Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao

Dark Angel l. Max Guevera. 'The One'. 

Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™ 

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Evolution of Human Rights: Applied Consciousness™, neo feminism™, metaphysical philosophy & sacred sexualism™. Post tribe social reform™. Power is the new love. Freedom + hopelessness + sex. Nihilism for a successful life™ the lost knowledge™ the wizardry of being™ political spirituality™ true new love. Beyond the revolution™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

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A man should be too, in total awe. There's nothing wrong. I am most certainly in delicious and satisfied awe of you. Don't you worry. Your dual kingship is being sent to you. It's almost reached and yours. You love me. You really love me. 

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Love is like sex. The rest is how good an artist you truly want to be. Doing it at work is good....Doing it in life is the genius of real. Doing it in life is the love genius of your beauty. Me. 

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I do love, human rights and entering the state of paradise on earth. And so, my beautiful, do you. We just might. 

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....Magnificent men who have culled The Patriarchal Tribe ego of misogyny and fascism and selfishness and nonchalent self importance, and returned to themselves again. Beautiful men and beautiful women. God on Earth....God, The Mother, The Universe, on Earth. Beautiful and strong and free people on Earth. Our Earth.

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I still find though that I am purring. Purring at the thought of male FRIENDSHIP. Purring. Purring. Actually purring. 

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But most important, by the way is this. It is decided. You are prophet shaman again too. The New World. You too. 

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A Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' is her protector. Her Sacred Warrior Protector™. Definitely a tall order. That would take a kind and wise king of earth. That would take no one less than you. 

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The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

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The Humanity Kings and Queens. The Hierophant Wizard Warrior Monarch™ with her Sacred Brother Lover, Wizard, Earth Warrior King™. The Divine Partnership. The sacred. The original brother and sister. Adam and Eve. This time, they both survive, and so does the human race. The Orator may soon begin. The Orators together, may soon begin. We have Ascension SIN. 

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The Sacred Protector. You, at last. It could only ever have been you. The rest was getting ready. Sacred non brotherly, brotherly love. The truth of true love indeed. 

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AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™ FEMINISM & METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE LOVE. HUMAN RIGHTS. THE NEW WORLD. EXODUS FROM THE TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last. 

Our business is love. Love, GOD and human rights. God, The Mother, God, The Father, God, The Sister, God, The Brother, God the all. God. The All God. All of us. God. 

Self responsibility gets us to heaven. Spirituality, instead of anything to do with religion, means we can get there, alive. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society.

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The Da Vinci Code 

The Da Vinci Code is a 2003 mystery-detective novel written by Dan Brown. It follows symbologist Robert Langdon and cryptologist Sophie Neveu as they investigate a murder in Paris's Louvre Museum and discover a battle between the Priory of Sion and Opus Dei over the possibility of Jesus having been married to Mary Magdalene. The title of the novel refers to, among other things, the fact that the murder victim is found in the Grand Gallery of the Louvre, naked and posed like Leonardo da Vinci's famous drawing, the Vitruvian Man, with a cryptic message written beside his body and a pentagram drawn on his chest in his own blood.

The novel is part of the exploration of alternative religious history, the central plot point of which is that the Merovingian kings of France were descended from the bloodline of Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene, ideas derived from Clive Prince's The Templar Revelation (1997) and books by Margaret Starbird. The book also refers to The Holy Blood and the Holy Grail (1982) though Dan Brown has stated that it was not used as research material.

The book has provoked a popular interest in speculation concerning the Holy Grail legend and Magdalene's role in the history of Christianity. The book has been extensively denounced by many Christian denominations as an attack on the Roman Catholic Church. It has also been consistently criticized for its historical and scientific inaccuracies. The novel nonetheless became a worldwide bestseller that sold 80 million copies as of 2009 and has been translated into 44 languages. Combining the detective, thriller and conspiracy fiction genres, it is Brown's second novel to include the character Robert Langdon, the first being his 2000 novel Angels & Demons. In November 2004, Random House published a Special Illustrated Edition with 160 illustrations. In 2006, a film adaptation was released by Sony's Columbia Pictures.

Louvre curator and Priory of Sion Grand Master Jacques Saunière is fatally shot one night at the museum by an albino Catholic monk named Silas, who is working on behalf of someone known only as the Teacher, who wishes to discover the location of the "keystone," an item crucial to the search for the Holy Grail. After Saunière's body is discovered in the pose of the Vitruvian Man, the police summon Harvard Professor Robert Langdon, who is in town on business. Police Captain Bezu Fache tells him that he was summoned to help the police decode the cryptic message Saunière left during the final minutes of his life. The note also includes a Fibonacci sequence left out of order, as a code. Langdon explains to Fache that Saunière was a leading authority in the subject of goddess artwork and that the pentacle Saunière drew in his own blood represents an allusion to the goddess and not "devil worship", as Fache believes.

A police cryptographer, Sophie Neveu secretly explains to Langdon she is Saunière's estranged granddaughter, and that Fache thinks Langdon is the murderer, because of the note her grandfather left saying to "find Robert Langdon," which she says Fache had erased prior to Langdon's arrival. Sophie is troubled by memories of her grandfather's involvement in a secret pagan group. However, she understands that her grandfather intended Langdon to decipher the code, which she and Langdon realize leads them to a safe deposit box at the Paris branch of the Depository Bank of Zurich, which Sophie and Langdon go to after escaping the police. In the safe deposit box they find the keystone: a cryptex, a cylindrical, hand-held vault with five concentric, rotating dials labeled with letters that when lined up properly form the correct password, unlocking the device. If the cryptex is forced open, an enclosed vial of vinegar ruptures and dissolves the message, which was written on papyrus. The box containing the cryptex contains clues to its password.

Langdon and Neveu take the keystone to Langdon's friend, Sir Leigh Teabing, an expert on the Holy Grail. There, Teabing explains that the Grail is not a cup, but the tomb containing the bones of Mary Magdalene. The trio then flees the country on Teabing's private plane, on which they conclude that the proper combination of letters spell out Sophie's given name, "SOFIA." Opening the cryptex, they discover a smaller cryptex inside it, along with another riddle that ultimately leads the group to the tomb of Isaac Newton at Westminster Abbey.

During the flight to Britain, Sophie reveals the source of her estrangement from her grandfather, ten years earlier. Arriving home unexpectedly from university, Sophie clandestinely witnesses a spring fertility rite conducted in the secret basement of her grandfather's country estate. From her hiding place, she is shocked to see her grandfather making love to a woman at the center of a ritual attended by men and women who are wearing masks and chanting praise to the goddess. She flees the house and breaks off all contact with Saunière. Langdon explains that what she witnessed was an ancient ceremony known as Hieros gamos or "sacred marriage".

By the time they arrive at Westminster Abbey, Teabing is revealed to be the Teacher for whom Silas is working. Teabing wishes to use the Holy Grail, which he believes is a series of documents establishing that Jesus Christ married Mary Magdalene and bore children, in order to ruin the Vatican. He compels Langdon at gunpoint to solve the second cryptex's password, which Langdon realizes is "APPLE." Langdon secretly opens the cryptex and removes its contents before destroying it in front of Teabing. Teabing is arrested by Fache, who by now knows that Langdon was innocent. Bishop Aringarosa, realizing that Silas has been used to murder innocent people, rushes to help the police find him. When the police find Silas hiding in an Opus Dei Center, he assumes that they are there to kill him, and he rushes out, accidentally shooting Bishop Aringarosa. Bishop Aringarosa survives but is informed that Silas was found dead later from a bullet wound.

The final message inside the second keystone leads Sophie and Langdon to Rosslyn Chapel, whose docent turns out to be Sophie's long-lost brother, whom Sophie had been told died as a child in the car accident that killed her parents. The guardian of Rosslyn Chapel, Marie Chauvel Saint Clair, is Sophie's long-lost grandmother, and the widow of Jacques Saunière. It is revealed that Sophie is a descendant of Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene. The Priory of Sion hid her identity to protect her from possible threats to her life.

The real meaning of the last message is that the Grail is buried beneath the small pyramid directly below the inverted glass pyramid of the Louvre. It also lies beneath the "Rose Line," an allusion to "Roslyn." Langdon figures out this final piece to the puzzle in the last pages of the book, but he does not appear inclined to tell anyone about this.

Wikipedia

A warrior is never under siege. To be under siege implies that one has personal possessions that could be blockaded. A warrior has nothing in the world except his impeccability and impeccability cannot be threatened. 

Carlos Castaneda. The Eagle’s Gift. The Wheel of Time.

Intuition. Gary Zukav

The central perception of the multisensory human is that he or she is not alone. The multisensory human does not need to rely solely upon his or her own perceptions and interpretations of events for guidance, because he or she is in conscious communication with other, more advanced intelligences. 

This does not mean that the multisensory human is relieved thereby from choosing, in each instant, the course of his or her life, but it does mean that the multisensory human has conscious access to compassionate and impersonal help in the analysis of his or her possible choices, their probably consequences and in the exploration of the different parts of himself or herself. 

The five-sensory human is not alone either, but the five-sensory human is not aware of the assistance that is continually being given to him or her, and therefore cannot draw upon that assistance consciously. The five-sensory human must learn primarily through his or her physical experiences and this learning takes longer because lessons that are learned in this way must come through the density of physical matter. 

Gary Zukav. The Seat of The Soul 

The Bible has noble poetry in it... and some good morals and a wealth of obscenity, and upwards of a thousand lies. 

Mark Twain

Dark Angel ll

Ego, The Discourse. Amera Ziganii Rao 

One thinks again of ego, because one always should. The Warrior Class as we all seem to be, is the new perspective I am adopting. The reason primarily is this, with many more to follow I am sure. To be Warrior means embracing finally, what we have always run away from. That our emotional stamina is not normal. This is a good thing. We of course, across archetype are all silently or loudly raging or condemning life, for that reason. And I would say today, with the responsibility of living out of ego in the soul, that this is not needed anymore. And indeed, is our central liability, even though adopting a new attitude doesn’t actually take away any of the pain at all. Rather, in the ego, it can soothe a bit more, to know that emotional pain for a Warrior is being met by a limiting decision made by, not only other people, as is all belief systems in the ego, but also other non Warrior Class people. This is the area we can control our emotional pain and strain and confusion about. Pain itself, we can never do anything about. 

My rehabilitative, largely invisible, but chronic disability – exactly – is healing pain. The Mystic claim goes with reality. For 15 years, the levels of physical pain that I have endured is nothing less than legendary, as any person in chronic long term pain, will testify too, whether they can be mobile or not, or even moving about normally or not. Now, I don’t think about it. Why? The pain is most certainly still there, the debilitation of the rehabilitation is still in the exact same place really as it was 15 years ago. Much fitter, Bruce Lee style, with the whole thing but nothing has really changed. My body is still weak, imbalanced and in agony, like it was 15 years ago. As I have finally accepted who I am and gone to the right people for help, instead of trying to survive in an ‘able bodied’ life, as I look ‘normal’, the reality of my own issues with it is coming through. I just didn’t to accept it and within that pseudo self responsibility, I did myself nothing but a disservice...and so on. Once again, I had to face the pain of it as the pain, even though it is always pain. An example. In other words, we can help something in the middle of any struggle. Not as some silly appeasement. But in the change of the belief about the belief about pain. It was my BELIEF system about pain, that I had to change, was ABLE in knowledge to change and was in DRIVE FOR FREEDOM ability, able to change. 

As Anthony Robbins says, we are only motivated by two things; pain and pleasure. To get away from pain and get into pleasure. 

The Warrior Class therefore has a huge advantage to go with the challenges. Emotions that are off the planet. We are drowned by the negative of this reality for ever. I still have volcanic rages. Rage is also the same source as passion. As I see how the work is developing, and how life is connecting with such new hope and true emotional, universal mind and intense primal drive and humanitarian and humanity drive parallel, with my emerging Super Sacred Brother Lover™, I am finally able to cross this gender AGENDA on earth and to get real. 

The Warrior Class is different and we have to work with different rules and different belief systems, utterly and entirely. The Warrior Class does pain. We do pain, because we have the emotional stamina of ‘bulls’. Beautiful, magnificent, proud, warrior bulls. It means we are strong to begin with, like no one else on this planet. 

The belief systems we have integrated do not belong to us as a whole people. Earth Angels, The Giants who were before, the real descendants of Adam and Eve as were the merging of the GOOD reptilian Werewolf and the MAGICAL people the ‘daughters of men’ were, seeing as we were women like me, the Nymphs that love the Werewolves, and the male equivalents who love the female Werewolves, we are not like other people. We know that and yet, in our lost knowledge, indeed, the knowledge of Hierophant, the knowledge of the pre giant and the giants world, the time of Achilles as was real, The female Achilles and the male Achilles, the ‘Zenas’ and the ‘Hercules’, we don’t feel able to ever claim that certainty and then can therefore not really step into the existentialist requirement. The requirement to take responsibility, come to terms with the challenge of existence, heal our broken heart of rage at how hard it really is and how to remember that we made that decision in the first place at all, and that, while everyone else did too, we are plagued with the challenge that we don’t really like that decision, and so on – whether it is one single problem sitting in front of you or the whole lot – This is the one thing that blocks us from moving into soul, just as it is the one thing that blocks us in any one situation. 

What does that mean? The Warrior Class has emotional stamina. Therefore the responsibility drive that comes with it, the drive to attain perfection is not only normal, it is downright fundamental. The normal world calls that perfectionism. For them, it is. For us, it is not. 

For me, taking my decision about my physical pain, or taking the decision that took me into soul over four years ago – the VISCERAL SHAMANIC TRANSFORMATION THAT IS ACTUALLY ENLIGHTENMENT – was the same. As I break it all down now, the picture is seen. 

Moving into soul is enlightenment. The state of Buddha. The state of Christ. The state of saints. The state of the Nelson Mandela’s through to the Gandhis through to the Friedrich Nietzsches through to anyone who attains peace in the face of self hatred, peace in the face of others hatred, peace in the face of pain. 

Now, this system is of course misunderstood. Attaining enlightenment, as I found out myself, in true Warrior pioneer, Hierophant style, first of all, was something I had not understood had even happened as enlightenment. Secondly we have as much romanticism about spirituality and mythicism as anything else. I did not know for one second that the existence only gets tougher before it gets better. And that the requirement to sustain enlightenment is again, something that takes one into Warrior Class Mastery. 

So what that actually means is, as anyone who has followed my work will see, that pain doesn’t go away. Attaining Heaven on Earth is obviously a different matter and is essentially the end of the mythical and extremely real, Joseph Campbell defined ‘Hero’s Journey’( Heroines were not allowed. They are now). 

Heaven on Earth, our harvest, our summation of goals, whatever one wants to see it as – I go for the viscerally mythical – the spiritual – is not enlightenment. I must admit I thought it was. And I am sure, I can feel safely foolish in that. I am sure that most of us don’t even know anything like this is even possible and that I am speaking gibberish, right. Wrong. I attained it. It exists. The knowledge from others and the knowledge from The Universal Mind and me says different. I am no longer in ego. 

Now, psychologically has a perspective and so does every other discipline of the mind. Or anything near the mind or the emotions. Attaining enlightenment is therefore transcending the pain of the emotional system that runs our mind. Enlightenment is entering into the emotional psyche, through thought and analysis and indeed, the emotion itself, AS the emotion – in other words, in the moment, as opposed to afterwards – and uncovering the hidden belief systems that drive us to ‘madness’ – ego is ‘madness’. That to me, is facing oneself. Raging into constructive analysis. In the moment, as long as it takes. 

Asking questions. Raging, asking in a depressed way, whatever. Just ask ‘the unseen’ what the fuck is going on and what it means and what it is it NOW you have to change. What belief system is it that you have to change in that precise moment, deep within the agony of the rage, that can change your state of being immediately. 

That is facing oneself. 

That is warrior life. The inner warrior to go with the outer. As the inner warrior becomes more intelligent, more able to deal with the inner emotional chaos, the outer warrior – I AM the meek who HAS inherited the earth – obviously, moves with massive new certainty. Female or male, Nymph or Werewolf. 

Alan Sugar says it in the way of saying, take care of your character and your reputation takes care of itself. The breaking down of what integrity is. Ascension is being able to take care of your whole character, enough to boot out the angry teenager within who will destroy the world before it gives in. That is the killer we all generically have within, as ego. 

It goes with practise, talking to it, reasoning with it, educating it, and crucifying it on a regular basis. That is warrior business. I can see it now. ‘Achilles of The Sky’ it really is. 

Anyone who is seeking without even knowing, that it is enlightenment that one has been marked out for, ie, what one’s fate and therefore destiny is (destiny being the doing of what was already going to be done, but you have to do it) needs to know this, to be able to do it with less pain. 

Pain is a belief system. I always found that enraging to hear from other masters. That is crap. Pain is real. What they mean is that like anything , from passionate art to passionate love to passionate business to passionate sport, it is not that we get rid of the pain, at all. We USE the pain. 

But for some mysterious, ooh, I can’t think what it is – our education for handling pain in some things is not great, but good enough. In the single most important area of our lives, ie ourselves, we are taught absolutely nothing. 

That is why we are all here on the same page. This is The Lost Knowledge™ and the essence of that therefore, is first, that to be Warrior Class is the emotional LITERAL of Samurai. We cannot make the mistake anymore of thinking that normal pain beliefs can apply. 

In other words, as in my physical example, the truth is that pain never goes away. My life is the mystic and symbolically visceral reality of existence. That is Hierophant Shaman. In ego, we believe that pain will go away. Four years later, despite massive communing, raging, trying and crying, I am in the new place again, dimensionally, because I finally accept that the pain of attaining the Paradise on Earth harvest – ie, with another – the returning to both worlds completion of the journey – is not only about the reaching. It is about reaching it through continuously changing one’s relationship with pain. 

This is the growing of compassion that the great mystics talk of. That all literature, story, and art talks about. How the struggle to attain anything only yields compassion. Greatness is compassion. 

But that greatness comes through – and this is why we can celebrate truly, the intensity of emotion, even if we can’t handle any of it yet – the vision can at least be painted – emotional agonising pain. Or emotional pain. Life continues through greatness and struggle, to more greatness, through pain. 

Again, across archetype, we not only do not have any education as to how to be, inside, in anything, let alone personal relationships, we believe that that is the one area – in the romanticised ego – where we won’t get it. 

Enlightenment, despite my four years sociological clearing of my superego if you like – I had to reach enlightenment to even take on the legendary horror of misogyny and what all my own chattel shadow was – means accepting that that is not the case. 

The beauty is that you enter compassion, just like in any other area. And compassion is what the objectivity, non possessiveness, self effacing love monster comes from. Then, one can handle great love. Great love or love is still a discussion forever. His misogyny to my chattel will be an ongoing journey of growth forever. But that’s not the point. The point is then that there is self awareness in the usual intelligent way that all developing Warrior Class people do, of either Nymph or Werewolf.

We are an intelligent people who are capable of entering The Universal Mind. We truly, do not know how to handle our emotions. No one needs it more than us. No one can DO it more than us. Emotional stamina then I would say is the thought for the day. Emotional stamina means we can get good. And what are we getting good at, in ego, as we ascend to ejecting the ‘death’ of the ego? We are manufacturing love. Everytime we face ourselves and go through that visceral, self demanding, soul stripping rage of analysis to face the fucker once and for all and shift that ridiculously mindblowingly oppression of feeling that makes us want to kill and die and blow the whole world up, everytime we do that, even if the session lasts two days, it will shift. 

You will find out that you have a belief that you have to face. You don’t want to face it. You don’t want to give up what is finally an ‘ego wish’, you are furious you even had it and so on. It’s a Samurai nightmare. We are all built for it. Other people just think we’re mad, bad or dangerous. THIS is what we are built for. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Moving ourselves from ego into soul. The so called, UNPLUGGING from The Matrix. The Matrix, to honour both Sophia Stewart and The Wachowski Brothers is not just a piece of science fiction. The Warrior Class know this. The plugging into the system is being in the state of being hijacked unconsciously by the ego. That is the mortal husk. The process of re-programming the mind, to not only take in education but to apply it by facing oneself IN THE EMOTIONAL RAGE OF THE MOMENT OF THE PAIN, is unplugging. Final unplugging is enlightenment. 

You’re doing well. It’s the belief system of the system of inner change that has to be changed all the way too. We, thankfully, are not ‘normal’. We are The Warrior Class. This, however means that our group SOCIOLOGICAL ego has to change too, our anthropological, our social and our historical and our whatever. It is not just the inner ego, but the outer ego too. 

To become a conscious Warrior Class graduate then if you like, to attain enlightenment is to face the truth that pain will always be, that pain is part of the joy, as it is sexually, the passion that great sex is, the poignant passion that great sex is. Warrior moves from the primal. Use it. Use that to define that real emotional beliefs about life that you can work with. Not the ones you ‘want’ to work with, but who you really want to be. That is also about defining, that is also about processes after enlightenment, that is about many things, but the stepping up to the threshold is to keep re-programing, IN THE MOMENT OF RAGE – well, not literally, I go nuts and then do it...I mean, attack it immediately afterwards and make a new decision. Make it first and last and forever. And then grieve but at least that grief is the last for that one ego demon, old belief. 

That then becomes a way of life, a dance and slowly, a new way to embrace pain. And finally, to enlightenment, where the last layer, the last demon goes. That is the ejection of the mortal husk and that is Ascension. Individual, meet your maker, rage your rage to the end of the rage, Ascension. Enlightenment. 

The conclusion so far, therefore, is that pain has to be seen in a new way. The BELIEF system inside our mind, that we have unconsciously created as unconscious children, in reaction to our first traumatic event, whether it be mild or extreme, is out of date, a liability and inaccurate. We are no longer the small children. We can choose to defend, we can be strong, but we are hurt. This is the re-programming of the mind. This is the journey to BECOME magicians. To change yourself is to become magician. Existentialism being magic. Self actualisation being existentialism and many other names. Hierophant Knowledge. And even better is that, face oneself, to re-programme, to let it go layer by layer is to create the THE VIBRATIONAL LOVE ENERGY OF OUR BODIES. The love POWER is grown. 

We manufacture love as we manufacture courage. It’s your muscles that are weak, not your will. Your love muscles, the real ones, not the ones on your body, have to be created and trained and honed and toned too. All your Warrior Class life. 

That is the privileged life. That is as good as it gets. And it does. But only in the acceptance of the process of soul. 

And it does get very nice. Love is manufactured, our Spirit is re-grown and we ascend step by step. Until it finally happens. Not the biggest exam, but the last. Ascension therefore is a process. The stamina grows just as in anything. It is our BELIEF system that can change about the actual process. The Warrior Class have a different level of emotional stamina to go with the mentalism. 

We have to be ‘this intense’. We are all building The Universe inside us. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Dark Angel ll 

Soul. The Discourse. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Intimacy. Absolutely. Very frightening in ego. Fear of loss. Intimacy, in the uneducated that we mostly are, is a form of sincere but terrible passive aggression, and then speaking from fear, either in coldness or rage and then never resolving the fear that is being expressed. The warmonger method we have all been taught. Those bodies who dared to even access my vulnerability, before my journey, lay dead behind me for daring to ask. 

Soul intimacy is doing what we do in our art forms or our most universal connections that we meet. It is returning to that place of fearlessness that we normally have when we first meet. We do this, by accessing our same emotions and fears that we use for art.

We do it with another person that we finally trust, because we’ve had this conversation or any other like it and we make that decision as an individual, to ‘suspend disbelief’. We do that by ‘getting out of the way’. Wayne Dyer talks of it that way. It is how I found my confidence at all. I just got out of the way. Whenever my ego roared its terrors, angers, pains and genuine, abused person vengeance, I just got out of the way. My soul began to speak. 

In intimacy between two people, it is honesty and it is suspending disbelief. Fear of loss is our rampant terror and of course the more we know someone, the deeper we go, the more it appears, not less and then we are enraged and frustrated that this is the case. Again, that delusion that romance or relationship is that last refuge where you can just be yourself. You can’t be yourself. I can’t be myself. We can’t be ourselves with anyone but ourself. 

What we do when we can accept that is find the person we can be most ourself with. I think you already did that. 

Intimacy with anyone is stopping through the sheit that is going on in front of you, either retiring to strategise through the madness and then approach it with reason or ‘shouting’ constructively right at the moment of conflict. Both types of ways are allowed. It is not the method of intimacy that is the most scary though. What is scary is that intimacy means honesty and turning up, completely as yourself. That is for you, nothing more than a commitment to doing so. You already have the gift of expression and feeling. 

Again, the bad news for ego, is that now it is feeling really beleaguered. Sure. The main thing to remember though is that fear of loss is generic and so is everything else. You have been taught, the worse your ego is, not just abuse or abusive behaviour, maybe that is not even there, but you have been taught untrue love. We all have. Conditional, untrusting, non intimate, delusional, illusional bad love. But that of course means giving up fantasy which is also part of ego into soul. Fantasy as a replacement therapy for real connection I mean. Ain’t nothing wrong with fantasy. Just in the right place. With no clothes on. 

Trust also comes from fate and destiny and understanding it all in one’s Warrior Class life of spiritual development and the relentless task of becoming more and more compassion. We are all slaves to this world before we get unplugged. We are always ‘slaves’ to the Universe. We are Her vehicles of experience, delivered from soul.

That takes enormous resources of only one thing, and one thing alone, on a regular basis, to go with the carte blanche surrender to let your world fly, no matter how much it hurts and it’s sad and shocking and terrifying to change. That one thing is courage. 

That is soul. 

Getting out of the way and finding the courage to let it pour out of you. As a person in normal life. Nothing will ever be the same, you are right. Freedom is never free. Unconditional love is. That is most definitely free. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Imagine a rosebud with its petals closed over a glowing heart, filled with passionate feelings, but not yet showing itself in its full beauty, not until the blossom opens. It remains closed by doubt. How does self-doubt affect your life? Do you express your feelings openly, or do you hide, like the heart in the rosebud? 

Dan Millman

All great discoveries are made by those whose feelings run ahead of their thinking. 

CH Parkhurst

Direct, Intimate Conversation in Conflict. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Surely, the root of all greatness but in intimacy most of all, and with the person you want most of all. That is soul. Getting out of the way for the MOST fear of loss. Your girl, your man, your best friend, your child, your parent, your anything. The one we 'fear' in ego most as we love. That is ego. Just get out of the way, practise that and it will work. And of course the surety that the other person will do it too. This means, accessing the feeling of emotion, as said before, and sharing the vulnerability of that feeling, rather than projecting from the emotion of the feeling and alienating the other person before expressing vulnerability, or indeed, never at all. 

Self responsibility from self awareness. Trust from self awareness and awareness that you are doing it with a soul equal. Someone who does it too. That, for all of us, is the absolute new dawn.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Life You Were Born To Live. Dan Millman 

The Number 3 

.....Throughout history, people have used expression for both positive and negative ends - to uplift, instruct and inspire, as well as to belittle, demoralize, or even destroy. Expression takes many forms, from verbal language to body language, ranging from a look or a sigh to a fullblown sermon. Humans also express themselves through the languages of art and architecture, of music and mime, to name a few examples. 

Although expression takes many forms, the most common one involves talking with other people. The energy of 3 is highly interactive and social. When 3s wish to express themselves, they need someone willing to listen. When they have listeners, they need SENSITIVITY in order to tune into their audience and tailor their communication to the needs and interest of others while expressing their authentic feelings and needs. 

In human society, we normally think of communication as a means of transferring information. This may be so, but EXPRESSION has a different tone from COMMUNICATION; it involves not only sharing one's own emotional reality, but encouraging others to do the same. For anyone, but especially for 3s, the fulfillment of expression comes through the emotions. Therefore, EMOTIONAL SELF-EXPRESSION - sharing their authentic feelings honestly and directly and encouraging others to do the same - is central to the life purpose of 3s. Expressing feelings offers its own reward and releases emotional energy that might otherwise become frustrated. 

Whether expressing for the sake of self, others, or both, sensitivity and expression go hand in hand. People working 3 need to acknowledge and honour their own feelings and inspire others to do the same. 

Dan Millman

Realms of The Earth Angels. Doreen Virtue 

Blended Realms and Hybrids: Mystic Angels, Knights, Leprechauns, and Merpeople. Doreen Virtue

During my certification programmes, I explain the various realms in detail. I then ask audience members to meet with members of their realm. Those who are unsure of their realm are encouraged to join each group to discover which one feels the most comfortable. People can instantly feel if they belong in a group. 

Some audience members have felt that they belonged in two of the realm groups. For example, several said that they couldn’t decide whether they fit better into the Incarnated Angels or the Wise One categories. I thought that they must be souls who were evolving from one realm into another, so I’d send them to the Evolvers, Shapeshifters, or Dabblers group. 

Interestingly, when my son Chase was the chief registrar for my U.S. certification programmes, we always had a high percentage of Elementals among the class members. I never questioned the Elemental proportions until a spiritual counsellor named Betsy Brown came on board and took over Chase’s position. Suddenly, the energy of our Angel Therapy Practitioner programmes completely changed. 

The first course that Betsy had handled had at least 50 people who felt displaced during the realms exercise. They all had the same complaint: They fit into both the Incarnated Angels and the Wise One groups. We also had virtually no Elementals in the class, whereas we’d always previously had a rowdy group of fairies and brownies in the audience. 

A new realm was discovered just like that! The new students were hybrids, which we call ‘Mystic Angels,’ just like Betsy Brown. I realized that the previously high percentage of Elementals had reflected Chase’s own Elemental realm. Like does attract like! 

MYSTIC ANGELS 

When you look into the eyes of a Mystic Angel, you see compassion. 

As mentioned above, the Mystic Angels are half Wise Ones and half Incarnated Angels. Mystic Angels share much of the same characteristics as Incarnated Angels, in that they’re loving, helpful and caring. Yet, since they’ve had several lifetimes on Earth (as Incarnated Angels), they’re street smart and edgy. They might cuss, abuse alcohol, or gamble...yet they’re still angels. 

Mystic Angels appreciate rules because they abhor chaos. Like Incarnated Angels, they’ll apologise. Yet they only say ‘I’m sorry’ because it’s a fast way to clear up conflict, and not because they feel guilty. Incarnated Angels have the corner on harbouring guilt feelings among the realms. 

Mystic Angels have the hard-won wisdom that comes from many lifetimes of helping in the trenches of wars and conflict. Even though they’ve seen it all. Mystic Angels still retain faith in the goodness of humanity. 

Mystic Angels aren’t timid in front of audiences compared to Incarnated Angels. With their Wise One heritage, Mystic Angels make wonderful teachers, speakers and workshop presenters. They love to teach about healing techniques and offer tips for happy living. 

Mystic Angels aren’t afraid to acknowledge the shadow side of life. They clearly see their ego issues behind human dramas. The focus and language of a Mystic Angel is a bit darker and earthier than that of an Incarnated Angel (which is a realm that doesn’t like to look at or acknowledge problems or shadows). 

One Mystic Angel described her realm’s characteristics in this way: “We like to use both Angel Oracle Cards and also Tarot cards. We’re healers who are know-it-alls. Because we’ve been killed in previous lifetimes, we’re often afraid to come out of the spiritual closet. But when we do, we fly high and fast in putting our purpose into action.”

KNIGHTS PALADIN

This realm was uncovered by my son Grant. As you may recall, Grant was the person who originally pointed out the Wise One realm to me. After we delineated this realm, Grant saw that he actually fit into a subcategory of Wise Ones that we initially called ‘Knights’. However, that term wasn’t accurate because it implied pure warriors. So the term Paladin was suggested by two members of this realm. Paladin, pronounced pal-AH-din, refers to a magical or holy knight who crusades in the name of upholding goodness and order. Historical Paladins were wizards who cast spells to complete their missions. (What I call Alchemy. What is also called Neuro Linguistic Programming. How strong is how Paladin wizard achieves success, with it. AZR)

Knights Paladin share many qualities with Mystic Angels in that they’re half Wise One and half angel. Mystic Angels express their angelic side through healing others, either with their teaching wisdom or with their energy. Knights Paladin have a lifelong fascination with knights, suits of armour, stories of the Round Table, dragons and jousting. They love video games, books and movies involving wartime strategies, sword fights, and redemption. 

Famous Knights Paladin include Joan of Arc, King Arthur, King David, and Sir Lancelot......

..Many Knights Paladin are drawn to armed services, security, and police work, which are modern equivalents of knight orders. They also join or read about secret spiritual societies such as the Freemasons, Knights Templar, and Rosicrucians. Yet, modern-day Knights Paladin often must take solo missions to fulfil their destinies. Instead of following the King’s orders, today’s Knights Paladin must follow the orders of their internal guidance. 

So joining the military or police force may hamper the freedom to follow this inner wisdom, or could even dampen the voice itself. 

Knights Paladin also have Eastern counterparts in Samurais and Shaolin Monks, who incorporate breath work, posture, self-discipline, and wisdom in their approaches to managing life. 

Knights Paladin make wonderful advocates and activists who champion the causes they believe in. They do well in areas of law, politics, writing, speaking, coaching, campaigning, and leading. Knights Paladin who are Indigos (the generation of highly sensitive natural-born leaders and visionaries) can make intense and inspirational leaders. 

Incarnated dragons are a subcategory of this realm. 

MYSTIC STARS

This hybrid is a blend of Starpeople and Wise Ones. Mystic Stars are natural-born teachers who bring universal knowledge to Earth. Their teachings have the global purpose of inspiring world peace, by giving humans helpful information to reduce their stress levels. 

Mystic Stars are highly sensitive and can feel the energy of other people’s emotions. They often become uncomfortable around others, and can sometimes act socially awkward. Mystic Stars combat social stress by teaching facts and philosophies.

Mystic Stars unwittingly try to teach family members whose eyes are glazed over from an overload of technical information. So Mystic Stars do best when they pay attention to cues from their students and audience members, and watch for wavering attention levels. Mystic Stars are so intelligent that they may unwittingly talk over someone’s head without realising it. Without dumbing down their lessons, Mystic Stars can tailor their teachings so that they’re more easily digestible. 

Doreen Virtue

The Matrix mind is the tribe mind is the psychologically warfared mind is the ego mind that so wants to die and leave us alone. The soul is the higher mind is the purified mind is the re-educated mind is the de-matrixed mind is the real mind is the free mind is the mind without the tired ego. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Alchemy. Know Thyself. Re-programming the mind, to reach the inner heart. The only way to courage. Soul. Esoteric mastery and mystic work. Consciousness. Know Thyself and know the lies of religion. God is love. All kinds of love, including cruelty. And of a nebulous highest love intelligence. The rest is up to us. 

I woke up one day and realised I had finally become present on earth. That I had finally arrived. I was no longer inhibited, shy, envious, wooden, holding back or trying to be invisible. The negative ego was dead, self esteem was mine and I had entered the magical world of mystery and courage, called Soul. I had died and been born again. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The final taboo. Family. The Tribe. Servitude under the guise of duty. Slavery under the guise of honour. Love under the guise of misery, co-dependency and cowardice. Born human, nurtured to become slaves and born to become free. The truth about the real struggle to leave home and grow up. Fascism is as domestic as it is global. As female as it is male. As dangerous as it is ugly. And never ever far away. 

The last taboo is family. The right to leave one's family. The right to leave the Tribe and the right to be you. The right to be anything you fucking well want to be. The courage and the right. The last taboo. Worldwide, generic, across religions, across societies, class, cultures and eras. The last taboo. Family. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Leaving home. Maturity. Second Existence. Leaving the pseudo love of maternal solicitude, the cruel dependency ridden, bully of a mother, and the pseudo love of Darth Vader, the cruel father. 

Women are chattelled to their mothers and the (pseudo) mother archetype, the Mars macho bragadaccio female of coercion and tyranny, and men are chattelled to their first wives and the mother archetype, the Mars macho female of coercion and tyranny. While they mete out the same coercion and tyranny. Misogynist twats of selfishness and the so called Madonna. 

The women who are natural leaders of a kind, but forced to give up vocation for their families. The women who run the world alongside the men. At home, in the workplace, in your so called best friendships. The women tyrants alongside the men tyrants. Co-dependency, misuse of power and strangulation and an overload of animus all round. And most of all envy, suffocation and disempowerment. Their idea of motherhood. 

The negative female jealous principle, gone mad. In men and women. In other words, no prince charmings and only ugly stepmothers and stepsisters instead. 'Castrated' out of their pure hearts of wisdom by an animus overload world. Choosing hate and the Patriarchal Womb Stealing Toilet Tribe Society from hell, over love. The root of it all. 

The corrupt society. But ultimately, the (Cinderella) daughters and (the ugly prince charming) sons struggle with the same thing. 

Leaving home and growing up. It's called Enlightenment. It's called Freedom. It's called Nirvana. Female 'misogyny' if you like, alongside misogyny and male supreme hatred. And just as institutional. 'La Familia'. The mother. The last illusion of sentimentality in a fucked up world of religion without spirituality, intelligence, wisdom or love. Religion. Polite society. The norm. And we all buy it because none of us want to leave home. 

Disempowered or empowered, we are all abandoned children by the very nature of being born. And born into a world without female wisdom, thanks to the men who took power. And probably the women who colluded with them, thinking they would get power too. The cowards and fascists of the world. Evil. Strangulated adults in a harsh and abandoned child world of the Patriarchal Tribe Dowager and of course, Daddy. The tyrant of them all. The fool. The one that is emulated all round. Darth Vader. 

The Mummies and Daddies who feed our ego of need, greed and fear. First to Second Existence. The path to freedom. The path to the Goddess. The path to the God. The path. Leaving home. The heroic journey is there for all. Get out while you can. Get out when you can. But get out of there. And live. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Out of The Labyrinth Again. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Anyone here been in the army?...Whatever comes out of these gates, we've got a better chance of survival if we work together..you understand? If we stay together, we survive. 

Maximus. Ridley Scott's Gladiator

Yes. ‘Knights Paladin’ and ‘Mystic Angel’. We are giant warriors. It’s a political movement indeed. Human, family and relationship rights. Messenger Entertainment, but as political as spiritual as emotional. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity ™. The Warrior Class exodus from The Tribe. Me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

No pacts, once again between lionesses and men. Worse, there are no lions. The world is dead and gone. There are no souls of men. The Warrior Class is only of The Temple. The others are lost forever. There will never be anything else but Lionesses and men. The Warrior Class is tragically and finally, only female (male). The world is in awesome trouble. Men will never be Lions again. They cannot and will not love women again. They are lost forever. Lionesses are completely on their own. We are the only ones together. Men will never love women again. And there are no more Lions. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

I'm giving up on the world of men. They will never enter the promised land. They gave up their souls. They have lost them and cannot be returned. The world is in that much trouble. Because men cannot have soul if they do not love women. And no man on earth loves a woman. There is, absolutely, no more hope. There can never be freedom in a world where men do not love women. There can be no freedom on earth therefore, ever. Men will never love women again. 

Men will never love women again and there can never be pacts between lionesses and men. We demand lions. Lions would never have let us down. Lions would have been the strength of this world. Lions were the strength of the world, when we were giants and they did more than rape us. The Lions have gone. And they are never coming back. Lions who we loved and treasured, as they did us. They were never born and when they were, they gave up their souls. Men will never love women. They traded us in for the world. There is nothing on earth that can ever be free, if women are not loved again. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The giants we once loved are gone and they are so far gone, they can never come back. We will have to get to the promised land on our own. There are no male giants anymore. They cannot be helped and they cannot be retrieved. They are soulless godless world of men (and the women like them). They will not love women again. They gave up their souls and the trade was women. They will not love women again. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Out of The Labyrinth Again ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Not only did men give us up in the beginning, they gave us up to their own. 

Whether this is Daddy the Darth Vader or Mummy, the 'Marth' Vader, or, the Reptilian Agenda at the turn of the world with the end of Atlantis and Lemuria in 'The Great Flood' deliberately created biblical myth, they gave us up and give us up and will always give us up to their own. 

Because they believe in what they do. 

That is how much trouble this world is in. Men will never love women again and there are no Lions. Only Lionesses. Build, build to get out and get out, but get out alive. And get out big. But get out. Men will never love women again. They gave us up to their own and give us up to their own and will always give us up to their own.

It's called The World of Men. 

They gave us up to their own and they will always give us up to their own, because they believe in slavery and greed. That is The World of Men. They believe consciously and politically and sociologically in what they do. Their love dependency is not only backed by institutional Ownership Psychosis Dependency, they, unlike a chattel, plagued by Neediness Love Dependency, actually do not WANT to give up their dependency. They like The World of Men. 

They can fucking well have The World of Men. Lionesses do not love men. Lionesses were only looking for Lions. Lionesses no longer can search for anyone. There are no Lions left. 

Lionesses can never love again, The World of Men. Men will never love women again. The world of Giants still remains. The Warrior Class is still on Earth and waiting everywhere. It is female (male).

That is power. The only power this world needs. Anything to break The World of Men plague of evil. 

The World of Men is over. 

The New World is the only one that can now begin. 

'The Good Shepherds' will never again, win. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Dark Angel lV 

Out of The Labyrinth Again lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The World of Men can never love The World of Women. The Old Order is dead. Men will never love women again. In fact, did they ever love women in the first place. That is highly debatable. They are the reptilian species of Werewolf. They came, they joined, they enjoyed. And then they killed. When was the actual love? 

And is that the damning revelation of revolution. 

The WHY Werewolves and their Venus pseudo counterparts just do not love women, will never love women and could never love woman. What they love is pussy. That is not a woman. That is a pussy. 

Werewolves never loved women. Everyone else is poisoned with the same. That is The World of Men. 

I am poisoned with the drippings. There can no longer be forgiveness. There can only be direct enemy letting go. No longer truly caring. 

Complete indifference and moving on. From The WHOLE World of Men. 

It is the greatest enemy of Earth. I now have the whole fucking thing in my sight. 

And what a sight. 

Men do not love women. They love pussy. There is no love and can never be love in The World of Men. Because THEY are the stupid, cruel, useless, evil, greedy, completely inhumane, bastard species. 

Their DNA is out of control. It can never be any more redeemed. There can be no love in The World of Men. The story is now, finally, tragically and irreversibly, over. 

My philosophical and personal devastatingly complete. 

There is no love for women. Women have to leave. Women do leave. Women always leave. 

The Outlaw Life, watching the immense hypocrisy of so called humane or inhumane people. So fucking what? While women are not loved on Earth, there is nothing no freedom, no progress and nothing. Earth is a planet of hypocritical, self serving, greedy, banker wanker evil. 

That is The World of Men. That is The Matrix. 

I live now, forever on the ship and enter The Matrix in enemy fatigues. I am Outlaw. I am Woman. Lioness Woman. The World of Men will never touch me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Out of The Labyrinth Again lV. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Reptilian question proof is this. The so called Mars archetype does NOT heal, through being loved. If my travels through Hades with The World of Men has shown me anything – along with their female counterparts – it is that not one of them can heal, through being loved. My question therefore is this. Can they ascend out of ego at all? I have no idea anymore. What I do know is that there has always been a moral fibre difference between the two. Werewolves and Nymphs have a different moral fibre. 

Some of them however do not. Yet they still hate women, do not see them as anything but their own selfish led companions, hate them for having careers, hate them for being strong, hate them, I presume, for even having an opinion, unless it’s some sort of private pow wow to discuss THEM. And so on. I am so bored of them. 

The Tribes of Cane and Abel, sort of thing, which is what the Reptilian Agenda is about apparently. The evil ones defeated the good ones. Yes, there may therefore be two kinds of reptiles, sure there are. The evil ones are at the top, and actually I think I recognise them very well. Always have, long before I knew what they were. 

The good ones though are the killers. They are humane but they hate women. They are humane, but they refuse friendship to a woman, the one they love, they are humane but they are conditional loving financial whoremongering pigs. That sort of thing. They, presumably are the ones locked into the system, the way I was. 

Wouldn’t know by now. And how they change, who knows. I tried to share. It didn’t work. Because the single overriding truth is that love does NOT change them. That is the vital difference. I change through being loved, while loving myself, while being encouraged to love myself through being loved. Even, if as is clear now, there has been no real love because there has never ever been friendship from one of them. They are weak, pathetic, selfish, greedy, murderous brothers. No Sacredness there. But apparently they are the good ones. The ones that were giants with us, The Warrior Class of Earth. The High Priestesses and Priests. 

Wouldn’t know, as love does not make a difference to them. My journey is complete testimony to that. They do not love. They most certainly do not love women and most certain of all, is that they are the Cinderella murderers. 

They do not love. Very very sad, but surely the most important story to tell. There can be no love at all in The World of Men, The Patriarchal Toilet Tribe. There can be no love at all. Not for women. 

I am Outlaw. I am Woman. 

I have a soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

You are a misogynist because you remain in The Tribe - the locker room - the Sunday lunch thing - the whatever else bourgeois society does - because you actually consciously agree with their values, because....you're a misogynist. And fuck everyone else, especially the women who complain because the other men hate them too and you want to please them, because you agree with them, because...you're a misogynist. You are just not worthy. And never will be. You love The Tribe over love. Have it. It most certainly loves you. Because you're a misogynist. 

There are no Kings in The New World. Only The Warrior Class. You like being a king, because...you're a misogynist. 

You figure it out. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Camille Paglia 

Camille Anna Paglia (/ˈpɑːliə/; born April 2, 1947) is an American teacher and social critic. Paglia, a self-described dissident feminist, has been a professor at the University of the Arts in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, since 1984. She is the author of Sexual Personae: Art and Decadence from Nefertiti to Emily Dickinson (1990), a best-selling work of literary criticism, among other books and essays. She also wrote an analysis of Alfred Hitchcock's The Birds, and Break, Blow, Burn on poetry. She writes articles on art, popular culture, feminism, and politics. Paglia has celebrated Madonna and taken radical libertarian positions on controversial social issues such as abortion, homosexuality, and drug use. She is a critic of American feminism, and is also strongly critical of the influence of French writers such as Jacques Lacan, Jacques Derrida, and Michel Foucault.

Paglia, who has been characterized variously as a "contrarian academic" and a feminist "bête noire", a "witty controversialist", and a maverick, is known for her critical views of many aspects of modern culture, including feminism and liberalism. Margaret Wente has called Paglia "a writer in a category of her own... a feminist who hates affirmative action; an atheist who respects religion" and "a Democrat who thinks her party doesn't get it". Martha Duffy writes that Paglia "advocates a core curriculum based mostly on the classics" and rails against "chic French theorists Michel Foucault and Jacques Lacan", and "has a strong libertarian streak — on subjects like pornography — that go straight to her '60s coming-of-age".

Elaine Showalter has called Paglia a "radical libertarian", noting her socially liberal stands on abortion, sodomy, prostitution, drug use, and suicide. Paglia has denounced feminist academics and women's studies, celebrated popular culture and Madonna, and become a media celebrity, writing op-eds and gossip columns, appearing on television and telling her story to journalists.

Paglia has said that she is willing to have her entire career judged on the basis of her composition of what she considers to be "probably the most important sentence that she has ever written":

"God is man's greatest idea."

Paglia's Sexual Personae was rejected by no fewer than seven different publishers (not unusual, in and of itself), but when finally published by Yale University Press, became a best seller, reaching seventh place on the paperback best-seller list, a rare accomplishment for a scholarly book. 'Paglia called it her "prison book", commenting, "I felt like Cervantes, Genet. It took all the resources of being Catholic to cut myself off and sit in my cell."

Sexual Personae has been called an "energetic, Freud-friendly reading of Western art", one that seemed "heretical and perverse", at the height of political correctness; according to Daniel Nester, its characterization of "William Blake as the British Marquis de Sade or Walt Whitman and Emily Dickinson as 'self-ruling hermaphrodites who cannot mate' still pricks up many an English major’s ears".

Paglia is a devotee of Oscar Wilde and Walter Pater, cherishing "performance, artifice and play rather than earnestness." She has expressed admiration for Dorothy Parker and Mary McCarthy, as well as for models, singers and movie stars such as Elizabeth Taylor, Madonna, and Barbra Streisand.

In 2005 Paglia was named as one of the top 100 public intellectuals by the journals Foreign Policy and Prospect.

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The Selfishness of Vampire. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I was born to the most selfish woman I have ever known and then have known all my life, in the many karmic carbon copies I have endured in my life before my Exodus. The ‘men’ are the same. There is also generically NO friendship, I now fully and utterly realise. It has never been there. Which is why I have left all of you. You are just too selfish to care. 

Real ‘men’ also like feminists. Misogynists do not. Real ‘men’ like intellectuals. Fascists have them killed. You are both. A fascist and a misogynist as is all your kind and indeed, most ‘men’. 

You are just too selfish to love. You choose your vehicles of delivery or they choose you, yes. But your issue, your ego issue, your essence issue from what I can tell now, is that selfishness to you, is love. 

SELFISHNESS IS NOT LOVE. SELFISHNESS IS NOT LOVE. Repeat after me. 

Please. Selfish people never heal. You are too selfish to heal, you are too selfish to love and you are too selfish to care. 

I now see there is a whole new category for Werewolves. The Mars – literally – archetype. Selfishness. That is your game, your arena of excellence and your single ugliest and most central trait. 

Nothing has ever got past that. And that explains why you cannot face yourself, or you can, it doesn’t matter. It explains why you can be intimate professionally, but never personally. And totally and utterly why you hate the slave race. You are selfish as a permanent state of being. 

Selfishness is not love and you are too selfish to love, to try or to care. You are selfishness personified. You are the Mars Werewolf archetype. 

Selfish. 

Love cannot penetrate selfishness. Misogyny and fascism are your favourite flavours. It is all just selfishness. You have created a whole category of behaviour archetype that is unique to you. A Venus ‘male’ is selfish too, oh yes, don’t get me wrong, a Venus ‘male’ is a fascist and misogynist too. 

But we are talking about you. The last bastion of hope in a Nymph’s life that anyone is worth having around. 

You are not. Selfishness is not love. 

Thank you. Over and out. Narcissism indeed. My whole family and everyone. You are the fucking weirdos. Not me. 

Psychotic Narcissists. The Mars Archetype in ego. That is why you ARE ego. You are the ego on Earth. Selfishness. 

Enjoy. It is all you will ever get. You are too selfish to love. You and 'You'. The whole fucking lot of you. Too fucking selfish to care. THAT is the root of fascism and that is the root of misogyny. Selfishness. You. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Selfishness is not love. Selfishness is nothing. Selfishness is you. Selfishness is narcissism. Selfish is you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Amera Ziganii Rao. 

Neo Feminist ™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ & Sacred Sexualist™. Metaphysical Philosopher Writer, Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser. 

Dark Angel lll

The Good Shepherd

The Good Shepherd is a 2006 spy film directed by Robert De Niro and starring Matt Damon and Angelina Jolie, with an extensive supporting cast. Although it is a fictional film loosely based on real events, it is advertised as telling the untold story of the birth of counter-intelligence in the Central Intelligence Agency. The film's main character, Edward Wilson (portrayed by Matt Damon), is loosely based on James Jesus Angleton and Richard M. Bissell. This was Joe Pesci's first film appearance after his six-year hiatus from acting between 1999 and 2005. Eric Roth, the film's screenwriter, began to work on the project after he abandoned his attempt to bring Norman Mailer's Harlot's Ghost to the screen. Like De Niro's film, Mailer's novel is a fictionalized chronicle of the C.I.A.

A photograph and an audio recording on reel-to-reel tape are dropped off anonymously at the home of Edward Wilson (Matt Damon), a senior CIA officer, after the 1961 Bay of Pigs Invasion of Cuba fails due to an undisclosed leak. While riding to work on the bus, Edward is approached by a young boy who asks if Edward has change for a dollar. Upon arriving at work, Edward's assistant checks the serial number of the dollar against a long list of serial numbers assigned to various code names and confirms that Edward has been given a dollar from "Cardinal". The movie then flashes back to 1939.

In 1939 Edward is at Yale University and is invited to join Skull and Bones, a secret society. He is compelled to disclose a secret as part of his initiation: he reveals that as a young boy in 1925 he discovered the suicide note left by his father, Thomas (Timothy Hutton), although he says he never read it. After the ceremony, a fraternity brother tells him that Edward's father, an admiral, was to be chosen as Secretary of the Navy, until his loyalties were questioned. Afterwards Edward is recruited by an FBI agent Sam Murach (Alec Baldwin), who claims that Edward's poetry professor, Dr. Fredericks (Michael Gambon), is a Nazi spy, asking Edward to expose his professor's background as well as implying that the Professor is homosexual: Edward's actions result in Dr. Fredericks' forced resignation from the university.

Edward begins an affair with a deaf student named Laura (Tammy Blanchard), but while on Deer Island, Edward meets and is later aggressively seduced by Margaret 'Clover' Russell (Angelina Jolie), his friend's sister. General Bill Sullivan (Robert De Niro) asks Edward to join the OSS, offering him a post in London.

Later while Edward and Laura are at the beach, Clover's brother, John, privately reveals that Clover is pregnant with Edward's child and asks him to "do what is expected." Laura, an able lip-reader, sees and walks away. Edward marries Clover. At the wedding reception Edward accepts an offer of a position in the London OSS office from General Sullivan, requiring him to be in England in one week, leaving his newlywed wife. In London he meets his former professor Dr. Fredericks, who is actually a British intelligence operative who had sought to infiltrate a Nazi organization while at Yale, causing the American authorities to suspect that he was a Nazi spy. Despite this, Fredericks recognized Edward's gifts and recommended that he be trained in counter-espionage in London.

An intelligence officer in the British SOE, Arch Cummings (Billy Crudup), tells Edward that Fredericks' indiscriminate homosexual relationships pose a security risk; Edward is asked to deal with his mentor, but Fredericks refuses the chivalrous suggestion to protect himself by returning to teaching. He says he will understand if Wilson wants to "tie his shoe" (a signal to watchers that the meeting went badly). Edward delays, prompting Fredericks to kneel down and tie Edward's shoe for him. As their meeting ends, he advises Wilson to "quit... while you still have a soul", leaves, and is brutally killed, his body being dumped into the Thames.

The time shifts to post-war Berlin, where the Allies and the Soviets, in a race for technological superiority, are trying to recruit as many German scientists as possible. Edward encounters his Soviet counterpart, codenamed "Ulysses", who praises Edward. They plan an exchange of scientists — the Soviets asking for German Nazi and Slavic scientists, while the Americans seek Jewish scientists.

Edward is assisted by an interpreter, Hanna Schiller (Martina Gedeck), who wears what appears to be a hearing aid. After Edward learns from his son during a rare phone call home that Clover is having an affair, he accepts Hanna's invitation to dinner at her home, and sleeps with her. After having sex, Edward realizes that Hanna can hear without the use of her hearing aid, exposing her as a Soviet operative. She is killed and Ulysses is notified by her hearing aid being planted in his teapot.

After six years in London, Edward returns home to a distant Clover, who now prefers to be called Margaret. Edward presents his son with a miniature model ship inside a glass watch-casing. Margaret explains that her brother was killed in the war; she also confesses that she previously had a brief relationship with another man. When she asks if he had any relationships, Edward replies that "it was a mistake." General Sullivan approaches Wilson again to help form a new foreign intelligence organization - the CIA - where Wilson will work with his former colleague, Richard Hayes (Lee Pace), under Phillip Allen (William Hurt). Edward accepts, hiding the details of his position from everyone but Clover/Margaret.

Edward's first assignment deals with coffee in Central America where the Russians are trying to gain influence. Edward spots Ulysses in the background of footage of the country's leader, but doesn't disclose this. Another agent is sent covertly as a representative of the Mayan Coffee Company; Edward warns him not to wear his Yale class ring. Edward arranges for airplanes to fly over and release locusts during a public event where the Russians (including Ulysses) are present in order to intimidate the Central American leader. Edward later receives a can of Mayan Coffee presumably from Ulysses, containing a severed finger, and Yale class ring, evidently of the American agent. Wilson and Margaret go to a Christmas party with their son, who wets himself, out of a heightened state of fear resulting from his fragmented awareness that his father is involved in dark secrets. At the party General Sullivan reveals to Edward that Phillip Allen was going to be on the Mayan coffee company's board of directors, prompting Edward to ask Sam Murach to check on Phillip's finances.

A Russian requesting asylum and claiming to be high-ranking KGB man Valentin Mironov, who knows Ulysses, is interviewed by Edward. Edward is fully convinced of his honesty. While attending the theater with Mironov and Cummings, Edward encounters his former sweetheart, Laura. They leave the theater separately, meet at a restaurant and rekindle their old romance.

Sometime later, Margaret anonymously receives photos of Laura and Edward getting into a taxi together and kissing. A distraught Margaret confronts him. Edward ends the relationship with Laura by returning her jeweled crucifix, which he had kept from their college romance days.

Then a Russian defector appears, claiming that he is the real Valentin Mironov, and that the other man actually is Yuri Modin, a KGB operative working for Ulysses. Edward does not believe him, and agents beat and torture the man, and administer liquid LSD because of its alleged truth serum properties. Despite the combined effects of drugs and torture, the second defector insists that he is the true Mironov. He further ridicules his interrogators for their need to believe in the myth of Soviet power which he calls a "great show" and "painted rust". Realising that he will never be believed, the defector hurls himself through the window to the pavement several stories below. The first man claiming to be Valentin Mironov, who has watched the entire ordeal together with Edward, then offers to take LSD to prove his innocence, but Edward doesn't think it's necessary.

Edward visits his son, Edward Jr., at Yale, where he has also joined the Skull and Bones society and has been approached for recruitment by the CIA. Margaret pleads with Edward to persuade their son not to accept, but Edward Jr. joins anyway, believing it will bring him closer to his loving, but distant, father. This widens the rift between Edward and Margaret. Later Edward Jr. overhears Edward and Hays discuss the upcoming Bay of Pigs invasion; Wilson suspects that Edward Jr. may have overheard the conversation and warns his son to be silent. Margaret moves to her mother's home in Arizona.

The film returns to the recording dropped off at the beginning of the movie. After analysis of clues such as the ceiling fan's brand name and the church bells and other sounds heard on the tape, CIA specialists deduce that the photograph may have been taken in Leopoldville, in the Congo. Edward goes there and finds the room. 

He realizes that the photograph and tape are of his son Edward Jr. when he sees the model ship in the glass watch-casing on the nightstand; its blurred image was the one object in the photo that the CIA team was unable to identify. Ulysses is there and plays Edward an unedited version of the tape, revealing Edward Jr. repeating to his lover, a Soviet spy named Miriam, the classified information he overheard his father discussing. Thus the Cubans and Soviets learned of the upcoming CIA landing at the Bay of Pigs. Ulysses encourages Edward to spy for the Soviets in exchange for them protecting his son. Edward is non-committal, however; he confronts his son, who says that he is in love with the woman and plans to marry her. His son refuses to believe that she is an intelligence agent.

Edward exposes Valentin as Soviet spy Yuri Modin after finding evidence of his true identity in a book given to him by Arch Cummings, who is thus exposed as a co-conspirator. Cummings flees to the USSR. After meeting Ulysses in a museum and refusing to betray his country, Edward explains that as the Soviets have won in Cuba it is not necessary to hurt his son. Ulysses notes of Edward Jr.'s fiancée: "neither of us can be sure about her", and asks Edward, "You want her to be part of your family, don't you?" Later, Ulysses' aide asks him for change to purchase his daughter a souvenir from the gift shop. Edward asks how much it is, and hands him a one dollar bill, commenting that a cardinal rule of democracy is generosity, thus confirming that the aide is Edward's defector in place.[clarification needed]

Edward and Margaret arrive separately in the Congo for Edward Jr.'s wedding. His fiancée Miriam travels on a small plane to the ceremony but mid-flight is thrown out of the plane. When she fails to arrive at the church, Edward informs a worried Edward Jr. that she is dead. Edward denies any responsibility when Edward Jr. asks; but is visibly affected when his son reveals that Miriam was pregnant.

Edward meets with fellow Skull and Bones classmate Hayes (loosely based on Richard Helms) at the new CIA headquarters still under construction. Hayes tells him that Allen is resigning under a cloud of financial improprieties (after receiving copies of the Swiss accounts delivered in a chocolate box), and that the President has asked him to be the new Director. The President has directed him to do some "housecleaning" and he tells Edward that he needs someone he can trust, saying, "after all, we're still brothers" and that Edward is the "CIA's heart and soul". He then tells Edward he will be the first head of counter-intelligence. Edward notes the inscription on the new marble wall of the CIA lobby: "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free (John 8:32)".

Edward is then shown pulling from his home safe the suicide note that his father, Thomas, had left and in which his father's words, only now read by Edward, reveal that he had betrayed his country. He left loving words for his wife and son, particularly urging the latter to grow up to be a good man, husband and father and to live a life of decency and truth. Realizing he had done none of those things, Edward sadly burns the note.

The film ends with Edward leaving his old office and moving to his new wing in the CIA.

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Avatar 

Avatar is a 2009 American science fiction action film written and directed by James Cameron, and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Stephen Lang, Michelle Rodriguez, Joel David Moore, Giovanni Ribisi and Sigourney Weaver. The film is set in the mid-22nd century, when humans are mining a precious mineral called unobtanium on Pandora, a lush habitable moon of a gas giant in the Alpha Centauri star system.

The expansion of the mining colony threatens the continued existence of a local tribe of Na'vi – a humanoid species indigenous to Pandora. The film's title refers to a genetically engineered Na'vi body with the mind of a remotely located human, and is used to interact with the natives of Pandora.

By 2154, humans have severely depleted Earth's natural resources. The Resources Development Administration (RDA) mines for a valuable mineral – unobtanium – on Pandora, a densely forested habitable moon orbiting the gas giant Polyphemus in the Alpha Centauri star system. Pandora, whose atmosphere is poisonous to humans, is inhabited by the Na'vi, 10-foot tall (3.0 m), blue-skinned, sapient humanoids who live in harmony with nature and worship a mother goddess called Eywa.

To explore Pandora's biosphere, scientists use Na'vi-human hybrids called "avatars", operated by genetically matched humans; Jake Sully (Sam Worthington), a paraplegic former marine, replaces his deceased twin brother as an operator of one. Dr. Grace Augustine (Sigourney Weaver), head of the Avatar Program, considers Sully an inadequate replacement but accepts his assignment as a bodyguard. While protecting the avatars of Grace and scientist Norm Spellman (Joel David Moore) as they collect biological data, Jake's avatar is attacked by a thanator and flees into the forest, where he is rescued by Neytiri (Zoe Saldana), a female Na'vi. Witnessing an auspicious sign, she takes him to her clan, whereupon Neytiri's mother Mo'at (C. C. H. Pounder), the clan's spiritual leader, orders her daughter to initiate Jake into their society.

Colonel Miles Quaritch (Stephen Lang), head of RDA's private security force, promises Jake that the company will restore his legs if he gathers intelligence about the Na'vi and the clan's gathering place, a giant arboreal called Hometree, on grounds that it stands above the richest deposit of unobtanium in the area. When Grace learns of this, she transfers herself, Jake, and Norm to an outpost. Over three months, Jake grows to sympathize with the natives. 

After Jake is initiated into the tribe, he and Neytiri choose each other as mates, and soon afterward, Jake reveals his change of allegiance when he attempts to disable a bulldozer that threatens to destroy a sacred Na'vi site. When Quaritch shows a video recording of Jake's attack on the bulldozer to Administrator Parker Selfridge (Giovanni Ribisi), and another in which Jake admits that the Na'vi will never abandon Hometree, Selfridge orders Hometree destroyed.

Despite Grace's argument that destroying Hometree could damage the biological neural network native to Pandora, Selfridge gives Jake and Grace one final chance to convince the Na'vi to evacuate before commencing the attack. While trying to warn the Na'vi, Jake confesses to being a spy and the Na'vi take him and Grace captive. Seeing this, Quaritch's men destroy Hometree, killing Neytiri's father (the clan chief) and many others. Mo'at frees Jake and Grace, but they are detached from their avatars and imprisoned by Quaritch's forces. Pilot Trudy Chacón (Michelle Rodriguez), disgusted by Quaritch's brutality, carries them to Grace's outpost, but during the escape, Quaritch fires at them, hitting Grace.

To regain the Na'vi's trust, Jake connects his mind to that of Toruk, a dragon-like predator feared and honoured by the Na'vi. Jake finds the refugees at the sacred Tree of Souls and pleads with Mo'at to heal Grace. The clan attempts to transfer Grace from her human body into her avatar with the aid of the Tree of Souls, but she dies before the process can complete.

Supported by the new chief Tsu'tey (Laz Alonso), who acts as Jake's translator, Jake speaks to unite the clan and tells them to gather all of the clans to battle against the RDA. Noticing the impending gathering, Quaritch organizes a pre-emptive strike against the Tree of Souls, believing that its destruction will demoralize the natives. On the eve of battle, Jake prays to Eywa, via a neural connection to the Tree of Souls, to intercede on behalf of the Na'vi.

During the subsequent battle, the Na'vi suffer heavy casualties, including Tsu'tey and Trudy; but are rescued when Pandoran wildlife unexpectedly join the attack and overwhelm the humans, which Neytiri interprets as Eywa's answer to Jake's prayer. After Jake destroys a makeshift bomber before it can reach the Tree of Souls; Quaritch escapes from his own damaged aircraft, wearing an AMP suit and breaks open the avatar link unit containing Jake's human body, exposing it to Pandora's poisonous atmosphere. Quaritch then prepares to slit the throat of Jake's avatar, but Neytiri kills Quaritch and saves Jake from suffocation.

With the exceptions of Jake, Norm, Max and a few other scientists, all humans are expelled from Pandora and sent back to Earth, after which Jake is transferred permanently into his avatar with the aid of the Tree of Souls.

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The Color Purple

he Color Purple is a 1985 American period drama film directed by Steven Spielberg, based on the Pulitzer Prize-winning novel of the same name by Alice Walker. It was Spielberg's eighth film as a director, and was a change from the summer blockbusters for which he had become famous. The film starred Danny Glover, Desreta Jackson, Margaret Avery, Oprah Winfrey, Adolph Caesar, Rae Dawn Chong, and introduced Whoopi Goldberg as Celie Harris.

Taking place in the Southern United States during the early 1900s to late 1940s, the movie tells the life of a poor African American woman named Celie Harris (Whoopi Goldberg) whose abuse begins when she is young. By the time she is 14, she has already had two children by her father (Leonard Jackson). He takes them away from her at childbirth and forces the young Celie (Desreta Jackson) to marry a wealthy young local widower Albert Johnson, known to her only as "Mister" (Danny Glover), who treats her like a slave. Albert makes her clean up his disorderly household and take care of his unruly children. Albert beats her often, intimidating Celie into submission and near silence. Celie's sister Nettie (Akosua Busia) comes to live with them, and there is a brief period of happiness as the sisters spend time together and Nettie begins to teach Celie how to read. This is short-lived; after Nettie refuses Albert's predatory affections once too often, he kicks her out. Before being run off by Albert, Nettie promises to write to Celie saying, "Nothing but death can keep me from it!".

Albert's old flame, jazz singer Shug Avery (Margaret Avery), for whom Albert has carried a torch for many years, comes to live with him and Celie. Delirious with sickness, Shug initially declares Celie as "ugly" on their first meeting. Despite this, they eventually become close friends and Shug helps Celie raise her self-confidence. Shug and Celie enter into a sexual relationship (more pronounced in the book, but only hinted at in the film).[3] Celie also finds strength in Sofia (Oprah Winfrey), who marries Albert's son Harpo (Willard E. Pugh). Sofia has suffered abuse from the men in her family, but unlike Celie, she refuses to tolerate it. This high-spiritedness proves to be her downfall, as a rude remark to the town mayor's wife and a retaliatory punch to the mayor himself ends with Sofia beaten and jailed.

Meanwhile, Nettie has been living with missionaries in Africa and writing frequently to Celie. Celie, however, is unaware of the correspondence as Albert confiscates the letters, telling Celie that she will never hear from her sister again. During a visit from Shug and her new husband, Grady, Celie and Shug discover many years' worth of Nettie's correspondence. Reconnecting with her sister and the assurance that she is still alive helps give Celie the strength to stand up to Albert. She prepares to slit his throat while shaving him, but is physically stopped by Shug.

During a subsequent family dinner, Sofia is shown to be prematurely aged and permanently disfigured due to the severe beatings she received in jail, and demoralized into an almost catatonic state. At the dinner, Celie finally asserts herself, excoriating Albert and his father. Shug informs Albert that she and Grady are leaving, and that Celie is coming with them. Harpo's girlfriend Squeak (Rae Dawn Chong) declares she is going with them as well. Despite Albert's attempts to verbally abuse Celie into submission, she stands up to him by mentioning that he kept Nettie away from her because Nettie was the only one who really loved her. 

Before she leaves him permanently, she tells him that until he does the right thing, everything he does will go wrong. After seeing Celie stand up for herself, Sofia returns to her normal self, laughing hysterically at a dumbfounded and embarrassed Albert. She also warns Celie not to follow in her own footsteps as Celie holds a knife to Albert's throat. It is at this point Celie curses Albert saying, "Until you do right by me, everything you think about gonna fail". As Shug, Grady, Squeak, and Celie go quickly to the car, Albert readies to beat Celie. Celie stands up on the sideboards of Grady's car and curses Albert by raising her hand in his face with a determined stare. Dumbfounded, Albert backs away and the car drives off.

In Tennessee, Celie opens a haberdashery, making and selling one-size-fits-all slacks for men and women. Upon the death of her father, she learns that he was, in fact, her stepfather, and that she has inherited her childhood home, the farm, and a shop from her real father. She opens her second slacks shop in town, naming it Miss Celie's Folks Pants, while Harpo and Sofia reconcile. 

Meanwhile, Albert is feeling the effects of Celie's words. His fields and home languish into almost nonexistence as he slips into alcohol-fueled idleness, spending most of his time at Harpo's juke joint. At one point, his father is seen suggesting that he find a new wife, but Albert casually grabs his father by the arm and turns him off his property. 

Years of guilt finally catch up with Albert, with the knowledge that he has been a horrible person most of his life, especially to Celie. In a sudden act of kindness unknown to her, Albert takes all the money he has saved over the years, goes to the immigration office, and arranges for Nettie, her husband, and Celie's two children and daughter-in-law to come back to America from Africa. 

Celie's children, Adam and Olivia, are reunited with her at Celie's farm. Albert looks on from a distance, and Shug smiles at him because he finally did the right thing. Nettie and Celie play their childhood clapping game as the sun sets.

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Revolutionary Road 

Revolutionary Road (released December 31, 1961) is author Richard Yates' debut novel. It was a finalist for the National Book Award in 1962 along with Catch-22 and The Moviegoer. When published by Atlantic-Little, Brown in 1961, it received critical acclaim, and the New York Times reviewed it as "beautifully crafted... a remarkable and deeply troubling book."

In 2005, the novel was chosen by TIME as one of the 100 best English-language novels from 1923 to the present.

When DeWitt Henry and Geoffrey Clark interviewed Yates for the Winter, 1972 issue of Ploughshares, Yates detailed the title's subtext:

“I think I meant it more as an indictment of American life in the 1950s. Because during the Fifties there was a general lust for conformity all over this country, by no means only in the suburbs — a kind of blind, desperate clinging to safety and security at any price."

Set in 1955, the novel focuses on the hopes and aspirations of Frank and April Wheeler, self-assured Connecticut suburbanites who see themselves as very different from their neighbors in the Revolutionary Hill Estates. In the opening scene, April stars in an embarrassingly bad amateur dramatic production of The Petrified Forest:

She was working alone, and visibly weakening with every line. Before the end of the first act the audience could tell as well as the Players that she’d lost her grip, and soon they were all embarrassed for her. She had begun to alternate between false theatrical gestures and a white-knuckled immobility; she was carrying her shoulders high and square, and despite her heavy make-up you could see the warmth of humiliation rising in her face and neck.

After the performance, Frank and April have a fight on the side of the highway, and Frank later begins an affair with his office colleague Maureen.

Seeking to break out of their suburban rut (and consequently blaming herself for all of Frank's "problems"), April convinces Frank they should move to Paris, where she will work and support him while he realizes his vague ambition to be something other than an office worker. The promise of France brings the two together in love and excitement again, and Frank seemingly ends his relationship with Maureen. While April sees the emigration as an opportunity to escape their dull environment, Frank's plans are more driven by vanity of his own intelligence, which April panders to. When the dull and prim neighbor Mrs. Givings begins bringing her "insane" son John around to the Wheeler's house for regular lunches, John's honest and erratic condemnation of his mother's suburban lifestyle strikes a chord with the Wheelers, particularly Frank.

Their plans to leave the United States begin to crumble when April conceives their third child, and Frank begins to identify with his mundane job when the prospect of a promotion arises. After arguing over the possibility of aborting the child, Frank tries to manipulate April into seeking psychiatric help for her troubled childhood. April, overwhelmed by the outcome of the situation, suffers something of an identity crisis and sleeps with her neighbor Shep Campbell, while Frank resurrects his relationship with Maureen. April attempts to self-abort her child, and in doing so is rushed to the hospital and dies from blood loss. Frank, scarred by the ordeal and feeling deep guilt over the outcome, is left a hollow shell of a man.

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My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. 

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. 

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. 

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. 

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. 

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. 

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. 

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants. 

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. 

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. 

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. 

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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