Beauty XlV Pt ll (Artwork)
The Authentic Self. Amera Ziganii Rao
And then past Commodus in Gladiator, and all the different levels of cruelty, fascism, harshness, self defence, bravado, bragadaccio, fear, cowardice and avoidance, pretending not to feel, self denial, and all the many masks we put on in life, that are called ego, the mortal husk we are hijacked by at the age of eight or nine in reaction to life, all that is First Existence, is the authentic self. The inner self. The real self. The self we show to people when we first meet them because there is no fear, no need to control, no need to be needed, no need to need, no anything but the authentic self.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Again, Dan Millman says it best. These are the notes from his book.
Dan Millman's 'The Life You Were Born To Live' is a phenomenal book about numerology.
Dan Millman
We are all born slaves. It is up to us to find out how and why. And then we are free. Consciousnessness. The politics of the 21st century. Change yourself, change your world and therefore change THE world. We are all born slaves and we are all born to become free.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
If you want to fight evil, there is only ONE battlefield where you can do so without the very high risk of becoming evil by self-righteously imposing your truth on others. That battlefield? Your OWN heart.
Cassaundra Blythe
Beauty is mysterious as well as terrible. God and devil are fighting there, and the battlefield is the heart of man (woman).
Fyodor Dostoevsky
Imagine a rosebud with its petals closed over a glowing heart, filled with passionate feelings, but not yet showing itself in its full beauty, not until the blossom opens. It remains closed by doubt. How does self-doubt affect your life? Do you express your feelings openly, or do you hide, like the heart in the rosebud?
"All great discoveries are made by those whose feelings run ahead of their thinking." CH Parkhurst
Life purpose.
Individuals working 3 as their life purpose are here to utilize their emotional sensitivity to bring positive, heartfelt self-expression into the world. Because our life purpose entails challenges, 3s must first confront issues of blocked or distorted expression, as well as emotional oversensitivity and associated self-doubt.
People with 3 as their primary life purpose (12/3s, 21/3s, and 30/3s) and all those with a 3 in their birth number come into this world with powerful expressive drives. Since our life purpose isn't what comes easiest, 3s also face distinct issues associated with their sensitive emotional nature, such as self-doubt, fear of expression, and a tendency to manipulate rather than state their feelings directly.
The expressive energy of 3s has a strong social component; 3s reach out to other people and depend on other people. Whether 3s express by speaking, painting, singing, sculpting, acting, writing, or any other means, they usually start out one-on-one; then, as their confidence in their ability grows, they discover the satisfaction of reaching out and expressing themselves to groups of people-family, friends or the public at large.
The Essence of Expression and Sensitivity.
Throughout history, people have used expression for both positive and negative ends - to uplift, instruct and inspire, as well as to belittle, demoralize, or even destroy. Expression takes many forms, from verbal language to body language, ranging from a look or a sigh to a fullblown sermon. Humans also express themselves through the languages of art and architecture, of music and mime, to name a few examples.
Although expression takes many forms, the most common one involves talking with other people. The energy of 3 is highly interactive and social. When 3s wish to express themselves, they need someone willing to listen. When they have listeners, they need SENSITIVITY in order to tune into their audience and tailor their communication to the needs and interest of others while expressing their authentic feelings and needs.
In human society, we normally think of communication as a means of transferring information. This may be so, but EXPRESSION has a different tone from COMMUNICATION; it involves not only sharing one's own emotional reality, but encouraging others to do the same. For anyone, but especially for 3s, the fulfillment of expression comes through the emotions. Therefore, EMOTIONAL SELF-EXPRESSION - sharing their authentic feelings honestly and directly and encouraging others to do the same - is central to the life purpose of 3s. Expressing feelings offers its own reward and releases emotional energy that might otherwise become frustrated.
Whether expressing for the sake of self, others, or both, sensitivity and expression go hand in hand. People working 3 need to acknowledge and honour their own feelings and inspire others to do the same.
Challenges on the Path.
Those 3s, who haven't yet 'hit stride' may find the idea of public speaking, or of expressing their sensitive emotions, distinctly uncomfortable or even frightening. The nature of our life purpose involves overcoming obstacles; because of this, 3s inevitably encounter difficulties expressing themselves. These difficulties range from speech impediments to chronic shyness, from struggling with English as a second language to speaking eloquently but without an emotional component, which remains repressed. Many 3s seem very quiet, as if gathering courage to speak, but when they finally start talking, those around them had better be good listeners!
Just as 1s create no matter what - whether in the positive or in the negative - 3s EXPRESS IN POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE WAYS; either way, their drive to express manifests. The Law of Choices applies strongly to 3s, because they always have a choice of expressing in positive, constructive ways or destructive ways.
Positive expression often includes verbal enthusiasm and constructive, creative, inspiring speech or some other form of communication. Because such expression is their life purpose, 3s have a strong drive to express in quality or else in quantity (the 'motor-mouth' pattern).
A psychological liability of 3s is a tendency to see as well as express the negative side of things. Negative forms of expression include whining, complaining, badmouthing and criticising. Such negative expression most often arises in childhood and adolescence for 3s, to be seen and worked through. they need to ask themselves, "What positive side does this situaiton have?"
Because our life purpose isn't what comes easiest, 3s may not express at all; they may clam up, feeling reluctant or afraid to speak, or they may have difficulty being understood. Often they have concerns about and sometimes problems with "getting the words right" or "finding the words" to express what they mean or feel.
Once 3s get rolling, however, they have much to say and an abundance of energy to say it. Just as 1s have creative energy that can build up as pressure that must be released, 3s have a similar emotional pressure to express not just what they are thinking, but what they are feelings.
With 3s' expressive drive comes from a profound emotional sensitivity. Most 3s feed on emotions, and they can feed others as well. Just as 1s have a large physical energy field, 3s have a large emotional field - as extended emotional nervous system of energetic 'feelers' reaching out into their environment, leaving them wide open and extremely vulnerable to others' emotions (whether or not they show it). When someone near 3s feels upset or exalted, 3s can feel this state as if it were coming from inside themselves. Similarly, when 3s are upset or inspired, anyone at all sensitive who happens to be nearby can feel their emotional power.
Virtually all 3s, due to their sensitivity, tend to become emotional sponges to others' upsets or negativity. As a form of self-protection, many 3s present a controlled, logical persona, or mask. But their inner life reveals a deep well of emotions. No matter what their chosen career, when the expressive drive of 3s emerges, they have a passion for helping awaken others' feelings.
Most 3s are hypersensitive to criticism, always ready to be misunderstood; all but the most gentle critiques leave most 3s feelings as if they've been hit with a blunt instrument or stabbed in the heart.
Learning to view criticism as a form of caring helps 3s move past hypersensitivity into a deeper understanding: Criticism always entails a degree of emotional risk on the part of the critic because the person criticised may become hurt or angry, or may criticise back. Whether or not our critics deliver their criticism in a gentle fashion, they show they care because if they didn't care at all, they wouldn't even bother. The recognition of this caring can help 3s tolerate criticism and see the grains of love within any form of feedback.
Because of the large and sensitive energy field of 3s, they commonly confront hidden or overwhelming SELF-DOUBT as another primary issue in their life. Whereas the insecurity of 1s relates to a fear of inferiority or inequality, 3s self - doubt deals more with not feeling up to a task. Just as 1s make the best addicts and 2s the best co-dependents, 3s make the best manic-depressives; due to their sensitivity, they call fall into slumps and experience acute self-doubt, or they may become too manic, lack a way to express that energy, and then swing into a depression and feel sorry for themselves. Teaching, writing (as in a journal) and physical exercise all allow 3s means for expressing their powerful emotions.
Often, 3s flip-flop between confidence ('I can do anything!') and a sense of feeling overwhelmed ('How did I ever think I could handle this?'). Confident one day, they may take an emotional nosedive the next. Self - doubt - feeling unqualified, unprepared or generally unable - manifests in a variety of forms.
For example, some 3s become perennial students, eternally preparing, picking up advanced degrees, and changing courses, but never venturing into the marketplace - never fully commiting themselves for fear of failure. If 3s have problems in any area of life, they can look first to self-doubt and apply the exercise for overcoming insecurity outlined under the Law of Action.
Issues of expression, combined with acute sensitivity, result in an inherent tendency for 3s to misrepresent their feelings and their needs to others and even to themselves; MANIPULATION forms a major hurdle for 3s - either manipulating others or getting manipulated. Unless they've done specific work clearing this tendency, 3s have trouble saying directly what they want or need; they hint or connive instead. they may fall into depressive beliefs: 'If they really cared, they'd know how I feel'. they may manipulate others emotionally with a look or a sigh and then wait for someone to make them feel better or give them what they need. they also sometimes get manipulated due to their emotional ties to others.
The Law of Honesty applies strongly to 3s and can help in clarifying and revealing the importance of direct and honest communication. As 3s come to recognise that not everyone is as sensitive as they are, they learn to appreciate the necessity of clearly expressing who they are, how they feel and what they need. The Law of Honesty can help 3s turn their relationships and lives around in dramatic ways.
In the positive, 3s find enjoyment and satisfaction in acting, teaching and managing people, and they also abound in social service energy. If a cause or calling brings out their positive, nurturing feelings, they do well to follow it. Their sensitivity enables 3s to tune into others feelings when they're paying attention, and to engage in fine teacing and counseling work. In the highest sense, their acute intuition can open them to clairsentience (clear feelings to the point of 'extrasensory perceptions').
Other Qualities and Issues for 3.
A key for 3s is to CULTIVATE EMPATHY BUT AVOID SYMPATHY; the subtle difference between the two applies to us all, but especially to those working 3, because of their tendency to get drawn in by others' emotions. When we sympathise with others who call us from a... view more 'dark hole', we end up jumping in with them and experiencing their distress. When we empathise with them, however, we remain centred in a clear space and from there, we can throw them a ladder. As sometimes happens, they may cry, 'No, I don't want a ladder; I want you to jump down here with me!' From our compassionate, empathetic space, we can respond, 'I can serve better from here. I've done what I can and I respect your decision to either climb out or sit in the darkness a while longer'. Remembering the difference between sympathy and empathy, 3s can more effectively help others while helping themselves.
Due to their sensitive emotional nature, 3s may need to ASSERT themselves and learn to express anger or aggressive energy constructively; otherwise they may remain inhibited or frustrated in manifesting the full range of their powers. Martial arts, dance or other focused athletic activities can help open this arena, and 3s generally find great joy in such expansiveness.
In contrast to 8s who sometimes use sexuality for power, or 1s who use sex to release pent up energies, 3s can occasiionally find themselves in promiscuous sexual situations where they get emotionally involved and later ask themselves, 'What happened?' or'How did I let myself get into that?' Self - doubt can also affect their sexual expression, or they may repress sexual energy out of guilt or feel inadequate and inhibited untili they come to appreciate the importance of balanced sexual expression.
Most 3s benefit from and enjoy organisations that give them a chance to speak to a group of people. The Dale Carnegie course in public speaking or other simliar courses give 3s opportunities to develop their expressive skills and all-important confidence.
Physically 3s tend toward sensitive stomachs; when under stress, they experience more butterflies or diarrhea than those with a thicker-skinned emotional disposition.
Although most of us, including 3s have practical challenges in the financial area, individuals on this life path have no INHERENT financial difficulty; mainly 3s just need confidence. When they past self-doubt, abundance flows naturally, almost without effort.
At the Summit. Potential and Destiny.
Sensitive expression, entailing carefully chosen words spoken from the heart, has the power to move people to tears or laughter - to inspire action that can change the world in ways large or small.
Every great culture has had leaders with the power of expression and the sensitivity to feel when and how to use their words to greatest effect. No warrior or world leader could stand long without the power of expression; the pen may indeed by mightier than the sword. According to the Judeo-Christian Bible, even before Light cane the Word (sound or vibration).
Waiting at the summit of 3 energy is the power of expression combined with the compassion of sensitivity. Near the end of their journey, 3s open to the full emotions of their being; filled with passion and love and using the entire palate of emotional colour, they reach out and embrace others with their large emotional field, reminding us of the essence of our humanity, the potential of our spirit, and the longing within each of to wake up to our feeling dimension, for in so doing, we wake up to our full humanity.
The emotional connection 3s can feel to life and to others generates a rising energy that, once expressed, can uplift everyone around them. These individuals have the potential to revel in emotions the way dolphins swim in the sea. At the highest levels, 3s serve as an open channel of loving energy, moving others to joy and inspiration, becoming a force of light in the world.
Action Checklist
The following actions can make a difference in the lives of those working 3 energy;
1. Form the practise of asking yourself, 'What am I feeling and what do I need right now?' Express your feelings and needs directly.
2. Take a course in public speaking or find another opportunity to explore self-expression, such as acting, art or dance.
3. Find a physical activity, such as a martial art, weight lifting, or aerobic dance, that helps you feel and express your assertive, expansive side.
4. The next time you confront self - doubt, face it squarely and move through it.
Accessing Expression and Sensitivity.
1. Think of someone you know, or imagine a film, literary or historical character - a role model who expresses himself or herself clearly, honestly and powerfully, while staying attuned and sensitive to listeners.
2. Imagine yourself as that person - secure in your abilities, confident and articulate enough to express yourself artfully and with sensitivity, sharing the full range of your feelings and fears, your joys and sorrows. In what specific ways can you put these qualities into practise and bring greater expression into your life?
Thank you to Dan Millman for this excerpt from his book, The Life You Were Born To Live
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The Three Relevant Spiritual Laws from Dan Millman For The Number 3.
The Law of Honesty
"Recognising, accepting and expressing our authentic interior reality, lies at the heart of honesty; only when we are honest with ourselves can we speak or act honestly with anyone else. In the sense of integrity, honesty entails acting in line with higher laws despite negative impulses to the contrary."
"Live according to your highest light and more light will be given." Peace Pilgrim.
Within the context of our life purpose, as we explore the bigger picture and meaning of our lives, the Law of Honesty POINTS TO HIGHER LAWS AND INNER CONSEQUENCES THAT ARE INSTANT, INEVITABLE AND INESCAPABLE. It includes, but does not focus on external codes of behaviour.
The Law of Honesty centres around honesty with ourselves - our internal integrity. This law is useful for any of us, but especially so for those of us who tend to deceive themselves with rationalizations - those of us who have issues around honest expression or action. Seeing the truth and inevitable consequences of this law can help us turn our life around.
This law speaks to a larger drama being played out - one in which we cannot truly deceive anyone but ourselves. if we ever allow impulses of envy, greed or manipulation to determine our actions or influence our expression, the consequences of these actions are already built into the mechanics of the universe and of our own psyche.
Those of us working with issues of integrity on our life path may tend, at times, to ignore or bend higher laws in the sense of not living up to our inner light. AT times we can be like the child who furtively takes a candy bar and pockets it, thinking and hoping it will turn out okay, while the child's mother watches from the end of the aisle.
We don't need to be punished for breaking spiritual law or higher laws; THE ACT ITSELF IS THE 'PUNISHMENT' and sets into motion subtle forces whose natural consequences we cannot escape any more than we can escape the force of gravity.
Those of us who slip into lower levels of integrity often don't realise we're doing it. We must lie to ourselves before we can lie to others. When we speak with 'forked tongues' or 'mixed motives', we are not yet integrated. We have to achieve such integration in order to speak with integrity; we can't have a part of us meaning one thing and another part meaning another. The first step in honesty entails reconciling our own conflicting parts so we can say what we mean and mean what we say.
When our internal parts work together; when we stop lying to ourselves or deceiving others; when we know deep down that we're acting with integrity DESPITE impulses to do otherwise, we feel gates of higher energy and inspiration open inside of us.
When we speak or act dishonestly, these gates shut; this is not a punishment, but simply the way our psyche works. They saying 'Cheaters never prosper' ALWAYS APPLIES IN THE LONG RUN, because cheaters' own psyches will not let them have inner peace no matter how rewarding their external circumstances may appear to be. Self-sabotage, down the line, is built into every dishonest act - even if we only deceive ourselves.
Some of us imagine that we are getting away with little schemes, manoeuvres and frauds for years while justifying and rationalising our actions and then we wonder why our lives aren't working out the way we had hoped. We may imagine that we are getting away with something because we don't get caught, but we are caught every time, by ourselves. As the John Lennon song goes, 'Instant karma's gonna get you.'
To use a extreme example, when we read the newspapers and see millionaire drug pushers living a life of opulence, we may imagine that they are escaping punishment, but we have only to glance inside their psyches to see the internal consequences and causes of their behaviour. 'Bad' people don't go to hell; they are already IN hell; that's why they act so badly.
When we are dishonest in any way, with ourselves or with others, intentionally or not, our internal parts fight one another and our inner sense of spirit or inspiration fades; we feel cut off and alone and we attract whatever lessons we need to learn. Concepts of morality may change, but consequences are absolute.
Dishonesty tends to take on different forms, such as lying to ourselves and others or seeking money or power for their own sakes, at the inevitable cost of our self-respect. Some of us are used to making rules rather than following them; we forget or ignore our culture's standards of honesty and integrity, bending rules to suit our own desires, turning our backs on the light within us. Whenever we cut corners for expediency, or whenever the ends seem to justify the means, we may not always reap obvious external consequences, but we create inner turbulence that we cannot escape no matter where we go.
Others of us who tend toward tunnel vision may put on blinders of self-deception by insisting that 'it will work out this time' without our doing anything different. This kind of dishonesty also forfeits a sense of energy and spirit.
For some of us with expression issues who tend to hint, connive, sigh, whine or wait for others to read our mind, the Law of Honesty points out that such indirect, misleading, manipulative or deceitful communication results WHEN WE LET FEAR STOP US FROM EXPRESSING OUR TRUE FEELINGS AND NEEDS.
Whether our actions are deliberate or simply chronic habits, if we manipulate people with an angry face, a sad look, or a sigh, expecting others to 'know how we feel' without actually stating it directly; if we tell people what we think they want to hear, even with the 'best' intentions, or if we use words strategically, hooking into guilt or pushing vulnerable spots to control others or get what we want, we may get what we want for the time being, but forfeit the inner light that we most need in the long run.
"One should strive not to lie in the negative sense by remaining silent." Leo Tolstoy.
Once we find the courage and wisdom simply to state our feelings and say what we want or need, this honesty can bring new life to stale or painful relationships.
Acting with the highest integrity and expressing our authentic needs and feelings can change our personal and professional relationships for the better. Such integrity, honesty and truthfulness - or the lack of it - form the trail we leave behind us, our personal mark in history. Applying this law, our life changes in simple but profound ways we might not have believed possible, and the very goals we once schemed to achieve begin to manifest in ways we would not have dreamed of.
Experiencing Honesty.
1. Recall a time you showed high integrity in any area of life;
Admitting a mistake.
Paying a debt.
Expressing what you really felt or needed.
Making good on a promise.
2. How did it feel?
3. Also recall a time you or others felt you acted or spoke dishonestly. How do you feel about this? How might you now act differently in a similar situation?
Applying the Law of Honesty.
1. Can you remember one or two instances in the past when you spoke or acted with less than complete honesty?
Did you have a dispute over money or fail to make good on a debt?
Did you hide information to protect yourself in the guise of sparing someone else's feelings?
Did you say something you didn't really mean?
2. Consider how it would feel to make a call, write a letter, send a cheque, ask forgiveness, and clean up old business. Follow through if this feels appropriate.
"No matter what we feel or know, no matter what our potential gifts or talents, only action brings them to life. Those of us who only think we understand concepts, such as commitment, courage and love, one day discover that we only KNOW when we act; doing becomes understanding."
"Vision isn't enough unless combined with venture. It's not enough to stare up the steps unless we also step up the stairs." Vance Havner.
Action is not easy in this world; forces of doubt and inertia are everywhere, even within our own mind and body. Still, we must act. Words may be cheap, concepts and philosophies may be elegant, ideas may abound and good intentions may sound impressive. Turning all the words, concepts and ideas into action requires energy; it requires sacrifice. We have to overcome insecurity and hurdle past self-doubt, lethargy, apathy, excuses and a hundred good reasons not to rock the boat, to stay the course. But we keep getting the same message from life; IT'S BETTER TO DO WHAT WE NEED TO DO THAN NOT DO IT AND HAVE A GOOD REASON. This states, as well as anything, the Law of Action.
Thousands of motivational speakers thunder out passionate and eloquent ideas like this just to inspire us to to get off the couch and make a new life, to put out some effort, some will, some discipline. Still, most of us take action only when the emotional, mental or physical pain gets so bad that we have to.
Let's change this. Let's acknowledge that action and change require initial discomfort, effort and energy. Let's even say we're really ready to take some needed action in our life. But how? It boils down to one of the most powerful three-word phrases in the English language. Just do it.
Most of us wait for permission from our insides to do anything. We wait to 'feel motivated'. We wait until fear is looking the other way, until self-doubt and insecurity step aside and give us permission to act. But action is stronger than subjectivity; there are times when we have to act with strength and courage no matter how we're feeling or what we're thinking.
The peaceful warriors of this world don't wait for permission. They know and sense what action to take, and they choose the way of courage and integrity. If their hearts confirm it, they act, DESPITE feelings of fear, self-doubt or insecurity that may arise. They act and let their subjective life - their thoughts and feelings - run to catch up. "Wait, you can't do this! You're not up to it!" our mind whispers, echoing voices from the past.
"You'll make a fool of yourself! You'll only get hurt! You'll fail!" All of these voices may pass through our mind, but we act anyway. soon, these voices or feelings, once so loud and compelling, stop coming around so often.
Once when I was six years old, I found myself standing on a second-story rooftop of a house under construction. Twenty feet below me was a big sand pile. My older friends had already jumped, but I was only six and I was afraid. They tried to coax me, tease me, encourage me and reassure me for about 45 minutes, when one of the boys finally yelled "'stop thinking! Just stop thinking and jump!" It struck me in that moment that no matter how frightened I felt, I knew how to bend my knees, I knew how to lean forward and I knew how to push off. So I stopped thinking, leaned forward and was suddenly airborne - a WONDERFUL feeling - and a valuable lesson I never forgot.
I once coached a gymnast I'll call Jill. She had worked hard on a new dismount from the uneven bars. She had done it many times in the spotting belt, then with an assist from me. Now, the time had come for her to do it alone. She was well prepared and ready; she knew it and I knew it. She got up on the bar and was about to perform the dismount when she stopped. "I can't do it, Coach, I'm afraid".
"Oh, I see," I responded. "Yes, I think I'd be feeling a lot of fear too; after all, it's the first time you're doing it by yourself. Where do you feel the fear?"
"Well, in my stomach and in my muscles; they feel kind of weak".
"So you feel afraid."
"Yes."
"Now that we've cleared that up, let's see you do it."
At first she looked confused. "But Coach, I told you, I can't - I'm afraid!"
"Whatever gave you the idea that fear was some kind of reason not to do something?"
"Well, I - "
"The only time you have a chance to show courage is when you're afraid Jill." Then I added "It's fine to feel afraid; it can be a healthy sign that you're not ready for something. But in this case, you are. Fear is a wonderful servant, but a terrible master. Feel it as much as you want, Jill, experience it completely. Then do the dismount.".
Jill hesitated for a moment, then with a look of determination mixed with just a bit of terror, she swung around the bar, let go and did a beautiful dismount. She had understood and applied her Law of Action.
Every day we all get opportunities to face fear or inertia and act anyway - not by leaping off rooftops into sandpiles or doing gymnastic stunts, but in even more important ways, such as taking the risk to express how we feel, to conquer old habits, or in other ways to experience the power and magic of the Law of Action.
The following exercises can help you achieve alignment with the Law of Action through direct experience and application.
Experiencing Action.
1. Imagine yourself standing in your home or office, about ten feet inside the doorway. The door stands open, it's a beautiful day out and YOU WANT TO GO OUTSIDE because 'outside' represents reaching your highest hopes and most cherished goals - living the life you were born to live.
2. Now, recall the last time you felt fear or self-doubt or insecurity. Feel the fear, and then translate that feeling into an image, as if the feeling jumped outside you and turned into a being - small or large, male or female, human or not. When the image forms, let's call it Mr or Ms Fear (or Self-Doubt or Insecurity).
3. Let yourself create a mental videotape of the following scene; Feel yourself walking toward the open doorway, out into the sunlight, out into your future. You come closer to the doorway, but just as you're about to walk through, Mr/Ms Fear appears in front of you and cautions "Wait, you can't do this! It's too much for you!"
4. Let Mr/Ms Fear stop you, just the way you've let yourself be stopped or slowed down or confused so many times in your life. Fully experience this.
5. You have now created your video; now REPLAY this scene - going to the doorway and getting stopped by Mr/Ms Fear. Replay it at regular speed or fast forward, again and again, exactly the same way. Each time, experience what it feels like to let Mr/Ms Fear stop you. Do not change the scenario; just repeat it and feel it UNTIL YOU GET ANGRY - not afraid or sad, but ANGRY. This may take a while. When you feel REALLY ANGRY, you're ready for the final step.
6. Play the scene once more THIS TIME, when Mr/Ms Fear steps in front of you and says, "Wait, you can't....." or threatens you or pleads with you, or reasons with you, just walk out the door as if he/she wasn't even there.
7. Remember how much you want to go outside and continue on your way, on your life path. Despite all the reasons you "can't" or "shouldn't" or "aren't capable enough", follow through; focus on the goal. Walk out the door.
8. Notice how different this feels. Experience the principle and power of pure action.
Applying the Law of Action.
Action is stronger than subjectivity. No matter what you feel or think, you can still act.
1. Recall what you feel like when fear comes in just as you're about to express how you feel or take a risk, such as going back to school, taking on a new level of responsibility, or making a commitment.
2. Recall how you've allowed fear or self-doubt or insecurity to stop you in the past.
3. Consider that if life puts a hurdle in your path, you had better become a hurdler.
4. To deal with fear, act as if you felt courageous; to deal with self-doubt, act as if you felt fully capable of any such task; to deal with insecurity, act as if you felt centred and confident. Whatever else you do, act! Just do it. Just act, and let the feelings of fear, self-doubt and insecurity fade in the dust trail you leave behind.
The Law of Choices
"The most basic choice we have in life is whether to expand or contract, whether to bring our creative and expressive energies out into the world in positive or negative ways. No matter what our circumstances, we have the power to choose our direction."
"In each of us are heroes. Speak to them and they will come forth." Anonymous.
Most creatures on Earth have a relatively narrow range of conscious choices. They work primarily through instinct and adaptation. In contrast, we humans have far-ranging powers of choice. Our daily lives consist of a series of choices and exercises in free will - whether to get up or stay in bed, what to eat for breakfast, what to do with our day, whether to change careers, go back to school or continue a relationship and so forth.
Depending upon our circumstances, we may experience many choices or few choices. Mental illness or other incapacitation may distort or limit our power of choice; clarity of mind enhances it. Clearly, we don't all have equal choice over our circumstances. For example, if we have wealth, we can choose to fly to Europe for dinner. If we live in an impoverished country, we may choose to eat but find no food available. If we are bedridden, we may choose to run through the hills but find ourselves unable to do so, except in our imagination. Physical circumstances can indeed limit our physical options. The Law of Choices, however, addresses our power and responsibility to choose how we RESPOND to our circumstances - a power we never lose as long as we live.
"We have to live and we have to die. The rest we make up." Anonymous.
Sometimes we feel as if our choices are made for us by our family, by our employer, by our friends, by our circumstances, or by God. If, for example, our employer tells us, "You have to work overtime or we'll have to let you go," we may feel that we don't have a choice. But of course we do. We make conscious choices by recognising that every choice has consequences.
We can choose an easier path or a more difficult one. We rarely choose to take the more painful truth unless we believe it will bring us pleasure in the long run or get us to our goals more quickly. The fewer distorted or limiting beliefs we have, the greater our power of choice.
We also need to trust the intuitive messages from our subconscious, which may choose experiences or attract people into our life with results that we don't consciously want but that we may need for our highest good and learning. The more we honour the Law of Choices, the more clearly we can live our life on purpose and by choice, taking responsibility for our directions, rather than viewing life as something that just happens to us.
For example, instead of wandering through life, wondering if we are on the right path or with the right person or doing the right job, we recognise that we have chosen these people and circumstances. With that recognition comes the power to accept our choices, to take responsibility for our life and perhaps to make new choices. If we ever feel powerless in a situation, that's the time to remember our power of choice.
In the context of the Life-Purpose System and the life paths it describes, we can choose to expand or contract, build or destroy, in the two key areas of CREATIVITY and EXPRESSION.
Each of us has creative life energy. We also have the ability to express ourselves. We can choose to create and express in either more positive or more negative directions. We may not always feel as if we have a choice; sometimes we may feel that our creativity and expressiveness are suppressed or that we lack these energies. We may feel afraid or blocked. Yet the more we appreciate the power of choice, the more we take charge of how we channel our creative energy and how we express ourselves.
Creative Choice.
"We create in constructive ways or we create in destructive ways. Either way, creative energy finds expression."
EVERYTHING THAT EXISTS IS MADE OF ENERGY, AND ENERGY CAN MANIFEST ITSELF ALONG A SPECTRUM FROM POSITIVE TO NEGATIVE. For example, electricity can light a city or take a life. Money is another kind of energy. We can use this energy in positive or in negative ways, such as donating to a charity, taking a needed vacation or for example, hiring someone to perform a crime.
Creative energy has a surging, dynamic quality. It needs to find expression. It exists to flow and to be used.
This energy acts as a two-edged sword. if it is not used for constructive purposes, it gets discharged in destructive ways. if our creative energy gets blocked altogether, like water surging against a wall, it turns back upon us and creates pressure that we experience as painful symptoms at physical, emotional and mental levels. Excessive weight for example, often reflects blocked creative energy with nowhere to go.
Examples of creating in the positive include the fine arts - music, painting, sculpture, writing, drama and so forth - but creative energy can also be expressed fully through having and raising children, coming up wtih innovative solutions to business problems, working with plants and growing things, or taking care of animals.
We can apply creative energy to any field, including healing, crafts, interior design or a thousand other endeavours.
Pablo may become a creative artist. Theodore may create counterfeit money. Karinna may apply her creative energy and deft fingers to playing guitar. Margarite may become a pickpocket. One person may create with language to tell stories; another may use language to tell elaborate lies. All of these examples reflect creative energy, used in constructive or destructive ways.
Many prison inmates are extremely creative. They can draw, paint, sing, act and write beautifully, but they directed their creativity into negative directions. They planned creative robberies, conned people out of money, lied and so on.
Blocked creative energy either manifests as physical maladies and symptoms or gets discharged through abuse of tobacco, alcohol, other drugs, food or sex. When such release becomes repetitive, compelling, or chronic, it may expand into full blown addictions.
As we recognise that we have, on some level, chosen how we channel our creative energies, we can learn other ways to open up our energies and channel them in directions that inspire or help others and bring rewards instead of punishments. No matter how destructive or blocked our creative energy may have been in the past, this can change once we apply the power of choice.
By choosing to express our creative energy in positive, life-affirming ways, including daily exercise, we can change the course of our life.
The following exercises can help you achieve alignment with the Law of Choices as it relates to creativity.
Experiencing Creative Choice.
1. Consider how your creative energy manifests.
Is your energy flowing into creative projects or activities or is it blocked?
If your energy feels blocked, do you experience physical symptoms?
How might you use this energy in an enjoyable and constructive way?
How do you balance, ground, or release creative energy when pressure builds up?
Do you exercise?
Do you smoke cigarettes? Do you talk a great deal?
Do you drink alcohol or use other drugs?
Do you overeat?
Do you feel pressure for sexual release?
2. No moral judgments are implied; the above options are neither 'good' nor 'bad'. They are only more or less constructive ways to use creativity.
How will you choose to use your creativity in the future?
Will you apply the power to choose?
Application of Creative Choice.
1. Make a list of the more constructive and less constructive ways in which you make use of your creativity.
2. Contemplate your list and consider the life you would like to create for yourself. You may choose not to make any changes, or you may decide to take a risk and try something new.
3. If you are dealing with abuse of alcohol, tobacco or other drugs, or abuse of food or sexuality, consider the following suggestions to help you turn around your energy and your life;
Find a twelve-step programme or other self-help group; in the case of addictions, group support is essential.
Commit to an exercise programme to balance and release addictive pressures constructively.
Find a counsellor or psychotherapist to help you work through underlying issues.
4. If you have avoided learning creative skills or arts out of insecurity or the feeling that you might not be good enough, explore new possibilities; take a leap and express your creativity.
Take an art or drama class; make up short stories or write in a daily journal; take up a craft or hobby; rearrange, redecorate, or redesign your living quarters; help someone solve a problem; work in the garden; or do volunteer work. Any of these are positive examples of creativity.
Expressive Choice.
"We express ourselves in constructive ways or we express ourselves in destructive ways; either way, expressive energy manifests."
Expressive energy demands release. We express ourselves and our emotions most often through talking, but performance and arts and crafts also furnish other avenues of self-expression.
Expression entails more than just talking or passing out ideas or information. Expressive energy is EMOTIONAL energy, or feelings; these feelings may signal anger or sorrow or fear that needs to be released; these feelings may evoke joy and inspiration, which also demand expression.
If we block the expression of our feelings, this block contributes to sore throats, ulcers, other abdominal problems, lower back pain, uterine fibroids, prostate problems, headaches, muscular tension and stiffness or other symptoms and maladies.
One reason the elderly tend to have more problems in these areas is that they have had more years to store up unexpressed feelings. We can, however, rejuvenate and invigorate ourselves by taking appropriate steps to heal our body and at the same time, to form new habits and create new avenues of free and open self-expression.
Creative energy can be channelled in isolation, such as through painting pictures or building models by ourselves, but expressive energy entails relationship - someone else who receives our expression, someone willing to listen, to watch our performance, or to appreciate our expressive crafts. Our audience may be adults, children or even animals with whom we've established a relationship (and who listen well without judgments or blame).
Expressive energy is so strong in some people that it may come out at first in one-on-one situations, but as confidence rises, the expressive drive often expands to include groups in one form or another. Whatever forms our expression takes - symphonies, speeches, or soap operas - it can convey, stimulate or inspire feelings, stirring our emotions.
Positive expression manifests as inspiring, enthusiastic, constructive, uplifting communication, such as speaking, singing, acting, music, writing or other arts. Negative expression manifests as bad-mouthing, complaining, criticising, or whining. it tears down, hurts or destroys and it can cut people to ribbons.
Those of us who have a great deal of expressive energy have the power to either uplift or to tear down. Once we recognise our ability to uplift or tear down, we can learn to channel this energy in responsible, constructive ways.
Whether our feelings seem 'positive' or 'negative', we can all appreciate the value of expressing them in constructive ways. Getting in touch with and releasing our authentic feelings can generate new levels of energy, integration and healing. In valuing positive expression, I do not mean to imply that we should deny our anger, fear or sorrow, nor do I recommend repressive strategies in the name of staying 'cool' or above it all.
We can express even anger, far, sorry or any other 'negative' emotion IN NEGATIVE OR POSITIVE WAYS. For example, if we feel angry, we can call someone names, or we can say something like "I feel really angry right now about what you did, and that puts a wall between us, which I don't want."
The Law of Choices, when applied to expression, reminds us that, in the long run, honest expression of ALL of our feelings benefits both ourselves and our relationships; The Law of Honesty also applies here.
Expression - the 'pen' is indeed mightier than the sword. Misused expression has allowed dictators to take over and manipulate whole nations; it has slandered and destroyed lives. At the same time, the most moving works of art and the most eloquent speeches of history stand as glowing examples of the power of expressive energy to bring beauty into the world and to inspire us to action and to change.
Even in everyday life, the way we express ourselves can make a tremendous difference in the quality of life for ourselves and those around us. The choice is ours.
The following exercises can help you achieve alignment with the Law of Choices as it relates to expression.
Experiencing Expressive Choice.
1. Consider the following questions;
When did you last express something in a negative way to someone?
When you express something in a negative way (for example, a criticism or complaint), do you notice that you feel fully justified at the time?
How do you feel during and after you criticise or complain, or express in another negative way?
When did you last express something in a positive way to someone?
When you express something in a positive way (for example, giving someone a compliment or expressing angry feelings in a constructive way that honours the relationship), do you notice the way positive energy comes back toward you?
How do you feel during and after you compliment someone or express your feelings in another positive way?
2. As you reflect on your answers to these questions, you might want to imagine or even mentally rehearse more positive ways to express your feelings.
Application of Expressive Choice.
1. Write down or recall the last one or two times you expressed something in a negative way.
2. Consider that when we criticise, we don't usually express our FEELINGS, we turn what we feel into JUDGMENTS. Rewrite how you might have phrased your feelings directly and honestly.
Hint; Instead of using 'he' or 'she' ("HE makes me crazy! SHE always....."), use "I feel" ("I FEEL angry when.....").
3. The next time you have a chance, put what you have learned into practise.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile
FEMINIST. METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHER. WRITER. MENTALIST. ARTIST
AMERA ZIGANII RAO ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™
The Super Sacred Brother Lover™
The Return To The Source. Ascension.
Amera Ziganii Rao;
Neo Feminist™, Post Tribe Social Reformer™ and Sacred Sexualist™. Human Rights Healer. Metaphysical Philosopher, Writer, Spiritual Intelligence Teacher, Hierophant (Interpreter of The Universe) and Mentalist Self Actualiser.
I can help you grow power, from nothing.
Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
The Sacred Whore High Priestess Hierophant™ and Sacred Pimp Warrior Protector, Brother Lover™ Society. The kings and queens of old. Angels and Sorcerers together in each of themselves and in the other. The Wizard life. Forever. Living and loving from The Source. Sourcery, Carlos Castaneda first said. I'll say it again. Sourcerers together. Living a life worth living. At last.
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Witches are healers. Witches are the Love Healers and SOURCErers of The Lost World, when we were the giant warriors. We were good and so were were you. 'The World of Men'. The Tribe of Misogyny and Bourgeois™.
Gives us all a bad name. And poisons all hearts.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
Feminist Lolita Intellectuals™. You lucky man. A place at the table, a place at the Executive Table. That's all. The rest is easy.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2013
THE EVOLUTION OF HUMAN RIGHTS: APPLIED CONSCIOUSNESS™, NEO FEMINISM™, METAPHYSICAL PHILOSOPHY & SACRED SEXUALISM™. POST TRIBE SOCIAL REFORM™. POWER IS THE NEW LOVE. FREEDOM + HOPELESSNESS + SEX. NIHILISM FOR A SUCCESSFUL LIFE™ THE LOST KNOWLEDGE™ THE WIZARDRY OF BEING™ POLITICAL SPIRITUALITY™ TRUE NEW LOVE. BEYOND THE REVOLUTION™
SOCIAL REFORM. THE FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AND LOVE. SHAMANISM. PHILOSOPHY. TRUE (UNIVERSAL) LOVE. NEO FEMINISM™. ANTI MISOGYNY. THE ARTIST'S WAY. WIZARDRY. TRUE INTELLECTUALISM™. WISDOM. GONZO SPIRITUALITY. NIHILISM. SEX. SOUL. GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE™. SPIRITUAL EXISTENTIALISM™. THE VOID OF CREATION™. ALCHEMY & LIBERATION & HUMANITY™. HELL. SUFFERING. GROWTH. ASCENSION. LOVE. LIFE. DEATH. WARLORDS OF LIGHT™ TRUE LOVE & TRUE SEX. THE POST TRIBE SOCIETY™
The Company.
Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
This is about The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity that is for all as a result of their healing and in particular, hers. This is about the kind of woman who is at the bottom of the pile in a Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from Hell Society™, the norm, the conventional world and the world of the Tribe. This is about the kind of man who is next in line from the bottom. The sensitive man and the female chattel. The High Priestess and High Priest of a profane society, that has long forgotten who they are.
This is about being at the bottom of the pile, for the forgotten and strangled shamans, and for her, the story of escape. Abused by her family, her friends, her men, her whole society, by the very nature of who she is and who they are and what has happened on this Earth. It is about women of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about men of love, of Spirit and of sex. It is about the Cinderellas of this world. It is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™. Who she is and how, loving her is the secret to Paradise on Earth and how we have been living a lie for 8000+ years. A lie of male (non High Priest) religion with a male ‘God’ and with Patriarchs and Patriarchal types and Matriarchs and Matriarchal types ruling over us and making our lives hell, all in the name of family, the tribe and the way things are and should remain. Hate, fascism and profanity. A sick society that vilifies, more than anyone else, the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, just because it was told to. A sick society that calls her Eve. A sick society that has forgotten who we all are, let alone the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™. This is about us remembering and knowing who WE are.
This is a programme of healing for the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™, and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, to take them and particularly, her, from monstrous levels of low self esteem and lack of self knowledge, back to herself and it is a programme for all those who truly want to love her, and indeed, him. This is a programme for the greatest carers on Earth, who are vilified, destroyed, ridiculed, ignored, abused, used, misused and hated for being everything that those who would steal from us are not. This is a programme to turn Cinderellas into The Sacred Whore High Priestesses and for anyone who wants to love her or live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™. And this is a programme to turn sensitive men into Sacred Whore High Priests™ and for anyone who wants to love him and live by the values of the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and High Priest Society. Love, humanity, Spirit and sex. This is a programme to reverse 8000+ years of witch burning, women hating and healer ridicule. This is about the The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and all those who would love her and live by her values.
This is about the chance for Paradise on Earth. This is a programme for the most beautiful, kind hearted, wounded women and men on this planet. A programme of how to implement a system of how to beat life, how to survive life and how to resurrect from the grief that is a true life. Alchemy and Liberation and Humanity of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, ‘happy’, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. How to turn grief into creation and survive and thrive, despite all the shit, all the pain and all the hurt. How to live in a world of madness, hollowness and cruelty and how to be a winner. How to stand up for oneself and to take back the power that has been stolen from anyone with heart, Spirit and sex. The art and science of Alchemy.
This is a programme, based on my scholarly and non scholarly work over 15 years (so far), if not for my whole life, and my extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of relative bliss, and above all, the right to be. The programme and the courses and my speaking and indeed my forthcoming book, will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. Who the Sacred Whore High Priestess™ is and why she is here. And who the Sacred Whore High Priest™ is. Why we are here. Who we are and what we are and why we are. The beauty and glory of the truth. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the future.
My first book of consciousness, my first book of the spiritual politics of humanity, of authentic power and of self love and strength. A comprehensive series of online courses, live events and audio and visual material. Books, live events, CDs and DVDs. And one on one personal empowerment consultations. The Amera Ziganii Rao Method of Change™. The right to be and the way to have the right to be. And indeed, how to maintain the will to live without love. How to BE unconditional, self sufficient, self caring, self love. The right to be and the will to be and the unparalleled success that comes with that. The Lost Knowledge™. HOW to live. And how to heal others, the profane and the sick and the soulless. The others. My Business and that of any Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and Sacred Whore High Priest™, is Human Rights, The Right to a Sexual Society, Self Actualisation and Freedom.
My Business is To Overthrow Fascism, in the Home and in the Country. My business is also mastering destiny. Overthrowing the ultimate 'fascism'. Our journey on Earth and The Return To The Source. Our healing, our ascension and our redemption. Fate. The daily crucifixions of a true life, the challenges and the fury of being healers and people of love on a planet like Earth.
Submitting to the journey to liberate and evolve oneself, through following one's heart, however much heartbreak and devastation it leads to on the long long long journey to freedom and then the longer journey to happiness. 'Long Road to Freedom', as Nelson Mandela says. My business is always taking risks, never giving up and making the endless sacrifices it takes to become whole. Enlightenment, Nirvana and then Parinirvana and beyond. My business is pain. My business is bliss.
My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living.
I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live.
We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived.
But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years.
The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world.
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life.
The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love.
They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe™. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth.
The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. The Hierophants.
They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you.
I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done.
Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift.
You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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