a man could put me into forced servitude (support). What is called wifehood, or indeed, trophy wifehood. The most seductive version of it, with the same 'Bluebeard' result, after all.
They don't tell you that. Anyone in the world. And even if they do, we never listen. We have to find out for ourselves. We just cannot believe that it truly is all the same.
The heroine's journey. And why our achievements come slow. We've got to clear this shit first.
So let me add to the truth. No relationship allowed, if you crave the same life force as a man. No relationship wanted, if that is the archetype of the most attractive, successful men. That is not success. That is demon on two legs. And beings that you can only - if you are lucky - kick to the curb. The whole archetype. Men you fancy. And especially the ones you fancy who you also like. They will suck out the life force from a woman and call that love. That is what they demand of us. And they most certainly rely on the fact that we do not know. And we do not know that there is no end.
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The demon archetype. The alpha male. The worst of them all. And believe me, that's not saying anything. Men are off limits for any intelligent woman. They are vampires who will suck the life force out of you and call that love.
And dare to call you un-motherly, if you don't agree to the worst evil in the world.
I couldn't have a relationship. I wanted to keep my life force for myself. That is not allowed.
I am so grateful that I finally know. My life force is totally and utterly intact. And a hundred times the size it was when I began. The rite of passage is good for something. As long as you blast self worth along the way.
And make it the most important thing you ever do.
Turning the life force into business is the only way to win. Never let a demon archetype vampire it out of you instead. And despite the loneliness, never ever let them do it behind closed doors. They will kill you dead.
Be a goddess. Make sure they never touch you. You'll be a fuck of a lot, better off. The politics of humanity heals a broken heart in one minute. I for one, will never love a vampire again.
I want to be proud instead.
I kept my life force for myself instead. And I never killed, suppressed or watered it down.
Even though I adored the demons called men.
And I am a woman.
I do feel very proud.
The Universe has protected me since the day I was born.
She protects you too. Listen to your beautiful life force and intelligence selves. And never give them up for men.
It is truly a thankless and demonic task.
Enjoy the sex. Then, run.
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And obviously that is a surreal subject in itself. I shall be covering that at length. Again, not our madness for one second. Theirs.
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Post Mortem Pt l
The truth is that men are creeps. Why? Because fascists are creeps. Ergo, men are creeps, unless THEY ever prove different. Er. I won't be holding MY breath. I suggest you don't either. Men are creeps. Fascists are creeps. SO glad in this surrealism, that I finally really, truly, irreversibly, know. Men and Lemurians are creeps. No wonder we are the ones who hate being alive. Only in their world. Because they are creeps. We can create our own. Without creeps. High Priestess and Goddess Sacred Whore assassins. Creeps. Their first cousins are Nazi officers. Creeps.
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Acknowledge Your Divinity
Freedom and Sacrifice – The Zetas
by Daniel Scranton,
“Is it as important to be free as it is to give yourselves what you think you need to survive? This is the question that many are faced with on planet Earth. Because if you feel that your survival is being threatened, or is at risk in any way, we’ve noticed that most of you will sacrifice your freedom to ensure your survival.
So then your survival comes at a cost. Survival, however, is not enough. You must have a reason to live, and the reason must be better than what the sacrifice entails. So we encourage you to know what your reason is, because we see far too much sacrifice on the parts of humans just to be able to live on your world.
When you are truly free, you make no sacrifices, and you know your own sovereignty. You play, and you laugh, and you love, and you would never sacrifice any of that to merely survive.
Would you consider a long life of sacrifice to be better, or more valuable, than a short life lived in absolute freedom? Of course, it is not necessary to choose, because you can have both. So choose your freedom whenever and wherever you can, because you are a beautiful species. And you are more so when you thrive, when your flourish, and when you sacrifice nothing.
We are the Zetas, and we are your brothers and sisters.”
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They Spent Five Years Trying To Kill Me. I'm Done
They spent five years trying to kill me. That is relationship and the world of men.
Psychological warfare and coercion of hate through denial of love. Their weapons, then and their weapons now. 13000 years of male shit. The planet earth.
There is an alternative. Run. We live in a free world. Females are educated, able to go for jobs that are more than secretaries, and able to have freedom (just about) over their biological USE in this world.
The mental slavery however is our job and the new frontier. A people do not just heal overnight, just because legislation or the literals are different. As every woman alive today knows, just like any other group that has come out of its own specific holocaust.
Earth is a planet of holocausts. This is the female one. Men will try to kill you your whole life. Proved by the usual adage; that men are happier in marriage and women are happier single. I wonder why the fuck that is true? A man will be supported, loved and encouraged to become what he can be, vocationally.
A woman will be hated, isolated, denied love and have constant attempts on her life and all under the guise of a true belief that they actually love you.
That is not male selfishness. That is homicide as a way of life.
Men do not deserve love. Men deserve nothing to do with us.
And our choices are stark.
Either spend your whole life trying to stop being murdered psychologically by a man, after spending your whole life trying to stop being murdered by your family and anyone else around who wants a piece of you. Or, survive the unspoken Odyssey of this profane world of male shit.
And run with all your bounty. You and the vast experiences of who you are, the richness of your soul and the built courage to literally move mountains.
And be original as you always were. Leave the mediocrity to the men.
Not only are they ridiculously and horrendously cruel, they are plain boring. If you can't enter soul, you are not just without love intelligence. You are boring too.
Well, that's the world explained. If you can survive that, then you finally get to create your own. Far, far, far away from any male mediocrity that could ever exist.
Trading to a planet of Lemurians. From afar. As any Atlantean has the right and duty to herself or himself, to do.
The entrepreneurial artist. She needs no one. She never did. It just takes time. So what. Greatness takes time. Real greatness.
Not the mediocre kind.
That, I leave to the world. Their empty accolades and their warped ways of life. Have them. I'm done.
I'm off to do it my way. Without men.
No one ever managed to kill me.
I am woman. I am High Priestess. I am Avatar. I am me.
Men are no longer allowed. They are not worthy. And they didn't kill me.
Make sure they don't kill you either.
Men are for cock.
And that's only when everything else has been built and done.
They are too dangerous and stupid and vampirical at any time before.
Men have to be kicked to the curb.
They will kill you before you know what's what.
Be proud. Be single.
And celebrate that gorgeous mind, soul and heart and primal mind and being that you are. We are the people of light. We are the profound. And this world now gives us the chance to be alone. And to stand as individuals.
No one needs or wants that more than us.
This is not our world.
We want to create our own.
We don't want to be bored anymore.
Here is to the end of Lemurian cultural imperialism.
Boring. Let's go.
No woman killers allowed.
I leave the simple escapism to the hims.
I've got places to go. Celestial and terrestrial. He could never keep up.
He is a man.
And he tried to murder me for five years. And then another tried to. And then another too.
No more murderers allowed.
It is their minds that can't keep up.
They are just too slow.
There is only one thing that men are good at. A never ending inhumanity of cruel. One that needs no shouting, bullying or protest. Cruel is just cruel by its very existence. All I have ever seen. Conditional love and a vast ocean of inhumanity. That is the world of men. Per se. Let alone their foul views and cruelties about women.
Women do soul, power, love and self examination. Men do cruelty. Long distance, fantasy sex. And cruelty. Always cruelty. Only cruelty. Cruelty, backed by cruelty. They are the inhumane. Inhumanity is evil.
This is their insanity. Never, ours.
'Salieri' in the Mozart story. Men. Poisoned with jealousy.
The vampire society. Even, alpha men. Too much jealousy. Not enough talent.
The Lost Knowledge of the real society has been gone too long.
They will never catch up. And they have no honour either.
They respect nothing that we are.
And we've been gone too long. Thanks to them.
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They will never get that.
We remain 'the dancing girls' to them.
It doesn't matter how much education you inspire, shove, persuade, or whatever, down their stupid throats.
They are murderers of the Atlantean soul.
Never let them kill you.
I know you never would.
You are the magnificent.
Like me.
I survived. Now I get to really, live.
The good news is this. One got me away from the family as it was and all dysfunctional friendships at that time. And the other got me away from him and the other got me away me from him all over again.
The journey does have its uses. Transient and always with accompanying abuse.
There is no such thing as a male who loves you. There is no 'the one'. It is a terrible and false myth.
They are murderers of the Atlantean soul. Women. And especially women of the light.
Like Curtis Hanson's '8 Mile', we have to be that violated, to make us rise. And once we rise, we rise forever, without ever looking back.
Feminists - women who believe in female equality - are 'rebels' in their world. Their world does not allow female rebels. Be one. The alternative is death. Death, with them.
Men, truly are pathetic.
But there is nothing attractive anymore.
The cruel are weak.
The greatest revenge is not just massive success (Frank Sinatra). It is never having to think about them or anyone else ever again.
No one deserves life more than people like us.
They have tried to murder us our whole lives.
They can, truly, fuck off.
My business is soul. My business is me. My business is no longer, anything whatsoever, ever, to do with men. They do not exist. They never did.
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Their Insanity. Never Ours
They spent five years trying to kill me dead, calling that love.
It is their insanity. Not mine. Never mine.
Men 'make' us mad?
Men are mad.
It is their insanity. Never, ours.
They can be mad, bad and cruel and insane, all on their own.
Never my problem, ever again.
Make sure it is not yours neither.
Women have the right to live.
Be the crone, be the rebel, be the uppity slave forever.
You are more beautiful than you know.
And they will never tell you.
They just want women as slaves.
The great unspoken.
Female slavery. The same as animals. Just politer and with more subterfuge.
That is their earth.
They can keep it.
And SHOVE it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Information For The Light. Fuck The Dark
Consciousness therefore is supernatural intelligence.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
It's the Female High Priestess Society that I am promoting and WHAT our 'revenge' is taking us back to. All that a truly kind human being is, and why we are 'the meek' and so disrespected and violated.
We are the priests of this earth and we are the millions who were burnt and vilified and destroyed as witches. WE are the priests and anyone else is a fraudster, or spawn of evil.
That is how big our task is to conquer evil. To leave them and become High Priestesses. And we do it by BECOMING High Priestesses. Again.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
It's like the greed is about buying a healer for life.
Maybe that's what they did.
They bought the women and we died because we were put in a cage and prevented from expressing as leaders, Divas, storytellers and sages.
They took away our right to shine AND our right to commune.
They just wanted to buy You.
They are evil.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Leaving Men At Last
'The best revenge' may be 'massive success' (Frank Sinatra) - and I look forward to proving that for sure - but there's a revenge that is faster, nearer and one that can be meted out immediately.
And that is to leave men.
Accepting that male abuse in relationship - whether it is through subterfuge, the 'whore and madonna' abuse, denial of love or beating a woman up or rape or any of the other hundreds of types of male abuse towards women, ingredients of life on a male planet of shit - is not abuse but rather the rules of slavery, is the greatest gift a woman can give herself on earth. And that, as I have seen in my own journey, takes massive courage.
To maintain hope and joy in the face of such hopelessness that is this planet. And I am most certainly not talking about hope about men, but hope in general. It seems that this is our universal affliction. That we need hope. Hope is the will to live. And to maintain hope after knowing the horrendous truth of men, is courage indeed. And has to be done. Otherwise, they win.
No woman should ever be judged for not being able to face the truth. It is the most horrendous truth anyone will ever have to face ever. Because it is the last great unspoken abuse of this earth and the one that everyone knows about and no one wants to do anything about, because they are all slavers and we are all too wounded and shocked to do anything about it either.
That's left to the extremists for human rights like me. Letting everyone know that it is slavery is my job. And first I had to believe it myself.
It is possibly true, that like all people and all situations, you just keep going in life, until you find someone or something better. So, yes, there may be one or two men in this entire world who have examined their own slaver cunt personality of male enough to heal him. But that is how rare it is, make no bones about it. I have never met a man yet. I have only met stupid, cruel, mediocre, vain out of their skins, slavers. What about you? If a good man were to come along on a steam roller right now, I would reject him, but yes, in theory, there is a solution. Like racism, shapeism, disabilityism, and all other abuses of human rights, there are people of these abuse groups who are good. So, in theory there may be good men. It also means however that you - if you can even be bothered - have to keep going until you find one that is worth it and never stick with the ones who you hope you can inspire enough to change. You can't. None of us can.
The best revenge is to leave them. First, they are simply stepping stones. Second, they are have to be left because they are horrendous cunts. I've never even got a cup of coffee out any of mine. Yes, I developed psychic gifts like I could never have imagined. That's another major part of the story and relevant I am sure to many, but certainly not the point right now. The point is that men believe in female slavery. They call it relationship and marriage. We don't believe in female slavery. We call relationship or marriage love.
There is no correlation or convergence between men and women. Men are disgusting bastards. They believe in female slavery.
Just because it is the status quo, it does not make it right. Unpaid labour, forced motherhood to adults, forced motherhood to children as a full time job, cutting her career, utilising all her energy for him. That is slavery. We just cannot accept the truth of it. And that is NO reflection on us. Only them.
Women like me are never left. We do the leaving, by the very fact that we do not agree with male enslavement of women. That is the path of self worth after abuse. And it works. Because it's true.
The only way that women are going to heal on this planet and have real success and real mental health and real self actualisation is through the real acceptance of male enslavement of women as a generic state of being. That they do it consciously and that they also know it is slavery and that things really are as horrific as that.
Male treatment of women is slavery. Unless a man acknowledges that institutionally backed problem and that he is a conscious and unconscious colluder in that, don't ever stay with him. He will always enslave you. And like it, until you are dead.
Male treatment of women is slavery.
It's not abuse. And it's most certainly not 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus'. It's slavery and a woman leaves a man the minute she says no.
I have left men all my life.
I hope you do too.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Woman = Unwanted Whore = The Views of Men = The Nazgul
The last time I will ever be treated like an unwanted whore, for being beautiful, viscerally sexy and 'well turned out'. It is however, important to remember that abuse comes in many templates. This is just one template of male abuse. Seeing a woman as a whore and nothing else, when the truth of it is the Sacred Whore High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch, Consciousness Society™. In other words, a woman. Including a true male of the light.
There are many templates of abuse. Look out. 'Nazgul' (Tolkein) have no connection to their souls. They are the damned. The psychopaths/non feelers of this world. All they see is whore. They do not get the sacred. In any template of 'relationship' between male and female.They never will.
'Nazgul' don't want their souls. They'd have to share power. And it is our misfortune that we are soul-vastly sensitive enough to see the full glory of what is soul. Including, most unfortunately, theirs. They never will. The brick wall syndrome explained. Nazgul, as the average man.
Psychopaths as the 99 percent generic of earth. Priesthood of woman indeed. Priesthood indeed. The sacred.
Just make sure you are untouchable. And there for all. No one can do what we do. We have to do it alone. The proof of who we are. And sadly, the proof for sure, of what they are. Nazgul.
There are no pacts between lionesses and men. There are no pacts between the angel race and the Nazgul.
Letting go is a process all of its own.
Let go with knowledge.
Then you can truly, let go.
And live as the angels you are. The High Initiates of this planet. Even before you make the path of sacred knowledge and transformation that is your absolute, human right.
Alchemy, Liberation and Humanity. Not for them. Priesthood is as elite as it comes. They are the proof.
Leave the Nazgul alone.
All they see are whores, servants or handmaidens.
That's what THEY call mother.
After all, look what they did to the Great Mother Universe. They even took Her and made her male.
And have told us we are stupid and useless and worthless, ever since.
'The lady (gentleman) doth protest too much, methinks'. (Hamlet)
I wonder why.
The sacred will never reach them.
The truth of all that we are.
Human beings with human rights. Divine beings with the humility to have wanted to include them.
They see whores.
And that is no reflection whatsoever on a professional whore.
That is a reflection on them.
The Nazgul. Men. And the women like them. But the men most definitely lead.
Nazgul Lemuria = the mediocrity of earth.
The client base we have served forever.
The last 13000 years as slaves.
No more.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Moral True Priesthood
It is amoral, pseudo priesthood that I have had to deal with for the past five years on this blog. I wanted to do so too, because I didn't realise they were who they are. Now, it is time to deal with true sacred priesthood. People like me. The real elite of this earth. Those who are neither amoral nor cowards. Those who possess true authentic power and not the pampered princes and princesses kind, the empty kind who can't do shit.
'The meek shall inherit the earth'. The meek already are. Now it is time to make it material. In every way possible.
There is one thing I will say about amoral pseudo priesthood, both male and female. At least they have no timidity - because they cannot and will not feel - of performance. Unconsciously, they at least deliver art forms that we, as the real priesthood elite of this world can utilise to our heart's content.
And they are pretty like us. We can use these things, as long as we stay far away.
There are no kind patriarchs. There is only one kind matriarch, if you are really lucky.
The rest is up to us. The so called meek. Slavery made us that way. Because evil will always win on one level. The Orks of Tolkein's works. Just because they are the elite of that people, it does not make them anything other than Orks.
We are the 'Aragorns' and the 'Frodos' and indeed the 'Lord Elronds'. And of course, as High Initiate graduates, the 'Gandalfs'.
The 'Saromans', ,the 'Stewards' and the 'Borrimors' are them. Seduced by evil. 'Nazgul' then and 'Nazgul' now. Puppets of the Draconian, non human agenda of control of this planet. Sluts to power. While having none.
Leave it to them. The truth of 'live and let live'.
They cannot be helped. And we have to live alone. And leave sex to another dimension.
There is work to do.
Sensuality as we know is as much a destructive escapism as well as a Divine earthly right.
Eden is after death.
Meanwhile, there is work to do.
End slavery.
The world belongs to us.
'Take it. It's yours'. (Achilles. Wolfgang Peterson's Troy)
Be the real elite.
Leave the amoral alone.
So they can be Lemurians together.
Atlantis calls.
For us. And anyone who can shift their DNA into being an Atlantean.
The real, true, moral, SOUL leadership of Priesthood.
Led, at last, again, by women.
Or not at all.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Moral True Priesthood, Contd
....oh yes, that's the conundrum. Either they have the gift too and they choose amorality (dominion over others at any cost) over Love INTELLIGENCE (soul) and they have found out the wonderful truth. That you can't have both! Or, they don't have the gift.
Well, if they don't have the gift, which is true intuition, Hierophant, cosmological linking and real psychicness, which is long learned, conscious esoteric mystic AND shamanic understanding and sixth sense about Arcane Principles, in other words, conscious Alchemy as a state of being, and a true Noetic - a spiritual intellectual and not someone who is restricted to other peoples work only, good enough as that is too to integrate - then they bloody well don't have the humility to go with it.
Either way, they are the absolute undeserving. They are so, not worthy. The reams of men and women who have crossed my path, taken from me and then left, in the same state as they were when they came. All the same people. Pseudo Priesthood. Who have no respect for who we are. Who can only envy what they clearly will never have. And who will just take and take and take and take. And give nothing in return.
And most definitely, never when you need the most. They are the profane. Cruel, evil and to go with that, incredibly, they are spiritually stupid.
They have neither real sight, nor respect. They are the false priesthood of this world, then, 13000 years ago, and now. They are the 'elite' of the mediocre world. The status quo. With hope, drive and bank balances to show for it. And they say nothing. And they give even less. What they are good at is taking. And this is the lesson we have to learn, probably always the hard way.
Leave them to it. Their plain and unintelligent and cruel lives.
They want it anyway. We are just fantasy. They are not capable of anything more. Exotica indeed. Across race, gender, age, everything. Other than one thing. We are all Sacred Whore High Serpent Esoteric Priesthood.
And we spend our lives, obsessing (karmically as is our need for a thousand reasons) over forbidden love. It's not forbidden. They will make sure it never happens. They are the profane. We are exotica. We interfere with their lives. And they think WE are the weirdos.
Pseudo priesthood. Spiritually stupid, cruel, financial abusers and thieves. Now, as then. And they will make sure they kill us dead. It's what they were built for. Their purpose in The Matrix.
Leave them to it. And run.
They like power, they like earth and they like dominion over others. It hides their cowardice and that is what they crave the most. To stay behind the mask. So that no one knows their 'spirits' are puny, pathetic and shrivelled up.
You cannot have courage without soul. You cannot have soul without Love Intelligence. You cannot have Love Intelligence without humility.
That's why men beat women. Literally and metaphorically. Because they know.
The 'Salieri' race. 99 percent of the world.
We are the true elite.
They have proved it for us.
They will never enter soul. And if they do, they become Saroman.
They are the damned.
They like it.
They will never honour women.
They will never honour true Priesthood.
They will never honour the truth of The Universe.
They have no honour.
They are the damned.
Leave them to it.
We have both worlds.
We have the gift.
We ARE the gift.
They will be the last to ever let us know, that they know.
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But most certainly for us. We are it.
We have to become it.
Experience the closest thing you will get to love and then transmute it. Grow those bank balances and give as the real you. And heal the trauma of who you have been. You deserve it.
Not them.
The most satisfying thing about being rejected and hated by men is this. I never have to mother/inspire/help/share with some ungrateful 'motherfucka' ever again. I have seen the truth now. And I have experienced and I have run.
And I have taken everything I wanted, with me.
The puny spirits remain the same.
Mediocre and spiritually stupid.
They are more alone than we could ever be.
We have The Universe.
They think that they are all that there is.
Wow.
Can you imagine how boring that makes them?
Exactly.
Pity evil. It is nothing, of nothing. And will return, to nothing.
They understand the language.
And nothing else.
And yet their humility is nowhere to be found.
They will go on stealing and violating and judging and conditionally 'loving', until you say stop.
They will go on with their window shopping and false promises, until you are truly, dead.
You are exotica to them.
And they don't give a shit.
You can be magnificent, intelligent, fulfilled, RICH in money and expression, fascinated and full of hope and joy, to you.
Who deserves you more?
Who EVER deserved you more?
Lemurians are nothing.
Men are nothing.
You are everything.
You are the love elite.
Keep it for you.
And us.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Bad Habit of Romantic Love. Letting Go
Earth then is simply a very barren planet with abject loneliness and aloneness as the norm. A planet of non feeling, blah, blah, blah and blah. It's an alone existence. Anything else is tedium, co-dependency, either coping with your own madness as is or was, or dealing with everyone else's. With maybe a 'one day' right up to the end of your life. To do with a personal life that is. The only thing that is totally out of one's control. And I can tell you why on every single level there is. Anything else we can control.
Which means simply that earth is very barren and very very lonely. Face that, survive that and you win. Because the only alternative is dealing with the mad forever. The ones that are not diagnosed. The really dangerous ones. But that's life on earth. Live and let live. And run and do anything else other than look for love. Barrenness may yield one day. But it's a one day in the far future. And definitely when one is not looking. And that is all that earth relationship of the romantic kind could ever be.
Ruthless ambition and very powerful self discipline. Do anything else but relationship and you will go far. It's only 'love' that doesn't work. It's earth. Make the connections for sure. Have a bit of fun. But that's all it is. They are the barren. And it is their earth. For now.
And only, only, only, if we want them.
Want and create a creative life of entrepreneurial and creative professionalism instead. It's at least, a two way street. And will give you all that kind of sensual love that you need.
Relationship is fated for most of us. It comes if it is one's time. It most certainly is about something else before that. Many many things. But never 'love' or ending the loneliness. Either dependency led loneliness or indeed, a fully grown soul's loneliness. In the end it becomes the same. We still have to be abjectly alone and lonely to live an authentic life.
One has to spend most of one's life, completely alone. That is a correct life on earth.
Without the madness. With soul.
Earth is a barren planet for romantic love. Anything else works.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Peace and The End of The Quest
The most amazing thing for me out of all that I have experienced is this; who knew that a Lemurian ONLY expresses his or her depth in his or her work?
The 'Donald Draper' syndrome explained. Why the character of Mathew Weiner's seminal 'Mad Men' was so brilliant at his work, but why he was such a never ending arsehole of banality and misogynistic and other convention outside his work. Why there was no correlation. Why there never is with that type.
In the spiritual definition of things therefore, no Lemurian is an actual artist. They are creatives. They do a job. Atlanteans ARE artists. In everything we do and are.
There are dialectics galore to come out of that. Because it is much more so that a Lemurian has a job and that an Atlantean works long years to come out with their products and such like. Atlanteans usually have to be belligerently original, while Lemurians adapt to accepted art forms and the markets that already exist and so on. Lots for me to explore in the years to come on that level.
This would explain why Lemurians forge ahead in professional life and obviously then, wealth and recognition and 'achievement'. And why Atlanteans may be brilliant but they remain at the bottom of society, economically, philosophically, physically and in terms of conventional society and alienation and no will to be a part of it and so on. Issues I have long dealt with and that many people of my kind suffer from at least for a major part of their lives.
And so on.
And why Lemurians seem to have no emotional intelligence whatsoever, even when they do emotions as a job. And why they just cannot and will not connect with a soul that houses them, that shimmers at every woman they meet. And why they just cannot and will not follow through. They can't. They are soul separate if you like. They presumably can only connect with their soul as a people through their work.
No wonder men beat women. And no wonder the beast can never be kissed again, after being kissed a thousand times.
Well, there you go. Opposites no longer attract. The two tribes have to be accepted and grown separately. The good news is that there can be no judgement anymore. They are who they are and we are who we are. And never the twain shall meet, apparently. And who the fuck can care about that anymore, after such a barren quest?
The point was to find out why.
That is the reason I began this work five years ago, if not twenty years ago, when my quest for peace and happiness and purpose first began.
I get it. They are a kind of creative who separate 'fantasy' and reality in a wonderful 'whore and madonna' defined personal life as a generic state of being of their archetype.
We do it all together. And find it overwhelming.
We live an authentic life.
They live a job.
Love can never be a job. Love has to be authentic, or nothing at all.
Nothing at all.
I get it.
Peace.
At long last I know why.
Life is to be lived alone.
Nothing is worth watering down authentic.
Love is not a job.
Love is love. Or nothing at all.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Earth is therefore hell. There is a definition of hell and heaven that I once heard. Let me see if I can recall it and do it justice.....two huge halls with the same situation. Long long tables with people sitting opposite each other. And the only way they can eat is to use a ridiculously long spoon to dip into a bowl and then get to their lips. In hell, no one eats because no one can do it. They spill the contents of the bowl by the time they get it to their lips or they can't reach their mouths and that sort of thing. In heaven, they use the ridiculously long ladles to feed EACH OTHER.
I began this quest too of exploration to help. I healed my 'harridan' - the judging person/woman/Atlantean, despite the forays into vitriol within the dialectics in this work, a long long time ago - and wanted to discuss with and help the man I was in love with, to find out what the problem was, after years of barren love with other men.
The problem is that I help. Men and Lemurians do not.
So, not only do we have two vastly different archetypes on this earth, one helps and the other shares nothing. Not even anything of themselves, let alone their resources to match ours.
The harridan was healed for me. Not it turns out for them. They don't want it, they don't care and nothing has inspired them to either share, give or help from their own resources, namely themselves.
Earth is therefore hell.
And an Atlantean can succeed within that. By accepting the profound aloneness and loneliness of this earth.
There is nowhere to put our feelings. Other than into ourselves and our work. Just like them. But we do it successfully, by never losing who we are. We learn eventually to give that abundance to our own rich inner lives and sole lives. And just wear a mask in this world like everyone else.
We wear the mask however. They ARE the mask. Other than in their work.
The aim is not to share love or sex or companionship anymore. The aim is to create a good life. Alone.
And in that we finally win, by being ourselves, despite the integral madness and separateness of the other.
They can't do ladle helping. They would rather not eat.
And that about sums up my love life experience. Barren men. Men who do not want to eat.
They just want to watch for a while. And then go.
They do not want to eat.
We have to feed each other.
They don't want to eat.
They like hell. We don't.
We can do something about it.
But without them.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Without them, but only after a time with them. The paradox of earth is that we have to interact with the 'un-interactable' to find out who we are and to find out who they are and to benefit from the interaction as much as we can, while they benefit as much as they can too.
Self discovery and the devastating truths of what I have found match the elation of the greatness of the things I have discovered too.
And I especially recall, at this moment, the scores of Lemurian women who have been in my life. I have not spent much time on them in this work, because I was focusing on the issue of men and love. The women have listened to me for years, as friends, and they helped me to not feel so alone.
The problems were however similar to the men. I finally realised that they were listening but not understanding. I couldn't blame them for that but the loneliness increased and the hostility from them was the envy. I couldn't take the latent and not so latent hatred anymore. Plus they have a fundamental terror and problem with sex and all things sexual.
But then, so do the men.
Lemurian women hate the Lolita archetype. But then, so do the men.
And so on. This is a huge new work and what I am working on now for my first professional work to be published, not in the near future. These are just the headlines, as I structure and plan my years of writing and speaking and becoming an educationalist with the philosophies of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
The most important thing about truth is this. Feel the grief and the rage and the pain and then move on.
Accept that this planet is truly horrendous and know why. And then you can do something about it.
The other thing as Atlanteans in particular is this. Love may be the thing we have to obsess about forever, for very obvious reasons I feel, now, and hardly anything to do with us, but it is only one of our two equal loves. The other is the use of our creativity and mind and heart and loins of soul. Our art, our business and our hunter selves. We love them and always have and have nurtured and developed them forever.
'A woman can't have it all' because no one can. The men who appear to have it all are masks. They don't have anything at all. They are just rich. And accoladed.
And that is what we have to catch up on.
Our material right to be visible. Our material right to be working. And our material right to be contributing OUR culture to this stupid Lemurian world of shit. And we do that by grieving and doing.
And that, as they say, is that.
Peace and love to all.
Love is in the Atlantean heart.
Make sure it stays there. Let alone the sensuality and the sex. It's not wanted anywhere else. And it's no one's fault. That is what they are.
We'll just have to watch them in their work. It truly is the best of them. It's all there is.
We are everything else. We have to enjoy proving that to ourselves and indeed this dry and stupid, Lemurian world. Change the status quo. Be you. Be big.
And get them out of the fucking way.
No one deserves it more than you.
You'll just have to do it alone.
So what. You always have.
And now you, I and everyone else, know why.
Earth is hell. Make it a good one anyway. We have the gifts. We have the drive. And who the fuck wants to come here and do this shit again, because we didn't complete it this time around?
Exactly.
The aim is to finally ascend of this cesspool of a toilet planet. The patriarchal, chest beating, empty headed, empty hearted, empty souled, soiled soul, slavery of the whole human race by white men (and every usurper of colour) as Draconian henchmen sluts, planet where they do okay, so fuck everyone else, cesspool of a toilet planet. The overseers are always worse than any slave. They actually think they are free. Let them have it. Fuck them. Run.
The aim is not just to get out of this prison of a place, but to fucking well leave them to it. They can have it and with bells on.
The aim is also however, not to die poor. And indeed, unknown, unappreciated and used and abused and forgotten. While the white men at the top take all that is, while shitting on everyone else, because they like hell. Because they are of hell. And they cannot be reached.
And they truly think they are protectors. Wow.
No one deserves that. The shit that they promote as normal life and 'the haves and the have nots'. While they remain empty, women killing, women torturing, non touching idiots. Keeping us all dangling for years, because we don't know the horrendous truth. That they ARE nothing, other than a mask.
We all deserve to win and we live in the most entrepreneurial age that has ever existed. Use it. And use it to express your truth. That is what it was built for. For us.
And we do that by becoming whole.
Fuck the partnership. Become whole.
You have to save your own life.
No one can 'help' those who do not want to be 'helped'. Want, can't, whatever.
We are Hierophant. We are healers. We are not The Great Mother Universe. Or what people call God. We are not Her. We are only Her representatives and Lemurians don't understand a fucking thing about who we are, let alone what love, feelings, psyche, psychic, spiritual, esoteric, shamanic - anything - are. Let alone anything we say.
That lot will have to take care of their own Ascension.
We need to leave Earth.
We do it by becoming whole.
Alone.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Goodbye To The Past. Goodbye to Empty Temptation. Hello Future. Alone, Free, Selfless and Powerful. And Open to the New, New, New and New
I am the light. I cannot be conquered and I cannot be controlled, because I am the WHOLE light. That is Shaman. That is Hierophant. That is True Intellectual. That is High Priestess. That is Wisdom Carrier. That is Sacred Whore. That is Wizard. That is Monarch. That is Soul. That is SPIRIT and that is me.
Warrior of light. Warrior OF light, FOR light. Warlord of Light™. I and my people cannot be controlled and cannot be conquered. We ARE the light. We ARE the love. The High Priestesses and High Priests of this world.
Do not envy us. Work with us. Do not try to control us. You will always lose. And do not try to vampire us. We will always win. We are the light. We cannot be conquered. We are the light and we are the love. Because WE are The Higher Mind. The intelligence of The Universe. Soul. The love intelligence. The love.
We are the Warlords of Light™. Spirituality in your world may be some sappy tolerant thing. In our world, it is to be a Warlord of Light™. It is to ‘kill’ for love. For the light to shine. It is to have seen hell. And it is to have come out the other side.
This is our world too. And love has a right to exist. Being a Warlord of Light™ means it will always exist.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
It's not abuse. And it's most certainly not 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus'. It's slavery and a woman leaves a man the minute she says no. I have left men all my life. I hope you do too.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
'Protect Your Dream' (Les Brown)
I had two dreams that I have protected, my whole life, so far. Now I protect only one dream. My vocational career and legacy. My money. My self determination. My way of life. Whatever it takes. I protect me.
Monarch in the dirt, Serpent on her belly, doing it the hard way, being an outlaw, whatever it takes, all colloquialisms apply.
I no longer protect my dream with a man. There is nothing worth protecting. There can be no love with men. There can be no love with fascism. They are a lost people.
If they are ever found, it will be long after you have protected your dream. You.
Protect your other first dream. Protect yourself.
Protect your real dream.
You.
And the key to freedom (in a world of corrupt princes and Monarch Unicorn princesses) therefore is this. Don't just endure what you have to do. Enjoy it and know that every single day you do it 'the hard way' is a victory. A victory over the foul legacy of male on earth. A victory over every man that lives. A victory over men. Forever.
Because, make no bones about it, they KNOW what they do. And they will carry on doing it until they can't. No person with 'power' will ever give it up voluntarily. Take it. It was never theirs.
Be real power. Be you. Be proud. Be you.
Just by turning up every day to self determine. You win.
Do it and do it with joy.
Protect your real dream.
You.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
On the (Inevitable) Personal. To the Demons
The other thing to say, finally, is this.
If a man is not reformed by the time you meet him (and there should be Oscars for men who are reformed by the time you do meet them), then he will remain cruel forever.
In the light of all that is Sacred Whore training, from the fascinating literature I have seen and indeed, Hierophanted myself as the prophet shaman archetype, this appears to be going against the wisdom.
I do not think that is the case anymore. Yes, in theory, one can give people the keys and then disappear (truly, the most painful thing to do in the world) and then, in true 'Pride and Prejudice' through to 'Officer and a Gentleman' narrative style, the man comes humbling along at last and the woman and he live happily ever after. That might be theoretically true.
However, that is only if one believes in giving more than forgiveness to a man who has abused her. Forgiveness is one thing. Forgiveness for Atlanteans, who are healed into the sacred heart and mind, is not an issue. Re-engaging is. Half waiting is. Half hoping is.
And my point is this. I have come to terms personally, and it must be similar for every woman on earth, that I only attract one archetype, within the pig hog archetype of Lemurian man. I attract extremely cruel, well spoken, polite, wealthy, trophy hunting, psychological wifebeaters. Men who respect nothing to do with women and men who give NOTHING whatsoever, and expect you to wait until they are ready to even say hello. Men that other women call selfish. That is not what I call them for sure.
Now, the fact that these men do not even say hello - other than the fact that this demands an explanation of psychic powers, which I am not prepared to go into here, which everyone of my archetype will understand immediately without knowing the details of what is psychic and that psychic is indeed psychic - could be down to, let's say, the fact that they are all married. That the journey to Sophia, so well explained by Nancy Qualls-Corbett in The Sacred Prostitute is one that is reached by a mature man.
It could be down to many factors. Other than one that is not talked about and certainly has not been faced head on by me before, such was I in need of hope. Cruelty.
I come from cruel men. It was inevitable that I would be attracted - soul DNA - emotionally to cruel men.
The patterns we are born to, take time to unravel, even if you undergo years of metaphysical and psychological and sociological and anthropological therapy and the even more important Hierophant of self discovery.
Abuse is abuse. There is nothing to feel embarrassed about. Uncovering the layers and details of abuse is not our fault. It is our genius. And it takes nothing less than genius and the heart of a lion.
So this is a notice to them today. I will not entertain a man again, who isolates me through denial, lack of communication or lack of connection. My psychic gifts will no longer be a liability. There is no more waiting, no more hope and no more tolerance for men who do not engage, give or communicate or connect in any way. This is not down to your inability. This is because you think you can get away with it and when you are finally ready, you can dribble along in your reformed state and a woman is a bitch if she is not saintly enough to forgive and forget and take you as her own.
That is a load of romantic bullshit.
And for a woman who has lived alone for her 35 years or so of adulthood other than two very short, disastrous and potentially dangerous relationships right at the beginning of her adulthood, why the hell would she miss a man now? Especially after what she has seen?
No more cruel men allowed and no more potential in men allowed either.
You fucked up. You thought you could do what the fuck you want, until you are ready. Now, stay away and find someone else. Oh, you probably have. After all, women for men like you are queued up in the aisles, right? With you holding a trolley to get the next one.
Do so, even though I would not wish that on my worst enemy. You on a woman. Actually, come to think of it, there are a few women, I would love to set you off on, like a pack of dogs, but hey, that's mean.
I am sure they will meet their versions of you in their lives. Every woman is fated to be fucked up by one man or other. This is your stupid earth after all. 'Sauron's earth. (Tolkein) And you are puppets of Sauron.
Anyway, I digress. The point is that if I ever choose to be with a man in this life and there is a man capable of anything more than every single thing described on this blog, it won't be either of you. Or you, even if that were still relevant. The first one.
I don't wait for cruel, arrogant, piece of shit, pseudo 'Darcy's' anymore. I will not tolerate a cruel man again. At any stage of his childish development into a man. Let alone a man of decency. A gentleman is not you, you or you.
And I cannot take responsibility for your madness anymore.
You never touched base. The list of what you did not do is extraordinary and nothing to do with me and everything to do with you. Someone has to say stop and that is up to me. You deserve nothing and you will NEVER deserve me. You bloody well take responsibility for that, let alone anything else.
You fucked up. Now, fuck off and leave me alone. I will be with ANYONE but you.
I've got work to do and if I ever choose to be with a man, he will not be a cruel man. And he won't be one of you.
Thank you and goodbye.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The (Inevitable) Pursuit of the Truth. The Personal Pt ll
Well, in light of all that I am and as a vehicle of sacred anunciation, I deliver.
You know who I am talking to and the other two of you know who I am not talking to. Love only strikes once. The alignment is the alignment. I am at peace with that now. That is not the point as we move forwards.
.....Actually, that's not true. It's sentimental rubbish. Especially, if love is unrequited. Love does not only strike once. In fact it's debatable that it ever 'strikes' at all, in that case, but love can strike again, that's the point.....
But this applies to you all if you want to truly love a woman at all.
The solution is this.
A true life is not just about sharing power after all. It is not, okay, you lead outside the bedroom and I lead in the bedroom, or okay, you get to lead in this and I get to lead in that. And we'll keep a point scoring document to say who has power in what area and the like. That is about residue dominion over others and not part of a true life or indeed, a true home.
A woman, a Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ is what she says she is.
Professionally and personally she is the same. She is the moral leader, the moral authority and the moral queen and king of the house. She leads in the light. A true Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ is a graduated, High Initiate.
She is a priest in her own home, with a man who is not a priest at all.
Now, in the non dominion over others society, which is what her society is, her home is, that is not a problem and not something to be judged and not something to be scoffed at. She is what she says she is. She has suffered for 13000 years, because she is what she says she is. She has lived a miserable life of hatred from others and attempts on her life, because she is what she says she is.
She gets to lead in everything.
She is the sacred leader, the older sister and the crone/hunter and TRUE Lolita in everything. After all, a father who has had a young daughter knows how much he loves to be 'bossed' about by her.
That is leadership, and only tainted - what a casual word - by the filth of the patriarchal lies of this Draconian 'Sauron' led puppet world. That is a man's splinter and not my problem, for one second anymore if I am in a house with a man.
In other words, the choice of love or war is up to the man. A woman who has made the journey that I have, will do what the fuck I want, when I want, how I want, because I have earned it and learned it and done it already for a long time.
The question is what kind of relationship do you want? Do you want a polite war of non intimacy or do you want to surrender enough to say, you know what, I do want your leadership, I crave your leadership and I want to learn from you forever, and I have the TRUST now and the HUMILITY now, to know that you do not disrespect me because I am LESS.
My only job within that and that can start now, is to rid myself of the wounded cynicism of non belief that one of your kind is capable of anything other than being 'Nazgool'. To return to the original belief that anyone can reform and anyone can heal and that you are allowed to be vulnerable within your HUMILITY of non soul, and that you need forgiveness and love.
As long as you do it my way.
For me, too, I stand alone now in a new independence that I did not have in the beginning, of course. As I have stepped into my leadership, I have stepped into both my power and my self responsibility, in ways that a good man is happy and LUCKY to stand alongside. I don't need a producer daddy and I don't need a daddy for those things anymore, to make myself feel capable of even getting out the door anymore.
I am a healed ex slave.
Your healing as an ex slaver is also at a new threshold. I can feel that.
But those times of pussy footing around you and saying 'oh well, I don't want to offend you here or emasculate you here or the like'? They are over. You need to hear the truth and you need to hear it clearly.
And within that, try and find your centre. You need to give what you have. And you know what that is. And you need to also let me lead. And you need to know in yourself then whether you appreciate my leadership or not. And then you will know if you are capable of loving a real woman and capable of partaking in the Sacred Whore High Serpent Priesthood, Female Priestess Hierophant Avatar Valkyrie Wizard Monarch™ + Sacred Disir + High Serpent Female Priesthood Amazonian Esoteric Hierophant Samurai Spiritual Monarch™ Society.
And you can understand one thing first of all. There is no problem with a person losing their humanity or losing it or getting angry or any of these things. The issue is what you do after that. Passive aggression which is the state of ego is the opposite. When I lose it, I land and then talk it through and reform it. That is a healthy process and not something to be afraid of. It means incorporating fear of loss within each moment all the time. It means courage. And faith. And just no fear of loss that is going to stop you. That is integrity.
And you know what? I am not just talking about the crone, which of course is not allowed in any patriarchal filth family or society. Because it is a society of slavery. Female slavery. I am talking about you. It is allowed. Mistakes are allowed. Anger is allowed. Being stupid is allowed. Obviously it has to be at a level where you can trust your darkness enough to know that you are not going to kill a woman, either through physical violence or indeed, profound cruelty - that is not anger, that is homicidal evil and an anger that you have to go into therapy to diffuse and should not be brought anywhere near another person - but if it is at that diffused level, you are allowed to be angry or in pain.
Think about it.
These solutions are the return.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Inevitable Conclusion To The Truth. Again and Finally.
Repetition, repetition and repetition.
I understand. You say no. You are quite happy to watch the power of a woman unfold, but you cannot find it in your heart (s) to give. Men, simply cannot give unless it is abuse of power. It is either abuse of power or nothing. That is men. And I finally accept who you are and who your whole people are and you know what, please, go in peace and fuck off. It's okay.
I was given a male destiny again and again. If you don't believe in the metaphysical, you think that is a whole road of rubbish anyway. If you do, you get what I am saying. My male companionship destiny (perhaps and only perhaps) is for later life. This male destiny was to both clear thousands of layers of karmic love dependency and love WISH (seeing as my dependency healed a very very very long time ago) and to sacrifice myself to find out all the answers about the fraud that is male. The greatest perpetration of falsehood that earth has ever seen. Male strength. Male love. Male humanity. And so on. We all know the flavour of my work now and we all know why.
I get it fully now and as I have already begun my independent journey to independence and wealth and professional expertise, my 'rags to riches' journey, I have love in my life and it is not from you. Or you, or you. You buzz around me sexually and sensually on your persistent psychic levels, sure and it's alright. It's quite pleasant. But know from today, that that is all it is. Desire. You desire me. You do not love me and I am absolutely fine with that now. I want a batchelor life now and have lived one for 35+ years. Now I live it with pride and joy and relief. No more male madness. You abuse power or do not give at all. And that is men. Thank you. I get it.
My male companionship destiny now has no face and no name. And if it really is a part of my life it will come very late in life. I have male desire around me (on a nebulous level) and I have love around me which is not male.
And I can bet you that every other woman on the planet has the same story.
I am just the one lucky enough to be forced to see the whole truth, so I never have to waste my time again, believing in something that just does not exist.
Male love, where a male actually loves.
I get it.
I live and begin my rags to riches journey.
And the saying is true. If you are not around when I need you, fuck off and make sure you are never around. You will never be needed again. You are not capable of giving. Therefore you do not have the worth to share love. You need to believe that now. And stay away from anything other than desire. You give nothing. Don't. Some of us want to enjoy life. And clear that final empty promise of an obstacle.
I will never marry my rapist. And rapists are all you are. Emotional and financial and life rapists.
And you never destroyed me.
Be sad. You should be.
You failed.
I was the success. I am the success. I will be the success.
Alone and, later, much later, with someone else.
Our time and our journeys and our work is and are done.
You give nothing or only abuse. I cannot be with a man I don't respect. And I cannot be with a man who doesn't love. No change there then in eight years with any of you.
Don't. Stay the same.
I am a batchelor for life. And I intend to love every minute of it from now on.
I know the truth. And yes, it does set you free.
Men cannot love. Men are not a part of life.
Never marry your rapist. Never rely on a man.
They are just too cruel, slow and turgid for anything.
They truly weigh you down.
Woman. The independent, fast minded, pure hearted life.
Alone, at last.
Men are men and that is all they are. Women are the fascinating creatures on this planet. They give, they love and they laugh. The tribe of soul indeed.
Men are so boring, it is incredible. We do it all for desire.
Until we realise that it just costs too much.
I will enjoy leaving you all behind.
Cinderella woman yes. Fuck you, oh, yes.
Never marry your rapist. Never invest in a man.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
La Fin
Men both consciously and unconsciously hate women. They know and yet they also have no idea how deep, how terrible and how conditional and how fascistic their hate is, and how women hating they actually are. And they won't listen to anyone who tells them what they do or who they are. In any way that you can find to do it. I've done them all. They cannot be reached.
The reason there can be no progress on this earth to do with men. They will find any reason not to love. They want their stupid, cruel, old world of shit. At the same time it has to be remembered that this is who they are as a people too. They are the last to love anything or anyone. We call that normal. That is not normal. That is psychopathy as a state of being and women have no idea that it runs so deep, so vast and so endemic. We need to know and they need to know how much they hate as a state of being.
And then we have to be very very careful about when, how and in what way we try and create union of any kind, from friendship to work colleagues to anything else, with the potential of partnership as the highest pinnacle of genius on this earth. Anything else is abuse. Women love and men either abuse power or give nothing at all. There is no correlation then in the two peoples. We need to know. And we need to know why. It is my privilege to have found out all the answers.
Both the analysis and the narrative will be presented in the near future. The proof that they are who they are and we are who we are. We are women and men of the light. They are men and women of the dark. And we need to be extremely careful about any attempts to merge the two, other than in ourselves.
Companionship is therefore not the point of life. Becoming whole is. That is the magician's way. Using the dark for good. While the dark does what it bloody well wants. Who cares anymore. They give nothing. And when they do, they abuse. Use them to integrate the dark and learn about it. And then be you. They will remain the same. The magician's gift is ours. Never theirs. And yes, it is profoundly painful and tragic. Make sure you survive. And then, make sure you fucking well thrive. You deserve it. You always did. Always defeat evil. Always do what it takes. And always, feel proud. Feel very proud. The world no longer belongs to men. The world now belongs to us. We just have to do it alone. It's either that or mediocre abuse. We're all done with that. We've known it for thousands of years. No more. Leave them behind. The dark is evil. And slow. And we are not alone. Women are great (of a particular kind and evolution of course). We just have to do it alone, without relationship.
There are good women and there is The Universe. As you experience a true, genius minded and pure hearted life, you ascend into the magical of The Universe. OUR Universe. That is inevitable too. And truly exquisite.
Men are just another vehicle of experience to get us there and it is hard and long but most certainly worth it. The skill base is treacherous but an Oscar win all of its own, like no other. Men are men (other than our kindred spirits of the light and they are rare) and relationship is shit. All it can ever be is Ibsen's A Doll's House.
The bad news is that we have to make the journey. And that means being abused by one man, whatever happens. Nothing can stop fate. Nothing can stop the nemesis that is an evolved life. Abuse has to be experienced. And you either survive or die. And that is earth.
Make sure you survive. You are so worth it. And they are not. They are truly, worth shit.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Money
One of the biggest subjects I will be covering in my future work is money and men. I can now see that money is a man's last warfare against women. Not only do they use sex against women as a weapon, a method which in the art and mastery of it - never seen - is fetish of control and great sex - but in the non art and non mastery of it is pathetic and sexless rape of sex, they also use money.
I have seen this all my life. We know the golddigger accusations from the male species but what is our own language about it and what are our perspectives on it?
I am a woman who never wanted to ask a man for anything and who wanted self sufficiency from the beginning of my life, after seeing how my father used money as a weapon against my mother and the whole family. And yet the nemesis of life meant I have had to deal with very wealthy, immensely mean scrooge men all over again, and again and again and again.
Karma is to end patterns of destruction and is clearly a very complex thing. I see the future now and I see myself finally being able to earn real money after 20 years of physical pain and debilitation and after 20 years of doing the work to produce original art and I see that I have no problem with having been either a poor artist or a poor sick person. But the men make me want to vomit and I am sure I am not the only woman in the world who secretly feels the same and who is too embarrassed to speak out about it. And maybe the proof is this. That men still earn 90 percent of the world's income.
I see the future and I see some man who thinks I am 'worthy' enough of being with because I earn my own money presumably and that he is finally evolved enough to even give a shit about a female human being and a man who has probably abused women financially all the way. And I see that as the only possible destiny I could ever have on this earth and I think, and you want me to be with a man like that, so I 'don't cut off my nose to spite my face?' Are you kidding? Principles are principles. I live by my principles.
I asked to see if a man could give. I never saw it and now I will never trust that he could ever be trusted to do it, even if it wasn't needed. Principle is principle. I will never indulge mean men. And I would advise every other woman on earth to do the same thing. Principles are there for a reason.
Men neither give anything to their spouses, nor allow real vocational work. That is using money as a weapon and I have seen the analogy and literals of it now, loud and clear.
In other words, it's true. Do not invest in potential. If a man gives nothing, either of himself, nor buys you a cup of coffee at the beginning, and he is a wealthy man or even moderately financially stable, do not ever go near him again. And that means every man I have ever met. Men give nothing and this is their deliberate warfare. They watch us apparently to decide when and if they are going to give anything. That is not true. It never happens and I, for one, thought this was some weird ritual of courtship and one that would even out somehow.
I've seen men do a million different things with both their 'love' and their money and I will be utilising every empirical evidence of experience in my work. It is a study in itself and shows one thing. Men give nothing, men want to give nothing and everything for them is warfare over women.
That is not love. And we thought it was.
Now we know better.
Yes, it's clear that people put up with a lot just to experience a little bit of this or a little bit of that. I wouldn't judge anyone for that. Just make sure you are doing it for the right reasons. Which can never include hope for a better world.
A better world is only woman.
Am I shocked?
What do you think.
Never invest in potential.
Men give nothing at the beginning. They never will.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Money is man's last warfare against women. See the symbolism. It's literal.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
LA FIN
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Our Solution
Anyway, the truth is of course, that one could go on and on about the enemy, just as in race, homophobia, classism and the rest. Let alone the world's cruelties against the vulnerable and the disabled and the poor. This is not the point and indeed, it plays into the oppressor's hands, to keep focusing on them, just as 'Morgana' is forced to in the court of 'King Arthur'.
The point is what do we do about this horrendous truth?
The greatest pain that I have today - and I am sure people of light, people of Hierophant gift can relate to is this - whatever we know about evil, whatever we have in our incredible gifts of perception, we still have to walk the same path as everyone else. This is infuriating and galling.
I knew about men and money a very very long time ago. I knew about men and love a very very long time ago. But still, I believed (despite absolute non belief by the time I met him for sure. I truly had no belief in relationship or men anymore, after having seen nothing but male emptiness, male madness and male lack of love for 20+ years already) and was still hooked by my nemesis. As it was meant to be.
This is infuriating and galling. The first thing to accept then is that. Our nemesis of fate cannot be avoided. The path still has to be walked and talked and experienced and there is nothing one can do about it, however well prepared we are and however much we truly, already know.
And the reason I got hooked? Because I, like all people of the light - tell me I am wrong - believed that there was one person for me who was not like other people. A person, who, like me, was a superhuman of his people, who had worked through the sadism of his kind to match the healing of all the wounds of my kind. I believed and it was not true.
There is no special person. Other than you, yourself and our kind. We are the special ones. For reasons too many to mention here, there is no equivalent of the other kind. It is an 'idealistic' (as is meant to be, as a soul drive and not just of the ego) dream to push us to the truth. That there is no one for us, other than us, ourselves.
There is no such thing as true love. Well, there is, but not between men and women. That is a Draconian society, soul and people of the light, hijacking, lie.
There are special relationships in life, but never the one you think it is. Romantic true love is a lie. A specific lie to keep us tied to this subject, until we are dead, useless and until life has passed us by so we can't do anything else. Or until we have committed suicide or gone mad.
Everyone else does marriage, kids and society. We do love. And we think we are doing so well by being different. We are not. We are trapped in a lie too. The lie of romantic love. Especially created for people of the light. Because The Universe and consciousness were and have been cut off from us by the evil powers that be, backed by men. The Draconian slut henchmen from hell. The Orks (Tolkein). Blood soldiers who feel nothing. Vampires of the soul. Men and women of the dark. The pen pushers of the world. Pushing evil, as their day job.
The more spiritual you are, the more in the LIGHT you are, the more susceptible to this lie you will be. To be in love with love is to be in love with The Universe. It is the energy of love that WE read. That WE can be and that WE can feed from. It is US who need it. We are the light.
And because our Hierophant esoteric, genius minded, sixth sense, humanitarian, artistic, High Serpent Priesthood skill base is gone, because we are sexual beings by the very nature of who we are, because we are all that is the Sacred, SACRED whore society, we have nowhere to put it, with our terror of being seen in the world, the 13000 years of subconscious terror of being burned or destroyed or locked up for who we are, and the fact that society laughs at all that we are, these are the reasons that we are highly susceptible to being locked up and called wife. Ripe and ready for the vampires. The hyenas in wolf's clothing. The ones we think will finally be our friends. Our protectors.
Vampires dressed as humans. Men.
There is no truth to Alchemy to do with other people for one reason and one reason alone. The light attracts the DARK. There will never be love of that kind, on earth.
As I think consistently about what all I am able to share from my experiences for empowerment for people like me, it is getting sadder and sadder. I know how much we want to share romantic love and love and sex. And how much discipline it will now take, to not go near that subject or species again. If you are a male of the light, you will have been fucked over by a woman, or you are about to be fucked over by a woman in the same way. If you are a woman of the light, you will have the same or similar fate as me.
What is that we can take from that and live with, so we have hope and joy?
A great deal, but it takes discipline, will to win and will to, above all, have massive vengeance.
'I will have my vengeance in this life or the next'. Gladiator
And it is true. There is nothing unspiritual about the need for vengeance, the need for revenge and the need for balancing up this disgusting cesspool of a planet. On the contrary. It's called spiritual duty and spiritual honour.
And the best vengeance is this. Make a vast amount of money and do it, doing what the fuck you want. And share it NEVER, with any man ever. Give it away to anyone else, but men.
And what do I mean by this? It is a literal symbolic again. Never be with a man who has let you fend for yourself while he decides whether or not to love you. Never ever be with a man who doesn't give a shit for who you are or how you are, until he is 'ready' to commit. Never ever be with a man who shows the least inclination to selfishness. He will always be selfish and he will never care for you for one second.
They don't need our money. I am not speaking literals. But never ever let him just be who he is, while you have to do everything else. This is the field of modern warfare by men on women and it is not right. It just is not right and there are millions of women all over the planet who are letting men fuck them over like this, just because today they are not being physically beaten or raped. Never ever let men financially rape you. If they are not capable of sharing their resources, even after a year of knowing you or eight years of knowing you or a month of knowing you, they never will. If they are not moved to CARE for you, they never will.
They will keep their hoards of cash and let you starve if they so feel it. This is called conditional love. I call it financial rape. Never let that kind of man get away with it. They have to be shown and the only way to show them any thing is to leave them and leave them forever. They will not change. 'Scrooge' does not even begin to describe it. And it's certainly not just about money. Modern warfare on women is, 'well, you are strong enough to do it, so get on with it'. And oh, look after every emotion of mine too, because you can. Otherwise I won't love you. In fact, I won't love you if you do this, this, this, this, this or this. I will find any reason not to love and hold you to conditions the rest of our time together. Oh, but yes, I love you.
That is not love. Love is an exchange and an exchange of resources. It is also care.
They only show care at the beginning. When they know they can use it to trap you. That is a seduction method and we think it is real. It's not and the problem is that by that time, the time that our nemesis comes along, we have been so beaten down by the other lack of love on earth that we are desperate for any love at all. The whole thing is brilliantly lethal and out to kill us. They are the puppets of 'Sauron'. The blood soldiers of 'love'.
Love is an exchange. It is not ticking off boxes and making you pay for your independence, with your poverty, or difficulties or vulnerabilities, while they purport to love you. This is their modern warfare on us and exactly the same as it always was.
Crap.
Every single penny we make big as women, we take it away from them. Maybe not the men we know and want to hurt, sure. But the best thing to do with them anyway is to ignore them. They hate that the most. No, I mean from men in general. They are financial rapists and have to be left to their own devices so that at the age of 80, they will finally turn around and want to repent. That's why they created religion, so they could fuck up everyone around them their whole life and then repent just before they die, and they call that conscience and redemption. My arse. There is no redemption for a life of evil, whatever you do and however much you pray at the end of your life.
But it also means that they win. They win, because their denial of love for us will never be changed, never be redeemed and never be given. Being financial rapists is just a symbolic literal for being emotional rapists who refuse to love. It's the same thing. Which is why cruel, mean, pathetic men call women golddiggers. And they call themselves protectors and providers! My arse.
Learn how to earn big money, get out of the mediocrity race and take money away from men. And learn how to love your own. And that means giving up sex.
My life and my work and my experiences have shown that this is only an illusion anyway. There is no sex, no love and no togetherness to miss.
No one is having sex. These people marry for children and nothing else. Men only pay money to women who have their children. They are not interested in anything else and certainly do not believe in sharing resources. They pay for their progeny. And that is all. There is nothing to miss.
My experience may have been extreme, sure. That is what leaders in any field have to go through to have the passion and rage to speak loud about the subject. But you know that you can relate to many things within my experience.
Do not ever indulge the dream to keep a man near you. It will never be worth it and for that you have to give up the illusion of sex. And I know for sure how much discipline that takes.
The Great Mother Universe in Her experience through us, pushes the will to union all the time.
There is no place on this earth for it. Not yet.
The Draconian agenda has given us a DNA of 'destiny' that tells us that romantic and partnership love is possible. And that we should desire men. The whole fucking world tells us that we should desire men. It is all a big fat, Draconian, reptilian, reproductive lie.
What there is, is to make sure that your later life is not as mediocre and poor as the first half of your life.
And the vengeance as I say makes it even sweeter. First, you are not being controlled by any pig hog of a cruel man. And made into a financial whore, which is the only thing a man is interested in. They call love, financial whoredom and if you don't agree to that, you don't love them.
The second vengeance is that every penny you make you take away from them.
Men have to be told that they are useless and not wanted. Because they are.
And it is time that we as a people have the discipline to tell them.
And maybe in ten lifetimes they will change.
We have to BE sex. Not have it. We have to BE unconditional love and not have it. And believe me, that works. And we then get to use our minds too. Our massive minds, wonderful hearts and great souls.
Never settle for a mediocre spirit. They are worth shit and will kill you before they are done. And have the stupidity to call that love.
Make money. Take back the power that has been raped from us. And that means, giving up men.
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It's not love dependency. Because only one person is doing the loving at all. That is not love dependency, even in the actual mental sickness it creates in a person of love - a wounding I can heal you of forever - it's just cruelty and abuse. Because only one person is ever doing the loving. The other is doing something else. Subtle rape. Thuggery. The Orks in Tolkein. We don't 'love too much'. We love. And there is no one else doing any loving. That is not loving too much. That is being a superior species.
It's time we know.
Make sure you do.
They are an insane and cruel sub species.
We are of love. And immense and immeasurable power.
Vengeance is using that.
Forever.
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The Paradox of Healing
I will say one thing however, about loving a man, or woman, if you are a male of the light.
Before we enter the nemesis of our life, we are not in the pure heart. We are in the false, pure heart.
We try to love, we know we could love but we are profoundly wounded, confused, raging and hurt.
We have our conditions and if they are not met, we are, frankly, like the silent, non speaking, cruel men. We just shout. That's the difference. They love that. They love our pain. And so on.
It is a whole programme in my work, just to define all that we are, before we take the risk of life.
In other words, loving makes us love. US loving, makes us love.
Now, in a state of supernaturally high, unconditional, Divine love and humanity of a sacred warrior, as a state of being, I have never hated men more. Or indeed, had more constructive contempt for a people or been driven by separatism more than now.
But I don't hate anyone.
And I am in rampant self sufficiency and self responsibility, just like the 'best' of the Lemurians and men.
This is the paradox of healing.
The certainty of true warrior of light.
And why we have to enter nemesis in the first place.
We don't do it for relationship and for a long time that breaks our heart.
We do it to become unconditional love, even as we hate constructively, those who need to be hated.
Every sacred warrior carries a sword. Even the so called pacifists. We are all pacifists. We fight for peace. 'By any means necessary' (Malcolm X). Your choice, whatever weapons we have to use.
We have exposed ourselves, we have taken the risks, we have turned up, we have tried, we have loved, we have risked all.
These are the heroics of the heroine's journey.
So, yes, it has to be done.
And then, you can hate all you want.
They will still deserve it.
But it no longer affects you.
Because you have now become love.
That is the programme of ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
For us and never for them.
It is our Ascension that matters. Not theirs. Which is just as well. Because they will never experience it.
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Once love is entered into, once the heart begins to take the risks of life, once we stumble and fall and then pick up ourselves again and go through the rigours of apparent love with another person, we go further and further into the compassionate, liberated, sexual, libertine, sacred, supernatural heart and mind.
Because for a long time we forgive and we have to forgive. We have so much to forgive. Because we have been wronged so much. Forgiveness is for our Ascension. For our souls. So that we can ascend.
That is 'the personal treasure' talked about in Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist, as far as I am concerned.
We most certainly return with the boon.
Just not the men.
Because they will always remain nothing. They were just the material to rub up against.
The Universe is for us.
So in the end?
Money, the return to family who love us after our massive journey, primarily our mothers, our wonderful mothers, women and people of the light who we all spend too little time with, being scattered in this Lemurian land of filth, pain and hate, and because we want sex, AND The Universe. Huge, spiritual gifts and skills of Hierophant, intuition, irrepressible artistic expression, the philosopher's 'stone' indeed and so much more.
Yes. life has to begin again. Yes, we are divorcees at the beginning again.
Yes, whatever we have done, we have still put our life on hold for a man, even though we tried our best not to do so. It happens, just by being involved with one of those 'mothafuckas'.
But we have the love and the power and the courage and the strength.
And above all, the will to win and win big. We have been violated beyond violation. We are ready to win.
And we are always the ones who leave them.
The useless, cruel, pathetic, sexless, profane, mean, and ugly ugly ugly, men.
Loving a man is spending time in Hades.
At least, we are the ones who return.
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Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.
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They make their choice.
We must make ours.
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Writer, philosopher, Clair Cognisant, sage, artist photographer, dramatist, actor. Consciousness Explorer. Alchemist. Mystic. I am a former journalist from newspapers, radio and TV. I was a camerawoman in news for a while and a researcher in documentaries. I went into melt-down 18 years ago, to find my new path.
I have self trained as an esoteric master, teacher, healer, alchemist and mystic. A suitably mythological level of existence and one that has been deeply visceral and painful, physically and emotionally. 1997 - 2015.
Freedom, sedition and self responsibility are the themes that like me. True love and leaving behind the bourgeois and conformity tribe mentality we are all imprisoned by. Consciousness applied. Moksha or liberation and individuation. Freeing the mind into the heart and soul.
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The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced.
Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.
The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.
The journey of how it didn't work. How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love.
The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be.
Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil.
Men. The Keepers of Hades.
The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women.
Women have to leave men and leave men forever.
The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties.
Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it.
Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men.
Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all.
Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.
These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.
Thank you.
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True love or love of any kind between men and women is a visionary miracle that will never happen. Good and evil will never merge. Earth is a barren planet of pain. And one that we have to all work very hard to evolve from. So the men can be left behind on their own. They like staying evil. They can have it. We deserve so much more and for that we all have to ascend and ascend, so that we can finally truly leave.
Earth is for the evil. Let's make sure they are the only ones left on it.
But before that, make sure you thrive. Face the agony and shock and leave men. Live a life and earn money. You deserve it. The myth of love remains just that. An illusion to keep us poor. There will never be love. Only poverty, hardship and pain. Men are pain. The last, unspoken evil on this planet. And the first.
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I am no longer a woman. I am a feminist and very proud of it. Men made me that way. Men are the irrevocable evil of this world. Vicious Patriarchal Fascists. The real cunts of this world. They must not be loved anymore. Women can only be slaves or feminists. There is nothing in between. Earth is evil. We are not. Either we collude with that evil or die, trying to do so while remaining true to ourselves. Or we see the truth. And that's that. The world of women is true. The world of men is nothing. And that is that. The 'veil of illusion' indeed. Men are evil. And this planet does all it can to promote it. Find your worth. Leave men. And become the greatness you were born to be. Never love men again. They do not deserve our energy. Our energy is of The Divine. Men (other than the tiniest percentage of men who are like us) are at the bottom of evolution. Evil. Don't let them 'evil' you.
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Women earn ten percent of the entire world's income. I can show you why.
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The Lemurian male. The truth is that there is not one single Lemurian male on this planet who deserves the love of any woman, let alone an Atlantean female. I'm shocked too. I have been shocked for fifty years since first arriving on this shit of a planet once again. I have to process that truth too. I can only speak what I see. No Lemurian male or indeed female (of exaggerated Lemurian DNA) will ever deserve love. They have no humanity. They are the sub species of earth. Humanity is not about healing. Humanity is about who you are. Humanity is not about 'being psycho' in dependency or sickness or wounding. Humanity is about who you are. Filth. The filth of the human race. The Lemurian male.
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Feminism is a non belief in female slavery. Ergo, all women are feminists. Whatever level we live it on, we are all the same. We don't believe in female slavery. Men do. That is the truth of feminism. And it has not even begun. Men believe more in female slavery today, than they ever did. It's called the backlash. To them, a feminist is a manhater. Man is therefore, in their words, synonymous with slaver. Women hate men who want women to be slaves. Ergo, women have to hate men. Because all men are unconscious slavers. An unconscious anything is the most dangerous kind of being on this planet. Men are unconscious slavers. Woman or feminist, they will still hate us. Men hate women. They just don't know that they do. We, however, finally, do.
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What did I do in this life? I took the right to heal. Life threw it my way any how, by crippling me in more than one way. But I took the right to heal. And it turns out that this may be the most seditious thing anyone could do on earth. It's also fantastically painful. I also sacrificed myself to live in 'The Labyrinth' in the world of men. To find out the truth of why men do not love women. Why men beat women and why men torture women through a thousand psychological methods of warfare on the female soul. I found out. The healing was for nothing. But it's still healing and irreversible. And they are more fucked up than any woman or person of light, I have ever seen. And they will be the last to ever take the responsibility to heal. If indeed, the evolution of the male soul, has anything to do with 'healing' at all. Their souls are the filth of this planet. Ignorant or educated, they are truly, all the same. Monsters. Each and every one of them. And the women and beings of darkness like them. Monsters of hate, stupidity, cruelty, homicidal selfishness, dehumanisation of anyone they 'love', slavery over anyone more vulnerable or sensitive than them, and projection. The men and women of 'The Labyrinth'. The ANTAGONIST force on earth. Evil. The enemy. And then it is done. Life is therefore, the transmuting of the love emotion into the passion of true work. Napoleon Hill referred to the sex emotion. For sure. But much more so, the love emotion. There's no place for it in anything magical on this planet. There is nothing magical on this planet, to do with romantic or relationship love. Earth is a lie. Men do not love. They rape instead, in any way they can. They call that love. Artistic (or other) Work is the new love. Artistic Work is the new magic. The Labyrinth is done. I took the right to heal. That is my life achievement. And it cost me my life. And still, men can only rape and 'rape'. They will not change. Our heroic purpose is to find out for ourselves. Or learn from those who have lived in The Labyrinth. My pleasure. Or, it will be. Once the grief is finally done.
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Ascension and Power for Beings of Light
Self love and self therapy and self purification. These are the elements of the first journey.
The second is what you do about everyone else. It IS as bad as first thought.
I can show you how.
I can show you how to win. You deserve it.
By the time you have purified into the first harvest, you most certainly bloody well do deserve it.
It's everyone else that has to be dealt with then.
And for that we need to know why. And how.
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The Truth of Sex. The Truth of 'Love'
What they have done is to cut of OUR prophet and high priestess relationship with OUR God.
They seduced us with sexuality and love, THEIR way and cut us from the only thing we need to be happy. Spirit.
When you find out the visceral truth, that GOD is your MOTHER GOD, the whole world changes in you.
This goes way beyond self love and this is the WHY of why they burnt us.
And why the men just watched and did nothing. And why they still do nothing today.
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There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.
This is a consciousness movement of Self Actualisation and Alchemy into Inner and Outer Power. It is also a movement against Evil. A movement for freedom and against evil. And evil is unlike anything you could have ever imagined it to be. The greatest loves and likes of your life. The mix of dark and light on Earth. The mix that creates the hell that is earth. The mix that creates false hope for years and that takes so much of our energy. And yet the mix that has to be entered, to be utilised and integrated and understood and made part of the whole. The mix that has to be dealt with one day, so that the pure hate (non love) of this world can be vanquished forever. As is our destiny. To freedom.
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Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.
Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.
From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.
Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.
Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.
That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.
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The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.
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The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.
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Humanity then is this. There are two peoples on earth. Well, three, but the third is an exaggeration of one of the two peoples. The purest evil. The two peoples on earth are afflicted with the same thing. A belief in slavery.
There are two emotions and states of being on this earth. To either believe in slavery or to believe in love.
These inherent, emotionally entrenched and soul sickness beliefs are man made. Totally, MAN made. A belief in slavery which came, debatably from the third group. The pure evil. In fact, let's not use the word, pure, let's use the word complete.
The third group, the complete evil, brought slavery to earth. The two groups, the executioners and the vulnerables are both afflicted with the same thing and the journey to leave that - if you can and if you want to and if it is your time on earth to do just that, which you will not find out until you give it a try - is the journey to alchemise the self into a new self, Second Existence, Soul.
To heal the soul's sickness, the ego, out of slavery, either as an enforcer bastard or bitch, or as a slave who is enslaved against her or his will and from birth, is the greatest healing and evolutionary journey you will ever make on this fucked up planet. A planet of slavery.
Those who do not make it basically do not believe in love over slavery. Those who do, do. Simple as.
Change takes motivation. If you unconsciously want to remain a slave, there can be no judgement. To leave the mentality of 'mental slavery' is gigantic. And the Odyssey that I have made and many before me and many to come after me too, if I can do anything about it. To leave the mentality of slaver is gigantic too.
And only for the pure of heart. Alchemy is easy. Motivation and the stamina and the intelligence to find the education to eject the sick ego are the issues. Especially as this is The Lost Knowledge on earth, deliberately implemented by the complete evil.
Slavery or love. The two choices on earth. And whichever one that's left on the table, it is up to that individual to come to terms with what their choice is and what indeed, their soul choice for this lifetime is. Love or slavery. You cannot have both.
'You cannot be a host to God and a hostage to your ego' says Wayne Dyer.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ is the politics behind that. Ascension is pure politics. Hierophant is the politics of spirituality. Hierophant is me.
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The New Life
Relationship is a misnomer, because there are no companions to do relationship with. The worst thing about men is this; they not only have complete lack of humanity towards women and I mean, educated, advanced in years, erudite, talented men who have everything, or nothing, they are all the same, they not only have a pathological level of lack of humanity, they are simply incompetent.
No man is capable of mastering himself, in order to share intimacy, love or companionship of any kind. Men basically only love small children. Their progeny. Men are not only amoral, they are slow. They remain monsters and never masters.
Personally, I didn't believe in relationship eight years ago. I most certainly do not now. The rite of passage is empowerment, temporary sex and temporary companionship and being dragged through a hedge backwards, in the face of dire lack of humanity, to ridiculous levels. An attractive package, for real.
Incompetent monsters who have no capability of self mastery because they are too slow, too cruel and too stupid. Relationship is a non entity. To be born woman is to make that journey and find out the truth. Men are too slow. They will never catch up. No wonder they hate us. They should.
We are too fast, too humane, too sexual, too powerful, too intelligent and too (truly) moral, with a vast spirituality of being that they cannot even fathom. Just because men won the world a long time ago and destroyed women, that means nothing. This is the age of woman. Woman is back and men have to be left at the wayside. They deserve no less. They are just less. We cannot take responsibility for that anymore. We have to grieve and then walk away.
There is no such thing as relationship. There is no such thing as relations with a man. They just have no competency for it. They are dead. We have the ability to live. We do. And doing it alone, means faster, better and more joy. Be a lone lamb wolf. It's so much more fun. Grief being the requisite of real fun. So what. Better than being abused forever, under the guise of love. Men are monsters. They can never be masters.
They don't give a shit about us. Whether they say it or not, and they don't for obvious reasons, they will not tolerate vocation or career. They just don't care and don't care that they don't care. They are stupid monsters and I have never seen anything different in 50 years.
A man can be with someone who wants to sabotage everything about them. He is welcome to it. A woman does it once (the rite of passage, however long it takes) and then is done. The world is a lie. Men do not give a shit about women. They think we are whores and servants. No change then. They can go fuck themselves. I want my mind. I want my personality. I want myself. And so do most people around me. They give a shit. They are not men.
The relief of a new stage of life. I now know men. Give me everything else but men. They are worth shit. Incompetent monsters of nothing. Give me my life. I am done. The force of darkness (Commodus in Ridley Scott's Gladiator) is men. They can live in it. It's for them. Let them live in it alone. It's what they really want.
We can use the darkness. We are masters and capable of mastery. They can never use the light. They cannot even enter it. And that is why men hate women. They can't do it. They are not worthy. They are not capable. They are nothing. Their world is dead.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Natural Born Mystic™
Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.
Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
'Respect' as fear.
'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Company
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Harvest
And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012