High Priestess. Cleopatra. The Power of Earth Pt ll (Artwork)
Reversing the Infant as Woman. Amera Ziganii Rao
So as I sit here and know that I have rid myself of the 'Ike Turner' in the love of my life man, my twin soul, and pierced the truth of the world through the analysis and uncovering of the Patriarchal Womb Stealing, Male Homicide, Female Genocide, Genitally Mutilating Toilet Tribe Society sickness that is more usually called misogyny or sexism, where a woman is not allowed to be a man's equal or indeed to have vocation if she is lucky enough to be blessed with his love in relationship, as I sit here taking all of that in and knowing that I am one of the most fortunate women on Earth to even know this, I turn to myself and focus on what I have to do.
Female incapability, not taking myself seriously as a professional outside the domestic arena and the seduction of infantisation, both in life and in the sexuality of love.
We are all born slaves, men, women, rich, poor, able bodied, disabled, everyone. As Bob Marley said, we think we're living in heaven, but actually we're living in hell. We all have our journeys to freedom this life or the next. We all spend lifetimes envying those who are free, because we believe they are just lucky. We all have to liberate and we all have to make the journey.
But for me, it has been reversing the infant. The demands of the Toilet Tribe Society made me a child. Men have made me a child. I have made myself a child. The subconscious emotional blackmail of fitting in, demanded that I stay a child. The fear of loss of love made me a child. A Lolita. An untouched Lolita, but nonetheless a Lolita. In relationship, the distant love desire kind, or the workplace, I was a Lolita, lost and unsupported and not knowing what I was doing and why I felt so incapable, despite education, talent, dedication to skill and a very full personality of knowledge and imagination. I stayed a child.
And then I went within. I stopped all the jobs. I became the conscious existentialist and I re-programmed my mind and educated myself. From scratch to find the answer. And I did. And I killed them all off. I killed off Ike Turner too. In my man. The sabatoging male whose own psychosis demands subconsciously and even consciously that I remain a child, even though he would swear blind he hated dependency and women who could not stand on their own two feet emotionally. His splintered personality, driving mine into such agony of existence.
But my genius is liberation no matter what. Liberation of the mind and soul, whatever the circumstances. And I did it.
So now, as I look at another man within him, of lesser misogyny and Tribe control, and more imagination and more soul, I let him be and let him find his own way and I sit and look at myself all over again. The dire lack of self esteem has gone, the lost feeling of not knowing how to be loved by anyone in this world has gone, the belligerent self love in the fact of the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe from hell is now a calm knowing that I am love and that I do not need any man's love to live because I have seen the truth and the truth is ugly.
I have seen that demanding my right to be whole, to be human, to be a woman, as opposed to a chattel is not only about equality, it is about being recognised as a 'god' on Earth. That we, women, the mystics, the healers, the analysts, the intellectuals, the wise, are much more than men. The truth that got wiped out, 8000 years ago. The reason why men tell women they are stupid, why men make women give up their minds. The reason why men try to commune with God, without any of the sacrifices, skill base or wisdom. The reason why this planet is a toilet of hatred, genocide, war, greed and cruelty. The male psyche gone wild with stupidity and pain. Real men know women are not just their equals. Real men know who we really are. And real women too. The male psyche of prosaic greed and need is dependency and ego psychosis and has to be eradicated like any sickness and it affects every single human being on this planet, male or female. Some of the worst misogynists and High Priestess Violators are women. It is the male psyche that has to be purifed. Love WILL inherit the Earth.
But I have seen that the Patriarchal Toilet Tribe makes us all mad and that we/they of course, are trying our/their best too, even the psychotic ones, and that we all want freedom of the mind and soul, despite the horrendous cruelty, resistance and coercive power of facism and pseudo dominance. Despite the awful ego of man. Despite the High Priestess Violators that exist everywhere and in every culture, from thousands of years of Daddy's rules and Mummy's fearful collusion. Despite all that, I know they are trying too.
And I know that while they are only trying, my reversal of infantisation has to be alone, without support of any kind. Other than the fantastic universal friendships I have in my life. I hoped for positive discrimination you see. Hoped that my man would be family, that he would help me as I help him, but it was not to be. Ike Turner is certainly not the helping kind. But even the beautiful man who remains after Ike Turner has gone out of him, cannot help either. He is not allowed. He has his own journey. I have to continue alone. And that is fine. That has to be fine. He is trapped in his own prison of incapability. Emotional attachment to La Familia from hell. Not being able to stand up for himself and say, thank you but goodbye. Trapped by the poison of The Tribe. The whole Patriarchal Toilet Tribe Society at large. It keeps us all apart and that is clearly how it is meant to be for now. Reversal of infantisation would have to be alone, for me. Everything else has been. 'The Good Shephards' and 'The Reversing Child Women'. We are all prisoners, building our tunnels.
And I am excited. Much more excited than afraid now. Even though, always afraid. In the 'traditional' Patriarchal Womb Stealing Tribe background that so many of us come from, all men are misogynists and all women are infantised. My journey to self capability and believing in myself has been 14 straight years and I have done it. And now I go to the next level. Production, expansion and professionalism, with the products of the soul I found on my mystic travels. And my man, the men, all men, well, they either do it well or not.
The hardline misogynists are the permanent High Priestess/Sacred Whore Violators and their time is over on Earth. Even the economics of the world shows that. Their time is over. And I should just be grateful that my man has ejected the 'Ike Turner' in him and not cry in despair that even that was not enough to open the doors to heaven so we could finally not be alone. He is no longer the hardline misogynist, but it still is not enough.
And while I turn around yet another level again, of being a child, he gets used to sharing power and soul and imagination and true sexuality and just being naughty and unconventional and all the things Daddy told him not to be. Feelings. Resistance or not, resentment or not, he now knows that he has to now share power. The non 'Ike Turners' of the world know this. Even if they are taken into that mentality, kicking and screaming. At least he is there and they are there. As I am dragged kicking and screaming into adulthood, despite myself. They know that the return to the sacred whore, the return to the goddess is the future. To soul, to heart, to love. That feminine is much more than a sexual plaything, adoring companion or worse, a servant, womb for hire or someone to be seen and not heard. And paradoxically and tragically, I have to find that out too. On my own. Always on my own.
They know, that despite their primal urges to rule, they have to share power and they are beginning slowly to find that not only a relief but also damn sexy.
And I in the same way, once I get rid of the resentment of always having to be completely and utterly alone, I know, day by day, that to be powerful, materially capable, professionally loud and present and equal, is the sexiest thing on Earth for a woman. The whole woman. Me.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
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The Psychology. The Sacred Prostitute. Nancy Qualls - Corbett
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Human Rights. An Official Definition. Amera Ziganii Rao
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Spiritual Existentialism. The Whole. Amera Ziganii Rao
Osho. Courage. The Joy of Living Dangerously. (How to be free)
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Writer, Speaker and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Alchemy & Liberation & Humanity™. A programme of learning that is specifically about one particular kind of woman. And one particular kind of man. The Sacred Whore High Priestess™ and the Sacred Whore High Priest™, and the true society that they come from and the one they, in particular, she can and has to return to and that anyone can join her and him in. This is about Paradise on Earth.
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My business is seeing the truly glory of Spirit on Earth. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Society™ and all that it is. Spirit, humanity, sex and love again at last. And the end of our legacy as either servants or witches or unpaid carers or indeed, ignored mistresses, other women, other men even, and the weirdos that are at the bottom of society. This is our world and it is time to take it back and I can show you how. And that makes my life, truly, worth living. I want you to feel the way I do. Alive, with the right to be and the belligerence to exist in this profane and male ‘God’ led world of male supremacy, female supremacy, domestic, casual fascism, tribe rules from hell, with beautiful and kind, love intelligence laden, female and male Cinderella warriors at the bottom, caring for everyone else and getting nothing but hatred, ridicule and isolation for it. The meek are already inheriting the Earth and I can show you how.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They told you I and my kind were dictators and that you were slaves, when all we had done was love you, honour you as companions and above all, we had let you just live. We were the holy communers, the ones who gave birth to human beings, the leaders of society, the creators of society, the vehicles of Divinity on Earth and the channels of wisdom. The ones who looked after everything and the ones who built everything and ran everything, because we could. And because we loved it. We are and were the force of creation. And you loved us and you lived. But they told you that you ‘deserved’ power too and that we were the ones standing in your way. And you believed them. The oldest ‘divide and rule’ strategy of hate in history and it worked. They used it and you bought it, hook, line and sinker. You had to give up sex, love, magic and your own spiritual gifts and you burnt, destroyed and violated me for 8000 years. The world calls that male supremacy. And indeed, family supremacy, Matriarchal supremacy and supremacy of the material world and all who believe in it. Men and women like you. When all that you are are slaves to a reptile force to generate hate energy for them to live and thrive and vampire the human race. The puppets of a hate force, that chose to destroy women and men like me, for hate to grow, so they could live. You bought it and it worked. The greatest fraud in the history of the world. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past and I forgive you for becoming enslaved and taken over by the machines of the alien reptile force that invaded and took over Earth 8000 years ago. They taught you to hate me and my kind and you believed them. They taught you that my mind was evil. My mind, my sex, my body and my ways of life. The humanity, the glory of sexuality and the glory of creation and creativity and the glory of Divinity in each and every one of us. Our souls. They taught you that human beings are separate from Divinity, that sex was wrong and that women who have minds of their own are uppity slaves. They vilified us but much much worse than that, they destroyed your relationship with all that is unseen, all that we honour and love. They taught you to hate what is really God. By teaching you to hate us, you hated all that is good in yourselves. They taught you to hate the light. They taught you to kill us. The daughters of The Universe. The High Priestesses of God. The Spiritual Mothers. The Sacred Whore High Priestess Avatars of The Universe. The Sacred Army of Love on Earth. The Shamans, the Mystics and the Communers. They called me Eve and blamed me for the downfall of the human race and created the awesome profanity that is religion. Of men, by men and from men. Of reptiles, by reptiles and from reptiles. Christianity, Islam and Judaism and every other philosophy around the world was poisoned. There are no female spiritual leaders left. It is all profanity. They chose you to represent them because they wanted to divide us and they did. They told you to hate me. And you believed them. Now I am back and I forgive you. I forgive you because I can. Because I came here to save your soul. And because I finally know who I am. I am THE High Priestess Monarch of the ancient past. I came here to return your soul to The Source. God, The Mother, The Universe. To return you to what is really God. Because I love you. And because She loves you and your kind, whatever you have done. Whatever you have done to me and whatever you have done to Her. And most of all, whatever you have done to yourself. We forgive you. This is your redemption. Your freedom and your ascension. We are here to save your soul.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
You bought the Sacred Whore like a piece of meat and you called that a wife. Your trophy wives. Your dancing girls. Your chattel and serving girls. Your piece of beauty. You bought us like you would cattle. Then you called it wives. Now you call it prostitution. The High Priestesses of the real God. You bought us to buy God, The Mother, The Universe and you caged us, separated us from our Divine gifts and skills in the Temple and drove us mad and then lost interest in us, because we had no gifts left, no excitement, no hunter in ourselves and no hope or joy left. Then you just called us mad and discarded us. You called us evil and you call love obedience, even though it had already killed us. You moved into our Temples and you played with the divination tools and thought you communed. The destruction of Atlantis was your gift. You stole us from God, The Mother, The Universe and you tried to usurp us. You vilified us, enslaved us and you still envy us today. You call it intuition. You might want to think about this when you hate us out of your jealousy. The mystic gene means physical tortuous pain and taking on the empathy of the human race. All their pains, evils and dark thoughts. We see and feel everything. We make crucial sacrifices to be near Spirit and the unseen and we go without for years. To be shaman is not glamour. I make it glamour. To be shaman is a specific Samurai existence, ascetic and harsh. We commune to be guides. And you take that and you shame yourselves because you just want the meat. You didn’t just want the meat. You wanted our beauty of spirit, our personalities and our love and kindness. And you destroyed them, because you caged us and called us wife.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The High Priestess Sacred Whores, the High Priests and the true protectors. Those who do not have the gift like either the High Priests or especially like the highest of all, the High Priestess Sacred Whores but who honour, protect and facilitate them to the world. Who honour the Shaman Sacred Whores of this world most of all, and who know who they are and who they are not. Who know the difference, who do not envy and who protect and love the representatives of Spirit, GOD, THE MOTHER, THE UNIVERSE, on Earth. Who honour their wisdom and who honour the latent Shaman in themselves too and who honour the communing ability of the High Priestess Sacred Whores. The non violators. Our only friends. The New Society exists. It is called Enlightenment. It is called Love. It is The Holy Grail.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2012
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
I enter the magical hours of pure feeling, pure thought, pure imagination and I think and I write and I 'mysticise' the Universe. I escape at will, the truth of my humanless, Samurai solitude, and I pursue the truth of love in myself and in everyone else. I am philosopher. I am shaman. I am alone. I frontier the Soul to be spirit on Earth.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
Amera Ziganii Rao is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social, cultural and spiritual commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her Sacred Whore High Priestess Society consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is in her forties and lives in London.
Amera Ziganii Rao © 2011
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life, in this insane existence called The Universe. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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