The Madness. Amera Ziganii Rao
He demanded an adoring and silent infant every day of their lives together and yet he also vilified her for not being a self reliant individual who needed nothing and even for not being an equal earner, despite bringing up the children and cooking gourmet meals every night, single handledly, consistently and willingly.
What his schizophrenia of cruelty did to her. The unconscious Patriachal Womb Stealing Toilet Tribe of Hell.
The demand for the female eunuch and yet the mad, blind frustration that she could not be a woman of substance, happiness and achievement and indeed, love.
The ruthless madness of the patriarchal male, programmed with evil and totally resistant to any challenge or change. Fascism.
Drowning in his own split personality of womb stealing, female genocide conditioning and yet full of the immense strength of blame and contempt and active psychological abuse. And all the time, taking no responsibility for it or questioning why it was, that he made everyone so fucking unhappy in his disgusting kingdom of hell.
The inside existence of almost every nucleus, 'traditional' family on Earth. Innocently, cruel, stupid men and the vibrant, talented and sexy women they 'love'. The women who BECOME stupid and slow and uninterested and confused, through the non use of their minds and hunter selves, let alone the generic reaction that anyone has to long running, sustained emotional abuse.
Relegated to a life of castrated servitude in the name of marriage.
Women who are then so ridiculed and ignored, even by their own children, for being boring, sexless and with no sense of adventure, or indeed the will to give anymore. And completely misunderstood for being so much in need of the valium of comforts for the rest of their lives.
The Patriarchal Womb Stealing Female Genocide Society, that makes women mad.
It steals our souls and calls us good wives. Because we are now dead inside.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©