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Writings. Co-dependency Pt ll. Untrue Love to True Love. Amera Ziganii Rao
And then comes the other truth of co-dependency, the other truth that is always behind psychoses. The kind of person who wants to be part of a group and the kind of person who wants to lead that group. It’s all part of the same thing. Coercive power or compliant power, if you like. All part of the same negative and what all these dynamics are about, ultimately.
I keep asking for instance, how it all began. How did women go from being leaders and wise rulers, to slaves and wombs on hire? Forget Adam and Eve, that is just a pile of propaganda crap. Religion is by men, for men and of men, but how did it truly happen? Of course coercive bullying, fascism and cruelty go a long way to explain it, but maybe it is similar to the Indian experience.
The East India Company was not a slaving army that just moved in and took over the ‘colony’. The traditional memory is that 'the English' wormed their way in. The psychological warfare in other words, that creates the same ‘colony’ in a traditional home, where a man is King and a woman a slave.
And that comes down to always being brave enough and humble enough and intelligent enough to embrace self honesty and the knowledge that the Executioner and Victim dynamic may be based on hate and love, respectively, but that responsibility is actually, sadly equal. In other words, for someone like me, it means, don’t work with anyone or do anything with anyone. The de-chattelship healing in a non political, non sociological, generic, people healing way. Male or female, the Venus, Victim archetype always needs to change too. We are most definitely the protagonists in life, the heroines and the heroes, but this is about alchemy. Change your reality and you change your world which changes THE world. Ie, the Executioner archetype can't touch you anymore.
I always used to look at the other archetype, the Mars archetype, the Executioner archetype and 'envy' and be in awe over their supposed ability to do it alone. My version of 'penis envy' which for a short time, was quite strong. So I made the journey. How to stand on my own two feet, how to self love, how to be alone and how to be me. Now I know of course, that their apparent self sufficiency is just meanness actually and, thattheir belligerence for independence is not only fraudulent, because of the proof of coercive dependency need, by them, that I have seen in such alarming quantity in my life, but also just out of vengeance. To put it simply, they are just selfish and cruel bastards. That is not the answer either.
But past that, past the negative is the positive. And everything that I have learnt on my 15 year journey is to do it alone. To my archetype, pre-healing, this feels like a very tragic, sad thing. So to become free, to leave everyone behind, takes not just waging war against the Executioner archetype, who will kill you if you do not depend on them, but also separating from the Victim archetype too. Of course in oneself and then with others around you too. Other Venus or Victim types, who, firstly, are not above envy themselves - envy is not just a Mars archetype trait, even though one could argue that it is totally on a different level - and secondly, are too fast and too happy to ‘be with you’, to ‘work with you’ and ‘help you’.
Help is a noble thing in any language and the past 18 months saw the much needed help only come from them, out of ALL the people I know. I will never forget that and honour and praise them forever for that. At the same time, there has been a lot of resistance in 15 years from that archetype to let me be, to let me do it alone and to not judge me for being an independent. And then at the same time, it has to be always said, that one of the most awesome things about the Venus archetype is that we are always aware of this issue and always working on it. Because we are not psychopaths. But then again, I have known equal punishment by Venus men I have been involved with as Mars men. The institutional belief that woman is here to serve is across types for sure.
But Venus desire to be with people has always been an issue and then of course, what is inside oneself alchemically attracts situations so one can heal. And then of course, learned helplessness, being tortured for years and being hated are quite significant persuasive factors to stay within the mindframe of 'being with people'. Exchanging care for material care. The bullshit exchange on Earth and one we seem to get so trapped in out of our geniune generosity and belief in the team. For sure. Been working on that forever.
During one of my many co-dependency ‘friendships’ with the Executioner Archetype, for instance, I remember finally stopping and saying, ‘why am I going to see her?’ ‘Why?’ ‘Because I am lonely’. The realisation, that that human frailty in me was the single thing that I could do something about and why I had attracted these monsters into my life, especially the female ones, was stunning. And deeply joyous. I could do something about it. I could stop. So I did. And it was hard but so fulfilling and life changing.
Loneliness is the biggest issue for the Victim archetype because we are naturally people orientated. Forget it. It’s no good. Delve into it constructively and avoid it negatively. That is a honed skill and talent which takes years and years to master. The Executioner archetype is different. They are apparently people oriented too, but only on their own terms. Easier to spot in the end, but only because they are mean and hard and cruel and either spend all their time putting you down, but don’t want to let you go or they just stay away. The fellow Victim archetype is more subtle, more love based in theory, but equally as damaging.
We end up wasting a lot of time, just being with each other and getting nothing done and getting ‘weaker’ in the process. The thin line between how to be self autonomous and INTER dependent is mastery. And that journey in my life seems like it has just begun, even though I have been at it for years. No matter, it is worth it and the only thing that is worth it. For a Venus Victim Archetype therefore, the answer is to do it alone and go upwards and utilise the massive spiritual help and imagination and Soul help there is and for a Mars Executioner Archetype, don’t know, don’t care at the moment, but it always has to do with kindness and not being a vengeful idiot. That’s their problem and it is a real, worldwide, institutionally, destructive problem, but forget it and forget them. Let’s sort ourselves out and soar. Do it alone and enjoy it. Hence, business in the name of love. True independence and kindness together. Venus. Soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
Types of Power. Susan Edwards
A – Personal power: power over one’s self based on competence, skill, belief in self.
B – Role power: power from a position or role.
C – Power over others based on coercive power, power of the victim (martyr role).
D – Affiliative power: the power that comes from having people care about you.
E – Creative power: the power to imagine, dream and build.
Five different types of power, just to name a few. The power associated with love is considered a type of affiliative power. It comes alive through affiliation or relationships with other people.
Susan Edwards
And the truth comes that co-dependency is not some dysfunctional, wildly emotionally flawed state of being. Co-dependency is normal 'First Existence' love. Common love, every day love, what we all do so easily and with such complaining and misery and backbiting and meanness and frustration. Co-dependency is 'normal' love. Mastery it seems, is the ability to be alone, step out of the crowd, go it alone, and in so doing, be inter - dependent on other people and not stuck to other people, despite one's best efforts to be adult and mature. We share too much, talk too much and stay too much with each other. We do it because what we fear more than anything is to be left alone. That is mastery. Being alone is Second Existence. Samurai.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Co-operation and Balance. Number 2. Dan Millman. The Life You Were Born To Live
Imagine two hands, one open and offering, the other clenched in a fist of resistance. Which hand do you put forward most? Do you hold out both hands in equal measure? Do you over-help, then resent it? Where does your responsibility end and that of others begin? Have you found a balance in your life?
"Before we can make friends with anyone else, we must first make friends with ourselves." Eleanor Roosevelt.
Life Purpose.
Individuals working 2 as their life purpose are here to clarify the limits of their responsibility and learn to work with others in a spirit of harmony, balance, and mutual support. Because our life purpose is an uphill climb, those working 2 as a primary life purpose (20/2s, 39/12s, and 48/12s) and all those with a 2 in their birth number face the challenge of balancing their compelling sense of responsibility to others with their own inner needs and limits.
Balance is a major issue in the lives of 2s: balance between giving and receiving, between saying yes and saying no, between the value of thoughts and the value of feelings, between the needs of self and the needs of others. In order to achieve outer balance, especially in terms of co-operation, 2s first need to resolve their internal conflicts, discord and contradictions.
Inner co-operation can pose special difficulties for 2s. It's as if they have two people inside them, sitting side by side in a rowboat in the middle of a lake. One of the people is rich, and the other is poor: one is a Republican and the other a Democrat: one is tall and the other short; one is male, the other female; one is heavy, the other thin; one is a puritan, the other a hedonist; one is a believer, the other a sceptic; and so on.
Despite all of their apparent differences, these 'two people in the boat' - the values, beliefs, opinions, ideas, and motivations so often in conflict - are going to have to reconcile, learn to row together, and work together and co-operate if they want to reach the other shore. One simple way 2s can start creating an internal sense of balance and integration is by wearing bright, contrasting colours that are co-ordinated.
The Essence of Co-operation and Balance.
Imagine for a moment what the world might look like if co-operation didn't exist: isolated humans working alone, with all of their potential, would produce practically nothing; in fact, they probably wouldn't survive very long. Erecting even a single building requires a co-operative network of architects, engineers, builders and secretaries - specialists in many fields. Human culture is founded on people working together in relationship, co-operating toward common goals.
For 2s, true co-operation and support often involves doing less and allowing others to do more and thereby discover their own abilities, their own strength and their own responsibilities. For example, Hiroko somehow managed to raise three young children, work part-time and also volunteer as combination secretary, vice president, and treasurer of her neighbourhood association. She wrote the neighbourhood bulletin, invited speakers, and cooked for and helped organise block parties. Whenever neighbours needed information or assistance, they would call Hiroko, who had a bad case of over-co-operation. (People rarely complain about someone who gives too much).
One memorable weekend, when two of her children were ill, it seemed that everyone in Hiroko's world needed help with something. She finally snapped and she was forced to recognise her general state of imbalance. She told her older child he would have to help take care of the two younger ones for the next few days, something she wouldn't have dreamed of before; she called some neighbours and started to delegate responsibility; and she called all of the other people who had made requests of her, took a deep breath, and said no.
To her surprise the sky didn't fall; the Earth and the neighbourhood went on spinning. Hiroko learned that in resigning as 'general manager of the universe' she not only found her balance and retained her health, she also served others by empowering them to take their fair share of responsibility.
Challenges on the Path.
The very same qualities that make 2s such great potential assets to society can be their own undoing. Wanting so much to be helpful, they may chronically subordinate their own needs to the needs of others, going beyond loving sacrifice or healthy altruism into servitude. They ignore or discount their feelings and needs and end up doing what they or someone else thinks they 'should' do.
Most 2s start out in OVER CO-OPERATION - in co-dependent behaviour patterns - feeling responsible for others happiness and others' lives, having trouble saying no, overcommitting, ignoring their limits and boundaries and taking on more than they can or ought to do handle, then going into resentment. Not all co-dependents are working 2 energy, but where others are amateur co-dependents, 2s are professionals, especially if they haven't yet defined their boundaries and limits of responsibility. Guided by the Law of Responsibility (p336), 2s can find a renewed sense of inner peace and joy in support freely given.
SHOULD is a big word and a significant force in the lives of 2s, who as I've noted, think in terms of what they SHOULD do, what others SHOULD do and what situations SHOULD be like. Vulnerable to other people’s needs and demands, 2s often feel confused about what is the 'right' decision or action. They often ask 'What do you think I should do?'
Until 2s learn to act on the basis of what they truly feel, their service won't last for long. if they don't feel good about what they're doing, co-operation will eventually turn to conflict as even the most accommodating 2s begin to feel overwhelmed and shift into UNDER CO-OPERATION. After bending over too far backwards, they react, going from give-give-give to stubborn resistance. Resenting both themselves and those whom they helped, they just shut down; at this point, they want things their own way or else - with no compromise. In fact, some 2s who have over co-operated most of their life can later get stuck in a state of chronic resentment, sullenly doing what they think everyone else expects.
Friends or loved ones may wonder what happened to cause the sudden change in atttude and may perceive such 2s as stubborn, unfair or self-centered. But behind their stubbornness likes a feeling of helpnessness, a fear of being overwhelmed by others - a core belief that if they give an inch, others will take a mile. And because our beliefs influence our experience, others sometimes do take that proverbial mile.
Emma, a young woman working 2, used to make her college room mate's bed every morning, even after her room mate's boyfriend had stayed over. Often she would lie very still in her bed, trying to go to sleep while six feet away her roommate and boyfriend were making love. Emma said nothing about this situation, except to offer to find some place else to sleep, so as to not disturb the couple - a clear case of over co-operation.
Eventually Emma requested another room - a constructive solution, but Emma might have benefitted more had she stated her feelings and her rights and put more responsibility on her roommate for working out her romantic situation without intruding on Emma's privacy. Emma had not established her boundaries, so people treated her as a doormat; in ignoring her own needs, she unknowingly encouraged others to do the same.
The key for finding co-operative balance for 2s is learning the difference between support and servitude.
In relationships, partners may unintentionally take advantage of 2s by asking or expecting them to do more and more, until they react. After that 2s may continue to make dinner or take out trash, but they shut down emotionally.
In the sexual arena or in relationships in general, when 2s start out over co-operating - doing what someone else wants without considering their own needs or desires, one imbalance soon creates another. Where they started out giving and giving, 2s later withdraw, resist or take a rigid stance. Sexually, this may manifest as frigidity or impotence, as if their subconscious is saying 'I'm not going to give anymore'.
Until 2s establish healthy boundaries, they need to avoid situations of physical, emotional or sexual abuse and to remember that ALL OF US of any age have the right to say no at ANY time when it comes to our bodies and our feelings/ if something doesn't feel right to them, 2s need to honour their feelings and communicate as strongly as necessary.
Other Qualities and Issues.
The battle cry of 2s is 'It's their fault!' Many people who live with 2s perceive them as judgmental, but they are really saying 'It's not my fault!' Assigning blame helps 2s relieve their own internal pressure, since 2s can feel responsible for everything from floods to earthquakes.
In order to succeed in resolving outer conflicts and achieve balanced co-operation, those working 2 first need to resolve internal discord. Due to their exaggerated sense of responsibility, most 2s over think in the form of obsessive worry or over analysis, then bounce from mental preoccupation to reactive emotions (Oh my God, what are we going to do?)
Achieving mental and emotional equanimity poses a major challenge for 2s; when they weigh and sort opposing values to make a decision, they have trouble choosing one over another.
Most of us have potentially conflicting beliefs, values and desires filed away in our mind - reasons to get out of bed and reasons to pull the covers back up; reasons to get married and have children and reasons to stay single or remain childless - the list is endless. for most of us, these apparent opposites somehow co-exist, but for 2s, these opposing values are like two children who both want to ride in the front seat. Resolving these conflicts poses a challenge for 2s, who hate to disappoint anyone.
As they learn to take responsibility for their own life instead of feeling responsible for everyone else's, 2s stop blaming others for their own inner conflicts and begin to establish healthy limits. They find a balance between what is okay and what is not okay - between what they will gladly do and what they won't do. They learn when to say yes and how to say no.
Emotional stress happens when the mind resists what is; 2s tend to resist changes that make them feel out of control; therefore they often experience mental conflicts, emotional stress, and physical tension. Racing thoughts impose general muscular tension that compromises the lymphatic system and the immune system. Although 2s don't often get ill due to their robust constitution, allergies can become a problem, especially in times of stress.
Those working 2, whether they have a wiry, muscular or wide body, have intrinsic physical strength and sturdiness, as well as internal fortitude, vigour and perseverance. But their strength can also manifest as stubbornness, rigidity or tension. Because of this, 2s benefit from meditation practise, dance, hatha yoga and martial arts, such as t'ai chi ch'uan, which help them relax, respond and flow in life.
Anything we do, we can overdo or under-do, so 2s in particular need to develop a higher order of perspective and balance before they can fulfil their life purpose. Balance, as outlines in the law of Balane (p341) is the essential catalyst that leads 2s towards the summit of their mountain.
At the Summit: Potential and Destiny.
Those working 2 energy form the foundation, the very underpinnings of every society. They often serve as the unsung heroes and heroines who make all the difference in the world; they assure the success of great undertakings and achievements.
Because 2 is a very strong service number, people working 2 have the drive to serve and help, to instruct and guide, to assist and support. When working in positive ways, they generally have a reputation as big-hearted people. They tend toward loyalty and responsibility; they are the kind of people others can count on.
When the going gets tough, have 2s in your corner; when you need someone to talk to, these individuals can be very good listeners.
Wtih intrinsic inner and outer strength, 2s work hard to improve situations and support people. once they find a clear goal, they co-operate for the common good. Many 2s have strong ambitions and can become leaders in any field, but they most often serve a larger cause in a support capacity, in co-operation with others. They find the most fulfilment when supporting others, because such a role is aligned with their life purpose.
This support energy does not by any means relegate 2s to subordinate positions. The energy of 2 conveys an attitude about life, not a role in life; 2s can become and have become presidents of companies and nations.
At the highest levels, 2s transcend the concept of co-operating with others and see others as part of their larger Self. This realisation dissolves resentment, allows 2s to take complete responsiblity for their life and results in their having equal respect for self and others. They truly become a source of loving service in the world.
Action Checklist.
The following actions can make a difference in the lives of those working 2 energy;
1. Understand the difference between support and servitude; learn when to say yes adn and how to say no.
2. Learn to flow with change, relax into life and stay flexible, letting go of what isn't your responsibility.
3. Spend some time each day stretching, meditating and relaxing.
4. To determine a course of action, use your head but go with your gut feelings.
Accessing Co-operation and Balance.
1. Think of someone you know, or imagine a film, literary or historical character - a role model who exhibits a clear co-operative balance and who honours equally the needs of self and others.
2. Imagine yourself as that person - feeling inner harmony, responsible for yourself and supportive of others, co-operating toward mutual goals within clear and appropriate limits and boundaries. In what specific ways can you put these qualities into practise and bring more balance into your life?
Dan Millman
Other Links
Co-dependency Pt l. Untrue Love to True Love. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/10/co-dependency-pt-l-untrue-love-to-true.html
The Generic Chattel Overturned. The End of The World. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/12/generic-chattel-overturned-end-of-world.html
Archetypes Part l. Male and Female. Female and Male. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/11/archetypes-pt-l-male-and-female-female.html
Co-dependency Pt l. Untrue Love to True Love. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/10/co-dependency-pt-l-untrue-love-to-true.html
The Generic Chattel Overturned. The End of The World. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/12/generic-chattel-overturned-end-of-world.html
Archetypes Part l. Male and Female. Female and Male. Amera Ziganii Rao
http://ameraziganiirao.blogspot.co.uk/2011/11/archetypes-pt-l-male-and-female-female.html
And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait
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I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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