Angel Slut. A Self Portrait
Conditional love. The incarnation of human selfish greedy evil on this planet. The absolute in abuse of power. Sadism, to a level that most women do not even understand, if they have not known it in their fathers or brothers. We cannot escape our past and the higher the spiritual path, the more gruelling it has to be. My other half. Of course. You had to be evil. My twin soul is evil. Because I am love.
I come from the filthiest men on the planet. Polite wife beaters. Sadists, backed by institutional and financial power. 'Men' who make you feel like a whore for every penny you spend of theirs. They are the filthiest, most evil men on the planet, because they beat you with 'love' and 'generosity' while everything is conditional and dependent on what you give them. Whoremongers. That's what I come from.
We cannot escape our past and the higher the spiritual path, the more gruelling it has to be. My other half. Of course. You had to be evil. My twin soul is evil. Because I am love. And my past involves the filthiest men on the planet. Polite wife beaters. Sadists, backed by institutional and financial power. 'Men' who make you feel like a whore for every penny you spend of theirs. Whoremongers.
Whoremongers who look like angels. The worst version of the tribal son who believes he owns the mother of his children, that he owns his children and that he owns, just through the sheer force of his financial prowess. The most disgusting kind of human being on the planet. Pure sadism, backed by institutional sadism, more commonly known as misogyny.
And like everything hidden, this is a polite, well spoken, handsome wife beater. The kind no one believes is abusing his wife behind closed doors. Everyone else just being dazzled by the apparent providing and protection this kind of man seems to provide for his family. Not knowing that the level of abuse and mindfuckery that is going on in the home is beyond anyone's wildest nightmares. This is psychological warfare of the highest level on Earth.
And rather than moan about it anymore or my circumstances as a woman who has been fated to be involved with whoremongers since the day she was born, I now understand that the journey I have made to acquire huge levels of emotional and spiritual strength, were so that I could fight this high level of evil on the planet. After all, what else would a warrior be bred to do, other than annihilate male whoremonger tribal evil?
I will accept the challenge and I will continue to fight evil head on, whether it is by walking away or just watching. It is the whoremonger who looks like an angel. The so called 'handsome devil', the so called 'rake'. And my liberation is that I do not see anything else in this kind of man anymore, other than the walls dripping with evil around him.
A reformed sadist may be the sexiest thing on the planet. But an unhealed whoremonger is most definitely the ugliest, most dangerous and most insidious form of evil anywhere.
And alongside this battle is the added pressure that unless someone has experienced this level of mindfucking under the guise of protective love, no one gets it, so one is all alone and misunderstood from every quarter. Again, no complaining, just the knowledge that self belief is part of the warrior code.
To find out that one's twin soul is evil means that the only lesson one can really learn and be grateful for is the discovery that one is a very pure form of love and here to wage the battle against the Devil. Single handedly, with the force of Angels behind me. I accept.
The Return to Eden indeed. The killing and slaying of the purest form of evil on the planet. A whore monger man. A powerful man of hate, money and sex who is actually Commodus from Gladiator in handsome man clothing. Got it.
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Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile
WRITER. ESOTERIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.
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Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
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In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you.
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Esoteric. Self Actualiser. Consciousness Explorer. Philosophical Writer. Essayist. Dramatist. Prose Writer. Photographer. Film & TV Creative. Entrepreneur. Ex-Journalist.
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