Whoremonger Nemesis. Temujin
And then the final piece falls into place. It is not the Mother Psychotic Homo erotic, lothario male, it is not the male who needs too much so needs to control, the male or female of that archetype, it is just pure trophism. Hoarding the money so he can have a trophy. Not 'letting' her work, so he can have a trophy. The ultimate in dehumanisation. The deadliest monsters in the world. The ones who really pretend to be your friend, when they are just your stupid, disgusting, Tribe family all over again. Same evil, same motivation, same sickness, same cruelty, same dehumanisation. Across culture, class and even gender. Everyone wants to cage beauty. Everyone wants to cage the High Priestess. Everyone is her enemy and a danger to her. Everyone but the conscious. The truly conscious. The humane. The liberated and the intelligent. The rest, they are just the trolls and flotsam and jetsam of the 'human' race. Cinderella's nightmare. The pseudo Prince Charming. There are no Prince Charmings in an ordinary world. They are just vain and stupid trophy hunting cockless, Godless men. Interesting, how that rhymes. Cockless and Godless. I like it. The twisted pseudo worshipping of a woman and the excuse therefore to cage her, silence her and have her as his trophy. Ownership of women. Slavery. Chattelship and the most appalling, subtle form of abuse in the world. No wonder, polite society condemns prosititution for charging. It's always been about the money a prostitute 'dares' to charge, not the fact that she is there for sex. Every day the world just looks prettier and prettier. Men are programmed to be disgusting. Evil and cruel. If we know that, we are winning. Cruel selfish families and then cruel, disgusting, vain, whoremonger men. All that glitters is not gold. Whoremongers. And this one was my Nemesis. My last unconscious bastard from hell. And indeed, my last conscious whoremonger trophy hunting pseudo male. Unconscious and yet so conscious. Conscious evil is not consciousness. Conscious evil is just evil. My last pathetic cock. Cockless and Godless = male vanity. Whoremonger Nemesis. Exodus. Kiss my arse Dorian Grey and fuck off. It's done. Each new layer of recognition sheds you off my back like the albatross that you have been. My whoremonger nemesis indeed. Warriors love nemeses. That is what we are trained for. To move through them, move away from them and learn how to never again enter that same level of ordinary existence. Be my nemesis, whoremonger. I know I was yours.
The hope and the future. Life after whoremongers. Exodus and the new world. CONSCIOUS and SEXY beautiful men. Men with the gift. Men with humanity. Towards WOMEN. The past is dead. The past is gone. The Color Purple and Like Water for Chocolate. Whoremongers, male and female. Gone.
Temujin © 2012
Misogyny is therefore the refusal to classify a woman as anything other than a woman. She is not a human being. Racism is the same. Classifying a person as a race and not a human being. Same with any other prejudice. Misogyny is therefore the biggest, worldwide, endemic prejudice and genocide of the HUMAN race. Half of it. Relationship, marriage and family are therefore all forms of abuse by the very nature of being. Misogyny is the unconscious state of the world. Feminism has not even begun to begin. I will be seen as a human being or nothing at all, so thanks, but you can shove your ideologies of relationship and marriage and the like. I’d rather eat plastic. I will never ever again in my life, entertain the idea of even a cup of tea, with a person who does not see me as a human being. I did it with race, with fattism, with disability, with chattelship, with abuse by parents and siblings, with generic boredom overload and so many things, the hollowness of life, but now I do it with misogyny. A conscious male therefore is one who knows all this and who has turned it all around. I am a conscious female. One of life’s miracles. And now I know what miracle it will take to ever find a conscious male. Good job I am no longer looking in any way, shape or form. What a complete and utter waste of time. Hell is indeed, other people. Hell is men. Hell is misogyny and hell is family and hell is the Tribe and hell is polite, normal, turgid, ridiculous, stupid, cruel society. Thanks. See ya. I will never ever be left for having a mind ever again. I will never be left again for being a human being. A conscious male is possible. A one in a billion possibility perhaps but possible. Whatever. What will be, will be. At least I don’t ever have to make an effort ever again. If there is one out there who moves me and who can convince me, fair enough, but I am certainly not holding my breath anymore, now I know the truth. It is not just knowing that misogyny is the problem. It is knowing that there are many types of misogyny and knowing which one you attract. It’s a whole science and it now bores me. I just want the past out of me and to share my stories so we have more of an education as to what the blandly put ‘glass ceiling’ is in the home. No point to relationships or marriage whatsoever. The greatest challenge on Earth, to become conscious so misogyny can go. That will take lifetimes. As Samuel Beckett said, ‘nothing matters but the writing. Nothing else has been worthwhile’. And he was MALE.
Temujin © 2012
The Different Types of Misogyny (So far).
Domestic unpaid slave. To be caged.
Trophy of Beauty. To be caged.
Obedient wife. To be caged.
Mother of Children. To be caged.
The part time earner and domestic slave. Let out for a few hours but otherwise caged.
The part time earner and domestic slave and obedient wife and mother of children. To be let out for a few hours and then caged.
The fellow worker as assistant and domestic slave and obedient wife and mother of children. To be let out for a few hours and then caged.
The so called equal partner, domestic slave, obedient wife and mother of children. Apparently free but caged.
The regularly visiting daughter. To be caged by mothers just as if they were their mothers’ wives. Same difference.
Temujin © 2012
It may be simplistic, but you could sum up my two marriages by saying that, when I wanted to be a wife, Jimmy [Stewart Granger] would say: 'I just want you to be pretty.' And when I wanted to cook, Richard would say: 'Forget the cooking. You've been trained to act – so act!' Most people thought I was helpless – a clinger and a butterfly – during my first marriage. It was Richard Brooks who saw what was wrong and tried to make me stand on my own two feet. I'd whine: 'I'm afraid.' And he'd say: 'Never be afraid to fail. Every time you get up in the morning, you are ahead.'
Jean Simmons
Other Links
Kiss My Arse. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-amera-ziganii-rao.html
Kiss My Arse Pt ll. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-pt-ll-amera-ziganii-rao.html
Kiss My Arse Pt lll. Godless Men and Cinderella Warriors. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2012/02/kiss-my-arse-pt-lll-godless-men-and.html
Temujin. A Profile
WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST
Temujin is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.
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Writer and Enlightener, Temujin, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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