Dreams. Mastering One's Destiny. Amera Ziganii Rao
None of my dreams came true. 14 straight years of chronic physical pain, isolation, poverty and going so deep within and communing with Spirit and Soul and none of my dreams came true. But I did. I came true and I came through.
None of my dreams came true. 14 straight years of chronic physical pain, isolation, poverty and going so deep within and communing with Spirit and Soul and none of my dreams came true. But I did. I came true and I came through.
Paulo Coelho's 'The Alchemist' for real. None of my dreams came true. But I did.
The deep Soul journey is not just about placing boundaries on other people, about defining oneself and demanding one's human rights on Earth, it is about, finally, placing those same boundaries on the energy of God, the Universe, the Higher Imagination, the drive that has given me so much and finally has been driving me insane.
In the end, it is about just saying no. It's about the true act of becoming a magician and mastering one's destiny and taking back the power I happily and gratiously surrendered to my Higher Self. It is about becoming the Higher Self and saying no.
Prosaics call this mastering one's feelings and emotions and letting go. Mystics call it what I will call it too. Placing boundaries on the very energy of the Universe itself and shaping it. And that means saying no. Accepting that none of my dreams have come true and that I am not willing anymore to be whisked into a state of creation and drive, about something that has never ever been ready.
I essentially give up. I am committed to the journey to love as always. I know my role in it and honour it. But I also want to live and I want to be free and I want to master my destiny. It's not one I wanted. But at least I have the skills and the will to make it what I want it to be.
None of my dreams came true. But I did. I came true and I came through.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
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