Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt l. Amera Ziganii Rao

The Scheherazade Series Xll. A Self Portrait 

Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt l. Amera Ziganii Rao

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Evolution of Human Rights: Applied Consciousness™ Feminism & Metaphysical Philosophy. Power Is The New Love. Freedom + Hopelessness + Sex. Nihilism For A Successful Life™ The Lost Knowledge™ The Wizardry Of Being™ Political Spirituality™ True Love. Human Rights. The New World. Exodus From The Tribe Society™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

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The Conspiracies. Part l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, the human race, the apparent human race went from living for a 1000 years apiece, to what it is today. That, apparently is progress. And 'God' hated Earth. Yeah right. JR Tolkein has the answer. The Elves. The rest of the answer is best described with one word. Reptiles. 

History seems to be saying, 'Sons of god' sleeping with 'daughters of men' and a special race of giants being born. And then 'God' changing 'his' mind and flooding earth and keeping one lot of people, to create a race of....slaves. Funny that. The giants were too much. The giants were us. All of us who can remember. James Cameron's Na'vi?

The reptiles didn't account for one thing. The Soul does not die. The memories do not die. Even though of course, that's why the word 'conspiracy' is so well loved. Anything that is not 'what already is' is conspiracy. The machine of conformity is the most powerful thing on this planet. And resignation their greatest victory, in us. That's why outlaws exist. 

The ancient world, the true ancient world was the world before the flood. The ancient world is Lemuria. The rest is the sheit we live today. That's why The Lost Knowledge was lost and that is why I and my kind were the first to die. The Conscious Clair Cognisant Prophet Shaman Communers. The ones who knew. The Sacred Whores and High Priestesses and all Shaman who communed on this earth that was so apparently terrible. A world where there was no sickness, and we lived to a 1000 years. In peace. And sex and life. The High Priestess and Sacred Pimp Society. Let's just say. And why the fuck not. 'Myth' has to be recreated. Everything has to be recreated. It's all bullshit. Absolute, utter, relentless, idiotic bullshit. 

The Return indeed. Noah to Noah. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminism. Amera Ziganii Rao 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. Now you call it wife. The High Priestesses of the real God. 

You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. 

You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us...... 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The History of the World Pt l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Research excerpts so far...

Noah was the tenth of the pre-Flood Patriarchs. His father Lamech named him nûaḥ (the final ḥ is a more guttural sound than the English h), saying, "This same shall comfort us in our work and in the toil of our hands, which cometh from the ground which the LORD hath cursed." This connects the future patriarch's name with nāḥam, "comfort", but it seems better related to the word nûaḥ, meaning "rest", and is more a play on words than a true etymology.

In his five hundredth year Noah had three sons, Shem, Ham and Japheth. In his six hundredth year God, saddened at the wickedness of mankind, sent a great deluge to destroy all life, but because Noah was "righteous in his generation" God instructed him to build an ark and save a remnant of life.

After the Flood, Noah offered a sacrifice to God, who promises never again to destroy all life on Earth by flood and creates the rainbow as the sign of this "everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth", also known as the Noahic covenant. After this, Noah became a husbandman and he planted a vineyard: and he drank of the wine, and was drunken; and was uncovered within his tent. Noah's son Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father and told his brethren and Noah cursed Ham's son Canaan.

Noah died 350 years after the Flood, at the age of 950, the last of the immensely long-lived antediluvian Patriarchs. The maximum human lifespan, as depicted by the Bible, diminishes rapidly thereafter, from almost 1,000 years to the 120 years of Moses.

....The Genesis flood narrative is a flood myth in the Hebrew Bible, comprising chapters 6-9 in the Book of Genesis. The narrative indicates that the God of Israel intended to return the Earth to its pre-Creation state of watery chaos by flooding the Earth for 370 days (the 150 days of flooding + the 220 days it took to dry up the floodwaters) because of the world's evil doings and then remake it using the microcosm of Noah's ark. 

Thus, the flood was no ordinary overflow but a reversal of creation.

The narrative discusses the evil of mankind that moved God to destroy the world by the way of the flood, the preparation of the ark for certain animals, Noah, and his family, and God's guarantee for the continued existence of life under the promise that he would never send another flood.....

....The Mesopotamian Epic of Gilgamesh, composed about 2500 BC, contains a flood story almost exactly the same as the Noah story in the Pentateuch, with a few variations such as the number of days of the deluge, the order of the birds, and the name of the mountain on which the ark rests. Andrew R. George submits that the flood story in Genesis 6–8 matches the Gilgamesh flood myth so closely, "few doubt" that it derives from a Mesopotamian account. 

What is particularly noticeable is the way the Genesis flood story follows the Gilgamesh flood tale "point by point and in the same order", even when the story permits other alternatives.

...Noah has often been compared to Deucalion, the son of Prometheus and Pronoia in Greek mythology. Like Noah, Deucalion is a wine maker or wine seller; he is forewarned of the flood (this time by Zeus and Poseidon); he builds an ark and staffs it with creatures – and when he completes his voyage, gives thanks and takes advice from the gods on how to repopulate the Earth. Deucalion also sends a pigeon to find out about the situation of the world and the bird return with an olive branch.

....Noah became drunken and "he was uncovered within his tent" and Ham "saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brethren without". Thus, these passages revolve around sexuality and the exposure of genitalia as compared with other Hebrew bible texts, such as Habakkuk 2:15 and Lamentations 4:21.

.....In medieval Christianity, Noah's three sons were generally considered as the founders of the populations of the three known continents, Japheth/Europe, Shem/Asia, and Ham/Africa, although a rarer variation held that they represented the three classes of medieval society – the priests (Shem), the warriors (Japheth), and the peasants (Ham). In the 18th and 19th centuries the view that Ham's sons in general had been literally "blackened" by the curse of Noah was cited as justification for black slavery.

....An important Gnostic text, the Apocryphon of John, reports that the chief archon caused the flood because he desired to destroy the world he had made, but the First Thought informed Noah of the chief archon's plans, and Noah informed the remainder of humanity. Unlike the account of Genesis, not only are Noah's family saved, but many others also heed Noah's call. There is no ark in this account; instead Noah and the others hide in a "luminous cloud". (er.....a spaceship??) 

.....The Urantia Book considers Noah a real historical person and describes him as "a wine maker of Aram, a river settlement near Erech". Noah is said to have advocated the building of wooden boat houses for the flood season, so that family animals could be kept safe; the people, however, ridiculed him for this. Eventually Noah was proved right when one year an usually high amount of rainfall occurred in the flood season and destroyed the entire village, save Noah and his immediate family. 

While the Urantia Book has Noah as a real person, the biblical narrative involving Noah and his ark and the universal flood is called "an invention of the Hebrew priesthood during the Babylonian captivity." According to the Urantia Book, there has never been a universal, worldwide flood while life has existed.

.....Noah is an upcoming biblical epic film directed by Darren Aronofsky and written by Aronofsky and John Logan. Starring Russell Crowe, Anthony Hopkins, Jennifer Connelly, Douglas Booth, Logan Lerman, Emma Watson, and Ray Winstone, the film is set to be released in theaters on March 28, 2014. Subject to divine visions foretelling the end of the world, Noah attempts to tell his people to cease their mistreatment of the earth in order to be saved. No one listens to his warnings, and Noah and his family are cast out to fend for themselves in the wilderness. Noah approaches a race of giant six-armed angels known as the "Watchers" to rally them to his cause.

....Watcher (Aramaic, עִיר, iyr; Theodotian trans: ir; from the root of Heb. `er, "awake, watchful";Gk. ἐγρήγοροι, trans: egrḗgoroi; Slav transliteration, Grigori,[2] "Watchers", "those who are awake"; Chaldean, "guard", "watcher" is a term used in connection with biblical angels. Watcher occurs in both plural and singular forms in the Book of Daniel (2nd century BC), where reference is made to their holiness. The apocryphal Books of Enoch (1st and 2nd centuries BC) refer to both good and bad Watchers, with a primary focus on the rebellious ones.

.........A fallen angel is a wicked or rebellious angel that has been cast out of Heaven. The term is found neither in the Hebrew Bible nor the Deuterocanonical Books nor the New Testament. Nonetheless, Biblical commentators often use fallen angel to describe angels who sinned or angels cast down to the Earth from the War in Heaven; Satan, demons, or certain Watchers. The term has also become popular in fiction and literature regarding angels.

Mention of angels who descended to Mount Hermon, (not "fell") to Earth is found in the Book of Enoch, which the Ethiopian Orthodox Church and Eritrean Orthodox Tewahedo Church accept as canonical, as well as in various pseudepigrapha.

....The Nephilim /ˈnɛfɨˌlɪm/ were the offspring of the "sons of God" and the "daughters of men" according to Genesis 6:4; and giants who inhabited Canaan according to Numbers 13:33. A similar biblical Hebrew word with different vowel-sounds is used in Ezekiel 32:27 to refer to dead Philistine warriors. 

...Now it came about, when men began to multiply on the face of the land, and daughters were born to them, that the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful; and they took wives for themselves, whomever they chose. Then the LORD said, "My Spirit shall not strive with man forever, because he also is flesh; nevertheless his days shall be one hundred and twenty years." The Nephilim were on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of men, and they bore children to them. Those were the mighty men who were of old, men of renown.....So they gave out to the sons of Israel a bad report of the land which they had spied out, saying, "The land through which we had gone, in spying it out, is a land that devours its inhabitants; and all the people whom we saw in it are men of great size. There also we saw the Nephilim (the sons of Anak are part of the Nephilim); and we became like grasshoppers in our own sight, and so we were in their sight.

Wikipedia segments on my travels. 

The History of the World Pt l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Amazing. No wonder we're all mad. It's all politics. The anthropological '1984'. The communing begins. Maybe the souls of giants are back. The Great Souls of past. Doreen Virtue calls us the Earth Angels. I call us both the Sacred Whore High Priestesses™ and the Sacred Pimps™. The Avatar. We are returned and now have to find ourselves. Whatever. It's a fuck of a lot more exciting than working within the confines of that bullshit. Slavery is legitimate. 'God' wants it? No wonder 'the daughters of men' are fucked. So are the men and anyone else. We are all fucked under the system of a god that apparently hated creation so much he began again. 

With this as the end result?? 

Give me a fucking break. 

Souls never die. They didn't count on that. 

And prophet shamans most certainly never died. We came back. 

Yay for the anomolies. The freaks that we are. Souls never die. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Fidel's Girl l Pt ll (V). A Self Portrait 

David Icke 

....David Vaughan Icke (/aɪk/; ike, born 29 April 1952) is an English writer, public speaker and former professional footballer. He promotes conspiracy theories about global politics and has written extensively about them.

Icke was a BBC television sports presenter and spokesman for the Green Party, when in 1990 a psychic told him that he was a healer who had been placed on Earth for a purpose, and that the spirit world was going to pass messages to him. In March 1991 he held a press conference to announce that he was a "Son of the Godhead" – a phrase he said later the media had misunderstood – and the following month told the BBC's Terry Wogan show that the world would soon be devastated by tidal waves and earthquakes. He said the show changed his life, turning him from a respected household name into someone who was laughed at whenever he appeared in public.

He continued nevertheless to develop his ideas, and in four books published over seven years – The Robots' Rebellion (1994), And the Truth Shall Set You Free (1995), The Biggest Secret (1999), and Children of the Matrix (2001) – set out a worldview that combined New-Age spiritualism with a denunciation of totalitarian trends in the modern world. At the heart of his theories lies the idea that a secret group of reptilian humanoids called the Babylonian Brotherhood controls humanity, and that many prominent figures are reptilian.

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On Passion. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Macho + heart = the whole. And of course, the conundrum, the whole problem with that is this. To be of the inner heart, (FEELINGS, not EMOTIONS), to be of kindness, vulnerability, love, wisdom, pure beauty and feminine is the most frightening thing on earth. To be of the inner sex if you like is to be always, the most seditious, scandalous thing on this planet. 

Indeed, to be macho at all, is the most seditious thing on earth, whether we have lived a life of 'over instinct' or a life of 'over intuition'. Rage or silent contempt, we have or are all struggling with the same thing. The demand for the suppression of passion. 

The rules of the ordinary world. The real '1984'. Don't feel, just do. Punish yourself if you feel, beat yourself out of feeling and have contempt for yourself if you have vulnerability or are afraid. And don't raise you voice. It's 'uncivilised'. Oh, and of course, pretend that everything is always alright. Don't be 'anti social'. Blah, blah, blah. Suppression, suppression and suppression, female or male, we are all in it together. Slavery to a world of machines. Battling our way out into the light. The authentic self. 

Of course dysfunctionalism exists. I was livid for 40 straight years. But let's get it in perspective. For real. The why of the why of the why, after all the details, of why we are angry in the first place. 

Rage. The most seditious thing for either gender. For either anything. For very different reasons in very different ways. But magically, what we actually share in the end. The battle for passion supremacy over the banality of the plastic world of IMMENSE power of conformity indoctrination. The battle for love. 

That's why we don't do it. Why we find it so impossible to trust ourselves, until we do. That is soul. First of course is lack of education. But second and most important of all is conformity. Fear, cowardice, conformity. The biggest enslavers of them all, without another person even lifting a finger to intervene. Everything takes place in the mind. Our liberators or our jail wardens. But all for maddeningly specific stages of 'The Journey of Self Discovery'. And of course, the 'all in the mind' can be triggered only with a look. The 'Deliberate Disbelief' look. The deliberate look. 

Whatever. Alchemy is, fortunately, our existentialist genius of individuality. The look can fuck off. 

Ourselves. Mental slavery. The Matrix. The machine world has us all in its grip and it's called condemnation of all that is passion. Passion being rage + vulnerability. The authentic self. The instinctual self and the intuitive self. Together. Dancing within, even if we limp for a long while as we get used to the new way of walking. Even if we limp forever. Practice makes perfect. 

For all of us it means the same thing. First, of course, to ignore everything we have ever been taught. As usual. And to respect vulnerability. The source of all self liberation. The right to feel. 

Because to be vulnerable is to FEEL vulnerable. And that is the most frightening thing on earth too. To feel vulnerable is to feel pain is to feel the sorrow as well as the joy. I should know, with my literal experience. I have had a chronically painful disability for 15 years. I thought I had been doing really well with it. But it turned out I was still denying a lot of the pain and hardship of how it actually had debilitated me so much. First, I was terrified of being vulnerable in front of anyone and secondly I was terrified of feeling the full extent of the pain. Hence, non action and self suppression. The normal world. 

We are all brought up in external power. External power, the thing we pursue with such zeal, female or male, is a pile of shit unless it includes internal power. And internal power is the inner heart is soul is feminine. Internal power is the female psyche. In all of us. Kindness, integrity, individuality, compassion, humanity, 'curiosity instead of judgment' and true sex. Not the battering ram kind. The battering ram with a bit of rotation kind:) Symbolically, in either of us, all of us. 

The making love of the passion of life. Be macho, but be heart and through all of that, we also have to combat the one constant. The ordinary world is institutionally programmed to deny passion, and call it rage. Passion is not rage. Passion is passion. It's just that it's not allowed. Rage is rage. There is a wealth of difference. But passion + rage is passion. Passion is not passion, without rage. 

Creative sex. Sacred sex. Making love. Gentle sex. Sexless sex. Hardcore sex. Sex. The symbolism too, for true life. Off stage and on, wholeness is doing it all the time. LIVING the dream, completely and utterly. Whole new ranges of self belief and integrity and courage to ascend to. 

Merging the two worlds. The Heroic Journey to complete. 

Macho with heart. In both archetypes. Heart with macho. Macho with wisdom. Macho with intuitive control basically. Intuition with instinctive flying basically. Macho with heart, heart with macho. The existence we all seek. The existence we are all being psychologically warfared out of in each and ever second on earth.

So what. Some of us have a head start. The slaves of all kinds, as we all are, who cannot be suppressed, no matter what. The rest is the pursuit of excellence + knowledge.

Male and female in each one of us. Whole. Complete. The hunter is not allowed. We make sure it is, ultimately and strangely, sharing the same wound, beyond gender, beyond any social prejudice and beyond any spiritual prejudice. Beyond bourgeois. The hunter in both women and men is made foul by this world. Deliberately. Obedience comes from uncertain people. 

One is made to castrate instinct and the other is made to castrate intuition. We then become judgmental of the area we lack. We become jealous and we want it no matter what. Love dependency or Ownership Psychosis™, it comes from the same route. Unconsciously being suppressed and castrated. 

And then we have to face the truth that it is the battle each of us has with the world. To show our whole self. Ourself, by ourself. Everyone has instinct and intuition together. The rage of macho, loud or silent, is the suppression of our truth. 

Nihilism for Success™ demands seeing the truth so we can throw it away. Once we know it's just not allowed, we make sure we can do it. That is who we are, or not. Mastery. The certainty comes with the constant truth of uncovering the psychological warfare done on us all day and all night and all year. Uncover a demon of any kind, uncover the shadow, it's gone. Macho + heart is beautiful. They just hate macho of any kind and they most certainly hate heart of any kind. We are here to change the status quo. In OURSELF. That is the only politics anyone needs to focus on. Change yourself and fuck the world. And then help everyone else who wants to change themselves too. And fuck the world. 

Courage, courage and courage. Courage. THE life art form. Certainty. 

To 'free ourselves from mental slavery'. The last frontier of battle on earth. The mind. The castrated self. The liberated self, being of course, the soul. Soul is the 'enemy of the state'. It most certainly is. 

Democracy in the home and in the country. Liberation in the home and in the country. Passion in the home and in the country. Certainty. The existentialist gift of Redemption. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Hierophant. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Philosophy + Clair Cognisance = Hierophant. Hierophants get to prove themselves, just like anyone else. Frontiering the soul. What is called psychic. Clair Cognisance. 

The questions are this. Who are they? And how do we live with them as a people? My first thought so far is this: Er, we are literally from two different planets. Let’s look at it again in that context. There is a different morality base. And an equal sexual base. Werewolf versus lamb. There has to be a reason and there has to be a transcendable element. Apparently. Fortunately, that's what philosophers do. Ask the questions. 

The spiritual centre is that we both make up the whole. How do we do that? The challenge I have waited for my whole life. The studious, scholarly, psychically communing life that was waiting for the right questions. Not just, what the fuck is this, the question has to be, who are THEY? I know now who we are, enough. I still have no idea whatsoever, who they are. They need to know as much as we. The dark may be being damned for truly, inappropriate reasons. The dark may be impenetrable and if that is truly so, we need to know. And if the dark is really able to master itself, they most certainly bang on my door, in order to know. 

Maybe it can only remain the dark. That is now the philosophical challenge to complete my particular life. The healing of love dependency indeed. Back to The Temple indeed. Prophets need to commune. I needed the question. Rapunzel to High Priestess Avatar. Philosopher, writer, metaphysicist and psychic, clair cognisant communer. The truth of the ‘great thinker’ mind. I’ll say and frankly, it’s the only thing that can turn me on anymore. 

As usual, the challenge was not big enough for me. It was not enough just to tell the story of extraordinary lack of human rights and the alchemy of the meek to the strong. There had to be something else. There is. WHO are they? WHAT are they? WHY are they on earth, alongside a peaceful people and WHY do we desire them so much? HOW do we live with that challenge and WHY should we live with that challenge in the first place. 

Other, than indeed, an alchemical trigger process of temporary connection. Maybe. Whatever it is, it is not what it is said to be and I aim to spend my life finding out why. I don't like lies. And I believe we all need the help. I do believe there is the release of love in all archetypes. I temporarily and gratefully put that on hold. 

The so called, 'Hopi Prophecy' says they can't. We will see. Who is the 'they' that the Prophecy talks of, and who are the werewolves I have been asked to love in my life. Are they the same, are they not. We will see. 

The Lady of Shallot, back to ‘Eve’. Done. Female ‘waiting’ and caring slave, to ‘male’ creative, academic, professional, philosophical, psycho analytical, anthropological, and anything else ‘he’ wants to be, thank you very much. 

The only way to be objective, on the way to finding out the truth. The only way to quench the fire that drives me. The fire for life. The fire. 

All for the self, all for posterity and all for personal achievement. And maybe, it will help the other too. Who knows. My stance is that there is no hope. It’s easier. I just want to concentrate. I don’t want to be possessed by no one until they know who THEY are. Self worth indeed. Rapunzel’s hair is now long. She’s off, to The Temple. The ‘ancient peoples on earth before the first ‘sons of god’ presumably’. Before the first werewolves, that women (men) like me adore. And who are incapable of giving friendship to the one they desire. Who knows? I will. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Humane Misogynists. Amera Ziganii Rao 

My problem is this. I can understand an inhumane misogynist, selfish person or Ownership Psychosis™ ridden human being. I cannot understand a humane one. I cannot understand the lie.

Need is not love. Are they even capable of becoming that at all? Or is it that they are just too fucking lazy? Who knows yet. Hopeless. 

Completely, uselessly, tragically hopeless. Humane misogynists. Can’t fucking stand them. They can love and respect everyone in the room. But me. That is hopelessness. That is madness. That is my problem. Dealing with humane misogynists. Intelligent, stupid, men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Ego Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Ego, to be still in the unconscious, unmastered ego, is therefore, illusionary love. To be in soul, is to have moved into real love. As a state of being. Misogyny, like literal love dependency, is of the ego.

Misogyny is a sickness projection of the ego, the projection of need and therefore dehumanising selfishness, ie, misogyny, Ownership Psychosis™ which is trapped in illusionary love. 

Not accepting the 'abandoned child' loneliness of rampant psychic hunger for something we can never again have. And so on. Existence. Pretty. Misogyny is after all, just a sickness. We all have to look after our own sicknesses. We all have to master need. It is called, entering soul and healing the ego forever. Agreeing to the process of self mastery. Crucifixion. 

For that, you have to love. So you can be love. For love. How you love love, I have no idea. I have asked that question for four years, if not 40. I don't know how your kind love. I've never seen it. But love begets love and that begins with the will to love at all. 

Love yourself and maybe, you will love a woman too. Maybe. I don't know. Good luck with that. If you want to love, you will. If you don't you won't. Healing listens to us. If we ask for it, it comes. If we don't want it, it leaves. Everyone is questing. What for though is highly debatable. I don't know how a person makes him or herself want to love. I have always wanted to love. So I don't know. 

Good luck to all of us. Good luck to love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Samurai ll Pt lV (lll). A Self Portrait 

Passion and Compassion. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Passion + compassion = Love. Love = mastery. Mastery = need is not love. Love is mastery. Love is the passion out of control within the control of compassion. Like I say. Mastery. 

Compassion in the passion = freedom + self control + self parenting + friendship + need. Compassion is the self crucifixion of letting the other person come and go. That is unconditional love. Mastery. The passion we don’t even need to talk about. 

The compassion is entering soul. Transforming the rage of ego forever and ejecting ‘the mortal husk’ from one’s other aura. The unseen one. The real one. Changing dimension. Releasing fear. 

Becoming love, so you can love. 

Not needing the person you need most, so you don’t need them, so you can. Mastery. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Passion + compassion = love and the utter re-education of the mind of guilt for a werewolf I would have thought of, thinking about it. You are not the only one. 

I can teach the method of merging compassion and passion, because I had to do it first. The sexual base is the same. The rest is suppression or repression or not. Why ‘we’ are the meek and ‘you’ are the strong. Nurture or nature, sort of thing. We have the same base. We share the sex because we share the rage. We share the sex because we share the hedonistic gene of all things real. All put together! We have to share the compassion too. The root of it all. From misogyny to Ownership Psychosis™ to Literal Love Dependency™. We have to share it all. We wait for compassion. The healing of your soul. 

Redemption is therefore passion + compassion. Werewolf + Nymph. In each person. The ‘animus’ and the ‘anima’. Hunter fairies if you like. Warriors together. Changing the ending of Red Riding Hood forever. The new dawn gives hope. 

The more compassion we grow, the more the passion is allowed to grow. That is the purification of the greedy mind, heart and loins. The ‘lower chakras’, being shifted into the ‘higher chakras’. 

Need is not love. So need can be love after all. Mastery. Need is not love. That cannot be avoided. That is the 'death' we all really fear. Die. I did. And need really isn't love. It works. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

..On the other hand of course, in our ongoing dialectic on the history of the world. Maybe Werewolf has never had compassion along with sex. Maybe that’s the point. Maybe that’s why you are here. Sex is not sex without compassion. What that means is that you can’t cut off a woman’s limbs and put her in a box and pretend that’s love. It is not, my dear, anything. 

The rules of earth are this. Love + love = compassion. Compassion, so you can have the sex in the first place. It’s called unconditional love. The way of Nymph. Warlords and their slave girls indeed. We will have to evolve past that one. Apparently, it is written. And why not? As T.E.Lawrence said, ‘nothing is written’. We create ourselves. 

Basically, you, the male and female of Werewolf, the warring people we desire so much, be nice. Need is not love. If I can’t need, then neither can you. Why the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ has to suffer the ‘Rapunzel journey’ first. Done. I don’t need nuffin’ from no one, sort of thing. Peace and love, in the new dawn, but you can’t have the sex unless you are nice. Simple as. Werewolves indeed. Until you are as nice to us, as you are to your best friends. Let me explain it more. Your MALE best friends. The ones you trust. That is love. 

Sex + friendship = love. Need is not love. Simply, to fuck a slave, you better love a slave. Slavery is a fetish game, not a horrendous reality. But maybe Werewolf is learning that for the first time. Sure. Why not. This is the age of Ascension. Maybe that’s the point. 

Maybe you have never loved a woman for 8000 years. Of course. Love. We like you still. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Becoming love, so you can love. Becoming love, so you can make love. The thing you yearn for most. Me too. Be love. 

Be love. Be sex. Be mind. Be you. The partnership is proven in the equality of strength, just so it can fly. Purifying love, means it can fly. We, being the partnership of the partnership in partnership. 

Purifying the greedy heart. It's worth it. For real. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Coming Home. Amera Ziganii Rao

Purifying the greedy heart and saying no. Purifying the cynicism of mistrust and saying yes. Purifying the self loathing and forgiving yourself. The anthropology is somehow real. The proof is in the guilt. The proof is in the self loathing. The proof is in the rage of the rage you seek so hard to release. 

We forgive you. Now, love. 

She forgives you. SHE forgives you. Now, love. The Great She wants you back. The Great She NEEDS you back. I was sent to come and get you. The real ‘Jake Sully’s’. The Werewolves who rebel. The Werewolves who decide they will love the Nymphette race. They won’t just rape them. That is ‘Jake Sully’. Standing up for your woman. Loving her and not just abusing her. Standing up for all that is Eve. Trusting all that is Eve. And loving all that is Eve. Loving a woman, like your male best friend. Loving a woman.

Merge that subconscious madness of political history, with the need and the guilt at some terrible past deed, and we might just have the history of the world. I walked around with Cinderella worthlessness my first 36 years. You, I think walk with guilt. The guilt of the pig kings that came to stay. 

You want to love. 

Reptiles or not, The Judas Principle™ has poisoned us all. That is the point of earth too. We are supposed to hate Her for lifetimes, until we don’t. No hell, damnation and retribution. That is you, not allowing yourself to love. That takes care of that completely. Forgive Existence and you forgive me. Forgive HER and you forgive me. Forgive all your mothers and you forgive me. Forgive. Love. And then, truly, live. 

Hierophant knowledge says that the micro of the world always reflects the macro. Our individual, ‘this life’ experience is symbolic of our experience on earth. Over lifetimes, and most of all, it symbolises in literals, experience per se, on earth. 

The transformative and redemptive life. If we are lucky. And even if we are not. That is written. The Universe loves you. You represented. Now, you can come home. Now, you can love. And in that, my work will reveal the truth. So what. We were all sent here to die. Let’s live. Let’s love. 

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Trust yourself. These are different times. Different times, different people and different lives. This is the new dawn. This is what it was all for. Trust yourself. Love. Trust. Love. Trust everything you truly feel. It's real.

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Addiction to Love Versus Addiction to War. Amera Ziganii Rao

It’s not addiction to power. We all have ‘addiction’ to power. Healthy or not, we should all have the drive for power. It is addiction to war. I understand. You are programmed, male or female, of the Werewolf kind, into war. Re-programming myself out of the addiction to love, into the ‘addiction’ to war has been utterly excruciating. For you, the same pain of entering ‘addiction’ to love is being experienced. And has to be. Absolutely. 

Ain’t nothing wrong with business, competition, action, reaction, all the clichés about men compared to women. I love it all. Especially now. The problem is not rage. The problem is violence. Addiction to love meant I approached business as a sap, sincere as it was. I had no idea what I was doing and I was approaching Werewolves of the nasty kind, let’s say, who ate me up for breakfast, and most certainly spat me out and the best thing was, they thought that was love. I was also, indeed, approaching love as a sap, because I did not, like you, understand the vast and possibly PHYSICALLY different make up of who we are. Not the obvious, but the unobvious, obviously.

The obvious, we obviously love. 

Men say they need a woman strong enough for them. Totally. I had a long and painful journey to become war, to get here. Women need a man who can be kind. To them. Not just the children, relatives, best friends, female friends, ‘mistress’ archetype friends and so on. We need a man to be kind to us. That is in your words, your new aim. To be addicted to being kind to a woman. THE woman you want. Humanise the enemy actually in your language becomes the most astute accuracy of alchemy. Humanise the enemy. Love a woman. 

I see that is what you are always working on. 

And for me, I put behind the most destructive and awful film scene I have ever experienced, from a deep, karmic, symbolic, literal, emotional place. Luc Besson's The Messenger: The Story of Joan of Arc. As a young child, Joan of Arc watched from behind a closed door, while an attacking marauder stabs a woman against a door and then rapes her as she is dead. 

That, to me, says it all, and I say it truly with new dialectical fascination. You fear a woman’s hatred. That is why. You know it and I know it. We all know it. You fear your own hatred and so do we. 

And however much you try and self medicate it, try to control it, try to hone it, try to work with it, it remains. 

That is ego. Ego is the mental arena act, of being unconsciously hijacked by a rampantly powerful belief system, at about the age of 7 or 8. An unconscious madness and an unconscious sanity. 

Consciousness is the act of entering that unconscious and making it conscious and then honing it to what we want it to be. Our purity, whether we want it or not actually. We are driven to get better and be better, if we search with the heart, which you clearly do too despite all appearances. You need to hear that too. We know. We know you search. 

And consciousness is of course, actually just like a treasure hunt. One I am finally settling into. To find the key. I found mine. Now, I will find yours. It’s almost here. 

So, to sum up so far, you as a whole people, have an unconscious takeover belief that drives you to act as soldiers, army personnel and warlords. Everywhere, in every situation. In other words, even if you are a sensitive psyche, you do not have the ability to show it at the right time. In fact, you can show it in business a lot more than you can show it in love. That is your conundrum and most certainly ours. 

Now, let’s add the flavour of the madness I am exploring. The real history of the world. Let’s just say, that if we take the analogy of Samson and Delilah, one of those deliciously horrendous programmings against all that is the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and we talk about your addiction to war. It’s her fault that he dies, if you don’t remember. She steals his hair and whatnot. All crap. ESPECIALLY when you look at misogyny and who steals who’s hair! Jesus. The day I realised that all men are programmed to want all women in hijab, was the day. 

Samson and Delilah, through to Adrian Lyne’s Fatal Attraction. Same, stupid, mindless, lie of a story, dominating your very psyche as men. And indeed, the women like you. In fact, Fatal Attraction had a different ending. She dies of a broken heart basically. The first audiences preferred the banal approach. Women are dangerous to men, if they are passionate and beautiful. Men have to protect themselves against women like that, because the homestead has to be protected, and if that means killing, so what. The ruthless mind of a man at war. Ego is easy. We are like sponge computers. That’s why Alchemy is the only solution the world needs. Psychological, mental, re-programming of the mind through the emotional maze to become. Finding out the truth basically.

So not only do you have a generic, all consuming, unconscious addiction to war, as your fathers and forefathers made sure you would – which a man can choose to put into good or bad and that’s great enough, really, such is the good that can come from all our rages - you carry around another subconscious hijacking belief that dominates all your thoughts. Without you knowing. War is good. War is safe. Women are dangerous. Women are dangerous because pleasure is dangerous because you accessing your tenderness is dangerous, because life is dangerous and you are supposed to be at war. 

Do you not think that the powers that be knew what they were doing? Create a slave race, to not only work their arses off forever for nothing, create armies of Orks just as in JR Tolkein’s genius trilogy and dangle the female species in front of them as spoils of war, but tell them that they are only spoils of war and nothing else. Anything else is dangerous. Keep them as baby breeders and keep them as whores, but make sure you only keep them as spoils of war, as anything else gets in the way. Keep those feelings locked away. We will give you a million pressures so that you keep doing that and as long as you don’t LOVE, you will be okay. 

Brilliant. 

Not brilliant enough. 

You still want to love. 

I love war, love business and love life now. LOVE them. I had to beat myself into it and indeed, be beaten into it. I love love as well now. And paradoxically, with much more trust. Funny that. I love love now, with love, and not even habit, let alone psychotic addiction as I call it. 

Psychotic, because that word works for me, as well as I feel being completely accurate. Mental health covers anything that is not conscious. Being conscious is soul. Becoming conscious through this one central element of pivotal unconscious drive in each of us, is entering soul. Becoming, is becoming soul. It’s psychosis because we don’t want it. And me, I have the uber drive for life and will not be dominated by something in me that I cannot control. That is rage. That is the rage of champions. That is the fire within us. 

You have it. You do not want to be controlled either. You are. By you. The obtuse depth is that you want to be controlled, indeed, by you. You will be. 

You will love love. It is not only written. It is all a methodical process. Uncover the madness and you are free. 

Ain’t nothing wrong with a man in uniform, sort of thing. I fucking adore it. Werewolf anthropology, through to every piece of beauty about physical strength, protection, friendship, male care, male sparring, male. But the gender Nazi is not passion, not primal, not testosterone, not some male thing. It is a programmed, deliberate addiction to war. 

Let’s turn to Homer. You are an Achilles and not an Agamemmnon. You desperately try however to remain Agamemmnon. Because Agamemmnon programmed you and does every single second of every day. Just as I am and will be blasted with pressure to love love all day, every day, all the days, forever. You, in ego, become the pig king as an emotional instinct, instead of the authentic, spiritually questioning, High Priestess loving warrior. You are changing your emotional instinct. That is from the mind. Rage, passion, emotional instinct, fantasy illusion, intuition, psychic feeling + mental self mastery (not your self medicating control of impotence, sincere as it is) = love = peace. 

Pig kings are warlords. Pig kings are misogynists. Men are warriors. Men are ‘Jake Sully’. Men not only love women, men love The Great Mother. Men know they are war and they love it and value it. But they know they are love too. They love that and value that too and for that, they have to go to war against their masters. Inner and outer. Too right. I had to do it too. The pressure to remain a girl focused on love is extraordinary. The programming is endemic, unconscious and insane. When you get out you get out so you just smile. But it is absolutely, irreversibly, for now, EVERYWHERE. Let alone of course, my lovely special misogynist, from you. 

No matter. Mentalism is clearly the new sex. It’s certainly the only thing that will lead us to any really good sex. 

You are a jaded, blood soaked warlord. You want to be a warrior. I want you to be one too. Especially as I have become one now. I love war as much as I love love. I know how to protect and serve. And fight. And work. I love business at last. Actively, obsessively, healthily, constructively, happily love the life of hunting. I am whole. You will be too. 

You will be one of the first to love a woman. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Artist and The Lover Pt ll (lll). A Self Portrait 

Need is Not Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Ergo, need is not love still remains. Your need of love is this: you are addicted to love as the orphan child mentality, because you cannot access love as an emotion in yourself, unless it is triggered by someone else. A Nymph species in particular. The Sacred Whores. My need of love was this: My NEED of it: I have been hated for who I am all my life. I have only been desired by warmongers who are whoremongers. Because I see now that a whoremonger, a wifemonger, is a warmonger. It’s all the same thing. Spoils of war. Slaves and bounty. Booty and bounty. You make money to buy women. We know that now. The question is why. I was also addicted to love, because – and this is the key parity – I could not access the power within, the love of war, the recognition of war, or the necessity of finding the part of myself that was gone so long. The hunter. You want the lover and I want the hunter. Male and female dependency in a nutshell. 

As I have been beaten, willingly and non willingly into being the hunter again, you are being beaten into being the lover again. Okay. Cool. Makes sense. The ‘What’s next?’ glory/treadmill of The Da Vinci Code revelations continues. 

You have the drive. You just want the information. I clearly want to find it. I clearly, want to find you. The demystification of love indeed. 

Male or female. Need is love is therefore the generic. We come at it differently. Your need for love is that you cannot find it in yourself. Because your generic, global, archetypal, psychologically non variant ego, is addicted and programmed to be at war. The truth of the ‘non feeling’ man or woman. You are not allowed to access love. So you don’t. I was not allowed to access anything to do with power. I didn’t. You are not allowed anything to do with love. That’s why you envy, need and are afraid of anyone who can. Absolutely. Use that envy and drill into the labyrinth. I’m waiting at the other end. Guiding with a sincere, clumsy I am sure, light. 

Love. I am beginning to like it. You have the drive. You, despite yourself, have the determination. That is all you need. That, and of course, your very own prophet. Your own shaman prophet. Sent to bring you back. Love war. Don’t let war, love you. Love love. Don’t let love, love you. Love, and be at war and be at peace. Earth is the whole. We love it all and we are allowed to. 

Mastery. Self crucifixion. Resurrection. Life. 

And if you walk around, too with the unconscious terror of losing your manhood if you access your heart, all you have to do is one thing. Look at me. 

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Unconditional Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I let it go, when I realised, in embarassment, that I was treating male (werewolf) friends better than the man I 'loved'. My mother did the same to me every single day. The person we most need, we abuse. In ego. Misogyny, wifemongering, warmongering or financial abuse, or ownership 'issues', it's all the same thing. We are born, clearly to become sick and then, if we are fortunate, well again. Objective love is love. Anything else is psychological rape, ownership and awfulness. Forget your male friends. Treat me like you would your female friends. The ones you praise, respect and help. And still see as pretty too. That is love. 

What you have given any female you have actually 'loved' has, I am afraid to tell you, not remotely resembled love in any form whatsoever. You can't kid a kidder. I was there too. 

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Self mastery is graduation as an Alchemist by the way. Alchemising yourself. The point of earth. The most advanced state of being. To change anything about yourself, on the EMOTIONAL arena. That is alchemy. That is the job done. That is graduation. That is the right to live and love. That is the genius of love. Mastery of life. The inner life. My domain. Yours to inherit. As I inherit yours. Material achievement and success. Maybe even, with another person in the room. You. 

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....1. Dehumanising the person you love the most. Like a mad, insane, uncontrollable force, the ego makes us dehumanise out of chronic need, fear and fear of abandonment. We are unable to be objective, to be friends with the person we love the most, to be their friend, or to treat that human being with love, even though we love them the most. We treat strangers better than we treat those we love the most. We do it and then we are appalled at ourselves and can yet, just not change the way we behave, whatever we do....

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.... That is the genius of love. Mastery of life. The inner life. My domain. Yours to inherit. As I inherit yours. Material achievement and success....

So maybe, to begin the discourse, into the Amera Ziganii Rao discourse, you are the same genetic material as me. We are both the hybrid people that is talked about, created by the reptilian agenda – the ‘sons of god’ sexing the ‘daughters of men’, ie, Adam and Eve presumably and certainly why the great flood happened in the first place, to collect a specimen of what already existed, so they could create a people again, with their new agenda of male and female slavery and hatred of anything female. The real Biblical truth – thinking of which, Adam and Eve is the same symbolic story as Psyche and Eros. Male autocracy and cruelty against a woman who asks questions, funny that – Adam must therefore be a ‘son of god’. Eve was a human woman. Mmm. 

So, basically, this hybrid was created. First, where were the human males therefore in this dynamic and do you carry that around in your subconscious, even though we are all hybrids sort of thing, secondly Achilles and Atlas were giant men. Certainly Atlas physically and Achilles was renowned for superior, very superior war skills. The hybrid beginnings were giants. We were giants to begin with. Then Noah and his family – all giants - and the flood and then the so called beginning of the world all over again, ‘cos ‘god’ was capriciously deciding that ‘he’ didn’t like us – and I don’t believe the central premise of that story is that he was trying to persuade everyone else – he wasn’t even supposed to tell anyone else. There was only ever supposed to be one sample of everything – so we were giants to begin with and then went from living for a 1000 years apiece to 120 years overnight. More experiments, more hybrids and we became the pathetic non warrior people we are today. The slave race. 

Now, my question so far is this. Who we were before they got here then? We were kings. Male kings did exist then. The difference is that so did female kings. We were the spiritual kings and you were the other kings, let’s say. So we have a collective unconscious of needing to go back to the unsplintered and egalitarian past, a spiritual, esoteric, shamanic and sexual shamanic past, THROUGH the GENETIC transformation into a hybrid, Mars and Earth let’s say, EGO mortal husk. 

Yep. That works for me so far. David Icke, one of the biggest writers of the true histories, talks of changing one’s DNA through attaining consciousness. As anyone who really knows me, knows, I have actually been changing the ‘DNA’ of my physical being, through my years of consciousness. Consciousness is therefore changing something about DNA and that is the first thing that can give me hope. 

Otherwise, why would I have been sent to save men like you? I had to save myself first. Now, apparently it is you. It is must be worth something. Sages and seers do not do anything lightly, at all. You cannot be Werewolf like them. You must be lost too, just as I was. Your splinter of your mind and being is that you know I am a female King to match your male King. Your splinter within the splinter is that I am a piece of meat on the plantation, alongside you. Why I find myself referring to you as overseers, just as KRS1 did before me. You feel like overseers. Henchmen to the system of evil. Your subconscious tells you, whatever they do to you, it’s okay. You can do the same to me. You are programmed with fascism. Just as my kind are programmed with slavery. The so called ‘executioner’ and ‘victim’. You serve the agenda. I never did. I was a slave. You are...er.. a pig king. 

That is your consciousness splinter. 

That’s the work so far. At last, I have the right question to answer. Who you are. We might just be the same species after all. The spiritual (woman) kings are the sages. The ones who see. The physical kings are those who don’t. Until they do. Once you respected, honoured and worked with us on that. You and your female counterparts. Now, you don’t. The Great Flood indeed. The age of Agamemnon born. The carnage we live today. The carnage that is now yours. 

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Heroism. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And maybe that's why 'good' men are so driven by the concept of heroism. You're all trying to prove something to yourself. What? The time when we were giants and warriors?

Of course. Just as women are focused on power. We all want to be warriors again. The other question is this. If we became giants when we were created as a hybrid with the 'sons of god' and the 'daughters of men', were were not giant like then to have contributed our giant to the mix? 

Of course we were. We remember. Those of us that do and those of us that could do. That's why we are regarded as too this, too that, too passionate, too colourful, too intense and too much. Because for them, we are. 

We were giants before we were their giants, before we were their slaves. 

Pig kings and queens or slaves, we are all just slaves. Unless we get out. I did. Maybe you can too. Whatever. Self knowledge gives me a hard on and a soft heart. I needed the philosophical question. 

As for the rest, live and let live. But I like being a giant again. I like being me. I like returning to the Na'vi. You may too. 

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Fascism Against Women. Amera Ziganii Rao 

...You are actually programmed with fascism against women, not programmed with fascism. Indeed, you are programmed with the cocktail of slavery and your very own fascism towards women. That is the detail that has been missing. It is only women you mistreat. And it is only women you need and desire. You are programmed with fascism as Ownership Psychosis™ towards anyone you really need, but the difference with women, is that you have no respect, to the levels I could never imagined even existed. In sexual mastery, yes, that is the beauty. My life has shown me how far off that can be. Fantasy really is the safest bet. Your ‘impotence’ as a male people is also all from that. You don’t want to be unkind, yet you are programmed, to be just that. That is your archetypal fear of loss, male or female. Bluebeard is a programmed, woman hating fascist. 

It was Jonathan Miller who taught me that it’s the afterlife of art now. Absolutely. And that is clearly endless as consciousness will never have an end. A harvest but never an end. If you step through the threshold. Soul. I say that, because I don’t know if it is possible in your archetype anymore. I really don’t. I am curious rather than judgmental, but I really, no longer know. Maybe that is how important you are. The ‘Jake Sully’ destiny. ‘The one’. 

It is specifically, fascism and hatred towards females you want. The first philosophical question was always that. WHY do men hate women? The question had no doubt. That was the only certainty. As a GENERIC question. WHY. And of course, as the glorious ravages of my life have shown, the women like you hate us too. Even more. We don’t want them like we want you and they know it. And maybe they have a really twisted and uncomfortable relationship with THEIR sexuality. The primal drive in you is so polluted with violence and I am beginning to see why. It is not your primal, and you need to know that. It is what you think with that primal that is the problem. That is the agenda that took over this earth. 

You show friendship and care to everyone else but the woman you want, just like the archetype that is you as mother. I’ve seen it all my life. The disempowering habit you have is that. You need to disempower to enforce your existence. That is the programming of pig kings and queens as slaves. 

The ‘Whore and Madonna’ is therefore even more interesting, really, in this new age of discourse in me. I wanted to fly and thank you, I am finally doing that and hey, it may even help you too, because it is not just about sex or no sex, passion or no passion, or whatever the struggle your archetype has. I wouldn’t know. I’ve never had it and never will. Integrity is not a choice for me. 

I understand now, however, that that in itself is a choice. Absolutely. ‘No price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself’ (Friedrich Nietzsche). I don’t agree with slavery and therefore with my allocated role in society and have not done so since I was born. I don’t do slavery. 

I was born, a giant, as a slave. 

To digress for a moment, back to the hybrid...what if men like you, werewolves like you, who could be wolves, as opposed to the men like me, who are gentle and sensual souls first, if you like, even if of course, they are conflicted with the high priest archetype of ego issues too, were the ‘Adam’ archetype. What if you are the ‘Adam’ archetype and I am the ‘Eve’ archetype and ‘we’ created the hybrid? That would explain your propensity to serve the masters and my horror of doing so. That would. 

So you are the good reptiles, David Icke talks about. Well, we are all hybrid by now, but in the beginning and therefore the collective unconscious (CG Jung) that you carry around as a people, male or female, as we all do, the erotica that drive people like us is true. The dynamic is true. 

Your archetype most certainly respects your own female archetype more than it does mine. So, unconsciously, we are your sexual mates, your sacred, ‘profaned by you’ nymphs, but your slaves. Is that why friendship is impossible between you and a woman you desire or need? What draws you is both the magical sensitivity and the immense passion of a being like me. And my courage to be it. My need to be it.

‘You’ came to earth as the humans came to Pandora (James Cameron’s Avatar)? And you and part of that ‘you’ after all, as they were both good and bad just like any people? Why not? 

And ‘you’, from what I know so far, came with machines and violence, long before The Great Flood, to combat our high intellectual and spiritual skills, and indeed, our sacred warrior skills. You are an animalistic people, different from mine, however animalistic our truth is, in my new giant self. Honed and crafted out of suppression of expression from birth. 

Mmm. Anyway, back to the ‘whore and madonna’, just to add, it is not just sex, it is care. You go for care, in secret. That ties in with the endless stream of female ‘pig queens’ that have come in and out of my life. You go for care, in secret too. It is all part of the agenda and indeed, your areas of cowardice. And cowardice again, makes hatred. Hatred makes fear and the demand to control and on it goes from then. 

Applied psychology is very soothing, when you get it right. We are all just archetypes and in that, sage work is very logical. We are The Witchdoctors of the Mind™. Wizards. Is that why you seek us out in secret too? And why you have belligerently demanded that we be sappy housemates instead of devoted and professional sages and artists and philosophers and in business? 

Of course. The reptile people and the sages on earth. All the healers on earth, all the magicals on earth. Did the reptiles have that? I believe so. It’s everywhere, their psychic proof of skill. The greatest propaganda and manipulative machines in existence. And the rest is me and my kind. We are not allowed to exist for a very good reason. Your collective unconscious colludes with that, by seeking us out in secret. We have to be allowed. You are the potential ‘Jake Sully’s’ that we are apparently to seek out in turn. That, could be the team of earth. To bring it all back. The magic and the warrior. The spiritual intelligence and the physical intelligence. The sex and the strength. Woman and man. All of that in each of us, alongside the other. Advanced beings. Giants.

Cowardice runs deep. Cowardice is allowed. Consciousness shifts it. My pleasure. I am in discourse. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Samurai ll Pt lV (lV). A Self Portrait 

Rape and Pillage. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Kill you dead, rape you and steal all your secrets. The programming of High Priestess and High Priest violators. That is what it feels like. That is what it IS like. Being emotionally killed, slapped, used, abused, raped, stolen from and thrown on the scrap heap. That’s a conversation with you, let alone a relationship. Born to werewolves from birth, we grow strong. We can do it because of our ENORMOUS resource for love. Our enormous resource for INNER POWER. SPIRITUAL POWER. The proof of who we are. Don’t rape us. Love us. We don’t want to be your punchbags or silent confidantes or tag along ‘friends’ anymore. 

There is NO FRIENDSHIP that has ever come from you, towards me. Ever. Only a craving for your own personal High Priestess slave, my dear. No wonder you all like my mind and want to cut off my limbs at the same time. You astound me with your brutality. You should be astounded by the size of your programming from hell. I am giving you the benefit of the doubt. 

We are hunter warriors...Me. A girl. Him. A boy. I am not worried about it at my end. Many many people are and I can help them, but no, it is not at my end. It is at yours. This is the enforced effort to integrate and inter exist.

 ’The time for honouring yourself’ is most certainly coming to an end. ‘Highness’. It’s here. Rape and pillage has to stop. We are all heroes and capable of transcending ourselves. We on earth have a great deal of work to do. We have to love. YOU’all have to love. 

But seriously, if you can only rape and pillage, just know where you should stay. We, sadly, agree. 

Real philosophy includes the emotions. Alchemy. That is Hierophant. Think about how you make people feel. Take responsibility for it. It IS your job too. The love can come from 'me'. It's what ‘you’ do with it that counts. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

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The Helper Danger. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....Real philosophy includes the emotions. Alchemy. That is Hierophant. Think about how you make people feel. Take responsibility for it. It IS your job too. 

The love can come from 'me'. It's what 'you' do with it that counts...of course, that has to be clarified in the new discourse. My domain leads from the inner. from the outer. My skills and arduous years of work comes from the inner. Yours from the outer. To put it simply, you are more obvious in an obvious world that obviously promotes all that you are. 

My will and joy to create the outer, has to be matched by your will and joy and responsibility to create the inner. Independent of me. Away from me. Whether it be outside my office or sitting next to me. 

That is very hard for your archetype and understandable. It is however, not my responsibility. I heard the other day, from an older man, in his sixties, that he believes – he said it sincerely and kindly – that women give birth. That was his summation of the female species. His super intelligent, talented, vocational daughter bristled tolerantly at his side, as I giggled and went off on one. 

I ain’t giggling with you. 

My purpose on earth is not to give birth. My purpose on earth is to live. Like you. As Hunter Warrior Priestesses, Priests, Pimps, and Pimpesses let’s say, we all lived and I gave birth too. That is woman. This literal is deeply deceptive. Men, it seems and especially men of your archetype but it is all men, including all high priest archetypes – such is the power of male enslavement conditioning on this planet – think women are here to care for men. We are not. No woman is born, with the primary spiritual or physical purpose of looking after anyone. She is as present in herself as she is as a parent. JUST LIKE A MAN. The conflicts of the modern world are not surprising for one second. I don’t vilify my own beast of a mother for ‘not being there’ in a simplistic sense. Mine is not the male idealism of worshipping the Madonna while fucking over the whore. 

At the same time, cruelties and dysfunctionalisms of course come from many many mothers, but again, like a people of colour or poverty or any ‘minority’ sheit, the dysfunctionalism, even in the women of your archetype, which is THE most complex relationship of all – I do pity any male involved with a female werewolf and I pity any female werewolf who is involved even with a high priest archetype – but of course, like many daughters I am sure that this is why my own mother held me hostage to my own sympathy for her for centuries – fucking lethal - Men are programmed to kill women. All men. Mastery as a man is to be vigilant about that conditioning as women have to be about theirs. The REACTIVE rage of female, to the PROACTIVE abuse of male. That, generically, is the key difference. That will do for now. 

So as two equals life would be okay. I am an ex chattel and  you would, in newness, be an ex fascist. Care has to be very carefully applied with that kind of legacy to what is care and friendship in a real relationship. When I work, I work as a man. When you work, you work as a man. And I, like you, work a lot. A huge a lot. Like you. The balance of sacrifice has to be in alignment. I don't have favourites. Care is my business. Information, wizard knowledge and empowerment. That' a seductive mix for anyone to be around. If they are learning alchemy in particular, indeed. 

That's just another way of saying, help me 'cos I'm your man. Women walk around with fury of envy at everyone helping men and men finding it so easy to ask for help. Everyone has to take responsibility for this most subtle of oppressions. Along with the fact of course, that someone like me is totally and utterly self parenting. I began at about the age of 2. That’s why I am so good at my work. So, I don’t need ‘advice’. That, it seems, is also very difficult for your archetype to grasp. In other words, these are all the details of couple and twosome of any kind, unconditional love. 

Take material care. The dangerous dynamic of providing, even if it alongside, or in the first place, or helpfully or whichever kind way it might be done in unconditional love – I wouldn’t know, I’ve never seen it – Material care, like everything about you, is very nicely obvious and demarcated and visible. Non material care is not. 

High Priestess or motherly or female care is invisible. We are the light, we carry the light and we share the light. I know now that in this werewolf culture that dominates 99.9 percent of the world, that that is a lethal and handicapped, almost, yes, handicapped gift. That is how painful it is to be female or kind and wise and helpful. With every female and male of my kind, struggling endlessly and alone, in how to deal with it. 

I’ll say it. It’s all a new journey and obviously open to honing and toning and all the rest, for sure, all that is the magic of a professional creative process and equally as thrilling and equally as hard work, and that is the point. Werewolves of both genders have to understand, in order to integrate, that emotional self parenting is as required in a true life, as material self parenting. And I’ve never met one who agrees in any way with that. I have to push them all out the door. The hysteria and rage and demand that accompanies the way ‘you’ ‘ask’ for help, is downright, ugly. It is sickness and dependency and very difficult, I am sure for you to understand. 

Understand it. It has to be understood. 

Obviously, talking of self parenting, that is what my belligerent need to self determine is, financially more than anything else, but mine is the other for different reasons. I wasn’t allowed. I was always being made to help everyone else. I was also emotionally castrated with power at the age of 8. Like all high priestess and priest archetypes across the world. You, the beloved son in every way, are helped and helped and helped and helped and helped and helped and you never give up asking for help. I will leave you to see the imbalance there. 

In other words, off the top of my vocational priest head, I have very many gifts and talents in the Hierophant business that I have worked long and hard to acquire, let alone the cultural commentary and the art forms and the this and the that. I need to be approached with honour. That is the same way a man wants to be approached and certainly – well, madly and badly in conditional love – for his material and financial gifts that he has also worked long and hard for. 

That is the only equality that can be acceptable. Honour. 

No werewolf I have ever seen so far, honours that in me. You have the new dawn to show me indeed. 

So, in ego, from you, no friendship of any kind for the woman you love or desire, no ability to leave her alone, because your needs always have to come first – you are scared and feel inadequate in your own wisdom so get angry if she doesn’t give it to you (like all dependency) - wherever she is and whatever she is doing, expecting her to look after you even if she wants to get on with her career, not really expecting her career drive to be as big as yours, or her drive for life, and so on. A constant psychological warfare that says, yeah, sure, do what you want, but oh, can you do this and this and this and this and this and this. Hey what’s the problem? You have freedom just like me? 

Ya get me. 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Fiscal whoremongering, wifemongering is apparently dependency. Apparently, you hate yourselves so much in low self esteem – as all dependencies are based on, I remember it well – that you are psychologically, unconsciously damned and condemned to have to buy women or people in order to have their loyalty. Their time, their attention, their care, their love, apparently can only be bought. That there is a paranoia that if you don’t control the person’s physical presence and indeed their overwhelming attention on you as a full time paid or unpaid carer, you will go into meltdown. 

Wow. You’ve had a luxurious life. I have been alone my whole life. Helping other people my whole life. And still, can only attract werewolf whoremongering rapists. Go figure. I am not sure I believe that. It’s warmongering remember. You want bounty and booty and you want to show it off and you do not want to be upstaged by a sexual slave. Done. You do the rest. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Macbeth...Macbeth is therefore the greatest visual of the inequality of the sexes, twisted the wrong way around. A weak man with a powerful woman. Hidden of course in the background. Pig kings and queens. Yawn. I’m off to use my male brain on my male career, in fact, my male careers, and anything else I fucking well want to do. Fuck integration for now. Agamemnon Warmonger Wimps. Unconsciously driven to show off in front of ‘Darth Vader’. ‘The World of Men’. The normal, stupid, mediocre, cruel, twisted, poisonous world you serve. 

I want Achilles. I want the warrior to match my own. Piggy kings can go fuck orrrrf for now. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Female Will. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Just treat me like you would treat yourself. That cuts through gender, trophism and the lot. Treat me as you would yourself or don't treat me at all. I am you. I am that independent. Shocking, I know. 

I am a female, as independent, demanding, selfish and self serving as a man. I am that free. Like your favourite female best friends you honour so much. I am you.

Treat me with THAT respect and then we can talk. I am you and will not be treated as less. 

Trophism should be fetish. Trophism can never be real. In case you hadn't noticed, I like fetish. Fetish is the point of all this pain. Healing the war past of our lives and earth. In the best possible way. Come in from the cold, warmonger. There's someone to play with you. 

But don't come if you can't. If you waver or doubt. I am not a young girl and all that wonder has long gone. Fetish can't be fetish if you actually treat me like a slave girl. Then, I'll stab you in the night. 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Sacred sexuality and true love defined. Amera Ziganii Rao 

There are but two tribes in the world. Those who live by the heart and through the sex of the soul and those who live by the absence of the heart and with no respect for either sex or the soul. The true tribe and the false tribe. 

To be liberated from falseness, you have to acknowledge the full horror of non existence that living by the absence of the heart creates and you have to feel your passport to the true tribe. And once feeling it you have to value it. Otherwise you stay plugged in forever. 

My passport to truth was that i just didn't fit in - literally and figuratively. And that trying to fit in almost killed me. And so I left polite society. With its thirst for power, contempt for humanity, its bigotry, its eurocentric shallowness of bodyfacism and its material greed. 

And, oh yes, its hatred for woman. The body of a woman. The sex of the soul and the humanity of the heart. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2005

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Love I Feel For You. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Ah, now, friendship. Is it really time to talk about that? It's you. That's all you need to know. I'm going to like asking you questions. Ask the others. No one else can say that. We match who we are, we shift from what we are not. 

Treat me as you, and it will make sense. Treat me like a woman, your idea, your horrendous idea of what female is, 'your' programming from hell idea of lost werewolves who were once Achilles, broken into rape and pillage as a way of life, to serve their tribe world reptilian agenda slave masters, and we will most certainly not be alright. 

I want friendship and that's the point. I have never had friendship with a man. I have never had love from your archetype. The philosophical stance so far is that it is not possible. You know, I don't really believe that. 

There is no one's friendship I want more than yours. It does fill me with wonder, just how much. There are however no favourites too. That is personal, unconditional love. Just as you do too. 

Then, we might just make it. 

The New World is for you. It seems, it was always going to be for you. It seems, it may always be with you. It seems and it's nice that it seems. And one day I might tell you how much that means. If you always ask me nicely. 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Scheherazade Series XlV. A Self Portrait 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When women were giants and men were men. Real sacred men. 

The Hierophant Wizard Warriors™ (female and male) and the Wizard Warriors™ (male and female). The Nymph Priestess Warriors™ and the Super Werewolves™ who loved them. The Super Werewolves™ who really loved, honoured and enjoyed them for who they were. Who we are. 

Strong women you actually enjoy sparring with, as opposed to trying to cut off our genitals. I get it. We will all remember. That, most certainly, is written. Let alone, what is to be written. 

Women and men. The Kings and Queens of old. Love Wizards™ and War Wizards™ all in one. The infiinite longing that drives us back to that time. Past the Noah Society if you like. Where we all came from a 'test-tube' and where our life span went from a 1000 years to 120, and to the less than a 100 it is today. That is most certainly progress. Noah's lot was the sample. Faith versus science indeed. It's all very simple. We yearn for something else, because there IS something else. 

We were most certainly, 'all born again'. Entering soul, is being born AGAIN. Becoming 'Neytiri' to save any 'Jake Sully' you can. 

There was no sickness before The Great Flood and this era of earth that has followed. We were all giants and warriors. We were all magicians and shamans and we all honoured those who were if we were not. 

James Cameron is clearly a Wizard Warrior™. ‘Avatar’ is the history of the world, and we DIDN’T get rid of them. They are still here. 

No demiurge, no cruel God - other than the fact that spiritual democracy allows evil to exist as equally as love - I've had words, but it truly is a case of not being able to change the system that created the system - It is just fighting a frankly, political war. They are just thugs at the top. Yes, on the grandest, most sinister, hopeless level possible, but it's all just politics. Any political system can change. This is not an institutional world anymore, whatever their continuous attempts. 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

The new old society that is available for all. Whether those bastards run the world or not, they do not need to run YOUR world.

Consciousness. Surely, the most political thing. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Women and men. The Kings and Queens of old. Love Wizards™ and War Wizards™ all in one. The infinite longing that drives us back to that time. The infinite longing, that calls us home. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Giants. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When women were giants and men were men. Real sacred men. The Hierophant Wizard Warriors™ (female and male) and the Wizard Warriors™ (male and female). The Nymph Priestess Warriors™ and the Werewolves who loved them. 

Women and men. The Kings and Queens of old. The infinite longing that drives us back to that time. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When you did more than rape me. The new old society that is available for all. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Truth of Misogyny. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I am sure most women believe that the guy, the partner, mostly male but of course, any female that I have been involved with of the Werewolf persuasion has been the same, actually doesn’t want you to be ‘too’ busy, because he’ll miss you. I truly believe we all believe that. And what a plague on our health it is, to walk around with that our whole fucking lives. The female splinter. We actually believe it when it is all about an ‘Elvis and Priscilla Lockup’.

Men do not want us at home, because they will miss us. Men, in the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe, Female Genocide Society™ are programmed with something else, which is even more simple. In the vastly entrenched and complex way these things always turn out to be simple, layer by layer by layer, in consciousness. 

Men are programmed with this idea. If you do not succeed in finding the most powerful woman in the neighbourhood and physically locking her up, you have failed as a man. That is the training of Warmonger. It has nothing to do with anything, other than Nero’s Rome rules. 

And that is why, it is always the POWER of the woman in front of them, that draws them in and not what we think. We think they don’t take our work seriously or that we aren’t good enough to be out there or that oh, we are not really going to do that well, so why bother. We have a completely wrong way round view of why they come after us. We hate our compliancy, we don't understand why we can't get through and so on. These are fundamentally lethal daily blocks we have to work with, to regain our relationship with power. The fear of loss is certainty of loss. A woman will always lose a man first. 

There are solutions, as I am constantly exploring, but the battle is long, intense and detailed. With, indeed the same detail. That is the politics of consciousness. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Again, Men are programmed with this idea. If you do not succeed in finding the most powerful woman in the neighbourhood and physically locking her up, you have failed as a man. That is the training of Warmonger. That is the training of the slavers that run the world. Our forefathers indeed. 

Which actually means this, and indeed, can be applied in a different symbolism - I hope - to mothers of Nymph Priestess Warriors - LOVE IS NOT A CHASTITY BELT. 

To match my archetype, which is that NEED IS NOT LOVE, the Werewolf is programmed with that. Love is a chastity belt. The healing for a man or woman - when they are ready - is therefore,

LOVE IS NOT A CHASTITY BELT. 

Of course, now I understand why men want women in hijab and why most men walk around with sheepish shame at being sexual at all or even wanting to be with a woman, in case they are locked up for crazy behaviour. I'm not bloody surprised. 

We are all programmed to be mad. 

Now, the shame is something else and equally made up. The shame is not sexual, the shame is about the chastity belt belief. 

Fortunately, long after the healing of ego into soul, we have everything that is kinky. That's why we have it. That's the so called 'dark' of society. Whatever. 

Fetish, literally, or fetish as a symbolism, which has to grow out of the violence of the healing from the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe, Female Genocide Society™ is a natural part of it all. Where we can all soothe our wounds. THAT is the only place for warmongers and war bounty. To make the love whole. 

As any ‘passionate’ woman will tell you, we like it. That’s the honouring for all things macho. But then, women do honour men. Men hate women. The slaver overseer training is not something we honour however. We don’t like that. We will NEVER like it. Just so you know. And that is the ‘only’ part that has to go. The belligerent, sexless slaver slave. The one holding the chastity belt. 

The ‘Charles Bovary’ of Gustave Flaubert’s Madame Bovary is as bad as the ‘Rodolphe’. The so called, stuck in the mud husband, along with the capricious lover who leaves her in the lurch, to fatal ends. You are all chastity belt obsessives and you are all ugly for it and you will all never be loved for it. Someone has to tell you. You are trained to be monsters. Love is not a chastity belt. That is your ‘facing yourself’ ingredient. 

Bland men or capricious and cruel men, it’s all the same in slaver training. Slavers as soldiers to the agenda from hell. 

And yes, I suppose I can begin to say that I do understand. To be broken out of the conditioning of ego is agony. And that means accepting how tough things on earth are, spiritually, emotionally and politically. That is Enlightenment. Political Enlightenment if you like to go with the spiritual, which is accepting what I am now calling The Spiritual Democracy of Existence™. Carnage. Anything goes. That is what is meant by free will. How hard will you fight to be what you want, to get what you want and to get everyone out of the way who you don't want? Free will. 

Which of course means self responsibility is the only thing we ever need to learn. Other than the fact we are being taught from birth to be slaves or slavers. 

Which means a real life is a total cleansing re-education. Most assuredly. That is Consciousness. 

It seems we have not changed in 3000 years. Too right. We haven’t changed in approximately 8000. 

Change is now. That’s why I am no longer complaining, that I came back. 

Love is not a chastity belt. Love (especially for your archetype to add to the new decision) is freedom. Her freedom. 

I can actually feel the thrill of terror in 'you' even as I write it. That is what you have to address. You think it is infidelity, protection, and so many other things. The mind can rationalise the ego for lifetimes. And it does. 

It is not any of those things. It is to show off in front of the head slavers. To prove you are doing what you are told. It is the compliance of slaves. Male slaves. It is YOUR slavery. To put a woman in a chastity belt. Not for some mysterious primal reason. That was there, but it got so twisted, that it can't even be mentioned anymore. It is just programming by your masters. We were all sponges. We still are. 

Unless we gain mastery. Unless we take over our mind. So THEIR mind doesn't run every single fucking thing we do. That is ego. Yours, is that a chastity belt in front of other men, is love. 

It is not, never will be and never was. Men are programmed to be rapists. Love is not a chastity belt. No one wants a slave soldier. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Warriors. Amera Ziganii Rao 

They are so primed to be killing machine slaves and they used to be warriors. We are so primed to be carers and slaves and we most certainly used to be warriors. Warriors of the sky and the earth. Hierophant Warriors. The ones who deliver. Killing machine slaves and carers and slaves. The human race who run with slave masters. The human ego. The normal world. First Existence™. 

The Truth of Misogyny Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The solutions are this. Alchemising every attack into pure power. That is the programme of Methods of Change™ I am working on to share. The good news is that it happens with every abuse. It has with me. This was the last. 

What it means for the male ego is that there is not only the need to tell your ego that there is no point to being A Chastity Belt Addict™ anymore, because no woman will ever love you, you also have to realise at last that you are not having any effect either. 

With those two recognitions, the ego begins to give up. Obviously you have to recognise it first. But no one wants to keep doing something that is an enslavement in the first place and secondly, that actually has no desired effect anymore and indeed, the actual opposite.

So, tell yourself this too. Not only is love not a chastity belt. LOVE IS NOT A CHASTITY BELT, but...SHE IS GAINING MORE POWER, THE MORE MY CHASTITY BELT EGO TRIES TO CONTROL HER. I AM GROWING HER POWER THROUGH MY PAIN. 

That usually does the trick. 

My job is only to keep showing the details. Uncovering 'the demons', the shadow, the blind emotions that drive you without you knowing, just as I did mine. 

Yours is to choose. That is a process. And of course, utterly and completely, the pinnacle of all pinnacles, of choice. The free will. Ascension. First or Second Existence™. Your choice. Everyone's choice. 

I chose and am out. You can be too. Ego. A bit of a liability really, wouldn't you say? A Chastity Belt Addict™ that dominates everything you do. A Chastity Belt Addict™ to prove your worth to the fathers. A Chastity Belt Addict™ who has lost everyone he ever wanted to love. A Chastity Belt Addict™ who cannot find happiness with anyone out there. And so on, as our tragic lives of emotional pain make us suffer in ego, so. 

No one doesn't love you. We just don't love your addiction. We love you. 

I get it. I'm cool. Now, what are you going to do? 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Sex and love and civic duty. Sex and love and celestial duties. Sex and love and art. Sex and love and business. Sex and love. The mythical life. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Solutions. Amera Ziganii Rao 

You can tell it this. In your upcoming dialogue with your ego. A Chastity Belt is not love. Certainly. In your upcoming dialogue with your ego to the world, as it were, say this. I like seeing the woman I love, not only IN her power, loud and clear, I like it RUNNING FREE. That is what you as 'Jake Sully' want to prepare to say - if you want to love a woman. 'Neytiri' is long exhausted with the training. 

"I like her power, I like her strength and the more I see of it, the sexier my feelings for her get. I like being challenged, I like chasing after her intelligence, I like her chasing after mine. I like the game, the hunt, the sparring, the equality. I LIKE IT. I like it and you, dear forefathers, who I have listened to for so long, are wrong. 

She should NOT be in a chastity belt. She is to run free. I can do that so easily, because I TRUST her. I trust her because I love her and because for the first time I am capable of giving her the friendship she so needs and that she has never had. 

I am capable, for the first time ever, of empowering the woman I love for the first time ever. Like she works so hard to empower me. Like ALL women have worked so hard to empower me. All women, everywhere. 

I see now how, tragically, I have given that friendship to every woman I have loved, unless I actually loved them. That is terrible and I let it all go. I no longer want that shit. 

I know why it all went wrong before now, I know that ego is not my fault. Not only from this life, but from this terrible, slave legacy past that is so fantastical, it HAS to be true. 

I want to love a woman. I refute your training and never ending education that love is a chastity belt and I vow to reject all the training I have ever had and will ever have. 

I choose to love a woman and leave all the teachings of my past lives and all the terrible experiences I have both received and meted out, totally, belligerently, irreversibly and utterly, behind. 

I accept that a chastity belt is not love and I feel the actual visceral shame and sadness of that. I let it go. I want to let it go. I want to love. 

Chastity is not love is the most fundamental training of The Patriarchal Society and that means you are a toilet tribe. I will not betray the SISTER in the woman I love ANYMORE. I will not betray the woman. I will no longer betray her. To serve you. I no longer serve Rome. 

I serve love and The Universe and all that is good. I am no longer a soldier of war. I am a warrior from old. I no longer need to choose to serve Rome. I serve the world. Alongside my POWERFUL and INDEPENDENT beauty called girl. 

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

And God Created Woman Pt ll (ll Pt ll). A Self Portrait 

A PROFILE: AMERA ZIGANII RAO 

FEMINIST. METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST. ARTIST 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™

Writer. Philosopher. Esoteric Mystic. Clair Cognisant. Seer. Hierophant. Enlightener. Inspirer. Visionary. Artist. Creative; Human Rights. Self Actualization. Liberation. Feminization. Masculinisation. Equalization. Spiritualization. Sexualisation. The Merging of Spirituality and Sexuality (again at last). Self Responsibility. Self Empowerment. Healing. Humanity. Imagination. Intelligence. Compassion. Passion. Revolution. War. Power. The Wisdom Society. The Warrior Society. Success. Strength. Happiness. Love.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth. Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

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I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife. 

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The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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