The Scheherazade Series Vl Pt lll. A Self Portrait
Words from The Sacred Whore. Words from a Woman.
I don't need a protector, I don't even need a provider for ever, I don't need a king and I do not need a husband in any traditional sense. What I need is a friend. What I have always wanted is a friend. And nothing you have done, can be classified as friendship in any way. You ARE the darkness. That is the difference that I can finally accept today.
I brought the darkness on me, in ego, and through my journey on Earth as a woman. My purpose. As Snake Woman Eve I am the mystic species and the light and the communer with God and I came here with a womb, to bring the darkness on me.
You are the species of the darkness itself. Who out of love - on a soul level - came here to violate me, kill me, rape me and isolate me and mete out your cruelty of non heart on me.
Friendship is the ultimate Nirvana on Earth therefore between a man and a woman, the argument that is more commonly and more simplistically, known as 'Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus'. Good intentions from the male author but in no way does it go far enough to express the extraordinary depth of pain and sorrow that the darkness of man brings to woman of light in this life.
Friendship is the love that is missing. Desire is enormous, emotion is powerful, the sex is out of this world, but the darkness is no friend by its very essence.
A man's ego is Commodus (the profane and twisted Emperor in Ridley Scott's Gladiator). And a woman is a female then who does it all and loves all. She needs nothing but his friendship in the end, and that, it seems, is the hardest thing for evil and profanity to feel or give.
Friendship is the love that has been missing my whole life. Family as friendship. Partnership as friendship. Marriage as friendship.
Constantine's male Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from hell, the bastardisation of Mary Magdalene's and Jesus Christ's Christianity lives strong. Woman is still the witch and the womb for hire and the courtesan who has to be violated, owned and massacred, even though it is she who communes with Spirit and who brings love to Earth every day and every hour and every minute.
Her love is explained away like some cripplehood of a strange species. Love is the light. Woman is love is the light. The darkness can only touch on what that is, even in soul.
And in ego, it wreaks its destructive vengeance and sloth and dehumanising desire without love, capriciousness, violent neediness and selfishness on this planet like a poison out of control.
Man is still the ultimate, endemic darkness on Earth. Nirvana, the ultimate harvest on Earth and what all our lifetimes have been for, is simply, FRIENDSHIP from a man in love. Friendship is unconditional love. Friendship is the love. Because friendship is the care, the concern, the humanity, the like and the love. Friendship is the adulthood of love. Friendship is the love.
Nothing more, nothing less.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile
WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST. SELF ACTUALISATION. LIBERATION. SEXUALISATION. HUMAN RIGHTS
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, cultural commentator, spiritual commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer as well as a consciousness explorer, mystic, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
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AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future. My first book of consciousness, a comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. The method of change. The right to be and the way to have the right to be.
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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. Philosophical Writer, Communicator and Empowerer. Essayist. Dramatist. Prose Writer. Artist Photographer. Actor. Film and TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Esoteric Mystic and Scholar. Shaman. Clair Cognisant. Metaphysicist. Consciousness Explorer. Self Actualiser. Alchemist. Sage. Sacred Whore. Sexualist. High Priestess. Titan. Gladiator. Freedom Fighter. Feminist. Egalitarian. Spiritual Truth Seeker. Defender of The Meek and The Unrecognised. Warrior. Samurai. Outlaw. My Business is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom. My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate fascism. The Universe. Fate. Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain.
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