Male Evil. Amera Ziganii Rao
The difference between sickness and evil lies in power. I knew at the age of eight, that if someone had power, it would be the hardest thing in the world for them to give it up. That is evil. The difference between the sickness of dependency and the relentless greed and cruelty of evil. Power and love do not go together. You will never love. You're a man in a male world.
Monster's Ball. My life is about the analysis of male evil in this world. I serve God and I serve Art but I will never serve another human being. Male evil is the scourge of this world. In the home and in the country. And I am done with it.
Male evil. I will never court it again in this life. 46 years is long enough.
The master race. It's all a lie. You are brought up to be a despot king and it is only your sister who ever tells you that you have become a pratt. The master race is all a lie. There are no kings in an equal world. Your father was misinformed. What he brought you up to be was a killer. Pure and simple. A misogynist. A modern misogynist. A polite killer.
The difference between the sickness of dependency and the relentless greed and cruelty of evil. Power and love do not go together. You will never love. You're a man in a male world.
The hearts and minds of men. Pure evil.
A man in a male world cannot share power. That is not sickness. That is just evil.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
Thank you to outside source for photo.
A man in a male world being powerful, is the same as a white person in apartheid South Africa abusing his black servant. Pure, conscious evil. Not ignorance, not stupidity, not sickness. Pure, unmitigated evil. That is the heart of a man in a male world who 'cannot' love. There is no 'can't' about it. You know what you are and what you do. You do not love. You are the purest form of evil. The willing kind. You are the executioner. The henchman of a system you believe in. That is evil.
Misogyny is not just an empty word. Misogyny means the hatred of women. Conditioning is generic, widespread and unconscious. But the difference between a person who heals and who does not heal is in the agreement. A man in a male world likes the power. Even if it makes him unhappy, he loves the power. That is the evil that prevents you from healing into love. And that makes you a sad and disgusting human being. And an extremely dangerous and cruel one who should be avoided at all costs. You believe in a system of hate.
Commodus in Gladiator comes close. You love power. You cannot be love while you love power.
Mastery in life for a man (or woman of the male psyche) is taking hold of that level of evil and making it your own. Inside the bedroom, inside the house and in the world. I get that. You are a very long way off that. You ain't no master. I don't know that you ever will be.
No officer and no gentleman. For sure. Just evil. Generic, prosaic and rather average male evil. Ordinary.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©