Writings. True Love. The Quest. Amera Ziganii Rao

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Writings. True Love. The Quest. Amera Ziganii Rao 

(Posted Again. From 2012. I 'lost' it in a fit of conditional love. It's back and back to stay. Plus, it is beautifully out of date. The answer is found and the root cause of misogyny uncovered, while the sentiment of love is the strongest ever. Empathy. Unconditional love. Commitment. AZR)

Natural Born Mystic™. Writings. True Love. The Quest. Amera Ziganii Rao 

Ultimately, when all is said and done, all non true love in the world is a projection of ego, the wounded mask self that is as far away from the authentic love self as possible. Misogyny, selfishness, the harridan, cruelty, conditional love of any kind is all projection of the devastated ego, wounded since childhood and the hijacker of our souls as it was meant to be on Earth, so we could find out who we are, by finding out who we are not. This is the mortal husk. 

The husk of us that prevents intimacy through its relentless lack of self esteem and true compassion of unconditional love and the actual state of matter of being love, being total love in all its forms, from courage to firmness to integrity to loving oneself to just getting out of the way for the Soul to express in each moment, in other words, being totally present on Earth, instead of hiding behind the psychosis of the ego, which we believe is impossible to shift. It's not. 

I shifted it over three years ago, and while I talk of the archetypes and the Sacred Whore High Priestesses™ and Priests and all the anthropology of the shameful truth that our gifts of wisdom have been eradicated from normal society because of religion and the Patriarchal Tribe Society™, the paradox is this; the more you have Spirit, the greater the amount of Spirit you have inside of you, the less self esteem in ego you will have.

It doesn't matter how much bravado and sincere self medication of method you adopt to hide, your self esteem is what will keep you miserable and prevent you from experiencing true love with yourself. Which is ultimately what we are all craving for. The more you are of Spirit, the further you are away from your authentic self. Soul. 

The less you are of Spirit, the 'happier' you will be away from Soul and the greater your self esteem, weirdly enough. Hitler didn't suffer much from self esteem for instance. Neither did Margaret Thatcher. These are very able, very strong, non Spirit human beings. 

The salvation for the rest of us is this. The more you are sensitive, the more of Spirit you are, the less your self esteem will be, if you are unable to connect with your authentic self. It doesn't matter how legendary your resistance to shedding the mortal husk of the ego is, it doesn't matter how Patriarchal Tribe harridan you are, while you try obsessively to control your offspring or the family for fear of loss, or how male supremacist you are or whoremonger husband you may be, demanding total control or demanding you have all the money while your wife 'doesn't need to work'. It doesn't matter how many structures you build in any relationship that really means something to you, to prevent loss, the fact is that what makes us miserable and unable to be intimate is our self esteem and the state of BEING unconditional love. Unconditional love that gives us so much inner power and is of course the state of not needing anyone or anything anymore at all, in the purest and most loving way possible. 

I had to connect with my twin soul to become unconditional love and to find my self esteem at last. Actually, I connected with Soul through my own mystic advancement and professional healers to become unconditional love, and with other soul mates along the way, all of whom took me further into Soul and further into a state of love, through the 'in love', which was how I reached the place where I was ready for him, my ultimate twin soul. The meeting, where I entered a completely different dimension of unconditional love all over again, as well as receiving the ultimate gift on this planet. Hope, motivation and magic. 

And something that cannot even be named. Family, but family that means a lot more than family. Not feeling alone, for the first time in one's life. The twin soul connection. He connected with me and began the same path in the new dimension. 

The twin soul or soul mate partnership is not some airy fairy romantic tale of heavenly love, it is the spiritual dynamic of our connections on Earth. For some I am sure it happens between parent and child and for others in many different ways. There are many ways of connecting to unconditional love and many ways of finding one's muse to discover one's true heart again and therefore, in spiritual truth, to find the will to live. 

The ignorance we have of love is because religion has killed it and turned it into reproductive loveless marriage or some illusionary stupidity, because of course, anything to do with the heart, threatens all the rules of the Tribe. The state of non intimacy that feeds our co-dependency of ego. The Tribe and indeed, cerebral, pseudo intellectual, so called sophisticated society. So many ways of self medication in the ego, all to create non intimacy as a preferable state of being. Even though we are so desperately unhappy when we do that. The human race is not well. This is our sickness. The evolution out of non intimacy and conditional love to intimacy and unconditional love. 

Wisdom can re-educate us all to treat love as it should be treated. The romantic heavenly truth of the most miraculous, painful, magical, heart rending, devastating, satisfying, driving force on this planet. True love. The Quest. The Quest that fills our hearts and minds and loins and that is so unsatisfied by conventional society's 'knowledge'. Ultimately, that is what we are trying to find and what my journey has been for, to find these extraordinary answers and go through the challenges. 

My man is doing it last, I did it first, because it turns out this is my professional job. To be a love shaman. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Priest are love shamans and we have to lead the way. This is a discipline and course of miracles in itself and I look forward finally to share all the secrets. Naming his mortal husk, asking him to face himself, took two years. Mine took about the same, three years before. The rest is growing into the Soul once we face the final truth. 

That all our wounds and all our hurts and all our angers and escapist desires and all that we have self medicated with for most of our adult life, is all to hide one thing. Pure and utter cowardice and terror of life. And the rage and wounding of the abandoned child. Facing the truth that our childish ego will never be satiated. We finally accept that we will never be able to reclaim childhood and we will never be parented and we stop running away from facing the truth that that time has come and gone and we finally stop, unconsciously searching for that to be replayed in our adult relationships and above all, in our romantic relationships and beyond that, in our soul mate connections or soul mate romantic relationships and - if we are destined to have it - twin soul ultimate romantic connection on this planet. And that is when we finally begin to find Soul. And that is when the mortal husk is given notice. And it will go. 

I, in turn, am learning how to love myself all over again. Not only through the political revolution of living my own life and focusing entirely and totally on vocation and my right to have one and be loved, as a woman, but also through many other avenues. I am sure, women in particular, can relate. I had no idea there were so many ways in which I had not ever celebrated my own life. 

I gave him a necessarily hard time, but the truth is that while he had no idea what misogyny and male supremacy actually was and how women are so enslaved in false roles in the Tribe, well, neither did I. My healing is to live for the first time, to self love for the first time and to be myself in its authenticity, even though I actually landed into this over three years ago. 

His misogyny and resistance is still legendary, but something changes in the end. As men or women like  these kinds of men, grow towards the Sacred Whore High Priestess, women like me, become the Sacred Whore High Priestess. We are not born like this. We grow into this legacy and role and with 8000 years of lost knowledge, stolen from us, this is the path, the return to The Source and the path of Ascension. They have to cleanse and clear to reach the Sacred Whore. We have to become it through our self empowerment, love of war, love of love and by becoming total and unneeding, unconditional, self complete love. 

We become the truest mothers on the planet. To our men. No longer as 'The Little Mermaid', devastated and thrown on the dump, but powerful forces of love and dark, powerful, self serving, self sufficient, non needing, alchemists of psychological martial arts. Taking all the hatred and the childishness and selfishness of the other, of the slower one, and converting it into just more and more and more power. Not needing to be loved totally and utterly has its benefits. Still a bittersweet journey, but far more palatable than anything else on the path so far. 

We can finally accept that misogyny and male supremacy and love of the tribe and weak spirited men and women are actually just sad, rather than the monsters from hell. And that they are just slower. And that they do want to love and do want to turn their bitter cynicism of rage and hollow feeling into intimacy. They really do. The key for any love healer, is to protect herself or himself and that is the lost knowledge. Religion or cerebral society has nothing to teach us. Wisdom is the lost knowledge and every single day it comes through, my life becomes richer, more beautiful and more worth living. 

We are what we love, not what loves us. A line from the film Adaptation that I heard being quoted recently. "You are what you love and not what loves you." That says it all. And the more we love, the stronger we grow and the bigger our hearts get and the more we can give, even if the ungrateful wretch we give to, is giving absolutely nothing. The love healers on Earth are the leaders in love and the lost knowledge teaches us how to reclaim the role that we were born to play. The role we love most, because we ARE love. The lost knowledge gives us the joy and the right to be that again at last. 

And it is easy to forget, but not for a Sacred Whore High Priestess or Priest, that misogyny or lack of soul is what makes the sex worth it. The sado of sado masochism, literally or symbolically, in the bedroom IS about a man/woman who objectifies and facing the truth of the war for love is also very much about accepting the journey through the darkness to heal their hardness, so frankly, they can remain hard, to focus on men in particular. 

And let's face it, this journey is a fuck of a lot more interesting and worth it, then being in a marriage where you are objectified and stripped of all vocation or the use of your mind, and you don't even get any sex. Yuk. I know what I prefer, which is why I made the choice at 19, to go for the sex of a relationship rather than the so called friendship. I had no idea then, that what I saw was the only choice available in ego. Blandness objectification or sex objectification. The whore and Madonna, or should I say, the Madonna and the whore.

Male or female, these so called Madonna marriages are everywhere and they are miserable and boring and the greatest profanity on Earth. Religion of course promotes them like it's sacred, as does the cerebral society too. Ego is all about stupidity, lack of intimacy and of course the greatest sin of them all. Conformity. I may have never ever been loved or liked for who I am, but the question is, who is? Slaves are not loved, whether they conform or not. Slaves are just slaves. 

Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™ is the journey to true love. Anywhere, in any kind of relationship. And like most people, I thought it would be the easiest thing in the world and that it was granted. Normal society promotes, through its ignorance and dismissal of wisdom, ie, taking responsibility for oneself and one's emotions and feelings, ease of everything and we buy it, lock, stock and barrel, to feed our own egos. And so it goes on. All because the wisdom, the lost knowledge was destroyed. It is up to the Sacred Whore High Priestesses™ and Priests to find it and bring it back and I for one, can share everything I have seen and learnt and become. We are what we love and not what loves us, until we are loved. That whole package is the complete.

True love is a sad and arduous journey through hell. Magical and devastating and then magical all over again. The trouble with wisdom is that a religious and cerebral society has made us lazy and delusional. We all think it is so easy and if it is for you, well done, but after reading Gabriel Garcia Marquez's 'Love in the Time of Cholera' 25 years ago, I finally accept the path of love shaman and see my man, finally as love shaman too. Self esteem is directly related to how much Spirit you have. 

If you have huge Spirit latent in you, you have low self esteem, because you are so far away from your authentic self. Ergo, self actualization is the discovery of one's humanitarian self sitting there all along and the re-connection with Spirit and the state of becoming true love and unconditional love therefore and finally arriving on Earth, to be able to experience the most Holiest of Grails after all. Intimacy. 

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Love in the Time of Cholera. Gabriel Garcia Marquez 

From the Nobel Prize-winning author of "One Hundred Years of Solitude" comes a masterly evocation of an unrequited passion so strong that it binds three people's lives together for more than fifty years. In the story of Florentino Ariza, who waits more than half a century to declare his undying love to the beautiful Fermina Daza, whom he lost to Dr. Juvenal Urbino so many years before, Garcia Marquez has created a vividly absorbing fictional world, as lush and dazzling as a dream and as real and immediate as our own deepest longings. 

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While delivering a message to her father, Florentino Ariza spots the barely pubescent Fermina Daza and immediately falls in love. What follows is the story of a passion that extends over 50 years, as Fermina is courted solely by letter, decisively rejects her suitor when he first speaks, and then joins the urbane Dr. Juvenal Urbino, much above her station, in a marriage initially loveless but ultimately remarkable in its strength. Florentino remains faithful in his fashion; paralleling the tale of the marriage is that of his numerous liaisons, all ultimately without the depth of love he again declares at Urbino's death. In substance and style not as fantastical, as mythologizing, as the previous works, this is a compelling exploration of the myths we make of love. Highly recommended. Barbara Hoffert, "Library Journal"

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The main characters of the novel are Florentino Ariza and Fermina Daza. She becomes enamoured with him during their youth but is forced to stop meeting him by her father. Eventually she weds Juvenal Urbino at the age of 21 (the "deadline" she had set for herself) because he seemed to offer her security and love. Urbino is a medical doctor devoted to science, modernity, and "order and progress." He is committed to the eradication of cholera and to the promotion of public works. He is a rational man whose life is organized precisely and who values his importance and reputation in society to the utmost. He is a herald of progress and modernization.

Urbino's function in the novel is to provide the counterpoint to Florentino Ariza’s archaic, boldly romantic love. Urbino proves in the end not to have been an entirely faithful husband, confessing one affair to Fermina many years into their marriage. Though the novel seems to suggest that Urbino's love for Fermina was never as spiritually chaste as Florentino Ariza's was, it also complicates Florentino's devotion by cataloging his many trysts and apparently a few, possibly genuine, loves. By the end of the book, Fermina comes to recognize Ariza's wisdom and maturity and their love is allowed to blossom during their old age. For most of their adult lives, however, their communication is limited to occasional public niceties.

Other characters

Lorenzo Daza – Fermina Daza’s father, a mule driver; he despised Florentino and forced them to stop meeting each other.

Jeremiah de Saint-Amour – The man whose suicide is introduced as the opening to the novel; a photographer and chess-player.

Aunt Escolástica – The woman who attempts to aid Fermina in her early romance with Florentino by delivering their letters for them. She is ultimately sent away by Lorenzo Daza for this.

Tránsito Ariza – Florentino’s mother.

Hildebranda Sánchez – Fermina’s cousin.

Miss Barbara Lynch – The woman with whom Urbino confesses having an affair.

Diego Samaritano – The captain of the riverboat on which Fermina and Florentino ride at the end of the novel.

Leona Cassiani - She starts out as the "personal assistant" to Uncle Leo XII at the R.C.C., the company which Florentino eventually controls. At one point, it is revealed that the two share a deep respect, possibly even love, for each other, but will never actually be together. She has a maternal love for him as a result of his "charity" in rescuing her from the streets and giving her a job.

América Vicuña - The fourteen-year-old girl who towards the end of the novel is sent to live with Florentino; he is her guardian while she is in school. They have a sexual relationship, and upon failing her exams and after her rejection by Florentino, she kills herself. Her suicide illustrates the selfish nature of Florentino's love for Fermina.

The story occurs mainly in an unnamed port city somewhere near the Caribbean Sea and the Magdalena River. While the city remains unnamed throughout the novel, descriptions of it imply that Cartagena in Colombia is intended, where García Márquez lived during his early years. The city is divided into such sections as "The District of the Viceroys" and "The Arcade of the Scribes." The novel encompasses approximately the half century between 1880 and 1930. The city’s "steamy and sleepy streets, rat-infested sewers, old slave quarter, decaying colonial architecture, and multifarious inhabitants" are mentioned variously in the text and mingle amid the lives of the characters. 

Locations within the story include:

The house Fermina shares with her husband, Dr. Juvenal Urbino.

The "transient hotel" where Florentino Ariza stays for a brief time.

Ariza’s office at the river company.

The Arcade of the Scribes.

The Magdalena River.

Narrative as seduction

Some critics choose to consider Love in the Time of Cholera as a sentimental story about the enduring power of true love. Others criticize this opinion as being too simple. García Márquez himself said in an interview, "you have to be careful not to fall into my trap."

This is manifested by Ariza’s excessively romantic attitude toward life, and his gullibility in trying to retrieve the sunken treasure of a shipwreck. It is also made evident by the fact that society in the story believes that Fermina and Juvenal Urbino are perfectly happy in their marriage, while the reality of the situation is not so ideal. 

Critic Keith Booker compares Ariza’s position to that of Humbert Humbert in Vladimir Nabokov’s Lolita, saying that just as Humbert is able to charm the reader into sympathizing with his situation, even though he is a "pervert, a rapist, and a murderer", Ariza is able to garner the reader’s sympathy, even though the reader is reminded repeatedly of his more sinister exploits.

Narrative as deconstruction

The novel examines romantic love in myriad forms, both "ideal" and "depraved", and continually forces the reader to question such ready-made characterizations by introducing elements antithetical to these facile judgments.

Love as an emotional and physical disease

García Márquez's main notion is that lovesickness is literally an illness, a disease comparable to cholera. Ariza suffers from this just as he might suffer from any malady. At one point, he conflates his physical pain with his amorous pain when he vomits after eating flowers in order to imbibe Fermina's scent. In the final chapter, the Captain's declaration of metaphorical plague is another manifestation of this. The term cholera as it is used in Spanish, cólera, can also denote human rage and ire. (The English adjective choleric has the same meaning.) It is this second meaning to the title that manifests itself in Ariza's hatred for Urbino's marriage to Fermina, as well as in the social strife and warfare that serves as a backdrop to the entire story.

Aging and death

Jeremiah Saint-Amour's death inspires Urbino to meditate on his own death, and especially on the infirmities that precede it. It is necessary for Fermina and Florentino to transcend not only the difficulties of love, but also the societal opinion that love is a young person's prerogative (not to mention the physical difficulties of loving physically during old age).

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TWIN SOULS. THE SEPARATION IN LEMURIA

Camilla K 

Please, know when I talk about "Separation". I mean the separation in the physical sense. The separation in the spiritual sense is an illusion that was created at the time of Atlantis and during the destruction of Atlantis. The separation was spiritually chosen by the Twin Souls at the dawn of times and they also chose to forget themselves in order to be able to know themselves at the right time. 

It is the illusion of Separation that has led the world to become as imbalanced as it is this day today. In the same way it was the feeling of imbalance, "loss" of the other half and separation of the ONE soul into two sexes that led to the destruction of Atlantis and before that the destruction of Lemuria. Before that time we only knew harmony, peace, and joy, but we did NOT know ourselves at the level of the soul.

With each and every person you have any kind of relationship with on this Earth, you have a soul agreement. You have preplanned to work out certain issues. You do not only have soul agreements with other people in your life, you also have a soul agreement with yourself. Prior to incarnating your soul has chosen to be born in a physical life in order to learn specific lessons. We have been gently guided before we incarnated to choose the plan for our lives that will give us the most insight in our souls. We choose to incarnate to heal and to feel.

What are Twin Souls?

A set of twin souls shares identity energetically, but they are created as two halves, a male and female half of one soul. As a result of the separation at the dawn of times in human history, two different personalities of what was ONE once were created. You can very well understand that when the two halves of what used to be ONE meet again on earth after many years and lives of separation and ”unconscious” longing for each other, the physical meeting and union itself is a very intense, indescribable event at the human level where the two halves of the same soul get to face and feel deep, hidden feelings in themselves that can have been denied for lifetimes. 

When the twin souls meet physically, many experience a deep kundalini rising and fusion that leaves the twin halves forever changed. It is such a deep experience, so that the twin souls cannot go back to how they were before the meeting, because through the intense union a stronger sense of Self of each of them has been born which means that they will be forced to look upon themselves in a completely different way. It might take years for one to feel how much one has changed in the Self due to the twin soul union, but as time goes by an integration or birth of ones real self is starting to take place. For many this will happen during some sort of separation from the twin soul. 

When twin souls meet and merge into each other, the ecstasy of feeling the ONENESS is unlike any other love union the two persons involved can experience on earth. Twin Souls are ONE soul, but they are still a product of their human lives and existence away from each other. This means that the paradox of being one, also means that each of them has each their different individuality/personality that has been created during the times of separation. On these grounds when you meet your twin soul, you will meet a separate human being, unique in him/herself with his/her experiences of life.

Many people think that when you meet your twin soul, you meet yourself. To the degree that twin souls share the same blueprint energetically this is true, but when you meet your twin soul, you will also meet a human being that because of the physical aspects of being human can have lived a life either very similar to yours or completely different. It is true that twin souls often share interests, but they are still two separate human beings. Meeting the twin physically on earth is a deeply personal and very transformative experience due to the fusion of the two into ONE. 

If the twin souls are meant to unite physically, spiritually and sexually, nothing can stand in their way of union. This means that very often twin soul couples will experience an intense feeling of ”love at first sight” and despite the fact that they might not know each other physically before they meet, they will nevertheless merge intensely into each other at very deep levels. 

When twin souls meet and merge into each other after they have just met and it is ”love at first sight”, it will often leave them with a feeling of mystery and wonder as to what happened. The union of the twin souls and merging into ONE again leads to a process that the twin souls very often must go through individually. This means that even if they are in a ”relationship” with the other half, individually they will go through a process of facing deep issues within themselves as a result of the twin union. 

The twin souls will grow from their physical meeting and change very deeply, but a very profound and deeply personal process and transformation starts with the first merging of the twin souls. Many sets of twin souls experience a short meeting very often early in life and from there they separate, not necessarily because each of them want to, but because there is no other way for their shared soul to begin to grow individually. 

The purpose of their first, and perhaps short merging on earth to begin with in this present life is that they will again reunite at a later time. They will and can reunite at the time when they are SAFE and STRONG in their individual Selves.

Other sets of twin souls know each other throughout life and stay in close contact, but they will still be forced to face issues in themselves individually, because they have merged so deeply into each other. At the first meeting when the twin souls reconnect at the physical level, they will merge into each other to experience the ONENESS again and in their shared soul this feeling of ONENESS cannot ever be forgotten, but they cannot be TWO IN ONE, if they don't know HOW TO BE THEMSELVES individually. 

The reason why they cannot be TWO IN ONE if they don't know who they are individually is that they cannot depend on the other half to get a sense of Self and to get a feeling of who they are individually. If they depend on the other half to get a sense of who they are individually, they will never be able to exist as individual human beings on this earth. They will never be able to find peace, harmony, and balance in themselves individually because they will need the other half to give them what they need to find in themselves individually. Now a lot of people will probably say: ”of course I know how to be myself – I have lived as myself my entire life”, the thing just is that the whole feeling of who a person really is at the level of the Self, changes deeply as a result of the twin soul merging. 

This means that before the merging with the twin soul a person could have had an idea of who he/she is, but meeting the other half of oneself leads to an awakening of the Self and an even stronger feeling of the person he/she really is deep down. Through the twin soul union you get to open up to deep feelings and a knowledge of who you are in the deepest corners of your soul. You will be overwhelmed with feelings you never thought possible. The identical energies of your twin soul has pushed you further into yourself. You have become more of what you already are.

Recognizing The Twin Soul

The twin souls recognize each other instinctively when they meet. This means that it is not a conscious recognition where both of them state that they are twin souls. It is not a physical recognition, but a recognition that happens in the soul. The twin souls are drawn to each other, they merge instinctively and become ONE the way they have always been. In order to really know that your twin soul is your twin, you must meet and merge with him/her physically. You cannot know that your twin is really your twin unless you have met and merged with him/her physically, emotionally, spiritually or sexually. The merging at the physical level is very important in order for the twin souls to ground their relationship and twin soul process on earth. This day today many say they meet their twin souls online. This can be true, but if you have not met your twin in body and felt the intense union, you will not be pushed further into your own Self as a result of the union. Sometimes twins do not unite sexually, but they can still meet physically and merge spiritually. The physical meeting itself no matter how it is can lead to the union of the energies, but with a physical aspect such as for instance sex, the twin souls are pushed further into their individual selves.

There is a huge difference between having met and bonded with the twin physically and staying in some sort of correspondence online where the communication is more intellectual than it would be if the twin souls merged physically. If the twin souls meet physically the union will happen as a result of the deepest instincts in both of them. When you recognize your twin soul, you will see yourself in the eyes of the other half. You will feel that you have finally come home and when you talk with the other half, it feels like you have known each other forever. All of it will seem very natural and the sexual union with the twin soul will feel like the most natural thing in the world.

During the spiritual, physical and/or sexual union of the twin souls, they will experience a kundalini rising. This means that all the chakras will be activated, they will merge at all levels. The people who experience kundalini rising feel that they have been connected with their Higher Selves and a process begins where the knowledge of you being a spiritual being becomes even more intense after the twin soul union. 

Kundalini rising is like getting strong electricity through your entire physical body. It can be such an intense experience, so not only will you feel an out of body experience and another state of consciousness, but you can also experience physical change afterwards as a result of the twin union and the powerful kundalini rising, because you pick up on higher spiritual energies. 

Very often the kundalini rising can also lead to a person being less physically grounded on earth. Exactly for this reason it is even more important to get in deep contact with the physical body in order to stay grounded on earth when it comes to the twin soul process.

Twin Souls & Sex

The sexual contact between twin souls is very primal, raw, and at the same time highly spiritual. The instinctive kind of sexuality between twin souls means that at the human level it can be hard for the twins to put these feelings into words and it is, therefore, only in the sexual act that the ”real” talk between the two of them will be expressed. The more the twin souls merge sexually, the stronger they get in their individual selves. The twin souls were always one, but at their physical and sexual merging into each other, they become the WHOLE SOUL, and there is no individual sense of who is who. The individuality of each of them cease to exist when they merge into each other. They are ”just” ONE and feel this ONENESS. 

They can stay in this feeling of ONENESS as long as they are merged into each other, physically, spiritually and sexually, but when the merging into each of them stops and they start being two individuals again, the feeling of the loss of the other half is so painful, so that at the very level of your own soul you can feel that a part or half of yourself is missing. Sexually there is a clear distinction between the male and female half of the same soul. 

Energetically the female half is the one who ”surrenders” herself to her male half in the sexual act. He, on the other hand, is the one in sexual lead in the act of love making. This means that with the twin souls, there is a male and female kind of sexuality. It is all a reflection of their male and female energies and how each of them are at the very level of their soul.

The difference between male and female halves

Many female halves acknowledge to themselves directly that they have met and bonded with the male halves of themselves. There is a difference between male and female halves. The female halves are naturally connected with their feelings. The male halves are not connected with their feelings the way the female halves are. This means that sometimes the male reactions to having met their female halves will lead to the men withdrawing emotionally from their female halves. 

At the human level the female half will often feel that because the male half does not openly declare and acknowledge the twinship, the male half didn't really recognize his female twin after all. To me twin souls make out a whole and a unit. This means that at the soul level both do recognize each other, but the reactions to this recognition vary between the male and female halves. 

The female halves naturally connected with their feelings often find it very difficult that their male halves seem to withdraw and in some cases the shock of meeting the other half and uniting at such deep levels lead to the twin souls not being able to talk at the human level about what actually happened. The female halves often want to talk about it, but it can be painful for the male half to open up emotionally, because he has been shut off emotionally due to the long separation from his female half. 

Conflicts between twin souls often arise when the female twins long for an emotional reaction from their male counterparts and for some reason the male halves do not feel ready to open up emotionally. 

Female halves are so connected with their feelings, so sometimes they tend to push things instead of ”letting go” and trusting that the twin soul process will eventually lead them to the right place. 

It is important to know that it is not possible from the human point of view to control the twin soul process itself. The only thing that you can control as a soul half is yourself.

The intensity and complexity of the twin soul relationship on earth leads to the fact the twin souls often separate if they are not ready to be together at the human level. A remarkable inner journey starts to take place after the twin souls have merged on earth. 

They have become ”more” themselves than what they were before. A new sense of Self of who they are at the very center and core of their souls has been born. They feel changed, but often at first it can be hard to put into words exactly what has happened. 

The separation is therefore, often, ”planned” before incarnating such as the meeting is also ”planned”. I do not want the word ”planned” to sound too metaphysical, but what happens is that at the human level it feels like the twin souls are ”forced” apart to grow individually. 

Now growth has nothing to do with being a better soul, for the twin souls the spiritual growth has to do with the accelerating sense and feeling of the Self. 

It is a journey into a new sense of consciousness of ones Self. Very often people who have been united with their twins feel helpless when they feel and see that they are being separated from their twin souls again. 

The separation leads to a lot of pain, anger, and frustration. Sometimes the separation from the twin soul is so painful so that people get physically ill, because they feel the part of themselves missing and it almost feels like missing a vital part of ones physical body. This can lead to physical illness.

During the separation the twin souls must feel and reconnect with their own inner selves to be able to feel the bond with their twin souls. The union and merging has led to the fact that their newly joined energies have made them deeply telepathic with each other. 

If you think of the fact that the union has made the two one, you can very well know that if you have met your twin, you can never be sure if what you feel is your own feelings or the feelings of your twin. As the twin souls are separated after the merging, some will begin to search in the outer sense for the twin. They will do everything possible to reconnect with the twin in the outer sense, so they do not have to feel the loss inside themselves. 

This outer search is very painful and sooner or later one will feel that there is no other way to connect with the twin than to reach for the deepest place in ones own inner Self.

 It is a journey where a soul who has experienced the loss and separation from the twin, will begin to feel very different and alienated from other people who have not experienced meeting their twins. 

When you feel the loss of your twin you can feel alone when you are around other people, because no one else, but your twin knows you the way you know yourself.

What happens in the twin soul process and why are many sets of twin souls separated?

When people first realize that they are being separated from their twin souls and it all seems out of their hands to control, many will find themselves in a state of panic and desperation. 

Being separated from the twin soul, feels like a deep loss of yourself. This loss is excruciatingly painful and at times a soul half, feeling the loss of the twin soul, can find it hard to know what to do with these feelings. Sooner or later you will begin to feel that you must ”surrender” yourself to the spiritual and very emotional process that starts to take place at the inner levels. 

You realize that exactly when it comes to the twin soul process, you don't seem to be able to be in control. You cannot control when and how to reunite with your twin soul.

This means that the entire twin soul journey begins both with feeling the ONENESS with the twin and from there feeling the loss of the twin and feeling the loss of oneself and the ”person” one used be with the twin, before there was any of separation at the dawn of times. 

I feel that when you have felt the union and ONENESS with your twin, you also feel and have an unconscious memory of how you used to be before you experienced the separation and split from your twin soul in the beginning of human history. 

No matter how the journey is of each twin soul couple on earth, each of them will after the merging, be ”forced” deeply to FACE THEIR INDIVIDUAL SELVES. Sometimes a set of twin souls are not ready to be together if the mirroring is too intense. It can be too intense if each of them haven't faced their individual selves. 

You need to be able to SEE and ACCEPT everything about yourself, the way you are, the good and bad things in your personality in order to be able to handle the reflection of your very own twin soul.

Facing The Self

You cannot get to your twin in anyway if you don't face yourself. You must face all issues in yourself in every way and individually. You cannot get to your twin soul if you feel something is missing inside of yourself.

What does it mean to face the Self?

Many people who have been united with their twins and experience some sort of separation whether it is an actual physical separation or an emotional one, will very often feel that if only they could be with their twin souls in some kind of relationship, the deed would be done. This is also the reason why many female halves try to take control directly when it comes to their male halves. In desperation many female halves try to reach out for their male halves in one way or the other. Often the female halves therefore try to control the twin soul relationship by actively trying to make the male halves move towards them. Often the female twin souls long for an emotional ”feedback” from their male halves and for this reason female twin souls tend to take emotional lead when it comes to their male counterparts. All this is done out of desperation for the other half.

In reality at the level of Self, this will never work out. The reason for this is that each of the halves are forced to face their individual selves and the female halves are ”forced” to not to actively reach out for their male halves, but to reach inwards for their inner Selves. The male halves must also face themselves individually from their women. They must do their own work, in their own time frame and way. This can be very hard for the female twins to realize and to accept. The facing of the Self has to do with balance. You are not balanced if in desperation you want your other half more than you want yourself, so that you don't really care about yourself. This is often the situation for many female halves. They will find themselves in this imbalanced state of being until they realize that now is enough, I must get back to Myself now, take care of Myself and honor myself as a soul half. Many female halves are very empathic with their male halves and this can very often lead to the female halves wanting to be there for their men in every way.

For the male halves the situation could be that they are so not used to feeling their feelings, so they depend on their female halves to feel for them. Again this is an imbalanced state of being for the male halves, they must feel on their own. They must be in their feelings and take the risk of feeling vulnerable emotionally. Unconsciously many set of twin souls, therefore separate, so that they can start facing the Self fully. Without knowing it and despite the deep pain of being separated, many sets of twin souls have chosen at the level of their soul to separate for some time, perhaps years, so that they can start facing themselves. 

Some twin souls do not separate in the same dramatic way that other twin souls separate, they stay in touch, deeply connected and for them it can be a harder journey to face the individual selves, because when you are presented with your very own twin soul, you see so much a part of yourself, so you can be confused about what is really your Self. It is easier to face the Self when there is a complete physical separation. For this reason many sets of twin souls are today separated, because the actual physical separation forces each of them to FEEL their individual Selves.

Sometimes twin souls are in relationships or married to other partners and they can nevertheless meet and merge on earth in sexual and spiritual union, very often the physical union with the twin forces the twin souls to take a look at the actual relationship they are in. It can be very hard to stay committed to a (marriage) partner when a person has been with his/her twin soul, because at the level of the Self even in another relationship, the loss of the twin will be felt. This means that when you are with another partner and think of your twin, you will feel alone in this relationship. 

Eventually you will also feel that you cannot be true to that partner or yourself, because the longing for the twin soul and being true to ones inner self can be too intense. You will suddenly feel that you live a double life. A life where you are with that partner, but you will not feel that he/she sees your true self and a life where you long to be true to yourself and to live an authentic life perhaps with your twin soul or just with yourself. 

When you deeply start facing the Self, you will often find it necessary to be in ”isolation”. It seems necessary to be in this isolation, because you must feel very deeply what is you, so that you are not distracted by other people, situations or circumstances of life. I believe that the hardest mission any sets of twin souls can face on earth, is the mission of facing the Self.

With the merging and union with the twin soul, you get to feel your Self again, you become conscious again and you start asking yourself questions and you also feel that there are things in life that you don't want to put yourself up with anymore. You cannot anymore just watch your life from the outside , you need to take part in it. 

Some people will claim that when it comes to the twin soul process, it all happens spiritually beyond ones own control, the truth is that the twin soul process is really such a deeply personal process, so that it forces you to be 100% present in your own life. You must face your life, yourself here and now.

You must be a soul fully alive in your physical body. You might not be able to control the overall process that has to do with your twin soul, but you can control yourself. When you feel that there has been a loss, not of just the loss of your twin soul, but also the individual loss of yourself, you will feel feelings that are not spiritual at all. It can be intense feelings of anger, hurt, unconditional love for the twin, and pain of separation. 

I think it is very important that you feel these feelings in you, otherwise there will be no connection to your twin soul. You cannot get to your twin soul during time of separation if you do not feel how deeply you at times have felt the loss of your own Self and the loss of your twin soul. The only way to the twin is therefore through your Self.

You must feel all feelings to be grounded, otherwise you will never really be present here in your physical life. We have chosen to be in our physical existence to feel. When you face your self you will at the same time feel the pull from the identical energies of your twin soul. You will feel that you can only get back to your twin soul, when you are being your true and honest Self and face all the deepest feelings and wounds within yourself. Twin souls couples never completely face the same issues, yet it seems that all people who bond with their twins sooner or later must face themselves individually.  

The question is often asked: What can I do to reunite with my twin soul?

The truth is that the answer is not simple. In fact the twin soul journey is very complex. I believe that it is a fact that God wants us to be conscious and take actively part in our own journey. This means that if you want to reunite with your twin, you must become fully conscious of your own Self. If you are unhappy in whatever situation you can find yourself in, you must make a change to your life. You can change you. 

And if you want to change your life, you must change your Self. It is a fact that many women and men deep down want to be rescued, this means that many times people who know of their twins, wait for something to happen in the outer sense, so they don't have to do the inner work that is necessary to unite with the other half. If you desire to be rescued you will have lost your own sense of Self. 

This means that you will have lost your sense of direction of life. You will be waiting for something to guide you without feeling that if you become conscious of your own Self, you will eventually feel what is the right path for you. I believe that it all flows from the Self, if you know your Self, everything else will fall into place. 

Therefore, it is not a question of knowing the Self of your twin, but knowing your own deepest Self. So how can I get to my twin soul then? You must make the decision that you must get your Self back in every single way. You cannot get the Self of your twin soul back to you, if you don't have your own Self back to you first. Your twin soul will always mirror back to you whatever situation you find yourself in. Therefore, your twin soul can actually mirror back to you that you are lost. 

You must regain control of your Self to not feel lost with your twin soul or in your twin soul situation. A fact is if you feel that you are lost in whatever situation you are in, your twin soul will mostly likely also feel lost. You might not be able to talk to your twin soul openly about this, but a fact is that if you feel that you are lost energetically, your twin soul cannot help, but to pick this up in his/her own soul half. Therefore, it is a question all the time of getting ones own inner Self back and in this way to be staying in balance. 

It is about achieving a ”realization of the Self”. This means that in your individual Self of who you are, you have potential gifts and longings with what you want to do with your life. Some people will say: I just want to be with my twin soul – that is all I want to do with my life. The truth is if all you want with your life is to be with another person, twin soul or soul mate, you will not have achieved any ”realization of your own Self”. You will not know who you are or what you want to do with your life. You will have lost your sense of Self. 

Self Realization means that instead of focusing on your twin soul, you focus instead on using all your God given talents and this way becoming the whole you that you can be. You become ”whole” in you. Now wholeness does not mean that you do not need other people in your life. Wholeness means that you are strong and safe in your Self. You trust and know that you can be yourself 100% without feeling that you are missing something inside of you. You use all your God given gifts and potentials to turn yourself more into you. 

In this way you are completely true to yourself, you use the abilities and gifts that you have. For this reason it is no longer a question of the twin souls being each other or trying to be each other, but a question of each of them being their true individual selves, actively living a life according to their full potential, doing what each of them do best. They are ONE soul, but two individual, two selves. 

Twin Souls can easily lose themselves in each other

The twin soul relationship is the relationship on earth where you are most likely to lose yourself in the other half. Some will say that if you are strong in your Self, this cannot happen, but one thing that has to be taken seriously into account when it comes to the twin soul is that love is very seductive. You feel unconditional love for the other half and this feeling can actually lead you to become Selfless in your love for him/her. 

For this reason the twin soul relationship is all the time also a relationship that one has with oneself. One has to be aware and conscious about not losing oneself to the twin on many occasions, because when the loss of ones self happens, both twins will be lost. The paradox is of course that you cannot merge into the other half without losing your self in the union.

What does "Loss of SELF" mean?

Your longing and desperation for your twin soul is so intense and so painful, so you will do everything possible to be with him/her. In this way you ignore your own self, lose your inner balance and don't really care about yourself. I am sure that many people who have met and merged with their twins recognize this situation. Here it is again a question of taking oneself back fully and to be acknowledging to oneself that I must be Myself fully to GIVE and RECEIVE love.

Another example is this: Twin souls share the same identity energetically, this means that there can be times where you are so desperate for your other half, so that you turn yourself into the other half. You can do this by taking the best qualities and gifts of your twin and in this way energetically you become him/her. When this happens you experience a loss of Self, because even though you share the same energies with your twin, you have your own qualities and gifts that make you the person you are. You need to be you, the whole you that can be to be a magnet to your twin soul. 

Twin Souls are human beings of flesh and blood

On Earth it is very important also to consider ones twin soul as a human being. What I see happening today is that when we talk about spirituality, we often focus on the abstract, intellectual thoughts and focus more on us as souls than on us as human beings. 

For this reason the twin soul often becomes an ”entity” that people want to connect with to feel more complete in themselves. The truth is that we are all human beings and when you meet your twin soul, you will meet a person who is just as much human with human feelings as anyone else. 

For this reason when we talk about the ”spiritual” processes that happen when twin souls have been united, we have to know and take into account that the twin soul is not just a person who will give you everything you feel missing in your life. The twin soul is the other half of you, a whole human being, but there will still be human flaws, weaknesses, desires and talents of that person. Everything that makes him/her human.

This also means that even though twin souls are ONE energetically and can merge into each other, sometimes at the human level they will still experience human conflicts. Sometimes at the personal level twin souls don't necessarily get along. Other times twin souls struggle with differences in personality.

Homosexual twin soul relationships

Sometimes a set of twin souls incarnate as the same sex. There can be many reasons for this. All twin soul relationships are between male and female energies of the same soul. This means that it doesn't matter if we think of ourselves as heterosexual or homosexual. If you meet your twin soul, one of you will be the female half and the other will be the male half, no matter what gender each of you have. 

This means that each and every person that meets his/her twin soul will go through the same processes that I have described here. When you meet your twin soul, you will be forced to face your Self.

When we talk about heterosexual or homosexual relationships we focus on the gender of the physical body instead of the gender of the soul. At the level of the energies when twin souls meet, they will be drawn to each other no matter what gender they have. This means that sometimes the male and female halves of the same soul meet and both of them can be incarnated in women's bodies or in men's bodies.

Union on Earth

Uniting with the twin soul on Earth in a relationship has do do with readiness, especially individual readiness of each of the twins. Each of them must have achieved an inner sense of WHOLENESS which will make them feel that although they are part of each other, they are still two individuals, whole in themselves. One of the most important reasons why WHOLENESS is important when it comes to twin souls is that twin souls must be two whole selves so they will not experience a constant loss of Self in their union.

by Camilla K

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I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.

We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.

But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.

The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.

I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.

The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.

They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.

The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.

They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.

I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.

Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.

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You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.

You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.

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The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.

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The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.

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I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.

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To trust your soul is to have courage. The courage to ‘get out of the way’. It takes a commitment to courage, a changing of the very matter of one’s access to courage, one’s relationship with courage and becoming the total renegade of an individual you have to, to become soul. It is that rare. ‘Getting out of the way’ takes a commitment to love and loving and being of love, no matter what. And frankly, that means redefining what love is, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY. Finding out what love really is and getting rid of the bullshit we think it is. Love. Soul. Power. It takes courage to be soul. Courage, courage and courage. The rest is easy. Soul is soul. Finally it is an absolute relief to get out of the way. The life of soul may be hair raising, treacherous and mind numbingly arduous. But it is a life of no regrets. Courage. The key to soul. Just give it a go. Wear that hat, say what’s on your mind, dream your dreams again, dream your dreams at all and just smile through the hate. Including one’s doubt. Courage. ‘Kill’ when you have to, especially yourself, and smile the rest of the time and cry when you need to. Always cry. Earth is a battlefield and crying is the way to win. Soul is a way of life. The natural way. Courage is ‘all’ it takes. We learnt the rules, only so we could break them. The rest is the art of life. Creation. Creating oneself again and again and again. Soul. The only way of life worth anything. Otherwise, we are just waiting to die. We don’t need to. We can live. It’s called soul. 

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Self esteem. True, authentic, self knowing, self esteem. The one that includes the sex, the primal, the primitive, the animal, the real. The one that includes humanity and a state of unconditional love. Non needing, non greedy, non controlling, non afraid, non negative and non inhumane and non angry. Self esteem. What ego really is, in its true essence. The physical vehicle of self esteem. The physical vehicle of action, reaction, mastery, ‘misstery’, love and war, tenderness and sexuality. Humanity and human. The beautiful, crafted, styled, educated, aware, sincere, active, visceral, sexual, super sexual, heart led, sensitive, humane, courageous and ethical, hopeful ego. The instinct. The intuition. The magic. The primal. The whole. The whole Soul. 

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I can feel your sexuality. I love it. My beautiful, filthy, dominating, obsessed, possessed, hedonistic, nihilistic, Sacred beast of a man. Because those of us who are the most sexual, what do we think, in the truth context of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and The Sacred Whore High Priestess (Priest) Society™, that means? We are the most spiritual. The most sexual are in fact the most spiritual. Spirituality being the communing between Mortal and The High Priestess (Priest) to reach ecstasy. Orgasm. Bliss. The most active, dirty minded, passionate, non reproductive, hedonistic, glorious, worthwhile, point of life, meditation or prayer or communing on Earth. THE way to reach God, The Mother, The Universe™. THE way to happiness. Humanity. Joy. Hope. Love. Sex. Sex. Our sex. Sex.

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Love takes courage. Love takes being ready. Love takes love. 

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Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.

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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.

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