The Quest (Artwork)
The Quest. Amera Ziganii Rao
The attainment of love then, the sharing of love after having found self love, is therefore the Holy Grail on Earth. It is not a journey to love, it is a quest. THE Quest on Earth. With anyone. With the Tribe of Mediocrity standing in the way. Ego, misogyny, female genocide, even male suicide, need, fascism, whoremongering, patriarchal cruelty, matriarchal cruelty, selfishness, prejudice, stupid classifications, sexual judgment, insane tribalism, womb stealing, greed, learned helplessness, learned emotional care giving, racism, gender racism, social cruelty, ignorance, and of course religion. The greatest evil of all. The most unspiritual thing on this planet and responsible for all evil and a projection of human evil in the first place. A projection of ego. The wounded, pathetic, abandoned child, idiotic, sexless, spineless and stupid ego.
Everything that is evil, everything that should not be taught and that has to be untaught. With any relationship. Partners, lovers, husbands, wives, daughters, sons, fathers, mothers, whoever. True love is therefore love.
Love is therefore the Holy Grail and our problem is that we are just not taught this. And when we are, we hardly listen, such is the drive of the selfish heart that needs everything to be easy. Nothing is easy and it is nothing short of the Holy Grail. The Holy Grail is the sharing of love. It is THE Quest and the longest journey on this planet. It means at least that the sense of grief and rage that we carry round with us, or indeed, the resignation of depression that others carry round can go.
We are all here to complete this quest and we are all making it. Whether we complete it this lifetime or not is irrelevant. It is the only journey worth making. The journey to love. The journey to God. The journey to the Source. The Quest for Love.
Anything that stands in the way is a projection of the dark side of 'humanity'. Therefore it is all in us and just has to be worked through, and totally and utterly re-educated. Nothing less. Purified. Reborn, rebirthed and redone. The Quest.
Paradoxically though, to accept that is to accept this first. That love is actually impossible. Holy Grail means Holy Grail. Love is actually, largely impossible on Earth. Love is not enough, the feelings of love, the profundity of love and the desire to love. It's not enough. The politics,
psychology, anthropology, sociology, history, sexuality, sensuality and non
humanity of misogyny and Tribe cruelty stands in the way. The Patriarchal Womb Stealing,
Female Genocide Toilet Tribe has crippled all of us and therefore love is impossible. Once that is accepted, once the recognition of how rare a miracle of miracles ANY love is, then we know what we are working with. The myth of love indeed. Across the board, in any situation, in any kind of relationship anywhere. Love not only has to be worked at year after year after year. We are all largely of hate. We all have a long way to go. That is what is meant by The Quest. This is no ordinary journey. The way of Earth is this journey, is this quest. It's called consciousness. Consciousness is not to see God. It is to see love. God is love is God. It is to BE love. It is to love. It is to attain The Holy Grail.
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Rage is projection of pain. Not just fear, but pain. I myself, have run from pain my whole life. Indeed, both emotional and physical. And a life of ascension is a life of disability. The spiritual and emotional evolution path is about pain. Disability, vulnerability, affliction, profundity and feeling everything. And that means pain. I am finally standing still and feeling pain. And I know that is the rarest thing on Earth. We all run from it and we all project from it and we all avoid it. In First Existence. First Existence is about the pain of ego. Second Existence is about the pain of Soul. Pain cannot be avoided. It is our relationship to it that can change. Pain is life and the more we can embrace it and not keep projecting from it, the more we can move through it and grow. Rage is projection of pain, every negative is projection of pain. Pain is the only thing to embrace, value, understand and appreciate. Everything is in accepting the pain.
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I become agitated. Then I rage, I get terrified, I move into the frozen heart, I am mean, I am hopeless and I am in despair. I bludgeon, beat myself up, plan my escape or just get hysterical. And I always forget compassion. And then I remember. That I am a human being and am therefore always learning how to love. I will never know how to love. I will only keep learning. And each abyss and revelation I go through takes me closer to that place of super learning. This is our journey. Back to the Heart. Back to the Source. Back to God.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile
WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST. SELF ACTUALISATION. LIBERATION. SEXUALISATION. HUMAN RIGHTS
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, cultural commentator, spiritual commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer as well as a consciousness explorer, mystic, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future. My first book of consciousness, a comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. The method of change. The right to be and the way to have the right to be.
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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. Philosophical Writer, Communicator and Empowerer. Essayist. Dramatist. Prose Writer. Artist Photographer. Actor. Film and TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Esoteric Mystic and Scholar. Shaman. Clair Cognisant. Metaphysicist. Consciousness Explorer. Self Actualiser. Alchemist. Sage. Sacred Whore. Sexualist. High Priestess. Titan. Gladiator. Freedom Fighter. Feminist. Egalitarian. Spiritual Truth Seeker. Defender of The Meek and The Unrecognised. Warrior. Samurai. Outlaw. My Business is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom. My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate fascism. The Universe. Fate. Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain.
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