Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Xll. The Misogyny & Fascism Series l. Empathy At Last l. (Daughter) Mother Dependency. Amera Ziganii Rao

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Natural Born Mystic™. Ascension Discourse on Love Pt Xll. The Misogyny & Fascism Series l. Empathy At Last l. (Daughter) Mother Dependency. Amera Ziganii Rao

Whoever said, 'It's not whether you win or lose that counts,' probably lost. ~ Martina Navratilova

Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another. ~ Author Unknown

Iran president Hassan Rouhani calls for nuclear-free world at UNGA: "No nation should possess nuclear weapons". News Headline

"BAD NEWS isn't Wine. It doesn't IMPROVE with Age." - Colin Powell

I know of no great man (woman) except those who have rendered great services to the human race. ~ Voltaire

If you really love someone, a forty-six year age gap really doesn't matter. Helen Fielding. Bridget Jones's Diary

Country music is three chords and the truth.~Harlan Howard

When you shut your heart down, or live life on the defensive, there is absolutely no way healing or light or love can get in. Iyanla Vanzant

Don't worry if life is turning upside down. Do you know the side you are used to is better than the one to come? ~ Rumi

Million dollar ideas are a dime a dozen. The determination to see the idea through is whats priceless. Robert Dieffenbach

Give what u want to receive. Or.... Stay on your hustle. Russell Simmons

"I hated every minute of training, but I said, 'Don't quit. Suffer now...'" - Muhammad Ali

Soul Musings l. Amera Ziganii Rao 

He's come for me. The business partner to take me to the next level. To finally offer me a new perspective on this insane life. I'm cool. No longer do I feel like an abused wife. Time for the message. The sad message. That nothing in love works. Until it's all equal, without room for abuse.

And even then, who knows, and who cares, how fascism or Homicidal Selfishness or what I now know is Hate Dependency, in other words, The Executioner archetype and all that you are, who cares what you become or don't become anymore. Nothing is outside Goddess (GOD) so you are to exist as you are too.

Everything is always as it is meant to be in that moment. I am not meant to love love anymore.

The new journey. Because I am to attain my own, exact, same power and to make sure you can never abuse again. I am a woman. It is the only way. The only way. And apparently, what it was all for in the first fucking place. To attain total individuality. Total.

My business is now something completely new. Utter, belligerent, self serving, male selfishness. Not Homicidal, I am not in ego. But just the purity of all that you maybe, once were and probably are, to anyone who is not female.

Good for you. I am off to integrate that same external power now and reject love with other human beings, other than on a universal level.

Got it. The pursuit of excellence being the only love I will ever be allowed and the only thing that is not programmed to 'shoot me in the face for wanting an education'.

Victim indeed. Vulnerable indeed. Both terrestrially and celestially. As long as I reject personal love, I will be okay. Because I will never be shot in the face again. Women most certainly cannot have it all.

We are not allowed love. And guess what, it's not there anyway. For us.

I just want to be good at what I do now. And never, 'good' about anything else.

I do play like a man now and win like a woman.

I keep love only for myself. I keep heaven only for myself.

Other than through my work.

I am complete, whole and in my self.

No, women no longer need men. Women wanted men. Women are not allowed men. They are too dangerous.

Life is to be lived and worked alone.

Hate Dependency™ and Homicidal Selfishness™. Keep at it. Misogyny and the orphaned child. Need and greed. Then we talk.

Meanwhile, we can only grieve your impenetrable heart. Love yourself. Love. Heal your heart. Retrieve your soul. Be penetrated.

Love. If it be possible. I leave you to it.

My business is to build my broken heart, all over again. Anything, as long as it is outside human love.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Shawshank Redemption 

The Shawshank Redemption is a 1994 American drama film written and directed by Frank Darabont and starring Tim Robbins and Morgan Freeman.

Adapted from the Stephen King novella Rita Hayworth and Shawshank Redemption, the film tells the story of Andy Dufresne, a banker who spends nearly two decades in Shawshank State Prison for the murder of his wife and her lover despite his claims of innocence. During his time at the prison, he befriends a fellow inmate, Ellis Boyd "Red" Redding, and finds himself protected by the guards after the warden begins using him in his money laundering operation.

In 1947, banker Andy Dufresne (Tim Robbins) is convicted of murdering his wife and her lover, based on circumstantial evidence, and is sentenced to two consecutive life sentences at Shawshank State Penitentiary. Andy quickly befriends contraband smuggler Ellis "Red" Redding (Morgan Freeman), an inmate serving a life sentence. Red procures a rock hammer for Andy, allowing him to create small stone chess pieces. Red later gets him a large poster of Rita Hayworth, followed in later years by images of Marilyn Monroe and Raquel Welch. Andy works in the prison laundry, but is regularly assaulted by the "bull queer" gang "the Sisters" and their leader Bogs (Mark Rolston).

In 1949, Andy overhears the brutal chief guard Byron Hadley (Clancy Brown) complaining about taxes on a forthcoming inheritance and informs him about a financial loophole. After another vicious assault by the Sisters nearly kills Andy, Hadley severely beats Bogs resulting in Bogs being sent to another prison. Andy is not attacked again. Warden Samuel Norton (Bob Gunton) meets with Andy and reassigns him to the prison library to assist elderly inmate Brooks Hatlen (James Whitmore), a pretext for Andy to manage financial duties for the prison. His advice and expertise are soon sought by other guards at Shawshank and from nearby prisons. Andy begins writing weekly letters to the state government for funds to improve the decrepit library.

In 1954, Brooks is freed on parole, but unable to adjust to the outside world after 50 years in prison, he hangs himself. Andy receives a library donation that includes a recording of The Marriage of Figaro. He plays an excerpt over the public address system, resulting in his receiving solitary confinement. After his release, Andy explains that he holds onto hope as something that the prison cannot take from him, but Red dismisses the idea. In 1963, Norton begins exploiting prison labor for public works, profiting by undercutting skilled labor costs and receiving kickbacks. He has Andy launder the money using the alias "Randall Stephens".

In 1965, Tommy Williams (Gil Bellows) is incarcerated for burglary. He joins Andy's and Red's circle of friends, and Andy helps him pass his General Educational Development (G.E.D.) examinations. In 1966, after hearing the details of Andy's case, Tommy reveals that an inmate at another prison claimed responsibility for an identical murder, suggesting Andy's innocence. Andy approaches Norton with this information, but the warden refuses to listen. Norton places Andy in solitary confinement and has Hadley murder Tommy, under the guise of an escape attempt. Andy refuses to continue with the scam, but Norton threatens to destroy the library and take away his protection and preferential treatment. After Andy is released from solitary confinement, he tells Red of his dream of living in Zihuatanejo, a Mexican Pacific coastal town. While Red shrugs it off as being unrealistic, Andy instructs him, should he ever be freed, to visit a specific hayfield near Buxton to retrieve a package.

The next day at roll call, upon finding Andy's cell empty, an irate Norton throws one of Andy's rocks at the poster of Raquel Welch hanging on the wall. The rock tears through the poster, revealing a tunnel that Andy had dug with his rock hammer over the previous two decades. The previous night, Andy escaped through the tunnel and the prison's sewage pipe with Norton's ledger, containing details of the money laundering. While guards search for him the following morning, Andy, posing as Randall Stephens, visits several banks to withdraw the laundered money. Finally, he sends the ledger and evidence of the corruption and murders at Shawshank to a local newspaper. The police arrive at Shawshank and take Hadley into custody, while Norton commits suicide to avoid arrest.

After serving 40 years, Red receives parole. He struggles to adapt to life outside prison and fears he never will. Remembering his promise to Andy, he visits Buxton and finds a cache containing money and a letter asking him to come to Zihuatanejo. Red violates his parole and travels to Fort Hancock, Texas to cross the border to Mexico, admitting he finally feels hope. On a beach in Zihuatanejo, he finds Andy, and the two friends are happily reunited.

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Soul Freedoms l. Amera Ziganii Rao

The right to self determination, plus the arduous and generic work of self determination, plus the specific path of self determination in a world, that allocates slavery to me, out of prejudice and unconscious decision and institutional frameworks of societal norms, and a world that is not of my language, style, sexuality or values.

This, alongside the fighting - for the betterment of all - for the right to self determination in the first place, with ‘the other’ who is taught to be selfish from birth and to value his life above hers from birth, and to only see her as a mother. Wife, mother, daughter, sister, secretary. All the same. Mother. So, the right to self determination journey, the actualisation of self determination journey, the pushing against everyone else she is involved with, from birth, to ensure the same, right to self determination, given to you, with bells on. With extraordinary pressure actually, but we are not talking of that here. This is about me.

Without any love. Love, being support, encouragement, mental health of consciousness, so you know what you are doing, and love being the application of intelligence to move out of the age of dinosaur, into the age of women, as men, still being women. Desiring female power instead of being terrified off it. Honouring female power instead of trying to own it. Letting mummy be.

The right to self determination, the actualisation of self determination against everyone who claims love and against the world with a specific system of strategy in place, to overcome the legacy of slavery and servitude and dollybird candy floss, but above all, one thing more. The right to be loved, as I self determinate.

Letting mummy go. Letting The High Priestess be. Letting sex and spirit become part of normal life. Taking it out of illusion and therefore, applying the same compassion to passion, that you have to find everywhere else. Romance for you is the last arena. Human relationships of all kind, but they begin and end from the romantic partnership. We are The Warrior Class. It call comes from the primal. The primal is taught to all of us as filth. The primal is the sacred. The primal is the spirit and the power and the bliss and the power. The primal is denied to you as it is to us, even if the reasons are vast and opposite and complex.

My courage is that I demand to live my life as the sacred primal. So do you. Other than, with me.

It’s just the last arena. The profane to the sacred. The belief of the tribe to universal ‘belief’. The lies, to the truth. My monarchy, to go with yours. And a great deal more. My High Priestess Monarchy. The man and the goddess. Without the wank.

And for me, I will be loved for being a woman who self determinates. For being THAT kind of woman. For having the right to be female and male. Just like you. And for ‘still’ being me. For being free. Like you. And for struggling with freedom, just like you. To be able to do it all. Without having the guillotine come down on my head, if I don’t show brilliance in every minute. My journey is ex slavery. The great news is this. I get to be selfish for the rest of my life. In my language, I have finally, understood, that the emotional shift is to understand it as selfishness. I am to learn how to be selfish. You are to learn how to not be selfish. Finally, the asceticism ratio changes. I get to just learn, more and more, how to put myself first. Selfishness.

And you will learn how to be both. Male and female. Just like me. And finally, love me, as I self determinate. Be someone who loves, who can love.

The only other consistency is this; time.

Two people in self determination. Apart.

I learn to self determine in the face of your resistance, as I do, with the whole, non Temple world. I learn to find that completely alchemical, so I convert that into power in each moment. And you learn to love me as I self determinate.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Life is like eating artichokes; you have got to go through so much to get so little. ~ Thomas Aloysius Dorgan

Shopping with Zahara in Sydney, Australia! We have been having a blast can't wait to start filming Unbroken. Angelina Jolie

A poem should be wordless / As the flight of birds. Archibald MacLeish

We must believe in who we are and what we do. We are capable of getting to where we want to be. Iyanla Vanzant

Different shades of life make the painting more beautiful. Mike Dolan

"The fragrance of sandalwood and rose bay does not travel far. but the fragrance of virtue rises to the heavens." ~ Buddha

Every evil comes to us on wings and goes away limping. (French). Patti Proverbs

She has the heart of the wild birds that fear
The net of the fowler or the wicker cage.
W.B Yeats

Fate laughs at probabilities. Bulwer-Lytton

Dancing with the feet is one thing, but dancing with the heart is another. Author Unknown

With me emotion is at the beginning without clear and definite ideas; those ideas do not arise until later on. Schiller

I wrote the story myself. It's about a girl who lost her reputation and never missed it. Mae West

She must have a lot of power. She has. I used to think that robbed me of my own. But it doesn't. Frank Ferello on Joyce Davenport. Hill St Blues

This era right now is the turning point of the grand span of history. Ryuho Okawa

Titan ll (Artwork) 

Oprah Winfrey 

...Winfrey was called "arguably the world's most powerful woman" by CNN and Time.com, "arguably the most influential woman in the world" by The American Spectator, "one of the 100 people who most influenced the 20th Century" and "one of the most influential people" from 2004 to 2011 by TIME. Winfrey is the only person in the world to have appeared in the latter list on all eight occasions.

At the end of the 20th century Life listed Winfrey as both the most influential woman and the most influential black person of her generation, and in a cover-story profile the magazine called her "America's most powerful woman". In 2007, USA Today ranked Winfrey as the most influential woman and most influential black person of the previous quarter-century. 

Ladies Home Journal also ranked Winfrey number one in their list of the most powerful women in America and senator Barack Obama has said she "may be the most influential woman in the country". In 1998 Winfrey became the first woman and first African American to top Entertainment Weekly's list of the 101 most powerful people in the entertainment industry. Forbes named her the world's most powerful celebrity in 2005, 2007, 2008, 2010 and 2013. In 2010, Life magazine named Winfrey one of the 100 people who changed the world, alongside such luminaries as Jesus Christ, Elvis Presley and Lady Mary Wortley Montagu. Winfrey was the only living woman to make the list.

Columnist Maureen Dowd seems to agree with such assessments: "She is the top alpha female in this country. She has more credibility than the president. Other successful women, such as Hillary Clinton and Martha Stewart, had to be publicly slapped down before they could move forward. Even Condi has had to play the protegé with Bush. None of this happened to Oprah – she is a straight ahead success story. 

Vanity Fair wrote: "Oprah Winfrey arguably has more influence on the culture than any university president, politician, or religious leader, except perhaps the Pope. Bill O'Reilly said: "this is a woman that came from nothing to rise up to be the most powerful woman, I think, in the world. I think Oprah Winfrey is the most powerful woman in the world, not just in America. That's – anybody who goes on her program immediately benefits through the roof. I mean, she has a loyal following; she has credibility; she has talent; and she's done it on her own to become fabulously wealthy and fabulously powerful.

In 2005, Winfrey was named the greatest woman in American history as part of a public poll as part of The Greatest American. She was ranked No. 9 overall on the list of greatest Americans, however polls estimating Winfrey's personal popularity have been inconsistent. A November 2003 Gallup poll estimated that 73% of American adults had a favorable view of Winfrey. Another Gallup poll in January 2007 estimated the figure at 74%, although it dropped to 66% when Gallup conducted the same poll in October 2007. A December 2007 Fox News poll put the figure at 55%. 

According to Gallup's annual most admired poll, Americans consistently rank Winfrey as one of the most admired women in the world. Her highest rating came in 2007, when she was statistically tied with Hillary Clinton for first place. In a list compiled by the British magazine New Statesman in September 2010, she was voted 38th in the list of "The World's 50 Most Influential Figures 2010".....

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Soul Freedoms ll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

The other truth of course is that love asceticism is the actual point of it all. The biggest asceticism of all, for anyone like us. I get every other asceticism too, because there is no justice and because the world belongs to the values of pigs, but love asceticism is the one parity. You and all Werewolf that I have loved, have all been love ascetics. We are to be denied. 

That's the real dynamic. Love, to a woman, feels like squeezing blood out of a stone for a reason. It's not supposed to exist and doesn't and apparently, only one day, will. You are mother dependent. I was father dependent. (Ego being the psychosis, but the issue being there forever). And to me, as a person, training in love teaching my whole life, and therefore, true motherhood, and not the tribe kind, life is like squeezing blood out of a stone. You are just another stone. 

Love is finally, reduced to that. Just another challenge in a lonely life. Anything works, as long as it is snail's pace, slow. Blood out of a stone. But fascinating, within incarceration to The Matrix that runs all your lives. And that tries to run mine. Resistance is hard work. Asceticism the demand. 

Love is the ultimate of all the same. That is all that love is for the immature. Growing out of the disabilities. Dysfunctional backgrounds set us up for life. The healing of disability. You have love disabiliy, just like I did and just like every Werewolf and Nymph I have ever been involved with. Freedom is therefore, emotional maturity in the context of the meaning of life for the spiritual journey we are on in life. Squeezing blood out of a stone in other words. 

Your dehumanisation out of need. Your denial and your self punishment and your vengeance. Your reaction to love and life. Successful, but not very nice. Your self motherhood. Like squeezing blood out of a stone. That is how you want to father me. And so on. The discourse will take forever. 

Because the actual journey is about love ASCETICISM. Not love. 

And by the time we are ready, when will we see each other anyway? And what will make the difference? Your acceptance to go with mine, I guess. That need is not love and that for you, mothering is not love. Me as mother is not love, the invincible, always there for you, divine mother. Just as I had to accept that a man was not the invincible, all giving, assured, father. When I ascended by accepting that need is not love. That, grandly and accidentally, is soul. Me as mother is not love. Me as me, is love. 

I allow you to be you and not the invincible, available, devoted, father. I 'allow' everything. I am unconditional love. You allow nothing. Your rules are set in stone. That is ego. 

But ultimately, it's also the same difference. I still am not allowed even a brother, let alone a father. Despite beating myself into self determination every day. And you still crave impossible motherhood. As the child daughter. Because you still chase ghosts. Game over. Stalemate. 

A new life. Alone. And kind of, not. Love. Seems that that is all it is, has ever been and could ever be, so far. Asceticism out of sickness. Your love disability journey, in sickness, matching mine, in health. Same bullshit. Same pace. 

And same sadness, but now to go with the truth that I have been 'shot in the face for wanting an education' my whole life, and yippee, it's now here. My freedom. With your sickness intact. And me, to have to begin a whole new journey in the same position as the beginning of the last. Alone. And now, with the conscious knowledge of why. 

Life is like squeezing blood out of a stone. But for the karmically driven, agony. Good job the work is interesting. The central anchor of my life, all my life. And my only friend. The rest, I can safely and finally, conclude, is a pile of shit. 

The disability life. We are all in it together. Dehumanising motherhood into selfish, wounded need, with the threat of such material and physical violence behind it, is not love. Loving me is love. Finding your own motherhood as I have found my own fatherhood and am required to do every single day of the rest of my life. Maybe, one day, with your friendship and fatherhood too. You get my friendship and motherhood (trust) when you have become your own mother. When you recognise that need is not love. Need, greed, and vengeance. When you heal. When you forgive. When you let it go. When you accept that your wound over motherhood will never heal. And when you accept that I am not to blame. And that I am to be honoured and respected and not violated and stolen from. And hated, because I am loved, so much. 

A long journey. We have just begun. Unless you get it today. I got it in a day. When the mind aligns with the heart and the courage and humility is found to grieve the thing we don't want to grieve, healing occurs. That can happen in ten minutes. If you are ready. My job is just to deliver the love intelligence. 

I am Hierophant. Woman next. And then, mother. 

One day, you will get it. I, meanwhile, accept love asceticism as a new life belief now. Life is love asceticism and like squeezing blood out of a stone. And maybe, just a banal rite of passage. Anything else is successful. Love, for me is not. I am here to become my own male parent. I am to be a successful man. And have been proving myself on that level for while now. That, can be my only love or motivation. Nothing else works. 

For you, however, it is the opposite, Love had better become the most important thing in your life. Then, you can finally get somewhere and begin to heal. Become your own female parent. Then you destroy the addiction to me. Then you love. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Mystic Path. Soul Trek 

........We cannot all be mystics in this oh so practical world. Those people who are termed ‘mystics’ try to push back the frontiers of the mind. They seek to define the soul within. Often their ideas are rejected or only accepted by a few. What is difficult is that they are not thought of as doing a job. You cannot all be mystics, you say, wasting time trying to define the indefinable. Yet when you are seeking for yourself you come and ask the full – time mystics to tell you their secrets. You ask them, ‘Who am I?’ You ask ‘What is it all about?’ and ‘Why?’ You want to understand all this without any effort on your part. You scorn the mystic, reckon he or she is wasting their time, should find a way to earn a living and not expect any help from such as yourself. Well, the mystic, luckily is usually satisfied with very little but he or she still has to survive. Remember that when you come to consult them.

When the time comes that the questions within any soul have grown to the proportions that they have become a seeker, it is to mystics, or records of mystics, that the soul turns for help, often to find, in the end, that the advice is to become a kind of mystic in themselves. Outward knowledge can only take a soul so far. The reading, research, talks and discussions with the knowledgeable always leads to the point when a personal effort has to be made to seek the truth within. That is a joyful moment if the soul accepts the task, for it will only find truth, and each soul is capable of recognising that truth. Between what it finds within and what it has learnt from without itself it is well on the way to beginning to understand its place in the universe and why it is here.

To do this does not mean giving up every waking moment of your time to meditation and study. Not to the ordinary seeker, especially the beginner, the new seeker. Your feet should always be planted firmly on your earth. As time goes by and experience grows, you may find it taking up more of your total life. If it does it is because you have realised its importance.

Soul Trek.

A Mystic, a Mother, an Artist, a Philosopher, an Intellectual, an Academic, a Thinker. A Feeler. Women and Men of Venus. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011 

To suffer woes which Hope thinks infinite;

To forgive wrongs darker than death or night;

To defy Power, which seems omnipotent;

To love, and bear; to hope till Hope creates

From its own wreck the thing it contemplates;

Neither to change, nor falter, nor repent;

This, like thy glory, Titan, is to be

Good, great and joyous, beautiful and free;

This is alone Life, Joy, Empire and Victory.

Prometheus Unbound

Percy Bysshe Shelley

The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile, but that it is indifferent. Stanley Kubrick 

You've already made the choice. You're here to figure out WHY you made that choice. The Wachowski Brothers' Matrix Reloaded 

Nowhere can man (woman) find a quieter or more untroubled retreat than in his (her) own soul. Marcus Aurelius 

Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring. Marilyn Monroe 

Soul is a way of life, but it is always the hard way. Ray Charles 

When you think that you've lost everything, You find out you can always lose a little bit more. Bob Dylan 

To be, or not to be, that is the question: Whether 'tis Nobler in the mind to suffer The Slings and Arrows of outrageous Fortune, Or to take Arms against a Sea of troubles, And by opposing end them. Hamlet. William Shakespeare 

Nobody can give you freedom. Nobody can give you equality or justice or anything. If you're a man (woman) you take it. Malcolm X 

They have exiled me now from their society and I am pleased, because humanity does not exile except the one whose noble spirit rebels against despotism and oppression. He (she) who does not prefer exile to slavery is not free by any measure of freedom, truth and duty. Kahlil Gibran 

At my signal, unleash hell. Maximus. Ridley Scott's Gladiator

The Na’vi say that every person is born twice. The second time is when you earn your place among the people. Forever. Jake Sully. James Cameron’s Avatar 

Titan X (Artwork) 

Soul Freedoms lll. Amera Ziganii Rao 

And for me, I get it. Women have to fall in love with life as vocation and men have to fall in love with love. Two monies. Two hearts. 

Totally. It should be painful. Misogyny is therefore very simple. Mother dependency. Dehumanising women by making them tribe style mummies. Pun, absolutely, intended. 

Misogyny is mother dependency just as ‘love dependency’ is father dependency. You’ve got years to go. You can only be one of my ‘projects’ now. You are mother dependent. Nuts. 

And I am poor and tired and just beginning my real training. My purpose is over. Now, my spiritual task is to let go, sharing or not. 'Love' was all about the work. Now, my time is over. Rejection, misogynistic rape, the demand for self sufficiency and female money as male, and the mother dependency psychosis, I have entered and left for the last time. 

And we have laid the foundation it seems, in normal speak. Sure. We did what we were supposed to do. 

Time for new priorities. Time, for tears. Time, for time. Time, to marry my work. The only husband worthy of me. The material is ready. From all the energy and love (albeit misogynistic) that I have been involved with, given and received, my whole life. 

If you heal your psyche, you know where I am. I am karmically weeping and building. Misogyny is just a psychosis. Mother dependency. Mother madness. 

And I, finally, at long last, not even having known it was all about that, get to be something else, other than a fucking tribe mummy.

I get to be me. 

I am re-programming my mind completely, into falling out of love with love. To give myself newly found self worth for my vocational self, that I had not even realised was so damaged, despite all the work on craft and wisdom. Misogyny is an awesome attack on half the human race. 

I am finally, winning. Weeping. But winning. I don't date pigs anymore. I intend to reject misogyny completely and accept that to be male is misogynistic, unless you completely and utterly and forever, re-programme your mind. 

That takes time and commitment. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

The Greatest Threat to the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe Civilisation. Amera Ziganii Rao 

I am the greatest threat to the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe Civilisation (I use that word loosely) since the beginning of time. I am Hekate, Lilith and Kali. I am the Dark Angel of truth and I will have my vengeance on this earth. It’s called justice. The justice of true love. The justice of love (for who I am). 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

An Immature Man. Amera Ziganii Rao

A man is not a gentleman or a mature man, until he happily opens the door for a woman as powerful, if not more powerful than him, as demanding as him, as vulnerable as him, as intelligent as him and who needs as much as him. All women have the right to be as much Marilyn Monroe as Germaine Greer, and any man who cannot treasure a woman like that, should be dismissed immediately. That kind of love is worth shit. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Soul Freedoms lV. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love Dependency l

Love is therefore, the vehicle for wisdom like any other experience for the spiritually and emotionally challenged on earth. That’s all. Love is just another arena. The agony of expectation comes because we pursue wisdom, without wisdom. What the normal mind and heart calls happiness. 

Female, love dependency – ego or superego – is father dependency. Anything from feeling helpless, demotivated, castrated, to harridan rage and contempt. Male, love dependency – misogyny and male supremacy and Homicidal Selfishness™ and female vocation killing behaviour – is mother dependency. 

The journey to wisdom and self determination, therefore, is the toughest of lives. The Alchemist’s training and life. Love is an obsession and drive from the deepest part of us, only so it can be given up. That is wisdom, per se. We are to become wise in love – as we have suffered our whole lives – through the struggle with love. Not the love. That is all it seems to be and could be for a very long time. 

Just an arena for growth like any other. 

Alchemy, attracting what we want, sort of thing, is a complex and karmic agony of existence. The attachment to how things ‘should’ be going (Wayne Dyer) is rampant in love, with either gender or archetype, backed up by a stupid society, offering nothing in the way of wisdom for anything. Let alone, romantic love. Like sexuality, it is just a cheeky taboo that conflicts with tribe reproductive behaviour. 

We are ignorant, as we are supposed to be, until we are not and that takes nothing more than pain, pain and pain. 

The wisdom life. Of love. Gabriel Garcia Marquez’s Love in the Time of Cholera. Of course. But specifically with misogyny, always misogyny which is so strangely missing from most narrative. Funny that. Love is the asceticism and harsh discipline of self determination and leaving the womb and leaving need and the hundred thousand other things that it is, but in the context of misogyny. That is what narrative and wisdom does not talk about.

That is my job. 

The politics to go with the consciousness. Self determination however cannot be avoided, especially for the teacher. 

The only reason we are moved to want anything, is to develop the crucifixion of wisdom attainment. So those of us who crave love the most, sex the most or sexual love, companionship love, romantic love, partnership love, we are fated to suffer in that area the most. 

I always likened it to women (and men) who struggle for years to have children, physically. The story is so often, that as soon as they finally find the courage and heroism to let go of their need to have a child, so often, they then become mysteriously pregnant. The bitter balance of life. 

But non attachment in anyone with these levels of mind, needs a reason. Ego or superego is not satisfied with just being told what to do. We need to know why. And that is the acquiring of wisdom. Suffer to learn. 

We were fated, therefore, from birth, to suffer in love. 

That changes everything. 

Pain is legitimate. And the only thing, real, about love. Until the old dependencies are left behind forever. 

Male supremacy, patriarchy, Homicidal Selfishness™, Ownership Psychosis™ and the Lolita obsession. The wounded and psychotic search for the mother. The daughter mother. 

Female ‘love, over-devotion’ and ‘love over-focus’ and the belief that men show love by sharing, as women do themselves, that a good man wants to provide if they have more, that men who resent providing, are anomalies, that men want to love as much as women do, is the wounded and psychotic search for the father. The father brother. 

These are dependencies. My search is over. The dependencies are no longer sociologically appropriate, anymore than they were psychologically appropriate. The old world has gone. 

As Jean Paul Sartre says, words to the effect of, everyone is responsible for themselves. 

And clearly, someone’s trying to tell me something. Men do not provide. A woman can provide emotional care for her whole life, and never get male care. Wanting to be cared for by a man, is father dependency. That part of me, that is the genuine Nymph and kind girl and loving daughter and friend, has to be hidden now. ‘Smiles and cries’ (Antoine Fuqua's Training Day) have to be hidden. From you. We are ‘mates’ in the same game. All fighting to succeed as mother and father to ourselves. The High Priestess girl has to be silent. There is no place in this world for her and she has to be very careful. Love makes us all compliant. Love has to be a discerned energy. It’s not safe to be me, full time. 

In other words, there is no friendship. Anywhere. There are no mothers, no fathers, no wombs, no care, no refuge places anymore. Childhood is over. Co-dependent marriage and relationship, being childhood. Just as friendships have long gone past co-dependency too. It’s all childhood, as pseudo adults. Clearly. This path has taken too long for it to be anything else. 

Only, ‘friendship’. We are lovers, first and last. Everything else, has to be equal and therefore, individually taken care of. The agony of the creation of the new world. 

You take care of your mother dependency and I take care of my father dependency. Separately because anything else would be co-dependency and being childish. For our particular destiny. 

The path of twin souls indeed. The same as my last path with my other twin soul. 

He raged over lack of motherhood. I raged over lack of fatherhood. I see it now, on the new lucid level. 

And here it is all over again. 

The only friendship can therefore, be the knowledge that we are growing up, ‘together’. And that we accept that you are psychotically mother dependent and that I am sociologically and psychologically and habitually, father dependent. 

I thought I would find a good man to ‘look after me’ after all. I thought it was important to a man. That he liked to give in that way. Foolish I know. My child-like ability to access the emotion of emotion, matches the hard-line Hierophant intellect. And the soul of the higher world. 

I don’t know what it is. What men are, in truth. I only know this is your sickness and is too connected to mother dependency for me to even feel safe, thinking about it again. 

Coupling is therefore, negotiation and connection, indeed, but only in the rampant safety of childless professionalism, such as I have been blessed with, even though have been forced to be a mother my whole and miserable life. It was mother dependency the whole time. Nothing will ever hijack me about that arena ever again. Male and female, your archetype is mother dependent. As a psychosis. I get it. I don’t judge it. I don’t judge sickness. It was mother dependency the whole time and I thought you were invincible. I, and the whole, ‘male’ world, thought it was you, who was the healer. The father. 

The father is sick. Just to become a kind brother will do. Then, finally, the truth of fatherhood can be entered. The truth of male maturity. Whatever it is. Through the truth of you acquiring motherhood.

The next wisdom, jail sentence begins. Total self parenting, not just the half we thought we did so well. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Titan Xl (Artwork) 

Soul Freedoms V. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love Dependency ll

In other words, man (woman) is indeed, an island. Until he or she is, he or she, cannot be involved with love, other than as a wisdom crucifixion experience. Man and woman are indeed, to become islands. Then they can share love. 

Mother dependency is therefore the greatest and most deliberate, unknown on earth. Male supremacy is mother dependency. Every piece of male violence on this planet, is mother dependency, dependency being the projection of ego belief from the agony of need. Violence and hate and need and greed and vengeance, to hide the hurt = projection. 

Father dependency is frankly, ridiculed, in women. It is your sickness that is the unknown and why you are slower. Boys are removed from their mothers, at the same time as girls, from their fathers. The father as mother, the mother as father, there are so many hybrids, but two archetypes. You are mother dependent and all that that means to you, projected into vengeance, at me. 

I am no longer father dependent. The miracle of soul, but with the agony of the superego heart. And of course, fury at my ascetic life, to begin again, in asceticism, and indeed, love asceticism - you are mad, and hate me - for the new, long climb. 

When you finally let go of the MORTAL HUSK of mother dependency, you will know how to handle your eternal mother dependency healing. That is moving from ego to soul. 

That, for you, is love. 

Reality sucks. Only then, can the dream be returned to. 

When you are well. And when I have healed my own disabilities - physical and psychological - and 'turned my life around'. All, just rites of passage, whether we are living the years of Ascension on this planet or not. We are all archetypes, goddess or man. 

The High Priestess has to become The Valkyrie again. And the Valkyrie has to become the High Priest again. 

See you when we are a hundred. 

I thought I came here to love. I came here to make money. You came here to love. 

And our first journey was hardly easy. 

Healing is heroic. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

If a man fools me once, shame on him. If he fools me twice, shame on me. Chinese Proverbs

Wherever you go, go with all your heart. Confucius

A Jade stone is useless before it is processed; a man is good-for-nothing until he is educated. Chinese Proverbs

What is Love? It is that powerful attraction towards all we conceive, or fear, or hope beyond ourselves. Percy Bysshe Shelley

Love makes time pass; time makes love pass. French Proverb 

When we see men (women) of a contrary character, we should turn inwards and examine ourselves. The Analects 

Dignity does not consist in possessing honors, but in deserving them. Aristotle 

Those who do not learn from history are doomed to repeat it. English proverbs 

Man (woman) loves company--even if it is only that of a small burning candle. Lichtenberg 

One who is injured ought not to return the injury, for on no account can it be right to do an injustice. Socrates 

The greatest way to live with honor in this world is to be what we pretend to be. Socrates 

What do we live for, if it is not to make life less difficult for each other? George Eliot

For a man (woman) to conquer himself (herself) is the first & noblest of all victories. Plato

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Don't You Forget About Me. Enrique Iglesias 

They say love is just a game

They say time can heal the pain

Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose

And I guess Im just a fool, I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one

You know that Id die for you

Although it hurts to see you go

Oh, this time you should know, I won't try to stop you

Dont you forget about me, baby

Dont you forget about me now

Some day you'll turn around and ask me

Why did I let you go?

So you try to fake a smile

You dont wanna break my heart

I can see that you're afraid

But baby its to late, coz Im already dying

Dont you forget about me, baby

Dont you forget about me now

Some day you'll turn around and ask me

Why did I let you go?

Dont you forget about me, baby

Dont you forget about me now

Some day you'll turn around and ask me

Why did I let you go?

Why did I let you go?

Dont you forget about me, baby

No, dont you forget about me now

Some day you'll turn around and ask me

Why did I let you go?

Why did I let you go?

Wherever I go, I wont forget about you, no, no, no

Wherever you go, dont you forget about me

Enrique Iglesias

Ring My Bells. Enrique Iglesias 

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Sometimes you love it, sometimes you dont

Sometimes you need it then you dont and you let go

Sometimes we rush it, sometimes we fall

It doesnt matter baby we can take it real slow

Cause the way that we touch is something that we cant deny

And the way that you move oh, you make me feel alive

Now come on

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

You try to hide it, I know you do

When all you really want is me to come and get you

You move in closer, I feel you breathe

Its like the world just disappears when you're around me, oh

Cause the way that we touch is something that we cant deny, oh yeah

And the way that you move, oh you make me feel alive

So come on

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

I say you want, I say you need

I can tell by your face you love the way it turns me on

I say you want, I say you need

I will do all the things that I would never do, you're wrong

Cause the way that we love is something that we cant fight, oh no

I just cant get enough, oh you make me feel alive

So come on

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

I say you want, I say you need

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

(I can tell by the way you're looking at me)

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

(I turn you on)

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

I say you want, I say you need

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

(If you got what it takes we don't have to wait)

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

(Let's get it on)

(Ring my bell, ring my bells)

Get it on!

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Ring my bell, ring my bells

Enrique Iglesias

The difference between men (women). The courage and the NEED to LIVE their truth. The ability to be the dream. The real deal. You. That somebody is you. The you who is me. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013 

I’m here to pull out the chair beneath your mind and watch you fall upon God(dess). Hafiz 

Titan Vlll (Artwork) 

Soul Freedoms lV. Amera Ziganii Rao   

Love Dependency ll 

Update...

Sacred Whore Goddess Wisdom. The Profane Pimp and Pimpess. Self esteem, self esteem and self esteem. In tyranny lies only failure, because it is after all a lack of self esteem. That's all. All bullies have low self esteem. Sympathy, but what a system of tyranny the world over, due to lack of self esteem. Wow. The religious society. Who'd have it. The destruction of the human race. Religion. Of men, by men and from men (and women who emulate men). And all it gave you was low self esteem. And mean spirits.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012

Need is not love. Self love = getting rid of need = getting rid of dependency = grieving = releasing the mortal husk of dependency on the mother = grieving why she was not there and why you felt so unloved = forgiving her and all mothers = releasing dependency and need and greed and projection and allowing yourself to feel need and grief in each moment and therefore, allowing yourself to acknowledge it and take responsibility for it. Allowing yourself therefore to feel the VULNERABILITY of loving someone else. The nakedness, the trust and the rebirth. The first woman, all over again. The mortal husk is our own individual killer, developed out of being killed. The more powerful we are, the more powerful that killer in ego is. That ego kills women because he needs us so much. You don't kill women. Your ego does. Face the need and devastation of mother dependency and you will clear it. 

So you can love me. So you can love a woman. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

"All You Need Is Love". The Beatles 

Love, love, love

Love, love, love

Love, love, love

There's nothing you can do that can't be done

Nothing you can sing that can't be sung

Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game

It's easy

Nothing you can make that can't be made

No one you can save that can't be saved

Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time

It's easy

All you need is love

All you need is love

All you need is love, love

Love is all you need

Love, love, love

Love, love, love

Love, love, love

All you need is love

All you need is love

All you need is love, love

Love is all you need

Nothing you can know that isn't known

Nothing you can see that isn't shown

Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

It's easy

All you need is love

All you need is love

All you need is love, love

Love is all you need

All you need is love (All together, now!)

All you need is love (Everybody!)

All you need is love, love

Love is all you need

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Yee-hai! (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Yesterday (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Love is all you need (Love is all you need)

Oh yeah! (Love is all you need)

She loves you, yeah yeah yeah (Love is all you need)

She loves you, yeah yeah yeah (Love is all you need)

Mike Leander, John Lennon, Gary Glitter, Paul Mccartney

Soul Freedoms V. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Love Dependency lV 

As I go into the mind of Hierophant to recall all the dependency overturnings I created, to eradicate father dependency and dependency, per se, I can at last, feel your pain, underneath the violence. 

I can at last, EMPATHISE with male supremacy, female killing, selfishness and hatred. That is an amazing feeling. 

I did the same with racism. Understanding how it’s motivated by so many things, that are generic, plus the fact that hatred or love is always a choice, but that choice seems to be the most advanced state of being, in other words, a person being able to control the vast rage of emotion, instead of the rage of emotion controlling the most stupid part of oneself and so on. All that covers up one emotion. Anger. 

Dependency is anger and ignorance. The lower mind is a belief system. Re-programming the mind is what is called education. Educating the mind out of ignorance is re-programming the mind into higher consciousness. Higher consciousness is love intelligence. Love intelligence is God. To remain in love intelligence as a permanent state is, indeed, God. And our task in any given day. To keep returning to love intelligence. Through the lower mind, the outer heart, the part of us that is fear and greed and rage and need and then to allow vulnerability, so we actually are allowed to feel all those things, but not destroy ourselves or the world for those feelings, because we access the FEELING and not the outer emotion and we cry. We fucking cry. 

Dependency is an attempt, NOT TO CRY. 

Let’s really simplify it for our raw and ‘Stanley Kowalski’ type of emotions. (Tennessee William’s A Streetcar Named Desire).  Dependency, moving in life, from a place of fear, which turns into anger and hatred, is avoiding, crying. 

Avoiding grief, avoiding pain and avoiding what is called, grandly and accurately, truth. 

Dependency is our self medication to avoid the truth. And the truth is that love is all around. The truth is also, that in dependency we are incapable of either getting it or feeling it. We avoid that truth by blame. We avoid that truth by demand and we avoid that truth by sheer, unadulterated, rage. 

Education can only be integrated, both by its availability and by the will of the student. Ego is enormous. Ego is directly, sized, in relation to soul. The greater the soul, the more awesome and ‘stubborn’ and downright swamping are the emotions. 

The greater the soul, the more SENSITIVE the person is. What is sensitivity? I spent my first years on this spiritual educational return, journey, to High Priestess and The Universe, by reading wonderful  lessons online, about Highly Sensitive People. The problem with The Warrior Class, because, yes, we have many problems and should actually be thankful, as it means we are not of this machine world, female or male, Nymph or Werewolf, and we should embrace the nobility of outlaw in general, other than the necessary war for equality and healing amongst ourselves, and the return to High Priestess and spiritual mother monarchy, out of the violence and desperation of misogyny and broken Warriors, of profane Valkyries, for now, the problem with us, is that we come across to other people as very powerful and very in control. We begin to believe the hype and go with the external power, and forget the desperate loneliness that seems to be, while everyone else around  us seems to be happy and satisfied with what we contribute to THEM. 

The Warrior Class are leaders. Broken leaders. All of us, female or male. My ‘rape’ rapes you. 

The greater the capacity for love, the greater the wounds of the ego. The greater the wounds of the ego, the greater the mind, given, to be able to handle the wounds. Intuition, Hierophant style, is feeling the answers + analysis + asking questions + listening in the silence + waiting. After, first, asking the questions and FEELING the questions coming in at the same time. A soul life. 

The layers of dependency therefore are peeled away, once the key is found. You have mother dependency. My female archetype has father dependency. My male archetype has both. You have both. I had both. The generic is ‘the abandoned child’ that so many talk of. 

The abandoned child is also the child on earth, out of the womb for existence. The more sensitive the person, the more spiritually driven the person. The more spiritually driven a Warrior is, the more primal we are. The more primal we are, the less spiritually interested we are, the more power driven we are, the more spiritual we are, and so on. 

These are psychological and sociological confusions. Society tells us that if you are passionate, you are rage and if you are sensitive, you are stupid. 

What we are is romantic. We are phenomenally, and devastatingly romantic. Everything is driven by that, Nymph or Werewolf. Romantic is the earth version of love of spirit. Romantic love is the earth version of love with spirit. 

Love dependency is when we are romantically driven to find the whole answer in the romantic partner and only in that romantic partner and domestic partner, one friend, the one woman we can turn to, the one man we can turn to, kind of thing. 

I am still the most romantic person on earth. But I transmuted the over energy into spirit. I had to. Transmuting it into ambition and creative authority – for obvious sociological reasons, now – was immense enough. But transmuting it into that only happened because I transmuted romantic love into spiritual love. 

A crippling disability pain is what takes those of us in front, there. The need for physical survival, takes the mind into the highest mind possible. I was in literal, mortal danger. Surrounded by ignorance and laziness and lack of compassion. I became all those things overnight, because I had to. I needed looking after. The literals of that were bad enough, let alone what it has meant symbolically. 

That kind of self survival is hardly rare. It’s the rage that accompanies it, the resentment, the hurt and the pain. The absolutely, legitimate pain. What is rare, is being able to turn that relentless trauma into success.

Success is the ability to love. The ability to be love, to be courage, to be leadership, to be grace, to be at peace in the centre of one’s being. To be authentic. No matter what. To truly live the life in each emotional moment, that we dream. To push that leadership into the world wherever we are. True, understated, self authority, show off, leadership of self assertion. 

That is self esteem. 

I couldn’t do it alone. What I did was I ‘got out of the way’. This is how Wayne Dyer puts it and that way for me still explains it best. I got out of the way. If it was up to me, I would still be stuck in inhibition, not expressing, not showing my sensuality on the outside and running away from people completely or taking their shit, just to not confront or assert or face the truth that life is a permanent war. If it was up to me, I would have no self esteem whatsoever, still be splintered about whether I want to express or not, whether I want to own opinions or not and so on. I would still be weak. I had to get out of the way. 

What does that mean? Soul is our parent. Soul is not a part of us, we are a part of soul. Whether a person believes in ‘God’ or not, most people seem to believe in something that is bigger than us that is a part of us. That is Soul. 

Soul holds us. The person born, is the part of that Soul that has come to earth or is stuck on earth in the cycle of lifetimes, because they first came to earth as part of that Soul, to experience. The person is the Soul’s experience. 

The person, who holds both the ego and the superego, let’s just say, is the physical vehicle of Soul thought. The ego and all its woundings that occur and all its ignorance that occurs and all its self medication that occurs is literally, playing out a script. Everything is meant to happen as it is, FOR THE EXPERIENCE and FOR THE HEALING. 

This is the truth of karma. Ain’t no simple thing, but a complex and detailed continuation of the lifecycle for probably a 12000 year cycle. I have not researched or communed about the details as yet, but this is the point. To come here, separate from oneself, to make this awesome and horrendous journey, back to The Source, to become, to grow and to be. To even, be. 

Grief is a part of who we are. The older we are as ‘souls’, the more grief we carry. The more time we have spent on earth, the more stupid and wounded and angry and bewildered we have become. For what I can now see, are obvious reasons. 

All this is deeply symbolic and literal, of the family unit. The macro always reflecting the micro. We are old and crusty in our forties, thirties, fifties and so on. We have long forgotten innocence and hope and just being and trusting and even moments of happiness. We are awakened by children and young people and then the grind begins again. No love. No joy. No motivation. 

That is spiritual deprivation. 

Love dependency is ‘God’ dependency. 

Our truth and our beauty is actually that we are not fed by religion, a pseudo religious society or, indeed, LOVE. We are not fed by it completely and yet we yearn and yearn and yearn for it, to the immense rage of The Warrior Class dependency. We are addictive by nature, because we are that MUCH OF SPIRITUAL INTELLIGENCE AND LOVE MATTER. We are love dependent, the more beautiful our Soul and spiritual connection is, inside us. The pain of madness through to confusion is the inability to access it. 

Society tells us that to believe in anything outside ourself, and especially upwards is subhuman intelligence. 

Wisdom is therefore, the healing of the splinter. What we want and what’s expected of us. The years of outlaw have not been lonely for one second. The years of trying to reconnect with the world are. As you move out of mother dependency and begin to really truly see Divinity as FEMALE – the ironies of life indeed, that it is you who needs to know that God is God, The Mother, The Universe, almost, more than me – you will connect with your Soul and maybe even Her. Always Her, through your Soul of course. I began in Soul. Love intelligence opens all the doors. 

In other words, to cure love dependency you have to understand the politics for sure. Why there is no such thing as an invincible, all giving, daughter mother, despite the fact that every single thing in society tells you that she exists, and why women are all giving, daughter mothers, but not in the way you wanted it, yes. All that has to be worked through. And yes, it is a deliberate lie told to you. It is also spiritually evolutionary, so that’s that. Things are the way they are. 

But you also, to cure love dependency have to become addicted to something else. God. 

And that means energy. Meditation. Wisdom through the vast array of esoteric knowledge that is hidden and out there, everywhere. Hierophant knowledge. And that means, accepting that you are responsible for generating love in yourself. I am a present. An inspiration, rather than an energy that can’t be trusted, because you know the truth deep down. That it can never be permanent. All bliss is transient. When Keats told me that at 17 I was enraged then and I am enraged now. 

I have, however accepted the grief of the necessity. That is transcending dependency. Accepting grief, disappointment and the shame of knowing that need is not love and that you never wanted need to be love. You want to be strong and kind at the same time, you want to be authentic, you want to be able to ask me for help when you need it and to guide me into self sufficiency if I am weakening into fear and dependency. We all want to do that with anyone. We want to be able to run smoothly and then give perameters that don’t cause too much trouble. To do that, we have to risk loss in each moment, to have the ‘fight’ to get to the truth. This is intimacy. Intimacy is being able to get naked. And take responsibility for it all and surrender it all up at the same time. 

You know this. You know this from your creative work and from many other arenas. Romantic love was the one left. The special one and gets ruined again and again. Because of the issue and not the person. 

And the issue is mother dependency. First, you are allowed it. Second, you are allowed to heal it. Third, you are allowed to want it. Fourth, you have to take responsibility for the work to end it. 

And for us, The Warrior Class, it is about nothing less than God, The Mother, The Universe, The Womb of Creation. The unseen world. The Spiritual Counsel, I used to call it. Confronting yourself is finding out what the fuck is out there. And finding out why you don’t believe anymore. 

The why of the why you need me. And then, you can love me. Because you will no longer NEED me. You will just, need me. And love, needing me. As opposed, to hate, needing me. Dependency and fear is the rage of loving at all. The guillotine of destruction, to ‘save the day’. You need to kill him before you try to kill me again. He’s very disappointed romantically. You need to look after him. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013

Titans (Artwork) 

More mother dependency. The other way around. And in the only way. Need is not love. AZR 

Overdevelopment of Eros. Carl Jung 

It by no means follows that the complex induced in a daughter by such a mother must necessarily result in hypertrophy of the maternal instinct. Quite the contrary, this instinct may be wiped out altogether. As a substitute, an overdeveloped Eros results, and this almost invariably leads to an unconscious incestuous relationship with the father. 

The intensified Eros places an abnormal emphasis on the personality of others. Jealousy of the mother and the desire to outdo her become the leitmotifs of subsequent undertakings, which are often disastrous. 

A woman of this type loves romantic and sensual episodes for their own sake, and is interested in married men, less for themselves than for the fact that they are married and so give her an opportunity to wreck a marriage, that being the whole point of her manoeuvre. 

Once the goal is attained, her interest evaporates for lack of any maternal instinct, and then it will be someone else’s turn. This type is noted for its remarkable unconsciousness. Such women really seem to be utterly blind to what they are doing, which is anything but advantageous either for themselves or for their victims. 

I need hardly point out that for men with a passive Eros this type offers an excellent hook for anima projections. 

Identity with the mother. 

If a mother-complex in a woman does not produce an overdeveloped Eros, it leads to identification with the mother and to paralysis of the daughter’s feminine initiative. A complete projection of her personality of her personality onto the mother then takes place, owing to the fact that she is unconscious both of her maternal instinct and that of her Eros. 

Everything which reminds her of motherhood, responsibility, personal relationships, and erotic demands arouses feelings of inferiority and compels her to run away – to her mother, naturally, who lives to perfection everything that seems unattainable to her daughter. 

As a sort of superwoman (admired involuntarily by the daughter), the mother lives out for her beforehand all that the girl might have lived for herself. 

She is content to cling to her mother in selfless devotion, while at the same time unconsciously striving, almost against her will, to tyrannize over her, naturally under the mask of complete loyalty and devotion. The daughter leads a shadow existence, often visibly sucked dry by her mother, and she prolongs her mother’s life by a sort of continuous blood transfusion. 

These bloodless maidens are by no means immune to marriage. On the contrary, despite their shadowness and passivity, they command a high price on the marriage market. First, they are so empty that a man is free to impute to them anything he fancies. 

In addition, they are so unconscious that the unconscious puts out countless invisible feelers, veritable octopus – tentacles, that suck up all masculine projections; and this pleases men enormously. All that feminine indefiniteness is the longed-for counterpart of male decisiveness and singlemindedness, which can be satisfactorily achieved only if a man can get rid of everything doubtful, ambitious, vague and muddled by projecting it upon some charming example of feminine innocence. 

Because of the woman’s characteristic passivity, and the feelings of inferiority which make her continually play the injured innocent, the man finds himself cast in an attractive role; he has the privilege of putting up with the familiar feminine foibles with real superiority, and yet with forbearance, like a true knight. (Fortunately he remains ignorant of the fact that these deficiencies consist largely of his own projections). 

The girl’s notorious helplessness is a special attraction. She is so much an appendage of her mother that she can only flutter confusedly when a man approaches. She just doesn’t know a thing. She is so inexperienced, so terribly in need of help, that even the gentlest swain becomes a daring abductor who brutally robs a loving mother of her daughter. 

Such a marvellous opportunity to pass himself off as a gay Lothario does not occur every day and therefore acts as a strong incentive. This was how Pluto abducted Persephone from the inconsolable Demeter. But by a decree of the gods, he had to surrender his wife every year to his mother-in-law for the summer season. (The attentive reader will note that such legends do not come about by chance!). 

Resistance to the mother. 

These three extreme types are linked together by many intermediate stages, of which I shall mention only one important example. In the particular intermediate type I have in mind, the problem is less an over-development or an inhibition of the feminine instincts than an overwhelming resistance to maternal supremacy, often to the exclusion of all else.....

Carl Jung

The Inner Miracle. Galactic Eye

121. The inner miracle can happen all right, providing we go into energetic inner action. 

122. Simply suspect that you do not consist of your acquired ideas about yourself – and the inner miracle begins. 

123. Responsibility for your own cosmic maturity is the only responsibility you have on earth. 

124. Right responsibility for yourself is right responsibility toward others. 

125. Raise your own consciousness even one inch and you perform an act of genuine compassion for others. 

126. Consistently use the bit of insight you now have toward self-awakening, and more will be added. 

127. Contact with God or Truth or Reality is the same as blending with your own authentic nature. 

128. Everyone who has escaped the jungle is aware of his former strange fondness for the jungle’s falseness. 

129. A daring and helpful question is to ask, “What am I really like inwardly?” 

130. It is our awareness of mental boundaries that carries us beyond them. 

131. Everyone must decide whether he (she) wants the uncompromising truth or a counterfeit version of truth. 

132. Pass through the temporary emptiness of not having the answers and it will be filled with the Answer. 

133. Anyone who can be told he is on the wrong path is already approaching the right path. 

134. Determine to learn to think rightly toward everything, even if unaware of where it may lead.

135. People who fear to leave their childish ways will always criticise your decision to seek the new nation. 

136. Real wisdom consists of recommending the truth to yourself at every opportunity. 

137. A real teacher tells you to do things you cannot understand because he (she) can see things you cannot see. 

138. Collected knowledge brings into sight the cosmic castle which was formerly beyond our vision. 

139. The true view supplies a new kind of thrill that may appear to depart but never does. 

140. Dull aches cannot follow us into tomorrow once we learn how to cancel them today. 

Galactic Eye 

At the center of your being you have the answer; you know who you are and you know what you want. ~ Lao Tzu 

To live is like to love - all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it. ~ Samuel Butler 

The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. Henry David Thoreau 

I saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and I could do anything I wanted. ~ Jack Kerouac 

"When I hear somebody sigh, "Life is hard," I am always tempted to ask, "Compared to what?" "Sydney J. Harris 

The Realm of the Physical may also be called the Realm of Experiencing, because the soul places itself here in order to experience. Neale Donald Walsch 

"Setting goals is the first step in turning the invisible into the visible." Anthony Robbins 

"Most of Today's WORRIES are like Puddles: Tomorrow... they will have EVAPORATED"  Unknown

It does not matter how many times you get knocked down, but how many times you get up. Vince Lombardi 

Laughter is the sun which drives the winter from the human face. ~ Victor Hugo 

The main goal in life is to be and stay happy. Any other goal must be aimed towards this. Goals that aren't must be eliminated or realigned. The Golden Mirror

Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror. Kahlil Gibran 

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love. Kahlil Gibran 

Half of what I say is meaningless, but I say it so that the other half may reach you. Kahlil Gibran 

My loneliness was born when men praised my talkative faults and blamed my silent virtues. Kahlil Gibran 

Strange that creatures without backbones have the hardest shells. Kahlil Gibran

There must be something strangely sacred about salt. It is in our tears and in the sea. Kahlil Gibran 

Friendship is always a sweet responsibility, never an opportunity. Kahlil Gibran 

Say not, "I have found the path of the soul." Say rather, "I have found the soul walking upon my path." For the soul walks upon all paths. Kahlil Gibran

I speak of the erotic as the deepest life force, a force which moves us toward living in a fundamental way. Audre Lorde

BDSM..a large percentage of the spiritual teachings parallel the basic premises of D/s. Mistress Steel 

The great object of life is sensation, to feel that we exist, even though in pain. Lord Byron 

Pain & pleasure, like light & darkness, succeed each other. Laurence Sterne 

The condition of an enlightened mind is a surrendered heart. Alan Redpath 

Opening to our fear is an act of intimacy, a courageous welcoming of the disfigured & outcast into the living room of our being. RA Masters 

Come to the edge' he (she) said. They said 'We are afraid'. 'Come to the edge' he (she) said. They came. He pushed them & they flew. Apollinaire 

True strength lies in submission which permits one to dedicate his (her) life, through devotion, to something beyond himself (herself). Henry Miller 

Paths of personal spiritual enlightenment and BDSM both share the commonality that one must remain aware and present in the Now. Sacred Leather 

Those who have a strong inner light need never fear exploring the dark. Mistress Katt aka Leila Raven 

There are a hundred ways to kneel and kiss the ground. Rumi 

And God Created Woman ll Pt lll (ll). A Self Portrait 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO

A PROFILE  

FEMINIST AND HUMAN RIGHTS, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST AND ARTIST 

AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™

The Super Sacred Brother Lover™ 

The Return To The Source. Ascension.

The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. When we were giants. All of us. When you did more than rape me. 

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Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser. 

I can help you grow power, from nothing. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. 

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The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last. 

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Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™. 

Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts. 

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Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy. 

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THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™

SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™

The Company. 

Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.

This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.

This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.

This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.

This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.

This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.

My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.

My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.

Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.

My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. 

I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. 

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. 

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. 

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. 

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. 

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. 

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. 

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants. 

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. 

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. 

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. 

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife. 

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012 

The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011

Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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