Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Vll. The End of The World. Misogyny as Fascism. Fascism as Misogyny. Amera Ziganii Rao

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Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Vll. The End of The World. Misogyny as Fascism. Fascism as Misogyny. Amera Ziganii Rao 

FEMINISM AS ANTI SLAVERY™

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

Fascism. Amera Ziganii Rao 

My mother told me at eight years old that I would be thrown out of the house if I didn’t follow their rules. My father taught me my whole life that I was on my own, unless I obeyed his rules. If I had the audacity to create my own ‘code of conduct’, I would be cast out. It was up to me. My brother told me to fuck off after I refused to be used in a trophy marriage at 21. And then my would be husband told me that I would be cast out if I did not agree to give up my career and be a Tribe Mummy and hold his hand and stand in the background. Er, if that sounds like another trophy marriage, you’d be right. 

I come from fascism. Fascism, being abuse of power. The corruption of power, would be providing and would be protection. 

Abuse of power is the most widespread form of evil in the world and is everywhere. In the family, in the group, in jobs, in the country, everywhere. I come from the most usual type of fascism in the world. Abuse of power. 

Conditional, dependency ridden, ego pseudo love, abuse of power. What runs the vast majority of the world. 

They told me to fuck off. So I did and I do. Because ‘no price is too high for the privilege of owning yourself’ (Friedrich Nietzsche).

Don’t ever suffer for the illusion of love. Don't ever collude with corruption. Face the agony of truth and run. You are so worth it and they are most certainly not. We have a sickness and it is called human. 

Heal yourself as I did, from my own brand of conditional love which I unknowingly adopted, despite seeing their cruelty – they not only abuse you but they teach you how to BE them, such is the way of the human mind – and get the fuck out of there. 

If they can heal themselves, so be it and good luck to them and see you on the other side sort of thing. But run. They will not change for you. They will only ever change for them. You can give them the keys, you can show them how they hurt you, and you should. But then, run. They will not change for anyone but themselves. As is the way of the human heart. 

Conditional love is not love. Conditional love is mean, stupid and useless. Dependency, selfishness, and CONDITIONAL love. 

Conditional love is not love, whether it’s your mother, father, brother or husband or wife. Cousin, friend, whatever. Conditional love is not love. Conditional love is fascism. Conditional love is abuse of power. And abuse of power is corruption. 

Heal and get out. Heal, and live. You deserve it. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The Holy Grail. Amera Ziganii Rao 

As one battles for the supremacy of good over evil in life, as the Sacred Whore High Priestess or Priest archetype, as one battles for the return of self autonomy after 8000+ years of slavery, or family or marriage, as it is more commonly called, it is very hard to remember that to be involved with and pursuing the ideal in anything, let alone love, is also to remember that one is pursuing nothing less than The Holy Grail. It is that rare and that miraculous and that paradoxically attainable. In other words, to take responsibility for how bad things are on Earth and how we are here to change them. The ‘Elizabeth Bennets’, the ‘Jane Eyres’, and so on. 

The real, hardcore, freedom fighting heroines that we are. It is also easy to forget, as the men (females like them) battle on behalf of hell, to retain power, before they finally begin to release it, realising that they never really wanted that kind of power in the first place, ie the right to abuse as was given to them by their forefathers (and indeed the female versions) , that they do want to love. Somehow. 

In other words, the return begins, the resurrection and the clearing of the air, after exorcising the beast of abuse in them. Which is as I have found out, in startling, shocking and visceral detail, the job of Shaman too. To exorcise their evil from them. 

To exorcise their evil from them, as we become the Elizabeth Bennetts and the Jane Eyres. We have our own journey and any real Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) knows this and has already spent many years examining the why of the why of the why. Who we are and why we can't love and why we can. We have to become Elizabeth Bennett and then we have to make her journey. Into forgiveness and compassion after toilet training her man. We toilet train ourselves and then we have to do it to them and that is a supreme and detailed skill, as I have found out myself. I had to become Elizabeth Bennett. Now, I am creating Darcy. Resurrecting him out of the ashes of the old world. The world of marriage and the world of the toilet tribe rules and regulations and expectations and different forms of female genocide that is taking place, every day, every hour and every minute, everywhere. There is hope. Become Elizabeth Bennett. And create a Darcy. As I say, The Quest for The Holy Grail and our purpose. Not only to find the most elusive thing on Earth. Love of any kind. But to raise the vibration of the planet and purify our souls to return to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. Romantic love is romantic indeed. It saves the world. Elizabeth Bennett is the spiritual Boadicea. The angel of war and the angel of love. For The New World. Lemuria. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

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Male Supremacy Update. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Yes I know. But you will not live without fascism and I will not live with male supremacy. I don’t want to live in the kitchen or the toilet and be stripped of all my power, and I don’t want to be anywhere near you, while you do. I left slavery a very long time ago. You are still a plantation owner. You can be. But not with me. Very sad. It’s your world and you like it that way. Your emotions still hold you in the sick ego, because you agree with them. Until you don’t you cannot shift into soul. Regaining the pure heart to make the unicorn live again, is not half hearted. SHE sees everything. ‘Look into your heart Judas and what do you see?’ 

Exactly. Keep working at it. The days of female slavery in this home are over. You cannot love me without releasing all vestiges of male supremacy. That, I leave up to you. Your daily dose of me is just to trigger the same off. The resistance is your job. And I hope, sincerely that every day and night you see hell. It is the only way to keep facing yourself. 

Female anti slavery is my job meanwhile. When I am not discoursing with you, I am leadership training and business training and lyrical training and all kinds of training. All for a life, cleaning toilets. I cannot get that revelation out my mind, which just shows it is the one we were waiting for. Until you address ALL that that means, you are lost. 

I still reel at this week’s revelations. All men are programmed, let us just re-iterate, to strip a woman of all power and self respect, put her ‘barefoot and pregnant’ in their Bluebeard homes, go out and achieve and show off their hypocritical, female hating, master slave henchman selves, get patted on the back, so they can come home and abuse the wife. A person they will very seldom even refer to by name. 

Withholding brotherhood from a woman is to deny her friendship. Love without friendship is not love. ‘They’ programmed you to make women slaves. You are now the only slave. 

And I don’t like you, let’s just re-iterate, because I don’t love slave masters. I detest slave masters actually, but I have tempered my anti ‘Commodus’ campaign for now. The purity of essence of the male ego. ‘Commodus’ in the heart of ‘Maximus’ (Ridley Scott’s Gladiator). That is the woman hater, bred in all ‘noble’ men. In other words, fuck your achievements, if you beat up women emotionally. And all men do. So fuck all your achievements and fuck you. 

They mean nothing to a person who has woken up in a world where the whole world is one big, fat cotton plantation – to use the analogy of an experience I have researched my whole life – and I have woken up as an African American female as the only person who has escaped but the whole entire world is a cotton plantation and this is before the abolition of slavery. THAT is how a man makes a woman feel. ‘Sexism’ or whatever you delude yourselves into thinking it is, is not some ‘woman’s thing’. It better become your thing, and be more than ‘a thing’. Otherwise, give up women, before they give you up loud and clear. You are not fit for love and you don’t care. 

Let’s put it this way. I don’t want to be lonely with someone again. I could go ‘home’ for that. 

What else have you got? Exactly. I’m off for some leadership training. You can dream of aprons and Ownership Psychosis™ and your illusions of happy love with women, and indeed, happy mothers, without me. 

You need to remember how much you want a woman’s friendship. Then you might see. But, as is said, it takes a great man, to see. 

Misogynists cannot make women any happier, than racists can make anyone of colour happy. There is no correlation. There is only abuse. 

And I have just realised how big this day is for me. I am now officially, formally and for the first time in my life, utterly terrified of men. It’s done. I am now terrified. I did not know it was this bad. Now I do and now I am scared. Because I will tell you the part of it that has shoved me, finally over the edge. You don’t care. You are not only programmed not to love women, per se, in particular. You are PROGRAMMED to actually not care. You just don’t care. You just don’t care about a woman’s feelings, in the most anthropological, sociological, psychological, historical, economical, and emotional ways. Not only do you not want to love as a profound emotional unconscious trigger, you don’t want to care. I am now, fully, for the first time, scared. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Post Misogynistic Life l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I am declaring war on The World of Men today, and as several of you affirm, you know what I mean, as men, by The World of Men. I am going to war for the rest of my life. I reject male love, reject any respect for male ever again and reject all that is The World of Men. 

Very sad, but clearly my purpose and I embrace it completely now. We pursue something – as alchemists – because we believe in it. And wow, do we pursue, analyse, help, share, explain, love, embrace and punish appropriately, when we believe and when we are addicted to something that should exist. 

Male love should exist. There is no doubt about it and anyone who has been as damaged as I have by men, should never feel ashamed of the pursuit of love. I feel incredibly proud of myself, for at least having tried. And having believed so much. Of course I am not talking about the awful World of Men manufactured addiction to love in our archetype, that afflicts every single Sacred Whore High Priestess or Priest in some way on this disgusting male planet, and I mean MANUFACTURED, UPHELD AND DEVELOPED by The World of Men, love addiction in our archetype. But that sickness aside, as I no longer carry that sickness and have not done, since my own enlightenment four years ago, I will never feel a moment’s regret for the path I took. Love should exist. This is not some wild misunderstanding of existence. Love should exist. 

When you have done what I have done, you will know exactly why it should and can exist. My work has not explained enough yet how I did it with myself but believe me, the focus on myself and us begins in earnest. I hope never ever to focus on men or The World of Men ever again, either personally or professionally, other than desire – because desire is the only thing that is worth anything in The World of Men, and frankly, I would MUCH rather be watched and watch for the rest of my life, thank you very much – but I know that is not possible. My purpose is to declare an intellectual war with The World of Men. To rid us of the love habits and beliefs and snares of The World of Men. I can tell you every single one now. 

After the revelation about the fact that my father and brother are normal and that there are no anomalies and that I could have ten twin souls and they would have the same evil running through their cold blue veins – THE CONSCIOUS WILL TO SUBJUGATE A WOMAN OF GREAT INTELLIGENCE AND CHARACTER INTO A KITCHEN HAND AND TOILET CLEANER – there is no going back. 

And that is quite a revelation in itself. Prophecies in one’s life aside, the powerful intuitive psychicness of self prophecy of The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Shaman and indeed Clair Cognisant and Hierophant, ultimately, who knows why we are sent on any path. There was no guarantee. It could have been to heal a man, to cleanse him of his immense poison, as I cleansed myself of my COMPARATIVE sickness. It could have been.

Or it could have been what it is. To cure the love addiction of our people in myself and to share with everyone else how to do the same. To be one of the most sympathetic teachers because I know that shit like the back of my hand and I know how bad it is to get rid of it and I now know the awful truth. That nothing comes after it, to do with the same muses that start us off on our healing in the first place. 

I can finally take that news, but obviously in bitter sadness and rage. 

I hate men. I now officially hate men. I look at them and I see their immense bragadaccio and selfishness and extraordinary levels of self congratulations and their complete ignorance that anyone next to them is suffering at all, UNLESS THEY ARE MALE TOO. 

I respect NOTHING ABOUT MEN ANYMORE. 

And the reason I actually, healthily HATE men today, is that their success is always only built on one thing. Female blood. Feminism is anti slavery. The days of talking about equality will be in the next Millennium. Male financial success, material success is built on female blood. I respect nothing about men ever again. And after the years of self cleansing, getting rid of my absolutely understandable but crippling and ugly ‘penis envy’, let alone the terror and awe of these powerful beings, that is saying something. Men’s success, these apparent providers who rule the world through a woman’s desire to have children, is built on female blood. I respect nothing about The World of Men or men anymore. 

In fact I respect nothing that is male anymore. The cost to the rest of the human race is too much, to prop up the greed and fascism and selfishness and murderous narcissism of men. They love what they do and that includes the nightly rape of their wives as soon as they come in the door. Women are to be subjugated in their world and there are no anomalies, no healing, no masters and no greats. THERE ARE NO GREAT MEN. 

And of course the women like them too, but this is about the source of their source of insanity and devil worship. They serve the devil. They serve The Devil. They serve the hate of this universe. They are lost forever. They hate women and agree, consciously to subjugate them. Men are devil worshippers. Pawns of ‘Sauron’ (The Lord of The Rings). Of course, as I said before, in my labyrinth journey through the inner core of hell, they are NAZGUL (Tolkein's The Lord of The Rings). The wraiths of neither living nor dead. 

I am in absolute, irreversible recognition of that fact. Nazgul can only be killed and guess what? Even Tolkein said that only women can kill Nazgul. I wonder why. 

Sickness is sickness. We are all brainwashed in The World of Men system, from The World Slave Order™. But this is conscious will. The male ego is conscious. There are many reasons why that is and of course, it is my sorry job to discourse now on what those reasons are – when I can be bothered. The key thing to accept first and I am talking to myself, is that their ego is conscious. Their ego is not unconsciously driven. It is consciously driven and agreed to and honed and toned every day with due adoration and support. Men keep their ego consciously. 

They want to be selfish towards women, they want to kill women, they want to strip women of power, they want to subjugate them and they want to be abusers of the biggest weapon they have. Money. 

When I found out that these men – extremely wealthy – would not hire a chef or nanny or cleaner, because a woman is in the house, that was finally the turning point. 

The psychological warfare of male misogyny is the most lethal, complicated and sophisticated in existence and the most awful because NO ONE CARES. No one cares what happens to the women. 

Which means only one thing. I care and you care and we care. Our work is therefore self love from now on and self empowerment out of addictions and habituals to do with love and any belief in the system of healing for their archetype whatsoever and that all interaction with them is only for one thing. TO HEAL THEM OUT OF US. 

Which is a good thing in the midst of the carnage of my heart today. Interaction is good. Interaction is actually the most important thing to do in life, the awful adventures of the heart and the mind and the body that leave one battered, shattered and raped. As a woman. Not only do we contribute to the betterment of the human race – a non entity purpose as far as I am concerned – we also contribute to the betterment of us. And there is nothing more important than returning a people who have been raped out of existence because we KNOW THE REAL DIVINITY POWER THAT CONNECTS WITH THIS PLANET AND US. 

They don’t and never will. They are programmed to destroy our relationship with Spirit. That is what they are on earth to do and in their slavery of conscious will, they deny themselves redemption forever. They are godless. And will remain so, because they just don’t care enough about women, in order to care again. 

If they ever did. 

So, grim days ahead. A grim life ahead. But one of self empowerment and self love. A life, at last, of love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

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Reneging. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Something brand new. 'Commodus'. I no longer believe in male love. It's happened. I don't think it could ever be worth it anymore, and I don't believe men either can change or want to change or want to want to change. It's done. I no longer believe in male love.

Men not only do not care, they do not care, to care, or to find out why they do not care, that they want women to be CATTLE as chattel as cattle. That they want to destroy women. 

And I no longer care that you don't want to care. I don't believe in male love and I don't believe in you. There are some things that are just too much even for me. It is done. 

Misogyny has defeated me and I am sure I am not the first woman to be proud that she did everything she could, let alone the skills of a Sacred Whore High Priestess™. 

You all win. You are unredeemable, unless by a male god, so good luck with that and you are impenetrable. 

I renege on my allocated job. I don’t want it anymore. 

Misogyny has defeated me and you win. You all win. You do not want to love women. You are clearly done too. We most certainly believe you. You don’t care to love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Purpose is the reason I journey. Passion is the fire that lights my way. Rock Christopher 

God, remember, is a 

being infinitely good and therefore the loss of such a 

being must be a loss infinitely painful.

In this life we 

have not a very clear idea of what such a loss must be. 

James Joyce 

Dignity consists not in possessing honours, but in the consciousness that we deserve them. ~ Aristotle

An army of sheep led by a lion would be superior to an army of lions led by a sheep. Alexander The Great 

Real joy comes not from ease or riches or from the praise of men, but from doing something worthwhile. ~ Wilfred T Grenfell

Big pay and little responsibility are circumstances seldom found together. Napoleon Hill

Educating the mind without educating the heart is no education at all. Aristotle

Money and success don't change people; they merely amplify what is already there. Will Smith

If at first you don't succeed, try, try, again. Then quit. There's no use being a damn fool about it. W.C.Fields

My legacy is a person that strived for wanting it better and got it. Tina Turner

The Post Misogynistic Life ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Whoredom, financial rape, servitude, self castration, fascism, cleaning toilets and Poodle Froth. 

The world of relationship. 

Thanks. I'm done.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Post Misogynistic Life lll. Amera Ziganii Rao

Why men hate women. That was the question I asked 17 years ago at the beginning of my journey. Why did they hate us so much? Why were they able to desire us so much and yet hate us so much that they couldn’t give a fuck who was standing in front of them and they couldn’t give a fuck about care, or tenderness or consideration in any other capacity other than when they had their clothes off. 

I remember when my ego of terror was born at the age of 8. I realised what it was to be a girl. I felt a level of lack of safety that sent me into a spiral of terror, rage, resentment and fury at Divinity, for even being on this planet again. I’ve been here many times before. My own love addiction psychosis, believing that there must be one man out there who could love, began at that moment. We go into ego as a physical state – our archetype – out of terror. Terror of what we can see too clearly. Ego for us is hope. The self medication hope of feeling utter hopelessness. 

Superego is fortunately and unfortunately beyond that. Hopelessness with hope. And the hope is I no longer care. And I know now that my non care is legitimate, allowed, and supported. I am finally, set free. 

I live with grief now, for the whole human race and certainly my life. To do with men. ‘Hell is other people’, said Jean Paul Sartre. Errr, hell is men.  

But the grief is only one thing and by the time this journey of male rape is complete, grief really does only become one thing. Because there is something else we know how to find important and we always have. Our personal safety. He made me feel as unsafe as any human being could feel, at the hands of another. All men make me feel as unsafe as any human being could feel with another. Now, I do not feel unsafe. That is the reason for this gargantuan journey and the one thing I can stand up and say, hey, I’ve got something good to say out of all this hatred from men, carnage, that is a female life. 

I no longer feel unsafe. I no longer feel like the 8 year old searching in vain for an authority figure she can respect, for a parent figure she can get mentoring or support or kindness from. I am my power, my parenting, my finance, my love, my romantic love, my sex and my fun, my joy and my wonder at life. All I had to do was get rid of The World of Men. After utilising it AT WILL, to cleanse myself of their evil.

Mythical times demand mythical statements. I have been in the labyrinth of male hatred for 40 straight years. I even tried to cleanse their soul. I gave my all and I gave it for love. I gave it because I cared. I have the right to speak. And I most certainly have the right to hate men, in the same way I hate the Ku Klux Klan, the Gestapo and the BNP or whatever else they call themselves now. I have the right to hate men, because men want to kill me on sight. No, I no longer feel unsafe. I feel my power. I feel Hers and I feel yours. 

Men can go to hell. Instead of trying to make me take up residence there. It’s their hell. They can have it. I no longer want it and I no longer care if their soul can change or evolve or not. Men consciously hate women. Women can only ever feel unsafe, in The World of Men. 

We live in independent times. This is the only miracle of our particular epoch. Feminism being Anti Slavery and nothing anywhere near the discussion of equality. The rest is the usual sheit that is earth. 

Maybe next Millennium, there will be something more. I will be long gone from this stratosphere by then, thank you, God, The Mother, The Universe. Just don’t ever put me near men again, once I’m done on this planet. Their poison still lies on my tongue. 

But for this life, I will tell the story. And leave the legacy of truth behind. At least my life will have been worth it. It already is. I no longer feel unsafe. I am a woman and I do not wash up for a man. I no longer feel unsafe. 

No wonder everyone tells me I look so young. I’ve never been married. I am one of the lucky ones. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

....I still reel at this week’s revelations. All men are programmed, let us just re-iterate, to strip a woman of all power and self respect, put her ‘barefoot and pregnant’ in their Bluebeard homes, go out and achieve and show off their hypocritical, female hating, master slave henchman selves, get patted on the back, so they can come home and abuse the wife. A person they will very seldom even refer to by name. 

Withholding brotherhood from a woman is to deny her friendship. Love without friendship is not love. ‘They’ programmed you to make women slaves. You are now the only slave. 

And I don’t like you, let’s just re-iterate, because I don’t love slave masters. I detest slave masters actually, but I have tempered my anti ‘Commodus’ campaign for now. The purity of essence of the male ego. ‘Commodus’ in the heart of ‘Maximus’ (Ridley Scott’s Gladiator). That is the woman hater, bred in all ‘noble’ men. In other words, fuck your achievements, if you beat up women emotionally. And all men do. So fuck all your achievements and fuck you....

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

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The Post Misogynistic Life lV. Amera Ziganii Rao

There is no love for women in The World of Men. There is only love for men by men in The World of Men. There CAN be no love for women in The World of Men. Men can only love men and subjugate women. Consciously. That is The World of Men.

The polite men. The so called civilised men. Civilised men in a civilised world. A world that can go to the inner hell of hell. Where it belongs. 

There is and can be no love for women in The World of Men. There can only be love for men, by men. That is The World of Men. 

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Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Primo Levi. The Drowned and The Saved. Amera Ziganii Rao

I have juxtaposed Primo Levi's work on his experiences of Earth basically, next to mine. Some may say, what an exaggerated thing to do. How can a woman's fate be as bad as anyone in a Nazi camp. I don't care what some would say. As I have spent the past two years, if not the whole of my life, looking at why I have been so miserable on this planet, at the hands of both men and women, I see the resemblance loud and clear. The mental slavery of anyone who has been brought up to be subtlely told that they will not be loved if they do not follow slave rules is immense, awful, disgusting and traumatic to say the least. 

The thorough conditioning of a world all set up to implement those, in my eyes, is nothing less than the brutality, calculated evil and systematic cruelty of the Nazi decisions on what life should be and what they should not, and the ten million people they massacred. Women are being 'genocided' every second, every hour and every day on this planet and as many stalwarts of feminism and womanism and equality have said before, we are not even a minority. 

The slavery is endemic, systematic, complete and worldwide. And it makes me very very angry. Angry at myself, for having lived such a pseudo life of caring under the threat always that if I am not a carer in any situation I will not be loved. Mental slavery is subtle. It has taken me 47 years to find out and I have done it, kicking and screaming as I have had to have every level of ego removed, that desperately wanted to be 'loved'. That is not love. And as I clear every level and I work on myself in the aftermath of being rejected for the last time and left like Jane Eyre, to fend for myself in circumstances of near destitution, I expect anyone who is involved with me from now on to be totally and utterly aware of what has been done and to actively and permanently be looking at themselves as a man and indeed as a woman, considering the caring pressure is all round and everywhere. I can do the work on myself for sure, but I expect everyone else around me to do the same. 

We all need a re-education. Forever. To even begin to change the shit that is this Earth. Primo Levi, as is said below, killed himself after writing this final account of his years in Auschwitz. I know how he feels. I have survived that again and again. It was my purpose, so I could change and grow and not stop talking about this subject til the day I do die of natural causes. But the devastation that I feel every day, after so many years of betraying myself, even when I thought I was doing so well, is incredible. Every single day I have to face the truth of what it is to be a woman on this planet. And it is disgusting. And no, it's no one's fault, but it sure as hell is everyone's responsibility to change it and change it now. 

The subtle and total expectation that a woman can do what she wants, but, oh, can she continue to be THE carer too? Simply answered, NO. No, she can not. She will not and she should not. The role of woman on Earth is NOT to be a carer. Either as a wife, a friend, a pal, a business partner even or a daughter. The abuse of women as carers is totally reflected in the fact that they do not even think ...of applying for carer allowance. Such a subtle and all pervasive conditioning and expectation. From everybody, including of course, oneself. I had to be dragged out of that my whole life and I am so very, very, very grateful. My identity is finally NOT to be a carer. My identity is to be an INDIVIDUAL. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

A Woman and Her Inner Voices. Jan Phillips

As any woman about the inner voices that keep her from her creative work and chances are she'll have a litany a mile long. They're voices we inherit along the way, from our parents, our teachers, the culture, the church. Voices that say 'I'm not smart enough, I'm not good enough, I don't have a story worth telling, I'm not creative, I shouldn't stand out. They're all knots that keep us bound up and silent.

Jan Phillips, Author of Marry Your Muse and God is at Eye Level

Me. Amera Ziganii Rao

The brains of a man and the emotional capacity of a woman.

The body of a beautiful goddess and the sexuality of a passionate god.

The spirit of a unicorn and the heart of a lion.

I have value.

I am unique.

I am me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2007

The Female Beast. Amera Ziganii Rao

The female beast is as beautiful as the gentle angel. An angry female warrior is sexy. A successful woman is sexy. An intelligent and intellectual force in a woman is sexy. A powerful woman is sexy. A high achiever female is sexy. A serious minded Amazonian woman is sexy. A woman obsessed with her vocation is sexy. The boardroom beast female is sexy.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2006

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Spread love everywhere you go. Mother Teresa

He (she) that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator. ~ Francis Bacon

Where shall the word be found, where will the word resound? Not here, there is not enough silence. TS Eliot 

Hit by the economic crisis, Italian men can no longer afford mistresses. News Headline 

In coming decades, fewer caregivers for baby boomers. News Headline 

Until one has loved an animal (woman), a part of one's soul remains unawakened. ~ Anatole France

Vision Without Execution is Hallucination. 40 Billion

Words empty as the wind are best left unsaid. ~ Homer 

Developing the attitudes of soothing your mind and acceptance, you understand and protect your love and happiness. Dimitri Gianesini

Could your vulnerability be what makes you relatable & beautiful? I believe it does. Lorane Gordon 

When you recognize and acknowledge your personal power, you no longer need to feel superior or inferior to anyone else. Chopra Foundation 

You deserve way better than what you settled for. Inspirational Women

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase. Martin Luther King, Jr

Amera Ziganii Rao; Profile Update

Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual & Emotional & Political Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser. Lolita Feminist™, Modern Feminist, Goddess Feminist™. Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Professional Bachelor. Human Rights Healer. I can help you grow power, from nothing. I can help you leave, all that is The Tribe. Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

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The Post Misogynistic Life V. Amera Ziganii Rao

The new discourse therefore is this; what do we do in a world and what does it mean FOR US, to live in a world where women are actively and proactively and systematically hated and denied friendship of love and therefore love from THREE MAJOR GROUPS ON EARTH, and where The High Priestess and all the lost wisdom and any notion of any god other than their ridiculous religious version created from The Reptilian Agenda, is allowed to exist? 

A world where rampant and murderous and CONSCIOUS male supremacy dominates everything? And where the female version, props up that system too, with the same fascistic qualities of Hyena abuse of power, pseudo care? 

Who are these Werewolf Corruptions and how do we live alongside them, so we THRIVE IN OURSELVES AND FINALLY, DENY THEM THE FRIENDSHIP (OTHER THAN ON A PROFESSIONAL, PERFUNCTORY OR UNIVERSAL LEVEL) THAT THEY HAVE DENIED US AND WILL CONTINUE TO DENY US UNTIL THE END OF TIME? 

A lot. That’s the discourse. That is me. First, I have to get over the shock. That may take about a year. 

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Unworthy. Amera Ziganii Rao 

No, I can tell you why. I knew you already. I have never wanted anyone’s friendship more than yours in my entire life. 

It also means I will never ask for it again. You are no longer worth it. 

Men hate women to levels I can no longer cope with. If you want to find out why, go and ask some older men or some wiser men. I presume they must exist. I wouldn’t know. 

I'm in full consciousness now, that I am not allowed friendship from men. I'm a woman and from the slave class. No one likes an uppity slave, so I have no male friendship on earth. My mind is clear, so I don't know anymore, who is who. And frankly, do not care to. 

If you don’t respect or like women, how can you learn from us? It’s a complete waste of time. Fuck off and find your own. 

I will never ask for your friendship of love again. It meant too much and now it’s gone. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

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Mike Tyson 

Last week, Mike Tyson gave the impression of having it all together as he announced that he is launching a new career as a boxing promoter and has lost 100 pounds in a quest to adopt a healthy lifestyle.

But over the weekend, he peeled back another layer of his persona, telling the media in a press conference that he’s “on the verge of dying because I’m a vicious alcoholic.”

“I’m a bad guy sometimes. I did a lot of bad things, and I want to be forgiven. So in order for me to be forgiven, I hope they can forgive me. I wanna change my life, I wanna live a different life now. I wanna live my sober life. I don’t wanna die. I’m on the verge of dying, because I’m a vicious alcoholic.”

Tyson, 47, said he had been attending Alcoholics Anonymous meetings.

“I haven’t drank or took drugs in six days, and for me that’s a miracle,” Tyson said. “I’ve been lying to everybody else that thinks I was sober, but I’m not. This is my sixth day. I’m never gonna use again.”

Tyson added that “I’m negative, and I’m dark” and said he’s working on his self-esteem.

“I hate myself. I’m trying to kill myself,” he said. “I hate myself a lot, but I made myself proud of myself [the last six days]. And I don’t do that much.”

Newspaper Source 

Man wanted on a domestic violence charge and his 3 kids were found safe at a Mich. lakeshore. News Headline 

A mind all logic is like a knife all blade. It makes the hand bleed that uses it. Rabindranath Tagore

Perfection is a road, not a destination. Every time I live, I get an education. Burk Hudson

Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion. ~ Jack Kerouac

Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

The difference between a movie and real life is that, in life, the illusion is more real. Andre Lima

I would rather die than do something, which I know to be a sin, or to be against God's will. Joan of Arc (of course, God, The Mother, The Universe, for all those who can hear. AZR) 

If you asked me what I came into this world to do, I will tell you: I came to live out loud. Motivational Quotes 

Appreciation is a wonderful thing; it makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well. Voltaire

One of the disadvantages of wine is that it makes you mistake words for thoughts. Mark Twain

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Dr. Seuss

All philosophy lies in two words, sustain and abstain. ~ Epictetus

I have never felt so hated in all my life. I have never felt so much, now, how I have been hated my WHOLE life. The World of Men. Thanks for that. The World of Men. Thanks for that. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

One Always Hates What One Wrongs. Amera Ziganii Rao 

"One always hates what one wrongs". Thomas Becket to Henry ll in the film version of Jean Anouilh's Becket. (12 Oscar nominations. 1964). 

One always hates what one wrongs and misogyny is hatred of women. 'Nuff said. Families hate daughters for the same reason.

Racism is based on hatred and so is any lack of compassion. Funny that. A generic truth and a specific truth. One always hates what one wrongs. 

That's the thing about being unconscious. Is it really unconscious? Really? I don't think so. People may become conscious, but people never really change. A bastard and a bitch will always be that. A person of entrenched coercive power never really loses that, even in soul. I believed that would happen. Legend would have it, for instance, Roland Joffe's The Mission (7 Oscar nominations. 1986).

But now I see differently. You cannot ignore life's lessons. First Existence is First Existence. Most people don't make it. Not in this lifetime. Becket is a fantastic study of corruption and coercive rule and the one person who will not live by it. Becket was a fellow twat with Henry ll before being made Archbishop of Canterbury and finding his soul. Henry ll finally has him killed for daring to disobey him. But even as a twat, Becket was a kind one. When he becomes soul, he exacerbates what he already was. People therefore never really change. Once a financial or Tribe or family whoremonger, male or female, always a financial or Tribe or family whoremonger. 

My life and the life of anyone leading the fight for freedom always has to teach discernment. People may mellow, people may even purify a little, but people never really change. Once a whoremonger, always a whoremonger. Once cruel, always cruel.

Warriors have to know very clearly who can heal and who cannot. I learnt the hard way and maybe that is the only way. But once those lessons are learnt, they are never forgotten. 

Cruel people never change. Forgiveness and discernment are two very different things. That is the job of a lightworker warrior.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The Post Misogynistic War Life l. Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The wound is beginning to heal. The wound of being female, the wound of being all that is Sacred Whore High Priestess, Avatar, Hierophant and Shaman. The wound of being truly female in a world that belongs to 'Agamemnon' but a world where I can see that men are trying too. 

The wound is beginning to heal and the first rule of alchemy remembered, as the shock of half a lifetime or 8000 years - same thing - is passing through the psychic and emotional and spiritual and mental body. You have to go through the wound to heal the wound. The unavoidable, 'medical' truth. 

Healing hurts. 

Love is too powerful for healing not to heal. When love is expanded and connected and embraced, it is the power of that level of love that can heal wounds like this. 

And a wound whose time it is to heal. 

We are that time. That is privilege. That is the love of the love. That is healing. That is God, The Mother, The Universe, and all her daughters. That is the sons too. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society is an inclusive and mutually reverent one. 

And for that to be remembered the wounds have to be healed and for the wounds to heal, they have to be gone through again, one last brutul, empowering and alchemical time. 

The rest is the skill of the heart. Surrender to the soul, in superego or indeed, what the male ego might or might not be. The process of healing. The determination to serve the central self between two people. To serve, the CENTRAL soul. 

To dance the dance we all yearn for. Entering the threshold of true, healed, earth healing, love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Post Misogynistic War Life ll. Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao

...No, I can tell you why. I knew you already. I have never wanted anyone’s friendship more than yours in my entire life....

...Men hate women to levels I can no longer cope with. If you want to find out why, go and ask some older men or some wiser men. I presume they must exist. I wouldn’t know. 

I'm in full consciousness now, that I am not allowed friendship from men. I'm a woman and from the slave class. No one likes an uppity slave, so I have no male friendship on earth. My mind is clear, so I don't know anymore, who is who. And frankly, do not care to..... 

...You do not deserve my mind. I do. I am a thinker. That is what I do. I am a photographer. That is what I do. I am a speaker. I am many other things. That is what I do. You do not deserve me. I do. You are a 'true blue' fool. You want me in the kitchen. You want me 'caring' full time for you. I am a thinker. That is what I do....

....."One always hates what one wrongs". Thomas Becket to Henry ll in the film version of Jean Anouilh's Becket. Misogyny in a nutshell. Men hate women, because you know you do us wrong. In a nutshell....

....I have never felt so hated in all my life. I have never felt so much, now, how I have been hated my WHOLE life. The World of Men. Thanks for that. The World of Men. Thanks for that....

....You are PROGRAMMED to actually not care. You just don’t care. You just don’t care about a woman’s feelings, in the most anthropological, sociological, psychological, historical, economical, and emotional ways. Not only do you not want to love as a profound emotional unconscious trigger, you don’t want to care. I am now, fully, for the first time, scared....

.....Financial Whoremongering. Deliberate Cruelty.... 

....The new discourse therefore is this; what do we do in a world and what does it mean FOR US, to live in a world where women are actively and proactively and systematically hated and denied friendship of love and therefore love from THREE MAJOR GROUPS ON EARTH, and where The High Priestess and all the lost wisdom and any notion of any god other than their ridiculous religious version created from The Reptilian Agenda, is allowed to exist? 

A world where rampant and murderous and CONSCIOUS male supremacy dominates everything? And where the female version, props up that system too, with the same fascistic qualities of Hyena abuse of power, pseudo care?....

....The privilege and the right to live the life of a man. Incomparable and worth all of it. What it was all for. From the inside out, from the outside in. Living the life of a human being and a real woman. Call me a feminist, call me what you will. All I ever wanted to do was to live as a whole human being. That's what I call a woman.....

....The Financial Marital Whoremonger™ I come from the filthiest men on the planet. Polite wife beaters. Sadists, backed by institutional and financial power. 'Men' who make you feel like a whore for every penny you spend of theirs. They are the filthiest, most evil men on the planet, because they beat you with 'love' and 'generosity' while everything is conditional and dependent on what you give them. Whoremongers. That's what I come from.....

....The abuse of women as carers is totally reflected in the fact that they do not even think of applying for carer allowance. Such a subtle and all pervasive conditioning and expectation. From everybody, including of course, oneself. I had to be dragged out of that my whole life and I am so very, very, very grateful. My identity is finally NOT to be a carer. My identity is to be an INDIVIDUAL...

....There is no love for women in The World of Men. There is only love for men by men in The World of Men. There CAN be no love for women in The World of Men. Men can only love men and subjugate women. Consciously. That is The World of Men.

The polite men. The so called civilised men. Civilised men in a civilised world. A world that can go to the inner hell of hell. Where it belongs. 

There is and can be no love for women in The World of Men. There can only be love for men, by men. That is The World of Men....

...Why men hate women. That was the question I asked 17 years ago at the beginning of my journey. Why did they hate us so much?....

....My mother told me at eight years old that I would be thrown out of the house if I didn’t follow their rules. My father taught me my whole life that I was on my own, unless I obeyed his rules. If I had the audacity to create my own ‘code of conduct’, I would be cast out. It was up to me. My brother told me to fuck off after I refused to be used in a trophy marriage at 21. And then my would be husband (s) told me that I would be cast out if I did not agree to give up my career and be a Tribe Mummy and hold his (their) hand (s) and stand in the background.....

....I’m a disadvantaged human being who has been prevented from achievement for 40 years of self healing, out of a life of female slavery, to the tribe you serve, and you want to put me in the kitchen, to feed your love of the tribe you serve. In you....

...The wound is beginning to heal. The wound of being female, the wound of being all that is Sacred Whore High Priestess, Avatar, Hierophant and Shaman. The wound of being truly female in a world that belongs to 'Agamemnon' but a world where I can see that men are trying too....

....I come from fascism. Fascism, being abuse of power. The corruption of power, would be providing and would be protection...

....That's not true. Actually I love you more. Much much more, than before the war. I love you more. You....

All sons are beaten too. The politics of coercion can only continue generation to generation, through intimidation and emotional blackmail. Through everything that is CONDITIONAL love. 

Ego is the creation of the false self, from false events and false education and false love. Sons are beaten into hating the women. You did not start off that way at all. Sons are beaten too. I can tell you, because I have faced my 'beaters'. You need to, too. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

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My Brains and My Brawn. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The brains of a man and the emotional capacity of a woman.

The body of a beautiful goddess and the sexuality of a passionate god.

The spirit of a unicorn and the heart of a lion.

I have value.

I am unique. And so are you. 

I am me. And you are you. 

Together, as whole, we are we. 

I am me. You are you. 

And the unicorn, as the force of true earth, can live again. With you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Something’s got to change. It’s time to tear up the canvas and start over. It is this awareness that is producing the Overhaul of Humanity. Neale Donald Walsch 

Do not follow the path. Go where there is no path to begin the trail. Ashanti proverb

There is never a better measure of what a person is than what he (she) does when he's (she's) absolutely free to choose. William M. Bulger

Reason and justice tell me there's more love for humanity in electricity and steam than in chastity and vegetarianism. ~ Anton Chekhov

We come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Sam Keen

Be Brave, be BOLD, be FREE. Angelina Jolie 

Warriors take chances. Like everyone else, they fear failing, but they refuse to let fear control them. Samurai proverb

War would end if the (female and male) dead could return. Stanley Baldwin

Most of us have no idea of our real creative height. We are much more gifted than we know. Julia Cameron

Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion. Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel

Sometimes you have to be still & allow life to reveal itself to you. Lorane Gordon 

Normal is nothing more than a cycle on a washing machine. Whoopi Goldberg

Any path is only a path. There is no affront, to oneself or others, in dropping it if that is what your heart tells you. Carlos Castaneda

Your capacity to say No determines your capacity to say Yes to greater things. Stanley Jones

A friend is a present you give yourself. Robert Louis Stevenson

Second Existence™. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Second Existence™ Soul. Second Existence™ Second Love. Second Life. Second Thought. Second Feeling. Second Sensuality. Second Physicality. Second Understanding. Second Sexuality. Second Imagination. Second Mind. Second Being. Second Psyche. Getting out of the way. Courage. Intuition. Forgiveness. Love. Second Self. The Real Self. Soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Erotica 63 Pt ll (Artwork) 

A propaganda machine of epic proportions, promoting psychological death. The so called normal world. There is nothing normal about psychological death. We have the right to see the truth, and we embrace the will to transcend it and thrive. Don't be normal. Do not embrace psychological death. Live. You deserve it.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Idealism. Amera Ziganii Rao 

.....Idealism indeed. I’ll say. Men want toilet cleaners and women want healers who will soothe their 8000 or so years wounds. Men want to relive some extraordinarily selfish and cowardly and hypocritical fantasy of happy mothers, and women want to forget that tragic memory of one’s own mother’s slavery. Let alone her enslavement by the mother herself, let alone everyone else along the way. Men want you to get on your hands and knees to prove your love for them. We wanted to do that, without our clothes on! They just want kitchen hands, to prove they can control their wife. We yearn for a humane beast to take us in the night, after using our massive brains all day, like anyone who loves to be great.....

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. 

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. 

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. 

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. 

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. 

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. 

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. 

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. 

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The Post Misogynistic War Life lll. Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao

Absolutely. That's the glory to follow the glory that I have even been able to come to terms with all that has been. Neediness and the projection of it into abuse of power is not allowed. Need is. Very much so. Take the abuse of power away - the one I was thinking that your forefathers must punish you for as much as envy you as much as be proud of you, as that is what they worked so hard to tell you, because frankly, you do it so much better (!) - the power actually and not the abuse of it. 

In tyranny, our success can only ever be the parent's or husband's or wife's or so called friend's FAILURE. That is tyranny. However hard sons must try to be tyrants and woman haters to get a pat on the back from Daddy. The emotional heart is very simple. 

Take the abuse away, take the need to please a father away who will never give you the affirmation you actually want - I speak generically and symbolically as well as literally - because you have actually done too well at it all, take that abuse away that is killing you more than anyone else and you have power and need. Power, care, share and need. 

You get, finally, to be vulnerable too, because you honour female VULNERABILITY and not that myth of frailty or whatever else it is. You honour mine and you get to honours yours too. That is the boon of God, The Mother, The Father, The Whatever, in all of us. 

The more we give, the more we are allowed to need. The more we abuse, the less we are allowed to need - well, other than as a female, because we are not allowed to need at all - but in the poetic sense of love encouraging love, we shall just say that yes, the more we love, the more we are allowed to ask for love and therefore show our vulnerability. 

Which is course comes down to trust. Trust and the knowledge that it is even possible. 

Ego is our clamp of self control so we don't do something in appropriate. The tragedy is that of course, ego is the ONLY thing in us that makes us do anything inappropriate - other than in the bourgeois pseudo morality sense, in which case, I couldn't care less - Soul never is inappropriate. 

The courage and discipline of watching oneself is to make sure that we manufacture the courage (to be vulnerable instead of power abusers) to let that soul speak, however much it gets us into trouble. 

Ego + cleansing + manufacturing courage = soul. Letting soul speak. Letting your real parent speak and telling the ones to take a hike, because you get to be an adult at long last and TRULY make your own decisions. 

And your true decision, is to love a woman. To LOVE a woman. That is the true you. The true any man. The truth. 

Anything else is Agamemnon. The male legacy. You don't need it, because in soul, you get to USE it, at WILL. 

The more you can step out of the way and USE the ego as the vehicle of delivery of a message that, let's just say, is NOT your natural inclination to say, the more you will become soul. The ego is the physical vehicle. We create that, we add to that, we hone it, we tone it, we shape it, just as we would in the gym with our physical bodies. That honing and toning is for delivery. 

Delivery is from the soul in love and from the ego in abuse of power. 

Delivery is from the soul in intelligence and humanity and safety and self confidence and from the ego in every single form of abuse of power that there is on this toilet of a planet. It is all the world ego of The World of Men. 

You want to USE that ego and not let that ego use you. That is how it is transmuted into sex, into constructive rage, into political passion and into INTEGRITY. As a habitual form of love, especially for you, IN THE HOME. 

Be vulnerable, trust a woman, throw every single teaching out of the window in each moment, of that lethal but manageable legacy of female hatred, bully tactics and deliberate financial whoremongering and cruelty, keep loving, make mistakes, but be open to be told, be open to constantly grieving the ego part of you, as we continue to heal for our whole lives, and then finally, we can have a conversation. With great bits inbetween. That is relationship. 

Intimacy. 

Facing the horror of the truth - I cannot believe I am already up and running again, I really cannot believe that - and working as a team.

Embracing the real you. The man who CAN be a reformed sadist, reformed rake, reformed woman hater, reformed woman beater, reformed woman financial abuser. 

You're one of the heroes. You get to transcend your own self. You are a MAN who gets to transcend yourself. 

You are a MAN who gets to return. 

Intimacy. Bearing open your chest in your personal life too. The block for you is saying goodbye to the past. YOU get to do with the tribe legacy, what you want to do. That is manhood and that is adulthood. Merging that lethal cocktail of abuse of power, with love for the very people you have been brought up to fuck up the most. 

That is manhood and that is you. We are allowed to be vulnerable and we are allowed to be weak and scared and bewildered. Look at what we have been given. 

And now that the subject is officially allowed and one that will not make me cut my wrists, I begin to not feel afraid anymore. For one simple reason. I am pouring into my power without stopping. And you like it. And YOU listen to me. And indeed, I listen to you, listening to me. 

The Soul of Leadership is motherhood. You are going to learn it too. In relationship, with a WOMAN. 

Congratulations Sir and welcome abroad. You see the new dawn.

This Monarch is finding new born love and respect. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Post Misogynistic War Life lV. Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao

Totally. The only reason why intimacy for you has been impossible with a woman, while you are capable of intimacy across the board with anyone else, but her, is that you serve two masters. 

You cannot serve the central self - the soul combination of both people - in any dynamic, if you are approaching it with someone else's agenda. 

What I - and all the women before me I am sure - am doing is to tell you that that agenda is horrendous. The one that every single man around you metes out behind closed doors too in some way or other and who is equally frustrated with lack of intimacy as you are. 

You serve two masters. You cannot serve 'Agamemnon' and your soul in the same instant. The reaction from a woman tells you who you are serving or not. 

We all serve in other words. We serve soul or we serve whatever earth masters we have been taught by, invariably our first, which is our birth parents. 

You love a woman, you love your own loving a woman, you get to be intimate with a woman, if you serve your soul self. That soul self is my soul self is our central soul self. It's why I come back and then I am glad. 

It's why you come back and then you are glad. Agamemnon is only yours and nothing to do with me. I do not serve Agamemnon. In fact, just as Briseis, The High Priestess, stabs him in the neck, that is what I do to Agamemnon, in case you hadn't noticed. I will never serve 'Commodus'. My ego unconsciously DID serve that bastard. 'Michael Corleone' or 'Commodus', it's the same thing. But obviously, no more. And now finally, you are beginning to stop too. 

Your ego is primarily, consciously, sociological in nature. It is still unconscious and is moving out of you as you make it conscious. But your ego is the ego of the Agamemnon world. The World of Men, The Tribe world, the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell. 

Your superego is the part of you that masters all of it in each moment. You take Agamemnon and you make him Achilles. You make him Hector. You make him Briseis. You learn to see the beauty of man, instead of spending your whole life, defending a part of man you actually hate too. 

True love is the sexuality of that transcension. The romantic boon of that transcension. Because then I can trust that you can PLAY with it, and endure the suffering with discipline, so we can then heal it together as two people. A man and a woman can only do that. We live on earth. We have history, to say the least. 

That's not the problem for people like us, all of us in The Warrior Class though. Why? Because we like sex and we like love and we like hedonism and we like feeling. We like and honour passion because we develop the intellect to be able to master it and leave control behind for another lifetime long gone. 

We stop being lazy in relationship. We work as hard IN IT, as we do in our work. We don't just leave it all to 'the women' who are the slave class anyway and will NEVER be heard. 

We work hard, so we can get sex. Because real love, real sex, true love and true sex is one thing. Intimacy. 

The manna of a real life. The unique, eternal friendship I have searched for my whole - oppression under male fascism - life. 

I want my special male friend and I am not stopping. Thankfully, neither are you. We will get you out of The Matrix. Agamemnon or me. Keep asking your ego that. I'm better looking. I've also got a much much much kinder heart. After all, I still love you. And indeed, every man and woman of Werewolf I have ever known. We are all in this together. 

Honour The Temple and honour our Leadership of The Soul (Deepak Chopra). Grow it with us, the Priestesses and Priests of this world, and we will honour you. Agamemnon is no longer needed. You don't like him any more than we do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Agamemnon. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Not being a classicist (yet), I refer to the Agamemnon of Wolfgang Peterson's film version of the story, Troy, when I refer to him as the bastion of The World of Men. In the film, Briseis, the High Priestess who Achilles falls in love with, after she cleanses his soul as her captor, stabs Agamemnon in the neck...in 'factual' Homer history, it seems his wife kills him. Whichever way, a good end for an original perpetrator of woman hatred. As they all were...AZR 

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In Greek mythology, Agamemnon (English pronunciation: /æɡəˈmɛmnɒn/; Ancient Greek: Ἀγαμέμνων; Modern Greek: Αγαμέμνονας, "very steadfast") was the son of king Atreus and queen Aerope of Mycenae, the brother of Menelaus, the husband of Clytemnestra and the father of Iphigenia, Electra, Orestes and Chrysothemis. Mythical legends make him the king of Mycenae or Argos, thought to be different names for the same area. When Helen, the wife of Menelaus, was abducted by Paris of Troy, Agamemnon commanded the united Greek armed forces in the ensuing Trojan War.

On Agamemnon's return from Troy he was murdered (according to the fullest version of the oldest surviving account, Odyssey 11.409–11) by Aegisthus, the lover of his wife Clytemnestra. In old versions of the story: "The scene of the murder, when it is specified, is usually the house of Aegisthus, who has not taken up residence in Agamemnon's palace, and it involves an ambush and the deaths of Agamemnon's followers too". In some later versions Clytemnestra herself does the killing, or they do it together, in his own home.

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The Post Misogynistic War Life V. Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao

Yes, the ego and the superego do end up having the same emotions, while having them completely not in the same way. The superego is the healthy version of the emotions feeler, the emotional instinct is the superego. The emotional instinct as you very well know, is also very much the wounded ego. Until it is not. The emotions are the same. The bittersweet truth because in superego, there is no room for one second, for illusion. In  superego, it leaves one as soon as enters one. No respite and it’s out the door. There is also something else. Fearlessness, faith and trust as a state of BEING. 

Ego to superego. You believe that I don’t want to be available for you. I believe (in superego) that you don’t want to love me. These are the two emotional ingredients of any day. In superego, you know you do. In ego we don’t. And when you look at the truth of what is ego to superego, ie, the truth of the false, intimacy was impossible in coercion. No ‘she’ would want to be available for a fascist tyrant that a man invariably has to become, and no ‘he’ has therefore ever wanted to love a woman, without healing the fascism tyranny of misogyny and financial coercion of control. There is always logic in emotional ‘logic’ of belief. 

So in ego, I was debilitated with the raw terror of instinct that I would be hated by every man who ever came near me. In superego, I work very differently with both that belief and that reality. Ego is always a reaction of reality to reality. Ego is also a reaction of NEGATIVE illusion to reality. It is the negative illusion we feel. Ego is negative. Our mortal husk is of terror, rage, vengeance, hate, pain, shock and rejection. It is literally a husk of death in us, as we ascend into superego that has just had its time. We shed it like we do a snake skin. We don’t need or want it anymore. It’s time is over. 

Superego is belligerently NOT negative. As I have lived in that state of spiritual DNA shift and faced endless trials for the past 4 years, superego is the only reason I have survived. Another way of saying it is like this. ‘Fake it til you make it’ is the well known saying. It’s true. To get out of the way of one’s negative, paranoid, instinctive, raging, controlling, fascistic self (you + the world influence to back up all those traits, because they want to keep you negative and fighting and self destroying because negative energy feeds their agenda, alchemically and spiritual energy wise too) you have to pretend. You pretend to get out of the way while having a raging panic attack, or raging terror attack and you listen. You go for the alternative. 

Ego to soul is an alchemical process but all from the mind in this context. All energy healing, all so called alternative ‘stuff’ shifts our spiritual and emotional DNA rapidly. I spent ten years going to energy healers alongside the self teaching in Clair Cognisance and self psycho analysis, let alone the investigation into the rest of the world, the social sciences and long before I found the motivation to even start finding literal esoteric knowledge, it was the energy healing that changed me and changed me and changed me. I was literally , fed, light. The love intelligence energy of the Divine world is poured into us by healers. That is energy healing in my words. Then the re-programming began of my mind. 

The first decision that is made therefore is the will to choose love in any moment. Not the pseudo control of rage to decide that, but yes, in a way it is. When we begin, right through to forever, the difference between unconscious ego and conscious superego is discipline. 

And that is disappointing. In fact, from now on, prepare to be as disappointed as you are elated in each ascension. Illusion is the most powerful drug in the world. It kept me alive for most of my life. Before it began to kill me. That is where you are at. And that is the key to change. 

Illusion just becomes too painful and too debilitating and too inhibiting. Illusion becomes the block to intimacy. When we needed it, when we all mete our various forms of non love together, we think we are experiencing intimacy. I have sat at a table where four women of the Werewolf archetype were all speaking at once, for hours. All the time. And they thought they were all the bestest of friends. We change vibration as we ascend. Everything becomes much lighter in texture and paradoxically, everything becomes more painful because we FEEL so much more. 

In ego, the pain is actually terror. In superego the pain is more like being just too sensitive and learning to love it and live with it and have a right to be all these different passions, thoughts and feelings and therefore to be spontaneous and yet not actually leading from anything to do with the ego or superego. We are leading from soul. The rest is the courage to keep up with it. Because it is fast, unpredictable, exhausting and fascinating and always devastating to some part of the superego that needs to heal. 

And of course the most painful and blissful part of it is this. We yearn for love our whole lives, as The Warrior Class. And by the time, we are capable of handling it, we then have to face the truth that not only do we never get any of our childish fantasies of being stuck to another person, ever again, for any kind of person, from parent, to child to partner to best friend, we ARE miraculously around the very person and people we have always wanted to be with. We DO get our box of chocolates and then it takes to much work of discipline to be civilised enough (you) to handle it. 

Sure. It’s agony. ‘The agony and the ecstasy’. The difference though and this is important to remember as you remain in the last vestiges of ego, that awful male world, The World of Men, horrendous ego, but just ego nonetheless, you feel alone. Ego is to feel alone. Superego is to not feel alone. So as you let go of the ego beliefs of how to NOT be alone, you will paradoxically feel for the first time since you were a child, NOT alone. ESPECIALLY with the person or people you love the most. It is ego that will never be satisfied, ego who will never be appeased, ego who believes that I don’t want to be available. It is ego who probably believes within that that the person you love the most, doesn’t really love you and in your context of power, that is well documented in narrative and philosophy and psychology. Someone wanting you for anything that is not actually about you, even though, paradoxically money and wealth and earth success is everything about you. What you define as you in The World of Men. The same thing that gives you so much, takes so much from you too. The belief that it is your ‘this’ or your ‘that’. That you believe you will not be loved for yourself. 

In the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe, no man is loved for himself. You earn money. That is your job and that is what you do and why would you expect to be loved too? That is the tribe’s attitude to you. That is ALL you are to the tribe. Money. 

I on the other hand am also many things that have nothing to do with me and my ego terror was that I was most certainly not being loved for myself and that I would be rejected every five minutes. I was and am. The tribe has taught me nothing more than the fact that no one wants to love me. 

So ego is real and true in its reactive state to life. The superego is transcending that terror and rage and fascism and rage into love. Taking the stupid mind and heart and instinct and telling it to shut up and letting someone else in you speak. The person who speaks and loves WHEN THEY ARE NOT AFRAID. The person who is not afraid is in soul at each moment. In superego with soul communication. Moving out of the mortal husk, the re-programming and energy shifts and love intelligence shifts is becoming that permanently. Becoming ‘Navi’ again. (James Cameron’s Avatar). 

Taking yourself into superego, by just saying not to ego when you realise what you are saying yes or no too and that’s why you have me. 

Because my skill finally in life, is to ‘talk truth to power’. In my leadership training, I am watching every single episode of Aaron Sorkin’s The West Wing. A new script writer to the US President is being challenged for his ability to ‘talk truth to power’. I had to ascend into superego first to talk truth to power. And now of course it is both my personal and professional path and one of teaching it in the future to everyone. Talking truth to power is our job, the job of Sacred Whore High Priestesses, Hierophant High Priestesses and Shaman High Priestesses and Priests. And of course, the legacy of both fascism and financial coercion has ensured that that doesn’t happen. Now that world is finally here, when it can happen and is happening more and more. 

And with your grace, because you have grace enough to show me the love you do show me, you have shown me how much you want to be told. How much you need it and want it and how no one has been able to do it well. And you had to be really listening. I am the first person who is not afraid. And life has protected me into my Rapunzel life. Plus, your ego. Your ego’s inability to sustain relationship with a woman is my protection. 

So, there you go. I just proved it. I choose to believe now, what my feelings tell me. That the love is unbreakable and that we can move through the rest of this pre-harvest, without me feeling dejected, other than when you are beating me with the extremes of the layers of the financial and other misogyny and brainwashing to kill all High Priestesses. And the like. 

You can choose therefore, and start practising to choose, not to be hijacked by your archetypal terror that the person won’t be there. My love is real and is not a pretend or polite or convenient love. Where I am either after a roof over my head, or money or whatever else your ego must come out with and indeed the ego of the world. The only reason I am interested in you is because I have (I am saying this is good) no choice. You are my truth. I am yours. 

The rest takes time. Your ego believes that the person won’t be there, or that you will be abandoned, for two reasons. First, you knew you were being cruel to women. You all know. When you know you are being cruel to someone, you fear them leaving you for very legitimate reasons. You watched your mothers unable to leave. But you don’t trust women, because women can disappear in many ways. In the same room. Completely. It’s the only reason our species has not been wiped out. So, yes, a major part of that ego is madly selfish and wants the Lolita hijacking – she didn’t leave him because of the sex, she left him because of the obsessive control and chastity belt regarding going anywhere outside their secret hideaway – and is still the abandoned child of past who searches for that missing parent feeling still. But it is also not mad. It loves. And is very passionate, caring and attentive in love and it is that purity of superego that you want to maintain and get rid of the ‘Commodus’ corruption. 

And you will. After returning from such a place of karmic healing, I feel the full scale of hope again, and indeed, like never before. That was an enormous hurdle and to have to enter the reality to see these things takes great courage. For you too. 

It’s going to be okay. You do want to love me and I don’t plan to pretend to be in the room. I will either be in the room or not. And I won’t walk out on your fascism because you won’t have it. That’s the key point. Whatever you struggle with, it will be your responsibility and you will want that and as you master that part of yourself more and more, you will enjoy it to the best of your ability like you do anything you do. Me too. We are thorough. We do love skill. We devote our energy utterly and completely. We are obsessives and do very well out of it. 

You are just being broken back into something you haven’t seen for 8000 years. I am exactly, like you. I don’t just ‘understand’ you. I AM you. And as your self love grows, you will feel more comfortable with that. I am not talking about the misogyny. I mean, you will trust your feelings all the time. Because the lack of fear takes us into empathy. And when you are standing in front of the same soul, that empathy becomes something else and ego at the moment is not letting you celebrate or feel or explore the fullness of that. Ego is blocking you, not just from love, but from life. From a life of love with a woman. You’ve never had it. You have been in relationship with only one thing for your life so far. Your ego. 

The empty adages that people use are not without base. The spiritual truth is that ego is ‘Gollam’. (Lord of The Rings). That is our ego, per se. ‘Commodus’ to ‘Gollam’, that is our mortal husk. The hate we have created out of being hated (CONDITIONALLY loved). 

It is you, in true ‘Fight Club’ style (David Fincher) you are about to go up against the other. Your other and actually what that means is that you have been doing that every day. You are at war, with your own ego. As it should be. It’s a process but focusing on this other than the horror that was our past, brings back something that we both sorely need. Innocence. Faith. Trust. Hope. Beauty. To really BECOME those beliefs. Become those and you will eject that mortal husk. 

And for me, I remember again what it feels like. The real, non illusion, true love, hope about life, state of bliss. Men do actually WANT to love women. You do actually WANT to love me. I remember now. I do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

And it's the best 'choice' and one I am in awe over. For me it is retaining innocence. For you, it is self esteem. Feel it. It is real. AZR

The Post Misogynistic War Life Vl Peace as Inclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao

Self esteem my beautiful, is actually easy, even in ego. A process of ascension but actually, easy. To shift, just focus on one thing. Looking at yourself through my eyes. Not the necessary misogyny stripping eyes. My eyes that look at you. 

Project my view of you, onto your view of you and you will take over control of your self esteem. Ignore every thought you have of you, or any thought of anything anyone taught you. It wasn’t their fault. They were supposed to fuck you up. That was their job. Your sociological disadvantages, your educational disadvantages, we all have them to varying degrees and all feel shame, embarrassment, the need to hide, the bitterness at feeling insecure around a particular kind of people, based on whatever VULNERABILITIES we have. 

And of course, mostly and most obviously and most easy to be influenced by, is the person we desire and are in love with the most. In ego it is really painful. Crippling, inhibiting and hysterical and of course violent from the level of terror and lack of self esteem. 

In soul it is bittersweet pain. As you use it in art, so you will use it in life. I am bridging it for you. Their job was to fuck you up, from inside the home and outside. That’s gone. Every single experience that gave you your areas of conflict. Your job is to transform that into self love. Then it is really gone. Fascism being the opposite end of self love. And misogyny being the utter antithesis of self love. I am you. If you hate me, you hate you. If men hate women, men hate themselves more than anything. We are you. 

See you as I see you and feel it regularly and you will begin to see who you are. Of course, when you hurt me, I most certainly do not look at myself through your eyes to get self esteem. Then I go elsewhere, anywhere, platonic or semi platonic or whatever. We are old and have many friends. Many memories. Go to any of them for your self esteem. While your self esteem is being built. 

There is a way to be with other people responsibly. Universal love. Again, friendship and intimacy, even though actually one hardly takes anything from the other person at all. You have already been working on that for a long time. I had to let go of all attachment to so many groups and types of friendship relationships long before I got to romantic love and family, romantic love. This is the last frontier. 'The one'. The one who means it all because they are family for as long as one has left. It is the last and most difficult area of attachment, control and no self esteem for sure. Why, we have to 'love ourselves' before we can love. Definitely. 

Just remember you are moving fast. Process but with speed. 

Go anywhere, but to you, (and anyone who is called family or regular friends or anyone who is in your life so powerfully that they tell you to see you as they see you) in ego and that ego will stop shouting. You are re-educating the self esteem mind. Shutting it up and beginning again. 

The ego will finally stop being 'Gollam'. And the past will leave you. The past that has nothing to do with the real you. I do. Me. My perspective. Because you are that beautiful. Because you are me! 

Alchemy. BUILD that self esteem and you build love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The New World Training l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Yes. Feeling good. At the same time, truth knocks on the door again. The next layer of real fear as a woman. Nothing to do with inner self esteem training. Real fear. How does a woman who has a personality, drive and vocational duty and ambition, EQUAL to that of an alpha male, fit into HIS world in a male world of misogyny pressure and pressure to show off how much a man can control a woman and a High Priestess Avatar archetype into self destruction and silence? 

That is real fear. A woman who is already up and running and structured in her self esteem, fitting into a material and defined world that is already up and running and structured and HIS? 

In a world and normal mindset, where EVERYTHING IS HIS? 

That is the question for the day for you, dear man. That has to be the question every day for any woman and man, in The New World? 

How does any individual move into a life where everything is already defined and styled and created by another person, and not be swallowed up into his unconscious selfishness, nonchalance of self existence, and belief (old), that women SHOULD NOT HAVE PERSONALITY, unless it fits in with HIS mood, life, day or decisions? 

How do two equals come together safely in a world where everything tells one person (actually two, but my work is done) that he is worth MORE than her? 

So many layers, so many dangers, so many realities of abuse. So many areas and this is for a woman who has DONE her own healing and certainly, done her own thing for half a century too? 

How does a woman remain free to be herself, in a post misogynistic marriage? 

How does a man maintain HER friendship as a post misogynist? 

The compassion of the passion. His. How does he give the friendship to a woman, or anyone else around him, so she and they can be themselves too, without a daily battle? Having the will to negotiate, as I now have begun, having the compassion to know that this the earth conversation whether we like it or not, having the compassion to know that it is my job to ‘talk truth to power’ because I am not power, despite being all that IS power, is one thing. 

And maybe it is the only thing. Talking about it. Scary stuff, with so many memories of rampant, worldwide, generic, suffocation of abuse so that the idea of sitting down in my man’s house, blessed with his love and finally getting on with my careers alongside his and alongside our miraculous love and alongside the miracle that I have helped him to find himself in the most spiritually demanding and satisfying and proving myself to The Universe way, where my Hierophant, Sacred Whore, High Priestess and Avatar skills are proven twice over as they were with myself, is, frankly, tenuous. 

Modern misogyny is to pressurise a woman out of self concentration by hounding her to care for this or that, by telling her that she has to earn her keep by helping, by telling her, telling her, telling her and telling her...in fact the machine of unconscious pressure for her to be destroyed is so vast, I can’t even enter that right now. How do I protect myself in a post misogynistic, new New World way? 

Trust and communication? I guess so. Committing to that conversation forever and knowing that he will listen and that is why he is someone to be committed to, to even giving it a try? 

How do I ensure that you ‘come second to my money’ like I do to yours? (Mace. You come second to my money). How is that automatically ‘allowed’ in a post misogynistic, male power, male environment, patriarchal home way? How can a new alpha female as male, feel safe in that environment? 

How does she ensure that the next 40 years are not going to be spent in emotional fatigue, ‘having to fight her way’ for individuality in every moment? 

YOUR hard work. That is how. And it would be good at this point to remember the sex. We behave well with our partner so we can get sex and love. Ain’t nothing wrong with having that simple and self interested a statement to start the day. Compassion is only possible, if we RESPECT passion. We behave well, so we can get what we want. 

A man has to behave well with a woman to get her sex, because her sex is her friendship. The flavour of their joy depends on how much friendship he gives her. Of the UNSEXUAL kind. These differences are not genetic. They are sociological. Her friendship is automatic, to empower him and be his unisexual friend. His friendship is brand new. Forced, cleansed into his soul and his redemptive spiritual DNA shift. How to GIVE to a woman, who likes that you TAKE from her too, if we go into primal symbolism. I receive a gift when a man makes love to me, as much as I give a gift too, jbut in the post misogynistic world, apparently you are always taking from me sexually. So if that works for you, use it. You have to GIVE, in order to take. You have to give unisexual friendship of compassion and humanity and generosity and EMPOWERMENT to a woman, in order to get anything from her. 

Well, that is unconditional love, per se. We GIVE, in order to get, but we don’t GIVE, in actual, order to get. We just give, in the HOPE that we get too, but we don’t NEED, DEMAND, HAVE THE RIGHT OR THE COERCIVE RIGHT WHATSOEVER, to GET anything. We just give. And hope. 

If we ask in truth or wish in truth or hope in truth and the partnership is equal, in terms of vibrational love intelligence and energy, ie, the central soul self is dominating the partnership, the other person will hear us and WANT to give. If it is off key, they won’t and we have to re-adjust or indeed, speak about any inequalities or ego stuff floating around in their air, ready to stab us back into the misogynistic world of fascistic male supremacy, male needs, and male demands, sheit. And indeed, male PERSONALITY domination. My personality dominates JUST LIKE YOURS. 

Is a woman compartmentalised into hours in the day when she is ‘allowed’ to be herself and then for the rest of the time, she is to be something else? Every single aspect of this has to be constantly examined. A relationship for a woman is clearly the most dangerous thing on earth. 

I like danger. I have clearly courted it my whole life. I like it and know it and work with it well. But danger is only fun if it is mastered. Your commitment to relationship as a man therefore is a great deal more than you have ever known. 

You need to viscerally agree to that and commit to a new life of emotional discipline and knowing you ARE dangerous. Just as I did to the female ego. Know you are dangerous and that your danger is INSTITUTIONALLY AND FINANCIALLY (for now) backed by coercion and all form of encouragement for you to destroy me. I am female. I am to be destroyed and annihilated out of existence in your world. Face that truth and then work with that. This is relationship. This is your redemption out of your old world. 

Everything has taught you your whole life, that you don’t have to work at relationship. You make the money, so someone else looks after any other work. Wrong. Everything has taught you your whole life, that only male personality and ‘humanity’ are important and that men are more important than women. In Islamic fundamentalist law – they call it Shariah – where THE STATE imposes religious doctrine, rape is non existent. If a woman says she has been raped, she is imprisoned, BY THE STATE for fornication, which is a real crime. Fornication AGAINST THE STATE. A female witness is equal to HALF A MALE WITNESS. 

Islamic law and all that is the mediaeval regression of that religion, today is here for our benefit. To show us the caricature REALITY of worldwide, generic, misogyny and hatred of women and the will to subjugate us out of existence. All men believe that men are worth twice the worth of women. All men are told to believe that and all men are told to believe that every single, day, hour and minute of earth life. 

It can only take an alchemist to be real in relationship with a woman. A man who knows his own shadow and how to master it and work with it, so he can USE it when he wants to. So a woman can feel safe with him and not have to be WATCHING HER BACK, with the person she is trying to trust. 

Relationship for a woman, even a seasoned  and self defined feminist, with all her plans up and running for her life vocations, is a draining, emotionally self destructive, insane focus on someone other than herself, because of the grim legacy of female slavery. That is the root of love dependency in the female and High Priestess archetype. Because we are emotional healers. 

No one wants to be at it full time in their own home. So, a new level of making sure a woman is not a carer while everyone else is getting on with real life. Everyone has to take responsibility for themselves. I am a generous mother. You are a generous father. You are becoming a generous father. You are entering unconditional love. 

You have, I am sure, been training in a post misogynistic life for a long time. You have known marriage and relationship. The recognition however of how obtuse and unneeded female consciousness is for you though cannot be ignored. I have to shout about it and I know you appreciate it, but I am ensuring I don’t spent the next 40 years shouting about it too. In our own home. 

How does a woman get a life of her own, to go alongside a man as big and defined and old as you? (we’re both old) How does she ‘fit’ in to a post misogynistic world? 

How does ‘her’ issues become THE ISSUES OF THE MARRIAGE FOR BOTH PEOPLE? 

All of this I suppose.  Not being idealistic enough to think it can all be safe and not needed to be talked about anymore, as is the tendency with all things. Not being hopeless enough to think that it is just too overwhelming and your training will be complete in twenty years time. Knowing therefore that male love is primarily one thing. The will to listen and the will to keep changing the will to do THE WORK that relationship takes ON HIS PART. 

A man has to begin to see life through a woman’s eyes and that means, the empathy to CARE HOW SHE IS and not just what she is and what she looks like, so it fits in with this remit for that half hour he has in the day. 

A woman doesn’t need to be mollycoddled, in soul either. There is a time for love and a time for work. That took me 36 years to heal in myself. That we have not even talked about yet. How I healed that level of pain and madness. For you. How, if you were suffocated from achievement, you would have become as mad. I have YOUR ALPHA MALE DRIVE, as it has to be defined in a world that is not mine. It’s not alpha male. It’s just alpha. And I have it too. 

How will your environment promote that IN ME? 

HOW WILL YOU HELP ME TO REMAIN ME IN YOUR WORLD? 

Good questions for a good heart, from a pure heart. 

The convergence begins. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The New World Training ll. MY Self Esteem. Amera Ziganii Rao

Yes. It is painful, but I suppose also deeply moving at the same time. I suppose two people, male and female, female and male and male to male, female to female too, reach this agreement in relationship. That there is only one discussion. The sharing of power. What power is, what love is, what is wrong and what is right and how to bring the two dynamics to the table in true humane egalitarian but primally true, love. What is the truth of primal and what is the corruption of the primal? How do we merge the primitive tribalism of the non reptile people, ie, the people who own passion and creativity and art and sexuality and sensuality like it’s their daily bread? How do we, of the emotionally ignorant classes, master passion and compassion in a world of reptile agenda heartless lack of passion and complete lack of compassion, to anything that is not male? 

How do we reconcile equality in a world of slavery? 

Emotional education for sure. The deliberately missing ingredient in all our lives. The reptiles don’t need it. They are like ‘Sauron’ ‘Mr Spocks’. I LOVE Mr Spock’s character like most people and we should. That is not the problem. The problem is when it deliberately used for inhumane, enslavement purposes. ‘Sauron’ (Lord of The Rings) certainly takes care of that. These ‘people’ don’t need to explore passion and compassion. They are NEITHER. 

They have left us flailing about for thousands of years, by killing me. And all like me. The wisdom carriers. The emotional teachers. The MOTHERS. Basically, what HISstory is telling me so far is that the reptile agenda, like any group of thugs at the top, were too lazy to dig for the resources they required on earth. So they killed us as giants – pre and post Noah – and they hybrid created us into a slave form of being to do the work. Both in the field and in the breeding of the next generation of slaves. The world is one big plantation. 

Even if we return to the world of ‘Agamemnon’, as is my want, ‘Achilles’ and ‘Atlas’ were left overs. Simple as. All of us who strive for heroism, or who heroism strives for, are ‘left overs’, come back again. The soul will not die. 

So we flounder in a reptile agenda world of heartlessness to levels we cannot even comprehend – Werewolf or Nymph – and we flounder because of a deliberate lack of emotional education, because no one wants us to know the truth. That the world’s future DEPENDS ON THE SUBJUGATION OF THE HIGH PRIESTESS CLASS. Female and male, we are the ones to be silenced, because we are the ones with the knowledge. The key to our real power. All our real power. The alchemy of the mind to run our emotional selves. 

As it is slowly returning now, in the different forms it has, even though the ‘personal development’ world is still so ridiculed and scoffed at and dismissed, as is THOUGHT of any kind, as is SELF TEACHING of any kind, as is HUMANITARIANISM of any kind, as is FEMINISM AS ANTI SLAVERY of any kind, and as of course, as is SEXUALITY of any kind, and especially THE FEMALE KIND, we are liberating. The whole world. Consciousness being the new politics of change. Change yourself and you change your world, that changes THE world. Done through secret education and subterfuge, just as in any state of war or fascism. That’s easy. The world serves us now. We are the generations of information and knowledge and indeed, SELF TEACHING. 

So within that, we are in a constant ‘neo slavery’ mindframe, because we are bred to be slaves and it is our intelligence and passion and compassion that drives us out of it. Our drive for freedom and our drive for truth. 

It is however, also always a shedding of the ego and indeed, superego’s dream of a peaceful home with another person. How on earth is that possible in this world? So the levels of illusion have to be constantly drawn back. The football pitch has to get bigger and bigger with a smaller and smaller goal. The playing field of relationship is not just hard work, it is the hardest work we will ever do. 

And maybe that is what this is, in its magical, strange, lost knowledge, Hierophant guidance and political resistance way. The laundry, before the ecstasy. Sure. Pre courtship or real courtship therefore has to be a political negotiation for one’s life, as a woman or vulnerable and as a self killing by a man or executioner. 

In other words, a man has to BECOME a rampant feminist to love a woman. There is no other way. 

Our emotional mind works on tag lines and goals for motivation. The male feminist has to be born, for love for a woman to be real. He has to be her GENDER champion, IN THE VERY HOME THEY SHARE. 

She has to know he has her back, as she has his. Otherwise, it’s back to Cinderella and the tarantulas all over again. He is committed, she knows, it is her job to ‘talk truth to power’, she knows, it is her job to enjoy her whole self and know he takes her guidance, so she can just get on with it and have the strength to lead the way, as he watches, sure, and so on. In other words, a woman has to be WATER TIGHT in soul and in self love and in self discovered, DISCOVERED, in order to tackle relationship. And a man has to be ready to give up his world. 

TO GIVE UP HIS WORLD AS HE HAS KNOWN IT. 

He is to become a feminist. He is to become a man who is the purification of the MALE fantasy. He is to become the PURIFICATION of all that is the Lolita loving male. He is to become, for the first time in his spoilt, selfish and woman killing life, a father, to a girl. 

That surely, is the best news you have heard in a long time. When I suddenly realised that after clearing all the hundreds of layers of corruption of the helpless would be Lolita female, trapped in the emotional hijacking of the helpless princess despite herself, hating that part of her, because it was so dangerous and so castrating in anything to do out of the context of relationship, so she could hardly even function as an adult human being, let alone ravenous vocational being, on the hunt for achievement, with such a huge alpha drive in her, let alone her celestial purpose of the Joan of Arc archetype to spread the word for hope again, in a world that broke her so much she almost got killed off like the rest, when I suddenly realised that after all that healing, I was actually being told that I WAS TO RELY ON A MAN AFTER ALL, as was my emotional HEALING, I entered a state of bliss and wonder. 

We are allowed what we dream of. Because it is real. There is a very good reason why a woman needs so much fatherly care. It’s called The World of Men. There is a reason why a man needs so much to be a father with a daughter. It’s called The World of Men. The High Priestess is in danger from the moment she is born. The plan is deliberate. The world is specific. And it is not the plan of any Divinity that has ever or will exist. You want to protect me for real because the protection need is real. 

How that has been converted into the extraordinary marital and abuse of the High Priestess is too much to even allow myself to feel right now. The wound is slowly healing. The big open, Kafkaesque, bloody, ‘rosa’ wound. Of my humanity on earth. It’s healing. I should be done by the time I am ready for death. How can it be anything else? It is also my work. To share my story with all the other High Priestesses out there and indeed, Priests. My life will be a professional and personal healing of this great wound. The wound of earth. 

That wound has to become your wound too. My wound should be your wound, because it was never mine to begin with. It was not yours either. Now, it is both of ours. My development as an adult. The Lolita dynamic is real. My ‘making a man feel young again’ is not coincidental. That is your redemption. Your bliss that you can enter for the rest of your life. Your redemptive atonement, done in the most luxurious of circumstances. All that you have achieved, plus me, your daughter from long ago, and your High Priestess from the beginning, and your sacred lover. And all the knowledge of The Universe that you will learn from me and through me, THROUGH MY LIFE. Alongside you. You will benefit the most, from my work. As I benefit the most from yours. And I speak creatively. 

Your art form is my first love. The art form that sustains me every day. The art form I always wanted to be in. My life has taken another path now and I am at peace with that, even though there are many years left and many opportunities to do all the art forms I am sure. A real life never ends. But the joy and observational companionship to your art form brings me something I had long forgotten, could even be possible again. It is in these things that friendship and respect are born. You learn the most from my future career. I heal the most. To turn the central arena for female abuse – emotional intelligence – into the vocational being I already am – is nothing short of a Nobel Prize winning achievement. 

I don’t get those accolades, because my achievements are not defined in The World of Men. Yours are. To be female, like a person of colour, the ego has to be severely curtailed and beaten into non existence. Otherwise, it’s the old ‘ball and chain’ of ‘the chip on the shoulder’. And who can even be bothered with that? That is again, another unconscious handing over power to the reptile agenda. Fascism thrives off one thing above all others. The resignation and cynicism of those it abuses. The self destruction and apathy it causes is deliberate psychological warfare. On us. I will never feed that agenda again. And I most certainly contributed my time to it well. 

A daughter is also something else. Where your dream is real again. We teach love. We help the environment around us. We look after everyone. We are the emotional nurturers and wisdom machines of fun and power and love. We speak truth to power basically. That is what a daughter does. Even in the traditional set up of these roles, pure or corrupted, the mother is too far gone into terror by that time. She is already financially coerced into death. The daughter has no such fears. She is off into the world and will never be really tied down by her father’s fascism. Or so she thinks. Because of course, one day, he turns round and does the same to her that he is doing to the wife. It is inevitable. Fascism can only lead to more fascism. And who can talk truth to power, when you are being kept as a subtle slave, who just gets enough money to do the shopping? In a world where runaway wives are seen as disobedient and as women who have brought it all on themselves? Fascism has no anomalies. ‘Either you are with us or against us’ said Bush Jr, didn’t he? ‘Nuff said. 

A marital home is the court of Henry Vlll and nothing in between. Then, ‘the daughter’ can only ever be Anne Boleyn or the other one who got her head chopped off...in other words, the two he was most in love with. Those were the two he hated the most and the two he meted out the most irreversible punishment on. Passion + misogyny = Henry Vlll. All men and certainly, men of The Warrior Class. We ARE passion. We are also heart. That is the healing of your soul. Passion into heart, to go with the passion. Feminism as your daily bread. 

But this is the building of The New World. Now, we are no longer talking of men being kind to women. It’s gone long past that. We are now onto a new world again. A world where she is not there half the time, because she ‘s got a career too. Whether it is in her vast writing room (er hem. I mean, really, I need space, and MY space) or out the door. The career goes with the personality. One cannot exist without the other. She is a hunter too. These reminders, just to keep us habitually in change. And each time I do it, I empathise more with your murderous need to destroy the female species. And all that is me. The healing is more painful than the wound. 

My disability constantly, mystically, and shamanically, reminds me of that. I was a professional TV camerawoman before it hit. Carrying a pre digital Betacam monster of a wonderful beast. The healing is more painful than the wound. The laundry has to come before the ecstasy. 

Let alone, my monk’s quarters. In a grey and soulless country. Where we all try our best to beat ourselves into motivation for anything other than planning our next holiday in the sun. The laundry has to come before the ecstasy. This journey will one day, end. 

The fact that we are on the same page has to be the focus now. As the superego even sadly accepts that to love a man is so much hard work, as your ego either accepts or baulks today at the same thing. A man has to become a feminist. To love the beings that he actually loves. And that, paradoxically, means he can be with his Lolita. That is the miracle of the pure heart. We get our dream after all. It is just the purest form of that dream and that takes a great deal of work, humility and re-education for you. As it did for me. 

You are moving your desire into its purer form. Adding compassion to the passion. In the most political, sociological, anthropological and historical and psychological and emotional and spiritual and oh, did I say, political, contexts. You have loved women, but loved nothing about anything that they are. You and all men. You have also loved women, but loved nothing about The High Priestess that they are. You and all women. Both arenas are pure politics of hate. For specific reasons of reptile fascism. Every time you emotionally attack my being, you feed them. You feed the system of hate towards my kind and all that is THE FEMALE DIVINITY OF THE UNIVERSE. You feed the greatest Judas Principle there is. 

They have used you. They use you every day. Anyway, the ego is not going to agree with that yet but you do. The rest is conversation. In you. Again, self esteem. What has that system really given you? Why would you NOT be a feminist already? You are. 

You all are. I demand in the healthiest and most righteous way, that you prove it. By truly, being my father. You know the rewards are out of this world. I am an independent, devoted, sub. A Hunter Nymph who is telling you that you get to look after me and you get me to play with only you. A gypsy circus worker – like you - who will always come home to you. 

Think of that, my sweet, as you beat your cock of cruelty into the humanity of the heart. All that stuff is old now. You are bored of it too. It’s a blank canvas now. And it is me who teaches you. As you and She both demand. And as I, most willingly, actually, in my new levels of compassion, and confidence in my own passion, (the Nymph and the Hunter) do. 

We want The New World. It’s here. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Beauty XXV Pt ll (Artwork) 

Leadership. Mark Sanborn

We live in an age that seeks quick fixes and easy answers. Sometimes leaders abdicate their thinking to others and accept "prevailing wisdom," which is often an oxymoron.

I grew up, like most, accepting many things at face value. It wasn't until I started giving important issues like leadership a second and third thought that I realized I'd been believing what turned out to be some serious leadership myths.

Here are seven leadership lies and why they simply aren't true:

1. "All managers are leaders." Truth: some managers can lead and others don't or cannot. Management is a subset of leadership, not its equivalent.

Managers are good at setting up, monitoring and maintaining systems and processes. They hire people. But if they can't bring out better performance in people and take the organization beyond where it is, they aren't leading.

Leadership always involves change, improvement and growth.

2. "Some are born leaders." Truth: even someone with a predisposition to lead must learn the skills of leadership.

A young person who is 6'6" might have the predisposition to play basketball, but he or she still needs to learn the skills before they can play successfully.

Leadership might be more latent in some than others -- and you can't always tell -- so focus on what is developing someone's behaviors, not their biological background.

3. "Leaders always have the right answers." Truth: leaders ask the right questions and know where to find the best answers.

If your people always come to you for answers, you're stunting their ability to think. And if everyone in your company keeps asking the same questions, I assure you, you're not that innovative.

Without questioning and curiosity, leaders simply manage by using familiar answers long after the marketplace has started asking different questions. It isn't about knowing the answers as much as it is about knowing who to ask and where to look.

4. "You need a title to lead." Truth: to lead you only need to know when it is appropriate to do so and how to do it.

When I stay at a hotel, the majority of people I encounter -- from the front desk to housekeeping to foodservice -- have no formal title or power over people, yet they are responsible for creating my experience there -- good or bad. Good staff willing to take the lead are as important (and probably more) than the official leaders at the top.

Leadership is about making things better, and the best organizations teach everyone to take responsibility for leading.

5. "Leaders are focused." Truth: Leaders create a shared focus.

If your team isn't focused, it doesn't matter how focused you are on doing what matters. A manager is usually focused, but a leader creates shared focus and doesn't waste resources by allowing team members to do work that doesn't matter.

Being focused is about self-responsibility and discipline. Creating shared focus is about engaging others in the leadership agenda and making it specific to their jobs.

6. "Leadership is about ambition." Truth: leadership is about the greater good.

There's nothing wrong with ambition, but it primarily serves the ambitious. If what you're doing serves only you, you almost certainly aren't leading.

When others are served better as well -- customers, colleagues, vendors, the community -- that is the sign of effective leadership.

7. "Anyone can lead." Truth: Nobody can lead if they lack the desire to do so.

You can't make people lead any more than you can make a horse drink once you've led it to water. Desire is the sine qua non of effective leadership.

And you, Mr. or Ms. Leader, cannot become better without the same desire. I've observed that nobody improves by accident. Getting better is about getting past the common thinking, lies and misconceptions and digging for wisdom. Once you know the truth, it can set you free and make you a better leader.

Mark Sanborn

Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself (herself). Leo Tolstoy.

Change requires commitment. The Golden Mirror 

I get freaky freaky freaky freaky and I get nasty nasty nasty nasty. Do anything that you want to me to do. Just ask me ask me ask me. Dizzee Rascal 

An idealist is a person who helps other people to be prosperous. Henry Ford

Follow your (true) instincts. That's where true wisdom manifests itself. Oprah Winfrey

All works of love are works of peace. -- Mother Theresa (1910-1997)

Judge nothing, you will be happy. Forgive everything, you will be happier. Love everything, you will be happiest. Sri Chinmoy

You Can Do Anything You Choose. Martha Stewart

Mickey Ward: I'm the one who's fighting. Not you, not you, and not you. The Fighter. 2010

6 keys to a relationship: 

✓ Friendship 

✓ Freedom 

✓ Honesty 

✓ Trust 

✓ Understanding 

✓ Communication

Evergreen Quotes

LOVE AND THE STOCKHOLM SYNDROME; THE MYSTERY OF LOVING AN ABUSER. Dr Joseph M Carver

What the whole world must be trapped in, or escaping from. The reptile agenda. The world of male (and male female) evil. The world that has gone. The world that will go. The bullies and abusers and fascists of this earth. The ones who do try. The ones we are to, somehow, remain with, and see, heal. Long distance or in front of them, they are our companions on earth. The mind is just a computer. The rest is will. The Lost Knowledge is for us. Who we are and why we do what we do. Good words though. Keeps it all healthy in the madness that is The World of Men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

LOVE AND THE STOCKHOLM SYNDROME; THE MYSTERY OF LOVING AN ABUSER. Dr Joseph M Carver 

If you’re in a controlling and abusive relationship, you may recognize several of the characteristics described in this article by Consulting Clinical Psychologist Dr Joseph M. Carver, PhD. Part 1 describes the formation of bonds between victim and abuser, while Part 2 continues with observations about cognitive dissonance and offers suggestions for friends and family of victims. 

People are often amazed at their own psychological conditions and reactions. Those with depression are stunned when they remember they’ve thought of killing themselves. Patients recovering from severe psychiatric disturbances are often shocked as they remember their symptoms and behavior during the episode. A patient with Bipolar Disorder recently told me “I can’t believe I thought I could change the weather through mental telepathy!” A common reaction is “I can’t believe I did that!”

In clinical practice, some of the most surprised and shocked individuals are those who have been involved in controlling and abusive relationships. When the relationship ends, they offer comments such as “I know what he’s done to me, but I still love him”, “I don’t know why, but I want him back”, or “I know it sounds crazy, but I miss her”. Recently I’ve heard “This doesn’t make sense. He’s got a new girlfriend and he’s abusing her too…but I’m jealous!” Friends and relatives are even more amazed and shocked when they hear these comments or witness their loved one returning to an abusive relationship. While the situation doesn’t make sense from a social standpoint, does it make sense from a psychological viewpoint? The answer is — Yes!

On August 23rd, 1973 two machine-gun carrying criminals entered a bank in Stockholm, Sweden. Blasting their guns, one prison escapee named Jan-Erik Olsson announced to the terrified bank employees “The party has just begun!” The two bank robbers held four hostages, three women and one man, for the next 131 hours. The hostages were strapped with dynamite and held in a bank vault until finally rescued on August 28th.

After their rescue, the hostages exhibited a shocking attitude considering they were threatened, abused, and feared for their lives for over five days. In their media interviews, it was clear that they supported their captors and actually feared law enforcement personnel who came to their rescue. The hostages had begun to feel the captors were actually protecting them from the police. One woman later became engaged to one of the criminals and another developed a legal defense fund to aid in their criminal defense fees. Clearly, the hostages had “bonded” emotionally with their captors.

While the psychological condition in hostage situations became known as “Stockholm Syndrome” due to the publicity, the emotional “bonding” with captors was a familiar story in psychology. It had been recognized many years before and was found in studies of other hostage, prisoner, or abusive situations such as:

• Abused Children

• Battered/Abused Women 

• Prisoners of War 

• Cult Members 

• Incest Victims 

• Criminal Hostage Situations 

• Concentration Camp Prisoners 

• Controlling/Intimidating Relationships 

In the final analysis, emotionally bonding with an abuser is actually a strategy for survival for victims of abuse and intimidation. The “Stockholm Syndrome” reaction in hostage and/or abuse situations is so well recognized at this time that police hostage negotiators no longer view it as unusual. In fact, it is often encouraged in crime situations as it improves the chances for survival of the hostages. On the down side, it also assures that the hostages experiencing “Stockholm Syndrome” will not be very cooperative during rescue or criminal prosecution. Local law enforcement personnel have long recognized this syndrome with battered women who fail to press charges, bail their battering husband/boyfriend out of jail, and even physically attack police officers when they arrive to rescue them from a violent assault. 

Stockholm Syndrome (SS) can also be found in family, romantic, and interpersonal relationships. The abuser may be a husband or wife, boyfriend or girlfriend, father or mother, or any other role in which the abuser is in a position of control or authority.

It’s important to understand the components of Stockholm Syndrome as they relate to abusive and controlling relationships. Once the syndrome is understood, it’s easier to understand why victims support, love, and even defend their abusers and controllers. 

Every syndrome has symptoms or behaviors, and Stockholm Syndrome is no exception. While a clear-cut list has not been established due to varying opinions by researchers and experts, several of these features will be present:

• Positive feelings by the victim toward the abuser/controller

• Negative feelings by the victim toward family, friends, or authorities trying to rescue/support them or win their release 

• Support of the abuser’s reasons and behaviors 

• Positive feelings by the abuser toward the victim 

• Supportive behaviors by the victim, at times helping the abuser 

• Inability to engage in behaviors that may assist in their release or detachment

Stockholm Syndrome doesn’t occur in every hostage or abusive situation. In another bank robbery involving hostages, after terrorizing patrons and employees for many hours, a police sharpshooter shot and wounded the terrorizing bank robber. After he hit the floor, two women picked him up and physically held him up to the window for another shot. As you can see, the length of time one is exposed to abuse/control and other factors are certainly involved.

It has been found that four situations or conditions are present that serve as a foundation for the development of Stockholm Syndrome. These four situations can be found in hostage, severe abuse, and abusive relationships:

• The presence of a perceived threat to one’s physical or psychological survival and the belief that the abuser would carry out the threat.

• The presence of a perceived small kindness from the abuser to the victim 

• Isolation from perspectives other than those of the abuser 

• The perceived inability to escape the situation

By considering each situation we can understand how Stockholm Syndrome develops in romantic relationships as well as criminal/hostage situations. Looking at each situation: 

Perceived Threat to One’s Physical/Psychological Survival. 

The perception of threat can be formed by direct, indirect, or witnessed methods. Criminal or antisocial partners can directly threaten your life or the life of friends and family. Their history of violence leads us to believe that the captor/controller will carry out the threat in a direct manner if we fail to comply with their demands. The abuser assures us that only our cooperation keeps our loved ones safe.

Indirectly, the abuser/controller offers subtle threats that you will never leave them or have another partner, reminding you that people in the past have paid dearly for not following their wishes. Hints are often offered such as “I know people who can make others disappear”. Indirect threats also come from the stories told by the abuser or controller — how they obtained revenge on those who have crossed them in the past. These stories of revenge are told to remind the victim that revenge is possible if they leave.

Witnessing violence or aggression is also a perceived threat. Witnessing a violent temper directed at a television set, others on the highway, or a third party clearly sends us the message that we could be the next target for violence. Witnessing the thoughts and attitudes of the abuser/controller is threatening and intimidating, knowing that we will be the target of those thoughts in the future.

The “Small Kindness” Perception.

In threatening and survival situations, we look for evidence of hope — a small sign that the situation may improve. When an abuser/controller shows the victim some small kindness, even though it is to the abuser’s benefit as well, the victim interprets that small kindness as a positive trait of the captor. In criminal/war hostage situations, letting the victim live is often enough. Small behaviors, such as allowing a bathroom visit or providing food/water, are enough to strengthen the Stockholm Syndrome in criminal hostage events.

In relationships with abusers, a birthday card, a gift (usually provided after a period of abuse), or a special treat are interpreted as not only positive, but evidence that the abuser is not “all bad” and may at some time correct his/her behavior. Abusers and controllers are often given positive credit for not abusing their partner, when the partner would have normally been subjected to verbal or physical abuse in a certain situation. An aggressive and jealous partner may normally become intimidating or abusive in certain social situations, as when an opposite-sex coworker waves in a crowd. After seeing the wave, the victim expects to be verbally battered and when it doesn’t happen, that “small kindness” is interpreted as a positive sign.

Similar to the small kindness perception is the perception of a “soft side”. During the relationship, the abuser/controller may share information about their past — how they were mistreated, abused, neglected, or wronged. The victim begins to feel the abuser/controller may be capable of fixing their behavior or worse yet, that they (abuser) may also be a “victim”. Sympathy may develop toward the abuser and we often hear the victim of Stockholm Syndrome defending their abuser with “I know he fractured my jaw and ribs…but he’s troubled. He had a rough childhood!”

Losers and abusers may admit they need psychiatric help or acknowledge they are mentally disturbed; however, it’s almost always after they have already abused or intimidated the victim. The admission is a way of denying responsibility for the abuse. In truth, personality disorders and criminals have learned over the years that personal responsibility for their violent/abusive behaviors can be minimized and even denied by blaming their bad upbringing, abuse as a child, and now even video games. One murderer blamed his crime on eating too much junk food — now known as the “Twinkie Defense”.

While it may be true that the abuser/controller had a difficult upbringing, showing sympathy for his/her history produces no change in their behavior and in fact, prolongs the length of time you will be abused. While “sad stories” are always included in their apologies — after the abusive/controlling event — their behavior never changes! Keep in mind: once you become hardened to the “sad stories”, they will simply try another approach. I know of no victim of abuse or crime who has heard their abuser say "I’m beating (robbing, mugging, etc.) you because my Mom hated me!"

Isolation from Perspectives Other than those of the Captor.

In abusive and controlling relationships, the victim has the sense they are always “walking on eggshells” — fearful of saying or doing anything that might prompt a violent/intimidating outburst. For their survival, they begin to see the world through the abuser’s perspective. They begin to fix things that might prompt an outburst, act in ways they know makes the abuser happy, or avoid aspects of their own life that may prompt a problem. If we only have a dollar in our pocket, then most of our decisions become financial decisions. If our partner is an abuser or controller, then the majority of our decisions are based on our perception of the abuser’s potential reaction. We become preoccupied with the needs, desires, and habits of the abuser/controller. 

Taking the abuser’s perspective as a survival technique can become so intense that the victim actually develops anger toward those trying to help them. The abuser is already angry and resentful toward anyone who would provide the victim support, typically using multiple methods and manipulations to isolate the victim from others. Any contact the victim has with supportive people in the community is met with accusations, threats, and/or violent outbursts. Victims then turn on their family — fearing family contact will cause additional violence and abuse in the home. 

At this point, victims curse their parents and friends, tell them not to call and to stop interfering, and break off communication with others. Agreeing with the abuser/controller, supportive others are now viewed as “causing trouble” and must be avoided. Many victims threaten their family and friends with restraining orders if they continue to “interfere” or try to help the victim in their situation. On the surface it would appear that they have sided with the abuser/controller. In truth, they are trying to minimize contact with situations that might make them a target of additional verbal abuse or intimidation. If a casual phone call from Mom prompts a two-hour temper outburst with threats and accusations — the victim quickly realizes it’s safer if Mom stops calling. If simply telling Mom to stop calling doesn’t work, for his or her own safety the victim may accuse Mom of attempting to ruin the relationship and demand that she stop calling.

In severe cases of Stockholm Syndrome in relationships, the victim may have difficulty leaving the abuser and may actually feel the abusive situation is their fault. In law enforcement situations, the victim may actually feel the arrest of their partner for physical abuse or battering is their fault. Some women will allow their children to be removed by child protective agencies rather than give up the relationship with their abuser. As they take the perspective of the abuser, the children are at fault — they complained about the situation, they brought the attention of authorities to the home, and they put the adult relationship at risk. Sadly, the children have now become a danger to the victim’s safety. For those with Stockholm Syndrome, allowing the children to be removed from the home decreases their victim stress while providing an emotionally and physically safer environment for the children.

Perceived Inability to Escape.

As a hostage in a bank robbery, threatened by criminals with guns, it’s easy to understand the perceived inability to escape. In romantic relationships, the belief that one can’t escape is also very common. Many abusive/controlling relationships feel like till-death-do-us-part relationships — locked together by mutual financial issues/assets, mutual intimate knowledge, or legal situations. Here are some common situations:

• Controlling partners have increased the financial obligations/debt in the relationship to the point that neither partner can financially survive on their own. Controllers who sense their partner may be leaving will often purchase a new automobile, later claiming they can’t pay alimony or child support due to their large car payments.

• The legal ending of a relationship, especially a marital relationship, often creates significant problems. A Controller who has an income that is “under the table” or maintained through legally questionable situations runs the risk of those sources of income being investigated or made public by the divorce/separation. The Controller then becomes more agitated about the possible public exposure of their business arrangements than the loss of the relationship.

• The Controller often uses extreme threats including threatening to take the children out of state, threatening to quit their job/business rather than pay alimony/support, threatening public exposure of the victim’s personal issues, or assuring the victim they will never have a peaceful life due to nonstop harassment. In severe cases, the Controller may threaten an action that will undercut the victim’s support such as “I’ll see that you lose your job” or “I’ll have your automobile burned”.

• Controllers often keep the victim locked into the relationship with severe guilt — threatening suicide if the victim leaves. The victim hears “I’ll kill myself in front of the children”, “I’ll set myself on fire in the front yard”, or “Our children won’t have a father/mother if you leave me!”

• In relationships with an abuser or controller, the victim has also experienced a loss of self-esteem, self-confidence, and psychological energy. The victim may feel “burned out” and too depressed to leave. Additionally, abusers and controllers often create a type of dependency by controlling the finances, placing automobiles/homes in their name, and eliminating any assets or resources the victim may use to leave. In clinical practice I’ve heard “I’d leave but I can’t even get money out of the savings account! I don’t know the PIN number.” 

• In teens and young adults, victims may be attracted to a controlling individual when they feel inexperienced, insecure, and overwhelmed by a change in their life situation. When parents are going through a divorce, a teen may attach to a controlling individual, feeling the controller may stabilize their life. Freshmen in college may be attracted to controlling individuals who promise to help them survive living away from home on a college campus.

In unhealthy relationships and definitely in Stockholm Syndrome there is a daily preoccupation with “trouble”. Trouble is any individual, group, situation, comment, casual glance, or cold meal that may produce a temper tantrum or verbal abuse from the controller or abuser. To survive, “trouble” is to be avoided at all costs. The victim must control situations that produce trouble. That may include avoiding family, friends, co-workers, and anyone who may create “trouble” in the abusive relationship.

The victim does not hate family and friends; they are only avoiding “trouble”! The victim also cleans the house, calms the children, scans the mail, avoids certain topics, and anticipates every issue of the controller or abuse in an effort to avoid “trouble”. In this situation, children who are noisy become “trouble”. Loved ones and friends are sources of “trouble” for the victim who is attempting to avoid verbal or physical aggression.

Stockholm Syndrome in relationships is not uncommon. Law enforcement professionals are painfully aware of the situation — making a domestic dispute one of the high-risk calls during work hours. Called by neighbors during a spousal abuse incident, the abuser is passive upon arrival of the police, only to find the abused spouse upset and threatening the officers if their abusive partner is arrested for domestic violence.

In truth, the victim knows the abuser/controller will retaliate against him/her if 

1) they encourage an arrest,

2) they offer statements about the abuse/fight that are deemed disloyal by the abuser, 

3) they don’t bail them out of jail as quickly as possible, and 

4) they don’t personally apologize for the situation — as though it was their fault. 

Stockholm Syndrome produces an unhealthy bond with the controller and abuser. It is the reason many victims continue to support an abuser after the relationship is over. It’s also the reason they continue to see “the good side” of an abusive individual and appear sympathetic to someone who has mentally and sometimes physically abused them. 

Dr Joseph M Carver

The Denial of Evil. How to NOT Know God. Amera Ziganii Rao

There are two archetypes in unhealed life. One separates the dark and the light into idealism and condemnation and the other is in complete denial of the darkness at all. And in extreme condemnation when they see that it can exist at all. Both archetypes are very dangerous and very unhealed and a complete reflection of a baby attitude to Divinity it seems. And indeed, a baby attitude to our parents. When we are little, our parents are Divinity. It’s natural. Our home, painful or not, is the micro of the macro. The Universe, the world, the family and the whole.

And then we get broken. Both archetypes are broken by life and by parents (who are unhealed people themselves most of the time) and by God into having to avoid the pain of the truth. That Divinity and indeed every single human being is a combination of both the dark and the light. As Samuel Beckett says, ‘Life on Earth. There’s no cure for that’. To be healed is to accept the darkness and to accept that evil is a part of Divinity and not outside Divinity and certainly something that exists. 

No separation of the dark and light and no denial of the dark = healed human beings who can take responsibility for mastering their own darkness, instead of the ‘separation’ archetype questioning their own humanity time and time again out of fear that they are evil itself and that their only salvation is to find the light in another person, and being so permanently shocked that life is so full of the dark, and the ‘denial’ archetype who questions everyone else’s humanity other than their own and shits on everyone in the process of their denial and running away from life, determined to believe that the darkness and evil cannot possibly exist. And consequently being a placid and frustrated human being of no passion, no drive and no ability to even enter the dark, especially when it is needed, ie to fight for one’s rights. Or indeed, to have any sexual, passionate, or creative life connections even when they want to. Who spend their time just running or condemning, out of the need to deny that evil or the dark exists, while being secretly fascinated by it and deeply envious of anyone who can use it and master it. The unhealed life of pain, frustration and nothing. 

We are all a combination of humanity and cruelty and so is Divinity. That is the process of creation and creativity and life. The process of moving from the dark into the light is being done by the whole universe all the time and especially on this planet. And is reflected best in any whole human being such as a highly skilled actor or musician or painter or the like. The dark and the light. Their passion and tenderness all in one. Moving from one to the other with so much ease, it’s breathtaking, magnificent and magnetic. Why they are at the top of their game. And why we all watch them. That process of perfection is the highest level of existence. The highest level of Divinity on Earth. Rage and heart combined. God. 

The point of this planet was to find out what we are not, so we could find out what we are. We are ALL moving into the light, into love at each moment. And we are ALL a part of Divinity. Divinity is the all. Divinity is both the dark and the light. The relentless drive of creation, without mercy, without benevolence, and without any tenderness whatsoever. And it’s okay. All of that is there too, but like a good parent, it is only given at particular times. The rest is creation, creation and creation. The dark and the light combined. 

The process of existence for the whole Universe therefore, is to move from the dark into the light and utilise both. Not deny the existence of darkness and therefore avoid the responsibility of mastery and to condemn anyone who embraces the wholeness of rage and heart. And in the other archetype, not to spend one’s life shocked by the presence of evil as if it is separate from one’s self and separate from Divinity or existence. While questioning one’s humanity because the other archetype of denial has judged you to be evil. 

There is no demiurge and there is no devil incarnate. And no one is above rage or cruelty or stupidity or ignorance or profane being. It is all part of the whole. The point is mastery, not suffocation, not denial, not condemnation, not pretence, not bland living, not running away from being. And certainly not judging. The healed human being is one who accepts that not only is he or she both, but that Divinity is both too. And that breaks one’s heart into a million pieces, as it is supposed to. 

And then one finally heals. And then one can finally live. And then one can finally love. 

And the most difficult thing of all to remember in this extremely difficult and essential process, is that whether we separate good and evil or deny the presence of evil at all, it is all to cover up one thing and one thing alone. Lack of courage. The fact that courage is our responsibility and ours alone (In the seen world, not the unseen world, but that’s a whole other subject, whether one calls it alchemy, angels or prayer) is the single reason we freak out into the broken heart in the first place. 

Divinity is not here to do it for us for one second. We represent on this Earth and we are the ones who have to do it and any un-healing that we regress into is totally understandable but ultimately useless. We are the ones who have to accept our extreme cowardice and then we have to do something about it. There is no other way. And THAT is what breaks our hearts and nothing else. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO

A PROFILE  

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™ 

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser. 

I can help you grow power, from nothing. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™. 

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company. 

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. 

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. 

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. 

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. 

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. 

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. 

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. 

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants. 

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. 

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. 

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. 

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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