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Writings :: The Letter Series :: Ascension Discourse on Love :: The Ascended Life Vll. The Post Love, Single Life Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao

(Writings From 2014)

"There will be many men, but there is only one" 

A Sadhu's prophecy in 2008

I'm not 'speaking' as I am as confused as you are these days. But, New York, I am feeling you, feeling that your issues are the same as his was, but that you are different. And trying not to feel that I want to remain where I am, or go towards you for the wrong reasons, in other words, just to be securely in one direction. And trying not to feel insecure, because we are so new. 

You, Cuba, and I think we know what is going on. The Dark Lords of this planet will eventually heal one day, it is apparently written. You will not however, I don't believe, heal in time for me. And the Dark Lords may indeed, not heal ever for WOMEN like me. 

Saying that, New York, who knows when you will 'heal' or if that is what you are being taken into anyway. What I do know though is that you are not the same kind of Dark Lord. You, it seems, are redeemable. Reachable and in a place of ability to love the woman you love. 

And therefore, what I can say is that I am very grateful that you are, and that you are focused on me. The Dark Lord trauma is leaving me. Losing its hold on me. Your kind of 'Dark Lord' I can see, is as beautiful and as everything that we have already decided it could be. 

I seem to be poetry polemicking. That's the rhythm. I happily concede. 

The rest I wait to see. Over and out for now. 

AZR © 2014

Hello New York, No, I am fine and watching you and getting warmer and warmer. I am trying to work out what to 'do' in relation to you. To guide you to specific pieces on the website, or to leave you to it. I am about to start re-editing the blog, so I can continue some kind of guidance with that. 

At the same time, I can see that you are meandering happily and constructively around it, and that you and I are on the same page in our own communication. And of course, I am working hard to be a man, while you are working hard to be a woman. I hope you appreciate the truth of that. The ability to do without love and the ability to love, being the respective analogies. You falling in love with true love. Me falling in love with all that is not love, while loving too. 

But, good to touch base and good to tune in consciously too. I am more and more certain, each day that passes and I know that if we are truly in tune, we can do what we want, when we want and how we want. It is the sincerity we search for. And you have mine. The sincerity and the ability. You have mine. I see all my work now and look to my new flavour of work and am just taking it all in. The piercing of the pain had to be expressed. The stripping away of the male ego, to go with the stripping away of the female ego, that I did for the first twelve years of my 17 year journey. Now, is peace for me, reconciliation with all those I ran from and even forgiveness for my first love. I judge no one. As I do what I want and know who I am and that I don't have to be anything that anyone tells me to be, I can extend that happily to others now. Leadership in the love now. To encourage and evoke the love in others. The stripping is done. Your being depends on how much stripping you need and how much peace you are ready to embrace. Facing the truth about oneself, especially as the 'Dark Lord' species and then having no judgement for oneself, while taking total responsibility for it too. The ability to love. The ability to be. 

But know you are loved. And if you can really know that, you will grow. We all began in the wound. We can all heal. We can all unconditionally love and not need, while needing at the same time. We can all truly love. But you, my sweet, have the gene. I wait for you. While trying to not wait at all. As it should be. 

AZR © 2014

So, my new sweetheart, this is what I see so far as the main area of focus. Er hum. Let's get down to business, so we can get down to us. 

I'm leaving you to it, especially in this relentless, no man will make contact at all, until he is ready, kind of peculiarity that I attract, but I will say this. 

I need a man who has already done what he came here to do. I need a man who has achieved his largeness on this earth. Not to say for one second, that he is now allowed to keep achieving for one second, but I feel you understand what I mean. I need a man who has made it and is happy within himself and is now looking for more. And that is not just the Lolita Re-juvenating Nymph Sacredness of truth that is the High Serpent Priesthood Priestess and all that she is. The Sacred of Sacred Whores. 

I need a man who is going to serve The Great Mother Universe as well as overturn his years of natural and institutionalised putting himself first and last because that is what society has taught him to do. I need a man who is going to put ME first. Personally yes, but much more than that. PROFESIONALLY. 

Now, with me as you can see, I have overturned all the non professionalism and all the chattel teachings of needing help to even believe in myself. I have done all that work and I have done it before and during my First Love. I don't NEED anything. I need to be cared for financially of course, if we are to be together sooner rather than later, but much more than that, I need the emotional support and real interest and encouragement of a man behind me. 

You know what I am saying. I am the human rights leader, first off and a man has to be the supportive partner to me and second, it is my career that has to be fulfilled now and that has to be the main focus of the house, even if I don't do it in the same full time way as other people do on their way up. I am doing it full time, but I am a writer. I work in my own time and you of all people know what that artistic process is. I do however EXPECT total support and encouragement for who I am and what I do. 

And the only kind of man who can come close to that, I can now see, especially in light of my First Love, is a man who has made it. Who has achieved the pinnacle of his success, in terms of the six Wimbledon titles and who is now cruising at a high altitude in his own work, whatever the usual vulnerabilities and pressures and will to better oneself are. 

I need a man who is secure enough in himself, UNSELFISH now enough in himself and GENUINELY INTERESTED in my work, in the work of a philosopher, writer and empowerer and coach to want to take from it himself and to genuinely want it to reach the world and to get on board to make that happen, in any way he can. 

I think that's you. I think it can only be you. 

Prove me right. 

See what I say. I feel you do already, but I would say that is how far it goes for you. Your level has to be higher than the First Love. Because you are. And because I finally need to say what it is I need and deserve and what I have always dreamed of. Your dreams about me are intact. No problem there for real. What about mine? Do you fulfill my dreams. Do you truly feel the purpose I am being asked to perform. Do you support me enough to love me enough? That is all I ask really. I think you do. 

AZR © 2014 

THE Dialogue commonly called the Republic is the acknowledged masterpiece of the large collection of similar compositions which have come down to us as the works of Plato. These works have made the name of Plato one of the most familiar names in history. But we know little about Plato himself; astonishingly little,compared with what we might have expected to know. When we consider that he lived in a peculiarly historical period, concerning the events and personages of which we have an unusual amount of information ; that he had an illustrious reputation during his lifetime,which was prolonged to an advanced old age; and that his writings were very numerous, and have reached us in so perfect;a condition as to show that their text was reverently watched over from the first: it cannot but seem strange that the record of his life is so meagre, and that the mutual relations of his writings are involved in so much obscurity. 

John Llewellyn Davies

Awe. AZR 

I know, New York, terrifying isn't it? Be in awe. I am, at you. But be in awe, as I am in awe of you. Because guess what? I get to be a loving human being too. The rest is misogyny, Priesthood suffocation and all the agendas of this world that you have unconsciously fed into, under the name of 'women'. Slavery basically. Everyone can do it all and women most certainly can. Time to end this crap about 'ooh, but what about me' stuff. It's all conditioning and has nothing to do with the truth. 

But that is your journey now. Cuba didn't make it. The Other is developing but in his own way and timing and for someone else, I am sure. You are doing it for me. Your relationship crucifixions, just as I had to make mine. Ascension is no joke. Ascension is facing yourself, crucifying yourself and moving past that terrible need of dependency that has made the whole male species bonkers. Don't be bonkers. Love. And watch and help me fly. The whole blog is this subject. I say no more. 

I just accept that this is your journey. And to forgive you while you struggle through it. 

I, meanwhile, will fly alone. As I recover from a war of rape, and a body, in pain from the legacy of earth too. I am 'back in the shire' (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). And I have finally begun MY Lord of the Rings. Symbolically speaking as mine is not fiction. But then, neither was his, really. 

Don't be afraid. Be ready to 'die' for love. It is the only way to love. Crucifixion, the culling of all that is ego and Ascension. Facing yourself. Finding the ability to love a FEMALE genius. Finding the devotion and ability to love me. 

Follow your heart and not the 'Barbarian Cerebral' populace of this stupid world. This 'mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad world'. 

Love me and never strangle me. The corpses lie behind you. You want to fly too. 

AZR © 2014 

So, let's continue on a page now. I am back at work at last and researching the fantastical truths of this world, while you (and you) continue to take it all in and ascend in your own time. 

I guess I should make you as unimportant as possible in my life now, but I like having you around too, in this world of stoics and indeed, the more sinister High Priestess killers too. At least you (and you) understand me. And we all need to be understood. 

As I enter my Einstein levels of mind and upwards now, I like that. I miss life, but am happily a 'mad scientist' type now. Now, I research. I research to write. And am beginning to accept and understand that I do have friends and family and people who love me and that no one gets it and why would they. The propaganda of this false world has been in place for at least 12000 years. It takes brilliance to uncover it. And brilliance is prophet work. Guess what. A real High Serpent Priesthood Priest is a prophet. I survived. And now, I write. So, I will keep in touch. And you keep loving. Keep learning how to love and that starts with yourself. And indeed, love itself. Let alone, the truth of all that is woman and then, let alone the truth of all that is High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood. Me. Love my heart, love my power and love my sex. That is love. Oh, and love. Don't just fantasise about it. Connect. Take responsibility for your feelings. Love. 

As for you Cuba, I am okay. It's not lack of forgiveness. It's lack of trust. I am not going to trust you for one damn second, unless you show me something and I no longer believe you will. 

I will not therefore invest in something I no longer believe in. I believe in him now, not you. 

What life brings is up to life. But I know where my heart and attention lie now. And I like it. I no longer like you. But I forgive. I forgive everything. And the why is below. The why of everything starts with that piece. Some men will accept it. Most will not. You decide. You all decide. Female power is love. Love is truly, power. It is unstoppable. Men can choose whether to get on board or not. The power will grow anyway. And I intend to let every woman know how. 

Laters for now. 

AZR 

Consciousness therefore, is supernatural intelligence. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Consciousness is the greatest mystery of science. 

Graham Hancock

THE SUPERHUMAN HAS RISEN. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Defining The Superhuman. Goddesses/gods and mortals. Now I understand. And I agree. Good and evil. Goddesses/gods and mortals. The non Temple population of this world are not gods and can never be or become gods. Their challenge is to become human. The challenge for goddesses and gods, is to increase and escalate their Divinity, in the face of relentless persecution, JEALOUSY and hatred. We are the healers on this planet. The human rights warriors, the women and men who are abused and the greatest carriers of wisdom this planet could ever see. We are The Temple. The goddesses and gods. We are the 'martyrs'. The ones who die for love, who die for life and who are hated, much more than they are loved. The others will never be gods or goddesses. That's the jealousy, hatred and vilification. The lack of support, the lack of care and the lack. We learn many things from them. One was my mother, one was my father, one was my brother, one was my first spiritual teacher, one was a long term friend, etc. And one is my twin soul. The others are every man I have ever known and tried to be with. The Ascension therefore for a non Divine human being - The Temple healers, the Atlanteans are THE DIVINE SOUL and are Divine souls - is not necessarily a change in any spiritual DNA. Their Ascension is to accept OUR Divinity. Jealousy of females indeed. Our Uber Ascension, our martyrdom, our prison sentences, our dying for love and life, is to BECOME OUR Divinity. Having been born with it. They are human, the non Temple, including my twin soul, if they ascend out of EVIL and MADNESS. Then they finally house and protect and are WORTHY of loving the Divine souls, the High Priestesses and Priests of this earth. Then they finally purify evil. The Ascension of the non Temple mortal is to purify evil. The Ascension of the superhumans, the goddesses and gods, the high priestesses and priests is to become healer warriors and to die for love and life and to actually change their spiritual DNA. We are the Divine mind and the Divine heart. Mortals can never enter that. They can only honour it. That is their Ascension. I ain't seen one yet. He has to accept MY Divinity. No wonder he has locked me up and thrown away the key. Compassion for the mortals? It used to be there. Now, it is not. Forgiveness, if he or they ever find humanity? Yes, but not with that kind of compassion again. Mortals can never be trusted as goddesses and gods. We are the Divine Soul. He never will be, as will none of them. The jealousy comes from them. The rage, the inhumanity, the vilification, the madness and the pain. Our job is to heal them. To die for love. To die for HER. This earth has to change. We are the Divine Soul. They and he are not. He has to accept my Divinity. Then, he will love. Or not. Martyrdom and the dying journey certainly therefore gives one thing. Self discovery. No one can ever take that away again. Goddesses and mortals indeed. Not just a shaving your legs advert. Very very real. Mortals can most certainly access the Divine Mind and the Divine Heart. Mortals certainly have psychic gifts. This is about hierarchy and advancement. And leadership and being goddesses and gods. And the jealousy and hatred that comes from those behind. The proof is in the pudding. Not one Atlantean I have ever met, is jealous. Not one Atlantean I have ever met is stupid and not one Atlantean I have ever met is cruel. These are non Divine traits. Traits of the EGO. Mortals ARE The Ego. Goddesses and gods ARE The Soul. Whatever one’s path into healing, the goddesses and gods are faster, better and bigger. And the levels of Divine Intelligence, INCOMPARABLE. No Atlantean is jealous. No Atlantean is cruel. The mortals are always jealous. Always grabbing and always selfish. And always cruel, however much they THINK they access The Divine Mind and Heart. And the mortals have absolutely no honour or humility for anything, other than themselves. The meek shall inherit the earth is about Atlanteans. Not Lemurians. Because an Atlantean has to be crucified, to even speak out about her self discovery. A Lemurian would shove it down your throat at the first. The proof is in the pudding. Atlanteans have humility. Lemurians are pigs. The turn of the world was against The Temple. Lemurians run the world. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created hate and Lemurians created religion. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created slavery. Lemurians enforced marriage. Lemurians created the MALE God. Lemurians took the life expectancy of the world from over a thousand years, to what it is today. Atlanteans have NOTHING to do with this world’s history so far. Atlanteans are the DIVINE essence on earth. Atlanteans are fast. We ARE The Divine Mind and The Divine Heart. Lemurians are entering it only now. Purification of evil is to become love. We were born love. Lemurians are slow. The ‘non feeling’ of Lemurians is complete lack of consciousness. Lemurians are slow. And always will be slower than Atlanteans. Atlanteans are the Divine Mind. Divine Intelligence. Divine Humanitarianism. Divine everything. We are The Divine, on earth. Lemurians want to be us. They never will be. They will always be slow. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

New York. AZR 

Yes. Now, now, now! Me too. I know what I want, who I want and what my responsibilities happily are too. So glad to have returned to the fold and so glad to be able to give love to those who reared me. They are healing me as I am healing them. But it is a new way of living that we are creating now isn't it and I am sure it is the same for you. 

And then there is us. Blasting through with supersonic speed. Stay with it. Don't falter and I won't either. Let's forge that new life. Let's grow the abundance to create the abundance, to lead the way. An international life of love. In every way. Me too. You have the means and from what I know, I'll have a 'job' immediately. That means that I can take care of my own too. And have a glorious life with you too. That makes me happy. I hope you know what I mean:) 

Isn't that what we both want? Grounded freedom with us leading the way? I think so. Me too. Now. 

That's it for now. Keep believing. I want it all too. And I don't want to wait any longer either. 

Love, love, love and love. 

And as for Cuba, dear Cuba, I am at peace with that too. I couldn't have made that journey with anyone else but him and he will 'be' with me always. But that's the work now and he will be happily distracted with the consciousness I am producing, while knowing that I am always there for him as the High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood that he helped build. 

But I want a love that is life too. And that is you. And before you, I could never have imagined that I could ever leave him. Then there was you. A man who seems capable of not just having a fantasy. A man who seems capable of being like me. Making his fantasies real. Me too. You. 

x

AZR © 2014

You don't know what I mean? There's my professional work and then there is my other. And in the context of my wonderful reconciliation with a people who never let me be me and now, who do, I'd like to help. Other than being cared for by you, there's one person I want to look after too. How we do that is up to you. I want to bring her joy now. I am building my work slowly. That is true. I am a genius and entrepreneurial wizard in the making, that is true. But there is another work that we have smiled, shared and joked about, that is real to me. Depends how you want to do it. But officially could do it too. That, I am saying would be my immediate ability of abundance, available instead of my presence, even if that has brought so much sudden joy too, but maybe I am talking to myself and anyway, I don't know why I am discussing this here. We'll do that when and if we are real. It's just nice to have someone else to think about. And frankly, she is protection too. That's why I left the martyrdom, late nights life. I need my family around me now, too. I have never felt so much like an orphaned whore in the street in my life. That's what men do. 

I am just saying, yes. Now. Me too. 

And maybe it's just all a bit shocking. Are you kidding? Me too. Making fantasies real is that. And now, I don't want to be discussing it like this either. But I surrender to the central self. Us. And deliver. 

AZR © 2014

Good morning. So, today, I am delivering the first of the research pieces again, after a long while. Don't take any of it personally New York. Cuba is used to this process, but you are not. Know that my feelings are running high for you and very very nice and very pure. 

The rest is politics, to get to the truth of this shit called earth. 

But of course, anything that is relevant to your consciousness growth is also vital. Learn what you can and apply. I know you are. And I honour that. 

:) Laters 

AZR © 2014

Cuba. AZR 

Yes, there is no doubt about it. In light of the recent delivery on Intuition, and in light of my 'Gandalf' rescue from the fires of 'Sauron' (Tolkein's Lord of The Rings), there is no doubt that I could have demonised you. Seven years ago, four years ago, I saw a vision, philosophically, psycho analytically and sociologically and spiritually. You know that. I saw how any man could evolve and ascend, just as I did. 

And then the carnage and cruelty and insanity of you in our journey just got too bloody much. 

I also see that whatever you have done to me, whatever men are, it could have been New York that did this to me too, that any man could have done it, that this would have been the process, no matter what. 

So, yes, I see that. Yes, you were very heavily present in my dreams just now. 

That's all I will say. I will not risk on speculation. Not again. 

But I will announce fairness. And indeed, the human heart that goes with Hierophant Female King. 

And I will say thank you and no dehumanisation. 

With both of you, there is nothing to talk about yet anyway. But, thank you to both of you. 

The work is what I have control over. And my 'Gandalf' rescue. Bringing me back to the light and filling me with the wonder of human relationship again. The proof that healing is possible. The proof that I am just the most powerful sorcerer and self healer and alchemist of human emotion and sicknesses of the soul. And indeed, the HIStory of the earth lie. And certainly not the only one. 

AZR © 2014

New York. AZR 

Yes, New York, I am still with you too. I just deliver in the moment, but you are still the one for me. This is just closure isn't it. The peace of closure indeed. To clear the way. The good news is that I think he is as settled into his new life as I am into mine. Closure and love. So that we can be us. 

x

AZR © 2014

...I should also qualify. He may occasionally visit me in my dreams, but you visit regularly, during the day. In the new time of 'Mastering the two worlds', this is the more powerful, talking about the human interpretation of the Divine gift of Hierophant. 

Second, I have two questions all the time. What is the healing capabilities of the human race and therefore the fact that he seems to be healing too, is fundamental to the hope I can give about even The Dark Lords on earth. Second, the question is continually confirmed by you. The second question. Who can make it real and who can step out of fantasy and reality separation, into making fantasies reality? 

Before you even came along, these were always the two questions for him. As I have seen with my own healing, that is a fundamental test of the process and you and I both know how frightening that is and how much time it has taken to merge the two. I do not believe and have not believed for a long while, that Cuba is capable of doing that in this lifetime. 

He is capable of entering humanity towards women. That is greatness enough. Your greatness however transcends that by eons, like mine. Yours is humanity towards women + Divinity consort as The Sacred Pimp, to the Divine Sacred Whore Valkyrie Hierophant Monarch. The ultimate protector and companion. Merging it all. You know it, I know it. And that fills me with bliss on a daily and increasing basis. 

I should also say, in all fairness that I hope I am the one for you too. And that you want me now. 

The dream shows me that I have his silent support in the other world. Yours, I want in this one. I feel it is coming. I feel it is you. 

And that gives me hope like I have not felt for a very long time. 

....I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014......

Indeedy. You. 

AZR © 2014

...and finally, for now - I am transcribing Graham Hancock to study him and it's taking longer than I thought, which it should - it is also in general, and mutually the truth that we make different journeys with different partners. As I lived in the other world with my twin soul, you lived in the earth world with your soul mate or twin soul, the one you are in the process of completion with. That is also a certain alignment of security, as we both fear we will not be 'allowed' to be with each other. The spiritual logic applies. You, in the language, that you can see on this website, have lived the earth journey while taking off into the other world. I have lived firmly in the other world and have landed now in the earth world. 

Reflected in your consciousness (the conscious version as well as all consciousness) levels of admirable but slower results and reflected in the same with my fiscal and productivity for the market levels. 

Convergence. Us. With our last partners it seems, firmly there too. Ultimately, it is about compatibility. What has made you want to move on is more than the 'Sacred Whore and Madonna'. What has made me move on is more than the rage at the twin soul's inability to love. On the contrary. I think he is developing it well. Just not for me. And that is another story. Like ours. 

Magic. 

AZR © 2014

...oh yes, and then there is the usual. So, tell me something new. This time I was prepared. You still have to prove you are worthy. "Knowledge is power". And I know about love. So, my profane new pimp, take your time. I'm not waiting. I'm just idly watching. Which is what the world of men deserves. Rite of passage indeed. That's cool. We are all what we are. I'm amazing. You're not. Yet. 

AZR © 2014

A reminder of the width of the gap:) The proof is in the pudding. I don't have to emphasise nothing anymore. The analysis is as brilliant now, as it was then. The ordinary world. The non temple. You.  

Cruelty

Cruelty is the name of the game. Apparently, anyone who speaks out against cruelty is an Utopian. Damn right. Utopia rules, because Utopia runs in my heart and in the heart of all Atlantean people. It's called kindness. I accept now that I came here to see the CRUELTY of this world. Cruel families, cruel people and cruel men. It's not lack of soul. It's cruelty. It's not selfishness, it's cruelty. It's not self determination. It's cruelty. My self determination journey was the first 10 years of my odyssey. The past seven have been about sheer, male, human, sub human cruelty. Cruelty is the greatest and most prevalent 'sin' of this world. So common, it's thought to be normal. It's not. Cruelty is ugly, foul and endlessly unlovable. Cruelty must not be allowed to exist. And cruelty always has to be left. Again and again and again. Because cruelty does not listen, is not kind in any way and hates with a skilful vengeance beyond the imagination of an Atlantean, even a realised and conscious one. Cruelty is the mediocre. The banal and the normal. Cruelty never changes. Until, apparently it does. Will we survive this? His cruelty? Who cares. Not me. The work was all that was ever worth anything. The work was all that ever mattered. Human beings do not matter. Human beings are cruel. My misfortune was to find out the whole truth. That even your twin soul (and indeed, The Ascension Twin Flame), even the one person you searched for, is the same as everyone else. Abjectly cruel, cruel, cruel, cruel and cruel. Fortunately I was prepared. I had already seen everyone else. Cruelty must not be allowed. I wanted a master. I got a muppet. A cruelty muppet from hell. Just like everyone else. Now I build alone. Without human cruelty. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™

Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me. 

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Live and let live. I do. Tara. Maybe that's why the twin soul was in my dreams. The only comfort available at this time. Great. No problem. I'll take the crumbs of male humanity. Crumbs being the operative word. Crumbs are good. They don't interfere with life. And what do I mean by life? Being subjected to unconscious selfishness. Done. Your turn to prove who you are. I've graduated. I'm an Ascended Master. What about you? 

AZR © 2014

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The Goddess. A Few Definitions

Innana. Sumerian Goddess of heaven and earth. She made her descent into the underworld on a spiritual quest, taking off all external attachments until she confronted death itself, and returned. She brings fertility and power.

Demeter. Greek/Roman Goddess of the Earth, she gives all bounty and food, especially grains. When she was separated from her daughter, all fertility left the earth and it created Winter.

Called Aphrodite by the Greeks and Venus by the Romans, we know her as goddess of love, passion and growth. But originally, she also ruled birth, life, death, time and fate. She is a very ancient, powerful and complex goddess with dozens of names, and as many lovers. Called the Golden One, and "Foam Born" she arose from the sea, scattering pearls made from drops of water.

Ancient Nile funerary Goddess from Egypt, she is drawing down the energy of the moon. Her crescent shaped arms symbolize regeneration, and uplifting inspriation.

Radha She is the "beloved One", consort of Krishna in the Hindu tradition. She personifies sensuality and love for the Divine which leads to transcendence, and the action of leaving everything to follow one's love for God.

Quan Yin- Buddhist Goddess of compassion, her name means "She who hears the suffering of the world". One of the most beloved of the Tibetan Buddhist deities, she relieves suffering, heals and protects those in need.

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African Goddess

The Egyptian Goddess of rebirth is one of the most familiar images of empowered and utter feminity. The Goddess Isis was the first daughter of Geb, God of the earth and Nat, the Goddess of the Overarching sky. Isis was born on the first day between the first years of Creation, and was adored by her human followers. Unlike other Egyptian Goddnesses, the goddess Auset spent time among her people teaching woman how to grink corn and make bread, spin flax and weave cloth, and how to tame men enough to live with them. Isis taught her people the skills of reading and agriculture and was worshipped as the Goddess of Medicine and Wisdom. More than any other Ancient African goddesses, Auset embodied the characteristics of all the lesser goddesses that proceeded her.

Isis became the model on which future generations of female duties in other cultures were to be based. As the personification of the “Complete female” Isis was called the one who is all, Isis Panthea and the lady of ten thousand names. The Goddess Isis, a moon goddess, gave birth to Horus, created and sustained all life...were the saviors of their people.

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Cuba. Amera Ziganii Rao 

....which could also mean of course, as I galvanise into research, that after a shaky emotional day, Cuba is forging ahead....human interpretation. Step by step. And if that is the case, I can go back to the feeling in the dream. It was truly nice. I'll go with that Marcus Vinicius. For now. If you truly are the consort, in the end, yes, of course, I honour that. I honour you. If. The dream was solid. The dream was our hearts. I liked it. AZRx

Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Resignation. AZR 

Meanwhile though, I am going to embrace something I had up to seven years ago. Complete resignation and lack of belief in my alleged love destiny. Resignation, apathy, cynicism and just not caring anymore. Then I had that awful, unexplained terror too. No more terror. Just the resignation now and going with that at these moments, enjoying whoever approaches and then slipping back into completely not caring too. Good rhythm. Soul sicknesses after all. Nothing can happen before a man's soul sickness is healed. I'm glad I no longer rely on men. The rest is compassion and pity and hard boiled rational business. Of the love, I mean. 'Show me the money' was the phrase from Jerry Maguire. Exactly. I will 'resign' quite happily until then. No certainties, no focus on who, no nothing. Friends, we all are. What will be, will be. I love me. And the people who love me. 

AZR © 2014

Resignation and Compassion. AZR 

At the same time, I can give you hope. I am an Ascended Master, first and last, because I healed my soul sicknesses. I am a Master, because I did it consciously. In other words, you can ascend too. Consciousness in a conscious way can be as slow as it is or even non existent in a conscious manner. The aim is not knowledge just for the sake of it, or to please me or to do this or that. It is so that you can heal your soul sicknesses. The ability to love is the aim. The ability to BE love and to LOVE OTHERS. And then, to love WOMEN. 

This takes great study, thought, the process of thought and then the facing of oneself. Facing the emotional self to integrate the thoughts learnt and processed. 

That is psycho analysis in the modern, defined world. 

That is also spiritual analysis and spiritual CHANGING OF ONE'S MATTER in the true spiritual and esoteric and High Priestess world. The Universe energy, available for all. Your soul. 

As I begin the work now to create my vast ambitions of healing for those who can hear it, my wonderful and sprawling writings so far, with this blog devoted largely to the healing of men and other writings devoted to the healing of women and so on, the task is huge. 

But I have seen people heal in front of me, after years of separation, who I thought could never heal. That gives me hope. Hope like I have never felt before. 

Ascension is a well known fact in the esoteric and spiritual healing circles. I call it Ascension. Other Priesthood and healers call it something else. It doesn't matter what it is called. That's my job. You can heal. You, and you. The Dark Lords of New York and Cuba, respectively. And then, the Dark Lord of Australia (The Other, as was). I am honoured that you all want to learn and that you read my work. That honour has to be enough for now. You, you and you and every other you. And indeed, the women like me and even the men like me. You want this information to apply to yours and yours. I definitely honour that. There is hope. Long journeys, but hope. 

Back to The Dark Lords. The motivation has to be found. The motivation is sexual love and love for a woman, and with a woman. Use it and stick with it. You will ascend. Ascension is two things. Re-programming the mind. The ego mind is the one taught to you by society and everything you have ever experienced, while not analysing it. The soul mind is the mind you find and apply so you overturn everything you have learnt. Ascension is MASTERING the lower mind so you are in charge of it, as opposed to it being in charge of you. And I mean, the EMOTIONAL MIND. 

We can all slip into anger, even after Ascension, but the ability to come back from it and to do it less and less and more constructively, is the 'mark' of Ascension. Non Ascension is destructive, persistent, out of control, non reachable rage of emotion. Meted out either through emotional pain or cold logic. 

Ascension is a process takes a great deal of suffering, loneliness, rage, pain and humility. The more you do it, the more you will hear The Universe. The more you hear The Universe, the more you acquire what society calls wisdom. Wisdom takes pain. Wisdom also takes education. Education, education and education. No one has learnt anything, before spiritual esoteric information. Denied to the world for probably 12000 years. 

For instance, I'll give you a phrase to focus on today...

"The Witch's Hammer. The instruction to the church, to locate, torture and murder millions of free thinking women." The Da Vinci Code 

That says it all. Your emotional self is programmed to do just that, while you are desperate to love a woman. We are pursuing true love. You are pursuing true love within yourself. That kind of love is without that shit. Completely. Your aim has to be to re-programme yourself ALCHEMICALLY out of that murderous shit. Then, you can love. 

Your job is to use my knowledge and to find your own. You have begun. 'Nothing is your fault and everything is your responsibility' says Christopher Howard, who is one of the leaders in Personal Development. 'It's not what they to do you that counts, it's what you do with what they do to you that counts'. Jean Paul Sartre

Healing takes pain. Truth takes pain. Ascension takes pain. Meeting The Universe, The Great Mother Universe, the real 'God', takes pain, pain, pain and pain. 

Face that pain, face the dark emotions of your past, your past on earth, your High Priestess killing past as you have had to be involved with, because you are a man, let alone in this life, and you will ascend. Ascension brings YOU the ability to be intimate, authentic, ponderous, self controlling and kind. Ascension makes YOUR love true. Not the love of someone else. 

So, I am in resignation yes. But hope I have for the first time in my life, other than in my own self. When I healed, I found the beauty and stunning truth of life. And no one can ever take that away from me ever again. I may have waited 12000 years for it. 

So might you. 

You can heal your soul sicknesses. These are our lives, our lifetimes to do it. So, yes, I can offer belief in you as the High Priestess. The personal we leave to later. The fact that you even want me should be enough. And I love my work. I now, finally, love my life again. I have won the war. Now I have a new one. And I'll have to do it without you. You have to win the old one. True love. 

AZR © 2014

The Sacred Disir :: "No man is above The Disir, however royal. The Ancient Gods have spoken. The Disir have passed judgment. Redeem yourself. No further chance will be given"………"This is a runemark….in times past this aroused great fear. It was given to those found wanting by The Court of The Disir. The highest court of The Old Religion. Three women were chosen at birth to be trained as seers and soothsayers. Their only task was to interpret the word of The Triple Goddess. When they sat in judgement, their word was final…..The Disir have seen fit to give you this. This is a judgment of The Gods against you……The Disir are the mouthpiece of The Triple Goddess"………”We do not judge. We do not condemn. We are but the anuncier of The One who presides over all. Who sees all. Who knows all. The Triple Goddess. And you, Arthur Pendragon have angered Her…..you have denied The Old Religion, dismissed its faith, persecuted its followers, even unto slaughter….embrace the ways of The Old Religion Arthur or risk the ire of The Goddess and the destruction of everything you most value. The end of your reign, the fall of Camelot, yourself…..You are known Arthur. You have always been known. And now you come here to the most sacred of the most sacred, to the very heart of The Old Religion, with weapons drawn, trampling hallowed relics, treating our sacred space like you do your kingdom. With arrogance, with conceit. With insolence……the future holds much pain for you Arthur Pendragon. For you and your people. If you wish to save all you hold dear, if you wish to save your kingdom, embrace The Old Religion, learn Her ways, bow to The Goddess…..consider carefully...” 

The Disir. BBC TV’s Merlin

...and yes, I am that big. I may be the biggest. That is not the point. But that is the simple and extremely understandable reason why I attract uber alpha males. Your job is to understand integrate that I am beyond that. I am an uber alpha female. Uber, uber. My new journey, other than to become as much in love with war (business, achievement and immortality of legacy) as I am in love with love (sex) and love, is also leadership. Dale Carnegie was teaching me today for instance, how Abraham Lincoln, the leader oft cited as one of the greatest inspirations for humane and powerful leadership that has ever existed, had his own journey to wisdom too. He would damn and slam people in powerful writings and then leave these letters around for people to see. A sort of pre internet and social media version I guess. His own version of a newspaper. He finally stopped, when challenged to a duel by a particularly infuriated opponent. Great story. 

I step from being a young (new) artist and revolutionary into my more measured self now as I take you along with me. No apologies for any voice that has been so far. On the contrary, that is a fundamental part of my message. But I am enjoying the peace of a new compassion as I have finally been given it by life again. I am also beyond wisdom. And therefore have great responsibilities to lead in love, as I go to war again. The war for consciousness on this GOD forsaken profane planet of High Priestess killing males. Programmed to destroy the very thing they worship. The powers that be did their work well and as I delve deep into the communing and prophet work now, to bring back the real answers, your consciousness healing has become very political indeed. 

Soul sickness healing however is one thing and one thing above all else. Need is not love. Greed is not love and everyone has a responsibility to work out what that means. And bear the agony of what it means. That is the ability to love. The more you integrate that, the more you acquire ALCHEMICAL wisdom. The more you gain the ability to become the authentic self (soul + positive ego as a vehicle of delivery). Men who reach that place, non Temple persons who reach that place of either sex, is the healing that the powers that be do their utmost to prevent. 

That is how big I am. And how important to you I am. And debatably, how important to the world. Honour that. At the moment, you unconsciously, absolutely, dishonour that. You do not deserve to be loved, while you are that. Know the carnage that you mete out just by being who you are. Honour me, honour all that I am, honour all that women and people like me are. That's a different story. 

We are all 'The Second Coming'. The revolution that is The New World. Love for ALL. Not just the men. Cinderella is risen. And every Cinderella across this world will be risen. The Taliban culture of this world is over. The world of men is dead. Accept that and bring what is really male, with you. And we win. 

AZR © 2014

No Win. AZR 

Right. So, the only difference between you and Cuba is something. Don't know what. Yes, you are a developed artist, yes, your sexuality is as powerful if not more powerful, and yes, maybe you are ready to leave your first family and maybe I will catch you inbetween your first family and your second. As I didn't, with Cuba. Right. So that's attractive. 

And that is men. 

I think the main thing for me to focus on today, is that the answer has been given. You are not worthy, he was not worthy and the worthy man will be a healed one and apparently that will be you. And what is healing? Not being a misogynistic pig anymore. The true miracle of any man's life on this profane planet of female killing hell. Self love (no homicidal mother psychosis dependency on women) + a political humane consciousness (accepting that women are not born to be slaves) = a healed man = a man who very very rarely exists in the world so far. 

So, you are still an ordinary man. 

Right. So, for me, I can finally walk away. IF you heal, then we have a destiny. IF you heal, I will invest in you as a man and partner. IF you heal, then you will love (give a shit about) me. Right. Got that one. 

I don't care. What I am grateful for now, is that I have a friendship with you, with Cuba and with Australia. I have three male friends who desire me. That will do for me. Secondly, it is a very useful interaction friendship style for my work and all that I am and helps me not feel so lonely as a woman, while I thrive as a High Priestess, Writer, Entrpreneur and Psycho Analytical and Metaphysical Philosopher. As I write my thesEs, my education programme and so on. 

The rest you don't care about, ie how hurt and angry a woman is with such relentless evil (you), how much heroism a woman has to find, how much grace a woman has to find and how angry a woman is, that she has to do such wonderful work while being actively hated (misogyny is hate). You don't care about any of those things, so I am not going to waste my breath by writing that here. That's the book and the work to help so many other women, and indeed men, like me. 

You are just the Dark Lord muses. Useful, so thanks. 

Other than that, I am breathing new air today. Relationship anticipation and hope free air. I am focusing on one thing. My big life, my big achievements and my big influence on this profane world of male shit. And I love it. I am loving every moment of it and know that there is no one person to be angry about because it's the way it is and none of you have a fucking clue what I am talking about. Those who have an overbalance of power, will always be the last to give it up. I knew that at the age of eight. That's how good I feel, while angry and hurt. Now, I know why. 

Laters. And fuck you. I'll wave to you from my Docklands pad. I have integrated all that the Dark Lords are. And I do it with light. Beat that. You can't. I have people around me who love me. That beats you a million times over. But the desire and sort of companionship I'll take. I can use it. And in that is forgiveness. Love however will have to be negotatiated for. By you. IF you ever heal. Be extraordinary. Don't be a misogynist. 

Fortunately, I am no longer watching. And really, that is the message. The whole journey has to be made yes. Women's heroism makes male heroism look like ordinary foot soldiers who have never left boot camp. But the relief now at last to know that even though I don't get a life at all until I create it, after all these years of suffering and austerity, I never have to wait for you or any man ever again. 

I am delivered. Now, watch me. I like it. Whether you ever touch me again is up to you. I am most certainly no longer, watching you. 

AZR © 2014

Cat Amongst The Pigeons (Men). AZR 

On the other hand - and this is high Hierophant logic, asked of me as I master or attempt to master my destiny, who the hell knows. 

Here's the logic. New York is in a marriage, Cuba is in a new relationship. Both of you are 'torn' between two wants, two desires and two lives. Both of you are 'torn' between controlling women and not controlling women. Both of you are 'torn' between ego and soul. Misogyny or no misogyny. 

So why am I trying to decide or control or lead events? 

Cuba and I have lived a momentous love story. New York and I are living a shorter version. Same thing really. Or is it? 

In other words, why am I trying to decide, and why shouldn't I be 'torn' too? Why shouldn't I be 'torn' between two men as you are 'torn' between two women, respectively? 

And if our journeys are now this long and nothing is to be done for a long while, then what kind of certainty and security am I trying to generate anyway? To both of you I am the perennial mistress. 

So, until I am more than an idea to either of you, why shouldn't I go with both of you? And why shouldn't you both have to fight it out within the two of you? 

We are all working on a high psychic level anyway, with no communication, no contact and no decision making of any kind. 

Let's have three triangles instead of two and one person on the outside trying to manipulate events, however sincerely she is trying to lead. 

I love both of you. I am the mistress, now as I was then. You decide. And then let me know. 

And as we know, neither of you are in that position yet anyway. Why should I offer either of you certainty, while you offer me nothing? That is Hierophant logic. Done with love but truth. 

I could just be really hurt by Cuba. First marriage or second, who the fuck is counting? I could have been trying to run away with New York. He is in his first marriage. Who the fuck is counting? 

My life is business now. And self determination in a city, that is neither Havana nor New York. My life is now, after this extraordinary 'Little Mermaid' journey, anything BUT love. Such is the duty of all that is me. The devotion of all that is me. The SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR. And the perennial goddess mistress to hard boiled, misogynistic, Dark Lord MEN. 

So, why am I trying to decide something that is clearly not ready to be decided? 

I am not anymore. I love both of you. You both love me. Life will decide what those loves are and who loves who in what way and who loves who in what other way. 

Life will decide. And you. 

I only had to find the courage to stand alone. The pain of all that you do to me has finally done that. I stand alone. And still love. Who I love, will be decided by you. 

Thank you. 

AZR © 2014

Okay. AZR 

Yeah, okay, I'm lonely for you too, New York. It seems that even I am not invincible or able to stand completely alone and if you are in want of me, then I hear you. 

But I don't like being a mistress and I don't like being involved with a married man. Seven years was quite long enough for that as a committed action. Of course I have been the other woman for over 30 years. That is most certainly, long enough. 

But this is the way of the world, as you make your way to 'Sophia' (The piece on the psychology of the Sacred Whore journey for a man). Companionship it is, even if every second day, I have to be reminded that you are still a psycho and still a misogynist. All over again. The same bloody process. 

But I have to let you in. So I am. 

I'm reading the 'his'stories of the world and feeling absolutely overwhelmed. Overwhelmed at two things. I still don't exist anywhere, because of the sinister story of this world, first and second, because men only write about men. Overwhelmed too, because the twin soul trauma is part of it and I don't really want to know what happened anymore and too shocked at what has gone on even in this life, but I can feel that I am about to find out all the answers. 

Overwhelmed though at something else. I am just learning the language from other people. And finding the humility and joy to be a student with all my experience and knowledge on hold. But everything they speak about, I have done. And not just me. You, him, and him. And it turns out that we are not that unusual. Amongst the greats who have made the journey in the so called 'Secret Societies'. I have not only done it, I have already defined it as you know. I'm a natural. It's being confirmed all over again. 

That makes me feel good. But it doesn't make me feel good that the initiation knowledge is the world's biggest secret and much of it I am sure is not going to make me feel good. So, feeling lonely, lost and hurt. All round. 

Bear that in mind as you violate me. Don't violate me too much. And maybe we have a future, where, indeed, you can violate me in the right way. But only if you are my true friend. I'll try and trust that you want to be. I'll try and bear the pain once again of watching a mad man try and become sane. Don't let me down. 

AZR © 2014

However, The Letting Go. AZR 

On the other hand, current preferences though I may have, sort of companionship I may have, I am letting go of the whole concept of men. 

I have the courage now to face the truth. Men are who they are. The world is what it is. My philosophical question for this blog was why Cuba 'could not/would not' love me. Why men do not love women, however hard they try. That question has been answered. 

The new question is this. For all my work. The detailed analysis and exploration of why this world is such a piece of shit and why men are who they are. Part of it is spiritual. The dark and the light. The light needing to be violated, the dark needing to purify, the meeting of the souls in the middle sort of thing. 

But the rest is unspoken, ridiculed and the real secrets of this world. Why men have made this world such a piece of shit. And why they are psychopaths and unable to do anything but destroy women and why women cannot let go. In other words what is the imbalance of hate in men where even when women overcome every piece of dependency they have been sickened into by this world, there is no change. Why is this world such a piece of shit. Why are men who they are. 

Other than that, I have the courage now, to let go of all personal sensual life and bury myself vocationally and spiritually in my new life of any other kind of love other than the love of men. I am afraid of losing myself again, I am afraid of letting go of all that I have become creatively and professionally but these are just fears. To become great, to step up to the next level takes the courage of letting go and beginning all over again. 

Sensuality I can get anywhere. And I will. I need it. The profound loneliness of being 'with' you outweighs the loneliness, the bitter and heart breaking loneliness of having no one. But we are all in touch in our advanced way. So that will have to be enough. 

I however, reject the idea of being with any of you. Until some future harvest. The illusions are over. The companionships are there, and helpful to all of us. New York, you and I connect at the moment. That's great. But that's all it is. Any idea that anything will come of it anytime soon however is ridiculous. First, we have to find out what the fuck all of this is about. By that time, years down the line, you might be done. Cuba will always be with me. Who knows what our future is and so on. 

It will take years. Some kind of Ascension is coming for men. When I do not know. The point is not your love Ascension. The point is what the fuck I have had to go through, to get to this point and ultimately to the final love Ascension for a man. The point is what women have to go through. Why, why, why and why. Those are the only questions relevant now and why no one has given any answer worth listening to, for it. 

It will take years. And by that time, I will have the life of a man. Myself. And that is all I want. I grieve all that I wanted. My greatness is that I can grieve it. Because I have let go. I reject 'love' and I certainly reject men. Yes, the work may have been done, yes, maybe this was the point, but what a journey to grieve and get over the trauma of, while you remain unscathed and as numb as ever. 

Now, I have to prepare to tell everyone the good news. Nothing worked. But I did. 'Forgive and grow' says personal development. I did. And I will never stop. I will just have to do it alone. As every woman on this earth who doesn't believe in slavery. Men are who they are. And my work will define why. The why of the why of the why. And maybe one day, you will realise what you do. And one day, maybe, you will care. 

But that's you. Men are who they are. Time for me to become something else. Greatness of the kind you cannot even imagine. Because I do it alone. And because I loved. I really loved. 

And now I bury myself in order to fly. Alone. And you remain who you are. No change there then. 

My question for you today is this. Other than the violating and hate force of the world, what else exactly do you do? What is so great about men? Who are you and what are you? You destroy. And then? You remain numb, cruel and stupid. 

And I only grow more and more great. Oh, and I refuse to die. A feminist then is a spanner in the works. Women like me are clearly supposed to die. Loneliness is death. You still won. Good for you. Be lonely now too. Oh yes. You're numb. I'll be lonely for you too. 

I want to know the why now. All the whys. Because this must not exist. Women are clearly the more powerful species by eons. But this must not exist. The world of men as the men they are. No. This must not exist. 

AZR © 2014

The Questions. AZR 

....The new question is this. For all my work. The detailed analysis and exploration of why this world is such a piece of shit and why men are who they are. Part of it is spiritual. The dark and the light. The light needing to be violated, the dark needing to purify, the meeting of the souls in the middle sort of thing. 

But the rest is unspoken, ridiculed and the real secrets of this world. Why men have made this world such a piece of shit. And why they are psychopaths and unable to do anything but destroy women and why women cannot let go. In other words what is the imbalance of hate in men where even when women overcome every piece of dependency they have been sickened into by this world, there is no change. Why is this world such a piece of shit. Why are men who they are....

Second is the acceptance and recognition, needed from birth, of what it is to be female on this planet and what it is to be a goddess. The carnage that life will be from day one. That either we will be involved with men and join the legions of women who struggle to understand why their man is who he is, or the legions of women who have left it all behind and then struggle and take years to come to terms with what happened to them, knowing all the while that the men are now happy because all they wanted from a woman was children. 

The two issues to clarify and explain and investigate now. What are men, how do we leave them and how do we come to terms with being female and why this world is disgusting, a waste of time and a planet of male shit. And the why of the why of the why and how women have to be in therapy for lifetimes, to get over it. Yes, the future belongs to women. Yes, it is women who will suffer the most and do. 

In other words, fuck the harvest. That is not what my life is about. My life is about the devastation of the journey to it. Nothing will ever make up for it. Other than the investigation and the uncovering of male evil. Male evil, numbness and madness. Earth is a planet of male evil. And I already know why. Now I search for the why of the why of the why and indeed, the acceptance that it is the way it is. That will take the rest of my life. And I am supposed to celebrate that men and you will change one day. Yeah, right. Too busy being traumatised for that. You celebrate. Your planet is for you. You made sure of that. Female respect however, you will never get. That is only for women. The women who endure you, are involved with you and then have to survive you. A woman's greatness in other words, is when she realises that there is no hope, no one to blame and nothing to do but to accept. And to know at last that cock was never worth it. Male friendship she never had. And cock was most certainly not worth the evil that came with it. The rest is the acceptance of the devastation. And a leader of human rights will never accept the position of slavery. Grace can only be a manufactured and forced thing. To use. But never, truly to be. Earth is shit because earth belongs to men and men are evil. Ergo, life is worthless. Because life belongs to numb and fascistic men. 

The Age of Aquarius indeed. A long way to go until anyone sees the positive fallout of that. Until then, we remain in an age of male shit. But the goddess is free. Free to see the horrendous truth. Men. And her extraordinary strength and self worth. She no longer belongs to men. She belongs to women. The light of this earth. The intelligence of this earth, the wisdom of this earth and the humanity of this earth. Men can truly, never compete with that. They just help for a short time. They are but a rite of passage. The harvest of one's true life then, has nothing to do with men. Because there is no love in men. Other than, for men. 

Evil, because evil is the refusal to love or be love. That is evil. Ergo, men are evil. They do not love. 

AZR © 2014

Sex and Men. AZR 

A sexualised women, a sexual woman is capable of love. A sexualised man, a sexual man is not capable of love. Why. Evil. Evil is above all, emotional and spiritual dysfunction of being. Women have the capability to be both sex and love. Men clearly do not. The Dark Lords are defunct. Their sex means they cannot love. And for a sexual woman, it can only be a Dark Lord. Therefore, love, let alone, true love, the sharing of it is not possible. Men cannot merge love and sex. Only women can. 

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Well, it needs to be shocking, because I think the most shocking thing is that you do not realise what you do. You read and read my website, you have listened to women for years, you yearn for togetherness with women somehow and yet, you don't hear a thing. 

So, either you are going to react to my words, and then react against me or you are going to react to my words and then shift. 

I am not in judgment. My heart has been broken about as much as it can be. I am The Disir. I announce and deliver the truth. 

Cuba at least can see now how he is not alone. How you, New York and you, Australia, even, do exactly the same thing. At least he can see that it is generic. Which leads us to the next question. You, you and you and every you have to be regarded as a people now. If I were a gay man for instance, I would still be subject to the same treatment from your kind of people as if I were a woman. That gay man would be a high priest too. 

Which means that you as a people are the freaks. Or, put it this way, your people are one type of freak and my people, those who love and sex and have the ability to do both, are freaks too, with 'Orks' (Tolkein) of every variety in between. We are the Wizard Class. But you serve Sauron. You might as well accept it and then you can begin to deal with it. 

How you do that, I do not as yet know how, but my website is full of the various teachings and explorations and consciousness is a shifting, layer by layer, reading the same material again and again or finding similar material elsewhere. 

And there is no deadline now. No expectation, no anticipation and nothing asked of any of you, other than the experiment of whether you are truly capable of merging sexuality and love or not. 

And meanwhile, whether or not you can heal, one thing is true. Two things actually. First, evil is not evil. Evil is not the boogie man. Evil is a sickness of the soul. An overbalance, but in you as a people, it is an overbalance that does NOT make you sick. You are the fittest men on the planet. That's the first thing. A sickness of the soul that apparently does not make you sick, but makes everyone else's life hell. 

Second, everyone needs to know who you are as a people. The young girls out there who are beating themselves to compete in a male, girl hating world, who will be knocked down the first time they fall in love, because of a people who cannot merge sex and love. 

Those are two serious issues. And even if I never see Paradise with anyone else - because I see Paradise every day as a state of spiritual bliss - these are the things that have to come out of my experiences. Having seen hell. 

No judgment, just truth. You are demons. We need to find out how and why. And one thing I can see now too, that I have known for a long time, is confirmed again. This is not about me. Women walk around their whole lives, thinking, oh, it must be me, he just doesn't love me. Cuba proved a long time ago, that it had nothing to do with how much a man 'loves' a woman. Cuba adores me. This is not personal. This is a problem. And the problem is your species, as an undefined sickness of the soul. 

My past sickness of the soul is the most bloody defined thing on earth. The female psycho. Yours is not even mentioned. Other than in some strange, admiring, amused, bewildered kind of way. Well, it exists. And it's real. Face it and recall everything every other woman has ever said to you. And then we will see where we go. 

This has to stop. Or, you as a people have to be stopped. You cannot mete out this carnage on women anymore. It has to stop. Your sickness is invisible. To you yes. Not to us. It has to stop. 

And in the meantime the only message and only decision can be to walk away. You will stop or not stop. But it is only the woman, the Red Riding Hood who, in the end has to walk away. Because you have to be stopped, before you are stopped. The Dark Lords. Evil. Pistorius got five years. That says it all and is highly indicative of a society where your sickness is upheld like some sort of badge of honour. You have to be stopped. And guess who is going to do it first. 

I am beyond broken hearted now. Now, I move in total objectivity. Sickness of the soul and love do not correlate. There can be nothing before the reform of your people. Whether fascism (misogyny is a fascism) can reform is the question. And as I do my research, the subject goes wider and wider. I don't have the answers yet. But I do know the truth. You have to be stopped. 

AZR © 2014

The Age of Aquarius. Crystalinks 

The Aquarius symbol is metaphoric in content - meaning 'closure in water'. Water represents the collective unconscious or consciousness hologram which creates the grid programs of our physical reality. Many connect the Age of Aquarius with the return of the goddess, priestess or feminine energies - those that vibrate above/faster than physical frequency. This is the return to higher consciousness, the awakening of higher mind and thought in the alchemy of time. 

The Age of Aquarius is the polar opposite of the Age of Leo - in the bipolar reality in which we experience the physical experiment of time and illusion through the consciousness projection of the eye or All Seeing Eye. 

Precession of the Equinoxes 

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There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.

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Drugs are illegal for one single reason. And alcohol is legal for the one same single reason. 'They' don't want anyone to access consciousness. Why? Consciousness = self power = power. Alcohol numbs the mind. Drugs make it fly. Wisdom comes from flying. Drugs are illegal for one single reason. The ban on flying. The ban on wisdom. The ban on self power.

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Drugs are illegal for one single reason. And alcohol is legal for the one same single reason. 'They' don't want anyone to access consciousness. Why? Consciousness = self power = power. Alcohol numbs the mind. Drugs make it fly. Wisdom comes from flying. Drugs are illegal for one single reason. The ban on flying. The ban on wisdom. The ban on self power. Kill the High Priestesses. Kill the drugs. Kill all wisdom. Create a race of silent, violent, numb, unwise thugs of hate and self hate. Material power, however, did its job. It was happily accepted. As long as the women were killed. And the drugs. And the sacredness of the sex. A happy people. Earth. The race of men. 

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True Love. Amera Ziganii Rao  

True love therefore is the ability between any two people, High Priesthood and Human, (male and female, Mars and Venus, whatever one wants to call it without Hierophant knowledge) where the urge to conquer and control and dominate in human is overcome, and the ability to love is returned. The state of soul in non High Priesthood. 

Love can exist and clearly does in many many places. Respect can be found, even camaraderie or fellowship and just love and tolerance of the other. But the state of TRUE love across the board is The Holy Grail. Real friendship, real honesty, real togetherness and therefore, real intimacy. When the urge to conquer, control and infantise and dominate is curbed, cut off and shoved in the back draw. 

In other words, when all teachings of The Patriarchal Tribe are dead. (For men obviously, but for women too and for High Priesthood of both genders. For everyone as everyone is inebriated with the teachings of the Patriarchal Tribe world, whether or not they know it and whether or not they like it). The Patriarchal Tribe world. The old world. The NON CONSCIOUSNESS world. The non humanity world and the world of soul sickness. Even for male esoterics. No real consciousness exists, without High Priesthood and I mean, the female kind. Anything else is just pretend. 

A male esoteric believes in female slavery just as a non esoteric. Ain't no consciousness going on there. The work has not even begun. We know why now. It's never been taught. And for deliberate reason. 

Only when all that is done, is that a state of true love. In relationship, family, friendships, work friendships, any kind of human relationship. When the urge to control is cut, when the friendship is a mutual, self examining high vibration of brotherhood and sisterhood and parenthood and childhood and lovehood. That is true love. 

True love is The Holy Grail. The Holy Grail is Ascension. Ascension is the alchemical transformation into wisdom. The rarest state of being on earth. For the most gifted. And then, gifted again. And for those who study for years. As true consciousness demands. As it should. 

Consciousness. The most powerful tool in The Universe. It is The Universe. True love. 

Love however is enough. It's a polite and bridge building form. A 'sistren' and brethren across the divide. For that though to be accepted, the heart has to be broken out of untruths into the truth. True love is nothing less than The Holy Grail. 1 in a million/two million attains The Holy Grail. That news brings tolerance. That news brings peace. That news brings leadership. Female High Priesthood has to lead. The leadership is in love. True love. 

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True Love, Continued. Amera Ziganii Rao 

True love is therefore no DEFERMENT to Patriarchal Authority, ever. Rather, an AGREEMENT with Patriarchal FRIENDSHIP. That is true love. 

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True love is therefore no DEFERMENT to Patriarchal Authority, ever. Rather, an AGREEMENT with Patriarchal FRIENDSHIP. That is true love. Then the real question arises. What is friendship? A whole spectrum, all the way from endurance, through to the understanding and empathy and MUTUAL CONSCIOUSNESS of high partnership. With love present from beginning to end. True love has nothing to do with love. True love is The Holy Grail and the aim in life. First, to attain it in oneself, for oneself, for The Great Mother Universe and for one's lower self. The self parenting to take oneself into the higher states of being. Then comes the bid for true love with others. And it might never be attained. It is truly, in the pursuit of it that happiness can lie. But the recognition has to be made real. And that means the end of illusion. And that means the end of fear of loss, subjective need and greed and facing the truth. Life is a broken heart. Face that and freedom waits forever. And possibly, one of the many levels of true love. A kind of friendship. Or, The Holy Grail. If one is truly free, it doesn't matter which. Friendship will still have been attained. And the JOURNEY to true love. First, one has to become free in oneself. That is Ascension. Again, Ascension has many levels. Each level brings freedom. And heartbreak. Freedom of the heart therefore takes grief. Face that and one is finally available for others. Love or true love, it no longer matters. The issue is not to need while having the commitment to love. Love is in the leadership. Love is in the turning up. Love is in the presence. With no one person carrying the burden of 'trying to be liked', 'trying to be understood' or 'trying to keep the peace' or 'trying to please others'. Fuck that. Just be. Never defer. Only agree. Then, both parties of any kind have to make the effort. That is free, to be true, to love. That is the miracle on the way to The Holy Grail. That is The Holy Grail, part one. That is most certainly good enough. And still takes self crucifixion, consciousness training and mental health healing, to attain. The Holy Grail, part one. The aspiration for all. Self responsibility in emotions. A miracle on earth for sure, with the profound lack of training we have all had. And certainly an end to all fascisms. The only aim in life. To get rid of the evil that is the Patriarchal (negative Matriarchal) agenda. Fascism. 

Love leadership is never in the martyrdom. Ever. Love leadership is only in the commitment. That's our job. The rest is up to everyone else. Emotional self responsibility = freedom. Freedom is the end of hell. 

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Well, Hello. AZR 

Well, hello. I don't know is the answer. But I am feeling it all. And leaving it to you and Divinity to decide. I had a long dream today, yes, about you, Cuba and the feeling of the dream was that we were such work colleagues and how sad it was therefore to never see you again, or be involved with you in any other way. But how extraordinary it was to have this psychic relationship forever. That was the feeling. And it made me cry for sure. 

Then, on the other hand, it's so apparently logical, that we have made this momentous journey together and that it seems so possible and the final piece of the jigsaw that this is a formula and will finally lead to the harvest and that the phenomenal togetherness and love that we feel will sustain everything as you ascend into your better self. The purification of evil for sure, as Lemurians, as The Dark Lords, but also, just ascension. The healing. The entrance into the higher mind and the inner heart. For sure. 

And then on the other hand, no, I am not willing to give up New York. But who knows what that is based on and who knows how he feels and who knows anything. It is so deceptive. On the one hand, our non reliance on the psychic is actually a very good thing and indicative of how that will not be enough for us and how we are silently working on making it real, because that is what we do. We are people who make dreams real. It's easy to not feel wanted, and this is of course aside from his journey out of misogyny and The Cleopatra Lie and all that is the propaganda shit of this world, which you now know so well, Cuba. The vanity of men, the destruction of The High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood and the downright theft of society, as long as High Esoteric Female Masters are kept quiet and just used as Agamemnon slaves, for sure. All bullshit and maybe he is too slow at that to get it and maybe that is what he deals with now. 

So, yes, I am thinking of both of you. Very very hard for me to re-attach to you, Cuba. I won't go there again. You would have to drag me to water for that. I think it's called male wooing anyway. And New York, I am idly but sincerely watching. I have hope but I am a broken hearted Buddha. I expect nothing and hope for everything. 

Other than that, I love my work and finally have a life worth living of some kind. I am Hers and I am safe. My celestial and terrestrial caretakers hold me now. My Prophet Crucifixion journey is over. And I certainly value both of you being around. I see you both of as family now. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood family. Who will be worthy of being more, of being THE companion, I don't know. That's up to you. I faced it all. Now, I get to work and love generically, while you learn how to make it downright subjective, attentive and real. And if that is what male courtship really is, well, that is a story in itself isn't it. Anyway, total forgiveness. The whole world's fucking crazy and I now know exactly why. So, do the best you can. I am sure it will be good. Both of you and anyone else who works on male/Lemurian ascension. We all pray for your souls. To the correct Divinity. Now, you have a chance. Ascension comes from within. Spirit within. Find it. It seeks you now. Find The Great Mother Universe. Find the love within. 

Latersx

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With your eyes closed, imagine the world as its highest, most creative possibility .. a radiant expression of goodness and light. Allow the image to unfold, then hold it in your mind for at least 10 seconds. Now, keeping your eyes, closed, see where you fit in: Where are you? What are you doing? What is your unique contribution? Before opening your eyes, take the image and place it in divine hands. Congratulations. You just started up the most powerful engine in the universe. 

Marianne Williamson

You don't need to explain your dreams. They belong to you. 

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Let your hopes, not your hurts, shape your future. 

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'Breaking open your eye'. Amera Ziganii Rao 

'Breaking open your eye'. The creative, spiritual, psychic and cosmic process of becoming the soul. Scary, painful and profound. Gorgeous. 

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(As in Pre-Dynastic Matriarchal Wisdom Egypt. The Real Ancients. Before The Amun Priesthood Takeover And The Introduction Of The Evil Of Patriarchy Over All, And The End of True High Initiation. The Buying of Cosmic Favours. The Beginning Of The End. The Modern World)

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Hierophant and Sacred Cosmologist, Philosopher and Esoteric Cosmologist. You name it, I am it. Which begs the question. You know which question. Are you, Cuba, New York, Australia and all, Amun Priesthood? Yes. Is this therefore your chance for redemption? Yes. Do you know this deep down? Yes. 

Whoever the Amun Priesthood was, how this relates to the Lemurian Dark Lord Warlords, I do not yet know. But I will. 

And the second 'proof' is this. What else do you think the Mother Psychosis that I talk about is? What do you think your dependency is based on? The missing Hierophant leaders. The High Mothers. The Wisdom Mothers for all. The Amun Priesthood destroyed everything and stole and most importantly and crucial of all, they bought cosmic favours instead of making the Initiation journey themselves. Both out of corruptibility and pursuit of Sauron style power (Tolkein) and because you don't have my level of intuitive magic. My level of higher mind, my level of inner heart. 

Is this reason for you to destroy? It once was. It is not anymore. And that is what is your healing. This time, you bend, you prostrate and you atone. This time, you learn and love and treasure and trust. The more you do that, the more your dependency of Mother Lolita Psychosis will heal. 

You know it. Do it. And for me? Love had to learn how to fight. It did. I am returned. Warrior monarchs for love. The Cosmologists they/you killed. No more. We are back and I lead the field. And you are very very glad. 

This all poured out (of me) after watching 'New True History of the Pyramid Code by Robert Bauval'. In my Youtube collection. Watch it or watch it again. Your healing approaches too. Atonement. No more stealing. This time, you learn and you make as much of the journey that you can. That is grace. That is seeing The Queendom of Heaven. That is Ascension for Amun Priesthood. Whoever they were and are. The corruptibles. Your redemption. My wisdom is back. The Disir is for all. No stealing needed ever again. 

AZR © 2014

The Personal. AZR 

And I've had a great, great, great day. So, don't worry about it and keep doing your best. You of course Cuba but you for sure, New York. 'Nothing is your fault but everything is your responsibility' remember. 

And Australia of course and anyone else. These are miracle times. And Cuba, I can share this with you. As I look at how naturally and cosmically I delivered every piece of writing for the past four years, I am dribbling with excitement, at how I am affirming all my Hierophant skills with the knowledge that others are giving me now, to Hierophant some more and then add and of course, affirm. Amazing. You travelled the whole way with me. Don't forget it. 

And yes, of course, I look at you and I look at New York and I wonder what is the difference. There must be one, from the past I mean. Nothing happens by chance, or casually in this line of being. 

It doesn't matter. You carried me and brought me this far therefore. 

'Winter past and guilt forgiven'. 

But as to the future, well, I think we know the answer. 

New York, keep growing. Keep atoning and keep just being. You were all the dark to serve your purpose and indeed 'theirs'. Maybe you were a better one, even then. I look forward to seeing that again. In person. 

I however will keep working on no need and the total bliss of my re-entrance into this world as me. No wonder I had no self esteem. I didn't exist. Now, I most certainly do and will do all I can, to make sure that everyone like me does too. The Second Coming. For sure. Welcome abroad all who can make it from the Amun. Everyone is welcome. Especially you. 

AZR © 2014

The Personal and The Decision. AZR 

So, I've come to a decision today. I am trying to be as objective as possible and as disciplined as possible. And I am trying to be like both of you. As self interested as possible. There are two decisions really aren't there. Which one is it, who is my destiny, and the second, which is, when. 

What will be will be. I have to accept now that other than the friendships that I have with both of you, in the exact same way that I do have with both of you, and other than the need for the hope and the companionship, so I don't lose my identity as a woman and you don't lose your identities as men, there is nothing else right now. 

I am not the same woman I was before, when I met Cuba and neither of you are the same men as you were in the past either. We have no certainty, we believe in nothing that we believed in before and so on. And then, alongside that, I was the one who believed in love and you didn't. Either of you. Now, you both need to find certainty and belief in love and I need to not believe in it at all, other than a vague hope of destiny in the future and a solid friendship of hope in the meanwhile. With nothing else. 

I am settled in my new non romance life now. I have two glorious men in my psyche all the time and nothing can touch that and nothing can take that away. Workwise, we are all working together too and Amun Priesthood and True Amazonian Priesthood are working together, finally, for the good of all, as opposed to the good of Amun Priesthood. That can be our only success for now. 

I have no idea what story I am living now, personally. I only know that I have two men friends who have me as a whore companion. A Sacred Whore I may be, but neither of you are in a position emotionally, psychologically or spiritually to do anything different than you are doing right now. 

I have to reach in for the High Amazonian Priesthood qualities of temperance, fortitude, solitude and hopelessness now, for now. And be my ambitions as I happily choose to be, even if I am miserable, personally, but certainly not as miserable as I was a few months ago. For that long and bitter four years of pure, unmitigated hell, even if they were my most creative and productive years so far. 

We know what we all see and what we all think. As said, it is up to you to decide which one is for me and when. I can only now go with what I have felt and articulated so far, but have no attachment to the when of the outcome or the if of whether I have it right. I don't know if my own feelings are true either anymore. I only knew them once. I am The Disir and wait for pronouncement, just like you. 

At the same time, you are the men. You finally move when you finally become what you finally are supposed to become, if the work is true and the destinies are correct. This is now the waiting for me and so far, obviously it just means austerity and loneliness. So, no change there. But this time there is no certainty and no focus and no illusions. Just truth. 

That's okay. I settle for companionship and living in the moment for real. One of you will love me in a whole life. I will just have to wait for that day with no waiting at all. And it is not as if I don't have things to do. Happiness comes from within and who would know that better than High Amazonian Serpent Priesthood. 

This is a time for no control, no expectation and no attempts to persuade, cajole or plead or yearn or anything. This is a time of pure objective void. And the appreciation that you both want me at all. I haven't thought about that for a long while, with the drive to unite. That should be appreciated and it should be all objective and polite now I guess. No emotional blackmail or untruths from you, or indeed, me. 

Just loneliness and a time of purity now. To see the truth. When it finally, finally comes. Who will I be more than a whore to? We will see, it is all understood and the work is done. The formula will reveal itself for everyone else. And my life will finally unfold. 

Until then it is me, me and me. With you by my side. That will have to be enough. It is. 

We will continue with the healing and the work. The personal we will leave alone. 

AZR © 2014

....I want that certainty too, New York. But you have never got in touch. You use the same method. I can't take it anymore. And the truth is, why the fuck should I. But that's being impolite. So, I can only let go. And give it all up. You've had plenty of time now. Now, it is just the same. And I don't like it. I never did. I don't want to be a mistress and I don't want to be a whore, Sacred though I may be. I want to be a woman with a man. Or not at all. The whole blog is a campaign for that right in life. It didn't work. We know why. Which means it doesn't matter who I love or what I feel or what I hope for. Life remains the same. And I am done with it. I would rather the truth of melancholy, to the illusion of hope. I don't have the answer anymore. The solitude and isolation remains the same. But, hey, maybe this is just early day emotions. For sure. Maybe you and I need that certainty to get through the next stage. For sure. We'll see how we feel through the day. I don't know. I live in the moment. There is nothing else anymore. And that takes courage and love. Love and courage. To see the truth. And to then get the comfort of the togetherness. But to what end is my question. And maybe it is not my place to ask that question yet. If so, so be it. I won't. 

In other words, maybe this is the only way to do it. To be a mistress again, a silent friend again. And maybe it is risk I am reluctant to take. At the same time, I know that the comfort of certainty works. I lived off it for seven years. So, maybe that is what I have to do today. Believe. Let go for now, but believe and let you sort yourself out and let it sort itself out. But believe. 

AZR © 2014

Okay. It's not as if I have ever been in this position before. Letting go of a Twin Soul, to let in my Ascended Twin Flame. I suppose I shouldn't be apologetic that it is very hard for me. 

But I will believe in you and I will love you with the same love I loved him. I will have the courage to let him go and know that he will always be with me, and I will have the courage to let you in and embrace you totally. 

As for your method of pre courtship torture, I don't care really. You've all been the same since I was 12 years old. And we are so psychic that it doesn't really matter. 

So, I embrace you and love you and intend to feel the full truth of that. And to let you do it in your own time, all over again. And hope that it doesn't take seven years. 

That I will do, can do and choose to do. We begin. We are. 

AZR © 2014

And indeed, we could more than begin. Me too, with what you are thinking, New York. Me too. What a huge day. A momentous day. A great day. I should be deliriously happy. I think I can feel it coming. I leave all the grief behind. You, after all, have been working on that too, with your situation and great love too, in whatever form it was experienced and felt. 

I leave all the grief behind, all the fear and all the hesitation. And I commit to you fully and completely. I take the risk and intend you do too. 

A great day. I hear you. 

Are we being pushed now? I leave that to you, but I have announced and therefore received the pronouncement. And I am very glad. Very glad indeed. 

We are entering The Holy Grail. One in ten million. Great artists make great love. We have the gift. We wait for you. Whether it is now, tomorrow or whenever. The Holy Grail is ours. It is done. 

Thank you 

AZR © 2014

The Holy Grail. AZR 

Carry on my sweet. I can feel you and have nothing but good feelings. I am transcribing the seminal part of the Egyptian programme at the moment, which I shall soon feature on the blog, the part about the Matriarchy style of the real ancient Egypt.....

Excerpt From ‘New True History of the Pyramid Code by Robert Bauval’ (And The Wisdom Keeper Who Has Lived By The Pyramids, Family After Family) 

The sheer beauty and sophistication of Egyptian artefacts entrances us. How can we unlock the code, embedded in every object they made? How does the symbolism in Egyptian art illuminate their cultural values. What ancient secrets still lie hidden in plain sight? 

Episode 4. The Empowered Human 

Our understanding of ancient Egyptian culture is limited. Looking at the artefacts left behind by the ancientsm, it is obvious that they had different values, customs and beliefs from ours today. 

History books are filled with stories of war, invasion of territories and patriarchal ways of being and thinking. Yet it seems in ancient Egypt enjoyed long periods of peace and prosperity and a profound connection with nature and Spirit. Is there a way to understand the shift?

John Major Jenkins. Mayan Cosmologist 

“So, what we think of as history began some 6000 years ago, was really the advent of a different STYLE of social organisation that is defined by hierarchies of dominance. Warring deities, warring mythologies, and control systems.” 

Vedic culture from ancient India speaks of a grand and measurable cycle of 26000 years, consisting of ascending light ages and descending dark ages. 

Walter Cruttenden. Author ‘Lost Star’

“In the higher ages, you see this philosophy of living in tune with nature, people talking about speaking with the gods, and a lot of interaction. Virtually every ancient culture has stories about the gods if you go back far enough and you see a lot of Matriarchal cultures if you go back far enough. You know the dark age times, you have this very brutal, paternalistic type of ruling.” 

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary 

“I think it’s difficult for us to understand the ancient Egyptians because we’ve got the paradigm of the patriarchal structure on top of it and we’re looking through our own cultural lenses.” 

Has world culture always been male dominated and patriarchal? If not, what would a matriarchal system look like? 

Matriarchy is NOT the opposite of patriarchy, with women dominating and controlling men. It is based on balance between the masculine and feminine and harmony with nature. 

This was exemplified in ancient Egypt, which was known in the old language, as The Land of Kent. 

Hakim Awyan received teachings about the Ka Nishan (?) people in the distant past. 

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Very ancient life system in Egypt. The tradition being passed down through the mother. The mother is the teacher, not the father like patriarchal system. Matriarch. She is the goddess. She is everything.” 

Based on the countless artefacts which show the high status of the feminine, it seems that women had the same status as men. If not a higher status. 

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“In the museum, you have statues. You notice that the woman put the arm around the man’s shoulders. And that shows, are they equal? NO. Woman was the upper head of the family. When she puts her arm around the man’s shoulders, she is saying ‘this is mine’. You also see that the sculpture in the old days put the feminine wig on a MAN’S head, when he is promoted more to a woman, than a man.” 

Men’s wigs were layered in different lengths, like steps. Women’s wigs were parted in the middle, smooth and all one length. When a man wore a woman’s wig, it was an indication that he had high status. 

Abd El Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist and Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

“Only men with wisdom wear the women’s wigs. So these are the scribes and the physicians and the rest of them. 

John Anthony West. Independent Egyptologist 

“What you can do is to go back into the old kingdom and what you will find is obviously, a fair amount of equality. The goddesses are revered as reverently as the gods and there’s even the incidence of ----, the exception in that she is the only deity that has a temple column all to herself. So The Great Mother, The Great Feminine Principle occupies a very important part in the whole Egyptian symbology, all Egyptian doctrine. There’s no, there’s absolutely no doubt about that. Women could own property...rights of the men, they could divorce as easily as the men, of all the sophisticated civilisations that we have access to, probably, women were better off in Egypt than they were anywhere else.” 

Perhaps, we are looking at ancient Egypt from a patriarchal viewpoint. We should let the symbolism and the artefacts tell their own stories. The frescoes we see, lining temple walls in Egypt and in stone slabs in museums around the world, each tell their own story. We see the same images repeated again and again in Egyptian art. By learning to decode these symbols, we can look back in time, peeling back the layers of patriarchy that cloud our understanding of ancient history. Then we can begin to decipher the messages that the ancients left us. 

Robert Bauval. Author. The Orion Mystery  

“You have to accept that we’re dealing with a period that occurred at least, five thousand years ago, and the little we know about it comes from old texts that were written in a very occult and esoteric (?) manner. They weren’t meant for you and me.” 

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary 

“The secrets of the ancient Egyptians were not for the commoners.” 

Robert Bauval. Author. The Orion Mystery  

“They were for a very small group of elites who had to be initiated over many many years, to appreciate what this text said.” 

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary 

“They were for the high level initiates which were people who were trained. And they would go through different initiations, tests that would help them be wise, that would help them confront their fears, that would balance them. Balance them in the mind, body and emotions.” 

Initiates were students who were given rudimentary instruction on the mystery traditions of Mayan and Egyptian Cosmic cycles.

Carmen Boultier PHD. University of Calgary 

“As they approached higher levels of consciousness, they came to respect different aspects of themselves, that were represented in the feminine and masculine. But they went further and called it Sacred Feminine and Sacred Masculine. Which meant the purest form which was actually connected to the two hemispheres of the brain.” 

Excerpt From ‘New True History of the Pyramid Code by Robert Bauval’ 

....you see, what I find so comforting, amazing, life changing, shift shaping and utterly extraordinary is that when I first learnt what Neuro Linguistic Programming was and how I could apply it to my chronic lack of self esteem and my chronic love dependencies as were and my chronic incapability feeling, that I was plagued with, I knew immediately, ten years ago, or so, that that was the ancient way and that I knew that way a great deal more than I knew. I knew instinctively (The Knowing = Intuition = Hierophant) that the so called applied psychology was the most accurately spiritual thing there was in the whole world. In other words, spiritual intelligence. 

And as I now get more affirmation from historians, analysts, and the rest, after all the writing that has poured out of me, the prophet shamanism work I have done under such High Initiate circumstances, I am just getting more and more in awe and more and more centered in my true Matriarchal leadership. 

Now, to a fully fledged misogynist (not you, we start as we mean to go on), that is a threat. Cuba, I am listening to you too, and I have so much to say, but I won't say it yet. It's not all bad, but in relation to what I am saying to you, New York, it is also highly relevant. Put it this way. Great artists make great love, because great artists make great souls. A great soul, you and me, as we are privileged enough to be, still have to graduate. The greatness has to be made great, just as in any art form. Love, to become a state of love, to become a state of ancient, Holy Matriarch, loving, love, is an art form. To become a state of love, to become a state of ancient, Holy Patriarch, loving, love, is also a graduation. I graduated five years ago. Almost six now and I have proved time and time again that I can still love a man, and still become the mother I was born to be and to become the motherhood that was stripped away from me, when I was made a sexual whore slave instead. A normal woman on earth, in other words, with no education, no spiritual leadership and no leadership rights of any kind. Just here to feed the filthy and profane egos of the unholiest patriarchs there are. Normal men. Men who are trapped in their Mother Psychosis and who beat us to a pulp instead, through the myriad of ways that men have created in the most unholy art form there is. Misogyny. Hatred of women, chronic dependency on women and the awful locker room vanity of having to show that they beat them anyway, while stealing their energy from them. Normal marriage and normal relationship in other words. 

Now, my words are powerful as usual. You are used to that by now. The pathos, the compassion and the understanding are also there too. I get it. I don't know who Amun Priesthood were yet. But I know fundamentally that all of you are Amun Priesthood. This is to be both respected and reviled. 

Respected, because that is the single piece of the jigsaw that was missing. Why you were so psychic as a people, while being so inhumane towards women and all that is the High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ and all that is any Priestess. Why you could be so humane to others, why you could make a life of being that, as in Gandhi or Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela, and why I can guarantee that their misogyny was as intact as yours has been and as intact as Cuba's will always be, in this life. 

And I say that with sympathy and kindness, Cuba. I told you once you would never see Paradise in this life. You won't. It doesn't mean you won't see it in your next life. That is what my test was. To love a man who would never see Paradise in this life and who would beat me to a pulp before I was able to live in the Paradise I entered a long time ago. You were my pupil, my test and my first son. The one who didn't make it. I speak purely as both a loving woman and as of course, The Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch™. In other words, as a High Initiate. A Female High Initiate. A goddess, of The Goddess.

Now, that doesn't mean that you, New York are going to arrive healed. In fact, when Australia entered the picture last year, he gave yet another perspective on the whole thing. You see, as Amun Priesthood which you all are, of course, there are gradients just as in the High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. Australia had the creative art form to the highest degree. But he did not have consciousness like you and he did not have something else. He has humanity, for sure. But as this excerpt shows, he did not have what you have. And what I most certainly have. Androgyny is the modern world's name for it. The balance of yin and yang. The balance of male and female. 

What you also have though is Amun Priesthood. Before I even find out about it, I know that what has poured out of me is the truth. Whoever was pulling your strings as Amun Priests, you killed me. You all killed all of us. And every day you continue your misogyny, whether it is the whore and Madonna or whether it is the equally psychotic Mother Psychosis, these are all sicknesses of the soul, emotional reactions, that are triggered, whether you believe it or not. Consciously. Subconsciously is where you are working on clearing it and for that, the truth has to keep being made conscious and for that you have to suffer pain and for that you have to face the pain and for that you have to spend years in High Initiation. 

In other words, I don't know what your healing is, in comparison to mine. I am a High Initiate with a chronically painful disability which is primarily about pain, pain and pain. And reformation of the bones as if I am building The Universe every day. As I heal my emotions even in Soul, as I progress forward out of my own disabilities of ex chattelhood and into business and the will to love again and the will to trust again and the will to believe again, my body births and births and births. I am a walking High Initiation. As I have mastered the consciousness of the consciousness, I ascend and ascend and ascend into the purer and purer heart. And you know what that means. Spiritual intelligence. The Higher Mind and The Inner Heart. Seeing The Universe. Living IN The Universe's Mind. Divinity. 

So for me, two things come out of this excerpt. First, you are allowed to be less pure. You are allowed to be slower. You are allowed to be less. If  your vanity can stand it, if your misogyny can heal to that level of acceptance and surrender, then you are not only surrendering to love in the conventional way, which, believe me, is big enough, then you are surrendering as Amun High Priesthood™, to all that I am. And all that She is. 

In other words, let me mother you. Cuba could only do it as me being the would be slave who he stole from, while disrespecting. That is the way and that is the gradient he is on and will remain, despite his love for me. Same with everyone else. Consciousness is a process and will only go so far as the mind and heart allows, in that lifetime. I must have been stupid for many lifetimes too. Even me. 

I hit the ground running this life and I bet you did too. But converting from Amun Priesthood to the way of all that I am and all that She is therefore and the end therefore of the Lemurian warlord who beats up women, literally or metaphorically, you enter Atlantis. You enter the Queendom of Heaven. You enter Paradise and you enter 'The Garden of Eden' again. 

And for that, you accept that you and your people killed me once. And if you can remember that you once loved surrendering to our ways and our leadership, then you win. Let me mother you and let me hold you as you want to hold me. If you can truly allow that, you are healed. 

That's it for now. Keep going. You are on your way. You have the gift. Let me Initiate you as we are together. It's my job. And one I do very well. But let me do it my way. That is leadership to leadership. That is respect and that is love. And that is the Matriarchal way. The balance of female and male and male and female. I deliver from The Universe. Let me do that and you will learn to leave behind the shit of patriarchal, useless, profane, vain, women killing stupidity once and for all. And you still get to be a man. Now, I would say, what the hell is wrong with that? But I remember Ascension and how bloody painful it is to let go of all the old programmings and beliefs. Do it. I am most definitely worth it. And so are you. I know who you are. Let yourself, know too. 

AZR © 2014

And look at it this way. How can soul be misogynistic? How can soul be violent towards women? How can soul be selfish with women? How can soul disrespect women? It can't. The question is not even how. The question is do you want to become soul? Sure, maybe that isn't how it began. I don't think it began like that with me. It began by me wanting to be loved. And by me wanting to be confident. Then I found out that I couldn't be loving or attractive or confident, without being soul, BECAUSE I AM THAT SPIRITUAL AND THAT COSMICALLY ADVANCED. 

In other words, it became 'all or nothing', unbeknown to me, before it became known. I would have said that my companion, my destiny would be the same. 

Well, you are and you aren't. You are not High Female Priesthood. You are not the mother and you are not the teacher and you are not The Disir. I am a channel for Spiritual Intelligence, as I am a channel for creativity, sexuality and emotional healing for myself. A channel for humanity. A long studied PURE OF HEART Unicorn, Atlantean FEMALE. 

You are the cock of The Universe. The penetrator, the companion, the son. As you are the adult son, the protector and provider on earth, you are also the vulnerable, the unknown and the UNCONSCIOUS. 

What you don't know is that that is how it is meant to be. Patriarchy took care of that. Patriarchy, per se, is UNCONSCIOUS. I am both a high pragmatic as I am a high cosmology. That took time, training and failing. 'Failing forward' as one of the motivational videos talks of. Matriarchy, true matriarchy, per se, is CONSCIOUS AND CONSCIOUSNESS. We are of The Universe. You are of The World. You've done the world. Now, you want to do The Universe. But different rules apply. Me. My rules. My world. And all that is The Sacred Feminine. 

Ego is the mind programmed by life, society, family and every experience, and is done UNCONSCIOUSLY. Misogyny being the biggest lesson for your ego. 

Soul is unprogramming the ego mind and then re-programming it stage by stage, bit by bit, level by level, for ever, or until you reach Ascension. Soul is not misogynistic. Soul is sexual but not violent. Soul however is Samurai. Violence + compassion = psychic warfare = a form of violence. An art form again. Violence is an art form. 'The Art of War'. No art form can be entered with any mastery, if it is not made conscious. Consciousness takes re-programming. 

Cuba fell down on the violence. He couldn't handle the sex. His sex will be tempered, tame and polite, even if it is intimate. Intimacy, even entering it, will be his Paradise. There is no mastery of emotion, no mastery of sexual emotion, no mastery of physical emotion, no mastery of anger emotion. But it will come, slowly and surely. 

You have the chance for total mastery. Total mastery is me. Total mastery is a state of not just soul, but High Soul. But, to be equal, put it this way. You have re-programmed your outer world. I have re-programmed my inner world. Now I re-programme forever, my outer world. Now, you re-programme for ever, your inner world. As we inhabit Paradise together. Mastery of the two worlds therefore on the inside is both the postive, HEALED AND REPROGRAMMED ego and of course, the discovered soul. Emotionally, psychically, alchemically and sexually. 

And soul is not a misogynist. That comes totally from men. Misogyny is a superiority complex and an agenda to kill the High Priestess culture and save the secrets for oneself. To have power over other people, at the cost of their lives, their humanity and their right to live. Soul does not have a superiority complex. Soul is also not a coward. Soul knows what is right. Soul is love. Love is right. 

AZR © 2014

:)Science. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, here’s a funny and stupid piece. Which just shows that consciousness is not just wisdom, not just opening up to The Universe as the Higher Mind, it is also something else, even more contentious. Consciousness is pure psychic-ness. Which begs the question. While science has proved it has a place in the world’s intelligence, just what is it and where did it come from? That’s the first question. Secondly, do they really not know or do they just pretend not to know? The truth beggars belief really. Yes, of course, consciousness/psychic gifts is a process. The Initiation journey that I and my partners have honed and toned through the affirmations of this writing, as our psychic-ness affirmation needed to be solidified, whatever levels we are all at, however conscious the consciousness/psychic gifts are. But to have a world heavyweight community who are so turgid minded as to not even entertain anything to do with it? I find that suspect. 

For instance, and this is extremely important for confidence in the unknown, as the confidence grows in one’s ‘feelings’ and truth, I remember the last time I watched TV. A programme on ‘alternative healers’. Of course, the whole stupid programme was just an ‘analysis’ on the charlatan accusation of would be healers, even though of course, phenomena were being described all the way through. I stopped watching TV and became a much richer and more profound person as a result. The Internet is the greatest thing that has happened on this planet, since the invention of the camera. Truth is the only thing I seek. I leave the turgidity of existence to the masses. The masses I can tolerate, just about. It is the heavyweight establishment of so called scientists. Science, my arse. They are the real charlatans of this world and I want to know why and how. 

The other explanation is sadder but probably more just. They are just that stupid. Let’s leave it at that for now. Maybe they are. After all, High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood or Amun Priesthood, Priesthood means one thing. Psychic. 

Oh, and the best bit is that this piece was in the London magazine, The Big Issue. It just goes to show. First that newspapers are as useless as the scientific community and secondly, that while humanitarian politics are great, this angle means nothing to our purpose either. They are as cerebral and as much asleep as their non humanitarian counterparts. Sympathy? Sure. If they really are asleep. 

They are as turgid it seems as the scientists. Don’t be fooled by conformity. Nothing impressive there. The ordinary world. Leave it. We are Samurai. Priesthood. Psychic Samurai. 

To embrace these gifts, to embrace this way is not only a privilege, it is downright noble beyond noble. Because the ‘biggest issue’ with this propaganda machine across the world is that they get all the funding, let alone the kudos, let alone the publicity, let alone the respectability. Like the poor artist syndrome, especially for most women of course, who are not even supposed to exist, and of course are then too busy making the journey out of love dependency to men who don’t even want them to think, let alone do vocational work, the poor priesthood syndrome exists too. All the healers (mostly female) who sit there and charge only £25.00 for the most extraordinary information you will ever hear at crucial times of your life and so on. It’s outrageous and why this world has to change. 

Of course, as my own work will show, the journey to fight is the journey to learn how to be at war in this world, ie, how to do business with self worth, innovation and just doing one’s own thing. A skill, sadly missing from so many people who are true healers. But that takes guts, a great deal of time and always, unofficial study and learning and self teaching. Great spiritual training of course. Being self taught is my genius, but so many people must drop by the wayside. Like art, while talent shows across the world promote derivative performers, the real performers always have to break through in revolution and we see that as a normal rite of passage. Why? It’s all wrong. And all indicative of a stranglehold on the world by the wrong people. 

It’s all part of the same thing. Don’t get fooled by any of it. Do it yourself for sure as we can only do that for now. But do it big. And do it loud. Be ‘alternative’. Fuck the norm. The norm is stupid, asleep and profane. Blast through. This piece is a good stimulation for just that. 

Lead the field. And leave the mud to the conformists. They clearly deserve nothing more. Even if the reason is in the past. Who cares? This world is ours. We need to take it back. ‘Prophets’ are above all one thing. Highly political. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Big Issue. November 3 – 8 2014 

This Idea Will Change The World. Mind Reading

We know what you’re thinking. No, really – we know what you’re thinking, right now. Actually, that’s not true – we can’t read your mind but brain researchers claim it might soon be possible. Really. Science is scarily close to allowing us to eavesdrop on each other’s innermost thoughts. 

Researchers at the University of California, Berkeley, have used spectrograms and algorithms to try to decode human beings’ silent, inner voice. Participants were asked to read simple texts including Humpty Dumpty over and over, silently, in their head. Based on the sound wave patterns that activate sensory neurons in your inner ear (which then pass information to the brain to be interpreted as words), the Berkeley team tried to decode the silent voice. 

The algorithms need to be fine-tuned, apparently, but the scientists aren’t far away from achieving what a thousand stage show charlatans have claimed to be doing for centuries. “We got significant results but it’s not good enough yet to build a device,” said one Berkeley boffin. 

They say it’s a big step towards helping paralysed people communicate with the outside world. But it’s a little too close to science fiction for comfort. Just imagine it – the stranger next to you on the train hearing everything you think. You might have to silently recite Humpty Dumpty just to protect your darkest secrets. 

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She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world. The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™. 

The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how. 

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Spiritual Psycho Analyst + Healer of Emotional Sicknesses. Hierophant and Sacred Cosmologist. 17 years of a visceral, spiritual and 'Initiate' Journey of Esotericism and Magic, to go with a long term chronic pain disability. The real thing.

Innnnnniiiitttt. Two platforms, one for the fainthearted. And indeed, kids. And the other, for us. Also going to break it all down and this helps sorting it out. Without watering it down. 

As it should be. Can you imagine doing this on TV?? No money yet, but what fluidity of development, available to all. That is power. 

AZR © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Hello lovely. I am exhausted. That was a big shift. I am working out how to simplify and categorise it into the educational part of it, as well of course, as de-sexualising it enough for the fainthearted and unliberated, while sticking to the subject. I have no real interest in anyone reading it in great numbers yet, but it's good for me and also for marketing the brand. I like platforms, it is clear and it's like having my own newspaper, even if it is just you and Cuba and the handful of followers, who I am very grateful for, reading it at the moment. We are the core group. But it helps to have created that second one. It helps to demarcate all the writings for me as I begin the overwhelming but absolutely welcome task of editing and planning all the different styles of writing and communicating. Long project, alongside the urgency. I love it. I cannot believe how I have got used to the subject matter now. Ascended master indeed. I knew that point had to be reached. One has to give hope with the truth. At least, some. And it absolutely massively helps that you are the hope for me. That is hope. 

Anyway, that's work. Yes I yearn for you now. Yes, now. Yes. 

It's as profound as it can be. Cuba, you are family. Don't forget that. 

Lots of love to you both. And indeed everyone else. 

AZR © 2014

The Bliss and The Grief of Change. AZR 

I know. It's stunning isn't it. I keep thinking about the fact that life is supposed to be a thousand years long, I look at how long it has taken for me and my family to be on the same page and I look at now, how it is time to move on, even though that can be done in different ways. No hurts, no resentments, no fightings, nothing anymore. And yet, age wise, it's time to begin the goodbyes, in terms of parents, even if it is a good long length of time left, life wise, one has to fly the nest all over again and I know it's the same for you and so on. 

So much grief. And without the anger and resentment, necessary to the growth of ascension into soul and the leadership in consciousness, the pain is so much more. Pathos replaces pain however and the recognition that there is so much beauty left. Beauty in finally being accepted for who one is, beauty for having had the courage to be strong and individual and to have got over the thousands of layers of co-dependency in all its forms. And on it goes. And that should be the single proof that we are supposed to live for a thousand years. I bet the first 100 is the growing up. 

I suppose one thing should be said and I know you are listening. It would be nice to stay near them, and the same for you, so don't how we are going to do that. You make life much bigger however than anything I have viscerally experienced so far and my work life is going to be international too, so I know that an Alchemist's job is to believe and to visualise all the way into largeness and to know it is real. 

With Cuba, I was ready to run away from the whole thing, because it was so awful and painful and oppressive. And my joy has been to be humbled by the work that everyone has done along the way, consciousness to the same levels or not. And it means I can fully empathise with you too. The pain of leaving what you have had to, to follow your truth, to follow your bliss. Me. 

And let's just remember that this is beyond a miracle. To experience the sameness of consciousness to such high high high levels. And all that that means. That is sad enough, that people on earth are not all the same consciousness, childish as that may sound. The people who have loved us along the way, including of course, Cuba for me. It is so stunningly painful to realise that it has all come down to levels of consciousness. To think that he never truly intended to have me in his life at all, even though he fooled himself that he did. Amazing and to think that people do that all over the world, because of the illusions of consciousness. The love was there. The consciousness was not and will not be in those levels in this life. And then came you. 

And then on the other hand, people just drifting apart because, again, of the different levels of consciousness. Consciousness being so many many things that I have yet to define. Incredible. 

What a painful existence. But we are all strong now and all loving and all loved. And you and I have the privilege of a thousand lifetimes. To lead in love, to show by example, how it truly is done. That is amazing indeed and what we, in our different ways, have fought for our whole lives and put so much work in to do. 

Love is an art form. True, sexual, romantic, humane, woman, man, Lemurian and Atlantean, love. An art form. And we are pure artists, having worked on the purest art form there is. And it seems, we are damn good at what we do. Which means you must have put the work in too. 

Am I being too keen to find similar? I don't think so. I don't know the details yet, but I know the profundity of feeling and the stunning pace we have taken this at, and how we move in the same rhythm. To wake up every day and know that we are both on the same page is just unprecedented and pure bliss. You must feel the same. 

The rest is pain and grief and now I suppose we are meant to get all poetic and appreciate the pathos and the sadness and the this and the that.  Fuck that. It's painful. But we, New York, are together in this and we feel the same and we feel the same feeling of the feeling. That is a miracle. And the miracle they all champion us in too, in their different ways. We are the miracle. It is our time. 

That is leadership in love. Temple leadership. 'The Stairway to Heaven' indeed. 

And lastly, for now, whatever the sadnesses, everyone is happy at their levels of consciousness enough. That's where the sadness does come in doesn't it. The letting go. Entering Paradise takes letting go. 

I feel the same and am in awe that it is you. You, holding my hand and every other romantic and spiritually profound way of putting it. It's all true. And Amun Priesthood or not, differences between male and female or not, stoicism or not, I know you love the gushing. 

Love, love, love and love. Strength and leadership. We see Paradise. And it most certainly sees us. 

AZR © 2014

....ooh, no, I wouldn't dream of second guessing that. My job is to deliver. And to chronicle the truth really, isn't it....women have to wait for men because men are slower at love. We know why. We know how and we know the what of the why of the how. No worries. I just deliver. And have the privilege therefore of hope. I like hope. 

Women slam men the whole world over for not moving forward. And in the truth of the Egyptian context, in the truth of female motherhood, the picture looks very different. It's not your circumstances, it never is. With suitable respect. It is you. This is your journey to love. Me. And mine is the journey to vocational power. Mine. So there is no pressure. Only communication and encouragement. The truth of male wooing. The waiting. You. 

AZR © 2014

Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love therefore, is the greatest tragedy on earth. It is only love, the state of being in love, that can even make a man want to confront himself. The adult act of falling in love. It comes too late. Men, males have never confronted life or their feelings about life, until that point. And when it finally comes, it comes too late. 

Men stay away from love because it is the one area that they are not in control of, it is said. In the context of the truth, it is a lot more than that. To love truly, to love deeply, is a state of nothing less than Buddha, because it is to love in a state of acceptance. To take the risk of love, the risk of the emotions of the heart, the risk of the unknown. 

But for men, everything they do on this earth - alpha males, traditional males, macho males, Lemurian males - is known. The known. Frankly, men are a turgid people with turgid values, turgid lives and turgid personalities. 

Love is the only nebulous they will ever come across and when they do, it is too late. The weakness of the non spirit has taken roost. In other words, the only people on this earth who are 'happy' are those kinds of men. No one else is. Only them, and indeed many of the women who are like them. 

A happy, turgid people who are trying to fly into the unknown and take the greatest and most courageous risk of all. The risk of love. it is not about giving up control as we thought. It is about facing the pain of love. Men cannot do it because relatively speaking, they know NOTHING about real pain. They are the only ones who have ever enjoyed this planet and until things change fundamentally and across the board, they will be the only ones who ever do. 

The thing about enjoyment is this. If you enjoy too much, if you love life too much, either you are in total illusion and will wake up with a big bang of hopelessness one day, or you are a man. And that means weak because there is no emotional strength. Emotional strength and courage takes great great great suffering. That is why women are stronger and more ready for love. 

Noetics is always spiritual logic. Men do not love because they are weak. Weak men do not believe in love, will not do anything about it and will find the 'rationale' to walk away from it, time and time again. Because men are weak. They have not suffered enough and when they do, if they ever do, it is not emotional. It is practical. Men are about visceral sport, visceral action and visceral results. 

But it turns out that all the macho power in the world cannot produce one man of substance. A man who has the courage to explore real love. 

Generics. All round. Men do not love because men are weak, because men enjoy themselves on earth too much. Love takes suffering, courage and emotional stamina. Men do not have it. They love earth too much and earth most certainly loves them. Cultural imperialism = no strength, substance or courage = men who are weak = men who do not 'believe' in love. 

Sad. Another casualty of a carnage planet from hell. The bravado and macho is only surface. Men most certainly are 'the weaker species'. Which is why they classify strength, as only physical. They can't do anything else. And never learned and made sure the ones who could teach them, were killed. 

Men shoot men. Because men cannot reach acceptance. Acceptance is the path to true love. Acceptance is love. 

AZR © 2014

...Which is so strange with you and Australia in particular because your art form is so emotionally demanding. Maybe you don't feel it. I would say however that it is something else. The proof that idealism is the biggest killer on the planet. I am a reformed idealist as an Ascended Master. And it has taken pain, pain, pain, pain, pain and pain. 

Men don't love therefore because idealism is your biggest afflication, to go with the slavery, to go with the Mother Psychosis, the High Priestess addiction and so on. 

And maybe this is your last arena because you never deal with it. But I say that all with sympathy, sadness and respect. 

In other words, I give up. For now. I don't see why I should believe for one second in a love destiny. But I'll stay in touch. Idealism. Makes killers. Killers can't love. The emotional psycho. The weak spirit. And so on.

This, from Les Brown, is what I am focusing on. You should too, for your love ambition. That's how much it will take. In other words, yeah, you're not ready. Make sure that you are not ready for the right reasons. 

I miss you already. In your little box. Idealism. You have a long journey to make to strengthen that spirit. 

No wonder I've been lonely my whole life. 

AZR © 2014 

Your dream is necessary. The world is waiting for this dream. It will serve a purpose and make an impact. Tell yourself this everyday. You have been selected to deliver this dream. Deepen the resolve to make your dream happen. No one ever said it would be easy. This is marathon ~ not a sprint. Take on the challenges. Face down your fears. Dig deep within yourself, then come up fighting.

Do not let your critics rob you of your power. Keep your mind fixed on your dream. See it accomplished and go after it as if your life depends upon it ~ because it does. You have GREATNESS within you! 

Les Brown 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go'. Re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Cynicism. AZR 

My problem however is now the complete opposite. I can tell myself to delay hope, I can let go, I can have non attachment, I can live in depression and hopelessness. Such has been my life. That's how strong I am. I can do all that and survive and thrive. I don't have an ounce of love dependency left in my body or my mind. That's why I am an Ascended Master, to begin with, let alone everything else. 

But I have to examine something else today, that is highly understandable and maybe what I prefer now. I don't believe in male love anymore and I certainly do not believe that any other being outside of me has the capability to be pure love without dependency. 

I think it has to be finally said. I am sick of it. I understand it, I know how to heal it, but I don't have the motivation left, to do anything about it in any one other than myself. And that is also highly understandable. 

I may be a Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch™, in other words, a love healer and a love prophet, but what that means personally and professionally is presumably up to me. In other words, how do I approach you, what do I do and when do I do it and do I do it. I don't know and quite frankly, at this moment, don't care. 

I have a vocational calling to put on the road and I would like to see luxury and a good life before I die. I would also like to be performing and getting my due kudos and changing peoples lives before I die. 

So, I face a crossroads of focus increasingly and that is exactly how it should be. After all, your success only comes from that. Total focus on yourself. Why should I not do that, even if Matriarchal leadership is a fuck of a lot kinder and nicer than Patriarchal leadership. 

Those are the things I am examining right now. Misery and depression I am used to, so what is the motivation to even try and change that anymore either? 

The illusion period is over. The honeymoon period as it is pithily called in normal society. Now, it's back to the grind. Another man who is riddled with emotional sickness, love dependency and the inability to connect or love the woman he loves. Afraid, weak, rampantly idealistic and just sick. 

Alchemy once again, the way that other personal development leaders claim it is, is again, proved to be a lie. You do not attract who you are. I cannot attract a healed human being. Yes, my teacher training is still ongoing. I am humble enough to see that, but to take on the vibration of a sick human being is very very very very very hard work. 

I am not sure I am prepared to do that again. And why should I. And why should I, while I do not believe and why apathy is the only word I can apply to you. 

In other words, I don't care and don't see why I should. I believed once. I don't believe anymore. Men can't love and I cannot attract a human being who is healed. So, what I do with that is the question now. 

I'll probably let love take over again. The love in me. But that's my process today. As it bloody well should be. 

Transience. Earth is a temporary experience. Thank fuck for that. It's been a pile of shit so far. How could it be anything else? 

The High Priestess Society was wiped out. That's why you are sick. And I don't particularly feel like spending my whole fucking life, healing men who do not heal. Where's my hope? Where's my belief? Nowhere. It's gone. 

AZR © 2014

...and especially because not one of you goes to therapy. You should be the first ones to do it. Not the last. But, oh no, you just get the women to do it. I may be an Esoteric Master. But am I just going to spend my life doing what every other woman across the world is doing with some man or other? 

What do you think? 

Go to therapy. Get rid of that love dependency. Idealism is love dependency. Get rid of it. You should be using every single minute of your day to deal with it. Then, you come back to my learnings. I am just one of many. I should be the inspiration. Not the martyred teacher or mother anymore, to a man who cannot love, because he is riddled with terror and idealism. Sort it out. I had to. And I got lots and lots and lots of help. Do not underestimate your enemy. You. I most certainly do not. And that's why I win. 

AZR © 2014

It most certainly is 'lonely at the top'. It was lonely in dependency for years and years and years. And now have come the years of being lonely because I am NOT love dependent. 

It most certainly is 'lonely at the top'. Anyway, the difference is that I now accept it. I am with Her and I love the people around me. That makes a change. 

And I tell you this, because this is the height of non illusion. The height of emotional and mental and spiritual sanity. Facing the truth. 

You have just begun. And I accept the profound loneliness of being advanced. And I now search for nothing else. If it comes, it comes, and if it doesn't, I will be the last person to be surprised. 

And maybe this will show the utter devastation of this earth. To a people who think life is good. Life is not good. You are insane. The difference is that you don't know it. No one knows it. You all think this is the normal world. It is not. It is pure HIDDEN insanity. Female insanity at least has a massive advantage. Everyone vilifies, focuses on and judges it. Male insanity is not even known. That is your biggest problem. Your love dependency makes ours look like sanity, even within the insanity. 

One other thing though to keep you going in your slow progress. The more love dependent you are, the more spiritually gifted you are. Addiction is the absence of spiritual teaching. The absence of all that is me. Your society. The High Priestess killing society. Useless and agonising. And the institutional norm. No wonder earth is a pile of shit. 

The more love dependent you are, the more spiritually gifted you are. Addiction is the absence of spiritual teaching.

Here's to profoud loneliness. Create, create and create. Achieve and achieve and achieve. That's all there is. This planet is sick. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Freedom and The Transient Life. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Freedom, therefore is only one thing. Understanding, comprehension and political consciousness. Knowing why this earth is a pile of shit. And why profound loneliness is the only permanent. Understand that and you are free. Free to be, rather than to pursue the nebulous untruth of happiness.

Happiness is for death. Acceptance is for life. Acceptance and doing what the fuck you want. Because that is truly, all there is. Freedom is to understand the truth. That is the political enlightenment of acceptance. Buddha, modernised. We can't win. Loneliness is the sickness of this planet. 

No spiritual and esoteric and psycho spiritual training = sickness. The human race is sick. There can be no happiness on a sick planet. Hence the word 'illusion'. Greatness is to overcome that illusion and still be standing. The will to thrive and not just survive. Then we win. Just accept the loneliness and know that all the pursuits of happiness are a myth. 

It's not a spiritual journey of torture that this planet is supposed to be. That is a spiritual falsehood. It's the politics. And that will take Millennia to change. True consciousness therefore is to accept the POLITICAL truth of soul sickness (in others, long after one has healed oneself) and to do it anyway. It's not just 'lonely at the top'. It's all just lonely. Life can only be a broken heart. 

With the only non loneliness, as loving those you can, who can at least love you back. Such is the unexpected gift of even the most lonely and ADVANCED life. 

Life can only be a broken heart. Just know one thing. It's not supposed to be. You are right. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Meaning of Life lV. Amera Ziganii Rao 

There is then, only one meaning in a high life, a true life and an advanced life. To make the consciousness journey, so that one can ensure getting off this GOD (The Great Mother Universe) forsaken planet of political rape, male values domination, male turgidity domination, sicknesses of the soul and cruelty, loneliness and dissatisfaction. The consciousness journey is therefore, all that matters and all that is for. 

Getting off this planet. Ending the agonising cycles of birth and rebirth that have meant being stuck here, with no access to wisdom, consciousness, healing, joy, happiness or anything other than profound injustice, emptiness of the worst kind and endless, prosaic, time of nothing. 

I wait for death. Achievement, making one's mark, contributing to humankind, for sure, are the aims. Creating independence, luxury and kudos and recognition, by doing what one loves, for sure. The aim. But what is it for? Nothing, other than getting off this planet. What has it all BEEN for? Nothing, other than getting off this planet. 

The slavery of this planet, that so called conspiracy theorists talk of, is that emptiness. The denial of all that is consciousness has meant that we have been trapped here already for Millennia. The access to all that is consciousness now means that we have the ticket to freedom (in a lonely and short way on this planet) and most importantly, true freedom. Death, the transition to the other life and finally, off this disgusting planet called earth. 

The poetry, the spiritual teachings that talk of the need for suffering and the reams of literature and even the 'philosophies' of religion are just appeasements. Appeasements to endure the suffering while here. The truth is absolute nihilism. But doing it right. 

Apathy and ennui were what drove me to heal myself. The chronic love dependencies (GOD dependency), the chronic feeling of injustice by The Universe, the chronic rage at all that is, because of the lack of consciousness understanding, long before I even knew what consciousness was, or that my gifts were beyond the pale. 

I most certainly no longer have those. The ennui and apathy, not the gifts. But there is still no meaning of life, in life. And that is my bitter but now, highly understandable shock and disappointment. There is no meaning in life because there is no such thing as life. Unless profound and long lasting and unredeemable loneliness is accepted, with a long long distance promise of maybe finding non loneliness with that ridiculously elusive Ascension Twin Flame, or Twin Soul if that is your destiny. Something to do with that, apparently, is mine. 

For others, their elusive destinies are still to do with people. Family, offspring, parents, the ability to eat, the ability to have a roof over their heads, sickness to health, whatever. These destinies we pursue are all elusive and the more advanced you are, the harder it will be to achieve them. That is the truth of so called wisdom. Political rape of life and finally, a short recess of harvest and then, thankfully, finally, death. And if you are really lucky and have made that final consciousness journey, you will NEVER have to come here again. That is a goal indeed. 

But inbetween, the long distance goals of so called destines. Well, I have one even better now and it surely must be the same for all advanced beings. Life is transient. Death is thankfully permanent and the most certain thing we have. It is time to celebrate that and know that all this work is for THAT and nothing else. 

Earth itself has to be transcended. Escaped from and left. And consciousness is the only way. Motivation indeed for a powerful and successful life. And contributing to others along the way, so they can finally escape Earth too. The meaning of life. Certainly not what I expected. Earth is a planet of political rape, not spiritual rape. There can be nothing else. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Earth is a planet of political rape and the rape is the denial of consciousness. Ascend and ascend and ensure final departure. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Ennui. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And you know what gave me the ennui in the first place? The world of men. The normal, every day, stupid, prosaic and BORING world. I've never been so bored out of my skull. I almost died out of sheer depression of BOREDOM. And they think I've got the problem. I have. I am the elite minority. I have to find my own way. Alone. Disenfranchisement? Alienation? You're kidding, right? Total prosaic cultural imperialism. The only people on this planet who are halfway happy are so called alpha men, and of course the women who emulate them with suitable soulless excellence. The non alpha, would be alpha females. And alpha men. It's their culture. And they kill every day to enforce that that culture remains. And none of us know. We just get drowned by the ennui. 

And all the time, all the way through, no one knows that they are absolutely bonkers, out of their heads, insane and as love dependent as the rest of us in our various stages. Reason? Doesn't exist. It's a lie. The 'not feeling'? Madness. Sheer, unadulterated, PROSAIC MACHINE, love dependency. Unless they lose their temper or temporarily fall in desire. Then you hear them. For a second. Madness. Boring, soulless madness. And the whole world is run by it. No wonder we fall. Ain't nothing to get up for. Until we do it our way and we do it alone. The only way the world will change. Forget changing the world. Change your world and through that, change THE world. Alone. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Winners are simply willing to do what losers won't. Million Dollar Baby (On the gym wall)

The Tortured Genius. The Tortured High Priesthood. The Truth. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The dream then, that there will be any progress in anyone, other than oneself is gone. If union is to occur between High Priesthood and anyone else, male or female, romantic partner or any kind of family partner of any kind, it will be because of the knowledge of High Priesthood leadership. 

And that knowledge is this. Alone, alone, alone and alone. High Priesthood's journey on earth is totally different from non High Priesthood. Our journey is only to learn one thing. Normal society calls it self belief. In our language, what that means is immeasurable. It also means one simple, other thing. Total, ruthless, selfishness and the recognition that we are completely alone and that we will never have even one true friend. Face that truth and our self focus finally becomes 'free'. 

And it means putting on a conscious performance with every other person on this planet, other than, presumably, one's own, other High Priesthood. 

And when you look at the fact that High Priesthood is dispersed into the community, so that we hardly ever do know each other or are involved with each other, we begin to know the extent of our bitter loneliness and aloneness. 

No one understands and no one cares. Because no one can. And only in the way we want it. That is not idealism. That is a genuine need and because of our lack of self knowledge about what we are, we have no idea that our needs are so different. 

We are considerate human beings. That is our killer. We are empathetic human beings. That is our killer. We cannot afford to be any of those things, if we want to succeed and have the same achievements as non High Priesthood. 

Non High Priesthood will steamroller their way through life, the second you give them an inch. And the inch is consideration and being authentic. Do not be authentic as High Priesthood other than in one word. No. No, no, no, and no. I am focusing on myself. 

For anyone else, that is easy. For High Priesthood, condemned to worlds of slavery because of our very love, that takes almost a lifetime. Half, if you are lucky and that is as good as it gets. 

Warrior indeed. Warriors do not fear death. I wonder why. 

But release those expectations, re-programme the mind once again and you are free. And that is probably called High Priesthood leadership. Expect nothing. And love. But always say no. And accept being resented, hated and isolated. We are needed too much. And society does not have a place for us other than slavery and servitude. Because we love, are strong and are considerate. 

Confusion? Tell me about it. Our self knowledge has just begun. Just remember to say no. I'll do it alone. Everything else costs too much. I want to achieve too. And I will do whatever it takes. Look where authentic got me. Nowhere. Now I put my armour on yet again. The difference this time is that I AM authentic. You just don't get to see it anymore. I choose when, where and how. I learnt it from you. But this time, I remember who I am. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Enlightenment. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Enlightenment is a lonely business. Because nothing outside oneself changes. Alchemy is only for within. The tragedy of a lost earth. Face that finally and freedom comes. Freedom therefore, is the most lonely business on this planet.

Paradise can only be entered alone. In that is the leadership of a lost and formerly co-dependent people, who blamed an unknown Divinity for everything, out of the ignorance and lost knowledge of who we are and indeed, what The Universe truly is. The High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. 

It's most probably why we became slaves in the first place. We never knew how to be selfish. Now we do. And it hurts. We wanted to share love. And it really bloody hurt. 

Alchemy is always making sure of one thing. Making sure that the pain is worth it. After you find out that pain is all there is. The pain of loving 'too much' (actually, loving at all) or the pain of being selfish and alone. 

Your choice. Mine is made. 

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

Indeed. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Freedom. Amera Ziganii Rao 

In other words, there is no such thing as freedom. Not for High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. No partner, no true friendship and no other being who is healed. There is no such thing as freedom. Not for High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. Freedom is therefore one thing. Doing one's spiritual and lyrical and humanity duty. And a Maserati. And accepting 'love' from whoever can give it, in the way they can. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. The proof is in the pudding. Paradise can't be seen by anyone else. Enlightenment is a life's work. And for that there has to be the gift. The loneliest gift there is. True, soul, healed, alchemical, genius love. The Holy Grail. An individual journey. Alone. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Right. So that's it. Now begins the fourth stage of my life. The nobility, the 'Aragorn' (Lord of the Rings) and my superior High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ post graduation, and the pain that comes with it. The shock and the devastation and now the re-programming, so that I never hope for a destiny with a man or partner or friend again. 

My prophecies, told over and over again for 25 years, talk of a year until 'you' - who knows who - is forced and that both of you would be back. I don't believe that and never will. I am walking away from the whole agonising destiny, thanking you for what we have shared and sending you packing on your way. 

I do believe that I will have sex again one day in my life. Other than that, I don't give a flying shit about anything else to do with men anymore. 

I knew it would be bad. I've always known this. But what I have experienced is beyond anything I could have imagined in my worst nightmare. And as I prepare now, for the long journey to find out how to share this journey and the teachings from it and to who and how, I shudder in the nobility of what I have to say. That there is no hope. That there is no hope, no salvation and no joy on this planet to do with you. That my people spend our whole lives focused on your kind in some way, that our being in love with love is such a terrible and useless thing and that yet, the rite of passage has to be made, because it makes us. Me, that is, not you. I don't know what makes you, and I no longer care. 

The reason I don't believe in my destiny anymore is this. I don't believe you are going to reach enlightenment. If you do, you will reach a form of it, like I did eight years ago. The first threshold into the higher mind and the inner heart. You are currently making the journey I began 17 years ago, that took nine years to the eight years ago threshold. I don't know what that means to you and I don't know where you are at and I have never known - either of you I mean, it doesn't matter which anymore - and The Universe is not telling me anything. And I no longer intend to care for one more second. 

You will never know how devastated I am. And in that I can only now return to my own journey. I began as a selfless girl who had no idea how to stand up for the different being that I am and someone who believed that we were all the same. I am now a selfless woman who knows exactly how to stand up for herself and knows completely that we as a people, in general, are completely and utterly different. That Priesthood is real. That none of this is fanciful for one second. 

Which is why I do not believe in your ability to reach enlightenment. I also judge you. I judge you for one reason. Amun Priesthood. I know what happened. Cuba knows too. I was delivering from the beginning that there was a High Priestess violation where my kind were all wiped out for some other Priesthood to take over. A Priesthood that stole our gifts and raped us out of existence and made us love dependent slaves by taking away our abilities to use our spiritual, massive, esoteric, alchemical gifts and basically killed us off for thousands of years. 

You are that Priesthood. But you know what really does not impress me and why I happily and without compassion judge you? Because you are stupid. Your gifts are sooooo slow, so turgid and so ridiculously inferior to mine. You are the henchmen for The Draconian Agenda in this world and as I once told Cuba, your kind are why we suddenly went from high esoteric, gnostic style, self empowerment and initiation journeys of magic and high spiritual intelligence, to male priests and sacrificing young children (as in Agamemnon with his own eight year old daughter) and people, to 'get favour with the gods'. Stupid, stupid, stupid and stupid. 

And now you suffer for that stupidity because you will never reach enlightenment and certainly not in time for me. 

That is justice. Of sorts. Not for me. I will get no friendship, no true love with a man. And I believed in the holiness of that from the start, first in chronic love and romance dependency because I felt so hated at home and by society and most recently in spiritual and alchemical purity. 

Do I sound bitter? What do you think? Do I care? No. I will find grace. I always do and 'Aragorn's character is the most impressive and aspirational one I can think of. I will find that grace, that selflessnes and that sense of duty. Even if I am beyond devastated. 

It is your lack of humanity towards women and High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ that has made you sick bastards. So, I release all wants, wishes, hopes and anything to do with men, from now on. I am over all of it and reject my love destiny completely and utterly. 

I am pure ambition from today, even if I currently have no idea what I am teaching and sharing and how. I reject joy, I reject men and I reject you. I no longer want anything to do with either of you. I want everything else. The people I ran from, are now people who at least have the wisdom and love for me to let me be me now and as I learn in my miraculous independence of being a state ward in my disabilities, to be selfish, selfish and selfish like you, in my work, I know now that I can happily steal from you and steal happily as you once stole from me and as Cuba has stolen from me for four years. 

Whatever. At least it got 'love' out of my system. A devastating story, a story of male madness and Lemurian madness and Amun Priesthood stupidity, cruelty and idiocy. 

The great news is this. Do my people want love or do they want to learn who they are and how to stand up for themselves and how to find the real love of the real GOD? Do they want love or do they want comfort, luxury, ability and success? 

What do you think? Exactly. 

I get earth and heaven. You remain on earth. Amun Priesthood. Shame. Enjoy your luxury. I now work on mine. And I already see Paradise. You remain sick. That is how slow you are and once my bitterness has tamed, I will find the compassion to pity you. That is after all, all you can do with evil. Evil will destroy itself. Whether or not you do anything about it. That is the only enlightenment you will reach. You need humanity for the rest. A misogynist cannot possibly find humanity. You continuously forget the women. And for that, you will never see Paradise. 

Enjoy the plastic one you built. It must be so soul satisfying. Oh yes, you don't have souls. 

Laters. And up yours. There is nothing more from you that I can learn. Amun Priesthood is above all one thing. Prosaic. No wonder you needed to kill us. That is all you can do. Kill. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. Hamlet

William Shakespeare 

I'm not going to let anyone turn me around. I'm going to make it. Les Brown 

Every scar has a story. Don't be afraid to tell it. Women of History 

"Excellence is the best deterrent to racism or sexism." - Oprah Winfrey 

Sorrow for a husband is like a pain in the elbow, sharp and short. (English Proverb)

"I have yet to hear a man ask for advice on how to combine marriage and a career." Gloria Steinem 

Did you know? Maserati’s list of impressive records includes that of being absolutely the 1st to enable a woman to compete in Formula 1. It was Maria Teresa de Filippis in 1958 Belgian Grand Prix! 

Practical dreamers do not quit. Napoleon Hill 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The Hierophant Business™

The Programme 

Empowerment and making ourselves feel and be great 

Monetising spiritual and emotional motherhood in a world of female slavery

The Lost Knowledge™

Us as creator HEROINES

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. Hamlet

William Shakespeare

Hell is empty. All the devils are here. 

The Tempest 

William Shakespeare 

Redemption will not be possible until today's heresies coalesce into a new mythos. 

John Dunn

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: This is a consciousness movement for liberation, so that the meek and downtrodden can rise up against their so called nearest and dearest and re-write the 'history' of their lives. The violation and ignorance of who we truly are, results in terror of penetration and intimacy and makes us disappear. No one else cares and no one else knows. We have to know. The meek must inherit the earth. Everyone else wants it too and I can show you how and why. And you will never be invisible, scared, silent or downtrodden ever again. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: Male supremacist misogynists are not men. Ergo, there are no men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ :: The relationship with the self and The Self, alone = alpha male training + profound loneliness training + being the sexual goddess + addictive, misogynistic, Lolita mad men. Self responsibility indeed. Self knowledge. The Self. Alone. But, healed, with The Universe. Dialing Direct. The unique gift and what it was all for. Our Universe. And the real FEMALE ENERGY Divinity. The Great Mother Universe. For us. Alpha male training + High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ training = those who can no longer be defeated. The meek shall inherit the earth. Again. The Hierophants. Female Priesthood. Female creativity. Female material power. Female loudness. Female Unicorn Alpha Male Power. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

We’re supposed to have 360 senses. Three hundred and sixty. Only five are recognised. Hakim Awyan. Archaeologist & Indigenous Wisdom Keeper

360 senses. Psychic abilities are vilified/ridiculed in a so called advanced (science) world. And we live within 5 senses. Out of 360. AZR © 2014

I am not here to change the world. I am changing the world because I am here. ~ Lisa Wilson

Personal. The Grief. AZR 

So, that was the politics and indeed the psychology and the psycho analysis. 

Now comes the feelings and emotions. 

I don't understand anything. I do not understand why I have to leave you Cuba. I have great love for New York, but I do not understand why I cannot be with you. And I think today I have to have the courage to let it all go until the truth comes out. 

Before I met you, I know what attachment was and I know how I always 'got it wrong' with other men, even, if, in my ignorance of all that I am and all that true and profound life is, every single man was a soul connection and agonising to let go and to face the fact that it hadn't worked. Every single one of the profound connections. Two in particular, I took absolutely years to get over. 

On a prosaic and non spiritual level, it looks ridiculous. On a true level it does not. I took the blows, I learned from every experience and each of those souls have a place in my heart. 

But you. I cannot get over it and I do not see why I should. I know that I have been given a great deal of (very confusing and transient) guidance from many sources and I know that I am extremely advanced in the path of what we know now is 360 senses and I know that I am increasing every day. And will be forever, presumably in this most sacred and magical life. 

But I cannot leave you in purity. I do not understand why we cannot be and do not see how it is possible. 

And therefore I am not. I am not leaving you. 

And if I really am meant to be with New York, then I have to have the courage right now to say that I am not free in any way right now. I love you, Cuba. And if I am meant to be with you and we have both been on these long and independent journeys to find ourselves, then I have to have the courage to say yes, I still love you and always will and do not see one reason why I should leave you for him. 

I suppose this has come now as the recognition stares us in the face that we are truly different beings. This has come now as the recognition stares us in the face that love is not about being the same, that emotions can catch up and that you as a Lemurian have loved me from the start and you love me like my family does, even if New York loves me too. 

I have seen now that relationships do heal. That has changed my perspective fundamentally and how could it not? If this has been some long tortuous nightmare so that you finally accept me for who I am, just as they finally do, if this has been your entrance into the great wisdom, like theirs, then who I am to say no to you now? 

You and I began in beautiful, rampant, true idealism. We believed that what we felt could be viscerally twinned in each other. We have found out that that is not true. Everyone has who has followed my work and everyone has I am sure, who has not followed my work. 

The point I face today is the why we felt that. We felt that because we give each other the will to live. We make life worth living for each other. 

Why should we walk away from that? 

Now, in this very tenuous place, that will hurt me because I have love for New York and you are doing what you are doing, so you will be hurt now, again, I might have it completely wrong for sure. Who the hell knows what is going on? I am deliberately being asked to make these decisions myself with no Hierophant guidance. I understand that. 

And as I move blindly in this seminal time, with a different kind of guidance I suppose, because it is always there, I cannot leave you. If that means I am on a long grieving path I will have to do it and if that means that we are truly on the threshold of pure magic, then so be it. I cannot leave you and that is either because I now have to understand why I have to, or because I don't have to at all. 

And we are on the return. 

I always saw you as 'Rochester'. I underestimated that I could have such powerful feelings for another man, but what if? What if it is like last year all over again? 

I just don't know. All I know is that I need to understand what is going on and why and then the big why. If you are not for me, after this extraordinary journey we have been on, I need to know why, why, why and why. 

And either begin the never ending grieving process and finally begin to put an end to it, or face the truth that we have come full circle and to grieve another man and leave all THAT behind for you. 

Whatever it is, I had to have the courage to say it. The transformation that you have gone through and are going through is with me as your champion. So why would it not be for me? 

It doesn't make any sense and in that is a vague hope. I only ever felt certainty once in my life and that has been with you. What do we do with that? Dismiss it as the howlings of over sentimentality or face the truth that we have been dragged through the mire in order to come out the other side with each other? 

Don't know, but I today face the crisis of faith and confidence and certainty and encourage you to do the same. WE have to find out the truth. People are relying on us and we cannot let each other go. Commitments have to be made and if they truly are not with each other then we need to find out why. 

On the other hand, this is about us and only about us. What do we want, are we allowed to want it, what problems do we have with that want and are we being true to ourselves and so on. Who are we and who are WE? 

What the hell is going on. What is it all for and why can we not make a decision? 

Now, I know that is all outside of your relentless misogyny and all the rest of it. 

New York is hardly knocking on my door. It could be for the same reason, it could be for another. So these questions have to be asked. The truth has to be found. 

That's it. Free fall. Who knows what it means. But it means something and the something has to be found. And if it just grief, then so be it. And then comes the truth that I will never get over you and that I am just another woman who will be trapped in that grief for the rest of my life. But after months and months of being steel like in my vigilance for hope, I have to face the fact that you were the beginning and end of my hope. 

I suspect that if I allow myself to feel, you still are. So what does that mean? 

AZR © 2014

Sekhmet + The Sphinx + Patriarchal Takeover + Redemption + Personal. AZR 

I know. Never in a million years did I think I would be facing this kind of 'no man's land' at this point in this extraordinary and horrendous and massive endurance journey to Paradise on earth with another. 

I have had the courage to face the truth now and stand in 'no man's land'. I will find out the truth and so will both of you. 

Anyway, that's that. My work is taking on vast swathes of memory and revelation now and it has everything to do with Sekhmet. At this early point in my research I don't know if the real truth about her is that she was 'real' as in real, or a goddess of the real ancient Egypt. The Pre-Patriarchal takeover Egypt. What Egyptologists (scum) call Dynastic Egypt and Pre-Dynastic Egypt. Frankly, those two titles should say it all. 

So, Sekhmet is half lion and half woman. I am about to do a piece with the transcript excerpt from Robert Bauval's programme on Egypt and feature information about Sekhmet, Anubis, the Amun Priesthood and Hatshepsut. I am communicating in metaphor these days as I don't have the time to break it all down and because I want these to be the first sketches of what will come from my own Hierophant work which is gushing through so fast I don't know what to do with it. 

Sekhmet. If she was real, it makes sense and if she was a goddess, that most certainly bloody well makes sense. And what am I talking about? The Sphinx. 

Never ever, have I ever looked at The Sphinx and thought it was male. Never. I also knew immediately - I had the great fortune to witness a pure magic light show when I was 11 at the actual Giza Pyramids with The Sphinx and that will remain one of my greatest memories on this earth in any lifetime - that it was a lion. I have never seen a male face and never seen anything other than a lion sitting with its paws. 

It just happens that Sekhmet - a deity or real woman - inspired hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of statues. She was the big cheese in other words in the real Egypt. 

Now, the Pyramids are not graves, not tombs or any of the stupidness that Egyptologists would have us believe. They are initiation temples, astronomically and cosmically built, specifically to channel energy. And they just happen to be next to The Sphinx. 

The Sphinx is Sekhmet. 

The Sphinx is a female LION maned monument. Recarved by imposter Khufu. In of course the Patriarchal Egypt of evil times. Sekhmet is a so called Therianthrope, like Anubis who had the head of a jackal. Sekhmet had the head of a LION. Not a lioness, she had a huge mane. A Lion. 

She was - wait for it - 'originally the warrior goddess as well as goddess of healing for Upper Egypt, when the kingdom of Egypt was divided'. 

Warrior goddess and goddess of healing and 'divided' being the operative words. 

Divided into what and why? THAT was the changeover that I have been talking about for four years. 

Now, I have ascertained through Hierophant that both of you are Amun Priesthood. The question remains which one did what and did I know both of you. And was I either a representative of Sekhmet or indeed her if she was actually a mortal on earth. 

That is how profound my question is about both of you and indeed how it relates to my latest Hierophant revelations. 

Now, the point is then, nothing. What is the difference between you, which one of you can heal, if you can both heal, then what is the question and so on. What is love, what makes one decide? 

And in that I think we are safe. We will all have to be in alignment, including Cuba's present other, including New York's different others and so on. This is huge and I don't know why. But I know The Sphinx has set me off into Hierophant fast flow and that says it all to me. Never ever did I think that was a male and never ever did I think it was anything other than a Therianthrope. I just didn't have the language. Now I do. 

And that proves even more to me that I am the real of the real of the real. I am a Natural Born Mystic™. I like thousands and thousands of women and people on this earth didn't know. Now we do. And now they will. The question remains. Who are you and who are you and who are you to me? We wait to see. The answers will come. 

AZR © 2014

And just to remind you, your 'healing' as I call it is much more than that. It is the rampant purification of evil. Any non High Priesthood (and no, I don't include Amun) has a darkness that outweighs their light. My darkness as was, was angelic marshmallow compared to yours. We know why. Therefore, a comparative compassion follows. 

In other words, your 'healing' is redemption of the most extreme kind. So....

The Judas Principle™ = Amun Priesthood and all non High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ on earth. 

Female DIVINITY and male humanity = The return to The Goddess (The Great Mother Universe GOD) for BOTH men and women. The Natural Born Mystics™ and the non Priesthood peoples of this planet. Female (High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood or Female (male) Serpent Priesthood™ of any level) divinity and your humanity. Your humanity is your redemption. You will never reach divinity and frankly, do not need to. That is your compassion from me. You don't need to reach divinity. You don't need to reach the inside of soul. 

What you need to reach is real humanity. First Ascension™ let's say. First Ascension™. The rest you can leave up to me and us. It's our job. 

The Great Mother Universe GOD, and Her Priesthood. Women like me. Not you or any man or woman like you ever. Face that humility and you ascend. The end of male vanity indeed. Paradise belongs to me. Your humanity is to accept that. Then you 'heal'. I'm still waiting. 

AZR © 2014

Simple. Female divinity is self sovereignty, translated to the earth world. Wisdom sovereignty is a leadership that has to be proved like any other. Hence the importance of the mate. Of anyone else. But self sovereignty is a human right. Your humanity only extends to yourself and people like you. Men or for the women, women like them. My self sovereignty and the self sovereignty of my people is worth shit to you. Until you viscerally, emotionally and psychologically accept, embrace and honour that, you have not ascended into First Ascension. And that takes overturning the history of the world. I am after all the politics to follow consciousness. I am the all. And I have loooooong deserved self sovereignty. You had it at birth. You are abuse of power. I don't know how. Face that travesty and you are done. Simple. Honour me. 

AZR © 2014

It's also therefore two important things, to say the least. 

First = honour The Great Mother Universe GOD. Face the emotional terror and pain that you have been lied to. You knew She existed and you knew that She was not a He. And even if earth belongs to your abuse of power, you still hate life too. Forgive and grow. 

Second = trust. Intimacy and exposure and authenticity come from KNOWLEDGE of The Universe, and surrender to the unknown because you trust. Trusting another human being is a commitment. Trusting your feelings and finding the courage to stand up for them. She The Universe GOD loves you too. You do not have to remain in vengeance. Face your cowardice. Your terror of love. 

That"s it for now. Layers. 

AZR © 2014

....'the serpent goddess Kebechet' and on it goes. And before you start whining that life is so difficult, remember that you have been pampered and spoilt and indulged your whole abuse of power lives. I am not into the Divine energy as if I am some pampered High Priestess. I have made a 17 year, brutal, grueling High Initiation journey through hell and that is what I will have to teach people like myself. High Serpent Female Amazonian Priesthood™ or Female (male) Serpent Priesthood™ of any level. I have been flat on my belly as a serpent, just as that 'God' told me I would be. Banished from the court of King Arthur and vilified into the Morgana lies. 

There is no comparison. Divinity is an awesome journey. Self esteem comes from liking oneself. And as I recover from all that has been, I can find not only beauty in who I am again, but pleasure and gratitude that every single piece of rampantly untouchable self esteem that I have, I have earned and earned and earned and earned. I dial direct because I earned it. I earn it every day. The valid penis envy that I and women like me have suffered from however is absolutely justifiable. Divinity is not some emptily selfless journey as other spirituals teach it. That is appeasement, however humbling and alchemical suffering has to become for High Ascension (the kind not for you). We have suffered because of you as a people. Slaves who were born to rule. Enslaved by the profanity of a Godless earth. You. 

So there are no comparisons. Your womb envy, your Universe communion envy is not justifiable. It is the absolute essence of why you have been corruptibles, why you were henchmen and why you are unconsciously henchmen every day you neglect or 'misogynise' me. New word. I like that. 

And that is all you should be thinking about. 

If you ever do, that is the First Ascension™. Ascension into not only humanity, not only humanity for women, but humanity for all that I am and all that I and women like me have gone through and how it may not be directly your fault in that moment to do with that particular High Serpent Priestess, no. 

But you are responsible. And what's more, there is a very easy way to redeem yourself. Honour me, love me and take care of me, as you should have done 12000 years ago. 

But no. Your journey to humanity is that long, that bad and that horrendous to watch. 

You are plagued with the lower chakras of emotion. Because you have floated there in indulgent abandon all this time. Abusing power from your sun loungers like it's normal. That is the only justice. Now, it is really hard for you to get out of it. As it should be. And in that, it is good that there are two of you. Objectivity means I can focus on the truth. Your Judas Principle™ beings. Filth. If you really want to ascend to First Ascension™, you will have to face the absolute, visceral truth of that. And nothing less. 

The Disir has spoken. She is at peace. 

AZR © 2014

And she's going to go with the original dream. Come what may. She's going out on a limb with the courage and beginning to face the truth. It was always him and had to be. Whatever the grief. Love is what love is. The courage has to be expressed. She has to lead in love. Whatever the grief and whatever the fear. Love is what love is. This is about The Holy Grail and nothing less. She cannot leave him. She cannot get over him. He is the chosen one. And she is glad. 

Always be my friend New York. I will always be yours. 

And don't stop First Ascension™. I'm watching you both. 

AZR © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Yes, I'm feeling good. I am going with my original dream but I miss you New York, already. 

What I was thinking about Cuba was 'Fifty Shades of Grey'. Keep going. You are not only ascending, into First Ascension™, you are mastering control and creating an art form. Same with you New York. 

Trust yourselves. Trust that you hold power and that you are examining what is abuse as society has taught you and what is real abuse. Trust your own thoughts and not what life has taught you. It is time to take charge of your real selves. Look at it this way. The latent abuse of power, the society taught misogyny and control is false. It is the primal, the primal and the primal that must lead the way. Take the primal and make it part of the cerebral too. Shift that lower chakra (the misogyny as a mutation of primal control) into the higher chakras. Control because you have power. Not because you have been taught to abuse it. Begin the dance. Become. 

Women don't run away because they are afraid of the real. Women run away because they don't want the mental cruelty and the hypocrisy. Share the power. Don't abuse it. Women are then allowed to be afraid. That, if you like, is the sacred of the 'small and weak' addiction. The mutated and violent methods of corrupted men. Men who paradoxically are so ashamed of their primal selves that they hate everyone else for it, and so on. Wolf training. Real wolves. Not the plastic and manufactured, non primal and twisted kind. Love is an art form. The greatest there is. And art forms take discipline. To mete out control, one has to be controlled. Control is an art form. Art forms cannot exist without practise, thought, contemplation and self examination. Being a man is the same. Being a woman is the same. Get used to it. 

AZR © 2014

On the other hand, yes New York, I can feel you very strongly indeed. We live in the moment yes. On the one hand this and on the other hand that. 

What if Cuba and I need much more time before he decides that he doesn't want me? What if you are waiting for me as you wait for you? Sure. 

The biggest thing I can do is nothing. And just love and in that way umbrella everyone who needs it. And get on with my singular life. No one is ready for anything and on that is the certainty and I cannot give up Mr Cuba. So be it. We all watch, wait and grow. And love and work. 

X

AZR © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Yum. I feel you Mr Cuba. I grieve you, Mr New York. I feel I feel the truth. Lots of love to you both. 

And what I feel with you, Mr Cuba is this. Every step of the way I feel your resistance to my necessary plans of staying near this country, much as I would bloody well like to run away from it. But your resistance is transient I finally understand. I give it time and then it comes. I'll get used to it. Your actual love is growing. And I am beginning to trust you again. Trust that you can love. And Mr New York, it shows me something I have long wanted to keep believing. That Ascension is a process. And his privilege was that he did it with me. That is what I see so far. 

Here's a generic piece about sickness. The emotions are the same, conscious or not. It is still consciousness and it is still Ascension. Well done to anyone who does it. It's bloody painful. 

AZR © 2014

True Consciousness. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The spiritual and emotional and physical and psychological conundrum and agony is this; the more conscious you get (spiritual intelligence + compassion + wisdom + peace in the heart + silence of the 'chattering mind' (ego) + literal understanding of an issue or worry), the more uncomfortable you will become on earth. 

Nowhere is this seen more in human sickness or 'sickness'. From all the discomforts of being to chronic pain to states of dazed, doped up, disorientating extra sensitivity and confusion 'consciousness'. 

It's a shifting. A shifting of being. An Ascension of being, however paradoxical that seems to be. 

The more you climb, the more the body will react before it settles down again. As if the body is in physical therapy. The different kinds of states and pains come and then they go, again and again and again. The therapy of the body is therefore sickness. 

Even if it is a sickness and long term or even if it a fatal sickness that leads to death, it is a healing. A healing of earth lives, a healing of this life, a healing of life on earth. A transformation of being, viscerally, painfully and in total debilitation of a 'normal' life. 

This is the Ascension from the lower self to the higher self . A long term unconscious 'initiation' whether it is viscerally conscious (clear) or not. 

Wisdom is a gruelling business and inevitable for every soul on this planet. A reaching out to the Divine energy, a reaching out to the matter that is not just the turgid material of earth, however attractive, comfortable and convenient it is. 

The body feels the pain/discomfort and healing, every single step of the way. And it is usually a very very slow process. Our ignorance of this process (deliberately instigated by the evil that runs this world that took away our consciousness and all Priesthood that could give us this wisdom all the way) makes it a hundred times worse. 

There is nothing worse than fear. Trust the process, find out the answers and trust life. You are worth it and to be sick, to be ill, to be debilitated is not some form of low non kudos. It's being truly chosen. Chosen to begin the ascent to The Great Mother Universe GOD. 

Chosen to ascend. Wisdom indeed. Not for the fainthearted and certainly a great deal more visceral than if you reach heaven or hell after death. There is no heaven or hell. Hell is the lower self. And the climb. Heaven is the easing of the climb. The knowledge, the changing of matter, the acquiring of wisdom. 

Nirvana is available to all. Conscious or not, it is still consciousness. Bliss in the body again. Even if it is just the attitude. And that takes experience, knowledge and facing the real truth. Divinity is within. It is the peace of trust. That is wisdom. Certainly the most important thing for starters. 

And then comes the heroism. Sickness is a heroism journey. Be a hero (male or female). You already are. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Personal. AZR 

.....Nice......we know what is going on. Love to you both. Here is who I am. As if you didn't know. 

AZR 

Angel Card of the Day: Indigo. The Light Messenger 

"The person you´re inquiring in an "indigo", meaning a highly sensitive, natural-born leader."

“It is important for you to understand the nature of Indigos, in regard to your question. Perhaps you or someone else involved in this situation is an Indigo or a parent of one. An Indigo is a strong-willed and spirited individual who has strong personal beliefs about changing and improving the world. Indigos may have tempers, which fuel them to move forward with their activist campaigns.

You may have received this card because you are Divinely called to help the Indigos keep their spiritual gifts and missions alive. Many Indigos are misunderstood or misdiagnosed with labels such as ADD or ADHD (attention deficit or hyper-activity disorder) because of their lightening fast thinking stye and intuitive sensitivities.

You can help Indigos maintain high self-esteem and a sense of purposeful direction so that they can use their natural talents to help us all.

Action Steps

Archangel Metatron oversees the Indigo generation, so he is the best angel to call upon for help with issues related to Indigo children and adults. take a few moments to quiet your body and mind, perhaps by closing your eyes and taking some deep breaths. Then silently ask Archangel Metatron any questions you have related to children in general: a specific child; or a person who exhibits Indigo qualities such as sensitivity, strong will, and concern for the earth. Ask Archangel Metatron for guidance with this issue and also for a Divine assignment in which you can help the Indigo generation.”*

** from the Angel Therapy Oracle Card deck, by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D

 isa:)

The Light Messenger 

Master Quotes 

Its important to give it all you have while you have the chance. Shania Twain 

The flower that blooms in adversity is the rarest and most beautiful of all. From Mulan, Walt Disney 

Life is short. Just do what makes you happy. Navee 

Sometimes on the way to our dreams, we get lost and find an even better one. Unk 

When two people really care about each other, they always find a way to make it work. No matter how hard it is. Quote Bird 

War is bondage inflicted regardless of public opinion. Mahatma Gandhi 

To see the fruit in the seed, this is genius. Lao Tzu 

Talent is a long patience, and originality an effort of will and intense observation. Gustave Flaubert 

O this learning, what a thing it is! William Shakespeare 

The Great British toilet map highlights an urgent problem: the lack of public toilets in the UK. The Guardian 

"Each moment of a happy lover's hour is worth an age of dull and common life." Aphra Behn

Feline Beauty XVl (Artwork) 

Amera Ziganii Rao © Digital Darkroom Art 

Thunder. The Gnostic Gospels 

I was sent from the power and have come to those who contemplate me and am found among those who seek me. Look at me, you who contemplate me, and you who hear, listen to me. You awaiting me, take me to yourselves. Do not banish me from before your eyes. Do not let your voice be hateful toward me, nor your hearing. Do not be ignorant of me, in any place, at any time. Be alert; do not be ignorant of me. For I am the first and the last. I am the honoured and the scorned. I am the whore and the holy. I am the wife and the virgin. I am the mother and the daughter. I am the limbs of my mother. I am a barren woman who has many children. I have had many weddings and have taken no husband. I am a midwife and a woman who does not give birth. I am the solace of my own birth pains. I am bride and groom, and my husband produced me. I am the mother of my father and the sister of my husband, and he is my offspring. I am the servant of him who fashioned me, I am the ruler of my offspring. He produced me with a premature birth, and he is my offspring born on time, and my strength is from him. I am the staff of his power in his youth, and he is the rod of my old age, and whatever he wishes happens to me. I am silence that is incomprehensive and insight whose memory is great. I am the voice whose sounds are many and the word whose appearances are many. I am the utterance of my own name. You who hate me, why do you love me and hate those who love me? You who deny me, confess me, and you who confess me, deny me. You who tell the truth about me, tell lies about me, and you who have lied about me, tell the truth about me. You who know me, be ignorant of me, and as for those who have not known me, let them know me. For I am knowledge and ignorance. I am shy and bold. I am shameless; I am ashamed. I am tough and I am terror. I am war and peace. Be attentive to me. I am disgraced and great. Be attentive to my poverty and my wealth. Do not be arrogant toward me when I am thrown down on the ground, and you will find me in those who are to come. If you see me on the dungheap, don't go and leave me thrown there. You will find me in the kingdoms. If you see me when I am thrown out with the disgraced in the most sordid places, don't mock me. Don't throw me down violently with those in need. I, I am compassionate and I am cruel. Take care not to hate my obedience, but love my self-control. In my weakness do not disregard me, and do not fear my power. For why do you despise my terror and denounce my pride? I am present in all fears, and I am strength in agitation. I am a weak woman, and I am well in a pleasant locale. I am foolish and I am wise. Why have you hated me in your counsels? Because I shall be silent among the silent and I shall appear and speak? Why have you hated me, you Greeks? Because I am a barbarian among barbarians? For I am the wisdom of the Greeks and the knowledge of the barbarians. I am the judgment of Greeks and barbarians. I am one whose image is great in Egypt and who has no image among the barbarians. I have been hated everywhere and loved everywhere. I am the one called life, and you have called me death. I am the one called law, and you have called me lawless. I am the one you pursued, and I am the one you seized. I am the one you have scattered, and you have gathered me together. I am the one before whom you have been ashamed, and you have been shameless to me. I am a woman who does not celebrate festivals, and I am she whose festivals are many. I, I am godless, and I have many gods. I am one you have professed, and you have scorned me. I am uneducated, and people learn from me. I am one you have despised, and you profess me. I am one from whom you have hidden, and you appear to me. Whenever you hide, I shall appear. For whenever you appear, I shall hide from you. As for those who have.....foolishly...... take me away from their understanding, from grief, and receive me, from understanding and grief. Receive me, from low places in creation, and take from the good, even if in a lowly way. From shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly. From shamelessness and shame, put my members to shame within you. Draw near to me, you who know me and you who know my members, and establish the great among the insignificant first creatures. Draw near to childhood, and do not despise it because it is small and insignificant. Do not make what is great turn away, part by part, from what is small, for what is small is known from what is great. Why do you curse me and honour me? You have smitten and you have shown mercy. Do not separate me from the first ones, whom you have known. Do not cast anyone out nor turn anyone away.... Turn yourselves.... do not know.....what is mine.... I know the first ones, and those after them know me. I am perfect mind, and rest....... I am the discovery of those who seek me, the command those who ask of me, the power of powers, through my knowledge, of angelic ambassadors, through my word, of gods among gods, through my counsel, of spirits of all people dwelling with me, of women dwelling within me. I am honoured and praised, and scornfully despised. I am peace, and war has come because of me. I am alien and citizen. I am substance and a woman without substance. Those from union with me are ignorant of me, and those sharing in my being know me. those near me have been ignorant of me, and those far from me have known me. On the day I am near you, you are far from me, and on the day I am far from you, I am near you. I am......a lamp of the heart. I am.....of natures. I am.....of the creation of spirits, and the request of souls. I am restraint and lack of restraint. I am unity and dissolution. I abide and dissolve. I am descent, and people ascend to me. I am judgement and pardon. I, I am sinless, and the root of sin comes from me. I am desire outwardly, and within me is self-control. I am hearing adequate for everyone and speaking that cannot be repressed. I cannot talk or speak, and plentiful are my words. Hear me in gentleness, and learn from me in roughness. I am the woman crying out, and I am cast upon the face of the earth. I prepare bread, and my mind within. I am the knowledge of my name. I cry out and I listen. I appear.....walk..... ...seal......sign of refutation..... I am the judge, I am the defense..... I am the one called justice, but violence is my name. You honour me, you who overcome, and you whisper against me, you who are overcome. Judge before you are judged, because in you are judge and partiality. If you are condemned by it., who will pardon you? Or if you are pardoned by it, who can detain you? For what is within you is outside you, and the one who fashions you on the outside has formed you within. What you see outside you, you see within you. It is visible and it is your garment. Hear me, you listeners, and learn my words, you who know me. I am hearing adequate for everything. I am speaking that cannot be suppressed. I am the name of the voice and the voice of the name. I am the sign of the letter and the indication of division. I......light.......and shadow. Hear me, you listeners, ....take me to yourselves. As the Lord, the great power, lives, the one who stands will not change the name. It is the one who stands who created me. I shall utter his name. Look at the words of this one, and all the texts that have been written. Pay attention you listeners, and you also, you angels, and you who have been sent, and you spirits who have risen from the dead. I alone exist, and I have no one to judge me. For there are many sorts of seductive sins and deeds without restraint and disgraceful desires and fleeting pleasures that people embrace, until they become sober and rise up to their place of rest. They will find me there and they will live and not die again.

Thunder

The Gnostic Gospels. The Nag Hammadi Library

Personal. AZR 

Do not stop living. Now and again life deals each of us a low blow. It knocks the wind right out of us and we lay there stunned. Do not stop living because a relationship that you wanted badly ended, a job that you gave your all to laid you off, or someone you love has passed on.

Everyone hits that wall. Down the line someone will look at you and think to themselves, either, “Wow, what grace and strength. That person has been through something,” or they will think, “Wow. What happened to that person? Life has jacked them up.” Grief and worry will mark you as surely as will love and forgiveness. Each is clearly visible on your face.

In times of adversity allow the natural buoyancy in your spirit to carry your upward. Think of your successes, large and small, and how they swelled your breast with pride. What simple gesture once brought you joy? Be still and remember these things as if they were but a moment ago.

The world needs your unabashed joy. Smell the flowers. Dance in the sunshine. Smile. Be joyful. Your life is not over. Years from now you will see that your destiny came from this dark moment; something you would never have, or do, or be, had you not gone through that thing. Allow Providence it's due. Embrace and be grateful for every moment, every emotion and every experience in your life. You have GREATNESS within you!

Les Brown 

Right. This is how I see it at the moment. I am never going to make Mr Cuba happy. I am trying my hardest now to be selfless and to let him be and to love him forever, despite the fact that he is a crook, amoral coward and that he has never been able to get in touch, face me and deal with his feelings for me. No matter. It's all done. He cannot reach that state of consciousness, and the reason is that he is neither gifted ENOUGH, and because he just doesn't want a woman like me, even though his great love is the woman I am. 

So, Mr New York. Well, I am struggling with hopelessness, rage and resistance, that I have to do it all over again with you. I launched the meat of my careers yesterday and have now begun the huge task of editing all my self portraits, in preparation for the thousand strands of my messenger company. I can feel your resistance to my focus already and am not impressed. You may be feeling neglected, that is fair enough, but you may also be feeling selfish as a pig man and that is not fair enough. You see the differentiation I am making? 

Life is an art form. Life. I am now starting the journey to master new things. Professional focus on a huge ambition, including others in my life, pacing my desire to attain, especially after such a long war to even have the right to work in peace and be in peace on this stupid profane planet and so on. These take a huge amount of energy and focus in themselves and I would advise you to do the same with yourself. Life is the art form. None more so. 

I also do not want to be dictatorial, interfering or this or that and in that I am learning now how to be the teacher I want to be. I have been much better than I think so far, but now that I have accepted that being a spiritual teacher is my first job, I want to be the best there is. Personally and professionally. 

And then there is being a woman. A woman with yet another 'unhealed' man. Now, what does unhealed mean in your case? Yes, changing the matter of your being, the alchemical process has to be occurring and must be something you are in the process of processing. Yes, that takes pain and effort and skill. I believe you have that skill. 

What I want you to focus on is this. You have the choice TODAY to be a good man. You have that choice. If you are indeed High Amun Priesthood, which I suspect you are, you have consciousness. You have the gift, you have the psychic power that almost matches mine. You have the sexuality to lead the field with me too. So, what is it you are lacking? 

Morality. Good. Love. Humanity. 

That is what you have to keep working on, making sure you even want it and making sure you will do what it takes to attain it. 

Any idea that 'oh, men are what they are so she'll have to accept me' does NOT apply to you. 

Either you become a good man or you leave me alone. There is no halfway home. Ask Mr Cuba. Your 'Ascension', your progression from ego to soul - in whatever way or form you are capable of doing it in comparison to me - is about one thing. Purifying your heart and mind and ego soul. 

Do it. You could do it today. You could choose to be good today, you could choose to be unselfish today and you could do it today. That is your choice. 

Now, for my part, I will choose to believe that you are now worth it, after such a terrible and disappointing journey. I will also choose to believe that while giving you love, I will not and never again, put my life into the focus of healing a man, with the hope of being 'settled' in a new life before I begin my real life and ambitions and focuses. 

My focus is now. Docklands or you. They both go hand in hand now and while I am in a state of purgatory now, as opposed to pure unmitigated deepest bowel hell, I am still in pre harvest. My harvest will either be my fiscal successes and own life, or you and my fiscal successes and own life. 

That is up to you. What is up to me is mine. And that is what I can control and have power over, as is my responsibility, just as yours is to become good enough to deserve my love. No man is to be loved by me unless they cross the threshold of evil. I did it and if you cannot do it and do not want to do it that is entirely up to you. But you cannot attract love unless you give it out. You do not give out love. You give out selfish desire. I demand love. 

Thank you and have a good day. My professional careers give me love. They attract me. YOU have to deserve me. You have to love. You have to become unconditional love and you have to make my value MORE than you. Because your mind state tells you that I am worth half of you. You have to alchemise that into the complete opposite. I am worth TEN of you. Then you love. 

AZR © 2014

Okay, well, that's different. I should be flattered. We are all incredibly tense at this massive turning point in all our lives and in our lives. Let's not underestimate it. 

I told you that Mr Cuba would get fed up of me and he has and I am now selfless, understanding and accepting of who he is. 

I am trying to be the same about you. I am very much committed and if you were to ask me what I really want - as if - I would say that no, I don't want to be here for another year or year and a half working towards Docklands. I want to be with you and I want to be with you now. 

But no one is asking me what I want. So, I go with the sad plan and embrace it and enjoy what I can in this comparative purgatory life. I want to be with you and I want you to take into account my need to at least stay close to this country too and I at the same time am desperate not to be here, so extremely happy to be both in New York (you don't know how much) and your other country too, for sure, even though I have had to accept that until I buy us our hot country home, I am condemned to be stuck in the northern hemisphere despite wanting to get out of it since that seminal year of being eight. I love New York. I also love you. 

And I know that the northern hemisphere is where those that love me are too, and that this is my market place, for live speaking and so on. 

Anyway, that's if anyone were to ask me what I want. What I work with however is what I have and it's a great deal. Life is an art form and I am extremely thankful that I am finally on the next level. 

As for you, be good. And don't ever forget. Your selfish desire is as wanted as your unselfish love. 

I don't think any woman could have made that clearer than me. And that was why it had to be clear. 

To be unselfish love and selfish desire is the art form. That is love consciousness if you like. And you do. 

That is Love Ascension, let's call it. I have attained it. I know how to worship and enjoy being totally objectified in sex and how to be strong and powerful in life and love and how to be gorgeous and gentle in love. I alchemically have changed my matter. I am unselfish love and selfish desire too. 

I have Love Ascended. Into a phenomenally powerful life. I am object. I am human. And I love it. 

I expect the same from you. 

AZR © 2014

So there you go. You choose to remain not good. That's up to you. You know what you have to do. You know that to receive love you have to give it and you know now what love is. 

You also know now that every single thing you have been taught about being a man is crap. 

You also know now that it is your responsibility and yours alone to change your mindset from the emotional alchemical centre of your being. I have given you the teaching. There's a whole blog devoted to it. I have done my job, a million times over. 

Therefore, I do not want to be energetically disturbed, until and unless you achieve that state. I have a great deal of work to do, I am no longer hurt, resentful, shocked or upset that men are what you are. I have no problem whatsoever in doing it all alone. I don't need anyone. My life has made sure of that. I will never ask again of anyone who is not in the alchemical genius state that I am in. You may be entereing it. But you are bad. I am good. You have to become good. Simple as. The Great Mother God is the all. She is the Highest. She is GOOD. 

So I have no problems in understanding or accepting anyone. I am now the all. For this earth, the all that I am is enough.  

I have no shock about any human at all. I am who I say I am and I am what it says on the tin. 

But I do not want to be disturbed. Become unconditional love or don't. But don't come near me, either physically or psychically until you do. You have the gift. You don't have the goodness. That is up to you to find. I found mine. Yes my gift is enormous in comparison to yours. That is justice. And why earth is the male carnage of hell. But you can't fall back on that because you have the gift too. 

And remember this. All Ascension is atonement and repentance and redemption. Nothing more, nothing less. You have a great deal to atone for. You are a man. 

I've done mine. Now I fly. Take responsibility for your life. That is adulthood. The one they didn't teach you about. I've long taken responsibility for mine. The fact that I have no reward in the material world is down to you and your people, not me or mine. Now I fly in your world and there's not a damn thing you or anyone can do about it. I teach alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am. 

Thank you 

AZR © 2014

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Announcement. AZR 

But I have an announcement to make. I have had enough of the whole game. I understand that within the 'Saramon' (Tolkein) heart, there is sincerity. But I am no longer listening and I no longer intend to care. I am putting that destiny on hold. My mind state change is only about one thing now and one thing alone. And that is earning a living. Nothing else will be entering my mind until I have begun to earn (and learn) a good living and to start changing peoples lives. Alchemy in the face of evil indeed. Alchemy in the face of human sickness, madness, love ADDICTION (not mine) and amoral cruelty, neglect, lack of responsibility and time wasting basically. 

Basically, you are time wasters. Truly. And I have wasted my time for long enough. I intend to be nothing else now other than earning a living. And you can do and learn and do what you want. I will not take that destiny seriously again. It is done. My life is done, being mediocre. I will take my disability pain, my circumstances and I will transform from them, with them and alongside them. And I will not look at a man seriously again. You are time wasters who know nothing but how to waste my time. So, no criticisms anymore, no focus and no acknowledgement. I tried to create life abundance. I failed. I tried to heal men. I failed. I tried. And nothing. 

Now, I create my own abundance. Again. I accept the bitter loneliness and lack and know that nothing can be done to create any truth with one of you. You are lost souls and I cannot find you. And I am no longer prepared to spare any time of mine during the day to trying anymore. 

I am the life force within. Abundance. Now, I create the life force without. Abundance. A good living at long last. Doing what I love. The transformation business for anyone who can hear me. 

Alchemy in the face of evil. I can show anyone how. 

No more love destinies, thoughts, hopes or aspirations. I am done. You're all hollow, mad and shallow. And I pity the world. Fuck the love destiny. What a waste of time. The hope brought me joy. Now it's just wasting my time. 

New disciplines for real. No more men. 

'Don't be afraid to fail' says Arnold Schwarzenegger. I am not. As long as it has nothing to do with men. Because there is only one guarantee with a man. Failure. Everything else is worth trying. Not you, anymore. I gave my all. And got nothing. I may be an Utopian. But I am also highly pragmatic. I only like real dreams. Nothing else counts. You are not real. And that most certainly is not because of my supernatural skills. You just aren't real. Because you just don't care, are not there and of course, not here. You don't have to be. We are done. That love destiny promised to me can go fuck itself. I don't want to waste anymore time. I want a life. And only I can give that to me. Without you. 

Alchemy in the face of evil. I'm outta here. 

Goodbye. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Leaving Men. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I did not come here to be with a man. 

Despite all that I have been told, I no longer believe it. 

I believe that I was told that, to keep hope alive, enough to stay alive. 

I did not come here to be with a man. 

I came here, only to leave men. 

And to show the long and tortuous and ascetic journey to do so. 

The art of making real money. 

The biggest adventure I came here to be. 

Not to be with men. 

I came here, only to keep leaving men. 

It is all I have ever done for over 35 years. 

Left them again and again, and always grown strong and powerful out of it. 

Alchemy in the face of evil indeed. 

Now, I do it for the last time. 

I no longer need the false truth of my said destiny. 

I did not come here to be with a man. 

I came here, only to leave men. 

And to show the long and tortuous and ascetic journey to do so. 

Such is the ridiculous carnage and waste of time, that this male, lie of a planet earth, is. 

Leave men. It is the only thing to do. 

The worst and best rite of passage. 

And the penultimate life. 

Clearing all this shit we have lived. The lives of loving men. 

And learning at last how to make real money. 

To end the mediocre, female life. 

Women earn ten percent of the entire world's income. 

And I can tell you every single reason why. 

I did not come here to be with a man. 

I came here, only to leave men. 

The destiny was a deliberate and guided lie. 

And I no longer need it. 

I am ready to live my life. 

One that is the last thing from mediocre. 

Because it's a money and achievement and business life, lived without men. 

I did not come here to be with any man. 

I came here, only to leave them. 

And I no longer shed one fucking tear. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

No Redemption For The World of Men. Amera Ziganii Rao 

There is then, no redemption for the world of men. Mine was the healing of darkness. Theirs is the purification of pure evil. Evil cannot therefore be purified and redemption cannot be given to the world of men on earth. 

There is nothing that I have found out, that feminists long before me have not found out first. There is no change, no improvement and no evolution in evil.

Men of Amun Priesthood, or indeed men per se, (who’s counting anymore and who’s watching anymore) cannot cure their profound and inexhaustible evil towards women, their so called selfishness, their so called need. 

Men cannot purify their hearts of evil. 

Women can only leave men. 

Ascension, the time of World Ascension, the evolution of the species on this planet, as is today, will bypass them, and leave them far behind. 

Men cannot purify their evil because men do not want to purify their evil. 

There is therefore, no redemption for the world of men and may never be. Not in any of our lifetimes. 

Men remain turgid, cruel and selfish. 

What can be found therefore and nothing else, is a kind of friendship with those who are closest and those who are in one’s own vicinity. 

And nothing else. Romantic love is therefore a misnomer. The Holy Grail cannot exist. If the dream is to be with another. There is no dream, no mutual Nirvana, no entrance to Paradise with another and no partnership possibility of any real kind. 

Life is to be done alone if it is to be a true life.

There is no purification of evil, and men, the advanced ones in particular, are of evil. They are not of darkness, they are evil. 

There is no redemption for the world of men. 

The Disir has spoken. 

Men remain the same. Women fly, evolve and grow. That is the state of earth. 

Only High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ can evolve and develop in any way.

Men remain the same. 

Ascension has passed them by. 

Men remain the same. 

Natural Born Mystic™ :: The Love Holocaust :: No longer, The Life Holocaust :: No longer, The Divinity Holocaust. 

The rite of passage to true freedom. 

A life without men. A life without evil. A life without a kind of sickness that will and can never heal.

The world of men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

'No officer and no gentleman'. 

What that actually means is that men (especially advanced Amun Priesthood) are pure evil. 

That I did not know. 

Now I do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Shock and The Grief. Amera Ziganii Rao  

So, the shock and the grief are now beginning to sink in. The definition of evil may be an extreme one, for sure, in the sense that evil has to be defined now too. Evil is cruelty yes. Evil is psychopath yes and so on. Evil is certainly fascism and therefore misogyny and all forms of male supremacy for sure. But ‘evil’ is also something else.

The so called ‘not feeling’ of men and women like you. And I mean both of you.

What is this ‘non feeling’? This ‘non feeling’ that narrative and literature have defined for so long and that seems to be the norm between men and women in the traditionally defined sense.

Exactly. The way I would define it today is this; - also now stating that there is a massive and final acceptance that there are truly two species on this planet, especially amongst psychic advanced Priesthood. This may be the archetypal norm for everyone, but it is in these two classes that the definitions can be made with total recognition – you can take or leave feeling. I and my kind ARE feeling. Feeling is intuition, sensitivity and high intuition. Consciousness, psychicness and profound soul communication. We live by it and our journey is to integrate it into earth matter and earth context and that does mean the usual ‘male’ traits of linear, industry, and all things, ‘left brained’.

We do it very well. I do it very well. I have gone through the agonies of landing and earthing high intuition and feeling and the nebulous love energy, the love energy being a fuck of a lot more than just ‘love’.

What you do is not done well and we know why now. You have to be less advanced than me. You are of earth before you are of the unseen. The unseen moves much much much faster than the density of earth. It is logical. Logical is a good word, seeing as that is supposed to be ‘male’. You both know what I know. You don’t do logic. None of your archetype do logic easily. I do.

Because superconsciousness, supernatural intelligence is high spiritual and esoteric logic. Taking the feelings and applying logic. These two things however, as I have now found out, are still not of the density of earth. They are still not earth.

Earth is you. Now, judgment aside, because it is evil that can be judged, but nothing else, that is who you are. The ‘not feeling’ is what I call turgid. Well, it is turgid to me. But to you it is the norm and should be respected now.

However what it is means is this. You ‘Sacred Whore and Tribe Madonna’ because you visit The Sacred Whore (love and sex) as if it was a Saturday night. It’s like going to the pictures for you. It is something you can take or leave and you always leave.

That is the gulf that can never be bridged.

And the reason I can conclude that is this. You are men who have everything as is the usual way of saying it. And still you do not want to include feeling in your life, love or sex or companionship of a true and intimate and real kind. That is extraordinary and shocking. You still can take or leave it.

And your taking or leaving it is brutal, cold and final. Still, this far into your lives and this far into your earth achievements.

Now, as you know, Mr Cuba, we have analysed and studied Nancy Qualls Corbett’s texts about the psychology of The Sacred Prostitute and a man’s journey to her.

And still, four years on, after such intense work, you show no signs whatsoever of having even changed an inch. None of you do.

Which brings me to Mr New York. The prophecies for me were that the man for me (pah) would be sensitive enough for me.

I now understand what that means. And I do not believe it is you anymore than I believe it is Mr Cuba or Mr Australia or anyone else.

Because you are all sensitive enough for sure. You all tap into sensitivity of the soul kind, the love kind, the nebulous kind, the spiritual kind, the psychic kind, like there’s no tomorrow. But you do not stay.

And that to me shows whether a person of your archetype, Amun Priesthood or just non ‘Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard™’ is sensitive enough.

The non feeling, the refusal to commit to another person enough even to get in touch, the refusal to integrate that feeling into one’s life. I’ve seen it all before. Obviously. I have seen it my whole life.

Your archetype in general is one where, if you sit down with the person and really extract feeling, you will have an intimate and profound discussion. But you as men, who claim to want to be romantically involved, you are executioners and idiots.

My job now therefore is not only to get over the immense shock and betrayal and grief of all that you are, but it is to define you forever so that everyone else can know more than I did. That is a teacher’s job. I am a Love Prophet. I came here to see the truth to share it.

And the truth is devastating and then it is not. The truth is devastating obviously because the extraordinary loneliness on this planet is now non transient as far as I am concerned. The search for the other, the search for companionship is a misnomer and ridiculous, frankly. To think that these two peoples can merge is utterly ridiculous.

It is possible that we would all have searched for this anyway, but my belief so far is this. The Draconian agenda is that we all spend our lives wasting them, stuck in these rites of passage and never getting out of them, until we die, so that we come back to earth as is our only option if we have not reached Ascension and then we spend all our lives repeating the same issue and so on. Look around. The whole world is trapped in the search for romantic and companionship love. And everyone is depressed about it and everyone is profoundly lonely for it and it goes on and on and on.

I think that is their plan. So my reaction to that is that I am done. I have now accepted that to be on earth is to be alone, not only physically, not only sexually, not only psychically (as is now) and not only economically and not only emotionally, but completely and utterly non intimately alone. Because the urge to merge if you like was with you and your kind.

And the idea of that is ridiculous. You do not do feelings, or love or sensitivity of any kind and if you do, you are so bloody slow at it, that the other person – me or my kind – has to be beaten to a pulp all the way through, not only the pre journey, but through the life with that person.

Is it worth it? No.

Separatism and doing one’s own thing therefore is the only answer. I am sad, very very sad. But I am no longer surprised. You are a turgid and tedious people who are cruel and unfeeling and selfish and brick. Friendship and tolerance are the only options available. And that is not only because we as archetype are all forced to be involved with each other, but because the love is there. Your archetype does love. Mine certainly does and then that is not even a certainty because my archetype’s journey is to lose the immense rage and judgment and hurt that lands with us as soon as we know who you are when we are very very young.

But long after that has gone, the chronic loneliness and sadness has to then return. None of you can be reached. It’s a Saturday night outing for you, to go into feeling and what is the MOST extraordinary part of that is that SEX is part of that.

You do not do sex. My archetype does sex. Sex is part of the feeling, the ‘Venus’ and the The Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard™ ethos. Sex and the sexual energy drives us to create, achieve and be.

With you it does not. Because YOU CAN TAKE OR LEAVE THAT TOO.

So, the definitions are shocking. But tolerance and friendship of a kind can be the only answer now. And the preparation for a truly subliminal level of loneliness and sadness in life. There is no connection, no happiness and no journey with another.

The two tribes cannot meet, cannot greet and cannot merge. Women on women seems to be becoming more successful. In a world of male carnage, that I suppose is understandable and because women do have more feeling, even though your archetype in female is often as awful as you as men.

But the men. No. Very very sad. And in that is compassion. Compassion because deep down, I know you as archetype also do not want to be lonely. But you are not willing to make the sacrifices to be in merge with another person, so you take it or leave it and prefer the loneliness.

And in that is the story of earth. It also, as I always says, explains why passion and rape are so merged for you as archetype. You have no disciplines for the love arena, for the passion arena because you have no practise because you don’t pay enough attention to it.

What you do well, you do well because of the hours of craft training. Love is the same. If you don’t train, if you don’t practise, if you don’t get naked (emotionally) you can’t train properly. And by ‘not feeling’ you damage yourselves and you damage anyone you come into contact with.

And that is the story of earth. No sensitivity, no soul connection and no unseen world respect whatsoever. And for me and mine, profound, unimaginable loneliness. If we look to anything like companionship again. Otherwise, the journey shows such greatness, ability to integrate the powers of earth, the habits of earth and the ways of earth. Merge creativity (us) with that (the linear, the non apathy, the spiritual duty of ‘Achilles’, the having seen it for ourselves acceptance) and you get genius. It’s time we lose. But then, so what. Earth is a pile of shit. Your shit. So the transience becomes normal and the pace acceptable. One does one’s time.

The point is this. We, my archetype have the capacity to get off this planet. To ASCEND OFF this planet. That is the point and why The Draconians, your bosses, have made sure that consciousness is not available to anyone. Other than you, because it doesn’t matter, as you don’t feel. So that we all trapped on earth for millennia.

My work and the work of so many like me in the past fifty years, twenty years and well into the future is to ensure that my kind do get off this planet. Consciousness + LOVE = Post Earth Ascension.

You don’t have the love. You will stay here forever.

No, there is no man ‘sensitive enough for me’. The prophecies were wrong. I only get Saturday night visitors. The doors are now closed for business. My business is no longer love. That, I keep for myself and myself alone. No one else wants it. No one else needs it. No one else need ever have it again. I am no longer for sale. 

I experienced something near my dream. The fact that I experienced it at all, has given me everything. And I am going to ascend off this planet. I will only be born again here once more. You will stay forever. Because you do not love.

But there is justice in that. Because you don’t want to ascend off this planet. You like it here. And in that is the justice and balance. You can have it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Edward Vlll. Now, despite his apparent Nazi sympathies (fool), that was a man. A man who long before Mrs Simpson, did not believe in the system he served enough. He believes, he did it well, he trained for it his whole life. But did he believe in it? No.

I only attract conventional, conformist servers of the Crown who actually believe in it and the most shocking thing Mr New York and Mr Australia in particular is what that means. You are not artists. You are creatives. An artist is someone who knows the truth. You do not. You serve The Crown.

I need an Edward Vlll in highly spiritual and esoteric speak. I need a man who was going to speak out against The Tribe.

But you all believe in The Tribe. In your turgid language that is what I mean. None of you have the 'sensitivity'. You all serve evil.

Have it. I don't want any of you anymore. You are most certainly, neither sensitive enough for me nor in any way, good enough for me. You serve evil. You can have it. I will accept the loneliness. It's worth it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

It’s Not Real. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, to carry on. Your people always mock mine. ‘It’s not real’. That’s what they always say. And they are right. But the importance of my work is now becoming crystal clear to me. Because I know now WHY it is not real. Your people do not ‘not believe in love’ as Susan Jeffers said in her work. NO. Your people choose not to love. My people meanwhile are obsessed by love. We are also crippled because we have been made slaves in your world.

So there is something much more important before Ascension off this planet. And I am living proof of that. True, unadulterated, spiritual, Universe energy, CONSCIOUS artistry and creativity and industry. The merging of the two worlds as creation and industry.

And that is something I have worked long and hard for, turning around a chronic level of love obsession, sexual obsession, apathy, no will to live in this world and so on. And what my people suffer from more than anything. And that is what I teach. How to become true power. Not the unloving, turgid, plastic, Saturday night visitations kind.

Aloneness has to be embraced. Not just the absence of relationship, not just giving up The Holy Grail with another, but the embracing of all things that are non intimacy. There can be no real lasting intimacy with your kind. You choose not to do it. You believe in it, you dream about it, you fantasise about it, you obsess about it. But you choose not to do it. It interferes with your Tribe lives.

You choose not to do it. And that is the importance of the story that has to be told and told forever and in every form there is, by me and anyone else who can tell it too.

‘I have felt alone my whole life, except with you’ says Lucilla to Maximus in Ridley Scott’s Gladiator. Wrong. It was an illusion. An illusion because the real Maximuses of this world choose not to love.

She was alone, always. She was visited only for a short time. Because you are a people who choose not to love. You claim to want it. You don’t.

And therefore, the mind state for my people is the one we fear the most, have nightmares about the most and hate the idea of the most. Being alone, because the other person is just not interested enough in love enough to be with them, to even see them or talk to them. It’s all true. And I know all the reasons why now.

Creativity. The only love there is. And we do it consciously. Because we do it with love.

And by the time we are done with our rite of passage, which I always maintain, we have to enter and complete, we are massively, psychically conscious in superconsciousness too.

The High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ were the first artists. Metaphor comes from The Temple. You stole that too. No more. We steal it back and we do that by entering the fray and by observation and taking all we can. And then we leave. With it all intact.

The poor artist syndrome indeed, for sure. So what. We get The Universe. You get a luxurious and empty and barren life. Because you choose not to love. You choose not to feel. And you choose to serve evil. Justice then is justice. You get what you want. We get what we want. And there is no bridge, no intimacy and no companionship therein. Such is the truth of life.

Alone.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

In other words, what does ‘being sensitive enough’ mean. It means, being loving. Your people may not be cruel. Even though you are. The word and phrase is, are you loving enough? Are you loving?

And the answer is an overwhelming, carte blanche, NO.

Your people, and our blood is all mixed up as we are all together on this planet, which is why real life has nothing to do with The Tribe of any kind, anywhere, do not love. You are not loving. Being ‘sensitive’, being ‘tender’, being ‘nice’, are words that your people scoff at and no bloody wonder. You chase us, you yearn for us and you even respect us from time to time, for who we are. And what is it in us that you ‘love’? The light. What is the light? Love.

You are not a loving people in any way, shape or form. And that is the story that has to be told and told and told and told and told. No one knows.

And you know what is the absolute icing on the cake? You are not loving and and YOU ARE NOT A SEXUAL PEOPLE. In other words, my people, people like me, put up with a great deal for passion. We die for passion, we kill for passion, we are passion and that is our drive and will to connect, always. Love AND passion. Both those things are completely and utterly non existent for you. You are NOT sex.

The amount of garbage that is talked about in this world about male sexuality. That story has to be told and shouted from the rooftops. Not only do you choose not to love as a state of being, you also choose not to have sex as a state of being.

Reproductive polite non intimate sex is not sex. You choose not to have sex. We only put up with your shit for that reason, most of the time. That is the biggest part of the story to be told. No wonder you channel it into creative work. It’s all you have.

Understanding sets you free. Knowledge is indeed power. Devastating but the keys to freedom. Knowing the truth. You are not a loving people. You are not a sexual people. You are everything that is said about you but said in bits and bobs. The fundamental history of the world has to be re-written for another reason all over again. The truth about who you are to match the wonderful truth of who I and people like me are.

We are love, passion, power and strength. What are you?

‘Nuff said. The parting of the ways approaches. Forever.

One day you may, some of you, realise that without love you cannot have inner power. I am no longer waiting for that day however. I have waited long enough. I’ve got a world to see. I’ve got a world to live in now. A world without you. A world, working with you, being ‘friends’ with you, being in business with you and being with you. But never, being WITH you again. You are not a loving people. I only do love. And I have built the mountains and mountains of courage to make sure that I have the right to do that. And that is the most important part of this teaching. How to be love in the face of hate. How to be alchemy in the face of evil. Same thing. Without you.

High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ indeed. Female High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™.

And I leave this with you. What is it exactly that your values have done on this planet?

War

Carnage

Greed

Poverty

Sickness

Depression

Cruelty

Rape, rape, rape and rape

The Sacred Whore and Tribe Madonna travesty

Paedophilia

War

Total lack of compassion

Co-dependency

Suicide

Murder

Rape

Fascism

The Addiction To Relentless Power Over Others

Fascism

Rape

Suicide

Well done. I choose love. I choose passion. Clearly, that includes no one like you. You have both proved that. Same, same. Mr New York, anyone could say, oh, I’ve given him no time. No. You are the same. The difference is that experience teaches speed. I see you. You most certainly do not see me. I am a loving person. You are not. I am a sexual person. You are not. And now we know. You CHOOSE not to be. You choose a barren life. You choose power over others, over any other kind of power. That is not power. That is barren. Have it. I’m done. I have to live on a barren earth as it is yours. But I don’t have to be barren. I can live. Alchemy in the face of evil. The only freedom available on earth. Alchemy. Exodus. Alone.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ :: The Hierophant Business™

Ask me what hell is. Co-dependency. The belief that you will always be involved with it, and the knowledge that your whole life has been about being trapped in it. And being lonely your whole life because of it. Missing people who are right in front of you, because their NEED is greater than their love and their humanity, firmly down the toilet as a result. Co-dependency. Hell on earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

High Superconsciousness, Supernatural Intelligence + Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence. A Spiritual Intellectual of The Emotions, using Spiritual Logic, Philosophy, Writing, Speaking, Imagination, Channeling, Thought and Clair Cognisance (Alchemically Higher Wisdom From The Universe Spiritual Intelligence). I'm a genius who has been reared a chattel. And so are you. Female (and male) High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. Not just a pretty name. It's real. And so are you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Intimacy and The Return. AZR

Yes. I can’t do it without you either. I don’t want to do it without you either and you know who I am talking to.

Intimacy. What is intimacy? I had two incidents at the weekend that were inevitable and that have propelled me onto this new platform of true love all over again.

And the scene from narrative that springs to mind is this. In Lord of The Rings l (Tolkein and Peter Jackson), there is a scene in the beginning when Bilbo Baggins is freaking out in rage and aggression and lack of trust, when he wants to hold onto the ring, which no one knows at this point, is the ring of evil. Gandalf, the wizard who has come to The Shire to celebrate Bilbo’s birthday is slowly observing him and gently tells him that he should leave the ring behind before he goes on his travels again, which Bilbo has already said he wants to. Bilbo gets very aggressive and angry and childishly accuses Gandalf – a holy wizard – of just wanting the ring for himself.

Gandalf shapeshifts into his full glory and powerfully and ‘angrily’ blasts at Bilbo that he should not underestimate him for some cheap charlatan and we visually see him grow into even more gigantic size before he returns to his normal (still much bigger than hobbit) size and tells Bilbo gently that he is trying to help him and Bilbo runs to him and hugs him in his need for help and guidance.

I am the mother figure of my family. I was a mother figure who was bullied and ignored as a chattel.

The work that I am taking to the next level, as I now prepare the distinctions and brandings and positioning, is not only for my people as I am saying in the tagline for this blog. The work is also a guide in how to be that healer and how to be that mother figure (father figure) instead of a Wisdom Slave™ as I can see that Cinderella really is. That Female (male) High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ has been reduced to in this profane and godless male run world.

I can see now that my neighbour, the one who lives above me and who has tried to control me the whole time I have lived in the new ‘coincidental’ and ‘incidental’ move that I made three years ago, was the first stage of rehabilitation into normal society, after my momentous and High Priesthood Initiation journey.

I can now see how our journey, yours and mine, has gone through many stages. Let’s recall.

First, I let you come and go and I remained silent, supportive, encouraging and patient. That took three years. Then I began your programme of healing and guidance. I gave you a year of education in how to ascend. And then, on the blog, your cleansing began. For three years, I have blasted your ego, cleansed it of the patriarchal and misogynistic filth that is your world. And you, despite the fact that you have run away from me and decided that I am cruel, evil, dictatorial and selfish and unloving and this and that, have remained and kept the education up. But you still punish me and still blame me for all of it.

I meanwhile, had given up on you. As I said recently, we both began with rampant idealism. First, that we were the same and from your point of view, that I was a patriarchal loving Lolita.

Now, we know the truth and we have a choice. My choice is that I either battle on in a chronically lonely life without you, a life without joy or meaning or anything, or I accept you for who you are and take you on, in the way I have now taken on my sincere but equally non High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ family.

In other words, it seems that from my neighbour to the few people I have met in the past three years, to my family, to you, I have been painfully rehabilitated into true motherhood and parenthood and given the chance to include you in ‘Albion’ and therefore ensure my own real entrance into Paradise. An entrance with another person. And with other people.

What is intimacy? Intimacy is the ability to be with the other person in truth. The truth of this world is nothing that we have known. The truth is that I am a genius who was reared as a chattel. The truth of this world is that I am a spiritual genius who has been relegated to the position of Cinderella. The truth is that the love comes from me. The truth is that I lead in love.

As I told you four years ago, that I would not be a Tribe Mummy™, that remains. I am however and have been for four years and 42 years since I was a conscious child, a High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ Mother.

That is being a loving woman in a non Patriarchal context. A context where no authority of that kind in either men or women is tolerated. But the love is given. The leadership is not an autocratic one. That is patriarchy. The leadership is a matriarchal one. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ leadership. Love.

The pursuit of truth certainly. That is intimacy. But yin energy leads the field and not yang energy, even though yin has had to integrate yang in order to be heard.

Wisdom leadership. And in the most seminal relationship of life, the ‘brethren’ that Simone de Beauvoir talks about, the need between men and women to share brethren, that men have to extend brotherhood to women in order for love to exist, the other thing that has to be shared is sisterhood.

Sisterhood is the healer in operation. Sisterhood and daughterhood and friendship-hood.

The healer has landed and is willing to be with the family, whether it is nuisance neighbours, volatile relationships with birth family or indeed, the Twin Soul.

Intimacy is courage. I don’t have a fear problem anymore. Fear made me a crippled Gandalf. Gandalf has the ability to fight the evil of the seduced into evil, Saroman, the other wizard, with all the power that there is. Gandalf is also love, tenderness, empathy, understanding and moral good.

And courage, courage, courage and courage.

And as I went through the two incidents at the weekend, very important turning point incidents, I thought of you. You have beaten me up so much emotionally that now I fear nothing. You have trained me well with your non High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. Now the question is did I not do it to be with you? Or have I done it to be with someone else and /or alone?

That is your choice. Mine is made. The love is as intact today as it was seven years ago. You are family. What kind of family we become is up to you. But I do not want to do it alone and I don’t want to spend one more day alone.

If you can accept finally the surrender of understanding that leadership has to become a team and that I actually lead that team from my higher wisdom and ability to CHANNEL that higher wisdom and leadership, you will finally see that that leadership is not patriarchal, not autocratic and not abuse of power in any way. That is you, that is anyone who is not High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™.

You have wanted motherly leadership from the beginning and you have wanted motherly support from the beginning and yet you demand slavery from a silent and slave Cinderella. That is your dilemma and fundamental non High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ problem. I don’t have that problem and that is not just a natural thing, even though it largely is. It is because I have purified my lower self out of existence so that even if it is tempted to return, I beat it down with the disciplines of a High Graduated Initiate.

But your patriarchal autocracy – fascism – means that you think everyone else does the same thing. I have never done that with you or anyone since my High Initiate years.

Even in pre High Initiate years, the ‘Morgana’ (a twisted vilification of history anyway) was a REACTION to patriarchal autocracy. The FASCISM has never ever ever ever come from me or ANYONE of my kind.

That is your perception as a people and your perception as a person.

There is a surrender that I have seen now in my birth family that means that intimacy may be possible.

Now I want to see it with you.

Because now, I see Paradise as a state of being that can be entered together. With you.

My end of it is forgiveness and tolerance and understanding. You lost that in me for sure. You have also had it back now for a long while. Now you have it forever.

I work on my power in the community. Let me have it in the family. Let me have it with you. And you will know that the love is true. Because it is channelled. This is not about trust, because your mind is too polluted with patriarchal autocracy (fascism and the belief in human slavery and the addiction to serving the patriarchal agenda of the world). This is about faith. Faith in me, faith in the true system of the world and the word you have avoided your whole life, but crave to be more than anything else. SURRENDER.

Surrender to love. Not fascism. That belonged to you. My love is not fascism. My love is leadership for sure. But never fascism and now, never abuse of power, because I am a graduated High Initiate. I serve the truth. I CHANNEL the truth and work very very hard to make sure that happens.

I am a genius (professional, creative and spiritual), reared as a chattel. You want my motherhood and my sisterhood and my daughterhood. That is leadership. Not slavery. You have to pay the price. Giving up fascism and patriarchal abuse of power. But if you do, you see Paradise. You see it with me.

AZR © 2014

Atlantis and Lemuria. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And therefore two things come out of this.

First, recent circumstances have showed me that even if I have to rely on the benevolence of the Patriarchal and Patriarchal Matriarchal World, whether it is social housing or family or bosses or the state or any of the vulnerabilities of this world for my kind, I have no fear left. Therefore there is no point in financial whoremongering me, not wanting me to work – as the husband archetype is belligerently stuck in – and no point in trying to control me at all – which everyone is finding out more and more as they will with all my kind, once I am finished on this earth. That’s the first thing. Because once the High Initiation journey is done, there is no more fear. That’s the point. We are courage when we are born, as High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ and all other Serpent Priesthood™. Real courage.  But by the time the journey is done, we are truly invincible. Whether of course the journey can be done by others all the way, remains to be seen, but that is the point of who I am. To give courage to my own. And what is the courage for? To go up against you.

Second, our job, High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ and all other Serpent Priesthood™ is SELF EMPOWERMENT in the face of evil. Alchemy in the face of evil, alchemy in the face of our own darknesses and in the face of you. It is also FORGIVENESS as a state of continuous being. It is also LEADERSHIP. The Wisdom Carriers™ of this world, the so called Cinderellas, the Wisdom Slaves™ as you make us in your world, either as wives, daughters, sisters, mothers or even work colleagues, are leaders. So our job is, as Malcolm X articulated so well, ‘to take power’.

Your job is humility. To be brought up in a world of Patriarchal supremacy is many things, which I have already articulated. It is also very painful to leave. It is as painful for you to be humbled out of it as it is for my type to self empower in the face of a Patriarchal profane world and in the face of your evil, your cruelty, your neglect, your isolation, your ostracisation and your rape.

Your job is to be humbled and your job is also trust. Because you have to trust something you do not see. The Universe runs me. The Universe is what I CHANNEL. The Universe is what I defer to. The Universe is what I negotiate with. The Universe is what I commune with. The Universe is my parent, my boss, my husband, my wife, my family.

There is indeed a third wheel in our relationship. The Universe. The Great Mother GOD and all Her guides and supernatural cosmic beings who make sure we as a planet do not destroy ourselves. You, I mean and not us.

Wisdom is not an individual experience in other words, Love Intelligence, our forte by eons, over you, is not an individual experience.

So, yes, all leadership in a fair world has to be proved. But in your world nothing is fair.

So you have to BE humbled, first. You do not find humility on your own. The last four year carnage of war on top of the thirteen year war on everyone else has proved that. You do not find humility. You have to BE humbled. And then you have to trust.

We have to SELF empower. Through chronically arduous inner and outer circumstances. And then we have to ACTIVELY forgive you. ACTIVELY tolerate you. ACTIVELY, pro actively love you.

That is the truth of the ancient world and the truth of the new world. And nothing inbetween.

Patriarchy is the evil of this world. If you want to love, if you want to share intimacy, you will finally have to accept that. Either as husbands, lovers, wives, brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, friends, colleagues and bosses. If you do not want intimacy, if you want to remain alone and lonely and isolated in your own vanity, that is up to you. The new world calls you. You have the choice to hear it or not.

The forgiveness is there now. That is the last part of my journey. The trust and humility is up to you.

A guide can only guide those who will listen. Intimacy therefore is nothing that we have been taught. And that is the point. I am the knight in shining armour. Not you.

I have fought the Minotaurs. I have slayed the dragons. I am the carrier of The Holy Grail. You are the damsels in distress. That takes work to believe and trust and integrate. Do it. The new world waits for you too.

But that is the scale of your mountain. You enter Paradise in your HUMANITY. Because you have finally accepted that DIVINITY is High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ working WITH THE UNIVERSE. Wisdom is not an individual experience. Patriarchal abuse most certainly is. And that is the proof. Your world. A world of cruelty, madness, evil and bullying. My world is love and I extend it to you.

Surrender is your nemesis word. Sharing power as a state of forgiveness is mine. Divinity is forgiveness. That was my journey to complete. And understanding what forgiveness actually is. Tolerance. Acceptance and knowing that you really haven’t changed at all. Your Ascension is not Ascension. It is something else. My Divinity is trusting and seeing what is necessary. As I re-enter society across the board as a person. And as Gandalf. Trusting that it is even worth being involved. Trusting that this was my journey. To make the journey, to re-enter the world as it still is and to trust that this is the leadership after the battle. Trusting that it is worth, even talking to any of you. I have the love. You are just beginning to learn. So, therefore the trust is something else.

The trust from me and my kind, after this High Initiation is trusting that you are finally humbled. Humbled enough to at least listen in between your fits of rage, fits of pain and fits of confusion. And of course, fits of blame. And certainly fits of self hatred, cowardice and all things that go with lack of wisdom. Those things you will continue. Your right. You do not have wisdom. You are not High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. You are not Atlanteans. The proof is the pudding and the question is what we all do with that. My lack of fear means it doesn’t matter. I am built. And that is all that matters.

And that is apparently as good as it gets. That’s okay. I am The Promised Land. And that is the proof. My leadership, not yours. My courage, not yours. My wisdom, not yours. My power. Not yours.

And that it seems, is true love. Education for us all indeed. I am The Promised Land and if you are worthy (and literally for the man who is my lover) you get to enter it. For the rest, it is symbolic. Having my friendship and love is the same. A belligerent benevolence it may be. That is also The Great Mother GOD in operation. I should know. That is real motherhood. The all.

I am The Holy Grail and all like me. Cinderella indeed and Prince Charming in herself indeed. If you truly can find the humility, you can drink of me. If you can’t you will never honour me. But either way, I will never be afraid again. I am a killer who doesn’t need to kill. I am a Holy Warrior.

Honour me. And you will find that the humbling is worth it. And that is as true as true love gets. This is earth. It will have to be good enough.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Personal. AZR 

I know Mr New York. And I'm well aware of you too. We will see what the outcome is and I know that you can relate to all that I have just written. And obviously it could be applied to you too.

I am just going with the context I understand and expressing my wishes. And of course, anouncing as The Disir. But yes, strange as it certainly seems to me, it might all be for you and that could be my wish too. And indeed, the announcement.

Too strange to define. But yes, gratitude all round. Gratitude if it is Mr Cuba. Gratitude if it is you. 'What will be will be' means the last word. And that is not mine.

No attachments. No attachment to outcome. Standing in the purity of the purity.

Something will have to be grieved. Only the truth can be told. The truth, for now.

AZR © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Well, I'll tell you, it's a conundrum to say the least. I am working very hard to NOT think about that aspect of it for obvious reasons, but clearly, the thing I can say about it first, is that I have never been in this position before. Two men. I have always been very focused and polarised as a serial monogamist. Always known who I was in love with and why and how.

This situation however flummoxes me and the first thing I have decided these days, other than using the opportunity to not think about this subject or either of you at all, as I alchemise from love chattel to Oprah Winfrey's daughter, is that this is huge. There is some massive significance to this situation and one can go back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. I do listen for new announcements about this question in particular and here's one for tonight.

One of you (or neither of you) has love for me and actually intends in your healing misogyny and shock at what is true love in truth, to be with me. One of you (or both of you) desires me. Now, desire, to a Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch™, is a many splendoured thing and incredibly profound. Spiritual, emotionally advanced and sacred.

But one of you or both of you desire me and do not intend anything else. So I'll give you two quotes to fit the bill:

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking of the mind and a conscious will to maintain it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

There is almost a sensual longing for communion with others who have a large vision. The immense fulfillment of the friendship between those engaged in furthering the evolution of consciousness has a quality impossible to describe.

Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

I wonder Mr Cuba at you. Probably because I have been with you the whole way. This is where Mr New York has an advantage over you, but not a big one. My cynicism and scepticism is now as high as Mount Everest, in comparison to the innocence and hope I had, even four years ago.

But I wonder at you Cuba. Do you just yearn for me and yet will never entertain the idea because of that conscious will? I think so. Frankly.

New York, I've only just met you. There is a prophecy about a destiny. If it is not you, will it be someone else in the future? Possibly. I have a will of iron, in case you haven't noticed. I will not allow myself to get gooey over you until I know. This is purely business. Like arranging a sacred marriage. Do you have the will to re programme the unconscious hijacking or do you choose to maintain sadism against women too?

I enter these questions temporarily for tonight and now that time of asking again is over. It's been a huge turning point, understanding now that your kind will not ascend and how to love and mother you in truth, any of you, all of you, partners, family, friends, work colleagues, anyone. Huge.

The work is branded now in subject. A programme for my kind, to self heal in the face of evil and then the leadership of the lost healers. A leadership that an advanced version of you in any form, will welcome. A leadership that the unadvanced of you will never accept.

So, that's it for now. I may have it completely the wrong way round. But those two quotes give the whole question. What do you want from me? Because it may just be that.

Peace. Love. Business. Sex. Laters for now. 

AZR © 2014

Yes, New York, I can get gooey as you know. But the moment I tell you that I am ready, you run. The love is there. The profundity is there. It's all there. And right now, I do feel that is Cuba's issue. The prophecy was this; there are two. One wants you for sex.

I fear losing you too and yet my emotions are still wrapped up in Cuba. They may however just be emotions. And as I wait for you to decide, you wait for me. No attachment is a painful process. But I feel you. I think you see me. And I think you like what you see.

The rest is the conscious will question. Can you transcend the inhumanity of sadism against women as a programmed manner of being, as a man has to have on this planet? And do you want to?

There is hope. Hope is sometimes all that is needed.

And Cuba, I think I see you now. And I am not surprised. And if that is, it's okay. We came here to make this journey. The love will always be there. But I want a friend. And a male friend is one who consciously chooses to give up misogyny. I gave you the education. The best education a man could ever have had. What you have done with it so far is not enough. You ran back into conventional living. Misogyny. Polite sadism against women as a state of being. While yearning me. Now what? We'll see.

Love, love and love to you both. Are we nearing the truth? I think so.

AZR © 2014

And then we might not be. Cuba, the emotions about you may be very real and very sacred indeed. Let's all keep moving forward with this and celebrate the real news of the day. We have found out the truth. I do lead in love, wisdom and everything you hoped I would. I just don't serve the Patriarchal agenda. Is that not the real point?

And as for this two man dilemma, well, not to be flippant for one second - and I am focused on work, work and work anyway - and indeed loving the people who are back in my life too - maybe that helps your male vanity healing too. After all, it is not as if I haven't begged for your love for four years.

Okay, well that's that for now. The truth will come out. Meanwhile, the pain of non attachment and non attachment to the outcome.

Love is love is love.

AZR © 2014

Rochester, Rochester, Rochester. You make my heart sing again. Rochester. Magic. I'm done. New York, you are beautiful. Don't forget. 

AZR © 2014

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™ 

Redefining 'idealism' and co-dependency. The healing.

Love thy enemy. Realise that everyone is your enemy. Redefine the concept of enemy. Love that enemy - everywhere - and do what the fuck you want. And love.

I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Innit just:). Say it short. Say it sweet. The work has been done.

AZRx

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ 

The Hierophant Business™

The Programme

Empowerment and making ourselves feel and be great

Monetising spiritual and emotional motherhood in a world of female slavery

The Lost Knowledge™

Us as creator HEROINES

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

Redefining 'idealism' and co-dependency. The healing.

Love thy enemy. Realise that everyone is your enemy. Redefine the concept of enemy.

Love that enemy - everywhere - and do what the fuck you want. And love.

I teach Alchemy in the face of evil.

I teach what I am.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.

Hamlet

William Shakespeare

Hell is empty. All the devils are here.

The Tempest

William Shakespeare

Redemption will not be possible until today's heresies coalesce into a new mythos.

John Dunn

The Creator Writings. Jennifer Farley 

Do not let the fear of pain keep you from experiencing or expressing it. In expressions of pain come great release and, finally, the ability to move forward and past it into new growth. ~ Creator

The Creator Writings

transcribed by Jennifer Farley, ThetaHealing Instructor/Practitioner

How often do you practice kindness? In the infinite picture a simple word, loving act or positive action toward another may not seem like much, however, the echoes of it reverberate through The Universe like nothing else. Each of you was born with the gift of kindness in your heart and it is up to you to use it. Be not afraid of it being misconstrued, abused or being taken advantage of; an act of true kindness will always be returned by The Universe tenfold. ~ Creator

The Creator Writings

transcribed by Jennifer Farley, ThetaHealing Instructor/Practitioner

The New Journey + Love. Amera Ziganii Rao

So it looks like this....

Some things in life just are NOT worth it. It's not worth the stress, the lack of sleep, the wear and tear on your body, or the the feeling of being under siege in your own mind. As the song goes...you need to know when to hold them, when to fold them and when to walk away.

At the end of the day, it is important to know what really matters most in life: your sanity, health, family and the ability to start anew. Practice the real life lessons found in front of you from the Serenity prayer. Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. Sometimes winning means not holding on, but learning to release your grip and letting go. Learn from it, grow from it and forgive yourself, if necessary. Let it go. Move on. You have GREATNESS within you!

Les Brown

Now, for me, I am used to this. What it means to me today is this. I, like Bruce Wayne in the third Batman film by Christopher Nolan - haven't seen it yet, but believe me I will be adding it to my heroism collection, my female heroism collection - do not any longer fear death. As he is iinstructed, this is actually now a liability. Because he has to make the climb. My fear of death, like him, is now the fear of dying in the life I am now in. Lots of love and care around me and I like giving care in return and love in return. But it is a mediocre life and I have worked for over 42 years to create a non mediocre life.

I have found out, that for all the hundreds of sinister and evil reasons - let's just call it a Nazgul agenda (Tolkein) - no one is ever going to love me enough to give me a helping hand in life. I have to make the climb out of my sideways step into more mediocrity, alone. As usual.

I have had a lifetime of obstacles that I have steadily, stealthily and extraordinarily overcome and now there are more obstacles, and the biggest is isolation, ostracisation and mediocrity. AS usual.

'Forgive and grow' says Les Brown. Totally. I have no problem with who you are or who anyone is. I have many things to be grateful for and in wonder at. The depression and anger and resentment is alchemy in the face of evil. Your evil. The evil of mediocrity. This evil and profane world of male stupidity and non High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood stupidity and mediocrity.

And whatever our reunion into love is, life remains the same. Your love is neglect and it is sporadic as you make your own journey into the spiritual heart of any kind, life remains the same because you are Nazgul. Lost. Like all of your kind. Even if you have the will to love. Whatever. Good luck with it and so on. This is not love and never will be. But I am through telling you what is. You will only ever understand if and when you do. Any of you. And you, for all your appeal for me, are as Nazgul today as you were four years ago. You live a non mediocre life and you don't care that I do. So what. I am me. You are just you.

So that's how I am. I have my mentors, my system of success around me and and nothing is ever going to stop me. I also know how to work in the midst of anything now and kill for my dream, to protect it. So much so, that I don't have to kill anyone in any way now. The depression is a tool, the anger is a tool and the resentment and despair are tools.

I will get there and I will do great things and I will have a great life. If you ever converge with that, that's up to you. You are no longer part of my vista, other than as a possibility and a lover sort of partner family. This is my journey now. To greatness and a non mediocre life.

I just have to accept that my whole life has been an obstacle and that I was supposed to die. And I didn't. I will attain final greatness (a non mediocre life to begin with, materially) and I already love. I am love, a self loving machine. And fortunately, I LOVE the process. And the process loves me.

I love my work, I love myself and I love who I am. And I have love for those around me and have taken in the whole significance of who you all are and how much you want me, men, family, friends.

And meanwhile, I have to now put all my energy into a brand new journey. Alone. Without you. Again. Whatever. For a person to finally realise that life is completely emotionally alone is the most powerful tool and weapon on this stupid earth. Because the reason is not natural. The reason is you.

Love thy enemy indeed. But also know that the enemy is worth shit. The enemy is the world. And I always beat the enemy. I am a Spiritual Warrior. Long honed, lone toned and long bred.

I don't give a shit. I now build a non mediocre life. Alone.

And I will never wait for you or a man ever again. I will never wait for anyone. I build my greatness alone now. And take the love as and when it comes. I rely on no one. And I have love for everyone. I am High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood. I don't need to.

The grief and the pain are something else. Just tools in your stupid and cruel and empty world.

I will attain a non mediocre life. And I will attain it alone. And there is nothing that is more important than that. There wasn't when you built your non mediocre life. Well, now it's the same for me. And you have made sure that I had to choose. I do. And it's not you. It's my great life. Mine.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

My great life and my great life alone. And you know what is going to keep me going through this absolutely legitimate grief, rage and shock?

My life may me materially, mind numbingly mediocre and I may have suffered for over thirty years in ways that you will never be able to imagine, but I, myself am not mediocre. You are. All of you. Because there is nothing more mediocre than evil.

High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood wants to die out of the sheer boredom, let alone the material hardships and the people ostractisation and fascism around her as the only alternative to loneliness in life.

I will make the climb and I will do it alone and I will enjoy and appreciate the moments of love you do give me, when you can/want to along the way. It's not as if that does not keep me going. But that is all there is. And I will never wait for anything else again.

I am building my life and my life alone. It is Docklands and the world for me now. And nothing and no one else. Because I want a dream with a deadline and because I want a dream I can believe in.

Thank you for the friendship. I accept that that is all it is. And look for nothing else. I want an abundant life and you can't give it to me. Any of you. I accept that. I build it for me now. Myself. Alone. Because men (and the women like you, I am sure) do not love. I finally accept that.

Let alone, 'providing' or sharing, you don't want to share even my body or my life. I get that now. You are simply, weird.

For me, however, I do not deserve a mediocre life anymore. I never did. And let's make no bones about it. The only reason I live one now, is you. It is your world that defines lack of justice. Your refusal to love and your values of evil. I, fortunately, no longer live in your world. I am an artist. I am many things. I am an entrpreneur. And I am a new Tina Turner. I live my own world and build it now, for me. No Nazgul need ever fuck me up again. Because you are no longer relevant to my life.

I will never believe in any of your species ever again. Other than to forgive and grow. You are what you are. Weird at best. Evil at worst. Same thing. Boring, boring, boring and boring.

As Susan Jeffers said, to love a man 'who doesn't believe in love' (all Lemurians, male or female) is a risk. I took that risk. My journey is over. And like all bittersweet journeys, I both, lost and won. 

I make the climb again. Sisyphus. But this time I will win. Because this time, I do it alone. And this time, I am not looking back or waiting for you ever again. You are who you are. Nazgul. I am me. Gorgeous, talented, loving and graduated. I am also in your world Sisyphus. Don't ever talk to me about obstacles. Don't make me laugh. This time I will win. Because this time I do it alone. For me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Meaning of Life Redefined. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The meaning of life is therefore redefined. Work, work, work and work. The Universe + Work + receiving and giving love whenever it appears, for the moments it appears, from family, loves, friends and so forth. The meaning of life is alone. Work, work, work, work, work and work. Therefore the main aim in life is not to search for love. It is to search for the work you love. Find that and you survive and thrive. And that takes everything you have because the world is set up to destroy everything we want to do. To make us slaves to a system of mediocrity and neo feudalism (capitalism).

Find the love you are. Find your work. There is nothing else. Love is sporadic, lonely and conditional. An art form in itself which you rarely win. Work. Work is love. Love is work. Find the work you love. Then you thrive.

And then you can enjoy love as and when it comes. Because love of all kinds, is always transient. It is the work that is the only permanent. The relationship with the self. Work. Work is life.

And with the thousands of obstacles that a woman or person of love has to face in this world of profane and evil worshipping machines, to find that work, to find that dream, to find the ability to pursue that dream, from within and indeed, from without, don't expect one journey. Expect ten. Then you win.

Just make sure you love your work. Make sure you love your individual dream. There is nothing else. End the mediocrity of life. Pursue that dream. And make the ten journeys. Then you win.

Our deepest fear is not 'being powerful beyond measure'. Our deepest fear is being alone. Face it and survive it. Then you win.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The macho intellectual consciousness passion and compassion of the visceral soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Our deepest fear is not 'being powerful beyond measure' (Marianne Williamson). Our deepest fear is being alone. Face it and survive it. Then you win.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Mediocrity is my biggest fear.

Robert Downey Jr

All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own.

Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion.

Albert Camus

Forgive and grow.

Les Brown

One Dream Left. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Only one dream left now. The rest have been 'raped' out of me by a very strange people. Men. Only one dream left now. Changing peoples lives and making a great deal of money and ending my mediocre (material) life that I have lived forever. Only one dream. Changing peoples lives and changing my life in the process. Nothing else left. And maybe, some form of companionship later on in life. That's it. The rest is done.

Changing peoples lives and making a great deal of money. As is my human right. As is the journey I have made my whole life so far. My only dream. Nothing else is left.

Changing peoples lives and making a great deal of money. Being a great educationalist and transformer of human pain. This time I do it alone. This time I win. This time I change my life for good. This time there are no more men. Until. Only one dream. Not men. And never, love. It truly does not exist and I can tell you the thousands of reasons why. Only one dream. Never men. Never again.

This one survived. She is High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™. She is The Disir. She belongs to Her. She wouldn't die. And now she builds to live. To really live. And this time she wins. Because she builds alone. And leaves all 'the men' behind. Now, she builds to live. Now, she lives.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Okay. So, Mr Cuba, I am not actually more or less angry. I am just resigned. I have felt alone my whole life except with you (Ridley Scott's Gladiator) so let's just leave it at that. We are family, whatever happens to us in the rest of this life.

I feel I have that choice now though. To be consistently hoping and not hoping and waiting and not waiting, as it is inevitable that anyone does in this situation. A situation that must be happening in so many places in this stupid world. I have the choice to get on a plane to Havana and beat off the other women or this or that or whatever. It's not my style. You know that.

I have about two or three years work in front of me now, before I can create a good life. I am going to release you, release all hope about you and just pursue the only dream I can rely on. I don't want to rely on you anymore. I let go of all providing or holding me or comforting me and all the things that partners apparently do for each other, I have let go of every element of relationship, but I still relied on a man loving me at all.

I no longer rely on that. I will not rely on you or your species to love anymore.

At the same time, if we really are for each other, I only have to look at my family. And especially the one I am closest to, my mother. The friendship that I have with her and my father and brother is now extraordinary in comparison to the fascism that they all had running through their veins, female or male. So, years down the line, if you and I are really meant to be, then apparently, you will have lost your stupid vanity and fascism too in some kind of controllable way.

That will be then. And like my journey with them, it takes years. And with you, it is completely different. We pursue intimacy and not just tolerance. In years to come, if that is your destiny, that, presumably will be your entrance into humanity. Your Ascension. The one your species is capable of.

So, no judgment, no real anger. You are what you are. And I, thankfully, am what I am. And like everyone I outgrow you. I outgrew you almost five years ago. And now, I have outgrown you just like every single person I have ever known, Serpent Priesthood or Amun Priesthood or non Priesthood. I am who I am and I love as that spiritual parent now.

Which means I have to be alone, do it alone and win, alone.

To the future. Keep in touch.

Sisyphus makes HER last climb. And I bet Sisyphus was a she. I bet that was me. This time, I make the last climb. And this time I win. Because I do it alone. I don't ever have to rely on the love of anyone ever again. I have seen what human love is. 'Nuff said. I do it alone.

AZR © 2014

Here's a reminder from that Susan Edwards, not Jeffers piece....

Men Who Don't Believe in Love. Susan Edwards

....They can also hide behind sexuality and seduction as well as behind women. They can become as invisible as they choose, and their actions are not often recognised as hiding. But they are.

Sometimes men hide from love. I know a businessman from India who met an American woman he found attractive. From Day One what he wanted was to have an affair with her, although he didn’t tell her that. What he said he wanted was to remarry. What she wanted was to love him. His wife had died a year before, and he presented himself as grieving. The woman was a sensitive sort and adapted her needs to fit his schedule. She thought that, in time, their relationship would grow.

Each time the woman adapted to his needs, each time she changed her schedule to accommodate his moods or the demands of his work schedule, she did so out of respect for his grief. She did this for nearly a year.

Finally she asked him to be there for her emotionally in a way she had never done before, one that would have publicly acknowledged their dating relationship. He responded with rage. He wanted his needs to control the relationship; her needs were unimportant and thus should have no power. And so he rejected her.

Susan Edwards

Oh, that sounds familiar. Every single one of you. 32 years. Mediocre. The ability to not love. Yawn. What's next. Live and let live. I'm off. You sort it out. I'm sick of teaching Amun Priesthood. Why should I. I don't teach thieves anymore. I'm off to give the good news. Only Serpent Priesthood changes. Amun Priesthood are just too damn slow. Because evil is a choice. And no one has defined evil more than me. You have had enough of an education. I want a life. A big life.

Changing peoples lives and making a great deal of money. Les Brown and Christopher Howard.

Yes.

AZR

On a Personal Note. From the author. (Susan Edwards)

Are you deciding to become involved with someone who doesn’t believe in love, or are you involved already? Consider the costs compared to the benefits. Apply in personal business a process often used in professional business: cost-benefit analysis.

While the costs and benefits may be different (emotional, psychological, sexual, financial, familial, religious, historical), the procedure is similar. Participation in any relationship involves an element of choice and evaluation.

Remember too, that some people who do not believe in love change; others do not. If a relationship with such a man disintegrates over time (as they often do), remember that the blame rests on things like timing, personal evolution, ignorance, lack of understanding and personal choice. It doesn’t mean that you have done anything wrong. Understanding this is empowering and can soften the hurt and disappointment for what might have been.

Also remember that some of the men who started out in Chapter 2 ended up in Chapter 1 because they allowed love to enter their lives – sometimes love that had been given several years earlier. Not all men make this choice; men choose differently, and some are unable.

SUSAN EDWARDS

Personal. AZR

Right. New York. You, I feel very heavily now. While I welcome that - not only do I want to be happy, I am still in pursuit of a solution for this profane world of filth as is my job - I am no longer in the business of pampering Amun Priesthood, so that you can learn what you want and then fuck off.

So, I've copied a few links today. First, the piece, Men Who Don't Believe in Love by Susan Edwards and second, the first of the Ascension Discourse Series, the letter series about love to 'the men' in my life.

Read every ascension discourse. As I am logging the blog now, to start editing, I am now about to begin with the Ascension Discourse myself. Convergence indeed.

Keep talking to me. Not to be ungracious, but show me what you've got is very much the phrase of the day. It will probably still take years and I am still laser focused on my own future now and nothing else.

It is love that I do not believe in now, not you. You will have to prove it to me, if it really is still an option. But the 'companionship' of interest, if you like, is something that can sustain me.

It seems I am doomed to be involved with Amun Priesthood all my High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood earth life. So be it. Make it worth my while.

Then, maybe there is something to talk about. You have seen the context, you have seen the truth. You know you have lived that false truth your whole life.

See what you can do. And then tell me about it. Then, we will see.

I pamper no Amun Priesthood anymore. But I will take the 'companionship'. Maybe that is as good as it gets.

I move on and forwards. That's who I am. Catch me if you can. That's your job now. Not mine.

My job is Sisyphus's last climb. And I am going to make it. I want a life. And I am going to get it. A big life. With or without you.

I will see justice on this stupid planet. I will have something good to teach all those like me. I will show the solution. I will find justice. Justice is now abundance. Huge, self pampering, generous, universal abundance. The meek shall fucking well inherit this earth. And in my fucking lifetime.

AZR © 2014

It's your time for a breakthrough! Make up your mind to leave the past and the old you behind. Focus on giving birth to a new you....the real you. It is your time to create a turning point for the better in your life.

It is your destiny to be healthy, happy and successful.Your future is open, full of possibility and promise! Buckle down and do whatever is required to create a life that you are proud of and a life that you deserve! Don't look back!! Look ahead, move forward and make this your best year ever! You have the something special. You have GREATNESS within you!

Les Brown

For me, me, me and me.

AZR © 2014

Compassion For The Dark. Amera Ziganii Rao 

That's it for now. Compassion for the dark and obviously the question of how and why we as the light are carried and violated by the extreme dark, only to be left by the dark and only to leave the dark and therefore to be finally entered into magic with dark that has the ability to master itself, just as light has the ability, finally to master itself too. And why, even though light has the ability to master itself all along, it has to be involved with dark that cannot master itself at all in the end, however much it has come forward.

In other words, what is the twin soul and what is The Ascension Twin Flame, and who were the two of you and indeed, all of you, the family included, the women included, from 'before time?' which obviously now only means one thing and that is Pre Dynastic Egypt and Dynastic Evil Amun Priesthood Egypt, the same Egypt if you like that runs the world today. Other than me.

That sort of thing.

Other than that, I am building up to speaking now. Just as the writing is developing into this new essay personal form and polemic poetry, so will the speaking be in essay form. Aim and fire, and let's see what comes out. On film to begin with, for free podcasts and video casts and whatever all the other names are and therefore musing my way into more clarity and more Hierophant and more of the new writing as I find myself expanding the spoken word into the written word and so on. And then live.

I've been speaking for a long while obviously and in different ways, and usually one on one, which will expand into the consultancies. Speaking live to an audience and speaking 'live' on film for the crowd as it were, these are obviously new art forms for me, but when I think of the terror and crippling fear I had to do with anything involving broadcasting in my journalistic career, I get very excited. Talk about changing oneself from the inside and being in alignment with who one really is.

And putting some real shit out there instead of the banal and overwhelming mob rule led sheit that is pampered and paid for by the evil and inane powers that be.

The rest is practise. I'm ready.

Also not going with the censored blog. Just using it as a direction into this one. I'm not going to water down my message. Why on earth would I want people who don't like sex, sexuality, spirituality or the combination of the two, to even listen to a word I say? Polarisation. So much more satisfying. I have the courage. Apparently, the dark has too. The dark that can master the dark, to incorporate the light.

Nice. Nice. Nice.

AZR © 2014

Sounds like you all need this. AZR

Challenging Moments 

There will be challenging situations in your existence that will bring you to your knees.  You can choose to let it break or define you.  Please remember that you would not be where you are without those moments.  And, because of it, you are a completely amazing and beautiful creation of The Divine living linear time for the benefit of your soul. ~ Creator

The Creator Writings

transcribed by Jennifer Farley, ThetaHealing Instructor/Practitioner

And for me, for real. AZR

It is foolish and wrong to mourn the men (women) who died. Rather we should thank God that such men (women) lived.

George S. Patton

'Tis better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved at all.

Alfred, Lord Tennyson

And what I am realising is that my work is maybe, ready more than I know it, because the central part of my work is surely all that is called Love Dependency.

I know what it is, how to heal it and where it came from. Is that not my central message? Why men are mad in other words, why Lemurians are mad? Why there is no love? Yes.

AZR © 2014

Personal. AZR 

So, that time again. I am now prepared to do it alone, live alone and be alone forever. New York, you'll come back from time to time. I won't take it seriously. Cuba, we had two and a half years, when I believed I could have companionship and love with a man I truly loved. It's over. It's all gone.

Thank you. I build my own professional and abundant life now. And intend to find the professionals to help me. Love dependency indeed. Certainly, no longer mine.

And I intend to heal everyone out there like me. Life without this madness is bliss. Sad but blissful.

Now, I do it alone. The dream is over. Now, I teach everyone else the same thing. The meek shall inherit the earth. The meek shall leave you and all like you.

The dark is the dark and no longer the responsibility of a graduated High Initiate Sacred Whore. She is needed elsewhere. She has to save her own life. And grow. As above, so below. I intend to never want any kind of relationship of any kind ever again. Intimacy with the dark in any shape or form is not possible. Love can exist, but no intimacy. The dark will only ever be the dark. And 'tis better to let it all go. Total solitude on this planet. Wherever I am, it is the only way. You all bore me. And you have hurt me for long enough. You can only hurt. We know that now. Compassion and tolerance. The only way. From afar. Which means no desire for union ever again.

Freedom is my best friend.

AZR © 2014

If only you had been born a man, what a Caesar you would have made. Marcus Aurelius to his daughter Lucilla. Ridley Scott's Gladiator

Just watch me. AZR

I intend to believe now, therefore, that I do not believe that I have a destiny with a man anymore. I don't know how to integrate that but I intend that completely. I also have no idea how to give such a message of hopelessness to people like me, but I intend to integrate that completely too.

There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians then, male or female. There is nothing that can exist beyond casual and tolerant friendship. There are no pacts between lions and men (Wolfgang Peterson's Troy). That I intend to believe completely and when you think of my recent Hierophant research that Sekhmet is the Sphinx, the LION headed goddess, then it says it all. There ARE no pacts between lions and men. No. And I now intend to alchemise that completely.

It's over. Forever.

I stand alone in life. I am an Atlantean. I am a LION. You are just men. Destiny can go fuck itself. I will never fuck a man again.

AZR © 2014

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The Sacred Whore Goddess, High Serpent Amazonian Female Priesthood, Hierophant, Avatar, Valkyrie, Wizard, Monarch, Consciousness Society™ :: There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians. I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am. 

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What we do in life, echoes in eternity. Maximus. Ridley Scott's Gladiator

No Pacts Between Good and Evil. Amera Ziganii Rao 

There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians.

There are no pacts between Lions and men.

There are no pacts between Lions and men or even men women.

There are no pacts between real women and unreal men.

There are no pacts between good and evil.

There are no pacts between Lions (Sekhmet) and men.

There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians.

Amera Ziganii Rao :: The Return to Atlantis. Without Lemurians on board anymore.

There are no pacts between good and evil. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ is returned.

Amun Priesthood can go fuck itself. This time, The Temple is closed to them forever.

No wonder it has taken almost 50 years. And I am still not dead. You are, instead.

There are no more pacts between good and evil. Evil will not heal. The truth is finally told. And oh, it will be told. You're evil. And evil does not heal. Lemurians are evil. Lemurians do not heal.

There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians. We've given you 12000 years. That's enough. You die. There are no more pacts. No more men. No more Lemurians. Atlantis rules. Again.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Strength and honour. At my signal, unleash hell.

Maximus. Ridley Scott's Gladiator

Men therefore, only exist in characterisation. Acting indeed. I got fooled for sure. No one else ever will. It was the sacrifice I had to make, to kill 'Commodus'. Done. What's next? OH, thankfully, no more 'men'. There are no pacts between Female Lions and men. Men can fuck men. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood rejects them and all Lemurians as a state of being. You have transgressed the laws of The Universe. You dishonoured me. I will not honour you again. I do not negotiate with evil. I just live in it. Evil is the world. Evil is not me. The world belongs to men. I never will. I am a Lion. You are men. There is no correlation. I'm done. 'Fifty Shades of Grey' indeed. All the way. The only way for real women. The only way actually for all women. Men, other than male Serpent Amazonian Priesthood, are evil. Evil is done.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Postscript. AZR

And what is evil? The refusal to accept unconditional love as a state of being.

Evil is also just not loving.

Evil is also complete lack of compassion, unless it is in your interest.

Evil is also unkindness, unless it is in your interest.

Evil is also just not caring, just not being aware of other people around you.

Evil is also above all, believing in the male supremacy status quo, other than a few moments when you don't because the woman in front of you is a woman.

Evil is also total lack of imagination because you are so overbalanced in your animus (male) that you cannot even trust the unseen or unknown.

Evil is also lack of respect for others who are more vulnerable than you.

Evil is carte blance dehumanisation of a people.

Evil is selective self educating.

And so on.

Amun Priesthood is evil. You are Amun Priesthood, all of you. I have found out in very recent times that the women of your people at least grow somewhat. I find that quite fascinating. They grow because they are artistic, and primarily, because they are women in a male world. Whatever abuse of power they mete out on High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood, the jealousies, the ownership attempts, the Cinderella treatment, the dismissal of everything that is wisdom and the wisdom motherhood, they are still women in a male world. That is probably why they seem finally to have the capacity to heal. And we are not talking about the personal, but on a philosophical and sociological and spiritual commentating level.

The personal always makes the difference and I have integrated that into my being too, after the years of legitimate rage and hurt.

We talk of your psyches and how men of Amun Priesthood are the last people in the world, other than the Draconians, who can be trusted. You cannot be trusted as a people and you have to be left.

As I look at the 'coincidence' of the Fifty Shades of Grey phenomena - that I will be able to tap into with the film, because my sensitivity to great English, meant I couldn't read the books - and how it just happens to be around now and will be heavily for at least five years or so, I see the context now of the truth.

We are brought up with the belief that men come back. Narrative, including my favourite classic of all time, Charlotte Bronte's Jane Eyre. This is a faleshood. All of it. Fifty Shades of Grey Pt lll, as I believe, and I will be checking it out, is the truth. She leaves him.

You are men who have to be left. You are of evil and will never heal.

Love is only a rite of passage. Because while my animus is flying high, your anima (female) is a toddler. You have the slowest ability to love and you mete out carnage as you develop. You are too dangerous to have around, in trust, intimacy, or real friendship. You don't know what real friendship is. That is what makes you murderers and rapists.

So, I don't have a solution for you anymore. Other than one. You will have to learn how to live with your evil. You are beyond the darkness and you will be left on this planet, long after we have all evolved off it. And it's because you are too damn lazy to change.

The cliche really applies. If you wanted to change, you would. You don't want to change. You do not see why you should. Your ego as a state of being, all of you, is so entrenched in the status quo of male evil and supremacy evil, that you will not change for lifetimes.

I have said that before, but in the context then, that I believed, was my coming love destiny. I have no such belief of that kind. I know the face of evil. I have known it since I was five or six. Now, I KNOW. And it is you. Abject, relentless, turgid cruelty. Cruelty is evil. Evil is you.

All men of Amun are the Taliban in disguise and I now have the proof. 32+ years of men like you. A detailed and analytical and Hierophant strengthened study of men. Because I loved men.

Now, I love no one and everyone. I am 'Maximus'. I kill evil as my purpose. I attach to no one and allow no one to attach to me. I am alone. And I feel alone. And I embrace it at last.

I however forgive and grow. That's what I do.

Alchemy in the face of evil. Again. And again and again and again. Evil will not heal. There are no pacts between Atlanteans and Lemurians. There can only be tolerance and co-habitation. With no future of closeness at all. You refuse unconditional love. You are evil. And you will never change.

Goodbye and good luck. And good luck to all those who are involved with you. They'll need it.

You cannot be reached. No wonder men feel so useless in life. It seems that you are. You can't be reached. And I loved men. I have seen the truth. I am Inanna. I now go into the underworld again for a brand new journey. A journey without men, without Amun and without evil. I go for my adventure. High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood purpose and power. To give power to the meek. To fight the likes of you. And of course, leave you. Always, leave you. It is the only way.

Goodbye and good luck. And good luck to all those who are involved with you. They'll need it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Inanna. AZR 

You know what the best part of my new life is? I am no longer a dirty little secret. I am a single woman, a batchelor, who has been forced into hiding as a dirty little secret for 32 years.

Your shame, not mine. Never, mine.

Thank you and goodnight. Babylonian Brotherhood. That's where I am in the research now. The takeover of the High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood presumably. When evil banished good. When you made me the dirty little secret. The 'gateway to the devil'. But someone you fancy. And you know the best bit? You did it out of fear.

Your shame, not mine. Never, mine.

Tara.

AZR © 2014

Life. The Generics Pt l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Life then is a series of Sisyphus journeys. Lifetime to lifetime to lifetime. For everyone. Privileged or not, disadvantaged or not, Priesthood of profanity or Priesthood of morality, or not Priesthood at all, life is a series of lifetimes. Earth is a process of hell to heaven, lifetime after lifetime after lifetime, shifting one level by one level by one level by one level.

The reason it is so painful and mindblowingly repetitive and Sisyphus like is not how it was supposed to be. The reason however that it is a series of Sisyphus journeys is what it was supposed to be. The spiritual path, the path back to the Godhead, The Great Mother Godhead in us all, to reach the Great Mother Godhead of it all, finally, after our last life.

The penultimate life therefore and the lives leading up to the penultimate life, are the most painful and the most blissful at the same time, because of consciousness and then, because of consciousness.

The aim is many things. But above all, the aim is grace. Grace is compassion in action. Taking the pain and creating from it, time after time after time after time. By our last life, eventually, grace is inbred, earned and an integral part of our system.

The grace to do it all again. This time, much faster, much better and much faster.

That is the ultimate life, the last life on earth and the ones that the people we consistently admire, especially in these visual greatness times, are living. Grace was achieved early on, the obstacles overcome early on and they usually have just come in ones or twos. Obstacles yes, but with the ignorance of a non Hierophant society, they are overcome by those here for their last life in the face of rampant hate and envy and admiration, because no one understands that they have earned it and earned it big. Because everyone thinks we are here for one life. As if it could be so easy. So simple.

That is the holiday life. The last one. The penultimate life is the one of clearing, clearing and clearing, and then re-creation, re-creation, re-creation and re-creation. The greatness journey, the one where all obstacles are overcome and where all of them have come to visit for the last time. But the boon, whether Amazonian Priesthood or Amun Priesthood or non Priesthood is consciousness in whatever form it comes. Consciousness is the alchemising of matter so the upper chakras can be reached after the lifetimes of fucking around in the lower chakras and contributing to the carnage that is this profanity called earth. All of us have done it in some way, are doing it in some way or will be doing it in some way.

Grace therefore is the humility and pacifying of rage to accept this. The rage at a Universe, The Great Mother Universe, for this carnage of an existence in the first place, alongside the deliberate and blind existence we lead where we are told that She is responsible for the system of non consciousness and slavery on earth. Spiritual democracy is Her only flaw. The free flowing energies of The Universe, the system of self creating that we are all condemned to on earth, in order to finally escape this existence and fly forever.

She is not responsible for why it is so hard. That is The Draconian agenda, which is so fantastical that only our penultimate life will even give us the opening to even believe it in the first place. The rest of the world thinks it is religion and God, a male God at that.

The penultimate life then is the most painful and the most blissful. Sisyphus is the only experience, the never ending climbing up the mountain only to be thrown down again, again and again and again and again, even if it is a different obstacle and journey every single time. Sisyphus may be the only experience, and the yearning for a complete life rampant because we have waited so long, lifetime after lifetime to do that, but we are conscious. We know what’s what and we learn more and more along the way. Painful and blissful at the same time.

Grace however is elusive. Grace comes in the transition from the penultimate to the final life, if we do our work. Grace is returning to The Great Mother Godhead. Grace ensures the last life. Grace ensures the entrance to heaven. The last life and then getting the fuck off this planet. For good.

Grace, to just get on with it. Again. Grace to have the compassion to help others to come even as far as you have got yourself. To spread the gold of abundance and wisdom, both. While running as fast as you can. Forwards. Grace to understand it all and accept it all. Grace to fight the enemies while fighting no one at all. Grace to make the escape. Grace to build the tunnel and grace to life without living, so you can finally live. Grace can begin in any lifetime. Make sure it does. Not that it will make you move any faster. The process has to be done. The knowledge is only here to help. The paths still have to be travelled. This is earth. Earth is a living hell. Until the last life. Because there is no knowledge. And because it was always going to have to be done like this. Until the end.

Grace is to accept that. Grace is to fight for ‘salvation’. Grace is to enter heaven. On earth. Grace is to know the truth. Grace is to do the work. Grace is to understand. People call that wisdom. I call that grace.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Personal. AZR 

Very personal. Marky Marky Marky Marky Mark.

What a journey it has been. And I am sure, if it is not over, it will continue to be.

I'm here for you, if you want me. I'm here for you, even if you don't want me. I'm here for you.

I'm also enjoying smoothing out the next level of 'being in love with love'. The powerful disciplines of work while you work too. On love.

And me.

I'm here. I'm there. I'm everywhere. As long as it is with you.

AZR © 2014

...in love with love and in love with you. Feeling that overwhelming and delicious, post dependency yearning and need for you again. I haven't felt that in a very long time and allowed myself to feel it. Anyway, that's me. Here's some 'Brandings' for you....

Brandings

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Profundity of feeling soul and feeling passion and how WE are treated as the weirdos for it. WE are not the weirdos. Just the minority. The elite.

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The crafting of the ego to soul journey is about BECOMING love. Changing the MATTER of your being.

Amera Ziganii Rao ©

It's time to loosen your grip; let go and step aside. Getting out of the way will allow others to take over, giving you the opportunity to set a great example. Be proud. Be proud of the strength it takes to surrender control.

Astrology

Intelligence without ambition is a bird without wings. Salvador Dali

That is the experience too of all females. Amera Ziganii Rao ©

Female Divinity and male (female) humanity. The return to the GODdess for BOTH men (women) and women. The Great Mother Universe GOD.

Amera Ziganii Rao ©

The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with.

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Writings :: The Letter Series Pt ll :: Ascension Discourse on Love :: Amera Ziganii Rao

And then, my lovely Mr New York, whose name, alas I cannot say so effusively, there is you.

I had a dream last night. A man was telling me that Marky Mark had always been with ----. That's how it had always been.

So, as I now amble along quite nobly in unconditional love, I can see one thing. That none of us are ready and that while I have profound love for him, I will just have to wait and see what he wants. He has that profound love for me, but clearly, she is there too and 'has always been with him'.

I could thrash around and get angry and all that, but that's long gone. It's just unconditional love now and surrender to whatever comes. With any of you. Especially as I cannot even attach to you, if he really does want me. And I am fed up of having to let go after having attached, even though maybe I have to accept that this is the 'living in the moment' process and to accept it.

So, all I can tell you is yes, and that clearly neither of you are going to fight for me or anything like that and clearly, neither of you knows what you want yet. Or who.

But I can tell you that I don't not care, but that I am in total surrender to the whole thing. I have let go of the 'harvest' of my life and am very happily doing what I have fought 32 years to do. Work in peace and comparative comfort and freedom.

And it's nice to have such handsome, phenomenal male friends. You're all off your trolleys anyway, so it's nice to have two of the best, showing such consistent interest.

But I will be effusive enough to say that I do yearn you too and do need you too and do like needing you with every part of my body too. And mind and soul.

What happens with all of that is not up to me or up to you or up to him presumably. It's up to Her. 'What will be will be'. But I can tell you that my love for you is as profound too.

And that makes me feel very beautiful indeed. In the months or years to come, I am sure that will give me comfort.

Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography 

Amera Ziganii Rao 

A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator. 

Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. 

The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how. 

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I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.

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A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all. 

She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world. 

The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™. 

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AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE 

Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.

AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH

AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR

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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE TRUE LOVE JOURNEY :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE :: AMERA ZIGANII RAO

I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST

The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.

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Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.

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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced. 

Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man/men and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.

The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.

Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.

These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.

Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

The Two Messages ::

The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.

There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.

Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.

From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.

Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.

Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.

That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.

My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.

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Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™

The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Avatar (James Cameron)

My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured.

Mo'at

Natural Born Mystic™

Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.

Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Natural Born Mystic™

An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™

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Natural Born Mystic™

A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Natural Born Mystic™

'Respect' as fear.

'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™

The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

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Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.

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The Company

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

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I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

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To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.

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Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.

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I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.

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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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Thank you to outside sources for original photography. 

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