And God Created Woman Pt ll (lll Pt ll). A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography
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Love Ascension. Amera Ziganii Rao
Love Ascension
Love Ascension is the spiritual act of loving the person you desire the most. Loving that person with spiritual love. The ultimate mastery over the emotional heart.
Love Ascension is the mastery over need and greed. The will to ownership, the will to conditional love and the will to dominion over others because you are so attracted to them.
Need then finally follows the mastery. But not before.
Mastery over the senses is Love Ascension. And to do that takes grief and the death of the ego dream. Why enlightenment is actually the worst day of the ego's life. Ego has to grieve - as we now know - lifetimes of its own beliefs of conditional love, imaginations, fascinations, illusions and will to dominion over the other.
This takes grief and pain and grief and pain.
Until that is met and mastered, there is no Love Ascension.
Love Ascension is also the newest thing on the planet. Until then, one remains in the profane heart, High Serpent Female Priesthood or Amun Priesthood or no Priesthood at all. The profane heart is in the head. The senses and the head. No feeling, no confidence, no KNOWING and no spiritual love for the other whatseover and certainly not one that can be sustained.
Love has to love. And for that, need is not love, need is not love, need is not love, need is not love and need is not love.
Oh yes, need is not love.
Grieve that and you fly.
Don't and you lie like a dead weight in humanity. 99 percent of the world.
Your choice.
Ascension is brand new.
Fear and need = projection = blame = conditional and profane non love.
There is no way out.
Need and greed are not love. Misogyny through to ownership non love of any kind all stem from the same thing.
Profane love.
Ascension. Only for the most devoted. The pure of heart.
Then you get to need and then you get to fuck. The paradox of life. The gnostic way. Give it up and then you get it. Alchemically give it up and then you get it.
No wonder religion took over. The normal world is for the spiritually lazy.
Ascension takes hard work.
Purifying the heart.
The heart of desire.
Purifying the heart of desire.
Love Ascension.
Seeing the person you want to consume, as a human being.
Love Ascension.
We all have the right to heal. That takes discipline, courage and faith. And above all one thing.
Love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The Story So Far :: The Superhuman of Love
THE SUPERHUMAN HAS RISEN. Defining The Superhuman. Goddesses/gods and mortals. Now I understand. And I agree. Good and evil. Goddesses/gods and mortals. The non Temple population of this world are not gods and can never be or become gods. Their challenge is to become human. The challenge for goddesses and gods, is to increase and escalate their Divinity, in the face of relentless persecution, JEALOUSY and hatred. We are the healers on this planet. The human rights warriors, the women and men who are abused and the greatest carriers of wisdom this planet could ever see.
We are The Temple. The goddesses and gods. We are the 'martyrs'. The ones who die for love, who die for life and who are hated, much more than they are loved. The others will never be gods or goddesses. That's the jealousy, hatred and vilification. The lack of support, the lack of care and the lack. We learn many things from them. One was my mother, one was my father, one was my brother, one was my first spiritual teacher, one was a long term friend, etc. And one is my twin soul. The others are every man I have ever known and tried to be with. The Ascension therefore for a non Divine human being - The Temple healers, the Atlanteans are THE DIVINE SOUL and are Divine souls - is not necessarily a change in any spiritual DNA.
Their Ascension is to accept OUR Divinity. Jealousy of females indeed. Our Uber Ascension, our martyrdom, our prison sentences, our dying for love and life, is to BECOME OUR Divinity. Having been born with it. They are human, the non Temple, including my twin soul, if they ascend out of EVIL and MADNESS. Then they finally house and protect and are WORTHY of loving the Divine souls, the High Priestesses and Priests of this earth. Then they finally purify evil. The Ascension of the non Temple mortal is to purify evil. The Ascension of the superhumans, the goddesses and gods, the high priestesses and priests is to become healer warriors and to die for love and life and to actually change their spiritual DNA.
We are the Divine mind and the Divine heart. Mortals can never enter that. They can only honour it. That is their Ascension. I ain't seen one yet. He has to accept MY Divinity. No wonder he has locked me up and thrown away the key. Compassion for the mortals? It used to be there. Now, it is not. Forgiveness, if he or they ever find humanity? Yes, but not with that kind of compassion again. Mortals can never be trusted as goddesses and gods. We are the Divine Soul. He never will be, as will none of them. The jealousy comes from them. The rage, the inhumanity, the vilification, the madness and the pain. Our job is to heal them. To die for love. To die for HER. This earth has to change. We are the Divine Soul. They and he are not. He has to accept my Divinity. Then, he will love. Or not.
Martyrdom and the dying journey certainly therefore gives one thing. Self discovery. No one can ever take that away again. Goddesses and mortals indeed. Not just a shaving your legs advert. Very very real. Mortals can most certainly access the Divine Mind and the Divine Heart. Mortals certainly have psychic gifts. This is about hierarchy and advancement. And leadership and being goddesses and gods. And the jealousy and hatred that comes from those behind. The proof is in the pudding. Not one Atlantean I have ever met, is jealous. Not one Atlantean I have ever met is stupid and not one Atlantean I have ever met is cruel. These are non Divine traits. Traits of the EGO. Mortals ARE The Ego. Goddesses and gods ARE The Soul. Whatever one’s path into healing, the goddesses and gods are faster, better and bigger. And the levels of Divine Intelligence, INCOMPARABLE. No Atlantean is jealous. No Atlantean is cruel.
The mortals are always jealous. Always grabbing and always selfish. And always cruel, however much they THINK they access The Divine Mind and Heart. And the mortals have absolutely no honour or humility for anything, other than themselves. The meek shall inherit the earth is about Atlanteans. Not Lemurians. Because an Atlantean has to be crucified, to even speak out about her self discovery. A Lemurian would shove it down your throat at the first. The proof is in the pudding. Atlanteans have humility. Lemurians are pigs. The turn of the world was against The Temple.
Lemurians run the world. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created hate and Lemurians created religion. Lemurians are slow. Lemurians created slavery. Lemurians enforced marriage. Lemurians created the MALE God. Lemurians took the life expectancy of the world from over a thousand years, to what it is today. Atlanteans have NOTHING to do with this world’s history so far. Atlanteans are the DIVINE essence on earth. Atlanteans are fast. We ARE The Divine Mind and The Divine Heart. Lemurians are entering it only now. Purification of evil is to become love. We were born love. Lemurians are slow. The ‘non feeling’ of Lemurians is complete lack of consciousness. Lemurians are slow. And always will be slower than Atlanteans. Atlanteans are the Divine Mind. Divine Intelligence. Divine Humanitarianism. Divine everything. We are The Divine, on earth. Lemurians want to be us. They never will be. They will always be slow.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Love Disability
Dependency - the BELIEF that need and projection and - for choice of a better phrase - childish love - is legitimate - is a love disability. We all have it. Atlanteans have an advantage. They are ahead. We still have to take this incredibly painful and spiritually ingenious path to heal childish love as in all that is love dependency, but we have a greater gift of self examination, self responsibility and ability to bear pain. Not least because of our position on earth. Below the rubbish bin. Suffering brings strength. Strength + wisdom = Ascension.
That is leadership in love.
To lead in love is also an extremely painful and responsible position and totally vilified and disregarded on this planet. Which is why 'women love first'.
The more a person allows himself or herself to be VULNERABLE and to feel the PAIN of love and life, the less dependent he or she will become. On love. The more the love inside that person will become less sick and more true and well.
But the grief has to be felt. The hungry, abandoned children that we all are, in love dependency.
Misogyny conditional 'love', ownership psychosis, addiction to love, being too in love with love, the so called 'harridan' of conditional love, will to hate the person you love, addiction to another person, addiction to all that is High Serpent Priesthood, the Lolita addictions of 'love'. The will to remain in illusion, rather than embrace the reality of intimacy. The terror of loving another person. Ultimately, they are all the same thing.
These are all dependency disabilities of love. And they can all be healed.
The healing of love disability is the key to paradise.
The key to the healing of the psyche of the soul.
The key to becoming soul.
Healing the disability that is love.
That is the truth of 'enlightenment'. Facing oneself once and for all. Grieving life. Grieving love.
Dying. And then resurrecting as the pure soul of true love.
Battered and shattered. But finally, ready for life. Ready for love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
The Eternal Hope
We are however, born to have our hearts broken, and then to find and refind compassion of forgiveness of hope.
The 'forgive and not forget' truth is in this work.
The truth of men and women.
The truth of Goddess and Werewolf.
The truth of the two types of beings on earth.
The truth of the two types of Priesthood on this earth.
The hope however remains.
The building of the bridges. The accepting people for who they are.
The end of all slaveries is the end of all mistrust and condemnation.
The truth has to be defined and then forgiven, while never forgotten.
'The Wolf will lie down with the Lamb' is the aim of all life on earth.
The new world of Ascension and The Second Coming is here.
The Second Coming is the lying down of The Wolf and The Lamb.
That however has to come from The Wolf.
The Wolf learns to love last.
The Wolf has to say when he is done.
The Wolf has to say when HE is ready.
Hope can only 'spring forth' when it is heralded.
The announcement comes from the perpetrator.
The new world comes from those in power, if power is to be shared.
The new world will exist with or without him / profane priesthood.
Eternal hope is joy.
Eternal hope is The Harvest.
It seems then, that one can truly 'live' without The Harvest.
One CAN truly 'live' without (male) love.
The proof of the end of all love 'dependencies' / conflicts / illnesses / desperations / whatever else it is called.
Joy is always however the hope.
Joy is the complete.
It has to come from him.
The Second Coming.
This life or the next.
We are in the new world of Ascension.
One day, truly exists.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Consciousness as Sex, Drugs and Rock 'N Roll
Consciousness however is not just about what we perceive as spirituality.
Consciousness is not just about the inner heart and higher mind of virtuous humanity and purity - not the religious kind but the real - or the taming of the senses into the higher realms of non attachment, the state of unconditional and non needing love or the wisdom of the ages all rolled into one. The noble states indeed, but that is most definitely not all there is.
What is even more 'dangerous', 'scary' and certainly contentious is the non virtuous of consciousness. The sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'.
Understood completely when one thing is remembered. The powers that be have suffocated this world into sanitised, religious, bourgeois non feeling of everything. The polite society of nothing. This power does that every single day. By censoring sexuality through stories only of violence and mutations of sex, by making drugs illegal, while pushing alcohol and pharmaceutical (STATE ALTERING) drugs on every corner and in every social habit, like it's going out of fashion, and by making anything that is art, 'wild', 'strange' and 'too much'.
The society of today is exactly the same as the one that Lord Byron had to leave. Artists are exiled every single day. The artistic soul is exiled every hour. Why most people do not express and why most people never develop their greatest gifts, which are everything to do with real creativity, real sex, real altered states of the midn and heart and loins and real music that they carry around in their shame. This is the normal world. Dry, boring, sanitised, suffocated and 'clean'.
This is the real underground, rich or poor, artist or not, everyone ends up doing it or at least watching themselves the whole time, so they make sure they don't do it. Such is the pressure of conformity to the nothing of this disinfected world of soulless nothing that it is.
This is not normal. This is suffocation, consciousness killing, pressure to be slaves of purpose without anything going on. Why the whole fucking world is depressed in some way or other and if they are not depressed, they are hiding themselves and is it any wonder.
Hiding, even if it is an artist or creative, who has one person inside, while keeping the polite one on the surface for the non artistic part of the day. Totally understandable but still hiding. Still making the powers that be win, just by giving in to the pressure to conform, so we are not singled out as wild, too sexual, drug addicts, or irresponsible, that favourite word of the normal world.
That is not irresponsible. That is the most responsible thing. A happy world is a kind world. An unhappy world is a cruel, selfish and painful world. Err, guess which one we live in.
A society without consciousness is a society without feeling, without sexuality, without sensuality, without altered states of consciousness (DRUGS), without essential time spent alone with The Universe and so on. We have a right to explore ALL that we are. This right is taken away from us, institutionally every second of every day. And we are all brought up to think THIS is normal. While anyone who does anything else is abnormal.
We are all encouraged all day to focus on the extremes of 'the wild'. Well, look at it a different way. If we had the freedom to explore real consciousness, on all fronts, then we would have the teaching and wisdom and learnings to tame, hone and tone the real. As William Blake says, words to the effect of, you learn through letting it all hang out. You do not learn through suffocation and not being 'allowed' through a myriad of psychological warfare, to not even go near it.
The 'Starbucks' Society of sanitisation and plastic cities and plastic lives and plastic suburbia and plastic lives suffocates us. Either we hide with our real selves or we are disenfranchised from all that is society and wealth and power, because we want to be real. That is not freedom in any way. This is all suffocation and all part of the conspiracy, the real conspiracy to suffocate freedom. Because consciousness is freedom.
Consciousness is being yourself. GOD is being yourself. We don't need The Taliban to be running our country to be suffocated, either as female or male. We just need to live in the normal world.
The powers that be run every single one of our lives. And it is only by facing the shock of the truth that we fight it every day. Take the punishments, the disapprovals, the tut tutting, the isolations, the ostracisations and the censorship attempts. We have to lead the new world. The new world is waiting for us.
Sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'. Available to all, even in suburbia. Even on Fifth Avenue. Even in The Bahamas. Even in Hollywood. Everywhere. And not just in our art forms. In the way we live, in our lives and in our real selves.
Freedom is a human right. Not a privilege.
It also happens to be the most spiritual thing you can be.
No wonder they killed of all that is real. They did a good job.
They called it religion and anything that is the norm.
Fight it. It is your human right. Always.
"Why are you dressed and made up like that during the day" one woman once asked me. "Why are you not" should be the reply. "Why is everyone not?"
Courage. The authentic life.
And fuck the powers that be. They hold us fast. Break free. Freedom is a human right. Boring is not the natural state of either human or life. Boring is enslavement. Boring is everything that the world tells us to be.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The New York Review Of Books
The Mistress and the Marionette
Ian Buruma
“The conventional opinion about Egon Schiele’s 1915 portrait of his wife Edith,” writes Ian Buruma in the Review’s April 2 issue, “is that it betrays his romantic disappointment. His wife may have represented domestic calm, a point of stability in respectable Viennese society, and so forth, but she wasn’t sexy like his mistress Wally. So how does the apparently wholesome innocence of Edith’s portrait fit into Schiele’s oeuvre? Is it just an expression of conjugal assurance and erotic disappointment? Or is there more to it? I think there is. Looked at more closely, the picture still reveals Schiele’s fascination with the very Viennese entanglement of sex and death.” We present below a series of Schiele’s paintings of Edith, Wally, and himself, with commentary drawn from Buruma’s piece.
There she is, a gawky red-haired figure squeezed into a milky background, her slim hands clutching a multicolored striped dress, made by herself out of curtain material, her white shoes turned slightly inward, her wide blue eyes peering with childlike innocence from a pale-skinned face. The impression is of a doll-like creature, stiff, timid, not entirely in control of her own limbs. Edith’s helplessness could well have been part of her erotic attraction for Schiele: the shy bourgeoise who could be shaped by the older, more experienced artist.
Schiele’s mistress and model, the free-spirited Wally Neuzil, looking at the viewer anything but innocently with her legs drawn up, as though waiting to be penetrated. Despite all his bohemian airs, Schiele did not regard her as a suitable wife. Himself the son of a humble stationmaster (who had been driven mad by syphilis at an early age), Schiele wanted to combine his artistic explorations of dark sexuality with the bourgeois comforts of settled domesticity. For this he needed a bourgeois wife.
Edith insisted that Wally should disappear from their lives, which she did with surprisingly good grace. How painful this was to both of them is revealed here: the man, resembling the artist, is holding on to the half-dressed woman, whose hands are clasped behind his back as though for the last time. The sepulchral brownish colors and shroudlike bed sheets set the tone. Both people look absolutely miserable.
Many of Schiele’s human figures, not just Edith, have a puppetlike quality, including nude drawings of himself. In Self-Portrait with Arm Twisted Above Head (1910), shown at the Neue Galerie, Schiele is contorted like a marionette. The puppet can represent many things. One of these is the human body as something to be manipulated at will.
But then the doll-like quality about figures in Schiele’s paintings does not mean the absence of life. In 1915, the year he married Edith, Schiele began painting Mother and Two Children III. The mother, as in his earlier treatments of this theme, looks dead or close to death, her eyes hollow and unseeing in a sickly gray face. The two children, both modeled after Schiele’s own nephew, Toni, have the rosy cheeks and healthy tints of rude health. They are dressed, like Edith, in bright multicolored clothes. And yet, again like Edith, they have the stiffness of marionettes, waiting to be animated by a master.
The New York Review of Books
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NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
The Eternal Hope
We are however, born to have our hearts broken, and then to find and refind compassion of forgiveness of hope.
The 'forgive and not forget' truth is in this work.
The truth of men and women.
The truth of Goddess and Werewolf.
The truth of the two types of beings on earth.
The truth of the two types of Priesthood on this earth.
The hope however remains.
The building of the bridges. The accepting people for who they are.
The end of all slaveries is the end of all mistrust and condemnation.
The truth has to be defined and then forgiven, while never forgotten.
'The Wolf will lie down with the Lamb' is the aim of all life on earth.
The new world of Ascension and The Second Coming is here.
The Second Coming is the lying down of The Wolf and The Lamb.
That however has to come from The Wolf.
The Wolf learns to love last.
The Wolf has to say when he is done.
The Wolf has to say when HE is ready.
Hope can only 'spring forth' when it is heralded.
The announcement comes from the perpetrator.
The new world comes from those in power, if power is to be shared.
The new world will exist with or without him / profane priesthood.
Eternal hope is joy.
Eternal hope is The Harvest.
It seems then, that one can truly 'live' without The Harvest.
One CAN truly 'live' without (male) love.
The proof of the end of all love 'dependencies' / conflicts / illnesses / desperations / whatever else it is called.
Joy is always however the hope.
Joy is the complete.
It has to come from him.
The Second Coming.
This life or the next.
We are in the new world of Ascension.
One day, truly exists.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Consciousness as Sex, Drugs and Rock 'N Roll
Consciousness however is not just about what we perceive as spirituality.
Consciousness is not just about the inner heart and higher mind of virtuous humanity and purity - not the religious kind but the real - or the taming of the senses into the higher realms of non attachment, the state of unconditional and non needing love or the wisdom of the ages all rolled into one. The noble states indeed, but that is most definitely not all there is.
What is even more 'dangerous', 'scary' and certainly contentious is the non virtuous of consciousness. The sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'.
Understood completely when one thing is remembered. The powers that be have suffocated this world into sanitised, religious, bourgeois non feeling of everything. The polite society of nothing. This power does that every single day. By censoring sexuality through stories only of violence and mutations of sex, by making drugs illegal, while pushing alcohol and pharmaceutical (STATE ALTERING) drugs on every corner and in every social habit, like it's going out of fashion, and by making anything that is art, 'wild', 'strange' and 'too much'.
The society of today is exactly the same as the one that Lord Byron had to leave. Artists are exiled every single day. The artistic soul is exiled every hour. Why most people do not express and why most people never develop their greatest gifts, which are everything to do with real creativity, real sex, real altered states of the midn and heart and loins and real music that they carry around in their shame. This is the normal world. Dry, boring, sanitised, suffocated and 'clean'.
This is the real underground, rich or poor, artist or not, everyone ends up doing it or at least watching themselves the whole time, so they make sure they don't do it. Such is the pressure of conformity to the nothing of this disinfected world of soulless nothing that it is.
This is not normal. This is suffocation, consciousness killing, pressure to be slaves of purpose without anything going on. Why the whole fucking world is depressed in some way or other and if they are not depressed, they are hiding themselves and is it any wonder.
Hiding, even if it is an artist or creative, who has one person inside, while keeping the polite one on the surface for the non artistic part of the day. Totally understandable but still hiding. Still making the powers that be win, just by giving in to the pressure to conform, so we are not singled out as wild, too sexual, drug addicts, or irresponsible, that favourite word of the normal world.
That is not irresponsible. That is the most responsible thing. A happy world is a kind world. An unhappy world is a cruel, selfish and painful world. Err, guess which one we live in.
A society without consciousness is a society without feeling, without sexuality, without sensuality, without altered states of consciousness (DRUGS), without essential time spent alone with The Universe and so on. We have a right to explore ALL that we are. This right is taken away from us, institutionally every second of every day. And we are all brought up to think THIS is normal. While anyone who does anything else is abnormal.
We are all encouraged all day to focus on the extremes of 'the wild'. Well, look at it a different way. If we had the freedom to explore real consciousness, on all fronts, then we would have the teaching and wisdom and learnings to tame, hone and tone the real. As William Blake says, words to the effect of, you learn through letting it all hang out. You do not learn through suffocation and not being 'allowed' through a myriad of psychological warfare, to not even go near it.
The 'Starbucks' Society of sanitisation and plastic cities and plastic lives and plastic suburbia and plastic lives suffocates us. Either we hide with our real selves or we are disenfranchised from all that is society and wealth and power, because we want to be real. That is not freedom in any way. This is all suffocation and all part of the conspiracy, the real conspiracy to suffocate freedom. Because consciousness is freedom.
Consciousness is being yourself. GOD is being yourself. We don't need The Taliban to be running our country to be suffocated, either as female or male. We just need to live in the normal world.
The powers that be run every single one of our lives. And it is only by facing the shock of the truth that we fight it every day. Take the punishments, the disapprovals, the tut tutting, the isolations, the ostracisations and the censorship attempts. We have to lead the new world. The new world is waiting for us.
Sex, drugs and 'rock 'n roll'. Available to all, even in suburbia. Even on Fifth Avenue. Even in The Bahamas. Even in Hollywood. Everywhere. And not just in our art forms. In the way we live, in our lives and in our real selves.
Freedom is a human right. Not a privilege.
It also happens to be the most spiritual thing you can be.
No wonder they killed of all that is real. They did a good job.
They called it religion and anything that is the norm.
Fight it. It is your human right. Always.
"Why are you dressed and made up like that during the day" one woman once asked me. "Why are you not" should be the reply. "Why is everyone not?"
Courage. The authentic life.
And fuck the powers that be. They hold us fast. Break free. Freedom is a human right. Boring is not the natural state of either human or life. Boring is enslavement. Boring is everything that the world tells us to be.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
The New York Review Of Books
The Mistress and the Marionette
Ian Buruma
“The conventional opinion about Egon Schiele’s 1915 portrait of his wife Edith,” writes Ian Buruma in the Review’s April 2 issue, “is that it betrays his romantic disappointment. His wife may have represented domestic calm, a point of stability in respectable Viennese society, and so forth, but she wasn’t sexy like his mistress Wally. So how does the apparently wholesome innocence of Edith’s portrait fit into Schiele’s oeuvre? Is it just an expression of conjugal assurance and erotic disappointment? Or is there more to it? I think there is. Looked at more closely, the picture still reveals Schiele’s fascination with the very Viennese entanglement of sex and death.” We present below a series of Schiele’s paintings of Edith, Wally, and himself, with commentary drawn from Buruma’s piece.
There she is, a gawky red-haired figure squeezed into a milky background, her slim hands clutching a multicolored striped dress, made by herself out of curtain material, her white shoes turned slightly inward, her wide blue eyes peering with childlike innocence from a pale-skinned face. The impression is of a doll-like creature, stiff, timid, not entirely in control of her own limbs. Edith’s helplessness could well have been part of her erotic attraction for Schiele: the shy bourgeoise who could be shaped by the older, more experienced artist.
Schiele’s mistress and model, the free-spirited Wally Neuzil, looking at the viewer anything but innocently with her legs drawn up, as though waiting to be penetrated. Despite all his bohemian airs, Schiele did not regard her as a suitable wife. Himself the son of a humble stationmaster (who had been driven mad by syphilis at an early age), Schiele wanted to combine his artistic explorations of dark sexuality with the bourgeois comforts of settled domesticity. For this he needed a bourgeois wife.
Edith insisted that Wally should disappear from their lives, which she did with surprisingly good grace. How painful this was to both of them is revealed here: the man, resembling the artist, is holding on to the half-dressed woman, whose hands are clasped behind his back as though for the last time. The sepulchral brownish colors and shroudlike bed sheets set the tone. Both people look absolutely miserable.
Many of Schiele’s human figures, not just Edith, have a puppetlike quality, including nude drawings of himself. In Self-Portrait with Arm Twisted Above Head (1910), shown at the Neue Galerie, Schiele is contorted like a marionette. The puppet can represent many things. One of these is the human body as something to be manipulated at will.
But then the doll-like quality about figures in Schiele’s paintings does not mean the absence of life. In 1915, the year he married Edith, Schiele began painting Mother and Two Children III. The mother, as in his earlier treatments of this theme, looks dead or close to death, her eyes hollow and unseeing in a sickly gray face. The two children, both modeled after Schiele’s own nephew, Toni, have the rosy cheeks and healthy tints of rude health. They are dressed, like Edith, in bright multicolored clothes. And yet, again like Edith, they have the stiffness of marionettes, waiting to be animated by a master.
The New York Review of Books
http://www.nybooks.com/blogs/gallery/2015/mar/18/schiele-mistress-marionette/?utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=NYR+Houellebecq+war+on+poverty+Schiele&utm_content=NYR+Houellebecq+war+on+poverty+Schiele+CID_e1e76c261d87d926f99e807b0ea9050e&utm_source=Email%20marketing%20software&utm_term=The%20Mistress%20and%20the%20Marionette
And God Created Woman. A Self Portrait. Amera Ziganii Rao Photography
Amera Ziganii Rao
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer and Educator.
Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power.
The meek shall inherit the earth, and she can show you how.
ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
I teach Alchemy in the face of evil. I teach what I am.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
A Metaphysical Philosopher, Esoteric Wizard, Writer and Educator. Her business is Human Politics, Self Actualisation, Love, Humanity and Power. And Spiritual Logic and High Supernatural Intelligence. The Universe, available to all.
She is writing a thesis on humankind, and training now to become a world class educator in Human Rights, The true Divine Connection, and Personal Development and setting up a company to deliver her message. “The meek shall inherit the earth”. Especially Women and anyone of The Female Psyche. And especially the real, Spiritual, Female, Higher Minded and Precious Hearted, Supernatural Intelligence, Priesthood of this world.
The 'Mystics'. The Natural Born Mystics™.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™
Intuition. A Definition. Clair Cognisance = Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence™ + HUMAN skill and learning in how to interpret that Cosmic Intelligence (The High Initiate Journey) = High (Prophet type) Consciousness = Hierophant/Metaphysical Philosopher/Prophet Shamanism/Esoteric Mastery = High Serpent Amazonian Priesthood™ = Atlantean Elder = Women like me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
AMERA ZIGANII RAO: A PROFILE
Writer and Intellectual. Social, Cultural and Spiritual Commentator. Personal Development Coach and Communicator. Philosopher and Metaphysical Clair Cognisant (Prophetess, Hierophant and Esoteric Mystic). Theologian, Theosophist and Historian. Photographer, Graphic Artist. Designer, and Actor/Dramatist/Filmmaker. Feminist and Human Rights Advocate, and a Healer of Emotional Sicknesses and Self Discoveries on earth.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: AN ATLANTEAN ELDER ON EARTH
AMERA ZIGANII RAO :: SACRED WHORE HIGH SERPENT PRIESTHOOD FEMALE HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCH™ & SACRED DISIR
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
Amera Ziganii Rao :: Supernatural Cosmic Intelligence + Supernatural Intelligence. Training to be a world class educator in Consciousness + The Politics of Rape/The True Love Journey + Human Rights + Purpose + The Lost Knowledge + Inner and Outer Power.
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE RETURN TO ATLANTIS :: THE RETURN TO LEMURIA
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE FEMALE HOLOCAUST :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE POLITICS OF RAPE™
I have fought a great, great battle. Atlantis is no longer raped by a Lemurian earth. The rest we shall see. Leadership training indeed. Warrior, lover, Valkyrie, Healer, Prophet and Atlantean Queen. That is me. Warrior, lover, poet in training, and broken Agamemnon, woman beating warlord of filth and slavery, will he be. Atlantis is firmly back on earth. Now, true love may just finally be.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ :: THE LOVE HOLOCAUST :: THE LIFE HOLOCAUST :: THE DIVINITY HOLOCAUST
The Macho Intellectual Consciousness Passion and Compassion of the Visceral Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao :: Writer. Philosopher. Performer. Psychologist. Humanist. Esoteric. Sexualist. Hedonist. Artist. Teacher. Coach. Social Reformer. Feminist. Hierophant. Sacred Disir. Former Slave. Seer. Sage. :: My Business Is Transformation Of The Soul. My Business Is Power. My Business Is Freedom. My Business Is Love. My Business Is To Fight Fascism And Human Cruelty And Emotional Sickness In All Its Relationship Forms On Earth. My Business Is Applied Spirit. Real Sex. Real Love. Real Life. Real GOD. The Return.
FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST
NATURAL BORN MYSTIC™ & AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The new educational website (Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ as a writing and speaking business of empowerment) will be announced.
Meanwhile, enjoy the free writing and consciousness work on this website. It was written with blood, sweat and tears. The story of both my man (men) and myself as we struggled to re-define all that is relationship and marriage, the mutual journey of escape and evolution out of The Patriarchal Tribe.
The self discovery that took us from female slavery and male confusion and fascism into a society that was left behind a long time ago, when The New World Order took over and put men in charge, when they didn't even want it, by all that I have seen. Other than in sex as is the primal partnership. Our exploration is here. The world of Bluebeard Male Supremacy™ through to the Sacred Whore and High Female Esoteric Serpent Priesthood Society™, again, with men as the beloveds. Equality, Liberty, FRATERNITY. The New New World. Again.
The journey of how it didn't work (so far). How Earth is a concentration camp for women, with men as the willing Nazi officers in charge. This apparently is the world of love.
The carnage of discovery is here. The journey of slavery to freedom and the final stance of separatism as it had to be.
Men and women will never converge without pain and strife. Earth has taken care of that and men are willing instruments of evil.
Men. The Keepers of Hades.
The success is self actualisation + self determination + freedom + separatism for women.
Women have to leave men and leave men forever.
The unredeemable must be left alone. They will not redeem. They will not leave behind their legacy of Plantation Ownership, High Priestess Killing or Nazi Loyalties.
Earth is a concentration camp for women. They like it that way. They can have it.
Women have to leave all that is the tribe, if they ever want to be happy, strong, confident or successful and they have to do it alone, alone, alone and alone. Well, not alone. Just not with men.
Paradoxically, women also have to reclaim their lost leadership. A leadership that men want but don't know about other than in the patriarchal tribe context. A leadership that takes grace, forgiveness and knowledge and fighting for your life too. True female leadership. True Lost Female Priesthood leadership for all.
Please feel free to read the material on this blog. My writings, plus work from other consciousness teachers too. My Manifesto for Human Rights (Especially Female) in Relationship and Family.
These writings will be produced in book form. Poetry Polemics for a better world of love, independence, sex and individuation. And true companionship and family. Power to the people, indeed. Together.
Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
The Two Messages ::
The Female Divine Highest Love Intelligence Energy. God The Mother, The Universe. Plus, the SACRED WHORE HIGH PRIESTESS HIEROPHANT AVATAR VALKYRIE WIZARD MONARCHs™ as the only true High Priests, with a GNOSTIC spirituality for all.
There is no love on earth. We are all here to fight for it, or be hate. We are here to be profound, or to be shallow. To be adventurers of the soul, or turgid and needing security, to be humane or greedy, to BE love, or BE hate. Earth is hell. Hell, created by hate, for hate, of hate. Free will is to choose which way to go. Love, or hate. That is Existentialism. That is evolution. That is the advancement of the soul. Hate to love. And nothing less. The conquering of evil by good. The light must push out the dark. The light must win.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is anti slavery. They call us control freaks and that has to be watched. However, in the context of the truth, it is a ridiculous statement. It is the oppressor, calling the courageous campaigner for freedom and equality, the terrorist.
Feminism is not 'man hating'. Feminism is not feminism. Feminism is the movement against slavery. Humanitarianism is the same. Slavery must not exist in any form on earth. Slavery is everywhere.
From unpaid work in marriage to unpaid work in the family, to minimum wage in the market to a hundred other arenas, slavery is the way of earth.
Feminism and humanitarianism are the movements against it. Slavery is fascism. Fascism is everywhere. We just don't know it. They made sure that we don't know it. Now we do. And we will forever.
Society calls it bullying. Society calls it unfortunate, while propping it up in every single second, across the world. Fascism must die. Fascism will die. Fascism is to die.
That is World Ascension. The end of fascism.
My Business Is Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The point of this planet is to find out what we are not, so we can find out what we are.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The journey to the breaking of one's lower self into one's great self. The actual journey. That is my business. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. Turning oneself into gold and honey and authentic power. The pain of transformation, the shock and the trauma and terror and resistance of it. The path to heaven on earth. That is my business. THAT part of it. The crucifixion and disability of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. The pain of it.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
The compassion to go with the passion. The discipline of mind, to know your darkness and the education of a post patriarchal man. Love. And changing the very matter of your spiritual DNA. Ascension. I can feel it coming. The build up is your job. The rest I can help with.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Avatar (James Cameron)
My daughter will teach you our ways. Learn well, Jake Sully. Then we will see if your insanity can be cured.
Mo'at
Natural Born Mystic™
Misogyny is sadism against women. An unconscious hijacking and a conscious will to maintain it.
Tyranny and sadism. Misogynists. Slaves of Sauron (Tolkein's Lord of the Rings). Wifebeaters.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
An Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (Avatar) is her Sacred Warrior Protector™
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Natural Born Mystic™
A Natural Born Mystic™ is primarily a Sacred Whore Healer as a Cinderella Warrior™. As a woman. A High Priestess Wizard™ is a Sacred Whore Healer and Enlightener. That has specific duties and challenges to do with men and their immense madness (Mo'at - Avatar) and their profanity (killing God The Mother, The Triple Goddess) and monetising the slavery of emotional care. A Sacred Whore Healer has to do this against all the odds. She does it because she and they, the Sacred Whore Healers and High Priestess Wizards™ are the strongest.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Natural Born Mystic™
'Respect' as fear.
'The Accomplished Female' = the only thing that the male patriarch can deliver as 'love'. Men do not tolerate women earning money. They want slavery to instil FEAR. Fear as 'respect'. Fear is not 'respect'.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2014
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™
The secret enemies of psychological warfare. From within and without. Bringing the darkness of evil into the light. Immense self belief, intelligence and courage, plus wizardry. In other words, 'naming it and shaming it and letting it go' and re-programming the mind from any belief to another. To evolve.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Sexuality, non religious 'Wizard' and 'Witch' spirituality (the Gnostic intelligence of esoteric and consciousness exploration, ie wisdom and love) and human rights are the least fashionable things and the most uncomfortable things on the planet. And the things human beings have been damning and condemning for 8000 years. And the things that most people are absolutely fascinated by. What a shame. How bourgeois. How ordinary. How ego.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Super Sacred Brother Lover™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Spiritual power = emotional power = emotional intelligence = mental intelligence = re-programming of the whole self = spiritual intelligence = The Lost Knowledge™ = power = The New World.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Company
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Harvest
And then comes the great battle. The war for one's dreams. The mastering of the ego. The attainment of the harvest of one's inner life. Certainty.
The key at this stage is to not worry. The Universe answers will. Will, will, will and will. Each day of 'failure' to overcome yourself or attain what you want or declare who you really are is a day of purifying your soul and chipping away at the ego. This is the final showdown. Ascension. This is the final battle and the toughest one you will ever wage in your life, within you. How to get what you really really want and how to feel really really good about it. Certainty.
The certainty of the warrior. A warrior who knows that everyone CAN be taken care of, despite the warrior's certainty of dream which does not include them, a warrior who knows that this is the will of The Universe and not his or her own 'ego' dream, a warrior who is not afraid to stand up in society or in the group or in the family and say, 'this is me, this is who I am'. The certainty of the warrior. Soul.
The warrior who makes the pain and sadness sacrifice to go after what he or she has wanted and worked towards their whole life, or indeed, lives on earth. A warrior, who CAN turn the world upside down to attain the dream.
As the dream begins to manifest, the ego grows enormous. This is raw terror and the pains and fears of old. Ego after all has been your 'best friend'. It took care of you when no one else would. As is the way of the path of life.
The last stand of ego and it will fight you all the way and give you bitter disappointments every day that you 'fail' and tell you, 'ah, see, you couldn't do it again, it can't be right, it isn't meant to be' and every other negative under the sun. Every day you can't do what you are being pushed and driven to do. You don't fail. You chisel away and wash away another layer of the fearful and grief ridden ego. You just wash away another level of doubt and fear, in other words. This is the alchemical truth of the norm.
It is a very painful and frustrating performance of daily action. To attain your dream and make it happen.
The fear of loss then grows even more, alongside it. What if, what if, what if.
Believe in yourself, believe in the process and believe in the dream. The dream is not going anywhere but standing right in front of you with open arms. The dream loves you. You are worthy of the dream. The dream is worthy of you.
And the more you push, the more you take the blows of daily pain and temporary loss of gain, the further you go forward every day. That is will in action.
That is the development of courage. That is a warrior, refining his or her weapons.
The ability to love is created minute by minute and the ability to CREATE and manifest true life is created minute by minute. You are in rapid growth at this point. And growth is painful.
What is the weapon that is being refined? The vehicle of the higher purpose of the soul. The dream that dreamed you. The alchemical transformation of ALL your lives.
When it comes, it's a shock. When it comes, the anxiety is uncontrollable. When it comes, the GRIEF is inconsolable. When it comes, it carries so much pain. When it comes, it goes. When it comes, it goes.
Will. The manufacture of courage. And the certainty of love.
Confidence. Certainty. Creation.
The alchemical shift is rebirth. Redemption. The harvest of your soul.
Be patient. And then be REALLY impatient. And drink lots of water. The rebirth is as painful as the first birth. You are re entering earth. This time as your true and beautiful and conscious within consciousness self. You are entering soul. Soul loves you. So does your dream. You pass the test. It is will.
The rest will come. You are worthy. And you deserve every happiness you dreamed of. You deserve your dream. Because you have the will.
And just remember this. Everything you have ever been and everything you have ever done, has prepared you for this moment on earth. The entrance into soul is the attainment of your dream. To BE yourself. Your true self. To be you, have the life you want and the love you want in your life. To love without condition, to love in the pure heart again, with inner power and outer power combined. To possess the (holy) warrior's key. Certainty. To BECOME soul. To become you. To become your dream.
Certainty = redemption = courage = soul = dream.
Bear the pain and don't doubt the dream. It's worth it. Push that will. Take the blows. And then get up and push again. Fear will finally be pacified. Fear will finally know you are okay. Fear will finally give way. Courage is your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2015
I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and currently lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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