Scheherazade lll. A Self Portrait
Dirty Little Secrets. Amera Ziganii Rao
Your dirty little secret. The women you love, the women you fantasise about and the women you want. You lie next to your Stepford Eves and you fantasise about your dirty little secret. You treat me like a whore. All of you have treated me like the dirtiest, most unwanted whore on the planet. Because your Daddies told you to. Because Darth Vader is the first man who told his beloved son to kill the whore and marry the Stepford. Use her womb and disrespect her and expect her obedience and kill the other one. Fuck her, use her, hate her and kill her. Your dirty little secret, seven thousand years on. The beloved son is the other name for sheep. Conformist, fooled sheep. Brainwashed by the most effective instrument in the world. The illusion of love, the illusion of acceptance and the illusion of being beloved. You are all used in the tribe. Everyone has their place. You beloved son, are not beloved. You are sheep.
Your dirty little secret. The women you love, the women you fantasise about and the women you want. You lie next to your Stepford Eves and you fantasise about your dirty little secret. You treat me like a whore. All of you have treated me like the dirtiest, most unwanted whore on the planet. Because your Daddies told you to. Because Darth Vader is the first man who told his beloved son to kill the whore and marry the Stepford. Use her womb and disrespect her and expect her obedience and kill the other one. Fuck her, use her, hate her and kill her. Your dirty little secret, seven thousand years on. The beloved son is the other name for sheep. Conformist, fooled sheep. Brainwashed by the most effective instrument in the world. The illusion of love, the illusion of acceptance and the illusion of being beloved. You are all used in the tribe. Everyone has their place. You beloved son, are not beloved. You are sheep.
You can't master someone else, until you have mastered yourself. You can't lead until you lead yourself. Mastering is enlightenment. And then it's time to learn to lead. That is the road to Nirvana. Freedom on Earth.
Art can be my only refuge now. I am so finally and profoundly unhappy with life. Life has always made me unhappy. Now it is final. There has been no other experience. There are no more illusions to lose. Art is the only place I can go now to feel any semblance of happiness. Forget life. Give me Picasso. Forget love. Give me myself. And forget God and give me art.
Shawshank Redemption. Surely, the greatest analogy of life, when it is one that is A Dark Life of the Soul. What other life could there be, if the boon of that life is Nirvana? Andy just builds that tunnel. Quietly, secretly and progressively. From a prison cell. He adapts skillfully and gracefully to prison life, made millions from it, and built that tunnel. Maturity is therefore accepting one's lot in life and building from that. The tunnel.
And you will grow. And become Soul. If I am first woman, you are first man. Which means you carry every single piece of male weakness, lack of imagination, pseudo scientific reason of coldness and patriarchal tribe misogynistic, woman killing evil on the planet. Spiritually, you carry it all within you. You are first man. You carry all of it. Your journey to become Soul is long and hard and painful. Your journey to become love at all. The re-entry into Eden for first man. Hekate Eve will just have to wait. And be thankful she does not have to be near it. The Return to Eden indeed.
Amera Ziganii Rao ©
Amera Ziganii Rao. A Profile
WRITER. ESOTERIC MYSTIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll
WRITER. ESOTERIC MYSTIC. PHILOSOPHER. ENLIGHTENER. INSPIRER. PHOTOGRAPHER. ARTIST
Amera Ziganii Rao is a philosophical writer, essayist, social commentator, prose writer, dramatist and photographer artist as well as a consciousness explorer, self actualiser and emotional healer. She is a former hard news journalist who is now turning professional with her art forms and indeed, her healing forms, after a long journey of inner searching, self teaching and exploring many layers and areas of both craft and wisdom. She is now working on her first book of philosophy and esoteric thought, and social and cultural commentary. She is also showing her first photography collections. And last but most definitely not least, she is building a business to share her consciousness and empowering explorations to reach as many people as possible across the world. She is 46 years old and currently lives in London.
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING
Writer and Enlightener, Amera Ziganii Rao, is now putting together a comprehensive and unique programme of Education For Liberation. Liberation of the lower mind into the higher mind, the soul and the inner heart and therefore one's true, confident, happy, successful, creative, sexual, sensual, individual, intelligent, emotionally healed, capable of loving and being loved self. Based on her scholarly and non scholarly work over 14 years, if not for her whole life, and her extensive and intense, visceral experiences of self transformation from resignation, cynicism and despair to a state of bliss, the courses will cover the method of change. The psychological, sociological, spiritual, cultural, political, emotional and physical and even anthropological methods of change. Why we are here. The meaning of life, no less. This will be on offer in the near future, in the form of online courses and live events, to begin with. Thank you
AMERA ZIGANII RAO SCHOOL OF LEARNING ll
In the meantime, please enjoy this website. I have included many of the subjects I am covering, areas of experience and insight that I will be exploring to the fullest in my book, the courses and all the other work that is to come as a dramatist, novelist and essayist. I also of course, include many of the wise people on this planet, who have come long before me; authors, screen dramatists, playwrights, film makers, artists, and other enlighteners and grand carriers of the wisdom I have found the most helpful on my journey, to find peace and become enlightened. The seemingly impossible journey, in the face of oneself and one’s circumstances. People who have contributed massively to my healing on this mad journey called life. People who have helped to make me as good a carrier of wisdom as I in turn, can be. Thank you. Amera Ziganii Rao ©