Natural Born Mystic™ :: Ascension Discourse on Love Pt XXll :: The Empathy Series. Mastery of The Two Worlds lll. Amera Ziganii Rao

Peter O'Toole V (Hamlet) (Artwork) 

Natural Born Mystic™ :: Ascension Discourse on Love Pt XXll :: The Empathy Series. Mastery of The Two Worlds lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I know. Apocalypse. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

~ AA Gabriel´s Daily Message ~ Thursday December 12, 2013 ~

What if, when you went about your daily activities, you consciously looked for things you liked about every single person you came in contact with? Many humans are in the habit of looking for what they do not like in others for contrast and self definition. We are suggesting you begin actively looking for what you like in others.

Make a commitment to do it all day long. It could be a person’s smile, their courtesy, their mindfulness, their generosity, their kindness…just whatever stands out to you as a lovely aspect that shines from them. As you start to appreciate other people’s beauty and divinity, you will start to feel much more love. You will feel a far greater enjoyment of your fellow human beings. You will embrace unity. Further, you will find your interactions with others far more pleasant because what you focus on you get more of. 

Each and every trait you celebrate in others, you yourself hold energetically. You would not be able to recognize it in others if it were not so. So why not make this your new habit? Why not commit to always focusing on the glorious goodness of others, and the glorious goodness in yourself, as well? Be a celebrator of the divinity that exists in everyone! That, Dear Ones, is the foundation of unconditional love and unity consciousness. 

Archangel Gabriel,

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~ Message from the Star Councils for 2014 – Prana Tube Activation ~ 11 December 2013 

Channeler: Solara An-Ra,

Light Tribe of Gaia, we come with words of encouragement and motivation as you move towards the dawn of 2014. So many of you were heavy of heart after the 2012 Solstice, around which so many hopes were pinioned and so much propaganda was invoked. The energies at that time held massive potential, but the time was not yet at hand where a quantum shift of consciousness was able to be achieved. As you approach the 2013 Solstice you find yourselves once more in a period of activation and great potential. The energies are in fact a great deal stronger now than in the year of 2012 – indeed, you have more potential to activate your multi-dimensionality in the time window of 2014 than you have had in the previous decade! 

We urge you therefore to pay more attention to your energy bodies, and to learn how to deal with the energy upgrades which are in progress. Without these skills you may struggle to progress; to stay balanced in body, mind and emotions - and we will assist you on a practical level now.

The importance of your prana tube - and your confidence in working with your prana tube - cannot be underestimated at this time. This pathway, which we have called an ‘energetic breathing tube’, is your pathway to union with the Cosmic Bliss of Source - and to true oneness with your planet also. It is your means of interface with all dimensions within your galaxy. Although it is of course possible to connect with Source & Gaia with no working knowledge of this device, it is the nature of the shifting realities on your planet now - which make it difficult to stay aligned and grounded - which makes this knowledge imperative. Particularly for the Indigos who are stepping into their power now – for these young adults the method we give here will empower you and keep you sane as you integrate your higher dimensional Light bodies and skills.

Visualise this crystalline tube within you now, 3 to 4 cm wide, running through all 12 chakras – 3 above the body, 7 within and 2 below. Feel how your prana tube naturally stays within the confines of your aura. Say ‘I activate my prana tube NOW!’ and send your tube straight up into the Great Central Sun at the heart of your galaxy – and straight down into the Core Crystal of the planet. As you feel or see the tube connecting in above and below, feel the rush of blissful energy entering your heart space in your chest.

Sit or stand and feel the energies rushing in from above – focus on how this feels; spend time experiencing how it feels. Now change your focus and experience the energy rushing upwards from the core crystal into your heart space. Experiment focussing on the one flow and then the other - and finally experiencing both flows – energy rushing into your heart space from above and below simultaneously. On a scientific level, it is electro-magnetic energy which is charging your body. Above and beyond this, it is the love of Source and the love of the Earth Mother which floods your body as you focus on your prana tube.

What we wish to stress at this time is this – that when you focus on your prana tube – and when you make the intention to extend it above and below – your ability to ground yourself, to heal yourself and to recharge yourself is magnified exponentially. Moreover, your ability to tune into awareness of your prana tube at will, at any given moment, will give you the power to control your energy field more efficiently. You will be able to expand or contract your Light body more easily when it is appropriate, to activate your Merkaba Light field, and so forth. Tuning into your prana tube is one of your ‘energy A-B-C’s’; it a requirement for your transition into your multi-dimensional expressions on Earth.

Experience how the prana tube is the centre of the torus-like energy flow which is drawn in from both ends, only to be emitted once more. There is constant input and output on all levels of your energy system - energy in and out of your individual chakras, your prana tube and your energy field. Through the prana tube you are interacting with the magnetic fields of your sun, of the Great Central Sun at your galactic heart, and with the Core Crystal of your Earth. When you interact with a great power which is already in coherence or balance, you charge yourselves with a balancing and healing force. You can choose therefore to focus on a specific chakra other than the heart in order to clear blockages in that place. But the heart is your primary place of balance – never let go of the feeling of the heart space when you are focusing on the prana tube. 

We will expand on these teachings in the coming year, so that you have a step-by-step energy manual to guide your way. The key is to practise, rather than simply absorb the knowledge you receive. Without practise, without experience, these teachings are fruitless. Your motivation – the ‘carrot on the stick’ which will direct your efforts – is a power and peace within which you can only imagine at this time. Remember always, that you are in charge of your own experience. Nothing harmful can enter your energy field while you consciously experiment with methods such as the one given above, because you are Sovereign Beings of Light. Rather, you will learn to strengthen your energy fields so much that it is no longer possible for entities to enter your auras, no longer possible for negative thought forms to be implanted into your minds. 

We repeat - never let go of the feeling of the heart space when you are focusing on the prana tube - for Love is the most powerful force for healing within you. No energy techniques are truly healing without your ability to be in your heart space. No true transformation within you is possible without Love. And so it is. Namaste.

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I will walk by faith even when I cannot see. I Believe. Com 

You are a blessing in this world. Day of Tikkun 

~ Angel Wisdom with Sharon Taphorn ~ Quiet your Mind ~ Wed, 12/11/2013

Clear away thoughts and feelings that are not serving you. 

Be still and quiet the chatter within, turn off any stimulations from your environment and be in that moment of stillness. Then, let your heart energy flow over you and let it bathe ever cell of your body with this loving light. This feeling is a gift from your Creator and it offers you respite and support from your busy day. This action will help you feel peace and serenity, centred and grounded, and of course loved. Sit quietly so that you can feel the stillness that is within you. At any time during the day you find yourself tired, overwhelmed or sad, remember this beautiful energy and watch as your body sinks back into the love and feel your thoughts clear and hope, peacefulness and a sense of calmness that you feel during meditation returns.

Remember that you draw to you that which you are thinking about. It is so important to be conscious of your thoughts, words and deeds. You have to power to choose them and align them with love, peace, harmony and abundance. We will gladly help you attune your energies to these higher frequencies. You need only ask and we are there, ready and always willing to help you.

Affirmation: "I feel peaceful and loved when I quiet my mind and I become clear, balanced and focused when I reconnect with the energy within me."

And so it is

You are dearly loved and supported, always, the angels

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In my life, I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've missed, I've missed, I've trusted, I've made mistakes, but most of all, I've learned. Think and Grow Rich 

Forgiveness. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Forgiveness is Ascension. Entering the Fifth Dimension by forgiving. Forgiving it all. Having the courage to forgive it all. Having the love to forgive it all. Embracing the bliss. Forgiveness. Ascension. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Forgiveness 21. Iyanla Vanzant 

This book is my loving challenge for you to come out of the darkness and into the light. This “21 Days to Forgive Everyone for Everything” practice is my formal invitation for you to join me in an intensive personal transformation process. 

The day will come when you recognise that forgiveness is the only way back to the centre of your innocence. 

Iyanla Vanzant 

You were given this life, because you are strong enough to live it. Think and Grow Rich 

Peter O'Toole lV (Artwork) 

Simulations back up theory that Universe is a hologram ( As David Icke has been saying for years). David Icke  

‘A team of physicists has provided some of the clearest evidence yet that our Universe could be just one big projection.

In 1997, theoretical physicist Juan Maldacena proposed1 that an audacious model of the Universe in which gravity arises from infinitesimally thin, vibrating strings could be reinterpreted in terms of well-established physics. The mathematically intricate world of strings, which exist in nine dimensions of space plus one of time, would be merely a hologram: the real action would play out in a simpler, flatter cosmos where there is no gravity.’ 

David Icke 

What doesn't kill me makes me awesome instead. Think and Grow Rich 

An ounce of action is worth a ton of theory. Friedrich Engels 

Just remember: the path to freedom isn't always a legal one. Harriet Tubman. Underground Railroad 

Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. Søren Kierkegaard 

On Jesus Christ Being White 

Insisting Jesus Was White Is Bad History and Bad Theology

In trying to police his depiction, Megyn Kelly is wrong on both the facts and the essential universality of the Christian message.

Jonathan Merritt 

Fox News television host Megyn Kelly told viewers on her December 11 broadcast that Jesus and Santa are both white men.

"Just because it makes you feel uncomfortable doesn't mean it has to change," Kelly said. "Jesus was a white man, too. It's like we have, he's a historical figure that's a verifiable fact, as is Santa, I just want kids to know that. How do you revise it in the middle of the legacy in the story and change Santa from white to black?"

Setting aside the ridiculousness of creating rigidly racial depictions of a fictitious character that does not actually exist—sorry, kids—like Santa, Kelly has made a more serious error about Jesus. The scholarly consensus is actually that Jesus was, like most first-century Jews, probably a dark-skinned man. If he were taking the red-eye flight from San Francisco to New York today, Jesus might be profiled for additional security screening by TSA.

If Jesus were taking the red-eye flight from San Francisco to New York today, he might be profiled for additional screening by TSA.

The myth of a white Jesus is one with deep roots throughout Christian history. As early as the Middle Ages and particularly during the Renaissance, popular Western artists depicted Jesus as a white man, often with blue eyes and blondish hair. Perhaps fueled by some Biblical verses correlating lightness with purity and righteousness and darkness with sin and evil, these images sought to craft a sterile Son of God.

The only problem was that the representations were historically inaccurate.

Modern Western Christians have carried these images over into their own depictions of Jesus. Pick up a one of those bright blue “Bible Story” books in a Sunday School classroom and you’ll find white Jesus waiting for you, rosy cheeks and all. Or you could survey the light-skinned Jesus in any number of modern TV or film portrayals, including History Channel’s hit series The Bible.

Interestingly, the Bible is far less descriptive on the matter of Jesus’ skin color than we are. Christian scriptures say very little about Jesus’ physical appearance. They do not comment on his nose, eye color, skin pigmentation, or hair. The glaring exception is Isaiah 53:2, which prophesies that the messiah won’t be much to look at, another fact that places the Bible at odds with the “well-groomed surfer-dude Jesus” who's often put forth.

The Bible is far less descriptive on the matter of Jesus’ skin color than are we. The scriptures say very little about his physical appearance at all.

If the Bible is silent on the matter of Jesus’ skin color, does it really matter that Megyn Kelly says Jesus is white?

Yes, actually.

As some historians and theologians have posited, the silence of the Scriptures on the issue of Jesus’ skin color is critical to Christianity’s broad appeal with people of various ethnicities. In a world where race often divides communities and even churches, the Biblical depictions of God’s son positions him as one who can bridge those divides.

For this reason, one American Presbyterian minister in the 1880s warned his flock not to trust popular images of Christ:

If He were particularised and localised—if, for example, He were made a man with a pale face—then the man of the ebony face would feel that there was a greater distance between Christ and him than between Christ and his white brother.’ Instead, because the Bible refused to describe Jesus in terms of racial features, his gospel could appeal to all. Only in this way could the Church be a place where the ‘Caucasian and Mongolian and African sit together at the Lord’s table, and we all think alike of Jesus, and we all feel that He is alike our brother’.

In Martin Luther King Jr.’s “Advice for Living” column for Ebony in 1957, the civil-rights leader was asked, “Why did God make Jesus white, when the majority of peoples in the world are non-white?” King replied, “The color of Jesus’ skin is of little or no consequence” because what made Jesus exceptional “His willingness to surrender His will to God’s will.” His point, as historian Edward Blum has noted, is that Jesus transcends race.

Those warnings hold just as true for believers today. Within the church, eschewing a Jesus who looks more like a Scandinavian supermodel than the sinless Son of God in the scriptures is critical to maintaining a faith in which all can give praise to one who became like them in an effort to save them from sins like racism and prejudice. It's important for Christians who want to expand the church, too, in allowing the creation of communities that are able to worship a Jesus who builds bridges rather than barriers. And it is essential to enabling those who bear the name of Christ to look forward to that day when, according to the book of Revelation, those “from every nation, tribe, people, and language” can worship God together.

Until that day arrives, though, can someone please tell Megyn Kelly that Jesus is not white?

Jonathan Merritt 

Do not follow the ideas of others, but learn to listen to the voice within yourself. Your body and mind will become clear and you will realize the unity of all things.

Zen Master Dogen 

"These walls are funny. First you hate 'em, then you get used to 'em. Enough time passes, you get so you depend on them. That's institutionalized." 

Frank Darabont's The Shawshank Redemption 

Nothing is ever wrong. We learn from every step we take. Whatever you did today was the way it was meant to be. Be proud of you. Sports Motivation 

Film Plot. The Hero's (Heroine's) Journey. Gladiator. Five Academy Awards. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Remember the heroism. Gladiator is the film of our time because it is fate that is our Apocalypse. The merciless Universe to take us into whatever the fuck it is taking us into. Whatever joy or peace lies ahead of us - allegedly - it is the grief first. Grief, grief, grief and grief. And pure rage. It is our destiny. 'No one can choose their destiny and no once can change it' (BBC TV's Merlin). 

And for all those who are not experiencing the Apocalypse, who are able to share love and who are living a life worth living, I salute them. Heroism has to look after itself. Be kind to yourself. You are heroism. We are heroism. The suffering for all of us is to allegedly end. 

But for now, we continue our soulless existences of numbing, stultifying pain. Spiritual greatness, Wizard graduation, Alchemy Heroism, Ascension, is the worst affliction of all lifetimes. It is The Apocalypse. We are in world Apocalypse. The double whammy of what it was all for. Hell to something else. Other people call it love. We now know better. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Lose Yourself. Eminem 

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity

To seize everything you ever wanted. one moment

Would you capture it or just let it slip?

Yo

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy

There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti

He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready to drop bombs,

But he keeps on forgetting what he wrote down,

The whole crowd goes so loud

He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out

He's choking how, everybody's joking now

The clock's run out, time's up, over, bloah!

Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity

Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked

He's so mad, but he won't give up that

Easy, no

He won't have it, he knows his whole back's to these ropes

It don't matter, he's dope

He knows that but he's broke

He's so stagnant, he knows

When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's

Back to the lab again, yo

This whole rhapsody

He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment

You own it, you better never let it go

You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

(You better)

The soul's escaping, through this hole that is gaping

This world is mine for the taking

Make me king, as we move toward a new world order

A normal life is boring, but superstardom's close to post mortem

It only grows harder, homie grows hotter

He blows. It's all over. These hoes is all on him

Coast to coast shows, he's known as the globetrotter

Lonely roads, God only knows

He's grown farther from home, he's no father

He goes home and barely knows his own daughter

But hold your nose 'cause here goes the cold water

His hoes don't want him no more, he's cold product

They moved on to the next schmoe who flows

He nose dove and sold nada

So the soap opera is told and unfolds

I suppose it's old partner but the beat goes on

Da da dum da dum da da

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage

Tear this motherfucking roof off like two dogs caged

I was playing in the beginning, the mood all changed

I've been chewed up and spat out and booed off stage

But I kept rhyming and stepped right into the next cypher

Best believe somebody's paying the pied piper

All the pain inside amplified by the fact

That I can't get by with my 9 to 5

And I can't provide the right type of life for my family

Cause man, these goddamn food stamps don't buy diapers

And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life

And these times are so hard, and it's getting even harder

Trying to feed and water my seed, plus

Teeter totter caught up between being a father and a prima donna

Baby mama drama's screaming on and

Too much for me to wanna

Stay in one spot, another day of monotony

Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail

I've got to formulate a plot or I end up in jail or shot

Success is my only motherfucking option, failure's not

Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go

I cannot grow old in Salem's lot

So here I go it's my shot.

Feet, fail me not, this may be the only opportunity that I got

You can do anything you set your mind to, man/woman

Eminem 

"Failure is only the opportunity to begin again, this time more wisely." Anonymous 

Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life. Proverbs 4:23 

Better by far that you should forget and smile than you should remember and be sad. Christina Rossetti 

Without Dreams

We reach nothing.

Without Love

We feel nothing.

Without God

We are nothing.

Oprah Winfrey 

If you are single, focus on Loving "you" first, as it's the only way you can be sure that you are capable of Loving someone else later. Iamczofficial 

The ego wants to be noticed. It needs stroking, pumping up and limelight. One of the problems in the world is the competition of egos. Iyanla Vanzant 

Haste is infectious. Learn not to get caught up in other peoples hurry. Maintain your own composure. The Golden Mirror 

With money in your pocket you are wise, you are handsome (beautiful), & you sing well too. Jewish Proverb 

I'm an idealist. I don't know where I'm going, but I'm on my way. Carl Sandburg 

Time is the wisest counsellor of all. ~ Pericles 

In reality, killing time is only the name for another of the multifarious ways by which Time kills us. ~ Osbert Sitwell 

Everyone you meet has something to teach you. Motivational Quotes 

Peter O'Toole l (Artwork) 

Let me not to the marriage of true minds

Admit impediments. Love is not love

Which alters when it alteration finds,

Or bends with the remover to remove:

O no! it is an ever-fixed mark

That looks on tempests and is never shaken;

It is the star to every wandering bark,

Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks

Within his bending sickle's compass come:

Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,

But bears it out even to the edge of doom.

If this be error and upon me proved,

I never writ, nor no man (woman) ever loved.

William Shakespeare

Sense and Sensibility 

Sense and Sensibility is a novel by Jane Austen, and was her first published work when it appeared in 1811 under the pseudonym "A Lady". A work of romantic fiction, better known as a comedy of manners, Sense and Sensibility is set in southwest England between 1792 and 1797, and portrays the life and loves of the Dashwood sisters, Elinor and Marianne. The novel follows the young ladies to their new home, a meagre cottage on a distant relative's property, where they experience love, romance and heartbreak. The philosophical resolution of the novel is ambiguous: the reader must decide whether sense and sensibility have truly merged.

Jane Austen wrote the first draft of the novel in the form of a novel-in-letters (epistolary form) sometime around 1795 when she was about 19 years old, and gave it the title Elinor and Marianne. She later changed the form to a narrative and the title to Sense and Sensibility. By changing the title, Austen added "philosophical depth" to what began as a sketch of two characters. The title of the book, and that of her next published novel, Pride and Prejudice (1813), may be suggestive of political conflicts of the 1790s.

Austen biographer Claire Tomalin argues that Sense and Sensibility has a "wobble in its approach," which developed because Austen, in the course of writing the novel, gradually became less certain about whether sense or sensibility should triumph. Austen characterises Marianne as a sweet lady with attractive qualities: intelligence, musical talent, frankness, and the capacity to love deeply. She also acknowledges that Willoughby, with all his faults, continues to love and, in some measure, appreciate Marianne. For these reasons, some readers find Marianne's ultimate marriage to Colonel Brandon an unsatisfactory ending. Other interpretations, however, have argued that Austen's intention was not to debate the superior value of either sense or sensibility in good judgement, but rather to demonstrate that both are equally as important but must be applied with good balance to one another.

When Mr. Dashwood dies, his house, Norland Park, passes directly to his only son John, the child of his first wife. His second wife, Mrs. Dashwood, and their daughters, Elinor, Marianne and Margaret, are left only a small income. On his deathbed, Mr. Dashwood extracts a promise from his son, that he will take care of his half-sisters; however, John's selfish and greedy wife, Fanny, soon persuades him to renege. John and Fanny immediately take up their place as the new owners of Norland, while the Dashwood women are reduced to the position of unwelcome guests. Mrs. Dashwood begins looking for somewhere else to live.

In the meantime, Fanny's brother, Edward Ferrars, a pleasant, unassuming, intelligent but reserved young man, visits Norland and soon forms an attachment with Elinor. Fanny disapproves the match and offends Mrs. Dashwood with the implication that Elinor is motivated by money rather than love. Mrs. Dashwood indignantly speeds her search for a new home.

Mrs. Dashwood moves her family to Barton Cottage in Devonshire, near the home of her cousin, Sir John Middleton. Their new home lacks many of the conveniences that they have been used to; however, they are warmly received by Sir John, and welcomed into the local society—meeting his wife, Lady Middleton, his mother-in-law, Mrs. Jennings and his friend, the grave, quiet and gentlemanly Colonel Brandon. It soon becomes apparent that Colonel Brandon is attracted to Marianne, and Mrs. Jennings teases them about it. Marianne is not pleased as she considers Colonel Brandon, at thirty-five, to be an old bachelor incapable of falling in love, or inspiring love in anyone else. 

Marianne, out for a walk, gets caught in the rain, slips and sprains her ankle. The dashing, handsome John Willoughby sees the accident and assists her. Marianne quickly comes to admire his good looks and outspoken views on poetry, music, art and love. Mr. Willoughby's attentions are so overt that Elinor and Mrs. Dashwood begin to suspect that the couple are secretly engaged. Elinor cautions Marianne against her unguarded conduct, but Marianne refuses to check her emotions, believing this to be a falsehood. 

Unexpectedly one day, Mr. Willoughby informs the Dashwoods that his aunt is sending him to London on business, indefinitely. Marianne is distraught and abandons herself to her sorrow.

Edward Ferrars then pays a short visit to Barton Cottage but seems unhappy and out of sorts. Elinor fears that he no longer has feelings for her, but feels compelled, by a sense of duty, to protect her family from knowing her heartache. Soon after Edward departs, Anne and Lucy Steele, the vulgar and uneducated cousins of Lady Middleton, come to stay at Barton Park. Lucy informs Elinor of her secret four-year engagement to Edward Ferrars, displaying proofs of her veracity. Elinor comes to understand the inconsistencies of Edward's behaviour to her and acquits him of blame. She is charitable enough to pity Edward for being held to a loveless engagement by his gentlemanly honour.

As winter approaches, Elinor and Marianne accompany Mrs. Jennings to London. Upon arriving, Marianne rashly writes a series of personal letters to Mr. Willoughby which go unanswered. When they finally meet, Mr. Willoughby greets Marianne reluctantly and coldly, to her extreme distress. Soon Marianne receives a curt letter enclosing their former correspondence and love tokens, including a lock of her hair and informing her of his engagement to a young lady of large fortune. Marianne is devastated, and admits to Elinor that she and Willoughby were never engaged, but she loved him and he led her to believe he loved her. In sympathy for Marianne, and to illuminate Willoughby's true character, Colonel Brandon reveals to Elinor that Mr. Willoughby had seduced Brandon's fifteen-year-old ward, and abandoned her when she became pregnant.

In the meantime, the Steele sisters have come to London as guests of John and Fanny Dashwood. Lucy sees her invitation to the Dashwoods' as a personal compliment, rather than what it is, a slight to Elinor. In the false confidence of their popularity, Anne Steele betrays Lucy's secret. As a result the Misses Steele are turned out of the house, and Edward is entreated to break the engagement on pain of disinheritance. Edward, honourably, refuses to comply and is immediately disinherited in favour of his brother, gaining widespread respect for his gentlemanly conduct, and sympathy from Elinor and Marianne who understand how much he has sacrificed.

In her misery over Mr. Willoughby's marriage, Marianne neglects her health and becomes dangerously ill. Traumatised by rumours of her impending death, Mr. Willoughby arrives to repent and reveals to Elinor that his love for Marianne was genuine. Threatened with disinheritance because of his immoral behaviour, he felt he must marry for money rather than love, but he elicits Elinor's pity because his choice has made him unhappy.

When Marianne is recovered, Elinor tells her of Mr. Willoughby's visit. Marianne comes to assess what has passed with sense rather than emotion, and sees that she could never have been happy with Mr Willoughby's immoral and expensive nature. She comes to value Elinor's conduct in a similar situation and resolves to model herself after Elinor's courage and good sense.

Upon learning that Lucy has married Mr. Ferrars, Elinor is grieved, until Edward himself arrives to reveal that Lucy has jilted him in favour of his wealthy brother, Robert Ferrars. Edward and Elinor are soon married and in a very few years Marianne marries Colonel Brandon, having gradually fallen deeply in love with him. Colonel Brandon then invites Edward and Elinor to live at his estate with him and Marianne.

Wikipedia

There must be no room for someone to come in and destroy something beautiful that you have with someone else. Iamczofficial 

Paper cant wrap up a fire. (Chinese Proverb) 

The end of passion is the beginning of repentance. (French)

Meet Joe Black 

Meet Joe Black is a 1998 American fantasy romance film produced by Universal Studios, directed by Martin Brest and starring Brad Pitt, Anthony Hopkins and Claire Forlani, loosely based on the 1934 film Death Takes a Holiday. It was the second pairing of Hopkins and Pitt after their 1994 film Legends of the Fall.

Billionaire media mogul William "Bill" Parrish (Anthony Hopkins) is considering a merger between his company and another media giant, while also about to celebrate his 65th birthday with an elaborate party being planned by his eldest daughter Allison (Marcia Gay Harden). He begins to hear mysterious voices, which he tries with increasing difficulty to ignore.

His youngest daughter Susan (Claire Forlani), an internal medicine resident, is involved with one of Bill's board members, Drew (Jake Weber). She is considering marriage, but her father can tell she's not madly in love. When she asks for the short version of his impassioned speech, he simply says, "Stay open. Who knows? Lightning could strike!"

Susan meets a vibrant young man (Brad Pitt) at a coffee shop. She is instantly enamored but fails to even get his name. Minutes after their encounter (but unbeknownst to her), the man is struck by multiple cars in what appears to be a remarkably serious motor vehicle accident.

Death arrives at Bill's home in the body of the young man, explaining that Bill's impassioned speech has piqued his interest. Given Bill's "competence, experience, and wisdom," Death says that for as long as Bill will be his guide on Earth, he will not have to die. Making up a name on the spot, Death is introduced to the family as "Joe Black."

Bill's best efforts to navigate the next few days — knowing them now to be his last — fail to keep events from going rapidly out of his control. Drew is secretly conspiring with a man bidding for Parrish Communications. He capitalizes on Bill's strange behavior and unexplained reliance on Joe Black to convince the board to vote him out as Chairman, using information given to him inadvertently by Bill's son-in-law, Quince (Jeffrey Tambor), to push through approval for the merger which Bill had decided to oppose. Quince is devastated.

At first confused and repulsed by Joe, believing him to be the young man from the coffee shop, Susan eventually falls deeply in love with him. Joe is now under the influence of human desires and becomes attracted to her as well. Bill angrily confronts him about his relationship with his daughter, but Death declares his intention to take Susan with him for his own.

As his last birthday arrives, Bill appeals to Joe to recognize the meaning of true love and all it encompasses — especially honesty and sacrifice. Joe comes to understand that his love for Susan means he must forego his desire to take Susan with him and allow her to live her life. He also helps Bill regain control of his company, exposing Drew's underhanded business dealings to the board by "revealing" himself as an agent of the Internal Revenue Service and threatening to put Drew in jail.

Bill devotes his remaining hours of life to his daughters Allison and Susan at his birthday party. Joe says his last goodbye to Susan, who senses something of the truth behind his words but is unable or unwilling to vocalize this realization. A fireworks show in the distance, Joe escorts Bill away while Susan watches. She is astonished when Joe reappears. The young man, unaware of what events have transpired from the time of his death until his return, isn't even aware how he got here. A mystified but pleased Susan seems to have forgotten about her time with Joe since her meeting the man at the coffee shop, and indicates that she already knows about her father's passing. She asks him, "What do we do now?" He replies, "It will come to us."

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Primal Astrology 

Nice:) I'm a Snake/Boa Constrictor Aquarius. The 'Eve' archetype indeed. Check it out.

http://www.primalastrology.com/animal-spirit-chart.html 

Mythical Love. Amera Ziganii Rao  

I know. There seems to be a major discussion going on with The Universe and the two of you. I actually feel a cosmic war. For once, I can step back and say it is up to all of you and you. I submit to my destiny. I submit to love. I submit to you and you and You. Your decisions. My destiny. Our destines. Mythical. And why wouldn't it be? We have worked for it. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Peter O'Toole Xll (Lawrence of Arabia) (Artwork) 

May you hear your soul speak with each breath you take for it is speaking to you at all times. Are you listening? Lineyah Kai 

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 1 Corinthians 13:4 God's Daughters 

Leaders are visionaries with a poorly developed sense of fear and no concept of the odds against them. - Robert Jarvik 

Age is a question of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter. - Satchel Paige 

"Lead the life that’s yours instead of faking someone else’s.” Sandy Nathan 

The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself. ~ Mark Twain 

"Do not wait to strike until the iron is hot; but make it hot by striking." William B. Sprague 

Family is everything. Oprah Winfrey 

An albatross can sleep while it flies. It apparently dozes while cruising at 25 mph. Steve Keating 

"A martini. Shaken, not stirred."James Bond (Sean Connery) Goldfinger 1964 

"Earn this." Captain Miller (Tom Hanks) Saving Private Ryan (1998) 

The mist, like love, plays upon the heart of the hills and bring out surprises of beauty. ~ Rabindranath Tagore 

The wait is over. Sometimes it takes a thousand tries to win. The wait is over. Rihanna

Dream Recall. Amera Ziganii Rao 

It's done. My dreams are recalled and my alignment is now firm. Whatever comes, I know what destiny calls now and what has always called. The courage to love. The courage to love again. The courage to love through it all. It's done. 

Your ascension approaches. It is inevitable and I am glad. 

And of course that's just our way of saying it like it is; I wait in grace and hope and certainty, for the realised, father/husband principle of The Universe. You. I alchemise my destiny through love. The love can only make sense with you. 

You are no 'Willoughby', lovely and maligned as he is, and I have long transcended 'Marianne' in all her wild glory of Sacred Whore High Priestess innocence. 

I rest now, for the first time in ever. I continue to share, but my life is set. What comes to me comes to me. I have only ever belonged to you and I am glad. You now know who else I belong to and you know who I am. That's good enough for me and most certainly good enough for Her/Him. 

Destiny calls. And I wait in this new thing called rest. 

Your salvation approaches. You will love completely. You will love yourself completely. You will love The Universe completely. You will love. 

Entering soul is only one thing. Making it consistent. The ego you have honed and toned out of you already is about to be ejected completely. You just keep pushing and waiting. World Ascension approaches. It's already here. 

I am, now, always here. I am, now, always yours. I always have been. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Dream Recall ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I know. The compassion of passion. We have both been humbled, beaten, twisted, devastated, trained, disciplined and shamed and named and gamed into it as it has to be. I make my peace with Her/Him too. All my rages are put to rest today. 

It will be hard to maintain the compassion of passion, other than the enormous spiritual DNA shifts we are both making, that all of us are making at this gateway threshold into the new spiritual DNA of the entire world. But we know how, now. No one knows better than us, how to master passion with the power of the mind into spirit. 

The rest is rage. Selfishness. Greed. Need. Being weak. Being uncertain. Being everything. Being all that male is taught and being all that female is taught. It is allowed. It is the will to maintain compassion. It is the alchemical will to work together. In other words, the love of desire. The friendship to go with the gigantic desire. The desire of giants. The friendship of gods. 

Purification. A truly 'long road to freedom'. Love is going to get us both out. Love is going to make everyone get out. We have not just done a great thing. What we are about to do is beyond that. 

It is a true, living, 8000 year miracle. 

Us. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Dream Recall lll. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Yes. I know who you are now. The Earth King has become a Wizard. A Love Wizard. A Wizard of compassion, spiritual intelligence and courage. I know who you are now, because you know who you are. The visceral integration of that after all the work, is blasting through. 

The past is over. We have all been slaves. We have all been tortured. We are all back in The Temple in Ascension. We are back. Back, is the Fifth Dimension. Back is Ascension. Back is coming home. Back is Mastering The Two Worlds. Back is commitment. Intimacy and being present. Being you. 

The horrors that we have both had to see, the horrors that we have had to both relive. Now, remember who you were before that. We were all in the Temple. When they killed Eve, when they got all of you to kill Eve, they killed Adam too. The global grief, rage and guilt men carry. He can't exist without his gifts either. And he can't live with either the memory or the fear that it happens even now, everywhere. The killing of both Eve and Adam, even though the irony is that they are of course the reptilian hybrids that we all are in some form or other. Let's just use symbolism. It is our favourite language. You don't have to exist without your gifts either, any longer and you have known that longer than me. 

As I give you redemption, The Universe gives it to me. It gives me you. 

I finally know who you are again. And you most definitely know who I am. Sit next to me as I sit next to you. It's most definitely, your throne again, too. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Jellyfish. Primal Astrology. (September 1965)

In the animal kingdom, there are different kinds of jellyfish. Some live near the surface, having only rare interaction with the limited world within their reach. Some live in the deep sea, and these jellyfish are more quiet and submissive, but in the darkness that surrounds them they glow bright with radiant colors in a spectacular show that is unmatched in the animal kingdom. Some are even giants, slowly flowing through life on their own journey in their own time. All are so brilliantly mysterious that even defining them seems like a challenge.

Like their animal namesakes, those born under the Primal Zodiac sign of the Jellyfish may sometimes strike out, but are typically quiet and keep to themselves. These are people who are deeply intellectual, swimming through the waters of their own mind, but cautious enough to warn outsiders not to get too close too quickly. For humans born under the sign of the Jellyfish, their sting is just a warning - don’t get too close unless you are willing to risk getting hurt.

Jellyfish are independent and instinctive, yet elegant and discrete. Everyone born under this sign has incredible intuition. They are not only excellent at logically dissecting and examining a situation but they also have a sort of “sixth sense” for understanding what is subconsciously driving certain people in certain directions. Members of this sign create their universe as they go. Their perception of “what is” is more important than what others, even experts, declare as truth. This brilliant and mysterious sign is known for their dedication to their own uniquely creative approach to life.

Many Jellyfish have sensitive stomachs and digestive systems and must pay close attention to the things they eat and drink and how it makes them feel. Because of this Jellyfish tend to be more focused on diet and nutrition than the average person. They also tend to be more sensitive to changes in the weather than usual.

Socially, Jellyfish are somewhat elusive. They enjoy being social but will be the first to pull themselves out of a social situation that isn’t giving them what they need. They make good friends because they care about those close to them, but they can also be opinionated, possessive, and even manipulative, especially when it comes to their friends relationships. This is not ill-intentioned in any way. Jellyfish just feel compelled by what they believe is right in their hearts and have little tolerance for those who allow themselves to be taken advantage of.

Ironically Jellyfish are also known to repeat relationships mistakes of the past. They will try to make a relationship work if it seems to make sense intellectually. They do have limits, though, and once their fine line is crossed, they will cut people out of their lives and retreat to greater depths where they can take time to reconsider what they want. It may take time for a member of this sign to find the right partner for them. They can be elusive in new relationships, showing a potential partner only what they want them to see. Jellyfish can also be judgmental and should be careful not to dismiss potential partners for insignificant faults that can be worked out over time. Love life will be challenging but adventurous, and only time will tell if the romantic side or the independent side of the Jellyfish wins out in the end.

Because they are not as loud and outgoing as many of their peers, Jellyfish have to learn how to stand out from the crowd. Luckily they are smart enough not to believe in faking their way to success or creating hype around themselves. All Jellyfish need to do is whatever it is they do best. Each has a niche and a special path in their lives to follow. Each is gifted in different ways.

If there is one word to describe the career strength of a Jellyfish it is: investigator. Combining their sharp observation and analytical skills with their exceptional intuition, few signs are as capable of completing a thorough investigative analysis as this one. How they choose to use this skill can vary depending on their personal interests, but it should always include a human element as that is the strength of the Jellyfish. Examples of such jobs are psychologist, police detective, auditor, dietician, sociologist, or even astrologer.

No matter what career they choose, this is a sign that must trust its instincts and not be afraid to express his or her self. Those who can bypass the fear of rejection will find that there are others out there who desperately want what they uniquely have to offer.

Primal Astrology

Dream Recall Mantra 

Remember your dreams and fight for them. You must know what you want from life. There is just one thing that makes your dream become impossible: the fear of failure. Never forget your personal legend. Never forget your dreams. Be silent now. It is the possibility of a dream that makes life interesting. You can choose between being a victim of destiny or an adventurer. 

Paulo Coelho

Peter O'Toole X (Artwork) 

Wanderings in the research....nice..AZR

The Myth of Sisyphus. Albert Camus 

The gods had condemned Sisyphus to ceaselessly rolling a rock to the top of a mountain, whence the stone would fall back of its own weight. They had thought with some reason that there is no more dreadful punishment than futile and hopeless labor.

If one believes Homer, Sisyphus was the wisest and most prudent of mortals. According to another tradition, however, he was disposed to practice the profession of highwayman. I see no contradiction in this. Opinions differ as to the reasons why he became the futile laborer of the underworld. To begin with, he is accused of a certain levity in regard to the gods. He stole their secrets. Egina, the daughter of Esopus, was carried off by Jupiter. The father was shocked by that disappearance and complained to Sisyphus. He, who knew of the abduction, offered to tell about it on condition that Esopus would give water to the citadel of Corinth. To the celestial thunderbolts he preferred the benediction of water. He was punished for this in the underworld. Homer tells us also that Sisyphus had put Death in chains. Pluto could not endure the sight of his deserted, silent empire. He dispatched the god of war, who liberated Death from the hands of her conqueror.

It is said that Sisyphus, being near to death, rashly wanted to test his wife's love. He ordered her to cast his unburied body into the middle of the public square. Sisyphus woke up in the underworld. And there, annoyed by an obedience so contrary to human love, he obtained from Pluto permission to return to earth in order to chastise his wife. But when he had seen again the face of this world, enjoyed water and sun, warm stones and the sea, he no longer wanted to go back to the infernal darkness. Recalls, signs of anger, warnings were of no avail. Many years more he lived facing the curve of the gulf, the sparkling sea, and the smiles of earth. A decree of the gods was necessary. Mercury came and seized the impudent man by the collar and, snatching him from his joys, lead him forcibly back to the underworld, where his rock was ready for him.

You have already grasped that Sisyphus is the absurd hero. He is, as much through his passions as through his torture. His scorn of the gods, his hatred of death, and his passion for life won him that unspeakable penalty in which the whole being is exerted toward accomplishing nothing. This is the price that must be paid for the passions of this earth. Nothing is told us about Sisyphus in the underworld. Myths are made for the imagination to breathe life into them. As for this myth, one sees merely the whole effort of a body straining to raise the huge stone, to roll it, and push it up a slope a hundred times over; one sees the face screwed up, the cheek tight against the stone, the shoulder bracing the clay-covered mass, the foot wedging it, the fresh start with arms outstretched, the wholly human security of two earth-clotted hands. At the very end of his long effort measured by skyless space and time without depth, the purpose is achieved. Then Sisyphus watches the stone rush down in a few moments toward that lower world whence he will have to push it up again toward the summit. He goes back down to the plain.

It is during that return, that pause, that Sisyphus interests me. A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself! I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step toward the torment of which he will never know the end. That hour like a breathing-space which returns as surely as his suffering, that is the hour of consciousness. At each of those moments when he leaves the heights and gradually sinks toward the lairs of the gods, he is superior to his fate. He is stronger than his rock.

If this myth is tragic, that is because its hero is conscious. Where would his torture be, indeed, if at every step the hope of succeeding upheld him? The workman of today works everyday in his life at the same tasks, and his fate is no less absurd. But it is tragic only at the rare moments when it becomes conscious. Sisyphus, proletarian of the gods, powerless and rebellious, knows the whole extent of his wretched condition: it is what he thinks of during his descent. The lucidity that was to constitute his torture at the same time crowns his victory. There is no fate that can not be surmounted by scorn.

If the descent is thus sometimes performed in sorrow, it can also take place in joy. This word is not too much. Again I fancy Sisyphus returning toward his rock, and the sorrow was in the beginning. When the images of earth cling too tightly to memory, when the call of happiness becomes too insistent, it happens that melancholy arises in man's heart: this is the rock's victory, this is the rock itself. The boundless grief is too heavy to bear. These are our nights of Gethsemane. But crushing truths perish from being acknowledged. Thus, Edipus at the outset obeys fate without knowing it. But from the moment he knows, his tragedy begins. Yet at the same moment, blind and desperate, he realizes that the only bond linking him to the world is the cool hand of a girl. Then a tremendous remark rings out: "Despite so many ordeals, my advanced age and the nobility of my soul make me conclude that all is well." Sophocles' Edipus, like Dostoevsky's Kirilov, thus gives the recipe for the absurd victory. Ancient wisdom confirms modern heroism.

One does not discover the absurd without being tempted to write a manual of happiness. "What!---by such narrow ways--?" There is but one world, however. Happiness and the absurd are two sons of the same earth. They are inseparable. It would be a mistake to say that happiness necessarily springs from the absurd. discovery. It happens as well that the felling of the absurd springs from happiness. "I conclude that all is well," says Edipus, and that remark is sacred. It echoes in the wild and limited universe of man. It teaches that all is not, has not been, exhausted. It drives out of this world a god who had come into it with dissatisfaction and a preference for futile suffering. It makes of fate a human matter, which must be settled among men.

All Sisyphus' silent joy is contained therein. His fate belongs to him. His rock is a thing Likewise, the absurd man, when he contemplates his torment, silences all the idols. In the universe suddenly restored to its silence, the myriad wondering little voices of the earth rise up. Unconscious, secret calls, invitations from all the faces, they are the necessary reverse and price of victory. There is no sun without shadow, and it is essential to know the night. The absurd man says yes and his efforts will henceforth be unceasing. If there is a personal fate, there is no higher destiny, or at least there is, but one which he concludes is inevitable and despicable. For the rest, he knows himself to be the master of his days. At that subtle moment when man glances backward over his life, Sisyphus returning toward his rock, in that slight pivoting he contemplates that series of unrelated actions which become his fate, created by him, combined under his memory's eye and soon sealed by his death. Thus, convinced of the wholly human origin of all that is human, a blind man eager to see who knows that the night has no end, he is still on the go. The rock is still rolling.

I leave Sisyphus at the foot of the mountain! One always finds one's burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night filled mountain, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man's heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.

Albert Camus 

Sweet Home Alabama 

Sweet Home Alabama is an American romantic comedy film directed by Andy Tennant, starring Reese Witherspoon, Josh Lucas, and Patrick Dempsey. The film was released by Touchstone Pictures and released on September 27, 2002.

The film opens on an Alabama beach with two children, Melanie Smooter and Jake Perry, chasing each other. The two discuss their future together. They kiss, and Jake says they will be married one day. The scene then moves to the present day. Melanie (Reese Witherspoon) has changed her last name to Carmichael to hide her Southern roots. She now is a successful fashion designer in New York City. After becoming engaged to the mayor's son, Andrew (Patrick Dempsey), Melanie announces that she has to go back home alone to Alabama to tell her parents. She has not told Andrew that she is still married to Jake (Josh Lucas).

Upon arrival in Alabama, Melanie demands a divorce and an explanation as to why, for the last seven years, Jake has returned the divorce papers unsigned. Jake, once again, refuses to sign the papers, first demanding that Melanie visit her parents to say hello. Melanie retaliates by emptying out their joint checking account. After following Jake to a local bar, Melanie gets drunk and embarrasses herself in front of her friends, confessing that she had previously been pregnant with Jake's baby, which ended in a miscarriage. She also reveals that a mutual friend, Bobby Ray, is gay. Jake becomes angry with her and takes her home. When Melanie wakes up the next morning, the divorce papers are lying on her bed and finally signed by Jake.

Soon after, Melanie visits the Carmichael Plantation and tries to apologize to Bobby Ray. Though Bobby Ray accepts the apology, he explicitly tells Melanie that Jake is not the only person she left behind. He expresses the sadness that all her friends have felt after she fled to New York City years ago. Just as Melanie is leaving the plantation, she finds herself cornered by a pushy reporter who claims to be from the New York Post (though in reality, he is the assistant of Andrew's mother) and asks for a tour of the beautiful plantation where Melanie supposedly grew up. Desperately, Melanie tries to sneak back into the mansion. Bobby Ray realizes what is happening, so he pretends to be Melanie's cousin and saves her from embarrassment by giving the reporter a tour of the plantation. That afternoon, Melanie realizes that her friends are kind, caring individuals who never stopped loving her.

Melanie learns from a friend that Jake had once gone to New York City to try and find her because he was still in love. That night, Melanie goes to the cemetery to tell her old dog good-bye. Jake shows up, and they talk about why their marriage did not work which is hinted to be due to the combination of Jake's irresponsibility and her miscarriage. Jake wishes Melanie a good life with Andrew, but Melanie says she cannot do it and kisses him. However, Jake pushes her away and tells her to go home.

Andrew arrives in town, looking for Melanie at the Carmichael Plantation, her "supposed" home. Jake meets him and takes him to the field of a Civil War reenactment, where Melanie is with her father. Jake tells Andrew about his ex-wife, Melanie Smooter. When Andrew sees Melanie at the battlefield, her father introduces himself to Andrew as Earl Smooter. Realizing Jake's wife is the same woman he proposed to, Andrew rebuffs Melanie and leaves.

Melanie returns to her parents' house, where her father walks in with Andrew. Andrew tells her that he does not care about the past and still wants to marry her. They decide to have the wedding in Alabama, and Andrew's mother comes down from New York. Once Melanie's friends from New York arrive, they discover that Jake has become a very successful glassblower with his own company. Melanie is surprised to see what Jake has made out of himself, and it is suddenly clear that he did it all to win her back.

On her wedding day, as she is walking down the aisle, her lawyer interrupts the ceremony and explains that the divorce is still not final because Melanie forgot to sign the divorce papers. Melanie explains to Andrew that she cannot marry him because she still loves Jake and hopes Andrew will find a good woman. Andrew graciously accepts this and wishes her well with Jake. However, Andrew's mother explodes, attacking Andrew for sullying his image for a promising political career, then verbally attacking Melanie and the town. When she insults Melanie's mother, Melanie punches her.

Melanie finds Jake on the same beach, as it was in the film's opening. Melanie tells him that the two are still married, and she wants to be with him. As Jake and Melanie kiss, the town sheriff, Wade, interrupts them explaining that Melanie is wanted because she ran out on a perfectly good cake. Wade takes the pair back to the bar owned by Jake's mother, where all of their friends and family are waiting. Throughout the end credits then into a post-credits scene, it is shown that Melanie got pregnant again, only this time she successfully carried the baby to term. 

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Dream Recall lV. Amera Ziganii Rao  

I am all that I am. I also want to come home. Don't ever doubt that. And that's not just because I live in the grey hole of the world. 

The Bluebeard era is over. As is the running away and freedom fighting purification. I want to come home now. We live in a fantastic age. We are already global. Build me that studio. Get me online and I'm ready to go. We can play. We can live. We can do it all. I want to come home. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Dream Recall V. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Don't worry about any of it. Consciousness is vast and the more it hits you square between the eyes and freaks you out and makes you sick to the stomach with fear, the more you are advancing. 

Hard work ahead for you now. Just keep listening and reading (and dancing in between). Education humbles us all. We've had an extraordinary year of pain and grief. Just be at peace and keep listening. You are now in therapy again and it's going to work. You are worthy and you are shifting. And don't forget the speed we are actually going at. We are at the end of the 52 years in 'Love in the Time of Cholera'. Compassion of passion is the test. We are both finally getting there. Me, in recovery, and you as you enter soul, to stay. Your redemption. 

Therapy is painful. Ascension is painful. Freedom is what you are doing it for. Redemption is what you are doing it for. Happiness is what you are doing it for. And me. 

Freedom to have the ability to love me. Freedom to have the ability to love. Freedom to have the ability to work from The Source. Sourcery. Becoming Alchemist. 

Motivation was our job. Waking up your poor sad and vengeful soul of man, broken under the weight of the evil of the reptilian ancestors. You are worthy. You are awake. And now it's hard. Now, they are all here to help. Accept the love. Love. The final stretch has begun. 

Mythical. Biblical. Our Armageddon. Breaking through to the other side. Paradise on Earth. And serving who we can at the same time. The highest Nirvana. Us. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013  

....consciousness of course being the spiritual intelligence of The Universe, Hierophant or the one who does Sobbet as the interpreters of The Universe. Wizardry. Consciousness being love.

Consciousness being Divine love. Consciousness being the Divine. The consciousness that is in everyone. 

It's the self responsibility that hurts. Bitterly. And the rage that we have not known this before. Self responsibility is about muscle. We are weak spirited because they want us to stay that way. Creating spiritual muscle is agony. You are building stamina. Get angry, but do it anyway. I do, as you know. Get that rage out. You should be angry. We should all be angry. They have denied us spiritual POWER for eons, to keep us weak, lazy and stupid. 

My research is now covering ye old Hitler. Himmler through to the whole lot were (funny that) obsessed with all things that are called occult. Basically I can see very clearly, even at this early stage, that they were pure reptile party. They were trying to return the reptile pool of one kind back into perfection. A perfect 'Ork' (Tolkein) probably, or even our lot being recruited to work for them. The giants that we were. I don't think reptiles are normally pretty. Hitler fits the bill perfectly, with no disrespect of the shallow kind for looks. Beauty is in the humanity of a person. He had neither. That is reptile. Not the shining youth he stupified into monsters. The same destruction of the use of spiritual connection created all that was the shift from the real ancient world, Atlantis, etc, to the carnage we have today. 

So, this, this pure consciousness from the masters and all that I have delivered, is regarded as the occult. And 'God' is only religious and 'never the twain shall meet'. The polite world calls this extraordinary power of knowledge and personal miraculous alchemical development as the occult. 

The more the good do not use spiritual power, the more someone like Himmler or Hitler can. The power is there for all. The knowledge has been there for about five people. They made sure of it. We are just weak in muscle when we finally get to it. You are currently overwhelmed. That's good. Give it time. 

And then get back to it. Be political. Be a miracle. Build the stamina for self responsibility. Face the pain and you will learn to worship it like I do, despite the pain of having to break through every time. 

This is the new world. And it's hard work for you for now. Not least, wondering if you can ever cope with my mind and creative power and all that it needs to do, alongside you. I fought for my life. I fought for my work as is my female right. I intend to live an actual life with you, after having fought for it. I am a smart worker. I just do a lot. By the time you enter your real independence, ie, your core centre of GODsoul in you, you will remember the knowledge that I shared a long time ago. We will both be working from the central self. In each moment. Not just me. You will feel better and be pleasantly surprised too. You will have it all. 

I am not a jobbing anything now. I have transcended that because of both my disability and my work. You will make that even less needed even if I were ever to do it again. To be 'jobbing'. I am designing a luxurious life of work. Not a machine life of any kind ever again. I have yet to begin a life at all. The kind of person I am though is that I still get a lot done. Working smart. The new perfectly achievable thing. 

An artist has to think. Traditional marriage denied me that. Tradtional, mad, Bluebeard marriage denies all women that. Traditional family denies all women that. Now, I get to be me. You will be pleasantly surprised, but that fear will only go when you enter soul. Because it's the last frontier. The core of the bad selfishness if you like. The Homicidal Selfishness is the enemy now. Never me. 

And for me, I have released all those fears and have indeed, 'Sweet Home Alabama' stye, said I want to come home. I have proved myself in all my art forms. And all other forms too. Now I want to build a life that includes a life. It seems I am finally allowed. And alongside that I intend to do both. I am ready to live for life and not work. I am safe at last that I can work. Now, you might remember, I also wanted to live. I also wanted to live, because of you. Show me the world. Show me life. I am nothing now but a creative machine. Bring me life. I want both. 

Alongside that is one other thing of course with spiritual muscle. The subject matter. All that is regarded as occult. That courage will come too. The more you integrate it now, the more you will like it. The more you like it, the more you will want to defend it. The more you defend it, you will learn to kill FOR it. 

It is YOUR human right. To live consciousness. To BE spiritual power. To BE spiritual primal power. All your issues are valid. They will resolve. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

(no Bluebeard training regression, but you recall that this was the model of life I appreciated. Still do. So do you. Worksmart = freedom + duty + revolution of influence + hunter + freedom + love + sex + beauty + joy + freedom + freedom = life. I live 'on Salem's Lot'. You are Elysium. My exodus. Your kingdom as a queen. Your love as a king. Ascension. Apocalypse. The final stretch. A miracle life of welcome exile, access to the world markets in my own way, and finally being an ex pat from Salem's Lot. Freedom. You are my freedom. My nemesis has beautifully and exquisitely, overnight, become my salvation. You. The father principle of The Universe. You. The mother principle of The Universe. Me. They call this 'interdependency'. Two beauties of heart standing alone, together. True love. Painting the vision. Sculpting your soul. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity. AZR) 

Baby Boom 

Baby Boom is a 1987 comedy film starring Diane Keaton. The film also launched a subsequent television show, running from 1988 to 1989. The original music score was composed by Bill Conti and the cinematography was by William A. Fraker. 

J.C. Wiatt (Diane Keaton) is a driven Manhattan career woman (nicknamed the "Tiger Lady") typical of the 1980s whose fast-paced life leaves her with no time for romance or relaxation (or as the narrator in the beginning puts it she works "5 to 9".) , though she derives pleasure from her frantic schedule and demanding job. She works as a management consultant and lives with an investment banker (Harold Ramis), whose job and life are likewise hectic. Her life is thrown into turmoil when she inherits a toddler, Elizabeth (twins Kristina and Michelle Kennedy), from a deceased cousin whom she hadn't seen since 1954.

Caring for the child soon occupies much of her time and her business career begins to suffer, culminating in the loss of her boyfriend and job. Wiatt tries to give Elizabeth up for adoption but finds that she has grown too attached to the child, forcing a reevaluation of her priorities. She moves into a house in the country in Vermont. Purchasing the home without first having seen it in person or having it inspected she finds it is riddled with problems (failing plumbing and heating, lack of water, bad roof).

Suffering a nervous breakdown and on the brink of financial collapse, she sees an opportunity to sell baby food applesauce she had concocted for Elizabeth from fresh ingredients. Amid the clamor for her new products she develops a relationship with local veterinarian Jeff Cooper (Sam Shepard). At first annoyed by him, she is opposed to Jeff's overtures and is focused now on as fast as possible to return to New York. Finding a buyer for the house proves almost impossible.

After a rough start she succeeds in selling "Country Baby", her gourmet baby food, and soon business is booming. Finally, her old boss (Sam Wanamaker) and his client (Pat Hingle) take notice. They offer to buy her company for millions, take her product nationwide, and give her back her career and high-prestige life. On the brink of accepting, she decides that she can grow her enterprise on her own without having to sacrifice her personal life. She returns to Vermont and the arms of her new lover and adopted daughter.

Wikipedia 

..."why do you want to marry me anyway?.....

....so I can kiss you anytime I want." 

Sweet Home Alabama 

And we begin...Mr Deepak:) We enter our world. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Way of The Wizard. Deepak Chopra 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IyMfuTzSDLw&list=PLs_F_vpTsWWO0KKIW9NQ5cXgBjmcnXy_u&index=12

Wayne Dyer's work on the ego. Erroneous Zones. AZR © 2013

Your Erroneous Zones. Dr Wayne Dyer 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rN_xxtzhSuc&list=PLs_F_vpTsWWMoYocaI5OaPFlZRadnk19Q&index=6

And if you are not too exhausted....the material you also need. A real instruction in GOD. Hierophant work. AZR © 2013

Conversations with God Pt l. Neale Donald Walsch 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc1nAQpusLg&list=PLs_F_vpTsWWMoYocaI5OaPFlZRadnk19Q&index=16

Carlos Castaneda 

Knowledge is a most peculiar affair, especially for a warrior. Knowledge for a warrior is something that comes at once, engulfs him and passes on. 

Knowledge comes to a warrior, floating, like specks of gold dust, the same dust that covers the wings of moths. So for a warrior, knowledge is like taking a shower, or being rained on by specks of dark gold dust. 

The Wheel of Time. Tales of Power. 

Carlos Castaneda 

Maxwell. Ascension 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D7rm9t5S4uE&list=PLs_F_vpTsWWONLldem-fA6BKQYJ1NJAK4

Dream Recall Vl. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Don't worry about it. It will come. You have to love God, The Universe, God, The Mother, The Universe, The Womb of Creation, long before you can love, long before you can love me. You have to love you, my lovely, long before you can love me. 

I am no longer taking it personally. Masters advance too. I was celebrating for me. I have my dream back. Study hard. Change that DNA. 

Align with your soul. Give it up. Give up the hate. Give up the death. Give up that husk. Love, love, love, love, love and love. Coming home. Coming home is trust. Trust is surrender. Surrender is love. 

You have to forgive. Everything. I mean, everything. Enlightenment awaits you. It can wait. Earth is ascending. And it's waiting for you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

.....and treat yourself very well. Therapy is devastating. You will come out the other side. Think of soul like this....that old wonderful, 'Ready Brek' advert. An all over body halo:). That is what is looking after you. Me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Sure. And that. Your journey. You still get the Ready Brek. Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Nelly. Dilemma Ft Kelly Rowland

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WYHDfJDPDc&list=PLs_F_vpTsWWONLldem-fA6BKQYJ1NJAK4&index=25 

You can only defend your position when you know where you stand. Russell Simmons 

For lack of attention a thousand forms of loveliness elude us every day.~ Evelyn Underhill 

"The time to repair the roof is when the sun is shining." John F. Kennedy 

A TRUE friend is the only person who never gets tired of listening to your own pointless dramas over & over again. Women of History 

When I was young, I admired clever people.Now that I am old, I admire kind people ~ Abraham Heschel| 

Often, what seems an impossible climb is just a staircase without the steps drawn in. ~ Robert Brault 

And who then knoweth why thy body requireth just thy best wisdom? Friedrich Nietzsche 

"Love without action is meaningless and action without love is irrelevant." Deepak Chopra 

"Bond. James Bond." James Bond (Sean Connery) Dr. No 1962 

Before you begin on the journey of revenge, dig two graves. ~ Proverb 

You get peace of mind not by thinking about it or imagining it, but by quietening and relaxing the restless mind. ~ Remez Sasson 

Face what you think you believe and you will be surprised. ~ William Hale White

Scientists discover second, secret DNA code. David Icke 

‘Scientists have long believed that DNA tells the cells how to make proteins. But the discovery of a new, second DNA code Thursday suggests the body speaks two different languages.

The findings in the journal Science may have big implications for how medical experts use the genomes of patients to interpret and diagnose diseases, researchers said.

The newfound genetic code within deoxyribonucleic acid, the hereditary material that exists in nearly every cell of the body, was written right on top of the DNA code scientists had already cracked.

Rather than concerning itself with proteins, this one instructs the cells on how genes are controlled.’

David Icke 

Look for the answer inside your question. Rumi 

"When Amelie lacked playmates, Nino had too many." The Narrator. Jean-Pierre Jeunet's Amelie 

Today I choose to be calm. Day of Tikkun 

Unemployed told to leave Ireland in desperate move to slash welfare costs. David Icke 

‘Ireland is asking its citizens to leave the country if they can’t find a job in a desperate bid to slash welfare costs.

The Irish government has sent letters to approximately 6,000 unemployed people suggesting they should take jobs in other European countries in an effort to reduce unemployment benefits, the Financial Times has reported.

Some of the jobs were poorly paid but came with a “Mediterranean” climate.

An unemployed electrician was encouraged to move to Coventry, while another jobseeker was offered work as a bus driver in Malta.’

David Icke 

Always smile at little children. To ignore them is to destroy their belief that the world is good. A Peaceful Warrior 

Peter O'Toole. Thespian (Artwork) 

The Light Messenger 

Be considerate - take care of yourself, but be aware of and think about your actions/reactions and how they affect others. 

Be slow to judge - every person has a paradigm they exist in and you most likely do not see the whole picture. Remember, those you judge may be clamouring to be first in line to judge you.

Be quick to release negative emotion - negatively flows around and follows you like a dark cloud. Other are less willing to connect with a person that exudes negativity. Release, knowing you are being gentle with your body in the process.

Be kind - a moment of kindness to yourself or another sends ripples that will always be returned to you ten-fold. You may not remember the kindnesses shown, but The Universe always does.

Show respect - in showing respect for yourself and others, you are showing The Universe that, no matter what your/their station in life, they are deserving of receiving all the good your Earth has to offer.

Always love - it is what you were designed to do. It is not necessary to like every person that surrounds you but, love in it's purest form is. Each person you come in contact with carries a piece of The Divine Spark within them. If you cannot love the person, love the Spark.

~ Creator,

https://www.facebook.com/ThetaHealingByJenniferFarley / isa:)

Soul Whispers' Heart Speaks

Within each of us lies a voice that speaks to us. This is not audible, it communicates through our feelings and may be felt deep within our solar plexus and our hearts; it is known as our “gut feeling.” You may have heard of it referred to as your “sub-conscious mind.”

When you choose to ignore it, it becomes that “nagging” feeling; you know, the one that just won’t go away? 

Since birth you have been conditioned to listen to others and to pay attention to your thinking, logical mind. Yet your inner voice has far more wisdom than your thinking mind, for it speaks from your higher self, and this my friends, knows you better than you know your very self.

So, when faced with choices, decisions and opportunities, do not over-think them, merely let them go and allow yourself to “feel” what is right. Trust yourself, for you really do know more than you could possibly ever imagine….this is Purely Spiritual Guidance. — with Linnie Lou and Barbara Farrow.

Soul Whisper's Heart 

Stop fighting over who created the world and fight against the people who destroy it. Bakhta Caprice 

Keep calm and shine. Positive Thinking 

Thespians (Artwork) 

The empty bar stool at the great pub in the sky has been filled. Vivien Leigh & Laurence of Arabia Facebook Page 

If opportunity doesn't knock, build a door. Zig Ziglar 

Love says: I've seen the ugly parts of you and I'm staying. Solpurpose 

"Man's (woman's) greatness lies in his (her) power of thought." Blaise Pascal

If I told you how amazing you are, you wouldn't believe me. Solpurpose 

The Light Messenger 

~ Angel Wisdom with Sharon Taphorn ~ Easy Does It ~ Saturday, December 14, 2013 

Relax and enjoy the process,

There is no need to hurry or rush for things to happen, everything will unfold with the Divine timing of all that is. Everything is on cue and on time and you are exactly where you want to be to accomplish your goals and tasks, even if you can't see that right now. Trusting that all the right people and situations are in place is key. 

Take care and be gentle with yourself and others. Surround yourself with positive and supportive people, situations and environments as much as you can. If you are not currently feeling you are supported, ask your angels and guides to help you so that you feel stronger and more sure of yourself as you take each step. You are coming into your own power and it is a beautiful sight to see as you continue to move forward as the co-creators that you are. 

Affirmation: "I am always in the right place at the right time for the unfolding of my plans, dreams and desires. Everything is occurring in the perfect timing."

And so it is

You are dearly loved and supported, always, the angels

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Quotes and Thoughts 

Don't be ashamed of your story. It will inspire others

I use to be ashamed of so much in my life;

Actually of most everything in my life;

My childhood was extremely dysfunctional and abusive; 

Then in my adult life I went down a very dark path for several years;

But today I am no longer ashamed;

Nor do I shy away from sharing my story;

For I know if one person can find hope from me sharing my life story;

Then I have truly served my purpose on this Universe. 

Sleep in the arms of the Angels my friends

Sweet Dreams

((((Hugs & love))))

Wendy

Quotes and Thoughts

I think everybody's weird. We should all celebrate our individuality and not be embarassed or ashamed of it. Johnny Depp 

Archangel Ariel 

Strength 

Great inner strength Release harsh judgments. Forgiveness and compassion. 

Dream Recall, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....and remember Charles Vidor's Gilda. None of it matters anymore. Let's just focus on the vast profundity. And bask. I yearn and I bask. 

I am swimming in the soul of ocean with you. 

....of course. I have not said sorry for, effectively, going into Achilles vs Hector. The vengeance of warrior. As Friedrich Nietzsche says, "Be careful when you fight the monsters, lest you become one." I am not of the opinion now, that that is possible. Not when you are covering 8000 years of the wounds of this planet and our hearts. I am sorry I had to hurt you for one second. I'm sorry that I often threw my own humanity out the window. I am sorry I hurt you in anyway. At the same time, I did hurt you, and drag you through the hedges, with razor blades really, and you know why. Sorry is redemptive my sweet. I have no problem in saying that. It is you who must forgive. Forgiveness of the kind you are entering, is Ascension. Ascension is Enlightenment. 

By the time you enter soul you will forgive me and you will forgive who is behind me. You are the dark principle on earth as I am the light. You are also the light principle on earth, as I am the dark. We all had our part to play. We all had our purpose. And I have transcended all pain. The past is done. The High Priestess Monarch lives. And so will the Earth King/High Priest live, soon. And live big. 

It is Her you must forgive. It is your soul you must demand to see. It is your soul you must have the courage to hear. It is all of it that you must now forgive. And then, forgive yourself. You had a right to become like everyone else. Now, you have the right to love. You may have paid your dues. You might be able to afford, to forgive. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

There are four questions of value in life. What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? 

The answer to each is the same. Only love. 

Johnny Depp 

Dream, but don't sleep. The Idealist 

One who has realised the Truth sees that in this play of duality, beings may appear to love or hate him (her). 

But he (she) also knows that they cannot really hate him (her) or what he (she) truly is unless they first hate themselves. 

He (she) knows that, in reality, he (she) is what they are and they are what he (she) is—the single, indivisible Truth.

Therefore, they also cannot truly hate themselves unless they are in the state of ignorance of the Truth.

~ Mooji  

I'm not normal. I don't want to be. I don't pretend to be. Four Sea Stars 

We suffer more often in imagination than in reality. Lucius Annaeus Seneca 

Don't let this world make you bitter. Don't let the actions of other people turn you cold on the inside. Certain things happen that hurt us, people come that leave us, and most of all there are moments when you're bound to fall. 

Don't let those things make you unkind. It's okay to cry. It's okay to be sad. But it's never okay to do other people wrong because you were done wrong. We're human. We break. We make mistakes. But don't let pain and sadness run your lives. Wake up in the morning and do what you think is right. There are moments in your life when you feel like giving up and you can't take it anymore. It's okay. Breathe. Inhale. Exhale. I know you're weak. But the things that show your weak side are also the same ones that make you stronger in the long run. It's all about taking whatever life throws at you and learning from it. 

The Idealist 

The issue which has swept down the centuries and which will have to be fought sooner or later is the people versus the banks. Lord Acton 

Heard you went below your minimum balance. So we charged you a fee for not having any money, then charged you another fee for not having any money to pay for the fee we charged you for not having any money. 

The Idealist 

Peter O'Toole lX (Artwork) 

Personal Borderline Disorder. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And now, for that worst of worst gargantuan, ritual, heroic, redemption earning, obstacles; Maternal Solicitude. Female Werewolves or just the sicknesses of this planet. It's not their fault. You've got to handle the truth of it anyway. It appears to be the first generic threshold. Untangling from the mother. Giving up the responsibility to serve sickness. Being set free from your self imposed, situation demanded, devotion. And of course, sincere co-dependent love where you stay in it, to get that resolve at last. And because we have deep love for them. 

Everyone condemns women who 'stand by their man', as a prosaic norm. No one condemns anyone who stands by their mothers. And that mother in all forms. It is expected, demanded and a self imposed duty of terrible guilt. Sickness is sickness. It is the greatest test for anyone of heart, soul and magic. 

The purpose of 'the Eros daughter' from CG Jung's definition, therefore, is to free the father from maternal solicitude. A very good, wide, generic, complete reason for the 'mistress' in the first place. The path to the Sacred Prostitute. The path to freedom. 

Healers clearly face a test. And the test is the mother principle. Can we leave that vulnerability of suffocation and being broken into disempowerment? I did and it was the most difficult thing I did. Such was the level of borderline parent I had to leave. It appears to be the threshold. And obviously we are talking literally or symbolically. We all have to deal with the mother. The 'Aphrodite' principle. The one who wants to fuck up your happiness forever. Despite herself. Religion of course makes that the most sacrosant untouchable. Touch it. Kill it. THAT is your duty. And a terrible truth to integrate. It will come. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Borderline Personality Disorder and Anticipatory Anxiety

A borderline parent can sabotage your plan to fly away.

Published on December 3, 2013 by Captain Tom Bunn, L.C.S.W. in Conquer Fear Of Flying

Not so many years ago, Borderline Personality Disorder was considered untreatable. What is BPD? its name gives us a clue. At the time BPD was identified, it was regarded as a disorder in which the person was on the border between sanity and insanity. That idea has changed. It is now pretty much agreed that people with BPD are sane; they just drive other people crazy.

Particularly their children. James Masterson, with whom I studied, was the first to develop a treatment for BPD. Until that time, it was considered untreatable. But Dr. Masterson took a different approach, and it worked. It worked, at least, when he applied the treatment. The problem is, it is very difficult for a therapist to be resolute enough in applying the therapy while remaining completely neutral emotionally. When the therapist sees the Borderline doing self-destructive things, staying neutral isn't easy, particularly when a Borderline is damaging others, including their children.

Why does a Borderline mother damage her children? Masterson said Borderline moms don't always damage all their children. But, he said, a Borderline mother requires—he used that word specifically—at least one Borderline child. Why? She cannot tolerate feelings of abandonment. She must, no matter what it does to the child, cripple at least one child so that the child will never, even as an adult, be able to leave her. This means destroying at least one child's ability to function as an independent person. The child must never can outgrown a sense of being so part of the mother that—as Dr. Masterson put it—there is a belief by each of them that if one dies, the other will die. The potential for psychological blackmail is now visible, for if a child believes his very existence depends upon his mother's existence (or visa versa, and is thus responsible for her life), how can he venture far from her. "What if" she should have a heart attack and he is not there to save her?

That is precisely the problem a Borderline fear of flying client presented to me. She was in a Grammy Award winning singing group that was scheduled to tour Europe. When her mother got wind of this, she said to her daughter, "But what will I do if I have a heart attack and you are way over there?" That paralyzed my client. She and her Borderline mother were so enmeshed that to fly to Europe loomed in her mind as the equivalent of suicide.

How does this enmeshment develop? Let's say the child is 12 months old. At this point, if a toy the child is playing with is taken and put under a blanket, the child will not lift up the blanket and retrieve the toy. Why? Because when the toy goes out of sight, it stops existing, as far as the child is concerned. It is not just "out of sight, out of mind." It is "out of sight, out of existence." Apply this to the child's relationship with the mother; if the mother is out of the room, she—to the child—no longer exists. 

But, in the next six months, that will change, for the child is in the process of constructing an internal replica of the mother, and when its construction is complete at around 18 months, the mother will exist—to the child—even if she is elsewhere. Fast forward to 18 months of age. The mother is playing with the child, but gets up and leaves the room. For a while the 18 month-old child is content. The child uses the internally constructed replica of the mother and of its relationship with the mother to keep the mother real to the child.

But, as the minutes go by, the internal replica's effect weakens. The child begins to lose an adequate sense of the mother, and needs to find her, and get a hug to physically renew his sense of her. Then he can return to playing alone once again. When the child's sense of the mother is strong, he acts as though he is very independent. This has been described as the child saying to the mother, "Mom, I really appreciate your taking care of me through these formative months, but now that I am fully grown and independent, I have no further need of you and I'll be on my way." And then, just minutes later, the child desperately needs a hug. The Borderline mother needs the child to remain clingy; she cannot take this "now I need you, now I don't."

Up until now, and up until the child exhibited independence, the mother-child relationship was perfect for the Borderline mother. But once the child shows any—notice that word, any—signs of independence (". . . I'll be on my way") the Borderline mother must nip that independence in the bud. When the child comes to her seeking her after rejecting her by showing signs of independence, the mother rejects the child. She treats the child as, "First you say you don't need me; now you say you do; to hell with you." Masterson called this "an eye for an eye" response the "talonic response." He said it is the most ingrained response by any Borderline, and when a Borderline is in treatment, it is the last of the pathology to go away. It is retaliation in kind; if you reject me, if will reject you. Even though what the child is doing is natural and healthy growth, the Borderline mother sees natural and healthy growth as rejection, and responds in kind. Thus, the child - who is at this point - dependent upon the mother with no choice but to give up natural and healthy growth. And, since part of natural and healthy growth involves what is called "separation and individuation" (separating ones identity from the mother and becoming and individual), development stops.

It is for this reason that Borderline Personality Disorder is considered arrested development, arrested at the age of 18 months, the time when the child's separation and individuation must be supported, not stymied.

From the child's point of view, up until he expressed himself, things were fine; mom was an angel. Now, upon his expression of himself, the angelic mother vanishes and is replaced byThe wicked witch of the West.

In order for a child to develop, he needs a single version of his mother to incorporate. But now there are two versions, the angelic mother and the wicked witch of the West mother. just when he was about to develop a dependable and substantial internal replica of the angelic mother, it turns out he can't depend on that version of her. This leaves him unable to construct a serviceable internal replica of her. And, since the mother will not respond to the child's genuine independent self, the child's real self does not get mirrored by the mother. This means the child also becomes borderline, unable—through being inexperienced—to construct any serviceable internal resources.

In other words, the child does not have an internal version of a consistent mother, nor does the child have an adequate internal concept of its own real self. And, since the mother rejects the child's genuine self-expression, when the child experiences emotion, the mother does not respond. A few weeks ago I wrote an essay about the motion world in which I said a parent would never go to Disney World and place a young child on the ride there alone. Instead, the parent would go with the child so as to comfort the child if the ride should become too much for the child to deal with. But the borderline mother, when it comes to the emotional world, lets the child experience emotions completely alone. Thus the child comes to regard emotions as causing feelings of isolation, abandonment, and perhaps terror.

Fast-forward to adulthood when the borderline once—child, now adult, attempts to be an individual and attempts to be a separate person getting on an airplane. The mother he was so dependent on is not there. Unable to function either as an individual or as a person who can regulate emotion, flying is difficult or impossible.

What we do to repair this in the SOAR program is to ask the person to find some single moment in their life when someone did respond, a moment when there was real connection. If we can link together the things that take place during flight with just one moment in which there was real connection with another person, anxiety about flying is sharply reduced. Step-by-step instructions for establishing these links are found in the book SOAR, The Breakthrough Treatment for Fear of Flying.

But anticipatory anxiety remains a challenge, for the very thought of doing something independently causes a replay of rejection by the mother—beginning at 18 months, but no doubt lasting throughout childhood, and extending into the present—and that powerfully remembered rejection and abandonment of his real self causes the person to experience, or go to the edge of experiencing, almost unbearable distress.

As this almost unbearable distress descends upon the person who is trying to operate as an individual, he is likely to abandon his attempt to operate as an individual, and if the feelings do not immediately subside, he may turn to the use of drugs, alcohol, sexually acting out, or even cutting himself to override awareness of the seemingly unbearable potential, the vivid recall of lifelong abandonment.

The session with the member of the singing group who believed flying to Europe was the equivalent of suicide took place years ago. But, I had a similar session last week with a client whose mother is borderline. The client was planning to fly the next day, but was feeling that she needed to cancel the flight. She said she was sure that if she got on the plane it would crash. She agreed however, that if she did not get the plane, it would arrive safely. I explained to her that—except in a Stephen King novel—the thoughts and fears of a person in the passenger cabin can not infiltrate the captain nor the mechanical devices on the plane, and cause a crash. My saying this caused her to recoil as if something had been said to her that she couldn't handle. She insisted that she was acting in her best interest by canceling her flight. I told her I couldn't take that seriously and I didn't believe that she could either. Then she said she felt confused. I remember Dr. Masterson's words: "Don't ever buy into a Borderline's claim that they are confused; they aren't they are in defense."

I told her that Masterson's triad was being played out even as we talked. Though she would first say she wanted to take the flight, she then said it was in her best interest not to. I pointed out that step one and step three were visible. Wanting to take the flight is the first step of  the triad. Wanting to cancel the flight is the third step of the triad. I pointed out the missing step to her, the second step: the almost intolerable feelings that she developed when thinking of operating independent of her mother. These feelings, as soon as she started to have them, forced her to cover them over by quickly deciding it was in her best interest not to fly.

In some cases, then, anticipatory anxiety is a dynamic that involves what Dr. Masterson called the personality disorder triad. The person first tries to act as an independent person by planning to take a flight. Second, this independent behavior triggers the same feelings that took place when attempting to be a separate and independent person as a child. These feelings of abandonment are so intense that if they are allowed to reach consciousness, they will be almost intolerable. so the person quickly—perhaps automatically—covers over these awful feelings by giving up the plan to act independently. Further, the defense against these feelings is covered overby rationalization that ending independent action makes sense. By pointing out the triad, the defense against the feelings is revealed. The person becomes aware of the dysphoric feelings they are trying to get rid of. With the help of the therapist, these feelings are supported. When the person allows these feelings to be felt—instead of running from them—they no longer have to give up independent activity.

Captain Tom Bunn, L.C.S.W. in Conquer Fear Of Flying 

When you start to believe, your brain actually starts to rewire itself and you start to see things that have always been there you just couldn’t see before. Paradigm Shift 

Peter O'Toole Vll (Artwork) 

Dream Recall, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

.....It's the dark principle isn't it, my glorious, fellow healer, man, who I have spent four years treating for what is in effect, male solicitude. Misogyny through to fascism through to autocracy is paternal solicitude. Who better to know what maternal solicitude is therefore, than you? 

Eros clearly turns on the mother to get Zeus's help to free Psyche. Let's just say he finds his strength and his redemption to finally set himself free. 

This would also explain the need your ego and soul have to know the political and sociological so much. Mine did too, but I didn't need the history. You do. And it is to do with religion and it is to do with being a man and it is to do with what is expected and it is to do with who bears your children and it is about unresolved issues from the real mother, long gone. It's the central, agonising, turning point of life. 

And why I could face the paternal solicitude. I had already dealt with the mother. I was already a champion. 

And I recall, Tolkein's Lord of the Rings, The Return of The King. Frodo spends most of the final part of the story, battling the renowned vicious symbolism for the negative mother principle. That huge disgusting crusty spider. 

When I ascended, I literally felt the smell of spider around and the taste of something in my mouth I never want to feel again. Myth is as real as it gets. That was my own husk. The same solicitude principle in all of us, in our different archetypal ways. What I have always referred to as the harridan. The harridan is reactive vengeance. Borne out of all the suffering I have described to you. All that is the Cinderella society and indeed, the Psyche society too. 

Female solicitude of the level of the Werewolf mother, is unique again, and frankly, gives women like me a bad name. It's not 'the lad' men hate. It's the mother. You and I have plenty of research time to find out afterwards, the specific details. It's not really needed. What is needed is your permission. You are allowed. It is the ritualistic demand for freedom. 

I had to leave paternal solicitude in you. It's gone. You, have to leave maternal solicitude. And it's not me. You have always known this. I have always known this. The key now, is to keep remembering that this is the issue. Leaving maternal solicitude, as is your human and spiritual right and the key is you. The more you cleanse and purify that paternal solicitude out of you, the less you will tolerate female solicitude on you. 

And remember, religion is prison. Spirituality is freedom. You know who you are. You KNOW who you are now. You know. The rest is being given permission. She delivers through me. You have it. 

Talking of which, isn't it more needed even for you then to accept the female of Divinity? Isn't that interesting, all over again? I would say so. You need to feel the truth of what is female and why you love it. You have seen with me, how the ultimate female and paternal solicitude tears apart the soul of any mystic mind and heart. 

My power as a growing girl, if you like, also resembles that. You are purifying your forgiveness and understanding of what is the principle that holds you. 

It is the love of a mother. The real love of a mother, as I have had to integrate the real love of a father. And am now loving it more and more. And yes, doesn't it hurt. But also, doesn't it fill you with that something else? 

It does. Peace. Coming home. 

In all of that is your clarity. Fly. Fly, as is your DIVINE right. What it was all for. It is not our job to carry the weight of their sickness. The challenge from the first is how we leave them. Parents in general, a parental figure, a parental wife, friend, sister, boss, is as abusive as any male solicitude I have ever experienced. It is your journey. 

Sigmund Freud talks of how the son has to kill the father to get to the mother, sort of thing. Really? I would say that the son has to kill the mother to reach himself. The daughter has to kill the mother to reach herself too. The tragedy of the soul graves we leave behind. it's not our job to question it beyond the question. We are given the burden. We are also given the keys. 

For you, that's me. For me, that's you. The strength that really lies within. Us. 

You are therefore being asked to kill the FEMALE 'Darth Vader'. You are also being asked to kill the female version of yourself. The female Werewolf. Aphrodite. 

It will come. It is inevitable. It is written. Be the vehicle. But push that vehicle too. Spiritual existentialism. Harnessing the powers of The Universe therefore, is to drag redemption into existence, by the massive work we do by dragging it in. 

The redemption I wait for now, is you. Ascension was redemption per se, four and a half years ago. The peace of certainty. The peace of knowing who is who and what is what. The peace of freedom at last. The peace of finally, being you. The peace of finally NEEDING no one, in that awful, desperate, terrified of loss way. 

The mortal husk is her. All the hers. The mortal husk is the guilty son. You should carry no guilt. You are cleansed. 

Your soul belongs to GOD. And no one else. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

....which is another way of saying that your soul belongs to YOU and no one else. 

No, I didn't mean, that I left you. I emotionally had to leave your sickness until it is purified, like mine was. 

I can begin to see the conflict now. The rage against me from you has been about prejudice at the mother principle, and why the Lolita demand is so psychological. 

I was an angel of delivery, even if my humanity did flip at times. You know this. I don't even know if my humanity did flip. You, in soul, will make those conclusions. At the moment your view is terribly clouded. That is ego. The wounds you came here to earth, to clear in this Apocalyptic lifetime. 

I am not saying for one second that my rage and prejudice at you as a man was not the same. If I had been in ego, I would have disappeared after the first second it was revealed. That is the Eros daughter solicitude. We condemn and run. We do not manipulate, bully or disempower. I have never disempowered any human being in my entire life. You, in your new consciousness, need to break all that down now. List it if you need to. What woman does what and how is it the same and how is it different. 

I had to do the same with misogyny and men. I am done. Now it's your turn. Find out who is who and what is what. Investigation. Your forte. 

But don't forget two things. First, you need the courage to find the truth. Second, investigate and then don't think. Then, you will know. 

Let Her speak to you. Know who I am. The spiritual mother as crone is one thing. Healing you as I healed myself. That is devotion and self sacrifice. The maternal solicitude of the mother spider is something completely and utterly and totally and wholly different. 

No wonder you hate me. The rage at the sister. Aphrodite has a hold on earth unseen before today. Now, I see. Werewolf solicitude indeed. 

I'll tell you something even more seditious. I can now recognise (fortunately not clair voyantly - thank fuck for that) pure reptile. I always have but now know who I am looking at when I see one. And there's an odd thing about the female who are actually genuine reptile. They don't actually look like women. They look like men, dressed up as women. There is a strange discomfort in female clothing. 

Now, let your imagination go with that one. We are indoctrinated with the value system that we are reared in. We are programmed to serve the community we are reared in. We all copy values. If male fascism, the indoctrination of Germany's shining youth as the most sinister example, in KNOWN history, let alone the shining youth who killed Eve as they killed themselves, the shining youth you were when you killed me, has been so prevalent and all consuming and poisoned into the system of men, aren't the women indoctrinated too? The women who are not reptile. The women like you and me. 'Free yourself from mental slavery' (Bob Marley). See who they are and see who I am. then you will be free. 

In other words, why is Cinderella in existence in the first place? Why is the mistress in existence in the first place? Who is Psyche to Aphrodite? 

What is the Nymph? And why does Aphrodite have such a hold on you? And why can't you tell the difference? 

I am sure, my new found grace helps. Sure. We are all healing for real. But this prejudice goes far beyond that. Your issues are to do with 'her'. Focus on that and see the difference. Analyse. Don't keep repeating the same prejudices at the wrong person. 

And on an emotional level, to know I have possibly been compared to the female Werewolf by male Werewolves is certainly a new icing on the cake. Psyche and Eros indeed. You cut me to the core. But at least we know your threshold now. The mother. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Peter O'Toole ll (Artwork) 

Dream Recall, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....which of course takes us back to Sigmund Freud as all analysis must. You do have to kill the father to get to the mother. You have to kill the male reptilian agenda in her as I had to kill it in you. Then and only then, will you see me. Let alone, truly, love me. 

Ascension is unconditional love, as a state of being. Unconditional love is loving. Unconditionally loving me is loving me. Seeing me for me, is unconditional love. Then, you will finally fight for Psyche. Then, you will finally, win her if you want. 

Ascension is the most humbling experience of any lifetime. You have recognised the killer within yourself. You have for all intent and purpose ascended. Now, you have to kill the killer in 'her', as you kill the killer in you forever. And that, most certainly is not me. 

Nice. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

When I stopped being stressed about the situation, the situation stopped being stressful. Cynthia Occelli 

Detachment is not that you should own nothing. But that nothing should own you. Ali ibn abi Talib 

You feel crazy! Everything around is in shambles. Anything that could go wrong has or is going to go wrong. The bottom has fallen out! The roof is caving in! What do you do? You take one step at a time, in one direction, trusting that everything will be just fine. It won't be easy, but if you just trust that everything will be okay, it will be.

Iyanla Vanzant 

Nelson Mandela 

"We were expected to destroy one another and ourselves collectively in the worst racial conflagration. Instead, we as a people chose the path of negotiation, compromise and peaceful settlement. Instead of hatred and revenge we chose reconciliation and nation-building."

Nelson Mandela speaking at Nobel Square, Cape Town, South Africa

14 December 2003 

Ancient Greece 

The first identifiable priestess of Athena Polias, Lysimache, daughter of Drakontides, had a brother, Lysikles, who was secretary of the treasurers in 416/415. 

Clearly, this brother-sister team enjoyed particular power and influence on the Acropolis during the late fifth century, one as treasurer and the other as priestess. 

......Priesthoods of Prominence. Athena Polias at Athens, Demeter and Kore at Eleusis, Hera at Argos, and Apollo at Delphi. 

Portrait of a Priestess. Women and Ritual in Ancient Greece. Joan Breton Connelly

....Three of the priesthoods examined in this chapter (Priesthoods of Prominence) carried the extraordinary privilege of eponymy; The priesthoods of Athena Polias at Athens and of Demeter and Kore at Eleusis were invested with a cultic eponymy by which events were dated according to the personal names and tenures of the women who held the highest post. At Argos, the priestess of Hera enjoyed an even more broadly reaching civic eponymy. The tenure of her service was used to date not only matters of cult but also historical events of the day.

In this, the priestess's position was comparable to that of the male archons whose tenures provided dates for historical chronologies at Athens and other cities. 

(Archon (Gr. ἄρχων, pl. ἄρχοντες) is a Greek word that means "ruler" or "lord," frequently used as the title of a specific public office. It is the masculine present participle of the verb stem ἀρχ-, meaning "to rule," derived from the same root as monarch.) 

......Priesthoods of Prominence. Athena Polias at Athens, Demeter and Kore at Eleusis, Hera at Argos, and Apollo at Delphi. 

Portrait of a Priestess. Women and Ritual in Ancient Greece. Joan Breton Connelly

Dream Recall, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....What I am also beginning to see now, too, in convergence with your dilemma and healing in relation to the as to now, named, female Werewolf, is this....By this time, the Priest women, were only allowed to be consulted by the men of the city. Women were not allowed to even access Priests like me. 

That says a great deal to me. While the men have treated me with the whole range of fascination, love, desire, respect, addiction, mesmerising attention, friendship, and just a great deal of attention, the women of Werewolf have been the most jealous and vindictive and destructive human beings in my life. 

These women are the most wounded of all, even if I take this small segment of knowledge on board. 

I think I have felt that deep down about my own mother my whole life, which is what left me open to such abuse and such waylaid pseudo love of suffocation and deliberate disempowerment to keep me near her. She and all the females I have known like her, which have, frankly been far too numerous. 

Maternal solicitude as one version of wounding, just as paternal solicitude is. But with a difference. It seems they might have been the handmaidens far more than my kind. The baby breeders, to put it into cold clinical terms, as Athens defined, with their well known attitude of having many women in different allocated roles and women to breed and women to fuck basically. 

Their primal and anthropological jealousies I now see, are vast. Not only did they not have access to education, they had no chance to access the Temple to explore their own, normally, non verbal spiritual gifts. They have been made stupid through the ages, to probably the most extreme level. And they are very very angry for it. 

That's how they treat me. Women like me and men like me too. The maternal solicitude bully mummy mamacita. 

Very much an earth mother. Much more than I was. I have learnt but am still comparatively ethereal. That's the point. 

Like you, as was, these women just wanted their very own High Priestess or mother. Well, now I can see why they grab even more. And why they grab men like you and invest so much in 'La Familia'. That is their only domain and the only one they have had access to, while, in whatever strange and dysfunctional ways, you and I, as type, Monarchs or not, were able to access spiritual and intellectual gifts and hunt and be part of the power base. 

That says a lot to me. It says a lot to you too. 

It is that kind of guilt and weight that we carry about them too. We are moved to help them, because they seem to need so much help. Now, don't get me wrong. These women in particular are the ones who have heard me for years, when I needed to talk to anyone who was kind enough to listen. 

But at what cost. You know more than me. I am in the enviable position of almost having forgotten how bad it was. Their crudeness violated me. They are very animalistic women. Ain't nothing wrong with that. But I now understand why they come across as something different than they look and why they get so angry at me, for what they unconsciously are being driven to want. They are about as sensitive as a brick. 

They have attacked me my whole life and always 'brought me down'. They are manically driven to do that. I now see why. They chose the dominion over others model too. But they have chosen it as victims, as women, in a male world. Their harridan and solicitude together is the issue. They are broken fascists, while you as type, are not broken as fascists. And then again, of course you are, because it's not your world either. The world is run by the highest reptilian agenda. Fortunately, not one of you has even come close to the levels of evil that are actually in existence. 

Just as in the family, so in society. I read evil fastest. My father, as was his soul purpose. The Greek society type intellectual. Who consciously implements an agenda to kill me, and indeed her. And most certainly, HER. 

He treated her like a subhuman handmaiden idiot and me like the most dangerous thing that had ever been born. Funny that. And my brother was helpless. 

Don't worry. This time I can lead us to freedom. This time I am back. And I feel great peace, to include the women again. They were the ones most denied. It does mean something crucial for you now though. They are the last who can hear. That is one reason alone why they have to be left. Catching them up to the high life is not your job. As it was never mine. 

My mother defines me as a gift from God. Unfortunately, she did not treat me better than a servant. If the actions do not match the adoration, pay attention to what is wrong and know what I finally knew. I had given my all. Our time was up. And it was no longer either fair to her to flood her with my musings anymore, with my Clair Cognisance anymore, or fair to myself as she was so far behind me in consciousness. So far. And yet a very big mind. 

She was no longer my child. I had to ask her to leave home. And in that, I had to leave home too. I will never eat her food again. I made my sacrifices. To be fair to both of us. That is the healing of co-dependency. After the family bit is done, if people can't be friends, if the sickness of Ownership Psychosis and Homicidal Selfishness dominates every second conversation, the sacrifices have to be made. They are made, when one is ready. My job is to help with the guilt and conflict and downright anthropological confusions about why we can't take everyone with us. 

The one biggest, most disastrous thing for any healer in training. And what all of us with huge hearts get trapped in. It was no longer my problem. It couldn't be anymore. It also couldn't because of the level of aggression and panic that comes from them. 

I thought she truly would not survive without me. I was, most fortunately, wrong. 

And then I finally realised the terrible truth. I could have been anyone. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Karen Conradson Response 

Yes yes yes. 

Yes hand maidens . Like water for hot chocolate . The daughter chosen to serve the mother , the red headed rebel , whore , the virgin , barren wife / mother . And variations , I could not consciously do this to a daughter but then I'm not perfect as a mother , I feel more sisterly to my daughters than authoritarian . This may be my wound ? To not rule as a top cunt , even if I could . It's not my intentions , but each to their own . I must trust nature . To find peace. 

Ownership psychosis . Sacrificed daughter . Servant daughter . Why it's the grandmothers that do the cut the girls at puberty .

Amera Ziganii Rao Response

You add new dimensions. Yes, our archetype had to and has to learn to be the authority that is needed. I cannot imagine you as anything to do with maternal solicitude. It's more complex than that of course. We all have shadow. But not that one. You show too many High Priestess insights. Authority comes from the central self. Get out of the way and risk loss. Speak from your soul. Create intimacy. My man has needed me to speak. People have needed me to speak. People need motherhood. Real motherhood. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

Dream Recall, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....That is obviously aside from the truth that you have been so blocked with prejudice about me and been so hurt at the cleansing.

My archetype's harridan, timely enough to mention today is the most caricatured harridan of them all and still, clear and precise in one level of accuracy. Morgana. Funny that. I will use her as metaphor in my work a lot. Again, a broken wizard, silenced and ostracised from a suddenly male wizard world. Oh, she was angry and hurt and upset. Morgana of course is black magic. Well, hate anger as opposed to rage, IS black magic for anyone from The Warrior Class. We have enormous power behind our emotions. We wipe the floor. We know this. In ego we have no control over that. We all have a duty to raise the vibration of the planet, let alone, to ourselves. Your harridan and monster if you like is Dracula. Focus on those caricatures and you win. The maternal solicitude harridan is different. They are like Red Fox in Ang Lee's Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. They hate men. They hate the girls. They hate everyone and now we know why. 

These are the women who are the ugly stepmother and sisters. In spiritual terms that is absolutely spot on. Have compassion, but leave. No one has to endure that kind of maternal solicitude anymore than anything that is misogyny for one fucking second. That is not duty. That is oppression. Oppression, not to expand too much into it - we have covered these things - through, of course, the children. Be firm but kind. That is all they have and that is clearly all they have had for a very long time. 

These are the women who will be the first to condemn and blame misogyny for everything, while they are meting out their own perfectly fine version of misogyny themselves. They are the first to condemn misogyny. To condemn men. The Eros archetype of female is the last. 

When you're done with that, know this. What I am channelling through that crucial information is this. You can never ever get resolve with a female like that. It will never happen. They have to be told and they have to be left. Resolve is not possible with the female Werewolf. I have 30 individual, close, intimate cases behind me. And more. I've done my Hierophant and High Priestess and Sacred Whore and Avatar and Valkyrie research. Living in the belly of the beast all my life so far. 

There can never be resolve. They have to be told. 

I'm off to do more research. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

....good question. In these wonderfully healthy caricatures to keep us all on our toes, who is the so called Venus man? Saroman. Tolkein's baddie wizard. 

They think they are Gandalphs. 

As in all things, in soul we are all our light counterparts, Our BLACK light counterparts, to counteract that racially offensive term. We are black light in love. We are nothing in hate. 

Saroman is weak as he is stupid. His love of power is conscious. He utilises the gift of psychic, the gift of communing to his own ends, to the kinds of levels that makes me feel, even in my worst selfishness, like Minnie Mouse. 

They are twisted in the lower mind and they firmly, forever believe that is an intellectual, high mind. Without a shred of humanity. 

They could possibly be the blindest of all. And they were the ones who consciously killed me. You, as you recall were the Henchmen as defined. They are the real High Priestess violators. 

Saw one today. He most definitely saw me. 

And today, I was wearing red. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

.....well, Dracula's rage is different. He's a noble (slave) soldier for the good of all, even if it is the reptilian agenda. He is not interested in power. He is interested in love. 

Which is why our two archetypes match. We are only interested in romantic love, despite all the external, apparent differences. The greatest joy in my life has been to know that completely. 

The 'not feeling' man is the most feeling man of them all. The 'not feeling', that hard crust of misogyny and fascism and financial whoremongering as was, that obsessive Lolita caging Homicidal Female Mind killing drive, is the front to hide the grief. 

Saroman doesn't feel that grief. He doesn't. And then, he does. Saroman is a very sensitive, elegant, kind spirit, gone wrong. His hard shell is Richard Dawkins logic. He tries to feel, but his rage at being oppressed, often by a female Werewolf too - you all marry female Werewolves it seems, sends him into the real victimhood of the beaten husband. 

His rage is cruelty. Pure, silent cruelty. 

I could go on. That's not the point. I know Saroman, because part of Morgana is the same. But we are far too passionate to carry that coldness for too long. Me, it almost killed dead. Exactly, this month, 16 years ago, I almost rage intellectualised myself into suicide. 

Now, I just rage. Much healthier, much better for me. 

As you have to temper your rage, I have increased mine. Saroman is so dangerous, because he is a man in a man's world, that runs on apparent reason. 

Reason intimidates Dracula. Dracula is just raging out of grief and confusion and inability to understand why humanity cannot be acknowledged. But with the vengeful gene of Heathcliffe, again, a broken heart over love, meting out absolute, belligerent vengeance. 

Reason is intimidating to a passionate (Mars) man. Reason is not intimidating to a passionate Venus woman. Why we are the most dangerous women in the world, if we heal. Even, before we heal. The Saromans hate us the most. 

We are their conscience and they hate us for it. 

Dracula died inside out of love. His rage is at GOD. Saroman seems to have just passed out into coldness. Same rage, but for different reasons and from a different place, let's say power wounding, turned into an obsession for power. And a terrifying, reason led fascism of whispering. A terrifying, yoke evoking, dread evoking, conscious, REASONABLE will to dominion. 

Dracula is just in pain and anger and vengeance. No real thought behind it. But awesome power, both financial, societal, physical and sensual. Very dangerous all round, all of us in caricature. Let's say that the bleak, essential to be known, caricatures are ego. 

Soul is who we are. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Other Links 

Film Plot. True Love. The Gauntlet. Amera Ziganii Rao 

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/film-plot-true-love-gauntlet-amera.html 

Maternal Solicitude. Mothers From Hell. Carl Jung 

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/maternal-solicitude-mothers-from-hell.html 

Sadomasochism. The Chains of Love. Nancy Friday

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/05/sadomasochism-chains-of-love-nancy.html

Theft Pt lV. Only Love is Real. Dr Brian Weiss. Pt l and ll

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/theft-pt-lv-only-love-is-real-dr-brian.html 

Film Plot. The Hero's (Heroine's) Journey. Gladiator. Five Academy Awards 

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/09/heros-journey-gladiator-five-academy.html 

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This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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