Writings. The Meaning of Life lll. Ego to Soul. Amera Ziganii Rao

Soul Self Pt ll (Artwork)

Writings. The Meaning of Life lll. Ego To Soul. Amera Ziganii Rao

Self acceptance is Soul. Ego is your impression of who you are. What you were told you are. What you were told you should be. Ego is therefore vanity and self hatred all at the same time, because ego is the false self. We hold onto self importance and we crave letting it go at the same time. Soul is the self acceptance of what are our real gifts and what are our real mediocrities. And accepting the truth of both. Soul is the freedom we crave. Soul is the freedom that is always available. The world is built on ego, on falseness. The truth is in you. And waiting.

Consciousness. We are a very stupid species. We are also a very intelligent one. It is not enough for us to be told what is right and what is wrong. That is why neither religion nor fascism can ever last for long. We don’t like being told to do, however much we might differ in our determination to be free. Some of us were born to ‘kill’ for it. Others are slower. At the same time, we are all on the same journey. To find out the truth and to find peace. As a people with mind to go with heart, we have to find out for ourselves and understand the why. That is consciousness. The detailed analysis and examination of feelings, emotion and thought, to find out what the truth is and what makes us feel peace. That journey is First Existence to Second Existence.

It is not just religion that ‘is the opium for the masses’. The masses is First Existence. The mob. What I was born to as well. Opium is also the illusion of happiness that holds its grip on us with a vice-like strength of sentimentality, resistance and pain. Freeing the mind is not an easy thing to do. Morpheus tells Neo in The Matrix that he must apologise as they had decided long ago, not to work on someone’s mind after a certain age. The resistance was too strong and the pain too deep. It’s why we can in theory agree to anything, any thought, any idea, any piece of enlightenment. But why we will resist to the end to truly take it on board.

Emotion is a uniquely human thing. Feelings are intuition and thought is the mind. Emotion is the trigger to the feelings and to the mind. The ego part of us that is ego in wounding and superego in non wounding. Ego in First Existence and Superego in Second Existence. Ego per se never leaves us. It is us and part of us forever and the human part. But ego, per se, changes, if we change. And Ego, per se, finally becomes a great and quite entertaining friend as well as a pain in the neck. Superego is our companion from then on and the part of us that ‘feels’ and lives.

But that is when we are finally in control of that part of us, as opposed to it being in control of us. We are present on Earth at long last and not hysterical or catatonically terrified or out of control in temper, agony or even ecstasy. We actually ARE those emotions at last, as opposed to being swept along with the force of that part of us that seems to be separate from us and who appears when it wants to and embarrasses us, gets us into trouble and always seems to be holding us back from something.

We learn to parent it. We learn to guide it and control it and work with it and be its boss. That is Second Existence. We learn to master fear, pain, rage, criticism, judgment and so on. We also learn to master out of control joy. The kind that sweeps us away into a cocaine sort of hysteria where we can’t settle at anything or enjoy anything, because it feels too mad. What some people, very inaccurately call passion.

That is not passion. Passion is the mastery of that part of us. Reason is the mastery of the brain. Passion and reason are Second Existence forms of being. Anything else is both hysteria if you like, and the cerebral. First Existence. Passion is also the most sacred, primal part of us. For those of us who feel, passion is the central strength and the most important joy. The whole point of being. The sexuality, sensuality and emotion, soul and everything else of being. Happiness. Reason is the compassion to go with it. The wisdom. The peace. Those are the Second Existence truths of passion and reason. Like the word 'love', society has a thousand inaccurate meanings for them. The exploration has just begun.

So, back to the illusion of happiness. The illusion we truly will ‘kill’ for. In First Existence. Spiritual masters have always talked of feeling happy, in the moment, right here, right now, blah, blah, blah. With due respect, these terms have to be broken down and analysed and re termed for them to make sense. I feel that, especially as a confirmed nihilist. There is no such thing as happiness and there should not even be, as far as I am concerned and what I have learned.

Life is a school room, not a playground. Play is when we die. Which is odd, because that is exactly what religion preaches. Which always feeds my feelings about religion. That they are of the ego. They are most certainly of man’s ego, but actually, just ego per se. An emotional, thick and turgid view of true esoteric devastating truths, if you like. The soap opera of literature. Spirituality being the literature, religion being the soap opera, obviously. The short hand version. The simple version. The cartoon version. 

Religion is full of truth but on a very minute, rather stupid scale, to say the least. Play is when you die, does not mean, do what you are told and be terrified of God and wait for death. Play when you die, means face the truth that life is the ‘abode of miseries’ and that it is a hard slog of the mind and heart and that we are here to evolve. Then we get to play and then we have to come here all over again and make a similar, painful, ridiculous journey and then play again. Life on Earth is like a rollercoaster through hell, because it is actually hell. It doesn’t mean we have a stupid set of rules and it doesn’t mean we give up either. That sort of thing.

As I say, we are here to work. Not till the fields and sweat kind of work. But inner work. To move from First Existence to Second Existence™. We are here to move from ego to soul. Nothing else. We are here to return to the Source. In each lifetime, on tangents here and there, but always going forward, back to the Source. Alive. We are here to work and we are here to evolve and we are here to snatch moments of temporary joy when we can. During a life of UN - happiness.

That is the meaning of life and once we are broken into truth with a ‘stake through the heart’ level of devastation, really, it’s not too bad. Because the stake through the heart really is that bad. What do you think suicide is? Those who couldn’t make it, peace be with them. And having been through it, I really am not surprised. Constantine singled out Mr lovely Jesus Christ, wise being that he was, as the only one who got crucified. I have no idea, first whether that truly happened as the Bible was put together hundreds of years later. Secondly, the journey I have been through and that mystics and those who are on the mystic path go through, sound remarkably similar. And there is not just one crucifixion. Believe me. It goes on and on and on and on. Ascendancy, evolution, moving through the wounded and stupid ego to soul is perennial crucifixion. 

And when we look back on the tale of Jesus Christ, well it looks remarkably similar. It may well have been an esoteric description of his purification and evolution. However it could also have been what has happened to me most recently. Assassination from the outside once we have evolved because we are fearless and will not stand for fascism anymore. Take your pick. But the point is that Jesus Christ did not die ‘for our sins’. He died to show the cruelty of men. Like anyone who dies to show the cruelty of man and woman.

But as I say, once you get used to the permanent crucifixions, it’s not too bad. What comes after is great, truly great. Wisdom, peace, courage and intelligence. Just for starters. It’s okay to realise and accept that life on Earth is work, pain and growing and healing and becoming. It’s the storytellers from hell, from religion who will tell you that life is black and white and you just have to follow rules and no one is going to do that without baulking. That is why religion is fading fast. And the alternative is great but there is no wisdom. We are either a stupid religious people or an even more stupid spirituality – less people. There is something else. Spirituality. Esoteric knowledge. The lost knowledge. The truth. But as Jean Paul Sartre says, who I believe was classified as a spirituality less Existentialist, whose teachings sound remarkably spiritual to me, said, we have to take responsibility for who we are. That is why we love religion. Because in that, we don’t have to do fuck all, other than follow the rules. Beeeeeep. Not the way.

It’s crap and you know it. It is the easy way. Religion is for lazy bastards who think that three ‘hail Marys’ or going to the mosque is going to save your soul. Right? No.

You have to put slightly more work in than that. And I am not talking about fasting for thirty days. I am talking about thinking and feeling and communing with Spirit. I am talking about taking responsibility for the dark heart of the ego. And getting rid of it. I am talking about therapy, counselling, getting the rage out of oneself and into the dustbin. That is saving your soul. And a fuck of a lot more. I am talking about what is so dismissed as ‘new age’. I am talking about self spirituality. I am talking about God.

And what is more, it is a fuck of a lot more fascinating. Once the truth is faced that life is a pile of shit and really hard emotional work forever, it’s fascinating, devastating and if we are lucky, it’s very sexual – yes I said sexual – sexual, dark, passionate and highly intelligent and highly successful and highly confident and – yes, happy. Sort of. It will do. But it will more than do. Actually I am beginning to like it. Second Existence™. No illusions. But peace, joy and self esteem and self knowledge and contentment. Oh yes. And of course, the ability to be who you truly are, no matter what anyone says, no matter what anyone does to you and no matter what they try to do to you. That is worth it. Do you get that with religion? Really?

Certainly what I have been blessed and burdened to learn is a fuck of a lot better than the brutal agony of idealism and desperately trying to cling onto the sentimental hope of First Existence. I remember it well.

To know God is to be Second Existence™. Soul. To know God is to be devastated and woken up from a terrifying but oh, so comforting dream of pseudo hope. We choose. Always. I made the right choice in the end. That is the peace. And if you need any help in choosing, yes, it’s not much of a choice on one level. Either pain with illusion or pain with reality. It is true. But it is much more fascinating and as I say, what else is worth more than being able to be who you truly are and doing what the fuck you want and to actually enjoy it and not feel shame, guilt, duty and all the other ridiculous ideas forced on us when we are relatively HAPPY children. Knowing God is the way to get rid of all that crap. Because THAT is MAN made. Man, being the operative word, but that’s a whole ‘nother piece.

Unplugging from the Matrix. To know God. To know everything you are capable of and never stopping. Very painful but very satisfying too. And above all, the manufacture and growth of courage. Who the fuck doesn’t want that?

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The Meaning of Life. The Return to The Temple. The Return to The Female Wisdom Society. Amera Ziganii Rao

A man who IS your passion is rare enough. A man who is your passion and who can love you too is the miracle. Two years of uncovering the male ego shows me how miraculous that miracle could ever be. Sad but okay. The whole world is set up to separate men from women, politically, sociologically, anthropologically, historically, humanity wise and friendship wise. The Return has just begun and will take lifetimes to change. Male and Tribal Leaders and Dowagers fascism will take forever to go.

Which is why, if you have experienced a great passion in life, that memory becomes enough, especially when you realise that is all there is. Co-dependency, slavery and hatred can never compete with that. Best to carry the memory and forget the whole thing. After all, need is not love. Soul is love. Anything else is just not worth it. The memory of the passion is the only thing one finally 'needs'.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Angels and Human, Great Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Angels and the memory of 'a great love' = Passion and God. The Self. Soul. Love. There is no point sharing with a species that is incapable of love. The species being ego. Heal yourself, experience and share the Divinity of passion. And then leave. The recourse for The Sacred Whore Avatars of this world. And quite beautiful actually once the tears have stopped. Women struggle for years to find out why men and families do not love. Now we know and feel the peace of compassion. We are the ones who get God and we are the ones who get passion. We are the ones who love and we are the ones who can grow, leave and remember.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The Patriarchal Male. Amera Ziganii Rao 

He gave me the best of himself. His passion. His 'in love' on the deepest level there is. There can be nothing else with a man. They are The Ego Species™, the cruel species and the hollow species. Financial Whoremongers™, High Priestess Violators™, Emotional Rapists and Bourgeois Fascists. The PEOPLE of this Earth who cannot and will not yet heal. The Ordinary Mortals. The men and the women of The Ego Species™. The People of The Tribe. Theirs will come in lifetimes. Their evolution. 

But he gave me the best of himself because he loved me that much. I am his passion forever too. His goddess and his Sacred Whore Avatar™. His Queen. He did what he could and he will always be with me. My unseen world, twin soul of passion. I did my duty. I loved him, I educated him, I learned with him and then I left him. All my duty and all what I had to do. 

A Queen is born alone. There is no space on Earth for love yet. But he gave me the best of himself because in his way, he loved me that much. And he always will. Passion. God on Earth too. My strength and my joy. Passion. Him. But I get You too. And that makes me much much more than a Mortal. And in that is my strength too. You.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO

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FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

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Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

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Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

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Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.

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Thank you to outside sources for photography and artwork. Darkroomed by Amera Ziganii Rao 

Financial Whoremongering. Deliberate Cruelty. Amera Ziganii Rao

Slavery (Artwork)

Financial Whoremongering. Deliberate Cruelty. Amera Ziganii Rao

Financial Whoremongering the world over. In all its ways and all its methods. Don’t be fooled by extremes. Men of this kind can be very wealthy and can be very poor too. It’s not the amount of money they have, it’s the attitude over it. ‘Letting’ a woman work part time and taking all her money. Pimping under legal tenure. Telling a woman to go out to work alongside children and housework, so she can spend most of the housekeeping money from her own pocket. Greed and selfishness under legal tenure. Only wanting to be with a woman who earns a lot so he can keep his money to himself while he takes hers. Selfish, greedy pseudo liberated arseholes. Direct financial whoremongering, caging her and not letting her do anything. Leaving a woman because she is not just creating as a hobby but is working on a vocation, so he won't be able to abuse and control her. The most disgusting kind of man there is. Don't be fooled into thinking it is just one kind of method. It’s all the same thing. Men of cruelty and money. The whole world over. Financial whoremongers. The proof is in the statistics. It is endemic, institutional and the most accepted thing on Earth. And it has to stop. Being abused is no longer worth it. They are not worth it.

It is in the workplace, in friendships, in the family home, everywhere. Men of this kind will not share power because they do not want to share the money. What sociologists and psychologists refer to most I think when they talk of womb envy.

Which means that having children with men, being with men, being their unpaid domestic slaves or trophies is a direct ticket to abuse. It's in the statistics. And the only way it will stop is to have the children without them, not be with them and learn how to earn money ourselves even if it means going independent, as so many women across the world are doing now. Other peoples are doing it, and it is ten times as hard for us, because we love men. And it means being totally alone. It is not just retiring into a particular people and being economically separatist. It means going it totally alone without the 'love'. No one knows that more than me. And then it finally dawns that it was all an illusion. There was never any love. The cruel do not love. The only way for fascism to stop is to stop it. It took me years but I finally get it. Financial whoremongering. Fascism by cockless, Godless 'men'.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I come from the filthiest men on the planet. Polite wife beaters. Sadists, backed by institutional and financial power. 'Men' who make you feel like a whore for every penny you spend of theirs. They are the filthiest, most evil men on the planet, because they beat you with 'love' and 'generosity' while everything is conditional and dependent on what you give them. Whoremongers. That's what I come from.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

"One always hates what one wrongs". Thomas Becket to Henry ll in the film version of Jean Anouilh's Becket. (12 Oscar nominations. 1964). One always hates what one wrongs and misogyny is hatred of women. 'Nuff said. Families hate daughters for the same reason. Racism is based on hatred and so is any lack of compassion. Funny that. A generic truth and a specific truth. One always hates what one wrongs. That's the thing about being unconscious. Is it really unconscious? Really? I don't think so. People may become conscious, but people never really change. A bastard and a bitch will always be that. A person of entrenched coercive power never really loses that, even in soul. I believed that would happen. Legend would have it, for instance, Roland Joffe's The Mission (7 Oscar nominations. 1986). But now I see differently. You cannot ignore life's lessons. First Existence is First Existence. Most people don't make it. Not in this lifetime. Becket is a fantastic study of corruption and coercive rule and the one person who will not live by it. Becket was a fellow twat with Henry ll before being made Archbishop of Canterbury and finding his soul. Henry ll finally has him killed for daring to disobey him. But even as a twat, Becket was a kind one. When he becomes soul, he exacerbates what he already was. People therefore never really change. Once a financial or Tribe or family whoremonger, male or female, always a financial or Tribe or family whoremonger. My life and the life of anyone leading the fight for freedom always has to teach discernment. People may mellow, people may even purify a little, but people never really change. Once a whoremonger, always a whoremonger. Once cruel, always cruel. Warriors have to know very clearly who can heal and who cannot. I learnt the hard way and maybe that is the only way. But once those lessons are learnt, they are never forgotten. Cruel people never change. Forgiveness and discernment are two very different things. That is the job of a lightworker warrior.

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As Blanche Dubois says in Tennessee Williams' A Streetcar Named Desire, the one unforgivable thing is deliberate cruelty. Whoremongering is deliberate, institutional cruelty. Fascism. Unforgivable and unredeemable. The right to discern belongs to warriors. Forgiveness is not a duty. It is a feeling. And it is a blessing one bestows if it is applicable. An intuition and a decision based on humanity. Deliberate cruelty does not fall into that remit. It shouldn't and it needn't and any light warrior who takes the lesson of forgiveness and applies it willy nilly, does themselves a disservice. That is not how it is meant. Wisdom and obligation are two different things. A pure heart and a purified heart means one has the right to decide what and who to forgive and what that means and what to do with it. Or not. Deliberate, institutional, long term, intransigent cruelty is not forgivable. Nor should it be. 'They will answer to their Maker', goes the saying. That is not our job. Our job is to face the truth and run.

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The hope and the future. Life after whoremongers. Exodus and the new world. CONSCIOUS and SEXY beautiful men (cruelty not being a symptom of unconsciousness but of cruelty per se. Nothing to do with the journey from ego to soul. Cruel is cruel). Men with the gift. Men with humanity. Towards WOMEN. The past is dead. The past is gone. The Color Purple and Like Water for Chocolate. Whoremongers, male and female. Gone.

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Other Links

Trophies of Beauty. The Achilles Heel. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/trophies-of-beauty-achilles-heel-amera.html

Whoremonger Nemesis. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/whoremonger-nemesis-amera-ziganii-rao.html

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile

WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST

Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.

AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING

Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you

AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao ©

Esoteric. Self Actualiser. Consciousness Explorer. Philosophical Writer. Essayist. Dramatist. Actor. Prose Writer. Photographer. Film & TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Ex-Journalist.

Thank you to Free Your Mind and Think for original artwork. Darkroomed by Amera Ziganii Rao

Trophies of Beauty. The Achilles Heel. Amera Ziganii Rao

Super Siren X (Artwork)

Trophies of Beauty. The Achilles Heel. Amera Ziganii Rao

A Trophy of Beauty therefore is an unpaid domestic whore. Another unpaid domestic form of slavery. My Achilles heel. I thought I was being treated well, because he wasn’t just going to have me on the side, like all the others I have known. I wasn’t just going to be the mistress, but finally, a wife. And I thought I had escaped all the ‘misogynies’ and slaveries in the home, but there was one left. The Trophy Beauty. The Unpaid Domestic Caged Whore.

The Unpaid Domestic Trophy Beauty Caged Whore. The other kind of wife. Not allowed vocation, not allowed a career and made to become stupid and shallow along with all other trophy beauties at the country club or the nail parlour or the like. All misogyny and all prejudice on the basis of not seeing a woman as anything other than a woman. What a waste of time. What profane stupid non love. Society talks of prostitution being the problem. Hardly. It’s in the fucking home. Kill my mind, so I can get your sex and your ‘love’? Pretend not to be interested in anything else other than you? What do you think is my answer to that, motherfucka? The sex I can take care of myself thanks. I don’t need a pimp who doesn’t even pay. I can get that round the corner.

Give me a conscious man or give me nothing. I am so not interested anymore. What a tragic waste of time. My Achilles heel. Male beauty, the unconscious sincerity on his face and then the dagger of misogyny and cruelty to follow for your troubles. Forget it, it’s just not worth it. The M stands for Monster. I will not be caged and I will not be violated and if you cannot take my mind with my beauty, then you know what you can do. And now, I know too. You will never touch me again and you will never get my attention ever again. You are just not worth it. Misogyny is the scourge of the Earth. Male prejudice against women. Male dehumanisation of women. Male classification of women. Male genocide of women. It’s just not worth it anymore.

Pretty, evil prejudiced women dehumanising, women hating monsters. Cockless males. Misogynists. The male world.

I can wait for a conscious man. I became a conscious woman. The law of attraction may just finally work, now the underbelly of male evil in my life has been cleared. I can wait. I know now, what kind of miracle of miracle of miracle it would be. A conscious man who can see a woman as a human being. My real twin soul. Fuck off, usurper. Your love was never sado masochism. Your love was just sadism. Been there, done that, saw it all my life.

I don’t want ordinary, sexy men. I don’t want ‘male racists’. I want my miracle. Or nothing at all. I certainly do not want you. You were just the work. The clearing out of all the male sheit of ego, what it is, what the problem is, what the cruelty is, what the turgidity is and why you just cannot make women happy, whatever you do. Racists do not make people of colour happy. A misogynist cannot make a woman happy. Simple as.

Male misogyny. The scourge of the Earth. It’s everywhere and we have to wake up to it, however hopeless and painful it seems to be. Nothing is worth being caged for. That has nothing to do with love.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Other Links

Whoremonger Nemesis. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/whoremonger-nemesis-amera-ziganii-rao.html

The High Priestess (Priest) and the Mortal. Virulent Madness. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/high-priestess-priest-and-mortal.html

Heaven on Earth. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/heaven-on-earth-amera-ziganii-rao.html

A Busy Brain and an Impressive Cleavage. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/06/busy-brain-and-impressive-cleavage.html

The Generic Chattel Overturned. The End of The World. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/12/generic-chattel-overturned-end-of-world.html

Sadomasochism. The Definition. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/03/sadomasochism-definition-amera-ziganii.html

The Sacred Whore Wife. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/05/sacred-whore-wife-amera-ziganii-rao.html

Whoremonger Strategy. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/05/whoremonger-strategy-amera-ziganii-rao.html





A PROFILE: AMERA ZIGANII RAO 

FEMINIST. METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST. ARTIST 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

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Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

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SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™

Writer. Philosopher. Esoteric Mystic. Clair Cognisant. Seer. Hierophant. Enlightener. Inspirer. Visionary. Artist. Creative; Human Rights. Self Actualization. Liberation. Feminization. Masculinisation. Equalization. Spiritualization. Sexualisation. The Merging of Spirituality and Sexuality (again at last). Self Responsibility. Self Empowerment. Healing. Humanity. Imagination. Intelligence. Compassion. Passion. Revolution. War. Power. The Wisdom Society. The Warrior Society. Success. Strength. Happiness. Love.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth. Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Copyright and intellectual property rights are serious issues. And legally protected. Please do not reproduce my work anywhere without due credit and obviously, never for financial gain. 'Big Sister' is watching you! Other than that, please continue to enjoy my original work and the work of (credited) others, for free, while I work on using my material in further professional formats. Thank you for your interest and support.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

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Writings: Whoremonger Nemesis. Temujin

Priesthood Pt lll (Artwork) 

Temujin © Digital Darkroom Art 

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Whoremonger Nemesis. Temujin

And then the final piece falls into place. It is not the Mother Psychotic Homo erotic, lothario male, it is not the male who needs too much so needs to control, the male or female of that archetype, it is just pure trophism. Hoarding the money so he can have a trophy. Not 'letting' her work, so he can have a trophy. The ultimate in dehumanisation. The deadliest monsters in the world. The ones who really pretend to be your friend, when they are just your stupid, disgusting, Tribe family all over again. Same evil, same motivation, same sickness, same cruelty, same dehumanisation. Across culture, class and even gender. Everyone wants to cage beauty. Everyone wants to cage the High Priestess. Everyone is her enemy and a danger to her. Everyone but the conscious. The truly conscious. The humane. The liberated and the intelligent. The rest, they are just the trolls and flotsam and jetsam of the 'human' race. Cinderella's nightmare. The pseudo Prince Charming. There are no Prince Charmings in an ordinary world. They are just vain and stupid trophy hunting cockless, Godless men. Interesting, how that rhymes. Cockless and Godless. I like it. The twisted pseudo worshipping of a woman and the excuse therefore to cage her, silence her and have her as his trophy. Ownership of women. Slavery. Chattelship and the most appalling, subtle form of abuse in the world. No wonder, polite society condemns prosititution for charging. It's always been about the money a prostitute 'dares' to charge, not the fact that she is there for sex. Every day the world just looks prettier and prettier. Men are programmed to be disgusting. Evil and cruel. If we know that, we are winning. Cruel selfish families and then cruel, disgusting, vain, whoremonger men. All that glitters is not gold. Whoremongers. And this one was my Nemesis. My last unconscious bastard from hell. And indeed, my last conscious whoremonger trophy hunting pseudo male. Unconscious and yet so conscious. Conscious evil is not consciousness. Conscious evil is just evil. My last pathetic cock. Cockless and Godless = male vanity. Whoremonger Nemesis. Exodus. Kiss my arse Dorian Grey and fuck off. It's done. Each new layer of recognition sheds you off my back like the albatross that you have been. My whoremonger nemesis indeed. Warriors love nemeses. That is what we are trained for. To move through them, move away from them and learn how to never again enter that same level of ordinary existence. Be my nemesis, whoremonger. I know I was yours.

The hope and the future. Life after whoremongers. Exodus and the new world. CONSCIOUS and SEXY beautiful men. Men with the gift. Men with humanity. Towards WOMEN. The past is dead. The past is gone. The Color Purple and Like Water for Chocolate. Whoremongers, male and female. Gone.

Temujin © 2012

Misogyny is therefore the refusal to classify a woman as anything other than a woman. She is not a human being. Racism is the same. Classifying a person as a race and not a human being. Same with any other prejudice. Misogyny is therefore the biggest, worldwide, endemic prejudice and genocide of the HUMAN race. Half of it. Relationship, marriage and family are therefore all forms of abuse by the very nature of being. Misogyny is the unconscious state of the world. Feminism has not even begun to begin. I will be seen as a human being or nothing at all, so thanks, but you can shove your ideologies of relationship and marriage and the like. I’d rather eat plastic. I will never ever again in my life, entertain the idea of even a cup of tea, with a person who does not see me as a human being. I did it with race, with fattism, with disability, with chattelship, with abuse by parents and siblings, with generic boredom overload and so many things, the hollowness of life, but now I do it with misogyny. A conscious male therefore is one who knows all this and who has turned it all around. I am a conscious female. One of life’s miracles. And now I know what miracle it will take to ever find a conscious male. Good job I am no longer looking in any way, shape or form. What a complete and utter waste of time. Hell is indeed, other people. Hell is men. Hell is misogyny and hell is family and hell is the Tribe and hell is polite, normal, turgid, ridiculous, stupid, cruel society. Thanks. See ya. I will never ever be left for having a mind ever again. I will never be left again for being a human being. A conscious male is possible. A one in a billion possibility perhaps but possible. Whatever. What will be, will be. At least I don’t ever have to make an effort ever again. If there is one out there who moves me and who can convince me, fair enough, but I am certainly not holding my breath anymore, now I know the truth. It is not just knowing that misogyny is the problem. It is knowing that there are many types of misogyny and knowing which one you attract. It’s a whole science and it now bores me. I just want the past out of me and to share my stories so we have more of an education as to what the blandly put ‘glass ceiling’ is in the home. No point to relationships or marriage whatsoever. The greatest challenge on Earth, to become conscious so misogyny can go. That will take lifetimes. As Samuel Beckett said, ‘nothing matters but the writing. Nothing else has been worthwhile’. And he was MALE.

Temujin © 2012

The Different Types of Misogyny (So far).

Domestic unpaid slave. To be caged.

Trophy of Beauty. To be caged.

Obedient wife. To be caged.

Mother of Children. To be caged.

The part time earner and domestic slave. Let out for a few hours but otherwise caged.

The part time earner and domestic slave and obedient wife and mother of children. To be let out for a few hours and then caged. 

The fellow worker as assistant and domestic slave and obedient wife and mother of children. To be let out for a few hours and then caged.

The so called equal partner, domestic slave, obedient wife and mother of children. Apparently free but caged.

The regularly visiting daughter. To be caged by mothers just as if they were their mothers’ wives. Same difference.

Temujin © 2012

It may be simplistic, but you could sum up my two marriages by saying that, when I wanted to be a wife, Jimmy [Stewart Granger] would say: 'I just want you to be pretty.' And when I wanted to cook, Richard would say: 'Forget the cooking. You've been trained to act – so act!' Most people thought I was helpless – a clinger and a butterfly – during my first marriage. It was Richard Brooks who saw what was wrong and tried to make me stand on my own two feet. I'd whine: 'I'm afraid.' And he'd say: 'Never be afraid to fail. Every time you get up in the morning, you are ahead.'

Jean Simmons


Other Links

Kiss My Arse. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-amera-ziganii-rao.html

Kiss My Arse Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-pt-ll-amera-ziganii-rao.html

Kiss My Arse Pt lll. Godless Men and Cinderella Warriors. Amera Ziganii Rao

http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-pt-lll-godless-men-and.html



Temujin. A Profile


WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST

Temujin is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.

TEMUJIN SCHOOL OF LEARNING

Writer and Enlightener, Temujin, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you

TEMUJIN SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

TEMUJIN © 2011

Esoteric. Self Actualiser. Consciousness Explorer. Philosophical Writer. Essayist. Dramatist. Actor. Prose Writer. Photographer. Film & TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Ex-Journalist.