Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt XV. Love. The (Pre Misogyny Cleansing) Archives l. Amera Ziganii Rao

Lady in Waiting lll (lV). A Self Portrait 

Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt XV. Love. The (Pre Misogyny Cleansing) Archives l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Marcus Vinicius. Amera Ziganii Rao 

That’s it. I am born. You are born. We are born. The miracle of life is upon us.  The Holy Grail of requited and fulfilled love. The true love of unadulterated and unhesitating love. Pure love. The twin souls that we are. On earth as it is in heaven.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008 

The Daimonic. Thomas Moore 

They were avoiding the daimonic, which was showing itself dramatically in their lives together and therefore they were saying no to their fate. The issue was not, how can these two people be together happily, but what are they fighting? What is their fate, in the largest terms, that they are trying so desperately to avoid? 

Thomas Moore. Dark nights of the Soul

Radical humility + Hope = Radical Faith. The releasing and healing of the broken heart. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

True Love. True Sex. Amera Ziganii Rao  

The right to primal sexuality. 

The right to the truth of sex. 

The right to the sacredness of relationship. 

The courage to be the Dom and the Sub. 

The courage of a woman to surrender and trust and be the true compliant, not just in the bedroom but outside too.  

The courage of a man to stand up tall and return to his real Eve and not the ‘man made’ version that’s more acceptable. 

Where there’s no sex and yet there’s no compliance either.  

The corruption of the mother. The corruption of the father. 

Neutered in a sexless society and spawning plastic and manufactured life forever. 

The courage to be real and true. 

The courage to face society in freedom and inspiration. 

The truth of a woman and a man. 

The High Priest and the High Priestess.  

The way to know God in love. 

The return of both, to the Garden of Eden.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2005

Standing By My Man. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Standing By My Man

The psyche journey ongoing. 

The two types of nihilism being healed. 

Waiting for him to resurrect from the quiet man. 

Becoming a compassionate kali. 

Standing by my man. 

Support and unselfish love. 

The quest for the holy grail. 

Unconditional love. I am enough as i am. 

Believing in the dream but stepping out of it to build it, day by day. 

Manifesting through totally pure intention. 

Taking responsibility for us not being good enough at it yet. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

(The psyche journey ongoing – The ‘legend’ of Psyche and Eros. Eros banishes Psyche for going up against male supremacy, she gets a thousand and one tasks to do and then he finally negotiates with Aphrodite for her freedom from the tasks and her right to be loved by him). 

(The Quiet Man - The Quiet Man is a 1952 American romantic comedy-drama film. It was directed by John Ford and starred John Wayne, Maureen O'Hara, Victor McLaglen and Barry Fitzgerald. It was based on a 1933 Saturday Evening Post short story by Maurice Walsh. The film is notable for Winton Hoch's lush photography of the Irish countryside and a long, climactic, semi-comic fist fight. It was an official selection of the 1952 Venice Film Festival.

In the 1920s, Sean Thornton (John Wayne), an Irish-born American from Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, travels to Ireland to reclaim his family's farm in Inisfree. He meets and falls in love with the fiery Mary Kate Danaher (Maureen O'Hara), the sister of the bullying, loud-mouthed landowner Squire "Red" Will Danaher (Victor McLaglen). 

Danagher, angry that Sean outbids him for the Thornton land adjacent to his property, initially refuses to sanction the marriage until several town locals, including the Catholic priest, Father Lonergan (Ward Bond), conspire to trick him into believing that the wealthy Widow Tillane (Mildred Natwick) wants to marry him, but only if Mary Kate is no longer living in his house. After learning the truth on Sean and Mary Kate's wedding day, an enraged Will refuses to give his sister her full dowry.

Sean, unschooled in Irish customs, cares nothing about the dowry, but Mary Kate is obsessed with obtaining it. The dowry represents her independence, identity, and pride. Angered and shamed by Sean's refusal to confront her brother and demand what is legally hers, she brands him a coward, and, despite living together, they are estranged as husband and wife.

Sean had been a boxer in the United States, a heavyweight challenger known as "Trooper Thorn". After accidentally killing an opponent in the ring, Sean hung up his gloves, vowing never to fight again. This is known to only one person in the village, the Church of Ireland minister, the Rev. Playfair (Arthur Shields).

Later, in an attempt to force Sean to confront Will, Mary Kate leaves him and boards a train departing Castletown and headed to Dublin. Infuriated, Sean drags her off the train, and, followed by the townspeople, forces her to walk the five miles to Inisfree from Castletown to the Danaher farm. Sean demands that Will hand over her dowry and threatens to return Mary Kate to his household if he refuses. Will finally relents and gives him the cash. 

Mary Kate and Sean throw it into a furnace together, showing that Mary Kate never cared about the money, but only what it represented. A long, memorable fistfight ensues between Sean and Will. They slug it out through the village, stop for a drink, brawl again, then become best friends. 

Sean regains Mary Kate's love and respect. Will and the Widow Tillane begin courting, and peace is returned to Inisfree.

Wikipedia) 

Unconditional Love. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Our mission is simple. To become unconditional love.

The transformation of Kali, the goddess of death and resurrection into Kali, the goddess of compassion and the transformation of Shiva, the god of compassion into Shiva, the god of death and resurrection.

By becoming these things, we fully regain pure intention. And manifest redemption.

And complete the seven spiritual stages of love even before our first date.

Such is our privilege of destiny. I honour that. With amazement and humility. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Creator. Disturber. A Self Portrait 

All pain is projection of the past.

Pain is acting like a pseudo dominant, when all I want to do is to surrender. And be the compliant I truly am. 

I embrace the truth of relationship. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Creation. Amera Ziganii Rao  

The dark night is over. We are creators. The knowledge of the gods as it were, has hit. The leaving of the tribe and its laws of dos and don’ts. We have been both affected by them, not just Marcus Vinicius. I am humbled and so excited. We are creators, because we can truly get anything we want. The journey over the past few days led to Wayne Dyer and Deepak Chopra – thanks --- – which I had not heard before as the files had been lost. Everything came together last night as I listened to it. How to get what you really really really really want. That’s the title of the CD. 

Deepak Chopra also gave me a massive insight into why it is so hard, and why prayer and being helped is not enough for people like Marcus Vinicius and myself, but presumably also ----, ----, ----, etc. Because the state of consciousness that we as leaders – that’s what we are – leaders in our field – leaders of the planet in the making – is that it is not enough in the world’s evolution to believe and pray anymore. We are here to become creators. That is what the whole journey has been about, right from the days of existentialist consciousness that entered me at 17, right through NLP, to Intention to believing that Divinity is inside all of us and not something separate from us. Wizardry. Alchemy. Sourcery. Working from The Source. Earthangel Wise Ones. The ones who are being asked to manifest consciously. Re-programming the mind to get rid of all the tribal limitation thinking. 

I thought foolishly, that it was me manifesting courage in my work and compassion in my love life and that it was courage for Marcus Vinicius in his love life. But it is the empathy of both of us that has hit today. It takes courage for a woman to be ‘the scarlet woman’, the second wife, ‘the homewrecker’, the mistress, etc. it takes courage for that, and belief that this is the right and true thing to do. I am humbled and so sorry I have judged Marcus Vinicius for not being able to do it yet. Wayne Dyer talks about how it is, leaving tribal law. What my father has called, “creating your own code of conduct”. 

Today it has been created. The absolute pledge and belief that it the right thing to do and that I can more than handle it, because I believe in its correctness. And our right to do it. It is not responsibility Marcus Vinicius is leaving, it is tribal responsibility and that is completely different. 

The courage to be you. The courage to follow your destiny. The fate we have been avoiding. The daimonic? The courage to be our true power. Your true power. The courage to be Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie really. The most noticeable successful duo around. They are the modern Elizabeth Taylor and Richard Burton or Spencer Tracy and Katherine Hepburn, Diana even, Charles and Camilla even. Look how much courage that must have taken them actually to divorce. It takes courage to be Angelina Jolie. She was reported to have been really upset at being painted as the scarlet woman and the guilty party, when Brad Pitt, the beloved son with the beloved daughter, in Jennifer  Anniston – sure she loved that. 

So today, I release all the bourgeois false sense of duty. Consciousness. Tribal rules responsilbity. I thought I was such a reformist and rebel. Pah. I am becoming that finally. And so is Marcus Vinicius. That is the point. 

The Marianne Williamson quote. We fear our true power. Of really showing ourselves. Last night, I was even talking to Marcus Vinicius about having the courage to show his true power in bed. The Dom and the sub to the ultimate level. It’s the same thing isn’t it? 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

I Believe. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I believe in my dream. Because I know it’s not just mine now. And because I believe in my dream and in my rare destiny which is to LIVE my dreams. The journey is worth it for sure. 

Thank you

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Respect, Reverence, Repentance and Redemption. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Marcus Vinicius is the man I love. 

I intend him as family into my life as of immediate effect. I surrender to him totally and to the unit that the two of us have been blessed with becoming. I am a wife now and I love it. I embrace it totally. I have become a woman, a wife, a mother, a sister, a lover and love. 

I am unconditional love and understand the joy and sorrow of the process and intend abundance and understanding and joy through it all, plus the courage to commit and love through primal doubt. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

The more I practise, the luckier I get. Gary Player. Golfing Legend

Dark of the Moon. Online Tarot 

We are in the Dark Of The Moon. For the next day or two, secrets can be revealed. Veils can be raised. Mystic experiences can be released. Psychic journeys can be undertaken. Ancestors can be contacted. The departed can be more vividly remembered. Truths can be told. Passions can be inflamed. Sensitivities can be awakened and exploited. Answers to questions can be attained. Visions of the future can be given. Ailments can be diagnosed and, in some cases, cured. Pixies can be revealed. Spells can be more successfully cast. Charms can be better worked. Or so it is believed. 

The Knight of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in rising to the occasion. I keep my options open and am ready to use it or lose it. I set trends or may be considered a fashionista and I initiate exciting opportunities to get attention, conquer fears, enhance reputation or image, or to express or inspire liberation-often by extreme measures. I am empowered by ambition or the zest in quest and I transform through charismatic communication of passion.

Online Tarot 

Authentic Power and The Courage it Takes to Live That Kind of Relationship. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Whenever I have thought about a man, I have dreamt of a man who can’t be controlled, but who comes and goes when he pleases and who fucks me like a Dom. What I realise now, is that I have wanted the privileges of that kind of true archetype, without taking any of the responsibility. What a fascinating insight into the past 20+ years. I remember my first boyfriend at 19. I left him after two weeks. The poor guy only did one thing wrong. He was there all the time and too easily a companion. I don’t even know how to describe any of this, as it is all brand new to me. But he just didn’t excite me. From there, I went straight into the arms of an older man for a short while and then into the arms of another older man who was a gangster with two children and a sort of relationship with their mother.

He deeply excited me, yet of course, the first thing I couldn’t handle was that he would turn up when he wanted and went when he wanted. He treated me very well actually, he loved me nicely and I liked the excitement of it. But I couldn’t handle it at all. I remember an older woman in the hostel I was staying in just freaking out and telling me that I was totally abusing myself and letting him control my life. Now when I look back, she was probably reacting to my being so upset when he didn’t turn up when he said he would. But of course, it was about that and also her judgment. 

I think about women I know now, who fantasise about particular men, but who are with other kinds of men. What is the other kind of man? A nice, dependable man who is there in front of them all the time. A man, one could say that they can control. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Revelation. Kuan Yin 

Lie still, ripen and grow. The leap into life awaits you. Yang in action. 

Young whales lie still in the water. One day when they are grown, they will leap through the dragon door full of hope. 

Don’t be impatient. Don’t hurry. Stay still as a young whale as your powers develop. 

Let everything pass by until your time comes. You have what you need until it is time to emerge. You feel insecure only because the speed of your development doesn’t go along with your wishful thinking. Your time will come! Be particularly careful and loving with your partner. Dharma; gather the light, increase the inner heat. 

Above all, you must be patient. You must put up with a lot. Beware of scandal and gossip. Do everything very carefully. Be honest, scrupulous and friendly and you will see things suddenly change. Exercise compassion and insight. 

You belong to a noble family, rich and distinguished. Once the emperor has bestowed the golden girdle, your name and fame will be in every mouth. All the ways to the golden door are open to you. 

All is ready to burst forth and flower. Free yourself from the past and find your true nature. Your household is not in order. Work with patience and foresight to purify things and family joy will soon be restored. A significant relationship will be successful. You have nothing to fear. 

Don’t rest on your laurels. You have lived through much in your life and now you must establish and support yourself. Don’t worry about your family, though you shouldn’t completely ignore them. With skill, diplomacy and endurance, all will run smoothly. The golden door is open to you. It is in your power to step through it. Skilful means make you difficult to conquer. 

Emerging yin. This is the time to harvest. It will bring insight as well as profit. Reap and gather your crops. Conserve your energy and nourish the spirits. 

Feeling yourself a passive victim, you are sucked into the downward spiral. Come to your senses! The crop is ready to harvest. There are problems in your household you haven’t been able to solve. Try again with all your energy so they won’t get worse. Your relationship has foundered, but it is out of your hands for now. Be patient and contain yourself. 

At the moment you are at sea in an unenviable situation and it is affecting your self-confidence. You need courage and endurance. Collect your energy and you can reach the shore that beckons. Release yourself from all that worries or hinders you. Take hold of your future with both hands. Your time will come! Grasp the opportunity with both hands and use everything that is available.

Kuan yin

Alchemy of the Subconscious. Amera Ziganii Rao  

I have begun to realise that the reason Marcus Vinicius and I are not able to get it together yet, despite such a sharing and showing of love in June, is because the subconscious is still in mutiny. Somehow. Since realising and hearing that earlier on today, I have since come up with the beauty of Kali and Shiva quote. What --- put so well into words when he was doing my psychic reading, and what Deepak Chopra also taught me so much about, with the seven stages of love he defines in his version of the Kama Sutra. 

What I was thinking about earlier, is that Wayne Dyer talks about regaining Intention, and that to do that, we must be completely doubt deficient. I think I would term that judgment deficient, passivity deficient and hate and fear deficient. Compassion for me. Compassion is the word. And as the ‘Michael Clayton’ film put it so well, as it described George Clooney’s character’s escape from the world he was trapped in, he had become ‘Shiva, the god of death’. Which was so stunning to me, as ---- had first used the context of the story of Shiva and Kali a few months before. It had been so crucial to me, to first teach me how to surrender at all. 

It’s the healing of the harridan and the ostrich. Those are the uncompassionate terms. And looking at my tribe quote, there is no compassion in that quote. It is a true statement, but there is no compassion really. Certainly not for Marcus Vinicius, seeing as I gave him that last year. He told me this year that he was so moved by that. I think he was being very generous. Because it was also a highly judgmental attitude to his obvious dilemma. 

Maybe it is not just about what is inside, maybe it is also about the way one lives. But I am saying that because I am thinking about ----. 

However, especially in line with the play (A Kind of Love. A play I am working on, about a brother and sister), I can see why I have got Zaigham being more quiet and passive if you like and Maryam is much more the aggressor. It is the Madame Bovary (Gustave Flaubert) archetype after all. 

And then I think about my deformity rehabilitation which is specifically about compassion. What else is alignment, for goodness’ sake. I hadn’t even thought about that. I feel incredibly ashamed. Nothing is your fault, says Christopher Howard, but everything is your responsibility. I chose war. That is the point. I condemned everything and I chose war. At the age of eight. I chose nihilism, death, destruction, revolution, contempt and isolation. I don’t have any words. But I embrace redemption and repentance. 

I was watching the character of Jack in Holby City yesterday as she was asking Joseph for forgiveness. I chose war in response to really bad conditions in my life. But I chose war. Which is why I can unchoose it and have been gradually doing that since 1997. Since the psychotic episode of rage, when I saw hell. 

So what is compassion, broken down? 

Compassion broken down, from what I can see so far. 

Patience, non judgment, courage, kindness, non ownership, knowing when to stop and rest, serenity, living in the moment, enlightenment, trust, faith, cycles of peace and cycles of action, knowing when to let go, surrender. 

This is what I can say so far about it, I feel. What I can hear. Was reading Deepak Chopra’s book, The Kama Sutra late last night and he was talking about Shakti and Shiva. The qualities of Shakti are, it seems the ultimate combination of the two, as he was describing it. The compassion needed to create pure Intention. 

And today, coming back from seeing ----, I went into the magical but expensive Amerindian shop on the Kings Road (Chelsea), just after seeing the remnants of a terrible crash between a sports car and a motorbike, the remnants being the vehicles, not the people. Hopefully, they are at hospital, as opposed to being on their way to the morgue. 

And of course, you led me straight to a massive Jasper stone ring for £125.00. I baulked, but then the thing fitted me too perfectly! Oh my word. That alongside the camera. I ain’t eating for six months. But that is not the way to intend abundance is it, so there you go. I can already feel some metallic taste in my mouth, as I am wearing it. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Lady in Waiting ll Pt ll (ll). A Self Portrait 

Jasper. The Crystal Bible  

Jasper is known as the ‘supreme nurturer’. It sustains and supports during times of stress, and brings tranquillity and wholeness. Used in healing, it unifies all aspects of your life. Jasper reminds people to help each other. The stone aligns the chakras, facilitates shamanic journeys and dream recall, provides protection and grounds energies and the body. It absorbs negative energy and cleanses and aligns the chakras and the aura. It balances yin and yang and aligns the physical, emotional, and mental bodies with the etheric realm. 

Jasper also imparts determination to all pursuits. It brings the courage to get to grips with problems assertively and encourages honesty with yourself. It supports during necessary conflict. 

Jasper aids quick thinking and promotes organisational abilities and seeing projects through. It stimulates the imagination and transforms ideas into action. 

Physically, Jasper prolongs sexual pleasure. It supports during prolonged illness or hospitalization and reenergises the body. Jasper supports the circulatory, digestive and sexual organs. It balances the mineral content of the body. It is particularly used as a gem elixir because it does not overstimulate the body. 

Use for long periods of time as Jasper works slowly. Place a large piece of decorative Brown Jasper in a room to absorb negative energy. 

The Crystal Bible

Spiritual Existentialism as Miracle. Amera Ziganii Rao  

We are manifesting a miracle, after having manifested the most important and biggest miracle of our lives. We both alchemised and manifested that miracle, with the help of You, Great Universe. Great Universe. For real. Humbled doesn’t even begin to describe it. 

It wasn’t just a case of me having manifested it and now him having to manifest. How arrogant, ignorant and terror evoking that thought is, so we can get rid of that right now! That was the final frontier. We both did it. We both changed into the wind. We both became unconditional love. Ie courage, grace, determination and unadulterated and unhesitating love. We both found The Holy Grail together at the same time. 

Now it is about growing that commitment or not even that, it is about manifesting our life. That is the next miracle that we are working so hard on and praying so hard for. 

That is why, like a great creative project, it cannot be talked about, maybe not even to each other, but certainly not to anyone else. It’s like a canvas being worked on at the moment and it is never fitting or useful or helpful to show that to anyone until it is complete. 

But it is us. We are manifesting it through sheer alchemy which is becoming more and more sheer if you like. More and more pure. That’s what the ego backlashes have been about, but actually now, isn’t it just about manifesting? 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM. AMERA ZIGANII RAO 

I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT IF I CANNOT MANIFEST, IT IS BECAUSE I HAVE NOT AS YET PURIFIED INTENTION. SO THAT IT IS DOUBT DEFICIENT. I HAVE NOT AS YET BECOME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND CO-CREATION. THAT IS MANIFESTATION AND THAT IS SUCCESS.

AND TO REACH A PLACE OF PURE INTENTION TAKES HARD WORK, HARD WORK AND HARD WORK. PERSEVERANCE, DEDICATION, ENDURANCE AND GRATITUDE. I HONOUR THAT AS I HONOUR THE PROCESS OF ALCHEMISING INTO A WIZARD OF PURE INTENTION. I INTEND MANIFESTATION AND I INTEND TO ATTRACT ONLY THAT.

AMERA ZIGANII RAO © 2008

Courage. Amera Ziganii Rao 

You might find yourself resenting some of your obligations right now, and you might even end up getting into some conflicts with some people you've got to do things for today. You really shouldn't be afraid to accept all the duties and obligations that may be coming your way right now. Just realize that you will undoubtedly be greatly appreciated for the contributions that you're willing to make at this time. Astrology. 

To me, this means it is all about empathy of Marcus Vinicius’ situation, by focusing on the courage and discipline I need to accomplish this strange task of the ghost book (A ghost writing project I began). And I would very much like to be working on it out of good heart and intention. I release the need for glory and power. And at the same time I can empathise with Marcus Vinicius’ honourable unravelling of his former life. 

At the same time, I feel I am being guided to maintain the same Intention, ie to be with him for good right now, ie as soon as. And also to be open to any kind of relationship, ie if he needs to remain officially connected to ----. I am open and willing to receive and I intend to be with him totally right now. Thank you. I welcome abundance and his love for me. 

Also had a huge blast of revelation today, to do with the fact that it has been about courage. And of course I can empathise with that. I have had a courage problem all of my life, especially with my work. which is why I am releasing all cowardice today. Thank you very much. 

I am courageous and I intend to attract courage into my life. 

And to realise that Marcus Vinicius has never rejected me, just as ---- said, in all of her readings, is immensely beautiful. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Manifestation. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Mmm, so I have a question now. If manifestation is about us manifesting, then what obstacles are we putting in our way now, to total connection? How does Divine Timing fit into that? What is it? Is it not what we decide it is? Or not? 

I just saw that lovely film, ‘Simply Irresistible’ with the Buffy woman, who is turned into a magical cook, by a spiritual crab angel. That film was about the guy freaking out about her magic, and her in turn probably freaking out about it too. But there were also some very relevant lines. ‘You have to show him that being in love is as great as falling in love’. 

That line is staying with me. Because fortunately, so fortunately, now I know it is about both of us doing the same thing, so I have to ask myself, what do I feel about that? Am I co-obstructing through this issue? 

Or are we not co-obstructing and we are just waiting for the manifestation to come through now? 

Five days ago for instance was when I was thinking about connecting with my old friends, like ----, ---, ----, etc. And today, five days later I was totally moved to ring ---- and it was great and we’re going to meet up very soon. So in the same way, have Marcus Vinicius and I already set the ball going for a miracle to appear to move his heart enough to say, okay, ----, I have had enough and I am out of here. And I am moving back to England and that’s it. 

That’s surely what he is waiting for isn’t it? He has no doubts about me, I know that now. But I am not sure he believes in his right to do it, ie in the correctness of it. Maybe that is the first thing. But secondly, it could be also that he has to see how great being in love is too. Not just falling in love. And I can be wise enough to see tonight that I have had those issues too. Before now. I release them entirely. 

I welcome Marcus Vinicius in my life on a daily basis. I welcome him and me co-habiting. I welcome him in my space and me in his space. I welcome being in love, as opposed to just falling in love. I welcome the merging of heaven and earth on a daily basis in the same house, same town and same country as my baby. 

I also welcome the correctness of our love. I welcome the guilt free righteousness of it. The truth of it. 

That makes me feel much more empowered and that I did my work today in relation to us. 

Earlier on, I was thinking about heart and how that is what was missing for real courage to exist. I have always had ‘courage’. It’s just that there was no wisdom and certainly no heart. It was nihilistic courage, if you like. 

Then, by ringing up ---- I was reminded about how differently I feel now about the world. I embrace it with both hands, just as I welcome and embrace relationship with everyone and being my true self, ie not the arrogant, glory hunting, fraudulent, self loathing, self doubting team of one. Across the board. 

So that means I welcome team. I welcome the team with Marcus Vinicius on a daily material world basis. And I welcome team with people in general. Friends from the business, friends from the spiritual business, etc. I embrace team. 

Are we dragging our heels now? Marcus Vinicius and myself. That is the question. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

The opportunity before you seems less than ideal. You can see it's good, you can tell it's real and you can also accept, if you're honest with yourself, that it represents just about the only feasible option you have. Nonetheless, you are reluctant to take it up. You want some dream solution, not this seemingly slightly awkward fudge. Overcome this resistance. There's far more to what's on offer than you have understood. You'll acquire a new, more inspiring understanding soon. 

Jonathan Cainer (Aquarius)

The Temperance card suggests that the timing may be right for sharing your feelings, getting together, creating something new or pouring your heart out, but don't expect a quick fix. This could be the beginning of a creative process of cooperation, diversity, sexual compatibility or testing of the romantic waters, so be prepared to go with the flow or to set new relationship goals that can work for the long term. Patience, trust, compromise and self-control can bring moderate, consistent and stable results as long as you are not afraid to get your feet wet. Love tarot. 

The Four of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in bonding. I celebrate our common connection, success, or attraction and recognize the equal status, protection, or reputation that results in the formation of this union is merely the beginning or negotiation of something new. I am empowered by positive results within the partnership and I transform through teamwork or marriage. Tarot.

I feel this is all saying what I just heard from you. We are still obstructing it. Are we willing and ready and desperate enough to get our feet wet?????? 

To get one’s feet wet = TO BEGIN GAINING EXPERIENCE. TO EMBARK ON A NEW VENTURE, START INTO NEW TERRITORY.

That’s what it is. I think what we are dealing with tonight is a reluctance to do just that. 

So I release all those obstructions to do with hovering at the border of heaven. I totally utterly embrace getting my feet wet with Marcus Vinicius now and intend to attract a Marcus Vinicius who is totally utterly embracing getting his feet wet now too. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

I think it is far too easy to say that Marcus Vinicius loves me so much, but can’t be with me because of his children. That is too simple and ignores all that I have learnt with such dedication about Intention and manifestation. He is still there, because he is/has been feeling the same thing that I just released. We are people who have lived in our imagination for about 12 years if not longer. We have to embrace the daily activity of love, not just the dreams. 

If co-creation exists, so does co-obstruction! Not just with him, but with the Universe. That is what You have taught me isn’t it? 

I release all obstruction in relation to Marcus Vinicius and myself. I totally dedicate myself to getting my feet wet and I intend the exact same from him. We intend to embrace the real of who we are right now. To love being in love as much as falling in love. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Being In Love With Love. Amera Ziganii Rao  

OH MY WORD. It’s all coming through now. The idea of love being more attractive than the act of loving itself. The idea of writing being more attractive than the act of writing itself and certainly the act of getting it out there. Yes, Marcus Vinicius and I talked about courage last year, but it has never really been about that has it? Presumably, courage of course is part of it. Why the retreat in the same place, but I think it is about a hundred thousand things. Namely being so deep and nebulous for a start. Marcus Vinicius is like that and every man I have ever been involved with, has been like that. And whatever the reasons are, it is just an idle, dark fascination now, to find out what all the reasons are. That’s not the point. The point is to utterly, totally and permanently release that. 

And it is all very comforting, that it is so totally in alignment with my work too. And the recognition of what co-creation is, ie co-obstruction overcome, is obviously totally comforting too. But the whole thing is still deeply fucking shocking. Thank you so much for making me finally hear it. 

This is what ----- said in 1991, when he did his reading. I am in love with the idea of love. Fuck me. Fuck that. Fuck off to that forever!!!! 

That’s what suddenly came through yesterday or today. I have really appreciated having his photo to look at, but I thought last night, how long am I going to be satisfied with that? Which means the final scene of the film is really approaching. 

The final scene of ‘Simply Irresistible’ is the guy flashbacking through all that he has experienced with her and suddenly going on the move to get her and tell her he loves her. Doubt deficiency. 

And for me, in the Yin, I totally take responsibility for how I have contributed to this agonising co-obstruction. 

I release it totally. 

Thank you. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

I EMBRACE THE ACT OF GETTING MY FEET WET NOW. AND I INTEND TO WELCOME THE SAME THING IN MARCUS VINICIUS. I RELEASE DRAGGING MY HEELS AND I RELEASE THE OUT OF DATE FANTASY / SELF PROTECTION, THAT FALLING IN LOVE IS BETTER THAN BEING IN LOVE. I EMBRACE THE ACT OF BEING IN LOVE, EVERY DAY, EVERY YEAR, FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I EMBRACE THE REALITY OF LIVING MY DREAM.

IF CO-CREATION EXISTS, SO DOES CO-OBSTRUCTION.

I ALSO RELEASE ANY GUILT ABOUT THE INCORRECTNESS OF THIS LOVE. I EMBRACE THE ABSOLUTE GOD TRUTH OF IT. I WELCOME RELEASE FROM OUR SHACKLES. I EMBRACE ABUNDANCE. AND THE PURITY OF OUR LOVE.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

MANIFESTATION

ALWAYS ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IF CO-CREATION EXISTS, SO DOES CO-OBSTRUCTION.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2008

Reputation. Amera Ziganii Rao  

Family censorship of the primal soul and public censorship of the primal soul. Mine and his two wounds. I fear marriage and he fears scandal. To the same WOUNDED extent. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2009

Yes. Not being loved for who you are, and mortal danger. I know it well. The social mask is male. The family mask is female. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO

A PROFILE  

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.

I can help you grow power, from nothing.

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.

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The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company.

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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