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Writings :: Brides in a Toilet World. Amera Ziganii Rao
The patriarchal tribe fantasy come true. Grace Kelly giving herself up to become a princess all over again. Oops, sorry, Kate Middleton. Every woman is Grace Kelly, because every woman has worked before getting married. And no woman wants to really give it all up. But every woman does. Every woman says, 'you can't have it all' because no woman actually has it all, or is free. She marries, has children and becomes unhappy. Because that is all she becomes. The wife. The mother. Tribe princess. Revered, imprisoned, suffocated, silenced former high priestess scholar and hunter. All that is the beauty of the women he met and wanted. Her power. Patriarchy and female power cannot exist side by side. The tribe makes sure of that.
And we, women make sure of that. We want to be princesses and we want to be the earth mother and we want to be hunters. We want the same thing a man does. But that is incompatible with the tribe, whether yesterday, or today. Nothing has actually changed. A woman can't have it all, because she ends up having to choose between a man and herself. Whether she will sacrifice her high priestess adventurer hunter, intellectual, viscerally vocational self or not. That and colluding with tribe expectation of wifehood, motherhood and femalehood. She kills herself basically. For love. To be loved, to be with other people, to be loved by others. She can only end up hating herself because she has killed herself and has no idea why.
She does not know that the collective unconscious of every single corner of this toilet of a world has decided that a woman is for one purpose alone, and that is to be a wife and mother and that this is what woman exists for. Anything else is just playing around and being un-maternal, being unladylike and being unloving. The conditioning of evil, by evil, about evil is that entrenched. Women don't need Hitler. We don't even need a legacy anywhere as intensely horrific as that. We are killed and gassed and violated every single day of our married lives. Our relationship lives. If we want to explore the authentic male and female dynamic, the traditional one I should say, the disguised Neanderthal thug, the virile and masculine man boy and the sensitive, very feminine, very sexy woman, whether she is a woman girl or a woman. Whichever. It ends up being the same story. 'The Way We Were', the seminal, 'Sex in the City' favourite film for the ladies. Barbara Streisand and Robert Redford. The archetypal tribe son and whole woman dynamic, even though Robert Redford's character is not as virile as say, Marlon Brando's character in Tennessee William's 'Streetcar Named Desire'.
The tribe boy and the tomboy girlfriend/wife, basically. Barbara Streisand's character today would be described as the 'lad'. A whole woman is still a 'lad'. For me, what I find so stunning about this is that hip hop in particular for me, it could be rock for others, but for me hip hop brought the sexuality and femininity and physical power and hunter power all together. The pure gorgeousness of the whole combination. I loved it and felt it immediately. The '90s were so exciting. My self esteem grew so much. To say the least. And yet, we are still living out 'The Way We Were' everywhere in the whole world. The whole world is still one great big misogynistic tribal sheit twat of a man pig. Frankly. Weak evil that resolutely will hate a woman with a vengeance if she does not comply with the rules. He will kill her in one second. And he kills her anyway. He either fucks her on the side or he passive aggressive's her or he passive sadist's her. He ends up fucking her up basically, because of his splintered personality.
The incredible man she met, the one who found her amazing and beautiful and someone he trusted complicity and had so much enjoyment and true joy of life with. And the ancient tribe bastard who suddenly appears. He wants a wife. And he has particular views about a wife. 'The King and I'. Such a moving Rogers and Hammerstein version of the historical romance of a legend. She reaches his humanity so piercingly and so powerfully, that he dies. He ascends. He ascends to soul. It's taken me years to understand that. Because on the other hand, he cannot change and so he dies. It could be either to me, symbolically. Whatever it is, she exorcises him of his patriarchal evil. She educates him, we are told in a way, usually. A woman has to teach a man to love.
It's not just teaching a man to love. 'Beauty and the Beast' incarnate. It is overturning the whole history of the world as we know it. 'Giving Rome back to the people' as in Ridley Scott's Gladiator. It's that fucking huge. And all the while, it's being done with the fragility and pressure of the role of Scheherazade. Because, it's the biggest mindfuck in one's whole life! It is a detective game of high psychology to work out what the fuck is going on. Why the man she loves is an arsehole and either refuses to even come near her, or he passive aggressively is putting her down all day long, or he is beating her outright by slagging her off, either in articulated gentleness or in shouting. John Osbourne's 'Look Back in Anger' is still the greatest play for me, to reveal the direct cruelty of a patriarchal man. A man of patriarchy, a man of the tribe. What the archetype of any man on the planet is, and many many women too for sure. But again, not in this context, is it even necessary to explore that aspect.
The whole thing is foul and awful and stenches with the filth of evil. Drips with it. The birth of the ego, when Soul apparently separated from Ego, in the Universe's experiment on Earth. So we could find out what Soul is and find out by finding out what we are not. Yes, really. After all, God is the highest love intelligence. Don't even try to get the cold-hearted brilliance of it.
Maturity is the other word though, if Soul doesn't work for you. As you read this. Maturity. Instead of living by other peoples rules and regulations, living by your own for a change for any human being is maturity. And I know now that most people on Earth are not mature. They have never grown up. I only grew up recently myself. Spiritually, that is ascension, becoming Soul, leaving behind the ego of one's upbringing. And it turns out that 99 percent of the planet at least, are not Soul. Everyone is trapped in the Ego of tribe. Again, vast subjects with audacious statements, but fucking true!
All it is about a man who cannot be with a woman who wants a career, a vocational career, is that he has not grown up. He's still listening to Daddy. He views women in the way his Daddy does. And his Daddy was a genuine, all out High Priestess killer and murderer with beautiful, instititionally backed precision. Taught his son all he knows. Out of love. Women are for this and men are for this and that's that. Yes, if that sounds like I am calling the whole world stupid, I am. Ego is stupid. And we stay in it because we are either too scared or too stupid. It actually comes down to the same thing. Education.
We have to educate against the tribe society to have any hope of changing this toilet of a misogynistic, woman killing world. And that's a big one. But that's someone else's problem. If I heal one man, my work on Earth is done. That is what it takes for a woman to marry for love and stay in love. That is true motherhood. To heal the heart of a patriarchal idiot. If one is to be honest. And it is the story of 'Jane Eyre', 'Beauty and the Beast' and 'Pride and Prejudice', a million times over with absolute, excruciating, emotional agony. That is what a woman has to do to love a man, so he can love truly. So he can love her instead of murdering her. By making her a wife.
And here's a synchronised perfect example right in front of me. A royal wedding with two very nice human beings I am sure. The ultimate wealthy man, offering comfort and status and richness to the woman he loves. Her, giving it all up to be a mother. I hear she's already broody. Nice one. Good example, right in front of me. Let's see. Hope has to exist for something. Conditioning and then re-programming = The Meaning of Life and that means hope. Hope for Earth. Hope for me. Hope for you.
Yeah right.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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