Sexual Healing. Amera Ziganii Rao
Psychotic, sexual, obsessional, dehumanising dependency, backed by misogynistic belief in owning a female human being. The diagnosis is done. The mission complete.
The SACRED whore = a sexual healer on Earth. To bring the SACRED into the sexuality of man.
Amera = literally meaning the SACRED WHORE. The SEXUAL GODDESS on Earth. Come here to heal the hearts and loins of men.
First I had to heal my own level of psychosis in life. A dependency that was based on sexual need, sexual obsession and the need to be loved for the first time in my life, past other people's dehumanising, obsessive, worshipping adoration of ownership and desire; male or female, friend, family member, partner, lover or foe. A dependency that made me feel completely unwanted and incapable. A dependency that meant my father worshipped my looks but ignored a birth deformity that has now caught up with me and caused me crippling pain and hardship. Worshipping is not love. From anyone. These are all psychoses of the ego. Worshipping without care is not love.
So I healed my dependency, through years of pain and therapy and hardship and self honesty and letting go of any need for anything.
And then I realised that I have been prepared to be a healer, a sexual healer for my man and anyone else who wants to or needs to listen.
The SACRED whore, the SACREDNESS of sexuality is in the love. Love is not getting rid of the sex, not eradicating it, not disrespecting it, not denying it or punishing for it.
Sacred sexuality is love. Caring about the other human being that you worship and desire. Treating them as a human being. Wanting them to be happy. As a human being, with their own interests, career, vocation and life. Not wanting to own them. And certainly not wanting them to give up their interests or vocation or career for you. That is most certainly not love. That is pure hatred.
And that it seems, whether it is in the West with the so called commodity of female sexuality that is paraded about like some soulless existence of shallowness about female sex, or whether it is in the East with the horrendous dehumanising of Muslim females into sexual playthings under a veil. It is all the same thing. Ownership is a polite word for psychotic, dehumanising dependency.
Laziness of the ego. Not taking responsibility for boundaries, humanity, kindness, care and humanisation. Getting carried away by the need to escape reality, obsession, fantasy and the glory of the feeling of bliss. Sickness. Ego is sickness and nothing less. An invisible, psychological warfare on the mind and body. Sickness.
Everything in life has to be tamed and purified. And that includes obsession of sexuality or adoration or being taken over by the breathtaking beauty of human beings.
And that means healing psychosis and disciplining oneself into love.
I accept my mission, my purpose in life. And I see how the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from hell has destroyed the sacredness of sex on Earth. It is not just the womb carrying female eunuch that suffers in this womb stealing society, where wives are dehumanised into chattel and silent and fearful mothers and wives. It is the woman who does not even enter that charade who is vilified, hated and destroyed by men who believe, truly that they love her.
Love is not dehumanisation in any form. Pussy or womb, it is the same thing. Profane sexuality. Sex without love.
I gave myself such a hard time during my own healing, I was so brutally honest with myself and it turns out that my healing was just a playground in comparison to what my man and other people need to do in this life. But I appreciate that I have a gift. And the gift is even in my name. Amera means the Sacred Whore. And I will honour that meaning and will wait alone until a man can sacredly love me.
A woman who owns her own sexuality, is a woman who can demand that sexuality and her sex are treated with sacredness. And that means a woman demanding that she is loved. That is how miraculous a sacred man is. How rare and unseen and infrequent. And if this is the only way to bring the sacred back onto this toilet planet, I honour that and am very grateful that I never got so burnt that I lie destroyed like so many other women on this planet.
There is no sacredness in an empty soulless, obsessional love. Trophy wives, girlfriends without vocation, women asked to give up their lives and their careers. All these are psychotic traits of a people who have brutally taken power over people who have love in their hearts. The polite wife beaters as I call them. The neanderthals, hidden in suits of power and civilisation. Monsters.
I never believed it when women said that men do not love. Now I understand. There is profanity in a man that is not in a woman. And the sacred whore in EVERY woman can change that. But it is a war that has to be waged, with the skill, strategy and soul power of a woman no less than Cleopatra. After an immense journey to become a Goddess through curing one's own dependency of any need for anyone or anything. Owning oneself is standing completely and utterly alone.
A woman has to become a queen to command love in a man. And the great news is that every woman on Earth has that capability. This is the time of the return to Eden. The return to Eden is the return to the Sacred Whore Goddess. The Sacred Sexuality of Earth. Love.
My psychosis of dependency was about the real need for love as someone who has never had it from anyone who called themselves family. His psychosis is about BECOMING LOVE. His psychosis is curing evil. His evil. The profanity of men.
Psychotic, sexual, obsessional, dehumanising dependency, backed by misogynistic belief in owning a female human being. The diagnosis is done. The mission complete. And I am finally free. Sad, but free to know that everything I ever asked for in life, every piece of my dependency was based on his profanity and the profanity of men. We live on an evil planet and we can heal it. Eventually.
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