Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Vlll. The End of The World. Misogyny as Fascism. Fascism as Misogyny. Again. Amera Ziganii Rao

Siren lV Pt lV (Artwork) 

Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Vlll. The End of The World. Misogyny as Fascism. Fascism as Misogyny. Again. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Spiritual Existentialism. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Contemplating Existentialism, Alchemy, and WHAT God/The Universe/Divine Love is. And what it is not. Deciding on a new form; Spiritual Existentialism. Alchemy with a brutal but loving and attentive Universe. The paradox of Divine Love. More commonly called self belief. "It's not what they do to you, it's what you do with what they do to you that counts." Jean Paul Sartre. Ie, fate and destiny. 

The difference between fate and destiny. To master one's destiny, one is required to have a horrendous fate and required to turn it around. That is the privileged life of magicians to be. And turning it around is Alchemy, is Neuro linguistic programming, is uncovering the shit. Clearing it and turning it around. Just for the hell of it. Just for the game of mastering one's destiny. That is real wizardry. Alchemy. 

Know Thyself. Re-programming the mind, to reach the inner heart. The only way to courage. Soul. Esoteric mastery and mystic work. Consciousness. Know Thyself and know the lies of religion. God is love. All kinds of love, including cruelty. 

And of a nebulous highest intelligence. The rest is up to us. 

"Imagination is more important than knowledge." Albert Einstein.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Stockholm Syndrome Abuser Healing Update l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Peace. At the same time, know this. When I see into the heart of your darkness, it makes me want to die. I do not want to be doing any of this. I do it for duty. I do it for Her. I don’t think you are worthy. She wants you healed. You make me want to die. And you make me dream of only one thing. The day I do die.

No. She doesn’t want you healed for that reason. She wants me to have some peace for the first time in 8000 years. You are ‘Nazgul’. She wants your blood of death to be washed away. I am Hierophant. I am the one who has to do it. For Earth. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

“What I want and what’s expected of me”. Dr Faye telling Donald Draper what everyone struggles with. Mathew Weiner’s Madmen

I know. I found you out. I knew from the beginning. The good news about knowing you are a psychologically dysfunctional controller is that this is not some unique weirdness of yours. Archetypes means it is harder to say no to change, but at least you know that this is normal. Your pain took you into being a controller. Now, you have to leave it to be happy in you. 

And yes, She wants you to heal too. It wasn’t your fault, but it is most certainly, your responsibility. It could also be your heroism. It could also be your celestial heroism for me. Let me be free. Let me be me. See your darkness. Let me be me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

I’m beginning to breathe again. Read it repeatedly. That is all that I call Ownership Psychosis™ as opposed to the neediness of straight up love dependency. Ownership Psychosis™ is the other. Yours. Read it repeatedly. All the answers to your healing are in that piece. I am waiting. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Keep at it my sweet. I can feel it. The relief of the emotions alchemy, psychological key. I am beginning to begin to feel safe. Your psychosis will go as mine did. You will be a free man and let me be me and let me be free. You love me. I can feel it. Me? I am focusing on my work. Alongside you. And it feels like it could be bliss. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

It is not your responsibility to warn others about their behavior or worry over your "reputation". Put that aside and look after yourself. Feminism Tips 

As a survivor, it is important to prioritise keeping yourself safe and practicing self-care. Feminism Tips 

It's better to be slapped by the truth than kissed with a lie. Women of History 

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. ~ Marianne Williamson

Survivors of abuse, we salute you. Feminism Tips 

The investor of today does not profit from yesterday's growth. Warren Buffett

Nothing is particularly hard if you divide it into small jobs. Henry Ford

Anyone who says only sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain. Rock Christopher 

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things. Martin Luther King Jr

Part of a happy day is refusing to be effected by negative thoughts. Great Connections 

Love conquers all. ~ Virgil

No' doesn't always mean 'never' and 'yes' doesn't always mean 'forever'. Spike Humer

More kids are ruined by the behavior of their parents than the size of their inheritance. Warren Buffett 

Everything comes gradually and at its appointed hour. ~ Ovid

A great pleasure in life is doing what people say cannot be done. Walter Gagehot

The "pillowcase rapist" has served his time and will soon be released. Why politicians are fighting it. News Headline 

Live your life and risk it all. Take some chances, take the fall. Take your time, no need to hurry. Have some fun, and never worry. Happiness Quotes 

Art is the only way to run away without leaving home. ~ Twyla Tharp

They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. Andy Warhol

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars. Oscar Wilde

Look at the moon in the sky, not the one in the lake. Rumi

Stockholm Syndrome Abuser Healing Update ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The wounded self is self importance. The healed self is self love. That apparent similarity is the fundamental, irreversible, enlightenment of all lifetimes, key. Be who YOU are and not what they told you to be. 

You are not an abusive financial controller. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not an abusive disempowerer, to keep the person close to you and dependent on you, out of your own terrors at life. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not a selfish, dehumanising, Trophy hunter female castrating, female vocation and female hunting, twisted, crazy, arsehole. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not a belligerent non friend to women. A pretend friend. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not someone who truly believes that woman’s worth is half that of a man. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not someone who terrifies any woman who wants a relationship with you. You became that. That is the key. 

You are not someone who is a sincere and self deluding fraud, because he does not love anyone unconditionally, because he lives life on a shallow and non committal level, because he doesn’t actually truly care about anyone other than himself, because he is still too angry and hurt and wounded and shocked at life, to even believe in love. With anyone. Because his heart is of the cold vengeance of buying and selling human beings, because he believes in nothing and is so desperate not to be that. You became that. That is the key. 

You become what you are taught. You were beaten into becoming what you were taught. The miracle is then this. You CAN become anything you want to be. The sacrifice though is that all wish has to be pure. Once you’ve got that straight, you are set. It is called, alignment with the soul. The purity of pure motivation for the pure soul. Whatever anyone else says, it is so centred in oneself, that there is only a pure drive. Once you’ve got that straight, you are set - But the motivation has to be pure. No power abuse is allowed and no High Priestess guilt of suffocation and destruction is allowed - Telling the soul, it is time to deliver who you really are, because you are ready. It is the new becoming and the re becoming, to focus on. What do you want to become now? When do you take ownership of yourself for real? 

When do you hand over to soul for relationship as you do for your work? When do you hand over to soul for relationship with a woman, as you do for your relationship with your children? When do you hand over to soul for relationship with a woman, as you do for your relationship with your male and female friends? When the heart heals, that’s when. The personal is the personal. It is the last frontier, because it is the first. It’s the last frontier because it means the most. 

The healing of ‘Dracula’ has started. The vengeful power abuser male from The World of Men. The resurrection of the pure, male heart, at last. I’ll let you into a secret. I healed the same ‘Dracula’ in myself. This just isn’t my world. Your abuse is so much bigger than mine could ever have even tried to be. Plus, I am me. Get over it. You know you already have. You honour me spiritually. Now, the personal has to follow, to make anything liveable. The personal has to follow, to make anything safe. 

Your heart can be good too. You can be free too. You can love Divinity again too. 

She tells me you are almost ready to begin.

..Good question. You make the intention and let The Universe do the rest. You begin the alchemical shift by saying what you would like and intend to become. And then you wait. You see if it works and then you intend again and then you wait. And then it begins to align and birth forth. A sight to see. Available for all. You'll see...

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Stockholm Syndrome Abuser Healing Update lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I don’t know the psychological perspective yet, but the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ part of it I do. Your fear of death is real, of my death. Your fear of letting me down is real, of not being able to protect me is real. It happened. Now we can put it behind us. You have to. I already have. This is the age of different know how, different wizardry and different protections. I’ve done them all. You don’t have to worry about me. You have to remember your strength and belligerent courage to stand up alongside me. This time, we are free. We live in the freest part of the free world. The gypsy outsiders already rule the earth. My time has come. The time of me...

...Be afraid. Be thrilled. Be stilled. Be quiet and watch. It’s me. All of me. Me, me and me!...

....I should also say my lovely, that I have it on guarantee. Yes, that kind of guarantee, for both of us and all those we love. It’s not that kind of life anymore. And yes, well done. I can feel you. I am beginning to overbelieve...

The steady flame of healthy, pure hearted, mutually unicorn, love is growing now. The light is building and I see it. I also recall vulnerability today. Mine. I see memories of a man telling a woman she was worth nothing, of putting her down viscerally everyday, of judging her with a karmic rage that was so shocking, I couldn’t even recall the feeling of it for years. I was an abuse survivor who thought ‘she was okay’. 

I see a man telling an incredibly talented, vibrant and alive woman, not to do anything other than what he told her –within the remit of his parochial and insane mind - and then telling her at the same time, that she was worth nothing because she hadn’t proved herself, outside being a mother and wife and that she brought nothing into the home, so didn’t deserve to lead in anything. I saw an unpaid slave, work for no benefits for 25 years. A woman who of course, got trapped in her own bitterness and useless focus on reactive warfare as a state of life, a woman who became the arch harridan, to match his misogyny fascism. A woman who of course meted out the same Ownership Psychosis™ on me, like the ‘Ike Turner’ ‘mother marriage’ for daughters, that must exist all over the world. I saw male cruelty in all its forms. The leadership of sick tarantula. As I have seen in more polite but rigid template versions ever since. Everyone serving ‘Sauron’ (Lord of The Rings) in a system of brutal financial coercion. She was not the only one held ransom. I think it was called marriage. I saw hell. 

And then he destroyed me in exactly the same way that every man (and indeed woman of that archetype) has tried to do to me ever since. Vulnerability alongside hope is crucial. It’s called, The Harvest. When the survivor begins to feel safe at last in life. And at peace with the traumas of an extreme life. An extreme, totally every day, generic, life. A life that must be going on, to a certain extent, in every single house across the world. Feminism as Anti Slavery™. The room for abuse is still colossal and vast. And institutionally backed up by every single man on earth. The blind and impure of heart, lead the world. And I survived. The real healing is yet to begin. 

The years of public, creative, spiritual and esoteric and healing and entrepreneurial hunter therapy through the work, and you, my private – I don’t even have the words – my private, special, caring, aware, loving, powerful in his own self, male friend. Who actually looks after my heart, rather than rapes it like a sick dog. I think that might be called husband. I’ve seen it in fairy tales. I’ve seen it in my dreams. My long lost man. The long lost men. You as you are to be born. 

I see you. Beautiful, self examining, attentive, intellectually feminist, HUMBLE, you. And I see my new task. To be vulnerable too. To know I am allowed to be scared of the past, to know I am allowed to heal my wounds of life, just as you are required and allowed to heal yours. 

I see the gateway to the light now. And it’s big, male, and you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Super Siren XXll (Artwork) 

The Central Self. Amera Ziganii Rao 

You believe in me. And I believe in you. For us, that is both, brand, brand, new. You believe in me. And I believe in you. We are becoming the central self. The centre, as two. 

I see the gateway to the light now. And it’s big, male, and you. Thank you. I see it. I see it coming towards me. I see the gateway. I see the light. And it’s you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Only when we become who we're meant to be, can we create the world we're meant to create. Marianne Williamson 

If you could get rid of yourself just once, the secret of secrets would open to you. ~ Rumi

A person is not a thing or a process but an opening through which the absolute manifests. Martin Heidegger

Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. Helen Keller

There's no to-do list for creating a wisdom culture; there's only a to-be list. Marianne Williamson 

The challenge of this time is to take the principles that have transformed so many of us personally and create a collective force of wisdom. Marianne Williamson 

Time is the friend of the wonderful business, the enemy of the mediocre. Warren Buffett

Excellence is the best deterrent to racism or sexism. Oprah Winfrey

If U knew who walked beside U at all times, on this path that U have chosen, U could never experience fear or doubt again. Course in Miracles

You are a pure child of God, (God, The Mother, The Universe), beautiful in your innocence -- and that this is true no matter what you may have done. Neale Donald Walsch 

Affirmation: I guard my thoughts carefully and only allow positive and loving thoughts to come through. Doreen Virtue

Saturday afternoon and checking out the Brando tapes...Tennessee Williams always of course...AZR

The Fugitive Kind

Four Oscar–winning actors—Marlon Brando, Anna Magnani, Joanne Woodward, and Maureen Stapleton—sink their teeth into this enthralling film, which brings together the legendary talents of director Sidney Lumet and writer Tennessee Williams. A smoldering, snakeskin-jacketed Brando is Val Xavier, a drifter trying to go straight. He finds work and solace in a southern small-town variety store run by the married, sexually frustrated Lady Torrance (Magnani), who proves as much a temptation for Val as local wild child Carol Cutrere (Woodward). Lumet captures the intense, fearless performances and Williams’s hot-blooded storytelling and social critique with his customary restraint, resulting in a drama of uncommon sophistication and craft.

The End of The World. The Fugitive Kind as Woman. Amera Ziganii Rao 

There is however, one place, tragically, where alchemy does not work. That is The World of Men. ‘Love begets love’. One of the many adages of worthy and real and beautiful wisdom to describe how the process of attraction does work. The process of alchemy, to attract any kind of abundance, comes from change from within. That is absolutely, wonderfully, arduously and painfully true. And alchemy can be processed from any characteristic through to anything else. Everything is mutable in the human mind and that is the magician’s process  of attraction. The Lost Knowledge™. The levels of courage, power and authentic self created are infinite and astounding, to say the least. 

There is however a shock to follow. 

The process of alchemy and attracting abundance through changing the matter of one’s being into the pure, courageous and strong heart, is not true, for anything to do with The World of Men or relationship with anyone else, outside of yourself. Other than the rarest Sacred Whore High Priestess™ or sometimes, Priest too. Then alchemy works, relationship works and friendship works, the essence of any love, friendship, does actually work with other High Priestesses. And some Priests; the World of Men poisoning anyone who comes near it, and therefore any male of any kind. Love does not beget love in any other circumstance, other than with a fellow Sacred Whore High Priestess™ or Shaman or in business or good acquaintance relationship with anyone. 

But anything that is about family or the merging of the two archetypes is not about love begetting love and not about alchemy and not about spirituality and not about re-programming anything. Because there is no love. Men will never love women. Men give women no friendship whatsoever and probably never will. 

The cold will never go. The cold of recognition at last, that all that is in front of me, can be another ‘taking care’ of a man, ‘educating’ a man, ‘sacrificing oneself’ for a man, all to teach the cruellest abusers of power on earth, how to love women. That is all that is left in front of me, despite four years of the most arduous labyrinth journey into the heart of darkness on this planet  - the male ego. That is all that can ever be in front of a woman, whether she is in the genuine REACTIVE sickness of love dependency or whether she is a proven self ascender like me. 

Transcending oneself then, the immense mastery of Shaman and High Priestess on this earth, is exclusive. Tragic but true. And all that can then be done is to lock oneself up in yet another abusive situation because the man in front of you is too fucking cruel to give friendship to a woman and does not even now care that he wants to destroy everything about her other than what she looks like. 

There is no love in The World of Men and today, I walk away from my purpose for good. 

It seems that decisions can be made, even in the most spiritually demanding, lucid, Sacred Whore High Priestess™ take on life. None of us are victims and none of us have to do anything we do not believe in. 

I no longer believe in male love. I did. I would have died to save that belief. I do not anymore believe that male love is possible, for women. Male love is possible and existent, for men. Men do not have a problem with love. Men have a problem with loving women. 

And today feels very scary. There is no leadership in The World of Men and the only kind is limp piranha. There is nothing left and it was ALL a brutal illusion. Of any kind. Men do not love women, will never love women because they don’t care. They just don’t care about women and even though the work unfortunately will have to continue for the rest of my life, on the disgusting subject of men in the first place – I am so fucking bored of the subject already and only halfway through my life – because men hold all the power in this world and as a woman, I have grown my power from zero to a hundred because I knew that. Race is the same, disability is the same and ‘alternative’ sexuality is the same. And so on, the list is endless. Accept who you are, accept your allocated place in society and you can then grow out of it any fucking way you want. 

But the reality has to be accepted first. And to know that I can only attract earth kings means I am being reminded every single day, that I have no power as a female on earth. I am now at peace with that and know finally, what context I work in. Alone, abused and disliked, because I am an uppity slave. I like my mind. 

To be a woman, who has the audacity to love her hunting balls as much as her luscious womanhood, is to be a hated being. By The World of Men. I accept that today. To  be a woman, who is WELL, is to be hated by The World of Men. I accept that today. To be a woman, who is WELL, is to be abused and used by men in the same way she was used and abused by men, when she wasn’t well. I accept that those can be the only terms of a life with The World of Men on earth. It is their world and they hold all the power. The Scheherazade power of choice over a person’s life, at will, in any second. Rejection is their business and the world of women, their playground, just like all the clichés say. I accept those are the terms of being female in The World of Men. Men do not love women. 

So, as Jane Bennet says in Jane Austen’s Pride and Prejudice, ‘we will have to become philosophers’. Thank fuck for that I say. At least I can stay safe for the rest of my life and never go near limp piranha ever again. They are a terrible people, and the women like them too, in the same sad, sick and twisted way and good luck to all of them, because they are a terrible and ugly and cruel people. 

And if anyone else manages to ‘make’ one of them love, it will have to be a long and selfless journey through hell to even find out if it is possible. Me, I have done my time. I have lived for four years in the labyrinth of the male ego and will never live there again, or go for day visits, FOR A MAN ever again. 

It is hard enough, finding the will to live in the world at all, as a female, let alone having to viscerally ever communicate with the male ego ever again. The whole world is the fucking male ego. To court it, to court possible healing of it, to court FRIENDSHIP FROM A MAN TO A WOMAN, is frankly, just too high a price to pay anymore, to enter that shit again. I would rather accept that there is no such thing and certainly not for this Sacred Whore High Priestess™. And it turns out that women don’t want ‘love’. Women want to be treated as human beings. That is not love. That is humanity. 

And men do not want to, do not have the capability, do not have the interest and do not have the balls, the grace or the wisdom, to even think that is something they have to give a woman, ever. 

That is the gulf of divide between men and women and therefore, to think that relationship is possible, in this carnage of a world, is ridiculous.  

I’ve said it before and I am sure I will say it again and it will be said again. It was said, long before me. My unfortunate life has to be one of those researchers. To find out if it was possible. The answer is a resounding no. 

Family and The World of Men are a misnomer. Unless you are male. 

There is no love for woman, can never be and will never be. And this particular Sacred Whore High Priestess™ can put it another way today. Not only do I not care and certainly intend, never to care again, about men or The World of Men or relationship ever again, I don’t have to try hard anymore. I am now officially, irreversibly and irretrievably, terrified of men. Of anything to do with relationship that goes beyond the threshold of my door. If male love does exist, I will be the last to know. Because I am never looking for that possibility again. 

My life has been a complete vehicle of waste. A waste of a life, for purpose, for research. I can honour that and at least have my careers to sustain the long years of loneliness ahead. My beautiful careers indeed. I love them, I love myself and I love who I am and to have gone through four years of systematic male abuse to try and belittle and pressurise me into self destruction...no, it will take lifetimes to get over this. And like any ‘minority’ because make no bones about it, women are a minority, an unwanted, disliked, hated people who are in the minority in this world, whatever their numbers, in fact, beyond a minority, because women are slaves in The World of Men, being a minority means a different life. A non powerful, non visible, non liked, unwanted, nobody kind of life. 

And that is what women clearly feel in relationship and marriage, all over the world. 

I get it. I saw hell for 25 years with my parents marriage and have never ever seen anything else. I get it. I am done. 

There are no male leaders, no male icons, no male myths anymore. There is nothing male in this world that has any interest for me whatsoever, other than what I alchemise into myself from them. All they are in themselves is abuse of power. Men hate women. Men want to hate women and men need to hate women. Men hate women. They will never love us for who we are. They hate women. And I formally and utterly and completely hate them. I hate The World of Men from this moment on, just as I hate any fascist enemy on earth and will kill at will, in two seconds flat. They are the enemy. Just like all the others. A true life being war for love. War for humanity. Men are the enemy. They threaten everything that I am and they deliberately do it and they persist until, presumably they kill you dead. No man will ever kill me. They are the Ku Klux Klan for women. And like racists, or anyone, one can spar with them, even inter communicate, even work together. But they are hardly, who we pursue or court, for friendship or family. Good job really. It will never come. There is no such thing as male love for women. 

My work is sadly, complete. And frankly, even though nothing means anything anymore and life is truly scary, with the enemy, literally, all around, even though I feel all of that, I am glad my work is complete. I have failed to master my destiny. My destiny was to ‘get him through the door’ (a literal vision dream, awake, prophecy from almost exactly 15 years ago, before my disability hit a week later) – the van I was in had my huge desk in it – and I have failed. I could not master my destiny so have no idea what comes next in my life. 

I do know however, one thing. I no longer care. I am myself, I have myself and if I have to live in a van my whole life – and in true, shamanic form, it is a truly horrific van I just ‘ended’ up in and is so awful an atmosphere, because my inner self is clearly being tested to the extreme – there are ugly men all around too – it doesn’t matter. Because something else will come to be the mastering of my destiny. 

When one follows soul, it is a risky process. The whole story, as Paulo Coelho describes so well in his famous The Alchemist, is so twisted and turned and one minute you have and one minute you lose and one minute it means this and one minute it means that. It is a complete fucking nightmare. And an enormously beautiful training in the reading of intuitive intellectuality. Hierophant language. Reading the code of The Universe. Reading The Matrix code. Seeing evil and seeing the light at the same time and knowing in each second, which is which, and that includes, first and last, in oneself (Men need not apply for that skill. You will never get. You’d have to love women for that and that is never going to happen). Great training the reclaiming of The Lost Knowledge™ for sure, but to say that one is not grounded on the soul journey would be an understatement. 

And it seems I am spat out at the other end now, and still can only attract men who want to cut off my genitals and call that wife. 

That is never going to happen and I will never enter that labyrinth of the male ego again. 

And that to me is The End of The World. The world that we have known. The world I knew and that I dreamt of. But that is when I believed in male love. I do not any longer believe in male love, towards women. The world is too sick and my fate too rigid to ever allow success. I can only attract men like my brother and father. They hate women. All the men I have ever known, that I see on the street, that I see everywhere, hate women. The world hates women. The world can have its hate towards women and the world can go fuck itself up the arse. Because the glory of alchemy, the glory of who I am and what all I can share, is that by the time the final violation comes, you won’t need The World of Men in any shape or form whatsoever. A woman can only be an outlaw and like anything, either you do it with misery or with flare. The greatest male rebel writers on earth were outlaws, the greatest females on earth are always outlaws. 

Relationship, to legitimate, post dependency, self sufficient, materially beginning, SELF LOVING, vocational, single hood. It turns out that is the only Holy Grail on offer. And frankly, now I know what the ONLY alternative can be – a stupid, selfish, idiotic, cruel, uncaring, genitally mutilating man – I intend to love my life. And to be very very grateful for it. I am a freed slave and will never be slave to a man or woman of that kind ever again. It is their world. They rule. They have all the money and all the power and all the confidence. Fascism is their language, fascism is their business and they do it well. They believe in slavery. The world is a world of slavery. They like being overseers and fascists and they therefore thrive in that world. The world is a slavery world. The trick is therefore, NOT integration. The trick is to THRIVE as outlaws and not the sad and weakened people we are. I can most certainly help with that. That is what I was born to do and I am glad. 

My blessing to them is this. The others, the men and women of all archetypes who thrive in fascism and who love the fascism in themselves and who honour woman hating like it’s some kind of kudos. My blessing and message is this. Have it. Have your world, have your ugly, disgusting and cheap soulless sheit world, because I no longer want it or need it. Free just tastes better. And I am so glad about one thing. I have never cooked or cleaned for a man in my life. I am almost 50. That, it seems, is my greatest achievement. That will do for me. 

I may never have been loved and I have never been loved and show me a woman who has, but I have never cooked or cleaned or sat bored with a man ever in my life, past five minutes. I don’t do fascism. I don’t do male boredom. I clearly, don’t do male. It’s their world. They can have it. I don’t want it anymore. 

It is after all not my world. The world belongs to evil and men are evil. It is their world. But I have never cooked or cleaned for them. And I have an ENORMOUS personality and mind. That will do for me. I like who I am. I do not any longer like men. 

And I, happily, no longer, like the world. I never intended to be a part of it, from 17 years ago, when I retired from journalism. I knew then that The World of Men professionally would never accept me and I was bored of being an average reporter who couldn’t access their own sense of authority enough to become commentary. I also couldn’t get through to the power structures, surprise, surprise. So I decided to become an individual artist with original thought and art. To sell to The World of Men instead. 

I have achieved everything I set out to achieve. I now have my years ahead to prepare my products, to create the philosophies and the self actualisation techniques and to make some sense out of the meaning of life that can sustain both myself and anyone else who is interested. But I did not achieve the second thing I set out to achieve. I have never been loved and from what I can see, I never will be. 

I therefore reject male love, reject The World of Men and anything to do with that world, personally or anything other than purely professionally. I reject male love and will never court friendship in relationship with men ever again. No, I had no idea it was this bad. Now, I do. 

Leaving illusion – which is what the spiritual journey is about – is still preferable to what came before. To know finally, that the state of terror and cynicism that any minority people have to suffer and overcome to live and to thrive, is female, per se and for absolutely, tragically, true reason, makes life very clear cut. Men are the enemy. Men want to kill me. Men will never be allowed near me ever again. Men have never been my friends. They may be programmed, but they show no sign or remorse of ever finding out what they can do about it. They just do not care. And they no longer, in my life, need to. 

The other women are out there for you now. They are stronger than me, because they might still believe in male love. I don’t. I am now, finally and forever, man free. I have a weakness that will never heal. The recognition that I have never been loved by any of the men I have given so much to. And especially by you. That, I will not ever forget. It was your lack of friendship stabbing, that was the final straw that broke the camel’s back. I will not accept your lack of friendship. I cannot take it. And Sacred Whore High Priestess™ or not, I do not believe in male love anymore, towards women and certainly the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and I certainly no longer take responsibility for The World of Misogyny!! Your sickness is no longer my fucking problem. Misogyny can go fuck itself. I have no idea what you do and how you do it or what you CAN do to heal that shit. Find someone who can. Or don’t. I cannot do that ever again. 

So, you can take your misogyny healing need and shove it. I can’t heal you. I don’t have the strength to face your lack of friendship. And I no longer like men. 

I would rather carry that weakness of truth than ever try to refute it again. You win. The World of Men wins. But you will never ever kill me. And you never did. You will however always carry MY hate towards you. I hate The World of Men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The End of The World. The Fugitive Kind as Woman ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Hatred of Men

I hate men because I hate anyone who wants to kill me. Men want to kill women per se. They hate us for who we are. They don’t care who we are. They don’t want to care who we are. Just what we look like. That is murder. No man will ever kill me. I hate anything and everything that is male. I hate people who want to kill me. Ergo, I hate men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Goddess XlX Pt lll (Artwork) 

The End of The World. The Fugitive Kind as Woman lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The Fugitive Female King

I reject male friendship because it has never fucking existed. Men hate women. I don’t know why. I don’t care to know why anymore. Female hatred of male is reactive. The hate always comes from you. The hate has always been male. I just didn't know. Now I do. I am Warrior. I don’t know about you. But I am Warrior. And now, the enemy is sadly, tragically and permanently, clear. You hate women. You will never again, hate me. 

My time in The World of Male Piranha is done. I am Warrior. That is what we do. We kill the enemy and conquer it dead. The World of Male Piranha for me, is done. I may be poor, I may continue to be beleaguered in The World of Men, as any human being has to be and any woman can only be, by our very existence, but I am free. And no man will ever again, be allowed to hate me. That is why and how I am free. And how you will never ever be. You will never be free. You hate women. You can never be free. You hate women. You have never been free. You hate women. Fascism has no growth. But tyranny is clearly very successful. Well done and enjoy it. But this is one woman who will never again, allow a man, to hate her and call that love. My time with you all, is done. 

I got out. You will never be free.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

The End of The World. The Fugitive Kind as Woman lV. Amera Ziganii Rao 

A Hierophant is an interpreter of sacred mysteries and arcane principles. 'Jake Sully' (James Cameron's Avatar) is her protector. Apparently, that can again, exist. Her Sacred Warrior Protector™. That, they tell me, is the aim. I don't know about that. Integration is not the game. Getting out and thriving as Outlaw, is. Then we see I suppose what comes next. But ain't nothing sacred in brotherhood for women on this earth. Hierophant however is very sacred and very present. Hierophant is all the sacred we will ever need, on this present, brotherless (towards women) earth. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

A man is therefore, finally, only one thing; a killer, disguised as a lover. The antagonist element from hell. And we are condemned to have to relate, no matter what. Killers, disguised as lovers = men.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When women were giants and men were men. Real sacred men. The Hierophant Wizard Warriors™ (female and male) and the Wizard Warriors™ (male and female). The Nymph Priestess Warriors™ and the Werewolves who loved them. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Consciousness. The politics of the 21st century. The Lost Knowledge. Forget trying to change the world. Change yourself. It changes your own world that changes THE world. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, LOLITA FEMINISM™, MODERN FEMINISM, GODDESS FEMINISM™, FEMINISM AS ANTI SLAVERY™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™ LOVE. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

"Elementary, my dear Watson."Sherlock Holmes (Basil Rathbone) The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes 1939

He (she) who cannot be a good follower cannot be a good leader. Aristotle

I have lost friends, some by death, others through sheer inability to cross the street. Virginia Woolf

We're taught to blame others. But it's your fault, because if you wanted to change you're the one who has got to change. Katharine Hepburn

Some people get it and some people don't and that's just the way everything is. Sky

Civilization is hideously fragile... there's not much between us and the Horrors underneath, just about a coat of varnish. ~ C.P. Snow

You can put wings on a pig, but you don't make it an eagle. Bill Clinton

Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. ~ Martin Luther King Jr

Generosity is not giving me that which I need more than you do, but it is giving me that which you need more than I do. ~ Kahlil Gibran

Money won't make you happy... but everybody wants to find out for themselves. Zig Ziglar

Do not protect yourself by a fence, but rather by your friends. Czech. Proverb

All great achievements require time. Maya Angelou

Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently. Henry Ford

No matter what ~ what anyone thinks or says or ever did to you ~ don't ever forget your own significance. You are worthy. Rock Christopher 

They measured — My Height

They measured — My Weight 

But they never measured — My HEART 

Athlete Motivation 

Though you may travel the world to find the beautiful, you must have it within you or you will find it not. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Do you get nervous doing this stuff?” In a word - hell yes. Ron Howard

Each of my novels took me ten years to write. Bob Shacochis

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that. Mark Twain

Courage is being scared to death, but saddling up anyway. John Wayne

One should die proudly when it is no longer possible to live proudly. Friedrich Nietzsche

Successful people ask better questions, and as a result, they get better answers. Tony Robbins

Bad situations provide the opportunity for great deeds. ~ Dee H. Groberg

Every day do something that will inch you closer to a better tomorrow. Doug Firebaugh

You do not pay the price of success, you enjoy the price of success. Zig Ziglar 

As I aspire to inspire daily, I take a full dose of inspiration myself on a daily basis. ~ Brenné Shepperson

You are a pure child of God, (God, The Mother, The Universe), beautiful in your innocence -- and that this is true no matter what you may have done. Neale Donald Walsch

The Rabbi’s daughter as judge and humanist. Justine Wise Polier. Essay from Creators and Disturbers. Reminiscences by Jewish Intellectuals of New York 

The Question of Misogny. Amera Ziganii Rao 

That's nice. I can feel it. You still have to pay for domestic staff though. I can't enter your house until you do. Hate me or love me, The New World still has to be built. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Lisa Heisha and Soul Blazing. An Interview with Christopher Howard 

....You know, I had one very interesting person at the event that I spoke at.

Chris: That we did together, yeah.

Lisa: A few months ago and I had so many people come up to me and say, “Oh,

you changed my life when you said this. What about the impostors? I

noticed this one was mine and this one was mine, and right away, I went

on your website I took the quiz and I did this.” I had all this positive

feedback and someone came up to me. He was an older man in his 60s

and he knelt down when I was sitting in my chair and said, “Can I hold

your hands and will you look at me?”

I’m like, “Okay.” So I said, “What do you need?” He said, “I’m having really

this challenging time with my wife and I don’t know what to do. She’s

taking my money and women just use men and take their money, and this

is the second time it happened to me, and I have a daughter who’s not

speaking to me now because of this and that. My life is a mess and it’s all

because of women. How can you help me?”

I said, taking a moment, I said, “It’s about you. When you see women in

that light, that’s who you’re going to attract. If you think all women are just

going to use men and take their money and all girls are going to just

disrespect you and your kids are going to disrespect if they are women,

that’s what you’re going to receive.”

I said, “You have to change it in your mind and you have to give child

support and alimony with love because you have to do it anyway. You

can’t not do it or you’ll go to jail. So do it and do it with love, just change

your thinking and your whole life will shift.”

That was at the brake. At the very end, someone comes up to him; one of

my friends that was there and said, “Can I get a testimonial from you? We

saw you talking to Lisa.” He said, “No, because I don’t want to give a

testimonial to someone I despise.”

Chris: I despise?

Lisa: He was really kind of creepy, and so he came up to me then 10-15

minutes later and said, “Someone asked me to give a testimonial and I

said no,” and I said, “Why would you say no?” He said, “Because I despise

you,” and I said, “Oh, that’s what I heard. Why do you despise me?” He

said, “Because you’re a powerful woman. You had the guts to stand up on

that stage and tell some of the stories you told. How dare you feel entitled

to life?” and he said, “Do you know how hard life is?”

“It seems like you just walk around the world and expect everything to

work out for you,” and that just shocked me in a way and it was humorous

and I just hugged him. I said, “Oh my god, the reason I did this was

because of this. The reason of this was because of that,” and I said, “What

is wrong with a powerful…” and he was like, “You’re such a powerful

beautiful woman and those are the people who ruin the world.”

It was so sad because long story short then, we talked some more and it

was about his mother mistreating him and his grandmother mistreating

him and it came from all these roots. At the end, he started crying and we

hugged and he just gave me this amazing testimonial saying how he has

to get over that hurt.

So my point is, you’re never going to affect everyone regardless of who

you are, you just have to be you because not everyone is going to like you

and then this guy turned around and he got what his situation was and he

was intimidated by strong women, but you can’t let all of that stuff change

you or hurt you because the more you worry about what others think about

you the more you’re going to shift and you’ll be betraying yourself.

When you betray yourself, there is nothing worse than betraying yourself.

How do you feel when someone hurts you in some way or you’re in

business with someone and they rip you off? When you allow someone

else then to shift who you are, you’re doing that to yourself and there is no

greater hurt or pain than that.

When you do that, your self-esteem starts going to the gutter because

you’re not feeling like you have integrity and your focus isn’t on how can I

be of service and how can I give from my heart and soul? It’s about how

can I get people to like me, what’s wrong with me? What did I do wrong?

Even if 100 people like you, one person doesn’t.

Again, in my coaching business I get that a lot of clients coming in saying,

“I did this and I did that but this one person said this and that. I just can’t

get back on the stage. I just can’t write another script. I can’t act because

this coach said I was really bad.”

They did ten other great jobs. One person was even star of a TV series

and then got fired from it because they got into a fight with something;

they were going through drugs whatever and then got another job. Then

they didn’t get a job because they were afraid to audition. They didn’t

audition for several years because someone told them that they lost their

skill. They lost their mojo. One person who was important in their life and

he stopped auditioning.

You can’t let others’ opinions affect you. You’ve got to stay your course

and know who you are. So with soul blazing, what I teach is really who are

you and really get grounded in that. Who are your impostors, meaning

which mask you put on to get what you want or to manipulate others? We

all do it. We all have impostors.

I think I have all eight in one form or another and some are more

dominant, and it’s like this is what I use to get that. How can I do it when

I’m not hurting anybody else or how can you show that confidence even if

you’re scared if you believe in your products or whatever it is you’re

selling? 

(In other words, yourself/myself/ourselves, too. AZR)

When you create something that is really dynamic and rich with

information to help someone you could sell that easily because you know

what’s in it, but if you just put together something just to make money

you’re not going to be able to sell it the way you want to sell it, because

you’re not believing in yourself.

(In other words, all that is called attachment or non attachment to any outcome, or neediness or fascism being love, when they are not. The compassion of the passion is the objectivity. We are struggling with the really advanced state of being. Being one’s total self, even in relationship, even in one’s home. The levels of self belief we have reached are clearly, nothing, compared to what is being asked for. To fight for who we are in the same home. A real man and a real woman in the modern world of hell. Both pursuing the truth and both pursuing the purity. AGAINST each other, while maintaining love. Advanced states of being indeed. I’m in acceptance and so are you. The rest is getting used to it. And you entering soul, so we are in bittersweet agreement in each moment. Hence speed, hence ability to do it in the same room all the time. The truth of true love. Advanced existence. As long as the abuse of power is eradicated, ie domestic help and equality of existence, and no hyena material or physical or structural abuse, with positive discrimination in place, the (soul) games of love can begin I guess. This is presumably what is called functional relationship. At least the right questions are being asked. And it doesn’t look that bad. The New World indeed. And why not? We have always wanted this. The rest is bullshit. And the shock of how much integrity work it takes in our own home. The difference is this time – compared to our backgrounds – is that the pain always turns into growth and love. We grow. They never grew and they never grew with us. The shock is that the pattern has to be the same. That is the shock of a soul life. Continually going through the wound, to heal it. We get to do that together. If we can. AZR © 2013) 

Soul Blazing by Lisa Heisha

Lisa Haisha is the personal counselor and therapist to some of America's biggest Hollywood stars and executives, as well as some of the business world's most successful executives. She is the originator of the unique and powerful counseling approach, Soul Blazing, which rids people of their illusions, delusions, and confusions. Her clients learn to "blaze" the barriers that leave them feeling disconnected, intellectually bored, lonely, and unfulfilled in their careers, setting their Authentic Soul free. An accomplished keynote speaker, author, commentator, and world traveler, Lisa is the co-founder, along with Hollywood producer Lee Aronsohn, of The Whispers from Children's Hearts Foundation, an international nonprofit organization that works to improve the lives of orphaned children and their communities, and raises awareness of orphans' issues through volunteer missions.

Presented by Christopher Howard. The Professional Speaking Business Virtual Conference Series

Soul Marriage l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, the beauty of it is this; you can be my father after all and I can be your daughter after all. My emotional care is allowed, after slavery and your material and physical care is allowed, after slavery. So, I have to trust a parent figure after all and you have to love a youngster after all, in the symbolic way we are being asked to live out the Sacred Whore High Priestess and the Sacred Brother Warrior Lover? It’s your world and I am to enter it as a valued princess, rather than the woman you need to mete out pain on because of your subconscious wounds and I have to enter it a a loving queen to my king, and not the man I mete out judgement on because of my subconscious wounds? 

The domestic staff may seem a joke but you know and I know that that is the centre of healing. And the biggest safety a woman needs. I believed that feminist society meant men or the state, paying for women to do housework. It’s not. It’s both people (eventually) making sure that money is put aside for that most important of things. To make sure slavery never exists. That domestics, children and anything connected to ‘women’s work’ is taken out of her slave hands and given to her in woman honouring, as it was in the beginning. With help, which was always there before ‘the midwife’ culture was wiped out along with everything female and holy and sacred and supernatural. 

My father ‘allowed’ my mother to have a part time job. He told her that that money had to go into childcare. That is a man, subconsciously sabotaging her before she has even begun. And yes, he could afford it. Everyone (who can eat) can afford priorities. Female non slavery is a priority. Male love is to ensure that. It’s his world. Hers is to tell him what she needs. That hurts me. But it is clearly my healing. 

Okay. So, to lead in emotional care as Hierophant and all that I am, is safe, because it is not slavery or something that means I will be castrated into ‘the female eunuch’ while everyone is allowed to go out and play, but it also means one thing. Accepting you do not know women for one second and accepting that I will have to guide you the whole way into your female, let alone mine. 

Got it. The reason this is so easy to accept is this; neither of us care less what people think of us. The rage and pain is that that best friend we have sought for our whole life is not possible for people like us. We are too advanced to have teddy bears and we have a long way to get the partnership smooth and automatic. Sounds about right. As long as there is the commitment to my careers from you even if you hate them, we are okay. These, I suppose are the agreements every man and woman has to make and every people of either archetype has to make. You agree this, I agree that and we have the ‘conversation’ of marriage ahead of us. 

That hurts, but then it doesn’t, because we actually do like it, past the last illusion – that love means not getting hurt – and that we are completely alone on this planet after all and have to look after our own integrity needs, even with the person we love and respect the opinion and want the affection and support most, from...(or whatever the grammar of that sentence should be). 

Sounds about right. For us especially. The problem is of course, always, when we think we will rest. You and I will never rest. We can only find peace in dancing together. And that, surely, is rest for us. That's the point. Soul Marriage. The art form of love. Disappearing into bliss, after the warm up. In each moment. The intimacy of two people healing and growing together. Ascension, together. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Past The End of The World. Soul Marriage ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

So, as I see it now, your entering soul will happen down the line. Like my vocational achievement finales, as it were. Your self esteem will grow, your emotional strength and spiritual power. 

By the time I am flying, you won't even care. You will love it. We will heal together. The self esteem and the fear of female power in you...and I practise something new. Seeing your love as constant but your friendship there one minute and then very much not with your stabbing rapist in any next minute, as I sit, relaxed, thinking and talking about anything to do with myself as opposedf to you..in other words, how not to care. And how to be lonely in any minute and then together. Accepting that no relationship can be without that and with a man, it is about anything to do with female power, just as it has always been about that? 

Throwing away your love as fast as I pick it up. Just as I do with anyone. Integrity with one's nemesis partner. The sexy kind of true love. Hard work for sure and makes one wonder as a woman, why so much work has always had to be done on self sufficiency. I suppose, just so the dance can be done at all, but it sounds like a fuck of a lot of work for nothing. I guess you'll show me different. At least I am prepared. That was my job. 

And I am glad that emotional care is as available for you as anyone I work with. It was never going to be denied and indeed, has never been denied. Again, that was the whole point. That it could be done in real companionship love and female leadership, as opposed to terror of loss and slavery and punitive conditions as a neutered secret therapist, who is not allowed out. 

And I guess that's where male providing can be seen in the same way for sure, but in a completely different power base context. Sure. True, mutual love, where one can finally utilise one's resources in sharing and caring, but with respect and freedom. Okay. Still feels sore, and truly terrifying, but we are clearly, building the manifestation of all that is Divinity on earth; Female Divinity and Male Super Humanity. 

'Neytiri' and her 'Jake Sully'. The Sacred Whore High Priestess and the Earth King. The male leader of the pack. With the Witch Doctor of The Universe. His. Life as the passionate fight still, but in healing. As Jane Fonda says, words to the effect of, once it stops hurting, it's healed. So, one day, doing all my work, while you are trying to stab me into selfish led female castration is not going to hurt? Okay. 

I get it. I have to trust male love and trust it all the way. It's time. It's time, because no one can stop me from doing anything I want anyway, and because if I have to fight you all the way I will and if I have to hate you all the way too, I will. But maybe I won't have to do that and in that is the hope. And the healing?

Because you care. You care enough about me, to care about me. You care enough about me to care about my feelings. You care enough about me to love me. For who I am. Because you care about me. 

You are not them, even though you try your best to want to be. But you care too much about me to be them. Even if you trip up all the way. 

And in that is our mutual healing. Me kissing the beast forever, so the prince charming is finally born. Born, as you enter soul, with us, together. As my material creative power and money grows, so will your soul, kind of thing. 

And we will do it together, as was our first dream. 

Okay. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Siren XXX Pt ll (Artwork) 

Program Yourself to Prosperity by Christopher Howard

One moment he had been struggling to sell eight cars; the next he changed his focus to doubling his sales and, as a result, he opened himself up to new possibilities and phenomenal results. 

The problem that people face in life is that they often accept the reality that they’ve been handed by families, friends, co-workers, society, the media, and so on. 

The reality that you accept is made up of a matrix of interacting belief systems that can either be useful to you or disempower you. Financial beliefs that can disempower you include convictions such as "It’s hard to make money," "You have to be born into wealth," or "You have to work for years to make real money as a sales professional." 

If you accept these kinds of realities, it can absolutely prevent you from reaching your full potential.

Before it was discovered that the world was round, it was a well-known "fact" that it was flat, and for all intents and purposes, it was. 

No one would think to sail around it, because it couldn’t be done, but the whole world changed when a few individuals changed their thinking. Your financial world is exactly the same. 

Both poverty and wealth exist, yet some people experience one and not the other. What differentiates those who have massive amounts of wealth from those who are completely broke is their thoughts, which determine their focus. 

According to Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, author of the book Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience, we take in approximately two million bits of information per second through our sensory channels. 

If we were instantaneously aware of all that was happening around us, we would go insane from sensory overload. Therefore, the human nervous system deletes, distorts, and generalizes all of the information into manageable chunk sizes. 

Out of two million bits of information per second, you only process five to nine chunks. This means that, out of everything that is happening, you experience only a minute amount.

You can compare your experience of reality to surfing the Internet.

Consider for a moment the amount of information available on the Web, a tremendous amount. 

Yet if you type into your search engine the word "poverty," your computer will ignore everything else and sort specifically for anything that meets your search word. 

In life, it’s the same way: you get what you look for. Think of your focus as being like a flashlight. If you were standing in a dark room with wealth in one corner and poverty in the other, your experience in life would be based upon where you’re pointing your flashlight at any given time. 

Do you have the flashlight of your focus on wealth, or on poverty?

In his book Rich Dad, Poor Dad, author Robert Kiyosaki states that if you want to become rich, the only thing you need to do is to increase your financial vocabulary. 

This is true because, in order to increase your financial vocabulary, you have to shift your focus. You will have to begin reading different types of magazines, holding different types of conversations, and so on. 

Philosopher Ludwig Von Witkenstein once said, "Whereof one cannot speak, one cannot think." 

People who have wealth and abundance in their lives speak and think differently than those who don’t. The flashlight of their focus is on a different corner of the room.

When you change your focus, you can change your external finances—sometimes even instantaneously. 

A woman who was searching for answers recently explained to me that she really wanted to go into the school system and teach children how to live up to their full potential. 

But she told me in the same breath that she had no money at all to follow through on her grand ideas.

I explained to her that ours is a totally abundant universe. There’s more than 13 trillion dollars circulating around the planet every day, just looking for someone to take care of it. 

I told her that there were plenty of people who wanted to give her money to support her project. 

About four weeks after later, I received a call from her. She was extremely excited, and explained to me that she had really taken what I said to heart. 

She had gone out and found tens of thousands of dollars available to her in grant money to fund her project. Her finances changed instantly the moment she changed her focus.

So the question becomes, "What are some of the things that I can do to change my focus and immediately take charge of my financial destiny?"

One of the first things you can do is to raise the level of importance of money in your life. 

Many people have the limiting belief that money isn’t important, or a belief that if you focus on money, you are somehow a bad person. 

These beliefs do nothing but hold you back. There are many wonderful people who do a lot of good for the planet, and who realize the importance of money as a tool for ameliorating their lives and the lives of others. In fact, the more you make, the more you can give back.

When people used to think the world was flat, the old maps of the world showed the "boundary conditions" — the edges of the world — and written all around those boundaries were the words "There Be Dragons." 

Or the maps would depict people falling off their ships and tumbling over the edge of the world. There weren’t really dragons there, and there weren’t really places where you might fall off the edge of the world. 

These weren’t the boundaries of the world, but they might as well have been, because they were boundary conditions of people’s thinking at the time.

Consider the beliefs that prevent you from focusing on wealth to be just like the boundary conditions of people’s thinking in Columbus’ time. 

Now I have a question for you: How satisfying will your life be ten, twenty, or thirty years from now, when you get out into the future and you’ve allowed your beliefs to keep you from living the life you deserve?

Maybe now is the time to get some new beliefs about money, convictions that will empower you, such as the belief clearly held by John D. Rockefeller, who once said, "I believe that the power to make money is a gift from God."

When Columbus first set sail, he left knowing that the world was different than all of those around him believed it to be. He was absolutely convinced that he would find a faster route to the riches and spices of the Orient. 

These beliefs and convictions were the first step to success beyond even his own expectations.

How do you raise the level of importance of money in your life? Decide. Decide that money is important. It’s so important that you’re willing to do everything you can to learn about it: how to manage it, how to invest it, and how to multiply it. 

Before long, you’ll find yourself holding different conversations with people, reading different types of magazines, and spending your time in ways that enable you to increase your financial intelligence. 

When you shift your focus, it will be as if you’ve typed the word "wealth" into your search engine. Your experience of life will actually change, and new possibilities will present themselves to you.

A few weeks ago, my fiancée and I decided to purchase a new car, and we got our minds set on a make and model that we saw for the first time just a few days prior to making the decision. 

We had never noticed that make and model of car before, but the moment we made the decision to purchase it, we began to see the same type of car all over the place. 

Did the cars appear in circulation once we started looking for them, or were they always there and we just hadn’t noticed before?

Your financial world works in exactly the same way. Financial opportunities only present themselves once you’ve conditioned yourself to look for them. 

The difference between those who have massive amounts of wealth and those who live in poverty is what they are looking for. Because we often accept the reality we’ve been handed, we end up getting exactly what we expect out of life. 

This principle is especially true in the area of finances. If you want to make more money, then all you really need to do is change your thinking.

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Christopher Howard is an internationally acclaimed expert in Neuro-Linguistic Programming and Ericksonian Hypnosis. The information provided in this article is an example of the transformational ideas and tools you will learn in Chris Howard’s "Breakthrough to Success" weekend seminar.

Love. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love, love, love and love. And yes. I've been recalling the oldest dreams today. And believing again. Believing in you. Believing. 

No. I don’t think you have a problem with intimacy. You have a problem with will. The courage to risk not being in control. That is not intimacy. That is soul. Soul with me. 

I am however, even though not missing you (yeah right), completely and utterly, obsessed by, and in love with you and in the love of the love with you. Just thought I’d tell you that. It means the shit hurts so much, the misogyny shit. But, the healthy obsession of soul is beautiful. To need someone so much and in such new health, is stunning. Hope you get to feel that too. Everything hurts, ego or soul. It’s choosing which one. One is love and the other is just pain and hate of pain. It still hurts. The great news is that the hurt becomes the love. The love carries the hurt, the obsession and the yearning. It’s a quiet love. Not a mad, hating, craving. Mastery of anger = love. Misogny is after all, just a tool of that equation. Love is mastery of anger. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

I see. And I was just celebrating your work. While you stab me. Thanks. Have a good day. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Eleanor Roosevelt

As the longest-serving First Lady in history, Eleanor Roosevelt is known for her very public persona, entertaining, holding press conferences, giving lectures and even serving as American spokesman in the United Nations after her husband's death -- but she was also thought to be an introvert. Her official online White House bio describes her as "a shy, awkward child, starved for recognition and love, [who] grew into a woman with great sensitivity to the underprivileged of all creeds, races, and nations ... her graciousness, and her sincerity of purpose endeared her personally to many -- from heads of state to servicemen she visited abroad during World War II."

She's often quoted as saying: "Friendship with oneself is all important, because without it one cannot be friends with anyone else in the world." Laura Shocker

Ugly. Amera Ziganii Rao 

You know, I always dreamed of resting before my purpose. Of living, resting and loving. And now, it all looks so ugly and fearful. I still want to rest. But only in safety. I don’t feel safe with you. Not yet. So it’s back to work I go. Still no place for me on earth, with another person. Still no love anywhere. Tell me when you are ready. If you ever are, seeing as your idea of rest for a woman, meant domestic labour and trophism and brainless wonder. Oops, do I judge? Yes. I judge you. Whatever. Evil can only reform, one day a time. And you are dealing with the most dominant system on earth. Misogyny. Fear of powerful women, based on childhood rage. The micro of the macro. The ‘beginning’ of the world. Fear of powerful women, based on First Rage™. Guilt. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

I try to avoid looking forward or backward, and try to keep looking upward. ~ Charlotte Bronte

It's good to be blessed. It's better to be a blessing. ~ Author Unknown

To the question of your life you are the answer, and to the problems of your life you are the solution. ~ Joe Cordare

The reputation of a (8000) thousand years may be determined by the conduct of one hour. Japanese proverb

Want to find happiness in your life? Appreciate the small stuff. You are blessed more than you realize. Christian Books 

Your actions become your habits. Your habits become your values. Your values become your destiny. Mahatma Gandhi

If I enter the day without empathy, all goes awry. Tristan Bishop 

Woman Who Wrote About Life Under the Taliban Is Killed. News Headline 

There r ages when the rational man (woman) and the intuitive man (woman) stand side by side, one in fear of intuition, the other with scorn for abstraction. Friedrich Nietzsche 

Happy is the hearing man (woman); unhappy the speaking man (woman). Ralph Waldo Emerson

If you want to feel rich, just count all of the things you have that money can't buy. ~ Unknown

From age to age, civilisation to civilisation, the beast grows a new head from which to deceive the ppl (Religion6 Demockery6 Capitalism6). Nambassa

Conclusion. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The conclusion then is this; hating you when you deserve to be hated. Loving you when you deserve to be loved. A new take on unconditional love indeed, if one is truly forced to make it one’s life purpose. Hating you, like you hate me. Disrespecting your very existence and hating everything you do. Other than what you look like. Got it. Sounds exactly like the family I left. Nice. 

And things do now have to change. I am not going to watch your misogyny gauge, day to day. Been there, done that. I think you are okay and moving forward. I need new horizons. I am in a miserable situation and need to make changes now. So, see you or don’t see you. My whole life has been a forced surrender to male love and there is no male love. I need to make changes, whatever the celestial cruelty of my life. I’m going to spend all my energy fighting it now. I don’t want this. I don’t want to wait for your heart to be born. I don’t want to wait for you. I want to use all my energy to do something else. To find a life. You can do with yours what you will. I am not waiting anymore. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom. Amera Ziganii Rao   

The only task available to a woman therefore, is either to be a love dependent, at the mercy of male misogyny, or to become a freedom fighter against misogyny, long after she realises that life has decided she is to be that. The fight against misogyny, or what is called the quest for true love, therefore can only be a hobby. A part time exercise alongside a relentlessly dysfunctional life, until one can make the decision. To pursue plan B as the full time job, while pursuing the fight against misogyny as a part time ‘love’ exercise. While receiving no love. 

We can only pursue something we believe in and only in the right way. I no longer believe that misogyny can reform or ‘heal’. I also did not realise that my life was a forced freedom fight against misogyny and that I would only be under its grip as a reformer, after the 17 year journey, the 40 year journey to clear the sickness of love dependency, because of misogyny in the first place. And that, despite this immense journey to freedom that I have made, past hundreds of fascists, I am still in the grip of male fascism. A man’s unwillingness and incapability to do anything other than fuck up a woman and call that love. 

Love for a woman therefore is the most useless and pointless pursuit on earth. The healing is finally getting it, recognising that fate is as cruel and relentless as men and fighting both for the rest of her life. Sacred Whore High Priestess™ indeed. Not a job for the fainthearted. This time I go against The Universe. I no longer want my dream. My dream is impossible and is therefore, no longer my dream. I do not want to be held under the grip of misogyny and the only recourse for a woman, who is interested in inter relating, CAN only be to be held under the grip of misogyny. Unless she steps right away and manufactures another dream. From scratch. 

And goes against every single intuitive skill and feeling she has. It has not worked. The dream I have pursued and been MADE to pursue, is a disaster. I don’t want it anymore. 

Love is the most useless exercise on this planet. Misogyny is the only lover a woman can ever have. The dream is non existent. Misogyny will never reform and if it does, it will be a long distance achievement. And the choice of whether to be held hostage by it, ie to be a man’s friend or partner or worse, wife and mother of his children, HIS children, a choice of going up against fate. Nothing less. Healing itself, has become a jailor for me now and now being a healer is the new horizon for defeating the enemy. My fate. 

Love got me in here. My love. Hate is what is going to get me out. My self loving, ‘hate’ for men. The  utter loathing of misogyny is the hate that gets me going. I no longer want to be a freedom fighter against misogyny in a bid to ‘get’ a man’s love. And I no longer intend that men heal. Who gives a flying fuck anymore. My life needs to be a study in not caring any longer. 

The ‘healing’ of love dependency is a fuck of a lot more than ever thought. Ain’t no love dependency gone on here in any shape or form for years now. And still, the relentless imprisonment to serve a man, Scheherazade style and this time, it’s The Universe on my back. Reformers do not discriminate. We just improve, and if that means going up against The Universe, so what. A reformer is a reformer. 

So, like Henry Miller, I have nothing and I begin again. I’d rather begin again. From scratch and just give it all up. And end the most traumatic four and a half years of my life. Consciously being forced, to know the inside of the hatred of men, towards women. Keep it. I don’t want any of it anymore. I contribute as a part time reformer now. For something I have no personal interest in whatsoever. I have no more interest in men. 

A woman can only be held hostage by men. Male sickness of humanity towards women is too deep and too voluntary and too rigid and too convenient. The heart however, cannot be denied. And therefore, suffering for female is the only option on earth. How we suffer is our business. Suffer, we always will. There is a people on this planet and they actively and bitterly hate us. And we love them. But how we suffer, is our business. How we cope with it, is the issue, just as with any oppression we have to contend with in life. 

Doing it part time and living with a broken heart. Grief can be the only path for a woman. We live in the world of men and we love them. Because we love. We are loving human beings and therefore love men too and we are sexual beings and therefore love men too. These are facts that cannot or should be denied. It is grief that has to be integrated and accepted as a way of life. Men hate women. I don’t hate myself. There is no correlation and no reform and love does not make one iota of difference in them. Men can be completely and utterly in love and still be utterly murderous and selfish to the point of death, misogynistic. That, unfortunately, is my only finding. Love makes no difference to a man. Either mine, or his. There is nothing, beyond that truth. There is nothing, left. 

And as the shock of the truth sinks deeper and deeper, the alternatives are stark. Either one continues to live in the grip of male abuse, just by loving them, and learning all the insane lessons I have had to learn about relying on piranha, and having to go through the visceral damage of such a forced life of freedom fighting, or one stays mildly involved but only as a theoretical exercise. And for that, one has to live in grief and of course the humility of beginning the material journey just as she began the spiritual journey almost two decades ago. And accepting finally, that family can only ever be tortuous. True love is an impossible task. Winning the Nobel Prize kind of impossible. Possible, but certainly nothing to be relied on, while of course, it has to be worked for. 

And to work for something, you have to believe in it. I no longer believe in male love and every day is me, trying to prove myself wrong. It doesn’t work. My fates seem to have lied and I no longer care. I want a life, and developing a man, in a life where I have been forced to rely on other people my whole life, while never wanting to, is clearly my splinter. Because I wanted to share love. Alchemy is finding the splinters and making the choices. 

Self determination hurts. There is no rest for the free. The abolition of slavery, hard work. And certainly, never ‘dating the enemy’ again. It just does not work. 

If men ever truly reform misogyny, I’ll eat my hat. They can never be relied on. Men hate women. They love women and they hate women. That’s it. And their insanity is vast, complex, relentless and sincere. And? My job is clearly to explore how to live in the shadow of that, whether we voluntarily enter relationship with them or not. How to live in the shadow of that, and how to thrive in the shadow of that, despite everything. 

Self determination hurts. There is no rest for the free. But nothing ‘will ever burn my heart out’ (Oasis). I began as a loving human being and I end as a loving human being. And I intend only, to pursue a life now, that I believe in. Mine. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Theres nothing wrong with you...whats wrong is you think there is. Youre not broken. Society is broken. Be yourself, youre going to be ok. Evergreen Quotes 

Not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced. Lucille Ball

I'm a great believer in luck and I find the harder I work, the more I have of it. Thomas Jefferson

I refuse to answer that question on the grounds that I don't know the answer. Douglas Adam

I can accept failure, everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying. Michael Jordan

Always choose the future over the past. What do we do now? Brian Tracy

Someone's sitting in the shade today because someone planted a tree a long time ago. Warren Buffett

Liars take longer to answer text messages. News Headline 

Women dominate the Bookseller's Rising Stars list 2013. The Bookseller

Frodo and Hobbit pals take magic ring on quest. Gollum tries to steal ring. Wizard Gandalf is nice, Sauron is nasty. Battles. Ring destroyed. Telegraph Books

You can't separate peace from freedom because no one can be at peace unless he (she) has his (her) freedom. Malcolm X (1925-1965)

Losers make promises they often break. Winners make commitments they always keep. Denis Waitley

Extremism is the root of all conflict, those who wish to be at peace, follow the middle path of compassion & love for all. Spiritual Truths

Lead from within is a synonym with your heart’s wisdom. Lolly Daskai 

Spectacular achievement is always preceded by unspectacular preparation. Robert H Schuller 

The impossible is often the untried. ~ Jim Goodwin

Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing. Mother Teresa

Negative thoughts are the result of us resonating with the atmosphere we live in. Change it by embracing and transmitting positive notions. The Golden Mirror

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I am where I am, because I believed in male love. I will be where I am going to, on my new journey, because I will never believe, again. Male love spells disaster to all those who are involved with it. Male love is a misnomer. Unless you are male. I am where I am, because I believed in male love. I will be where I am going, because I don’t. Failure = believing in male love. Success = believing in nothing but my love. Accepting the world is sick and the sickness is male. They will not catch up and do not want to. They like misogyny and all that it brings. Men do not love. I am where I am, because I believed in male love. I am where I am, because I believed in the guidance I received. Mastering destiny, therefore, for High Priestess, means going up against it all. And winning. I believe in nothing anymore, other than me. Self determination hurts. But self determination is also, finally, free and loving. And that is all anyone wants. For a woman, it can only be done alone. For men, they will continue to fuck up one woman after another. That is their purpose. To continue the sickness that is earth. 

Men will not only not share power. Men will never love anything more, than they love power. Male power. 

Men do not love. Fear of God indeed. Fear of God, The Mother, The Universe, indeed. That is why men fear women. 

We are their conscience. We KNOW they do not love. And they KNOW, that we know. That is why men hate women. 

And why women, can never again, love men. They are not worthy. Their hearts are filthy with the stench of female violation. And they will not cleanse. And they call that guilt. It’s not guilt. It’s filth. Your filth. The Judas Principle™. Hating women. Hating God, The Mother, The Universe. Hating all that is Priestess. Hating all that is YOUR SOUL. 

Just, hating. Anything, other than male. All to prop up your own sense of humanity. A strange, self rightousness belligerence of existence, as you fuck up women all the way. 

Because you KNOW you have none. You have no humanity. You are the hypocrisy of this world. You gave up humanity a long time ago.

And women know. We know. And that is why you hate us. People hate what they fear. You fear us that much. And frankly, you should. At least it means YOU have some sense of conscience. At least, long term in the world, that is the hope. You know. You know and you know who we are. And you are right. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

In other words, it is not women that men hate. It is God. God, The Mother, The Universe. Men hate their souls, and yet crave spiritual and emotional power. You can’t have one without the other. Well, you can. ‘Sauron’ (Lord of The Rings) can. Which is the point. You left God. You hate God. And that is why you hate women. Evil can rule the world. It does every day. But your fear of women never goes. I wonder why. 

People always hate what they fear. You hate women. Now, we know why. This endless need to subjugate. The rage you have to master to be able to even utilise it as passion. You hate God. You want power, without love. You will never get and you will never get it, with a woman. 

And you most certainly will never have power, without love, with a High Priestess. We are the untouchables. We are protected. We are also, intelligent enough to be existential. I am where I am, because my purpose was to believe in male love. I am going where I am going, because I no longer need to hold that false belief. I am, set free. 

The work is to explore all that I am and all that you are. Why men do not love women. And why women no longer can care. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom lV. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I’ve seen it all now. When a multi millionaire refuses to employ staff to help his woman be as free as him, (Erika Jong talks of Victorian Sexists, which is a good enough term for morons) when a top creative professional has the mind of a peasant towards women, so that he remains Stanley Kowalski (Tennessee Williams’ A Streetcar Named Desire) even though he is rewarded and recognised for his achievements like the most beloved son of the tribe, so much so that he deliberately approaches great (new and vulnerable) talent, in order to subjugate, silence and use it only for his own ends, when a man who has humanity as a humanitarian and who spends much of his life exploring all that is honour and care, in the male world, with men, when a man like that, can educate himself in feminism and still want to subjugate a female, because she is stupid enough to still believe in male love, and indeed her Hierophant guidance, I’ve seen it all. When all that is left to her, is an endless hostage situation to his ego, as she selflessly and in poverty and neglect, is supposed to keep exploring his filthy heart and try and beat it into love, all so he can finally be the perfect reformed patriarchal pig man, because that she believed in male love, and when a man can deliberately approach a Sacred Whore High Priestess™, AFTER reading her story and then attempt to the do the very same things, and to violate her like she is nothing, once again, despite all her self love and training and Hierophant self sacrificing work, there is clearly nothing left to see in The World of Men. And nothing left to see in my purpose. 

Men will never love women. And I feel sick to the stomach with the grief that is my own life and the life of women across this planet. Men will never love women. Women can never again, love men. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom V. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And I at least know, at last, that I will never have to be involved with male cruelty or hypocrisy ever again. Frankly, with anything male again. I will never have to negotiate with cruel cowards again. I am free, because I no longer believe in male love and can face the grief to go with the decisions. I am, after all, a Spiritual Existentialist. I can make the grief stricken decisions and happily face responsibility for who I am. I believed in male love. And it began as a psychosis of love dependency. What a joke. The journey never ends, because there is no such thing as male love to begin with, at all. The psychosis clearing is just stage one on the female super heroism journey. The second stage is you. To find out the sane truth in an insane world. Your insane world. To move on from The World of Men, forever. I do not believe in male love and never will again. The intention I intend to beat into myself, from now on. 

And you, can stay in hell. You clearly like it and it clearly likes you. Stay afraid, insecure and un self loving and self conscious and weak spirited. Have your half integrity. Cope with it the best you can, just as I did. That is all you can ever have in ego. You cannot have spiritual power, without love. I said that four years ago, and say it again. You cannot have spiritual power or emotional intelligence, without the will to love. You choose not to love women. You cannot have spiritual power or emotional intelligence or the skill of alchemy and liberation and humanity, without the decision to love. You think you can have it all, without loving women. You think you can have it all, WITHOUT LOVING GOD. Your arrogance is so well documented through the ages. You think you can have HER power, without loving HER. You’re having a laugh. Ha ha. You can only break hearts. You are the broken heart of this world. Men. The destroyer’s heart. The heart of darkness. Men. 

You will take years, to even get that. You are male. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom Vl. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And don't you get it? That's why they divided us and why they killed us and why you were too weak to even do anything about it. This life and the first, of The World Slave Order, 8000 or so years ago. 

You have been denied spiritual power, because you hate us. They taught you to hate us, so you would be denied spiritual power. You serve them well and they most certainly serve you well. Be happy together. We don't want you anymore. You are not worthy.

Because look what you have denied us. You are not worthy. And I have enough spiritual and emotional power, to rock the world. I no longer, need, what you have denied me. I am me. 

I tried to bring you with me. But you are too busy beating us up like some stupid and programmed beast of the field. Their field. Do it. Remain in ignorance. Remain in cruel, masturbatory, pseudo self love. You are ejected from The Temple. 

You are no longer, worthy. 

And you will never again, have the chance to kill me. 

I know who you are now. And you are not worthy. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Woman as Freedom Fighter. The Bitterness of Fate, Grief and Freedom Vll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Because you should have known better. And because you do. A man in his fifties with your success, is the most dangerous kind of misogynist in the world, at the most dangerous misogynist time in his life. 

You think you own the world. 

You will never own me. I was never for sale and never will be. 

And there I was, thinking in admirable and pure hearted innocence, that a man who has achieved 'it all' enough, will be ready to share himself. 

And you just turn out to be the ordinary kind. The stupid, vain, egotistical, bully, woman subjugating, petulant High Priestess killing kind. I am so bored of vain men. Oh, that is men. Got it. Vain men in a vain world, without any spiritual power or emotional intelligence or mastery of any kind, other than over other people. 

Cruel, capricious, self serving, relishing power over those weaker than you, bullies. My father and my brother, to you. You are all the same. Enlightened Prejudice really is useful, when it is needed. 

I reject your world and I reject you. 

The Temple is now out of bounds for you and your kind. You are not worthy. You will have a great deal to prove even if you ever want to try and enter the threshold again. The Temple rejects you completely. You kill unicorns. 

You should have known better. And you do. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

If you want to prosper, you must use prosperity thinking. To help you do this, here are some green and prosperous affirmations to practice:

My income is constantly increasing.

I prosper wherever I turn.

Today is a delightful day. Money comes to me in expected and unexpected ways.

I give myself the green light to go ahead, and to joyously embrace the new.

Green means “go,” and I choose to go for all the good life has in store for me.

I love dress-up holidays. I can be anyone I choose today.

I support others in becoming prosperous, and in turn, Life supports me in wondrous ways.

I am now willing to be open to the unlimited prosperity that exists everywhere.

I live in a loving, abundant, harmonious universe, and I am grateful.

I deserve the best, and I accept the best now.

All is well and I am safe.

Louise Hay 

"I will study and prepare, and someday my opportunity will come." 

Abraham Lincoln, 16th President of the United States

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO

A PROFILE  

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™ 

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser. 

I can help you grow power, from nothing. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™. 

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company. 

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. 

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. 

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. 

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. 

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. 

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. 

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. 

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants. 

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. 

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. 

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. 

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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