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Writings :: Notes on Romance :: Consciousness as a State of Evolved Romantic Love. Amera Ziganii Rao
The Love Debate
The unknown however is this.
Men or Lemurians do not love, until late into the consciousness journey of life.
Women or Atlanteans do not pursue power, until late into the consciousness journey of life.
The ‘journey to Sophia’, the journey to the whole woman is not simply about politics of gender, slavery, misogyny or any of the sinister things that are so much part of the truth. O about accessing the anima, about accessing his ‘feminine’ side or valuing it or feeling it or becoming a part of it.
The ‘journey to Sophia’ is also less sinister. And probably the reason why men or Lemurians get so enraged at the judgement meted out against them. The so called expectations about them, the so called idealisms about them and so on.
Men marry or ‘love’ to have children. Men then slowly enter the state of Venus and begin to fall in love. Late in life. The so called ‘whore and madonna’ confusion may just be down to this simple difference. In other words they love in many different ways, until they finally love the whole thing in one woman. Perhaps.
Women or Atlanteans have this same relationship with power. Love, they enter whole, with the in love, the love, the need for companionship, the need for liking the other person fully, the will to love, mind, body and soul, from the beginning. Power they fall in love with, if you like, later, as a state of becoming fully conscious. Perhaps.
In other words, as has been defined, ‘Mars’ and ‘Venus’.
Because of this difference in approach to love, because of this slower journey, we, women or Atlanteans, call it desire (from them). They call it desire too. Desire is a very confusing word. To fall in love is soul desire, if you like. Men love their wives and children, and slowly fall in soul desire. If soul desire becomes their soul, they leave their wives and children and become love companions with the one woman who is their soul desire and then eventually their love. That is a completely different process from the other archetype. Woman, or Venus.
If they (men or Lemurians) don’t enter soul desire as a state of being, they ‘wander’ while remaining with their wives and children. That seems to be their way in this new approach of discussion.
Woman or Venus on the other hand, wanders as a state of being (from the beginning of life) until she finds ‘the one’ for her. She can fall profoundly in love at the drop of a hat, in sincere soul love and desire love, and does so regularly. The so called expectation is not just down to the sociology of this world, ie, that all female love is marriage love, let alone the coercion of economic and physical protection mythology of male, or the fact that 10 percent of the world’s income is earned by women, and that equal pay is a brand new phenomenon, even in the west, it is also physiological. Of the differences in the soul makeup of the two peoples.
Love is consciousness as is power. The will and ability to achieve and build, kind of power. The power to stand in oneself. The power of knowing oneself and moving from that place, even if you don’t know inside who you are, consciously. The so called instinct of the Mars archetype. Instinctual drive comes late to Venus. Instinctual love comes late to Mars.
Falling in love can also, as has been shown in my journey to a man then marrying again for children, be the great loss in life, because of the two different types, even if it is okay, that it was not meant to be. Because of these two long approaches to the same subject. Or rather, the difference in the journey of approach.
After a long foray into ‘in love’, the state of consciousness was not entered and he (my twin soul as was) moved from his first marriage for children, into his second. So did the 'Donald Draper' character in Mathew Weiner's phenemenal Madmen. Again, a common thing.
Other than the personals, and fate and destiny and the fact too, that there was someone more and someone better waiting for me, this was also about a state of consciousness. My twin soul went as far as he could. And then he married again for the same reason.
Of course, these are also states of love. But that is not LOVE as we speak of it or pursue as the whole. That is not romantic love and that is not high romantic love and that is not HIGH love.
The journey to Sophia is about true love. What is true love? The state of being in love with the person you love the most. Not for children, not for a family set up in the traditional tribe power alignment social standing business arrangement as I as a Venus, am beginning to realise is also understandable and legitimate and not just sinister or a part of the evil patriarchal tribe system of female slavery, but for love. For family companionship, alignment and frankly, so one is finally not bored with another human being. A companionship of love mastery where passion is as present as compassion.
It is also the companionship of equality and companionship. Because she, I, as a state of consciousness have had to work extremely hard in the line of fire, even if it is about misunderstanding as well as the politics of the world, to love my power seeking journey as much as, or even more, as they do, than the love journey. To be able to separate the two so they can go hand in hand. So that love can be fully experienced and not just a co-dependency arrangement of fear, if you like.
The natural way for myself though as woman and Venus and an Atlantean was to find that power, THROUGH being in love and through finding love. Mars, male or Lemurian seems to find that through the family of having children. This seems to be the fundamental difference and now that there is the recognition of many different kinds of power, inner and outer, this seems to be understandable and highly likely, with such a vast ocean between the two peoples in the comprehension of life.
And the ability to live it.
The power journey for Venus is about self belief. The love journey for Mars is about will. And so on.
Therefore the average man who is married or in a relationship and then who ‘flirts’ or ‘affairs’ or ‘is absent’ with many other women, is surely the norm. Because his exploration in love is slow.
Therefore the average woman who is an apparent underachiever, while being very good at what they do – other than the fact that she has to fight all forms of the imposition of slavery from every quarter – is surely the norm. Because her exploration of power is slow. It makes her highly vulnerable in a world of slavery where nothing is expected of her or wanted of her other than child bearing or servant work, because she is not standing loudly in her professional self. And so on.
The debate begins. The shadow of evil and cruelty is cleared. The coercive cruelty, neglect and confusion of men. Let alone the inability of the men who could not enter this consciousness. Now it is about two peoples of different peoples trying to converge in truth.
Men do love slowly. Very slowly. The (literal or metaphorical) cheating Lothario is their way to evolve into falling in love as a way of life for the one person they do want. The Lothario husband is the norm. Love comes slowly to them. They need that exploration time to even enter the state of truly being ‘in love’. They are not necessarily having a good time. These are the years of wilderness and guilt for them. But – let alone the fact that we live in a society divorced from all sensual and sexual wisdom let alone spiritual wisdom, because there is no Sacred Whore honouring and only the honouring of sexless slaves who work in the kitchen and are called wife – this is their ‘on the hop’ learning. Alone and in the dark. Whether it is the computer screen or secret liaisons.
Women do power slowly. And are very alone, poor and unwanted by a society that demands slavery of them, or nothing. They have The Universe paradoxically, the more the world pushes them out. The more love is denied them. The Mystic way is their salvation. The true artist way. The self belief journey for sure. The self making journey for sure. These are the forms of love that exist for them. Very very painful to accept but our different path to the self sufficiency of power and achievement.
Achievement from the soul. Art. Then they have both. The true, desire, companionship, love, love, to be shared with a conscious man. And the power they were born to be.
This is the norm. We had better get used to it.
It works.
It makes sense.
It is the way.
Many men (or women if you are male) of Lemuria will come and go through your life. They are sincerely practising. And then, finally, 'the one' does come. Same process. Different aim. Because of the ability and will to enter the state of consciousness. The years of being out there alone are mutual.
Love consciousness. Sex consciousness. Companionship consciousness. Sensual consciousness. Equality consciousness.
The 'practise' is finally part of 'production'.
You and he (she) are finally writing your own show.
Love is not just to have a family. To be part of a family. Love is to share romantic love. The sex as a way of life, legal, legitimate and adult.
The whole meaning of life at last.
In your own home.
The same home where the children stay.
It really is allowed.
And just imagine the beauty of what we teach them.
Love is not just to have children or to not be alone.
Love is for love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
I'm a dystopian and utopian philosopher and writer and spiritual psycho analyst and metaphysical.
My field is personal development and social commentary, cultural commentary and spiritual commentary, and my subjects are love and sex and human rights. And all relationships of any kind.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ for a new human race of love.
My subject is also The Female Holocaust. The journey of woman on earth. Today. Everywhere. Like you have never heard before.
The modern 'chattel' legacy.
The modern 'chattel' REALITY. Everywhere.
The Female Holocaust and the holocaust for anyone of love.
Self actualisation and truth for the new world. Your right to create. Your right to be the full person you were born to be + your responsibilities in HOW to become that person and to face the sacrifices that it takes.
The sacrifice it takes for everyone, chattel or no chattel. Woman or man, and archetypes aside.
The endurance of loneliness to replace the sickness of co-dependency.
The healing of all so called 'love dependencies' is the healing of all LIFE dependency.
Wanting anyone at all. And never being able to be alone at the same time.
Missing those you want. Having to be with those you can do without.
Until you have earned the material right.
Even if it is the second journey of life.
To follow the horrendous first.
And until or unless there is any convergence with another.
Not just being alone, as is the usual adage, but also, the profound and never ending loneliness.
With people and without.
The meaning of life.
'The Being and Nothingness (Sartre)' of non existence.
Life.
And then, to create life within that.
The courage to live the real truth.
Because you want it.
A good life.
A full life, of heaven and earth.
The meaning of life.
Dystopia and Utopia, indeed.
The journey from hell, to somewhere else.
The truth of existentialism.
Loneliness, for a good life.
Otherwise, apparently, you have not lived.
Earth.
The planet of the walking dead.
The evolution of the human race.
Now, the disability of all that is love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Terrible Truth of Ascension
The Ascension Life is therefore the penultimate life. What that means for anyone else, is not yet clear.
Reincarnation is a chronological and ascension process.
Lifetimes of half blindness and half seen, to be generically called life.
And then comes the penultimate life.
The worst one on record.
The healing life, the hyper conscious life, the disabilities life and the monastic life.
Inside or out, the pain is always there.
Physical or emotional, the pain is always there.
The clearing of all emotional sicknesses and any other.
The becoming pure of heart, consciousness life.
While everyone else walks around blind, even in their own suffering. And while the tiny handful of 'final lifers' enjoy their extremely, well earned turn.
The penultimate life. The worst one of all. For anyone. Whatever it looks like on the outside, it is suffering, suffering, suffering and suffering. And monastic, hard, long, painful and full of fear, ennui, waiting and lack.
It is the 'Siddharta' life. A life of lifelessness. Suffering for wisdom and all that usual crap. Forever.
Until it is apparently, not.
The Harvest. This life or next, who counts after a while.
The penultimate life.
The worst one that can be lived.
And if you are a healer, forget it. It's the worst of the worst of all.
Self healing gets you nowhere.
We are all it seems, built as a team.
She may be faster. But there's no glory even in that. No spiritual prizes, no returns of any kind. She has to wait for him. And be 'Siddharta' all over again.
The Universe. Surely, the worst employer of them all.
The proof of Female Priesthood. We reflect The Universe.
The supreme monastic life of them all.
The Harvest. This life or the next. Who's counting anymore.
The healing however is done. Now it's the void all over again.
Other than of course, the helping.
The unity that was dreamt of long long ago.
The entrance to Paradise together.
Just as it was always meant to be.
The retreat to the monastery is her purpose. Healing is now his.
The void all over again.
Life is clearly, not meant for the living.
Not in the penultimate life.
The truth we clearly need to know.
Religion wastes our time as the only spiritual knowledge, with news of life after death. And says absolutely nothing about the process of lifetimes on this planet.
Maybe the real education will help eventually.
Who knows. My purpose is the monastery.
Waiting, all over again.
The penultimate life.
The worst one that can be lived.
I used the word 'lived' loosely.
And remember that whoever we are, we are all ascetics.
The penultimate life is meant for shit.
Until the apparent Harvest.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
Shaman Love
Idealism indeed. For an Atlantean therefore, idealism doesn't even begin to describe the healing of being on a Lemurian earth. Or being with a Lemurian man, even if he is the best of the best.
Atlantis is about communing with The Universe and accepting that this is one's MAIN relationship.
It is only the attachment to desire that makes us even be secular in the first place.
Our purpose and our DESIRE to be in desire.
We are not celibates. It would make life easier for sure.
Nothing wrong with our purpose or our love of earthly attachment.
It does however come at a price.
Profound and complete loneliness.
Atlantis can never be understood on a Lemurian earth.
Love is therefore about The Wolf and The Lamb for sure.
But never in the way we even dreamed possible.
There is no father and daughter relationship that can ever 'feed' an Atlantean daughter.
Love is real. Just not the merging of the two peoples in a love that can make Atlanteans truly happy.
Nothing can make us happy. Other than The Great Mother Universe. Meditation, Sobbet and anything that is the mystical exchange.
The arts, being in our work and being in our art.
The massive journey we have to make to have the right to our freedom to be alone in the first place, to be fed by the only thing we can be fed by, and still remain lonely.
That is the Atlantean earth.
Between the two worlds indeed. Between all worlds. Alone.
Maybe it grows through life. The togetherness. The sensitivity of the Lemurian may eventually catch up to Atlantis.
The idea though that it can exist from the beginning is sorely mistaken. The legacy of my life and any Atlantean on earth shows that.
The 'Marilyn Monroe', 'Van Gogh' and 'Sylvia Plath' and 'Philip Seymour Hoffman' and 'Robin Williams' and so on, legacy of the broken heart.
Love is not what we think it is. We love Lemurians. They are not bad. Just not Atlanteans.
It really is 'as good as it gets' for us.
We have The Universe. They have us. Our attachment to desire and life can only be part time. The Universe must feed us the rest of the time.
The truth of the woman energy leading. We 'dial direct'. They 'dial' us.
Once that can be finally integrated, there may be hope.
Hope of something resembling happiness.
But always, profoundly lonely and untouchable.
It is the Atlantean way.
They have to accept it too.
But they will never be lonely.
That is exclusively for us.
The Shamanic curse of being on a non Atlantean earth.
'Feeling' human beings indeed.
That does not even begin to describe the truth.
The truth is devastating. And finally, with something resembling companionship.
Of a kind.
And when one considers that The Universe has only been accessible to Atlanteans for 20 years (the lifting of the cosmic veil), let alone the right to pursue our spiritual gifts after 12000 years of legacy of female domestic slavery, that says it all. Earthly attachment indeed. No wonder.
Ascension. The brutal return.
Love that is finally true.
But never actually, true love.
That is between us and The Great Mother.
That is between us and GOD.
The real Trinity.
Us, The Great Mother and The Lemurian.
The Divine partnership indeed.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Consciousness as Sex, Drugs and Rock 'N Roll
Consciousness however is not just about what we perceive as spirituality.
Consciousness is not just about the inner heart and higher mind of virtuous humanity and purity - not the religious kind but the real - or the taming of the senses into the higher realms of non attachment, the state of unconditional and non needing love or the wisdom of the ages all rolled into one. The noble states indeed, but that is most definitely not all there is.
What is even more 'dangerous', 'scary' and certainly contentious is the non virtuous of consciousness. The sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'.
Understood completely when one thing is remembered. The powers that be have suffocated this world into sanitised, religious, bourgeois non feeling of everything. The polite society of nothing. This power does that every single day. By censoring sexuality through stories only of violence and mutations of sex, by making drugs illegal, while pushing alcohol and pharmaceutical (STATE ALTERING) drugs on every corner and in every social habit, like it's going out of fashion, and by making anything that is art, 'wild', 'strange' and 'too much'.
The society of today is exactly the same as the one that Lord Byron had to leave. Artists are exiled every single day. The artistic soul is exiled every hour. Why most people do not express and why most people never develop their greatest gifts, which are everything to do with real creativity, real sex, real altered states of the midn and heart and loins and real music that they carry around in their shame. This is the normal world. Dry, boring, sanitised, suffocated and 'clean'.
This is the real underground, rich or poor, artist or not, everyone ends up doing it or at least watching themselves the whole time, so they make sure they don't do it. Such is the pressure of conformity to the nothing of this disinfected world of soulless nothing that it is.
This is not normal. This is suffocation, consciousness killing, pressure to be slaves of purpose without anything going on. Why the whole fucking world is depressed in some way or other and if they are not depressed, they are hiding themselves and is it any wonder.
Hiding, even if it is an artist or creative, who has one person inside, while keeping the polite one on the surface for the non artistic part of the day. Totally understandable but still hiding. Still making the powers that be win, just by giving in to the pressure to conform, so we are not singled out as wild, too sexual, drug addicts, or irresponsible, that favourite word of the normal world.
That is not irresponsible. That is the most responsible thing. A happy world is a kind world. An unhappy world is a cruel, selfish and painful world. Err, guess which one we live in.
A society without consciousness is a society without feeling, without sexuality, without sensuality, without altered states of consciousness (DRUGS), without essential time spent alone with The Universe and so on. We have a right to explore ALL that we are. This right is taken away from us, institutionally every second of every day. And we are all brought up to think THIS is normal. While anyone who does anything else is abnormal.
We are all encouraged all day to focus on the extremes of 'the wild'. Well, look at it a different way. If we had the freedom to explore real consciousness, on all fronts, then we would have the teaching and wisdom and learnings to tame, hone and tone the real. As William Blake says, words to the effect of, you learn through letting it all hang out. You do not learn through suffocation and not being 'allowed' through a myriad of psychological warfare, to not even go near it.
The 'Starbucks' Society of sanitisation and plastic cities and plastic lives and plastic suburbia and plastic lives suffocates us. Either we hide with our real selves or we are disenfranchised from all that is society and wealth and power, because we want to be real. That is not freedom in any way. This is all suffocation and all part of the conspiracy, the real conspiracy to suffocate freedom. Because consciousness is freedom.
Consciousness is being yourself. GOD is being yourself. We don't need The Taliban to be running our country to be suffocated, either as female or male. We just need to live in the normal world.
The powers that be run every single one of our lives. And it is only by facing the shock of the truth that we fight it every day. Take the punishments, the disapprovals, the tut tutting, the isolations, the ostracisations and the censorship attempts. We have to lead the new world. The new world is waiting for us.
Sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'. Available to all, even in suburbia. Even on Fifth Avenue. Even in The Bahamas. Even in Hollywood. Everywhere. And not just in our art forms. In the way we live, in our lives and in our real selves.
Freedom is a human right. Not a privilege.
It also happens to be the most spiritual thing you can be.
No wonder they killed of all that is real. They did a good job.
They called it religion and anything that is the norm.
Fight it. It is your human right. Always.
"Why are you dressed and made up like that during the day" one woman once asked me. "Why are you not" should be the reply. "Why is everyone not?"
Courage. The authentic life.
And fuck the powers that be. They hold us fast. Break free. Freedom is a human right. Boring is not the natural state of either human or life. Boring is enslavement. Boring is everything that the world tells us to be.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Freedom And The Two Ascensions
There are two types of freedom. Inner freedom and outer freedom. Living the two abundances on earth, on an earth where true freedom does not actually exist, because applied consciousness - inner and outer abundance - are The Holy Grail - and the kindredship of humankind, a totally impossible thing to attain on a general level ever. Fighting for one's territory, being true to oneself and just doing what one wants to do will always be attacked, judged or not understood, consciously or unconsciously by someone with less awareness and Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Which actually means that no one can ever have peace on earth or freedom as a true state of being.
There are just too many people.
That said, one is duty bound - if gifted - to attain both and to continue going, until one has indeed, attained both. The two harvests of one's life, either way round.
Superascension therefore is the attainment of both freedoms. Inner freedom and material freedom, so that any freedom at all can be lived, loved and guarded with tenacity, material ability and dominance.
Which means then, the convergence of as many kindred spirits as one can imagine, including 'the one', the one we do it for and are motivated by all the way through.
Freedom is a twice blessed journey. Twice made, twice endured and twice travelled.
And that is still in an unfree world where leadership becomes what used to be attempts at companionship.
Freedom takes endurance, like you could never believe possible, and then responsibility.
Guarding your territory and right to be who you are, as a teacher and parent and guide.
And doing what you want anyway.
Because that is real warriorship. Fighting for the right, always, to be who you are.
And still suffering the loneliness of being misunderstood, judged, hated or envied.
Those things don't go away. Our ability to deal with them is what changes.
Alchemy for integrity. About as free as we ever get.
Outer freedom is not just material in the material sense. Outer freedom is about people.
People will always get in the way.
The aim is to reduce that experience as much as possible, while still remaining engaged.
Mastering destiny.
Honing and toning the time we spend with people of less consciousness.
So we can finally, during the day be at one with The Universe.
Be who we truly are. More and more and more.
There may not be true freedom at all, but happiness is doing others as little as possible.
Choosing who we spend time with.
Choosing what we do.
Choosing where we do it.
Choosing how we do it.
Choosing why we do it.
And so on.
That is happiness then.
That and the kindred spirit of spirits, if we are destined and 'lucky'.
Oh, and finally, some joy at the end.
The heroic journey.
Two freedoms in one.
A whole life. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Alone
Life is a very very very very lonely business. Accept that and you win. Feel the grief, feel the pain, feel the fury, feel the rage. And then accept it. We are all brought up, ridiculously, idealistic about LIFE. Not love.
Life on earth in human form is excruciatingly lonely.
We are with ourselves and if we make the mystic journey, we are with The Self and if we are mystically advanced, we are with The Universe.
The Higher Mind and The Inner Heart, stage one.
Or, a direct, comprehension of all that is The Universe, and indeed, What and Who runs The Universe. Stage two.
Ascension, or Higher Ascension and then Super Ascension. Making your life materially worthwhile.
Or the other way around.
That's it. The meaning of life. Alone, alone, alone and alone. This rampant idealism of lies has to stop.
Life is a very lonely business.
All our grief and rage goes into that fact.
The mystic connection is all there is.
Anything else is sickness of the soul.
Because life IS lonely. There is no Paradise on earth.
Other than, within.
True love indeed.
BECOMING self sufficient, unconditional, complete and total love.
Within.
Alone.
And finding any means to continue that in peace, joy, safety and elitist exclusion.
Freedom.
As long as the one truth is faced.
Life is always lonely.
'The one', the kindred spirit we all believe in, is very rare and very far away.
And often, brutally transient.
That is not the meaning of life.
To be lonely, is.
To be lonely, with GOD. The Great Mother Universe and all that She has to offer.
Magic. Superconsciousness. Superintelligence. SuperUniverse.
The truth of consciousness.
As long as the truth is also grieved.
Consciousness is lonely.
But you become.
The choice then: to remain afraid, nothing in yourself and unfulfilled as a being. Or to become. And carry on becoming. Just because they tell you that you can't.
Because consciousness and the right to The Higher Mind and The Inner Heart is a human right.
The loneliness however never goes.
It just tastes different.
Once the grief is done.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The New Atlantis
'Being and Nothingness' (Sartre) + Creation. Alone.
Because Atlantis no longer exists on earth.
Now we have to live it inside, alone, while we create it outside. Alone.
A life's work.
Atlantis, on a Lemurian earth.
There is no return to 'Eden'.
There is only a new creation.
Alone. Side by side. Alone.
Atlantis, on a Lemurian earth.
World Ascension, indeed.
But still, the return to The Source.
Just, alone.
Free, but never free.
Which is why it's a good thing that we can finally ascend off this awful planet.
But first, we have to create.
Alone.
After creating ourselves.
Alone.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
Perfectly Perfect Non Love
Relationship therefore is not true love, unless it is ever perfectly perfect.
Which leads one to ask, who decided that relationship was ever a process of growing together, being together or living together? Ever?
Nothing I have ever done, myself or the countless women and men like me, has ever been DONE with anyone other than me.
Relationship therefore, whether one has fought and won a humongous war or not, to retain a non slave self, even if it means leaving every man and person you have ever known and loved, is nothing to do with one's life.
Relationship has nothing to do with life.
And let's face it, the only reason we ever think it is, is because men and women are only bred for one thing; the institution of reproductive and co-dependent, sexless marriage.
The final bitter blow, the final one then, is that the true love saga is bitter to the end.
You can love, you just can't be with the man you love.
Because now, he has to grow. And you have to just make your whole journey in life, alone, and he may catch up one day.
Other than the grief therefore, there is only one thing left.
Reducing the importance of relationship to nothing. As an alchemical advancement of the Atlantean soul.
It is not only the icing on the cake in a true life and nothing less and nothing more, it is the icing, if it is, right, right, right at the end of one's life.
Reduce relationship to nothing and never believe you are missing out on anything. Because you are not. There is nothing going on anywhere. And no one can be that materialistic (well, not amongst Atlanteans anyway) where material comfort can be missed that much, when no soul is present with it.
There is nothing going on anywhere, no man's arms waiting to hold you, and no one, no one, is having any sex whatsoever. At all.
Loneliness is the single prerequisite of any champion.
Relationship has to be reduced to nothing. True love means no love, until one day. All over again.
Enjoy your own life. That's all there is. Other than transient moments with another.
There is no such thing as relationship in other words. I no longer believe in the relevancy to life.
'Relationships' or involvements, as they should be called, are part of your growth. Yourself, for the Self. They are nothing more. Life is to be lived alone. Until right at the end. Done.
Leaving the twin soul (as is the modern age demand, for the Ascension Twin Flame instead) is then, just a process of leaving it all behind. The idea that men want to love anything....for them, it is nothing less than a life's work.
The groundwork may be done with someone new but that's all it is. Ascension Twin Flame or not, as it is now defined in the new age, it is bloody 'Love in the time of Cholera' (Gabriel Garcia Marquez) all over again.
That's what you get for waging the war of humankind on mankind. And winning. No more chattel. No more slavery. Just, oh, guess what, no men.
Relationship then has to be redefined. It has to be the least important thing in life now. Any relationship, but especially the romantic, partnership idea of one. Forget it. An Atlantean life is solo. For LIFE.
No wonder we find it hard to let go.
The future no longer exists. In love.
In life, that's all there is and can be. What lies in front. In any context, other than in love. Thinking of another for the future is no longer an option.
Relationship has to be reduced to nothing. Until a relationship exists.
Life is to be done solo. Surely the most important thing we can ever find out. And then, finally, live some sort of life. With the self love that we have become so skilled at generating.
And just remember.
NO ONE is having sex. It's all a myth.
And so, most definitely, is romantic love.
The Eros of falsehood. Relationship and love.
Anything else goes.
The life of life has not just gone (Beckett, paraphrased).
The life of life was never there.
It's all a nebulous myth.
Relationship has to now not exist.
Relationship has to never matter again.
Because there is no such thing.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography
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NOTES FROM A PYTHON :: Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: For The Primal Intellectual :: Spiritual Intelligence, Emotional Intelligence, Sexual Intelligence, Gender Intelligence, and Compassion and Humanity Intelligence.
And of course, REAL Power and Creation Intelligence.
Soul Power. Complete.
The Female Divine Intelligence of The Great Mother Universe. The Real Godhead of Real Wisdom, Available To All.
The Advanced Soul. First To Second Existence. Enlightenment. Ascension. Alchemy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator.
Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power.
The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how.
ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all.
She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world.
The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™
Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE
Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST
The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced.
Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.
The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.
The journey of how it didn't work (so far). How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love.
The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be.
Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil.
Men. The Keepers of Hades.
The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women.
Women have to leave men and leave men forever.
The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties.
Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it.
Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men.
Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all.
Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.
These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.
Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
The Two Messages ::
The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.
There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.
Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.
From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.
Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.
Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.
That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Avatar (James Cameron)
My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured.
Mo'at
Natural Born Mystic™
Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.
Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
'Respect' as fear.
'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Super Sacred Brother Lover™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Company
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Harvest
And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty.
The key at this stage is to not worry. The Universe answers will. Will, will, will and will. Each day of 'failure' to overcome yourself or attain what you want or declare who you really are is a day of purifying your soul and chipping away at the ego. This is the final showdown. Ascension. This is the final battle and the toughest one you will ever wage in your life, within you. How to get what you really really want and how to feel really really good about it. Certainty.
The certainty of the warrior. A warrior who knows that everyone CAN be taken care of, despite the warrior's certainty of dream which does not include them, a warrior who knows that this is the will of The Universe and not his or her own 'ego' dream, a warrior who is not afraid to stand up in society or in the group or in the family and say, 'this is me, this is who I am'. The certainty of the warrior. Soul.
The warrior who makes the pain and sadness sacrifice to go after what he or she has wanted and worked towards their whole life, or indeed, lives on earth. A warrior, who CAN turn the world upside down to attain the dream.
As the dream begins to manifest, the ego grows enormous. This is raw terror and the pains and fears of old. Ego after all has been your 'best friend'. It took care of you when no one else would. As is the way of the path of life.
The last stand of ego and it will fight you all the way and give you bitter disappointments every day that you 'fail' and tell you, 'ah, see, you couldn't do it again, it can't be right, it isn't meant to be' and every other negative under the sun. Every day you can't do what you are being pushed and driven to do. You don't fail. You chisel away and wash away another layer of the fearful and grief ridden ego. You just wash away another level of doubt and fear, in other words. This is the alchemical truth of the norm.
It is a very painful and frustrating performance of daily action. To attain your dream and make it happen.
The fear of loss then grows even more, alongside it. What if, what if, what if.
Believe in yourself, believe in the process and believe in the dream. The dream is not going anywhere but standing right in front of you with open arms. The dream loves you. You are worthy of the dream. The dream is worthy of you.
And the more you push, the more you take the blows of daily pain and temporary loss of gain, the further you go forward every day. That is will in action.
That is the development of courage. That is a warrior, refining his or her weapons.
The ability to love is created minute by minute and the ability to CREATE and manifest true life is created minute by minute. You are in rapid growth at this point. And growth is painful.
What is the weapon that is being refined? The vehicle of the higher purpose of the soul. The dream that dreamed you. The alchemical transformation of ALL your lives.
When it comes, it's a shock. When it comes, the anxiety is uncontrollable. When it comes, the GRIEF is inconsolable. When it comes, it carries so much pain. When it comes, it goes. When it comes, it goes.
Will. The manufacture of courage. And the certainty of love.
Confidence. Certainty. Creation.
The alchemical shift is rebirth. Redemption. The harvest of your soul.
Be patient. And then be REALLY impatient. And drink lots of water. The rebirth is as painful as the first birth. You are re entering earth. This time as your true and beautiful and conscious within consciousness self. You are entering soul. Soul loves you. So does your dream. You pass the test. It is will.
The rest will come. You are worthy. And you deserve every happiness you dreamed of. You deserve your dream. Because you have the will.
And just remember this. Everything you have ever been and everything you have ever done, has prepared you for this moment on earth. The entrance into soul is the attainment of your dream. To BE yourself. Your true self. To be you, have the life you want and the love you want in your life. To love without condition, to love in the pure heart again, with inner power and outer power combined. To possess the (holy) warrior's key. Certainty. To BECOME soul. To become you. To become your dream.
Certainty = redemption = courage = soul = dream.
Bear the pain and don't doubt the dream. It's worth it. Push that will. Take the blows. And then get up and push again. Fear will finally be pacified. Fear will finally know you are okay. Fear will finally give way. Courage is your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
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