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Writings :: The Letter Series :: Ascension Discourse on Love :: The Other. And You. Amera Ziganii Rao
The Other. Amera Ziganii Rao
Well, well, well. Of course, I have felt the truth of that several times over the past few years. Wife or new girlfriends, it has always been a block or an excuse to not come near me. To punish me for being your equal and for having this enormous vocational mind and heart and soul. To punish me for being me. In other words, you have never loved me and I now accept that. As I said, I entered this because it was my purpose. My purpose is now over.
At this point, I could resort to the usual garb of a scorned woman. I will not of course, first because I am a goddess and secondly, because there has always been another. The Other. The Twin Flame, as was thought, last year. Third, because we have been at this long enough for me to know that I never believed it would work anyway. Actually, I have never believed that anything with men would work, but apparently, that may not be so. We will see. My Other has to decide for himself. He has been waiting for me. I don't know how to wait for him, but we will see. Fourth, because you are simply not worth it. You are no 'Rochester'. Rochester loved Jane Eyre. Rochester didn't go and sleep with other women and Rochester didn't not care about Jane Eyre. You are no Rochester. You are simply Mark Scrancher. Cad, scoundrel, cruel whoremonger, slaver, and mediocre man.
Today, has truly been one of the worst days of my life. And you are now dead. The rest is actually, Ron Howard's A Beautiful Mind. First, a film and true story that certainly puts a new angle on the whole world of schizophrenia, because I of course, am so psychic and political that the Draconian agenda has to now be included in this whole story and experience. Maybe schizophrenia and all madnesses of the mind are just due to lack of skill and talent and training. And the truth of an agenda of fucking up the mind as being the main agenda on earth to destroy people like me, who are not of Draconian blood. You are. I am not. Interesting. That just came out. What I would have said first off is that we all have Draconian blood, as we are all part of the same gene pool. The more conscious a person gets, the more of heart they become, the more into the higher mind and inner heart they are able to go, the more that gene pool is reversed into non Draconian. The transformation of the spiritual DNA. That is what I would have said first off. Which says that on that level, you are of Draconian blood a lot more than me. And maybe it goes a fuck of a lot further.
Mad? You know the clarity of my mind more than most. I don't think so. It is not me who is mad.
That aside, that not being the main point of today, other women in your life and in your bed, have finally tipped me over the edge. A goddess does not have rivals of that kind and if she does, she should not. A man proves his worth by that method of running away. You have now proved it and as usual, you had to be found out. And as is the usual way, I had to be ready to find out. I was and am. I am devastated and you have won. You have now tried to destroy me on all levels and in that way, you have won, so congratulations. You got one for the boys. You should be very proud of your Draconian self. You fucked over one of the purest hearts in the world. A truly beautiful woman. And no pretender. You tortured her, kept her a prisoner, refused to contact her, stole from her, raped her emotionally, financially and even physically and sexually on a psychic level and you still wanted more. You have won. But so have I. Today, you die.
My life is now A Beautiful Mind on all levels. First, you have to be psychically ejected from my mind, heart and soul. And you will be and already are. I had to do this with so many people, namely my mother. And of course, every man before you and women too. My father, my brother, everyone. The sick. The spiritual debris indeed of former lives and former existences. You are now to be ejected along with her and them, and I will use every psychic, psychological and esoteric method there is. I have after all gained years of practise in these 'art' forms. Second, as I say now, and I am saying this very sparingly now, I Hierophant so far, that there really is some agenda on this earth and the Draconian part of you is programmed to destroy women like me. It may mean that men like you, men who are physically devastatingly good looking and sexual on the surface, in the model like alpha male way, are simply, programmed, to destroy High Serpent Priesthood.
When I look at The Other for instance, he is a hugely talented man and truly sexy, sexual and handsome too. In a more understated way. Probably like me. I am not conventionally devastating like you in many ways. I am more like him and maybe that is the proof. We are human beings. We are uber human beings, the gods and goddesses of this world. Because make no bones about it, he's a god.
At first glance, it is possible that he is of the Dark too. But as a Light Lemurian. He is not Draconian like you. He has always carried masses of humanity like me. Maybe, at first glance, he is more of a selfish male in the usual conditioned way, rather than a true male supremacist misogynist. There seems to be a fundamental difference and who knows, that is my own new journey and not for you.
And the obvious narrative is then, Jane Austen's Sense and Sensibility. 'Willoughby' is not just a younger 'Colonel Brandon'. He is of a different stuff to a very honourable man in 'Colonel Brandon'. And again, 'Willoughby' is very handsome in that dashing sort of, frankly, vain man kind of way. He is vain. 'Colonel Brandon' is very handsome and very sexy too, but he has much more going on inside and outside. And he actually cares for 'Marianne'. He is not just in lust.
Anyway, that is between me and him. I have to eject you first and he is watching as I do that. Whether I am to be rescued from this pit of a life or not is up to him and it should be up to him. It's not as if I have not prostrated myself in front of you, in front of him.
His misogyny has also been an issue and is an issue unless it's done but as I say, it's a different feeling with him and according to esoteric knowledge so far, this is where it gets really sinister.
The Twin Soul may be pure evil. The Twin Flame is not. And maybe that is all this has been. Maybe, the world Apocalypse is that we can finally meet and eject the Draconian Twin Souls and families and 'friends' and people along the way so that we can finally merge with our Twin Flames and true kindred spirits.
That is the Esoteric journey. The facts. The pragmatics are this. You won. You have decimated me and I am in a disastrous and suicidal place, because of you and you do not feel the truth of it for one second, because I was not someone who agreed to just be there for you and pamper you into oblivion. You decimated me as my father decimated my mother and as he decimated me. In other words, you never loved me. You never will. I therefore accept unrequited love and all that it is and I give it all back to you. You have broken my heart, but fortunately we have had long enough to work it through. So, despite my current terrors and devastation, I am going to survive this and now am also questioning something even more sinister and off the planet. Guidance for me comes from two different directions. One is authentic. The other is not. Now, again, when we look at all the madnesses that exist in this world, all that that shows is that my greatest gift truly is my mind. To be able to tell the difference.
As well as the truth that it is a process. The exodus from the Draconian agenda and reptile world. I have no idea who is going to help me or love me or rescue me from this life now or whether it has to be me all the way. It doesn't matter. Because it has nothing whatsoever to do with you. The only priority now is to get rid of you. Your whole energy, being and self. Today is your death, not mine.
Now, I get to live. The last Draconian agent did not kill me. I killed him.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
The Other Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao
Of course, I will also say this to him, as well as you. If a man cannot give friendship of any kind to a woman, if he cannot care whatsoever, other than if she is going to sleep with him, or if she is for sure, going to be his family, or if she is going to have his children, or any of the other thousands of reasons why men do not want to care for women, or be their friends, when they are each others friends like no one's business, then I am not interested.
I don't know what relationship is anymore and I don't trust it for one second. I also do not trust friendships either, unless they are universal friendships. Apparently, I am a weirdo. I don't think so.
If a person cannot give friendship to another person, then they are not a friend and they do not love.
My father for instance, unbeknown to him, taught me to be completely self sufficient. I thought he was teaching me to be vocational and self sufficient, so that a man would be happy with me. I'll be honest. That's what I thought. I completely, insanely ignored the fact that he wouldn't let me mother be self sufficient for one second and that he had already destroyed her confidence by the time I was born, three years into their marriage, along with the truth that she wanted to be a patriarchal daughter and wife too much to really be self sufficient. I have been consciously clearing that shit forever. I thought this would make me a desirable woman.
I thought it would help a man to see that I could be a great friend as well as a patriarchal kinky woman. But no. Not in seven years have you shown one ounce of friendship. Fifty Shades of Grey for instance, may be something you think you relate to. That man LOOKS AFTER HER. He cares for her. He sends her flowers. He comes to see her. I have only attracted one kind of man. A man who (maybe) worships from afar, but who gives NOTHING. Who only specialises in neglect and cruelty and denial. That is not Fifty Shades of Grey. That is not a Mills and Boon. That is NOTHING.
He, my father was not teaching me to be self sufficient, even if he knew or didn't know. He was teaching me to be A SLAVE WITHOUT NEEDS. There is a fundamental difference. Neglect, cruelty, alienation and isolation. What I have received from men ever since. Funny that. He probably gave that to my mother. I'll think about it.
And every man I have ever been involved in has done that. So when I can be bothered, I may Hierophant why that is. Some would say I asked for it because I valued myself so little. They might be right. There may be a hundred reasons. Probably they go either way. Goddesses scare the shit out of men. Goddesses can't be controlled. Blah, blah, blah. Whatever. No friendship. I asked you a million times to help me in any way. You never did. My relationship with relationship is completely different now, so I don't know what The Other and I would even do with it any way, even if there were friendship. But for 32 years I have never had friendship of any kind from men who apparently are in love with me. That is not Fifty Shades of Grey. That is nothing. And I don't know why. One day I will. And I might let you know.
But one thing is for sure. I celebrate many things on this worst day of my life. First, that I do not need anyone. I am an orphan of the state now and they are the only people who have become my family or my friends. Other than the increasing number of universal friendships that I value enormously.
My father may have taught me nothing but he is a self made man who came from nothing. I know who I am. I know what I can do. But I don't believe that men ever do it alone. I do. Women do. Women are either sabotaged or just ignored. But never helped. Never encouraged. Never befriended. And never invested in. And that is my view of relationship, backed up by seven years with you. With you or without you, I was your responsibility too. And you fucked up. Big time.
Don't ever think you loved me. You never did. And you think you are Lolita men. Humbert looks after Lolita. I ain't seen nothing yet. And never will. As I say, I celebrate one thing. It's all out of my system. I don't need any one and intend, never to need any one ever again. I am done with relationship, I am done with friendship and I am done with people. My father made the climb. So will I. And I will do it alone. Woman does it alone. Woman is a superstar, before she has even begun.
If any one ever wants to help, they know where I am. At the bottom of the mountain right now. On a dung heap actually. And climbing.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
The Other or You Pt lll. The Path to Moksha. Amera Ziganii Rao
Yeah, I know. I know that I don't know anything, other than one thing. Buddha had to sit under a tree and face the temptations/demons of the world for months, before he reached Uber Enlightenment. That is my sorry, fucking path.
I am a High Initiate. I will have to teach nothing less than this to anyone when I finally teach whatever I am to teach.
First, I have to reach that fucking state.
And it has everything to do with you. Or indeed, The Other. You and I will presumably have to carry on this farce, while, he watches, and then one day, one of you will decide that you are my partner. Or, he is part of our story, but not my story.
There are no words to describe how much I hate my life and the Universe and all that is existence. The Great Mother is torturing me. I am supposed to be grateful for this torture as I am a High Initiate.
Now, what that means of course, is that I am supposed to reach Divine levels of love and unconditional love despite all the aforementioned tortures and hardships of my sorry, stupid, tortured, disgusting life. I am supposed to help when I can, ie, slap you when it is needed and then I am supposed to maintain hope and forgiveness and then I am supposed to just sit here like a fool in my stupid life and focus on goals, goals that you are currently uninterested in because you don't love me and blah, blah, blah, and do that under the most difficult conditions I could have imagined - whether it is dragging all my computer and stuff out to cafes in London, or whether it is sitting in an awful dripping flat, listening to every sound that a stranger makes upstairs.
I am being tortured. I am not just being tortured by a simple Draconian agenda. The agenda is part of the dark and the light of The Universe, whether it is out of control or not. You may be Draconian but do not disappear into some resignation that your evil means you are hopeless and damned. You are not damned. You are playing the part you should do. And I am supposed to appreciate that because I am a fucking, High initiate.
Hierophant is a Metaphysical. That is what I do and how high I must go.
So, that's my problem. And then on top of that, I don't even know if it is you who will love me, or The Other. I cannot grieve, I cannot do this, I cannot do that. I am stuck under that fucking tree until you or he gives me redemption.
Now, my fury at that is multiple fold. Why I should have to rely on another person to give me redemption is disgusting. I fucking hate it. Apparently, that is the path to true high love. Which is what my path is. Your path is to true love. What that means is that you are headed towards what I reached five years ago.
The state of - clearly thankless and pointless - unconditional love.
And frankly, that might take another two years. I was prophecied that it would take seven years. Well, it is seven years. But you are nowhere to be seen. I am now struggling with terror. Again, just another fucking temptation. The seven years might mean, since my FIRST Redemption.
I might actually die. I am in so much spiritual agony at the moment, it is incredible. But I have my solutions. The metaphysical writing has begun. The high writing. The truth of all the truth of all the truth. It's a good place to be and it will keep me alive. I am Hierophant. It is my only salvation. In my only hell. Metaphysical Philosophy. My bag. I will survive this. And so will you. I don't know what The Other is going through but this applies to him too, if he is tuning in so much. For sure.
But that aside, I want you to focus on this right now. I am going to try my hardest to empathise with you, and indeed The Other, as an objective exercise now. And if you recall, when I first began teaching you and sharing with you, five years ago, I told you of Moksha. Enlightenment stage 1. Liberation. Unconditional love.
You must not retreat into a state of hard boiled heart right now. You must not retreat into escapism or resignation. You must feel the fury that I am feeling, the feeling sorry for yourself, the bitter confusion, the bewilderment and the fear, the fear, the fear and the fear. You must continue to face yourself and keep purifying.
You are the dark, you are the evil, but you are meant to be. Your abuse of power, your cruelty and neglect are all part of the all. What you are trying to do is to find the truth of it. I am stumbling my way through to help you. As I have to face this awesome series of torture methods that have been meted out on me for five years and at least four straight years.
My first metaphysical works are about who is in control. And my first thoughts are that all spiritual works, done by modern scholars, even Initiates and the rest of it, personal development writers and coaches, are about the male journey. They are not about the female journey. Buddha's journey is not explained well enough and so on.
I have a lot of work to do. And I will try and maintain some sense of humanity and hope as I do it. In other words, I know that on a higher level, the highest, this is not your fault.
I condemn The Great Mother as much as i condemn you. Remember that. That is my job and my right. And then I ascend into the highest states under that fucking tree. I am a High Initiate. That is High Serpent Priesthood and certainly never to be envied. it is truly the worst job in the world. And I hate it.
I also see the all. Everyone else hates me for that. There is no end to my torture. You have to be my redemption. Or The Other. Whichever of you will want to love me in the end. Whichever of you is my destiny. I feel I know who it is, but I cannot presume that anymore. The redemption comes from The Redeemer. And your redemption comes from THE REDEEMER. That is your part in the process of GOD. You are of The Great Mother too. So, hate me, don't love me, and all the rest. I hate you.
I hate it all. But I also love like nothing else on earth. I am The High Serpent Priestess. You were born to love too.
And I am just going to have to accept that I only reached First Redemption five years ago. I have to do it all over again. And the second time is pure torture. From you, The Other and from life. And it is pure and utter fuckery.
No one is in control. Everything is written. We are just truly the pawns in the playing out of this contract. I may never be allowed to leave this flat. I am held fast. Bound and gagged. With Her blessing too.
I just have to make sure I don't die. Why, I don't fucking know anymore. Determination more than anything. But why, I don't fucking know. Because I am a High Initiate. Because I know.
And because I want to know.
I want to know it all.
And because I want my fucking redemption. I want to complete my purpose. And I still hope it is you.
The truth of being the martyr. The truth of being the helper. The truth indeed. Pure, unmitigated, hell. You would do good to empathise too. it will help you to love. And indeed, The Other. You all need to love. The dark can love. The dark is Hers too.
So someone can get me out of this fucking pit once and for all. I am forced to rely on you. Remember that when you don't want to be kind. I am forced to rely on you.
I am forced to help you, so you can help me. it is the partnership. It is your first redemption. It is, apparently your purpose. The reversal of abuse of power. So She can stop abusing me.
And I meanwhile am going to settle in for another two years. I will always see the worst scenario now. Life, a true life, is torture. You are in first torture. The ego of hate and lack of confidence and fear of loss and dependency. I am in second.
Of course, the question then comes, will you or/and The Other have to go into second torture too? Don't know. You should be bloody grateful if you don't. Be grateful you are Initiates and not High Initiates. Be grateful that you will never have to know.
Moksha. All you have to think about. Getting rid of fear of loss. Learning to love yourselves. Then, you will love me. And manifest HER love on earth at last. Apparently, I am not allowed to do it on my own. It is not just your love I wait for and am forced to wait for. it is any love at all, outside myself.
Envy? That is pure fuckery. Be glad you are not me.
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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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